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recents vergils i made
#verdante#limbus company#lc vergilius#lc charon#lc garnet#fanart#xavi art#you be like where is the verdante#the last one if you think about it hard enough#POV she wants a kiss#giggles
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trying to sleep but this concept has taken a hold of me … thinking about jb first kiss .. but brienne initiating ! jb doing something and their close to each other. in my head jaime is wrapping her arm with bandage like his gold hand is elevating her arm, his left hand is wrapping gauze while she’s holding the roll with her unoccupied hand so he doesn’t drop it (teamwork!!!) but that seems so complicated but I like the idea of them working together on stuff like that ?? and another scenario I’m thinking of is something similar but instead of bandages jaime is sewing something up his left hand is holding the needle and thread while she’s just holding the thing he’s working on bc between the two of them I like to think jaime would be better at sewing anyway unimportant kind of but I was thinking of jb first kiss where brienne initiates … except she tries to but backs out but like comic panel where their heads are close together and he’s busy with something and she’s just looking at him .. at his lips .. he looks up catches her staring and she looks away flustered wanting to leave bc now she’s embarrassed but she can’t and he’s like ? Ok 😳
#talking about this bc I want to draw it!! but I have no energy rn ..#but what can I say I love yearning!!! bri yearning!!! in her feelings!!! and she’s looking so pained and having the worst stomach ache#known to man because she has a CRUSH. and it’s horrible. devastating even. bri being embarrassed but also can not stop#looking 👀 and watching him and she’s talk about him more if someone brings him up#and jaime is like 👀🧍♂️ KIND of suspects something is going on in his pov she’s the same as ever except her face is going red often#he thinks it’s from annoyance or she’s flustered at his bad jokes and she’s thinking a lot which is . not too different than usual#do not ask how much I’ve listened to kiss the girl btw idk why the tlm soundtrack has a hold on me ..
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a friend of mine was talking about how she was surprised that jean doesn't seem to have any specific issue with cat/laila/jeremy touching him and it got me thinking that he doesn't really react in any way, negatively or positively. the narration doesn't comment on it besides stating that it is happening. jean doesn't think on it basically at all which is FASCINATING because given all we know about his background it seems pretty safe to assume no one will have ever wrapped their arm around his waist to comfort him, but he doesn't react to cat doing so (which is even more interesting because it happens right after he sees the pat/cody/ananya dynamic and gets worried about cody's space being invaded).
this feels like such an intentional choice, because all that negative space, the not-thinking about it, actually says so much. like he can't think about it - negatively or positively. thinking about it would probably mean a lot of the raven-conditioning popping its head back up, about how it's all sorts of detrimental to his exy game. but it would also mean realising he's never had this, never been allowed the kindness of touch, the comfort of it (except maybe with elodie, her little hand in his). and would probably mean feeling like he doesn't deserve it. thinking about it means maybe realising he wants it - that he shouldn't, but he craves it anyway
#tsc spoilers#tsc#tsc meta#anyway cant wait for there to be a moment in tsc2 where jean leans into touch or reaches for it himself#unwillingly or unthinkingly#also - the way cat touches him feels intentional too on her part#almost like that bit in aftg where neil gets his phone and nicky texts him incessantly until he doesn't freak out about it anymore#i dont actually think she's doing it exactly with the intent nicky had but maybe more subconsciously she wants to give this boy comfort#and the way she does that is by kissing his head and teaching him how to cook#im now actually going to reread jeremy's pov even more thoroughly to see if he /does/ see something in jean change in these moments#because maybe jean can't think about it (yet) but he responds anyway#THOUGHTS!!!
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Summary:
Three little scenes on the theme of singing.
:) I was in the mood for something short and sweet. Hope you enjoy!
