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mafiadad5 · 4 months

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Genre- smut, little to no plot, 18+

Warnings- unprotected sex, choking, praising, degrading, slight rope play?, rough-ish?

Dom!Jaemin x fem!reader

Word count- 1.8k

Sum- no summary, just read :)

note- repost of my older post in 2nd person pov xoxo, no proof read heh.

"That was fun."

you told Jaemin as we walked in his room after a long day out. He sat down his bags and took off his coat, setting it down on his dresser. "Yea, so much fun." he smiled sarcastically. you rolled your eyes as you took off your uncomfortable jeans and flopped onto the bed. He leaned on his dresser and stared at you, saying absolutely nothing.

"What?"

you said looking at him while smiling, a bit nervous of what he would say. "Oh nothing." He said doing a small smirk while slowly approaching you. you looked up at him as he looked deeply at you. "What do you think you are doing?" you said as he chuckled while hopping in the bed beside you. "I can't get in my own bed now?" He said while staring up at you because you was slightly sitting up. "Whatever." you hummed before grabbing your phone, getting on it.

He fiddled with the collar of your shirt and drew small circles on your neck and collar bone with his cold, yet soft fingers. He took your phone out of your hand, and you looked at him confused as he looked at your screen, turning off your phone and throwing it on his bedside table.

"What was that fo-"

you tried saying before you was cut off by Jaemin nibbling and sucking softly on your neck, his soft lips chilling your hot neck with every gentle kiss while he was rubbing your inner thigh. "Stoppp." you said while jokingly pushing his head away from you. you got on top of him and whispered in his ear, "You know you're supposed to ask before you do anything right?" his body sinking under yours as he started to breathe heavily, his shirt slightly up showing his soft smooth skin. He looked at you staying quiet, making direct eye contact before looking to the side. you begin to outline his abs with your finger.

"So beg for me, beg for my body, I know you want it"

you said as he stayed turned the side, avoiding eye contact, staying silent as ever. The only thing you could feel was his stomach going up and down as he breathed heavily. "Ok fine." you shrugged, reaching over to grab your phone off the table. Just before you grabbed your phone you felt a cold tight grasp on your wrist. you looked over and saw Jaemin with a dark expression on his face. you looked at him with a confused face.

"Are you ok?"

you said, which really meant ‘what are you doing’. He just stared back at you as he took your wrist, forcing your phone out of your hand, throwing it in a chair where you couldn't reach. "What is your problem?" you said looking at the phone then back at him, still on top, but he was sitting up now. He just stared at you his face dark and angry. "Hello? I'm talking to yo-" , but before you could finish he put his hand around your throat laying you on your back so he was on top of you now, clawing at your skin creating small scratches right beside the small marks he left from the nibbles earlier.

"Right now, you're gonna beg me for my body. You're gonna beg me to fuck you till you're screaming and crying, you're gonna beg me to use you, do you understand?"

He looked down at you his grip tightening on your neck. you stayed silent, looking up at him, trying to breathe through his literal choke hold on you. "Or do I have to make you?" He said, his gaze still dark as he raised an eyebrow waiting for your response, just for a silence to filled the room. "Ok." he said nodding his head with a smile on his face. "Ok." he said one last time before he took his hand off your neck, ripping off your underwear, throwing them away from you.

"Turn around."

He said in a dark rusty voice. you stayed silent and continued to look up at him. He did a small chuckle before leaning down to your ear,

"You better not make a single noise while I’m fucking you then."

He said as he turned your body around, putting you on your knees. He took off his white t-shirt, throwing it beside you, unbuckling his pants as he pulled them down, along with his underwear. He rubbed his finger between your folds as you took a deep breath. He sucked his finger off from your wetness.

There was a long pause, then he shoved all of his length inside of your wet dripping hole, no warning, nothing but the tension of your tight walls being stretched around his dick. you gasped as you closed your eyes and bit your lip, holding in your breath trying not to make any noises. He grabbed your hips as he adjusted himself inside of you. you licked your lips and closed your eyes again holding in your moans as he slowly moved his dick in and out of your pussy, trying to tease you knowing you was already going crazy over him.

As he continued to slowly go in and out of you, he picked up the speed a little, hitting harder everytime he thrusted back in. you rested one of your elbows on the bed as you covered your mouth with one of your hands while gripping the covers with the other.

"Well that's not fair is it?"

Jaemin said as he pushed deeper inside of you, grabbing your hands off the bed and, putting them behind you, making you fall and your back arch so his dick went even deeper. you let out a quick moan making him pull out of you. "What was that?" He said whispering in your ear. you stayed quiet.

"You're not a little slut are you?"

you shook your head no. "Then act like it" He said giggling as he slapped your ass. He knew he was teasing you, and he knew that it was driving you crazy, he loved it. He also loved that he knew you wouldn't do anything about it. He grabbed his shirt and wrapped it around your hands, tying them behind your back.

"If you behave like a good girl maybe I’ll let you cum."

He said before entering you again this tiyou going faster than before, your body jerking with every thrust. you put your head in the covers to muffle out the loud breaths you were taking, it seemed like he hit every spot that was there to hit. you grabbed on to the excess shirt that was wrapped around your hand, but Jaemin removed his hands from your hips and quickly took your hands off the shirt. you let out a soft moan but it was muffled because your head was in the cover, but Jaemin heard it, grabbing your hair, pulling your head upwards out of the covers, one of his hands still on your hip helping him make perfect thrust.

He begin to go faster and harder, pulling your hair slightly everytime he pushed in. "You feel so good, you know that right?” He said letting out soft deep breaths. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head as you held your breath to prevent yourself from moaning, but you couldn't take it anymore. "please.." you said as you let out a soft moan. "Hmm? What was that?" He said as he leaned down to your ear, still breathing heavy. "Please" you said louder, biting your lip, "please" you said again in a quieter desperate voice.

"Please what?"

He said his voice sounding stern. "Please let me scream and cry, please let you cum." you said as your head fell from his hands. "Do you think you've been a good enough girl?" He said as he untied your hands and flipped you around as you nodded. "Words." he said while looking down at you, dragging his fingers on your legs spread apart, ready for him. "Yes I’ve been such a good girl for you." you said as you looked up at him.

"God you're such a fucking slut."

He said as he looked you in the eyes trying not to smirk, slowly putting his dick back in your drenching cunt, taking a deep breath as he watched his length disappear. you closed your eyes and threw your head back as he looked at you and smiled. He didn't take any time, getting back to it instantly. He started moving faster, holding your waist, moving one of his hands to your throat, then one to your hair, moving the messy pieces out of your face.

"You look so beautiful under me." he said, his gaze looking like he was drowning in pleasure as he placed a messy kiss on your lips. You began to kiss while Jaemin was still thrusting fast in and out of you. He hit harder and harder, eventually hitting your g-spot. you let out a loud moan and broke from the kiss throwing your head back from all the pleasure. He started kissing and sucking on your neck as your head was thrown back. you grabbed onto his hair, non-stop moaning as he kept hitting the right spots. you squeezed his hair, tightening your walls around him. "Fuck." he grunted, his thrust getting sloppier as he grabbed your waist forcing himself as deep in you as he could go.

"Fuck baby."

He said as he put his thumb in your mouth, taking it out and rubbing your clit. you held the covers beside you, throwing your head back once again, a moaning mess as he gripped tighter on your waist. "Fuck please I’m about to-" you managed to muffle out in a moan. "It’s ok baby me too, go ahead, cum for me. Do it." My moans got louder and his thrust got faster. "Oh fuck." he said as he hit one more hard thrust pushing your body to his by your waist.

Loud breathing filling the room as your legs shook violently, his dick twitching as glands of sweat ran down his forehead. He let out a deep chuckle as you let out a deep breaths, tears streaming down your face because of all the pleasure.

He made an exit out of you as he cradled you into his arms, running you a nice warm bath.

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not-magdi · 23 days

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First Kiss

Warnings: None / sorry for any mistakes I'm too lazy to proofread it currently

Words: 1.3k

Reading Time: 5min 20 sec

A/N

I've had this in my drafts fo sooo long now it's unbelievable. But I'm done now so yeyyy!! Hope you enjoy it

Love you guys, Magdi

To celebrate Barça's win and Pablo's reappearance at the stadium today, Pedri invited the whole team to a get-together at his house after the game. And like every time Pablo got invited somewhere, he asked you to come with him as his plus one.

You were always Pablo's plus one at any event, it didn't matter if it was a fancy gala or a simple team dinner, you were always by his side, and you never really gave it much thought.

"Y/N, hurry up!" Pablo screamed from downstairs. You had to drive to Pedri's house as Pablo still wasn't allowed to, which meant he had been waiting for the last 30 minutes for you to get ready.

"Jesus Christ! I'm comming, ok!" Adding the last bit of shimmer to your eyes, you make your way downstairs, completely missing the way Pablo's eyes nearly pop out as he sees you.

You see. Pablo has been trying to muster up the courage to ask you out for about a year now, but every time he comes close to telling you, he chickens out. Because the last thing he wants is for a lifelong friendship to end just because of an immature crush.

So, for the last year, all of your friends had to painfully watch how you two would pin after each other. Then, contrary to Pablo's belief, you weren't any better than him. The slight difference between you is that your crush has been going on since you were twelve.

You managed to hide your feelings pretty well, or so you thought. The truth was everybody knew you liked Pablo except himself. Which was pretty confusing for everybody as you were "Looking at him with heart eyes," in Aurora's words.

Anyways, back to now. After some slight arguing over what music you should play, you finally drove off. The car ride was silent, not an uncomfortable kind of silence, more a comforting kind. You were both recharging your social batteries again before meeting his teammates.

Something you and Pablo have in common is not being the most talkative on the planet, you two prefer to be affectionate rather than talk someone's ear off.

*Timeskip cause I'm lazyy*

After arriving, Fermín dragged Pablo away, wanting to talk about "football stuff". You didn't mind it, knowing Pablo missed his teammates terribly, so you let him be, getting yourself something to drink and sitting down next to Pedri, who greeted you with a big smile.

"Y/n! It's so good to see you! How are you doing?"

You fell into a relaxed conversation with Pedri about his season, how his brother is doing and many other things. You were finishing your fourth drink when Pedri bid his goodbye to find Ferran, you gave him a lazy smile and said bye.

You start to feel the alcohol in your system and decide to look for Pablo. You haven't seen him since you arrived, and that was 3 hours ago. With a slight sway in your walk, you make your way around the house, trying to find him.

You nearly gave up, wanting to call him instead, you saw him outside, sitting on a lounge chair with Fermín deep in conversation. Carefully opening the door, you step out, sneaking up behind Pablo to scare him.

"Hey guys!"

"Ahh ... Dios Y/N!"

Pablo nearly falls out of his seat, screaming like a little girl. Fermín still sits in his chair, holding one hand to his chest, looking at you with a shocked face. You, on the other hand, nearly fall over laughing, holding onto the wall beside you.

"Oh my god! Y-you guys should have seen your faces, hahah!"

Sitting up again, Pablo looks at you with furrowed eyebrows, grumbling something under his breath. "Sometimes I wonder why I'm friends with you."

Fermín starts to laugh when he sees your shocked expression. "Excuse me! I'm awesome!"

Pablo raises his eyebrows at you and says nothing, his expression already tells you enough.

You cuddle yourself next to Pablo on the lounge chair and throw your legs on Pablo's lap. Almost naturally, his hands find your legs and start to stroke them.

You two completely miss how Fermín watches the whole scene with a knowing smile, too engrossed in each other to notice anything.

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It was currently half past twelve at night, and at some point, the topic of the conversation changed to first kisses.

You now know that Fermín had his first kiss under the bleachers of their old training grounds as children. You laughed at him for the next ten minutes, asking if it could be even more cliché.

"Okok, stop laughing. Was your first kiss any better?" You heard Fermín ask between your giggles.

