#answered unsafe meme.
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@untamedtempest // meme (usfw)
[ COLLAR ] sender puts a collar on the receiver.
He allows the stiff, well-crafted leather piece to slide over his fingers, get a feel of the shape and the edges and the fit. It burns a hole in the pit of his stomach that Ororo got this made for him, completely specific to his measurements for the best quality, and he forgets for a moment that she’s sitting right in front of him when he rubs the leather against his face. Call it a habit -- he likes feeling things against his cheeks like this, to test what it’s like and if he actually likes the feel.
‘I take it that you like it, Arty.’ He perks up at the sound of her voice and the collar ends up in his lap again straight away, causing her to chuckle.
‘That’s good, you know. Nothing to be ashamed of. You’re very cute when you’re into things,’ Ororo continues, uncrossing her legs and winking Arthur closer with a finger. Art, such an obedient boy, doesn’t waste a moment to crawl over to her on one hand and knees until he can place the collar in her hands gently. His reward is a caress along the smooth side of his head, long nails for just a moment tickling where his ear is supposed to be.
No instructions are necessary to get him to turn around and sit on his heels, neck stretched out for his new favorite plaything. Before he gets what he’s preparing for, however, warm palms land on his shoulders and start massaging him firmly. It’s such an anti-climax that he slouches again, comfortable under the attention and Ororo’s skilled hands that know his nooks and crannies - a resounding slap between his shoulderblades startles him to straighten back into her hands. No slouching. Bad posture.
Thumbs dig into the back of his neck, following along his spine until they reach the base of his skull, where the pressure eases and slim fingers curl around his throat to make him lean his head back.
‘You’re so excited for this, aren’t you? It’s a different design than the ones you already have, I wanted something special for you.’ Ororo presses a sweet kiss to his forehead, and then her hands retreat to grab the collar.
He holds his breath when the leather piece is lifted over him so his lover can position it right, fingertips following the edge of the collar to make sure the center ring sits nicely on his sternum. Hands want to wander but that’s of later concern, and Ororo leans back to start lacing the back of the collar together, checking occasionally if she doesn’t tighten it too much.
‘There you are,’ she sighs once she’s done, and when she gets no response, she snaps her fingers right next to her boy’s head to jerk him out of his little moment. Arthur’s been zoning out to the sensation of his entire neck being enveloped in leather, restricting his swallowing and breathing just slightly, enough to make it noticeable but not enough to cause true discomfort.
‘There you are indeed, hm?’ An arm comes over his shoulder to hug him around his chest, and Ororo’s other arm snakes down along his side and to his stomach, where she drags her nails along the veins that puff on the surface of Art’s shiny skin, ignoring the fully aroused hard on that’s bobbing between his thighs. ‘Go sit where I put you before I gave you that collar. Lean back on your hands and don’t touch yourself. I don’t know yet if I’ll let you come tonight.’
#untamedtempest#usfw#answered unsafe meme.#answered meme.#3000 years later#i saw you in my notifs so it was time for a lil somethin somethin
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#2 from the friendship ask for Klee and Jean?
2. My favorite scene of them
I think it's probably in Klee's story quest, when Klee turns herself in for hurting someone with her bombs, and you see Jean clearly mentally preparing herself for the aftermath of "small child does explosive murder" while being stern with Klee, but not angry. She doesn't blow up or freak out, she's in crisis management mode, and then she finds out it was an Abyss Mage and is immediately like, oh, that's her own fault for not giving Klee context.
The Golden Apple Archipelago event has some really good stuff for them, but that story quest scene just feels very foundational for me in how they interact. Including that, while Klee knows she's in trouble, she's not afraid to go to Jean about what happened.
#insert my usual essay about how jean's approach to klee isn't a GOOD one here etc. etc.#but despite my feelings about the solitary-confinement thing#jean does actually handle most of that pretty well!#she at no point makes herself an unsafe person for klee to tell#asked and answered#why not meme i guess
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Dirty Secret! for Wyatt
@ofviolentdeath || Send “Dirty Secret” and my muse will confess Something dirty/naughty!
“I don’t think this is a secret, because I’m sure you could ask any of my former partners about it, but I give very good head, and happen to enjoy doing so quite a bit.”
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tag drop #2
&̲. ³ lumine — two halves of the same star .
&̲. ³ paimon — a dream is a soft place to land .
&̲. ³ albedo — the sum of all creation .
&̲. ³ kaeya — is it a dream or a memory .
&̲. ³ hu tao — twilight and the evening bell and after that the dark.
&̲. ³ wanderer — the memory of god.
&̲. ³ venti — the most beautiful flower in teyvat .
&̲. ³ zhongli — waters change course，but the mountains do not .
&̲. ³ nahida — the grass where you lay leaves a bed in your shape .
&̲. ³ tsaritsa — our lady of frozen sorrows .
&̲. ⁴ self promo — your heart is a planet .
&̲. ⁴ promo — this is the ending，you can go home .
&̲. ⁴ answered — you've got P-A-I-M-O-N mail .
&̲. ⁴ memes — ad astra abyssosque!
&̲. ⁴ crack. — zach aguilar's impression video 05:13.
&̲. ⁴ ooc. — gringo unsafe zone.
&̲. ⁴ queued. — we will be reunited again.
&̲. ⁴ saved. — hello fellow traveler.
#tag drop.#&̲. ³ lumine �� two halves of the same star .#&̲. ³ paimon — a dream is a soft place to land .#&̲. ³ albedo — the sum of all creation .#&̲. ³ kaeya — is it a dream or a memory .#&̲. ³ tsaritsa — our lady of frozen sorrows .#&̲. ³ venti — the most beautiful flower in teyvat .#&̲. ³ zhongli — waters change course，but the mountains do not .#&̲. ³ nahida — the grass where you lay leaves a bed in your shape .#&̲. ³ hu tao — twilight and the evening bell and after that the dark.#&̲. ³ wanderer — the memory of god.#&̲. ⁴ self promo — your heart is a planet .#&̲. ⁴ promo — this is the ending，you can go home .#&̲. ⁴ answered — you've got P-A-I-M-O-N mail .#&̲. ⁴ memes — ad astra abyssosque!#&̲. ⁴ crack. — zach aguilar's impression video 05:13.#&̲. ⁴ ooc. — gringo unsafe zone.#&̲. ⁴ queued. — we will be reunited again.#&̲. ⁴ saved. — hello fellow traveler.