#gotta go back to work for a bit but i couldn't resist posting this as soon as i had a few free minutes#i originally meant to post these on here only but the middle vignette got away from me a bit. lol#i think the moment miles complained about rose humming is the moment that cemented my severe dislike of him. like. dude.#your girlfriend is snow-white mary poppins the most adorable princess ever#and you complain? that she hums??? im going to break your kneecaps????#idk what else i can say about dorothy singing 'what'll i do'. that scene is everything it changed my life ngl#i guess i wanted a happier memory related to it than 'oh she sings it and then leaves forever four episodes later'#i hope rose's pov works well! i'm never quite sure about it. i should give a try to a whole fic in her pov soon#please tell me im not the only one who found blanche's beer jingle to be the sweetest thing ever. she sang it in such a soft voice#like it's funny ofc but i just melted#might be because im in love with her though#i always ramble in the tags when i post this stuff lmao. i hope you all have fun#hugs and kisses for you!#the golden girls#golden wives#writing
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-Remembers how T’Pring looked as she watched Spock & Chapel vanish into the bathroom together after seeing them kiss on the bridge (which she knew was for a mission and didn’t hold against them but perhaps she could sense something there since they do have feelings for one another), maybe attempting to calm herself and her suspicions as she’s left alone again (and later finds she’s been left out entirely this whole time) and how she doesn’t know that Spock almost told Chapel he loved her then and there, with T’Pring in the other room waiting, and how Amanda and Sevet both think she could have more confidence in herself and how T’Pring thought that she and Spock were in this together (her holding his hand, subtly letting him know to pour slower so the tea flowers would bloom correctly, a whispered ‘well done’, the ritual is over mother) and how mere hours after she expresses to Spock how she feels: Like he doesn’t trust her, like he doesn’t care to include her in his life, how she’s trying her best to show him that she will accept him wholly, how she wants to be his partner instead of an adversary or an obstacle, after all this he’s found Chapel within the hour and is kissing her.-
#I've seen people say 'it's not technically cheating because-' and once you've hit 'technically' in MY opinion it's pretty much cheating#'taking a break' isn't synonymous with being able to kiss/have sex with other people - that's something that needs to be discussed#in my opinion...BUT ALSO. Even STILL. Not even a goddamn DAY went by.#T'PRING!!!!!! SAVE MY GIRL T'PRING!!!#Can you imagine hearing your fiancee who you ostensibly like tell you (very vulnerably - especially for a Vulcan: I didn't mind this bc I#personally assume that Vulcan partners WOULD discuss and talk through feelings though probably with a different goal than humans)#that she feels hurt that you seem to not want to include her in your life and that she feels you should take a break#and then IMMEDIATELY going to find the girl you have a crush on to tell her that you and your fiancee are taking a break and that you feel#bad about it and then IMMEDIATELY after that you're KISSING her??????#didn't feel TOO bad about it then huh!#Anyway I'm not earnestly like incensed I'm tv angry on T'Pring's behalf - love the drama bc I'm experiencing SNW from a very particular POV#I will only be angry if they make T'Pring into the bad guy somehow (like if the NARRATIVE says this is correct)#also off topic but I personally think star trek has had enough 'Vulcan culture is bad and restrictive' episodes/talking points - Enough.#Find some joy and peace through connection to an alien culture PLEASE.#I get it humans are great humans are so much freer and happier than Vulcans humans rule - Enough.#-turns to camera with a smile- anywaaaay I watched the episode once and I couldn't rewatch it for this post so <3#if any of this is wrong just chalk it up to bad memory <3#snw spoilers#idk how long an ep has to be out for that to apply#also just so everyone knows - I /do/ think it's stupid that Spock forgets how to act Vulcan when he turns fully human#but I also just expected it since star trek writers LOVE bioessentialism#I have NO doubt that if Spock turned Klingon he'd suddenly start talking about honor and being rowdy despite those things being#learned and cultural v_v#I SAY ALL THIS...and I DID like the episode! I'm complicated <3#<- just likes episodes with fun hijinks as their thesis and also T'Pring is there
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she’s not sane <333
#she’s just a girl#pov you’re richie#or#brooke#hatchetfield#I hope she kisses brooke#richie and Tegan is scary ass couple#they would be so cringe#only redeeming factor is he’s be goated at claw machines#so he always wins for her#she wants that GODAMN stuffed animal#depression room#starkid oc#hatchetfield oc#npmd#hatchetverse#starkid#tegan bailey
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“Ur so pretty” by Wasia Project but it’s Annabeth’s PoV after she kisses Percy in BotL
