my stomach hurts, like it's empty and craving something like it wants me to feed it. I declined food that was offered, that's what I'm supposed to do, right? My stomach eating me from the inside. Having the fear of seeing the same or a bigger number on the scale tomorrow??
Sorry it’s been so long, I had to take a break from everything. I found myself healing, then weirdly enough my €d got worse??. Like god awful, but now I’m painfully close to my first gw, and I haven’t gotten this low in an extremely long time??
Lowkey terrified, i kinda wanna stop but it’s gotten to the point where even smelling food makes me gag 😭
MINHA CLAVICULA TA COMECANDO A APARECER!!! Ainda tô muito gordo e nojento, mas fiquei mt feliz de finalmente estar conseguindo ver ela, meu Deus e muito bonitinho, eu nunca tinha visto antes por que sempre fui baleia, desde criança, e agora tô menos gordo doq nunca, jaja vai tá dando pra ver ela inteira por que vou estar seco.
Bro I think I got caught throwing up by my dad. 💀 so basically I was doing it right. I’m in a bathroom that has a sliding door, and there’s another door that connects to the bedroom which leads directly to the bathroom. Idk if that makes sense but I closed the restroom door in time. I hope.