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coexistentialism · 8 months

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I've talked about these things a lot on this blog, so a lot of this might be repeated things I've talked about before, but I've always said that I've described my experiences as "identity hyperfixations", where I latch onto things, even just Words that I find myself really liking, and an "identity" is "created" based around that Thing.

For some examples from my personal experiences!:

A lot of the time, these "identity hyperfixations" involve me latching onto media, particularly whatever current media we may or may not be interested in in the moment.

There's a game called Stray Gods: the Roleplaying Musical (pls play it omg pls-nJFNDSK). We were very attached to that game for a while when it came out and we found out about it. We particularly grew attached to the character Calliope and for about maybe 2 weeks or so? I thought about using the name Calliope at times, and I painted my nails yellow to match the color of her nails in the game. I wanted to dress like her and overall you can see where this is all going lmfao

Or recently where we were very attached to Splatoon (it's our main special interest, but the way we feel, play, and interact with the game and fandom and such online differs per parts!!) and 'I' identified as an octoling and just thought of myself with the name Octo, mostly as a placeholder because I couldn't think of anything better, but I grew to like it lmfao. Ofc I am always interested in Splatoon, but recently I was just much more interested in it and particularly interested in specific aspects and such, even ended up creating another blog, a Splatoon-centered blog that also functions as a sort of vent/DID-related blog (it's @annaki-octo if anyone wants to check it out lol)

You can, again, see where this is going. Incoming long post. Because I can never make a short post lmfao

I should also mention that, in the past, I often wouldn't actually ever use a different name, and I still don't, but I've more recently been doing that for a bit now because we're starting to get used to it and be okay with it and honestly it's been beneficial. But yeah, most of my life, I usually didn't outright actually use any separate names outwardly with people, and didn't even really realize that I was choosing different names for myself in the first place because I thought that I was just creating characters. And if I DID end up outwardly using a different name, it was excused as me choosing a different name because I'm trans or making up a "fake online pseudonym" for "privacy" reasons. It has never been any different to me than creating a character. It's still not.

This is basically EXACTLY what my experience is like, day-to-day/week-to-week/month-to-month.

They never really last long, and a new "identity hyperfixation" quickly follows, while the other one dies out.

And it usually goes like this, in the image above (it might be hard to read, sorry lol, but I'm describing it anyways so dw):

--- Concepts/ideas/etc. Pop Up Into My Brain:

May be thinking about the idea of using a different name

May be really invested in a new, or "re-new'd" interest (as in: something I liked in the past and I am now interested in it again after a long period of disinterest)

May prefer certain gendered terminology (or no, or different 'gendered' terminology), for example, boyfriend/girlfriend/partner (or something/anything else)

May prefer certain pronouns over others, and/or may struggle to know what kind of pronouns I like

May be thinking about changing our icon to something different than before (on Discord, Tumblr, etc.)

May be thinking about creating a new Tumblr side blog (with or without a ""fake name attached to it, definitely not an alter :)"" spoiler alert: it's usually an alter lmfao)

May or may not think about what it would be like the have a particular physical attribute(?), not sure how to word this lol, like I'll think about how I wished my hair looked a certain way, or sometimes if it's possible, I might actually do something to change my physical appearance somehow, even if it's just wearing a specific clothing piece, but sometimes it can be like with my Calliope example where I paint my nails a particular color, or I actually dye or cut my hair, etc... The possibilities can be endless and can even be much bigger changes, such as alters making the decision to go on HRT.

--- An 'Identity' Begins to 'Solidify'

May have found a name, or a 'placeholder name' to use

May like using a specific icon (on Tumblr, on Discord, etc.) or icons, or may like using icons with a common theme/visual appearance/etc. (such as using icons that feature the color blue a lot, or using icons of a specific character, etc.)

May become much more self-aware and confident in their existence

May or may not have created a new side blog, with or without a particular name attached to that blog

--- An 'Identity' Diminishes; start from the beginning

May no longer care for, or like, the previous name(s) or placeholder(s) names that we may have chosen

May no longer care for, or like, the previous icon(s) we used, the Tumblr blog(s) we may or may not have made, etc.

For as long as I can remember, this has been my experience with DID - or at least, NOW I understand that it's been DID all along.

And the cycle continues.

Nothing really ever "comes back." It's just "new" "identity" after "new" "identity" after "new" "identity" for me, day in and day out, week-to-week, month-to-month.

Not sure how to close off this post, but yeah lmfao

#my posts #actuallydid #actuallyosdd #polyfrag system #polyfragmented did #complex did #polyfrag did #polyfragmented system

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project-sekai-facts · 10 months

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I'm curious about the autism HC/Fanon's for different characters. I know there's a few characters that are commonly mentioned to have autistic characteristics (Ichika, like all of wxs ect) but I do wonder how many characters could have parallels or things about them which would suggest autism or similar neurodivergence. Would love an in depth (or slightly in depth) look into this.

Sincerely, an autistic fan who sees herself in way too many characters

Full disclosure that I am not autistic. At least I don’t think I am. So I’ll try to do an overview but feel free to correct / add anything.

Rui is very coded as autistic. I want to do a full post on this one day (currently in the process of translating some magazine “interviews”), but to give a quick rundown: he infodumps a lot (there is a card of him doing this), his interest in engineering and platypuses easily reads like a special interest, he has difficulty processing, understanding, and occasionally expressing his own emotions despite being able to read other people well, he is sensitive to textures and tastes in food (he dislikes fruit that tastes like vegetables, like melon or cucumber), list goes on. Also other people have constantly called him weird and isolated him for this, which is a thing that happens to a lot of neurodivergent people. Revival my dream touches on this a lot so I suggest reading the flashback chapters in that event.

Toya as well is another character who I think is autistic-coded, and I see this pointed out by the fandom a lot. I made a post about the fact that he is sensitive to textures in food a while ago and most people tagged it saying that he was autistic lol. Also the fact that he isn’t good at expressing emotions on his face earlier on in the game reminds me a lot of Rina from Love Live who is pretty much agreed upon to be autistic. Oh and then there’s his habit of staring and not picking up on social cues. So a lot to back up this one as well.

Shiho is one I see brought up a lot too. Iirc the main reasons I’ve seen pointed out are her more direct way of speaking that can come off as mean when she isn’t trying to sound that way, lack of a filter (ties into the last point), as well as her intrest in music that could read like a special interest. Also like Rui people tended to keep their distance from her because they thought she was cold and unkind even though she isn’t.

Also as I was writing this, multiple people said that Ichika is autistic in the tags of her birthday post so yeah that’s something. I’m guessing because her interest in Miku could be read as a special interest, as well as her general awkwardness in social situations and overthinking.

For me personally, I’ve always read Emu as having ADHD but I could understand why people might read her as autistic or both as well.

Other than Rui and probably Toya and Shiho I’m not sure how much of any coding was intentional, or whether it happens to be that you can read it that way, but there’s no harm in seeing yourself in a character and coming up with headcanons. This isn’t the greatest post about neurodivergent coding in prsk and I’ve definitely seen better ones in the tag but I hope this helps a bit.

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shingetsu-online · 6 months

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☆*WELCOME TO MY SPECIAL HELL*☆

☆ Hello, I'm Hugh. I'm a person who draws and plays videogames for fun, with a keen interest in analysis and psychology, and I enjoy the process of modding video game consoles. Welcome to my blog, shingetsu-online! ~.^*☆ ☆ text dividers by @cafekitsune ☆

☆*^.~ABOUT THE DUDE IN CHARGE~.^*☆

☆ My name is Hugh, though I also go by Crescendo, Shingetsu, & Hyuu. My pronouns are He/They, and I am a transmasc demiboy who is gay, cinthean, demiromantic, & a sex-repulsed asexual. I'm 13 years old, so do please try to keep my boundaries in mind! I'm part of a system, and my headmates Drayton & Chai may pop up on here and make posts of their own. If you want to refer to us collectively, call us the Blue Raspberry Collective or the Hyacinth Hivemind. I am WaningCrescendo on A03, though I haven't posted anything on there yet! Please do not repost my art without permission or credit.

