#OMG I BEEN PROCRASTINATING SO LONG WITH THIS ONE FOR SOME REASON
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I JUST READ "His Daily Need" AND THE DETAIL OMG- I WAS FIGHTING THE URGE TO REQUEST THIS AND IDK IF UR REQUESTS ARE OPEN FEEL FREE TO IGNORE‼️‼️‼️😋😋😋
tighnari (if u write for him) x reader? where the reader gets stuck in vines w tighnari, and they make out? (optional) until one of the forest watchers/rangers idk what its called catches them?
ALSO U GAINED A NEW FOLLOWER 😋
Forest Vines
Sorry it took long. I couldn't stop procrastinating and the 3.1 livestream didn't help 😅 I wanted to write the optional part but I suddenly felt mortified just thinking about it (2nd-hand embarrassment iasdnisidnsd) so I tweaked it a bit. Hope that's okay?
Also, thank you @itsxenanotsena for helping me write some parts hehe
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One of the rules of being a Forest Ranger is to always be mindful of your surroundings. Tighnari has been drilling this in your head, even before when you weren't even one of them yet. And with the surge of Withering regions popping up, it was inevitable that he'd be adamant for you to do so. Unfortunately for him, you're never one to follow rules.
"Now, be careful. This area was just recently cleared of the Withering yesterday. I don't want you touching anything and then having me to save your butt again. Understood?"
You nodded at Tighnari's words, giving him an innocent smile which he returned with a defeated sigh, thinking that you probably didn't listen to a word he just said. You did listen, but it's just so fun seeing him riled up.
"Well, let's get moving you big lummox."
So why exactly are you two exploring it despite the possible danger? Simply because it's one of your duties. Just because you knew how dangerous it could be, doesn't mean that the others do. The goal was to survey the area, note if it has anything weird, dangerous, or harmful in it, if the place needed to be closed off, and see if there's any unfortunate souls that waltzed in and needs saving. Speaking of weird stuff...
"Hey, Tighnari. Is it normal for vines to move like that?"
"Huh? What are you talking about?"
Turning around, he sees what you mean. A series of hanging vines swaying quite aggressively despite the lack of strong wind passing by. They look quite healthy with how green and thick they are. The urge to touch them swells in you. However, before you could even make a move, you were lead away by the a pair of hands on your shoulders.
"Stay here while I look into it." He says, eyes fixed on the vines. You didn't say a word, more curious at what he'll do than your discovery. You watched as he came closer to it, his ears twitching cutely in curiosity, head tilted as he's inspecting it so thoroughly with his eyes. All is well until you see his hand reach up and touching one, breaking the one rule he gave earlier.
Almost instantly, the vines jumped and wrapped around him, not giving the two of you to react anything other than a yelp, before stringing him up like a piñata.
It was quiet for a moment, the realization still sinking in, before you burst out laughing while Tighnari's face turned red, flustered and embarrassed, with his ears folded back. He then glared at you, though it wasn't effective seeing his current situation.
He tried to free himself, but moving seems to make it tangle him up even more, and for some reason, he couldn't use his dendro vision, as if the vines has the capability of making it useless.
"(Y/n), take me down from here."
"Oh? No please and thank you? And didn't you tell me not to touch anything?"
Despite your words, you drew closer, inspecting the vines, and thinking of how you could help him out. Thankfully, it didn't bring him up too high, just enough that his cute pouty face still reaches yours.
The vines itself didn't have anything to explain why it's like that, but a quick look on your surroundings, you see a Sumeru Rose glowing oh so brightly, an indication that there's a dangerous level of Leyline activity in the area. You lit up, already knowing how to deal with it.
Seeing the recognition in your face, Tighnari tried to look at what you were staring at. Too bad for him, his slight movement caused a vine to get activated and somehow made it to slap him painfully at the back of his head, forcing him to face back.
"Motherfu-"
He bit his lip to stop himself from cursing, eyes going back to you who's obviously enjoying his predicament. You could just let him off but-
"I kinda like seeing you like this." Smiling, you reached up, carefully avoiding touching any of the vines, placing your hands on his cheeks, cradling it gently, drawing little circles with your thumbs. You watch amused as his pupils dilate, before he tried shaking it off, trying to stay focused.
"I know you're kinky, but can you please keep it in the bedroom? We have to-to..."
His words trailed off as he sees your gaze go down towards his lips, his breathe then hitching, tail unconsciously wagging. And the smirk of yours didn't help at all. He knows that he should probably stop you, but his rationality flew away the moment you decided to lean in.
Instinctively, his eyes shut close, enjoying the feeling of your lips capturing his own. You gazed at him with half-lidded eyes, the smirk still on your lips as it molded itself onto Tighnari's. A hand went to caress his cheek once more, coaxing him to relax more, and you closed your eyes, relishing in the moment.
You went to deepen the kiss, taking a step to be a bit closer, unaware of a vine crawling on the ground like a snake. So you didn't just touch it. You stepped on it.
A squeak escapes you as you get strung up by the vines, body crashing into Tighnari's, eliciting a pained groan from him. Everything went into chaos. Up became down, left became right, and the cycle continued. You had to close your eyes, waiting and hoping for everything to stop moving, not wanting the urge of throwing up to win.
When everything finally settled, you decided to open your eyesm only to find yourself face-to-face with Tighnari who looked so done with life. The vines managed to put your bodies so close to each other that your noses are touching, wrapping the both of you together. Though, his right arm was also somewhat free, seeing as he's now using it to bring his hand into pinching your cheek.
"Are you satisfied?"
He pinched your cheek harder when you gave him a nervous chuckle as a response. But he couldn't stay mad at you. couldn't completely blame you. It was mostly his fault that this happened. With your face so close to his, there's only one thing plaguing his mind right now.
Just as you were about to speak, ready to tell him about the thing earlier, his lips met yours.
'Might as well enjoy this.' You thought as you succumb to the sweet sensation, slightly opening your lips when his tongue asked for an invite.
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Collei grew worried and anxious as you and Tighnari haven't gotten back yet nor have any of you sent news about the situation. It's protocol that, after an hour of no contact, a team will be sent out to retrieve them, which now includes her and two others.
To cover more ground, they decided to split up. And luckily, she didn't have to search much. The anxiousness she felt quickly vanished as she was quick to find the two of you, hanging on vines, resting your heads in each other's shoulder with Tighnari playing with your hair.
"Master? (Y/n)? Are you two okay?"
"Ah, Collei!" You greeted her with a smile to which she gave small one back. Tighnari also gave her a quick greeting before giving her instructions on what to do. She chose to ignore how puffy you and her master's lips are, didn't dare ask why you both seem out of breath, already having an inkling idea of what happened. For too many times, she even walked in while in was happening. She unfortunately has grown a bit numbed to it.
"Don't touch any of the vines, unless you want to be stuck here with us. Try using your vision on it. Just don't push yourself too hard if it doesn't work." You shake your head no at his words, making the two of them question why.
"No need for that. I saw a Sumeru Rose glowing brightly earlier. Collei could just activate the Purification device you made to deal with the leyline problem. The vines' weird reaction is most probably from it "
An irked smile was shown in Tighnari's face, his free hand wrapping around your neck, slightly putting pressure in it. If Collei weren't present, you're sure that he'd try choking you, then and there.
"You mean to tell me... that you knew that we could 've gone out of here an hour ago yet you chose to get and stay stuck just cause?"
"Oh, hush! You didn't once let me speak, and you enjoyed every second of it too." Collei could only giggle before turning around to do what you told her. It was quick and easy set up. And thankfully, it was as you said.
At long last, you and Tighnari are free from the confines of the vines, and you gave Collei a soft pat on the back as a way to say 'great job!'. She started heading towards the village to report to the other rangers what had happened and you were about to follow when Tighnari grabbed you by the wrist and yanked it.
You felt another hand covering your mouth, and warm breathing on your ear. "Prepare yourself when we get back. I think someone deserves a little punishment for what they did." Tighnari whispered oh so seductively, making you shiver.
He let you go and sent you a satisfied smirk before catching up to Collei to discuss about what happened in the village while he was gone. You were left blushing and flustered, both shocked and excited for Tighnari's 'punishment' for you.
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15 questions for 15 mutuals
I was tagged by @simolemons, @satellite-sims, and @spaceapples98. Omg I feel so lovedddd 🥺🥺🥺🥺 thank you!
Are you named after anyone? Yep! I'm named after Laura Ingalls-Wilder, the writer of the Little House on the Prairie books. My mom was obsessed with the books and the 70s TV show for some ungodly reason. Fun fact, I hate LHotP with every fiber of my being. I'm fine with my name though.
When was the last time you cried? Oh God, it's been a turbulent few weeks. Pick a time, I've probably cried. 🙈
Do you have kids? No. Wait, let me rephrase that. GOD NO!!!!
Do you use sarcasm a lot? I feel like this question is a trap. I want to speak to my lawyer.
What sports do you play/have you played? I am not a sports person. I guess I have dabbled in the sweaty arts for fun every so often when I've lost my mind, but I've never really played on a team or a in a league or understood most sports on a basic level. Is the Sims a sport?
What’s the first thing you notice about other people? Probably their voice and their tone and the way they ask me what I'm doing in their house.
