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athenasparrow · 8 months
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The Bartender's Revenge
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Finally, a stand-alone! @jilymicrofics
“Shit!” She curses as she slams into something solid as she rounds the corner.
“Sorry!” Calloused fingers skim the exposed skin above her skirt as warm hands stop her from toppling – unbalanced as she is in heels – to the harsh concrete floor.
He’s alluring in an untamed sort of way; wild curls frame a face with a sharp jawline – the perfect place to let her lips wander – with just a shadow that tells her he didn’t bother with a razor this morning.
“Thanks,” she breathes, missing his hands as soon as he deems her stable enough to stand on her own. 
“No problem, I’m here to help with anything you need.” He winks at her before disappearing through a door marked staff only. 
Lily doesn’t catch another glimpse of him for the rest of the night. Not that she looks that often. Mary is the designated drink runner of the night – mainly because Marlene can’t be trusted and Lily is tired from work – and it’s all fun until some guy comes over and tries to plant one on her.
“Come on love, it’s just a bit of fun.”
Lily eyes the man in front of her. The flickering neon lights of the bar cast a sallow glow on his face as he grins lecherously at him. He might be considered attractive in a professional photo by the light of day – Lily briefly imagines his blond hair slicked back as he poses for a sleazy shot in a real estate magazine – but in the poorly lit pub, dishevelled from hours of drinking and nothing to hide the unnerving look in his eyes he’s really not. She keeps her hand firmly on his chest – straining against his weight as he tries to lean in – as she regards him cooly. 
“I don’t care if it’s a dare. The answer is no.” It’s firm and even despite her own downed margaritas. All she really wants is for him to leave – back to the table where three other men are eyeing them, or even better out of the bar completely – so she can finish her girl's night in peace.
His lips curl, and his smile turns even more unpleasant, but whatever he’s about to say gets cut off by the sudden splash of a margarita on his face. “Oi! You deaf?” Marlene shouts – a bit louder than necessary – over the music. “Fuck off or my glass is the next thing that’s going to hit your face.”
He looks just the type to be dumb enough to take Marlene up on her offer (even when her glass is poised to pitch in his face), but whether he’s suddenly chicken or notices how quiet the crowd around them has gone, he gives them one parting sneer (not very effective with droplets of Marlene’s drink running down his cheek), before turning and marching back through the crowd.
It’s not long before Lily’s weaving her way through the remaining crowd to pay.
“Lily! You’re going too fast!” Marlene clutches at Mary – the most sober by far – as she stands on one foot to undo the straps of her heels.
“Evening ladies! Have a good night?” The haughty smirk, high cheekbones and smooth posh tone in tandem with the gallery of ink displayed on his skin, the ripped jeans and the rings adorning his fingers all scream an odd I don’t give a fuck elegance. Lily’s eyes stray in search of his messy-haired, hazel-eyed coworker she’d clocked upon entering, but he’s nowhere to be found.
She forces her attention back to the man in front of her. His knowing smirk prickles her, but she’s come down from the high of her night and just wants to get home. “Hello! Can we split the tab for the corner table over there?”
“It’s taken care of.”
“But…” Lily frowns. “Are you sure? None of us have paid…”
“That guy who was bothering you did.”
“I didn’t peg him for the apologetic type,” Marlene jumps in, barefoot with shoes dangling from her fingertips. Lily hopes the floor gets a good clean each night.
“He wasn’t,” the bartender snorted. “More the born an arsehole, die an arsehole type.”
“Yet he wanted to buy our drinks?” Mary asked, her tone incredulous. “Why?”
“Who said anything about him wanting to?” The bartender slides a menu in front of them, tapping at the bottom.
10% surcharge on weekends, 15% on public holidays. Arsehole surcharge applies every day of the week.
“And he agreed to that?” He didn’t seem the type to go quietly.
“Think he was too smashed to notice.” When Lily lets out a disbelieving laugh accompanied by Marlene’s snort he shrugs in a not my problem way, picking up another glass to polish.
“I love your policy!” Marlene declares as she rifles through her purse. “Let me just see if I have cash for the tip….?.”
“Sirius. And don’t worry yourself love,” Sirius waves his polishing cloth carelessly. “We charged them for that too.”
“How much did you charge them exactly?” Marlene asks as her sweeping gaze appraises him.
“James charged them triple.” Sirius nods his head to where the messy-haired man has reappeared, biceps popping as he leans against the doorframe. “He was especially ticked off for some reason.” His voice turns knowing as he winks at Lily. 
James flushes as he tugs at his mess of curls. A zap of energy courses through Lily that has nothing to do with the alcohol in her veins. Her eyes stay a moment too long – too short for her, too long for Marlene – on the strip of flesh above the waistband of his jeans and when she blinks back to reality Sirius is still smirking while Marlene has dissolved into giggles as she grabs a napkin from the bar.
“Here you go James ,” Marlene says waving the napkin at him. For one horrible moment, Lily thinks she’s hitting on him, but then she wishes it was that at her friend's next words. “Here’s Lily’s number; my plethora of margaritas can’t keep from missing whatever this is.”
Her stomach summersaults as James takes the proffered napkin before holding it up to her in question. She nods slightly, unable to keep the smile from blooming as she drags Marlene towards the door. “Thanks for the drinks fellas!”  Yes, you can call me.
With any luck, she’ll be able to run her hands through his curls soon. Her flush deepens, heat running through her whole body as she imagines his head of curls between –
Her phone buzzes as the door swings shut.
Unknown Number: how about tomorrow?
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jamesunderwater · 11 months
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WIP Word Search: knees
Knees were not in any of my WIPs so I wrote you a quick microfic using knees as a prompt 😋
He found the bottom hem of her shirt and lifted it just so, two of his fingers brushing over her skin so lightly it could hardly be called a touch, yet it was enough to weaken his knees. He was touching Lily Evans’ waist, now knew what this one spot of soft flesh felt like running across the pads of his fingers (he would remember it forever), now wondered what about the next centimeter, and the next… His foggy brain begged for an eternity to touch her.
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londondziban · 8 months
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London's Masterpost
About Me:
☆ Hi everyone! My name is London or Dziban. I’m an 18 year old fanfic writer who posts over on ao3 when I have time. I'm gay and trans (he/they) and I'm autistic and borderline (BPD)
☆ Stranger Things is my special interest!