☆*^.~INTERESTS / FANDOMS~.^*☆

☆ My major hyperfixations are in blue & bold text, so I'll post about them more often than others.

☆ POKEMON (Generations 5, 7, 8, & 9 mostly. I also enjoy the gen 8/9 DLC campaigns. Mostly the games, though I have read a bit of PokeSpe. I do not post about the animes.)

☆ A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS (Both the books & the live-action series adaptation.)

☆ MIITOPIA (Both for Nintendo Switch & 3DS, I've played through the Switch port several times & I recently started the 3DS version!)

☆ ACE ATTORNEY (I've seen playthroughs for the entire main trilogy & the Investigations games, I am currently playing through Apollo Justice, & I have finished The Great Ace Attorney's 3DS English fan-slation, and I am trying to get the Chronicles so I can play Resolve! Don't worry about spoiler for the mainline 6 games & the Investigations games, but I am trying to play TGAA as spoiler-free as possible.)

☆ RHYTHM THIEF (I have played through the entirety of the main story! Also Charlie Vergier is transmasc & anyone who she/her's him is dead to me. /lh)

☆ RHYTHM HEAVEN & WARIOWARE (I classify these 2 together since they are heavily linked together! For Rhythm Heaven, my favorite games are Rhythm Heaven DS & Megamix, and for WarioWare, I like Smooth Moves, Move It!, Touched!, & Gold!)

☆ YOUR TURN TO DIE (I have played up to Chapter 3-1B!)

☆ THE WORLD ENDS WITH YOU (I have NEO for my Switch, I have seen the anime, and I have the original DS game via emulation!)

☆ NINTENDO CONSOLE MODDING & HOMEBREW (I have watched so many videos on 3ds modding & Homebrew applications. I have modded my New 3DS XL and I am open to any questions concerning the process! I am trying to make a custom theme for it!)

☆ COOKIE RUN (Both Kingdom & OvenBreak!)

☆ TOMODACHI LIFE (I have the game for my 3DS! I am a firm Tomodachi Life Switch Port believer!!)

☆ NEEDY GIRL OVERDOSE/NEEDY STREAMER OVERLOAD (I have seen playthroughs!)

☆ GUILTY GEAR (I don't post much about it anymore, sadly. I just really like Bedman.)

☆ SPLATOON (I have 2, Octo Expansion, & 3. I am working on getting the DLCs soon!)

☆ ONE PIECE (I just watch the anime, & I've been stuck on the Water 7 arc for months now. I know most of the spoilers, so I don't mind.)

☆ PROJECT SEKAI (I haven't played since November or so, I just post about Wonderlands X Showtime & RuiKasa a lot. It's just mostly Tsukasa Tenma.)

☆ ALIEN STAGE (Nothing much to say, I've seen up to Round 6 & I just really like Luka's Sweet Dream cover & Hyuna in general. Oh yeah & IvanTill.)

☆ HAIKYUU!! (My friend dragged me into the Haikyuu!! hellhole. I'm very early in the show, & I mainly just dub over it with my friends for fun.)

☆ SUPER MARIO BROS. SERIES (I pretty much grew up on NSMBWii. I also like Paper Mario Color Splash, Mario & Luigi: Bowser's Inside Story, & Super Mario 3D World, though I've only seen playthoughs for Color Splash & 3D World. I'm playing Bowser's Inside Story!)

☆ THERE IS NO GAME (I have played Wrong Dimension & the original Construct Jam entry!)

☆*^.~SIDEBLOGS~.^*☆

☆ These are blogs I run aside from my main, and their activity relies on interactions and whatnot. My most active sideblogs are in blue & bold text.

☆ @uva-academy-vio - Pokemon Violet Protag OC RP blog.

☆ @tenmadontyouknow - Pokemon Blueberry Academy OC RP blog.

☆ @bbleague-crispin - Crispin Pokemon IRL RP blog.

☆ @furiousjasper - Pokemon Shield protagonist/gym leader OC RP blog.

☆ @flygon-is-birds - Pokemon Blueberry Academy OC RP blog.

☆ @thecolorofbede - Bede Pokemon IRL RP blog.

☆ @hughnova - Hugh (BW2) Pokemon IRL RP blog.

☆ @sour-herba-sandwiches - Arven Pokemon IRL RP blog.

☆ @magnolia-assistante - Sina (XY) Pokemon IRL RP blog.

☆ @springing-spiccato - Splatoon Side Order RP/Ask blog.

☆ @twokantonianlawyers - Pokemon IRL RP 'faller' Blog of Ryuunosuke & Kazuma from TGAA, ran by my headmates Ryuu and Asougi!

☆ Other blogs not listed here are VERY inactive or they're personal.

☆*^.~THINGS TO KNOW~.^*☆

☆ Hey!! Here are some things to be aware of when interacting with me, so keep these in mind if you can!!

☆ I have a poor memory, but I'll try my best to remember things like when to use tone indicators or people's preferred pronouns.

☆ Please do not send me any interactions regarding/revolving around Friday Night Funkin'. It is incredibly triggering for me, and I would prefer it if you do NOT talk to me about it.

☆ Please don't send weird asks. Seriously, please be normal about this. I'm a freaking minor.

☆ Please don't advertise stuff in my inbox either. It's become a huge problem and it bothers me a lot.

☆ I block people freely, meaning that if they post a lot of something I'm uncomfortable with, I'll block them.

☆ Although I'm a sex-repulsed ace, I make sexual jokes from time to time, but it's usually just something like "that's what she said", penis jokes, or something similar.

☆ I have poor anger management, and I snap easily, so be wary.

☆ I try to avoid mention of politics as much as I can.

☆ I'm protective of headcanons so much to the point where it gets annoying FAST. That being said, most headcanons of mine align with my own identity, such as Crispin from Pokemon being gay and transmasc. However, I'm NOT going to attack people because my headcanons don't align with theirs and vice versa.

☆ That being said, I post a lot of shippy stuff, mostly revolving around said headcanons.

☆ I ship OC x Canon. Don't like it? Feel free to block me and move on.

☆ I'm in a system, and occasionally, one of my headmates will post on here instead of their own blog / our system blog, so if something seems different with me, just know that it's one of my headmates posting or goofing off.

☆*^.~DNI LIST~.^*☆

☆ If you apply to any of the below, please don't interact with me or any of my posts.

☆ Basic DNI criteria.

☆ Queerphobic people, including aphobes, TERFs, or SWERFs.

☆ NSFW/Minors DNI/NSFT blogs.

☆ Proshippers/Comshippers/"Anti-Antis".

☆ Zionists/People who support Israel.

☆ Conservatives & supporters of Elon Musk.

☆ Anyone who I block. Don't try & find a way around it.

☆*^.~TAG LIST~.^*☆

☆ Information on the tags I use on my posts.

☆ #shingetsu online - My general posting tag, all of the posts I make myself are tagged with this, but reblogs don't.

☆ #ask hugh - Like the one above, but this one's for asks.

☆ #hugh art tag - Tag I use for my artwork.

☆ #hugh oc tag - Posts that involve my OCs / Original Characters.

☆ #hugh's horrible hall of fame - Posts that involve me that I deem important. Usually it's just shenanigans.

☆ #i think my money is gay - Posts with Jay Eazy. It's usually just Megaman memes.

☆ #theatre of pain - Video posts, usually tagged this way for saving/archival purposes.

☆ #fav - My favorites tag. It's either important stuff or just funny stuff.

☆ #funnies - Memes / funny videos that I like.

☆ #save - Usually important stuff / references.

☆ #musik - Posts with music / that are music centered.

☆ #chefboy - Posts that include Crispin from Pokemon.

☆ #toothpaste boy - Posts that include Drayton from Pokemon.

☆*^.~USERBOX TIME!!!!~.^*☆

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ask-fgod · 6 months

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The Plan Ink and Dream work on a plan to get rid of Error, once and for all.

It was funny, actually.

Ink was the one to usually call these meetings, for one reason or another.

The Star Council was big. Very big.

Huge? Gigantic? One of those words fit.

But this time, he found Dream being the one to call the meeting.

Surprising and exciting! Dream was usually kind of shy and never really took the lead himself, so it's good to see him coming out of his shell.

