i wish all doctors and “medical professionals” a very fuck off and die x

Lets gets some domestic hawks with nsfw

I am in LOVE with Hawks. Who had to go and make this mans so pretty??? Like excuse the FUCK out of me. Anywaysssss, I hope u like themmmmm !!

~My mans is a mess™

~But he is the CUTEST mess

~First off, Keigo didn’t ask you to move in with him

~You don’t think you even asked to move in with him either???

~You slowly just migrated into his apartment, and then you just stayed??

~He isn’t going to complain, he likes having someone to come home to 

~He will bring you flowers if you are mad at him 

~Are they crumpled, and possibly the ugliest flowers you have ever seen? 

~Yes, absolutely 

~But you kiss him, and put them in a vase anyways because at least he tried 

~FEATHERS EVERYWHERE 

~I headcanon that he goes through the thing where his feathers start to fall out (moulting??? mayybbeee)

~Either way, they get EVERYWHERE

~You gladly help him brush his wings out, and then clean up the feathers 

~He’s so grateful that you don’t think it’s gross, and are willing to help him when it’s happening 

~While we are on the topic of this, it will almost ALWAYS lead to him fucking you slowly on the couch

~His wings are sensitive, and you’re over there running your fingers over them and he’s weak for you anyways 

~The combined motion of your fingers trailing over him, and the look of concentration on your face 

~He can’t help himself, and he’s got you face down on the couch quicker than you can register what is happening 

~The type of man that will beg for your attention

~ “You’re going to be late Hawks.” 

~ “Well I know that already, so how about just one more kiss? I mean if I am already late, I might as well be really late. Please?”

~YOU BETTER GIVE THAT MANS ANOTHER KISS 

~Will also drag you onto the couch with him if you are just walking past, he’s gotta have you in his arms

~ITS WHERE YOU BELONG

~Does he wrap his wings around you when you are cuddling? 

~Yes, he absolutely does 

~It’s near impossible to take a bath/shower with Keigo

~He will end up knocking you the FUCK out if he turns too fast 

~His wings are BIG

~And you’re either gonna be too cramped in the shower, or he’s gonna be laying very uncomfortably on them in the bath 

~Do you still try though? 

~Yeeesss

~ABANDONMENT ISSUES?????

~Please let him know if you aren’t gonna be home when he gets there, or he’s gonna panic

~He’s not controlling, but he does like to know where you are, and when you are going to be home 

~You always let him know, you learned your lesson the first time when you came home a little later than he did, and he yelled at you

~Then he looked like you kicked his puppy, so you ended up feeling bad

~You have to MAKE him sit and talk to you 

~He’s not the best at communication, but if you want this relationship to work, you have to talk to him 

~Keigo is not the best housekeeper, and he’s gone a lot so you take it upon yourself to make sure the place is clean for him

~He appreciates it and it really does mean the world to him 

~HE KISSES YOU BEFORE HE LEAVES EVERY MORNING

~Even if you aren’t awake

~Just a sweet lil smooch and then a, “I’ll see you later, birdie. I love you.”

~Okay so now who is ready for some NSFW??????

~HELL YEAH

~This man has a high sex drive

~So you might as well just throw out all your pants 

~I don’t make the rules 

~You made dinner?? That’s so sweet! He’ll eat with you, but he wants to eat you first

~On the kitchen table???

~Yes

~The couch??

~Multiple times

~In the floor??

~Sure, just let him spread out a blanket first 

~In the shower?

~You’ve tried, it wasn’t very sexy when you got a mouth full of feather and then spat water into his face

~He thought it was hilarious though

~Gonna throw this out here too

~Keigo’s favorite way to take you is with you pressed face first against the wall

~He can get an amazing angle like that, and he can mutter nasty shit into the nape of your neck

~Basically, living with Hawks is like adopting a full grown toddler-man

~But he’s yours now

~Birds mate for life

~Good luck getting rid of him now

~12/10

~I love him 

Bad Batch thoughts & predictions Ep 12

Continuing these written reactions/predictions somewhere cause itd be fun I think to see what actually ends up happening and remembering what I thought at the time so im dumping it here, youre welcome. (Feel free to discuss if you want) if you want to keep up with it im gonna be tagging these as #jay rambles about bb

