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would y’all be mad at me if I was and have been working on a fankid sth AU project
#this is a project I’ve had for years#and I mean YEARS#and its gone through many many changes#especially with the main character#which is or was a sonadow fanchild#they’re kinda still a sonadow fanchild but there isn’t really any sonadow to speak of#the other kids have changed a lot AND I MEAN ALOT#there aren’t many couples in this#one I can think of is metamy#the kids in question are#a sonadow child a knuxouge child a metamy child a jetxoc child a blazexoc children and an eclipse child#might be more dialogue/writing based with art sprinkled in then doodle/drawing based#but that’s just because I don’t think I can make a full thing about these guys in art form#we’ll see tho I might change my mind#anyways if I do end up posting/making more about it#it’s called chaos child#I’m very creative with names if you can’t tell#if ya wanna know more about them I can tell y’all#tho I’ll probably do it anyway#my stuffy stuff#🐛my stories🦋#sth
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scenes i loved from Real Enough to Get Me Through by @marriedzukka <333 [ids in alt]
#zukka#zukka fanart#sokka#sokka fanart#zuko#zuko fanart#atla#atla fanart#avatar the last airbender#zukka fic rec#myart#yall. yall. dani. this FIC#first off it made me cry twice. not like 'oh im crying' internet speak no. like. eyes are too blurry to read let me stop this for a sec#it is SO GOOD#your prose? amazing#your insights on grief? life changing#THEM??? THEM their relationship and trust#'zuko looked at him and his world shifted on its axis'#ive been thinking about that line for WEEKS STRAIGHT#i can't tell you how many passages i screenshot just because of how beautiful or cute they were#the moment of seeing the painting of sokka's mom? how did you manage to make it so telling character wise--so sweet so PAINful AND so#cute with their relationship?!!?!#'oh so you think i'm beautiful too'#GOD#i had so many scenes i wanted to draw it was crazy#also#'Our loved ones leave impressions on us that can still impact our decisions and feelings even after they're gone'#fuck. had me crying AGAIN#seriously this fic is so wonderful and not just through a zukka lens. truly life changing you're an AMAZING writer#the fandom is so lucky to have you and i can't Believe it took me so long to get around to reading this masterpiece
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Absolutely gorgeous commission I got from @deannamb
I've been staring at this all week and I'm still speechless at how beautiful this turned out.
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 oc#gale of waterdeep#gale dekarios#gale x tav#gale x oc#commissioned art#erellindra khalazza#theyre so cuuute#and its so sad for those that know :3#also realizing how many changes Els gone through since august
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I wish I could go back and tell younger me that I would in fact find that place one day full of people that I adore deeply and who I know love me in return. Who make me feel wanted and cared for and appreciated in a way I never thought would be possible. And none of it required hiding, or forcing myself to be a person I’m not. And I still have that space even though I’m aroace.
For the first time ever, I see a future where I’m not alone. And I wish I could go back and tell my younger self it would happen. It’s possible to not be constantly lonely.
#ravenpuff rambles#I’ve been lucky enough in my life to make amazing friends several times#several of whom are still in my life now#but it’s only been recently that I’ve felt like I truly found my place#I don’t know how to explain it#I guess up until now I have always gone into friendships expecting them to end and holding back just a little bit#and this is the first time I don’t feel like I have to run because I don’t feel like these people are going to leave me#maybe it’s just because one of them is also aroace and we’ve talked a lot about those similar feelings of being left behind#never had someone quite get that before#and maybe it’s just I feel more willing to open my heart#admittedly this group of ours went through some shit together and that’s how the friendships really started forming#and so maybe that helps#but it’s like#Have you ever met someone who is so much like you in so many ways that its like the joke of ‘#‘can I copy your homework?’ ‘yeah just be sure to change it so no one knows’#It’s a weird thing of feeling so completely and totally seen by somebody sometimes without having to say a word#anyways#I’m really happy with this little place I found and I wish I could tell younger me#and also tell xem that no it doesn’t look like a fanfic dream#no im not their person but yeah they’re kind of mine but that’s okay#its nothing and everything like I always thought of#and for the first time in my life I don’t feel a crush sense of loneliness#yes I wish I could see them in person#but I can be okay with everything I do get
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You have my attention, tell me more about this tragic roller coaster musical
Okay, so!!! Ride the Cyclone is a one act, 90 minute musical about the St. Cassian Chamber Choir, who have died on the Cyclone roller coaster after performing their senior concert at their local Fall Fair, including one Jane Doe who lost her head in the accident and remains unidentified. They get stuck in the Warehouse, a purgatory/limbo type space, and live out each of their life dreams in song-form, which also serve as their reasons for wanting to return to life. They're actually all competing for the grand prize, which is to return to life and live beyond the Cyclone Disaster. They are accompanied in the Warehouse by The Amazing Karnak, a sentient fortune-telling machine, and Virgil the Rat, his executioner.