Scary movies or happy endings? It really depends on what is meant by "scary movies" because I don't do gore at all. Like Saw and shit? Absolutely not. Absolutely. not. But I do like suspenseful supernatural horror movies as long as there isn't much gore involved. I think I prefer movies with happy endings given a choice between only these two but I wouldn't say no to a good old fashioned bittersweet ending.
Any special talents? I can whistle really well. I practice a lot when I'm alone. I don't whistle for other people often because, funnily enough, despite your skill level, people find it incredibly annoying. Actually maybe being annoying is my special talent? 🤷♀️ Also I can do this thing where I can vibrate my right face cheek (I have to specify for you freaks) and make a sound like a horse. It's only the right face cheek, not the left. I don't know why.
Where were you born? Virginia! We didn't live there long after I was born so I don't really remember it but I've also lived in North Carolina, Georgia, and South Carolina. Southern through and through!
What are your hobbies? Sims, writing, writing for my Sims, Sim-themed writing, procrastinating writing Sims stories, miscellaneous video games, crafts, complaining, jewelry making (I'm not good at it, don't get excited), researching cults, and fashion doll collecting.
Do you have any pets? Sadly, no. It's kind of a struggle taking care of one person on my income but I'm hoping to save enough to where I can get a kitty or two and be reasonably comfortable with vet bills. I really, really, really love cats. I'm an orphaned cat lady at the moment.
How tall are you? 5'2" (roughly 159 cm). Smol, but not too smol, right at shin-kicking height.
Fave subject in school? English. Honestly liking any subject in school was a struggle because I was homeschooled and my mother is The Worst™ but English and Vocabulary and Creative Writing were my jam despite her best efforts.
Dream job? Are we talking realistic dreams or unrealistic-obviously-never-going-to-happen-but-I-like-to-fantasize dreams? If it's the former, I'd like to be an editor. If it's the latter, I'd like to be a professional kitten-cuddler.
Eye colour? Light green, bordering on light blue, but still obviously green if you look close. Kind of sea green, I guess. I've always struggled to describe my eye color and other people do, too. It's weirdly in between green and blue. If I were to remove my glasses and stare at you like 👁👁 you could very clearly see they're green, but otherwise, with my glasses on just looking at me like a normal person, you would be forgiven for thinking they're light blue. I'm not trying to be ✨unique✨ or anything; this is just what happens when your mom has blue eyes and your dad has hazel eyes and genetics just gives the fuck up.
I think most people have done this tag while I'm on semi-hiatus but let's just throw some names out there and see what sticks. 😈 @happy-lemon @monets-pixels @hurricanesims @moyokeansimblr @oasislandingresident @hazely-sims @treason-and-plot @ts3strayastray @miss-may-i @ktarsims @sharssims @amphoraeus @brannewjoint @autonomousllama @nocturnalazure
#not sims related#tangentially sims related#just simblr things#ask meme#ask game#tag games#thank you for tagging me#uwu#i love you guys sm
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Panicking-over-almost-nothing Demand Avoidance
Funny ADHD story
Last week, I made the mistake of volunteering for a sleep study at my old college. They pay well, I wanted to help, and maybe I’d learn something about my sleep.
I got an email a few days ago saying "here are some times you could come in," none of which are possible, and forgot to follow up.
I got another email from their lab this morning. Haven't even opened it yet, but as soon as I saw it I started panicking. OMG SOMEONE WANTS SOMETHING FROM ME AND I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING FOR SOMEONE ELSE WHAT IF I FAIL OH NO.
(My hell brain believes that Making Other People Happy is safety).
Knowledge of that email has been hanging over my head distracting me and filling me with That Feeling of Foreboding ever since. Which is inconvenient, as I have an Important Errand to prepare for this morning.
I'm reminding my hell brain that
a) I signed up for this; I don't *have* to do anything,
b) an email is not inherently dangerous,
c) whether I succeed or fail, having someone else expect something from me isn't going to kill me.
My hell brain, unimpressed, continues flooding my body with anxiety.
The Pattern of Demand Avoidance
I’m reminded of that awful term “pathological demand avoidance” (seriously, who thought it would be a good idea to use a term that abbreviates to PDA?). It was coined to describe people, especially kids, who continually refuse to do things that others expect from them. For years, the only time I came across the term was in reference to “misbehaving” kids. The label sounds willfully defiant, and is inherently pejorative (I mean, it has the word “pathological” in it).
Unfortunately, it also fits my situation surprisingly well. I’m terrified of anyone wanting anything from me, even just answering an email.
I put off answering emails for exactly this reason, then feel guilty for being late to reply, and the cycle continues, potentially ad infinitum/until it’s been so long that it feels too late to reply, and I eventually let myself forget about it and let it go, in favor of worrying about new emails.
It’s not just emails, though; those are just an example of how innocuous my panic triggers can be.
Right now, I procrastinate on all manner of tasks related to getting involved in activities, making friends, and dating. I literally avoid reaching out to people I want to interact with, because What If They Expect Me to Contact Them Back (And Know What to Say, And Have It Not be Awkward) In a Reasonable Amount of Time.
I spend far more time procrastinating on such tasks than it would take to actually do them.
Don’t even get me started on the yearly months-long mental tug of war over thank you notes that I went through as a teenager. Or the time I almost didn’t graduate high school because I was stuck on some paperwork and procrastinated down to the wire.
Freaking out over an email about something I literally volunteered to do, however, is a new low.
It’s no surprise that I have so little faith in myself right now. I’ve hit the wall three times now, with real consequences for my life. What if it happens again?
I don’t trust my brain enough to want to commit to anything. What if I do it wrong? What if I do it late? What if I don’t do it at all?
And it’s become such a habit that I am avoiding doing something I literally cannot fail, except by avoiding it. Sigh.
Reexamining My Procrastination
As someone on Tumblr put it, people with ADHD go through a mental tug of war. One part of you insists “Do the thing” while another, usually stronger, part protests, “No.” Not surprisingly, it makes it hard to get started on things. If you can break through that tug of war, you’re exhausted before you even start.
I’m now considering the possibility that this deep fear of failing is probably a reason for it.
I’ve often wondered why I procrastinate so much on trivial things whose negative sensory properties I can ameliorate (like doing the dishes). The habit of fear and avoidance is probably part of it.
But also, I might just be afraid of failing myself. After all, other people aren’t the only ones who have expectations.
TL;DR
If you see someone of any age avoiding everything others want them to do, however innocuous, consider that it may not be defiance. They might just be terrified.
10/24/22
#my life#actually adhd#actually neurodivergent#adhd problems#adhd adult#adult adhd#procrastination#anxiety#social anxiety#executive dysfunction#executive functioning#brain fails#hell brain#demand avoidance#neurodivergence#neurodiversity#adhd#fight or flight#habits#inertia
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yoooo omg i didn't know you're into lotr!! not to go on a thousand tangents but it's also one of my fav media properties, are you a movie or book person or both? are you into any of the supplemental books like silmarillion, beren and lúthien, etc? fav characters or plotlines/moments? :0
HA! It seems we're once again bonding over our shared feral love over media, Aqua. Get out of my brain (joking, this is extremely cool to me!!!)
You have no idea the ancient can of peas worms you just opened. To say I love LOTR is an understatement lmao. Also, I can't help but go off a million tangents and write Way Too Much, so I feel you, really. Let's get to it then (this is so loooooong i apologise) 🧝♀️
Movie or Book Person?
Both! Although I have to confess, it has been many years since I've read the books. I've been meaning to re-read them, and for some reason I have been noticing a spike in LOTR content on my dash, so I guess I kinda really have to now! I absolutely ADORE the movies (yes, even The Hobbit trilogy with it's unnecessary plotlines -> looking at you elves and that weird romance. Everyone did such a great job! Also, Thranduill, my beloved elf daddy, and Sauron, you sexy evil dragon), and have re-watched them an ungodly number of times.
They are beautiful, iconic, and just so comforting. AND THE SOUNDTRACK AAAA. I still get chills hearing Pippin sing "The Edge of Night" while Denethor destroys that tomato. It's such a beautiful, chilling, and poignant tone shift and portrayal of Pippins loss of innocence due to the cruelty of the world, and the realities of war.
Supplemental content?
Not yet! I have read The Hobbit a long time ago, and I really want to read The Silm. I tend to procrastinate a lot, but I want to get them done during this next year! I have yet to watch Rings of Power as well. Speaking of Silmarillion, may I nudge you in the direction of @summeringminor? I have only recently discovered their account, and they make BEAUTIFUL Silm fanart, among others. I can't recommend them enough!
(oh, if you're into asmr and/or audio books, I'm leaving here these links of Cavern, a guy on youtube who read Chapter 1 and Chapter 2 of The Hobbit, in sort of a soft-spoken, cozy tone. He does all the voices and accents - his voice is so so beautiful and warm to hear! Also he's cute lol. He has done some other soft-spoken reading as well, like E. A . Poe! I find it super calming and relaxing 😚)
Fav Characters/Moments/Plotlines?