#and her pov after Percy reads the prophecy#AND Percy’s pov after she takes the knife for him#YOURE SO PRETTY WHEN YOU SMILE IT HURTS ME CANT STOP THINKING BOUT THE WAY YOU KISSED ME UNDER THE STARS#AND YOURE SO LOVELY WHEN YOU CRY IT HURTS ME YOURE THE ONLY PERSON LEFT SO HOLD ME DONT LEAVE ME#IM SO SCARED THAT THE MOMENTS WE SHARED WONT HAPPEN AGAIN I DONT WANT THIS TO END#Percy jackson#annabeth chase#percabeth#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo#the battle of the labyrinth#tbotl#botl#percabeth playlist#percabeth songs#percy jackon and the olympians
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🎨 🖼️ 🌈 🩹 🧍🏽💡 🔮⚡️☄️
You’ve Really Got a Hold on Me by Smokey Robinson & The Miracles
#byler#stranger things#bizarre love triangle playlist#will byers#will's pov#will is so petty but honest i love him#'i dont like you. but i love you 🙄. seems that i'm always thinking of you'#'though you treat me badly. i love you madly. you've really got a hold of me.'#this whole song is just this back and forth battle of someone in love while simultaneously being frustrated af with said person#'i dont want you. but i need you. don't want to kiss you. but i need to. though you do me wrong now. my love is strong now.'#i also love this part bc it highlights the main difference between will's feelings for mike vs el's feelings for mike#it's not as simple as liking or wanting bc yes it is all of those things but more than that it is a NEED#you'll notice a lot of songs on here in will's pov highlight need in terms of his feelings for mike#which fits with his whole speech to mike in the van#'(i) need you mike. and (i) always will.'#there's also this juxtaposition of el and will both experiencing mike pulling away#el wants to hold on as hard as she can but she knows that it's not going anywhere and she is ready to let go by the end of s4#will wants to hold on as hard as he can but he knows (assumes) that it's not going anywhere and yet he can't quite let go#'i want to leave you. don't want to stay here. don't want to spend another day here. oh i want to split now. i can't quit now'#leading up to their rain fight in s3 it's as if will is getting to this point where he is ready to leave#and then mike says what he says#and now he really has to go bc it's all too real ('yeah. i guess i did. i really did.'#then a whole season later when will is at his limits again up to their rink-o-mania fight its as if he is trying harder than ever to hold o#it's bc he can't quit now#'you've really got a hold of me'#will is in love now folks
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one thing about me is that i can connect any song ever to the book i’m hyperfixating on
#right now it caraval#i’m sensing that this is going to be a short lived hyperfixation but we’re vibing i guess#any#i was just listening to yoyok by taylor swift#THATS SO SCARLETT#SHE LOOKED AROUND IN A BLOOD STAINED GOWN AND SAW SOMETHING THEY COULDNT TAKE AWAY#SHES ON HER OWN KID#SHE THOUGHT SHE WOULD BE SAVED BY A PERFECT KISS#i’m like half way through legendary and like i hate how the povs were switched#like i think it’s a really good book but like i miss scarlett and julian#i also don’t get why acarlett gets so much hate like she’s so cool#i miss julian so much#give him back#i know he’s here but i want more#caraval#folk of the air#books#these violent delights#foul lady fortune#daisy jones and the six#dance of thieves#six of crows#and more!#(i’ve done it with all of these) that’s the joke
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When Kaguya first wakes up, all the world bends to her will for one, glorious moment. The stars stand breathless, and humanity's collective breath hitches, and the waters of the planet curl towards her. For a fraction of a second, everything is as it should be.
It all falls apart rather quickly, of course. Humans are exactly as she remembers them- stubborn, haughty creatures. There are five of them still awake when Kaguya arrives. They fight and they fight and they fight, and it is pointless, of course, but it is still... irritating.
Well. Four of them fight. As Kaguya deflects a punch from a pink one and dodges a bolt of lighting from an Uchiha, the fifth human stands back, still enraptured by Kaguya.
Her face hangs- not slack, not unwilling- it is no forceful awe that overtakes the human. She gazes at Kaguya with adoration on purpose- she takes a slow step in the direction of the fight, eyes fixed on Kaguya, and-
She can use this.
"If you wish to join me," Kaguya says, her voice echoing over packed dirt and scorched sky. "You must be willing to fight my battles."
A small smirk graces the corner of the human's lips. "As you wish."
"What?" the other Uchiha says, whipping his head around to stare at the fifth human in disbelief. "Rin, no, she's trying to take over the world- she's going to kill everyone Rin, you won't achieve your dream like this!"
"Didn't you ever stop to wonder for one moment what my dream was?" Rin snarls, her red eye spinning into its Mangekyō form. "Obito, I may as well be in the genjutsu with everyone else right now. This is what I've always wanted."
Obito's singular sharingan narrows in either grief or anger- Kaguya doesn't have the chance to discern which it is before Rin leaps at him, water dancing at her fingertips. It aids her movements, flows with her hits, and as she dances in and out of reality she pulls the water within Obito's veins. He chokes, over and over and over, trying to fight two enemies at once, neither tangible, and Rin finishes the fight.
Kaguya kills two of the human children- the yellow one makes his escape before she can catch him.
