Anyway I have purged my queue of Ace Attorney (I posted it all, enjoy the the massive wall of nonsense from me.) So now it's just miscellaneous and then The New Brainrot.
There's already an image of one of these clowns on here so enjoy that.
But anyway... It's Vanitas Time.
I am unhinged about all of the characters but I am becoming absolutely unwell about the titular Vanitas himself.
He's an asshole and I like him so much.
He's unhinged. He's so disingenuous and so repressed but he's so bad at keeping his feelings in. I swear sometimes he's just dissociating in the middle of a conversation.
He's a bastard and a bitch. He hates both vampires and humans for their cruelty but not nearly as much as he hates himself.
He has completely given up on life and is sustaining himself purely on spite and guilt. He makes people hate him on purpose.
He is kind but not nice. He is the embodiment of that cat knife meme, you know the one. He is babygirl and pathetic little meow meow. I want to send him to therapy.*
His vibes are constructed entirely out of red flags. He's a bisexual man that you want to keep 20 feet away from all women at all times because geeeeez my guy learn to behave yourself. He's a sarcastic prick. He's incomprehensibly traumatized.
I want to run him over with a freight train. I want to wrap him up in a homemade quilt and give him a cup of hot cocoa. I want someone to hold him tenderly. I want that twink obliterated (gayly).
He looks and acts like a feral alley cat. His outfit is simultaneously iconic and absurd. I think he stole someone's gender. He wears gloves with claws on them.
He is terrified of genuine connection yet he craves intimacy so badly. He is a massive pile of trust issues.
He is doomed by the narrative, he is running out of time, he is destroying himself through every step of his objective. He knows he will likely destroy himself before he can ever succeed. He is terrified of losing his humanity. He calls his objective vengeance but I'm pretty sure it's actually absolution.
There is something very very wrong with him.💖💜💙
*(I want to send all of these characters to therapy.)
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Pausing my program of BSD analysis to quickly talk about VNC because
I had started the anime fully thinking that Vanitas was A) a Vampire and B) THE Vampire of the Blue Moon. This is a little bit the anime's fault, as they had introduced the Vanitas story if the opening scene, and it's likely that this was the actual plan for the mangaka in the beginning.
So I spent the first few episodes being like "yes ofc it makes sense that Vanitas is acting all high and mighty. He kind of his. His disguise is kinda shit too, like how does he explain the fangs??" and viewing every interaction hinting at his backstory as "Vanitas doesn't consider himself a good person because he was the one that caused the maladies in the first place. No he's changed and is trying to fix it, but he carries that guilt with him" and it makes perfect sense! Noe calls his deeds noble and Vanitas laughs because Noe doesn't know anything.
But then turns out that yes, Vanitas is in fact just a human boy (well, mostly), and honestly, this was the most brilliant choice the writer could have made. Vanitas's self-hatred doesn't make sense but it's not supposed to make sense. It's the self-hatred of a child that internalized guilt over simply being alive. Survivor's guilt, if you will. And it doesn't matter that his father loved him and supported him because he saw the way the adults missed his mother, and without someone directly counteracting it his first thought was "It's my fault".
He way children and childhood trauma is portrayed in VNC is so good?? It's real, because what caused that trauma wasn't just cruel adults, sometimes terrible things just happen.
...Then again, it doesn't help that there's like ONE main character adult who isn't a terrible person.
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900 Followers Event!
Hello! I recently reached 900 followers and wanted to thank you all so much and celebrate!
Anyway! Onto the event! I’m doing a thing where I’ll write a little reader-insert thing (ranging from drabbles to full-on one-shots) based on a character and a prompt that you send me!
I have a list of 40 prompts ranging from dialogue prompts to action prompts!
So pick one and a character from one of the fandoms listed, and I’ll write a little blurb or a one-shot based on the request!
Just be warned, I will cross off the prompt once it’s chosen. That way, I don’t have a million requests for the same prompt.
The event will be open for two weeks starting May 1st! It’ll be available from May 1st to May 15th!
All requests will be under #fairy writes 900 followers or #fairy 900 followers
THIS IS LIMITED TO TWO REQUESTS AND TWO CHARACTERS PER PERSON!
