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Parisian Mean Girls Headcannons

Sara Lemieux

Online Username: 👑HeadQueenofBitches0001👑

Head Bitch/Leader of the "Parisian Mean Girls". Though she prefers the term "queen".

She is the meanest and cruelest out of the four. Chloé Bourgeois is a saint comparing what this bitch has done.

Sara Lemieux is infamous for crushing the spirits of every one of her peers and can snuff out weakness from miles away.

She takes immense pleasure in tormenting those who are too "weak" and "pathetic" to fight back. At the same time, she does love the challenge of slowly yet surely trying to break someone's strong will.

A master manipulator; Sara knows how to turn even the closest of friends against each other and can wrap almost anyone around her perfectly manicured fingers, whether they be one of her peers or a teacher.

She can and will make anyone's life a living hell if they dare to cross her and not fall in line.

Sara considers herself a "massive deal" and superior to everyone around her. However, she never uses her wealthy status or family's influence to get her way, unlike Chloé Bourgeois.

She partook in both physical and social bullying of the students along with her group of followers and other assholes. Their favorite victims are Noelle Odeja and Marc Anciel.

The last act of cruelty that finally broke Marc and led him to switch schools was her idea.

Treats her friends/followers as if they were beneath her and often uses her talent for manipulation to make them think that they are equal and important individuals in their friend group (though they know their place in their friend group's hierarchy.).

Makes all the rules for their friend group, including that everyone in the group except her is required to wear a choker with a heart lock under the threat of social isolation and mass school shunning. She's pretty much demanding that her friends where collars to signify that she owns them.

Cerise Leroux

Online Username: 🐅❤️RubyTigress666❤️🐅

Not to be confused with Lila Rossi "Cerise".

The more physically aggressive and intimidating out of the "Parisian Mean Girls".

Considers her red "claws" as lethal weapons.

Can tear a book in half with her bare hands with ease. Many of Marc's journals suffered at her hands.

When she's not clawing at some poor unfortunate soul who called her red hair "fake" (which it is), she uses her charms to get people to do whatever she wants.

She knows that many of the male students at her school are attracted to her and she takes full advantage to manipulate them.

Cerise has been the source of disarray for many of the couples/crushes at her school. Planting seeds of doubt in their minds, making them believe their partner was being unfaithful, outing/mocking a few students' sexual orientations, etc.

Secretly, Cerise is a romantic and is a sucker for romantic genres.

She finds romantic comedies, television dramas, and fairytales entertaining, but she absolutely loves romantic tales that are told realistically.

Cerise is a massive animal lover. She loves all animals and will take it as a personal offense if somebody doesn't let her pet their animal for a few hours.

Cerise may not be above cruelty towards people, but she is highly against cruelty to animals.

After she graduates high school, she plans on pursuing a career in rescuing endangered animals and using her trust fund money to build sanctuaries and other facilities to help abused/endangered animals around the world.

Cerise told her "friends" about her passion for animals and her goals for the future once, and they all laughed in her face, calling her ideas "stupid" and "pointless". She never spoke about the topic again afterward.

Colette Lyon

Online Username: 🎭DramaEqualsLife🎭

President of the Drama Club

Acting and pretending to be a whole different person entirely comes as naturally to Colette as breathing.

Colette lives for middle school drama and is proud to create it every chance she gets.

Constantly spreads rumors around the school, regardless if they are true or false.

As soon as Colette found out about Noelle's father's affair, she immediately spread the story throughout the whole school and made sure that Noelle would be constantly harassed about it every day until Noelle transferred schools.

Sees herself as the "perfect actress", capable of playing any role or character she needs to fool and control others around her.

Uses her talent for putting up facades to regularly create drama among the student body.

If there was a competition for the best liar, Colette would definitely have an intense battle with Lila Rossi.

Colette has information/dirt on every student at her school and she is not above blackmail or revealing it at any given moment. Rumor has it that she even has a thing or two on a few of the teachers.

Colette has a history of stealing other students' diaries and private journals and reading them out loud to a crowd of people.

