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Buying ingredience to make dinner for my friend tonight <3
#i thought i was turning into a selfish bitch but it turns out i enjoy acts of service for people i actually like!#I'm going to make a lamb roast with fresh greek salad and homemade tzatziki#and smash fried baby potatoes ❤️#and I'm going to tidy my room up very pretty for her and light my special candle 🕯️ (it smells like cinnamon rolls)#anyway i love my friend ❤️
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“You’re going to blow out your arms,” the villain observed. They watched as the hero merely grit their teeth, shoving themself through another pull-up. It looked painful, and if the sweat slicking the hero’s brow was any indication, it was.
They waited for the hero to let themself drop from the bar and accept the villain was stronger. But they didn’t.
Three more pull-ups, and the villain stepped in.
“Hero,” they said slowly. “You’re about to tear the ligaments in your arms. You need to stop.”
The hero blew out a shuddering breath. Struggled for purchase, fighting gravity—and let themself drop.
The hero’s hands were bleeding, calluses torn open by the bar. The hero didn’t seem bothered when their own hands shook so much that their blood began to splatter on the gym floor.
For a moment, the villain could only stare at them.
Shit.
They didn’t know how to handle this. They knew the hero was dedicated. They knew the hero was strong, and perpetually trying to be stronger, but they hadn’t thought…
They hadn’t thought the hero would be so willing to tear apart their own body for success.
It was supposed to be fun, the villain thought. They felt a little sick as the hero pressed their palms together to soothe the bleeding, an action that was practiced and familiar. As if they had done this before.
The hero reached for something in their bag, smearing blood on the side, and pulled out a roll of blue electrical tape. The villain didn’t understand why, until the hero tore a strip off and made to wrap their hands with it.
The hero would be the death of them.
They crouched in front of the hero, plucking the electrical tape out of their hands.
“What are you doing with this?”
The hero blinked at the villain like they were the strange one in this situation.
“Wrapping my hands?”
The villain hissed in a breath.
“With electrical tape?”
The hero flushed slightly, looking down at their bloody hands. They looked close to tears.
“It…sticks to skin, really well. And it doesn’t move, either, when you move your hands or wherever else, even if you’re fighting. Plus, blood doesn’t make it come off, at least, not for a while.”
The villain blinked at them.”
“Blood doesn’t make it come off,” the villain repeated, processing. The hero nodded, reaching for the electrical tape. The villain settled it out of reach.
“Not if you wrap it right.”
Dimly, the villain realized that meant the hero had done this enough times to have it down to a science.
“And you couldn’t use a bandaid?” The villain asked incredulously. The hero shrugged a shoulder, then winced at the motion.
Yeah, the hero had absolutely blown out their arms.
“Bandaids move—“
The villain hushed them.
“Be quiet for a second.”
The hero, wisely, went quiet.
The villain rubbed a hand over their face, then studied the hero for a moment. They took one of the hero’s hands into their own, studying the damage.
“Why did you do this to yourself,” the villain murmured.
“What do you mean, why,” the hero snapped. “It’s my job.”
“Your job is to save people,” the villain corrected. “Not destroy yourself.”
“I’m not destroying myself—“
“You are.”
“Shut up—“
“Hero.”
“I need to be better,” the hero snapped. Their voice rang out across the gym, echoing into the rafters, and they both froze. After a moment, the hero spoke again, voice soft. “I need to be better.”
They said it like they needed the villain to understand. The villain wondered who they were really saying it to—the villain, or themself.
“Better than who?”
“Everyone.” It was hushed, like a secret.
The villain watched them, waiting.
The hero took a shaky breath
“My whole thing is being the best. I have always been the best. That’s the only reason I matter. If I’m not strong enough, then I am nothing, so I need. to be. better.”
The hero had started crying, very quietly, like they were afraid to take up too much space.
The villain was not equipped to handle gifted kid burnout.
“There’s more to you than just being a good athlete,” the villain said hesitantly, and the hero shook their head.
“No. There isn’t.”
“Hero.”
“Can you give me back my electrical tape?” They hiccuped to contain a sob.
