#and then last night she told me
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It is a good thing that the BG3 team is attentive and we get updates all the time, but where does it end? If they are going to continue changing stuff about the game per request, what will be there left of what they envisioned in the first place? Especially for character traits and dialogue, like making them kinder and more likeable, just because there were two more people asking for it and they happened to see it. I just don't want to see characters shift into generic ones just because of a need to respond to everyone's ideas
#first it will be a small trait of a character#next we might see ppl sending enough requests to not be totalled by karlach like god intended. y'know?#i wanted to post about this for a while but i felt like it was just a me issue#then last night i had a dream about making a new pt to romance lae'zel and dream friend told me like. dude she is almost robotic atp#and does whatever the player wants. i woke up and that was my last straw#and here we are lmao??#i feel like that ign interview was a similar issue to this#anyway it isnt that big of an issue or anything. i love that they listen and improve. its just impossible to please everyone#i'd actually want a body type upgrade more than anything but i guess that isnt being requested as much huh#baldur's gate 3#bg3#larian critical#me own
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If you're willing, with you I'd like to try
[ never love an anchor, the crane wives // love from a distance, richard siken // simply together, alina malykhina // strawberry wine, noah kahan // the world is a sphere of ice and our hands are made of fire, ritika jyala // emma, jane austen // never alone, sharon cummings // poetry, mine ]
#fun fact i made this last night and he told me today he's been reading emma#and i told my friend and she said hes like a jane austen character -- a jane austen character would read jane austen#anyway#web weaving#love#richard siken#jane austen#poetry#noah kahan#web weave#bangerpost
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anyone else have this experience?
#eliot posts#i've been told by a few ppl that knew me back then that i was hella bullied in elementary school#i do not remember being bullied at all#i knew i didn't have many friends but chalked that up to me choosing to spend that much time alone#i did not pick up on passive aggressive shit#and wasn't aware of my surroundings enough to realize when ppl were talking abt me behind my back#and i think brushed off direct mean comments as like haha you are such a jokester#i was reminded of this bc i was talking to a friend from high school last night#and she mentioned a time when me and her and another friend went out somewhere#and the employees were being super nice to her and our other friend but extremely rude and condescending to me#she was like ''it's been years and i am still peeved over that'' and i was like ''wait they were mean to me???''#did not even notice a difference in our treatment#autism#autistic
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EXCELLENT FUCKING NEWS I’VE MADE NEW ART
All it took was at least 30 hours, some gender-bending but only in the most lesbian way possible, and blorbos from my shows. Easy-peasy!
Go check out @jopzer for more fem royjamie!! Their art is truly the blueprint.
(And also please please please fucking click for higher quality. Tumblr I hate you <3)
#my art#froggie art#jamie tartt#roy kent#ted lasso#ted lasso fanart#ted lasso art#fem!jamie tartt#fem!roy kent#royjamie#assume everything I make is royjamie until proven otherwise#afc richmond#fun fact I hate drawing backgrounds. agonised over this for all of last night.#someone told me that the crowd looks like the shades in hades which makes me feel better#hnghhhhhh anyway hairy butch Roy and undercut Jamie my beloveds#I know Jamie didn’t have an undercut yet in s1 but dammit she’s getting one here#also. why are logos so hard to draw? who decided to put those on clothes??#fucking capitalism
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underrated hiccstrid moment is astrid telling hiccup “i’m proud of you” in the hidden world :,)
#we didn’t get a verbal i love you in the movies (bc that was rightfully saved for hiccup and toothless)#but ‘i’m proud of you!’ is equally important and cute to me#i love that she told him that#i love that they’re more verbally affectionate as they grow up#‘thanks for supporting me last night it meant a lot’ i could weep#they’re so sweet to each other#iduna.txt#httyd#hiccstrid
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Incorrect CANON 501st Quotes
Rex, annoyed: Hardcase, why are you BACK in the medbay for the third time today?
Hardcase, holding up his hand: Okay this time it wasn't something stupid-
Kix in the background: Yes it was.
Hardcase: Okay, so you know how I chew on things because it curbs my hyperactivity and lessens my anxiety as a sensory output kind of deal similar to playing with fidgets?
Rex, wide-eyed: That was oddly well-spoken for you, but yes, I know your habit, it concerns me.
Hardcase: Yeah, I know it does, ANYWAY, so, I was sitting on the floor against my bunk, just chilling with my datapad, and I picked up what I thought was my hoodie drawstring and went to chew on the end of it.
Rex, eyebrow raised: And?
Kix, walking over: And it turned out it was the charging cord for his datapad and he put the live wire in his mouth and shocked his tongue, then did it AGAIN before he noticed.
Rex, speechless:
Hardcase, shrugs: I promise I won't do it again.
Rex: I don't believe you.