☆ Fandoms I'm currently in and may post about: Stranger Things, Ghostbusters, Marauders Era (fuck JKR), Bridgerton, PJO, Six of Crows, The Hunger Games, Little Women, Scream, Shameless (US), and Arcane
☆ Slytherin ☆ Cabin 6 (Athena) ☆ I am Mike Wheeler, he is me ☆ I am also Phoebe Spengler, she is me
☆ PSA: I am finishing up my A.A.-T in English, so I spend all my time reading and writing for class. At the end of this semester, I'll be taking two final summer courses and preparing to move six hours away for my remaining years of undergrad. I have some stuff in the works, but my time to write for fandom is pretty limited. Please bear with me
Dziban's Writing -
WIPs:
Apple Juice and Peach Oneshot. Elmax/Elumax, background Byler. Coffeeshop Au Sequel to And At Every Table, I'll Save You A Seat Wake Up Call Oneshot. Byler. Ghostface AU. Caller Will, Killer Mike
Stranger Things Fics:
Not Just Another Birthday M. 1/1, 6,245 words. Byler–Mike Wheeler is turning 18 and he has some thoughts about it. Trick or Treat! G. 1/1, 2,371 words. Byler–Bylerween day 6 You Reminded Me of Brighter Days G. 1/1, 3,565 words. Byler–Bylerween day 3. May be continued Why's the Music So Loud? (Take It To the Lawn Now) M. 1/1, 3,185 words. Byler–Bylerween day 2 The Only Time I Ever See Him (Is When He's Behind Me in the Mirror)  M. 1/1, 9,417 words. Byler–Bylerween day 1. May be continued When the Days Were Long and the World Was Small T. 1/1, 2,478 words. Byler & Jancy–the horrifying ordeal of being caught having snuck out...by your sibling who also snuck out I'm Fine With My Spite and My Tears, and My Beers and My Candles M. 1/1, 2,185 words. Platonic Madwheeler–Post UD/Vecna And At Every Table, I'll Save You A Seat T. 1/1, 10,982 words. Byler–coffeeshop AU Snap Out of It T. 1/1, 5,687 words. Byler–Mileven gets Murrayed You Take My Hand and Drag Me Head First M. 1/1, 7,362 words. Byler–Mike has always been protective of Will A Crooked Love in a Straight Line Down T. 1/1, 1,610 words. Byler–MikeWillEl can't kill a single spider Holding Me Closer 'Till Our Eyes Meet G. 1/1, 1,768 words. Byler–Mike band AU Why They Lost Their Minds and Fought the Wars G. 1/1, 2,544 words. Byler–established relationship, domestic fluff I heard that you fell in love or near enough M. 1/1, 8,301 words. Byler–Post UD/Vecna
Marauders Era/Harry Potter:
Kiss me! (Tonight?) M. 1/1, 9,773 words. Rosekiller ft. Jegulus –Every year during the last week before hols break, mistletoe gets conjured to hang above the heads of people with unspoken affection. What do you do when you look up and realize mistletoe has been conjured to hang between you and your best friend? Well, you can ask Evan Rosier. Shears Microfic. 1,058 words. Trans Regulus–Sirius helps Regulus with his first proper haircut, background Jegulus Peppermint Microfic. 1,103 words. Established Wolfstar–Sirius cares for a sick Remus, mentions of established Jegulus and Rosekiller
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practicecourts · 7 months
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Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Let’s spread the self-love
Hi Joy & Becky and Athena, (@joyseuphoria & @harryissuchalittleshit)
thanks for tagging me! this list is for me (so these are my fave fics that I wrote, had the most fun with writing?;-) 1) Revelation. (Hogwarts 7th year, Jily) Part of the fun of fandom for me has been meeting lovely amazing new people all over the world who enjoy, reading,writing or both... This fic was written when @oneofthesirens (i hope you're doing okay) and me decided we'd pick 3 microfic words and write something. We decided it had to be bloodless... you can see how well that worked out 😉 2) Big Little Lion Man (Curiosity Killed The Cat But Satisfaction Brought it Back) ( a What IF James Potter's Animagus wasn't a stag - and all the ways he could annoy Snape in this alternative AU) I had so much fun (despite the hard deadline to write this as part of a fic gift exchange) with this... Another fic that is here because of a conversation with people I only know online...
3) Head Over Handlebars For You (Jily Muggle, Meet-ugly, Multi-chap) This story has my enthusiasm, my *how-the-hell-do-you-write-a-story* learning process and I love that a lot of people have been on that road with me ;-), also so much agony, tears even and frustration... but most definitely writing this and talking ideas about it has brought me so so so many smiles... I wanted a few things... Some have already happened (James Potter riding a Cargo Bike into the canal, Sirius & Lily having all kinds of conversations... Harry the Hamster, FAIRY TALE sprinkles... Idk... along the way FLOUR & WATER turned into a thing too, so i hope to end this fic in the next two months with an honourable mention of a Toaster, A WEDDING, a HAPPY EVER AFTER (I'm sure that's not really a spoiler) anyway... this has so many hours of my life.... that I can't not love it... so yes... 4) Sunrise, Sunset Sirius Black POV is so intriguing to me... I am currently trying to write the Sunset part (and am open to ideas... I thought there would be a sunset - wedding chapter ... mostly because our dear Smut Fairy requested a certain dress ripped off -lol) but my brain seems to enjoy thinking about sad things too and maybe a part two Sirius Black POV where he finds Lily the last time... oh Hush, that never happened ;-) 5) TDC - Another Muggle AU, jily & horses (idk) it's just ideas and vibes but I've many of those and I hope to turn this into a coherent thing at some point ... So this one is here because it's my fave thing to think about and experiment with how everyone would fit in here.
I feel like Pippi Longstockings ... “I have never tried that before, so I think I should definitely be able to do that.” You're welcome to keep me accountable for that though ;-)
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kay-elle-cee · 8 months
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I have begun my manic run to the airport 😂 Made my train 🥳
51. How would Lily and James raise Harry on the ship? Please share more thoughts so we can imagine little Harry traipsing around like a toddling pirate 🏴‍☠️
I'm glad you made your train and I hope you have a wonderful time!
Now Athena...you KNOW I can't answer this one in too much detail because I have at least 10 microfics planned for the restless waves universe that will cover it 😅
What I can say is that much like how Lily tends to get landsick instead of seasick, little Harry develops his sealegs before his landlegs and has an adjustment period learning to walk on solid ground when he goes to visit his grandparents after he starts walking 😅
I hope this can tide to you over until we get to those micros!
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charmsandtealeaves · 4 months
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The number of Jilymicrofics I have written this year, according to my calculations, is as follows -
January micros - 31
February Valentine's Gift Exchange - 1
Mystery Microfic May - 2
June micros - 30
Badly timed notifications - 1
The one written with Athena's September Smutty Sprinkles - 1
The one written for Jilytober - 1
Ultimate-Jily-first-kiss-Headcanon - 1
Total = 68
The question is, should I write another microfic for shits and giggles? (Because honestly this could as well be a once in a lifetime opportunity)
Mate
1.) you being the only person to send asks: legend
2.) if you don’t it is a wasted opportunity
🤣
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acefemslash · 6 years
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Eternal
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by AutisticWriter
Juniper and Athena: friends forever and perfect together.
Words: 67, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Series: Part 32 of 3 Sentence Fics
Fandoms: 逆転裁判 | Gyakuten Saiban | Ace Attorney
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: F/F
Characters: Morizumi Shinobu | Juniper Woods, Kidzuki Kokone | Athena Cykes
Relationships: Kidzuki Kokone | Athena Cykes/Morizumi Shinobu | Juniper Woods
Additional Tags: Fluff, Friends to Lovers, Love, Holding Hands, Established Relationship, Prompt Fic, Microfic, 3 Sentence Fiction
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athenasparrow · 1 year
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No. 12 - Indulge | Jily Microfic March
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Thank you @jilymicrofics for the wonderful prompt. This is the one that inspired them all xx
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Smut warning : )
The benefit of being Head Girl, Lily mused, was indulging in the prefects bathroom at 2am on winter break while the rest of the castle was sound asleep. 