Samwise Gamgee my beloved 💙🥔
If I'm being honest, I can't really say I have A Favourite. The 4 Hobbits are just!! my babies. Legolas is SO COOL (also Orlando Bloom has 100% influenced my view of him, sorry). My girlies Éowyn and Galadriel, Gandalf my beloved. I just love them all hehe.
This may be a bit of a cop-out answer, but rather than a favourite plotline, I am just so so in love with the underlying themes. Some of my favs:
-> All the different types of friendship and love portrayed:
Sam and Frodo - how they rely on each other, and have genuine pure love for one another, and constantly acknowledge it! The whole Samwise The Brave scene, and of course the Mountain of Doom climb 😭😭 | Gimli and Legolas - how despite of centuries of prejudice and hatred between Hobbits and Elves, they form a beautiful bond and fight side by side as friends!!! | Aragorn and Arwen "I would rather share one lifetime with you than face all the ages of this world alone" | Boromir and Aragorn - how Aragorn cares and honours him to the very end, and never blames him for being corrupted by the ring, "my captain my king" | MERYY AND PIPPIN MY MOST BELOVEDS | the general friendship and self-sacrifice displayed by the fellowship for Frodo and the other hobbits throughout the whole journey
-> The parallels with war and its ugliness; The effects of the corruption by the ring and how different characters react to it:
The last scene when the 4 of them return to The Shire. The movies and books differ a lot, but both are incredible portrayals of how war is never quite over; how it changes you forever; how your home changes as well | Again, that scene with Pippin in the Gondor court in contrast with Sam's speech "There is some good in this world, Mr. Frodo" from the Two Towers. I just !!! yeah | How Saruman gave in to fear and power vs Gandalf and Aragorn who refused power in fear of being corrupted | How Smeagol was shown no compassion for his condition, for which he had very little control of, aside from Frodo, who understood exactly how the Ring operated and was afraid of facing the same fate
-> All the gender/stereotype subversions
Éowyn my beloved!!! How determined she was to prove she was as capable as any man, and SERVED | Galadriel and her immense power and presence | How no one had faith in 4 little Hobbits, and yet they were the ones who saved them all and changed the world forever - "My friends, you bow to no one" (i am tearing up as I write this) | How Radagast was mocked and cast aside, treated as lesser, ONLY TO BE RIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING!!! ; and how him and Gandalf, "lesser/minor wizards" turned out to be LIKE THAT in comparison to Saruman | the huge pressure put on Frodo, a little halfling, to go and do the most difficult task of all - something something the true heroes were the outcasts and how wonderful it was to see those who had actual power and means to aid them and put their faith in them
-> Anytime Merry and Pippin interact or make an appearance; LEMBAS; Po-tay-toes
There is A LOT MORE but I'm stopping myself here. I just adore LOTR so so much. Me and my friends are huge fans of the series, and it was one of the earliest thing we bonded over when we met, so it has an extra special meaning to me 💙💫
#sorry for taking this long - i wanted to make this as complete as possible!!#feel free to drop by and send me aaallll of your thoughts on lotr!!! it's one of my fav things ever!!!#lotr#lord of the rings#darya answers
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ok midday UPDATE here are some Good Things:
faculty retreat was fun albeit full of Characters lol. they are such a funny species of human. i was telling macky some of them behave like they are simultaneously the most important people in the world AND the most oppressed... like deposed royalty or something. but i learned a lot about our first-year programming and got to meet some interesting people. plus my table had just finished a summer discussion group exploring the idea of implementing specifications grading in their courses and i was like omg i did specs grading and i loved it!! and then they had lots of questions about how it worked in my classrooms which was fun and made me feel briefly like A Teacher again lol
i don't like it when people act like i'm a total nobody until i say something smart & then it's as if i suddenly materialized in their field of vision and they're like oh wait who are you. i hope i never make people feel that way no matter how Important i think i am!!!! but i have to admit there's something satisfying about the challenge of being like "ohhh got it ok this person is clearly telegraphing that they don't consider me worth paying attention to in the slightest. i bet i can convince them i am and i bet i can do it not by monologuing about myself but by practicing the kind of active listening everyone in this room is starved for & asking really thoughtful questions & making connections to things they'd shared earlier that they thought no one was listening to. i bet i can make them feel Heard." and i did that with two people today lol they barely gave me the time of day for the first hour or so but by the end they were both like let's get coffee and keep talking about this why don't you come to my class this quarter why don't you come to this meeting my group is having. like i get ittttt sometimes you don't want to engage with a rando and it's not personal lol but it is still satisfying to be like ok i won you over and therefore i win. liz says not everything has to be framed as a competition but it does make life into a more interesting game.
i am wearing my new black jeans from everlane and every time i catch my reflection the mirror i'm like DAMN girl you look good. gosh they are just soooo flattering and so much more comfortable than skinny jeans. plus i feel like you can dress black jeans up a bit with a work top so i still feel Professional. also my new slip-on sneakers from old navy arrived today and i feel like they are gonna be the perfect way to wear comfy shoes at work but not look quite as casual as my white sneakers do. tbd but i have high hopes
i cleared a bunch of emails off my to-do list! this was virtuous procrastination as i am avoiding finishing the PPT for thurs lol but i think i can probably get the PPT done tonight in under 15-20 min if i just do a burst of work before bed. so i am freeing myself from having to do it RIGHT NOW at work.
it's beautiful out.... fall is so beautiful here.... gosh it's so nice and i think i am going to go home a bit early & walk the dogs since i worked late last night and will do some more work tonight too
my hypercompetent coworker is probably leaving sigh but my other hypercompetent coworker is staying and today she was like i got asked to serve on this board and i could definitely do it but i think you should do it for XYZ reasons, and that was nice. i mean i know it is added work and i'm sure she's glad to be out of it but i feel like there have been a few times where she's gone out of her way to be like "this opportunity is going to be good exposure for you/a good way to meet people/a good way to show people what you can do" and i really appreciate that. everyone else has been here so long and i am still so new both to the institution and to this level of role! and i can figure some stuff out on my own i know it's a learning curve but i really appreciate it when people are like hey i think doing this thing would be good for your career/work. my [redacted] just cannot provide any useful guidance at all so it can really feel sometimes like i'm on my own. but i'm not!!
i know i probably literally can't be pregnant yet as implantation doesn't happen until day 6ish and it's only day 5 and anything i feel could still be side effects from the hcg shot. but i have just had little cramps and twinges all day. i hope i hope i hope i hope i hope i hope i hope i hope i hope i hope i am trying to live in the light of hope and not in despair!!! clean hope clean pain!!!! can she do it!!!
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❥ Bangchan as your boyfriend
I'm back! (For how long will it be? *insert Kevin's voice here* Nobody knows~)
Today we are having as a guest (??) our favorite parental figure(?), Mr. Bangchan. The thing is, I have this friend who absolutely loves him (hi, sweetie, ily) and we end up talking a lot about this man, it doesn't matter what was the actual topic of the conversation, there will always be at least five (because he's fOive) times we say his name at random sentences that have nothing to do with the rest of the things we were talking about. (Wow, that was a hell of a sentence, watch me not being able to talk/write properly.)
I don't think that gave too much context (probably zero), but what I tried to say back there is that we have this habit of putting him in random scenes. The most used by both of us is the boyfriend one, so I had the need to make this.
This won't be good enough but, let's begin!
Ok, so, this man has a lot of archives and documents of unfinished projects on his laptop ("Like, mate, stop procrastinating." doesn't apply to him, apparently)... Being mostly songs about his feelings towards you.
It doesn't matter whether they are from before or after your relationship, or if they are good or bad feelings.
It's like a secret journal for him, his free therapy whenever he needs to sort out his tangled thoughts. He doesn't let the members know about their existence, and if they irrupt in the studio while he's recording, editing or playing any of them he would panic a lot.
Like the thing a lot of kids/teens do when their parents appear while they are doing/watching something they shouldn't on the computer and switch the tab or whatever.
Yeah, the other "tab" would most likely be something Felix-related (from fancams to edits made by Stay), "nice gifts to a x year old sister" ; "how to deal with noisy kids" ; "will i die from drinking too much coffee?" ; "how many sleep hours does an adult need?" ; "why are teens so weird these days?" google searchs or (for some reason) a JYP song.
If you are sitting on his lap, I can imagine him randomly playing with your hair, your ears/earrings or the strings of your jacket/hoodie.
He loves when you stay at the studio while he's working, even if you are quiet, you give him a lot of energy from the moment you open the door. He loves even more to have you sitting on his lap, this way he can give you quick glances and make sure you are okay.
What if you fall asleep? He would stop everything for a moment just to appreciate you for a while, with a sweet smile and heart-eyes. I can see him patting your hair gently enough to not wake you up and giving you a tiny little kiss on the forehead right after. His heart cannot take it anymore, you're too precious for (t)his world.
I don't see him being very into pda, maybe holding hands or giving each other kisses on the cheek/forehead, sometimes actual kisses on the lips.
But in private, omg, this man loves to kiss you at very random times, going from "cute and soft kisses" to "breathtaking and passionate kisses".
He would touch your lips because "They are soft." in the most innocent way, but after a few minutes this would lead somehow to a whole make out session.
Keeping this duality in mind, i see him being the type to bite your lips after a kiss, but also the type to kiss your forehead sweetly whenever he can.
