#but LOOK AT THE TREE my beloved
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October 29, 2022 - Saturday | Fall challenges 19/30 + 15/30
I wrote + compiled final exams today for 2 of my classes and it took me way too long… I feel like most of my time was spent formatting the exam rather than on the actual content lmao. Later I went for a brief walk and found some flowers that someone was still growing despite the fact we’re going into November soon (!!)
What can you de-clutter physically or emotionally to find more ease and simplicity honestly i need to get rid of all the cardboard boxes and packing material I have ‘in case I need it later’ personally it’s difficult for me to throw out things that even have a little bit of use. Emotionally I'm also a hoarder lol but honestly these days I’m less cluttered emotionally that I was in the past. Appreciating people when they make me happy and letting people know when they make me sad has given me such a lightness. The simple question of 'how will they know if I don't tell them?' and voila~ no more baggage. Even if they don't listen to what I say, at least I know that I did what I could.
How was your day today was a mixed bag lol there was everything: productivity, wasting time, going on a walk 👍 then not feeling well and coming back early 👎 then thankfully I was blessed with sleep so I couldn’t spend too much time thinking abt it and feeling sad 😌✨when I woke up I did some reading and writing so all in all 7/10 day actually
#uhh I didn’t include the flowers cuz they didn’t match my post 😭#but LOOK AT THE TREE my beloved#studyingunderthefallingleaves#tranquilfallbuddies#studyblr#studyspo#unsolicited advice#in the past i used to have a journal specifically for writing life lessons.#now i just randomly post them in my studyblr posts and can never find them again :|#notes
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i love fallout 4 with my whole heart but it's so fucking funny to me that the only fallout game with romancable companions is the one where your character not only has a cannonical spouse, but said cannonical dead spouse was murdered right in front of them like (form their perspective) extremely recently.
#played a couple hours of fo4 to appease one of my irls#all i have to say about it so far is 1. where diolouge trees and 2. MacCready my beloved#he's like if charlie day was from boston and looked 50% more like a mongoose#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#rambles
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Bard-aby <3 except he's only loosely a bard bc i don't subscribe to absolutes <3
rambles:
BARNABY WITH PANTS??? BLASPHEMY!!! however this is a (dnd-inspired) fantasy au so. pants! loose pants tucked into modified boots because no one can tell me No!
based off of Clown's pokemon au human Barn, it seems like he might be a bit of a jewelry guy! he was wearing rings! and had an earring! also i think Barn just looks great w/ some extra shinies, yk yk
since ties aren't really a Thing in fantasy settings, i combined the iconic pattern w/ his vest for a two-in-one. then suspenders bc they fuck severely! his belt buckle is a bone both as a nod to the pattern on his tie / house decoration, and to go along with how Wally has an apple buckle! besties stay twinning!
you can't see it but on his other side he has his pack & his smoking pipe holster, which attaches to his belt! it's very high quality leather that he spent so much money on. his pipe is important to him - he carved it himself out of wood from an important tree from his childhood, so he wants it to be properly stored & protected! he has two kinds of tobacco for it - normal, and magic tobacco that essentially allows him to cast minor spells w/ the smoke
the feathers on his hat are from Ms. Beagle! in my mind he left the farm to go adventuring on a bit of a bad note, but his mama made sure to give him a couple feathers to take with so that she'd always be close <3
he keeps his claws blunt so that he doesn't accidentally scratch people/things, and so that he can play stringed instruments without cutting the strings. while i imagine for this au he plays a wide range, he prefers Loud Handheld Instruments that allow him to sing along. so in mind he has an Accordion here! loud! jaunty! but i imagine he also keeps a recorder in his pack for when Frank needs annoying. (he did have a lute, but he broke it over someone's head in the act of defending Wally's honor)
im still trying to pin down the right balance of colors for his outfit, but! for a little au tidbit - all of his spots are the same two blues as his ears. in this im imagining that he, at a young age, learned a very basic cosmetic spell that allowed him to change his spots color to mimic Ms. Beagle's! he wanted to look like his mama! but by the time he's in his late 20s he no longer changes his spots
ohhhh i forgot to add his pockets. Oh Well
#i wanted him to look um.... Put Together?#barn strikes me as a character that likes to look a lil sophisticated in a way!#and i wanted that to come across in this fit... dont know if i succeeded#i still wanted to have Bard-ish / Barnaby Vibes#i can easily imagine him reclined by a tree absentmindedly playin his accordion... smokin... in this outfit hat tipped down over his eyes#barnaby my beloved <3#and bardaby my beloved <3#also ill admit!!!#that lute is traced from a real image lmfao there was no way in hell i was scribbling that thing from scratch#scribble salad#wh fantasy au#i lowkey feel bad for barnaby when he finds out about the whole warlock thing#bc hes been traveling with wally for Years#barnaby likes to think that he knows everything about his little buddy#and then wally has to be like 😬#yeah im actually not technically a real person#also there's this 'demon' i have a pact with & also a weird kinda non-platonic Cant Be Accurately Labeled intimate relationship with#oh and i sometimes sacrifice innocent people to it in a pinch. the rest of the time we eat enemies' souls#and barnaby just has to! deal with that! like oh great! his bestie has been lying to his face since they met!#ands its been Seamless Lying!#suffice to say barnaby has a crisis#and now since wally can be more open about home#there's a sort of... pointless Rivalry for wally's attention/affection#even though barnaby definitely misjudges the situation and how home feels about wally...#oh switching gears back to the instrument thing!#in my mind barnaby also knows how to play the harp really well#and howdy's tavern has a corner for live music - which includes a permanently placed harp <3#so i think on quiet days barnaby will go play the harp while howdy cleans glasses & the others do their own quiet things#maybe its raining outside! or Snowing! but the tavern is cozy and warm & there is beautiful music <3