The whole room smelt of lavender and Lily could feel it diffuse deep in her lungs as she inhaled the steam that hung around her like a soft cloud. 
She sighed as she dipped her head back against her towel and let her legs float up into the bubbles, wiggling so her periwinkle painted toes peaked out of the water. 
Inside the bath there was no mess. Lily could shed her worries and focus on the warmth of the water and the scent of the bubbles. Because outside this room, there was a lot of mess. 
Lily may have first sailed across the smooth Black Lake to Hogwarts as a naive first year, eager to please her teachers and learn about the newly discovered world, but the lake had turned choppy and dangerous and Lily felt like she might capsize and drown at any moment. Her assignments were certainly more complex, she was confused over whether she should pursue charms or potions for her Mastery…whether she should choose either of them at all, really. 
Lily knew a muggle born in this climate would not succeed at the ministry. But leaving? That felt like giving up a piece of herself she hadn't discovered until eleven, but was nevertheless a part she held sacred. 
And James . He may have been a thorn in her side for six years, but this year? He'd been nothing but kind…attentive…reliable. 
Lily had to admit he’d grown up. 
And there lay the confusion: because she may have been lying to her friends for months, but Lily knew, in the sanctuary of her own mind, that she could admit she was attracted to James Potter. 
She hadn't noticed it at first. Her attraction had hit her as suddenly as a summer thunderstorm.
It was too bad he had stopped asking her out this year, really. 
Lily was pulled from her thoughts as she heard the door creak open and heavy footsteps echoed on the stone floor. 
Lily pushed off the wall and grabbed her wand. 
She wasn't the naive first year anymore . 
“James” she said in surprise as a familiar silhouette rounded the corner. 
He skidded to a stop, frozen and staring at her like a deer caught in headlights.
She would have called him out on it if she hadn’t been staring herself. 
He’d clearly just come in from a fly. His broom hung from his hand and his hair was windswept in such a way that Lily wanted to run her hands through it and snog him. His tracksuit pants slug low over his hips and Lily could make out a small line of his toned stomach as his hand automatically jumped to his hair upon seeing her. 
A nervous habit, Lily now knew.
She was making him nervous . 
She felt a rush of power run through her even though she'd just lowered her wand. 
“Um sorry” James said his hand moving up as if to cover his eyes, though his hazel gaze seemed unable to break the way it was locked on her. “I…ummm…yeah…came in from fly…and wanted a bath…obviously you're here…not that I wouldn't want a bath with you…I mean oh Merlin” 
“Is James Potter lost for words?” Lily questioned, smirking up at him. 
He looked back at her, eyes wide at the teasing, husky tone her voice seemed to have taken. 
His eyes darted down to where Lily knew her breasts were barely covered by the bubbles. His tongue darted out to run along his lips and Lily was overcome with the sudden urge to run her own tongue along his lips. 
“You always take my breath away Lil” he said wading deeper into the intimate moment Lily seemed to have created “I just normally say something stupid instead of stumbling all over my words”
He admitted shuffling his feet, his gaze now on the floor. 
Lily felt her stomach flip at that particular confession and thought back over the years. Was that why, all along ? She thought she might be teetering on the edge of a cliff about to glimpse something wonderful.
Could he….
Lily found she wanted his hazel eyes back on hers, instead of boring into the stone floor.
She leaped.
“James” she whispered, her voice so soft she wondered if she’d have to repeat herself. 
But his head snapped up immediately as if she’d shouted. 
“Do you want to get in?” Lily asked, her hands clenching with nerves under the water, unseen. 
Lily was thankful James had such an expressive face so she could read his reaction before he said anything. 
She saw his eyes widen in surprise, his pupils dilate in arousal, and his fiddling hand betrayed his nerves. Shock and hope settled on his features as he stared at her.
“Yeah?” James asked, eyes seeking hers.
“Yes” Lily reassured him letting a slow smile creep over her lips.
He stepped forward before hesitating, suddenly looking pained “Lily I can’t just shag you” he said “are you…I need…what are you saying?”
“James Potter lost for words again?” Lily asked, though this time her tone was much softer “I don't just want to shag you James” she said softly, surely. “I want all of you” she clarified when he remained silent. 
“I want all of you too” he said clearing his throat as he looked up at her and she was surprised to see his eyes were wet. “I just thought I'd missed my chance” 
“Well you might if you don't get in here” Lily teased pushing herself slightly up so the water settled at her waist. 
“Fuck” she heard James mutter under her breath and felt a smug sort of satisfaction wash over her. 
She didn't think she’d ever seen someone move so fast to get in a bath. She almost asked him to slow down so she could admire the ripple of his muscles as he lowered himself into the bath.
But it seemed more than the water slowed him down once he was in. Whether he was tentative about the moment that had been building for years, or nervous about what might come, Lily couldn't tell, but he moved slowly, reverently as if he might wake from a dream when his skin touched hers. 
“Your glasses are going to get wet” she whispered, the unfiltered thought leaving her mouth before she had the chance to edit it. 
James huffed an incredulous soft laugh that tugged at Lily’s heart strings. “I can't take them off” he said “Merlin, Lily, I need to be able to see you” he grinned bashfully at her, before dipping his head.
Lily felt a hot flush start at her collarbone and spread up to her face. By the soft exhale that escaped James’ parted lips she suspected it might have crept even lower. 
“You're beautiful” he murmured, finally close enough she could touch him. 
“You're beautiful too” Lily returned honestly, letting her eyes sweep over his top half once more before lingering at where the water lapped at his hips, hidden beneath, a part of him she'd only caught a quick glimpse of when he hopped in.  
She thought her flush may have grown darker when she tore her gaze away to meet his eyes once more. 
Lily felt an involuntary shudder run through her body. She'd never had someone look at her quite like that before. 
She felt his breath stop momentarily when her fingers grazed his chest, only to become more sure in their place when he blew out a deep trembling breath and stepped closer to her. 
“Can I kiss you?” He whispered. 
Lily felt her own breath hitch as she nodded and his face softened before he dipped his head. 
Lily used the grip she had on his abdomen as balance to lean up and meet him. 
He kissed her softly and tenderly, as if they were both testing the waters instead of having flung themselves fully naked in a bath together. 
She couldn't have held the soft sigh of contentment she released if she'd tried. 
She was happy she never tried because her sigh seemed to propel James closer to her, his hands now firm and sure on her waist. 
Lily pulled at his bottom lip gently, eliciting a delicious moan from deep in his chest before pulling back slightly. 
Their kiss had been soul soothing and gentle, full of the tenderness and trust they'd built up over the years. 
And Lily would look back on that kiss as one of the sweetest moments they'd had. 
But right now she was burning for him and she needed him to be sure, so they could burn together. 
“More James” she said, her voice low, her lips inches from him. 
“I'm afraid if I push too hard this dream is going to shatter” James whispered, staring at her his eyes unguarded and vulnerable in his confession.