I can imagine him pinning you against the wall, bitting his lip in a seductive way, just to get all shy a few seconds after doing that, letting you go while he covers his - now blushing - face.
He's 100% the type of person that takes care of you whenever you stay up past your usual bedtime and scolds you for messing up your sleep schedule even if he usually does it too.
Has this habit of putting his hands on your bare skin whenever they are cold. "See? It's cold outside. Let's cuddle instead."
One of his favorite things about being able to create music is asking the members for their opinion on something he's been making. He loves their various tastes and ways of thinking about it, from the melody to the meaning of the lyrics. All the parts of the song, actually.
His confidence and ego boost everytime they say good things about it, but when you do it...
Omg, he will be like a tiny and excited puppy, anxiously waiting to go outside for a while. He would be so happy, shaking his fists in excitement while giving you the biggest and brightest smiles. He would be so proud of himself.
"Going outside" would be finishing the actual song and release it. Well, maybe the thought of going outside the studio after too many hours in it too.
I feel like he's the most patient person you'll ever meet. He would be mesmerized by your voice whenever you're talking (he thinks it's very pretty!) and this would help a lot when you're telling him something. He would rest his chin on his hand while giving you little smiles (if he feels the need to) and nodding, waiting for you to end.
"I'm sorry, what were you saying again?" kind of moments would happen very often. Or "Hey, I got lost in those pretty eyes. Do you mind repeating that?"
Ah, but, what if he's in a clingy mood? His patience would fade away as soon as he sees or thinks about you. "Are you finished yet?", "Babe, please come cuddle with me" or "When are you coming back from work? I have a day off, let's spend it together."
His clingy mood consists of being giggly around you, wanting to cuddle all the time (even in summer, he doesn't care about that "hot weather and sweating" stuff, "Bullshit!"), being touchy (lots of skinship!), repeating your name again and again if you are doing something else ("Y/n, focus on me, please!" while pouting), being more shy and cute than usual, and lots of cheesy little talks.
Lots of conversations that go like:
"Babe, did you have lunch/dinner?"
"No, I kind of skipped it?"
"HEY! STOP WHATEVER YOU ARE DOING RIGHT NOW AND GO HAVE LUNCH/DINNER!"
"...Honey, did you have it?"
"...I-"
"I knew it."
The type to say random pickup lines to you while he's trying to fight against the cringe... Spoiler, the cringe wins (always).
"Oh my god, why did I say that?!", "I can't believe I told you that with such a straight face...", "Ugh, what is wrong with me?!"
Going back to the clingy mood, I have mixed feelings now. I can see him getting playful at first, like, it's all laughs and random kisses on your face and/or neck and suddenly, boom, you got a hickey out of nowhere.
The next day you would see it on the mirror and be like "Where did that come from?" and he would get all shy and giggly again, "I don't know, there's a lot of mosquitoes out there, be careful."
Aaaand, I think that's it for now?? I'm pretty sure I'll make a second part of this at some point because I feel that I left behind some ideas. I know I'm forgetting something again. I'm always forgetting everything xd
Am I going to apologize again for my lack of "sense making-structure"(?) skills? You know I will *sunglasses emoji* Sorry!
#kpop headcanon#stray kids headcanon#skz headcanon#stray kids bangchan headcanon#skz bangchan headcanon#stray kids bangchan#skz bangchan#bangchan#stray kids#skz
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3+7? 👀
khayaaaaa <333 omggg
3: What’s your favorite fic that you’ve written?
This is actually uh. Hard for me to answer.
My favorite ever that I've written?? A venty sanders sides fic I wrote back in 2018 called hold me (wrap me up). I'm not going to link it because I sincerely doubt anyone is interested, and it's also extremely triggering. But if you really want a link hmu and I'll be happy to share it.
My favorite TMNT fic that I've written? A ~6k fic called on my own about 2012!Raphael getting captured during the whole Don Vizioso (spelling??) thing. I LOVE 12!Raph. My SON, my CHILD, my BOY. He's my favorite and therefore he suffers. (This is not an x reader fic, and since this blog is specifically for x reader stuff, I'll once again not link it. And once again if you're actually interested feel free to hmu)
My favorite x reader TMNT fic is probably... the bad future symphony thing I wrote where Leo takes care of Donnie on a bad grief day, if that counts. There's not even a reader in that one, goddamn it, sorry, but I just [clenches fist] love angst. So much. And I'm really proud of it.
7: How many ideas for fics do you have right now?
WELL there is, of course, a part two that I'm working on for 07!Viole(n)t (Leo and Raph sharing you in bed). That is what I am uh. currently procrastinating. BUT I'M WORKING ON IT I SWEAR LOL.
There's also Good Girl, the nsfw Bay!Raph x Reader ficlet that I've been trying to finish for... weeks at this point. Sneak peek of that is here. It's not going to be long (none of my stuff ever is) but for some reason I just can't get it done.
There's a (not x reader) rise fic that I started and never took anywhere, and it's basically your generic "time passes differently in the prison dimension, and now Leo is back and recovering" thing. But really most of the time when I get "ideas" for fics, ESPECIALLY when it comes to x reader stuff, it's inspired by something someone else made or said that I grab with my grubby little hands and run off with in a frenzy of activity lol so I don't have a list of "fic ideas" that I keep or anything like that.
I feel like. I answered with way more than was necessary here. Sorry [cue sweat drop] but omg khayaaa thank you for the ask!!!
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OKAY HI
is there any chance you remember Mark?
If not, here's a refresher: Mark is this vampire who mixes slang from three centuries mercilessly and wears priceless Victorian waistcoats with tracksuit bottoms with no shame.
(I didn't remember his name lol, had to check)
Anyway, so Mark is moving. He lives in this beautiful castle built by Ludwig || in Bavaria. Now, Ludwig is know as the fairy tale king and his palaces were built to fit such a title.
Mark is moving to a condo for a couple of reasons
He never bothered to learn German
The castle is just cold
Every so often a kid comes across it and he has to silence them or whatever
There is no closet space left
However, now Mark has to sell off said castle. First, though, he needs to make up some lies to tell the realtor about why the locals think is cursed, why the entryway carpet has a few stains that look weirdly like dried blood- you know what? I'll make you a list.
Why the locals have the strange idea his home is cursed
Why the entryway carpet has a few stains the look somewhat like dried blood
Why all the bins are overflowing with empty bottles of sunscreen
Why there are priceless victorian outfits in incredible condition stuffed into the backs of closets and under chairs
Why there is no food in the kitchen
Why every so often a kid goes missing when they come poking around
How the castle had stayed in his family for centuries
Why the lack of modern elements such as electricity?
Honestly there's probably more but that's pretty long already.
Anyway, I hope you'll excuse my antics and my procrastination techniques (I should be editing rn)
omg hi, i'm genuinely dying for these random asks about mark ahhh
(also i didn't exactly remember the name but the moment i read 'vampire who mixes slang from three centuries' it all came back to me)
omg, i imagine that would be a big issue lmao
so, my answers are probably not the most creative ones but i imagine they would work:
so, hundreds of years ago, there lived a very bad person in the castle, who would rule over bavaria. said person would take a large amount of food from the farmers that lived there as payment in exchange for him to protect them all with his soldiers. but, as one can probably imagine, some years crops are very good and some years... well, not so. so in a year when the people barely had anything to eat, they still had to give away a huge amount to the ruler, most people had to give more than they had, so that they had to give up their houses and farm animals and were practically homeless, leading to many many deaths. whoever was able to survive ran away to better lands. when the ruler finally died, with no heirs of their own, mark's ancestors moved in and live slowly came back to the lands. it is said, that to this day, the ruler's spirit still lives in the walls of this very castle. but obviously, this is impossible. mark has lived there for hundreds- i mean, his family has lived there for hundreds of years and there has never been an unexplainable noise or movement or whatever. i mean, how would that even be possible to still be somewhat alive after hundreds of years, right? right?? so, it's obviously just a little ghost story that people tell each other on a dark autumn night with the only purpose being to scare each other.
oh, so that's fun story actually. you see, there was this ball, not too long ago, where lots of influential people met up. it was very unofficial tho so that no one really knew about it unless they were invited. basically just a little party amongst themselves. you see, since he moved into the castle, mark had access to more aristocratic rows of society. as it so happens, some people got into a fight, as in physically. unfortunately, while they were tumbling to the ground as a bundle of various bodies, they knocked over a table holding red wine in several glasses. said table, unfortunately, stood at this place near the entryway carpet and was knocked onto that. as red wine is known for, it is very difficult to erase out of a carpet, and until today, a final solution has not been found, except for maybe throwing out the entire carpet, which obviously would be a shame as it's rather vintage and worth a large amount of money.
so, since we're talking about a castle built by ludwig II of bavaria, i'm going to assume we're talking about schloss linderhof/linderhof castle, since it was ludwig's favorite castle of his. the castle has several huge gardens and parks and with that come several good spots to sunbathe (for example around the water parterre). with the opportunity for the guests of schloss linderhof to use such sunbathing spots came also the luxury of getting sunscreen for free, since the residents of the castle obviously had to take care of their guests and their health. however, the disposal of those bottles was an issue, so that they were found stashed in a little room, which was so rarely used that nobody noticed them even being there until a few days ago, when all the rooms and itinerary were checked for good. but of course, they will be disposed of before the castle will be sold.