"He'll be heading to Konoha," Rin tells her, stepping away from Obito's body. "If he can wake up the people there... it'd be annoying for you."
"Noted," Kaguya says. "We will peruse him immediately."
Rin looks up at her like she's the sun and the stars and the rest of the sky all wrapped up together. She looks at Kaguya like she's more than just an invader from the moon. She does not respect Kaguya because she fears her. She loves Kaguya because, for some ineffable reason, she chooses to.
Kaguya will use that.
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Rin looks beautiful when her hands are stained in blood.
The thought surprises Kaguya, for a split second, but she pushes the feeling down, because of course it is beautiful. The blood represents another step taken towards her goals. When she sees the glistening red coat Rin's fists, highlighting every vein and scar, her heart beats faster. Rin turns to Kaguya, thick muscle evident in the motion, and meets her eyes. The mismatched scarlet and brown-
Kaguya turns away, and to her horror, feels a slight blush creeping across her face. The blood is beautiful, and her conquest is beautiful, but... From the corner of her eye, she sees Rin's face crinkle happily, and she has a sudden urge to grab it.
"Are you done?" Kaguya says, doing her best to swallow the... sudden realizations she has made.
"He doesn't have any blood left to bleed," Rin says, grinning like a shark.
"Good," Kaguya says. "Good."
Rin rolls her shoulders, and then lets her sharingan fade back to its base state. Kaguya cannot help but record every detail of the half-shrug to her perfect memory. All of a sudden, she is as enraptured with Rin as Rin is with her. Well- not suddenly. The more Kaguya reflects over the past weeks she has spent with her, the more she realizes that this affection has been building for a very, very long time.
"...you love me," Kaguya says, just as Rin is turning to leave, to hunt down the next of the scant individuals who managed to escape the infinite tsukuyomi. Her voice does not echo over the land like it usually does. She cannot bare to let it. The moment is too intimate to be used for intimidation.
"I do," Rin says. Her eyes search Kaguya's face.
"And I believe that I have come to love you," Kaguya whispers.
"Well, of course," Rin says, like she knew this would happen from the very moment she laid eyes on Kaguya. "I am the moth to your moon."
"My moth..." Kaguya says.
Rin tenderly moves to her, embraces her, and their lips meet, and-
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Kaguya glances at her moth. Rin is holding her head high, eyes alight with the reflection of distant fire.
Rin stares and stares and stares, her eyes empty behind the carnage. Sometimes, Kaguya wonders if there is anything behind Rin's easy air of romance and violence.
All they have left is quiet moments together. The world has burned and bled, and she and her moth sit atop the ashes of it all, together.
In these quiet moments, Kaguya has come to appreciate how empty Rin is. She wears a mask of a moth, and Kaguya doesn't think she even knows who she is underneath the mask.
Oddly, Kaguya finds herself drawn to the Rin she has not seen. She wants to gently peel the masks off until she finds the wraith of Rin who doesn't pretend to be anyone. It's an odd feeling, but not more unfamiliar than any of the attraction Kaguya has been experiencing lately.
Rin turns to Kaguya, and something slides over her eyes, and her face sharpens into something hard and beautiful- like carved, painted wood, she smiles. That's beautiful, too, but there's something intrinsically wrong with it. Kaguya almost likes the blank stares better.
"Does something trouble you, my moon?" Rin asks softly.
The pet name sends shivers up Kaguya's spine. "...nothing that needs to be addressed now."
Rin raises an eyebrow, but Kaguya shakes her head gently. "We have all the time in the world, now. Let's just watch the fields burn, for now."
Rin relaxes, and the mask comes off, and Kaguya stares at every curve of her impassive face, her hooded eyes, and slightly parted lips, and burns it into her perfect memory.
#au of an au where rin and kaguya win and its just the two of them. forevvvver#in a world full of sleeping and then dead people. lol.#also i dont know what happens in boruto dont tell me. unless rin shows up. i need to be notified of my girls appearances.#as always kaguya pov of the kagurin pipeline goes#1- “haha wow this guys in love with me thats so weird. well whatever i'll just use her.”#2- “ohhh haha she's kind cute. messed up but in a hot way. ummmm maybe we should kiss a little about it.”#3- “wow i think i actually love her thats so weird. also i think there is something deeply wrong with her on a fundamental level.”#which is just. SO FUNNY. meanwhile rin is on a constant “well i love space adn she's from space so i must love her”#and then bases her undying loyalty on that. girl your unresolved childhood identity issues are showing#nohara rin#naruto shippuden#kagurin#tw violence#sorry its just the dynamic of kaguya murdering the entire world and then turning to rin and going “are you empty inside :C”#“how can i teach you to be a person. i want you to be happy like im happy.”#healing arc time boys!!!! dont worry about the corpses those are just. they're not the thing thats wrong#horrific! unrelated to 90% of rins issues#EVERYONE GIVE IT UP FOR INCREDIBLY EVIL YURI!!!!