“This isn't a dream James” Lily said, her arms meeting behind his back. “I'm not going anywhere. I’m on fire for you and I’m going to combust if you don’t-
His lips interrupted her reasoning with a fierceness that had Lily catching her breath. His hands pulled her closer to him, and started to trace every inch of her like he was trying to commit her to memory. 
Lily wondered if she’d find scorch marks left on her skin where his fingers blazed hot against her. 
“Merlin yes James” she moaned long and low as she tried to return the kiss with equal ferocity. 
Lily may have been embarrassed about how ready she was for him, if he hadn't let out a growl that sent her shivering when his fingers discovered her dripping. 
But she didn't have room for doubt: not with the sound he let out just beside her ear and the hard feel of him pressing against her hip. 
She was surprised when he stopped her hand as she moved to encircle him, to drive him to an unthinking mess like he was doing to her. 
“You can't touch me” his low voice spoke against her lips, his eyes shining as he broke their latest set of kisses “I need to last. I want to be inside you”
“I want you inside me too” Lily whispered, her body aching for him, her magic crackling against her skin as his fingers moved again to drive her over into the sweet abyss of bliss. 
When she came, James broke away to watch her and she tried to capture the hazy, hungry, tender look on his face before he leaned in to kiss her. 
Lily wondered how they could have possibly made it through the whole year without this when she felt him pressed up against her entrance. 
He paused, and Lily whined, moving her hips to try and encase him. 
He groaned, helpless to do anything but sink into her. 
“Lily wait” he whispered, looking pained at the stillness he held. 
Her answering noise of protest had his lips quirking, but he cupped her face and his hazel eyes blazed into hers. 
“Lily I love you” he said softly, with the sureness of a thousand times. 
Lily felt her own eyes prickle as a smile burst across her face “I love you too” she laughed, before moaning as he sunk impossibly deeper. 
His hands were under her, moving her with his hips as he backed them against the wall of the tub. His fingers dug into the flesh of her as he bottomed out, his tongue circling her peaked nipples until her own hand crept down to give herself release.
And as she came down from her second peak, James pressed himself impossibly close, his thrusts becoming smaller and deeper inside her.
“Lils can… fuck …can”
“Cum inside me James” Lily demanded, suspecting the question he was wrestling to get out.
“ Fuck ” he repeated as he stuttered inside her and Lily felt the warm release of him fill her.
Her lips sought his immediately, letting him catch his breath between slow kisses.
So Lily may have indulged in a bit more than bubbles and warmth. But Merlin, James Potter was impossible to resist and Lily wanted to indulge in him every day for the rest of her life.
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athenasparrow · 8 months
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Update! @jilymicrofics
Lay All Your Love On Me | Rating: M
Chapter Seventeen | Beginning
Prompt: strong Summary: The first time Lily kisses James, he doesn’t even know. 
CW: more chats (and arguments) about the non-consensual exploits of one drunken Lily Evans
The unpleasantness he’d swallowed rears its ugly head in his throat, almost coming up all over the maroon carpet as he takes in the sight in front of him.
Lily’s hunched over — knees on plush carpet, forehead against the curved arm of the couch — small and delicate as she shakes, each tremor tearing through James’ heart with far more vigour than sounds ever could. 
It’s rare for James to feel out of depth when someone needs support; he lets his happiness seep out and crawl over Sirius (forced to endure his family), Remus (cursed to withstand the painful effects of an ostracised condition) and Peter (an insecure lad on a good day). 
He’s comforted Lily before; he knows how she’ll fight the hug — stubborn even in despair — before slumping into him. He’s never before wanted to hold her so badly while the crushing force of guilt pushes with equal measure to keep his feet planted where she’s out of reach.
He starts easy. “I’m sorry for Sirius; he was out of line.”
She starts — unaware of his presence — and the spear of guilt strikes deeper into his heart at the sight of her crumbled spirit.
“And most of all, I’m sorry,” James whispers as his voice escapes him, stuck in his throat as he hangs his head. “I am so so so sorry, Lily.”
“You’re sorry?” It’s chocked, but incredulous nonetheless. 
“Yes!” James blurts, moving to kneel before her, hands pausing — outstretched and shaking — before falling to his sides least he breaches the invisible barrier of trust yet again. He’s never been desperate for anything like he is for Lily to believe he’s sorry. 
She’s shaking her head and James has a moment of terrible ache where he thinks she might tell him she doesn’t want to see him ever again — fair of her, but devastating still — before her words escape. “I’m sorry, James. Me.”
As she shakes her head, a terrible ache settles in James’ stomach; she’s going to tell him to leave, she’s going to never want to see him, she’s —”
“ I’m sorry, James.”
He blinks at her; the surprise is paralysing before a fire ignites his fierce words. “You don’t owe me any apology!” He shakes his head so furiously his glasses slide down his nose. He shoves them back onto his face so he can look Lily in the eyes. She doesn’t owe him anything.
“Yes, I do!” Lily finds fight in her indignance, eyes sparking alive at his apparent stupidity. “It’s completely the other way around, James! You don’t owe me one!”
He gapes, astounded. What world was she living in? “Lily, I really, really do.”
“But you haven’t done anything!” Her voice pitches in exasperation before her face falls — quickly covered by her hands — and it’s only because he’s moved closer in their argument that he catches her muffled words. “Not like me.”
“That’s exactly the point… I did nothing !” It escapes quiet and broken — he’s disgusted with himself — as the pool of sorrow that’s been threatening to overflow since Sirius left makes its first escape, dashing down his cheek.
“No, James! How can you think that? I’m the one who…” She wrings her hands as she alternates between staring him fiercely in the eyes and boring a shame-faced hole in the carpet. 
“It’s not your fault!” James pleads. Why can’t she just listen? “Lily, you were —”
“— Smashed! Plastered! Yeah, and I came into your room and assaulted — oh Merlin” 
“You didn’t assault me!” James insists. He might laugh at the idea if he wasn’t in the shadowy depths of guilt. “You were drunk Lily, you had no idea —”
“That doesn’t excuse what I did, James!”
“I was sober, it’s my fault Lily!” “It is not! ” She emerges from her vulnerable cocoon like a butterfly in flames as she pokes him in the chest for good measure. There’s a tiny part of James that’s happy she isn’t curled in on herself anymore even if she’s spouting nonsense. 
“ Well, it sure as hell isn’t yours! ” He does not poke her in the chest, but the urge to shake her until she stops blaming herself is there.
Lily stares at him. A beat of silence passes. “Would you be saying that if the situation was reversed?” She’s quiet again, but her voice stays firm. Stubborn witch.
“That’s different!” His guilt only grows as he wonders if he should ever get truly smashed in her presence.
“It’s not! Which is why this is my fault! James, I got drunk and came and did all sorts of things you never consented to, I —”
“And you’re saying you consented?” James almost laughs — he seems to be doing that a lot; she’s making such ridiculous statements. “Lily, I was sober, I should have stopped —”
“I shouldn’t even have been there!”
