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[I.D. Three panel comic of Draxum and Mikey from ROTTMNT. In the first panel they are both shown from about the waist up, facing towards each other. Draxum holds up a gummy worm in one hand and a large rectangle labeled "bag idk" in the other. His eyes narrowed, he asks "What are these things??" with 'are' underlined. Mikey looks up at him and says "Oh, those are Leo's gummy worms. They're food." In the second panel Draxum takes a bite of the gummy worm and chew it. Mikey stares at him with his mouth stylized as a line over the edge of his face. In the last panel, Draxum's eyes widen, and he says "Wow, these are good." Mikey replies "Leo's gonna be mad you're eating his food though lol". End I.D.]
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#image described#rottmnt#rottmnt au#minor interference au#rottmnt baron draxum#rottmnt mikey#michelangelo hamato#my art#rottmnt fanart#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#been a while since i did a silly comic doodle thing for MI#and i had this idea and couldnt not do it lol
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littlest furth shop
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#i think i had a little too much fun with this lol#i also wanted to draw road boy and other characters but maybe when they actually get introduced#i do have a sketch of him with a lil chainsaw.. im not gonna be normal when he gets introduced man he looks so sillygoofy#if you squint laika's eye marking is a clover yue's is a crescent moon and mars' is a star ^_^#i wanted to give laika an accessory too but i couldnt think of anything.. maybe a stack of pancakes??#im curious to see the apocalypse side of the story too.. like so far we have an idea of the comet fucking everything up#and im assuming that lead to a ripple effect causing the apocalypse but exactly how bad?? i cant wait to find out#rn im kinda piecing stuff together.. larkspur delivers mail in a beat up van so that might mean all transportation is grounded#the buildings we've seen so far are intact like the observatory and turnip's house but idk if thats the same for big cities#laikas playlist only includes songs downloaded on yue's computer and there hasnt been internet in 20 years.. but radio signals might#still work.. if yue grows his own food we can assume that mass production and distribution also isnt a thing anymore#sorry im a sucker for worldbuilding.. and the furth puns are fun to me. i like to think toronto would be clawronto.. and vancouver wld#be nyancouver.. barktic circle.. mewfoundland and labrador.. canyada....#christ i have so many drawing ideas. willow if youre reading this im so sorry youre probably gonna expect to see a lot of drawings frm me#like. i wanna draw laika in the akira bike pose so sosososo bad. IT WOULD BE SO AWESOMECOOL. ill teach myself to draw bikes if i have to#i also wanted to animate laika leekspin.. man#my art#myart#fanart#laika's comet#laikas comet#laika#mars#yue#furry art#fur#littlest pet shop#lps
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if it hasn’t been asked yet, prompt 18 has incredible steddie potential. no pressure tho! love your work, hope your brain feels better<3
Aww ty and it is feeling a lil better 💗 And here's some pre-steddie for ya! I might do a part two of this because the vibes leave room for some uh, not sfw material. She has some energy.
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Steve liked to complain about driving the kids around, but in all honesty? He loved it. He loved how lively they all were, he loved the silly arguments they would have, he liked just being around them, especially Dustin.
But holy shit did he hate picking him up from Hellfire. Because for some fucking reason, Dustin was never just waiting outside. He was always waiting outside with Eddie Munson, his brand new hero.
Steve had no idea what Dustin saw in the guy. He was such a dick, even when they barely talked for five minutes a week Eddie never missed the chance to be a snarky little bitch.
Which is why he wasn't too excited to see Eddie smoking alone outside of their club room, no Dustin in sight. Steve frowned as he got out of his car, looking around like Dustin might magically appear.
It wasn't helping that Eddie was staring right at him, an amused smile on his face, "You looking for something?"
Steve rolled his eyes at the question, "Just tell me where Dustin is."
"Inside," Eddie said as he took a drag, still staring at Steve. It always made Steve feel weird, the way Eddie would look at him. HIs eyes were too big or something, too intense. It always made him squirm, "On the phone, talking to his girlfriend. It's kind of gross actually, how mushy they are. He managed to scare everyone off but me."
That sounded about right. But that also meant that now Steve was stuck with standing next to this guy. And he really wasn't in the mood for awkward small talk.
"I'll wait in the car then," Steve said dismissively, stopping when he heard Eddie snort behind him.
"Too much of a princess to stand around with the undesirables huh?"
Steve spun around, his face hot at the weird insult, "What the hell is that supposed to mean?"