Though, he didn't know what the meeting was about, exactly…

Well! He’s at the main seat of the table right now, big enough to fit hundreds of characters, so he's about to find out.

But as per usual, everyone is chattering. He can't get their attention like this!

Ink looks to Dream, to see if his friend is going to do anything.

…Nope. Dream looks anxious and small, looking side to side as if trying to figure out what to do. He must not be ready to do something that big yet.

In all fairness, Dream wasn't really an attention-grabber. But Ink was. And this situation has happened before, actually.

It happens every time, come to think of it.

So, Ink does what he always does.

He jumps onto the table, cups his mouth, and yells for everyone to shush.

“Hey guys! Quiet down now! Meeting is a go!!!” Ink shouts.

Gradually, one by one, everyone’s voices come to a quiet. Still standing on the table (and not intending to move until it's Dream’s turn to speak) he claps his hands.

“Okayyy everybody! Sans, Sans, Papyrus, Sans, this is a very special meeting we have today.” Multiple voices mutter questions, but Ink continues with a shout.

“Hey! No talking until it's your turn, buds!” Everyone quiets now, hopefully for the last time. “For one of the first times ever, Dream has called this meeting!”

Ink points at Dream, as the other blushes in embarrassment. “Everyone say hi!”

Like students in a school assembly, everyone responds with a “hi Dream”. Jumping off the table onto his seat, he lets Dream take the stand.

At least that's what he would’ve done, but Dream doesn't move. So, he nudges him to get his attention.

“Pssst, Dream, it's your turn bud.” He loudly whispers. Blushing harder in response, he finally stands up.

“I, uh, I’ve called this meeting today to, uhm, uh, deal with some current issues.” Dream states, as loud as he can.

Oooh, interesting. Current issues.

But, the crowd mutters still, one person in the back shouting about how they can't hear. Ink rolls his eyes at their rudeness and hands Dream one of those echo microphones (You know, like the ones made for kids).

“A- As I was saying…” He continues, into the kiddy-mic this time. “We… We are here today to t- tackle current issues at hand. As y- you may know, Error-”

The crowd yells at the name. Sighing in annoyance, Ink jumps onto the table yet again and yells. “EVERYONE SHUT IT! DREAM IS MY ABSOLUTE BEST FRIEND EVER AND IF YOU SPEAK OVER HIM AGAIN, ALL OF YOU ARE KICKED OUT OF THE COUNCIL FOR GOOD!!! GOT IT?!”

That seemed to shut everyone up. At least, for now. But for good measure, Ink decides to sit on the table this time.

“You can continue, Dream.” He grins at his stated absolute best friend ever, who is now blushing so hard you can barely see the bags under his eyes.

“I- I… Yeah! Error has… he… uh… he has been a problem for a v- very long time. M- More than a millennia has he been d- destroying universes, with no stop.” Ink quirks a bone-brow at this. Yes, they all know this, but why is he bringing this up?

Thinking to himself, he watches as he speaks.

“H- He took away m- my brother, and has been hurting others a- as well. That's why… why I…” He sees Dream’s hands shake, so nudges him gently as affirmation.

Dream inhales… and exhales. “That's why I- I want to make a plan to get rid of him once and for all.”

Huh?

What?

The crowd seems to have the same reaction, albeit for a different reason. A gasp is heard from all hundreds of them, nearly in unison.

“How are we going to do that?”

“Isn't that what we’ve been trying to do all this time?”

“Why ‘get rid of’? Is he really too shy to say ‘kill’?”

Multiple on multiple of voices mix into one chattery mess as Dream stares dumbfounded, not knowing what to do.

Despite his hestatance on where this is going, Ink makes a grabby hand gesture at him, and is handed the mic over.

Okay… what would get their attention the most?

Oh, that's it!

“Cover your ears, bud.” He smiles at his friend, who concernedly does just that.

He screeches into the microphone, shouting various sounds that a normal monster wouldn't be able to make. But Ink isn't a monster, and he's very proud of that fact.

Ink is a god, and he wants them to be aware of that fact.

Aware of the fact that they've pissed off a god, and now that said god is shouting various nonsense at them until they shut up.

At first, the crowd was loud. They shouted at him to stop, but to no avail. Eventually, they quiet, too focused on covering their ears to say anything.

Not like they could hear what they were trying to say, anyways. Ink really was just that loud.

He throws the microphone back at Dream, who shakes his head to stop the ringing in his ears.

“S- Sorry for-” Ink nudges him. He is not sorry, and he shouldn't be either is what Ink’s telling him. “A- Ahem. A- As I was saying… W- We’ve been trying to figure out how to get rid of Error for so long, and I- I think I’ve finally figured out how.”

Oh yeah. H- He’s thought of something. Something to help get rid of Error.

Hopefully it isn't anything big. If it is, he has to play along until he and Dream can have a one-on-one and talk.

…He’s probably going to do that with him, anywho…

Ink knows that he needs Error. To keep on going, to keep on creating, he needs Error to exist and do his job.

If only he just played along, it’d make this way easier.

Listening to him continue, he watches with anticipation. “W- We know he's susceptible to regular attacks, although… although more than a normal monster. S- So, it may s- sound silly, but… what if we hit him with a- all of our attacks?”

The crowd mutters to itself, quieter to avoid a repeat of what just happened before. He can't tell what the crowd thinks, and Dream’s reaction isn't helping.

Usually it was obvious what everyone thought because of him! Dream felt happy when they were happy, sad when they were sad, and overwhelmed when they were angry.

Dream never really got angry, unless it was something serious.

Speaking of him, he isn't doing anything, just standing there nervously. So, he steps in yet again.

Ink stands up, not taking the microphone as it isn't needed considering his voice’s volume. “Okay, okay, so. Dream has an idea, and you guys seem mixed on it. So this is what we’ll do.”

Summoning two blobs of paint, in one hand he forms two large boxes, and in the other he forms several small stacks of paper.

“One of these boxes…” He places the first on one side of the table, and scribbles a ‘yes’ on it. “Is the box for people who like Dream’s idea. The other…” Scribbling a ‘no’ on the second, he places it on the other side. “Is for those who are against.”

Everyone begins to get up, but Ink gestures at them to stop. “Hey, hey, hey now. I didn't say go yet. Me and my bestie are gonna step aside for a moment. Write your reasons why you voted on each paper before you place it in, ok?”

Dream looks to Ink, tilting his head in confusion. “C’mon Dream, let's go somewhere private, ‘kay?”

Ink jumps off the table, and gestures at everyone to begin as Dream follows him away.

The two sit in a room, specifically Ink’s. The council hall doubled as both of their homes, so it wasn't surprising when Ink was able to get here so quickly.

He knew this place like the back of his hand. Left turn across that path led into the dining hall. Right turn then left led to the garden.

The council stood on an island in the direct middle of the doodlesphere. Ink made sure not to create any universes nearby, as to keep this place safe.

…To call it something like a council hall was Dream’s idea. If Ink had it his way, it’d be called something like ‘Ink’s fun mansion of cool’. But, alas…

“D- Did I do anything wrong?” Oh right, why he’s here in the first place. Dream.

Rubbing the back of his skull nervously, Ink shrugs. “It was kinda surprising, but… it's fine! I just have a few questions.”

In all honesty, it wasn't fine. But he’ll figure out a plan when the votes are counted. Not now. Later .

Stars that's going to be a pain. Counting the votes, he means. He could just lie about the amount when he gets to it, but…

Ink looks at Dream’s nervous face. No, he couldn't lie about that to his friend. He couldn't.

“Questions?” Dream mimics, voice soft.

Ink nods in response. “Yep! Like… why didn't you come to me first about the idea? I would've been all for it, you know.”

Part of that was honest. He was curious about why he wasn't told, especially given what kind of person Dream is. But, he wasn't really keen on the idea, so he's not sure what he would've done if he did communicate.

“I…” Fiddling with his gloves, Dream nervously speaks. “I just… wantedtomakeyouproud.”

“Wassat you said?”

“I- I…”

“I’m not gonna get mad at you, Dream.” Ink insists. “You can say what you wanna around me, I promise. So spit it outtt.”