as was established earlier, the castle was the location of several balls over the years. as some balls are known for, a number of visitors tended to change their clothes for the several stages of these balls, for example for eating they had a set of clothes and for dancing they had another. some, very irresponsible, people left their clothes behind, which had the tendency of laying in rather unfortunate places due to the recent cleaning of the castle.
as a castle with a certain reputation, the castle had a great number of cooks. lately, however, mark has spent the majority of his time outside the castle with his boyfriend and at his place. therefore, there was hardly any use to having cooks and food, which would go off eventually. therefore, he sent the cooks away and had them take the food with them for themselves and their families.
since the castle is old and huge, there are plenty of chances of a child going missing on the premises without mark even noticing that the child is even there. there are several hidden places and in the gardens, there is always the possibility of children falling down trees that they try climbing or hills that they want to run up. especially around the music pavilion in the northern part there are many trees, which can make a person get lost, especially a little child. so, even when they know that a child has gone missing on the premises and everyone starts looking for them, the chances are very small for them to actually find them. of course, children should rather listen to the numerous signs telling outsiders to stay off the premises. unfortunately, several children choose to ignore them, in part because they do dares based on the ghost story explained in 1, in which they have to go onto the premises in order to show their friends that they're brave.
as established before, after the bad ruler had died the castle fell into mark family's hands. they were then introduced into the higher parts of society and soon became an influential family themselves. nowadays, everyone was very content with them taking care of the 'haunted' castle, so that they never found a reason to change the owning family.
that's a very simple question, really. since the castle is so old and has a very rich history on its own, mark's family has always tried to limit the changes made as far as possible in order to keep its inherent oldness. hence, there were never any changes to rather modern features. it was all to preserve the charm of the old castle as it was hundreds of years ago.
this was sooo much fun!! i love helping mark out, so if there is anything more i can help with, feel free to tell me :)
also, let's pretend that ludwig II lived hundreds of years earlier than he actually did, cause otherwise it doesn't make much sense what i wrote haha
also this really makes me want to visit schloss linderhof lmao
#this took soo long but i loved every second of it#and yes i did read through the entire wikipedia article on schloss linderhof#and noooo the fact that i study irish history totally didn't have any influence on my answer number 1...
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Heyy! I saw your ask a fanfic writer post so I hope you don't mind me participating :D
5, 17, 19, 20, 39, 42, 45, & 64
[ I would've asked more, but I don't want to overwhelm you w a bunch of asks 😭]
hi hi i appreciate you going out of your way to ask ! thank u sm for this as i’ve never gotten a chance to participate in one of these before > <
5. have you ever made a playlist about something you were writing as an elaborate means to procrastinate when you could have been actually writing and if yes drop a link, son
when it comes to playlists, i make them for my own OCs - not really for fics that i've written ! (but i have a playlist for satoru that is... still a work in progress. i'll totally share once i feel like i'm actually getting somewhere > <)
17. what is your favorite line you’ve ever written?
this is such a good question omg - had to scroll through all my unpublished wips for this, but my favourite line at the moment would be:
"IS A STORY DEEMED A TRAGEDY IF YOU TAKE BACK WHAT WAS YOURS (you can raise the dead, climb through hell, and fight the devil if you must; even the gods won’t interfere when they see a wrath like yours, harbinger. fear not, child of stars, lady midnight, the gods need not your wrath to bring about your damnation.)"
hehe this is from one of those never-ending fics that i keep in my drafts and finish two years later cause why not !
19. what are some books or authors that influenced your style the most?
rick riordan honestly altered my brain chemistry as a child. he was my favourite author for so long which is why i was a little disappointed when i grew up and read about all the cultural stereotypes in his writing :( aside from him, i know this is controversial, but i really like sarah j. maas's writing style for some reason? she focuses a lot on characters, rather than plot, and i tend to do the same, but overall i just enjoy her silly writing.
20. what is your favorite trope to write?
ahh this is such a hard one to choose from, but if i'm being honest i'm always a sucker for two characters in a relationship arguing and being really hurtful towards each other, and then later making up and being so so soft. idk if it counts as a trope, but i have countless wips of this ^.^
39. are you an avid reader?
yes ! ever since childhood ! i used to be a really shy kid and would always read while the teacher was talking until i was told multiple times to put my book away > < i'm more social now and usually only read during breaks when i don't have school to worry about !
42. describe the aesthetic of a story in 5 words.
this question confuses me a little, honestly... like one of my stories? a story i like? i'm so confused > <
since it's not very specific, i'm going to do it based off of this: JJK Men Tropes, if that's okay !
Suguru Version (cause i've been thinking of @mambalae-s recently and i'm always reminded of her love for Suguru): imprints, confessions, promises, childhood, and forever !
45. name three of your favorite fanfic writers.
it's been a while since i've read fanfic and this is more than three, i'm sorry > <
@tawus, @/beaubcxton on ao3, @/impxria on ao3, @edendaphne, and @/xoxodee on ao3 !
64. what is your favourite title for a fic you’ve read?
honestly, any taylor swift lyrics, but also you don't even know me at all (but i was made for loving you), and What Shall I Swear By? (Swear By Yourself, and I’ll Believe You), and Say It Later, Say It Now, and i put this heavy heart in you (it's not your fault) !
i find them all so so poetic and heart-wrenching !
ask game - come say hi (i promise i don't bite ^.^)
#i've read too many miraculous fics haven't i ^^#i don't even like the show#what's wrong with me#i have like 600 fanfics in my bookmarks#i wanna make a rec list#and omg don't apologize ml !!#i love answering these and talking about myself > <#thank u sm for participating#i had so much fun scrounging up these answers#it's nice to have a friend#i think she knows
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Several questions if that’s okay)
what has been your fav fic to write? which ones have been a terrible process to write but you ended up loving? and what like perspective (like first, second, third) do you like the best/which do use the most do you find? (Me trying to get a hang of the perspective stuff-)
and a random wish of positive vibes for the rest of your day and hopefully longer!! tysm for your writing friend you’re amazing :D
Melody Gates Procrastinates
HEYYY! Yes ask ALL the questions you like bb (especially if the questions are this good!) <3
what has been your fav fic to write? -> This one was tough, I had to really think about it. If I had to pick the ONE that was my favorite to write (not necessarily my favorite one I've written) I have to pick Not a Doctor. Personally for me it was just a fun fic to write, and probably because it was VERY self indulgent.
I usually imagine a "character" for reader. Usually I have an idea in my head of how she looks (despite her being written completely blank for inclusivity) or how she acts. In this fic, I plopped myself down right into the fic mentally. I feel like I need to express that I would NOT slap Steven. The slap was meant to demonstrate just how INSANE she was going over this man.
I think it's no secret that Jake is my fave of the three, so I literally was like "I need to make this woman as crazy for him as I am" so I did. She can't stop thinking about him almost CONSTANTLY. She's doing insane things just to get his attention.
She's unHINGED, and so am I hehe.
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which ones have been a terrible process to write but you ended up loving? -> Another good question. I feel like usually if I have a fic that I had a terrible time writing, I don't really like it very much. I do have a few of those lol. The Fractured Moon has been challenging to write for a couple of reasons.
The first being the content in general. I don't (obviously) have an issue writing about taboo topics like this, in fact I enjoy writing about those topics, but it's still hard to toe the line between making the boys completely unlikable, to making them likable enough despite the fact that they're SAing the reader on the daily and physically/mentally/emotionally abusing her after kidnapping her.
Second is the amount of story I'm cramming into them. This last chapter was about 15k or something? That's a long ass chapter lmao. The next one won't be as long I don't think, but I'm also planning some bonus chapters in order to add context. It's just a lot, but I love it.
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what like perspective (like first, second, third) do you like the best/which do use the most do you find? -> Ok so this one is interesting haha. So when I very FIRST started really writing, I used to write in first person (I/Me). I was a teen when I started writing and that's how a lot of teen books were written at the time. I also remember when I wrote my first fic when I was 12, and I wrote in second person (you), and someone said "omg never write like that" so I thought it was bad and didn't for AGES.
Currently, for reader-insert fanfiction, I write in second person. To be clear, reader insert just means that you can "insert" yourself into the fic while reading. It's easier for most people to do that in second person, but you can really write reader insert from any perspective, not only second. That being said, I prefer to write in second person as it helps with immersion in my fics. This is also the most common one I see in fics from other writers!
I prefer to read regular fiction novels in third person personally. It's just easier for me to get into that way!
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Thank you so much for the kind words! You're amazing!! Sorry this was so long lmaooo <3
#melody answers#moon knight#steven grant#marc spector#jake lockley#melody gates procrastinates#melody talks
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Hey I was wondering if I could get a Band of Brothers male ship? Thanks :)
I have short dark brown hair and brown eyes. I have pearl earrings currently. I am 5'6. I am also ftm and gay. He/him pronouns
I am currently learning German and Ukrainian. I play the cello (I would say that I'm pretty decent at it). I want to join the paratroopers soon and maybe get a doctorate degree in the medical field. I like writing books, reading, and drawing. I am very interested in history, mainly the 20th century. I also know how to cross-country ski and love the winter.