Eddie shrugged, dropping his cigarette to the ground, "It means I think you're an uppity bitch. Tell me Steve, is hating me your only personality trait? Or do you get off on acting like a pissy kitten? That pretty face can only take you so far you know. "
This, this right here is what he hated the most about Eddie Munson. He was a dick yes, but he was so specific about it. Always calling Steve stupid shit like princess, kitten, bitch and now pretty. It was weird, emasculating, and...confusing. Very confusing on why the first thing it always did was make him blush. He didn't make Steve mad in the right way. He made him feel off kilter and anxious, his heart almost always going into overdrive whenever he had to talk to the guy.
But that didn't mean he was going to take all of that laying down, "Says you? I'm surprised you don't have a I hate Jocks tattoo on your forehead. For an 'undesirable' you sure are judgmental as fuck."
Eddie laughed at that, like Steve was an old friend who made a hilarious joke, instead of someone who was actively trying to get under his skin, "Do you still count as a jock? Because if you do I might have to re-evaluate that. I never said I hated you, princess."
Oh great. So that was just a nickname now. Steve opened his mouth to snap back at him, to ask why he was such an ass if their wasn't mutual hatred between them.
But then Dustin was popping out of the club room, a big smile on his face as he waved at Steve, "Sorry I'm late! Suzie called and she heard about this new theory she had to tell me about and-"
"And you can tell me in the car," Steve interrupted, avoiding Eddie's eyes as he dragged Dustin away. The asshole smirked at him as they drove away, like he could just tell how much he was driving Steve crazy.
Yeah, Steve would never understand what Dustin saw in that guy.
#eddie munson#steddie#pre steddie#steddie ficlet#steve harrington#asks#prompts#I had an idea for a little vignette storyline with this that I might go through with?#unsure#trying to tame down the insanely long posts I do a bit here#but if there is interest i might follow through!#thank you for the prompt💗💗#Lol steve you'll understand soon enough#eddie calling steve princess is a thing for me#if you couldnt tell#one more ask is waiting for me on this lil project!#I see you anon!#Probs do that tommororw!
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Forgive me if I'm a bit nervous about Gorgug this season. It's just that the last Zac Oyama pc was Colin Provolone, who was arguably one of his greatest D20 performances, if not the greatest.
Zac always does great with every pc he plays, but Colin was something else. He came out swinging with actions and words that were teeming with unspoken emotional baggage. The way Colin's presence affected the other pcs; there was this level of depth that I don't think I've seen in any of his other characters. It was understated and quiet in that signature "just a guy" way that he tends to be, while still captivating everyone instantly with just how raw it was.
Not to say we haven't seen emotional depth in Gorgug. It's just that, compared to the other Bad Kids, Gorgug's journey and progression as a character has been very... impersonal? Like, yes, he found his birth parents, and he found friends who appreciate him, and he faced his insecurities about his intelligence, and he navigated relationship troubles, and his trial through the claustrophobic bug-tunnels was a horrifically-uncanny parallel to how he's spent his entire life trying to make himself as small as possible.
But how much of that has actually changed him from the Gorgug we started with? I would agree that he's definitely happier with his life, given all the loving and supportive people that have been added to it when it used to be just him and his parents. And he's certainly grown into himself and become more self-assured in his abilities, even if he's still, and always will be, our anxious little guy. And there's nothing wrong with that. I've always liked how Gorgug was a representation of all the little things. The subtle acts and kindnesses that don't seem like much to most, but to some are everything.
We don't need another Bad Kid living in fear that their mouth could be shit-in at any moment. We've already got one-too-many.
All that being said, I just feel like Gorgug's personal story beats are much easier to sweep under the rug than everyone else's. He has the same soft and understated quality that Colin held, but they lack that extra oomph that pushed Colin over the edge from being just another guy in a series of dudes, to a character that the vast majority of us could not get out of our heads. He took someone who was anxious and softspoken, who ultimately never wanted to be violent— someone who is remarkably similar to Gorgug in many ways— and maintained that demeanor and core in Colin's character while still hitting us in the feels with character development at max velocity at every turn.
I think Zac gets better and better at this with every season that goes by. With each new character, there is always something that leaves me stunned in awe. And it's been, what, three? Four years since we last saw Gorgug?
