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realityescapee01 · 2 years

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From Bantering to Panting

Harry x Tao | sm ut | Tarry | HarTao | what is this ship's name?

(I hope I'm not the only one who wanted this very uncommon ship)

What if Harry is not who he acts he is? And Tao ain't so straight after all?

"Tao, you've been bantering with Harry for weeks." Their usually quiet friend, Isaac, said to Tao.

"Excuse me! It's not bantering. Bantering is characterized by good-humored teasing. And this, with Harry, is not good-humored, at all!" Tao said in his confident, but irritated, tone.

"It looked cute."

"C-Cute?!? What is wrong with you today? Get your head straight."

"Oh, here he is." Isaac said, burying his face in his book again.

Tao let out a sigh as Harry walks near.

"Hey, fag." Harry called out.

"Hey there, homo... phobic prick!"

"Oh, the homo knight in shining armor."

"You know, Harry. I feel sorry for you. Clearly, you weren't loved much as a child."

"Ooohh!" Harry's rugby teammates threw more fuel to the fire.

Harry was pissed because he felt embarrassed and shamed. So he toppled over Tao's lunchbox. Spilling his food all over the table and the ground.

"Hey!" And that did it for Tao. The food that his mother ever so lovingly made for him was wasted. And disrespected.

Tao dashed towards Harry and punched him. Knocking Harry to the ground. He sat on Harry and kept punching him.

People were crowding around them now. Isaac was trying to get Tao off. Nick and Charlie arrived. Nick helps Tao off of Harry.

"Get your mutt in a leash!" Harry spouted.

"Harry! Stop it!" Nick pushed Harry by his chest. Pushing him and making the other rugby teammates move away from Tao and Charlie.

Charlie was able to calm Tao down. And Nick and the others were gone far off.

---

Tao went through the day pissed off. Even until he reached the house. He kicked off his shoes and went straight to his room. Huffing and puffing.

"Ugh! He's mental!!!" Tao threw his backpack on the bed. Remembering his encounter with Harry earlier.

When he was sitting on the rugby player. He felt his bum sit on Harry's wiener... and it wasn't a tiny wiener. He then thought how much bigger it would get if it's hard.

Tao shakes his head trying to get that out of his mind. "What the fuck?!? Why did I think of that?"

But still, his mind went back to the big wiener. "Ugh! I'm straight!" Tao shouted.

But his mind said: Harry doesn't look so bad. He's pretty easy on the eyes.

"No! Stop that, self." Tao grabbed his hair.

Tao kept thinking about that big thing inside Harry's pants. Then he just found himself snaking his hand in his boxers. Tao clicked his tongue and kept convincing himself that it's just his horny teenage mind doing this. But he can't deny he was curious to see Harry's dick and feel it in his hand, in his mouth and in his bottom.

He ain't as straight as he thought he was.

---

Harry stepped out of his car. His chauffeur opening and closing the door for him. Their maids greeted him as he entered the house. His mom, is in the garden, with her friends. Enjoying some wine. His dad, nowhere, probably still at their business building.

Harry knew it will be the same as every day. Eating alone on the dining table. Meals cooked by chefs that he barely even sees out of their kitchen.

He then remembers the lunchbox he toppled. Tao's lunchbox. He wondered if the food was made by Tao's mom. He wondered how it tasted like. He wondered if his own mom even knows how to cook.

He can't even remember her sending him to school with a hug. So that line from Tao hurt him so much. He was jealous. That Tao probably has the sweetest mom out there.

Then he thought back at Tao punching him. He admits he deserved that one. But his horny teenage mind kept remembering some other thing.

Tao's bum on his crotch. It's not a girl's butt so it's not that big. But still, meatier than other guy's bottom. He knows because he sees quite a variety in the showers after their practices.

Yup. He watches other guys naked. Harry is a closeted gay. Growing up the only son in a wealthy business oriented family is different. It's like, they make you into the perfect heir of everything. So being gay isn't exactly what his parents have in mind for him.

He joined the rugby team to prove he is masculine. But he isn't. He is gay. And he couldn't express it. He has a shit set of friends. And he envies Charlie for having supportive friends. Like Tao.

He likes Tao. He wanted to befriend Tao. But it ended up bullying Tao. For some reason, Tao hated them rugby players. Probably something with Nick? Maybe he'll ask Nick tomorrow.

His mind wandered back to Tao sitting on him, with his bottom on his wiener. Harry remembered all the x rated videos he had watched. Of two men having a go at it. It felt kinda like that. If they're both naked. And his hard dick in and out of Tao.