Here is the most famous bootleg, which is from 2016! Since then, the show has had a couple script changes and also a different opening number (which you can find in the cast recording and more recent bootlegs (which are in a big google drive i can send if you're curious))
#rtc#my beloved besties#i loooooooove rtc. so very much#i know so much about this show#it has gone through so many changes. it was so so so different in its earliest runs
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New Rule!!
The last one, atm I don't believe I can write anything strictly romantic.
I don't know what has changed, what's wrong with me, but writing things that are strictly romantic make me uncomfortable at the moment.
If this changes in the future, the rule will be removed, but for now please don't request anything strictly romantic. And if you have requested smth like that please understand if I change it.
(btw i lose my mind in the tags if yall want to laugh at my pain and maybe give advice only if u want tho)
#choco psa#aroace questioning yay (help)#ISTG I HAVE NOT ALWAYS FELT THIS WAY#I can't tell if its the gender dysphoria or if im genuinely romance repulsed#HELP YALL IVE GONE THROUGH SO MANY GENDER AND SEXUALITY CRISIS I DON'T WANT ANOTHER#i put away the gender crisis and now the sexuality crisis body slammed me and is currently kicking me repeatedly#anyways i'll post smth in a bit but it just came to mind#that writing something strictly romantic is a little yuck#LIKE. EVEN STRICTLY ROMANTIC YAE X READER MAKES ME UNCOMFY???????#THAT'S NEVER BEEN THE CASE#I LOVE MIKO#WHAT'S HAPPENIGN????????#i think it might be the gender dysphoria bc i would still write tsaritsa x reader x darling#but also that's a poly relationship?? but also if it was just tsaritsa x reader would I do it??#I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING i might be on the ace spectrum#BUT I DIDN'T USED TO BE ON THE ACE SPECTRUM??#I WAS NEVER QUESTIONING THIS#what the hell changed#THIS IS TRAUMA RELATED 100% BUT ALSO CAN ASEXUALITY/AROMANTISICM BE TRAUMA-RELATED#maybe im healing#maybe ive realized that my love for miko stemmed from trauma i had with my mother and im healing from that#but also men gross me out#which might be the gender dysphoria talking bc men don't see me as a man#but also women don't see me as a man#which might also be why romance repulsed#BUT ALSO WHY HAVE I NEVER FELT THIS WAY BEFORE#i think im just fucking stupid#its the scaramouche pfp.#im taking the kinning him too far yall/hj
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cringe is dead here is my ponysona in pony.town 🍎
#hes gone through so many changes... i started playing in 2017 and i still dont know how to make the fancy outlines etc#yes the hair is kind of a karen bob but ITS ALL I GOT#pony town#gif#ponysona#mlp oc
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Can you explain to me what this Spy x Family thing is? Seems interesting
Oh I have got you anon.
So, Spy x Family is a manga series that recently got an anime (which looks really good btw) and the bare bones plot is that a spy known as Twilight, or Loid Forger, is trying to keep extremists from sparking a war between his country and the neighboring country. His latest mission he has to investigate a politician by infiltrating his son's school, a prestigious academy.
How does he do this? Easy, he gets married, adopts a kid, and plays family. But no one is really the way they seem...
Let's talk characters
First up is obviously Anya, a six year old orphan that Loid adopts, he plans on using her to get into this prestigious academy to befriend his targets son. The main problem here, Anya's a telepath, she can read everyone's thoughts, so right off the bat she knows her new dad is a spy, then she also learns her new mom is an assassin. She finds this exciting and amazing and wants to help as much as she can, however, she is still six years old. Her perception of the world is a bit skewed which leads to a lot of hijinks.
