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Forbidden Fruit

Toji x F!Reader

okay okay i know i just wrote something about toji recently but got this man is on my mind… this might be pretty short.

summary : can’t help but to taste what’s not yours.

warnings : small age gap, reader is in her late 20s and toji is in his late 30s, sexting, phone sex, cheating (toji is married to your sister), cream pies, mentions of breeding, & some anal. nickname: daddy, mama princess….

you couldn’t help yourself each time he came around and neither could he. what started off as small as flirting, quickly turned into something more serious.

sneaking away to see you even though he was married to your sister? it was wrong. he knew it and you knew it too. but, who gave a damn? your sister wasn’t a good person either.

you saw this as her karma for her breaking up your past relationships. fucking and flirting each of your ex-boyfriends and telling you that they were “no good for you anyways” as her reasoning.

the affair between you started the day they got married. as you sat in your hotel room, your phone chimed and it was a message from him telling you that he couldn’t keep his fucking eyes off you, no matter how hard he tried. the text followed with a picture of his boner behind his black boxers.

you couldn’t believe it when your first saw the message. you spent a good thirty minutes contemplating what should you do before you responded with a picture of your hard nipples, poking through your t-shirt you were sleeping in.

during his entire honeymoon, toji spent it sexting you. the both of you sending pictures and videos back and forth to each other, building up the temptation and excitement. the last day of their trip, he called you while your sister was asleep; voice raspy and sexy. he told you how they didn’t have sex this whole time they were away and that he needed some help to relieve the strain in his pants.

smiling, you sat on the edge of your kitchen counter and began teasing your nipples the more he talked. the more you pinched and listened to his voice, the hornier you became and before you knew it; you were two fingers deep in your dripping wet cunt.

“soo wet for you—fuck im cumming~” you breathed into the phone as your creamed right there on your counter top, putting the phone on speaker so he can hear everything. he was right behind you on the other end, grunting and moaning out your name; shooting a thick load out onto his hand. a few seconds later he sent you a picture of his cum filled hand, begging for you to come help him clean it up.

when he finally returned from his honeymoon he immediately hit you up, wanting to come and see you. he told you that your sister wanted to visit your parents for a week, which meant he wanted to be with you for that week as well. so, you spent the early hours of the day getting ready for his arrival.

fridge was stocked with food and drinks. you went shopping, picking out lingerie you thought he might like, but you know once he sees you in it; he’ll be ripping it off in a heartbeat. you thought about cooking for him, but decided against it because you aren’t his wife. instead you ordered takeout for the both of you.

you were wearing nothing but a tight fitting t-shirt and your panties, watching reruns of your favorite show; when you heard your doorbell ring, followed by a knock. clicking the television off, you got up from your spot on the couch and walked over to your front door. after checking the peephole, you opened the door and immediately pull him in a kiss.

your plump lips melting on his, kissing him like it was the last time you ever will. and when you parted from him, a trail of salvia followed after you which you happily licked up. “damn mama, missed me that much?” toji chortled, closing the door behind him and handing you the brown paper bag he had in his hand.

“hungry? there’s food in the kitchen” you told him, looking in the paper bag as you walked. he had two bottles of wine and a box of condoms. “condoms? we won’t be needing those.” turning around to look at him, he raised an eyebrow and chuckled. oh, he was going to have way too much fun with you.

he grabbed the bag out of your hand and sat it on a near by coffee table, before grabbing your hand and leading you to your plush brown couch. pulling you down on his lap as he sat, his huge hands rubbing your ass that wasn’t hidden by your panties. “not hungry, hm?”

“not for food” he said lowly, hand tugging at your panties; his forest colored eyes darkening by the moment. your body got all warm and the middle of your underwear started to dampen. “don’t worry baby, I’ve got something to satisfy your hunger~” your words fueled him and his lips pressed on your’s as he pressed you down on his crotch hard, his boner poking you through his dark grey sweatpants.

his lips moved from yours to side of your neck, kissing and licking on it; finding the sweet spot immediately. moans and whimpers falling out of your mouth, your arousal building by the second. you rolled your hips against his clothed cock, your slick seeping out and onto his pants. his hands gripped the hell out of your cheeks, halting your movements before he pulled away from your sweet neck. a whine escaped your lips and you looked at him with a pout.

“calm down, princess. this couch is way too small for me to fuck you the way i want to” the older male said, a smirk printed on his tan face—his scar rising when he does. it took everything in you not to pounce on him, getting up from his lap your face flushed with embarrassment when you saw the wet spot you left on him. his smirk deepened when he caught your gaze. he grabbed your hand and you led him to your bedroom, where your king sized bed sat.

wasting no time, he attacks your body again with lust fueled kisses—both of your clothes being tossed on the bed one by one. his big hands gripping your ass, spreading them apart while his cock pokes you in the front. your slick had made its way down to your ass cheeks, which he felt as teased your aching hole from the back. “toji~!” you whined, spreading your legs further apart; letting him tease you some more.

his scarred lip turned up into a smirk again, thick digit pushing its way inside of you, “please, just fuck me already~.” with one swift movement you were no longer touching the floor, instead you were in the air, his arms underneath your thighs holding you up. reaching under, you angled his girthy cock to your wet folds—rubbing your slick on it before pushing the fat mushroom tip inside of you.

wincing at the pain that came with it, you leaned closer towards his bare, sculpted chest, gripping at his shoulder blades. “you can take it~” he coached, wiggling his hips so his cock could move around in your tight canal—letting you get used to it.

“so fucking good—shhhittt, right there” your cries of pleasure echoed in his ear, the minute you got used to him and his pace increased. his balls slapped your cunt, getting coated in your wetness which drove you crazy. the more he moved the more his cock drove you crazy. if you new how good this would’ve felt, you would’ve fucked him a long time ago, way before he got married to your sister.

toji’s hands moved to your ass, squeezing the fat together—his stroke deepening with each thrust. the way he filled you up in each stroke made small drips of fluid leak from your cunt. “squirting already? pussy’s too fucking good~” hearing you whimper and mewl ignited something in him, his dick pushing into you harder and deeper than the last. you was sure your pussy would be stretched and sore when he got done with you.

the feeling of your walls clench rapidly around him made him go insane. “you’re gonna cum for me, daddy? please. please. please, i want your cum so bad” you babbled, tugging at his hair, your own orgasm approaching.

his green eyes stayed locked on yours, lidded and blank—his hips slamming into yours. “cumming—fuckkkkk” his load shot out in thick ropes, filling your pussy up to the brim. you let out a loud moan and nibbled at his ear lobe, cumming all over his cock.

———

‘PLAP. PLAP. PLAP. PLAP’

the juicy sound of your ass clapping against his bare pelvis echoed in the room as he drilled you from the back. being that his wife wasn’t fucking him he was so pent up that his balls were still aching for another release.

you had never been fucked like this either. the way he made your pussy his, left you in awe. you were falling in love with him and his dick. and although he was with someone else, you were his and he was yours.

hearing his phone vibrate and ring, he reached over to his sweatpants that was tossed on the bed; he pulled out his phone and answered it once he saw the name that popped up. “hey honey? how’s your parents?” he spoke, greeting his wife; your sister while continuing to fuck your cunt sloppy.

you must’ve clenched around him a little to tightly because he sent a hard slap to your ass, making you moan into the mattress. the thought of you being caught fucking someone else’s husband only made you hornier. you swiftly reached underneath you and began to fondle his balls, earning a deep breath from him.

“nothing, just watching a movie. huh…miss you too” he looked down at you when you turned you head at him, smirking while you continued to massage him. toji looked down at your ass and at your puckering hole, smiling wickedly when your eyes widened once his finger prodded at it. “wait baby—nghhh~”

his thick digit sat curled in your hole, moving it around each time he dug himself deeper inside you. “uh huh. yes i love you too, bye” he tossed his phone somewhere on the floor, one large hand on your hip, pounding you deep into your soft mattress. he groaned at the tight sensation that engulfed his cock, so fucking wet—just for him.

“breed this little cunt, yeah? make you swollen with my babies~”

“cumming. im cumming so hard for you daddy”

with two more hard pumps, his dick twitched inside of you and he emptied his balls out; draining him completely with your orgasm following. your body shook and spasmed, whispering his name as you rode out the intensity of your orgasm. pulling out of you once he was sure every last drop was inside, he pulled your body close to his and pulled up the covers.

“there’s a possibility i might get pregnant. what if she finds out?”

“i know. and i meant every word I said, im going to breed you until your swollen with my babies” He started, leaning on his hand to look at you with that sexy, yet dangerous smirk.

“and that won’t happen. this will be our little secret”

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I have a princess conference in the morning but that won't stop me from staying up till 3 am on AO3. Mama needs her bedtime stories

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OP go to sleep or I will eat your crown

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All of you are like "would you fuck your clone?" hypothetically but, in practice, clones are too dumb to give consent and that's the real reason why I didn't sleep with any of my clones when I had the chance

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OP you still have a chance

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It's always "take off the evil amulet! it's corrupting your mind!" and never "oh! you look so pretty in your new amulet!"

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Celestia forbid ladies do anything

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Um, would you guys please stop voting for my boyfriend?

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Y'all know how some families got a gay cousin and all 'em other cousins are straight? Well mah family's the opposite. Ah don't even think we got a straight cousin!

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Mah sister says we have to assimilate other ponies into our family so the family name don't die out. She would do numbers here

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GUYS I'M SO SORRY FOR THE DELAYS

I've just been on the hospital (again) cause I got zapped by lightning (again)

But I promise I'll update my Daring Do/Reader fic as soon as I can! Thanks for the patience, love you guys!

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"how are you so good at fashion" well you'd be an expert in fashion too if you'd spent 20 years in the closet

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My sister in Celestia that closet was made of glass

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Nothing like coming back from exhile just to find your bedroom was replaced by a whole ass forest

Some people have no respect for others belongings

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I don't control the growing of the magical forest, bitch

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You can't hurt me I have mommy AND daddy issues I'm unstoppable

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I would love that actually

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*levitates my cat out of the way so I can use the sewing machine, which I need for my job*

my cat: YOU LIFT OPALESCENCE?!?!???! YOU LIFT HER WITH YOUR WICKED SORCERY?!??!!!! YOU ASSERT CONTROL OVER HER WITH YOUR MAGIC?!?!??! OHHHHH!!! MOTHER IS EVIL!!!!!

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Girlfriend is out of town all week so I'm gonna dye my mane and tail green

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WHY WOULD YOU DO SUCH A THING

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Space..(mike schmidt x reader)

Your relationship with mike was beautiful before all your responsibilities came crashing down.

late night shifts…

taking care of abby…

arguments…

Now there was tension and you hadn’t spoken to each other in what felt like weeks..

Your days were filled of waking up early beside Mike who was still asleep from the late nights shifts, bags under both of your eyes.

It hurt seeing him so different then before, you guys had fallen in love young and stayed together since then. Once Mike was given the responsibility of Abby everything changed, of course you loved her but it was true.

The reality was you were now given a child and the dynamic of your relationship shifted. You both took your role and for the first three weeks it was stressful yet remained peaceful, Abby wasn’t as open to Mike as she was to you…not until later on.

Two weeks ago is when it started, Mike was getting lazy. It was as if he had given up on taking care of the family..

This was the fifth time in a row that Mike had walked past me, after coming home from work. He hadn’t bothered to say hello, like he usually did before. We haven’t spoken in forever because now he sleeps and goes.

I had woken up earlier than usual to get Abby ready for her picture day. Breakfast was prepped for us, we ate and picked out the clothes she’d wear. I spent the morning perfecting her curls and jewelry, sending her off and leaving her at the parking lot of the school..

“You look so beautiful Abby, I can’t wait to see your pictures!!”

���Thank you Y/n, will you pick me up today or are you working another shift?”

I couldn’t help but sigh remembering that Mike forgot her the other three times, leaving her waiting for me to pick her up while he slept.

“I can’t today princess I’ll be working but I can assure you that your brother won’t forget you!”

Abby smiled and waved goodbye giving me one last hug before she left the car

I made sure to send a text to mike reminding her to not forget her and he replied ok, my worries were taken care of and I had reliefs…

A couple hours later while at work my phone was going off like crazy, and when I picked it up I saw it was calls from the school and I answered immediately, walking away to go someplace quiet..