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If we're too masculine then we're disgusting freaks. They collect the most masculine of us - innocent women minding their own business trying to live a life that was denied to them - and mock us, openly discussing how nobody could ever love us, how nobody could be fooled that we're women.
If we're too feminine then we're stupid men. They find the most tone deaf quotes from trans girls, usually those who have been out for only months if they're out at all. They find these quotes of girls still learning how to be women, post them everywhere as proof that we are just pantomime caricatures of women.
If we are too strong then we are violent and dangerous. We are an unfair factor in sport, evil men just trying to steal victories from real women. We could lose our temper at any moment. We are a risk that cannot be tolerated. If we're too weak then we are to be mocked. They call us failed men who ran to womanhood because we couldn't take it. We're victims of our own masculinity. Poor feminine men to be saved... In the same way that Republicans want to save those 'poor unborn babies.'
If we lose our temper we're back to dangerous men. But if we cry, if our shoulders buckle under the weight of endless, endless, ENDLESS, ENDLESS, ABUSE. Then they mock us again. They share pictures of trans women crying and laugh over it. Of course they make sure to find the pictures where our stubble is showing, our makeup has already run. It's not the way that women are mocked for weakness; it's the way men are. They find videos where are lips are trembling. Where our voice has gone deep because we don't have the energy to keep it at its heightened octave.
If we find ourselves ugly they mock us. But if we're happy with ourselves then we're disgusting degenerates. "Autogynephilic." Medicalized. They find the tweets of newly out girls who said something improper in their tiny moment of not guarding themselves. An awkward, amateurish attempt at roleplay or dirty talk becomes a meme. A woman who likely spent years growing the courage to begin sexual exploration, probably for the first time in her life, sees herself come up every so often in their replies, their threads, their gifs. What happens to these people? Is it even possible for them to ever resume that exploration?
We're trying to trick everyone into dating us. We should be required to show visible identification on us at all times; to be trans without the people around you knowing is deceit. But also, nobody would ever date us, everyone can tell, immediately, always. Everyone knows, the terfs say GLEEFULLY. Reveling in the idea that our subconscious is constantly telling us this. Basking in the thought of our depression and anxiety eating our minds until there's nothing left.
Even the terfs never stay the same for long. One moment it's a wall of 'concerned mothers' with all the passive-aggressive venom of a white woman calling the police because she doesn't want to put a leash on her dog; make ABSOLUTELY NO MISTAKE that these are the same people. The next it's anime-avatar alt righters. The next it's puritanical Christians claiming we are the natural result of the "rainbow agenda." It's lesbians saying that we're destroying lesbianism, following right on the heels of a pastor saying that anything that isn't a man and a woman is unnatural.
Half the URLs are Mumsnet and half are Kiwifarms. How many are bots? Sock puppets? How many really are just transphobic housewives accessing Kiwifarms from their phones? How many took the full plunge? The answer to all of the above is, we don't know, but it's a whole lot more than zero.
Every time we go into a bathroom, there's a chance we'll be the next screen shot pasted over reddit. It doesn't matter whether it's the men's or women's. They are equally unsafe.
If we need a women's shelter, we flip a coin on whether the person running it has already decided she hates us, because of these people.
We cannot upload a picture to facebook without this risk.
We cannot post about our lives without this risk.
We cannot appear at our work without this risk.
We cannot exist without this risk.
Every possible action we could take will be judged. There is no outcome that isn't negative. There is nothing we can do that isn't negative. Masculinine, feminine, pretty, ugly, angry, sad, sexual, frigid, proud, ashamed, strong, weak. Pre-op, post-op, non-op. Vagina, ovaries, chromosomes, fertility: womanhood is defined as whatever we aren't in that particular context.
I don't want to think about how many people this has killed. To call it a moving goal-post is inept, it is a void, an endless mass of hatred that follows us no matter what we do. Nothing is good enough. Everything, every single thing, is just waiting to be weaponized against us.
It has killed so, so many.
It won't kill any more.
If you're trans and you're reading this you already know everything I said. We've lived through it. You already know that I've spent time as all of the above because you have too. That when I get SIX HUNDRED COMMENTS calling me a man I want to swing my fists and I want to cry and I want to curl into a ball and I want to scream and I want to end my own miserable existence. The ugly beautiful girl in the mirror is so angry and sad and prideful and ashamed and violent and passive and this constant stream of abuse has torn me apart and created so many ugly things in this mind but if there is ONE. FUCKING. THING. THAT. THEY. WILL. NOT. MAKE. ME.
It is dead.
I will live. I will survive. And I don't even care about justice anymore. These people will get away with all this. Somewhere in that mix of the trans population and the infamous 40% number is a figure of how many people they've killed, but they'd never care. I'll live because all of their jeering and mocking and gaslighting and those goddamn fucking insufferable legions of laugh reacts, they don't do a fucking thing.
That's all it comes down to in the end. It's hard and it's painful and it hurts, it just ENDLESSLY hurts to weather their blows. But my name is Alexia. I am a woman.
You can hurt me all you like, but that won't change, and you can die mad about it.