- So I sort of expected it by the end of last episode but it seems like last episode was a start of an episode arc about hera's family, which, for rebel's fans I'm sure it's cool and exciting and maybe answers some questions or will actually show things discussed in rebels maybe, but as someone who hasn't seen rebels yet, I really hope this episode and the next few have more bad batch screentime, cause we were a little robbed last episode lol (but in a way I do still enjoy this stuff too, because im sure when I DO watch rebels it'll make the experience better). -- I'm not disliking this arc or anything, but up to this point we've kind of had almost mandalorian style 'one episode one adventure' sorts of episodes, and personally I really hope we get more of that (which I think we will), because while this is all new content and everything, we all have to admit clone wars had some less interesting filler arcs here and there, and I just hope bb doesn't fall the same way (across all of its seasons, im not very concerned about it so far from what we've seen of season 1) because if there is filler, I'd rather sit through a couple of the one episode stories, rather than a 3-4 episode story that takes nearly a month to get through if im disliking it, mostly for the fact that even if we got those 1 ep fillers, its more stories and more likely I'd like at least one. ---kinda rambling about this unnecessarily atm cause while again right now I think bb is fine, I just want the future to be that way too. - fffff every time I see howzer on screen I think of that fucking audio thats "here comes the boy, hello boy~" and honestly can you blame me he is so precious like ugh I swear dave you better be nice to him -- YOU CAN TELL HE FEELS SO BAD AND GUILTY LIKE IT HURTS - hey admiral can you not be MEAN to howzer when he is trying to be fucking helpful -- ;-; BRO im saying it so much already but I feel so bad for howzer like dude someone help him --- imo it feels like its sort of setting up howzer for something more important in the show kinda, at least for his character. Like we can clearly tell he doesn't really agree with the empire and I think they're going to do something with that. He's probably undercover for someone against the empire but I get the bad feeling they're gonna pull a Fives and have him go against the empire and help everyone else somehow but then he will probably end up dead because we cant have nice things. - hello cross... bet you wont be saved this episode - Ok good, some more bad batch here already. -- ALSO GONKY BEING DEFECTIVE!!!! EVEN GONKY IS DEFECTIVE LIKE BB THATS SO CUTE! - uh, im not the only one getting the leia transmission vibes from hera, right? -- ok, again I haven't seen rebels so I dont know BUT if hera has the ability to talk to bb, couldn't she have done so in rebels? Yeah she's older and im sure better at fighting and defending herself and all that, but wouldn't it still be possible for her to have gotten in some kind of rough situation in Rebels to ask for bb's help again? I super doubt bb made any appearance of any kind in Rebels, so doesn't that imply that she lost communications with them? What happens to bad batch >> - bad batch not wanting to help but because omega really wants to you can see its making hunter soften up and I appreciate it - bruh what??? Taa is dead af, like theres no way the show is gonna pull some magic and be like 'oh yep here he is' thing??? Like this has to be a lie, but even then, what even is the plan here?? Saying "oh hes recovering" well he can't be recovering forever, how does that seem like a good plan to lie about that?? People are gonna find out?? - "Great just what we need" from Wrecker about crosshair MAKES ME ANGRY LIKE??? YES?? DONT BE MAD AT HIM ITS NOT HIS FAULT??? SAVE YOUR FUCKING BOY??? -- oooo then the rest of bb doesn't comment about it literally gsjrkgbdkfbg why do they not care about him???? Like it seems they legitimately dont care about crosshair, even though theyve been together for so long like even before the show came out they

had history together and were all really close. I know people argue "oh well its just difficult to save him and its unrealistic for them right now" but so what? Even if they aren't trying to save him they should at least CARE about him. --- Which is also like the thing with echo and fives!!!! Like Echo didn't seem to care much at all when Rex mentioned fives even a little! Or even about seeing Rex that much!! Dave I'm gonna need some answers my guy, cause you humanized these characters but then you dont make them act that way so like whats up. - Lucky hunters abilities came in handy - Back to crosshair for a second im predicting they 100% arent saving him this season. There was a poster released part way through the season and he's not even on it... makes me so sad. - "I'd do the same for you." ;-; that didnt need to get that deep - CROSSHAIR BETTER NOT START SHIT WITH HOWZER - Howzer helping Hera's parents or at least implying that is good but that also means im right so far and therefore worried >> -- HES GOING TO GET FUCKING CAUGHT I BET TALKING TO THEM LIKE THIS AT SOME POINT AND HOW MUCH DO YOU WANNA BET ITS GONNA BE CROSSHAIR THAT CATCHES HIM --- Cham stfu its literally so obvious that howzer is trying to be genuine, also if he's kind of undercover for him like what the fuck do you expect howzer to do if he has to play along with the empire to keep his cover?? "Won't make that mistake again" Fuck off like honestly. ---- #stopbeingmeantohowzer2021 - "A little help" and the gentle "Hey" ahh love it - I'm really enjoying this whole them fighting in the ships sequence - "Stay here and guard the capitol" SCARES ME -- Please for the love of god bad batch don't get howzer killed --- or plot B Bad batch maybe run into howzer but save him and take him with you at least temporarily ---- oh god.... bb is helping heras parents escape and that means howzers gonna get in trouble.../probably replaced by crosshair - Crosshair is smart but thats also badddd - The scene of howzer and crosshair looking at each other is killing meeeeeeeee - Ohhh is howzer gonna stop them before they go out the door? -- YES HE IS SEE WHAT A GOOD BOY HE IS - (please fucking listen to him I beg) - Aw dude I just had a thought that breaks my heart... howzer cares about his squad and "trying to get through to them" but what if his squad is clones as well and the chips... that hurts me so badly... -- Like we all know howzer is a sweet boy by now but ughhh like the thought that he doesnt want to leave them even though they are doing whats wrong shows just how much he cares and I really hope he doesn't get into trouble because of what he's saying to them, but you know he totally would do it because he seems to care about them so much and :( bad batch more like sad batch --- This is the kind of compassion I wanted from bb for crosshair hunter kind of looks back at howzer as they leave him and I doubt itll mean anything but I really hope that maybe seeing how much howzer cares will make hunter care a little too... - *sigh* howzer is getting left behind by them which we know why but yeah... now he's definitely going to be in trouble... I just hope they don't hurt him... - OH GOD HOWZER BABY DONT -- He's making a speech and I know he's trying to sway them but you know damn well this is gonna go so badly for him because of the chips and crosshair is watching so you know howzer is gonna get fucked here and I know what hes trying for but I really wish he didnt just do that because now its blatantly obvious he's gonna be against them ;-; - Wow ok im kinda shocked people are siding with him (I guess cause theyre not all clones right) but I feel so bad for themmmmm - Crosshair missed multiple shots? Uh what? I didnt think that was possible lol - bb please come back for howzer and the others at some point.... -- I guess maybe if hera's parents are going to organize rebels against the empire maybe they will help them but I somewhat doubt it... - Ok I know that crosshair requesting to hunt them was supposed to be this big moment and all but I