Harry shakes his head. Trying to will away the thought. But he also remembered he touched Tao on his waist. Tao has a very small waist. Just the way he likes. Harry likes slim, small waisted guys.

"Hmn... fuck!" Harry shoved down his pants then grabbed his dick out of his boxers, and started stroking it, Tao in mind.

---

The next days they continued on as usual. Spouting insults back and forth at each other. Until the sportsfest came. Everyone was kind of forced to participate. Especially in the rugby game. The players have an obvious advantage.

Tao and Harry are in the same team much to Tao's dismay.

"Be careful, try not to break, twig." Harry insulted him.

"Huh! Let me remind you, that I, a non rugby player, punched and knocked you down to the ground." Tao came back.

Harry just scoffed as the game whistle went off. They are up against another rugby team player. Harry knows the guy and he knew Tao is in trouble. That guy is even worse than him.

And worse happened. The guy tackled Tao and it looked bad. But Tao was saving face and kept playing. Harry noticed Tao was hurt.

When Tao is about to get the ball again, and the guy is about to tackle him again, Harry intercepted the guy out of Tao's way. And kept doing it until the game ended. They lost. But it didn't bother Harry.

Tao immediately went to the restrooms to look at himself. His tummy was hurting.

"Here." Harry came after him, holding out an ice pack.

"This is not a good time, Harry." Tao was wincing. And was kneeling on the floor.

"I know! I'm being kind here." Harry walked closer.

And stood in front of Tao. He leaned down and raised Tao's shirt to see the bruise left there. He touched and inspected it for a while. Nothing serious. That's good.

"Just a bruise. Don't worry about it." Harry pressed the ice pack on it.

"What? You're a doctor now-ouch! That wasn't very friendly!" Tao complained because Harry pressed harder on the bruise to shut him up.

"Shut up then."

"I could hold the pack myself, okay. Get lost!" Tao trying to get control of the situation.

"Quiet!" Harry silenced him again. He took out a bandage and made sure the ice pack stayed in place with it.

He tended to Tao and stood up straight in front of him after. Harry kept talking about what Tao should do to recover from it faster.

"Does this happen to you often?" Tao asked.

"Yeah. A lot." Harry raised his shirt to show Tao some of the faded bruises on his tummy.

Tao saw lots of bruises. Big and small. Here and there. On Harry's tummy. Defined tummy that is. Abs teasing the surface. And that happy trail leading down into...

"Tao! Are you okay? Oh." Charlie walked in on Tao and Harry.

In a rather provocative pose. Tao kneeling in front of Harry, who has his shirt up.

"Charlie!" Tao straightened himself.

Nick came walking in after Charlie and saw just a little bit of the previous pose. Harry was pulling his shirt down by then. Same with Tao.

"This is not what it looks like!" Tao was frantically waving his hands. Tao trying to erase any suspicion. Because he awfully looks like he's about to give Harry a blowjob.

Harry laughed. And just walked out of there. Charlie looked back at Tao with a grin.

"Charlie! Its not-"

"So, this is an enemies to lovers situation." Charlie declared.

"It's not! I just, I hurt myself back there. Look!" Tao showed them his tummy. And the ice pack placed there by Harry.

"Oh, so Harry tended to you? How sweet." Charlie ever so innocently beamed about it.

"Harry never did that to any of us in the team." Nick added.

"Ah!" Charlie clapped his hands.

"No! No no no!"

"It's alright, Tao, if you're happy, and he wasn't a jerk anymore, I support you." Charlie

---

The next days, Tao did everything to avoid Harry. But the rugby player always shows up where he is! It was mental.

Tao turned the corner and bumped onto Harry.

"Woah!" Harry exclaimed. Alone this time. No entourage of his teammates. "Tao. How's your tummy?"

"It's fine." Tao brushed past Harry.

Harry just followed behind Tao. And Tao has the worst luck that day. He passed a locker and for some reason, books started falling on him. Harry was able to swat away the biggest one.

"You okay, Tao?"

"Yeah. Are you following me around?"

"No, I'm also headed where you're headed."

"Really?"

"Yeah-hey watch out!"

Worst luck today. Tao almost bumped onto a food tray full of cafeteria supplies. Tao lost balanced and almost fell. Harry caught him.

Tao held onto Harry's shoulder, looking up at the rugby player.

"Tao, We've been looking for yo-oh." Charlie suddenly appears.

"C-Charlie?!?" Tao struggled to stand up. Harry pulled him up to his feet.

Charlie was grinning and slowly walked away.

"Hey? Hey! Where are you going?" Tao chased after Charlie.