- Lindwyrm Weisseritter
#trans pride#trans#transisbeautiful#transgirl#mtf hrt#mtf#maletofemale#girlslikeus#transformation#transwomen#transgender#actually trans#m2f transgender#mtf trans#trans fem#trans feminine#trans femm#trans girl#trans girls#trans goddess#trans is beautiful#trans is sexy#trans model#trans mtf#trans people#trans positivity#trans woman#trans women are valid#trans women are women#this is what trans looks like
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In a funnier turn of events after getting that Mikoto post out I am feeling more comfortable discussing his character. It was really bugging me that I was perceiving the fandom as an unsafe space to discuss plurality on a two alter system basis. It never seemed appropriate to gush about it given the things I'd been shown being said.
Yet, I was really happy with Double and the Neoplasm voice drama. Because it showed how diverse dissociative identity disorder can be with just two alters. Instead of just doing the same old hi I'm the totally good one and I'd never hurt a fly and I'm sin incarnate sometimes I just do bad shit for the lols you know.
The thing that most media does when discussing that presentation. I don't know how to really tackle my own feelings on it. It's like most my life I grew up seeing it represented as oh no, the evil one is out. As though the person had been possessed almost. So, it was very refreshing to see it be like, "Oh well, they're both just people. No one is as simple as just good or bad. They both have a variety of behavior."
It's something that should by now rightfully be expected when it comes to that sort of representation of it. Yet when it comes to two people always focus on the duality. The light and the dark the good and the evil. They try to separate all nice in neat like that without really focusing on the individuals. So, I was ultimately really pleased by Milgram. Though it could be because I'm more on the older side or just I gave up on looking for good representation and started avoiding anything thar covered it in middle school.
Honestly, I still avoid things that deal with it outside of Milgram. Simply out of habit of thinking, man, is it gonna be this shit again? How do I know it's not that shit again? Oh well, you gotta watch it, of course. I'm not doing that. I don't trust it. Yet with Double, there were just so many great things about it that really made me go.
Yeah, they get it. This is actually great. I couod harp on the lyrics all day.
Like favorite lines were,
1. That'd be good.
With the lyrics before it and how it's enunciated with so much longing paired with the visuals of him wiping the blood to look down into the other end of the train. It really fucking goes hard as a line. Really embodying the whole come on praise me for helping you I did good right I saved you right so hey where's my thank you it'd be good if you said it energy.
2. Doesn't matter if you didn't wish for it, can't get rid of me now. Just the two of us, relieved, aren't you? I'll protect you (us).
Just the enunciation the growl. It's just really good as if going oh you want to push me down well I'm not going anywhere.
3. "He's a liar," you said and made me out to be a scoundrel, why?
The fucking double meaning if this one line is just so got damn amazing. It's not only calling back to the ridiculous accusations lines in Double but discussing the audiences response to Mikoto. Calling him a liar claiming he was faking. But the second half is referring to the audiences reaction to John making him out to be a scoundrel immediately blaming the murders on him. Labeling him as the bad one without even a second thought. Only leaving him to ask why? Putting more meaning behind the line
4. Hey, I just wanted to save you, so why did it come to this? Cling to me hoist me up as your savior stand up and sing out your gratitude- So, why?
As though Mikoto is their asking why is your song like this you should be praising me. You should be grateful so why?
5. I don't remember a thing it couldn't be helped I'm Double (MeMe).
This line is super great because it's like John and Mikoto both claiming onus of their own songs. And John answering Mikoto's question about why his song is like this. Basically going it couldn't be helped I'm Double. Basically saying it was bound to turn out like this because I'm like this.
6. Why, why? If only I were never born, if only-
To me, this came off as John going. If only I had never been born at all, then neither of us would have existed, and this wouldn't have happened. Expanding on the idea that Es and Kotoko both bring up that his existence is the problem. Which most wouldn't immediately go they mean because of my disorder but go yeah fuck it you're right if I never even lived to begin with this wouldn't have happened. I wouldn't even be here for this to happen and then the apology after these lines as if apologizing for having been born at its sooo good.
It has no right to be sooooo good. So, yes despite the incredible detriment that this week has been to my mental health and my anxiety literally being on a fucking hundred. Double has been the best fucking thing to ever happen to me personally. And it's so fucking amazing.
I love it so much.
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HIHI BRAND NEW MUTIE!!!! YOU INTERACTED WITH MY POST SO I GOT MY SILLY QUESTIONS :))):
Obscure Fadom(s) you need to talk about
That song that you have a mental break down to and then kill a man to in the same day
Why are you so cool?
Something in your immediate vicinity that would look so much better if it was bedazzled
Favorite type of tit
Your favorite thing you've ever created (meme, art, writing piece, ect.)
Character you would love to kiss (romantically or platonically)
Person you want to meet so badly, alive or dead
Favorite meme ever (I would ask vine but some people don't even know what vine is)
Food you would currently devour of placed in frontof you
Favorite weather in detail
Hyper specific color appreciation
HII AND YEAH, I LOVE ANSWERING QUESTIONS AND OVERSHARING <3 makes me feel like a special little boy :]
Obscure fandoms I need to talk about:
Okay, so this is a bit difficult to answer, as I have a LOT of interests. I'd say the most obscure ones to most people would be russian classical literature, specificly the brothers karamazov by fyodor dostoevsky! I've read that book when I was 14 and it has never left my soul since. It marks an integral part of me as I continue to grow and find other interests that define me. Overall it'd be classical literature, and adding to that I'd say..sci-fi horror? Is that a genre? I just LOVE expressive gore and psychological torment, and if I apply that to anything fantasy and the 80s (which is also a recent interest-box of mine that includes a bunch if stuff I love) i guess a vibe starts to form..eldritch horrors? I guess?...BUT I think none of that is as obscure as my interest in The Mechanisms at the moment, I am being COMPLETELY sucked in, that and tma are just somehow perfect for me, and very comforting..It's tough at the moment, and they serve as good scapegoats for my anxiety, and offer comfort as well :) HUH so I think I got a bit side-tracked, other than that there is just interest in the history of human culture, including arts, linguistics, and probably the history of medicine (and just how horrificly unsafe the practise used to be). None of these are fandoms but they include a wide range of fandoms for me!