I'm just,,, I'm cautiously optimistic but also going into a bit of a worry about what violence this man may inflict upon us
#i got SO carried away LMAO#i dont think ive ever written any posts about gorgug specifically#i made a lot about colin. and some about pib. and some more about zacs performances in general.#but never anything gorgug-focused. i just wasnt on tumblr at those other times that hed been on my mind like this#you can tell i still couldnt resist talking about colin lol#he was just so fucking good. a fantastic character all around. i cant imagine a better example to get my point across than him#when i do posts like this its all very much just me taking a vague idea and working with whatever comes out in the moment#so when i tell you i very much did not plan to get lost in the counterargument and had to stop for a second to remember what my point was#my point still stands but so does everything else#you dont realize it. how similar gorgug and colin really are. or how metaphorical the bug tunnel was.#or how gorgug IS the epitome of little details. small acts. quiet rights and wrongs. the faint causes and the even subtler effects.#u dont truly realize it until youre writing it yourself in a free flow fugue state and it all comes to a halt cuz youve blown your own mind#anyway i love gorgug and i love zac pcs and i hope this post makes sense cuz finding the right words was fucking hard hah#dimension 20#d20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fantasy high sophomore year#fhsy#gorgug thistlespring#the ravening war#trw#colin provolone#zac oyama
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✨BRIGHT STARS, CONSTELLATIONS, BIBLICALLY ACCURATE ANGELS✨
fanart for bad blud by @/pidgetails/bigdamnher0
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#my art#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#blood#injury#go read the fic!!! its about everyones favorite twins!!!!!!#GO GO GO!!!#also. okay so this thing kind of got away from me LOL#sure thats blatantly obvious#this whole thing started with. ok well actually i had 2 concepts#one was leo with#one of the dream eaters behind him puppeteering his limbs#while hes leaping towards the camera. odachi primed n ready#but i couldnt get it to look right..#(also side note. i took massive personal liberties in designing aoi and murasaki#i did look at some paintings for reference but this is also how i saw them in my minds eye#hope thats alright)#but my second idea was them standing under the torii gate#pure black bg with just leos nightmares screaming at them#but i wanted to do more#so this whole um. mishmash just came together#a lot of imagery bled into how i felt reading the fic#its just kind of how my brain works. its just a mess of strings up here#but YA...... i hope you like it :]
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blood god techno... drippy :]
#ough i have So Much to say about what's going on here#first of all the bone wing thing is about dragon techno so you can ignore that. that's for me JDHKFH#nether star included in the halo bc hehe nether creature#the eyes represent the voices. they usually either mimic him or just stare at him :0#they are inspired by yuker bc i loved seeing the eyes always hover around text boxes n stuff in their comics#i would @ them but. well they deactivated. and also plenty of ppl use eyes so feels unnecessary to say ONE person inspired me#still. wanna give credit where it's due lol#THE BLOOD it just kinda generates. it's just Like That. it's not coming from anywhere and it isnt going anywhere#think of it like splatoon ink. just evaporates after a while#''why didnt you color this goat'' he literally just looks like that. think of it like a ghost. or a literal 2d image#casts himself onto walls JHFKFH#this all came from a bunch of different stuff but mostly the fact that everyone started calling him THE blood god#some hypixel lore had me convinved he was a worshipper but some admins and stuff have said things that make me think that's changed#so. the halo was handed down to him. title passed on :]#and SOMEONE forgot to tell a certain pig what he can actually do with his powers. so he has no idea how to be a god KHDKFH#i've rambled abt this a lot on priv. might repost them here if i feel like it#just to explain better#if you couldnt tell this is pary to do with his passing but im trying to avoid mentioning it too much#bc i dont want this to come off as a vent#technoblade#my art#rising sun#this is like 50% skyblock fanart i swear you gotta believe me
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happy purple wedding wednesday everypony
#couldnt think of any relevant w words so (purple) wedding wednesday it is#ive looked for this stupid picture for so long you guys have no idea#not actively just like. 'man i wish i had it rn so i could do a sparkle on edit'#i love it sm lol. silly little guy <3#kind of wanted to redraw it but im 2 lazy#i did spend way too much time on this tho
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Honestly though I think it’s really a bad sign when I look at Shin Tsukimi and literally feel like he’s a self insert 😩