Colette has gotten her hands on Marc's journals/diaries a few times and has read his stories/private thoughts out loud, knowing that he was too timid and mortified with embarrassment to protest or fight back.

She has a half-brother who attends the same school as her, but they never acknowledge each other as siblings in public and nobody has yet to make the connection between them since they do not share the same last name.

Lavender Leyva

Online Username: 💜🎵LavenderMuse2000🎵💜

The gloomy, odd girl out of the "Parisian Mean Girls".

Often speaks in a monotone voice and has a stoic demeanor for the most part.

The least manipulative or cruel out of the friend group.

Lavender tends to stay out of physical confrontation, but she is not against social harassment.

While she doesn't actively try to bully anyone without the other girls starting it, she also doesn't do anything to stop them and watches the torment with a blank, unfazed look on her face.

Lavender prefers to be alone with her thoughts whenever she gets a break from middle school drama.

She loves to listen to songs with depressing or mysterious vibes and dreams of becoming a singer/songwriter one day.

Often acts as "lookout" whenever the girls and guys are bullying their latest victim, though she really doesn't care whether or not they get caught.

She lost the ability to care about anything years ago.

Her "friends" constantly point out how weird she acts and her interests are often subjected to ridicule, but it's not like she cares.

One thing she will never admit to is her secret love of horror movies and novels. After all, can't look like a hypocrite for always mocking Noelle about her horror obsessions.

Unlike the rest of the "Parisian Mean Girls" who are XY fans, Lavender HATES XY!!!!

"He's a fake lip-syncing, popstar wannabe who only got famous because he has a somewhat pretty face and he rode on his father's coattail his whole life. Even his music is as fake and talentless as him. He might as well be made of plastic because of how fake he is." -Lavender

Well, there you have it. More information on this quartet of bitches. I plan on doing the OC headcanon of the guys from their middle school who partook in bullying the other students with them soon. One day when I can finally get it together, I plan on featuring all of them in a miraculous ladybug fanfic, which will also reveal the effects that their bullying had on both Marc and Noelle, especially their last act of cruelty that was mentioned before that led to Marc switching schools. Fair warning: it was really bad. Feel free to share your thoughts about these four bitches. Don't be afraid to rip them to shreds.

@nerd-chocolate @artzychic27 @andromeda612 @msweebyness @imsparky2002 @princessbutterflysposts @arny20252

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son1c · 8 months

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NEED to inherit 10,000,000 dollars from a mysterious estranged relative i've never met before. like right now

#not gonna apologize for not drawing because i am fighting for my life against my work schedule rn #it is quite literally sucking the life out of me </3

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lazylittledragon · 4 months

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do any other artists feel like. yeah you're a 'good artist' because you draw things that look nice, but like. TECHNICALLY? you're really not great

i really hate that i can recognise that yes, my art is good, but is it VARIED? is it dynamic?? is my anatomy good? is it full of texture and colour theory? do i know how to do This? can i do That? no, not really. and that's quite painful actually

#ramble #yes this is the artist's perspective bs and yes this is anxiety because it's 1am #and yes i'm forever learning and growing but also #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.#drawing my little guys is fun but i am not good enough for the industry right now and that fucking sucks #i really feel like if i walked into a studio with my portfolio right now they would laugh at me #one of those days where i wish i'd done a more useful degree y'know #i'm going back through the phase where i don't know what i'm going to be anymore and it's scary #some days i really want to give it up and never draw again and do something worthwhile because i Know my life would be easier #and i hate that something i love so much makes me feel so hopeless #signs that i should go to bed ^^^^#i will resume my pity party tomorrow

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badlydrawnronpa · 5 months

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i love how this blog called "badly drawn" while like some of these doodles are better than my finished sketches lol