Charlie was giggling when he came back to their group. Tao was close behind him. Wary of what Charlie's gonna say. But Charlie was quiet. Much to Tao's relief.

Until Nick came. With Harry.

"What is he doing here?" Tao protested.

Harry was already sitting down to lunch with them. Nick assured that Harry is okay. And making amends. So the group began eating lunch. Having some rather friendly conversation.

And a few minutes more, it was only Harry and Tao talking. They were talking about a movie. Talking about what they liked and didn't like from that movie. And so on and on and on. Tao noticed Everyone else was quiet. And that he was having fun talking with Harry.

"Uhm... I-I need to go to the loo." Tao excused himself. He couldn't believe that happened! Him, enjoying a conversation with Harry.

Surprisingly, they have the same taste in movies. And same insights on some. Harry surprised him on that one. But himself surprised him the most. He actually enjoyed talking with Harry. How cute Harry looked talking so passionately. How Harry's voice would get a pitch higher when he got excited. How Harry's smile looked so endearing.

"Okay, I'm fucked!" Tao splashed water on his face.

"Woah! Have you gone mental?" Harry was in the restroom as well.

"No, I just... needed a wake up call from something bad. Really bad."

"...Well... Hey, come watch the game tomorrow."

"I'm not interested in watching you."

"Either way, you are coming." Harry gestured towards Charlie prancing towards them.

Charlie greeted both of them, throwing funny looks at Tao. Who returned it with sharp eyes. And as Harry predicted Charlie asked Tao to come watch the game tomorrow. Saying he should come and support him. Tao couldn't say no to that.

"See? You are coming." Harry grinned as him and Charlie headed to the lockers.

Tao watched in horror as the two rugby players walked out the restroom. Tao went through the day very distracted.

That night, Charlie added Harry into their groupchat. Harry then invited everyone this weekend to come and watch the movie him and Tao was discussing over lunch. He has the directors cut version of it.

Everyone agreed to come.

---

Game time arrived and Tao found himself seated on the benches, with their other friends, as support for Charlie.

Tao was very uninterested. The teams walked in. They greeted Charlie and Nick. Then Harry waved at him. Tao just rolled his eyes at Harry.

The game started as usual but as it progresses it became kind of scary. The tackles became more intense. Nick was trying real hard to protect Charlie. And Harry braces for every tackle he receives. One in particular looked very painful. It was in the same spot Tao had a bruise.

So in a certain degree, Tao could relate. He exclaimed 'Ooh!' quite vocally when Harry went down.

Harry just shook it off and kept playing. Even though they gave everything, they still lost. After the game, they went to the lockers to see Charlie.

"You did well, Charlie." Isaac said.

"Thanks guys."

Tao was eyeing Harry in his corner. After everyone else left, Tao stayed behind. Waiting for Harry to step out.

"Hey."

"Tao? You worried about me?" Harry said with a smirk.

"No, you mental! I just wanted to return this." Tao gave back the bandage Harry lent him. "Looks like you need it."

"You were worried. I'm okay. Got used to it." Harry said as he accepted back the bandage.

"I wasn't... but, how is it? It looked like it really hurt back there."

"Here." Harry raised his shirt again, showing his tummy being a little red. "Ouch!"

Tao grinned as he poked the red flesh. In his mind, he is getting back at Harry for doing the same to him a while back.

"Tao! Let's go-oh." Charlie came back to get him.

Charlie caught him and Harry in another peculiar position: Harry having his shirt up and his hand poking Harry's tummy.

Charlie was trying hard not to giggle.

"Ugh! Charlie, it's not what it looks like." Tao just started walking out.

Charlie was about to walk away too when Harry stopped him.

"Charlie, hey, can we... talk?" Harry asked.

"What's the matter, Harry?" Charlie started.

"Uhm... how did you... come out to your friends?"

"W-Wait... Harry, are you..."

"I'm... yeah. Like you. But no one else knows." Harry said with a heave. It felt like a weight was lifted off him now that he told another soul about him being gay.

"Harry..." Charlie saw how tired Harry was from keeping this secret. Charlie offered a shoulder to him.

---

Tao sat on his usual table, Nick followed soon after and sat in front of him.

"Hey, Nick."

"Yes, Tao?"

"Uhm... how did you know you're bi?"

Nick gasped a little bit. Figuring it out. "Tao... you..."

"... Yeah, yeah... I'm not so sure about being straight anymore."

---

Tao started saying to Nick what things he felt towards Harry.

And Harry started telling Charlie about what thoughts he's having about Tao.

