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yvmoveon · 1 year

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#i start my terminal degree later this year and i’m scared of going down the rabbit hole of depression #like this year i’ve been really careful about my environment and what i allow in my space #i love learning and stuff but i’m just scared about it #but imma still do it #i’m just gonna take my time #Dr. V still pending #but i’m literally so close #e.e #last year really effed me up i didn’t enjoy grad school at all 💀#and adding on the trauma that ensued #last year was a lot

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stuckinapril · 4 months

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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

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sainteddie · 1 month

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i just think that….

“i don’t think you’re a fraud. i just think that maybe you’re not sure of your own feelings yet… and if there’s something you need to tell eddie… you will. in your own time.”

…..was a super neat thing for her to say.

#i’m absolutely stunned by how this played out #like none of this was framed like he was concerned about telling people he likes a man… it was about telling EDDIE #at this point i almost feel like #he can’t place why he behaved that way.. because it’s not necessarily how he would have reacted if it were anyone else #he literally tells maddie the fact that it was a guy wasn’t the point. it was the eddie of it all #like? once eddie knows he’s fully ready to take tommy to maddie’s wedding… with HIS PARENTS #and everyone else they know #buck baby… you are so close #911 spoilers #cass chats

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astarionposting · 8 months

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Aeterna Amantes 2/?

This blood on my teeth it is far beyond dry, and I've captured you once, but I wasn't quite right.

So I'm telling you that you'll be safe with me.

Why is this song not on Spotify anymore I’m so sad 😭 I used to listen to it over and over again when I was like 12..

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chrollohearttags · 5 months

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you ever get the feeling that you’re not really liked but just kinda tolerated?…like you don’t really belong anywhere and you’re just kinda always on the outside but you don’t fit in or wtv.

#just me? okay #this prolly my hormones talking anyways #I’ve always hated that corny ass term popular loner but that’s what it feels like #like I’ve always loved my friends and stuff but no matter what I’ve always felt like I wasn’t as close as everybody else #and I’ve never really had like a bestie or anything so I’m just kinda sitting here like 🧍🏾‍♀️#I literally feel like this with my own family and it’s the weirdest feeling ever #cherry chats 🍒#this app is a mess #but it is free and therapy is not so ignore my late night depression rant

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dotcircledot · 3 months

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screaming very loudly

#xingyun #chongqiu #xingqiu #chongyun #dotcircledotart #genshin impact #genshin #genshin fanart #xingqiu genshin impact #chongyun genshin impact #原神 #GIVE ME HIS SKIN GIVE IT GOVE IT GIVE IT GIVE IT GIVE #i’m losing my fucking MIND AND I CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE #please i’m so close this is literally the reason i came back to genshin at all xingqiu the hold you have on me

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wigglebox · 3 months

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Personal space? [x]

#spn fanart #spn art #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #spnfanart #wiggleart #I love this mating dance #the joke here is ladies and gentleman and all in between that dean complains at that point about personal space but in the end they wind #up so literally infused into one another they’re always so close lmao #after 1518 I’m sure Dean mourned any indication of wanting personal space even a decade prior #Sorry sad thoughts I’m done I promise

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turtleblogatlast · 23 days

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[ cw: dismemberment / ]

I think a lot about how Leo’s rescue could have easily ended in him losing a leg as the portal snaps shut on the Krang still clutching the limb, or, alternatively, only having Leo’s right arm make it out, still held dearly in his brother’s hand as the rest of Leo is left behind. (The latter hits even harder, as it directly parallels his future self in the worst of ways.)

I think a lot about how so many things could have gone wrong during the course of the movie with even a little bit of a change, but it really is harrowing how much of a coin-flip the entirety of the Prison Dimension rescue was.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rottmnt headcanons #rise leo #dismemberment /#if literally any part of the prison dimension rescue was different it would have ended Very Badly #mikey came in clutch for doing the impossible in the first place #raph grabbing leo and not once letting go was vital #and donnie directly hitting the krang was essential #hell leo having the ability to reach out at all in the state he was in was a miracle #listen I think about the prison dimension a lot if you couldn’t tell #for the next tags:#strangulation mention /#physical trauma induced mutism /#potential death mention /#potential sibling death mention /#barely it mainly focuses on if he lives but /#I also think about how Leo’s trachea could have easilyyy given out as Raph (krangified) was choking him #can you imagine the last words raph hearing from his little brother being I’m sorry?#he’d likely live as the hamato bros are built different but imagine if he straight up can’t talk again after #the bros having no idea what Leo’s plan is but they suddenly feel him disappear with the portal #or also #imagine all he gets out in his hoarse voice is to beg Casey to close the portal before his family HEARS the sudden silence like a knife #even if he gets saved his voice may be wrecked or even gone for good #what am I writing wait-#also for my point on leo losing his arm paralleling his future self #imagine fate being a thing in this world but a VERY situational thing #imagine it makes it so that leo has to lose a limb #but not just that - it also ties his presence directly with the Krang’s - so if the Krang’s somewhere else…so is he

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lunerium · 15 days

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"Sebaciel is not canon and will never be!"