#the klock keeps ticking#yttd#i wanna replay yttd so bad but i also like Gotta play other stuff with the time i have akskks#but yeah the brainrot this specific character has given me idk if I ever really talked about it but it was BAD#i like obsessively played the game in like 3 days and it was not a good idea lol but just like shin#i had to take like a week to recover from this guy cuz i couldnt stop thinking about him and how hes just like me fr#first off just the very inconsistent personality hes got going on that is very me he has these different personalities he wears to cope with#all the traumatic shit happening hes both so helpless its comical and so manipulative its terrifying#and idk its really interesting how like good and bad he is at being manipulative like hes very smart and can analyze weaknesses and lie so#good not even he knows the truth but hes also grasping at straws he doesnt think things through at all#like the second main game he just didnt prepare at all hes fumbling his way through everything its going so bad#he just wants to go home he wants to outdo the game makers but hes being used by them so bad he wants it to STOP#and its just the way that like. it hits so hard cuz you know hes really not a bad person not at all he doesnt want any of this hes just#being horribly manipulated and doing whatever he can to survive but its also really scary how#well hes able to lie and manipulate and claw his way through but hes also weaker than a grade schooler#and you never forget that either and as much as he cheated his way through he still failed it was all just a cheap trick in the end#and all of this hits very hard like his personality is eerily similar to mine and just the way he thinks and acts#cuz im the same like im weak and a dweeb who likes funny cats but im also emotionally detached and observant and selfish#but where it hits the hardest is his relationship with midori like oooof that one was too real just like#the first person who was ever his friend was horribly abusive and treated him like a child and didnt respect any boundaries#and he just got sick pleasure out of seeing shin be upset and he was like. a groomer#and shin was fucking relieved when he died but also kept his scarf and adopted his personality to survive#and still goes by sou after ch2 and the scene that gets me the most is when shin ai is asked about his relationship with midori#and you can just SEE how horrified shin is because his deepest shame his abuse is being shared to everyone without his consent#and hes reliving it all in that moment and literally seeing who he used to be experiencing the abuse#he just curls into himself and like covers his ears and pulls his hair thats literally what i do AAAAAA#im just so grateful for the direction they took this character kokichi ouma wishes he was shin tsukimi so bad#and yeah just like damn. its scary how similar i am to shin like damn i really am going through it huh oof#I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I WILL DEFEND HIM WITH MY LIFE HE DID ALL OF THAT STUFF YOUR HONOR BUT LISTENNNN#have you considered that hes cute and smart and weird and maybe just needs friends who arent assholes
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Don't get me wrong I know Omegle had its issues and lots of ppl took advantage of the anonymous nature.
But, while I never like... Made any friends from it or anything I had some rlly lovely interactions and even tho I haven't used it in over a decade I am mourning it a bit. End of an era truly.
#gerard's diary#the time i cosplayed and rped jade harley#and this one dude just... had no idea abt hs so didnt realize i was rping#and i could tell me rlly liked me (and by me i mean jade) and i felt a bit bad but i couldnt break character 😭#i hope hes doing good now#maybe he found out about homestuck at some point lol
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I am holding up. Well.
#WHEN I TELL YOU#i went to go piss at a jimmy johns nearby and saw Richard across the street at the bus and decided to try to talk to him#the most cheesiest 'omg are you from orbit culture' and i had my fanny pack with all the sock puppets in them#and decided to just do it now [great idea bc the venue was so small they couldnt be at the merch table after the show]#and nick was there!!!!#also ben their touring guy um#BUT NICK WAS THERE#i was like 'um i made sock puppets of you guys' and theyre both like WHAT#and this is making me think that... maybe sock puppets are a mainly american thing? someone correct me if im wrong lol#but it seems like they didnt know what the hell i was talking about#but i was like shaking putting one of them on to like. demonstrateIWKGISKVOSKJV#and nick was like oh my god like he was speechless im gonna fucking fjksigkshflajvlsof#and they were so sweet about it and let me take a picture of them with them#the openings were too small for their hands [loud breathing thinking about how big their hands are] but nick tried to put them on anyways 🥺#and ben also took a picture and posted it on the orbitculturefans ig acc EEEEEEEEEE#hes like lol look out for these in a music video like SHUT UP I WOULD DIEEEEEEE#so if i ever see these in the background of touring vlogs/stories etc i will bawl my eyes out#orbit culture#spencers little things#im so happy i decided to peer pressure my friend who can drive to take me i think they enjoyed some of it and wants to go to more shows now#but!!!!!! really hoping they do a US headline tour soon pleaseeeee i would love to see a full setlist from them#anyways this is one of the cutest things ever#also nick shook my hand before they left EEEEEEE HE WAS SO SWEET I LOVE HIMMMM STTOTOPPPPP HES MY EVERUHTJGJ