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'Is this like an Alice in Wonderland thing?' Leo called out, paddling towards Sensei and trying not to swallow water as he moved. 'Did you cry all these tears?'
'The mindscape does love a good metaphor.' Sensei called back, and he sounded fucking wrecked.
old dead bones that don't get theirs (death wish sidefic by @remedyturtles) was written to kill me, specifically, personally, actually. i still think about it Constantly
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#future leo#little kid with a big death wish#death wish#tries to get back into the groove of doing art. Does This#i will say i did take some artistic liberties ajfkldsjfkldj#NOT sure how well it comes across bc this shit is Hard to draw but. points. at all the leaves fallen off the tree. teehee#i missed drawing that fucking tree btw. god#i missed doing the mindscape effects!!!!!!!!#ohh hh i just had a thought . cleaned up version of this as a tarot card#probably will not actually get around to doing that but. smth smth the tower maybe. or the hanged man idk#id have to look up the Exact meanings of each of them but#anyway. yes its been like six months yes ii still think abt it. mindscape shit my fucking beloved#i think abt the mindscape shit in firefight DAILY as well its .awuauwguaguahghgh#ok god enough ramblign. what other tags#uhhhh . uh#sibling death cw#<- implied if you know the context but just to be safe#my art#i almost. forgor thatone i cannot BELIEVE lmao#anyway. posts this at almost fuckginh midnight its ok <3
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i've mentioned here and there that i made a relationships/dynamic spreadsheet. i have finally put it to use. look on my Works, ye mighty, and despair.
-extra note: i am not omniscient and i cannot watch every stream. i may have missed a sibling declaration or two.
-extra extra note: i currently speak only english and used google translate for the rest. if theres a translation error I'd love to know- i wont be able to go back and fix these, but im always so curious about how accurate google translate can be
extra extra note pt 2: do. do other languages use guardian as in "legal guardian" as in "not a family member but still Primary Caregiver of child" because i am suddenly aware those translations might not be correct. on the other hand tho if google translate decided that the parents are guarding warriors of the eggs im not going to argue
#qsmp#i should have added a ??? line for fit and philza tbh#look at just how beloved forever is <3#his dynamics have dynamics#he and richarlyson are also part of The Issue when compiling a fucking. whatever the hell this si#maybe a chart not a graph it is currently 4 am and im gonna schedule this#anyway i did legitimately consider making one of those classic family tree charts and just sticking richas in the centre so he wouldnt caus#too many lines to overlap but i think this worked out fine#absolutely delighted i thought of the columns it saved my ass#this server is Three Months Old#look at them founding those families#philever stans i see you and im sorry#if i included a heartbreak line then this would have been completely incomprehensible#fun fact to translate the silly 'king what are you doing' i made google translate#'chad what are you doing' instead so there would still be the grammar of a proper noun#but i wouldnt trick it into thinking king is an honourary title#i might not know the grammar of any non-english language but Oh Boy i know there are Traps#or maybe english's traps have just made me paranoid#either way#also. richas was added to bad's family art wall and bad baghs and forever have called each other family enough that#i made the executive decision to just adopt richarlyson out to the other two#richas called bad basically his mom tonight i can do what i want#and baghera gets to be part of that line because. honestly i wasnt thinking about him being Extra Canon Nephew#and i refuse to change it for reasons above re: it is 4 am; they are family#tho the thought of bad having three children separately attributed to him is hilarious.... maybe if i ever remake this ill do that#also note: i do know that foolish and bad had a kid called jimmy However i do not know what a jimmy is#so#scheduled post
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... i wonder if there's, like, something to the fact that lex wears denim in black friday that links her thematically in some way to uncle wiley
like... clearly the costume department has got it going on, as evidenced by the steph and pete / emma and paul matchiness thing-
if we take denim as a thing that would represent wiley, then, if someone is wearing it they could be seen as reflecting back some of his aspects. so, things wiley is and whether lex has those aspects: viciously anti-capitalist ( ✔ check, the wiggly materialism spell straight up didn't work on them), proficient with the black-and-white ( ✔ check post discovering her summoning power), and extremely sleazy (❌ uncheck, lex never did anything wrong and i love them)
for this analysis, then, i will assign the denim the quality that wiley displays during his villain song, Made In America:
he hates capitalism, this guy. wiley sees in consumer culture a weakness that he can and will exploit for his lord.