“No,” the villain said firmly, and then the hero really was sobbing.
“You don’t understand—“
The villain didn’t. Not really. They had never been the kind of talented that the hero was.
They wondered now if maybe that was a blessing.
“I don’t,” the villain agreed. “But I do understand that you’ve saved half the city, and you give everything you have to give, and you always do your best.”
“But I-“
“No.” The villain stopped them. “You are doing your best.” They tipped the hero’s chin up until they met the villain’s eyes. “And it is enough.”
The hero froze, eyes darting over the villain’s face. They wondered if anyone had ever said that to the hero, if whatever mentor they had was giving them anything other than orders to be stronger. Be better. Be more.
The villain had some new targets to take care of, it would seem.
For now, though, they had to take care of hero.
“We’re going to go wrap your hands,” they said softly. “And then we’re going to take care of your arms, and you’re going to take a nap.”
The hero nodded, watching them like they were some kind of good, selfless person.
“And if I ever catch you using electrical tape again, so help me, I will put you six feet under.”
That startled a laugh out of the hero, and they let the villain guide them to their feet.
“Fine.”
The villain turned to them. “Okay?”
Are you going to be alright?
The hero seemed to understand.
“Okay,” the hero agreed.
Yes.
And so, it was.
#writing#writing community#snippet#angst#heroes and villains#ficlet#writblr#hero/villain#hero whumpee#exhaustion#overworked#villain caretaker#whump#kind of#in case you’re wondering. yes you CAN do this to yourself. it’s completely possible#essentially what happens is if you do a motion (a pull-up) more than your body is capable#it gets mad. this is different from training till failure. this is to failure and then beyond#so while you started using the correct muscle groups you those muscles get tired and despite the tired you don’t stop#so then your body switches to muscles it SHOULDNT BE USINF and then you fuck up your elbows (in the case of pull-ups)#and then you can’t straighten your arms for a week bc the ligaments and tendons and all the little movement parts want to keep it curled in#I’m not a doctor#I’m just a gifted kid who was an athlete who got burnt out and destroyed her body lmao#this is possibly maybe based on true events that occurred#anyways. I’m not a doctor but you can use electrical tape on wounds. yes it sticks. yes it stays. it’s honestly very useful.#electrical tape > bandaids#do not do anything listed here it is BAD. do not blow out your muscles it hurts. properly clean ur injuries. I beg you.#don’t get injured at all#thank you to my friend who went “pull-up’ competition and then watched me create this angst#love u besties. drink water. go to sleep. summon demons. ❤️ self care
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peepaw looks like he might have just peeped the horrors but being a fun grandpa takes priority 👍 yaaaay
redraw of a great cursed image. I wish we had more interactions with these three they are so goofy to me!
#digital art#zero escape spoilers in tags whoops#virtues last reward spoilers#virtues last reward#clover zero escape#clover field#quark vlr#clover vlr#quark tenmyouji#junpei tenmyouji#yes that is the akane in the background I am SORRY#love u all !#shitpost#back to my roots in terrible low effort redraw memes ❤️#zero escape#zero escape virtues last reward#zero escape spoilers#also side note I’ve been thinking about clover and quark getting along since the clover and junpei are sorta friends#coworkers? shared trauma havers? anyways#I think they would have a lot of fun pulling pranks on junpei#and I think they would try to put timbs on the rabbit. thank u#and gave quark a root beer float because he deserves one.
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AURJRORKRKRFJSIDJFEJE I LOVE ITTTTTTTTT♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️❤️♥️❤️♥️♥️❤️❤️♥️❤️ MY SONA LOOKS SO CUTE THEREEEEEEE💕🌺💕🌺💕🌺💕🌺🌺💕🌺💕🌺💕🌺💕 ITS ADORABLE I KINDA LOOK LIKE A PLUSHIE🌹🌺🌹🌺🌹🌺🌹🌺🌹🌺 ITS GREATTTTT THANK UUUUUUUUU♥️🌺♥️🌺♥️🌺🌺♥️🌺🌺♥️🌺♥️ HERE I DREW NIGHTDUST FOR UUU
#have i ever told u how much i like nightdusts design?? black white and blue was always a palette i loved and i rlly like how the black fur#stops at the hands and feet anyways got off track THANK UUUUUU❤️❤️❤️#friend art#art#my art#ask#fanart
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SJOWJSKWKSI JUST CAME BACK FROM WATCHING ROTB AND HOW DID THEY MAKE EVERY CHARACTER SO LIKEABLE?????????