HEY

NO SELF DEPRECATION ABOUT YOUR ART SKILLS IN THIS HOUSE

ANGIE ATTACK

#admin post #also like i obviously dunno who you are anon but like. ive been drawing for years #and i still meet people who are obviously more skilled than me #but even then #like. we all learn at a different pace #if you see some of the old posts on this blog and compare them to the newer ones theres improvement on THOSE too #and they're all scribbles to me #like!!!!!!! idk if im making any sense!!!!!!#art is hard it sucks but we're creating and we're on a journey #and you'll always be better than the ai crowd #kissing your forehead. mwah. dont stop creating #also this angie is fully colored because i was insane doing just lineart these days BYE

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theribbonmarkedroom · 11 months

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Kinda sad that they replaced sunflower with another song in this scene BUT I’m delusional so this is what happened it’s true I was there

#des art tag #across the spiderverse #atsv #miles morales #gwen stacy #across the spider verse fanart #spider man across the spider verse #miles heart eyes morales 😔#note: I made Gwen’s eyes green instead of blue because of some of the concept art in the first art book #never drawing headphones again ts SUCKED goodbye 😭#omg I saw spiderverse again and I forgot that they changed a lot of things from the -first look- like the outfits #and even tho I drew this after I saw across the spiderverse before I drew this I took references from that first look so PLEASE ignore that #thank you 😁

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starwarjotta · 8 months

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Day 5 - caf since my scribbles can be totally illegible, here’s a transcript Obi-Wan: Here you go, Cody Cody: Oh, thanks, sir Cody: this... it’s caf? Obi-Wan: Ah, yes! I’ve noticed my teas are not really to your tastes, so I stocked up some caf for you instead! I hope it’s okay Cody: ... oh Cody: ...thank you.

#codywan #obi wan kenobi #commander cody #star wars #tcw #starwarstober23 #little comic #I absolutely love the trope of them doing flimsiwork together and drinkin tea and caf #and Cody doesn't really like the teas Obi-Wan gives him but drinks them anyway because no one has EVER offered him something like that #and he'd rather jump out of an airlock than hurt Obi-Wan's feelings #so he sucks it up and drinks it and maybe even almost likes one blend or two #but ofc Obi-Wan notices at some point that Cody obviously isn't a big fan of teas so he'll get him caf instead #and if Cody already marveled at someone offering him something like tea this is a whole another level #a cup of caf is practically a love letter to Cody #I love them so much #codywan every day all the time #THEM #idiots in love #I also always struggle with coloring comics like do I color them or not????? so they end up colored kinda in this half-assed way usually #also if it hasn't become clear yet I can't draw backgrounds and struggle with that too so everything always takes place in some weird LIMBO

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kenandeliza · 3 months

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A random thought / headcanon

Superman learns knitting/sewing, deciding to give an “ugly sweater” to his friends, including captain marvel

He doesn’t make them ugly intentionally, he’s just bad at making designs

#dc comics #captain marvel #shazam #dc characters #billy batson #kenandeliza's art #superman #clark kent #a random headcanon that clark can sew/knit but suck at designing them #billy appreciates the warm sweater though #(this isn’t really the normal billy i usually draw #mostly because this isn’t the golden age billy)#wish i could color stuff better though..#billy would then use the extremely oversized sweater as a blanket #i’m not really used to drawing Billy homeless…#so sorry bout that :p #I think this is the first time I made a comic without Freddy in it #Imagine my shock!

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kawareo · 2 months

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quick @meanbossart 's DU Drow with a post-tadpol Strike!

I think they'd get along, Strike has never been afraid of anyone except Bhaal and he's enough of a freak to vibe with DU Drow! I gotta draw more of tadpoled Strike anyway, the weight loss and scars are from Kressa's torture (yes even the dick scars)

Anyway I absolutely adore DU Drow and meanbossart's art, the way he draws Astarion and Orin is downright delightful and i hope i did DU Drow justice here lol

#i love this fucked up man so much #he's got really fun features #maybe i'll draw him more if it's okay with his owner #this one was done pretty quickly just because today kinda sucked ass so that was for me to cheer up tbh #i mean it worked #bg3 #other's oc #the dark urge #du drow #fanart #baldur's gate 3 #durge #bg3 durge #oc strike

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b4kuch1n · 1 year

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same teacher, different lessons