My MBTI type if I remember correctly is INTJ. I love procrastinating and do well under a lot of pressure. I'm also very stubborn and awkward with talking to people so I don't have many close friends. For some reason, I have a sort of knack for doing things well, even if it's the first time I've tried it and that might be because I listen really closely to stuff to make sure I'm doing everything correctly. I need a straightforward path and a list of things I should do to get something done.
I have depression, anxiety and maybe (I say maybe because it's undiagnosed) maladaptive daydreaming, which basically means I daydream too much that it's a problem. Any small words of affection or reassurance sends me through the roof and makes me happy for the rest of the day (idk why). I also get angry very quickly and forget things quickly.
I am converting to Judaism so that’s cool. My sense of clothing style is just me pretending I’m in the military, pleather jackets, heavy jackets that are either camo or dark green, aviator sunglasses, a lot of neutral colours, fancy dress shirts/blouses, combat boots (which I currently do not own so just tennis shoes or winter boots), I have a few BoB pins which I have created on my own :) I like wearing t-shirts in winter under my jacket just because. The t-shirts usually have designs like aeroplanes, space, and museum shirts. I also have a collection of shirts from places I’ve never been cause I think it’s hilarious. I do a lot of things just cuz I think they’re funny.
I keep a lot of stuff in my pockets “just in case”. I impulse buy, which is a big insecurity of mine. People intimidate me easily so I usually wait to get approached to start a conversation. I like watching adventure shows like extinct or alive or expedition unknown.
I would say that I have a very dark sense of humour and am almost always sarcastic when talking to my friends (also I love irony). I have an interesting music taste, most any song I listen to goes onto my liked songs on Spotify heh. I sometimes slip into a British accent or one that isn’t mine at all. I also tend to get myself injured at least once daily and now it’s a running joke with my friends.
I don’t really know much about romance, but I try. I don’t like that much physical affection but I do like praise, as I said before, and gifts. I love giving gifts to people. <3
Thank you so much for your request! btw you sound so cool like omg let’s be friends bae (Also sorry for the long wait!) 😫💗
I ship you with…
Bull Randleman!
song recommendation: Melting - Kali Uchis
- Okay bestie so hear me out, you and him would just click to me, i just feel like he’s so patient and loving with you it would be so freakin nice omg, and the way you are thoughtful and gentle to him is just so amazing, like this is my otp right here
- he would probably make the first move, you’d look so good that night you guys met he just couldn’t resist not talking to you, he was probably a little nervous at first, but the thought of making a move before him and getting to talk to you made him impulsive make his way towards you
- when getting to know you, he would think you’re so versatile and so smart, he couldn’t help but bring a smile to his face when he hears you talk about all of your ambitions and goals that you’ve set out for yourself.
- And don’t even get me started on how he would be sooo interested on the fact that you’re a writer and just an artist in general, like he just thinks it’s so cool that you can just write something up and it can be like super good, and when you’re drawing don’t be mad when he’s right behind you watching your every move 🤣 like he just wants to see how you can draw so well, like what the heck??
- He knows you like history (he’s an attentive boi) so he would always bringing up watching something that has to do with history maybe something in the smithsonian channel or just a random movie, (as long as you watch his western movies with him after LOL )
- I could def see you guys watching one of those documentaries or movies on the roaring 20s or something else you you like from the 20th century, just a reminder though, that the whole time you try to watch the movie he’s gonna be trying to initiate (if you’re okay with it ofc) a little make out sess in between the movie 🤣
- speaking of tv, let me tell you how you guys would throwdown on some adventure unknown episodes, like both of you would enjoy watching stuff that like so much, before y’all usually go to bed y’all would probably watch something like that every night LOL
- you guys have a very different sense of humor but both of yours honestly go so well together like when you make a dark joke he’ll just be like 😳 at first then start to laugh about it, the one thing that you guys do have, is some good ass sarcasm, like together you guys can be so funny with it actually, like y’all will be in y’all’s own little world while everybody else is like, “what are they laughing at?”
- most the time he tries to be the best support system for you, not matter what, if you need him he’s there rain or shine, even if he sometimes disagrees with what it is you’re doing (if it is he’ll most likely talk to you in private about it but he will always support and defend you in public no matter what) Also let me mention if someone ever hurts you? literally pray for them bc that man is going to END them, like no one hurts his bae EVER.
- When you get angry, it depends, he will usually give you your space to cool off, then you guys can talk about whatever is bothering you, but if you’re more sad angry, he will just sit there and hold you and tell you everything will be alright, he’s one of those people that are like, “what’s made you mad and what can I do to fix it?” If he mad you mad he will of course say sorry to you and at the end of the day you guys always resolve arguments and stuff like that with each other
- to him, your pockets are like the hat in “Cat In The Hat” 🤣 like there is no telling what the heck is in there or what he might find if he puts his hand in there, but it can also come in handy when he needs some change or something like that
- you’re his clumsy bae and whenever you guys are together, he always tries his best to get you to *not* fall or hurt yourself when he’s around. He honestly thinks it’s a little cute at first, just because you’re always going and going, not being careful at all 😭 “Slow down honey, you’re gonna get hurt!” (momma bull activated LMAO)
- he makes SURE to remind you how much he loves and cares about you, he knows that every day isn’t always guaranteed, so he always will show you and tell you how grateful he is to be yours and yours only🥹 (he’s so soft omg i love him)
- your style is so unique to him, like you clothing choice is SUPERIOR to him don’t even get me started, and it’s so funny when he is just going through your closet (don’t ask me why he is, he just is 🤫) and he sees all of these shirts with cities on them, and he’s just like, “you’ve been here before?” and you’re just like “no?” LOLOLOL
- dude he would find it sooo cool that you can speak multiple languages, like maybe even teach him some because i think he would be really interested in it, and when others ask about all of the languages you can speak he’ll just think to himself like, “yeah that’s right, I have a smart bf 😌”
- Okay okay, imagine, you and him have a shared playlist on spotify, and sometimes you guys will play that playlist and just dance around together lovingly, also it’s so funny bc the playlist consists mostly of songs that you put in it, while he has maybe 1/5 of his song recs on there LOL
- he also loves when you give him gifts, he’ll never admit it bc he doesn’t want to seem greedy, but just the thought of you taking time out of your day to buy him something he likes, just thinking of him like that makes his heart absolutely melt
- he knows you can also forget things quite easily so when you guys are about to go somewhere this man comes PREPARED, like one time you guys were going to go to the bowling alley, and when you got there you realized that you forgot socks, dw tho bc he already had an extra pair of socks bc he knew you’d forget them 😭
- canon: you teach bull how to ski (LOL) as we know, this man does not go skiing like ever, i mean he lives in the south so there’s barely ever any snow in the winters (coming from another southerner) but maybe for a vacay you guys go to a ski resort or something like that, and he’s mostly there bc of the jacuzzis bc he does NOT know how to ski at ALL, but you end up showing him how, it was funny at first though because just imagine him, this strong guy, being nervous to ski for the first time LOL
- During the wintertimes just know this man loves to cuddle up to you like a totally snuggle bug, like just know you won’t be cold at ALL because you know this man will keep you warm all through winter.
- but you guys would be SO good for each other like actually, he takes care of you so well and you do the same exact thing for him, ugh this relationship is too cute
Thank you for your request again hon!! I hope you enjoy! 💛💖
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First thing, I absolutely Love the way you reply to all of the asks you get.
I have another idea with my small brainz. So the song Boing Boing By insane clown posse (I will put a link at the end of this ) would suit Bakugou. Can you take the wonderful song and make it kinda Bakugou ish but in a story.
Also I love the way you write like........ Damn I try to be a good writer I get told I write very well but you make me feel like a Roach but in a good way. If it's possible Please let me write with you and teach me things. OMG I VAN HELP YOU WRITE THIS...... btw love you profile :) I didn't even do mine cause Lazy Hoe here. Anygays Bai!!!!!
awww~ thank you, dollface!
goodness! i listened to the song with the lyrics and you're right! it does suit bakugou but omg...it's so explicit and scandalous, this'll need some thinking over ｡(^▽^)ゞ
oh darling! i'm still sorry and please don't feel too bad, i've been writing since i was around 12-13 years old, granted i took a break for 3-4 years at some point but i've had plenty of practice and that's one of the main reasons my writing comes across as a little more polished - and i assure you, it's the subtle changes that make a world of a difference as long as it's consistent throughout your writing
im defo open to giving you advice though i don't know how we can write together??? what did you have in mind for that, darling? how about you write it, post it and i can critique and review it for you on my other/reblog account? (dollies-library)
and thank you! it took a while to do so i'm glad it's appreciated and i defo understand the lazy appeal - truthfully i only switched up my theme bc i was procrastinating on exam revision XD
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hi abyss!! as someone who really likes scrolling through your account and who sees the occasional dream anon in your inbox, I got the urge to pitch in. generally I prefer to keep my shifting/spiritual journey to myself, but suddenly got the urge to tell you about my own dreams I've had in regards to it. I thought you may enjoy this! Firstly, I apologize for sending an essay in your inbox, I just have a lot to say.