"How should I now. I never had one." You just blurted out casually.

"What!!" Both men screamed in unison.

You were startled by their sudden exclamation nearly falling back with your chair.

"Dios mio, what's wrong with you two?!"

Fermín was the first one to find his voice again, "So you're telling me that you never kissed anybody in your entire life? Like ever?"

Taking a sip of your beer, you answer, "Jep, never."

Both men now look at you like they've seen a ghost, mouth hanging wide open, eyes staring into your soul.

"Guys it's no big deal really, calm down." You couldn't contain your laughter any longer as you kept looking into their faces, they looked absolutely ridiculous.

After a few minutes they calmed down again and the conversation flowed easily, well you and Fermín talked, Pablo kept quiet the whole time looking like he was lost in his own world.

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After some time, Fermín left, mumbling something about being way too cold. You didn't pay him much attention your focus shifted to Pablo a long time ago.

After Fermín left, there was silence between you and Pablo, not an uncomfortable one, more a comforting and calm one.

"Is it true that you've never been kissed?" Pablo breaks the silence.

"Yes, you idiot, why would I lie about something like this?" You laugh at his question.

"I don't know, the tequila scrambeled my brain."

Giggling, you throw your legs over his and make yourself more comfortable.

"You know, I've always imaged you would be my first kiss."

You were talking so quietly Pablo thought he heard you wrong, but he realised quickly what you said and looked at you with a gaze you couldn't read.

"Why did you never tell me?"

"Well, what did you want me to say? Hi Pablo, nobody ever kissed me. And I know we have known each other since we were 5 but would you want to? Yeah right."

"I would have ..."

Looking up from your lap, you see his brown teddy bear eyes looking at you.

"Wha-"

"I would have kissed you."

His tone and his expression told you he meant what he said. You didn't know if it was the alcohol or something else, but a wave of confidence hit you, which led you to ask him, "Would you also kiss me now?"

Pablo said nothing but started to lean in, grabbing your chin with his hand and making you look into his eyes.

"I would love to." He whispered before leaning in, softly connecting his lips with yours.

The feeling of Pablo's soft lips against yours was addicting. You never wanted it to stop, ever again.

Sadly, the lack of air in your lungs made you two pull away from each other, taking a deep breath while gazing into each other's eyes.

"And, was that ok for your first kiss?"

"Ok, it was magical!" You exclaimed, linking your hands behind his neck.

"That's good because I was not planning to stop at one kiss. Is that ok with you?"

A blush made its way onto your cheeks as you heard him say that, nodding you hide your burning cheeks in the crook of his neck.

"Yeah, I'd really like that."

"Good, then come here."

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popculturebuffet · 2 years

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So Let's Talk About Warner Bros Discovery Burning Down HBO Max for the Insurance Money

Okay real quick for those of you who don't know who I am: I"m Jake, I review animation on this fair blog sometimes on comission (which is open by the way) , and mostly just because I want to. I love all kinds of stuff from comics, to comic strips, to movies, and review all kinds in turns. I"m telling you this so you have full and proper context as to why Warner Bros Discovery's latests actions have been HELL on my anxiety. While this week has been a hard one for reasons that aren't your buisness, Warner just made it so much worse so rather than do three reviews this week, i'm doing two and this piece, outlying why I"m so nettled, why I no longer feel any security for anything warner has going , in production or otherwise, and why WBD sucks dirty ass in thunderstorms.

Let's begin with what's going on for those in the back who haven't heard: Last week Warner Bros Discovery made the earthshatteringly dumb decision to cancel their 40 million dollar Batgirl film, and not release it in any way shape or form as a tax write off as well as announcing they were canceling several other dc projects with the Arrowverse finally being taken out back and shot with the Flash getting canceled and given a smal lseason to wrap up (and Superman and Lois likewise detatching from said universe for it's own saftey), and just about every DC Project now in fear of being cut, paticuarlly the tv shows. The Flash MOVIE is weirdly exempt from this despite starring known human dumpster fire whose progressively spiraling Erza Miller. Granted they ARE getting help, so it might help, but it still feels odd to not drop THAT movie but drop one by people who have done absoltuely nothing wrong and is almost finished. And by odd I mean...

So yeah a 40 billion dollar diverse, great looking film is in limbo, any dc film that hasn't started shooting is in the firing range. While I do feel the DCEU badly needed an actual structure instead of just doing whatever movie without any real plan. But

Is somehow worse than no strategy. But there does seem to be SOME method to the madness here.. unfortunatley said method, as most perfectly put by my surrogate tv dad John Oliver "It seems like your trying to burn down my platform for the insurance money"

That does seem to be WBD's plan: Liquidate as much as possible, put as much of it as a tax writeoff as you can, and to hell with what comes next. There's no building going on here, just madly selling anything they can to make money. Which admitely I have done, I once had to sell off my entire 3ds collectoin to get buy, but i'm a 30 year old man with the body of an orangutan, not a BILLION dollar company that should know better. Even if Discovery is new at running this type of company, they seem more concerned with making as much money as possible and don't care if they actually surivive as a platform, if works of art surivive, or for anything other than getting a huge kickback.

And that brings me to today, the worst news in recent animation history. And keep in mind that history includes: 1. Disney cancelling the critically aclaimed and briliant owl house because it was too gay and trying to pretend that's not why they did it 2. Netflix's Childrens Content slowly collapsing into the sea with one or two exceptions. 3. Sex Monster John Lassiter somehow getting another job and a new movie AppleTV+ feels comfortable promoting. 4. The passing of Betty White, Ed Asner and Gilbert Gottfried

But yes HBO Max decided to delist a TON of his content. While ti hasn't happened yet and the backlash, and a recent blow to their stock due to this bullshit as a rare instance of corprate greed biting them, MIGHT stop it, it might be too late. The shows being chopped include Close Enough, a show they had just canceled a week ago and now decided no one can enjoy and that was not only one fo the platforms lead shows, but it's only adult animated comedy that didn't make people throw things at it on sight, Infinity Train, a show people were already mad was screwed out of more than four seasons, Ok KO Let's Be HEroes, one of the best cartoons of the 2010s, Mao Mao Heroes of Pure Heart which was stuck in cancelation limbo, and victor and Valentino, which I have not watched but is JUST going through season 3 as we speak. None of it makes sense, none of it is right and all of it is clearly a ploy to mak ea tax writeoff. And while previous managment had done this, there was a simliar incident iwth greats such as megas xlr and sym boinoic titan, never before has a company made material not only unavablaibe but so nakedly tried to claim something as a loss. I'm HOPING this bs dosen't fly in court, as none of these shows really are the net loss they thinkt hey are, paticuarlly close enough and infinity train, so none of this should add up, but i'm not holding my breath.

I'm also not holding my rage. I belivie in works being avaliable to people. Good or bad, as long as their not harmful , they should be out there and avaliable. Things should be preserved. And making it so several shows are just outright unwatchable, JUST so you can make money is one of the most greedy, discpiable, hateful and agonizing acts i've seen in some time. OK KO thankfully escapes thanks to being on hulu, but that may not be forever and they may try this shit with other platforms. For once most of these shows being on netflix in other countries is a lifesaver. And yes you can still find the stuff that's being taken on the internet, piracy can be bad but it can also be a way to preserve stuff, but I should be able to have a legal and fine means of watching Close Enough. I shoudln't hav eto scour for a show just because you want money. I'm still subscribed to hbo max as it's not me who does and it still has enough content.. but if they keep doing this scorched earth nonsense, it's going to leave them with nothing to sell and nothing to buy and no one to buy into thei rshit. and i'm hoping they learn their lesson and ease back before it's too late and one of the best platforms in the streaming wars is gone.

For now though all I can do is wait and hope like hell more things I care about don't die a cruel greedy death.

#warner bros discovery #hbo max #close enough #infinity train #i'm pissed now

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angelgoddard · 10 months

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i would like some of your views for my situation right now. i found out about loa and stuff 2 years ago. i’ve always wanted to manifest an entire differe life, everything different. i did affirming, visualization, void, sats, and many more but nothing worked. i came up with my own rules then, just deciding and affirming once then the desires will materialize into 3D, that didn’t work either. i don’t know what to do. everything is suffocating me, i literally cried for like an hour before i decided to ask you. everything is getting hopeless. i don’t know what i’m doing wrong. i keep repeating to myself, i have it i have it, done it for like 2 years. nothing worked till now. i kept questioning me if all these success stories could, why can’t i? i’m literally so discouraged and exhausted i just cry so often these days. please help. sos

hi baby :( i'm really sorry to hear about your struggles with the law! i was actually like this myself for a while too, i understood the law but i couldn't make any meaningful change in my life.

the way i got it together was by going back to the source. the book that helped me realize everything was "how to manifest your desires" by neville goddard. it was a long book, so i took my time going through it and read it whenever i was free to do so. the most important things to know are:

1. conciousness is the only reality.

2. persistence is key.

3. thoughts/emotions do not manifest.

4. you are not doing methods to "get", you are doing methods to stop hunger.

5. the sabbath state should be the goal, not getting desires in the 3d.

the manifestation process is very simple. one, decide what you want. two, persist in the assumption that you have what you want. three, fulfill yourself and the law will do its job. stop placing value on the 3d, and dwell in imagination. the reason you've been unable to make progress is because you're placing value on the 3d and not focusing on ending the inner man's hunger. you know these essentials, and all you have to do is apply.

settle down with one method. for you, i'd recommend staying away from the void and doing sats. (if you need a different method, feel free to send another ask and i can suggest smth else!) pick a single scenario that lasts no longer than a few seconds and loop it as you fall asleep. don't worry about feeling emotions or anything, just loop it. throughout the day, close your eyes and think fo your desires from the perspective of having them. do not attempt to police your thoughts or force them to be what you want them to be. let them pass by your mind with no acknowledgement unless they reflect the state in which you wish to be. do whatever you need to do in the 3d, but don't identify with any of it if it doesn't reflect your desires.

eventually you will get to the point in your journey where your thoughts will begin to naturally flow from the wish fulfilled state. you will begin to not feel the need to participate in any methods or affirmations. your desire will no longer be a desire, and rather something you have. your desire may be on your mind so much that it "haunts" you in a way that's familiar and not in a lacking one. this is called the sabbath state, which should be the true goal. the sabbath is the gestational period where movement occurs to grant you your desire in the 3d. (during the sabbath, you can still engage in methods if you wish.) when it does come, it shouldn't feel like something you've been desperately waiting for, but more like a pleasant event.

tldr;

1. focus on imagination only.

2. fulfill the inner man until you stop desiring.

3. place no value on the 3d.

4. stop forcing yourself to do something to "get". there is no getting because creation is finished.

you can do this! there is no failure in the law <3 i believe in you with my whole heart!

#law of assumption #answering asks #manifestation #miss know it all ♡#minnie luvs the law ♡

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andysorbit · 1 year

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Hi!! Sorry I took so long 🙍🏾‍♀️ if it’s still ok, i tell you it now? so I had like a nap dream about Yuta (but I woke up before seksy time ㅜㅜ) that I know if anyone could flesh out for me, it’d be you! I send a seperate ask with the details so you don’t have to post all of me telling you it? I only remember bits of the dialogues but it boiled down to my minor Daddy Issues & how I had No Guidance™️ until my former SD-turned-actual-bf, Yuta

MINORS DNI

Hiiiiii!! Sorry this took so long but I hope you enjoy this!

You look through your purse from the previous day, "Where is it?" You grumble. You hear Yuta come in, "Okay, maybe daddy can sort this out." You say and fix the trim of your dress before and trotting out, "Oh daddyyyyy!" You sing as you make your way to the living room. You stop when you see his coworkers coming in the door behind him. You've never been good with names but it's not like they're your friends, "Hello Mr. Suh, Mr. Lee number one, Mr. Lee number two, and Mr. Jung." You say sheepishly. They all greet you and you reach out to take Yuta's hand, "Can I have a minute of your time?" You ask him politely. He removes his shoes by the door and turns to the other men, "The bar is in the lounge as you guys already know. I'll be there in a bit." He instructs them. "Yes, daddy." Donghyuck laughs. "I will fire you." He sighs.