James pauses and looks at her. She’s flushed, wide-eyed and tear-stained. “You don’t have to be sorry, Lily,” he murmurs. “And it is different.”
“It’s not!” She raises her chin stubbornly. “Are you saying you’d think it my fault if you turned up drunk in my bed?”
“Of course not!” James protests at once. “But I could have stopped you and I didn’t. That’s why it’s on me.”
She shakes her head and opens her mouth, but James powers on. “I’m not saying it would be the same the other way around because it is different. Lily, I’m bigger and stronger than you; you turned up drunk without your wand,” — in his pause, he realises she’s listening now — “Lily, I could have easily just picked you up, carried you back to your room and fetched you a sobering potion — that’s why it’s on me. I let you keep going, knowing that it wasn’t something you’d want to do sober.” He heaves a dry inhale to control the tremble in his throat. “Do you see now? It’s my fault”
“No, James you don’t understand!” She’s crying again, tears renewed as she reaches for him before drawing her hand back like her fingers touched a flame. “This is me! I’m the one who has all these uncontrolled feelings and I’m the one who has let it spiral out of control! Me, James!” She’s laughing now — unhappy and slightly unhinged as she continuous deliriously — “I thought they might pass, but they haven’t, I mean the sex dreams should have been a hint I had lost complete control, but on I went, determined to —”
“— Feelings and sex dreams?” Can you choke and die on nothing but air? 
“I know, right?” He really doesn’t.
“Arhhgggle —” His world is spinning. He’s dizzy from a realisation dancing just out of reach. He can’t speak. He can’t think.
Lily doesn’t seem to take his momentary brain malfunction into consideration — or perhaps she thinks he’s suffering a stroke; he certainly feels like it. Words float through his ears as he gapes at her. Entirely pathetic — unfair — hurt you — in love with you — fuck it up. 
“Wait what?” His brain slugs into gear as I’m in love with you rings in his head like a choir.
“What?” Lily frowns at him.
“You’re in love with me?” James is in disbelief. 
“Yes, don’t you see James, this is why it’s all my fault, I —”
“You’re in love with me. ” The laugh escapes him this time as the choir reaches a joyous song.
She shrinks under his stare as she folds back into herself. “I know I deserve it, but you can stop making fun.” 
“Making fun? Merlin, Lily.” A second delighted laugh escapes his lips until its touch makes her flinch; he stomps on his excitement so he can fucking speak. 
His calloused fingers brush her soft ones gently. “Lily.”
She looks up. James brushes the fresh tears off her skin, thumb dusting her cheek. “I’m so sorry James.” She closes her eyes as she — unconsciously, James thinks — leans into his palm. 
“I love you too.” Her eyes fly open like his words have reached into the heavens and brought a bolt of lightning through her spine. 
“What?” It’s a trembling whisper, carried to James’ ears only by the silence of the common room. 
“I, James Potter love you, Lily Evans.” The first time James kisses Lily, it’s wet and salty, tears of grief turn to relief as he presses into her with the desperation of a man who found water after days in the desert. He drinks in the taste of her, the smell of her, the feel of her until he cups her cheek — forehead pressed to forehead — and just breathes.
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James had dreamed about spending forever with Lily for a long time. Longer than he’d ever admitted to anyone, but was about to bare to Lily herself.
He didn’t think he’d ever been quite so nervous before. Definitely more nervous than when he became Head Boy and walked into a room of Prefects, expecting them to laugh; more nervous than when he’d played his first Quidditch match and more nervous than when he’d confessed to Lily had he loved her.
Because this was permanent. 
The ring and unsaid blessing his mother had given him months prior weighed heavy in his pocked. 
He was surprised Lily hadn’t called him out on all his fidgeting yet. Or his odd refusal to walk on her left hand side, lest she feel the box in his pocket and figure him out.
Or maybe he’d just been too involved in his thoughts to notice, he mused, as he caught Lily giving him a side glance.
But they were here. It was time.
“We’re here,” James announced, halting his steps and opening the gate. The cottage was nestled in a colourful garden full of flowers, butterflies and hummingbirds. Ivy had climbed up the side of the house and over the roof, creating a soft charm and blending into the greenery of the garden. The front door was a cheerful shade of yellow, flanked by delicate lanterns that would illuminate the entrance at night. The windows were framed by white wooden shutters, each adorned with a tulip shaped cutout, a whimsical tie to the garden below.
“This is the cottage I was admiring,” Lily said slowly, running her fingertips along the wooden gate as she swept her gaze around them.
“Yeah,” James said, his hand leaping to ruffle his hair, Lily’s gaze following it.
“James, are you okay?” Lily asked, frowning up at him “I don’t really understand–
“Wait, please?” James pleaded.
Lily must have picked up on just how nervous he was, because she fell silent instead of teasing him like she normally might.
“I fell in love with you at fifteen,” James blurted out, before closing his eyes and taking a deep breath to steady his voice. 
He felt small hands reach for his larger ones and her cool touch calmed him.
“I’ve loved you for so long,” James continued, his hazel eyes seeking her emerald ones so he might take strength from her. “And recently I’ve had this dream and I want to share it with you.”
Lily nodded, her eyes searching his, but her voice silent, like she knew he had more to say.
“I’ve had this dream,” James continued, “of us in a living room, with dinner going in the kitchen and laughter in the house and a toddler flying around on a broomstick.” 
He felt Lily’s hands squeeze tight around his and heard her shaky intake of breath.
And when he pulled himself away from thoughts of his dream to meet her eyes once again, he found them wet.
He let out a breathless laugh.
“I want to spend the rest of my life with you, Lily” he confessed, the words tumbling out of him “I’ve been sure about you for a long time. I want to know if you can imagine this dream too. Will you marry me?”
Lily’s lips crashed onto his with a fierceness that caught him off guard. He felt the warmth from her lips chase away the icy chill of his nerves. The initial shock that she’d said yes wore off and James felt his heart might fill and burst from all the love he felt as he kissed her back. 
“Just to be clear,” he said between kisses ‘Was that–
“Yes,” Lily responded, “Of course it was a yes James.”
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Lay All Your Love On Me | Rating: M
Chapter Eleven | Beginning
Prompts: shine Summary: The first time Lily kisses James, he doesn’t even know. 
“Occlumency?” 
James starts as the hefty book is stolen from his lap by the red-haired goddess he shares a dorm with. Not that she’s a goddess because of any subjective feelings he might have towards her. It’s just a fact; anyone in the castle would agree. 
Lily gently turns her bottom lip over between her teeth as her eyes quickly take in the contents of the page. James tries not to think about how her lips would feel on his – or anywhere else.
“Why are you learning occlumency?” Shining green eyes regard him curiously. They're objectively beautiful in an entirely platonic way.
Because every night I fall asleep and dream about making you scream. “I think it will be useful for the war.”
“And is the practice coming along?” Lily prods, flipping through the chapter. James is relieved she’s taken his excuse – it’s not a complete lie; it will be helpful during the war – and not pushed until he (inevitably) spilled.
“Sirius helps me sometimes,” James reveals. “I suppose I’m just reading until I go home and see him again.” 
“Alright.” Lily nods. “Let me know if you need a potion for the headache.”