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in the spirit of the new year i do have to say that i genuinely never thought id stop being depressed but it happened and its always mindblowing to remember lmao
#genuinely think going on t saved my life i started becos i thought well why the hell not lol#the alternative is to die for real and i was at yhe stage i was trying to figure out the fastest and surefire way to die LMAO#tied to that is the idea i had that i couldnt like. ever cut it on my own but now i have a JOB?????#im reading abt how hrt affects emotions tho and like#on one hand it could be that not being able to go on t made me depressed partially#and so obviously starting it made me. not depressed#but obvs hormones would also affect how u experience emotions#what im getting is that it kind of changes the threshold of emotional responsiveness#so i do feel like its just a matter of depression still like. being there dormant but now the threshold is too high to notice akjjsududux#which is definitely what happened when my dose got lowered ajbdhxjd#anyway what brought this on is seeing depression in fictional characters and previously id be like Big Mood#and think like. well thats normal how could there be anyone that doesnt get that#now im like wow wild lol couldnt be me
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sonic IDW 61 spoilers in the tags
#gotta agree with the general opinion ive been seeing that this past arc was quite disappointing#there were too many ideas being tossed around that couldnt fit into the pacing#the premise could have easily been as dire as say the stakes in frontiers for example#but the dire problems that arose were solved with 1-2 panels and made it seem like “oh jk we're good now”#ie. sonic got trapped in that warp trap but was freed like literally a page later i think#ive seen others point out the discontinuity of shadow using chaos control after getting overworked by the fake gems#he really pulled the I AM THE ULTIMATE PROTAGONIST buff to make it work huh#i think this arc should have been as long as the metal virus arc to really capture everything they wanted to do with it#instead we got unfinished/half-baked character “growth” from everyone#i wonder if they originally planned much more for this arc but had to cut it for some reason#it feels choppy in the way that the ending of frontiers was choppy like things were obviously removed last-minute#ranting in tags bc my thoughts are not organized enough to write a proper post lol#im glad this arc is over tho cus tbh i think IDW comics should focus on plotlines that dont “feel” like they belong in the mainline games#this arc was ambitious and suffered bc of lack of audience interaction which could be filled in by gameplay#the comics get their audience interaction from exploring character strengths and weaknesses#anyway yeah. glad this arc is over. looking forward to the new arcs#mandokusai
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im home earlier than i thought
#i can actually work on things yay. at least one of them#for the mav and samael story i will rewrite the first chapter#bc i think starting with mav having One of Those breakdowns bc of what happened with zachary its not the best way#i think its better to start the story showing his Unconventional Desires and Fantasies about being murdered as violently as possible#and then explain whats the reason behind them later; when the readers have an idea of who he is. and maybe wonder why hes like that#or if hes weird just because something is wrong with his brain (i mean something is def wrong with him either way.#but did something happened for him to end this way or it just happened without something being a direct cause?)#at least i didnt even got to the midpoint; i only had ~800 words. which is kind of a win for me tbh i havent write shit in months#let alone this thing is out of my comfort zone for a lot of reasons; starting with the fact its not a fanfic and everything belongs to me#and i havent touched a subject this sensitive like a p4r4philia before. of course i did my research but tbf there isnt a lot on this one#so im trying not to sound completely uninformed; just that i couldnt really find a whole lot of research on this#bc it doesnt exist on the first place. the closest is lopatka's clase; which i've read what i could find about already; its not a whole lot#anyway i am afraid of getting hate comments. something something i am romanticizing a serious subject#something something i am portraying this as a love story (im not; if the characters think so its another thing) so i must be fucked up irl#something something 'this is fucked up and doesnt cater to my direct tastes; therefore is bad and you are bad too'#of course i will put warnings but you know how people are. and if they report the story wattpad could actually take it down#a bummer but. whatever. i always have ao3 but i will have to do an extra step and translate it to english#alongside having 0 audience there. well shit just happens ig lol#this turned into a rant sorry#lilith whispers