“Hello? I’m Abby’s caretaker is anything wrong? Did her brother forget her?”

“Ahh yes he did. We were just a little worried as it has been about 20 minutes since school ended, will you be picking her up?”

“Yes! I will I’m leaving work right now! Thank you for calling I’m so sorry for the wait!”

“We understand, we’ll see you soon.”

The call ended and although I remained calm on the call I was infuriated. There I was once again having to tell the boss for the fourth time in the row that my boyfriend had an emergency and i had to pick up his little sister from school…of course he was mad urging me to fix the issue or else we’d have a problem.

I ran to my car soaking wet from the rain, rushing across the roads and through the traffic to get Abby. It was embarrassing, having to pick her up once again seeming like the most imperfect caretaker. This wasn’t what abby needed or deserved and this wouldn’t look good in family court for her either.

The school released abby to me and I stood there for awhile apologizing profusely to the teacher who had to wait for her. Once I made my goodbyes we ran to the car and I realized that Abby was holding tears in her eyes, her curls had gotten messy and her dress wet.

“Oh abby i am so sorry-“

“No! It’s fine! Really it’s fine! It’s not your fault.”

Her voice had raised and cracked when she spoke.

“…no it’s not fine. I’ll fix this Abby I promise, once we get home and get you cleaned up.”

We walked into a silent home I got a bath ready and that I left clothes for abby to change into, walking away from the bathroom in a calmed hurry.

“Mike? Mike.”

He was woken up in a slum his bags lighter from the rest he had.

“What?”

I took a sigh at the attitude he sent my way and I stood in front of the bed, trying to remain patient without yelling, realizing it was a hard time for the both of us…but I just couldn’t handle the situation.

“We’ve gone over this before. I know your working late and your exhausted but I can’t keep leaving work to pick up Abby. I need you Mike, I need you to take care of her.”

“Please don’t give me that bullshit Y/n. I take care of her, she has roof over her head and so do you. I don’t need that, dinner was ready for you by the time you guys came back home. I missed a couple of days so what?”

“Excuse me? Mike are you serious? Do you know how that will hold up in court? Mike! She came into the car soaking wet, exhausted and frustrated that she had to wait for someone to pick her up again. I help you Mike so don’t act like I’m living off you-“

“You act as if Abby’s a chore Y/n, is that helping? Cause you always seem to sound like your complaining-“

The tears of stress that I had held in for so long had fallen, the shock of his words felt like too much to handle

“How dare you?! Don’t you ever say that! I love her Mike. I’m still here. I’m present and I care for her. Do you even realize how lucky you are to have her Mike? Because your starting to treat her like she’s not even in the room and your doing the same to me. It’s not fair! Not to her, and not to me either!”

“I get that but I’m stuck Y/n, all you do is take her from here to there and go to work and come back home to a cooked meal.”

“Why don’t you care? Your just comparing our routines, Mike have you even factored the fact that I clean for you, and that on the days where it’s too hard for you to get up I’ll handle the cooking whenever? You act as though I don’t do my part in the rent. I take care of abby she’s a kid Mike. She doesn’t need you to just give her the bare necessities, she needs love.”

He was holding my heart and squeezing it apart and it had to be fine, because it was him. Mike was the man I had fallen in love with, I gave him my everything. Nausea hit me and I couldn’t stand being in the room with him, I walked away and he hadn’t even followed just mumbling that he was tired.

I rushed away in a hurry, tears falling. I was going to get into my car but I had thrown up when I went to open my door. I have been thrown up a lot lately..my body was always sore, and I’ve been getting my energy drained easily..was I pregnant?

My car was swerving to the nearest pharmacy, my trip led to taking a test in the bathroom, and sobbing holding the positive test in my arms. I’ve never felt so stuck in my life, my relationship was in shambles, I had Abby as my child and another would be an addition to the fire..

I cried my entire way home, shaking and afraid to tell the news…my hands rubbed off the painful tears before I walked in, afraid Abby would be awake watching TV.

Mike walked in a rush breathing heavily,

“I-I thought you weren’t going to come back, Y/n I am so sorry…I’m sorry.”

I walked up to him pulling on his arm to come to our room. The tears flowed again…and I was standing before him, door closed as he watched me with a confused face. I wasn’t one to cry unless I was really hurt by something..

“..im pregnant.” I had spoken the news in a hushed voice emotional and afraid of his reaction

“w-what?”

“i’m pregnant..”

“..no..no..” he sat down with his head between his hands

“please don’t shut me out Mike…we need to talk.”

“Talk about what? What more is there to talk about?”

“We need to talk about us, about abby, what we’re going to do. keep your voice down you’ll wake Abby..”

“Ok well there’s nothing else to talk about your pregnant, we have another mouth to feed.”

“…that’s it?”

“Yea that’s it!”

“why are you yelling at me?”

“Im not yelling at you.”

“Yes you are.”

“No I’m not..my god..alright whatever.”

“You don’t understand how hard this is, this is my body.”

“No I do get it.”

“No you don’t get it. You haven’t been there for us Mike, for our family. You go to work and you barley speak to us.-“

“Our family? This wasn’t a family until two seconds ago Y/n we haven’t spoken in weeks-“

“…Because you haven’t tried! And I’m drowning trying to keep our relationship going!”

“Yea and i get that but we’re struggling to hold everything together and we just got abby as our kid we shouldn’t be having one on the way right now.”

I took a step back turning around to change out of my clothes frustrated with his attitude to the situation

“Ok well, it happened. We have to figure it out.”

“Im not gonna be able to do this Y/n…Between you, abby, and this baby i can’t provide for us…We have to let Abby go.”

“What? You think she’s going to be happy with your aunt? You don’t care about anyone but your fucking self! That’s why I can’t talk to you!”

“I don’t care about no one but my fucking self right now?”

he approached me closer with anger and I pushed him away.

“Fuck you, move!”

I made my attempts to leave as he pulled me in getting in my face holding me close

“We can keep the baby Y/n, we just have to make sacrifices. I need to keep you safe and Abby needs to have a better home.”

My tears fell into his hands and sobs fell as I shook my head at his words.

“Fuck you! You think I’m gonna raise my baby with you? Look at you!”

“What do you mean look at me? I’m here for you-“

“No your not, stop saying that!”

I shoved him again as my heart continued to shatter

“Please Y/n just stay.”

“No…no Mike anything but that..you can’t give up on Abby..please.”

He held me close pulling down to the bed as I sobbed

“Ok..ok we’ll figure something out..I need you Y/n…I love you.”

he was pausing and crying in between as we slowly fell asleep once again..

When it was time to wake up I opened Abby’s door to see her quietly sitting down with tears in her eyes and a packed bag.

“What are you doing baby? What is this? Why are you crying?”

“A-are you going to send me away?”

“What? How could I? Oh no..no, Abby. I would never.”

I sat down beside her pulling her to lay down on my leg as I gently pulled her hair away from her face

“I heard what Mike said about me..”

“you heard..”

i looked up with an ashamed face, frustrated at Mike.

“He didn’t mean it, I promise you he didn’t mean it. Abby I love you, I can’t give you up especially to her..she doesn’t deserve you.”

“…he still said it..”

“i know but he didn’t mean it..I promise.”

i wiped her tears away and let her play, as I prepped breakfast and got ready to leave for work.

It had been a long shift and I was exhausted going back home.

“No Abby, you can’t come to work with me.”

“Please, I want to.”

“N-“

I almost made it past but Abby’s screeching stopped me.

“Y/n!!! Tell Mike to take me!”

“Oh Abby you know he can’t..please just come go to bed I’m exhausted.”

The room grew silent as Mike watchedhow I came in with my work bag and bagged eyes.

“Fine Abby we can go but you have to behave, and Y/n can get rest while we’re gone.”

“…Mike it’s fine, that’s not a good idea, I’ll be-“

“Y/n I got it, just get some rest babe.”

I gave him a kiss walking away calmly but as I waited in I couldn’t help but get a bad feeling…

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hope you enjoyed!! and i can assure you that Mike would not act like this irl!! I JUST NEED ANGST! :) please be aware that im just starting to come back into writing and trying to find my drive for it again, Thank you!!!

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So, this is a little bit different than the other interview fics I’ve done. Drew isn’t in this one, it’s more of how someone playing the character I created would answer the questions asked. But I did have it to where they are dating so he is mentioned quite a bit. This is based off the interview Drew did for MTV, so go on and check that out!

“Hi, guys. I’m (y/n) (l/n) and I’m doing 20 questions for 2023 MTV.”

‘Hardest Outer Banks spoiler you’ve had to keep?’

“Either that Big John is still alive or that Rafe and Avery break up this season.” You spoke

‘If you were to make a fan page for someone, who would it be?’

“Madelyn Cline. I am her biggest fan and love her with all my whole heart,” you laughed, leaning back in the chair, “my username would be ‘maddyclinemarryme’.”

‘Favorite line from the show?’

“Keep running that mouth and see if don’t come knockin’ that J-Crew lookin’ ass out’

You let out a laugh, covering your mouth with your hand before taking a deep breath, “I’m sorry but that whole scene between Rafe and Barry is on repeat in my head all the time. Just the dynamic between them is amazing and cracks me up.”

‘What was your first impression of Drew when you two met?’

You couldn’t help but smile at the mention of your boyfriend. It seemed like a lifetime ago when you two met. You were blown away by him at the table read and how well he could just easily switch over to a character like Rafe.

“It’s cheesy but I fell for him at the table read. I was just so blown away by him and how he could get so into a character like Rafe without being anything like him,” You smiled, “We were both kind of shy around each other but we sucked it up and spent a lot of time together considering we had most of our scenes together.”

“By the end of filming, we felt like we had known each other for years.”

‘Have you ever had a crush on an animated character?’

There was absolutely no hesitation from you as soon as you answered, “Danny Phantom. He was the first character I had seen that set the tone of what kind of guys I would have a thing for.”

‘Drew hesitated with his answer.’

You looked over to one of the producers as you raised your eyebrows, “Who’d he say?”

‘Lola Bunny’

You rolled your eyes as you tapped the microphone against your lips, “Him and any other guy his age. I will say, Lola was like the cultural reset for cartoon women.”

‘Who is an artist you’ve had on repeat?’

“T-Swift. Or Adele. My first ever CD was Taylor’s debut album and I was in love with her. Adele just knows how to write music that knows just where to hit you and gets me all emotional.”

This next one was a voice message they had chosen. They had asked fans to send in any kind of questions they wanted and they would pick the best ones.

‘You recently said in an interview that your guilty pleasure was ‘America’s Next Top Model’, who was your favorite winner?’

“Ugh, I know there’s so much controversy about ANTM but I can't help but love the show. My sisters and I would sit there and watch it all the time. We lived for the drama. My favorite winner would probably be… Whitney from season 10. She was the first ever plus size girl to ever make it to the end. She’s also the only plus size model to ever win the show and that kind of gave me a sense of…security, I guess? That you don’t have to be a stick or have the same body type as everyone to be a model.”

‘What did you think of Rafe’s buzz cut?’

You excitedly sat up in your seat as you held out your hand, “Can I just point out the fact that Rafe hasn’t had the same hair cut in any season?”

“But I was surprised at how well that played out for Drew because he was practically shitting himself because he thought Jonas, our showrunner, was gonna get upset with him but he actually wanted Rafe to have buzzed hair this season. I was actually a major fan of the buzzed look.”

“Then again, I’m a little biased because he’s my boyfriend but he always looks good.” You shrugged, leaning back in the chair as the producers laughed at your words, “He’s sex on legs.”

‘What’s your favorite line from season 3?’

“ ‘What do you need from me to bring down Rafe?’ I think that says enough.”

‘What would be your ‘most likely’

“Most likely to be napping. It doesn’t matter where I am or what we’re doing. I will find somewhere to take a nap.”

They had pulled up some clips from the premiere of season 3 from some of the questions they asked and it was Madison, “ (Y/N), who has the best music taste out of our friend group and why is it me?”

You let out a laugh as you looked back over at the camera, agreeing with her, “Madison does have the best. Only because she and I have the same music taste so I’m always vibin’ when I’m with her.”

‘What is your go-to karaoke song?’

“Drew always makes me sing ‘Tequila’ with him. He says it’s because it’s only one word throughout the whole thing,” You explained, “Drew likes to commit to things but finds the easiest way to do it.”