“O- Okay… I just felt like if I- I did something as important as this for you, you’d be proud of me! I- I know it's silly, but… I just wanted to see you smile because of something I did.” He finally responds.

Oooh… He doesn't really get that, but ok. He means, he doesn't really get why Dream would want to make him proud. Is he not showing off that he's proud enough of his friend?

“Hey Dream.” The other jolts up in response at Ink’s call. “Guess what?”

“Huh?”

Ink leans over, and wraps his arms around the shoulders of his friend. “I’m already proud of you, bud! You already make me smile! You’re doing enough, I promise!”

His friend’s (no, crush’s) body wrapped around him, Dream places his head on Ink’s shoulder as he is embraced. Face flushed with a bright blush, he too embraces him, but for different reason.

He doesn't want to see Dream upset if the votes are against him. He doesn't want him to feel disappointed, either. But if they are…

Stars, he doesn't know what he’d do. For either scenario, actually!

But he has to do something, either or.

Ugh, how irritating.

Hopefully he’ll figure out what to do soon.

Ink looks over the boxes, him now in the council’s meeting room. Him and Dream had walked over here, and now it was time to check the votes.

Both boxes' insides were covered shut, so nobody could tell which option was more favored. It didn't stop the council members from talking amongst themselves about the choices, but there was nothing that could've been done about that.

Well, there was, Ink could've told them to not discuss it, but he didn't think of that! There were and still more urgent things to do at the moment!

“Okay everyone!” Ink jumps onto the table, like before, like how he always does. “We’ve all counted our votes, yeah? Last call for those who haven't!”

Looking down at everyone, Ink spots a few people scattering to the front of the table. Sighing in annoyance, he shakes his head in disapproval.

“C’mon guys. Knight, Count.” He points down at the two Sanses, amongst a handful of others. “The rest of you! I gave everyone like, I dunno, an hour? More than an hour? You should be ashamed.”

One of the variants speaks up, the previously mentioned Count. “We ran out of paper, Ink.”

“W- Wasn't that huge pile enough?” Dream stutters out.

Another person responds, crossing their arms. Ink forgot who this one was, but they look like an Underfell variant. “No, it clearly wasn't! We had to go to the printer and cut up the copying paper, and we still didn't have enough!”

“Ok, ok, stop it with the sass!” Ink spills some ink onto the table, and separates and forms into one pile of printer paper, and another pile of paper to vote with.

He points at their secretary sitting at the table. “Sec, c’mere.”

Sec, full name Secretary, rushes over into the group of to-be voters. Ink points at the papers for the printer. “You gotta put these up, alright. In the printer, ok?”

Sec nods, and rushes out to do his assigned job.

Ink claps loudly, and looks at the group of hundreds gathered around the table. “Okay! While those few who haven't done so put in their votes, let's summarize this meeting and close! Dream, you take the stand.”

Handing the kiddy-mic over to Dream, Ink sits down as his friend begins to speak.

“O- Okay! As we all know, we gathered here today to vote on a plan to defeat Error for good. The majority of you have voted o- on what you think we should do, a- and…” Dream looks to the side, as if he's trying to figure out what else to say.

It’s understandable for him to not know what to say next, not much happened at this meeting. Ink takes over, seeing his friend is having issues.

“Tomorrow or the day after, depending on how long it takes us to count, we’ll come to a conclusion on what we should do. But for now, the meeting is dismissed!” Ink finishes.

As the table disperses, he looks to Dream and to the boxes.

“So, Dream…” He says. “Ready to count?”

Two hundred… two hundred and one… two hundred and two…

Counting the pile that's for the plan, Ink sits next to Dream. Dream is sitting there, counting the much smaller pile of votes against the plan.

Much smaller is an understatement. It was way tinier than that.

Figures.

He opens one of the folded up voting papers. It reads:

“Yeah, I don't understand why we hadn't thought of this earlier. My vote is a yes, in case this somehow ended up in the wrong box.”

Welp, if they knew the reason then they'd do a buncha stupid stuff and be mean to him. And maybe even Dream.

Yeah, him and Dream. He doesn't want that.

Okay. Paper number two hundo three. He opens this one also, feeling his curiosity overwhelm him.

“Better late than never! Hope this works!”

Ugh, it better not. Ink was glad he doesn't recognize any of these people's handwriting, because…

Nevermind, they’d surely catch on if he did that.

He leans over toward Dream, who's counting his own votes, and seemingly reading each one.

Which is a lot, even though his portion to count is way smaller.

Ink squints at his friend. Dream has a sad expression on his face, as if discouraged.

“Soooo… how many have you counted, bud?” He asks.

Dream looks over at him shyly. “Uh… I’m almost done, but fifty or so? It’s nothing compared to how many you have left.”

That's right, isn't it? Looking at the pile of votes he hasn't counted, it looks to be a couple more hundred or so.

“Eh, it's nothing.” Ink shrugs, mentally counting a few more ballots in his grasp. Two hundred four… two hundred five… two hundred six… “It’ll get done eventually. Though…”

“Though…?” Dream tilts his head.

“You look down in the dumps, my friend! What's bothering you?” He questions.

Opening up another ballot to read, Dream sighs. “They're just saying a lot of bad things about me… I’m starting to question if this was even the right call.”

A big part of Ink wants so badly to say yes, this was a bad call, we should just throw this idea away, but…

This was one of the first ideas Dream had on his own. At least, the first idea he brought up to the council. He can't let his friend feel bad because his first time speaking up went poorly.

“In the papers? C’mon…” Making grabby hands at Dream, he gestures at him to hand one over. “Gimme!”

On his cue, Dream hands him the paper. Reading it, Ink frowns at what it has to say.

“I don't like the idea of murdering someone, even to save the multiverse. I thought Dream was the guardian of positivity, but there's nothing positive about this!”

Ah. That would be discouraging.

He hands the paper back to Dream. “I say screw em’. This whole deal is for a good cause, isn't it?”

“Yes, but…” The other trails off.

Ink repeats. “But…?”

Dream doesn't respond.

“C’mon bud, surely not all of them are bad? Some of mine are encouraging, look!” Digging through his pile, he picks up a paper and reads it aloud to him.

“Ahem… this one reads, ‘I am so glad we're finally doing this. At least, if this side of the vote wins. This is a wonderful idea! I hope it works so we don't have to worry anymore about the multiverse dying out!’” He says, looking up to Dream after he finishes.

Dream moves his hand to read another one of his own votes, but Ink stops him.

“Hey. Look at this one.” He shuffles through his own pile, and picks up a weirdly folded up paper. Sticking his hands through the folds, it is revealed to be one of those fortune tellers that kids make out of spare paper. “It’s cool, right? Pick a number, and it’ll tell you something cool.”

Looking down at the fortune teller, Dream can see, as stated, four numbers on each fold. One, two, three, four.

“Uh… Four?” He guesses, unsure of what will happen if he guesses incorrectly. Or even if there's an incorrect option at all.

“Four it is! Lemme see…” Ink folds the paper back and forth, counting up to four to himself. Revealing what's on the inside of the paper, he shows it off to his friend.

Dream can see numbers listed. One, two, five, and six. Expecting to have to pick another number, he taps on the five.

Folding it again, five times now, he shows off the paper again this time, now revealing different numbers. Three, four, seven, and eight.

He taps on the four yet again, and Ink unfolds the flap that it was written on.

“Huh.” The two look down at the paper, revealing an arrow pointing down on the top side of the flap. On the bottom, is something written but partly obscured by the other three remaining flaps.

Unfolding them all, Ink opens them up to reveal the full writing.

“Yes.” That's all it says.

Slowly, it feels as if a weight is lifted off of Dream’s chest. He giggles to himself, humored by the events that just unfolded… literally.

“Do you need more convincing, bud? Or have I shown you enough that you should be more confident in yourself?” Ink asks, a smile on his face.

“I- I think I’m good.” Dream also smiles. “You’re right Ink, this was a good idea.”

Uh… Yeah Ink doesn't think that, but if it's to make Dream happy he’ll try to convince himself of that.

Until it actually happens.

Until it hopefully fails.

Until he’ll have to comfort Dream in his despair as he cries about being wrong.

…He doesn't want to see Dream sad. But in the ideal scenario, he’ll have to be.