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1, 6 and 16?
.1. fave book?
MEAN why did you ask me that when it was one of the options, hard question. My default answer is Aron Ralston's autobiography, Between a Rock and a Hard Place (what the movie 127 Hours is based on). I've read it quite a few times and Twin gave me a signed copy for Christmas one year. Idk, reading about a man's mental and physical survival journey to cutting off his own arm (and all his adventures before this moment) hits me in the right spot. Books I've read recently, as I'm getting back into the whole reading thing, I supremely enjoyed Six of Crows and The Goblin Emperor.
6. fave trope?
Another hard one. For this I'll say... main character denying that they're Special as they figure out they're Special. I'm listening to The Way of Kings at work and the few chapters it took for Kal to realize something was up, making excuses for why x or y happened, was delightful.
16. fave day?
Fan of Thursdays. Something about it being over the hump of the week, get to look forward to the fact that tomorrow is Friday and then the weekend. It's nice.
faves ask game
#i appreciated the goblin emperor for how straight forward it was#loved the main character and you were absolutely rewarded as a reader for paying attention and predicting things#and then obviously six of crows - kaz is a blorbo and that heist is french chef's kiss#this is now just books i enjoyed and gideon and harrow the ninths both get mentions here#gideon was just a great ride and then harrow had the *best* twist. the pov reveal i had to pause and walk around for a minute#it was So Good#and i've been enjoying Way of Kings!#my friend sent me the audio book because she and another friend are obsessed with it#so i report to them as i get to different parts and have thoughts about what's happening#fun for everyone#kaladin has the worst fucking time guy can't catch a fucking break#i have a whole prediction for where he ends up but i dont know the pacing of this series for what happens when in what book#or even what the necessary overarching plot is of the entire series#the war obviously and uniting the kingdom i suppose - and the return of the knights radiant and the implications of that#but again idk the pacing of it - i'm almost done with book 1 and Kal is still having a terrible time with bridge four#and my prediction is that he's obvi gotta get out of there and end up in a place of prominence in the army#probably with dalinar because he's not a sack of dicks - and get a shard blade#(even though he doesn't want one I know - so it has More Implications when he does accept one)#my pet theory is he gets Dal's#but - again - first he has to get out of being a bridgeman#which assume will be a terrible time for him yet again and all his fellow bridgemen will die on their escape attempt#ah fuck and then however Shallan fits the fuck into all of this what is she even doing#any way if anyone else has read way of kings/stormlight archives enjoy my probably very wrong predictions#please do not spoil it for me i'm having a great time listening and guessing#ANYWAY thank you for the ask lizzie lol#ask game response#ask response
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honestly can we consider the circumstances surrounding Vickie returning fast times at ridgemond high with it paused on boobs?
So maybe she watched it and then went back to pause on that frame to stare at it. Questioning teen girl in the 80s it makes sense.
But then how did she not think to rewind before returning it that way? She has to know her peers work there and they'll be the ones to see it when they're doing rewinds?
Maybe it was like, she had it up and then oops her dad or boyfriend or someone shows up. Quickly! Take it out of the VHR before he sees! And then she forgot to rewind it before returning it. Or like, someone was doing her a favor and returned it for her before she could.
These passing details about Vicky make her low-key mysterious but I don't think it'll take us anywhere in canon (we don't have time for that anyway). She doesn't like, come across as mysterious but our collection of knowledge about her is interesting.
I kinda wanna characterize her as insecure and like, that's why she kind of tries to emulate molly ringwald lol. And that kind of gives some depth to the whole pausing on boobs thing. Just see her alone like struggling with these feelings (maybe for Robin!) and trying to test her own sexuality by staring at boobs lol. That makes the whole exchange in The War Zone more interesting too! Like she's struggling with her sexuality, specifically her feelings for Robin, and then suddenly Robin sees her being kissed by her boyfriend and she's like caught between these two worlds. The world with her boyfriend being kinda like, the familiar but increasingly unfitting, and the world of Robin being increasingly appealing yet scary and maybe even lonely (bc she only thinks her feelings are her own). But it doesn't feel lonely when she's actually With Robin! It feels all wrong, however, having those two worlds cross. They're not meant to. It's like even robin somehow knows since she runs away.