*Please send them in separately so I can keep track of who is who and what is what*
I will write for the following people:
Arcane: League of Legends: Viktor, Silco, Jayce Talis, Vi, Vander
Bungou Stray Dogs: Nakajima Atsushi, Nakahara Chuuya, Dazai Osamu, Kunikida Doppo, Fukuzawa Yukichi, Yosano Akiko, Edogawa Ranpo
The Case Study of Vanitas: Vanitas, Noé Archiviste, Roland Fortis
Chainsaw Man: Hayakawa Aki
Demon Slayer: All the Hashira (except for Muichiro), Douma, Akaza
Detroit: Become Human: Connor, Hank Anderson, Markus
Doctor Who: 9th, 10th, 11th, 12th Doctor, River Song
Fullmetal Alchemist: Roy Mustang, Greed (not Greedling), Riza Hawkeye, Jean Havoc, Envy, Alex Louis Armstrong, Olivier Armstrong, Edward Elric (post-FMAB)
Grimm (NBC): Nick Burkhardt, Hank Griffin, Sean Renard, Drew Wu, Monroe
Jujutsu Kaisen: Gojo Satoru, Fushigiuro Toji, Geto Suguru, Nanami Kento
Moriarty the Patriot: William, Albert, Louis, Sherlock, Fred Porlock, Sebastian Moran, James Bonde
Tokyo Ghoul: Uta, Kaneki Ken, Kirishima Touka, Kirishima Ayato (re: age), Nishio Nishiki, Tsukiyama Shuu
DIALOGUE PROMPTS
1) “The first rule of being interrogated is that you are the only irreplaceable person in the torture chamber. The room is yours, so work it. If they're going to threaten you with death, show them who's boss. Die faster.” (from Doctor Who)
2) “It’s funny. Nowadays, people always expect a gun, but never a knife.”
3) “Tell me, my Dear, can a heart still be broken even when it stopped beating?” (from the Corpse Bride)
4) “You set me free. Now I can do the same for you.” (from the Corpse Bride)
5) “They shot at us. They missed. I shot back. I didn’t.”
6) “I wanted you to fight for me.”
7) “Enough is enough, and your best is good enough.”
8) “The dead have time to wait.”
9) “Happily ever after doesn’t mean forever. It just means time.” (from Doctor Who)
10) “Valiant effort. But you never stood a chance.”
11) “We humans could not help loving our monsters.”
12) “Chivalry is dead, and you’re the one killing it.”
13) “Love is a beautiful kind of fear.”
14) “The universe loves a stubborn heart.”
15) “I don’t have any interest in fraternizing with handsome strangers.”
16) “I know I’m different. But from now on, I’m going to try and be the same.”
“The same as what?”
“The same as people who aren’t different.”
17)“Will you let me fall in love with you?”
“Only if I can fall right back.”
“I’ll be sure to catch you when you do.”
18) “You’re only given a little spark of madness. You mustn’t lose it.” (by Robin Williams)
19) “You don’t understand. I will do anything to protect you.”
20) “You’re the most important thing to me.”
ACTION PROMPTS
1) Falling asleep with their head in the lap of their lover
2) Shoving their lover out of the way of danger
3) Taking their lover out on a picnic
4) Tucking a lock of hair behind their lover’s ear
5) Falling asleep to the sound of the other’s heartbeat
6) Sharing a blanket/blanket fort
7) Guiding their lover back to bed when they’re sick
8) Bandaging/washing their lover’s wounds after a fight
9) Showing up to surprise their lover when they’re in a long-distance relationship
10) Holding their lover when they cry
11) Making their lover a meal (whether they are good or bad at cooking)
12) Putting their head on their lover’s shoulder
13) Begging their lover not to leave
14) Carrying their lover out of a bad situation (fight, accident, etc.)
15) Mending their lover’s clothes for them
16) Sharing a kiss after a massive battle
17) Checking their lover’s forehead for a fever
18) Sitting at their lover’s bedside when they’re unconscious
19) Sharing a bed with their lover for the first time
20) Tracing their lover’s scars
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