Once you two are alone, "Yuta brings a hand up to cup your cheek, "What's the matter, sweetheart?" He asks as he presses a kiss to your forehead. "I can't find our black card. I thought it was in my yellow purse from yesterday but it's not." You say with a pout. He chuckles, "Remember last night when I told you to start getting your things ready in advance?" He asks you. You nod. "Well, l know for sure you picked out your outfit for class tomorrow and you wanted to bring your pink backpack so your wallet should be in there, right?" He says sweetly. "Oh right." You murmur. "Why don't you go check and let me know, yeah?" He hugs you and you squeeze him back, "I'll be right back." You say as you two separate. He turns to go into the lounge and you go to your bedroom. Just like he said, your wallet along with your black card is in your pink backpack and you smile.

As you step into the lounge, Yuta turns to look at you, "Was I right?" He asks you gently. "Yeah... you were right." You say with a sheepish smile. You watch him finish undoing his tye and loosen the top buttons. "Y/n, we're discussing a few financial things, you wanna take notes for your classes?" Ten asks. "Yeah sure. I'm gonna go put on some water for tea. Would any of you like some?" You say. "I would please." Johnny says. "Me too. Thanks." Jaehyun says. As you leave the room and round the corner, you hear the conversation pick up. "So we're just not gonna talk about how this girl is calling you daddy?" Donghyuck asks. You can hear the Audible sighs. "Who do you think paid for all fo this? That dress she's got on? Those backpacks to match her outfits? Everything in her closet? Come on. Of course she calls me daddy." Yuta says. "Sir, that's not a closet, that's a bedroom." Ten says with a chuckle.

"Closet, bedroom- call it what you want. I'm the one giving her all of this. By choice, of course. You know she works part time but that because she likes staying busy but she knows I'll take care of her. She's my baby." Yuta says casually. You both agreed that you'd keep your Cafe job but only part time whole you finish school. You like that you don't necessarily have to work but it makes you feel good having your own money- especially when it comes down to buying Yuta gifts. They aren't always elaborate but it feels good knowing that you didn't use his money to buy him something special.

"How does her father feel about this?" Jaehuun asks. Yuta snorts, "Should I know much less care? When Y/n and I started dating, he asked me if I was just some bum who wanted to use her for a good time and then dump her when shit got difficult. I told him I don't date for fun, I date for my future and that I saw a future with her and that I very much intend to take care of her to the best of my abilities. He told me to prove it so I am. Now, did he know who I was at the time? No but I kept my word and I'm taking care of my girl so of course she calls me daddy." He explains coyly. You smile and imagine the smug look on his face. "Uh... maybe the fact that you're fucking his daughter and she's calling you daddy?" Jaehyun replies. "He knows that we live together so I'm sure he already knows that we do more than play chess on the weekends. Besides, he wasn't really much of a father to her when she was younger anyway so I don't really care how he feels about it. As long as Y/n is happy, that's what matters to me." Yuta says.

You break away from their conversation to go out on the tea then come back. "Daddy, can we go see a move tomorrow." You ask as you come back into the living room. "Did you finish your term paper?" Yuta asks. Donghyuck snorts and Yuta quickly shoots him a dirty look and the younger man shuts up. Yuta turns his attention back to you, "Questions require an answer." He says. "Well... you see. I started it and I'm almost done with it but I haven't written the conclusion or cited my sources yet." You say sheepishly. "So you haven't finished it?" He presses. You shake your head no. "Then no. We're not going anywhere this weekend." He says. You stand there confused and chuckle softly, "What?" You say incredulously. "No. Now hop to it. I'll be all yours as soon as we're done here. It shouldn't take too much longer. Some of us just need to stay on topic." Yuta says. You pout. "Is she gonna fucking cry? Dude, why are you so mean? Like she's literally tearing up." Ten says sympathetically. "Better to cry now as opposed to later on when she has to retake the class- Y/n, that paper is half your grade. Take it seriously." He says. You chew your lip and nod, "Okay." You whisper.

You go into Yuta's office and pull up the paper on his computer. You try to finish it but you can't. You end up going over to YouTube and watching Coryxkenshin videos. Some time later, the door opens and Yuta comes in, "That doesn't sound like you're very busy." He says firmly. You pause the video and stand up, "I couldn't... I tried but I can't." You say softly. Yuta comes over to you and sits you on the desk, "Aren't you supposed to ask me for help when you're having a hard time?" He asks. You nod. "Talk." He presses. "Yes, but you've been busy and I didn't wanna bother you." You reply. "Are you upset that I told you no?" He asks. "Yes. How could you tell?" You whisper. "Well aside from the fact that my employees think I'm the worst person in the world for making you cry, you're not calling me daddy right now." He says and presses a kiss to your lips. "You never tell me no." You mutter. "I've never had a reason to tell you no. It was justified, don't you think?" He chuckles. You shake your head, "You're just mean." You sulk. Yuta slides his hand up your dress and rests it on your thigh, "Can I apologize for being mean to you?" He whispers. "Yes, daddy." You say and instinctively spread your legs.

Yuta pushes your panties to the side and dips his fingers between your slick folds, "Will this get you to forgive me, princess?" He whispers as he slowly rubs your clit. He pulls back to look at you and you blush, "Daddy, faster... please." You moan. "Tell me you're not mad at me anymore." He urges. His voice is soft and warm, "I want you to tell me you're not mad at me anymore. If you tell me that, I'll give it to just how you want it." "I- I'm not mad at you anymore." You whimper. His fingers speed up and you cling to him, "Daddy... oh yes daddy." As you cum, "You press your face into his chest and cry out. "Hush, sweetheart. They're still in the lounge." He laughs and continues to rub your clit. You shriek and writhe, "Daddy." You choke out, "I can't." "You can be quiet. Just take one more for me." He purrs. You keep your face planted firmly into his chest and whimper as another orgasm shakes through your body.

He pulls his hand out of your panties and slides his fingers into his mouth to suck them clean. "Until they leave, you'd better be in here working on that paper or we're gonna have a bigger issue than you being upset because we're not going to see a movie this weekend." He says and walks out.

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Hey!! I'm sorry this took so long! I hope that I was able to do your request justice. Thank you for trusting me with it.

- Andie

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malatruse · 5 months

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20 questions for fic writers

thanks fo the tag @syrupwit ! tagging @schniggles @thevampireauthoress @blot-squisher @annethecatdetective and any of my other mutuals who write fic

1. How many works do you have on Ao3? 11

2. What’s your total Ao3 word count? 102,347

3. What fandoms do you write for? These days, mainly DBD, though I have a few Outlast WIPs in the junk drawer.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos? common tongue no one will know it but me it will come back Three-Faced human disaster

Pretty good variety here. Some of my older fics, some of my newer fics, and some in between.

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? I try to respond to comments when I can, if only to thank the reader for commenting. Some of them inspire me, some of them get my ass in gear to write a continuation, some of them [insert rule of thirds thing here].

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? It Gets Us All in the End, an interesting twist on hanahaki disease and how it could tie in to Gabriel Reyes' descent into Reaper.

8. Do you get hate on fics? Knocking on wood here....not really?

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind? Yeah. When I write smut it tends to be kinky m/m stuff.

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written? I write some. The wildest one was Bury the Lead, being something of a stealth crossover for Love Pistols. But if that doesn't count, uhhh I think I wrote a Dark Knight/Tiger & Bunny crossover once? can't find it in my writing folder tho, and it never got posted.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? Not that I know of, but I always hope my fics will inspire fics with similar ships and ideas so that I can eat more cakes than I bake, yknow?

12. Have you ever had a fic translated? Yes, actually! My first fic, human disaster, was translated into Russian.

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will? Hmmm. I had a sequel in the works for Last Light that I never finished because I wasn't sure where to go with it. Aside from that, I'm very slowly chipping away at many, many WIPs that I still have hopes of finishing eventually.

16. What are your writing strengths? I try not to start uploading a fic unless I have it at least 90% done so readers won't have to wait on updates. That's more of a publishing strength, though, I guess. I write characters saying things that make readers laugh? And I've been told some of my fics were read by people outside of their fandom of origin, so I guess I write with enough exposition that they're approachable without much context.

17. What are your writing weaknesses? Taking forever to finish shit, editing as I go, all my stuff feels too short, not enough women, not editing enough after finishing, etc.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic? If the POV character speaks the language, "I'd do it like this," <<Or like this.>> If they don't, I'd leave the actual dialogue out and write, A said something B couldn't understand, possibly in Lithuanian? And if it's important to the context of the story, put a short summary of what's being said in the end note. idk, it's a tough topic.

19. First fandom you wrote for? Ohhhh boy. Um, I think I had a WIP for Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle that I was going to post on ff.net back in the day?

20. Favorite fic you’ve written? Whatever my most recent one is. Right now it's Wrong Number

#ask meme #my writing #writing meme

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angelsleepinggurl · 6 months

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𝐒𝟏:𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄 𝟕 | 𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐓: 𝘕𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘪 𝘒𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘹 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳

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It's taken you a week to fully realise that you needed to depend on being organised if you wanted to make it to the end of the month as a functioning human instead of a blubbering mess. Sure your job was easy, but that was in theory. In theory, all you had to do was give your boss breakfast, make a few calls each day, write some emails, schedule meetings and organise his data. Kinda easy right? Absolutely not. It was weird because even though you didn't have that many tasks to do, you were still one of the last people to leave the building each day. However, in the wise words of Naaila, " It was all fine because you're getting paid a shit ton of money at the end of the month."

This morning wasn't any different from all your other mornings each week. You woke up with a good attitude because you were working in a new environment and you were feeling pretty positive when you entered the building, you weren't feeling that good when you entered your office. What once used to be your favourite place ever, slowly turned into a white torture room. It was a room which hoarded all your stress, irritation and despair, which you didn't know was possible until now. As you sit on your spinny chair, which you now realise isn't as spinny as you first thought, you print off your schedule for the day, scooting over to the printer to collect the checklist.

Great another long, boring and isolated day.

A heavy sigh flies out of your mouth as you pick up a stack of paper and walk over to Nanami's office. It doesn't take long for Nanami to let you in after you knock on his obscured glass window.

"Morning sir, here are the spreadsheets you asked me to make yesterday, and I've also booked your meeting for 3 PM today." You follow the blond-haired man as he walks further into the room, only for you to notice two men from the corner of your eye. You stop to acknowledge them, your lips curving into a faint smile. One man was sat in one of the chairs in the office, his legs in a manspread, and a smirk on his face. His dark hair was tied half up half down.

The other man is leaning against a wall nearby. His appearance takes you aback as he has a blindfold covering his eyes, he also has white hair that sticks up a little. "So who are you, the receptionist? How come I didn't see your pretty face on my way in?" he says with a playful tone, the smirk that followed his compliment causes your face to heat up.

"I-uhh." I begin, unable to finish because of the man's charming smile.

"Leave the woman alone, she doesn't need to be harassed by you." the other man says, standing up next to him.

"Yeah yeah, whatever Suguru." Satoru responds, waving his hand dismissively at the other man. "Could both of you just shut up?" Nanami snaps at the two men, a frown evident on his face as he sighs in disapproval.

"Sorry dad." Satoru whispers, leaving both of the men snickering at Nanami's antics. Even though they aren't directly talking to you anymore, you can't help but feel them glance at you. You try to look away and focus your attention on your shoes instead.

"Y/N I'm actually gonna need you to cancel that meeting at 3." Your boss instructs, causing you to snap your head back up.