can't help but feel like its a little underwhelming (but dont get me wrong still cool vibes) because he's kind of already been doing that anyway?? Or has tried to several times?? So I don't get why its a big deal, however, I do have a possible prediction: We know that bb got their chips removed, (crosshair doesn't, I know that) and so that eliminates the idea that they will get caught and actually go bad like crosshair, but it does leave a possibility where maybe they get captured and then *pretend* to be bad? And that could lead to a better possibility of helping crosshair (they wont) or maybe howzer and the other rebels or something? Cause I also feel like its significant that they brought up how the war will eventually come to them and bb will be a part of it no matter what eventually, and it makes obvious sense theyd be on the rebels side of it, so maybe something like that goes on, idk.

For the Star Wars questions- 16 & 19. :)

Thank you!!! (y’all this got ridiculously long for two damn questions lol)

Send me a number and i’ll tell u my fave/least fave:

16. Book/Comic (Aight, so I’m actually not a huge comic reader in general, most of my comic knowledge comes from other fans on here posting about them, so this is gonna be mainly book-focused)

FAVE:  Welllllll, since I’m literally incapable of narrowing down my favorite anythings, I’m gonna do faves for both canon and EU novels.  

Canon-wise, it’s a tie beween A New Dawn and Ahsoka.  I know I don’t post about them as much on here, but I truly have a super soft spot for Kanera and Kanan and Hera’s characters, they’re just so GOOD and I love themmmmm aaaaaaaaa.  You get super good insights to how Kanan was running wild and traumatized and trying to repress everything and how Hera was a little naïve but still tough as nails and she had a dream and she was going to make it happen or so help her, ugh I just love how the story showed how they’re strongest as a team working together and I just love character dynamics where the two are so obviously married and kinda snark at each other sometimes but they have each other’s backs through everything and know each other like the back of their hands and uggghhhh this is just such a healthy good ship and such a good book.  The Ahsoka novel is just fantastic all on its own because it shows Ahsoka as a young adult, kinda floundering and lost in this new world, full of guilt over what happened with Anakin and the Order, trying to do what she can to help people and just enduring because she’s a survivor, she was raised (by two argumentative, adoptive parents who love her very much SO SAYETH THE BOOK) to be a survivor and handle herself, but that doesn’t mean she’s not lonely as all hell.  And oof I just fucking adore Kaeden Larte and her relationship with Ahsoka (who absolutely comes back and marries her once the war is over oh yes) and her relationship with Miara and ugh just all of it is A+++++.  E.K. Johnston is just an amazing author in general and her other book, Queen’s Shadow is one of my two canon runner ups because I am in love with her Sabé and her Padmé.  Other canon runner up is A Certain Point Of View, if only for the “Time of Death” chapter.  Don’t get me wrong, the rest of it is also fantastic, but oh god it kills me DEAD OBI WAN DESERVED SO MUCH BETTER AND I CRY I REALLY CRY

EU-wise (oh god, I haven’t even gotten to least-faves yet), it has to be the Revenge of the Sith novelization.  Without a question.  Y’all it’s SO FUCKIN’ good, and in my personal opinion should be considerrred canonnnnnn (look I think the reason they gave for excluding it is that there’s no mention of Ahsoka or Rex or Mandalore or any of the stuff that happened literally the day before which is valid, but I counterpoint that Anakin is a mess with A Lot Going On At The Moment, he could have just forgot?  He forgets most of his morals, all of his common sense, and three of his limbs by the end of the story, Snips could have just slipped his mind! xD).  Anyway, besides the fact that it’s like 99% written in Obikin-colored glasses which really just makes me happy as a person because I love it being acknowledged just how important they are to each other, it really offers a deeper insight INSIDE the chaos going on in Anakin’s head, the mess, just why he falls so quickly and so awfully.  I love it gives the Padmé plot that got cut on screen some validity.  The beautiful beginning and the goddam introductions to Anakin Skywalker and Obi Wan Kenobi are just A++++++++++++++ and oof other people can more accurately describe just how good this book is, but I love it a Big Lot ok?