#I was late and I missed the opening sequence#And I kept getting distracted by my friends because I'm an idiot#And I was devastated that I couldn't see each and every fine detail because the movie was in 3D and I need glasses#so everything looked slightly fucked#but GODDAMN I LOVE this movie#this might just be me but I would give a kiss on the cheek to every damn character#I would read many a fanfiction about them#esp. the robots <3 love those darn bots ❤️#AND THE MUSIC WAS SO FIRE??? THE FINAL BATTLE SONG WAS JUST * M W A H * LOVE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭<333333#anyways go watch Transformers: Rise Of The Beasts it fucks <33#tf#transformers#rotb#transformers rise of the beasts#Transformers: Rise Of The Beasts
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Your honor, I cannot stop thinking about a divorced Midwestern Football couch
#ted lasso#ted lasso tv#ted lasso fanart#I made this blog and then posted one thing an I’m trying to change that NDHDHJSJ#Anyways I love him and think he’s so cute when he’s confused and distressed ❤️ Thank god this show delivers on that :)#as my friend said he’s so fucking hard to get right art wise bc he’s SO expressive#got lil worm eyebrows and the most expressive eyes#my art
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dude i love love
#it’s nearly love day!!!!!! MY FAVE DAY AHHHHH#no bc. you have vday lovers and vday haters. i ignore the haters. no need to be bitter bc you’re single !#the ‘blocking every couple i see’ people are the ones who need the most love… within themselves first! ;)#like.#i’ve been single most valentines days and i was still always so happy like AWW ITS SO CUTE I LOVE SEEING PEOPLE IN LOVE#like it’s nice to see ppl in love!!! and love yourself!!!!! i’ve always loved to treat myself on previous vdays#like i’d get myself flowers for my room! or cute lil chocolates or something idk??#i love the decor everywhere?? in shops. restaurants. just outside in general. all those little red hearts and roses decorations everywhere#like hearts are my fave!!! and roses are my fave flower <333 plus i love the weather in feb likeeee i’m a summer baby but i just ❤️ winter#anyways. i think i love valentine’s day more than most ppl do but… it’s okay. i love it sm#like… people love halloween. or christmas. or whatever idk. but valentine’s day is where it’s at for me.#it’s just so ✨me✨ i think#celebrating love??? HECK YES. friends family partner anyone omg. just love one another ! we need more love!!!#it’s just PERFFFFECTTTT for a lovergirl like me to have an excuse to be extra mushy and cute HEHEHEHEH#i feel it’s ironic that a slightly moody n broody girl like me is so soft n gushy inside and loves vday. (according to mi amigos n my bf)#but!!! uggghhhhh it just brings out the soft in me DO U GET IT#i’m done. i yapped sorry#briar rambles
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Has anyone else got that disease where your brain plays justin bieber songs unprompted and against your will at random times
#me making my to do list for tmrw:#my brain: LOVE ME ❤️ LOVE ME 💯 SAY THAT YOU 🫵 LOVE ME 🫶 FOOL ME 😭 FOOL ME 🤡 OH HOW YOU DO ME 😔💔#ITS SO RANDOM#and no i was not a jb fan#my friend was#she used to come to my desk randomly and go 'wanna share earphones?'#me knowing its the same justin bieber playlist but not having the heart to say no bcz she looks excited: sure#I'm talking like 7th grade here#anyways get this song out of my head
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Thinking about how Lincoln and Chris are both SUPER jealous people. Love them but that must’ve been a crazy marriage lmaoo
