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imslowlydisintegrating · 18 days

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now playing on our screens: jujutsu kaisen

Ahem

JUJUTSU KAISEN GOOOOOD LUCKKKKK /pos /aff

SENDING YOU A TISSUE BOX!!

HELP WHY DOES EVERYONE KEEP SAYING THIS IM SCARED 😭😭

#evvy speaks #anuli 🌿#jujutsu kaisen #jjk

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anulithots · 10 days

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Anuli out of context

Hmm, we'd make a very unreliable narrator, Anuli. Agreed, Anuli, agreed. Very well that we'd also make a very unreliable murderer. Also agreed, Anuli, agree-

I love writing Anuli's 'talking to faerself' monologues.

Somewhere in the world, a wasp plopped a leaf hat upon its head and found it quite pleasant.

Kamari clapped. I startled. My heart decided today was a fine day to take up an off-beat dance obsession.

I nodded. "Much ta da's"

Or, in this case, regular droplets inched, one after the other, with sunlit taunts, refracted over their lack of edges, in sparkles, shooting stars that traced the diffused sage of leaves with silver etches

Existence is a paradox, Anuli Or perhaps paradoxes are why I talk to myself, Anuli

I nodded, rustling the stolen moss - which started to mourn the water with its almost rough tips, and water heard none of its cries - beneath me.

Good thing I was not the protagonist. Only a side character... or, not even that - a narrator!

The story would stagnate, meander around in a useless monologue - much like this one - before the inevitable end of DEATH because NOTHING HAPPENED and the DUMB CHARACTER BRINGS NO JOY. ONLY UTTER DISPAIR AND INTERNAL SCREAMING.

It was fun writing an Anuli chapter about executive dysfunction

I poked my head. Be functional. Make stories. You have one job.

In order to avoid death one must follow the call to adventure! Hopefully the character's life means something to them and they don't... just... accept death.

Existence requires action. Do you hear me? Head? Thoughts? For now, I address thee, and banish thy dillydallying sliminess to the land of 'bleck'. BEGONE!

If it did, if it chose a path, the butterfly would have to admit its doomed narrative, and no one wanted to acknowledge their doom until it curled in their lap and ate a finger. The sillies. Nothing good comes from finger eating.

yes this is a reference

Sense trickled over the sides, left my insides dry, and clumped in static mush near my throat. Oh, wonderous. Quite wonderous. What joy.

Slipped through my fingers. All the wonders that could've been, left as dead buds, petals that never saw the sunlight or the stars

Ha! Silly Place of Tethers. Didn't it know that such villain advice - even when said with semi-sincerity - fell upon unhearing ears, for it was dumb.

The Kamari in question lilted faer voice to weave between the chirps of early crickets - early because cricket society values those with the almost recklessness needed to risk the light for a song - as a full moon spilled and sparkled over faer leaves.

Sometimes I feel like rhetorical devices are just a way to seem witty without actually being witty

The world set the scene for utmost joy while I flew in hapless circles and died beneath faded petals

"I - no-" I shook my hands but the tears clung. Silly things. Didn't they want a munity?

Nothing was wrong. Nothing was wrong. Nothing was wrong. Plot holes and darling murders; what was wrong with me?

'Too soon,' said the earth, 'Yet welcome, welcome little one; it was not your fault.' 'Oh, but it was,' said the butterfly, between sobs, 'for I wanted to fly forever.'

The funniest thing is that I only use 'said' for Anuli's characters.

Going insane whilst alone with the Place of Tethers would be perfectly in character

And that's it! Anuli out of context! Thank you for getting this far, and I hope you enjoyed the corners of faer brain... it only gets weirder and sillier from here!

@waitingforthesunrise @sm-writes-chaos @holdmyteaplease @full-on-sam @osbob-the-existent @awleeofficial @clearcloudlesssky @gummybugg @sleepy-vix @starryeyeddarlings @sea-dwelling-wizard

lmk if you'd like to be added or removed <3 🌿

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imslowlydisintegrating · 2 months

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9 people you want to know better!