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#sonic the hedgehog #dr. ivo eggman robotnik #miles tails prower #sonic frontiers #SPOILERS. THERE ARE SPOILERS IN THIS COMIC BY THE WAY.#SONIC FRONTIERS SPOILERS #smiles gently I can not believe I let sonic the fuckign hedgehog ruin my life #(I can I totally can)#hi <3 if you follow me because I drew this sonic comic. don't!#don't do it! follow me bc I'm funny and hot and devastatingly smart don't follow me bc I draw sonic stuff. bc it won;t happen again #I mean it. not bc I dont like or want to do sonic stuff. but bc I am literally in the middle of a job rn #one that I want to invest 100% of my time and brain in #this comic is actually an effort to win my brain back so I can do my job lol #because I finished miss penny snapcube's streams of this game and it force fed me emotions #I just! I just thought sonic would come tell eggman abt sage!! idk seems like something he'd do!!!#and also the whole thing abt letting the characters move on and have a future and change and develop #vs Killing My Baby Little Guy Daughter For Like Ten Minutes #thematically interesting! also for some reasons I had. a pretty easy time drawing this #I was mouthbreathing galloping like a horse to finishing this. Because I Need To Work #I didnt expect to have a good time with these designs tho idk why. probably bc I most suck shit at drawing animals #but to be fair yet again sonic and tails are little guys. theyre animal but theyre also like dudes. also sonic's design is kinda perfect #as far as character design goes he's really pretty goo- wait I made a continuity error hol on #okay. okay I fixed it. no problem. no matter 's all good now #okay. I go sleep now. today has been very noisy. but this actually got me through it okay #thank you sonic the hedgehog. that was pretty cool of u #have a good night guys! absolute freedom is probably really really sad #long post

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1percentcharge · 2 months

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evolution of the detective, he’s grown so much…

#should be noted that some of these drawings suck ass because I have to rush the homework for this class sometimes

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rendevok · 1 year

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The sensation of waking up next to you ❤️💙

+bonus doodle:

…and they mimir’d happily ever after the end. ❤️

(ID under cut!)

Miles is roused from sleep by sunlight shining on his face. Slowly, his eyes adjust to the light, until finally, his scope of awareness broadens to a body he had been sleeping on.

Page 2

Miles looks up to the figure that holds him, and upon seeing, his eyes widen in recognition.

The bottom panel of the page shows minimal details of a window shedding light onto the bed and blankets as seen from a higher view in the room.

Page 3

On the other side of the bed, Phoenix rests, his head propped by the headboard. His hair is messy from sleep, and his expression is thoughtful. The light of the morning highlights his features.

The sun shines through the blinds of the window.

Phoenix finally notices his observer, and turns to look at him.

Page 4

Phoenix takes Miles’ hand in his, and lifts it to gently kiss the ring on Miles’ finger. They both move to share a kiss, and their hands shift to hold one another. Miles’ ring sparkles in the sunlight.

Page 5

They link their fingers as they kiss, and the morning creates a quiet atmosphere around them.

They part, but remain close, their fingers fully interlocked. Phoenix greets “Good morning,” with a tender, loving expression as he looks at Miles. Miles’ own expression is soft, unguarded, and fixed on Phoenix.

Page 6

Phoenix and Miles settle back into their shared bed; the morning sun illuminates them. They both smile softly, seeming happy and at peace. Miles rests his head under Phoenix’s neck, and his hand on Phoenix’s chest. One of Phoenix’s hands rests over Miles’ own on his chest, while his other hand holds Miles closer, revealing a matching ring of his own. Both rings shine softly in the sunlight.

Bonus image

A small simple drawing of Phoenix and Miles having fallen asleep again while holding each other as in the final page of the comic.

End ID.]