Then there's Loid, the dad in this whole mess. He really doesn't know how to be a dad, and originally thinks of this situation as a pain (especially when Anya won't do ridiculous amounts of homework). But he grows to learn and honestly cares for his family now. His 'day job' or cover story, is as a psychiatrist who's patients are always oddly violent, often leading him to come home in bumps and bruises. Of course that still doesn't stop his main mission, and several other missions along the way. Like going to the aquarium with his family because some people in his apartment were suspicious of them. It's really cute to see the way he grows, and shows that he cares.
And of course, we can't forget about the mother, Yor, who just so happens to also be an assassin by the name of Thorn Princess. By day she's just a ditzy office worker, worried she'll never find love (something one of her co-workers teases her about constantly). Then she hears that unmarried people are being taken into custody by the government, accused of being spies, so she's quick to try and find a partner.
Some shenanigans happen and her and Loid are running from a group of baddies and we get the best proposal of all time
He literally proposes with a grenade and I love it.
Oh also did I mention they get a dog that can see the future? Anya can read it's mind and one time this six year old and this dog stopped a terrorist attack. Also his name is Bond, yeah after James Bond. Anya has a thing with spy shows.
It's a good manga, can get a little long winded if you aren't into like details about political statuses of their countries, but it more than makes up for it with how purely adorable it is. So yeah, I'd absolutely go give it a read/watch if I were you!
#sorry if this doesnt make sense im like half dead over here#but gods its such a good show#technically ive only read the manga but still#theyre all such dorks#and they love each other#don't mind me#answered#ask#anon#long post#spy x family#loid forger#yor forger#anya forger#their names have gone through so many changes#rip
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rando q! but how long have you had this blog ?
omg so ive had this blog since january of 2013 so we have Officially surpassed 10 years 😂😂 WOW.
#asks#anonymous#this bad boy has been with me through it all though#ive crossed through so many fandoms with it and have gone through a few url changes to reflect that#ive done a lot with this account and posted a lot and have made so many friends through it!!#tumblr really is my baby like its a hellsite but its MY hellsite#its like the only bearable social media site these days to me lol i am rarely on anything else#i love it here and i have no plans on going anywhere else anytime soon#10 years down and 10 + more to go
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Anyone else feeling the relentless march of time on this Saturday night
#sat on the bus going home from my second to last shift at this job#saw lots of people at work that used to know me for my old job that i absolutely loved and did for 6 years#and i was describing why i know all these people to my coworkers and i was like oh my god thats not me anymore#thats who i used to be what the fuck#and this is the same bus journey that ive been doing for three years#on the same bus ive taken since i started taking the bus#its the same journey but im so different#and im moving into a different phase of life again#how many times have i sat on this bus#how many times have i sat in this seat#how many times have i driven this route how many me's#I've literally moved to the big city and moved back and i am irrevocably changed and im looking at the same shops out of fo the window#everything is the same but so different#since i started taking this bus i have changed so much that i would not recognise myself in the mirror#my boss said 'dont be a stranger' sir i am a stranger to myself#how long can i not be a stranger#how long can you try and keep up with the dregs of your old life until it no longer fits#how long can you keep coming back until it becomes somewhere unrecognisable. or you become unrecognisable#how do you mourn losing something of yourself when it happens so slowly and you dont realise it until its been dead and buried for years#do you ever find yourself falling into old thought patterns and finding that you have no conviction#the you who started thinking that is gone. you dont feel this way. but you did#even just about a band you like. or a snack you always used to buy before school#one of my essays this term could have been about humes view that we dont have a concrete self#and i just thought how am i supposed to answer that#how am i supposed to say no hes right there is no continuous self. i know this because i am filled with ghosts#because i look in the mirror and part of me tries to look through the eyes of teenage me#just to wonder what they would think#and i cant do it. because we are so far apart that they are not me#i am clinging on to friends and places as though i am someone that i am not because rhe ghost of a child inside me demands it#even if the words are hollow and the feelings are long gone
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not me when my friends are better at gendering my ocs than I am:
#tbf they've gone through so many changes and one of them only started using it/its this year and sometimes I just. forget#flowers.txt
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beau is such a trailblazer of an oc cause he's the first dallonwrites protagonist to have a good relationship with his family
#LMAOOOO LIKE#i know they're the type of family who would have a group chat together and that concept is so wildly foreign to me#my relationship w my family is actually fine dw it's just like all recovering from things. we make do#felix and dorothy were definitely like the product of me fully realising i had a fucked up childhood and not being able to get therapy#i think my whole pov on it is changing now though which is interesting#like i havent outgrown RR but i would never write the things i decided for that story if i came up with it now#but 20 year old me wanted to write about those things for a reason so it's almost become a time capsule#i actually have sooo many thoughts of this because my brain is so interesting to me lately#recently more often than not i hate reading characters with fucked up childhoods from other writers#idk why but i'm just like. i want the kids left alone for the most part!#some more than others and its like i dont know what the reasoning is because its not like i can know where their inspo is coming from#(that's another thing i want to write about one day because i do think some people esp newer writers like#don't fully know how to write an interesting backstory yet or aren't confident in it so they lean on#very traumatic childhood things like abuse neglect addiction etc.#and without saying what I Went Through it's very interesting when you see things you went through IRL#that for others are just like interesting character development ideas#NOT TO MAKE ANYONE FEEL BAD! because i mean i do and have done it before with things irrelevant to me#it's just something i've noticed and like. i think easy to sensationalise when you're a newer writer#even things you HAVE gone through)#not me testing the waters for essays in the side blog tags again. i need to actually write something for my silly little substack#actually similarly to this i rly want to write abt how i can't get with the whole my old writing is so bad and cringe!!! anymore#bc now i know younger me was in such a scary place and needed those cringey stores#but i need to do it in a specific way bc i dont think that line of thinking is problematic. i just cant do it
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god save my soul.
