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znitsamluv · 15 days
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HAPPY EID♥️♥️♥️ HOPE U GET PLENTY OF EID MONEY
Happy Eid to you too darling, I got a satisfying amount of Eid money, I hope you did too
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znitsamluv · 15 days
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Hey friends , I hope you guys are doing well. If you have been following me for a while you might have noticed that I didn't upload anything new .
And the reason for that is that I no longer find fun and happiness in writing or watching Tokyo revengers , in the past few years and across my old accounts that I lost I had so much fun and made so many friends and read many beautiful fanfics but it came to an end .
It is part of maturing to let go of a piece of you that you always loved and cherished in order to change into the version you want to be and that piece for me was writing, my English was weak so I wrote just fanfics here but in my mother language I wrote many stories and won many competitions and it was my dream to become an author in the future.
But it no longer brings me joy , the more the time went the more I started healing from things and dreaming of bigger things and believing in myself to enter my dream college I always thought about but was afraid to commit to .
I came here when I was 13 and i am 17 nearing 18 , I am no longer a kid who stayed here for hours talking about my day and my good and bad moments and it feels unfair to leave you guys here and move on with life when you listened to me the most when I was ranting, but that's how life works .
I really want to thank everyone who has ever come across this page and smiled while reading my imagines , to whoever liked them and reblogged them I would always smile widely at the sound of notification and feel proud of myself , to the moots that laughed and loved me , I hope you to know that every word and comment that encouraged me during my dark days was a reason for me to continue my day sometimes , it felt warm here and safe for me as a teenager and now it is my favorite memory during teenage years that I got to end up on the right side of the internet with people who protected my innocence and appreciated my fanfics that I wrote daily for fun .
I hope you guys live a wonderful long life and know that somewhere in the world you helped a lost teen to the shore of independence, I will forever love and remember you guys.
From me to you ,
From a young dreamer of being an author to a dentist,
from a depressed kid to accepting life ,
from the girl I used to be ,
from the girl whose eyes would light up from likes and rebloggs .
From me to you thanking you for the past and carrying you around safe and sound in my memories.
And I feel like you at least deserve to know my name not just the Nickname.
Yours ,
Salma
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znitsamluv · 2 months
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How it feels to go to school knowing I have got 4 hoes that hate me so bad that I became the only topic they talk about to stay relevant and a teacher that loves getting involved in my business but chickens out when asked to be involved all in one class this term , love my fans tho gotta keep them entertained.
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znitsamluv · 3 months
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in another universe, I’m still the same friendly, bubbly, not mentally exhausted, do not push people away when they're not okay, and the bunso in the friend group that they've always adored the first time they met me..
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znitsamluv · 3 months
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How do you do it ? How do people grow up and forget the people they loved before, how can they be so cruel to someone they used to be around all the time , when did it become so easy for them to hurt and betray , how can they live after making the one that was once their safe space hate themselves , to be driven to the point where they become cruel like them , to the point of hating to look in mirror because you know you are not the same anymore, you are just like them even if you didn't hurt them the rumors follow you around, to the point of breakdown at how drained you are to think that maybe you were the bad person, to lose your softness you were once known for, to lose touch of yourself.
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znitsamluv · 3 months
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It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen; but its harder to give up when you know it's everything you want.
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znitsamluv · 3 months
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how beautiful it is to find someone who has went through similar pain as you and you offer them the comfort you wished you had when you were in their position. its like gently taking off the armor, cleaning the blood wounds, keeping the sword to the side. and just being human. how tender it is to treat someone with love and kindness you wish you were treated with.
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znitsamluv · 3 months
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Could you hcs for baji, smiley and angry with a gf that loves leaving subtle marks that just shouts they're taken (not in the weird way)
Like for example whenever she wears lipstick, she'd kiss the collar of their uniform so it would leave a stain, at the back of their hand, etc
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Taken
• I apologize for the long wait , I changed it a little bit so I hope you don't mind and enjoy it
Warning: mention of gang fights but nothing detailed
Character: Angry , Smiley , Baji
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Baji
• Baji pretty much gets into fights for a reason or without, so he always ends up tearing his hair ties , but now he has you as his lovely girlfriend that would give him hair ties willingly ( he was going to tackle you and take your accessory box so you saved yourself some trouble)
• Sometimes it is hairbands or scrunchies but either way when anyone sees him they know he is taken , and he is actually proud about it .
• Every time he succeeds in taking a new hair accessory he brags about it , going around in Toman meetings saying how nice of you to give him your hello kitty themed hair ties.