wiley's tool to enact the will of wiggly is consumerism as represented by a doll, but... it doesn't work on lex. they're not concerned with materialism, but with the safety of their kid sister and boyfriend. if she was pursuing an acting career as a vehicle to make money, it would have been Very easy for her to highlight that she wanted to get rich during CaliforMIA. she doesn't, though - lex is not materlalist.
there is, however, one moment where lex does in fact sing about money!
Our Doors Are Open is frank pricely's ode to capitalism. and in this, notably, lex buys in- she sings along, quite ferociously, give us your fucking money, give us your fucking cash.
clearly, at this point in the musical, though, she was looking for money through a wiggly doll - so she hadn't yet rid herself of the desire for it, like she manages to later. in this song, she sings along because yeah, actually, she does want that money. it'll help her.
she's not wearing denim.
#team starkid#black friday#lex foster#uncle wiley#hatchetfield#this is probably the proverbial wrong tree to bark up skdjskjdskjd#but!#thanks for listening to what i'd like to call the Denim theory of anticapitalism#i guess the next step to disprove it would require looking at other instances of what the characters are wearing in that musical#and if their costume changes tie with any useful info#also of note is miss not-appearing-in-this-musical aka miss holloway#holloway maps onto wiley in that she is as proficient in black-and-white lore as him#... does hannah wear denim?#would anyone call those overalls 'wearing denim'?#i hadn't associated it w her very much she's more of a colorful look but#costume department my beloved#starkid#foe talk
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#less sun and skeletal trees and mostly gray drabby weather is getting 2 me guys.........SAD!#anyway i looked at my reading stats for trc (which aren't the most accurate bc there's a lot of rereads that i didn't track bc i forgot to)#and late autumn/early winter is one of the spans of time that occurs the most where i reread trc as in i usually reread trc around that tim#every year i think it's actually so funny. the seasonal depression rlly elevates the urge to reread i guess 😎👍#r.txt#trc#also this does not include the dreamer trilogy bc those are different vibes than trc although it does include opal short story my beloved#and sometimes also includes call down the hawk#<- call down the hawk is actually my most reread trc-and-extended book after the dream thieves which is kinda surprising i don't remember#reading it that many times but it is my fave book after the dream thieves and bllb so maybe not that surprising after all nvm.#anyways. SAVE ME THE RAVEN CYCLE 🙏🙏🙏
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THE NEW PATCH LOOKS SO GOOD IM SO EXCITED
#new temple changes to climbing outdoor decor FROGBERT MY BELOVED#the new decor set is so cute!!#lvl 5 friendship!! i wonder if theyll add another romance one too#the new house looks SO good too#i wonder how itll work with the current house? like can we just upgrade our existing one or do we need to build an entire new house#and can we add our existing rooms to the new one? hmm....#and tree decor!! at different stages!! finally!!!!#im so excited#like dont get me wrong pa.lia has its fair share of issues#but it always bugs me when people say the devs Never listen to us cause like. yes they do akjdhg
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Black capped chickadee
#ndr#find me where the wild things are#birds my beloved#black capped chickadee#i need to practice more with this lens/camera combo#the back button focus is hard to get with my 15lb lens#im excited for my birding plans this summer#if only to practice more with this set up!#no owls btw rory got really cold and it kinda ruined the outing#she wouldnt stand still while i looked at trees#we'll try again when the weather warms up a bit
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i would like to thank dai for finding all those wool blankets i could repurpose as cloaks to avoid drawing anatomy
anyways go listen to @camlannpod for all your post-apocalyptic authuriana needs (please i need people to gush about this show with)
#camlaanpod#listen the podcast is so good and the soundtrack is a bop#i went to look qt the cover art to see what colour i should make the text and realized i had the wrong type of tree but oh well#maybe it's just a pine forest if you look in the other direction#anyways time to go back to thinking about my beloveds (perry morgana and dai)
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DANI HAINES x CARLOS OLIVEIRA / template.