How annoying.

Wait.

Hold on.

Ink stares at his pile.

How many was… He… Numbers…

Oh.

He forgot how many votes he had counted!!!

How. Annoying.

As expected, there were more votes for the plan than against the plan.

And now he was here.

Error, on his knees after they threw everything they had at him. And at a distance away, Nightmare and his gang.

He wasn't dead. None of them were. That was a good thing, right?

But he didn't expect one thing… One thing that he had completely overlooked.

Ink thought he was smart. But he wasn't smart enough.

He didn't even think about the void until after Error threw himself in.

Staring at the god as he fell, he couldn't grasp his feelings about the whole ordeal. Everyone gasping, yelling, in shock at what he did, it overflowed his mind.

So he can only smile as he looks towards Nightmare.

“Why are you so upset, Nighty?” He asks, grinning. “We’re all safe now!”

That was probably a mistake, because next thing he knows it, the king of negativity charges right at him.

…Everything is going to be rough from here on out, isn't it?

Geez.

Maybe he should've told Dream no, after all.

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making-my-wey-down-town · 1 year

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The Famous Introduction Pinned Post

Hi, Hola! You have found the way!

Not any way tho. Me, Wey. You found me! Hola! Que pedo? Pásale a lo barrido 🧹

(2024 note: I need to update this)

That hooman that you see there. Si ese! That’s my sona. A pleasure to meet you. (Outfits change often lol) (Also! The formal clothes supposedly gives the hint that I work as a security guard on the game :v)

More about me: I’m a lazy simp artist. *bows with no shame* Yeah, that’s all of my self presentation :3

As you can see, I’m very much currently hyped with The Daycare Attendants. The scrunckly bois ❤️ I don’t have a specific way to draw the bot bois tho.

So in my blog you will find mostly reblogs of them than my own art. But I will try to share more of my doodles and ideas in the future. (Cuz can’t be considered an artist if I don’t do or share shid right? :v)

Besides being on the FNAF SB fandom I’m also interested in Welcome Home, The Arcana, MHA.

All my art is under #wey draws

My main OC’s are under #wiggles and giggles the clown twins (watch their very first Halloween experience #quick doodle , they are cosplaying as Skid and Pump!)

Here their reference sheet: (old reference btw, their shoes are bigger now etc)

Gremlins dressed up as clowns basically. My babies 💜 (they were born after i got hooked on the game of FNAF SB)

Facts about them:

Both of them are boys. So he/him pronouns to each

3’6ft

Small animatronics that love to entertain families with their clown acts in the Pizzaplex

Their pants have hidden pockets, stuffed with materials and items for their clown acts. Mostly balloons. (Their hats have stuff too)

On birthday parties they always end up covered in cake

Free to roam around where the public is. Need employee permission or escort to go to restricted areas

Often seen in the daycare where there is a lot of kids to play with. Sun doesn’t always enjoy their visit (such troublemakers sometimes)

At night, when the Pizzaplex closes they immediately go to the daycare. To play with Sun and accompany Moon in his patrols (Moon will never admit he appreciates the company)

They can’t be separated. It causes an extreme anxiety for both, especially if it’s forced

Twin telepathy. Normally knowing what the other thinks. Often saying stuff at the same time and finishing each other sentences

They rarely fight with each other

Both love the attention

None of them knows personal space

They either help or create chaos (Both? Excellent partners in crime)

Press their nose, it does honk noises. They also have a feature to make their shoes do funny sounds

Fart jokes (noises) are hilarious for them

They are indeed high intelligent AI’s but they have the knowledge of a child. Teach and treat them like a kid

Can handle a limited amount of water if they get wet. Preferably to avoid it

Their white eyes can turn black with red pupils when turned in security mode. It is only to intimidate intruders and potentially dangerous people. (Can act scary if their target doesn’t normalize)

They have no virus! But that doesn’t mean they can’t obtain it 👁️👁️

Facts of each clown:

Giggles (Gig):

Likes the color blue and sharks

Normally the one who makes troubles (nothing serious, just mischievous child behavior)

Loves to make people smile and laugh but also get in their nerves (depending the person and situation)

Wiggles (Wig):

Likes the color pink and bunnies

The more responsible one of the two but still gets involved in troubles

Loves to make people have fun (specially if it’s done by his clown acts)

In the future I would like to share some ideas of AU’s I have in mind (idk if they are good enough lol) but for now my goal is to finish art projects that are meant for many friends and awesome artists.

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AU’S Que Hice!

Ahoy! Mateys (AU mermay) - The journey of a high spirit kid named Y/N!

Dreaming of becoming a pirate one day!

Sailing the ocean in search of grand treasures and fun adventures with the unbelievable help of two sirens, their best friends!

Who and which said sea creatures seem conflicted with their actions and feelings when it comes to Y/N.

(non-romance just to clarify)

As it’s very known that these two species can never get along.

Will their friendship overcome the stereotypes?

Jump aboard and find out!

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My social skills are terrible very good. I have a messed up social battery, it comes and goes. So is very common to find me active some days and then gone for some weeks (months). But frens, moots feel free to reach me anytime. Bother me. Tag me. Be random. Quick chat or a question. I’m okay with all that. I also like it, feels like I’m not forgotten (I’m not the greatest to initiate the conversation but I will totally respond to whatever I get included on 🫂💞)

As for strangers, people who follows me. (Actual real people and not bots lol) Feel free to send asks. Just don’t expect a genius answer from my part heh. Remain respectful, and yup :)

Thank you for your time and attention until the end if you got this far. *hugs ya and gifts ya a real Mexican taco 🌮* Have a nice day/night! Te quiero güey ❤️

#wey draws #my sona #my ocs #wiggles and giggles the clown twins #pinned post #introductory post #blog info #fnaf sb dca #will update this as time goes

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fictionkinfessions · 11 months

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Current ask games for kin and systems!

Link to previous post for ask games [yes you can still send things in about these, don't be shy smiley emoji!]

Anonymous asked: This random ask game was brought to you by: my irl sister moved out of the house today and I'm really upset :') So, in your canon, do you have someone your related to who isn't related to you in your original source? It can be siblings, parents, ancestors, or any of that jazz. I know this is probably cheating since Vocaloid has no canon to begin with, but uh. I have a pretty big family. Yamaha has a lot of Vocaloids lmao. To keep it brief though, I'll just go through the people I live with and not get into all of my cousins. Sachiko is my aunt and basically my mother-figure, Arsloid is my older brother, and Akikoloid-chan is my older sister. I don't think I was coded to have a biological mother, and we don't talk about my father… Anyways, yeah. Taking the focus off of my irl family changes to focus on my kin family :) -Fukase (#👁❌️🔴)

. #canon family

Anonymous asked: Proposal for a new ask game: most mundane thing that reminds you of your kintype For me, it's eating pizza. That reminds me of my Adam kin and chilling with Jonah as we talked and ate pizza. It was always really nice Adam, TMC (#⭐🐈🍓)

. #mun mems

Anonymous asked: Heyyy idk if this is too similar to the current canon interests ask game or if someone has already done a game like this but I just came up with this and wanted to share :) If you're autistic (or some other form of neurodivergent) in your canon, what are your hyperfixations/focused interests? (I'm using that term instead of special interest for now because that term just seems really patronizing imo) I'll go first! I have a few focuses in my canon, such as electronica music and clowns, but the main one I have is memes. My ass is not beating the Memelord allegations 💀 -Fukase (#👁❌️🔴)

. #canon fixations

Anonymous asked: i KNOW there's so many ask games going right now, but i'm gonna add to the pile anyway, sorry mpc- this is mostly directed at people from video game sources, because it was my own video game sources that made me think of this, but if you're from some other type of media and can think of something that applies then by all means: is there anything that exists in your source that is just like, made up for the benefit of the audience? or to make it more "interesting"? like if you're a final boss that did NOT have that big monstrous final form or something. for example, in my soma canon: during the siege on celia's castle, i did not use magic seals. they weren't a thing. to me, they are just a game mechanic the developers made up to make use of the ds touch screen. same for yoko somehow using excess monster souls to enhance weapons?