#narumitsu #wrightworth #phoenix wright #miles edgeworth #ace attorney #this is so sappy i nearly choked the entire time i was drawing it #aa #fan art #smooches #ah yes my favorite tag <3 #rendevok #this is vaguely set post AA5 but i truly have no timeline in mind i just want them married #like ding DONG bitches get ur shit together aren’t u tired of pining??? it’s time to go apeshitt and furiously makeout #i’m going to start mashing them together like dolls i dont care anymore!!!#NRMTS KISS RIGHT NOW OR IM BITING BOTH OF YOU #(a win win situation for me)#anyway if you can’t tell i am deeply in love with phoenix and projecting onto miles so hard #who doesn’t love making him down horrendous for a little flavor?#image description and alt text are the same because i suck at those still #writing that out was deeply embarrassing for me bc for whatever reason writing it out is something WAY more visceral than drawing it #i wish to evaporate nobody look at me unless you want to talk about them kissiing more then my dms are open

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darkwitch1999 · 3 months

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Anciel Moms Headcanons Part One: Emerson Anciel

Emerson is the biological mother of Marc Anciel (14 years old) and Aimé Anciel (6 years old) and is married to Kiki Anciel.

Marc and Aimé both call Emerson “Mama” and Kiki “Mom”.

She runs a local coffee shop.

Collège Françoise Dupont was one of her alma maters.

When Marc was entering middle school, Emerson and Kiki had discussed sending their son to DuPont, but then they found out that the mayor’s daughter would be attending that school and they decided against it.

Chloé Bourgeois had made a name for herself as “the mayor’s spoiled brat” ever since she learned to talk. As if they were going to let their son anywhere near that rotten girl.

Now Emerson and Kiki are kicking themselves for not choosing Dupont first.

She is bisexual.

Emerson and Kiki have known each other since elementary school and have been best friends for many years before they started dating during college.

Emerson had started developing some “romantic feelings” for Kiki sometime during high school, but she was clueless about these feelings of attraction towards her best friend.

Think of it like how Adrien was clueless about his feelings towards Marinette, but a WHOLE LOT LESS CRINGE!!!! Kiki was not a stalker, unlike certain pig-tailed girls!.

During her high school years and a couple of years at college, Emerson had an “on-again-off-again” relationship with some no-good asshat.

The two of them would break up with each other all the time, but then always come back to each other after a certain period.

Emerson’s ex-boyfriend would always make promises to improve himself and Emerson, despite all her confidence and self-assertiveness, would always take him back because deep down inside her self-esteem was low enough to believe that she couldn’t do better than a douchebag who clearly had no respect for her.

She finally broke off the relationship for good when she caught her ex-boyfriend cheating on her. The bastard was let off pretty easily during the break-up though.

He only got a broken nose after Emerson verbally assaulted him with every curse word and horrific insult that she could think of.

Throughout the whole breakup ordeal, Kiki stayed by her side and helped Emerson recover emotionally, and without her shitty ex-boyfriend distracting her, Emerson was able to grasp and realize her hidden feelings for Kiki and began their currently fourteen-year-long romantic relationship.

Emerson and Kiki have been married for twelve years now.

Emerson can be described as hot-headed and tough as nails. She is also well known for having a very dangerous and terrifying temper.

In her youth, she was considered the “toughest gal” during her middle and high school years.

Often, she would get into street fights and go joyriding on an old motorcycle that she and her late grandfather had restored together.

She carried around an aluminum bat that she nicknamed “The Attitude Fixer”.

May heaven have mercy on all those poor unfortunate souls who found themselves on the receiving end of her bat.

Swore more than a sailor and was always quick with a clever comeback whenever someone dared to insult her.

She also lacked a filter for the most part and wasn’t afraid to speak her mind.

When she became a mother, she had to show more restraint with her swearing around her boys as long as they were under the age of thirteen (if Emerson could swear at thirteen, she saw no reason why her children couldn’t do the same).

Nobody dared to mess with her and those who did had their heads slammed against the pavement within seconds.

She wasn’t a bully; she only beat the crap out of assholes who deserved it or anyone who dared to talk shit about her or the people she cared about.

Though it is dormant, Marc also has a temper hidden deep inside of his that if you piss him off enough, will unleash a fury that will have you praying for mercy. Like mother, like son.

Despite her “wild youth”, Emerson is a very caring and loving mother to her two sons.