LEAST FAVE:  Okey doke, here we go....  So firstly for canon, I’m not the biggest fan of how Claudia Grey writes Leia’s character.  She’s a wonderful storyteller and I love her worldbuilding, but just the way she characterizes Leia herself never felt... right, ya know?  Idk, I can’t really explain it, but it makes it difficult for me to enjoy her Leia novelsWarning right now that this is a VERY unpopular opinion and my opinion alone, please do not yell at me!  So as skilled and admired an author Timothy Zahn is, I don’t like the Thrawn books.  I’m sorry, I don’t.  To me, Thrawn is just.... ok so he’s like BBC!Sherlock but in space.  The plot makes a big deal about how “oooh cool and intelligent and Literally Better Than Everyone Else” Thrawn is, but the only way they really show his “cleverness” is by either him solving problems by pulling together information that literally no one but the writer knows and then acting like it was oh so obvious and in front of everyone OR, the story dumbs down other characters to make him look smart.  And maybe it was because the one Thrawn book goes after Anakin/Vader in particular to do the latter is what kinda ticked me off on Thrawn books in general, but y’all, it really ticked me off, because Anakin is like the lowest hanging fruit for an author to pick to make their character look good in comparison, and therefore it is done All The Time (LOOKING AT YOU, CLONE WARS), which I think is lazy and an insult to Anakin’s character.  Look, I am fully aware Anakin Skywalker is a dolt to the highest degree sometimes, but he is ALSO A GENIUS.  He is SMART.  IT IS CANON THAT HE IS SMART.  So when the Thrawn book has Thrawn constantly one-upping Anakin The Useless Doofus (and Padmé a bit!!!) and then doing it again once he meets him as Vader, that just makes me hmmmm.

The canon comics are actually gonna be featured on the list here a bit because if y’all don’t already know my hatred for That One Particular Vader Comic (not the rest of the series run as I have not read it and from what I hear, it’s excellent and I’d probs like it a lot) doing the implication in a dream sequence where it says that Palpatine used the Dark Side to impregnate Shmi and create Anakin, well I HATE IT.  Look, I know the plot was literally about Sidious trying to mess with Vader’s head and that dream shouldn’t be trusted, but it fooled all the fans too and now like 60% of Star Wars fans actually believe Sidious fathered Anakin and I am so damn tired of hearing about that.  Yeah, now that Reylo is canon, that comic’s authors are trying to do damage control by saying that no, Sidious isn’t Anakin’s father and Rey and Ben are not second cousins, but they’re still being mysterious about it and “oh well it COULD be this--” so now there’s just more fans who are digging into that theory just because they don’t like Reylo and I don’t really care for the ship either but I really HATE the entire “Born of the Dark” concept for reasons I can explain more separately, so I’m pissy at that particular comic for spawning it.  I know it’s petty but I do.

EU-wise, well, this is gonna be unpopular too, cuz I haven’t read most of the EU stuff, and from what I’ve heard of it, there doesn’t seem to be much that I WOULD like.  The movie novelizations all seem good, but everything else???  “Obi Wan prequels but guess what, he had a shitty childhood too!” uh, no thanks, the rest of his life sucks enough, I want to see him happy.  “Mandalorian worldbuilding, but they’re all a bunch of stoic, overpowered badasses who are Good At Everything And Better Than Literally Everyone and the plot bashes the Jedi left right and center!” ehhhhhhhh pass.  “What happened after Return of the Jedi, except the Skywalkers still don’t get a happy ending because the galaxy goes to war again, Han and Leia’s son turns evil, Luke Suffers, and Palpatine comes back again!” nah, that sounds too depressing-- oh wAIT :) :) :)(at least the EU actually lets Han and Leia grow old and happy together okay okay that’s enough sequel salt for one day)

19. Outfit

FAVE:  Everything Padmé Amidala wears in the movies.  No I will not narrow it down.  I am in love with her whole wardrobe and I want it. 

 I also love the standard Jedi tunics and tabards and cloak (c’mon, the cloak completes the picture!)  It’s just such a signature and unique look that’s supposed to combine medieval European knight tunics and samurai warrior clothing and just the #aesthetic is oof, just wonderful.

Also Sabine Wren’s armor and its various paint jobs.  It’s just so uniquely her and bright and beautiful and badass in all its stages and yes good I like it.

Also Lando Calrissian’s cloaks!  Swooshy and colorful and good!  I love cloaks!  