Also maybe Vickie's tendency to mimic out of an insecure sense of self is why in her nervous state she kind of emulates Robin.
Also don't get me started on her being casually in the War Zone? So much to unpack there. Is her boyfriend a big gun guy? She seemed pretty at home there lol enjoying herself. I forget if she was looking at something specific. Maybe someone in her family used to take her camping or taught her archery or something and she was Reminiscing while waiting for her bf to pick up whatever he needed. What did he need? Honestly who knows. I would say maybe he wanted to buy a gun bc recent events made him want to protect himself/Vickie, but she seemed so casual and chill it just wouldn't be fitting for that kind of shopping trip. I know the duffers like to play fast and loose with tone and the gravity of situations but I don't have to.
#I kinda feel like Vickie in fanfic is just there#Which is understandable#Even in rockie fics I don't feel like she always has much depth?#Which is interestingly how I feel about Chrissy in fics a lot too#Similarly just like#Boring#Not always#I think that's a big reason I tend to enjoy reading romance more than Robin x Chrissy#Bc Nancy is already a complex character#I do like some fics with Chrissy in them though#Kas!Chrissy by fastcardotmp3 is one of my fav fanfic series. Period.#Also I realize I've been using Vicky and Vickie interchangeably#I realized halfway through writing that I was writing Vicky with a y and didnt want to go back and change all the spellings#Also I do still feel like that scene with Robin watching wistfully at them kissing was off#Probably harsh but I think part of it was I wasn't convinced by Maya's acting in tht moment?#Can't necessarily blame her bc I wasnt convinced by the scenario itself#She sees a girl she likes who she knows has a boyfriend getting kissed by said boyfriend and is genuinely so heartbroken she has to run awa#I guess I don't buy it#Anyways. Maybe I'll write a little Vickie POV fic. Lil character study#All the fics I wanna write are like#Vickie character study#Eden character study#Argyle character study#Bunch of rarepairs#And then self insert fics djsjsbsn#Just fully me. I'd say you and yn but it's me. I'm picturing me specifically
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sharing a kiss in a heavy downpour of rain . Fuck it Judy n yubari too ep
KISS & TELL | @fanaticist's judy gets smooched by yubari!
this is a companion piece to this lovely post. ❤
he finds himself soaked in memories that morning.
he's told that as a deity, his long life will mean certain memories will fade, that the impression of certain humans will be lost to time, but yubari finds that statement to be false. if it were true, then he wouldn't think of judy each time he stepped into a bakery or every time he smelled fresh bread. if it were true, then he wouldn't be able to imagine judy's face, her voice, her smell -- even the way her hair felt between his fingers -- as if he'd only seen her moments ago. if it were true, his heart would not ache like this.
it's been 250 years, 7 months, and 8 days. it's a little sad, perhaps, that he hasn't let her go yet, that he still keeps count, but yubari has never been good at letting go. his advisers tell him it's his one fault ( as if there aren't others ).
rain pours overhead as a result of yubari's reminiscing. it brings back memories of a day he wishes he could forget, feelings that swirl inside his chest until he feels as if his chest were hollowed out ( she's gone, and with her, so is warmth; light; joy ). now, brooding in a crowd of people who are none the wiser as they rush through the rain, he does feel ridiculous, pathetic. 250 years, and still he is so heartbroken, and what for? why is he suffering alone like this?
yubari steps out of his favorite bakery no less sullen than when he entered, not even bothering with his umbrella and tilting his head up towards the sky. the good thing about rain? no one can tell if you're crying.
ocean-colored eyes slide open and meet a wide, green gaze that he could never forget. his heart stumbles and stops before jumping, leaping; yubari's lips part, whisper the name that's rested on his tongue for the last few hundred years; and she bounds toward him, umbrella falling forgotten as judy launches herself into his arms.
he doesn't believe in miracles -- at least, he doesn't believe they can happen for him. he creates them for humans so they might not suffer, but who would ever create a miracle for a god? yet this must be a miracle, a blessing. maybe it's his father's doing, or maybe amaterasu herself took pity on him. he doesn't care who did it. he prays and praises to whoever is listening and clutches judy close, shoulders shaking and lips pressing against the crown of her head.
thank you. her hands cup his jaw, and her eyes shine as they roam across his face. yubari leans into judy's touch. thank you. she calls him beautiful, tears mixing in with the rain, and yubari pulls her close again. he kisses at her cheeks, her rosy nose, and then her lips. thank you. he tastes salt, though he can't be sure if it's from him or judy. he doesn't care. thank you. he kisses her again, swallows her sobs until she quiets -- until the world quiets, allowing them a moment of peace and contentment as yubari pulls away to nuzzle judy's cheek. thank you.