‘What is your irrational fear?’

You shuddered as you spoke, “Spiders. I am terrified of them. Drew kills all the spiders in our house. It’s ironic because I have a spider-web tattooed on my shoulder. But do not ask me to do anything with a spider or else I will cry.”

‘If Avery had a theme song, what would it be?’

You thought about it for a second, tilting your head in thought, “Happier than ever by Billie Eilish. Especially for this season. This season really shows that Avery is struggling to hold onto her relationship with Rafe and starts to realize he isn’t the same guy he was when they first got together.”

‘If you had to get a tattoo right now, what would it be?’

You let out a puff of air as you leaned back in the chair, “Jesus, I don’t even know what I’m getting when I set up my appointment. I’d probably get something that has to do with my dog. He’s been my best friend since I’ve had him.”

‘What’s your favorite book?’

“ ‘The Way I used to be.’ It’s the first book I ever finished in one sitting. It was a lot darker than what I was used to reading but it easily became one of my favorites. I highly recommend it but it does cover very sensitive topics, so please look into them before you read it.”

‘What is your dream theater role?’

“Oo, Satine from ‘Moulin Rouge'.’ I fell in love with her and the show the first time I watched it. Or Christine Daae from ‘Phantom’ but I cannot sing for the life of me.”

‘What would the internet be surprised to learn about you?’

“I’m a homebody. I prefer staying in over going out. Probably watching ‘Degrassi’ or ‘Lord of the rings.”

‘Favorite TV show you’ve recently watched?’

“The walking dead,” you answered, “I stopped watching it after Rick left because I was tired of getting my feelings hurt by that show every 5 minutes. But I got back into it after the last season came out.”

“I have the game on my iPad and I’m constantly playing it.”

‘What do you think of everyone shipping Rafe and Barry?’

You let out a laugh, throwing your head back before looking back at the camera, “Oh, lord. I find it hilarious. Drew and Nick are a dynamic duo and everyone loves them. They’re constantly sending each other fan edits people make. They love it.”

“Rafe and Barry have more chemistry than Rafe and Avery do, I think.”

“And there you have it. That was 20 questions with MTV and you guys got to know me a little bit better. Be sure to check out season 3 on Netflix and go watch some other interviews we’ve done.”

Are there any specific interviews you guys want me to do? I honestly love doing them!

Angel - part 4

Summary: You are Heleana’s best friend and one day you catch Aemond’s eye and everything in your life will change upside down.

Paring: Aemond Targaryen x fem!reader

Word Count: 3, 000

Warnings: dirty talk, suggestive themes, fingering, oral (f receiving), cheating

A/N: English is not my first language.

Aemond is 20, Helaena, Aegon and Y/N are 22, Jason Lannister is 25

Tag: @the-phantom-of-arda @hamatoanne  @aemondsdoll @schniiipsel  @okfashionista @zillahvathek @teranya @tempo-rary-fix​ @reneki​  @moonmaiden1996​ @padfooteyes​ @nina2697​ @ryswritingrecord​ @iiamthehybrid​ 

PART 1, PART 2, PART 3

You walked towards the Targaryen house with 2 bottles of wine, actually looking forward to spend the evening with Helaena and your other friends Rhaena and Baela. It’s been a while since you had a girls night. And you seriously needed to talk about the situation with Jason with someone. He just made a scene when you told him that you will spend your evening at your friend’s house. He was extremely jealous of Aegon, which was ridiculous. It was Aemond who he should be jealous about. You still felt mortified about what happened under the table last week. It was definitely cheating and another reason why you had to think about your relationship with your boyfriend. Because you hated to admit it but Aemond and his wandering hand made you cum more intense in 5 minutes than Jason in the last 5 months.

You were about to ring the bell when the door opened, revealing very good looking Aegon. He definitely had a date. “Going to make some desperate girl, happy?” you teased him and he grinned. “Jealous, kitten? I can cancel it and give all of my attention to you,” he winked at you and you rolled your eyes.  “I think I will pass this amazing opportunity, Aegon. I prefer the company of your sister,” you said sarcastically and his eyes grew wide. “That’s hot,” he grinned and you scrunched your nose in disgust. Is he really getting turn on by the idea of you making out with his own sister? “You are such a pig, Aegon,” said Helaena who heard the end of your conversation with her brother. She obviously had the same opinion as you. “I was joking, Hel,” he grinned at his twin. “Whatever, go away before Rhaena and Baela come down the stair and kick your ass for annoying Y/N,” she smirked when Aegon visibly paled. He was actually scared of Baela, that girl hated him and already kicked his ass when he tried to seduce her drunk sister couple months ago. “Enjoy your evening ladies,” he winked at you and hurried away. “He is such a clown sometimes,” Hel snorted and rushed you inside the house. You had really good time with the girls, you were laughing and drinking, gossiping about your classmates and professors. Baela was the first who addressed the main topic of the evening - your sex life, and you didn’t like it at all.  “Y/N! Hel told us that your boyfriend sucks,” she said out of nowhere and you almost choked on wine you were drinking. “What? That’s not true,” you tried to protest weakly. “Come on, Y/N. We love you and we want you to be happy in your life. And Jason isn’t the one who makes you happy. He acts like he is already the boss of his father’s company, he never has time for you and when he does he takes you to some fancy restaurant or to see opera or something”. “He likes opera,” you explained. “Yes, HE likes opera. Do you like opera, Y/N?” she asked. “No, you don’t, it bores you to death, you love going to concerts, fairs, football games, cinemas, bars... he never goes with you because it’s below him,” Hel answered her own question and you sighed knowing that she is right. You were always doing whatever Jason liked or wanted. He never asked you what you want to do to or where to go. He never spent time with your friends because he didn’t like them, especially Helaena and Baela. “Maybe he is very good in bed and that’s the reason why she is with him,” Rhaena suggested and all three girls looked at you curiously. “Ehm.. he is OK, I guess,” you shrugged and Baela snorted. “So he sucks even in bed, girl, dump him!” she shouted.  You had no idea that Aemond is in his room next to Helaena’s. He ignored your silly talk the whole time but he heard Baela shouting and he curiously walked out of his room and silently tiptoed to his sister’s ajar door.

“I didn’t say that he sucks, I said that he’s OK,” you tried to defend your boyfriend. “So you basically say that he is boring in sex as he is boring in everything else,” Baela smirked and folded her arms on her chest. “Is he fucking you in another position than missionary?” Baela continued firing questions at you. “Ehm... sometimes when he is tired he wants me to ride him,” you said and Hel snorted. “That lazy ass let you do all the work, how typical,” she added. “Does he at least eat your pussy well?” Baela asked and you blushed wildly. “He doesn’t do that,” you said quietly. “What?? He doesn’t eat your pussy?!!!” Baela shouted loudly and you quickly covered her mouth with your hand. “Jeez, Baela! Can you shout more loudly? I think that the old lady living across the street didn’t hear you,” you scolded her. Baela was fighting with you and Aemond smirked behind the door, this was very interesting conversation. “I am sure that a lot of guys don’t do it,” you said few moments later when you stopped wrestling with her.  “Good boyfriends don’t have problem with it, Y/N,” Rhaena said softly. “Jace does it, Cregan does it, Luke does it,” she listed and you stopped her. “How do you know about Lucerys?” you asked, shocked that she knows such a information. “Don't you know? They are dating,” Baela smirked. “Isn’t Luke much younger than you?” “He turned 18 few months ago, besides there is nothing bad about younger guys, they have more energy, you should find someone younger too, Y/N, someone who will left you breathless and pleasantly tired,” Rhaena winked and Aemond's face immediately came to your mind but you quickly abandoned that thought. “OK, so three guys you know eat pussy, that’s not a proof,” you said stubbornly. “Well, we all know that Aegon does it too,” Baela said with disgusted frown, reminding you all about the time when he was caught in principal’s office with his head between principal’s daughter's thighs who laid spread on his desk. “And I am sure that Aemond is also good at this, with that sharp tongue of his,” Rhaena added and Hel covered her ears. “Ewww, stop discussing my brothers and their bed activities, I don’t want to hear this,” she shouted and Aemond was having a good time behind the doors listening to the whole conversation, suddenly he heard his mother walking up the stairs and he quickly disappeared back into his room. The girls were teasing you about Jason for another 30 minutes. After that they said that it’s up to you, but you really should reconsider your relationship with him. After that you went back to the talking about anything that came to your minds. You finished all the bottles of wine you brought and Hel convinced you to stay overnight you were slightly tipsy and this wasn’t the first time you slept here, so you agreed. Unfortunately Hel fell asleep before she had a time to prepare a bed and something to sleep in for you.   You stood under the water, trying to wash away the bitter taste you had in your mouth after the chat with the girls. You hated that they were right. You probably should break up with Jason. There was no passion, no undying love. You were with him, because he treated you nicely and you felt safe with him but the girls were right, it wasn’t enough. You walked out of the shower feeling much more sober now. You realized that you don’t have any clean clothes with you. You didn’t want to go through Helaena’s wardrobe so you grabbed the folded T-shirt lying on the washing machine, it looked clean and smelled like fabric softener and something else you couldn’t identify. You pulled it over your head and hoped that whoever this T-shirt belonged to wouldn’t mind that you borrow it for the night. You tiptoed back to Helaena’s bedroom and quickly fell asleep on a sofa. You woke up 2 hours later feeling thirsty. You tried to ignore it and fall asleep again, but it was getting worse and worse. You cursed silently and rolled out of the bed and quietly opened and closed the door. Hel was a heavy sleeper, you could shot the gun next to her head and she doesn't move. But you didn’t want to wake up the rest of the house.  You thought you were quiet as a mouse, but at your slightly tipsy state you were actually making a lot of noise. Alicent and Viserys had their bedroom in the other end of the house so they didn’t hear a thing, Aegon was out and Daeron was at his friend’s house. Unfortunately for you the only awake member of the Targaryen family was Aemond who was working out in their home gym under the stairs. He heard your clumsy steps and smirked for himself. He slowly walked out of the gym, dressed in grey sweatpants and tight white T-shirt, his hair in messy bun so it’s not falling into his face while exercising. He quietly walked into the kitchen, silent and elegant like a cat. He leant against the door frame, watching you trying to grab a glass from the top shelf, you stood on your tiptoes but you were still missing few inches. You were dressed only in panties and oversized T-shirt. His T-shirt. He smirked and slowly approached your cursing figure. “Why the fuck is everyone in this family so tall?” you curse-whispered and desperately tried to reach one of the glasses, when you felt a presence behind you. You wanted to turn around when you felt familiar body pressed against yours. Aemond had a strange obsession with trapping you between his built body and other surfaces. He reached for the glass, taking it with ease from the top shelve, placing it next to you on the counter. “Are you thirsty, angel?” he whispered against your ear, his breath tickling your ear, sending shiver down your spine. “No, I just decided to rearrange your kitchen in the middle of the night, asshole!” you snapped at him quietly, trying to ignore the effect he had on you. “Always so feisty,” he chuckled.  “Tell me, Y/N. Is the water the only thing you are thirsty about?” he asked you mysteriously. “What the fuck are you talking about, Aemond?” you whispered, confused as hell. “I think that you are so bitchy, because you feel really unsatisfied, angel,” he said and you felt his lips making contact with your throat as he was talking while his hand played with the hem of your shirt. “What the fuck are you talking about!” you tried to move away from him but you were trapped. “I am saying that you need someone to fuck you properly, so you won’t be toxic like this to people,” he started kissing the side of your neck slowly while his hand slipped under your shirt. “I am only toxic to you, asshole!! Let me go!” you wanted to say firmly, but his lips felt amazing on your skin and your voice was shaking. “Hmmm, so you want me specifically to fuck you so hard that you won’t be able to walk straight the next day,” he continued, sucking on your throat and you had to bite your tongue to keep yourself from moaning. Your neck was a really sensitive place for you. Aemond's big hand covered most of your belly and you loved that, Jason had ridiculously small hands for a man and he never gripped you as possessively as Aemond. You shivered and Aemond smirked, the tips of his fingers reached the hem of your already soaked panties. “Stop it, you can't do this!” you tried to stop him from touching you again. “Why?” he smirked and grazed your neck with his teeth, his fingers brushing against your clit lightly. “I have a boyfriend!” you breathed out, desperately fighting with your own body which wanted to succum to his touches. “That’s not my problem, angel,” he ignored your protests and circled your clit. “I heard a very interesting conversation earlier. About your boyfriend’s sex abilities,” he smirked when he heard the tiny moan escaping your lips as he pressed your clit more firmly with his long fingers. “Eavesdropping is very rude, you asshole, oh fuck," you cursed as he slipped two of his long fingers inside you. You were shamelessly wet and of course he had to comment on it. "You were saying??" he smirked "Look at you, what a filthy little angel. Your cunt is dripping for me. One touch and you are wrapped around my fingers, Y/N. Soon you will be wrapped around my cock, like the needy little slut you are," he purred against your neck and you wanted to slap him and beg him to add another finger at the same time. He kept pushing his skilled fingers inside you in slow rhythm, getting you close to your orgasm shamefully quickly. Your pussy clenched around him and seconds before you cum he stopped. You whined desperately. "So needy, so fucking wet for me, for someone who you call asshole all the time," he teased you and sucked on your neck again. "Have you ever tasted yourself, angel?" he asked casually like it was normal conversation theme while his fingers slipped back inside you and he started building your orgasm once again. You shook your head no, moaning quietly as he curved his fingers and his palm brushed against your clit. "Aemond please," you begged him, all dignity left your body, you just wanted to cum. "When you beg so nicely," he chuckled and slipped his fingers out of you again, earning a frustrated groan from you. "Open!" he ordered. "That's not what I meant," you protested when you realized that he wants you to suck your juices from his slender fingers. "I said open, Y/N!" he repeated, ignoring your complains. His fingers brushed against your lips, spreading your wetness on them, he slipped them inside when you gasped at the taste. "How does it taste, angel?" he asked you, his lust filled voice dropped an octave. You didn't respond and only hummed in appreciation. "Suck," he ordered and you obeyed immediately, sucking his fingers deeper into your mouth. "Good girl," he purred against your ear and you rocked your ass against his hard cock straining his sweatpants. "So fucking needy, grinding against me, like a horny slut. You want your cunt filled with my thick cock, don't you, angel?" he mocked you and you were too horny and dizzy to care. He pulled his fingers out of your mouth, wrapping them around your throat and angling your head towards him, crashing his lips to yours. Kissing you slowly but possessively. His tongue exploring your mouth like it was a new land he wanted to conquer. The kiss was messy but full of passion. He tasted you on your lips and he needed more. He turned you around and crushed his lips to yours again. Devouring you like a starving man. You were afraid that your lips will be bruised the next day. He led you to the kitchen table and placed you on it. He spread your legs and stepped between them. His hand teased your nipples, twisting them painfully but you loved that intense feeling. You moaned into his mouth, feeling like your whole body was on fire. “Do you like to tease me, you little slut? Walking around my house dressed only in my shirt and your panties, hoping that you would run into me?” he groaned into your ear, groping your breasts over his shirt. “I didn’t know it’s yours,” you whimpered when he wrapped his hand around your neck, making you look into his intense eye. “I swear, I didn’t have anything to sleep in, so I grabbed the first piece of clothing I found,” you explained, feeling dizzy when his hand pressed against your throat. “Fine, I believe you, angel,” he kissed your lips slowly, almost lovingly, surprising you with this gentleness. He stopped kissing you and looked you in the eye, you could see something quickly changing in his blue eye, the gentleness was gone replaced with wicked glint.   "Time for new life experiences, angel," he smirked and before you could process his words he was kneeling between your legs, ripping off your panties. You squealed and gasped when you felt his tongue licking your soaked pussy for the first time. "Oh my God," you rasped. "Call me Aemond," he chuckled smugly and you wanted to suffocate him with your thighs. "Lay down," he pushed you on the table and all will to protest left your body as he started eating your pussy expertly. He licked from your dripping opening to your clit, sucking that little bud into his mouth, causing a loud moan slipping from your lips. "If you don't want my whole family to find you here spread on our eating table, I suggest you to keep your voice down," he said and went back to sucking and slurping at you. You were feeling like if your soul left your body. You have never felt such an intense pleasure in your life. He was good at this, really good. He read your body like an open book. Whenever he did something you liked he remembered that and came back to it moments later. You were a drooling mess, babbling nonsense, getting closer to your orgasm with each stroke of his tongue. You lifted yourself slightly, watching him eating your cunt like it's his favorite meal. He looked up at you and smirked. You were absolutely wrecked, under his spell, willing to do anything to find your release. "Fuck, Aemond, I am gonna cum, please let me cum," you whined desperately. He slipped his fingers inside you again, his tongue circled clit before he started sucking on it again as he watched your face, his eye shining in the dim moon light. He had you where he wanted you to be. On edge, crying, begging him to let you cum. You were so close. Few swipes of his tongue and you will be cumming with his name on your lips. And at that moment he stopped. "Why did you stop?" you whined desperately, trying to chase your orgasm. But without his fingers and tongue you felt empty. He smirked darkly and leaned into your ear. "Tell your boyfriend to finish you off when you come back home to him, angel," he laughed cruelly and walked away, leaving you sitting there absolutely humiliated and horny. 

