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#am i talking nonsense right now? sticking my foot in my mouth? im just very confused fdsjkl im rly trying to figure this out
piplupod · 2 months
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that question is sparked by me seeing a very obnoxious (i.e. eyestrain to the point of inducing a headache) dni banner that lists "bi lesbians" on it and I look at the person's carrd and they have "anti-neopronoun/xenogender/mogai" listed right underneath "bi lesbians/lesboys/etc and supporters"
and i am just. feeling a little crazy. because i genuinely do not understand this fsdjkl i feel like... if you are supportive of xenogenders then you should understand gender is complex and doesn't line up nicely with sexuality labels sometimes so you have to twist things to make them fit right for you and your internal experience... this is why we have cool labels like cloudgender and stargender and all that fun stuff!! these labels are cool! they are good! so why suddenly are we saying that lesbians and gays who do not fit the traditional "i am solely a woman attracted solely to other only-ever-women" box are wrong and bad ?
i dont want to be saying horrible things bc im misunderstanding or straight up not seeing the issue though, so genuinely if anyone has insight please tell me because im so beyond confused at this point
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hi writer-unnie~ (?) ahaha idk if im older or younger than you or if youre a girl or a guy but anywayyyyy i wanted to request a imagine if the boys hit y/n without intent during and arguement. i have a friend in a really toxic relationship ;;A;; thanks so much love you and your blog!
Hello you lovely thing! I am in fact a girl, but I’m not sure if I’m an unnie, ahaha~ I really do think you should get your friend some help and get them away from that toxic relationship ASAP! That poor friend ;;O;;
Also this one will contain swearing so if you don’t likey just substitute the words to nicer ones
JUNGKOOK - The loud sound of hand against cheek resonated throughout the lounge room. Then it was filled with silence.
“…`` 
You immediately held your hand to your cheek, tears forming at the ducts of your eyes.Jungkook’s mouth hung wide open, holding his hand in shock.He had just slapped you.You were both arguing over the fact that you two didn’t spend enough time with each other due to your conflicting schedules… but you’d never think it’d go as far as him hitting you.
“Y/N… I-I…`` 
He took a step towards you, his hand slowly reaching out to you. Upon seeing his hand, you flinched and shoved him away immediately.
“Leave.“ 
You trudge into your room, your hands still cupping your cheek.  The loud slam of your room door was heard distinctly. The youngest was left standing in the middle of the lounge room soullessly. His head hung down with shame. Then his head flung upwards to the ceiling as he shouted mindlessly and walked out of your house with rage. 
You sat in your room, your legs huddled into your chest as you heard nothing but silence after.
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TAEHYUNG - A sound, like the crack of a whip filled your kitchen, followed by a whimper which seemed to escape your lips.Taehyung was never the one to resort to violence. But now here you both were, at each other’s throats over what seemed like a constantly growing argument.Your eyes helplessly looked up at your boyfriend. Just a second ago, you were this huge ball of flaming anger, and just that one hit reduce you to a mere speck of dust.His eyes widened and glazed with tears as did yours. You pressed your hand to your cheek, drawing your attention from anything other than him. You felt his warmth approach you and his arms wrap around you. You quickly nudge his body away and your lip trembles as you look back at him.
“Y-You need to leave, T-Taehyung.” You never used his name like that.
“B-But…”
“Leave!” Your eyes flashed angrily and sadly.He was taken aback by your sudden tone, as he lowered his head in shame and walked out of the kitchen.You stayed standing in the kitchen until you heard your front door close.
He had left.
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JIMIN - “I don’t understand why you’re overreacting Jimin! Youngjae is just a friend! Nothing is freakin’ going on!”
“Oh, so now you’re going to lie to my face Y/N?! I have two bloody eyes and ears! There’s obviously something going on!”
“I don’t want to hear your nonsense Park Jimin, why can’t you just trust me you idi—”
A white light flashed before your eyes and a searing pain was felt in your cheek. You quickly brought your hand up to your face. Your cheek was pulsating with pain.
“What did I…” Jimin’s hand trembled. You fell to the ground on your knees and rubbed your cheek, forcing back your tears.
“Y/N… I’m so sorry jagi…” He knelt down beside you, attempting to console you.
“Don’t call me that.” You snapped, hitting his hand away. He flinched in pain but persisted.
“Y/N… please… I didn’t—”
“Park Jimin, I don’t want to your disgusting face again.”
Those words brought a hurt expression to his face.
“No… Y/N… you don’t mean that.”
You stood up and towered over him, still tending to your burning cheek.
“Get out of my fucking house you monster!`` 
You scream with a sob and a choke.Tears streamed down Jimin’s face as he slowly backed towards the front door. He took one last look at you.You gave him a teary but hard glare. He got the message. He wiped his nonstop tears and turned the door knob, opening the door and exiting your house. The door quietly creaked close.