• your favorite is when some girls try to talk to him by opening up a conversation about how cute his hairband is but it actually cuts them like knife when he says it is yours and the conversation turns completely about you since Baji is a bragger.
• Baji is really oblivious but it fills you with pride how he open about showing he is taken, with talking about you or by walking around wearing a hair accessory that belongs to you.
• would go absolutely feral in a fight if his opponent managed to take whatever he was wearing at the time , may their soul rest In peace.
• Comes back in a sour mood ( he knows you are going to give him another one either way) until you give in and give him another hair tie ( you bought a new stash and keeps it in secret so he can always count on you)
Smiley
• it started at first as an accident, going in to kiss him but he gets distracted and looks away so the kiss ends on his collar.
• He didn't want to wash it even though you told him he should he said he would take it as a good luck charm .
•and surprisingly he would think like that from that day on , going to you to stain his collar with lipstick before any fight and you would gladly do.
• cocky af around toman members, won't hesitate to throw hands the moment someone makes fun of it .
• Angry have to take the shirt to clean it when smiley is sleeping so he doesn't have to catch those hands .
• Passive aggressive king , would be beating someone and then ask them what they think about the stain , if he liked their answer he will try to be more gentle with them (they end up in the hospital either way ).
• whenever angry gets injured more than smiley the only logical answer smiley has is because he doesn't have an amazing girlfriend that will give him good luck kiss like you do .
Angry
• Angry is soft by nature but with you he is like a cloud at this point , you pointed out many times how you don't like when girls come up to talk to him and no matter how many times he rejects them politely he knows where you are coming from and he thinks about a way to make you feel less mad at him .
• so the best solution to ease your mind was to get a bracelet with your name on it , you didn't ask him to do it he just showed up one day with it and blushed when you mentioned it.
• He would treat it like his most favorite possession , he also wears it all the time even while sleeping.
• And again he doesn't do that because you asked him to he does it because he genuinely love you and feels happy to know he can have something to remind him of you.
• smiley would tease him on a daily basis but only lightly since he knows how Angry cherishes you and he doesn't want Angry to feel embarrassed.
• usually in fights he puts it in his pocket so it doesn't tear up while fighting but one time he forgot to do it and the beads flew everywhere.... Let's just say Angry made sure whoever ruined his previous bracelet was unrecognizable.
•Angry would be in a bad mood since he couldn't save all the beads he only found some and the first syllable of your name.
• would go to you sad and apologize even though he has nothing to apologize for .
• the next day you surprised him with a necklace you handmade with the beads he saved and added more to make it a necklace , you also made one for yourself too with Angry's name , now everyone knows both of you belong to each other easily.
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znitsamluv · 4 months
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in another universe i am not the monster they said i am. my hands are gentle and my arms are open, they never learned to scratch and push. my voice is soft enough to sing, it does not know how to scream and cry. in another universe i am delicate and smooth, i will never know what it is to be rough and shattered.
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znitsamluv · 4 months
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This year has changed me more than I ever thought it would.
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znitsamluv · 5 months
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Going to spend the movie panicking and passing out together, the perfect song as the movie title 😭💀
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@kimy-peaches @conan-hearts-u
+ anyone that wants to participate<3
NO CHEATING: You’re starring in a movie with the last person saved in your camera roll and the last song you listened to is the title. Who/what is it?
tagged by @fornhaus 🤍
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tagging: @xellnikov @life-or-something-like-lt @brandnewhuman and anyone else wanting to do this
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znitsamluv · 5 months
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Happy birthday pookie bookie dookie wookie boo boo bear apple crumbl
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AYO THANK SO MUCH POOKIE POOK I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 🫶💕
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znitsamluv · 5 months
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN LUV <33
I wish you every happiness in the world and I hope you can achieve and make every dream of yours true
love you so much, thank you for confiding in me and thank you for being my friend <3
I’ll be here for you whenever and whatever you need and I really hope some day I can give you the tightest hug you’ve ever received and we can have some cake together 🎂
Love you, Kimy <3
OMG KIMY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HONEY AND THANK YOU FOR BEING AMAZING AND KIND AND UNDERSTANDING 💗🥰 I promise you that one day we will get to meet and hang out to make up for the lost time ! Love you so much bubs ❤️💕
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znitsamluv · 5 months
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IT IS MY BIRTHDAY RAHHHHH 🦅
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znitsamluv · 5 months
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this year… literally what the fuck was that <3
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znitsamluv · 5 months
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Favorite high school memory?
Leaving
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znitsamluv · 5 months
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Is that woman being "dramatic" or is she just. You know. Demanding a base level of respect.
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