“I wi– how do you know about the headaches?”
Lily hesitates. Glances away from his eyes for a moment and suddenly James knows exactly how she knows before she confirms it. “Severus started learning it in fifth year, right before we…” She trails off and looks rather uncomfortable.
“Right,” James says, his own mood souring at the thought. “Well seeing as I’m not keen on spending any time with Snape – no offence – I guess I’ll stick with reading until I see Sirius again. 
Lily hesitates again and opens her mouth, wrinkling her nose (in a completely un-adorable way, not that he's thinking about her adorability) and pursing her lips.
“What?” James
“I can help you practise if you want…I know the spell.”
Lily straddling his hips, bouncing as he guides her hips. His fingers threading through red hair as her lips bob up and down his shaft. Her soft sighs as James licks up her dripping lips. Lily in a white dress James found in one of his mother’s muggle fashion magazines. Lily mouthing three little words to him through a brilliant grin.
“I don’t know if that’s such a good idea.”
“Right.” Her voice is tight now. James drags his mind from dreams to the face in front of him. She’s flushes, looking at the floor as she snatches her bag up, placing his book on the low table in front of him.
“Wait, Lily I –”
“It’s fine James, I get it. You need someone you trust.”
Even though every word she speaks is accurate, something is still dreadfully, incredibly, entirely, wrong.
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No. 30 - Wine | Jily Microfic
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This fic takes place after "Oak" which you can read here.
Lily glanced at her husband, admiring the way his forearms flexed as he poured them both a bottle of wine.
It had become a tradition of sorts, ever since they’d met over a bottle.
Not that it had been a meeting of coincidence - Euphemia Potter didn’t like to leave important moments to flimsy things like circumstance. But after their first year together, they’d always made a toast on this day. And today marked four years .
Lily’s stomach knotted with anticipation as James glanced up.
“Four years together, two years married,” he said raising his glass to toast her.
Lily left her glass on the table.
“I can’t toast you love,” she said, biting her lip to keep from grinning.
James looked adorably confused at that announcement, his own glass returning to the original place on the counter.
“What’s the matter beautiful?” he asked, concern furrowing his brow as stepped towards her, his arms finding the familiar place on her hips.
“Nothing James,” she answered truthfully “I just can’t drink wine.”
She saw the moment it hit him. The moment the slight frown on his forehead and concerned eyes underwent metamorphosis to a wide-eyed, cheek-hurting smile of happiness.
“You’re pregnant?” he confirmed in a whisper, as if afraid his voice would shatter the reality.
“We’re having a baby,” Lily answered, her own smile stretching wide to match his.
James let out something between a laugh and a sob as he drew her into a hug. Lily felt the wet press of their cheeks and reached up to wipe his tears only to realise they were both crying.
“You’re going to be an amazing mum,” James murmured into her ear.
“Well then this baby is going to be very lucky with two great parents, because his dads pretty amazing too,” Lily answered, melting into his hug.
“Do you think Remus and Sirius are going to have a tiff over who gets to be godfather?” James grinned.
“I think Remus already knows…or at least has a suspicion,” Lily admitted. “I haven’t told either of them anything, because obviously I wanted to tell you first,” she said, pausing with a smile as she tilted her head up at him, their chests still pressed together from their hug. 
James delayed her next sentence by swooping down for a swift peck.
“But I’m pretty sure he caught me dumping the champagne out last night,” Lily continued, biting her lip. “And then I saw him eyeing my boobs and we both know he’s not checking them out.”
“Where were you dumping your champagne?” James laughed, leaning his forehead down to touch hers.
“In the plant” Lily giggled “If it dies, that’s why.”
James snorted, before gently moving his hands up to cup her breasts.
“I hadn’t noticed them change,” he muttered, looking like the absence of him picking up on a change in Lily’s body was a criminal offence.
“They haven’t yet,” Lily reassured him. “It’s still very early - but you know Dr Remus, I bet he was just checking for all the signs.”
“You were very sensitive the other night,” James hummed, his eyes sparkling mischievously as he brushed his fingers over where here nipples lay beneath her shirt.
Lily shuddered.
“Remus wouldn’t know that,” Lily said coyly. “That’s something only you could know”
“Now I know what to look out for next time,” James said quietly, his hands moving down to the small of her back and pulling her into his chest again.
Next time. Lily liked the sound of that. 
“One kid at a time,” she teased, but her eyes must’ve given her away because James smiled knowingly and drew her into a long kiss.
When she had to come up for a breath, she paused. “How should we tell your mum?”
“I have an idea” James murmured before capturing her lips again.
One kid at a time. But certainly no harm in practising .
“Fleamont, can you get the door darling?” Euphemia called as she stepped into the mud room, tulips in her hands and a smudge of dirt of her cheek.
She hummed softly as she heard the soft steps of her husband making his way to the entrance, but she shucked her shoes off much quicker when she heard the light voice of her daughter-in-law laugh.
“Lily! James!” she said making her way around to greet them. “We weren’t expecting you”. She paused after releasing them from her long hug and looked closer. There was something different about them, Euphemia mused, there was a light in their eyes and a secret in the smile they exchanged. What was–
Her train of thought was cut off as her son answered her.
“No, but we have something for you, so we wanted to drop by” her son answered, handing her a bottle.
Euphemia glanced down where her hand had automatically come up to receive the gift.
It wasn’t just any bottle. It was the same wine Euphemia had sent her son on a chase for, four years ago. And…
Oh.
“ Fleamont ” she breathed, her hand coming to her heart.
She felt her husband move to her side so he could see what had caused such a reaction from his unflappable wife.
Dear Grandma,
Thank you for bringing my parents together. I can’t wait to meet you this summer.
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No. 13 - Key | Jily March Micros
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“That was the best wakeup ever” Lily murmured, her fingers tickling the base of his scalp.
She let herself sink into the post-orgasm haze that surrounded her. James’ body felt warm on top of her chest and hot at the point where he remained inside her.
“You feel amazing” he answered sleepily, nuzzling into her neck.
“You did say that a few times” Lily smirked, a ghost of a smile creeping across her face as her eyes remained closed.
“I wish we could stay here all day” James sighed into her neck, his breath warm as it brushed against her skin and sent a shiver down her spine.
“Me too. It’s too bad we have jobs, really” Lily agreed, turning her head to find his cheek and planting a soft kiss on his warm skin.
“After we get those pesky jobs out of the way do you want to come over again?” James asked hopefully.
“You know I’d love to” Lily answered “I’ll just grab some clothes from mine and meet you here. What time are you finishing?”
“Not too late” James said, hovering over her as he gently pulled out of her.
“Thanks” she said as he passed her a tissue.
Lily kissed his hip as he leaned over her to reach into his bedside table.
He returned her kiss on the lips when he moved back beside her. Lily could feel his fingers moving in a nervous rhythm where he held her and opened her eyes to meet his gaze.
He was nervous. She could see it in the way his eyes darted between hers.
“I was hoping maybe you’d like to grab more than a set of clothes?” James said, moving something cold into her hand.
Lily broke his gaze to look down and felt her breath hitch. 