#literally the only thing we know about Chris is that they were jealous at the idea of Link EVER remarrying 😭#and Link was soooo jealous of anything that got his dads’ attention as a kid#LIKE. he hates the number 4 merely for the idea of his dads having another kid lmao#they can’t have any hobbies than Link doesn’t also have (trains and dance classes lol)#he made them get rid of their cat#he gave fucking LAXATIVES to the other homeschool kids 😭😭😭😭😭#at least he doesn’t seem to be that way with anyone but his parents…?#this was prompted by me relistening to S2E5 btw#when Scary says she’s going to the dance with someone else#and Link quickly goes from being like ‘oh yeah it’s chill we’re just going as friends’#to ‘you have a date now? that’s cool whatever I totally don’t care’ etc. hehwhaha#so I think Lincoln is probably just as jealous with other people he loves (his friends spouses etc) but he’s just more subtle about it#WELL. not subtle lol. but he TRIES to be subtle at least 😭❤️ love him#anyway this is so… ignore this#just rambling about my guys 🫶#chalcy stuff
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oh my god i got so emotional SHUT UUUUUP
#911#911verse#evan buckley#so this is what crying about a character is actually like#like i do be crying at times dont get me wrong#but i just love buck so much. i kept stopping the episode and going. omg omg omg#omg its happening. omg idk if i can actually watch this. omg its happening !!!!!!!!!!!#jesus christ JESUS CHRIST#like i know we throw the word around a lot but this is MY SON#and everything that happened in the episode. it was like it was happening to me#i felt actual physical damage and actual butterflies as the kiss moment approached#like theY DID THAT#THEY MADE MY BI SON CANONICALLY BI#idk to have this shift in a characters perception this late in a procedural….. 911 you gods#i really hope they can somehow make more seasons cause they would deserve ti#it. and like. this doesn’t have to be the end of buddie??#they could get them together at any time bc buck realizing hes into men is a lot other worm can than buck realizing hes in love with#his best friend. i just dont know how they would do it with eddie bc they would have to pull a lot of focus over there too with a big#chance of feeling repetitive with their narratives#maybe they just show them together after a timejump and say they worked some stuff out idk lmao#ANYWAY I AM STILL CRYING BECAUSE BUCK MY SON IS A CANONICAL BISEXUAL JEALOUS DISASTER JUST LIKE HIS MAMA ❤️#THIS IS WHAT REPRESENTATION IS ACTUALLY ALL ABOUT (and i mean his horrifying handling of the feelings of being left out of course lmao)#THE LOOK EDDIE SHOT HIM TOO#i am too frazzled rn i just need to scream i think#hi. im sorry this is me coming out of the 911 closet now that wwdits is on hiatus#evan buckley!!!!!#SON OF MY SONS#LIGHT OF MY LIFE#APPLE OF MY EYE
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Cale Henituse fans are his biggest simps, biggest apologists and his biggest mockers.
Sui Khan: heh
#I CANT GET THAT EMOJI OUT OF MY HEAD PLEASEEE#I START CACKLING#Anyways in tcf we all love cale#love bullying him#love him bleeding#love him for his idiocy#love him because he loves his family and friends 😩#love him while mocking him for not getting his slacker life#love him because hes such a dense asshole#anways we love him❤️#tcf#cale henituse#YOU GUYS KNOW THE TAKE KRS SIMPS FOR LSH#But how about the opposite?#hey y'all LSH is literally us. SEE IT#HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAH#trash of the count's family
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im so sorry for the messy rant i am about to drop in your inbox 🫣 but basically:
cop is a story with a really stoic private detective and a super charming exiled prince/princess. they become like this odd yet perfect crime solving duo (idk if you’ve watched lucifer but if you have their dynamic is exactly like chloe & lucifer)
anyways! stoic detective = alex, so i thought it was perfect. i have an hc that alex actually used to work in a high ranking position in the nypd or something and had a partner who kind of betrayed her…. they were dating and it was a whole thing (🫣 i have put way too much thought into alex LMAO) but yeah so she’s very closed off when she meets trystan but they form a romance UNTIL….. trystan is called back to be the king and is…. un-exiled oops. basically long story short they break up because of course no one she loves ever truly sticks around…..