Part 5

Seventeen reaction to jealous s/o:

Part 1

Well this was a handful. I spent so much time writing it and I have to post it in parts because it would be too much to handle for tumblr. Also I only proofread it once so sorry for any spelling errors. Now have fun guys❤️

Seungcheol:

- you were walking in the city

- on your way to the café where you were supposed to meet Seungcheol

- you were waiting for the light to turn green when you saw him standing in front of the café and laughing with some girl

- you've never seen her before

- something might be wrong with you but you immediately assumed the worst

- you were practically glaring at them while crossing the street

- that's when he spotted you

- when he realised that you were angry he quickly connected the dots

- too quickly, you thought (or maybe he just knows you well but whatever)

- he welcomed you with a kiss on the cheek

- "Hey, honey. I don't think you've met my second cousin, right?"

- you were sooo embarrassed and he didn't let you forget about this for weeks

Jeonghan:

- "Are you ready? We have to leave in 20 if we wanna get there in time"

- "Do I have to go?"

- he looked at you with confusion in his eyes

- "I really don't want to watch the make up artist flirt with you again" you whined

- "Wait, are you jealous?" he asked with a smirk

- "I so wanna punch you in the face right now"

- "And I so wanna kiss you and tell you that you don't have to worry about her, because you're the only one for me"

- "Then do that" you said with a smile

- "Meh, we don't have time for it. Get ready fast" and with that he left you alone pouting in your bedroom

Joshua:

- you were sitting on your bed scrolling through twitter and saying that you were annoyed would be an understatement

- every second tweet was about your boyfriend and Joy from Red Velvet

- I mean, come on, they looked at each other for a millisecond at an award show and now everyone is shipping them like crazy

- after a while you turned off your phone and threw it to the other side of the room

- and Joshua arrived just in time to see it

- he was quite surprised

- but anyways he picked up the phone then sat down on the bed handing it back to you

- you took it and threw it away again

- it's actually mind blowing how the phone lived through this without any damage

- he looked after it a loud sight leaving his lips while he turned back to you

- "What did it do to make you this furious?"

- "It wasn't the phone, it was you"

- "Then what did I do?" he asked with raised eyebrows

- "Have you been on twitter lately?"

- "Not really, why?"

- with a groan you held out your hand in front of him

- after a little thinking he took out his phone from his back pocket, unlocked it and put it in your hand

- you clicked on the twitter icon and without too much searching you found the tweet you've seen 2 minutes ago on your phone

- you shoved it in his face and waited for him to process it

- "What the...?"

- "Yeah, it's everywhere" you said with a bit calmer voice

- "I'm sorry, sweetheart. I'm really, really sorry."

- he hugged you extremely tight and it didn't matter how many times you said "It's okay" he kept apologising

Junhui:

- let's be honest guys, he'd have no idea what's wrong

- why are you sulking alone in your room since you got back from your parents'?

- but what were you supposed to do when he spent more time with your sister than with you

- you loved your sister but she always made you insecure

- and the fact that Jun was chatting with her all afternoon made you feel horrible

- so when he finally knocked on your door an hour after you got home, your tears started pouring uncontrollably

- "Don't cry, bubs. What happened? Did I do something?"

Lilith Morningstar (The Demon Queen)

(This is a completely different series from my "Nanatsu No Taizai Headcanons" series. This will focus on Familia sides like their parents, siblings, etc. We have never seen any of their families, so it's up to me to do the work.)

(@the-constellation-collective ) Thank you for liking my post alongside others! As much as I love nanatsu no taizai, I won't ignore the problematic stuff in it.

(Today, we will talk about Lilith Morningstar. I know, how original of me with last names. I named her after the "Lilith" from Jewish mythology, who is known to be the mother of all demonic things.)

Trigger Warning; Non-con, Manipulation, attempted child murder, isolation, physical abuse, death, grooming (she's an adult, but grooming can happen to anyone), stalking, coercion, etc. If you are sensitive to any of these, I'd advise you to click out right now since it's not for the faint of heart. You have been warned.

• Lilith Magne (now Morningstar after taking the demon kings last name) is the biological mother of Meliodas and Zeldris.

• She is actually only half-demon on her father's side but was made full-demon by the demon king

• Lilith had black, curly, hair, and green eyes. Meliodas and Zeldris got their green eyes from their mother, and zeldris looked the most like her.

• Despite the fact that her whole family are half-demons, they lived a blissful, domestic life. Lilith was a normal woman in a normal town alongside her family.

• She was greatly attached to the village as she was raised there alongside the rest of her families bloodline. Everyone was kind and even gave her free stuff because she helped them out a lot.

• She always helped her siblings out with housework, chores, etc, alongside her parents. Her folks were kinda old but still had stamina. She helped with the barn animals, house chores, etc.

• She had two older brothers who were in their 30s named "Alexander" and Henry. They were the ones who did the heavy lifting around the village. She also had two teenage sisters that were 14 and 15, respectively named "Liliana" and "Alexis" who helped with the barn animals, chores, etc. Lilith is in her 20s, respectively, and helped her parents mostly with selling and fixing things around the village.

• Her family are merchants, but Lilith mostly does the merchant jobs since the rest of the family does different tasks. She mostly goes adventuring to find new things to sell and often comes back with hoards of things.

• Lilith met the demon king while she was out wandering to find new things to sell as a merchant. She was in the forest collecting rare gems and came across an injured male in the forest who was bleeding out. Lilith was horrified and came running to his aid. She ripped a piece of her clothing to stop the bleeding and carried him all the way back to her hometown.

• Her family was horrified at the fact that she was carrying an injured male. They hurried and started to treat him as they layed him on the bed. While he was bedridden, Lilith and him had the time to spend with one another. He told her his name was "Andras", They grew close to each other alongside her family, who liked him for his humbleness and kindness.

• Lilith took him out sometimes so he could enjoy himself at the village. They spend time with one another at festivals, celebrations, family dinner, etc. He even helped with their family jobs like helping with the barn animals, fixing thing, etc. Lilith and him spent so much time together that the village people thought they were dating, and they began to make sly "accidents" calling him her boyfriend. Her family begin to do it too, her siblings doing it when they get in funny arguments and her parents doing it as an approval way. All of them equally made her flustered because, as much as she denied it, Lilith actually grew quite a crush on Andras.

• One day, Alexander introduced his family to his long-time girlfriend "Amelia". The family welcomed her with a nice dinner, and she generally began to hang with their family for a long time.

• One specific day in the afternoon, Lilian was walking when she found heard andras speaking to someone. She started eavesdropping and was horrified to hear what she had just heard. She tried warning her family, but they thought she was having a nightmare, Lilith specifically thought she had a fever like somebody was brainwashing her. Lilian remembered that look andras gave her when nobody believed her, and it made her realize that something wasn't right.

• The next day in the afternoon, Lilith was talking with andras when he told her that he wanted to bring her somewhere. It was the day of Alexander and Amelia's wedding, so she wanted it to be quick. She was brought to a flowerfield with a cherryblossom tree at the hill, and they both went to the tree. Lilith thought he was going to confess to her but not in the way she expected. There, at the same time, andras revealed his true form, The Demon King. Lilith was terrified as "andras" spoke about his true intentions and mocked her openly alongside her family + the village. Lilith rejected him loudly (even though she didn't have a choice). She then realized something, "andras" was calm a little bit 𝘁𝗼𝗼 𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗺. Lilith had a horrified realization at his calm smile that was really sinister. She then ran away to warn the village and her family but was too late.