. #alt canons

Anonymous asked: Uhhh new ask game because honestly why not :) In the same vein of the canon songs game a little while ago, what are some general ambient sounds that remind you of your kins? I personally just found this sci-fi computer-beeping ASMR thing, and it makes me feel at home, you know? I'm just a silly lil singing computer :) -Fukase (#👁❌️🔴)

. #canon sounds

#ask games #mod posts #not confessions #pinned posts

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leonardoeatscarrots · 25 days

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So i don't really know much about your fandoms or interests so... idk, would you mind giving me the rundown maybe? Like a little description about the games you like, or some info about your different comics? I want to chat more with you but I'm not sure where to start since I'm not familiar with your fandoms

Haha, that makes sense, my Fandoms can be considered a little niche.

First off, I'm super glad to finally meet you, lol. I've sorta been watching you and Pringles from afar, and you two seem like good friends.

But yeah, I'll happily give you a rundown, thanks for asking ^^

Pathologic/Мор: Утопия is a Russian videogame developed by Icepick Lodge. You play as one of three healers in a bo-hum steppe town, and your goal is to try and save the population from the outbreaking plague. The game has a lot of heavy theatrical influences and is well known for being extremely difficult and cruel. Which means the writing is perfectly catered to my tragedy-loving gay-theater-kid ass.

Karamora/Карамора is a show I got into a while ago. Basically, it's a fictional retelling of the Russian revolution (one of my special interests, lmao), except all the nobles are vampires. It's dumb but it's unironically so well made. Plus it has that twinky ginger guy, Evgeny Schwartz, in it. This show is also what got me on the Russian media pipeline to begin with XD

Lost Splendor was a memoir written by Felix Yusupov (aka the guy who killed rasputin, aka an important figure in the Russian revolution), and it's just incredibly funny for no reason. Man killed Rasputin, but all he could think to write about was how gay and ADHD he was.

Comics. I'm just very normal about them. I have a collection of around 80 different comics, single issues and graphic novels included. My favorites are queer and indie graphic novels, but im also a huge sucker for some of the classics like V for Vendetta. I have yet to purchase The Sandman comics, but they're on my list.

As for webcomics, I'm addicted to those too. I'm probably the biggest fan 5-ever of The Peculiar Compendium of Victor Van Wolfe on webtoons, and I've written a few fanfics and made fanart aplenty, as well as made custom stuffies of the characters. But I have a wide list of recommendations across a lot if genres XD

As for comics that IVE written, I currently have two open to the public on webtoons and tapas.

The first is Spaceships and Vodka, which is my primary comic. It's an anachronistic sci-fi surrounding a band of space pirates. It's a monster of the week style story with a lot of extra narrative told through backstories. It's currently still in the exposition stage and on hiatus.

The other is Gentle Hands, which is technically an AU of S&V. It's a gay romance following a disabled WWI soldier in a shellshock home and one of the nurses he has a crush on. This one is, alas, also still in the exposition stage, but is currently updating one page every other week.

As for like individual OCs, I mostly obsess over my comic characters. I don't typically make Fandom OCs.

My absolute pride and joy is Craig. He's also the fan favorite thus far.

I don't even know where to begin with him.

I have a bio for him and some other OCs I think, but I have yet to actually fill out any more >>_>> executive dysfunction my beloathed.

The full main cast list includes

Craig

Mirium

Derick

Terric

Carl

As well as Erasmus, Rusty, Cipher, Jadyn, and Jesper as some other extras.

So long as I'm here I may as well finish all the bios and make a master post lol...

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rockingrobin69 · 7 months

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get to know me tag game

Thanks @littlewinnow for tagging me!

Three Ships: drarry, obviously; lamen, most ardently; victurri, although I don't really participate in fandom.

First Ship: oof, I don't remember! I can tell you that the first fic I ever wrote was about Seamus. His mum wanted him to become a Death Eater, I think?? It was mostly teenage angst, as I was, well, a teenager, and - yeah.

Last Song: Fresh Feeling, Eels. guess I need all the good vibes.

Last Movie: we watched Indiana Jones 5 because I'm a huge phoebe waller-bridge fan!

Currently Reading: Very invested in @unleashed-fest, although my severely-shot attention span isn't allowing very fast progress. What I read so far was BRILLIANT.

Last Thing I Wrote: *whispering* a fic for unleashed! Also I'm doing flufftober, a short, soft thing for every day so far (and SO impressed with myself for STILL going at it). Here's a link if anyone's interested!

Currently Writing: god, I, er. There are so many wips. My main goal is to get back to my WHUMPY fic, imperfection, but that might take a while.

Are you named after anyone? nope. I will say that one of my names means grace or beauty, and my mum was very worried about naming me that because she was scared of - irony, I guess. (I'm not very graceful. 😂)

Favorite Subject in School: probably English literature, although I carried on with biology in the end.

Do you have kids? No. I'm at an age where everyone's asking about it, and I still don't have an answer!

When was the last time you cried? not a very good crier. Still learning to be a bit more gracious with myself.

Do you use sarcasm a lot? hmm. I don't think I do. Also, and it's very sad, but I cannot fib to save my life - every time I try I start laughing uncontrollably. People know I'm full of it by the time I crack a grin. For example, I got through three sentences about the 'wolf fish' I'd seen in the med sea before losing my breath laughing.

What sports do you play/have played? none? I love hiking, walking, swimming, dunno if that counts as 'playing'. I did do a bit of gymnastics? Could do the splits till I was about 14. Now, I can barely move, haha.

What’s the first thing you notice about people? their mood.

Any special talents? I'm very good at certain board games, does that count? Also at making up things - backstories, animals, (bad, bad) jokes, songs. Story-teller, what can I say.

Where were you born? not where I grew up 🙃

What are your hobbies? reading, writing, hiking, animal spotting, pointing at randomly delightful things all around me, noticing the world, etc.

How tall are you? I'm 5'5 or 165 cm

Dream Job: ooh. Maybe running a b&b with my partner by a large body of water (or a small one, I'm not picky), writing in the backroom or something. He's got the hospitality experience, and I've got - patience. And I love talking to people!

no idea who did this already but waving at @phoebe-delia, @basicallyahedgehog, @crazybutgood and @getawayfox.

#Robin answers #tag games

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gayalanwake · 28 days

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pinned!

(to the tune of this video) hi! my name is matti. my background consists of… drawing. and writing. the more you scroll through my side blog and fw my posts… my skibidi meter goes down, and I’m not sigma anymore. CLOSE THE GOD DAMN DOOR.

Yeah idk okay pronouns she/her, bi, 19 years old. You can also call me Dapple or Lourdes :3

List of Things I FW Heavy ❤️

Special Interests:

- Super Paper Mario

- GTA V

Other Interests + Former/Current Hyperfixations:

- Mario in general

- Beavis and Butt-Head (omg no way)

- The Last of Us

- Red Dead Redemption

- Alan Wake

- Arcane

- She-ra and the Princesses of Power

- Undertale + Deltarune

- LA Noire

- Resident Evil 8

Shit I Do🙏🔥

- erm I write books. but they’re outdated and dumb so I’m not outing them here. I am currently working on another manuscript though. all gayalanwake followers get a 0.00001% discount

- future English teacher (they are NOT hiring me bro😭😭😭)

- antique collector

- fossil hunter with zero credentials

- failed game developer

Links:

So here’s the thing. I’d prefer if those on my main blog didn’t know about my side blog, but I’m okay with vice versa lmao.

- Main Blog

- Etsy (I do commissions!)

- Instagram

- AO3

- Toyhouse

- Artfight

DNI:

- basic dni criteria

- israel supporters. go fuck yourself.

- proshippers/proshipper tolerators. go fuck yourself.

- terfs. go fuck yourself.

- if you draw/write nsfw of young b&bh. go fuck yourself

Other:

- I’m fine with being mutuals with anyone and I love making new friends, but please don’t DM me/try to befriend me if you’re either a) over two years younger than me, or b) over ten years older than me.

- if I ever accidentally reblog something from a problematic creator or anything of that sort, please never hesitate to let me know!

okay erm that’s all me thinks BYEEEE

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echoes-lighthouse · 1 month

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🍼- do any of your S/Is also regress?