The song I have a mental breakdown to and kill a man for
OKAY SO, AGAIN, PROBABLY A LONG ANSWER-
Currently? I'd say lullaby and homesick by Dr.Carmilla - Exhumed & (Un)plugged.
https://youtu.be/lldnep2m2Bo?si=rbf2xP687lcp3HyQ
https://youtu.be/lLo0XpXU5GA?si=Xqmgk0L0dVNTsM9e
sweet sweet jonny and carmilla angst...jonny and carmilla parallels my love, I am thinking of you non stop...oh you are so drawable...
I'd also add Lost In The Cosmos Lonely by The Mechanisms!
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It tugs at my heartstrings and rips open my veins, and I scream and cry into the vast void of bitter and cold nothingness. I cry everytime. The serene tone is so good and the song resonates with me deeply. I'd even go as far as to say that it is my favorite mechanisms song..
Other than that I'd add three more songs, Trees and Flowers by Strawberry Switchblade, and both Love, Me Normally and Against the Kitchen Floor by Will Wood. They connect to my soul.
Why am I so cool?
Well, I never take a proper coat with me outside especially when it's chilly. Do I have a coat that fits my style? Absolutely. Do I still want everyone to see how many belts I can put on my person? Without a question.
Something in my vicinity that would look better if bedazzled
I'd say my wall! My room has an in built second floor where my sister used to sleep before she moved to another one, and whilst the lower floor is littered with artworks and two tolkien maps and all my books, I'd like to decorate the walls up here with some posters of my favorite bands, some character shrines, you know the like :) also the washing machine needs to go
Your favorite type of tit
You evil little shrinklings already know the answer to that one. But..I shall indulge I guess..
*shakily inhales* Drumtit.
*everyone cheers*
My favorite creation
If I was Dr. Carmilla or Frankenstein I'd say a child, but as of now, it must be my two of hearts digital artwork where they kiss in all sorts of ways :) I am genuenly very proud of that one. I have some difficulty loving my art, it's probably a self worth thing haha. I also love my patched jacket, but it stinks by now and I'm scared to wash it
Character I would love to kiss
I'm ace but I do kiss romanticly when I ship them with a character I project onto
Jonny d'Ville (platonicly) (I project a LOT), Drumbot Brian (romanticly), Martin Blackwood (platonicly), jonathan sims (romanticly/platonicly), michael shelly/distortion (platonicly), gerry keay (romanticly), both gunpowder tim and tim stoker (platonicly), any of the mechs really (platonicly), not sure about carmilla yet, but a reluctant hug, pavel karamazov/smerdyakov (platonicly), any of the karamazov brothers (platonicly) I'm gonna stop here but yeah :]
Person I'd want to meet so badly (alive or dead)
Well if it comes to people I look up to then that'd include david tennant, jonny sims and ethan becker. If you read this, no you don't. But yes they inspire me greatly to keep going and do what I love doing. I'm very passionate about stories and story telling, wether delivered, written or visual :)♡
Then there are, of course, my online mutuals (@cryptile and @drdrizzey ) and some of my old discord pals over on the russian literature server! Haven't been there in a long while but a meeting would be nice!
Favorite meme/vine EVER!!
I KNOW WHAT VINE IS!! I WAS BORN IN 2006 I'M ONE OF THE LAST ONES!!
I love so many vines pls I'm having difficulty choosing, but I did make a couple of vine compilations on my youtube account (needs updating btw-)
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Other than that..
Food I would currently devour
Jonny and Brian making out, water
Favorite weather (in detail)
When it's warm, not too hot and not too cold, and there is a slight breeze in the air that sometimes gets a bit stronger so that it can sweep up some leaves and branches to make that crackling sound on the asphalt I am walking on, but it's never strong enough to tussle my hair or anything. The sun isnt too bright and you can smell a far away waft of rain. You can enjoy the chill a bit when you pull of your cardigan. Not many people around. And I also love it when the sun is out but it rains slightly. Very damp but in a comfortable way :)
Specific colour appreciation
Warm colours!! Musty, dusty colours that have bits of tone sharpness within but overall present the image of a lived in eastern european apartment from the 19th century. Probably on the scale of yellow I'd say
Thank you for the asks, it was really fun♡
#asks#answer#fyodor dostoevsky#russian literature#the brothers karamazov#the mechanisms#pavel karamazov#jonny d'ville#personal post
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Finally watched the infamous “skull trumpet video”. I haven’t engaged at all with the discourse around it since I hadn’t seen it, so forgive me if this has all been said, but oh my god. I have to say my piece because I am fuming
Do not track down someone’s address just because they made a funny gif over 20 years ago! Do not hound every living family member you can find on Facebook! Do not send messages to their place of business to hound them about a funny gif their relative made over 20 years ago! And Jesus fucking Christ DO NOT SEND YOUR FRIEND WHO LIVES IN THE AREA TO THEIR HOUSE?? Holy shit. I assumed all this was common knowledge among adults but I guess not.
I know I’m more anxious than the average person, but I would be fucking terrified if someone tracked down my home address and started calling and messaging me and all my relatives and my relatives’ jobs nonstop for weeks on end. It would literally send me spiraling into full blown panic attacks. It would make me feel unsafe in my home, worry for my friends and family, make me feel like I couldn’t go outside or answer the phone. And I am aware not everyone would have that extreme a reaction to something like this, but still I can’t imagine it would make anyone feel good to have that happen to them.
“Come on, he just wanted to let her know her art was famous! It was for a noble cause!”
I don’t think the reason matters actually. Stalking and harassing someone isn’t actually more moral just because you’re stalking and harassing them to tell them something good (and please, we all know he wanted to get an interview to make his video more substantive and popular, this was not purely altruistic no matter what excuses he makes).