When she first got pregnant with Marc, she felt insecure about her capability of being motherly enough for her son. She was also worried that she wouldn’t have any maternal instincts for her child.

Then Marc was born, and unlocked her inner “Mama Bear”.

Emerson is very protective of her two sons and wouldn’t hesitate to get back at anyone who dares to harm them physically or emotionally.

Especially if that someone is a homophobe who talks shit about her family in front of her and Kiki’s children.

Back when Marc attended his old school during Career Day, one of the teachers started making comments about Marc being raised by two mothers and no father and how “difficult” it was for Marc not to have a father to teach him “guy things” like sports or whatever.

Kiki’s Thoughts: “Did she really just say all that with us standing right here?!”

Emerson’s Thoughts: “M-Must…resist…urge to m-murder…in front of child…”

Things then took a turn for the worse when the teacher started insulting Emerson and Kiki, calling their marriage “unnatural” and “sinful”, and saying that they were unfit to raise children.

As a result, Emerson grabbed a chair and started chasing the teacher around the school with the intent of bashing her head in.

Emerson chased the teacher around the school for a solid twenty minutes before Kiki decided to show her “mercy” and asked Marc to pretend to have fallen down the stairs to snap Emerson out of her blind rage. Honestly, though, Kiki just wanted to spare her son from the trauma of watching his mama beat the teacher close to death with a chair (she probably wouldn’t have stopped her wife if Marc wasn’t present).

Fortunately, the teacher or the school didn’t press charges for attempted assault. However, Emerson is not allowed on school grounds unless Kiki escorts her and agrees to maintain a minimal distance of six feet away from the teacher.

As for the teacher, aside from nearly getting beaten to death with a chair, she got off Scott-free and the school didn’t take any disciplinary actions for her homophobic remarks towards the Anciel family (no surprises there), which pissed Emerson WAY off to no end! Good thing Hawk Moth wasn’t active during this time otherwise she would have definitely gotten akumatized and gone on a rampage.

When Emerson and Kiki found out that Marc was getting bullied, to say that Emerson was pissed wouldn’t even begin to express the intensity of her rage!

During the last couple of weeks of eighth grade, a group of bullies went way too far with their latest torment and Emerson was highly tempted to kick the ass of every single individual involved (if only they weren’t minors).

Her rage further intensified and became unstable once Marc told her and Kiki about the time he tried to get help from Principal Clément. Needless to say, Emerson immediately stormed into her office with the “The Attitude Fixer” in hand angrily demanding an explanation. Of course, the bat was only brought to scare the shit out of the principal, but with each passing second of listening to that bitch talk, Emerson was becoming more and more tempted to use it.

Following her confrontation with Principal Clément, Emerson immediately pulled Marc out of that school and began the process of transferring him to Collège Françoise Dupont. At this point, she wasn’t as concerned about the possibility of Marc being stuck with Chloé because compared to what those kids did to Marc, Chloé looked like a saint.

Emerson is well aware of Marc’s obvious crush on Nathaniel Kurtzberg that even a blind person can see from a mile away (Of course she picked up on those vibes. She is his mama after all).

Emerson likes Nathaniel and she trusts him completely to help Marc whenever he’s having one of his “bad days” and to help him calm down whenever he has panic/anxiety attacks. She and Kiki were the ones who helped educate Nathaniel on Marc’s anxiety disorder when he asked them about it and taught him the coping strategies to help their son.

However, being the protective “Mama Bear” that she is, Emerson is not very fond of the idea of her son dating anyone. She knew to keep that sentiment to herself back when Marc and Nathaniel were “just friends” since she didn’t want to risk outing Marc’s crush on Nathaniel to the red-headed artist, despite how pretty fucking obvious it was! Like seriously, Nathaniel?!

Emerson: (seething as she watches Nathaniel and Marc from the kitchen) They’re holding hands! KIKI! THEY ARE FUCKING HOLDING HANDS!!!!! Just what is that boy’s intentions to our son?!

Kiki: They aren’t holding hands, Emmy. Nathaniel just moved his hand….