"But I just-," I begin. The problem with this is that the company he scheduled a meeting with are very difficult to reach. You were on hold for an hour, and then it took a while to actually set up and organise the meeting, who knows how long it was going to take to cancel it? Why should Nanami even waste his breath on a company that doesn't even have their phone situation sorted out first? I nod reluctantly. " Yes sir." I try to say with a positive tone before walking out of his office.

You want to kill yourself in the most gruesome way possible because even that wouldn't be as mentally taxing as whatever you were stuck doing now. You close your eyes to imagine it, to imagine forcing your muscle into a ball and keeping it in a ball with your flesh tightly wrapped around it. You were imagining that until you heard knocks at your door.

Weird.

"Come in." I call out, using my fingers to touch up my hair. Two familiar heads popped into your office. Darios and Annalise.

"I was right." Darios tells Annalise as they both walk closer to me.

"Right about what?" I ask, looking up from my computer, my question is completely ignored as Annalise walks up to me and wraps her arms around my head, pulling me in for a hug.

"We came here to save you baby girl."

" Come on we're going out for lunch," Darios says, closing the door behind him.

"But what about-"

"Nanami? Don't worry about him, we have that motherfucker a piece of our minds, right Darios?" Annalise says, letting go of my head to face him. You're shocked when you hear Annalise say that, mostly because you can't imagine anyone calling your boss a motherfucker. Sure Nanami always made sure you were drained at the each day but that still didn't mean he was a horrible boss.

"We sure did." Darios responds, standing behind Annalise with his hands in his hands in his pockets.

That's not how it went at all.

The two of them were shaking in their boots at the thought of asking Nanami that simple question, they've worked for him for years and they've seen him fire people just because they asked a silly question which irritated him. The two of them were debating which one of them should knock on his door for 2 minutes as they argued with each other under their breath. Eventually, they finally got the balls to knock and ask him. They could've risked their career, Darios still didn't know if it was worth it, but they still did it out of compassion for their new work friend.

"Mr Nanami sir, please may we maybe take Y/N out for lunch with us, we both know how busy you and her are." Annalise begs as respectfully as possible, trying her hardest not to offend or irritate the man.

"We understand if you reject our proposal." Darios adds on, the both of them lowering their heads and preparing for the worst.

"Huh? Do whatever you want." The two employees blink in shock. No way their boss just allowed that. To be honest he wasn't even paying them an ounce of his attention because he was too invested in his iPad. That's how the two of them ended up asking you to lunch.

"Oh okay then, I guess we can go." You say, surprised that you had permission to abandon your duties to hang out but you didn't want to think about it too much. Once the three of you arrived at your destination, you ordered your lunch and sat on the balcony eating peacefully.

"Soo Y/N how many times have you fallen in love?" Darios asks, his whole body perks up in intrigue at my response. I look over at Annalise who seems to be feeling the same way as she leaned her body forward.

"Love? Umm, I don't know, I don't think I have." You state honestly, distracting myself by stabbing the leaves of my salad repeatedly. This felt awkward.

"Really? Ok then, if not love then how many boyfriends have you had.", Annalise asks, seeming more interested than you are.

"None, if been on dates but I've never really stuck." You answer You've been on plenty of uncomfortable dates thanks to Naaila, every single one of them more painful than the last.

"Okay so who would you wanna fall in love with, who's your type?" Darios asks again, resting his head in his hands. These two were, very keen on being friends with you and it shows. Sure there was a slower way to do this, but who has time for all of that?

"Are you the type to be friends with your ex? It never really ends well." Annalise adds, mimicking Dario's body language subconsciously.

"She's talking from experience." The dyed blonde tease as he looks at Annalise who only rolls her eyes and shoves the male causing the both of them to chuckle."Once she went out with this guy called Tom, and he was all up in her business for like 2 months and he was texting her like, 'Oh this reminded me of you.' and dumb shit like that. Then Annalise being Annalise, folded and one night she went over to his house cause they were throwing a party. I remember she texted me saying like, 'He's flirting with another girl.' Tell me why she then texted me the morning after all like ' I slept with him'." Annalise hid her face in embarrassment, resting her head on his shoulder as they laughed at the memory.

"Ok Y/N your turn. Tell us something embarassing." Annalise says, looking at you, her cheeks still flushed.

"Once in high school, I was talking really bad about a teacher I hated then I said 'That's probably why his wife won't ride him, because he has a saggy dick." But I didn't stop there, turns out he heard everything." I admit, laughing slightly but dying deep inside, trying to shake off the feeling of embarrassment and cringe.

"That kinda felt worse than mine." Annalise adds trying to hold in her laughter.

"Yea..."

"It happens to the best of us girl."

#jjk #jjksmut #jujutsu kaisen nanami #jujutsu nanami #jujutsu kaisen nanami kento #kento x reader #kentoxreader #nanami kento #nanami kento x reader #ao3 #wattpad #personal assistant

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higherthan-orions-belt · 8 months

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In an unusual style I am contemplating the growth I have experienced in the last couple years. When I reflect on a larger scale, it is even more overwhelming.

In 2018 I came on here and broadcasted my entire psychotic break to the world. I messaged strangers on Instagram thousands of times. To call it a prophecy only takes into account the way it felt. To call it nonsense is much more accurate, however it takes away from how powerful and all-knowing it felt.

Anyways, that psychotic break lasted about 6 months. I couldn't really read or write. What I did read had meanings only I could derive, what I did write only I could follow. I was catatonic for a period. I felt like people were following me and talking to me through the walls. The visual hallucinations were mostly terrifying and I couldn't leave the house or drive. I fought.

In 2021, I got a job working in mental health. I was on close to the maximum dose of Seroquel and it was exhausting. I could navigate my world without irrational paranoia and hallucinations, but at a serious cost. I still couldn't read. I couldn't write poetry. I had no creative bone and I felt like a dried up lake. I reflect on this period with pride. I counseled others experiencing what I did and it helped them, despite the serious symptoms I was battling.

I eventually succumbed to a severe bipolar depression with again, psychotic features. I came off Seroquel because I simply couldn't function anymore, and I decided I'd rather be psychotic and living than mentally sound and dead. I am honestly proud of that decision, although it came at a serious cost.

I was in the hospital and I refused to take Seroquel no matter how much it was pushed down my throat. I screamed that I deserved to live and function like my previous normal, all the way back in 2016. I got to a partial hospitalization program (PHP) where someone finally believed me. They believed I could function at a higher level and they carried me there with a new antipsychotic and therapy.

While I was in the PHP and as I stabilized on my new medication, I could read again. It was really hard but I could. I used all my brainpower to study for the GRE. I eventually applied to a prestigious university in my town, writing a beautiful essay, and I got in. I never ever visualized what it would be like to achieve this goal. I don't even know where this goal came from. Frankly, I feel like it was a whirlwind and now I'm here, fighting this feeling of not belonging.

Today I will finish my first week of classes for my Master's degree. I am studying policy analytics. I love math and the words being spoken to me don't sound like a jumbled mess. I can read and remember what I just read. I can write for a diverse audience and give presentations. I feel like I don't belong but I do. I pressed through something many people will simply never have to, and I'm fucking proud.

I write all this to say that we get better. To the girl who didn't know if people would ever understand her again but pressed on like God had sent her, thank you. To the girl who took a job in mental health and fought for her right to think straight and not be psychotic, thank you. To the girl who wrote that beautiful essay and used her last brain cell to study for the GRE, thank you. I am here now because I worked so fucking hard to be well and I can finally say it. I am not only well, but I'm working toward a goal I never could have dreamed of being permitted to achieve.

There are so many people who wanted the seat I have now. There are so many people who had this dream and aren't living it. I am living this dream because I am fucking worth it. My skills, my resiliency, my strength, all of it is why I am here. I write this to remind myself, and the future Julia, you fucking belong and you are here to fulfill your purpose. It will be hard some days, but keep pressing on like God sent you. Do it for the Julia that could hardly read and studied for the GRE anyway. The girl who fought for purpose in darkness, having no idea the light that would come.

#julias #personal #bipolar disorder #mental illness #we get better #reflection #essay

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ibrithir-was-here · 2 years

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Defile

(Getting back to drabbles now that the main plot has ties up, here's one with Lyta)

Daniel's face paled almost as white as his Dreaming form as he realized what he had said. Lyta's eyes had widened at his slip, and he wished more than anything he could go three seconds back and shut himself up

"I-I'm sorry…" He stammered, feeling like a child of nine instead of nineteen as he looked away to avoid the look of hurt that must be crossing his mother's face right now. "I didn't mean too--I'm sorry. I swear I don't call him that all the time I just--"

Daniel's heart was in his throat and a cold chill was creeping up his stomach. He needed to fix this, to make things right, but he knew he couldn't. He'd slipped up and done the one thing he'd promised himself he wouldn't do, not since the first time when he'd been four and had seen how much it hurt his mom. He'd promised he'd never put that look in her eyes again, but he had.

He'd been talking about Dream, and he'd called Dream "Dad".

"I'm sorry Mom"

"Daniel…I--"

"No cuz--I know you don't really like hearing about the Dreaming that much, and I know you didn't want any of this, that you'd rather I just be normal, and you've been really cool about it all especially with everything that happened last year with Wish and I know not fair of me too---I'd never want to hurt you or disrespectful Dad and--"

"Daniel"

His mother's tone was firm, but not harsh. And as he felt the touch of her hand on hisncheek, he finally looked up at her.

Her eyes were wet, and sad, but not the sort of sadness he'd expected from what he was sure she must feel was him defining his father's memory by giving his title to another man.

Even if Dream was the only father he had ever known…

"It may be true that I wouldn't have wanted all this magical realm responsibility hanging over your head" Lyta said softly, brushing back his hair and a stray tear that had escaped his own eyes.

"But that doesn't mean I don't love you exactly as you are, ok? Sand in your sheets and all. Though I would prefer you keep the self-sacrificing quests to an absolute minimum ok?"

Daniel gave a weak chuckle, and turned his face into her hand, taking it in his own. Her's were still a bit shaky from the last two years of thankfully successful cancer treatments but they were getting stronger.

"As for you and…and Morpheus--"

"I'll try harder not to call him that," Daniel said quickly. He knew that as much as their relationship had vastly improved over the years that his mother still never felt entirely settled about Dream. But he loved them both so much, he didn't want to have to hear Lyta disparage Dream even if she did it in a softened way.

Lyta sighed at his interruption, and paused for a moment before going on.

"Daniel, not a day goes by that I don't miss Hector, that I don't wish he could have gotten to see you and be part of your life."

Daniel nodded, he wished that too of course. He would have loved to have met the kind brave funny man from his mother's stories…but that was the problem, they just felt like stories to him. And as much as he would have liked to know Hector for real…he didn't want to have to choose between him and Dream, even though he knew he ought to.

But Lyta wasn't finished, and now she cupped his face with both hands, forcing Daniel to look her in the eye as she went on, her voice sad and serious.

"And I hope that there will always be a space in your heart for him. But the reality is that…that you never met him. That you can't feel the same way about him that I do because you don't have that connection, those memories…and if I've somehow made you feel guilty about that then I'm so so sorry honey"

Daniel's breath caught in his throat, he didn't--he didn't know how to respond, what was she saying exactly?

"As much as I would have liked things to be different, they're not. They are what they are. And honestly they've turned out pretty well all things considered. And Morpheus…Morpheus has been good to you, been good for you. He's done a wonderful job helping raise you into the wonderful kind boy--kind man, that you are. And I'm incredibly grateful for that…"

She paused again, closing her eyes. A look crossed her face, not one of pain, not even of sadness really, it looked more like some sort of release. Like she'd been holding onto something inside so tightly for years but was finally ready to let go.

"Daniel baby, if you want to call him Dad, well he's more than earned that. If that's how you feel about him, then it's ok. It doesn't hurt me and it doesn't disrespect Hector. I'm sure---"

Lyta's voice cracked a little but she went on bravely, "I'm sure he's happy that you've had someone who loved you as much as him looking after you when he couldn't."