LEAST FAVE:  Gonna go with my petty, silly ones first, and those are all of Padmé Amidala’s outfits that are only seen in the The Clone Wars TV show (so not the ones that were based off of movie costumes).  Eh, actually three of them were nice, her orange outfit she visits Mina in, her white casual housedress, and her black slinky Clovis dress.  All of her other series-only outfits made me highkey pissy because they were either A.) Wrong for the situation she was in, B.) Defied the laws of physics and should not have held the shape they did/stayed on her body, or C.) just plain UGLY (the highest crime of all), and for the animators to have the audACITY to put any of those things in the mere vicinity of the most stylish woman in the galaxy is an insult to Padmé, an insult to ME, and an insult to Star Wars as a whole (yes, I am mostly joking, but come on!).  No, I will not give the designers the excuse of clothing being difficult and expensive and time consuming to animate because I have SEEN the fancy, PRETTY outfits of the other ladies of Padmé’s status on the show.  Everything Satine Kryze wore was intricately beautiful as all hell and I loved it.  Riyo Chuchi’s two outfits were lovely and fashionable.  Heck, I’m pretty sure I liked Mina Bonteri’s outfit too.  There were tons of people on that show with stylish clothing!  How hard would it have been for the animators to remember Padmé doesn’t wear exposed midriffs on official government business?  That dresses with no sides or back cannot be sleeveless or they will not stay up?  Not give her hairstyles that looked like either a goddam tuning fork or like Jimmy Neutron’s mother?  That beige jumpsuits are BORING and adding a mauve vest is NOT enough to make it exciting!!!! xD xD xD 

Aight, now in more seriousness, I also hated both of Ahsoka’s outfits in the original TCW show.  Enough people have spoken on why sending a fourteen year old into an active warzone in a tube top and miniskirt is a BAD IDEA, but like it just makes me extra mad when you remember her older and more experienced at Not Getting Pulverized Masters were both in full concealing robes and chest and shoulder and shin armor, so you can’t even pass it off as Jedi not getting hurt as easily.  Her updated outfit was only slightly an improvement because her Masters STILL got at least fully covering robes and arm bracers, while Ahsoka still had her entire back exposed, leg holes exposing valuable arteries and stuff, and a goddam boob window that basically signals “shoot me here”.  Look, I know the animators goofed, and I know how they have learned from it because from Rebels on, they never show her as improperly covered for battle, in the new TCW season both outfits are cute and practical too, but seeing her running around in her red outfits actively impeded and took me out of my watching experience because I was cringing over her having a lack of protection, that it made her that much more vulnerable to injury.

Finally just gotta give a standard raised finger to the Slave Leia Bikini.  Carrie Fisher hated it so I do too.

Alternate title: WHATS WRONG WITH EVERYTHING.

I’m just so fed up with everything right now.  Liberals, conservatives, democrats, republicans, LGBT, activists, BATHROOM BILLS, healthcare, refugee debates, vegans, carnivores... It feels like the entire world has lost its fucking mind.

EVERYTHING is a battle now.  EVERY topic there is a line drawn.  And EVERYONE is being duped into believing they aren’t being duped.

“Rich people have always stayed on top by dividing white people from colored people.” - Bulworth 1998

Except now it’s not just Black vs White.  It’s LGBT vs CIShet.  It’s Feminists vs MRAs.  It’s US vs THEMMMMM... except where it really matters... like rich vs everyone else...

Everyone is so busy fighting each other in this imaginary social war that they don’t see the Generals ™ that are profiting from the quarreling.

I bring this up to point out why almost everyone is wrong in their opinion; their opinions are based in this US vs THEM mentality.  I guarantee you are WRONG if you think the answer to any social issue is simple.  I FUCKING GUARANTEE IT. If you are not a centrist then you are most likely fucking wrong.

Nothing regarding criminal law, civil law, or social law is simple.  There are consequences to EVERY FUCKING DECISION MADE and some of the most FEEL GOOD decisions are the MOST DAMAGING.

I’m just going to start getting into examples to explain my point.

BATHROOM BILL

Feel Good Opinion: Anyone and everyone should be allowed to go into the bathroom they are most comfortable with!!!!

“THEM” Opinion: You are born a man, you are born a woman, you go into the bathroom designated for you!

Reality: It’s not a fucking problem.  Why the fuck do you all want to spend YOUR OWN TAX DOLLARS debating on a fucking bathroom? Why should you be allowing career politicians to control you by forcing this fake social war?  Guess what, in reality no one really fucking cares what bathroom you go into, not after high school anyway and guess what; high schoolers shouldn’t have the right to make political decisions for this country for a reason.  If you think the world is like high school and you’re going to get a swirly for going into the “opposite gender” bathroom then you should also not be allowed to make political decisions.  IN REALITY, women go into men’s bathrooms all the time and men go into women’s bathrooms all the time and 99.99999999999% of the time no one gives a fuck.  Why are you letting yourself get fucking duped into this war?