I do think it is important to credit artists and to understand where the art we share often thoughtlessly as memes comes from. But you can do that without being a massive asshole and without whining to everyone they’ve ever met about your “important” YouTube video! I think the real lives and emotional security of real people are more important than a YouTube video about a gif.
He easily could have ended the video after he found her name and website. He could have wrapped it up with a nice little bow about giving credit where it’s do and not believing everything you see online unless you can verify the source. But because he wants to do the influencer song and dance, he starts harassing this person he’s claiming to help. Once he finds out she’s dead, he takes a step back and reflects on how she was a real person, but it baffles me that he couldn’t afford her the same courtesy when he thought she was still alive. Because he wanted clout. He wanted to do a little interview where she was sooooo grateful to him for tracking down her address and phone number and harassing her family so he could tell her about how famous her gif was (he literally said that was what he imagined happening, her just falling over herself in gratitude towards him). It was never about her at all. It was about making himself feel like the specialist boy, about elevating his own Brand, about making his own work feel more like Art.
Don’t do this!! If someone doesn’t answer your message about being in your silly YouTube video, just leave them alone!! You are not doing them a favor, you’re just being a dickhead!!
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How about one for mastershipping? 👀
For this ask meme, and y'all are welcome to submit an ask if you'd like, I love ranting about my ships.
Mmm, yes! Thank you for asking about these boys! I've had Mastershipping on the mind all week because I've been reading @theduchessofboredom's fic Common Ground (I haven't finished it yet, but it's a delight of awkward teen shenanigans!).
Gives nose/forehead kisses
Duke has to teach Seto to give them to him, because he likes them, and Seto went through a phase where it was just always awkward when he did it, but Duke was patient with him. (I think that's core to Mastershipping as a whole: Duke being patient with Kaiba as he learns how to function in a relationship.)
Gets jealous the most
I think it's about even. Kaiba gets pissy-jealous whenever Duke has to cancel or change plans due to Industrial Illusions/Pegasus business, and Duke gets petty-jealous whenever Kaiba has to cancel on him due to work stuff that he could probably delegate but chooses not to because he's a perfectionist with trust issues.
Picks the other up from the bar when they’re too drunk to drive
Duke likes going out drinking with friends much more than Kaiba, so Kaiba picks him up sometimes (if he doesn't send Roland to get him). Kaiba mostly only drinks in careful moderation at social functions and otherwise alone at home, but occasionally when he's traveling for business, and he's in the right kind of city, and there's a casino in the hotel, he'll go down to the casino and play a few hands of poker over drinks. His boyfriend (Duke in this case) has to go down and drag his ass back to the room before he fleeces a Saudi prince so bad that they get butt-hurt enough to throw a tantrum. It's the most he smiles around strangers.
I've been sitting on that headcanon for ages, and I think the only time I've ever pulled it out was in one of my top three shittiest fics of all time. Yeah, I know what my three worst stories are.
Takes care of on sick days
Kaiba's not great at the caretaking part, but he's big on the fussy and will sit in bed next to Duke with his laptop, still working but there for him. And no, Kaiba doesn't get sick, so Duke is frustrated he never gets to return the favor.
Drags the other person out into the water on beach day
Duke tries his damnedest to get Kaiba to participate in a beach trip, but it's hard enough to even get him there because it's so far out of his comfort zone. Kaiba was never properly socialized as a kid and put the CEO thing on him so young, he just developed weird. He can't stand the idea of taking his shirt off in a public place like a beach (he thinks the whole concept is weird), hates being casual, all of that stuff. It just makes him so uncomfortable. Duke and Mokuba have to work together to get his ass out of that chair and so much as get his feet in the water.
Gives unprompted massages
Duke knows better than to try that with Kaiba. He's touchy about being touched, and surprise touches are generally unwelcome, even from loved ones.
Drives/rides shotgun
Kaiba drives—he's a control freak, he can't help it. The only exception is when they're on Duke's motorcycle which Kaiba claims to despise but on rare occasions he will go on a ride with him. He mostly hates it because of how unsafe it is and had as many safety features installed as was physically possible.
Brings the other lunch at work
Duke brings it to Kaiba, but more often it's them making lunch plans because workaholic Kaiba has a bad habit of skipping lunch breaks.
Has the better parental relationship
Uuuuhhhhhhhhhhh..... Do I even need to answer this one? Is Duke the default answer because there's a living parent to have a relationship with? I know we see Duke with his dad in DSOD, but I just can't believe in any reconciliation happening there, so the real answer is, neither of them have a good relationship with any of their parents. Kaiba avoids talking about his birth parents in any capacity whatsoever.
Tries to start role-playing in bed
Duke, but it never works. Not yet, at least. He hasn't found one that doesn't irritate, bore, or trigger Kaiba in some way.
Embarrassingly drunk dancer
DUKE, EVERY TIME. Kaiba never dances drunk, not even if Duke is trying to get him to join in. Kaiba will literally lift this boy iver his shoulder and carry him away to keep him from embarrassing him too badly. Not Duke, Duke doesn't get embarrassed easily, but Kaiba will be the one getting embarrassed by him.
Still cries watching Titanic
Neither of them. Kaiba detests the movie for a multitude of reasons (how valid they are isn't relevant), but if Duke is having a particularly melancholy episode when he watches it, he will sometimes tear up a little.
Firmly believes in couples costumes
Duke does, and Kaiba loathes the idea with every fiber of his being. The one time that Duke coaxes him into a couples costume for Yugi's or Ryou's Halloween party, Kaiba left early and wouldn't explain why. They never did that again.
Breaks the expensive gift rule during Christmas
Kaiba. Every. Single. Time. It's okay though, because Duke does too, because he knows Kaiba will. It's a vicious cycle. Mokuba benefits the most from this because they obviously can't give each other more expensive gifts than they give the little bro.