" i'll never leave your side again, " yubari murmurs, gazing into judy's red-rimmed eyes. he wipes away a stray tear from her cheek and leans forward to press his forehead to hers. " i promise you. "
that morning, he finds himself soaked in memories; that afternoon, he finds himself bathed in sunlight.
#fanaticist#i had to take my time to get the inspiration and vibe just right bc my gosh i had to write yubari's pov and ofc he's gonna#kiss judy right on the mouth after all this time!!!! a kiss in the rain that leads to a bright sunny day bc how can he be sad now!!!#she's alive and she's in his arms!!!! AHHHHHH#I CARE THEM SO MUCH AND JUST!!!!! WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY SAZ ;;;;;;A;;;;;;#interactions | yubari
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#this is us#Jenna rambles#pov you decided to just go with the flow and ship whatever the show wanted you to ship and then you got attached and then the writers pulled#back the curtain and Sophie’s back they killed off Miguel and Toby’s personality is reduced to a coping mechanism#I’m not mad I’m just sad bc I got attached#also Jack is still dead and Rebecca is dying and I knew this would end sometime but damn#Beth is a trouper#I know she misses the text chain too#Beth Pearson#like Sophie is great and that bit where they do impressions is chefs kiss#and like I get it okay#Philip is more aligned with who Kate is now#I just#ahhh#feels bad man
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Y'know, there's this gripe I've had for years that really frustrates me, and it has to do with Love, Simon and people joking about it and calling it too-pg and designed-for-straight-people and all the like. (A similar thing has happened to Heartstopper, but that's another conversation.)
I saw Love, Simon in theaters when it came out my senior year in high school. I saw it three times, once with my friends/parents on opening night, once with my brother over spring break, and once with my grandparents.
On opening night, the air in the room was electric. It was palpable. Half the heads in there were dyed various colors. Queer kids were holding hands. We were all crying and laughing and cheering as a group. My friends grabbed my hands at the part where Simon was outed and didn't let go until his parents were saying that they accepted him. My friend came out to me as non-binary. Another person in our group admitted that she had feelings for girls. It was incredible. I left shaking. This was the first mainstream queer romance movie that had ever been produced by one of the main five studios, and I know that sounds like another "first queer character from Disney" bit but you have to understand that even in 2018 this was groundbreaking. Getting to have a sweet queer rom-com where the main character was told that he got "to breathe now" after coming out meant so much to me and my friends.
But also, from a designed-for-straight-people POV (which, to be frank, it was written by a bisexual author and directed by a gay man, this was not designed for straight audiences), why is it a bad thing that it appealed to the widest possible audience? That it could make my parents and grandparents see things in a new light? My stepdad wasn't at all interested in rom-coms but he saw it with me because it was something I cared about and he hugged me when we came out of the theater. My very Catholic grandparents watched it with me and though my grandpa said he still didn't quite understand the whole 'gay thing,' all he wanted was for me to be happy and to have a happy ending like Simon did. My Nana actually cried when Simon came out and squeeze my hand when his mother told him he could breathe.
And when Martin blackmailed Simon, my mom, badass ally that she is, literally hissed "Dropkick him. Dropkick him in the balls" leading to multiple queer kids in the audience to laugh or smile. Having my parents there- the only parents, by the way, out of my group of queer and questioning friends- made multiple people realize that supportive adults were out there. That parents like those in Love, Simon do exist in real life.
When people complain about Heartstopper not being realistic or Love, Simon being too cutesy, I remember seeing Love, Simon on opening night. I remember my friend coming out and my stepdad hugging me and my mom defending us through this character. I remember the cheers that went through the audience when Bram and Simon kissed and the chatter in the foyer after the movie was over and the way that this movie made me understand that happy endings do exist.
Queer kids need happy endings. Straight people need entry points to becoming allies. Both of these things can come together in beautiful ways. They can find out about more queer culture later, but for now, let them have this. Let them all have a glimpse at a better, happier world. Let them have queer joy.
#love simon#simon vs thsa#simon spier#spierfeld#bram greenfeld#my experiences#meta#the importance of queer joy#heartstopper#becky albertalli#my mom also watched rwrb with me last year when it premiered#and let me tell you that was interesting sitting in the room with her for an r-rated romance movie like that
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CARBON COPY | Miguel O'Hara
☆ premise: trying to find miles morales in earth-42, he encounters you. or at least, a version of you.