A key.
“Is this? Are you?” she stumbled, biting her lip as she glanced up at him.
“Yeah.” James said tugging her closer “I can’t get enough of you. I love you. Do you want to move in?”
Lily felt energetic happiness push the orgasmic state she was in aside as the joy travelled in tingles throughout her body.
“Yes James. I’ll move in” she said leaning in to find his lips.
She could feel his grin stretch against her lips as she kissed him.
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Lay All Your Love On Me | Rating: M
Chapter Nineteen | Beginning
Prompt: satisfy Summary: The first time Lily kisses James, he doesn’t even know. 
“I’m so angry with you.” He towers over her, squashing her between his body and the wall and suddenly she doesn’t care for luxuries like lung function and personal space; she wants him to press against her until she turns to ash – burnt and dusty from the blazing heat of his body. 
“Bite me, Potter.” He's irate, but she’s not sorry. Not one bit.
She doesn’t actually expect him to close the distance between them and sink his teeth into her lower lip as he slams her — his hand cups the back of her head — into the rickety wall, pressing flush against her until she can feel him – hard, throbbing, desperate – between her legs. 
“So fucking furious.” Bruising kisses punctuate his fierce words. She responds by tugging him harshly; nips at his lip until he opens his mouth just enough that she can steal his tongue between her lips and gently suck until she pulls a deep moan from his throat.
His arousal prods her, as unrelenting as his lips that continue their mission to cover every inch of her.
Suddenly he’s inside her — knickers torn and discarded on the old oak floor — driving his hips hard enough there’s sure to be imprints on her back to compliment the bruises that will colour her hips. The low curse that falls from his lips sends Lily spinning, colours whizzing before her eyes before she’s grounded by his smug voice inches from her ear.
“You’re going to come.”
She attempts to glare at him — it’s somewhat ruined when her eyes roll back in her head as his deft fingers find her nipples — and has to wait out the whine that leaves her mouth before she can properly respond with a scoff and “Think you can make me, Potter?”
James groans and presses his forehead against hers, breath warm on her face. Two years is enough time for him to perfect his dance – to know her body as well as he knows his own. She knows it. He knows it. But they wouldn’t be Lily and James if she didn’t push when he pulled – to be contrary, just for fun .
His cock twitches inside her — he’s close too  — and he growls softly into her ear, fingers digging into her breasts as he twists the sensitive buds between his fingers. It’s sharp and almost painful. She gives him a retaliatory squeeze.
But he wins when his fingers skim her clit — trailing the juices of her arousal from where they’re joined — and her thighs begin to tremble and squeeze his hips. James thrusts hard and fast, hands grasping the milky flesh of her arse, grinding into her dripping cunt hard enough Lily briefly wonders if the wall against her back will hold. 
The thought is fleeting; hot white pleasure unfurls low in her belly and moves up to her chest. She arches her back to release the tension and lets out a slow moan. "That's it, baby. Let go." Another wave of pleasure washes over her, leaving her shaking and weak; completely at mercy to the sweet muttering coming from his lips before he skinks completely into her, the hot spurts of his own pleasure filling her as a satisfied groan sounds deep in his throat. 
She’ll have to explain herself, but for now, she’ll just float in the bliss.
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Chapter Ten | Beginning
Prompts: dark Summary: The first time Lily kisses James, he doesn’t even know. 
“Morning?” It’s more of a question than he intends, but he can’t blame himself too much; it’s been a rough few days of heartache and tears – and they’re just teetering on the edge of a precipice they might recover from.
They’ve gone from fiery and argumentative, to teasing and friends, to awkward and crying on each other in the middle of the night, to entirely heartbroken that he might never talk to her again, to tentative friends – they could do it this time, he’s sure of it, he’ll make sure of it  – and he won’t let anything happen to their fragile happy existence. 
She’s smiling again and meeting his eyes – hopeful and beautiful instead of skittish and upset – and she has a certain glow about her in the morning. Has she slept as well as him after the weight of their misunderstanding has lifted?
He knows what the core issue of their problems over the past two weeks is and it’s him. His uncontrolled body has led to each awkward moment, each avoided glance, each tear shed. He had been the cause of all of her pain – whether she would admit it was his fault or not – and he wishes he could take every single one back. He wishes the feel of her body pressed up against him didn’t drive his wildest dreams into chaos and suddenly find his physical impulses torn from his rational mind.
The guilt is heaviest after red hair and green eyes appear during moments of whirling pleasure; the ecstasy he claims from her plump lips tight around his cock. Their friendship is off to a rather terrible start; Lily deserved a friend who didn’t have the image of her naked cunt burned into the back of his eyelids every time he went to sleep.
So James knows one thing: if he is to be friends with Lily Evans – head girl, smartest witch in their year and most brilliant human he’s met – he has to properly get over her. He has to take his love for her and repress it so much that it will fit in a tiny box – a box that can be crushed between his fingers and thrown into the deepest recess of his mind.
“Morning,” he says instead as she stops shyly in front of him. He breathes through his mouth because he knows she’s wearing her muggle perfume that will make him think things and he is absolutely, 100% dedicated to getting over his friend. 
“Are you sick?” He didn’t think his change in breathing would merit her curiosity. 
“No, I’m fine,” James manages innocently enough. At least fine in the way you’re asking.
“Right,” Lily frowns casting one last look over him. “Walk me to breakfast?”
“Love to!” James answers. He’s quite proud it comes out as normal and not at all eager. He carries her bag because his mother raised him that way. Not because he has any sort of improper or unfriendly feelings towards the Head Girl. Because that was going to stop. It had to; they are friends . 
James will find a way to get over her and they will go down in Hogwarts A History as the friendliest friends that have ever friended. He’s sure of it.
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No. 20 - Old | Jily Micro March
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Summary: In which Euphemia isn't the only one in the family who can incite shenanigans : )
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WhatsApp Chat
Private : Lily Evans, Kingsley Shaklebolt
Kingsley Shacklebolt : So how did it go?
And I need to know immediately bc not sure what to buy...
Ice cream to cheer you up?
A bottle of wine to drown your sorrows?
Boxing gloves to kick some ass?
Lily Evans : Can I choose all of them?
Kingsley Shacklebolt: That bad?
Lily Evans : And worse : (
You should be lucky you found a nice man.
They’re all gone.
Not a single good one left!
Two bottles of wine?
Kingsley Shacklebolt: I did snag a good one ; )
There are still a few out there Lils! We will find you one.
Two bottles? Easy peasy lemon squeezy
Lily Evans: Doubt it
Yes two, to fix my current state: stressed, depressed lemon zest 
Or simply wallow in it.
Haven’t decided yet.
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WhatsApp Chat
Private: Lily Evans, Alice Longbottom
Alice Longbottom : Hi Darling!
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I told him to wave to his godmother, but apparently pesky motor function isn’t happening yet.
Lily Evans: You don’t know how much you just brightened my day! Look at those chubby cheeks!
Don’t insult my godsons motor skills - he’s only three months old.
He’s got the best motor skills ever. Give him big kisses.
Alice Longbottom: Why does your day need brightening? Are you alright?