Makes the other eat breakfast
They're both bad about breakfast, but Duke is good about it when he had someone else to feed. So he sets a good example for Mokuba and convinces Kaiba to eat some kind of solid food with his morning coffee. "Even just toast is fine, but please, eat something! You don't want Mokuba to learn your bad habits."
Remembers anniversaries
Kaiba acts like he doesn't, but they're marked on his calendar and he starts his considerations months in advance usually. Duke taught him early on the actual reason behind celebrating anniversaries and birthdays and why it's important to him, so he complies because it's important to Duke and he understands why, but he didn't really care otherwise. Time is a construct, blah blah blah.
Brings up having kids
Duke brings it up first, and is very surprised that Kaiba says yes! I don't always headcanon Kaiba as wanting kids in every ship or scenario, but I think he and Duke would be pretty balanced dads.
BONUS HEADCANON
Duke loves being the little spoon, of course, but he loves it even more when he gets to be the big spoon, because he just wants to hold his man. Kaiba secretly loves it too, but can't bring himself to admit to it, so Duke is the one initiating.
Just remember that Seto Kaiba is an absolute cat personality, and that explains a lot of his behavior.
#mastershipping#seto kaiba#duke devlin#ryuji otogi#otogi ryuji#kaiba seto#ask#answered ask#headcanon#mediocredoots
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Introduction!
Hi everyone! I'd like go make a few well known points on this blog, such as its purpose, what it includes/will eventually, rules, and a little bit about myself.
Origins/About the Admin
The admin uses he/him pronouns and will use the online alias of Red.
This account was born from a conversation between a good friend of mine and I. I, a trans boy, have had to do so much digging and so much research, discreet things that transphobic parents won't approve of, and dove through so many loopholes that made my journey through gender dsyphoria and discovering my identity so much easier but so much harder at the same time.
I thought that if I used all that I had gathered and put it all on one platform, specifically focusing on that one thing alone, it would give other people out there what I didn't have. A bit of ease through what is already such a tough journey.
JUST TO CLARIFY!!:
This blog is safe for all umbrellas of queer or straight origin.
This blog is safe for everyone.
This blog is NOT trying to "convert" people. The "transgender agenda" that transphobes seem to stamp all of us with is nothing more than wanting to be ourselves and feel comfortable as who we are.
If you are uncomfortable with this? Please, feel free to leave. I never asked for transphobes here and I certainly don't want them to stay.
This blog WILL be providing tips and tricks for all the handsome young boys and demiboys, beautiful little ladies and demiladies, gorgeous genderfluids, incredible enbies, and all of you wonderful somewhere-in-betweens!
Just what are these tips and tricks?
Tips and tricks will include how to pass as what society deems feminine or masculine.
I do not judge if you know you are a boy and want to be feminine, I do not judge if you know you are a girl and want to be masculine.
This is not meant to enforce society's ideals of the gender separated stereotypes, but rather showing you what those are and helping you present when in an unsafe space or an unaccepting space.
But what about asks and messages?
Please do not be afraid to shoot me a message through my inbox! Anonymous messages are completely acceptable and I am fully willing to answer any questions I can.
Don't be afraid to ask overly specific questions either! It could be an advice box if you need it :)
No transphobic or homophobic asks will be tolerated. You will be blocked, reported, and never seen on my blog again. This goes for transphobic jokes, memes, news articles, claims, scientific reports, etc.
THIS IS NOT A VENTING BOX!! I'm sorry in advance to my loves who are struggling with their lives right now but in order to help you if you submit an ask in the ask box, I must answer publicly. If you need to vent, don't be afraid to send me a message. :) I am here for you all and will listen to you all.
The admin of this blog does cope with ADHD (attention deficient hyperactive disorder ie. brain zoomies zoomz and cannot focus well, gets off task easily) and autism (ie. help me with social cues please I do not understand neurotypical people) so if you could use any of these codes at the beginning of a message I would greatly appreciate it!
(vent) - you would like to vent [ this is a rather general one ]
(help) - you would like advice with something included in your message
(word vomit) - you would like to rant about something in a negative way, like you had a bad day and need to get it off your chest
(rant) - you would like to talk to someone about something good or positive that may have happened :) THESE CAN BE SUBMITTED VIA ASKS IF YOU'D LIKE TO! this kind of ask will be included under the tag #trans positivity and will be made public to spread some hope and joy :)
What will this blog include other than just advice?
This blog will include all sorts of things, pertaining specifically to transgender people, regardless of transition status 🙏❤
This is a source of information, an outlet, and a friend to go to if you need a little boost.
Remember that I love you all, and you are all good people. No matter what others may say to you.
(P.S. please don't be afraid to repost screenshots on pinterest or other websites, I want this to reach as many people as it can 🙏🙏 this blog is only meant to help)
#trans rights#transgender#passing the cis test#trans youth#gender identity#lgbtq#lgbtq community#presenting tips#trans tips#trans advice
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@southern-belle-outcasts // meme (usfw)
[ WATCH ] ― my muse starts to masturbate in front of your muse.
His boxerbriefs are tenting but the effort goes ignored behind Kaylee’s back, merely occasionally brushed by her buttocks as she moves back and forth on Arthur’s stomach. His hands are on her thighs, her skin dipping where his fingertips press into it but he doesn’t move them for even an inch so Kay can do what she wishes without ever breaking the contact of her wetness on the smooth latex. She’s riding him -- and he welcomes every second of it.
Her moans paralyze Art, who keeps focusing from her face down to where her hand is working on herself, the little pink nub peeking out between her fingers every now and then in a way that has him whimpering with desire to play with it as well. When she knows he’s looking, index and ring finger spread the blushing lips apart so he can enjoy the complete show of how she smooths against him, kissing his navel on the way. He wants to beg to get permission to do something, anything, but he doesn’t want to miss a single moment of the sounds she spills, his name mixed with primal noises that would have every hair on his body stand to attention if he had any.