Thank you to @anulithots for the tag!! (their post)

Current book: Last Night At the Telegraph Club by Malinda Lo — such a good book, would recommend it to anyone i need of beautiful lesbians in the american 50s told through the eyes of a Chinese girl

Current fic: none rn 😔 i need to find some good fics for trc

Currently watching: The Bear!! im only on ep 3 but sydney is my darling dearest

Next on my watch list: Saiki K i believe :3 my friend recced it to me

Current hyperfixation: not really hyperfixated on anything in particular, but i’ve been rlly obsessed w the firelights from arcane

Last song: Cheri Cheri Lady / Modern Talking

Fav colour: Purple of any kind!!

Sweet/spicy/savory?: I like all of them, but i think savory is my fav out of the three; i do like spicy but in my cajun/creole way, not like indian spicy if that makes sense

Relationship status: single n happy

Last thing I googled: what does savory mean 😭

Copied from @anulithots:

I love when the people I tag @ me and/or link back to my post. I love it when you reblog my post with questions, compliments, words of encouragement about my WIP, or even no comment at all. But please make your own post to complete this tag. Please do not turn my post into a reblog chain.

@literatureisdying @gently-decaying-flowers @serendipititties @serendipminiewrites @bassguitarinablackt-shirt @mint-mayonnaise

#evvy speaks #anuli 🌿

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imslowlydisintegrating · 22 days

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so I see you like dungeon meshi. It has flooded my dash and.... I'll put it on my non-existent-because-I-want-to-rewatch-link-click-forver-but-I'll-get-there-eventually to watch list...

okie dokie not forced buuuut... convince me to watch it/read it. Go <3

OKAY SO BASICALLY ITS SO GOOD AND IM IN LOVE WITH IT AND IM ALSO REALLY BAD AT EXPLAINING THINGS BUT ITS SO WORTH IT I PROMISE

#evvy speaks #anuli 🌿#dunmeshi

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imslowlydisintegrating · 19 days

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HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!!!!

THANK YOU SM AHHH

#evvy speaks #anuli 🌿#birthday wishes!!

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anulithots · 17 days

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AT LONG LAST WE HAVE THE.....

SHITTY WIP (but it was too long so it's just Anuli) COMIC SANS INTRO

youtube

gently tagging:

@waitingforthesunrise @sm-writes-chaos @holdmyteaplease @full-on-sam @osbob-the-existent @awleeofficial @clearcloudlesssky @gummybugg @sleepy-vix @starryeyeddarlings + @snowpoet123 and @aritany <-- who's tumblr post inspired me do this whole thing in a frenzy /pos

lmk if you'd like to be added or removed from the tag list <3 🌿

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anulithots · 27 days

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Playlist polls because I have no sense of 'two ap tests in a week' and am making an overcomplicated character playlist

the character in question is Anuli, the happiness clinging, takes pleasure in self-destructive behavior, believes fae's the villain of this story, tries to get faerself possessed so fae can 'rewrite faerself', filled with painful nostalgia and too many thoughts, houseplant fairy

(can I not do multiple polls? tumblr, for shame.)

I'll link it here. (unless I forget. very possible that I forget. Edit: yay I remembered!)

OKie thank you so much byeeee!

(playlist that I'm... editing.... )

@waitingforthesunrise @sm-writes-chaos @holdmyteaplease @full-on-sam @osbob-the-existent @awleeofficial @clearcloudlesssky @gummybugg @sleepy-vix

lmk if you'd like to be added or removed from the tag list <3 🌿

#poll time #polls #tumblr polls #random polls #my polls #character poll #music playlist #playlist #my playlist #spotify #currently listening to #music recs #Spotify #the land of the fallen fairies #anuli the dyrad

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anulithots · 15 days

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Anuli talks to faerself and would cry if fae ever had a social interaction.

Because my handwriting is iffy:

A board with 'successful social interactions', good on one side with a few tallies, and 'not so good' on the other side with lots of tallies

Kamari: I'm keeping a tally

Ankh: Why do you do this to yourself?

Meanwhile Anuli, talking to a butterfly, rambling about the stories with characters that can experience two realities at once.