Yen Press, the website that publishes the manga, has Black Butler labeled as a "romance" on its official website.

#sebaciel #kuroshtisuji #proship #Sebastian Michaelis #Ciel Phantomhive #black butler #Shitpost #It’s called a romance #official sources are calling it a romance #and it’s the second time that’s happened #the last time was in a magazine #seriously #everyone can see it #literally everyone #sebaciel is so close to being official #I’m about to lose it

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doriandrifting · 10 months

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The fact that they go out of their way to show that Mike and Nancy are going through similar struggles and that it's not romantic, and it all takes place in one episode.

#season two rewatch goes hard #it’s been literal years since I watched it all in one go so I’m constantly being surprised at how close in time everything is happening #stranger things #byler #mike wheeler

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shanksxbuggy · 3 months

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Shanks/Buggy dialogue from One Piece: Burning Blood

#there’s a bunch of different match ups that give you special dialogue and all of buggy’s interactions in this game are so cute and funny #shanks sounds cool and battle ready with literally every other character he interacts with #but with buggy he’s trying so damn hard to get close #he keeps trying to take buggy with him like he’s so impatient to get the fight over with and go somewhere together #shanks’ fight dialogue with buggy actually sounds like sanji’s fight dialogue in jump force when he faces a woman 😭😭#I’m like reel it in lover boy you’re coming on strong #one piece #shanks #buggy #one piece burning blood #one piece game #one piece shanks #buggy the clown #shuggy #shanks x buggy #buggy x shanks #op shanks #op buggy

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kyurochurro · 4 months

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saw this image on Pinterest and the pose gave me such riker vibes that I just HAD to draw it as him and troi HEHEHE

#churro art #my art #digital art #illustration #fanart #star trek #star trek tng #star trek the next generation #william t riker #william riker #deanna troi #AHAAAAAA OKAY PLS DONT SEND ME TO TREKKIE JAIL I HAVENT HAD A CHANCE TO PROPERLY START TNG YEET 😭😭😭#but I do know… I DO KNOW . I love troi so MUCH #I actually started this image drawing her and doodle her a lot on paper in my first week back to uni #but omg I struggled so much with riker here and for why BJBJCBSDJHDSBJ #he literally had like 60 different hairstyle changes during the Lineart phase like it was that bad #it just didn’t look like him but in the end I think I’m close enough 😭😭😭#ANYWAYS This is this weeks uni drawing … the type of drawing I do in my free time on campus :P #I LOVE HOW THIS TURNED OUT SO MUCH!! I was kickin my feet n giggling. like a madman #i should really draw the tos crew w these full eyes too but I always love drawing them with the simple dot eyes more HAHAHA #also little authors note. wow did that reference give me a hard time #those are some LOOONG limbs boy . Riker almost ended up looking like slenderman DAMN

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gods-favorite-autistic · 4 months

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The curse of no one around me irl knowing or caring about Greek mythology or the odyssey is that no one understands why I’m annoyed about people complaining that one of the songs in the epic ocean saga isn’t the ‘get in the water’ because that’s not how the fucking odyssey works!!!!!

#one of the lines!!! is ‘when your homes so close and you’ve reached your coast’ and ‘all of Ithaca will die!’ he’s not even close to home!!!#I know it’s a cool song but it doesn’t come until the almost end!!!#HE LITERALLY JUST DEFEATED POLYPHEMUS IT TAKES HIM 10 YEARS JUST TO GET BACK #‘oh I thought get in the water was gonna be in this’ WHY?!?!?#he still has to meet calypso #fight circe #fight Scylla #fight charybdis #and meet the other gods #literally one Google search will show you that it’s in the second to last saga!!!#madurday night live #epic the musical #epic ocean saga #also!!!! the creator literally showed a list of the songs in the saga and played clips of the songs in the saga!!!#it’s mainly tiktok commenters complaining so idk why I’m surprised

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ohnoitsnoma · 6 months

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