☆ pairing: miguel o'hara x fem!alt universe!reader
☆ warnings: across the spiderverse spoilers, pregnant!reader, clueless!reader, angst, hurt no comfort, miguel's pov, some swearing
☆ a/n: oh my god. across the spiderverse is literally a masterpiece. into the spiderverse already is, but the spiderverse team said, "we can do better." they didn't have to, but they did.
"Do you really think this is a good idea?" Jessica asked through the commlink. "This is risky, even by your standards."
"It doesn't matter. The quicker we find Miles, the quicker we get out of here." Miguel muttered into his earpiece as he walked through the busy streets of Earth-42's New York.
"Yes, but blending in? For all we know, a version of us exists here."
"Which is why you need to stop talking and start looking, Jess." Miguel hissed a little too loud, earning looks from a few passerbys. He winced. Jessica had a point. If a version of them did exist in this universe, it would be best not to bring attention to themselves.
"Miguel!"
And... that was now thrown out of the window. Cursing under his breath, he turned around reluctantly to face the person who called him—only to find that it was you.
His eyes widened, and his lips parted at the sight of you. Never in a million years did he expect to see her again. But here you were, the absolute spitting image of her. Your clothes were exactly the same things she would wear, your hair and makeup done the same way.
Finding different versions of people in different universes was not uncommon. There's literally a society uniting the different universes' own Spider-people, for God's sake. But Miguel didn't expect this. He didn't expect a carbon copy of his dead wife on a universe where Spider-Man did not exist.
He should've said he wasn't Miguel, that you were mistaking him for someone else. Hell, he shouldn't have stopped and turned around in the first place. He didn't know what came over him, but in a second, he had his arms wrapped around your body.
"Miguel, hon, are you okay?" You asked, your voice laced with surprise and concern. You had no clue that the man who was hugging you was not your husband. At least, not your husband in this universe.
Miguel grunted in response, his ability to string words together to form a sentence rendered broken by your presence. He squeezed you tighter. He couldn't believe he was holding you in his arms.
You weren't the same woman he fell in love with. He knows this. But he couldn't help himself. You looked exactly like her. Felt exactly like her. Sounded exactly like her. Shit, you even smelled like her.
"Damn it, Miguel, keep it together! She's not your wife!"
Hearing Jess' voice snapped Miguel out of his stupor. Remembering his mission, why he was there in the first place, he pulled away from you. He didn't want to. He wanted to hold you longer. But he knew that if he did, he wouldn't have been able to stop.
"Honey, what's wrong?" You asked, cupping his face in your hands. God, how he missed feeling the warmth of your palms. "You're acting weird."
"I'm fine, sweetheart." He gave you a small smile, his hands wrapping around yours and his lips pressing a kiss on each of your wrists. "I just missed you, that's all."
You laughed. "What are you talking about? You saw me this morning."
Miguel could only chuckle in an attempt to hide his sadness. What was only hours for you was months for him. "Right. I did."
"Are you sure you're okay, though?" You asked again, eyebrows furrowing and the corners of your lips downturned.
"Don't worry about it, darling. I am."
He wasn't. But you didn't need to know that. You didn't need to know that in another universe, the two of you were married. You didn't need to know that you had a daughter together. You didn't need to know that he loved you and your daughter more than life itself, only for him to lose you both.
"Listen, I have to go. I'm having lunch with a friend. But I'll see you later at Doctor Nguyen's, okay?" You placed your hands on your stomach, a smile forming on your face. "I can't wait to see her again."
Miguel swallowed the lump in his throat before forcing himself to smile. Only now he noticed the bump on your stomach, carrying a different Miguel's Gabriella. "Yeah, me too."
With a kiss goodbye on his cheek, you walked away, blissfully unaware that he was not your Miguel. He watched as you disappeared around the corner, knowing it was the first and last time he was ever going to see you again.
But that didn't matter. He'll find Miles. He'll make sure the canon isn't destroyed. He'll make sure another version of himself wouldn't have to suffer the loss of his family the same way he did. He'll make sure you and your kid were safe.
#˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ doll's fics#miguel ohara#miguel o'hara#spider-man#spiderman#across the spiderverse#across the spiderverse spoilers#miguel ohara x reader#miguel o'hara x reader#spiderman x reader#spider-man x reader#spiderman 2099#spider-man 2099#spiderman 2099 x reader#spider-man 2099 x reader#oscar isaac#oscar isaac x reader
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