There’s a reason you’re his favourite.
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Oh look, that sort of looks like a wave
Lily Evans : Nothing to worry about, just another bad date
King is coming over late to help me wade through the “grief”
He’s bringing lots of wine.
I’m fine really, this dating life is just getting quite old, you know?
I might just take a break from it all.
That’s totally a wave Xxxxxxx
Alice Longbottom: Oh you poor thing : (
That sounds amazing, I am jealous of you Lily!
Eh I feel that, but once the right one comes around it won’t feel so tedious, I promise x
Want to come over this weekend and see Neville?
Lily Evans: You better be right Al!
You know I do.
I’ll bring lunch : )
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WhatsApp Chat
Private: Petunia Dursley, Lily Evans
Petunia Dursley: <attachment>
Please choose a gift from my list for my birthday
Don’t use red wrapping paper, it’s hideous
Lily Evans : Red paper coming right up See you Saturday Tuney.
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WhatsApp Group Chat
Members: Kingsley Shacklebolt, Blake Rathborne, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin
Remus Lupin: Does anyone happen to have an extra wallet with their stuff from last night?
Blake Rathborne: Nope, nothing here sorry
Didn’t think you’d leave your wallet in your pocket Remus.
Gay clubs get a bit handsy
Sirius Black: Remus loves it when I get handsy with him ; )
Remus Lupin: That is irrelevant since it wasn’t, in fact, my wallet
James’ is missing.
Kingsley Shacklebolt: Well that makes more sense.
Straight men, honestly.
Sirius Black: LOL
Remus Lupin: ????
I’m going to assume nobody knows about it then??
I’ll email lost and found at the club on the off chances it turns up.
And break the news to James that he’ll have to cancel his credit cards.
Kingsley Shacklebolt: Posh bastard.
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WhatsApp Chat
Private: Sirius Black, Kingsley Shacklebolt
Kingsley Shacklebolt: Did you post it?
Sirius Black: Yup Did it this morning
Should arrive over the weekend
Can’t give Remus time to get suspicious
WhatsApp Group Chat
Members: Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, James Potter
Sirius Black: Rise and shine sleepy heads
Good news Prongs, found your wallet
James Potter: After all that shit you gave me last night you have it?
Remus Lupin: That’s great. I’ll call the club when they open and tell them to ignore my email
Sirius Black: Found, not have
Club has posted it to you
Remus Lupin: A club we live fifteen minutes away from has posted us something?
James Potter: lol yeah, I’ll just go grab it now
Sirius Black: dunno too late I think
Said they’d posted it
James Potter: Okay fine
But with my wallet gone, you’re buying me lunch Padfoot
Sirius Black: I’ll be there in 10
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WhatsApp Chat
Private: Lily Evans, unknown
Lily Evans: Hello! Realise this may seem a bit random, but I think someone just accidentally mailed me your wallet by mistake?
I hope this is the right phone number, but if it’s not and you know a “James Potter” could you send through his contact details please? - Lily
Unknown: Oh, hello Lily! Yes, I’m James. So sorry about that not sure how it happened.
I can come by and pick it up?
A relief to know where it is.
Unless you’re not comfortable with me coming
I can meet you somewhere
Or feel free to leave it on a bench or something
Hmm, that sounded like a drug deal
*Unknown number changed to James Potter
Lily Evans: You can come by, it’s fine
I’m sure we can manage without the drug deal
This is me <maps.google.com/droppedpin>
James Potter: But what if I’m a serial killer???
I’ve always wanted to be part of an illicit drug drop
I’m pretty sure my mum would murder me though
But might be a rather exhilarating experience 
I’m on my way
I am happy to meet on the street if you’re more comfortable!
Lily Evans: I’m pretty certain serial killers don’t announce themselves like that
And wouldn’t suggest public spaces for meetings
And lol, wouldn’t you be into killing men anyways?
Incase you didn’t know, I’m a woman,
Unless your sexuality has arisen from a deep-seeded hatred for women?
Exhilarating for a moment maybe, I’m sure the night spent in jail would bring the excitement right down.
Neighbours are moving today so just come on up. 
Apartment 526
James Potter: What? I’m lost now
Lily Evans: What??
James Potter: Why would I be into killing men or hate women?
I’m in your lobby
I’m coming up
Lily Evans: Because of the sexual aspect of serial killers?
You know? Because you’re gay you would kill men???
James Potter: I think there’s been a misunderstanding here
I’m not gay
Hold on I’m on your floor
Is it okay if I come to your door?
Cut for eventual smut
Lily frowned at her phone and moved to her entrance, grabbing the package from the console and heaving the door open.
She glanced to right to see a a very fit man with ruffled curly hair, black jeans and bright hazel eyes that danced behind his square glasses.
A very gorgeous man who was apparently not gay.
“Hi” she called “I’m just over here”
He threw a lopsided grin at her and started making his way over.
“I’m Lily” she said extending her hand and smiling at him when he reached her door.
“James. As you already know” he said grinning ruefully.
“Not gay James” Lily corrected him, biting her lip as a laugh bubbled out of her.
“Yes. Why did you think that?” James said, his brow furrowed “I’ve never been told I give off a gay vibe”
“You don’t” Lily said “but…well…look” she extended the postmarked package his wallet had arrived in.
“What?” he said glancing down at it.
“Well, the return address is a gay club” she said laughing “I’m sorry I made assumptions, but”
“Oh yeah right, of course” James said laughing awkwardly “nope, definitely straight, just there with my mates”
“It’s a fun club” Lily agreed “my friend Kingsley loves it. Used to go there every weekend when he was single”
“Kingsley Shacklebolt?” James asked suddenly.
“Yeah, that’s him!” Lily said smiling “I think he was there this last weekend with his boyfriend. Did you meet him?”
“Yeah, I’m Sirius Black’s brother”
“Oh I have heard about you. I suppose I just didn’t put the dots together” Lily said smiling at him. God, he was fit .
A clap of thunder alerted Lily to the fact that the sky had suddenly decided to open and her sofa was about to get drenched.
“Shit” she cursed running to yank the window closed.
It was easier when a second pair of joined, helping her move the old window back to latch closed.
Lily felt her breath hitch as she registreed the hot press of his body against hers.
He seemed to realise he was flush against her.
“Sorry” he said hastily, stepping back to create distance between them.
Lily suddenly felt overwhelmingly hot even though the cool thunderstorm had blown in a draft.
Her eyes flicked over his soft lips where his tongue darted out nervously. Lily had the sudden urge to taste him. She pulled her gaze away to meet his own, only to notice it was darker than when they’d last locked eyes.
Fuck.
Lily wasn’t even aware she’d moved, but her mind came back into her body at the sizzling feel his lips left on hers. 
He was delicious.
She fought the moan he pulled out of her, before giving in when his warm hand slipped under her shirt.
“Shit, you sound amazing” James murmured.
Lily lost herself in his lips until his hand traced a questioning circle around her thigh and she became aware enough of her surroundings that she realised they’d migrated to the couch.
As she pleaded with him to touch her, a faraway thought crossed her mind.
Perhaps dating wasn’t getting old after all.
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