Tears were flowing freely down both their faces now, and Daniel moved in to pull his mother into a fierce hug, relief glowing off of him as a knot that had been in his own heart for years came loose.

"Thank you" He said with all the sincerity within him. "Thank you. I love you Mom, and I love Dad too, please know that."

"I love you too honey, we all do"

#my writing #endless heirs au #daniel hall #lyta hall #lyta trevor #hector hall #dream of the endless #morpheus #lord morpheus #the sandman #sandman fic #sandman au

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x3kristax3 · 2 years

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After Duskwood - Chapter 26

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I wake up and he's still driving. The clock says 2am, he sees me stir as I adjust the seat to sit up "how much longer?" I ask.

"Not much longer, do you want to message Jessica and see if we can sleep there until morning?" He asks.

I grab my phone and open the chat to Jessy.

MC: hey you awake

Nothing. "Ugh I think she's sleeping but I see Dan online" I say.

"Nope we will find somewhere so you can get comfy sleep" he says.

"Why because you know he's gonna blame you for my back?" I say.

"Yeah hell he'll blame me for not having a spot for you" he says.

"Yeah but it's better than sleeping in the car" I say.

"Fine, only because I can't evade you." he says.

I lean over as he's driving and kiss his cheek with a smile on my face. I feel Jakes hand on my thigh as I open my messages to Dan.

Mc: hey you awake?

Dan: yeah why are you awake?

MC: Jake is driving and can't sleep but got a favor.

Dan: oh no

MC: it's not bad were just about to duskwood and the motel is closed and wondering if Jake and I can stay until morning so I have somewhere comfy to sleep.

Dan: sure but no funny business.

MC: You're the best and please don't blame Jake okay?

Dan: what happened?

MC: I'll explain there we're about to pull into Duskwood soon.

We pull in front of Dans and Jake grabs the 2 bookbags and his laptop bag. Dan opens the door as we ring the doorbell and he hugs me tight and I flinch in pain. "What the hell MC?" Says Dan.

"I told you this was a bad idea" says Jake

"Better than the car" I say to Jake. "I'll explain inside Dan."

"You better not have hurt her," says Dan.

I push past him holding Jakes hand "no he didn't" I say with a sigh. This really was a bad idea I say to myself.

"Then tell me what happened" says Dan

"Someone from Jake's past before I came in and he was a freeman found us and took me and beat me. Jake rescued me but this is my back" I say turning my back to him and he sees it.

"That's not horrible" says Dan.

"That's because I've already gone to the hospital and someone else came in and helped get the blood from the black and blues out" I say. "We had to leave, hence why I texted you in the middle of the night. I can't sleep in the car like this so I really just needed a couch until we can get to the motel in the morning" I say.

"Okay I can do that" he says.

Jake looks at the time to keep a watch on my medicine. He pulls me close "get some sleep I'll wake you up when you need meds. Need me to put that cream on your back?" He says.

"No, I'm feeling better just after that drive and Dan's tight hug I'm tender again" I say. I grab a pair of shorts and an oversize shirt and head to the bathroom to get changed. I come back and I hear Jake and Dan talking.

"Look the only reason I'm here is because of her. If I had it my way I would have slept in the car. I know her back right now can't handle it" says Jake.

"Look I know we don't always see eye to eye and you're pissed that when we were looking for Hannah I asked MC out but I see how she looks at you. I just don't wanna see her get hurt, that is all. And seeing her in physical pain because of your past isn't something I can accept because what's gonna stop him from coming back?" Says Dan.

"He's dead and honestly after a few days here, when I can make sure she can handle that plane ride back home that's where she's going. Even if I don't join her to finish what I've started" says Jake.

"You know she won't leave you right? I don't know why but you are her weakness and she won't let you go. There are blankets over in that corner and pillows too." Says Dan as he comes out of the living room and sees me but doesnt say anything.

I walk back into living room and sit on the couch. Jake comes up to me and sits next to me. "you okay" he asks as he sees the look on my face.

"Yeah just tired" I say as I lay down away from him.

He gets up and grabs me a blanket and pillow. Handing me the pillow and putting the blanket over me gently as he kisses my forehead and sits on the floor in front of me.

I wake up to the sun coming in the front window and I see Jake on his laptop. "What are you doing?" I ask wrapping my arm around his neck.

"Taking care of some things. I think I found us the perfect apartment" he says showing me the pictures.

"Wow it is but i think that might be out of our budget" I say. I realize we hadn't talked about money before.

"I have more than enough in the bank account I got back from the FBI to buy it with no payments" he says.

"Wait, that isn't a rental?" I asked super shocked.

"Nope I want something that is ours until we sell it" he says kissing my hand.

"Jake, I need to confess something," I say.

"What is it?"

" I heard what you said to Dan last night about sending me back home and you staying. He's right I won't let that happen" I say.

"I know after you fell asleep I realized that which is why I want to stay in Duskwood until I clean up that mess from Nate '' he says.

"I guess we should find ourselves a little apartment then for now" I say with a smile as I move and wince in pain.

Jake looks at the time "its 30 mins early want your meds?" He asks.

"Please sleeping on a couch maybe not the best idea" I say with a little laugh.

"How do you manage to smile and laugh even in pain?" He asks as he reaches for his bag that has the medicine.

"Honestly I don't know. I've always been that way" I say as I grab the medicine and go into the kitchen to get some water.

Jake follows me in "really even through everything with your exs?" He ask.

I look at him "yes and no some of them brought out a darkside of me" I say.

"Did the last one?" He asks.

"No because when things started getting really dark in my life you entered it" I say with a smile. I feel him come up behind me and wraps his arms around me pulling me gently against him to be safe with my back.

"Seriously you two?" Says Dan.

"Sorry, I woke up sore and it was time for my medicine so I needed some water" I say, blushing as Jake is still holding me.

"You could have made coffee" he says looking at Jake.

Jake just rolls his eyes as he goes and starts making coffee "MC come follow me" says Dan as he heads to the living room.

I follow him out "What Dan?" I ask sitting down as I wait for pain to dull.

"I know why he's with you. You're out of his league and totally in love with him so he's not gonna let you go but what do you see in him" he asks.

"It's the little moments. The feeling of home no matter where I am with him. The way he looks at me even when I look like total shit. I feel like I've known him my whole life Dan. Like every bad relationship, every failed relationship, every time I got stood up was meant to lead me into his arms. We might have come from different worlds and raisings but we're perfect for eachother." I say

"What do you mean different worlds?" He asks.

"I was raised a city girl,Dan. My parents have money. I'm a total daddies girl, all I have to do is give my dad a look and I get what I want minus when it comes to guys he's always been protective. However once he saw how I feel about Jake and my mom even saw it his heart melted." I say.

"I just don't want to see you end up like Jessy losing him and losing yourself" he says.

"Dan you will meet someone who will make you understand this saying. There's a person who will enter your life and spin your tables completely around that your world and their world just mix and you become so in love with the person you are with them that you can't imagine losing them because its losing a piece of your heart" I say as I grab his hand.

"What if I have and I messed it up?" He asks.

"Then she wasn't the one that was meant for that says" I say as Jake enters the room.

"What are you two talking about?" Jake asks.

"None of your business" says Dan.

"Finding the one you're meant for" I say as Dan glaring at me "what he knows how I feel Dan" glaring back at him.

"Yeah but we all know I wont find it" he says.

Jake looks at me and I realize he needs to say something just the two of them "I'm gonna go get some much needed coffee" I say as I get up and walk into the kitchen. I stand there listening for a while and I don't hear anything. Then i hear Jake

"Look man, you will find yourself that love when your not looking for it. Guys like us don't get through life easy we fight and swing all the way through. Eventually you'll swing at that person and instead of them swinging back or running away they run into you wrapping their arms around you." Says Jake.

"Guys like us aren't meant to find that" says Dan.

"I use to believe that until MC entered my life. I swang and pushed her away. Shit, I even ran away trying to fight it but she's all I could think about. All that kept me sane during those times of uncertainty. You don't know this about me but I ran away from everything I knew. I ran into someone who told me they would keep me safe from the FBI and I took it. However, I didn't realize the price it was gonna come with. My mission to find Hannah almost got me caught because he found out and stopped protecting me. I lied to him and told him I had stopped that I had cut off all contact with all of you including MC but I didn't. Instead there was a night I ran away from that protection and ended up not far from here. Which is why I was able to get to the mine so fast. So when MC told me the FBI was there and definitely not for Hannah I knew who sent them. So I had a grudge but I wanted to be free for her. So when we had to come back and he located me I wanted to kill him then and there but I couldn't with MC only being feet from me hiding in the bathroom. Instead he took her and I took his life and burned the place to the ground. What I'm trying to say is you will find that girl worth it… worth the constant swinging because once she holds you everything will just disappear" says Jake.

I'm leaning against the counter and Dan's mom comes in and she sees tears in my eyes "everything okay sweetie?" She asks.

"Yeah I just overheard the guys and it melted my heart" I say as I go to grab some coffee. "would you like a cup?" I ask remembering how dan said she has a hard time moving.

"Yes please and thank you. Also I know I heard everything even that you said. All I want is for Dan to find that love but he's stubborn" she says.

"That he is but also protective when he loves someone. I just hope that girl comes sooner than later for him" I say, pouring us both coffee.

Jake and Dan come into the kitchen "MC we should get going" says Jake.

"Can I drink my coffee first please?" I say taking a sip.

He looks at me and sees how tired I am from the last few days and pulls a seat out for me to sit in. Realizing he hasn't been taking care of me like he promised my dad.

"MC, you look beyond exhausted" says Dan.

"I didn't sleep good on the couch last night." I say looking at my cup of coffee as I drink it.

"You could of said something" he says.

"No I wasn't gonna do that to you. When Jake and I get motel I'll get some sleep" I say as I flinch from leaning back into the chair as the meds haven't kicked in yet. I finish my coffee "okay let's go I really need some sleep" I say looking at Jake.

He grabs my hand and pulls me up gently as head out he grabs the bags we brough inside. I get into the passenger seat and lay on my side. "I need to check your back you seem to be in a lot of pain this morning" says Jake. I turn my back towards him and he pulls up the shirt and looks. "The bruising hasn't come back. I'm going to touch your back you tell me where it hurts"

I feel his hand over my back gently at first which starts putting me to sleep then he puts a little more pressure and I cry out in pain "I feel like something is broken" I say as I hunch over with tears in my eyes.

"Lets get it checked" he says as he starts the car and instead of going to the motel he hands to urgent care.

Were waiting in the waiting room and they call me back. They stop Jake until I tell them I want him. They run an xray on my back and find some new things. We explain to them what happened and the doctor asks what meds they put me on.

Jake pulls the bottle out of his bag and shows it "they gave you medicine that is fake" says the doctor .

"What!?" I yell "your saying ive been in pain and those meds haven't been helping?"

"No sadly we will get you some new ones to help you cause there is definitely bruising internally so just ice, rest, and take the meds every 6 hours" says the doctor.

I break down in tears as he leaves. Jake comes up and holds me close but gently "I'm so sorry MC this is all my fault" he says.

"No I shouldn't have came out from the bathroom but I was afraid he was gonna take you or worse" I say as tears run down my face, wiping them away. He hands me my clothes so I can get dressed out of the gown while we wait to be discharged.

Once discharged we go to pick up the new meds and head to the motel.

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mafiadad5 · 7 months

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White tee

Genre- smut, little to no plot, 18+

Warnings- unprotected sex, choking, praising, degrading, slight rope play?, rough-ish?

Jaemin x female reader

Word count- 1.8k

Sum- no summary, just read :)

"That was fun."