anyways! so because of that she goes back to her hometown of wayhaven (i still need a solid reason as to why she leaves her PI job but basically tldr; she’s super overqualified to be wayhaven’s detective unlike the canon where mc just got promoted). as for the romance….. i can picture her having a super friends to lovers romance with nate instead of the instant thing we get in canon. and then trystan re-enters the picture as soon as nate and her are starting to realize their feelings. or….. maybe in the solo adam/ alex route post that kiss in book3 👀 OR honestly i also love trystan & alex’s friendship / platonic dynamic so in the LT route trystan is definitely one of alex’s closest (and only 💀) friends who’s like bestie wtf have you gotten into cause i love a stoic x sunshine friendship dynamic so so much.
anyways this got SO SO long i apologize feel free to ignore lmao but thank you so much for being curious as you can see i love a good info dump about my ocs sjskks
omg I love this!!! and then Trystan enters the picture again!!!!! I love all flavors of this, platonic and not! Adam saying like "we are now only professional colleagues" and suddenly there's a king here! Or even that platonic "what have you gotten into?" in the LT route! Imagining Alex feeling guilty about her effect on the team dynamic and Trystan being able to support her in it, in a way the other members of UB really can't. (But also still Adam and Nate like "there's a king to compete with now? what?")
#i love this a lot!!!#i know my choices friends will have more specific reasons to love it too haha but anyway i love the drama#thank you for sharing ❤️
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beach episode!
#IM SO SORRY I FORGOT TO POST THIS . LORD#i finished this like a week or two ago it just slipped my mind to actually post#anyways hello everypony#thank you to will for the lovely idea ❤️ as always#i just really like the idea of jacob being a total flake and everyone else just hanging out because theres nothing better to do#but theyre still friends because friendship is magic <3#ehehe. anyways i hope u all enjoy#sid totally throws big rocks off of bridges . i love him#anyways#siddex my beloved#OH ALSO. 70s au update#im about 1/3 through chapter 4#i had to stop writing for a bit bc i was housesitting but im back now#im having a lot of fun writing julie... i like being able to bounce around from memory to the present#and finally having jacob here is. well. its setting things in motion#my apologies for not updating you guys as often as i used to#summer is. well. its great until its not#but i promise u i am working on it !!!#that makes it sound like im not. um. just trust me guys#rlm#redlettermedia#gorilla interrupted#art#dex#sid#julie#ray grabowski#siddex#fanart
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As someone who isn’t married I like having married friends so much because they absolutely (1000% understandably) are swallowed by their responsibilities and their work and their families in a way that unmarried people don’t where they just disappear for a bit and then they resurface like “life has been CRAZY here are 10 million things that have happened” and tbh it really is very steadying and kind of wonderful for me
#of course like. I’ve had to FIGHT the fierce waves of loneliness that hit when someone who was once on the single side with you#crosses over#when my high school friend got married and I was in her wedding I sobbed at her first dance#Because it was like …. She’d walked through a door through which there was no return#anyway of course it’s hard and it takes work but I love the fullness of their lives and their perspectives#and it’s really precious to me that they still wanna be friends with me even though we have on the surface much less in common#but also. Like if it’s a real friend of course they do?#Or a friend who’s meant to go the distance with you of course they do#Anyway I have felt sadness and sometimes bitterness at the way it can change a dynamic#especially if I knew you before you got married#but I do love having friends who are married and who have to come and go from the richness of their world#me trying to walk the line of calling them too much and at other times presuming they’re always busy#Like. It’s good to reach out.#They’ll tell me if it won’t work out#@ilovevanillatea yes this is largely inspired by you#❤️
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hi ♡ i guess i'm back? 🥹