@waitingforthesunrise @sm-writes-chaos @holdmyteaplease @full-on-sam @osbob-the-existent @awleeofficial @clearcloudlesssky @gummybugg @sleepy-vix @starryeyeddarlings

lmk if you'd like to be added or removed <3 🌿

#the land of the fallen fairies #my artwork #take care of yourself #fantasy art #creative writing #my art #artists on tumblr #illustration #drawings #artwork #art #kamari the dryad #ankh the dryad

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anulithots · 27 days

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Playlist polls because I have no sense of 'two ap tests in a week' and am making an overcomplicated character playlist

the character in question is Anuli, the happiness clinging, takes pleasure in self-destructive behavior, believes fae's the villain of this story, tries to get faerself possessed so fae can 'rewrite faerself', filled with painful nostalgia and too many thoughts, houseplant fairy

Part I

For context, here would be the image:

Which took a very long time to make. (I had to erase the background... with all those curls....)

The playlist (that... has some... edits... I guess...)

@waitingforthesunrise @sm-writes-chaos @holdmyteaplease @full-on-sam @osbob-the-existent @awleeofficial @clearcloudlesssky @gummybugg @sleepy-vix

lmk if you'd like to be added or removed from the tag list <3 🌿

#tumblr poll #tumblr polls #polls #random polls #poll time #my polls #hyperspecific poll #random poll #music playlist #playlist #spotify playlist #the land of the fallen fairies #Spotify #anuli the dryad

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anulithots · 15 days

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"How's your mood been recently?"

Anuli: I'm... finding a fix.

Kamari: thank you for asking! If you do so again I cannot promise your safety

Ankh: Why would you ask me this?

@waitingforthesunrise @sm-writes-chaos @holdmyteaplease @full-on-sam @osbob-the-existent @awleeofficial @clearcloudlesssky @gummybugg @sleepy-vix @starryeyeddarlings

lmk if you'd like to be added or removed <3 🌿

#my charcters #character #originalcharacter #character art #original character #character design #art #artists on tumblr #artwork #my art #drawings #illustration #kamari the dryad #ankh the dryad #anuli the dryad #the land of the fallen fairies

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anulithots · 30 days

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Dear creatures of stories and shadows,

are letter-styles fancy and cozy? I hope they are, I kind of like the vibe

Every single time one of my dolls suffers some sort of damage, whether that be from time, my own mistake in making them, or because they broke...

Doll tour for context

... it becomes part of their character. I do not try to completely fix them.

Context for this is that Anuli lost two of faer leaves (the left wing on the top, and the right one on the bottom)

... and yes I wanted to have an 'ANuli loses leaves' plot point - fiddle leaf figs lose their leaves once they leave a location for too long.

However

This loss is not losing a leaf at the base, there are two half-leaves still attached to Anuli.

So fae couldn't have lost them due to leaving faer home. (Although that would cause some stress)

Tw for self harm

To be honest, I've wanted to tell a self-harm story/plot point for a while through Anuli because I've done it before. It's strange. Almost the ironic sort of strange but not quite. And I'm sure the unexpressed feelings surrounding that aren't... well they aren't processed whatsoever.

And who better to process them through than my vessel for self-hatred and nostalgic longing?

But overall...

I JUST THINK DOLL AND STORY PARRALELLS ARE SOOO COOOOL IT"S LIKE THE SORT OF CHILDHOOD WHIMSY THATTT I LOVVEEEE SOOO MUCHHHH LKJDFLKSDLKFJSDLFUOSEIUFSDILJ

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@waitingforthesunrise @sm-writes-chaos @holdmyteaplease @full-on-sam @osbob-the-existent @awleeofficialcial @clearcloudlesssky @gummybugg @sleepy-vix

lmk if you'd like to be added or removed from the tag list <3 🌿

#writeblr #orginal character #needle felted doll #dollcore #my dolls #custom doll #dollblr #anuli the dryad #take care of yourself #the land of the fallen fairies

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anulithots · 12 days

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What's this....?

An Anuli playlist?

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TA DA!! It's all slowed, or sped up, or it has reverb, also there's rain sounds, and audios! Overall this took a lot longer than it should've

All the songs are from this playlist:

@waitingforthesunrise @sm-writes-chaos @holdmyteaplease @full-on-sam @osbob-the-existent @awleeofficial @clearcloudlesssky @gummybugg @sleepy-vix @starryeyeddarlings

lmk if you'd like to be added or removed <3 🌿

#spotify playlist #my playlist #music recs #playlist #the land of the fallen fairies #anuli the dryad #Youtube #Spotify

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