The elbow leaning against his knee moves so she can unceremoniously drag the underwear off Arthur’s legs, presenting him with a sparkling shred of hope that has him lightheaded for a second with how quickly the blood rushes right to where she leaves him begging against the curve of her ass. He feels her heat, throbbing with excitement for the teasing she’s doing without the payoff.
God, she’s so wet, she’d feel so good, so soft and tight. The way she moves her body on top of him, if she leans back like this while he’s inside her and he touches that little bit below her belly button so he can feel himself --
Arthur howls softly and as Kay’s hips angle back, his stomach tightens up below her to get his shoulders off the bed. Instantly her free hand lands on his chest with a soft smacking noise and he’s pushed back to where he was, the motions of his own hands mirrored now in the way Kaylee mercilessly squeezes his pec. The tense muscles under flesh relax with the knowledge she likes him pliable, pinchable in her hand, and Kaylee appreciates the gesture with a quick flick of his already perk nipple. He can get as muscular as he wants, but she enjoys the little cushioning he always seems to keep here, her little pillows for when she’s too lazy to get off of him.
‘I’m gonna cum,’ she purrs, leaning heavily on the hand on Arthur’s chest to come down to him to rest her forehead against his. Together they watch how she brings herself closer, closer, closer... and then the release that has her arching her back, wrist trapped between their bodies while Kaylee cums with her labia nestled around Arthur’s shaft, bringing her darling to an orgasm right alongside her without much extra effort.
#southern-belle-outcasts#southern belle outcasts#southernbelleoutcasts#usfw#answered unsafe meme.#answered meme.
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Dirty Secret! for Teyo
@ofviolentdeath || Send “Dirty Secret” and my muse will confess Something dirty/naughty!
“I like being in control, obviously, but with a partner I trust? I’m up for giving that up. Also, getting pegged feels great, so there’s that.”
#ofviolentdeath#teyocanon#answered;;#confession meme;;#unsafe for work#this isn't. entirely surprising but. huh.
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What's your thoughts on New Weird fiction? And do you have any advice on how to write in that genre?
(If the second answer is against your ask policy, it's alright if you only answer the first one. Thank you.)
"New Weird"?
Didn't know that term, so I had to look it up. Turns out, that's the genre of one of my favorite book series, The Southern Reach Trilogy!
It's like nightmare fiction. Trippy, angsty, which-way-is-up fiction. I could not put the first book, Annihilation, down. When I did, my brain was messed up, I felt abnormal and unsafe, convinced my reality was actually crawling with strangely hostile energy. It was awesome. However, I would have to prepare for the melancholic anxiety it put me through if I chose to read it all again.
I know it's "new" but tons of old weird stuff is coming to mind now. First, stuff from the '60s my mother would describe as "nightmarish" or "you had to be high to enjoy it." Then the grim nightmare of Metamorphosis by Kaftka, the opium-addled adventures of Alice in Wonderland. Can I throw "Miss Peregrine's Home..." into the new weird pile? It is perhaps more fantasy than new weird, but it's also more horror/freak-show than magical. Plus, I loved the first book and my tastes are apparently quite weird.
There are so many movies I'd label new weird too, like Jupiter Ascending. So much stuff I can classify now!
Advice for Writing New Weird
It's described as a genre that flips science fiction and fantasy tropes on their heads, sometimes satirically. From that, I say be a reader of spec fic first. Know your tropes so you can twist them into terrifying and absurd shapes. Be willing to commit to the most ridiculous, strange ideas that come to mind. Then take them seriously (or ridiculously).
Be comfortable with discomfort. New weird is often dark and disconcerting. Establish an air of eeriness that will have no rational solution. Unlike horror and thriller where we know we will see the monster at the end or that the trauma will be resolved, new weird stays weird and rarely supplies a come-down. If anxiety is something you struggle with, have ways to come down yourself after each writing session.
New weird stories do not need to explain why they are weird. They use logic sparingly to suspend disbelief in places where reality must be hyperreal to contrast the dreaminess that will follow. Places that hold the story and theme together may need a semblance of stability and relatability to the reader, but mostly the point is that there is no logic, at least not a familiar one. Logic in new weird is entirely up to the author, like their own private language. The reader has to accept that there may never be a satisfying resolution, and be satisfied with open endings and unexplained phenomena.
Emotional catharsis is in high demand. At least, that's what I enjoy about new weird. Experiencing intense, galaxy-brain-meme levels of emotion seems to be a thing for new weird characters. Describing those emotions and what causes them may be difficult for some writers, or great inner exploration for others. When logic, reality, and other factors normally used to tether readers to a story/character are missing, emotion becomes the most relatable tool a writer can employ.
There are worse things than death. Characters in new weird typically go through bizarre transformations, horrifying circumstances, and mind-altering states. The question is often asked, "Is it worse to fall asleep in death, or to live forever as a lonely, deformed monster with warped memories of being human?" and the answer is always "Deformed monster of loneliness! With tentacle wings! And a drinking problem! And distant memories of a happier life where they were a human mother! And those aren't even their memories!" (Now I'm thinking of Lily from Fallout: New Vegas and it's making me sad).
TL;DR --- Be prepared for anxiety and chaos and strong emotions. Stick to a storyline, please, but overall go where the weird takes you.
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+ I'm moving to another state and the process is taking up all my time and money 😥. If you'd be so kind as to Buy Me a Coffee on ko-fi, I'd really, genuinely appreciate it. Trying my best to stay on top of this blog, but might need to take a break for a while...
#writing#writeblr#writing tips#genre#new weird#creative writing#writing blog#writing advice#writing help#spec fic#nanowrimo#writer help#answer#writing question
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I'm not sure how to feel about any of this.
A while back, maybe a year or so, we found our therapists master thesis. It was out of desperately needing to know more. It feels wrong now.
I told him it felt like a boundary violation. I had asked him before more personal questions like what his cat's name and why he became a therapist.
I got the mirror instead.