I told Jaemin as we walked in his room after a long day out. He sat down his bags and took off his coat, setting it down on his dresser. "Yea, so much fun." he smiled sarcastically. I rolled my eyes as I took off my uncomfortable jeans and flopped onto the bed. He leaned on his dresser and stared at me, saying absolutely nothing.

"What?"

I said looking at him while smiling, a bit nervous of what he would say. "Oh nothing." He said doing a small smirk while slowly approaching me. I looked up at him as he looked deeply at me. "What do you think you are doing?" I said as he chuckled while hopping in the bed beside me. "I can't get in my own bed now?" He said while staring up at me because I was slightly sitting up. "Whatever." I hummed before grabbing my phone, getting on it.

He fiddled with the collar of my shirt and drew small circles on my neck and collar bone with his cold, yet soft fingers. He took my phone out of my hand, and I looked at him confused as he looked at my screen, turning off my phone and throwing it on his bedside table.

"What was that fo-"

I tried saying before I was cut off by Jaemin nibbling and sucking softly on my neck, his soft lips chilling my hot neck with every gentle kiss while he was rubbing my inner thigh. "Stoppp." I said while jokingly pushing his head away from me. I got on top of him and whispered in his ear, "You know you're supposed to ask before you do anything right?" his body sinking under mine as he started to breathe heavily, his shirt slightly up showing his soft smooth skin. He looked at me staying quiet, making direct eye contact before looking to the side. I begin to outline his abs with my finger.

"So beg for me, beg for my body, I know you want it"

I said as he stayed turned the side, avoiding eye contact, staying silent as ever. The only thing I could feel was his stomach going up and down as he breathed heavily. "Ok fine." I shrugged, reaching over to grab my phone off the table. Just before I grabbed my phone I felt a cold tight grasp on my wrist. I looked over and saw Jaemin with a dark expression on his face. I looked at him with a confused face ,

"Are you ok?"

I said, which really meant ‘what are you doing’. He just stared back at me as he took my wrist, forcing my phone out of my hand, throwing it in a chair where I couldn't reach. "What is your problem?" I said looking at the phone then back at him, still on top, but he was sitting up now. He just stared at me his face dark and angry. "Hello? I'm talking to yo-" , but before I could finish he put his hand around my throat laying me on my back so he was on top of me now, clawing at my skin creating small scratches right beside the small marks he left from the nibbles earlier.

"Right now, you're gonna beg me for my body. You're gonna beg me to fuck you till you're screaming and crying, you're gonna beg me to use you, do you understand?"

He looked down at me his grip tightening on my neck. I stayed silent, looked up at him, trying to breathe through his literal choke hold on me. "Or do I have to make you?" He said, his gaze still dark as he raised an eyebrow waiting for my response, just for a silence to filled the room. "Ok." he said nodding his head with a smile on his face. "Ok." he said one last time before he took his hand off my neck, ripping off my underwear, throwing them away from us.

"Turn around."

He said in a dark rusty voice. I stayed silent and continued to look up at him. He did a small chuckle before leaning down to my ear,

"You better not make a single noise while I'm fucking you then."

He said as he turned my body around, putting me on my knees. He took off his white t-shirt, throwing it beside me, unbuckling his pants as he pulled them down, along with his underwear. He rubbed his finger between my folds as I took a deep breath. He sucked his finger off from my wetness.

There was a long pause, then he shoved all of his length inside of my wet dripping hole, no warning, nothing but the tension of my tight walls being stretched around his dick. I gasped as I closed my eyes and bit my lip, holding in my breath trying not to make any noises. He grabbed my hips as he adjusted himself inside of me. I licked my lips and closed my eyes again holding in my moans as he slowly moved his dick in and out of my pussy, trying to tease me knowing I was already going crazy over him.

As he continued to slowly go in and out of me, he picked up the speed a little, hitting harder everytime he thrusted back in. I rested one of my elbows on the bed as I covered my mouth with one of my hands while gripping the covers with the other.

"Well that's not fair is it?"

Jaemin said as he pushed deeper inside of me, grabbing my hands off the bed and, putting them behind me, making me fall and my back arch so his dick went even deeper. I let out a quick moan making him pull out of me. "What was that?" He said whispering in my ear. I stayed quiet.

"You're not a little slut are you?"

I shook my head no. "Then act like it" He said giggling as he slapped my ass. He knew he was teasing me, and he knew that it was driving me crazy, he loved it. He also loved that he knew I wouldn't do anything about it. He grabbed his shirt and wrapped it around my hands, tying them behind my back.

"If you behave like a good girl maybe I'll let you come."

He said before entering me again this time going faster than before, my body jerking with every thrust. I put my head in the covers to muffle out the loud breaths I was taking, it seemed like he hit every spot that was there to hit. I grabbed on to the excess shirt that was wrapped around my hand, but Jaemin removed his hands from my hips and quickly took my hands off the shirt. I let out a soft moan but it was muffled because my head was in the cover, but Jaemin heard it, grabbing my hair, pulling my head upwards out of the covers, one of his hands still on my hip helping him make perfect thrust.

He begin to go faster and harder, pulling my hair slightly everytime he pushed in. "You feel so good, you know that right?” He said letting out soft deep breaths. My eyes rolled to the back of my head as I held my breath to prevent myself from moaning, but I couldn't take it anymore. "please.." I said as I let out a soft moan. "Hmm? What was that?" He said as he leaned down to my ear, still breathing heavy. "Please" I said louder, biting my lip, "please" I said again in a quieter desperate voice.

"Please what?"

He said his voice sounding stern. "Please let me scream and cry, please let me come." I said as my head fell from his hands. "Do you think you've been a good enough girl?" He said as he untied my hands and flipped me around as I nodded. "Words." he said while looking down at me, dragging his fingers on my legs spread apart, ready for him. "Yes I've been such a good girl for you." I said as I looked up at him.

"God you're such a fucking slut."

He said as he looked me in the eyes trying not to smirk, slowly putting his dick back in my drenching cunt, taking a deep breath as he watched his length disappear. I closed my eyes and threw my head back as he looked at me and smiled. He didn't take any time, getting back to it instantly. He started moving faster, holding my waist, moving one of his hands to my throat, then one to my hair, moving the messy pieces out of my face.

"You look so beautiful under me." he said, his gaze looking like he was drowning in pleasure as he placed a messy kiss on my lips. We began to kiss while Jaemin was still thrusting fast in and out of me. He hit harder and harder, eventually hitting my g-spot. I let out a loud moan and broke from the kiss throwing my head back from all the pleasure. He started kissing and sucking on my neck as my head was thrown back. I grabbed onto his hair, non-stop moaning as he kept hitting the right spots. I squeezed his hair, tightening my walls around him. "Fuck." he grunted, his thrust getting sloppier as he grabbed my waist forcing himself as deep in me as he could go.

"Fuck baby."

He said as he put his thumb in my mouth, taking it out and rubbing my clit. I held the covers beside me, throwing my head back once again, a moaning mess as he gripped tighter on my waist. "Fuck please I'm about to-" I managed to muffle out in a moan. "It's ok baby me too, go ahead, come for me. Do it." My moans got louder and his thrust got faster. "Oh fuck." he said as he hit one more hard thrust pushing my body to his by my waist.

Loud breathing filling the room as my legs shook violently, his dick twitching as glands of sweat ran down his forehead. He let out a deep chuckle as I let out a deep breaths, tears streaming down my face because of all the pleasure.

He made an exit out of me as he cradled me into his arms, running us a nice warm bath.

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jsuhosh94127 · 4 months

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2023 | 12-29-23 5:16 PM

hi, blog!

ooooh, year 2023 is about to end! so, as a little recap, i'll be posting and jotting some of the highlights, experiences, and learnings i've gathered this year. so, this might take really long to capture everything

ps. please bear with me while we go through together this journey-and i'm already asking for some understanding that there will be grammatical errors as i just typed this on the fleet of the moment. hahaha (while listening to paramore! what a throwback ><)

during new year, i never have ever thought that this year would bring out so many things. but, i prayed and really put my faith and heart to wish and look forward that this year would bring all the unexpected, great, and wonderful blessings. and, well, truly! all good and great things happened. as a summary:

i graduated magna cum laude, like boi!!! that's one of the unexpected things i received. i have these inferiority issues that keeps me from taking pride of what i achieve. whenever i would look at my grades on the portal i need to have peptalk myself that i did my best and really put effort on every points i have.

i passed licensure examination for teachers. this one too. i cried the night after the exam. i wasn't able to enroll on any review center because y'know budget and priorities. i submitted papers and the exam fee a day before the last day of submission. i forgot to take my noa from the cashier and took us a week or so to get it. those days, the review days and waiting days are tooooo long. there are times i would cry myself to sleep and go on work like nothing happened. as all i have are the everyday afterwork review and the 3day in house free review by my alma mater, PNU, who called me as i was endorsed by the dean. anyway, i realized that i really did put effort and prayers and having 90.20 average for the exam is really awesome! (thank you get it-keshi and 7rings-ariana grande for reminding me to always get up and get that bag)

i have a decent paying and a work that i finally learn to love. it all started 4 months before our graduation and my schedule is all free so i decided to work immediately. after our finishing school, i immediately prepared my cv and requirements, look online for school vacancies. then, tadda! i am where i am now. funny thing about my employment process is that, there are some applicants before me and the school is still on the screening process. and there is still one person after or before me, i think (?) but after my demo and interview, the school directress asked me if i am readily available to go tomorrow to start my job. ofcourse, i said yes and yippie yup, i love my bffs now. hahahaha. >< even though i can't even have a me time as they always hug and bug me.

buy things that are pink. buy things for myself, buy things i want buy make up, and continue do my hobby. mag-ganda gandahan all day, every way. hahaha

groceries and things for the fam. this one is more of a breadwinner and ate duties, though sometimes i need to sacrifice my wants, it feels fulfilling to give and see my mom's smile. i luv it so much!!!!

not hesitating to buy and have and give things just because i want to.

learn and try new things! i learned how to do eyeliner precisely and perfectly. i was able to eat on different food shops and try new things (with my bf ofc, because if i don't like it he knows what to do! hahahha :P) i also learned how to handle student and people with special needs. i learned that life to each and everyone of us is different, and that's really beautiful.

new friends and reconnected to old friends.

prayers, talking to yourself, and having alone moments. this helped me during the times i am sick. having muscle pains everyday is really irritating but having mindfulness techniques helped me to get by and being open on your condition will greatly make life a little easier.

forgive. freely and wholeheartedly. myself and those people i need to so i can run free from the hurt. idk, but for me forgiving is a must so i can move and see life in a clearer view. but, yeah, i don't forget and i know the place and boundaries and all. i always say it to myself that when i made a mistake "oopsie, i can't undo it, but maybe i can be kinder the next time around." it may sound cheesy and too optimistic, but talking to myself like a 5 year old kid, heals.

listened to new artists. hindi na si keshi at doja cat lang. hahahaha. i learned to go back and listened to the songs when i was moving on, when i was just barely living, and when i am on my lowest. now, i'm listening to them casually reminiscing each moment. acjkkk, life is so nice. some parts of me healed through it.

being grateful. idk, but being grateful to whatever it is, makes me feel better and knowing that if i can handle this, i'll be able to handle much beautiful and greater achievements or things.

basta, marami pa. marami pa akong gustong ilagay sa true lang. i just can't put it here all. should i make a part two? jk. hahaha. but all in all, i want to give praise to God. for making me safe, protected, provided, guided, and sane this year. there's a lot of struggles, left and right. but, knowing that there is someone or an entity that listens to me and where i can speak to anytime makes me feel less alone. (im not lonely, there are many people i love and loves me.) it's just there are thoughts that i think i always keep to myself, and having times where i just look up and blurt out words, makes me feel more connected.

this is taking too long na ata? reader check, press 1. hahaha. until next year again my friends! i pray and hopefully, we may see life in a greater light. i hope we could list more achievements and wonderful things, do greater and kinder things. either be it small or big, may it sound like a leaf on a river or a tree in the forest, every effort to support, be kind, and do for the love of other is the best thing we can do all year round. most importantly, be kind to yourself. always. love it and help it grow. may we become rich in finances, love, life, beauty, and be hearty as always. may 2024, bring the success we all work and put effort for.

i hope than whenever and wherever we are may we grow and bloom and shower everyone around us with love and kindness!

i love you all! <3

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casspurrjoybell-29 · 6 months

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Healing Ties - Chapter 28

*Warning: Adult Content*

Slone wandered off and Morren took Fanner back to his house and sat him down at a wooden table.