• She had arrived too late when the demon king put a barrier over the village to not allow people to exit or enter. The demon king forced Lilith to watch her family, friends, village, etc. be massacred without mercy, and 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝗱𝗼 𝗮 𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝘀 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗱 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗸𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻 𝗵𝗼𝗿𝗿𝗶𝗳𝗶𝗰 𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗶𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲. The demon king calmly blamed her, mocked her, etc, as he calmly watched her cry in despair. Her whole village was destroyed, and once everyone was dead, she was allowed to move, which she fell to the ground in despair and cried hysterically.

• Her older brother, Alexander, died on the day of his wedding. Her older brother, Henry, will never be able to become a father like he always wanted to. Her parents will never have the chance to see their children become their own people. Her younger sisters will never get the chance to grow up. She cried hysterically until her voice was hoarse.

• The demon king tricked Lilith into becoming his wife when he gave her the ring as his disguised self, "Andras." He groomed her into loving him and stalked her way before they even met because he thought she was a perfect candidate to produce powerful children. She was unaware that she was caught on his web and that everyone was fooled by his lie.

• The demon king trapped her and brought her back to the demon realm as she kicked and screamed for help before she was taken in the portal with him.

• Lilith wasn't compliant at all. She screamed and scratched. She was determined to get out of the demon realm. So he decided to break her spirit with illusion demons (they were less powerful than gowther). The demon king mentally tortured her with illusions of her dead village, friends, etc, and isolated her from the world. She was chained to the wall by a collar. They treated her like a dog. They gave her scraps of food, rarely washed her, and generally treated her like shit until she was half-broken.

• The Demon King forcefully turned her into a full-demon without her consent. She tried everything to stop him, she struggled, bit him, but nothing worked. The only sound was her screaming no at the top of her lungs in despair as the demon guards tried not to cry because the demon king would execute anyone who showed emotions. She became the very thing she hated, which made her despair and mental health go downhill. He left her after he turned her. She was left in the corner, huddling to herself.

• Lilith looked the same, except she had the demon mark on her back, which made her eyes black mixed with dark red. She had curled black horns and pointy ears alongside a black tail with a heart-shaped tip.

• Lilith was let out days before her wedding. She was dirty and had a shell-shocked face. The maids led her to her own personal fancy room and washed her. Lilith hated demons after the torture she went through, and the way she talked to them showed her loathing towards the demonic race. It took her forever to get her out of her shell around the maids, and someone made her get out of it calmly. There was a demon head maid named "Agares," and she was in charge of Lilith. Agares from now on became lilith's lady-in-waiting. Agares have been the head maid of the 𝗔𝗵𝗿𝗶𝗺𝗮𝗻 𝗣𝗮𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗲 for a long time. Agares known the circumstances lilith was in and hated the demon king. It was known that everyone in the demon race didn't like the demon king for how he treated his subjects, etc. Agares told lilith that the demonic race followed the demon king because of his power. The demon king was a powerful man and wouldn't hesitate to wipe out his own people because of petty reasons. Agares informed lilith that the demonic race doesn't like the demon king and are involuntary loyal to him.

• Agares knew it would take lilith sometime to warm up to the employees of the mansion. She just wanted to reassure her, even if it was a little bit. Lilith started to warm up to the employees (excluding the prison guards) little by little. Agares didn't hate the demon race as much as before but still loathed the demon king.

• The day of the wedding came. She was miserable and was forced to take off her jewelry that was given by her family. They washed her, did her makeup, did her hair, etc. She didn't talk during the wedding or smile. She just had a somber look on her face. The only time she talked was during the "I Do" part, and that was it. She reluctantly drinked the chalice that was filled with blood for the wedding ceremony, and that was it.

• 𝗙𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗼𝗻, 𝗟𝗶𝗹𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗠𝗮𝗴𝗻𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗟𝗶𝗹𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗠𝗼𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿.

• Her married life was torture for her both mentally and physically. The demon king physically abused her when he didn't like what she was doing. That happened for the most littlest things.

• When Lilith called him out on his hypocrisy, she was forced down to the chambers and was whipped, burnt, and scarred for defying him. She was isolated for 15 days while being mentally tortured by the ghosts of her past with illusions.

• The way meliodas was conceived is far from consensual. The demon king gave her a drink during dinner time, she was eating and the butler gave her wine. She did drink the wine and dropped it after she realized something had happened. The demon king drugged her drink with aphrodisiac without her consent, and that whole night was dub-con because she wasn't in the right state of mind.

• She was in despair while the demon king mocked her about the night they spent together. She cried the whole time and was known to be a functional alcoholic.

•She found out she was pregnant like weeks later after the whole ordeal. The doctor congratulated her, but she was far from happy, and it made her mental health worse.

• When meliodas was born, she was very silent and looked the other way. The nurse didn't question it and went to clean him up. Lilith had postpartum depression. She didn't feel a bond with meliodas. She didn't sleep, eat, or wash up. Agares had to coerce her to eat, sleep, etc, which she gladly did. This was during the time meliodas was in the nursery.

• On one specific day, she went to visit meliodas in the nursery secretly. She looked at him sleeping in the NICU bed. She stood over him and felt nothing towards him, except dark thoughts. She saw the color of his hair and had murderous thoughts as she grabbed a pillow and attempted to suffocate him, but meliodas woke up before she could do any of that.

• She saw his eyes, his sparkling, green eyes as he giggled and was reaching out to her. His eyes are the same color as her eyes, the same color as her brother, sisters, and parents' eyes. She remembered her past and the moments spent with her family, the time when she was the most happy. Before she knew it, tears started dropping on meliodas, which made him make a confused babble sound as he looked up at her. Lilith softly sobbed as she dropped the pillow and slid down on the floor to kneel as she gripped the NICU bed. She wobbled to get up and looked down at meliodas. He reached out to wipe her tears away, which made her smile. She managed to form a motherly bond with him.

• She cradled him in her arms as she smiled at him before putting him back in his bed. The nurse came back to check on meliodas and saw a birth certificate that had the name "Meliodas Morningstar" on his bed. Lilith officially named him on her own record and put it on his birth certificate.

• Lilith loved meliodas dearly and spent time with him a lot. She carried meliodas around and brought him everywhere with her. They spent most of the time making flowercrowns in the field and going to festivals with each other. Lilith thought that as long as she had meliodas, she would be fine and could endure all the pain if it would protect her son.

• She tried to shield meliodas from the abuse going on in the family, but sooner or later, he would find out. The demon king hired chandler to teach meliodas how to fight, and the training was super harsh, agares informed Lilith about it because she was worried about the fact that the training they did to meliodas at such a young age was concerning.

• Lilith confronted the demon king about it, and they got into a huge fight. This led to lilith being locked up in the chambers and tortured again before getting let out after 10 days.

• After 10 days, she was finally let out. Lilith noticed how hard, cruel, and dark meliodas had become and finally noticed his demon mark alongside his dark eyes. Lilith was horrified at how much they changed her son, who was only a child into a cruel soldier. Lilith had to comfort meliodas in private so they wouldn't be caught, no matter how much meliodas denied in his nonchalant tone. Lilith could tell he was hurting. She finally asked him to release his demon mark. Meliodas reluctantly did it and became childish before he started to weep. He told his mother about the training and how he didn't like his father or his mentor. He told her that he didn't wanna train anymore because that would mean that he couldn't spend time with her anymore. Lilith red him a bedtime story so he could go to sleep and left. She then thanked agares for informing her about this whole ordeal and agares happily smiled as she nodded.

• One day, chandler informed the demon king about agares. He told him how she was a hindrance to the training since she kept telling lilith and that they executed her. The demon king didn't care until he remembered that lilith was incredibly close to agares since she was her lady-in-waiting, then he agreed to it.

• All of a sudden, guards burst through the door to lilith's bedroom and locked up agares for no reason. Meliodas was crying and scared, and lilith carried him as she comforted him. Lilith demanded them to explain what was going on after they locked agares up in the cell. The guards told her that agares were ordered to be executed 2 days from now, and she was horrified at the explanation. She tried to ask the demon king what was going on, but the guards wouldn't let her because he was "unavailable" right now, which made her 10× more pissed about it.

• Lilith started having a panic attack because once again, the demon king is going to take someone she cares about away. Luckily, one of the maids managed to calm her down. On the 2nd day, Lilith asked the demon king what she could do to prevent agares death, and the demon king asked her for a night with her. She was horrified about his demands, but she had no choice in the matter. She reluctantly slept with him once again in order for agares to not get executed.

• On the last day, she was worried if he kept his promise or not. She was nervous, and meliodas was fast asleep. She waited forever until agares came back into her room, completely fine. Lilith ran to her and hugged her in relief that someone she cared about didn't get ripped away from her again. Agares hugged her tightly as she cried because lilith technically sold her body in order for her to not die, and she was upset at the fact that lilith slept with someone she hated because she was going to be executed.

• Lilith was in charge of multiple things as the demon queen. She was responsible for political, financial, celebrations, etc. She was a great deal in demonic history since she was the reason why the demon world is so advanced in multiple things since zeldris followed her words from the multiple books she wrote about what she wanted to do if she was the king. Her words were the cause of the Enlightenment Age in the demon world after the demon king was defeated and zeldris replaced him.

• Lilith hired people to create a mansion separate from the "𝗔𝗵𝗿𝗶𝗺𝗮𝗻 𝗣𝗮𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗲" since that was the demon king's official residence alongside the fact that she didn't have anything of her own. She created an elegant mansion that belonged to her and brought agares with her alongside other maids that work for her. She named it. "𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗭𝗮𝗴𝗮𝗻 𝗠𝗮𝗻𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻" That was the demon queen's official residence.

• 10 weeks later, she found out that she was pregnant with zeldris. She luckily didn't have postpartum depression like before. She cradled zeldris in her arms while singing baby songs that she learned from her village. Meliodas spent the most time with zeldris when they were younger despite being forced to participate in rough training.

• The demon king sought to kill zeldris since he was weaker than meliodas. He didn't like weak people. Lilith told meliodas to go somewhere with zeldris, and he did what he was told. He brought zeldris to a flower field with the other demon kids to play with him. Lilith begged him not to kill zeldris, which made the demon king start physically abusing her. He then slept with her at the cost of zeldris's life, which she accepted.

• When she was, once again, locked up for 10 days for defying the demon king. Gowther unexpectedly visited her. She was suspicious of him since he was one of the stronger demons, especially with his more powerful illusion magic since she had history with that type of magic. It took her a while for her to warm up to him. She saw the warmth of his heart and his disgust in the demon king despite his poker smile face, he told her that he couldn't believe he treated his wife like this, considering gowther has a lover and he would never treat her like this. Before she knew it, her, glariza, and gowther became friends. Lilith trusted gowther enough to take care of her children, and he gave her hope again.

• Lilith, Gowther, and Glariza became a group of friends. Lilith often hosted a tea party so she could spend time with them. They spent their days talking about random subjects while eating, making flowers, etc. Lilith trusted them enough to let them meet meliodas and zeldris, which made their bond grow more. They spent time with the children in bliss as friends alongside agares.

• They spent a lot of years together as friends and even considered each other as family. Lilith made gowther and Glariza a godfather and godmother, respectively, since she couldn't trust Cusack, The Demon King, and Chandler to take care of her children.

• Lilith teached meliodas and zeldris that it was okay to have emotions and to fall in love. She said the opposite of what their father said, and she told them that it was fine to cry and that it isn't a weak thing to do. She spent her days with her children and friends. Those were the happiest moments in the demon realm she had.

• Meliodas and Zeldris sadly witnessed their mother getting abused by their father. Lilith told them to get out because she didn't want them to see it, but they didn't leave. Instead, they stood and tried to protect their mother. The demon king saw this as a useless, pitiful thing but stopped. The boys were crying and asking if she was okay. She tried to comfort them by lying and saying she was fine, but they didn't believe it. Meliodas didn't like his hair anymore because it looked like his father's hair. He finally told her that he didn't wanna be like his father and become cruel like him, Lilith smiled and said that he is a sweet boy and nothing like his father. From that point on, meliodas and zeldris couldn't do much to stop their father's abuse. Their mother took the blame and punishment for their own mistakes to protect them, they started taking their training seriously to protect their mother even though she told them not to.