#the clone wars#captain rex#clone trooper hardcase#clone medic kix#okay so chewing on things is a sensory tactic for a lot of autistic people#myself included#and this was something that I accidentally did last night#only it was my laptop charger#and when I told my mom she laughed and called me a dumbass#which is an astute observation.
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Sent an email to one of the professors I took a great history of science course with last spring asking if she'd be willing to serve as a faculty mentor for an independent study and/or undergraduate research project for both my degree capstone and maybe also part of my grad school applications and I am so so anxious and proud of myself at the same time.
#i actually have a research idea i'm really interested in and that some of the center for premodern folks told me sounded really cool?#but also i for sure had some mental health stuff while taking her course and i hope it didn't reflect too badly on me#i don't know i got three hours of sleep last night and have been doing so much research into phd programs#i am in a weird mood where everything and nothing seems possible at the same time#i just have to wait. and see if she gets back to me i guess
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i cannot stop thinking about masturbating next to someone while she relaxes and just watches, telling me all about how pretty i look in her arms
#girl this happened last night#i was GONE#she kept telling me to be louder for her cause she wanted to hear me#she kept telling me how pretty i sounded and how good i was doing for her#towards the end she told me to keep my legs open for her even tho it had gotten WAY too intense for me to keep them open#and she would say ‘one more?’ in the sweetest voice#like i couldn’t say no#even tho my hand was actually locking up by then#obsessed genuinely#bimbo thinks(for once)
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not to brag but trans women go crazy for me
#just spent all night flirting hardcore with a girl who is so serious about flying down here to **** ** **** now#btw this started last night when i decided to get on mic on TU (very rare occurrence)#and she was immediately like ''oh my goddd daddyyy~'' LMAO#which is absolutely not a term that suits me but i have been told many times that i have a nice voice
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note on that prev post: was reading a paper on Tourettes and the author specifically says that diagnosis is limited in how much it can help people with TS be understood by teachers/parents/etc. because people will "resist a medical characterization of what they see as deliberate disobedience", which is really a fact that applies to any number of disabilities -- notably visible or otherwise
#N posts stuff#like i was thinking about this last night especially bc my tongue clicking tic was acting up#and my mom told me to knock it off and when i said 'i can't help it!' she said 'yes you can'#despite the fact that i have had this tic disorder for like. over a decade and she's been able to see it for That Long#and i only got a professional diagnosis for it like three years ago -- the notion that 'visibility' automatically equals Some level of#'understanding/support' is an extremely fragile one that often doesn't hold up to scrutiny in any way#paper is “Before Your Very Eyes” by Andrew Buckser btw
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trying to talk myself out of skipping my psychiatry appointment this afternoon
#I didn’t sleep last night and I haven’t done like anything she told me to do#I have meds still waiting to be picked up numbers to call and bloodwork to get#ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh she’s gonna ask me how im feeling and I don’t wanna answer.
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Polyam people without any compersion blow my mind. You live like this??? What’s the point? Like why are you polyam if you hate when someone you’re seeing tells you abt someone they have a crush on or if you see them flirting ??????
#esp if you’ve. never asked them not to tell you abt their crushes?#someone told me they have feelings for me last night and we were like eyefucking and having a conversation#and a few minutes later someone they’re seeing came up to me pretending to be interested in what happened#and then slowly was revealing they were upset abt it#and then I found out today she FOUGHT with them abt it last night???#THE PERSON WAS AT THEIR OWN ENGAGEMENT PARTY#she accosted them for minding their own business at their own fucking party#bro are you insane#text post#polyamory#polyam#compersion
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After Nagini's bite, Lucius found Severus instead of Harry.
(TW: Major character death, past mpreg)
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"No!" he cried, kneeling in front of the man he loves so dearly. "No, no, no!" he repeated deliriously. He put his hands on his younger lover's neck, where he was bleeding to death, and applied pressure to stop the bleeding, but it was in vain.
"Lucius," a weak voice said. With his last ounce of strength, he grabbed the blond man's collar.
"Sev, you must have something on you, a-an antivenom or something... a-anything to save you" he was clearly crying. Anyone would do in his position. "Please" he begged. "Give me something to save you, please"
"No, love" Severus gasped. With blood filling his lungs, it was becoming more difficult to speak. "Daysha" he finally managed to say. "You must look after her"
"You're a Potions Master! How can you not have some antidote on you?!"
"Lucius focus. You should be the one to raise Daysha after I'm gone"
"No- no don't say that. You're not going a-anywhere Severus. My Sev cannot die today, you cannot die before me. I can't bear it"
"Luc... listen-" his sentence was cut short when he coughed up blood. He yanked on Malfoy's clothes once more, this time more desperately. "She's yours," he spat out at last. And then he began to cry. The thought of his daughter growing up like him burned his veins even worse than the venom.