Consequences of the “feel good”: You’re creating a world for EVERYONE that’s terrifying.  You’re telling stories about how what you feel inside might get you beat up and killed when it isn’t true and now people are terrified to do what they need to do to be happy.  You’re creating the opposite of what you want to achieve by FORCING a war when there was none to begin with.  Guess what?  If this “war” didn’t exist and you never turned it into a hot-button issue no one would give one fuck about what bathroom you went into.

Gun Control

Feel Good Opinion: If we make it harder for people to get guns then it’ll be harder for bad people to get guns! No guns = no gun violence! Lets eliminate gun violence by eliminating guns.

“THEM” Opinion: More guns = more protection! You’re ONLY limiting good people getting guns by strengthening gun control laws!

Reality: Bad people will always get guns.  If you make it harder for good people to get guns via retail/wholesale then you will see a rise in international gun smuggling so the demand can still be met.  Not only that but you might even see a decrease in price for internationally illegally shipped guns because of the increase demand.  If you make it easier for people to get guns then you might see a rise in retail-purchased guns being stolen and used in crimes.  REALITY IS IT ISN’T SIMPLE AND YOU HAVE TO CONSIDER THE CONSEQUENCES.  Reality is our country doesn’t work like other countries and we have to consider what our country needs.  Reality is there will always be murder and violence.  You want to change crime? CHANGE POVERTY.  CHANGE EDUCATION.  CURE THE ILLNESS, DON’T JUST TREAT THE SYMPTOMS.

Consequences of the “feel good”: I stated it before but by continuing to strengthen our gun laws you very well could cause a situation where our illegal market is flooded with untraceable internationally smuggled weapons.  Guns not in our system.  Guns that can’t be traced back to anyone or to multiple crimes.  You very well might get real innocent people fucking murdered because you didn’t consider the ramifications regarding the international economy of illegal gun smuggling.

Healthcare Reform

Feel Good Opinion: EVERYONE has the RIGHT to a healthy life and if they can’t afford a doctor then the government needs to pay for it!  EVERYONE deserves the right to 100% free healthcare!!

“THEM” Opinion: : I’m not going to pay for BOB to eat 100 hamburgers and get a heart attack with my tax dollars!  I’m not going to pay money so that opiate addict can get all the pills they want and then go into rehab because of their own mistakes.  It’s my tax dollars and I’m not going to pay for some woman to have fifteen babies.  Our system is just fine and if you want insurance then you can get a JOB and pay for it like the rest of us!

Reality: In reality I could make a fucking 10,000 word rant on what’s wrong with our healthcare system in the U.S. of A. Again, this isn’t a simple problem.  Being able to AFFORD to see a doctor when you’re sick should be a right.  HOW we enable that is the real question.  Look... your tax dollars ALREADY pay for the people who fall through the healthcare holes.  When someone doesn’t have insurance and wait and wait to see a doctor to the point they have to go to an ER because it’s the only thing they can do... guess who has to pay that bill? You do.  Either through what the insurance company forces you to pay or through your tax dollars.  THAT system is incredibly inefficient and is very very costly to you.  It also kills people.  Wouldn’t it be cheaper to instead allow that person to see a doctor early to prevent a bigger problem? HMMMMMMMM.  However, NOTHING is FREE guys. NOTHING.  If you think the government can just suddenly confetti-rain down healthcare onto the whole of America you’re wrong.  It is an INCREDIBLE MIND BLOWING amount of burden on an already over-burdened system.  Nothing is free.  The real solution is to STOP ARGUING LIKE THIS IS A FUCKING WAR and start LISTENING to each other.  You need to realize that our current system is costing you a shit ton of money but a completely-100% government run healthcare program could potentially be disastrous to our economy as well.  Balance is key.  REALITY is we need to change our entire way of looking at healthcare from the American Disease Model to PREVENTION.  Preventing diabetes is cheaper than treating diabetes.  Preventing influenza is cheaper than treating influenza.  Preventing pregnancy is cheaper than treating pregnancy.  While we’re at it can we get some mother fucking MENTAL health care up in here? GOD DAMN.

Consequences of the “feel good”: You have created a system where doctors are so limited by government law that they can no longer properly care for people.  It’s already happening right now.  You may create a system so over-burdened that our government can’t keep up and it ends up basically becoming bankrupt.  You create a system where people don’t just have a right to healthcare but they think they are ENTITLED to it and live unhealthy lifestyles, damaging lifestyles, because they know the government will just bail them out.

LGBT/Minority/Women’s Rights

Feel Good Opinion: EVERYONE has the right to EVERYTHING that makes them happy and we should make laws to make SURE that everyone has an equal chance at life and to succeed and be happy.

“THEM” Opinion: Everything is fine as it is! You’re complaining about nothing!  Men/Cishet/White people are more oppressed in our society than YOU are!