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#csa warning for tags#i would give fucking anything to know who did this to me lol.#i don’t know if i’ll ever know and that’s the most distressing part#fuck what happened to me. i cant even remember it. i still deal w the trauma from it but like its over and done i cant do anything abt it#who cares abt that. i just desperately need to know if whoever did it is still out there.#i really really really hope it was that kindergarten teacher i had that got fired for being a pedo. because at least he got consequences.#at least he cant do it to anyone else#im just absolutely fucking terrified that they got away with it. that theyre still getting away with it.#how many other kids did they rape. could i have saved them#i just wish i could fucking remember what happened and who it was bc the idea of it being someone i trusted. and them never getting caught#makes me fucking sick#im on the brink of a fucking breakdown bc im so terrified that they raped someone else and i couldnt stop them#or that they’re still in my life#and i feel like its my fault for never saying anything bc i couldnt remember who did it#but like. at the time. when i Could remember it. why didnt i say anything#and logically i know im not to blame because i was a fucking child i wasnt even 10 yet and i cant remember anything abt it now#but i still feel so fucking guilty bc what if they got to someone else before i could do anything about it#my dad laughs at rape jokes and makes fun of me for being so protective of little girls i meet and so scared of older men#and i cant fucking tell him i got raped because he wouldn’t fucking believe me#even if i had the memories to prove it he wouldn’t believe me#and i dont even want to entertain the idea that he did it bc that would mean my rapist is in my house every fucking day#and i dont think im able to handle that#just. fuck#im so scared theyre still in my life#i guess im glad i cant remember being raped but i wish i knew who did it so i can know if they got consequences#rambles#vent
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here's lumina recreated (to the best of my abilities) in gacha club!
#do i tag this as my gaming tag?#nah i'll just tag it as me talking tag#crow talks#d4dj#d4dj groovy mix#lumina ichihoshi#no i didnt make the other guys in gacha club why do u ask?#it was very hard to make her#i had to use some... creative liberties.#i love dress up games <3#dress up games the ever <3#i originally wanted her to be in pre unichord fit but i didn't know what her shoes looked like so i went w her stage outfit instead#she's blinking btw#i just couldnt screenshot it lol#i might. do a couple other stuff in there that i might share.#i mostly use this as a way for me to make up some outfit ideas#or put down the outfit and then try to think of the color scheme#other than that i do nothing#ooh also use it (kind of) as a way to do my character designs!#try to guess how that's been helping me lol
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Actually cry so goddamn hard when I think about Shinjiro Aragaki healing and being loved and having to learn to be okay with himself and being taken care of
#writing him has just been like. OOOOWOEOEOEOOE i piss tears i cant handle this shit this gay ass shit#i came up with an idea for just like a cute short one shot i wanna do soon and hnnnghh im so emo about it#very healing its like very hard to write some of the shit im gonna be writing cuz basically#some of it is just a little too real man and while i crave the angst and the drama i am just like#AND THEN EVERYONE HOLDS HANDS AND ITS OKAY PLEASE DONT CRY PLEASE#and ive mentioned how shinji has accidentally become nb to me now because i just kinda happened to write him that way without meaning to#and now another thing im noticing is that in my fic hes kinda bpd coded#it definitely wasnt intentional but now im accepting it as truth no one can stop me#i just really need him to be happy its more important to me than anything else man i need it for me#and he needs to be gay with aki they need to kissy and i think its funny cuz even in the parts where shinji is mad at aki and pushing him#away its like. he kinda has it bad lol and its clear he feels no actual hatred towards aki but more just self deprecation because he doesnt#feel good enough and like idk i just think about their respective roles in society like#aki is an honor student star boxer hero very attractive very kind very popular got adopted by a rich family#hes going places you know meanwhile shinji is a drop out who never had a family ever hes homeless hes sketchy hes on drugs#his reputation couldnt be any worse and he just leans into it and feels he has no future and hes worthless garbage#and aki could literally have anyone he wants you know he has an army of girls pining over him but he doesnt want them#HE WANTS SHINJI AND NO ONE ELSE HE SPENDS YEARS CHASING AFTER HIM#and shinji HATES it hes trying so hard to push him away and be the crusty delinquent and make aki see how worthless he really is#but aki just doesnt stop he loves him so much makes me sick SICK#and shinji really loves him back hes like not gonna shut up ever about aki hes like either doing it in a gay ass annoyed way#or hes like ‘haha omg aki is so cute though hes always trying so hard to be tough but hes just so sweet and gentle you know i hope he#doesnt push himself too hard if he got hurt id fall apart hes so silly i hope hes eating good i desire him carnally’#yeah sorry gamers this is just a pairing i cant be normal about they mean so much to me personally the fate of the world rests upon them
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