Time stopped around Lucius as his heart started to beat faster, he didn't think it was possible a minute ago. "What?" he exhaled. "But you said-"
"I know what I said" sobbed Severus. "I didn't want your name, your marriage, to be tainted" he released Lucius's clothes and placed his hand on his chin. "But she's yours, I swear. She even has-" his sentence cut abruptly as a searing pain went through his whole body. "She even has your hair" he managed to gasp out before his body arched with another wave of pain. "Her hair was black when you saw her but it was a glamour, she's yours. I've never been with anyone but you in my whole life"
Lucius slowly caressed his temple with feather-like kisses "We could've raise her together" he whined, shaking his head as if he wants to wake up from a horrible nightmare. "Please don't leave me alone"
"It's okay" Severus whispered, that was all he could do.
"It's all my fault" Lucius admitted.
"Stop"
"I introduced you to Dark, it's because of me, you took the Mark because of me" he muttered against his darling's ear. "I should be the one who's dying"
"Look into my eyes" Severus said with a stern voice. When Lucius faced him, he said again "It's okay"
"What am I going to say to her when she asks about you? Salazar, she's only two"
"Just say her mama loves her" He had to put his hand over his mouth to keep his sobs from becoming too loud. "I need you to stay strong and be a good father to our daughter, okay? She's in Spinner's End with my mother. Promise me you won't leave Daysha with her." Severus was barely audible anymore; he didn't know how much time he had left, but it wasn't difficult to guess that it wasn't much.
"I won't" Lucius said. He'd never leave his own blood with a woman who had scarred Severus. But he didn't know how to be strong, he was weak; the love of his life was dying in his arms, and all he could do was nothing; he was weak.
"Promise me!"
The begging tone in Severus' voice woke him up from his train of thoughts. He nodded quickly. "Of course I won't leave her, dearest. She is my own flesh and blood, a part of us. I promise"
Severus' breathing began to slow as he reached for Lucius one last time. Malfoy intertwined their fingers and pressed his forehead against his dearest's. "I love you" he said as he breath out. He waited for a response but when none came he closed his eyes tightly as tears streamed down his cheeks. He couldn't tear his face away from Severus' for a while. He was too afraid to look at his lover's lifeless figure.
"I know you love me too"
He eventually drew back a little, pressed his lips against his beloved's forehead, and said "It's okay"
#Daysha was originally created by me for one of my old stories and the meaning of it is 'A gift from god'#It indicates that even though Severus' pregnancy was unexpected it was still welcomed by him because he saw Lucius' kid as a gift from god#They met up to find comfort in each other on the night of Voldemort's return and that's when he became pregnant#Severus told him that she was from a one night stand with a muggle#I'm just clarifying things so you get a clearer image#this was supposed to be really short but it got out of my hands#my man Lucius went through five stages of grief under five minutes#it's been so long since I last wrote something#snucius#lucius malfoy#severus snape#harry potter#harry potter ships#lucius and severus#severus and lucius#lucius x severus#severus x lucius#lucius and snape#snape and lucius#lucius x snape#snape x lucius#mpreg#snucius fanfiction#incorrect hp scene#professor snape#pro severus snape#pro snape#snape fandom#snape community#snape
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also this might be a boomer take idc but those 70s music polls reminded me
if bijelo dugme was a british/american band everyone would have been gagging over them why lie
#idc if u disagree argue w ur mom she'll tell u the same thing as she told me last night when i fucked her#lina laments.txt#balkan blogging
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"be normal" in ur dnfi like that isn't something queer ppl have been told for decades by reactionaries. BEGGING you to think about the words you use...
your mom suck me good and hard thru my jorts
#sorry. this might be the funniest ask i have EVER gotten on tumblr. up there with 'calling people freaks is abelist'#WHERE ARE YOU PEOPLE EVEN COMING FROM ASDFGHFDSFGHFDG#yknow last night i was having a conversation with my roommate about tumblr and she told me she thought i was being too mean to people here#but like. when you get asks like this daily what other choice do you have. like genuinely what is the nice way to respond to this#asks
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school kinda sucks, not even gonna lie
#its been one day#how am i gonna do this for 10 more months??#nothing bad even happened! and it still sucked!#and new uniform rules like oohoohoo that'll make the kids happier#no more sweatpants under my skirt?? have they forgotten we like in canada?? where its fucking freezing??#and we got a lecture in each class about “academic integrity”#and also my hair looked like shit even though it looked good when i woke up#and i have 2 classes with my arch nemesis (some kid i hate for literally no reason other than we compete for top student every year)#very frances and daniel of me#UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#and my friend who i have a crush on moved schools without telling me (we're not that close)#and moved to my ex's school (they're friends)#but she's twins with my good friend who didn't switch schools so i'll see her again#but i wish she didn't leave#and she told some of my friends i think but i only found out cuz my ex told me (we're still friends)#and also my parents didn't let me go to a concerty thing tonight that i really wanted to go to because i have dance#but now i'm not even going to dance because i'm so fucking tired (i need my full 9 hours)(i got about 5 hours last night)#sorry about how many tags i put but i'm too worried to make an actual long post
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