Reality:

In REALITY in the U.S. we already have a fuck-ton of laws that are aimed to prevent sexism, racism, and all other isms. MAKING LAWS DO NOT INHERENTLY OR AUTOMATICALLY CHANGE THE WAY PEOPLE THINK OR ACT.  You keep wanting to make more and more and more and more changes to our laws to FORCE people to see things you’re way but you fucking CAN’T.  Society can not be FORCED; it can only flow. 

In reality THINGS ARE FUCKED UP ACROSS THE BOARD FOR EVERYONE. Legally AND socially there are fucked up things happening to every sex, gender, and race across the whole world.  In REALITY there is only one real “ism” that exists and that’s classism. Rich people in power want to stay rich people in power... and generally want more money, security and power.  This is reinforced by a system that allows for golden parachutes and tax loopholes to keep rich people rich.  It’s also reinforced by a society where we STILL think rich people are rich because they earned it and poor people are poor because they are lazy.  Wrong.. you’re all wrong.  Some rich people worked for it absolutely, many didn’t.  Some poor people are poor because they are lazy, MANY are not.  When will you fucking realize the real problem is that our government no longer represents us... it represents corporations and wealthy organizations/individuals.  You want to talk about fucking “stay woke”?? WAKE UP YOU FUCKING SHEEP and realize that there’s a bunch of fucking assholes making a fucking KILLING off you arguing about wage gap and BLM and bathroom fucking bills.  God damn this pisses me off because it’s so god damn obvious.

Both sides of your fake SJW war are being fucked in the ass and both sides are blaming the other for how much that ass fucking hurts.

Consequences of the “feel good”: 

Spending millions upon millions of dollars debating things that have already been debated 50-100 years ago and in which laws already exist to protect people.  Creating a society where men are ridiculed and abused and killed because of how they look and what sex they were born as.  Creating a society where people are afraid to defend themselves because their perpetrator is a minority, female, or LGBT.  Creating a  society that listens to the loudest cryer and not the soundest of mind.

Oh.  That’s right.  You’ve already created that society.

Good fucking job.  I hope you’re enjoying this dystopia you’ve created because I am sure as fuck am not.

Pt3 but with this behaviour and this ego and the mentality that he is irréplaceable he will be nothing and his career will end up like ronaldinho's! Really most of cules are done with this drama and behaviour and trust if he continues this way he better leaves 😥😥

I only have this part… sorry. 

Anonymous said:why rafinha doesnt interfere in this issue and talk with ney and make him stay ? i am pretty sure he can solve this issue

Many people within the team have talked to him so??? Second Rafa can only give him advice. The decision is with Ney and clearly he doenst know what he wants. 

Anonymous said:The spat with Nelson doesn’t worry me as much as the fact that Neymar walked out of training. They are not allowed to do that just like that??? was the near the end, did he come back? I don’t see him just walking out of training if he doesn’t feel like there wont be consequences anyway. i feel like he’s already out so at that point he was like fuck it,…

I have no idea… These last couple of days he trained normally and came across as wanting to give his all. (Also according to journalists). 

Anonymous said:is neymar going to china a good thing or a bad thing? (ex if he goes it means he’s more likely to stay?)Anonymous said:i’m confused, what is Ctrip?

I have no idea if it’s positive or not… I think it means we will have to wait longer for a I stay or I go… 

It’s China trip. 

Anonymous said:by the way, the bleacher app with its fucking delayed notifications is driving me nuts like i need to be even more stressed over this whole thing.. i read in a browser something about psg scheduled to go thru with it on monday. then 2 hrs later bleacher app pings on my phone that psg are signing him on monday and for a split second my heart stops im thinking wait is it confirmed now from multiple sources is it really truly happening?!?!?! fml neymarAnonymous said:i so feel you… i said yesterday that i will try to take a few days off of neymar ‘news’ but i cant.. apparently i am a masochist.

Yeah I have no idea why people like that damn app so much. Its so fucking late with almost everything… pff. After this bs is over I’m gonna delete it immediately! 

Yeah. it’s like you dont wanna read more shit, yet you can’t stop reading it… 

Anonymous said:I’m so sad right now ):Anonymous said:As per what thiago silva said ney is off to paris its a done deal.

Anonymous said:So Thiago’s post confirms that his leaving 😔😢….. called it so much for staying positiveI know… I mean of course he has to fucking say something… pfff. Anonymous said:i love neymar so muchAnonymous said:It’s not Semendo but Semedo.Anonymous said:Lmfao. Tebas is an asshole, and his complain will not even be heard.

Ohhh! I will change it! Thankyou. 

Well we all know how Tebas can be so I’m sure that if he files something he himself will make sure he’s heard. Because like he said today P$G does it with barca but tomorrow they can do it with RMA or Atleti if they dont get stopped. 

I hope he files it and break them! BREAK THEMMMMM!

Anonymous said:i don’t think what thiago says really gives us an answe maybe he means the decision? like if he says no or yes the whole world will be talking about it? even though everyone clearly is.