A young girl sat down next to him, hair still mussed from sleep and eyed him suspiciously.

Without warning, she slipped out of her dress and shifted into the form of a grey wolf pup, then crawled under the table and started sniffing at his legs.

"He's a mage, Amela," Morren told her as he searched through a cupboard. "Sniffing him won't tell you anything more than that."

The girl shifted back and tugged her dress on.

"He's scared. He smells of it."

"If you can't tell that much by looking, you need to learn to read people better. Not every emotion has a smell."

"Is he scared because he's small?"

"You're smaller than me," Fanner countered, then immediately regretted it when she gave him an offended look.

Amela frowned at him for several seconds longer and then asked...

"Why is your hair all shiny like metal?"

Fanner didn't know how to answer that question.

"Because my parents had hair like this, I suppose."

"Ame," a female voice scolded, and Fanner looked up to see a heavily pregnant woman come in through the front door.

She gave Morren a look, then aimed an uncertain smile at Fanner.

"Sorry."

"It's okay," Fanner murmured.

He still wasn't used to people who weren't fellow mages being polite to him.

It was an entirely foreign concept and he still wasn't quite sure how to respond to it.

Theoretically it made the most sense to act as he would towards another mage but it didn't feel right.

Nothing felt right.

Maybe it never really had and maybe it never would because of who he was as a person.

"This one's here with Yore," Morren told the woman. "Fanner, this is my wife, Lusa."

"Oh. Um, it's nice to meet you, ma'am," Fanner said.

"Yes, I'm pregnant," Lusa said, not unkindly and it was only then that Fanner realised he'd been staring at her protruding stomach, not her face.

Fanner ducked his head and pressed a hand over his face.

"Sorry, I'm... sorry."

"Boy's been through some things, I imagine," Morren said.

"Well, I suppose you would have been," Lusa said. "Have you not seen a pregnant woman before?"

"No, I have. I'm sorry. I'm just bad at..." Fanner shook his head and swallowed thickly. "A lot of things."

"Were you wondering how pregnancy works for us?" Lusa asked.

Reluctantly, Fanner nodded.

If he were honest, his mind had been swarming with curious and entirely inappropriate questions.

He dared to ask one of them, though.

"Is the baby a human or a wolf when it's born?"

"They start shifting when they're still in the womb, so they can be born in either form," Lusa said, giving her belly a rub. "Amela was born a wolf and until she could walk on two legs, she was happier having four. A wolf pup is a lot more mobile than a human baby."

Fanner had intended to leave the questioning there but he found himself probing further.

"Can you shift?"

"Not right now. We lose that ability for the last couple of months of the pregnancy and then we have to carefully readapt to shifting so that we don't hurt ourselves."

"Like how Yore did," Morren contributed. "That young man is too noble for his own good sometimes. Let this happen to him and for what? To save someone he didn't even know?"

"Morren," Lusa said, gently chiding.

"Don't get me wrong, I respect the man," Morren said. "You can't always do the right thing, though. Sometimes you have to put yourself first and do what you have to."

"Hmm," Fanner said, staring down at the table.

He knew all about that.

"Anyway, I promised you a fish, didn't I?"

For the next fifteen minutes, Fanner watched Morren cut, season and fry a fish.

A fish on its own made for a strange meal and Fanner was quite sure it was too large for him to finish but Morren was certainly a more than competent cook.

They went back outside and Fanner sat on the dock and ate while Morren continued preparing the rest of the fish to be dried.

Morren's head was bent as he focussed on his work, then abruptly lifted as he drew in a deep breath through his nose.

"Ah," Morren said, nodding over Fanner's shoulder.

Fanner turned and there was Danya, still a ways off but walking down the bank towards them.

Yore was with him, wearing only pants.

Yore put his hand on Danya's shoulder and said something to him and then Danya stayed where he was as Yore jogged over.

"He's not cross," was the first thing Yore said to Fanner. "He understands that it was an accident. He doesn't blame you."

Fanner dropped his head and nodded as relief flooded through him.

He loved Danya, his own brother but their circumstances hadn't allowed them to build the trust they should have.

Neither of them had felt safe being completely honest with one another.

Neither of them had been able to be their true selves.

Fanner wasn't even sure what his true self was but Danya seemed to have it all figured out.

Of course he would.

He had always been assertive and independent.

Poor traits in a slave but ones that seemed to have helped him adapt well to life as a free man.

Fanner had been a failure of a slave but not in any way that would help him now.

"Are you okay to talk to him alone?"

"I... yes, of course. Thank you, Yore."

Yore inclined his head.

"I'll take this opportunity to get something to eat, then."

"Take the rest of the boy's fish," Morren said. "He's been picking at it for ten minutes now, too afraid to tell me that it's too big for his tiny stomach."

Fanner could feel his face going red as he offered the plate to Yore, both because he'd been called out and well... it felt rude to offer someone so important his leftovers but he could hardly not do it after Morren had suggested it.

"You're done with it?" Yore asked, expertly cutting through the awkwardness of the situation.

Fanner nodded.

"Thank you," Yore said as he took the plate.

"There's some venison your brother dropped off in my cabin, too," Morren told Yore as he crouched down to return to his work.

"Still raw but you can fry it up easy enough."

"I'll grab some."

Fanner bit the inside of his cheek as he turned to look at where Danya was waiting for him further down the bank.

"Is it safe to walk along the river, just the two of us?"

"Nothing's completely safe, kid but I let my daughter run around out here alone all the time," Morren said. "You'll be fine."

"And Danya is a more than competent fighter," Yore added.

Fanner nodded but said nothing.

He would believe that Danya could fight because he had no reason to think that Yore would lie to him but it was hard to imagine any Companion being capable of such things.

Sure, Danya was of mixed breeding but he had still been raised as a Companion.

But then, Fanner was a murderer now, so perhaps he had no right to be surprised.

Fanner walked off down the bank towards Danya, and it was only when he'd made it about halfway that he realised he hadn't exactly politely closed off the conversation with Yore and Morren.

He could hardly turn back around and address that now, though, so he'd just have to add it to his towering stack of shame.

As Fanner neared, Danya walked forward to meet him and immediately pulled Fanner into a hug.

"I'm sorry," Fanner whispered, his voice coming out rough.

Danya shook his head, his arms still wrapped tightly around Fanner.

"It was an accident. It's not your fault."

Fanner pulled back so that he could look at Danya.

"I should have told you everything right away. Or... at least that part. The dangerous part."

"When you went to bed last night, did it even cross your mind that something like this could happen?"

"No, of course not."

"Exactly. You didn't know. If you had told me, I wouldn't have done anything different either. You had no way of knowing this might happen."

Fanner could feel his eyes starting to water, his throat going tight.

"Well, maybe if I'd..."

"No, Fanner. You didn't know and nobody got hurt. Learn from it but don't dwell on it."

Fanner dipped his head and nodded as a tear trailed down his cheek.

"Now, do you think it's safer if you stay here?"

Fanner nodded again.

"Until I understand this better or... well, as long as they'll have me. I'll try to make myself useful."

"As long as you're doing that in the right way. You're not a Companion anymore."

"I know."

"I hope so. I'll understand if it's not that easy. We all will. It certainly wasn't something I had figured out right away and I adapted quicker than most. It's hard to spend your entire life being told you have this one, singular purpose and then one day just... have that taken away from you. It took me a while to figure out all the other things I could be."

"Well... I can still clean and mend things. I know I've never been the best at either of those things but nobody else here can do them at all. Or... or at least not magically. So... maybe that will be useful?"

"I'm sure it will be. Werewolves are suspicious of outsiders, so try not to take any initial animosity personally. You're charming, though, so I'm sure they'll warm up to you soon enough."

"I'll do my best. I don't want to be a burden."

"You're never that, Fanner. Never."

In Fanner's opinion, the opposite was true.

He was and had always been mostly a burden.

He wasn't one for arguing things, though, so he didn't press the issue.

"Would you like to go for a walk along the river? Perhaps we could catch up a little before you have to go home."

Danya smiled.

"Yes. I'd love that."

Danya told Fanner all about his unusual magic, about how he could make fire and feel energy and heal, though just a little bit.

He told Fanner about how he'd met Simon, how their relationship had grown and how he had ultimately found freedom.

Fanner told Danya... a little bit.

There was a part of him that insisted telling Danya the full truth was the right thing to do, that it would be okay.

That Danya would make sure it was okay.

In the end, the words just wouldn't come out of his mouth.

It was too big of a secret and it had hurt him too many times.

Here and now, with these people, he didn't know what it might mean to be a healer.

Eventually, Danya had to return to his settlement, his family but he gave Fanner one last big hug before he left.

"I'll come back to see you soon," Danya told him as he pulled away. "If there are any problems, if you need anything, just send someone to get me, okay? You're not alone anymore."

Fanner nodded.

"Thank you."

Yore and Slone were waiting for them at the dock.

Morren seemed to have finished with the fish and moved on.

"How did things go?" Yore asked as they approached.

"Good," Danya replied. "I wish I could take him back with me but I trust his judgment. We'll wait. I know you'll look after him in the meantime."

"I'll make sure he's looked after, at the very least. Unfortunately, I need to head out to visit my grandmother in a few minutes. I'll have Slone take you home."

Danya nodded.

"Thank you. For many things."

Yore inclined his head in acknowledgement.

"Of course."

Danya gave Fanner's arm a reassuring squeeze and shot him a smile, then he headed off with Slone, leaving Fanner alone with Yore.

"I'll set you up in the guest lodgings before I leave," Yore told Fanner. "I don't mind you staying in my room but it could be seen as... improper. Unusual, certainly."

"No, of course. I understand."

"I should be gone for a couple of days but I've asked Slone to stay here and watch out for you while I'm away. Everyone likes Slone."

Fanner nodded and murmured...

"I like Slone."

"Good. I'll have him run you through evac procedures as well. If you're staying with us, you should be a part of our plan."

"Evac...?" Fanner asked, the word cutting off oddly because he'd had to stop himself from tacking on a 'sir'.

"Evacuation. One day the humans are going to get brave and decide they can march over the border and fight us. They'll lose, ultimately, because... well. I don't think they realise how big the rest of the world is or how unwilling it will be to surrender to them. They won't win this one but that doesn't mean it'll be a fun day for any of us. We need to have a plan for the fighters to fight and for the non-fighters to get away."

"I can't fight," Fanner said, voice weak, gaze lowered.

"No, you can't fight. Genuinely, in a situation like that, no, you can't. Not even if you wanted to. I mean, if you spent years training in combat you could fight like anyone else but your magical means of self defence rely on physical contact. That won't go well against a sword or a gun."

"No, of course. And I don't want to fight. I just..."

"Are you any good with children?"

Fanner shrugged.

"I suppose so. I'd been older than most of the others at Milaine House for some time before I left."

"You'll be evacuated with the children. There will be only two other adults with you and one of them will be Lusa, Morren's heavily pregnant wife. The other will be a man who, if I'm honest, is a bit past his prime. We arranged things that way to maximise our number of fighters but that's not a lot of adult supervision for the number of children in our village. If an evacuation is needed, you can be sure you'll be useful."

Fanner took a deep breath in and let it out slowly.