• Meliodas and Zeldris tend to have their demon mark on when they come to her after training, which she scolds them for. They were themselves when they were with her and were allowed to show their true eye colors alongside emotions in her presence. They thought of her as home and that everything was fine with her around.

•Lilith, one day, started a rebellion to free them from the demon king's rule. She started a rebellion with a little party and wore full armor with a black sword. She did fight against goddesses to protect her people and her children despite not wanting to kill people. Lilith actually met Michael before she met the demon king. She often writes books and poems about her days with Michael when she was younger. Lilith wrote a letter to gowther and gloriza before her confrontation with the demon king. She left two things with meliodas and zeldris. She gave meliodas a green brooch and gave zeldris a black sword with a red ribbon on it before she left. The demon king and Lilith fought forever and were b powerful in their own ways, but sadly, Lilith lost the fight as she bled to death she cursed him in the heaven and earth and told him that their children would take revenge one day. The demon king didn't take it seriously as he watched her die with a smile on her face as she thought of Agares, Glariza, Gowther, Meliodas, and Zeldris. She then thought of her family, friends, and the whole village before dying.

• The demon king announced the death of the demon queen and attempted to execute the people that took part in the rebellion, he realized that she outsmarted him and that the people who took part in it already escaped the demon realm. She is dead, but her body was telephoned elsewhere. Gowther put her in an elegant glasscase where she didn't age. The demon king attempted to deatroy her whole body, but the glasscase was strong in its own right before he gave up. The whole demon realm mourned silently but didn't show it since they knew the demon king would tolerate showing emotions.

•Lilith left Gowther and Glariza in charge of meliodas and zeldris. They both mourned the death of their long-time friend, Gowther mourned silently while Glariza mourned openly as she cried in gowther's arms. Agares upheld her mansion in honor of her and became her son's maid.

• Meliodas and Zeldris were devastated in their mother's death. At the announcement of her death, Meliodas stood shell shocked as the area around him became white, noise drowning out everyone around him, including his own thoughts. What Lilith doesn't realize is that she left alone a child (meliodas) who doesn't understand human emotions that much, and one (Zeldris) who is terrified of punishments.

• The demon king then was allowed to mentally and physically abuse his own children in the disguise of training and discipline. He made them into child soldiers who always have their demon mark on to block all human emotions. He openly mocked their mother in front of them because he knew they couldn't do a single thing about it since they're only children. The training became much harsher, and they were only children. Their situation made the siblings grow apart, but zeldris always wanted to spend time with meliodas since the demon king neglected him, but meliodas had to deal with horrible things. Meliodas sometimes trained with zeldris and even went dragon hunting with him. He protected him from their father like their mother since he remembered that their mother told them to always protect one another even though it resulted in horrible punishments.

• Glariza and Gowther were there for them for moral support at their father's cruelty towards his own children. They were there for the boys until glariza died from mael, then everything went downhill, and the ten commandments were formed. Meliodas became the leader at such a young age with the commandment of love and zeldris with the commandment of piety.

• The Demon Queen was loved by her citizens for her kindness and her motherly ways alongside her intelligence.

• She wrote multiple books about her life as the demon queen, her life beforehand, and her life as a mother. They were all unpublished because of the demon king's rule but were all published when zeldris took over.

•She wrote multiple poems about love, family, despair, motherhood, children, friends, etc. They were unpublished like her books and were published after zeldris's rule.

•Lilith was remembered throughout demonic history as the most important, influential, demonic woman in existence.

• Agares remembered that she loved taking a walk in the garden. Her favorite flowers were "𝗪𝗵𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗟𝗼𝘁𝘂𝘀" & "𝗟𝗶𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘀"

• Her mansion is still around today in the demon realm, and it's cleaned daily by the servants as one of the important pieces to demonic history.

• Lilith wore a victorian widow dress with a black veil to cover her bruised face. She was mainly found in the garden, watering her plants. She had bruises, hickies, scars, etc. all over her body from the demon king that was left untreated professionally, she had to do it all herself.

• Her voice claim is "Lisa Hannigan," the voice actress of Blue Diamond from Steven Universe

• The citizens of the demon world alongside the maids describe lilith as elegant but in a somber way. The people have seen her all the time since she used to come to their villages to spend time with the citizens, but they never saw her face since she always wore her black veil. The only people who have seen her without her veil are Agares, Meliodas, The Demon King, Glariza, Zeldris, and Gowther.

• She has painted portraits all around the castle. One specific one is her without her veil, and people describe her as beautiful. Zeldris is a really strict person, so everything in the painting is correct. The rest of the paintings were during her time when she was alive.

• Zeldris followed her ideas that she wrote in a book that talked about things she would do if she was the demon king. Her ideas caused the Enlightenment Age of the demon world.

• Elizabeth, Tristan, and Meliodas alongside Gelda and Zeldris visit Lilith's and Michael's Graves to put flowers on them.

(Thank you for reading, I'm gonna be honest. This took way longer than I expected. I hope you liked it :D)

Hi july for the ssk game:

Is there any active tension within the polycule? If not, has there been tension in the past? How was it resolved? 

When did your OC first know they were polyamorous? 

How does your polycule celebrate holidays? Do they have group events and traditions?

You decide which partner! In my mind is Jack because I don't know if the other two are open to this (Especially Luca), so, it's your choice ❤️❤️

Thanks for sending the ask Flor 🖤🖤🖤🖤

Interesting lol, yeah Jack and Eva would be most likely to have a polycule because Joseph p kennedy slept around with so many famous ladies lol. And while i make au oneshots where eva shares luca or tommy(or they share her), they never happen in the main fic.

National Anthem will have a short term poly relationship with 1920s actress, Gloria Swanson in 1927

Putting the rest under the cut because this shit is long lol

But Eva has been in at least two polycules. One with Antonia and whoever she was dating at the time, amd the other with Diosdado and a fellow adelita named Lourdes who was from Tijuana.

Is there active tension, or has there been a past one?

When did Eva know she was polyam?

There is actuve tension because Eva is extremely jealous and possessive of her partners, and also once the novelty of Gloria fades along with her fame, the Nelsons dump her.

With Lourdes and Diosdado, they would make up after, until Diosdado died in a raid and they decided to break up.

Antonia received radio silence from Eva for dumping her for her cousin, Francisco, from 1919 to 1921.

Eva's best solution for everything is breaking up lol

Eva thought that was just normal, she’d have boyfriends while dating Antonia and love them just as much as she loved antonia. When she was 19 she and Diosdado had a girlfriend named Lourdes who taught Eva how to do the dirty without p in v sex, Lourdes sadly died of consumption shortly after their break up when Eva turned 20.

With Gloria and Jack, Eva met Gloria at the gym run by a hollywood famous trainer and Jack couldn't stop thinking about fucking her at the party thrown to welcome Jack to Hollywood (for business, though these two coudl probably give acting a try). A hookup turned into fwb and then eventually a weird throuple where Gloria is the mistress of both Nelsons.

How do they celebrate holidays?

Since they spent the majority of their childhood together, Eva and Antonia were presumed to be just very close friends lol by their families. With Diosdado and Lourdes, they were in a military camp or wherever they were sent to, so it looked like Lourdes was just chaperoning them even if Panch Villa had like 70 wives at the time.

Gloria is invited to gatherings with the handful of people who know whats going on, they like her so they won't introduce her to the other members of the Riley Clan nor Jack's sister-in-law and Gina.

Do they have group events or traditions?

Eva once went to an orgy with the other members of the polycule where they could for a night they could be out in the open.

Jack, Gloria and Eva love flirting with danger so they've gone to parties, a premiere and on vacation together. There are rumors that they shot a porno(wrong its several) and there's a Renaissance-esque painting of the three of them as Adonis(Jack), Persephone(Eva) and Aphrodite(Gloria) that they will keep even after they break up with her in 1929.

Seldom a Day Goes By

Leilani California, United States

My name is Leilani Frietas. I'm 73 years old.

In 1966 I had an illegal abortion in Brooklyn, NY. I had just graduated from college and had obtained a great job. My boyfriend had a full scholarship to Yale graduate school. When I realized I was pregnant, I told him, and we told our parents.  My mother was devastated.  My father said to go to Puerto Rico for an abortion.  My boyfriend's mother called me and said, "I've had several abortions, and it's just like having your tonsils out." She said that my boyfriend would have to quit graduate school to support me and the baby, and it would ruin his career. My boyfriend and I hadn't made a decision yet and one time when he left for the weekend I broke into his file cabinets with the intent to kill myself after two nights of not sleeping but was unable to pull the trigger.  I went to the emergency room and turned it in.

One Friday afternoon my father called and said, "Tomorrow you are going with your mother to get seen by a doctor to see how far along you are.”  My boyfriend told me that our parents had been talking. He said that doctor was his mother's. I went home and couldn't sleep all night.

The next morning we went to the doctor's office. He examined me and said I was 12 weeks, not 10, and it would be an extra $200. I said, "I'm here to see how far along I am, not to have an abortion." He said to my mother, “It will be $1200 now."   Looking at me he said, "You have 10 minutes to decide." I tried calling my boyfriend, but he was at the clinic getting medicine to calm his nerves. I called my counselor and he said I should have it because there were no options.  No one was offering help.

After the abortion I could not stop crying.  While weeping my mother said, "Why are you weeping?" I told her, "Because I'm afraid I'll never be able to have children." She said, "That's not true, I had you after having one at 18." I asked her, "How far along?" She said, “Six months." I wept even more, angry at her former silence and sickened over my brother or sister having been killed.

After the abortion I spent almost one year in three mental hospitals, had shock treatments, and lost my good job and many friends who thought something was wrong with me.

My boyfriend spent nine months in a hospital too and dropped out of school, finishing a few years later.

I hitchhiked to California and a year later got pregnant again.  My mother flew out and tried to get me to have an abortion. I said, “No.”  My beautiful daughter was born. I ended up getting married and now have four other children.

It took me almost 20 years to grieve over my abortion. I became a Catholic and went to confession. Later, I went to Rachel's Vineyard. Even though I feel forgiven and feel blessed by my children, seldom does a day go by when I don't relive and regret my abortion.

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Christmas Reruns 2023 Day 14: The Yuletide Challenge (1/3)

Merry Christmas if you celebrate it and happy holidays if you don’t!  One of the things I love about Christmas is watching reruns of all the old classic Christmas movies–Christmas is a big time for nostalgia.  A few years ago, I decided to incorporate that tradition into my fandom life and post my CS holiday reruns.  So here you go!  Enough holiday (mostly) fluff to get you to New Year’s Day. (With a new story posting on Christmas Day.)

Rating: T

Word Count: 1643

Other chapters: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32

Today’s story is an AU based on this prompt from @kmomof4​: Character A vows to do something nice for a stranger during the Christmas time. Character B is that stranger. It was written in 2017.

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Emma took a deep breath, smoothed down her tight red dress, and stepped through the doors of The Rabbit Hole, the premiere bar in the tiny town of Storybrooke, Maine, and scanned the interior for some poor, sad soul who looked in need of Christmas cheer.  She rolled her eyes.  How the hell had she let Mary Margaret talk her into this?

It all started the week before, when Emma had gone to her adoptive brother David’s and her sister-in-law Mary Margaret’s loft apartment for Thanksgiving dinner.  Emma had never been a big holiday person.  Growing up in the system, being in and out of group homes, she’d never really had a family to spend the special days with, at least until David’s mom, Ruth had taken her in just before her fifteenth birthday.  By that point, Emma was used to being a loner, and she preferred it that way.  If you don’t let people in, they can’t hurt you, right?  Most Thanksgivings and Christmases, even now that she was an adult with a brother and sister-in-law she loved, were spent alone, take-out and Netflix her big holiday companions.

But after a bad break up with her longtime boyfriend, (what had she ever seen in Walsh, that idiotic flying monkey!) Emma had decided it was time for a change.  She’d packed up her swanky New York apartment and relocated to Storybrooke where there was a job as her brother, the sheriff’s, deputy was waiting for her.  And with Emma living in the same town during the holidays, Mary Margaret simply would not take no as an answer to her invitation to have Thanksgiving dinner with the family.

Emma had to admit dinner with the family had been nice.  There was something so damn heartwarming about sharing a holiday with the ones she loved.