here's a little life update! i think you guys deserve it after my absence that lasted longer than even i expected it to last ;( i am very sorry about that. i miss everyone here and bangtan so much, you have no idea. the reason for all that is that for the past months i have been going through a lot of things and changes in my life. there were good and bad things happening, time flies extra fast, days melt into one and i didn't even notice the past half a year pass. although i think my absence was unavoidable in these circumstances i just thought that you guys deserve to know what's been up with me for the past months haha i have received a lot messages and reminders that people remember about me and that they miss me and i just want to send all of you my biggest apologies for leaving you for so long with no response, as well as all my love and gratitude! 🥺 i think i've been always fairly transparent on here so if anyone wanted to know more I'll leave some more details in the tags but basically I just hope that soon i will be able to become more active again and respond to messages ❤️❤️❤️ i hope everyone is doing great 🥰
#honestly... it was yoongi's comeback that made it happen. that made me have motivation to come back. i didnt expect it but here we are LOL#because for the past months i have been struggling a lot and i almost lost all the connections with my friends family and bangtan#i lost all my feelings and thoughts#i didnt miss anyone i didnt want to do anything i didnt want to be anywhere. i was completely submerged into my own head#i still am. it didnt exactly get better but.. its just yoongis impact jasbhdjdjd he made me remeber a lot#in october last year i developed a very agressive eating disorder and its gotten a lot worse at the begging of this year#and it has taken everything from me. it sucked me dry and still continues to do so. it made my mental health so much worse on every level#but im still here and thats what matters in the end right ❤️#from the good things - after long unfortunate and very stressful job hunting i finally got a stable job 🥰 and i continue my uni so far#that's why i was absent here most of the time. i decided to focus on my life and on trying to change something and to fight a little more#after jin's enlistment announcement... it was a wake up call for me#and maybe soon i will be back on track but im taking things slow. especially that its not easy for me at all#but i just wanted you to know that theres been a lot happening here so ❤️ im not just getting bored of tumblr and bts haha#i never stopped following the fandom i never turned off my notifications from media i never stopped looking up what they're up to each day#i just didnt have time and motivation to be active. because of my health i wanted to be quiet and away from eveyone and everything :/#even from my comfort people and activities#that sounds sad but. it's alright so please don't worry about me ❤️ I'm holding on just fine. got used to some things ❤️ trying to heal#so yeah i think thats that haha i think its enough and all basically#it may seem like very little but my life has always been very slow when it comes to big actions haha#anyway. love you all so much ❤️ thank you for not forgetting about me ❤️#soon i will try to answer some mesdages from my inbox. please wait for me just a little bit more ❤️ im very overworked right now#but im so sorry that you have to wait so long ❤️
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Saturday Six (Stuff)
Hi, hi! I haven't rambled here in a while because there hasn't been a whole lot to talk about really. But here we are.♡(•ི̛ᴗ•̛)ྀ
The Dudette and I have been having issues, mainly I think due to hormones on her part, and stress about life on my part. Probably I do need to get back into therapy buuuut, I'm dragging my feet.(⑅ ‘﹃’ )
Finally we're getting the patio put up this weekend. I've throw some wildflower seeds out, and some were already growing from last year. I just need to get my hanging baskets going. And I got Tow-maters from the market last week. Cucumbers are on special order from a lady at the market to be picked up this weekend.ヾ(@°▽°@)ノ
The brother is in town. Hopefully I'll give him a miss.（’-’*)
One of my annoying neighbors got sick and the family moved him out. Now if my actual next door annoying neighbor would leave that would be great.(.﹒︣︿﹒︣.)
I put out my humming bird feeders and the birbs are back! Now I just have to get some actual flowers going that they like. ʚ♡⃛ɞ(ू•ᴗ•ू❁)
#Saturday Six#May 18 2024#About me#Personal#Please do not rebloggle#Carey rambles about life and stuff and things and flowers and birbs and stuff#I didn't really love my last therapist and I don't really want to try and find a new one#It's just so annoying having to retell all your trauma again#Anyway I hope y'all are doing well#I hope you have a great day or night wherever you are in the world#Hugsss from mom or just a friend whatever you need right now because I know I need hugsss too٩(๑•◡-๑)۶ⒽⓤⒼ❤💜 💙 💚 💛 ❤️ 💗 💕 💖#I appreciate y'all reading my nonsensical rambles whenever I post them here#Now back to your regularly scheduled programming
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