#im onto the mario one. i first tried to take on the path where you're more comfortable#it was too hard so i tried the path where you're less comfortable#it's still hard. by the way#i think im done with about half the code. i need to figure out how to put the relativity i need into the code#i know what it is.#the spaces in each row is the last input number minus one for each one#and the hashes are the opposite being 1 + how many rows you've gone through for input number of times#but you'll need two different values since you need one constant and one changing!#and i don't even know where to begin putting in all of this into a do-while loop!#god. god! god#the walkthrough is utterly useless its just like those npcs that tell you something about the environment thats supposed to be a hint that#you noticed by yourself two ages ago.#get me OUT OF HERE#<-having fun and losing his mind at the same time#🌙rambling
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Brooklyn Rossi appreciation post
psst all of this art is chronologically organized, the first photo is the first time I ever drew Brooklyn and the last is one i did today
#art#superhero story/ocs#my favorite explosive <3#gosh brooklyn has gone through so many design changes and tweaks since i first made them aaaa#but theyve been grumpy since almost the very start#sorry for the bad lighting on a lot of these photos i took them 20 minutes ago and its currently 12:39 am#fun fact: i had to look through 3 diffrent sketchbooks to find all these#another fun fact: Brooklyn named themself brooklyn because it ‘sounded like a made up place’#and anytime they lie they have a physical conpulsion to sneeze#and they have glasses though they never fucking wear them for *+plot reasons+*
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Marketing did Elemental DIRTY
Just saw the movie, it was well worth the watch. The trailer made the movie look like some half assed race metaphor Zootopia ripoff with a canned, rehashed love story you've seen a million times.
Let me be clear, Elemental was none of the things the trailer made you believe it was.
First things first, The Romance:
There's a reason aro/ace people are flocking to this movie. The main couple falls in love without having to rely on any passionate kisses or hand holding; they fall for each other based on who they are, their personalities, their interests, their appreciation of the other's uniqueness. The central hand holding comes at a point in the movie well after the two are established as a couple, and have gone on many dates together. This movie makes their characters fall in love over mutual appreciation, not physical chemistry, and its such a genuine, sweet, wholesome romance to see play out
On top of that, this movie goes into a lot of aspects of immigrant life and the expectations that come with being a first born in a new country. The romance does not shy away from this or sweep it under the rug. The romance blossoms as the two learn more about each other, and come to understand and respect those differences.
Second, the movie isn't about romance, its about being an immigrant.
I came into this movie expecting zootopia 2: now with elements, and what I got was a heart-wrenching look into the life of a first generation child in a new land, born to immigrant parents. The movie absolutely does NOT sugar coat things, showing not only an ellis island moment of having your name changed, but also a number of topics ranging from having to navigate in a city made for people who are nothing like you, being denied housing, micro-aggressions, and straight up being denied entry to public places based on who you are.
The true heart of this movie is about the child of immigrants realizing the life she wants for herself, struggling with disappointing people who gave up everything they had so they could give you a better life, repaying that sacrifice and what a burden it feels like, and somehow facing the truth of who and what is staring back at you from the mirror.
