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aside from my rice here’s a doodle dump of my timeskip johto kiddos all scribbled during classes! forgot to upload this some time ago but it's a mix of silly doodles, profile studies and outfit ideations 📝

ok heres one i never posted on hwere [pushes it at u guys like its an embarrassing letter]

Hey, so for the Human Au, how do think Julie would go about her life? Considering her personality in the website, I would think that he takes up different part-time jobs, but mainly likes working at the community center, mainly for the summer/after school programs where they can come up with and host fun activities for the kids!

no yeah that's pretty much what i was thinking! she bounces from job to job - she probably has a roster of seasonal ones that she rotates between. Julie really does seem like an every-gal yk? doing just one thing all the time would be soooo boring

i like the idea of summer / after school programs a lot actually! since canon Julie is big on games and fun, i'm sure she'd be a great choice for those sorts of things. i bet she works a seasonal summer camp in their county!

i'm only at the beginning of li tongguang's descent into obsession (eps 17-18), but already it's both hurting and hitting. hurting, because we know li tongguang's capabilities, and his level headedness, and the potential he has, that he seems to throw out due to this obsession. hitting, because when you think about it, the obsession storyline and characterization does make perfect sense. obsession like that is a double edged blade, which can turn from love to hate, childish belief and joy to embittered rage in a second.

on one hand, it's painful to watch ltg's childlike desperation when faced with ruyi again. we want to grit our teeth and think of him as idiotic, unable to take a hint. but the reality is that it's a completely normal response to be expected from him. i mean, it's a dream come true, to see the person you 'love' the most in the world to be whole in front of you. it's probably what he could only dream about, especially being the one to apparently find her bones and bury them.

on a deeper level, ltg's initial reaction is very much a manifestation of his inner child, almost peter pan-like in the 'child that never became an adult/grew up' way. by that i mean to say the desperate urge to please, the constant worrying, and the oscillation between hot and cold moods are all so indicative of someone who grew up in an insecure/unstable environment, usually with volatile or simply unavailable authority figures. from what we can gather, he had no father, his mother wasn't in his life ("she doesn't want him around, nor can she bear for him to be away, so that's why he's like that" per empress zhaojie's words to ruyi). the one authority figure that entered his life to offer some semblance of guidance was ruyi, and even though it's clear that she held care for him, she was also a twenty year old assassin used to training subordinates, not children. her mentorship style is clearly so different when you hold ltg and yang ying side by side, and we know from ruyi's own mouth that she doesn't consider herself to have taught ltg well, and wants to remedy that through/with yang ying (i'll probably make a whole different post comparing this and the affects of this after watching some more episodes lol - there are bullet points in the drafts). so even though ruyi was his authority figure, she was still an emotionally unavailable one who couldn't meet ltg on the level he probably needed at that time in his life, and which no one probably ever did. hence his up and down reaction and actions.

it intrigues me, too, because i think, in a very subtle way, ltg is very much a character foil to ruyi in that he reflects some of her worst attributes, or more accurately represents the sort of person she was, or at least acted like (yuan lu's comment about how ltg has ruyi's gaze was meaningful outside of the jealousy arc - to me at least). i saw someone make a really interesting comment on how ltg's devotion to ruyi parallels ruyi's own devotion to empress zhaojie, which i'll also probably comment on more later.

obviously, ltg's obsession stems from an issue much larger than ruyi herself - she just happens to be the unfortunate target of it. and, clearly, i know his descent into it will be ugly, if understandable. i understand ruyi wanting to leave that part of her life behind, but also - to think that maybe many of the issues faced in future eps could have been avoidable if she'd been upfront with li tongguang about her identity early on.

new cat!vanessa animation part 1

also lipsync test

guess the song!! (well i did reveal it in the notes in the post announcing this new animation) last word is gonna edited on the headshot

i had to delete a lot of inbetween frames, was initially slowing it down but made it too slow lol

also i theres a last scene at the end after the headshot but ill draw it later

@send-me-a-puffalope @jasminetea1234

in the bathtub

the immigration process in the us is a nightmare regardless but there is a specific kind of bureaucracy-induced insanity that is guaranteed if you're from a culture with multiple or otherwise long last names

immigration forms have a maximum of 30 characters for the last name field. social security has 26. neither of those is enough for my full name. no matter what i do, i cannot get them to match each other, let alone my real name as it shows on my passport

having an immigration officer tell me that the only way for me to have a say in which of my last names get cut off from my green card is to legally change my name into something shorter was really something else

ITS NEW YEARS i was trying to get this done last night but i got too focused on it. New Years with UnderRem’s Dream and MusicBox Mettaton <333 Cheers to them. Besties. Also got Clip Studio Paint so figuring that out with this.

Bonus: after taking this image someone spilled their drink.

so is the detective gonna arrest arthur or what

List of rgg charas with in-universe Wikipedia pages. Go

ryo aoki

r. ryo aoki :)

(YOUR personal favorite boss, not the one that you think is objectively the best)

just a small dump of stuff for the rain world mgs au because its been on the brain for a bit. the ideas they are in my head.

As artfight approaches let it be known I'm already looking up ocs

Here’s a compilation I made of Gigi performing “Like a Virgin” at sugartank 😩♥️