Emerson: I know what I saw! I swear if that kid moves his hand again out of my sight…

Kiki: Emmy, even if they were holding hands, what’s the harm?

Emerson: Oh it looks innocent now! That’s how it is in the beginning, but hand holding will then soon turn into gazing into each others’ eyes, and then gazing will lead to kissing, and eventually kissing will lead to them fuc-...

Kiki: EMMY!

Emerson: HE’S TOO YOUNG!

Kiki: I mean I won’t argue that fact, but this is all coming from the same woman who was only a year older than Marc when she started doing that…

When the two boys FINALLY started dating, while Emerson was happy for her son and she would never doubt that Marc and Nathaniel were the cutest couple, she was also very stern when it came to how they used physical contact to express their love. In other words, kissing was fine but they had to keep their hands where Emerson could see them.

She is starting to warm up to the idea that she has to let her son grow up and form love connections, but she still keeps her guard up and has made it perfectly clear what will happen to him if even thinks about hurting her “precious baby boy”.

She doesn’t know about Nathaniel’s involvement during the “Reverser” incident by the way. Marc never told her who was responsible for his akumatization.

Though Emerson tries to assert herself as strong and confident and refuses to show any weakness, much like Marc, she has been known to harbor deep insecurities, and every once in a while, her feelings of guilt from the past come back to plague her mind with self-loathing and doubt.

While Marc believes that Emerson had him through in vitro fertilization like his younger brother, Aimé Anciel, his father is actually Emerson’s asshole ex-boyfriend she broke up during her college years.

Though Emerson never said that she had Marc through in vitro fertilization, she didn’t deny it either. It probably didn’t help that she refers to his biological father as his “sperm donor” and doesn’t elaborate further than that.

During the early stage of her pregnancy with Marc, Emerson thought that would be incapable of raising a child and that she would be unfit to be a mother. At first, she had considered either giving up Marc for adoption or terminating her pregnancy. However, Kiki would constantly reassure her that Emerson would be a great mother to her baby and that no matter what she decided to do, she would always support her.

True to her word, Kiki stayed by her girlfriend’s side and supported her throughout the whole pregnancy. Even after Marc was born, Kiki never left Emerson’s side and spent the next fourteen years co-parenting with her.

Emerson still harbors guilt over that time when she almost gave up on her son, but at the same time, she is content that she knows she made the right decision to be his mother.

Emerson still kicks herself for not realizing sooner that Marc was getting bullied at his old school.

Throughout the years while Marc attended that school, she did notice a change in Marc’s personality and that his usual “happy-go-lucky” outgoing demeanor had become more withdrawn and timid. Additionally, Emerson also noticed how Marc had become more painfully shy and quiet whenever they were out in public.

While she did suspect that bullying was involved, she thought that it was just a couple of kids being assholes that were teasing and making fun of him. Because Marc kept covering up his bruises and would lie about his pairs of glasses being broken by him being clumsy, it wasn’t until near the end of eighth grade that Emerson and Kiki found out about the physical bullying. Though she tried her best to get Marc to open up about the bullying, he kept denying anything being wrong.

At one point, Emerson and Kiki tried to press Marc for details about anything that might have been going on at school. However, pressing Marc for information led to him having a panic attack. That was also the year Marc was diagnosed with his anxiety disorder.

Emerson blames herself for Marc having an anxiety disorder as she feels that it is her fault that she didn’t do enough to help Marc while he was getting bullied.

Concept Design of Emerson Anciel using Create-a-Sim because I suck at drawing characters.

Finally finished writing this out. Up next will be looking into Kiki Anciel. Please share your thoughts on what you think of Emerson Anciel.

@andromeda612 @nerd-chocolate @artzychic27 @princessbutterflysposts @msweebyness @imsparky2002

#miraculous ladybug #miraculoustalesofladybugandcatnoir #ao3 writer #original character #marc anciel #original anciel characters #marc anciel headcanon #mlb marc #protective mother #mama bear #mlb headcanon #marc has two moms #nathaniel kurtzberg #create a sim #sims 4 #because I suck at drawing

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