#mine.#pair: dani x carlos#oc: dani#click for better quality as always ♡#so um i meant to post this the same time as the claire on last year but just completely forgot then found out i lost my psd so oops#i wanted to do like a stencil or army font for their names but also wanted that handwriting look so the letters overlapped...aughgh#gave up on looking for pics of carlos' face model as well i'm so sorry like there were none with his long hair and the ones from cosplay#they weren't hd or big enough so i was like whateva i'll use this pic that kinda looks real anyways 🤷#anyways yes dani has falling in love with her friends disease. she's so real for that actually#and there's something going on in my brain chemistry seeing dani be the one with two partners yet she's the jealous one...inchresting#again i'm fighting for my life with the new html text editor so hopefully this posts properly...i think the ewskers family tree#posted fine but also that one was a bit more complicated with the read more and line break pics...but omg trying to use gradient text#now...so yes anyways here are my other beloveds !! if i notice an error after posting this i'll blow up cause the new editor makes it harde#to do literally everything lmaoo i hate it sm
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you know what fuck it. Posts obscure inside joke art
#Love hate relationship with this drawing. Why is it so good why does its hair LOOK SO GOOD#Gonna continue to draw in this style for the foreseeable future it slaps so hard#Tree Man Posts#Duck draws#wjh#strength#mailman strength my beloved#Discord besties this is what happens when nobody responds to me in the art chat
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isnt wolfstep only a couple moons younger than yellowfang? wouldnt that make him around elder age? (since hes older than runningnose)
I'm actually shuffling a ton of ShadowClan ages because the timeline is Ass and a Half!
Yellowfang, cat who's supposed to be this super ancient elder in TPB, has a MOM GIVING BIRTH TO SIBLINGS??? WHO DID THIS.
No no no. Yellowfang is ancient, upwards of 12. Brokenstar is at least 5, more like 7. Blackstar is younger than him. Lizardstripe was Bluestar's friend in their youth. Mintkit and Marigoldkit were Yellowfang’s nespring, not siblings.
And Wolfstep is going to need a very specific fix, because I have decided he is the parent of a minor character called Ivytail along with Blackstar's sister, Fernshade. He can't be the brother of Foxheart anymore else he would be too old.
So instead he is Foxheart's son, through honor-damming. I have not decided who his dad was; but Foxheart was not involved and died when Wolf was pretty young.
She did leave him a name though. Their family has a tradition of animal names; Houndstar, Mousewing, Foxheart, and down to Wolfstep. After the death of Badgerfang, Wolfstep couldn't handle the idea of giving Ivytail a name to 'replace' Badger, so instead him and Fernshade chose one more like Fern's.
#Inconsequential background character with an interesting story my beloved#I want to give his family a trait where they have a tuft of fur that looks like a crown#Or a marking#Just to have a bit of a different take on Badgerfang#Maybe even a white face they all share#He dies before OoTS is up though#ShadowClan Family Tree
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drawing number one of trying to draw to every song in one of my character playlists, up first is “awesome as i wanna be” (i chose my cuddles playlist bc he’s fun to draw :3)
under the cut: the references i used (i SHAMELESSLY stole the pose from the music video and the background from the htf episode that he gets his guitar in) + bonus version without the words because i can’t decide whether i like it better that way or not
#ace rambles#happy tree friends#cuddles htf#my art#song art#character playlist drawings#ignore how godawful his guitar looks i’ve never drawn one before </3#nyway this seems like the kind of fool stunt he would pull#also look how nice the background looks#procreate layer blend modes my beloved
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Thoughts on pinecones?
Scrumptious. Ever since I saw Sid the sloth bite into one I always wanted to do it 😩
#they’re so yummy looking#even tho Sid actively showed on screen how gross it was#it permanently altered my brain chemistry fr#asks#pine cones my beloved#while we’re at it pine needs are great too#and pine trees OUGH#and dipper pines 😭#ok anyways I love Pine stuff lol
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