"Thank you. I..."

"Hmm?"

'I wish you didn't have to leave.'

"I hope you have a safe and productive trip."

Yore's gaze lingered on Fanner for just a moment.

"Thank you. Now, let me show you where the guest lodgings are..."

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Pokemon White - Accumula to Nacrene

August 29th

Okay I actually did this a few weeks ago but its a bit late now. Right the main challenge here is I have really messed up the starter rosters here.

When I modded in Axew in pokemon Black, I put him in the Oshawott slot. That meant I got Simisear from the dreamyard and guess which starter I am choosing for this run... Oshawott!

I forget to give him a nickname so will have to come up with one later but I love Oshawott. I think its a greatly designed line but I don't think I have properly used him in a run through! So here goes.

Now I do not want to catch a Lillipup as it will be my starter in the last Unova game... Which means I actually lock myself out of a purrloin encounter as Lillipup is the first pokemon I see on route 2. Now this is mega frustrating because I do not get the pansear in the dreayard either. So basically I have only one pokemon going into the first gym. While this may be suicide normally I actually have a little strat that might work.

First I EV train... Like a lot. I Max out attack and most of speed on the pokemon on route 2 before preparing to take on Cheren as a test. Now Cheren starts with Snivy vs Oshawott. Fortunately I am now overlevelled but the strat is Focus enerrgy tackling. And it works... Not quickly though. Oshawott does fo down to three tackles but the following Purrloin goes down in one to a critical hit. Truth is it a very RNG based strategy so the game is weighing the odds as much to my favour as possible.

So Oshawott goes in Little Oran berry snac in his pouch, EV buffed to all hell. Lets see how he does.

Lillipup comes in and I use Focus energy. Fortunately the lillipup goes for work up! 2 water guns take it out with the second being a critical hit as the lillipup only goes for another work up.

Pansage comes in and I calculate it will take 3 vine whips to take me out. 2 after a work up. Unfortunately, It will take 4-5 tackles to take out pansage even with EVs whats more it is questionable as to whether I outspeed. My solution. Level up mid battle now level 15 with pretty solid speed EVs I outspeed and stand a chance. Focus energy is still up. I tackle, he works up. I tackle again. He works up again. I tackle for a third time and finish the monkey off!

Honestly this was still very much luck. Yes I did as much as I could to reduce that but I honestly should have just been less stubborn and caught a Lillipup.

Next up is the Dreamyard, and route 3 which goes very smoothly with my now overlevelled Oshawott. I have exhausted encounters in both Wellspring cave and route three annoyingly so have to wait until Pinwheel forest for my next encounter.

Luckily I am guaranteed the one encounter I want. Throh! I use a hidden ultra ball to catch him and name him Judoo

Now it is pretty clear why I have caught this fella. Lenora is a tough cookie and taking one Dewott into this fight with a retaliate hiding in the background is suicide. So here goes nothing.

I lead Dewott knowing Razor Shell and Rock smash. I just go straight for it chipping away at it with Razor shell which is doing more damage. With a defense drop it actually only takes 2 and Herdier doesn't do a thing. Watchogg comes in and retaliates as predicted. I switched into throh who is damn tanky and takes it like an absolute champ. It goes for Hypnosis but my chesto berry blocks it. One vital throw later and its all over.

I'm feeling much more comfortable this run! Hopefully I can hold up to the end and create a team good enough for that goddamn Ghetsis fight at the end.

Badges won: 82

Pokemon Used: 182

Pokemon Defeated: 47 (after Ghetsis defeats)

#pokemon #pkmn #nuzlocke #nuzlocke challenge #gen 5 #unova #Pokemon White #gym battle

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elwynten · 2 years

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Chapter 16

Pern: PP 15 - 9 - 17

We spent a few hours cleaning Billings Hold so we could set up the radio station once Mercedes had everything built. Opal was in her element cleaning and directing everyone else in what, were and how to clean.

Back home at Tel Aviv Hold, we headed to the beach. It is about everyone's favorite places. The Beach and the Water Park, with the Theater and craft room being everyone's second favorite places. So, after we finished cleaning Billings Hold, we headed to the beach for a swim.

I pulled Heather, Verdi, Snowdrop and Violet aside. "I'm sorry I didn't think of it earlier. However, I can give you each an ability to make it easier to do your jobs." I told them.

"What abilities?" Verdi asked.

"I can give you and Heather an ability to control animals, and I can give Snowdrop and Violet the ability to grow plants faster. With the plant control," I looked at Snowdrop and Violet. "You will be able to grow the seed of a fruit tree to ten years old in minutes. And you can get new fruit almost every day. Although once a week would be better." Turning to Heather and Verdi. "With the animal control you pretty much just have to tell the animals what you want them to do, and they will do it. There are some limitations on that though. As in, they have to be able to do what you want, and they have to be able to understand what you want. Simple concepts are the best."

"Wow, that would make our work a lot easier." Snowdrop said and the other three agreed.

I reached out and took one of Heather's and Verdi's hands in each of my hands. I concentrated on giving them Druidic Magic - Animal control. Then I brought Heather's hand up a little as I leaned down and kissed the back of her hand. I did the same to Verdi.

Verdi giggled and blushed.

I did the same with Snowdrop and Violet, except I gave them Druid Magic - Plant control. And I finished by kissing the back if their hands also.

With that finished, I headed on to the beach to swim with the girls.

Later at supper, I talked to my Team. "How would you like to have the rest of the week off and have a four-day weekend?" I asked them.

Jett looked surprised. "Really?"

"We'll have four days with nothing we have to do?" Willow asked.

"Yes, a four-day weekend, with nothing you have to do. Now if you want to, you can help Hearther and Verdi, or Violet and Snowdrop. And just because I mentioned them does not mean you have to feel obligated to help them out." I told them. "Although, after we get back from Remnant next week. I want to work on locating good places for new holds. I want to keep Tel Aviv Hold fairly clear of holds and other building. I want the closest building to be no closer than two hundred to three hundred yards from the Hold. Even though I'm the Lord Holder here, I don't want other holds on top of our Hold. I want some breathing room."

"That sounds like a good idea. As long as you don't hide from your holders." Jett said.

"Could you set up cot-holds along the path between Billings Hold and Tel Aviv Hold. As long as the last building is no closer than three hundred yards from us."

I nodded my head in agreement. "I already thought of that. People would be close, but still have space and not be crammed on top of each other, like they are in Bendon Hold and Ruatha Hold." I said. "Although I don't think they could be put all along that path or road. That's a long way to put houses or holds on. But we could put holds every once in a while, along the path between here and Billings Hold. Kind of like small villages with say four to ten holds in each area."

"You could make one village farmers and the next one raises cows." Verdi said.

I nodded my head in agreement. "That should work, and with each village having mainly the same occupation they will be able to help each other out if need be."

"Once the herds and orchards are up and running. I'm going to see about getting several families to move here. We'll help them set up holds and move in. We'll probably help them get set up for whatever they are able to do. As in farming, orchards, livestock, pottery, etc. They'll give me/us a percentage of what they make either in produce or money/Marks after they sell what they product. Yet after all that is done, there will be everyday work to be done. But again, with all our abilities it will be a lot easier to do. Annndd with me being the Lord Holder, I'll have to keep track of all the people beholden to me. Make sure they keep their own work up, as well as settling disputes, and the like. Just think of a Duke in the Middle Ages, and all they had to do. It's a never-ending job, but it does have its perks." I told them.

"That sounds exhausting." Willow said. "What perks?"

I chuckled. "It's not that bad. We're getting things does right now, and no one is exhausted. Yesterday some of us went to a different hold, then to the Harper Hall and finally the Beast Craft Hall. People with small holds, those beholding to Lord Holders, don't get to travel like that. Plus, all of you girls are considered Lady Holders." I told her. "And later on, we'll get a Steward to help out with the day to day running of the Hold. That'll give us more free time. Lady Willow."

"Lady Willow." She smiled. "I like the sound of that."

"Am I a Lady Holder also?" Crystal asked me.

"Yes, all of you are. All you girls that live here right now are Lady Holders. So, your Lady Crystal." I said. Then pointed to Jett. "And your Lady Jett. And the same goes for Robbie, Topaz, Hong and all the others. All Lady Holders. Technically a Lady Holder is the wife of the Lord Holder, but since I'm not married to anyone, and all of you are my original roommates. I consider you all my Lady Holders, here on Pern. It does not follow you to Remnant or Earth, though."

"What does that make you?" Jett asked me.

"I'm Lord Eilwyn or Lord Holder Eilwyn." I told her.

Jett nodded her head. "Can we tell the others that they're all Lady Holders? Lord Eilwyn." Jett asked, giggling

"Sure, you can, Lady Jett. And you can tell them they can all be called Lady 'and what their name is'. Like, Your Lady Jett or Lady Holder Jett." I told her. "Why don't y'all go do that. And while you're at it, tell Robbie and Gina I want to talk to them." I pointed to Crystal. "And I want to talk with you as well, once the others get here." I told Crystal.

They looked at each other for a moment, then turned and headed off to tell the other girls. "I will." Jett said as she headed off.

I had to laugh at how excited they were at finding out they were Lady Holders and could now use the title of Lady and/or Lady Holder. It wasn't really a big deal to me. I'd used the title of Lord for years from being in the SCA (Society of Creative Anachronism) and had been given an AOA (Award of Arms) which allows the recipient to use the title of Lord or Lady. But for the girls, this was new to them.

The SCA is a historical reenactment group. It is from the 1600's and earlier.

A little while later Robbie and Gina came looking for me. I took them all to the Cafe. We sat down and ordered drinks. "Why did you want to see me?" Robbie asked. "And me." Gina added. Crystal just looked at me with curiosity on her face.

"Shortly we will be getting more people here, and we will, or I will be needing some help running the Hold. I was thinking that the three of you might like to learn to be Stewards of the Hold. You would help run the place. It would give you all a paying job. And since there will be four of use running the place. It will make it a lot easier on all of us. Or mainly 'me'." I told them.

"What is involved in running the Hold?" Gina asked.

"That's a good question. I've never ran a Hold before. So, we will all have to learn as we go. But some of it is deciding who gets to move here. Deciding how much those beholding to us have to pay us. I believe it's a standard ten percent. But it could be a little more or a little less as we see fit. Handing out punishments for those that break the rules. Making sure the place runs well. It's more or less like running a business so it makes a profit." I told them.

"How much will we be paid?" Robbie asked.

"We will have to figure that out. But remember, y'all already get free room and board. So, I'm guessing you won't get paid very much. But it will be enough to buy some things at a Gather. I still have to figure out how much Heather, Snowdrop, Verdi and Violet will be getting paid for working the orchards and taking care of the herd animals." I added. "Or they can sell their produce and give the household a percentage of what they make. A third option is, they get paid a few marks every week and all the money they make from the orchards or animals goes to the hold."

"Can I take some time to think about it?" Gina asked.

"Will I have to leave Beacon Academy to be a steward here?" Crystal asked.

"Y'all can take time to think about it. I don't need Stewards this minute. Although I want someone or three, I know I can trust. You might want to go to the library and read up on stewardship. And see what all is involved." I finished.

I turned to Crystal. "No, you won't have to leave Beacon Academy. You'll do just like you are now. Go to Remnant for a week and then work here for a week. And if all three of you agree to be stewards. Then you'll have less work here to do. Because all that work will be shared by four people." I told her.

Crystal nodded her head in understanding. "That doesn't sound too bad. I believe I will be a steward. As long as, at least Gina or Robbie agree to be a steward also." She told me.

"Okay, sounds good. You might want to find a book or two in the library and read up on being a steward. And you will need to ask Robbie to teach you how to calculate thread fall. All the stewards need to know how to do that, as well." I explained.

#Pern #RWBY #Remnant #Vale #Dragonriders #Dragon Riders #CYOA #CYOA's

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