❤️‍🩹

💫 (bonus points if it’s a hot take)

🌿- do any of you S/Is or would any of your S/Is have a caregiver/babysitting blog? Ohhh or do/would any of your F/Os? What about a regression blog, would they have one of those? Esp curious abt Tate bc I’m not familiar with that dude so to me everything you say is canon

- birds :3 anyways I hope you’re okay that I slightly altered the asks to be more relevant/fun for selfship blog stuffs

Yessssss thank you I really really wanted some agere questions from this ask game!!! I super appreciate it and OF COURSE I love that you altered the questions!

🍼- do any of your S/Is regress?

Yeah! My Critical Role self-insert regresses (and so does Jester)! My League of Villains self-insert..... maybe regresses? I feel like they do, but they don't have words for it. My self-insert with Toshinori is a regressor as well <3 I feel like there are a lot of selfships where I could see my self-insert regressing, or my f/o regressing, but those three are the only ones where it's like "canon" to the dynamic.

❤️‍🩹 — do you have any special comfort items?

I collect comfort items like there's no tomorrow. I tend to switch between stuffed animals every few months, but I have three main ones (a bunny, a possom, and a weighted baby doll). Also, my poncho coat is definitely a comfort item. That's the main ones for now!

🌿 — do any of your f/os or s/is have an agere/caregiver blog?

Hmmm! I don't think Tate or Tomura would have an agere blog: I don't think they would connect to the current agere community, nor do I think my self-insert would have one in those universes.

My Silvertongue BNHA s/i might have a caregiver blog (they're a flip but I think they'd be more interested in being a cg online), and I think they would talk about that with Toshinori.

My DC/Sandman s/i would probably have both, their internet presence is very much the same as mine.

Me and Toga would share a blog that might have regression content on it, but it would focus more on the aesthetic stuff than the actual agere stuff.

💫 — is there anything you wish more age regressors knew? anything you want to tell them?

Beneath the readmore 'cause this is getting long!

Oof, it's been a while since I was in the main community, but here's a hot take, as requested.

The difference between age regression and age play is not whether it's sexual. The difference is whether there's an element of control and humiliation. If you like feeling like your caregiver is completely in control and you like the idea of punishment (even non-physical), you might want to look into nonsexual age play instead of the age regression community. Also, if having fantasies about someone helping you to regress in public makes you feel humiliated and small at the same time, that's another sign you might be on the kink side of things, at least some of the time.

You can, of course, enjoy both: but I occasionally see posts about punishment and humiliation in the age regression community that really make me feel like it's been mis-tagged.

At the same time, only you can really know what the centre of your regression experience is, and I know some people genuinely feel safer if someone else is making the decisions, but it's not in the same way that they're submitting to a dominant. It's a complicated kinda situation, I won't deny it, but sometimes I see people in the agere community that I just feel are only in the agere community because they don't realize kink can be nonsexual.

#anon but raynard #ask game #oh thank you thank you!!!#i was in such a mood to babble but i didn't know where to start #agere selfship

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demenior · 6 months

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For that ask game, polynein?

Check my list of current wips here and send me a title and I'll post a bit or share some details about it.

this one was: polynein but for real cause this is who we are now

This was started quite a while back at the start of my crittyrole writing adventures, and was dropped off when I got shy of how a polynein, uh, fun time might be negatively received.

Here's a bit I can share, doctor'd up a bit for filters.

Caddy and Yasha talk out some nerves in a hot bath

“A shame Caleb didn’t tell us about [this heated bath and sauna room in the tower, attached to the Special Polynein Fun Room] before,” Caduceus says, “we could have spent a lot of time in here.”

“Would you?” Yasha asks, “spend time, um, in this room?”

“Water was such a chore to heat back home,” Caduceus explains, “I like being pampered like this.”

Yasha smiles, “Oh, I see. Yes, it is, um, it’s nice to be pampered, yeah.”

“And it would be more fun with friends,” Caduceus agrees, though he’s quick to add, “but I like your company. The quiet is nice.”

“Fun with friends?” Yasha asks.

“Well of course,” Caduceus shrugs, “the more the merrier.”

Yasha glances over her shoulder, back towards the main room.

“They are all in there,” Yasha says, “you know, being merry.”

“Oh, oh!” Caduceus realizes, “I wasn’t--”

“I know,” Yasha releases him from stammering, “you know, for being very perceptive of things, you are very… chaste. Is that a religious choice?”

“Oh, no,” Caduceus laughs, “my parents, clearly, had lots of children.”

“So you’re...” she trails off, giving him an opening.

“Generally not interested,” Caduceus offers. He sits and thinks on it. He’s never had to explain this before, he realizes now, and he’s not sure if he has the right words for it.

“Really? Never?” Yasha asks.

“I’ve been home alone most of my life,” Caduceus figures, “and then everywhere we’ve been, all the people we’ve met, and, well, no one interests me in, uh, that way.”

Yasha sits forwards, genuinely interested. He likes how open she is in that regard-- she never pretends or tries to hide her feelings. It’s quite a relief in their eclectic crew of fragile identities.

“Do you think there’s someone out there for you?” she asks.

“I don’t know,” Caduceus says, “maybe? But I’m fine if I don’t meet them. I’m quite happy with the friends I’ve made.”

“I like our friends too,” Yasha agrees.

“Is that why you didn’t go join?” Caduceus asks, “are you like me?”

Yasha shakes her head, and she starts nervously playing with her long hair, “Oh, no I-- I quite like s-x. And romance. And-- and just-- having a person. But it, um, it’s been a while and, um,” she sinks lower and lower in the water until she’s just blowing bubbles.

“I suppose it would be intimidating to have to have s-x with everyone,” Caduceus reasons, “mostly it just sounds exhausting.”

Yasha lifts her chin out of the water to add, “I don’t think you have to sleep with everyone at an or/gy?”

Caduceus considers this a moment, “I guess that makes sense.”

“I’ve never been to one, though,” Yasha admits, “so… maybe you do?”

“I think it would be okay to break the rules,” Caduceus reasons, “if there were people you weren’t, I don’t know-- is it interest? Is that the right word?-- but, well, h-rny? For?”

So many strange words for s-x. And a whole slew of emotions and problems that Caduceus has been quite content to stay out of.

“But what if I go, and I only wanted to be with, like, one person but she-- what if she’s not interested in only me?” Yasha asks.

“Oh,” Caduceus grimaces, “that’s a good fear. But, well, you’ll also never know if you don’t try?”

“Does that go for you too?” Yasha asks.

Caduceus reflects on that a moment, “I’m pretty sure I’m not interested, but, well, you’re right. I’ve never tried.”

“Is there someone you would try it with?” Yasha wonders.

“Well…” does he admit this? Because it’s not like, not real, not true, the way Yasha is impling it might be, but then again what does Caduceus know about this?

“I think Fjord is handsome,” Caduceus says, “he’s nice, and funny, and kind. Sometimes I think I could like him more than friends.”

“He’s nice,” Yasha agrees, “would you… if he wanted to, would you try things with him?”

Caduceus rolls the thought in his mind like rolling out dough, “If I take my own advice, I guess I don’t know until I try it. But I’m not sure if I care to, to be honest.”

“I don’t know if I have the courage for it,” Yasha sighs, and then sits upright, “not that I think you’re being a coward! I think it’s good to know what you want.”

“Well what do you want? Do you want to go be with Beau?” Caduceus asks.

Yasha lets out a soft whine and sinks again in the bathwater until only her eyes show.

“I think if she’s being merry, well, I guess she’s open to it. But if you don’t want to share then maybe this isn’t your time,” Caduceus reasons.

Yasha raises up enough to get her chin above the water, “But it could be fun! Jester and Veth are there too. And they’re-- they’re quite nice. And beautiful. I think I could have fun with them too.”

“Are you going to go in then?” Caduceus asks.

“Are you going to stay here?” Yasha asks, “I don’t want to leave you alone.”

“That’s nice of you,” Caduceus says, “though I’m quite all right on my own.”

“You don’t have to be,” Yasha says, “I’m happy to keep you company, if you’d like.”

“But you want to go have some, uh, fun,” Caduceus says.