It was only after the feast had been consumed, the dishes had been washed, and the post-meal nap had been taken that things took a rather unfortunate turn.

Mary Margaret got awkwardly to her feet (it was one of the drawbacks of being nearly 7 months pregnant, after all) and clinked her water glass to get everyone’s attention.

“So David and I have been thinking,” she’d said.  “We thought it would be a good idea to start a new family tradition during the holiday season.”

Emma was immediately on alert.  When her sister in law had that look in her eyes it always spelled trouble.  “Um…okay?  Just what kind of tradition are we talking about?”

“The Yuletide challenge!” Mary Margaret said excitedly.

“I have a feeling I’m going to regret asking this,” Emma said, “but what exactly is a Yuletide challenge?”

“I saw an article about it in the holiday edition of my favorite magazine, Storybrooke Today,” Mary Margaret said.  “Basically, the idea is to spread Christmas cheer to the people who need it most.”

Emma crossed her arms, raising an eyebrow.  “Yeah, I don’t really do the whole ‘Christmas cheer’ thing.”

“Oh come on, Emma!” Mary Margaret insisted.  “Christmas is the season of giving!  At least listen to the whole idea before rejecting it.  I promise this challenge will make us all feel warm and fuzzy inside.”

The puppy dog eyes.  Her sister in law was giving her the puppy dog eyes.  She wasn’t playing fair.  Not at all.

“It actually sounds like a pretty interesting idea, Emma,” David said, backing up his wife after she tossed him a pointed look. 

Emma sighed.  “Fine.  What exactly are the rules of this whole Yuletide challenge thing?”

Mary Margaret’s smile could light up the sun.  “Each of us will find a person in town—someone we don’t know, or at least don’t know well—who seems down on their luck, or sad, or just in general in need of cheer.  We make it our mission to do little acts of kindness for that person throughout the season.  You’ve got to do at least one good thing for them per week, and once you’ve picked your person, there’s no going back!  That’s your person for the season.  Could be by Christmas time we’ll each have a brand new friend!”

Emma wasn’t a people person.  She didn’t do random acts of kindness for strangers.  She kept to herself and let them keep to themselves.  Life was just better that way.  Still…Mary Margaret was really excited about this idea.  What could it hurt to spread a little kindness during the busiest, most hectic time of year?

“Alright,” Emma said on another sigh.  “Count me in.  I’ll take the Yuletide challenge.”

And that’s how Emma found herself in a bar, dressed to impress, looking for someone who looked sad and down on his luck.  It was nearing the end of the first week of December, and she’d yet to find her victim…er giftee.  She had to find someone fast before she forfeited the challenge before even beginning.

Emma saw him right away, as though a magnet had drawn her eyes to him.  He was handsome (hot as hell, really), with his soft black hair, mesmerizing blue eyes, dusting of scruff, jeans and black leather jacket.  But it wasn’t his looks that immediately drew Emma to him.  It was the dejected, almost despairing look on his face as he nursed his glass of rum at his lonely table at the back of the establishment.  If anyone needed a little Christmas cheer, it was this guy.

Squaring her shoulders, Emma walked purposefully to his table.  He looked up at the sound of her stiletto heels moving across the floor, his eyes showing surprise and appreciation as he took in the sight of her.

“This seat taken?” she asked, reaching for the chair across from him.

He waved with his right hand.  “Be my guest, love.”

The smooth, British accent, combined with his far above average looks did things to her insides.  Emma turned away, taking the chair.  Get it together, Swan!  You’re not some teenager who gets crushes on hot strangers!

“So, my name’s Emma Swan,” she said.  “And who might you be?”

“Killian Jones,” he answered, “but people have taken to calling me by my more colorful moniker.  Hook.”

The man raised his left arm, and Emma noticed the nautical hook which sat in place of a hand.  Well that wasn’t weird or anything. “Um…why do you have a hook instead of a hand?”

Smooth Emma.  Really smooth. Nothing like starting out the Yuletide challenge with a major faux pas.

One dark eyebrow rose and a half smile draped his lips.  “I’ve always been fascinated with Captain Hook, so after I lost the hand, my Halloween costume was rather obvious.  The hook has proven so bloody useful, I simply chose to keep it.”

“Oh, well…sorry about your hand.”

A shadow passed over his face.  “Aye, well, it’s been five years, almost to the day since the accident.”  He closed his eyes for a moment, then drained his glass in one gulp, hastily pouring himself another.

If Emma didn’t miss her guess, and she rarely did, an ability to read people was one of the things that made her one of the best bail bonds persons New York had ever seen, there was more to the story, than simply the loss of a hand.  The poor guy was in misery even alluding to the event.

Nice job, Emma.  Instead of spreading Christmas cheer, you’ve managed to make this guy relive his worst memory.

“Killian….I’m sorry…”

He waved her off.  “It’s no matter, Swan.  Seems it’s a night for melancholy musings, but I survived.  Now, I’d rather discuss something pleasanter if you don’t mind.  What exactly brought such a beautiful woman to my table on this cold winter’s night?”

Emma took a deep breath.  Here goes nothing.  “So I was wondering if you’d help me with something.”

His eyebrow rose in question.

“Let me buy your next round,” she said, “and then, well, maybe I could do some nice things for you.”

His expression changed in an instant.  Surprise and melancholy replaced with pure lasciviousness.  “That’s quite the offer, darling.  It’s not every day a gorgeous woman offers herself as my Christmas gift.”

Emma felt her face flame.  “Oh my gods!  I wasn’t propositioning you, Killian!”  (Though…if he kept looking at her like that…well, there was no telling what might come of this night.)

He sighed dramatically.  “My profound loss.  So, Swan, if you weren’t asking me for what, I assure you would be a very, very pleasant roll in the sheets, what precisely were you offering?”

“You see, my sister-in-law, Mary Margaret, had this idea for the holiday season….”  And with that she laid out the whole sappy challenge for him.  “And, I don’t know.  You just look like you could use a friend.  So what do you say?”

Killian took a long sip of his rum, and Emma tried her best not to watch his Adam’s apple bob as he swallowed, not to follow the line down to his firm chest where luscious, abundant chest hair peeked out from beneath a partially buttoned shirt.  “Oh I don’t know, Swan.  I rather think spending a night together in my bed would count as a kindness.”

She rolled her eyes.  “Yeah, not happening.  We’re talking warm, fuzzy, purely platonic acts of kindness.”

He sighed dramatically, and she grinned in spite of herself.  He was such an idiot.  But…he was an adorable idiot, and she couldn’t help but sense she’d enjoy the time she’d inevitably spend with him, should he accept her offer.

A soft, almost shy smile replaced the teasing on his face.  “Very well, Emma.  I will be the recipient of your challenge.”

NEXT CHAPTER->

Talk. Abt ur ocs . Just anything uv been wanting 2 talk abt.

srry for not responding until 3am i just had to wait until my brain was broken enough to just do my nightly way too long tumblr rant. anyway good timing bc i just spent too long finally drawing all of kidd’s siblings and their partners despite me having the ideas for all of their designs in my head crystal clear for forever and never doing shit abt it until now. techincally this isnt all of kidd’s family, he has a neice and a nephew and his parents ofc but we’ll call it finished for now

quick overview on kidd’s family. He was born in chicago to a young couple who were absolutly not prepared for a baby, and while he keeps in contact with his birth parents and has a good relationships with them, he was adopted by a family friend of theirs and her husband, his parents. He grew up in brattleboro, vermont, which is like. a tiny artsy city. and was homeschooled for most of his childhood. With the exception of his sister, Pauline, who was 15 when he was born, all of his siblings were already moved out by the time he was born. His older brother, Zachary, was already 25, and his sisters Daphne and Mari were 22. Needless to say, his growing up was slightly unconventional. He’s close with all of his siblings, but no one was really planning his adoption, it came up suddenly, so he didn’t really grow up with a typical sibling relationship with any of them. They do, however, all adore him and everything he does and are bascially his support system forever.

Starting with upper corner left, Daphne is one half of the twins. Her and Mari are the only siblings that share both biological parents. She’s the only single sibling, and isn’t really looking for a boyfriend atm. She’d like to eventually get married some day, but she’s taking her time with it. She works in education, a principal of a local alternative school. She still lives in vermont.

In the upper right corner, Mari is the other half of the twins. She’s probably my fave sibling after kidd, i adore her. she’s super motherly, and works as an art history professor at a university in mass. Her wife, clementine, and her met in highschool and have been together over 20 years. Clementine is a trans woman and has only been out for a few years at this point, so she’s still settling into it. Mari, who never viewed herself as queer before clem came out, has settled pretty easily into it, and couldnt be prouder. They have two kids together, who are elementary school aged.

moving downwards, Zachary is the oldest sibling. He shares the same bio father as mari and Daphne, a child of a previous marriage before their parents got together. He’s continously in academia, going back to school as often as possible, and works as a philosophy professor. His partner, Paolo, and him have been together for quite some time, and he is almost constantly worried about the rest of his siblings, kidd in particular. When kidd first came out as trans, he in fact, relocated to be closer because of how much he stresses out about his safety. He’s a good guy, but gets very nervous very fast.

next, Pauline, or Paul, is the second youngest sibling, and is also adopted. Her mother was also a close friend of the family, and after she was injured severly, pauline came to live with the main family as a small child. She’s very positive, and is a novelist, mostly writing ‘cozy mysteries’ and other paperbacks. Her fiance, Koda, is a trans man, and she actually met him when trying to find trans resources in the community when kidd first came out. She’s currently pregnant with their first kid.

obv, Kidd is the youngest. he’s hyperaware of his status of the babiest of baby siblings, and doesnt mind it. He’s always a bit behind, but he cares a lot about the rest of his family. While you couldnt pay him to live in vermont again, he does love a lot about his upbringing.

thank uuuu btw for indulging meeee

The Journalist’s Footballer- Chapter Four (Rúben Dias)

Word count: 776

Rúben

I’ve spent the last 20 minutes looking at Christina’s profile. I’m being careful not to accidentally like old photos. I don’t want her to think I’m a creep looking at her photos from 2017. Though, I guess I am exactly that. 

It’s funny to see how her photos have changed. The older ones are mostly her with friends or on holidays with her family. Then we have a lot of nights out until we get to the last couple of months when she started to post mostly professional photos. She’s always been pretty, but it’s easy to see she’s grown into her looks to take her from cute to gorgeous. 

“Who’s that?”, asks John while I was distracted looking at a photo of Christina in Brighton with her family.

“Um…no one”.

“I’m not your mum, Rúben. I won’t tell you off for looking at pretty girls on IG”, he laughs.

“It’s just…the girl that interviewed me yesterday, I was being nosey and checking her IG”.

“Let me see her”, John says, asking for my phone. 

I give it to him and he takes a quick look.

“How is this fair?”, he says dramatically. “That I get the middle-aged dudes interviewing me but you get the hottie”.

I shrug and laugh. 

“Anyways, how was your date?”

Not the change of subject I was looking forward to.

“Alright, I guess. She only seemed interested in us in one way but I guess I wasn’t planning a life with her either so whatever”.

“Wow, that sounds horrible, Rúben. I feel for you”.

“Shut up!”

“Maybe you should invite your journalist friend to be your next date”, suggests John. And I try hard not to show a reaction to that. 

Because I’ve thought about it but I don’t want to scare her away by being too forward.

When I go back to IG, I see Christina has uploaded a new story and click on it. It’s of her and a guy, called Matty according to the tag, and she’s written “coffee and Matty, my favourite combo”. I show it to John.

“I guess she’s busy with her boyfriend”.

“Wait until they break up, then”, he says laughing.

I roll my eyes at him and go back to the story. Her head is on his shoulder and they both have big smiles on their faces. I can see his hand is on her waist. I mean, of course she has a boyfriend. I shouldn’t be surprised but it bothers me anyway.

Christina

After my coffee with Matty, I go back home to work on some articles that are due soon. I’m struggling to concentrate so I pick up my phone to scroll through social media.

Friends have posted, so I like and comment on their photos. My sister Lily has posted a new story with my nephew, so I like it and answer with a bunch of emoji hearts. And I see Rúben has posted a new photo too. He’s wearing the outfit all City players wear when they travel for away matches. But I have to admit that even though the outfit is horrible, it doesn’t look half bad on him. I debate for a second before liking the photo.