``Good riddance…”
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NAMJOON - “Well you’re not very fucking smart Y/N. So I don’t see the point in arguing with me when you know your fucking wrong.”
“You did not just call me stupid. You’re such a jerk! You may be good at English but the way you use your words is fucking trash!”
A pain like wildfire suddenly spread across your face along with a loud cracking sound.You stumbled back into the couch from impact and your back hit the foot of the couch.
“I-I…” You couldn’t speak. You choked on your surprised sobs as Namjoon clenched his fist.
“Are you okay?!” He didn’t know how to react, so his feet were planted in his spot.
“Y-Yeah, fine thanks. C-Considering that my helpful ass b-boyfriend isn’t even h-helping me.” You get up slowing, letting the cool air hit your stinging cheek.
“Y/N… look, I’m sorry.” He says calmly.
“Yeah, it fucking shows you jerk.” You grab your backpack from the couch and walk towards the door.
“Where are you going?” He says, slightly irritated.
“Away from you.” You grab the door handle and swing the door open, coming in contact with the cold air. 
“Goodbye Namjoon.”
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HOSEOK - Hobi, like Taehyung, is also not one to be very violent towards his loved ones. But that day he just lost control.You hit the ground from his surprisingly strong hit. His face was red and veins were popping from his neck. He was breathing heavily and his eyes were dilated. It wasn’t until you began to cry softly and tuck your head between your knees that he snapped out of his anger trance.
“Yah! Y/N, yeobo! What have I— I’m so…” He exclaims, rushing to you, as he helps you up. You try to push him away from his embrace, but his grip tightens on you.
“Please… don’t leave… I didn’t mean it Y/N…” You felt his tears drip down onto your own face, causing you to cry harder. You absolutely hated when Hoseok cried.You wailed into his shirt as you pressed your burning cheek into his chest.You wanted to leave him and get as far away as possible, but at the same time, you didn’t want to leave his arms. You had no strength to break free from his grip, so you just stay there limp, letting your blank face take over your expression as tears kept streaming down.
“I’m sorry yeobo… please forgive me sweetness…”
Eventually, you both moved over to the couch and fell asleep with Hoseok nesting you in his arms, both your cheeks stained with tears of the residing argument.
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YOONGI - You began to leave his house, walking into the foyer.
“Don’t you dare fucking walk away from me Y/L/N Y/N!” Yoongi called angrily, following you.You pivot on your heel and turn to face him.
“Don’t follow me you stupid jerk! I… I hate you!”
On instinct from hearing those words, Yoongi’s hand met your cheek to shut you up.You gasp and stare at Yoongi in disbelief.He gave you a stern look and folded his arms.
“Oh, so I had to fucking hit you so you could stop?” He growls, glaring at you.Your lip wouldn’t stop trembling but you kept a straight face.
“No, you had to hit me for this conversation to be over.” You turn back to the door, your back faced to him. “Don’t call me, don’t message me, don’t send me SNOW photos or go to my house.`` 
You angrily flung the door open and leave. You walk down the front steps, letting your tears finally flow free. You heard glass break followed by an angry shout.
``Serves you right…”
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JIN - Maybe he had the right to. You were all up in his space.
“Have a little respect for yourself Seokjin!” You spat angrily. You had seen him hanging out with some other female idols, especially Sowon.
“You’re the one lecturing me about respect? Look who’s all up in my face.” He retaliates. “Give me some space Y/N. I didn’t do anything wrong. I didn’t know it was illegal to have female friends…” He muttered.
“Not when the friends you pick are nothing but flirts towards you.” You accuse, sticking a finger in his chest.
Jin growled as he faced his back towards you.
“Oh so now you’re going to give me the silent treatment? Sometimes I think Jungkook is older than you—”
He turned around faster than light. It almost happened in slow motion. An echoing sound of his hand coming in contact with your cheek, followed quickly by a scorching pain.You heard an audible gasp from Jin, as he brought his hands up to cover his mouth, baffled.
“No no no no… Y/N… I didn’t mean to do that… I thought…” He ran his hands through his hair and rubbed his neck stressed as he tried to get you to face him.You back away from him and let out a scoff, as tears spilled from your eyes.
“Out of everyone I trust, I didn’t think you of all people would hit me.” You drag your sleeve across your eyes and eye Jin dangerously. “All you talk about is honour and family and friends but you hit your own partner.” You get up hurriedly and grab Jin’s bag, throwing it at him.
“Get out you hypocrite.”
Jin holds his bag half-heartedly.“Jagiya…”
“No. We’re not doing that Seokjin. Go.”
Knowing not to anger you any further he nods, bows then leaves your house.
“I’m sorry… and I love you Y/N…”
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Oh mah gawh this made me have ultimate feels, why anon? Why must you hurt me like this…??? Sorry for the sudden use of cursing
Also I like how this turned out so maybe a pt 2???
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