So for starters, I've had shifting-related dreams before, mainly to oddly positive ends. Aside from my mind conjuring up the individuals and my appearances from other places, I've had incidents where I talk to people in my dreams about shifting. Unlike a lot of people who always seem to run into very prominent issues here, the dream individuals are always oddly receptive and genuinely listen to me. I remember one time I said to a group as a part of a conversation "well, so what if it's not 'real?' all that means is you're meditating, practicing mindfulness, and you're not hurting yourself or anyone." You know, something along the lines to that, and all the dream characters reacted very positively. This dream stands out to me compared to others as I felt some odd sense of movement within me afterwards when I woke up.
Most recently, last night as of me sending me this message, a woman suddenly appeared to me in the midst of the usual course of my usually very vivid dreams. She sort of drifted a bit of the ways off the ground and wore a white, flowing dress that reminded me of ocean waves and sea foam, and her hair was dark and wavy that seemed to flow like water in the air. In her presence I could hear ocean waves (in the dream of course), and she told me I was getting SO CLOSE to achieving a shift. She was incredibly sincere, gentle, encouraging, and I got the impression I needed to stay dedicated with my new routine AND focus on a previously secondary/on-the-backburner dr that involved an oceanic setting, and I'll be able to do this
The way this woman appeared is a little significant to me. Funnily enough, I recently received a tarot reading that suggested a good first shift for me would be something oceanic (which feels way more in tune with what my intuition has been telling me, despite focusing on something else completely for little over a year). Not only that, my most unexplainable shifting-related incidents in the past over the course of my journey have involved hearing water of some kind (namely underwater noises, running water, rain when it wasn't raining.) And finally, the way her presence felt to me reminded me of all the times I've been near the ocean and the associated feelings I have about it. I know people are genuinely afraid of the ocean for many rightful reasons, but it's always been a major source of comfort for me ever since I was little. She embodied that.
Ultimately, I woke up feeling like I can focus on the completely unrelated dr I have been for a while and will still shift in time, sure, but focusing on what my intuition is telling me, with this more oceanic-based dr, will lead it to happening sooner. And that it feels like this is where I need to guide my focus. I do have some more thoughts too on the matter, positively framed of course, but this is getting long as is and I know you'll have some thoughts too! Thank you for reading this essay, and I hope you have a wonderful day!
OMG HIII ANON!! IM SO SORRY I TOOK SO LONG TO GET TO THIS 😭😭 i’ve been procrastinating so much AUGH!!!
and it’s totally okay!! i don’t mind long blogs or ask. if anything they’re really fun to me! i like reading things i’m interested in, and dreams and dream interpretations is one of them <3
anyways, i had a few thoughts about this. the most prominent one is about the woman and the ocean. now, i don’t know if you’re into deity work or anything like that, but this is a CLEAR CLEAR sign of aphrodite (oceans, sea foam, a white dress) she may be telling you to have a routine, a flow, and a way to do things. like how the sea always moves up onto the sand. the water may not reach the rocks right now, but eventually — with the movement of the moon, the changing phases, the tide rises and falls.
the second thing that stands out is this part — “I remember one time I said to a group as a part of a conversation "well, so what if it's not 'real?' all that means is you're meditating, practicing mindfulness, and you're not hurting yourself or anyone." You know, something along the lines to that, and all the dream characters reacted very positively. This dream stands out to me compared to others as I felt some odd sense of movement within me afterwards when I woke up.”
i feel like that’s almost rationalizing your fears — making them understandable, you know? like… you’re almost thinking that shifting isn’t real, but there is some truth to it.
i understand that! like i don’t believe everything the christian bible says, but i do believe there is some truth to it.
for understanding, you don’t need everything in a book for you to read. you can make inquiries and add your know knowledge and understanding to it. so what this person said in the dream saying shifting isn’t “real” could be your current understanding then. i feel like it’s almost telling you to deepen your knowledge? do your own research and ask your own questions, gain your own knowledge. and this knowledge doesn’t have to be on the act itself — it could be about your drs!
but, with one of your final comments, i believe some sort of beach/inter dimensional resting place dr would be a good place for you. i also feel the need to say Aphrodite may be reaching out!!
i hope this helps, anon!!! <3 i hope to hear from you again OR even just get the feeling ur doing well <3 sending positive energyyy!!
#abyss .answers#reality shifting#reality shift#shiftblr#desired reality#shifting community#shifting#shifting motivation#dream interpretation#dream#aphrodite#aphrodite deity
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November Catch Up
Friday, November 17th, 2023.
HI! I don't know when was the last time I posted here (not bother to check) but it's been a long time.
I was intended to write a journal on my diary but I feel like warming up my fingers a little bit on the keyboard before doing my PKP report after this.
I can't believe we're halfway this semester, and new year is in a month. Omg, it feels like yesterday I just quitted my job and enjoying my first semester of offline class.
Time flies so fast, and I've grown so much (hopefully, for the better).
This semester is not easy. I can't believe I've survived the half of it.
My Monday is always packed, with 3 classes (yes, 3!) with two classes overlapped. Fortunately one of them is online. I really can't believe what would I be if all of them are offline. But I'm glad I can take all of them into my semester credit. (Remember how I used to fight the admins and discussed higher-ups in my faculty to be able to take those classes? That was the hell of a fight.)
My Tuesday is also packed. I have PKP (well, at first it started at 9), and then I have to go to campus at 12 P.M for HAKI class at Bambu, and after the class, I still have to go back to the company. It was very tiring and cost consumptive. I always wanna cry because my money runs out very quickly.
Wednesday and Friday is my PKP day. Sometimes I don't go because I really don't have money. Yes, this is not professional, but fortunately the company is very open and we don't really have heavy projects so they thought it's not really necessary to come everyday.
Thursday is kinda my rest day because the class is online. But me and my friends are also not going to the company for PKP because again, we don't really have projects for the interns for the last two months.
Saturday and Sunday are weekends, but sometimes, I get to do freelance works, or maybe doing assignments (or laundry day (or sometimes, I'm too lazy to do anything and just laying down all day)).
Even though it sounds really tiring, I'm actually happy (except for the part when I have to pay for the fare). I know it's not perfect, but I'm really trying to balance everything while staying sane.
Which sometimes is really really really hard.
Two weeks ago, I had my mid exam, and at the same time, I'm still going for PKP and do freelance.
It was crazy, my brain was fried.
Sometimes, I really like doing multiple tasks at the same time. I've been doing it since two years ago. It's not healthy, and I've felt the consequences. And my thinking process become slower because I multitask a lot.
Multitasking feels like a productive procrastination. I avoided doing my assignments because I have my reason to do my freelance. I skipped PKP because I have to do my assignments.
Another problem with multitasking is that once you've set up the mood for the freelance, you will not be able to be focus on your assignments. And vice versa.
I admit that didn't do my best at my mid exam because I have to juggle it with a freelance work. I am forever cursing what I've submitted for my Dapro because I don't even know what I write lmao. That was not the best of me. But at the same time, I don't have energy to fix everything.
"Why don't you just say no to the work if it's messing up your schedule and energy?"
For me, turning down the work feels like nolak rejeki and I don't want to do that. Getting one project is really helping me, at least to buy some groceries for a week. Freelance work is not something that I'm actively looking right now because I feel like I've had enough on my plate. But I still need my own money. So I'm just kinda "waiting" for the projects from my two active clients. I'm afraid that I'll not be able to handle everything if it comes at the same time and feels too much for me.
Maintaining the time and energy for each project is not easy. I will always "demand" my lazy time to lay around procrastinating because I know I'll burn out if I keep pushing my body to work. So again, I ended up doing everything the last minutes.
Sounds like I'm making up excuses, but for someone who's working like this (multitasking, juggling between works and study) for almost two years, I think I know my limit now.
Fortunately, the schedule been slowing down for the past week. I decided to take some rest. I stayed at the dorm, not doing anything since the last Thursday. I joined online class. I submitted assignments. But I skipped Thursday offline class (also because I didn't have pocket money).
My body feels like shutting down. Glad that I never skipped class before so I can use my "jatah bolos" for resting. I just really want to rest, not doing anything before everything starts to get busy and rushing again.
In my defense, this is my energy management. I know it really sounds like I'm makin up things. But trust me, I know my limit now.
Today I started to move a little bit, I went out hunting for my photography project. It felt nice. I haven't left my room for a week and spending time under the sun felt really nice. I walked a lot, it was 3 km probably and I lost in my thoughts because it was fun today (also literally losing my way back home).
And like I said, I'm warming up a bit by writing on the keyboard before finishing my PKP report.
I think that's my update. Yeah, that's just life. Sometimes you're really busy, sometimes you're dying.
Anyway, I've been planning to do a visual moodboard for next year, but I keep forgetting. Please remind me before November ends.
Cheers,
xx
We'll get through this.
p.s: That's one of the picture I took today. I don't think I'll use it so yeah.
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472 of 2023
Do you still read the newspaper or have an online newspaper subscription?
No and no, I read news in newspaper online, but only on occasion.
What’s your favourite kind of meat? (vegan/vegetarian options count!)