Yeah it could mean a yes or no go, but I mean… I have no idea. I think we all agree that it doesn’t look good and that he’s very close to going away… 

Anonymous said:i still have feeling that he gonna stay he wont leave davi in barca and go he is gonna stay

I hope so… I really hope so… 

Anonymous said:If it goes down to negotiations i hope Barcelona is smart and does that properly rather then just give neymar away. If he is going through negotiations then we should definitely have huge benefits from itAnonymous said:Ney most probably wont play tomorrow but it wud be cos reports from barca camp suggest its valverde’s punishment to him for actions also he didn’t join the training back again immediately but later had come but was sent off by the coach again as a part of punishment. Now its all news reports whether to trust it or not is upto you:)

I hope Barca doenst negotiate at all! 222 million and not a euro less! Not a 140 + Verratti. Just his release clause and nothing less. Fuck them. You have the money so give it! I couldnt give a fuck if they get in trouble over it! I hope so! 

They can CHOKE!

I presume he will play. I dont think they would leave him out as he’s all over the promo posters. 

There's a boy

Who wants to be with me but doesn’t understand why I won’t hold his hand. Doesn’t really get why I won’t kiss him.

I spent a year being abused and another few months being treated like a body who was inconvenient in every way unless I was naked, or being blamed and shamed for my own insecurities. This is not how you treat or date a victim of abuse. Quick public announcement to my ex: fuck you.

Jesse used to touch me in an obligatory “I should be touching you” way. Every time, I could feel the absence of any emotional connection or positive emotional feeling when he touched me. It felt purely physical. And that emptiness, that hollowness to me as a person that it made me feel, I don’t ever want to feel again. Even Conor’s using me felt better than that. Jesse, you look down on him so badly but at least he never treated me how you did. Said the things you did. Fuck, you’ll never really understand what you did wrong and I’m not willing to sit here and explain.

I do not want to feel that again. I don’t want to be told I’m loved and treated like I’m not. I don’t want to be used. I don’t want to be abused again. I don’t want to be talked down to. I don’t want to be hurt when they don’t understand my depression and treat me the way gabby or jesse did. I don’t want to be blamed for my insecurities when someone’s behavior towards me has been perpetuating them. I don’t want to get feelings for someone because come winter time it all turns to shit anyway. That’s when the abuse got heavy and that’s when things got really bad with jesse because I need to be able to talk and he wouldn’t talk to me. I don’t want to go through a break up three years in a row in the same season. I don’t want to keep feeling like it’s my fault. I don’t want to keep feeling unlovable. Obligatory. Inconvenient. Unloved.

I don’t want another relationship that lasts a month. But also, no one has ever been able to stay with me through the winter. So there’s no point. I’m not okay enough, I’m not ready.

Also, slightly different topic since this is my post and I can do whatever I want.

I like the way he treats me. Gently and respectfully. It’s so so nice. I told him I didn’t want to hold his hand. The next time we hung out, we accidentally kinda held it and he adjusted his hand to just be slightly touching the top of mine. I really appreciated it.

But when it comes to sex I can be so aggressive; I get off on a super dominant man and a super submissive woman type of sexual relationship. I’m hardcore into role play and aggressive shit like spanking and biting and scratching and verbal degrading. But outside the bedroom I want nothing of that. Sometimes I do but not if it interferes with how genuine our non-sexual relationship is. I do not want to be scared of men again and I can’t date another guy who helps me become more scared of them. Also he’s skinny and I told myself I would never have sex with a skinny white guy again. I know that sex complicates a relationship for me. But also I’m not a person who can have a sexless relationship, so what do I do???

[i haven’t had loving sex in so long. I like my kink stuff but jesse wasn’t good at being loving in bed, I miss it a lot.]

Kissing is so intimate. Soooo intimate in my opinion. And I know that if I really kissed someone, I’d be ALLLLLL OVEERRRR THEMMMMM and again, I’m trying to keep sex out of this. So that’s frustrating. And then once I have sex with them it’s like, I just can’t get enough. All I wanna do is make sexual faces and rub their thigh in just the right spot and brush my hand or ass against the crotch of their pants to bother them. Or so many other things. Sex like.. consumes my fucking thoughts. Am I a lowkey sex addict? That would be interesting.

Okay I’m gonna go cuz idk what to say anymore

Oh wait one more thing This boy is covered in tats tho and that’s hella hot Also he has a great smile and that’s hella hot Also he’s 6 foot and that’s hella hot And he was a massive stoner and doesn’t mind me smoking but he’s super sober now and he’s been through shit and he has a genuine level of depth to him. First person like this I’ve met in a while. Also he’s 21. Okay bye.

Edit: 3/8/17 That biiiiitttcccchhhh doesn't know what "no" means. 😂 I told him I wasn't interested, said I just wanted to be friends, he asked to hang out and kept trying to cuddle me n shit and kept making his hands wander and I kept telling him "I'm literally doing nothing to provoke this. You are doing this to yourself". I was in pjs, no makeup, watching criminal minds intensely Jesus fuck. Boys are stupid. But lemme tell you about these girls 👀