“What if you came with me?” Yasha asks.

“Oh I don’t know if I’m interested in joining,” Caduceus sits back.

“I might not be either,” Yasha admits, “but we could… we could see? What they’re doing? And how we feel about that? I’d feel better if I wasn’t the only one, you know, not involved.”

#polynein #wip #replies #this got longer than expected but what else is new with me lmao #asks

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hii! if someone is interested in getting into the original granblue fantasy (mostly because I'm curious about the characters, specially belial he's so pretty omg) are there any tips/things you'd recommend keeping in mind?

I hope you have a great day/evening/night/what other times of the day exist!

oh hi!!! another victim to how pretty Belial is...... welcome abord!

I have a lot of various level of tips depending on what angle of the game you want to explore, but it might be a little overwhelming. I'll start just by "making the game work well for you" and "how to advance in the Visual Novel (especially to get to Belial)" as the starter guideline.

My inbox is also always opened for any type of clarification: no question is too dumb, i'm here to help, whatever level you're at (.... except if you're on super High Level but i don't think that's going to be the case for a while)

I usually use the tag ichablogging gbftips if you need to look through some things

First of all, how the game works:

Granblue Fantasy is a browser game. It means you don't need an app to play it. however it is chromium based so you will need a google chrome tab or the likes (if like me you're on firefox, i genuinely run chrome only for Granblue at this point)

it is accessible on this address:

the page will be Japanese upon arrival, but just scroll a little and you'll find the "set language" settings

There all you need to do is press new game and start on your journey.

Note that the English and Japanese server are the same. Unlike most gacha we play, it means there is no delay between the stories-- both language get games and stories update at the same time.

Word of advice: when the game asks you to link your account, like here:

select Mobage. the page is in Japanese but it will be the most efficient way to save your progress. this page should help if it's not instinctive to you.

Once your mobage account done, tadaa, you can log in onto the game on whatever browser you would have, and you can be logged on multiple place at once! i'm currently playing on my phone while also taking screenshots on my computer! hell yeah!

On there the game will mostly hold your hand through the gameplay and the beginning of the main story, as well as your first gacha.

Slight information about the gacha:

-On your homepage, when the "Draw" button is blue, it means the rate up for SSR is really low. when the "Draw" button is golden, it means the rate up is at least doubled, and some rarer, limited units, are also in the pool. It is highly recommended that if you want to pull, you should pull when the Draw button is Golden (it's called "Gala" in general)

-there is a pity system called a Spark. After 300 pulls (or 30x10 pulls), you are allowed to choose one of any of the characters featured on this specific banner. Most people tend to wait until they have 300 pulls saved for when their fav is in the banner too pull as a result (or, as we say, we "save a spark"). This website can help you taking track of your spark.

-There ARE free pulls seasons: if you intend to be a seasonal (ie, not play for a time) it's good to come back in December, in March (it's the anniversary month, and next year is the tenth anni, so it might be even more of a celebration), and sometimes in Summer, in order to take advantage of the Free Pulls. Usually, in December and March, we get one free ten pulls a day at least, and then further into the month, we get "a roulette" that can double or triple that number. It's really worth keeping an eye on Free pulls seasons.

Others information:

-You will want to follow or keep an eye on the Granblue_en twitter account. It's a fan account that is always updating any information needed. It's a life savior gem.

-if you have any doubt gameplay wise, rely heavily on the gbf.wiki. It is EXTREMELY throughout gameplay wise. Genuinely a must-be-aware-of to play the game.

Important gameplay thing:

-If A Story Event is ongoing (it's not the case right now), and you don't want to read it for whatever reasons, do yourself a favor and actually go to the event page and manually skip every episodes of the event. It will save the event in your Journal, meaning it can be accessed later on when the event is no longer live.

(the current ongoing event, Dread Barrage, is a fighting event, i think you can kinda ignore it for now because it is when things start to be complicated, so don't mind it as of now)

Storywise:

There are three sorts of stories in Granblue:

-The Main Story Quest, which you will have to progress into in order to unlock the rest of the stories. It's the core of the Main Character's journey with Lyria and Vyrn as they travel the skies to reach their destination.

-Events and Side Stories, which are basically stories that happen when they dilly dally on their journey and go to new islands. Events and Side Stories often have their own casts that will not appear in the Main Story, but are still equally important to the game.

This type of story starts out as limited events: they run for ten days in Granblue. Then, they disappear for a while. Usually in the years that follow, this story gets a "rerun". It means the event goes back live, still limited for 10 days. And then, after a while, the event is ultimately added to the Side Stories tab, where it will always be accessible in game.

The Side Stories tab unlock after you finish Chapter 6 or 8 of the Main Story i'm not really sure. Some Side Stories will have requirements to be unlocked (like reading up to x chapter of the main story, or reading x over events before unlocking it) (it will be featured in the Gameplay Extras tab on the homescreen)

Some Side Stories are linked together. I personally call those "sagas". For example the Dragon Knights Saga (one of my favorite stories my icon and header are from) has about 10 events stories that have to be read in their publication order to be understood. It means you can expect the same cast, and a continuation to a previous story. Some Side Stories can also have casts from multiple sagas all together, so, have fun, explore the tab!

-Fate Episodes are the last type of stories you will have. They are linked to the characters units you will play with during the game, that you get by gacha or by completing events. Those are short stories that will be character driven. The characters can be Main Story Characters or Event Characters. Therefore they might further stories from their respective origins here and there. There is usually one starter episode unlockable as soon as you get the character, then one episode when you reach a certain level. SR and SSR characters who have a 5th star instead of only 4 also have another episode when you reach level 80, and then when you reach level 100. (the Fate episodes are available in the Quest tab and a shortcut to your list is also in the envelop menu on your homescreen)

SO THAT'S For the basic run down of some of the beginner things you want to keep an eye out storywise.

(Note that about every events are also available on youtube, so while missing an event sucks and all, if you wish to read an event which isn't in the side stories, or a fate episode of a character you can't get, youtube is here for you. also the transcript of every single stories are available on the wikipedia, though it's not as ideal.)

Gameplay wise, for the beginning, you'll get your hand held by the game. when it starts to get tricky, you're free to come and ask more precisions on here.

Now one last thing: how to get to Belial.

Belial is part of the side story saga known as "What Makes The Sky Blue".

The main story is a trilogy, respectively, "what makes the sky blue", "what makes the sky blue part 2: paradise lost" and "what makes the sky blue part 3: 000" After the trilogy, the summer event "The Maydays" is a sort of light hearted event following the events of 000 that involves the same cast. it is in the side stories. Last year, they also released another event including wmtsb characters, called The Mole Troupe. It has not been added to the side stories as of now.

To unlock the first part of wmtsb: you need to: -Reach Chapter 54 of the Main Story -Complete the side stories "Festival of Falling Flame", "The Cowardly Hero and the Captive Princess", and "Blade of the Young Champion" -(no one will blame you if you skip the side stories to read later, as it's mostly recommended because characters who appear in those events appear in wmtsb p1. But do read the Main Story though because the events rely a lot on the lore developed by the Main Story at this point.)

(and if you ever want to try out the Dragon Knights saga, it unlocks after Chapter 16 of the Main Story, and the first event is called Defender's Oath. Just to meet The Boyz.)

Also as a fair warning: early Granblue events tended to be shorter and perhaps a little less complex. After 2017 (wmtsb pt2), events started to grow longer and more complex. It might be jarring if you ever end up reading an early event and a more recent event back to back.

This would be my beginner outline at least.

One last warning: the gameplay will look intimidating at some point. don't let it intimidate you and just yolo. My ultimate beginner tip is that you should focus on stories and characters you like first. Discover the story, discover the characters. Don't let "trying to be good at the game" cloud you from just having fun with those characters. You can go far into the game without being hardcore into the gameplay, so take it easy and don't let it stresses you out.

Most importantly: have fun! take your time and enjoy yourself!

And if you have anything to ask - any tips, any recommandation, anything - my inbox is always opened ;D

Take care!

#even there it sounds large and intimidating but i just tried to break down things that could help #hope it does!!#take care!!#ichareply #anonymous #ichafantalks gbf #ichablogging gbftips

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