I guess this survey is not meant for vegetarians as it forces you to choose a meat.
Have you ever been mistaken for staff at a store you were just visiting?
No, but I've been mistaken for NMBS and De Lijn staff lol.
What’s the coolest or most memorable animal you’ve ever seen at a zoo?
I don't go to zoos.
Do you share a bedroom with anybody?
Yeah, with my husband by logic.
What colour are the public buses where you live?
White, with a bit of yellow that's a part of the logo.
How often do you pay your utilities bills?
Once a month, like everyone.
What video game have you played the most hours of? If you don’t know, just make a rough guess.
I don't play video games.
Do you own a two-piece bikini?
I'm a dude, why would I own a bikini? Besides, aren't they always two piece?
Is there anybody else in the room you’re in right now?
No, my husband left for work and our cats are upstairs, I guess.
What have you got within reaching distance of you right now?
A bottle of Coca Cola, my phone, a box of tissues, and my calendar planner. And my tablet.
What have you been craving lately, food-wise? Anything non-food?
Sushi, and these days pizza. Non-food, just to be healthy.
Is your short-term or long-term memory worse?
Omg my short-term memory is shit lol. My long-term memory is great, though.
Do you do anything in particular to help you fall asleep?
Yeah, put the TV on.
What was the weather like today?
It's really cloudy.
Who will you see within the next week?
My husband and one of the people who sells us goods for our shop.
Do you have any guilty pleasure music? Anything you’re willing to admit in this survey answer?
I don't believe in guilty pleasures, I listen to what I like.
What was the last movie you watched that was over two hours long?
I don't watch movies, they're boring.
Speaking of which, what’s the longest you think a movie should be? I personally think most movies are too long.
15 minutes lol. And yeah I agree, movies are way too long.
Do you know anyone who is a medical nurse or doctor?
Yeah lol, the doctors and nurses in the hospital lol. From my family, my maternal grandma was a nurse.
Have you ever worked night shifts? If so, did you like it?
I did indeed and yes, I liked it. Time goes smooth when there's only you and a few workmates around and none of the bosses.
Are you good at fixing computer problems?
Yup, but I always procrastinate on fixing my own computer for some reason.
Do you tend to make decisions by following your heart or your head?
Head. I've been always like that.
What’s the population of your current city/town?
119.541, as of this year.
Do your parents live in their hometown(s)?
Nah, they live somewhere further.
What are you wearing today?
Black sweatpants and white t-shirt.
Are you one to accessorise a lot?
Nope, I only really wear my wedding ring and all my piercings.
What language other than English do you know the most words of?
LMAO. My native language is Dutch, it speaks for itself.
When was the last time you ate? Did you eat something nice?
This morning and it was oatmeal with apples and bananas.
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This has probably been asked before but I didn't want to miss out and this is literally all that's coming to mind. Firstly, ya'll know any good sea-shanties? And secondly, can we get more details about Marsili? Like.... how does that whole bidniz work in Seaswap?
“mhhh, have yet to get any such questions beautiful, so ya good.”, Boney grins, alongside an amused wink. “an’ shanties we got a plenty, as we be pirates after all, lass.”
“but so to not make tis’ too long, all three of us will only name two of our favorite shanties aye.”, he continued, checking his right hand as he thought over which shanties to choose, then turned back to you when he came to a decision. “mine be william taylor an’ leave her johhny leave her.”
“WHIT ON’Y TWAE?!”, Pass exclaimed shocked, his expression one of minor panic which was most likely exaggerated. “HOUWFUR KIN AH POSSIBILL CHOISE ATWEEN JUST TWAE? AHHH THUS IS SAE UNFRUAIR! THE’R UR SAE MONIE AH LOUE, TUMSHIE!”
Pass let out a frustrated huff, while doing some weird hand motion in frustration over it all, but he then grinned as he crossed his arms in thought.
“BIT BRAW! MAH TWA FVA’S UR UHHH…”, he trailed off, his face one of concentration, his tongue sticking out, he then perked up and grinned wide as he said with a decisive nod: “MAH TAP TWAE UR DRUNKART SEILOUR AN’ BULLAY IN THA ALLAY!”
((translation: what only two?! how can I possibly choose between just two? ahh this is so unfair! there are so many I love, turnip! but fine! my two faves are uhhh… my top two are drunken sailor and bully in the alley!))
Charon just rolled their eyes in annoyance over Pass’s antics, their arms already crossed over their chest as they turned to you.
“Ugh, guess I have tha do this too.” they said with a disgusted noise, their eyes rolling once more. “Me top two are Captain Kidd an’ Tha Dead Horse, I guess.”
“aye, now with buttercup’s pleasant an’ overly lovely contribution tha this ask is over, we can move tha your next question, lass.”, Boney said sarcastically with a teasing grin aimed at Charon, who stuck their tongue out in return causing Pass to let out a snort.
“ya be wonderin’ about marsili aye?”, he asked, or more like stated as it wasn’t really a question, grinning wide as he continued. “aye, i get what ya be hintin’ at, love. since in them other universes, the so called ‘grillbies’ are usually made outta fire, which is kinda-!”
“RALLEY FLUMIN’ HAIT ES FYUCK LYKE A MONKAY OAN FYRE!”, Pass interrupted loudly, his eyes starts as he flung himself onto Boney’s back, making his older brother stumble by the raw force of it as Pass glued himself onto his back like a baby koala.
Charon in the background let out a groan at the pun, causing both brothers to grin wider in response.
((translation: really flaming hot as fuck like a monkey on fire!))
“pfftt, aye they hot all right, bro.”, Boney snorted as he caught his balance and straightened back up again, grabbing ahold of his brothers legs which were pressing against his sides for leverage, Charon giving the both of them a glare this time at their continued punning.
“anyway, where was i? ah right, marsili.”, Boney said as he recalled what he was saying before Pass interupted him, he shifted his hold on Pass who still clung onto his back so it was a bit more comfortable.
“marsili be made outta rock, lass. he’s made outta a bunch of volcanic like sharp rocks, with a hole at tha top where smoke be comin’ out of, he be like his own walkin’ volcano actually. ”, Boney explained. “me guess is that he be like an underwater volcano, still wit fire an’ stuff like them other grillbies, but just not as visible, aye.”
“HE BE STIL HET THO.”, Pass commented wistfully, his grin growing wider and a bit flirty as he added. “AH EVEN OFFAH HEM A RUMP IN ME CABUN WHIN WE FORMAIST MET!”
Pass then suddenly leaned backward slightly, holding onto Boney with one hand while the other was on his forehead, his face twisted into a dramatic grimace of ultimate sorrow.
“ALAS HE BE DECLINUED ME OFFAH! FUR LO AN’ BEHODEN, THA MAUN ES PARTNLY MERRIT, WHILK ES SAE UNFRUAIR!”, he then said dramatically in despair, “OHHH WOE ES AH! SEIMS LYKE AH WUL DEE O’ THURST… OAN THAE SHOURE! HOWFUR ES THAE EVUIN POSSIBILL?!”
“ACK WHIT A NUSTY FAITE THA WARLD BE GAEN MEH!”, Pass fake cried and buried his face into the back of Boney’s shoulder, his shoulders shaking as if he were truly crying, but his overly loud fake crying sounds told otherwise.
((translation: he still be hot tho. I even offered him a rump in my cabin when we first met! alas he declinded my offer! for lo and behold, the man is apparently married, which is so unfair! ohh woe is me! seems like i will have to die of thirst… on the shore! how is that even possible?! ack what a cruel fate the world has given me!))
“there there, brother.”, Boney said soothingly as he reached up to pat Pass comfortingly on the head while he fake sobbed into Boney’s shoulder, both of them barely keeping in their laughter. “there be pfft…! plenty more fish in tha sea…!”
“UGH! Could ya two stop been so frikkin’ weird an’ over dramatic?”, Charon complained, giving the two brothers an annoyed glare.
The two brothers just gave them each a shit eating grin in turn, because no, they were not stopping, ever.
((THESE ARE CURRENTLY NOT OPEN YE))
#undertale#seaswap#seaswap papyrus#seaswap sans#MessedUpEssy#seaswap chara#underswap#papyrus#sans#Essy Answers#seaswap answers#AHHHHHHHHHH FINALLY DONE#OMG I BEEN PROCRASTINATING SO LONG WITH THIS ONE FOR SOME REASON#SORRY FOR THE WAIT PUFFY BUT HERE#HOPE ITS TO UR LIKING MAN#AHHHH SO HAPPY ITS DONE#ONLY GOT 2 MORE AND THEN I WILL BE DONE FOR REAL#YES#I CAN DO IT#IM CURRENTLY UNSURE IF I LIKE HOW THIS TURNED OUT#BUT I DID MY BEST#AND THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS#YEESS#AND NOW NO MORE OF THIS TODAY#BC PASS'S DARN ACCENT HAS KILLED ME#WHY DID I GIVE HIM THAT DARN ACCENT#BC I APPARENTLY HATE MYSELF GNKJERGKJE#THAT IS A JOKE#FOR I LOVE MYSELF VERY MUCH#EVEN WHEN THIS BOYS ACCENT IS THE WORST OF ALL TIME TO WRITE
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