I think some of us are uncomfortable with it.
We processed it today.
How uncomfortable it is for us to feel like things are so one sided.
He asked me if that is how I feel when I'm treating clients.
I said no. Because my style is different. I'm not a psychoanalyst. I'm not a blank slate. I'm dynamic and share memes on my sessions. I will disclose personal info, nothing deep, but things that make it relatable.
I'm more focused on the human relationship. It's hard for clients with any trauma to trust. Esp since the field of mental health has a lot to answer for. We, as a field, don't have a good track record for keeping clients safe, empowered, and knowledgeable about their rights.
I take this Uber seriously.
N is a traditional psychoanalyst. I give him a lot of shit for it. Well, a few of us do I think.
But we have a hard time being centered. We don't like being noticed. It makes us uncomfortable. We get uneasy in in person sessions. We freeze. We get so stuck we've lost feelings in our legs because we held them so tightly together while crossed. We don't move in sessions. It's easier on the phone.
We told him about bad past experiences with people. When we were centered in conversations. It became unsafe. So now, here we are again. Desperate to have anything to make it not about us.
I want to talk about him. I want to know more. I know that's not going to happen. He would have disclosed by now if he was going to. It's been 3 years. Maybe 3.5. All I know is where he went to school, his master thesis, and that he has a cat.
I know nothing else.
And this power dynamic feels so bad.
One of us lashed out. " you get to know all these bad, gritty, horrible, vulnerable stuff while you get to stay safe. Safe behind your mirror. It must be so safe. Knowing I get nothing from you and you get everything from me"
I'm sure this is psychoanalytic gold mine shit.
I've always wondered. Is being a therapists therapist boring? Am I a nightmare client because I know what's up, the techniques, the clinical shit? Or does that make it more fun? That I can push back in ways other people maybe can't.
Idk.
I feel like a bad client. Finding his paper. I read it whenever he's away or I'm away. It's like a transitional object for me. I should probably delete it. He didn't tell me even though I asked. It's good shit. His paper. Idk. I'm fucking weird.
#mental health#therapy#trauma recovery#post therapy session#rant#dissociative disorder#dissociation#complex ptsd#trauma#therapist with lived experience
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i guess i should do an intro post, huh?
hi im scott scarlett pilgrim, aka thatoneguyfromtoronto (!! SOON TO BE thatonenerdfromtoronto !!) (though im actually from peterborough lol), and i use she/they/it pronouns.
im a 24 year old schizophrenic who is also autistic and adhd, and i live in my delusions and psychosis quite happily, because its not harmful for me at all./g
in my version of source im dating both wallace (he/him) and ramona (they/he)
there is also npc wallace (he/him) who is my imaginary friend of wallace, and has been around since collage, he isnt like a tulpa or anything just an extension of my delusions and he is chill with that (he has actually decided he wants to exist in the main system sometimes and can phase between being a delusion and a headmate. you might see the occasional "npc wallace wanted me to put [this tag]" or "npc wallace wanted me to tell you he said [this]", he like getting to communicate with people who cant see or hear him.
because i live in my delusions and psychosis i understand my blog will not be safe for people who are harmed by non-typical or differing perceptions of reality, but my space will always be open to those who are like me and safe around others like me (thats why you see psychosis safe and delusion safe on all my posts regardless the post type)
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# my tags
#scarlett.text.ca (text posts and reblogs with replies outside of the tags)
#scarlett.reblog.ca (reblogs, make sure to check the tags for the funnies)
#scarlett.asked.ca (for when i reblog something i asked or requested, probably also be paired with scarlett.text.ca)
#scarlett.askbox.ca (for answering my own askbox or askbox related posts, will also likely have scarlett.text.ca)
#scarlett.image.ca (posts that have images i added, nothing here yet, will also have scarlett.text.ca if there is text, i try and add an id to my images)
i will usually always have a tag or two with the post tone usually after the above tags, and as i said before i always have #psychosis safe and #delusion safe on my posts
(edit 1)
as some of you saw i got in some discourse, i have 0 impulse control and always want to protect my friends so it will probably happen again. if this is a part of my blog you dont want to see i heavily suggest blocking #tw: discourse, #unsafe post, and #not safe post. i will try my best to put these tags on discourse and the last two that isnt my usual goofy /lh memes and sillyness./g
#scarlett.text.ca#lighthearted#light hearted#edit 1#genuine#serious#intro post#blog intro#psychosis safe#actually psychotic#delusion safe#actually delusional#npc wallace says hi too!#edit 2#i transed so i transed my intro post#also removed the comment about pc wallace and npc wallace kissing#it was weird and impulsive to put lol
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♻️,⚠️, 🤔, and ❤️!!! so many ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ (for the ask game ^v^)
ask meme
♻️A scrapped idea for your current WIP
Um. It is. hard to answer this question. uh. There have been three different versions of events that lead to Sigma losing his arms, but I think I have which one I’m gonna use nailed down? Ask me again once Foretold II gets posted.
⚠️Which wip your most likely to finish or update next?
Brother’s Burden is most likely to be updated next, because I have it finished in my head, I just need a day when I’m not in pain to actually like. Write the damn thing. After that, I might do something of a crop rotation kinda thing, try to write something that isn’t Zero Escape to help with my burnout, but that probably won’t get posted right away—ZWG had like 35-50k words written before I started posting anything.
which brings us to
🤔What’s a story you’d love to write but haven’t even started yet?
Human Limitations is a Pokémon series featuring a 13-y.o. disabled protagonist constantly pushing past her limits to be a pro battler in Kalos. To an. Unsafe degree.
(There’s a scene in which she beats a gym, walks out not entirely under her own power, makes it to a hidden corner of the town, and passes out as she starts to vomit blood.
It’s not that she doesn’t understand her limits—she doesn’t respect her body or herself enough to acknowledge them.)
❤️Not a question, just a second kudos to send.
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