And once Charlie and Nick got together, they had a plan. The movie night over at Harry's this weekend.

---

Weekend came. Tao was over at Harry's already and he was the only one there. He had an inkling of what's happening.

'Oh lord have mercy! Charlie, I swear, I will get you for this on Monday.' Tao made a mental note.

"Looks like it's just us." Harry said, sitting next to him. He also had an idea that Nick and Charlie intentionally did not come over tonight.

They are in Harry's own mini home theater. Harry started the movie.

It was all good. So many other scenes. And more interesting scenes. Until Harry saw Tao shivering. The air-conditioning must've been too cold. Harry offered him his coat. Tao accepted because he is freezing.

When the movie was done. Tao stood up and stretched. Because Harry's is shorter than him, the coat was short and was riding up his shirt underneath. Giving Harry a view of that small waist again.

He reached out to touch it.

"H-Hey!" Tao hurriedly faced Harry and covered his waist.

"Sorry...I just couldn't help it."

"Harry, are you..."

"Yeah... and... I like you. I don't know how to approach you, so it ended up as bullying you." Harry, rubbing the back of his neck.

And he looked cute doing so. Tao likes cute.

"So, uhm, can I take you out on a date, Tao?"

"Oh... uhm, I'm..." Tao remembered his talk with Nick.

How it was so freeing and magical to be honest with yourself. And Tao wanted it.

"Yeah, Harry. Yeah."

"Amazing!" Harry grabbed Tao and kissed him. "Oh, sorry, I just got excite-"

Harry wasn't able to finish the sentence because Tao pulled him in again for another kiss. It was unsure at first. And then they fell into rhythm. The kiss got more and more heated. Their bodies got warmer and warmer.

"Fuck, Tao!" Harry started carrying Tao to his bedroom.

Tao was just shocked at how easily Harry carried him. He was then just dropped on the bed. With Harry hot in his heels, taking his clothes off and climbing over him on the bed.

Taking his clothes off as well. Tao felt a little insecure because although Harry is slim as well, he is still buff enough and ripped enough. While him, he is thin as a twig. He instinctively covered himself with his hands.

Harry pulled them away. "Don't! I wanna see it. I like my baby slim. And small waisted." Then Harry slapped Tao's waist and pressed on his tented boxers.

"Hey!" Tao felt embarrassed because he felt an ooze of precum come out of his cock from that.

Harry was smiling at him and kept fondling him through his boxers. Tao wasn't moving. He liked it. It felt good.

'Ohmy, I guess I'm the bottom.' Tao thought.

Harry then pulled his boxers off, held him by the waist and pulled him down closer to Harry's crotch. Making both their erections touch each other.

Brush each other. Harry held both of it together, pressing them against each other more. Stroking both of them against each other. Tao tried really hard to not make a sound.

"Let it out, Tao. Let the moans out." Harry ordered.

Tao then let out a moan. 'Yup, Harry's definitely top.' Tao thought as he let another moan out.

"Good." Harry praised him.

And for some reasons, Tao felt really glad about that. Made him wanna moan more and please Harry more.

Harry kept rubbing their cocks together until Tao couldn't keep up and just cummed. Cursing and panting.

Harry watched him cum, eyelids flatter, and tummy contract from cumming. "Hot, Tao. Hot."

Harry kept stroking both of them, slicker and smoother this time because of Tao's cum. A few more strokes and Harry came as well.

He then fell in top Tao, panting on the other's ear.

They laid beside each other. Both deciding that's as far as they would go. For now.

"H-Harry. You twat, this doesn't mean you won't put effort on me anymore. Take me on that date!"

"You don't have to remind me, twig."

"I... need to go home."

"In a bit."

They fell asleep. Harry made sure to set an alarm and drive Tao home. He didn't wanna cause trouble to Tao's mom. Plus, he's making a good impression.

"See you tomorrow... I'll pick you up." Harry winked at Tao.

"Yeah... drive safe. Chat me when you get home."

Tao got in and climbed up to his room.

"Hey hey!" Charlie greeted him.

"So, how was it?" Nick.

Tao froze up. Nick and Charlie are in his room, waiting for him.

"What happened? Tell us, Tao!" Charlie beamed.

"I... will not share any information of my activities with Harry."

"Did you kiss?" Charlie sat up from Tao's bed.

"N-No!" Tao lied, blushing really hard.

"Ohmygod! You did!"

Charlie kept asking and Tao kept denying. He isn't gonna kiss and tell. He hoped Harry is too.

The night went on like that, Charlie trying to get him to tell them everything.

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inkskinned · 9 months

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because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?