I mean, I’ve liked some of his photos before. But, he wasn’t following me back then. What if he thinks I’ve only done it to get his attention or something? Not to be all I’m not like the other girls but I’m sure many use that trick. Ugh, why do I have to overthink everything? He won’t even notice I liked the stupid photo.

Ok, phone away. Back to writing.

Once I’m done with work, I reward myself by making a delicious frozen pizza for dinner. And I might even take a bath later. Glamour and luxury 24/7.

When I go stop the timer I set on my phone I see I have a few notifications. But one stands out. A DM from Rúben. So he is like the others. What a surprise!

I still open it to see what he has to say and it confuses me even more.

“Hi Christina. I’m playing in London tomorrow, against Arsenal. I have a couple of tickets if you want them. For you and your boyfriend. Let me know if you want them. Xx”

For me and my boyfriend? I didn’t have one of those last time I checked. But I do want the tickets. I’ll gladly support City against Arsenal. I’ll support literally anyone that plays Arsenal.

“Hey Rúben. Hope you are ok. That’s super generous of you and sure, I’ll love tickets to the match. But…I’m a bit confused. I don’t have a boyfriend but I’ll be able to find someone to take to the match with me if the offer still stands. Xx”

Pizza time now.

Cam and her family, including her sister Cecilia and her fiancée Hanh came over to visit the Hecking-Feldman-Chen-Liaos. Cece made a beeline for Chrissy and Luna, introducing herself as Hanh said hi as well. Min Jun and Paenji greeted Luna and Chrissy too, and Luna jokingly called them her future fellow in-laws.

Meanwhile, Iseul talked with Megan and Emily. She smiled as she saw Megan, and joked with Emily. "I forgot how much you look like your mom, you have her pretty face." Emily grumbled playfully and added as Megan blushed. "You said that last time auntie Iseul, and mom is really pretty but you don’t need to say it.” Megan gently nudged her but Iseul bit back a laugh. "No, you're right Emily." She said. To Megan, she added. “She’s got your sass, Megs. Remember how you used to sass me when we were 18?” Megan laughed sheepishly and nodded while Emily raised her brows. “Hey I’m not sassy, auntie Is. And wait, you guys knew each other?” Iseul nodded. “We were good friends.” She said, thinking that maybe Megan didn’t want Emily to about the two of them having dated.

Emily glanced between her mom and Iseul as they chatted, and for half a second a worried thought came into her brain. Does mom like Iseul? She waved it away. Probably not, she's too old to like anyone other than mama. She assured herself, although she noticed Iseul's eyes sparkling whenever she looked at her mom and saying things in a teasing voice, and Megan blushing and pushing a lock of hair behind her ear as she laughed at something Iseul said. She wondered if her mom and Iseul had been not just friends but together, the same way she had been with Safiya and Amir’s amma, Amira. Emily decided she'd ask Piper about it later, since she had experience with relationship stuff, and tried to put it out of her mind for now.

Iseul and Megan headed inside the living room and sat down on the armchairs. Gus came over and he meowed before walking over to Iseul, sniffing her, and sitting contentedly by her. Iseul smiled. "Hey, who's this cutie?" Megan grinned. "Gus Hecking-Liao. He has my and Chrissy's last names." She said. "He's so sweet." Iseul said, her eyes crinkling at the corner as Gus snuggled against her and meowed. "He likes you. Usually he just sniffs someone and lets them pet him and flounces off." Megan said. Iseul smiled at Megan. "I like him too." She said, turning back to Gus and petting him.

“So, where’s Tess?” Iseul asked. “She had a paranormal investigation in Willow Creek.” Megan said, smiling as she saw Iseul look slightly disappointed. “So, you came here to see her, huh? Should I be jealous?” She joked. Iseul laughed. “No, I just really like her and think she’s cool.” Megan smiled. “Get in line.” She joked, and Iseul grinned too. “Seeing you after all these years brought back crush memories.” Megan admitted. Iseul smiled. “It’s the same for me, seeing you look so good makes me remember all the times we spent together. I know we wouldn’t have worked out though, since you wanted kids and marriage and I didn’t. Plus, Tess is so amazing and she’s good for you.” Megan smiled. “Thanks, so are you seeing anyone?” Iseul shook her head. “Not really. I dated this woman in Windenburg but it was more casual. The last serious girlfriend I had was Mindy from my woodworking class but I didn’t want to be serious so we split.” Megan nodded. “Still, maybe there’s that special woman for you out there. Tess’s auntie Hailey didn’t want marriage or kids and she and her boyfriend now partner Carson have been together since their 20s and are very happy and independent. Iseul nodded. “Maybe, that would be nice.” She said. “Plus Tess’s grandma has a partner named Dani who’s also a widow, and they live on their own while Alicia lives in her house and they just go on cute dates and spend time together, they both decided they don’t want marriage, just companionship and romance.” Iseul smiled. “Okay, that’s sweet.” Megan grinned. “It is, except for when Alicia once asked me what simflix and chill meant because she sent a meme of it to Dani, she thought it meant cuddling while watching a movie.” Iseul laughed loudly. “I swear, Tess has the most interesting family.” She said, and Megan nodded, grinning.

My Life: Lead Up To My Diagnosis.

I thought I would share this as it may help others to relate, as well as help me process the lead-up to my autism diagnosis. The battle I went through, and the ultimatum.

Young Years/Toddler: (age 4 till 8)

being extremely clingy to mum, and would hide behind her

was shy of everyone

hated being touched, and would hurt people who invaded my space.

hated hugs

read the same books & did the same activities over and over for comfort

quiet

felt alone, and depressed. didn't understand why.

had a few very close friends.

Child ( 9+)

extremely blunt, rude, outspoken had no filter

argued with everyone (for dopamine?)

wasn't liked by classmates for this

suffered from nausea before school, and threw up a lot from anxiety.

had intense hobbies

copied others to 'fit in'

would have panic attacks but didn't know what they were, never told anyone

High School Years

Argued and fell out with almost everyone

Started self-harming, and feeling suicidal.

Had one or two very good friends who understood me.

Didn't fit in.

Referred to CAMHS and school counsellors. Didn't listen to my concerns or feelings about my MH, and told them something was going on more than just anxiety.

Anxiety and panic attacks crept back in at age 14.

Tried hypnotherapy, which cost my mum a lot. She was desperate to help me during this period and keep me in school.

Attendance plummeted, went home 'sick', and avoided school.

Felt like a failure. Bad grades, no matter how hard I tried. Cried and had meltdowns a lot, just didn't know it was a meltdown at the time.

Didn't understand what was 'wrong' with me

Couldn't do exams in the big hall. Had panic attacks and had to go into a small room to do them.

Sixth Form/University. (16-20)

Sixth form/College aged 16:

Yet again had no friends, no matter how hard I tried.

Kept to myself. Had awful attendance, again.

Had to do my work from home by the end of the second year.

Couldn't handle going in.

Started local counselling, but felt like it didn't help.

Started my first job with the public, only lasted a few weeks as I felt stage fright talking to people. Couldn't handle it.

Did work experience at college, which lasted 4 hours. Went home crying from exhaustion, thought I was just anxious and lazy.

Easily manipulated and love-bombed by others. University:

Never went in. Submitted work. Got good grades despite this.

Refused to do group work.

Felt locked in a prison by accommodation, made no friends and fell out with the ones I had.

Thought I had BPD.

Dropped out of university.

19+ Adult Years.

Ended an abusive relationship.

Obsessive intrusive thoughts started. Had a breakdown and spent time in a mental health ward.

Still didn't understand what was "wrong with me".

Anxiety and depression are at an all-time high. Suicidal.

Tried to work again, lasted a month.  started having heart palpitations there, and had the stage fright feeling again.

Got into self-employment.

At around age 21, my sister's boyfriend brought up that he thought I may have autism, due to my lack of joke understanding, sarcasm and bluntness.

As I and my family looked into the symptoms more, we realised I could. My mum referred me to be assessed.

If you would like a post about my assessment, let me know and support me, please! https://www.buymeacoffee.com/hannaween

I just finished a five-part, six-hour YouTube deep dive on a 45-year old murder case and it is fucking INSANE and needs to be a miniseries. Way more interesting than another OJ Simpson doc. Who cares.

Anyway. Story. Someone I went to high school with is in jail for murder. He was up for parole a few years ago and got denied. Anyway, when Netflix came out with the new Unsolved Mysteries show, it made me think of him, and I mentioned it on our monthly family video chat. Which prompted my dad to go, "oh that reminds me of when this girl that my sister used to babysit was murdered".

And I just kind of blinked at him. Like. Say more right now. Why am I almost 40 and didn't know this. And he didn't tell me much, but there was a TV movie made about the case so I looked it up. Learned the basics of the case, and it always stayed in the back of my mind, because there didn't seem to be much on it anywhere.

Putting this under a read more just in case people get triggered by it. Also it's long.

So when I looked up the Wikipedia, there was a bit on it, but the basics are that she was a teacher in a town in PA near Philly (she is from my dad's hometown, though, which is super tiny and rural), and she was found in the trunk of her car in a motel parking lot near Harrisburg (which is a couple hours away from Philly). Her children also disappeared and THEY WERE NEVER FOUND. IT'S BEEN 45 YEARS.

It was the kids that kept this in the back of my mind. No one ever found out what happened to the kids. Their dad is dead, both suspects in the woman's murder are dead, and they spent their entire lives claiming that they were innocent and the other man had done it. We will never know what happened to these kids. They were 10 and 11.

Anyway, I fell into a bit of a YouTube spiral this past weekend where I started with watching videos on the Watcher situation, then Jojo Siwa, then J Lo, and then somehow ended up on true crime, specifically The Boy in the Box and then the Yuba County 5. And I was like, "I've never been able to find an official documentary, but surely someone on YouTube talked about this case about the woman and her kids." And lo and behold, I found one.

It is six hours long, which surprised me, but I kept watching because this shit is BONKERS, and the fact that there was only one TV miniseries (even if it starred Stockard Channing and Treat Williams) and, like, 20/20 never even covered this is a huge missed opportunity. This shit is BANANAS and Hulu or something needs to jump on this.

So the two main suspects, who were both convicted (though one was later overturned as the cops withheld evidence during his trial), were the former principal of the school - who was also convicted of robbery and his sentencing was like the day after the murder - and her secret boyfriend and fellow teacher.

By the way, the principal has a Wiki page, the woman - Susan Reinert - does not.

Anyway, the boyfriend/teacher was like a narcissist and compulsive liar. He was dating something like 5 women at the same time (including two former students) while being legally married, and he used to tell people that he had helped the government hunt down rebels in Cuba, which of course was not true. He basically had a little cult of followers around him, and he would ask them to do stuff like HIDE WEAPONS and WIPE FINGERPRINTS OFF $25K IN CASH and no one ever went, "huh that sounds shady" because I guess he was just that charismatic.

The former principal was known to be weird and secretive. He never even let his wife or their children in the basement of their own house (which when they raided because of the robbery they found riddled with bullet holes), and it's more than likely that he murdered his oldest daughter and her husband and then tried to pretend they ran off to California.

Anyway, the boyfriend/teacher spent the months leading up to Susan's murder telling as his "followers" that he knew for sure that the principal was going to kill her and lamenting that he would likely be framed for it because she had made him the beneficiary of her life insurance (which she did, and he would have gotten like $700k which is a lot of money now, let alone in 1979). And none of these people went to the cops or told Susan, even though they all knew each other because they all worked at the same school. So then boyfriend/teacher worked REALLY hard to have an airtight alibi on a specific weekend, which just so happened to be the weekend that she died.

After the murder, all of this dude's followers were like, "wow you were right, principal actually killed her", and then he suddenly started going, "no I think he was framed by the mob" and everyone was like wtf is wrong with you, you have been telling us for months that he was going to kill her. And then his lies started to catch up with him and basically everyone in his influence turned on him and went to the police, except one of his girlfriends, who may or may not have helped him dispose of the kids' bodies, since they were never found.

ANYWAY this case is fucking crazy and should absolutely be immortalized on like HBO or something, but if you want to go down the rabbit hole, this is the first part of the series that I watched. It is super detailed. Like the murder doesn't even happen until part 3. You can also look up The Mainline Murders, there were a couple of books, but one was written by the principal's lawyer.