Third, and lastly, the movie is absolutely beautiful
The trailers did this movie dirty. You never saw the refracting lights from firelight streaming through water, you didn't see the glassblowing, or how the fire dies down to barely a wisp when Ember is sad to burning like a wildfire when she's angry. You didn't see the scene underwater with the tree and |Spoilers|, you didn't see the world building or the character design that went into the background characters. This movie is absolutely beautiful, and uses light as both a visual treat and a metaphor for the movie's themes. Its absolutely gorgeous.
So, if you're wondering whether to skip this movie or watch it, I'm telling you now: ignore the trailers and go see this in theaters.
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fireproofs | ln4
summary: lando norris is hot and the 2024 fireproofs drive you crazy.
word count: 756
warnings: suggestive comments
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you’ve been grateful to mclaren for many things over the years, but aside from a fast car, this has to be the best gift they’ve bestowed upon you.
you don’t think it’s an exaggeration when you say that your jaw unhinged the first time you saw lando wearing the new black fireproofs that mclaren has him and oscar in for the 2024 season. he’d sent you pictures, along with a text saying, “what do you think? 👀”
you’d responded with “yeah, not bad” and subsequently spent the next half hour screaming into your pillow. you were able to save face over text, but now that testing is here, you’re a lost cause.
you’d seen lando in black fireproofs before, but something about this year is different. something about him is different. he’s more confident, more determined, and he somehow managed to fill out even more during winter break.
lando had felt bad for mclaren’s car launch sabotaging your valentine’s day, so while you were in the middle of insisting that it wasn’t a big deal, he was booking you a plane ticket to join him in bahrain for the grand prix and testing the week before.
so now, you’re twiddling your thumbs as you sit in your boyfriend’s driver room, both anxious to see him before his testing session begins and hoping he’ll be occupied on the pit wall for just a little longer so you can figure out how to keep your composure once he changes into his race suit.
“you’re still here?” it comes out like half an exclamation and half a question as lando slips into the room.
“you haven’t even gone out on the track, of course i’m still here,” you giggle when he pulls you into his arms and starts pressing kisses all over your face. “i can’t wait to see you put the car through its paces. oscar looked pretty good out there.”
“i’d rather put you through your paces,” he mumbles in your ear, and you smack his shoulder.
“maybe later, if you’re not too tired.”
“i’m never too tired for you.” he winks and kisses your nose before turning to change.
you have no shame in ogling his ass out of the corner of your eye as he does so, but for the most part you’re looking at updates from the first session on your phone until he sits down next to you to put his shoes on.
those damn fireproofs.
they hug his body a little too nicely. the muscles in his chest, back, and arms are perfectly defined courtesy of the tight material. you can’t even think about his shoulder to waist ratio without feeling a little dizzy with desire.
“you’re drooling,” he teases as he stands back up, the both of you knowing damn well that he loves it when you stare at him.
“i can’t help it, you’re too hot.” you’ve never had a problem with telling him just how fine he is, especially because your praise always manages to make him blush and that just makes him impossibly more attractive.
“how am i supposed to let you leave this room?” you complain, wrapping your arms around his torso.
he buries his red face in your shoulder. “the sooner i leave, the sooner i come back and show you a good time.”
“i thought you were taking me out to dinner.”
“that’s what i was talking about,” his tone is dripping in faux innocence, and you know he’s messing with you when you feel him kiss your neck. “good to know where your priorities lie, though.”
you open your mouth to patronize him, but you’re cut off when he squeezes your hips, causing you to yelp. “you are impossible.”
“hmm, good thing you love me so much then.” you can hear his smile as he speaks, and you run your hands across his back, feeling every ridge of muscle through the material of the fireproofs.
your phone starts buzzing in your pocket— the alarm you’d set to remind yourself of when he needed to get in the car. “alright,” you reluctantly separate yourself from him, taking one last lingering look at his figure before he pulls the other half of his race suit on. “i’ll stay for an hour or two and meet you back at the hotel, okay?”
“what dress are you wearing tonight?” he asks as he holds the door open for you.
“the papaya one,” you smirk, and he groans, dragging a hand through his hair.
“you’re gonna kill me, baby.”
note: i wrote most of this at 2 am in a purely feral state and did the bare minimum in editing because i’m drowning in schoolwork so apologies if it’s a bit rough!! mclaren posted a 10 second video of lando and oscar walking around and that was all it took.
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