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#It’s kind of awkward because my older sibling had this job and they and the boss that sent this Hate. each other
surskip · 1 year
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lowkeyrobin · 1 month
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Platonic Phoebe and Trevor x Gary Grooberson’s teen kid reader and adjusting to being stepsiblings?
OH MY GOD YES BRO RJSKDMSNSN ; I did my best pls bare w this 💀💀💀
SPENGLER SIBLINGS ; stepsiblings
summary ; youre Gary's kid and you have to adjust with two new stepsiblings
warnings ; language
disclaimers ; your mom is nonexistent/Gary adopted you. it's not a topic brought up at all I don't think but you can choose, ik some people don't like kid of ___ reader or ____ sibling reader so beware lol, takes place between afterlife and frozen empire so no spoilers for anyone who hasn't watched gbfe yet, reader can drive/is around Trevor's age
word count ; 675
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it's so awkward at first
especially since you've never had siblings before so it's like they're teenage roommates
like okay your parents are dating or whatever but like, ew?
except you're living with them, not the other way around
both gary and callie are trying to urge you to interact but it's just not happening
you're not really a ghostbuster either, you aren't smart in the sciences and aren't into the whole ghost thing anyways
you're more into traditional ghosts anyways, not the ones that show up in broad daylight and need to be trapped by proton barriers
it's very rough at first
you connect with phoebe first, as a once in a blue moon experience happened, she wanted to act like a normal 14yo and go get ice cream
Callie couldn't take her because she was busy helping trevor with work stuff and told her to ask you
she was like 🤨 and like... "okay?-"
she asks and you look at her like 🤨😊
you guys go get ice cream and she tells you all about the shit you pass on the way there and back home
you surprisingly end up bonding over the struggle of talking to others like normal people and being well reserved with little to no friends
then comes the bonding over a certain book you both liked
the whole car ride home is oasis on the radio and chatter about this book, and going the longest possible way home because you didn't want this bonding moment to end
you sat in the car after phoebe got out, just sitting in silence
you were kind of in awe yet saddened the moment had ended because you were bonding so well
after that she clearly sees you in a new light and looks to you for your wisdom and clear view of the world when she's wrapped in her own madness and needs untangled
you were the trusting older sibling she needed since trevor never really understood the proper being there for your sister thing
they're proper siblings and whatnot but it's not like they go to each other if it's not to shit talk people
you're like their mediator and therapist sibling
getting through to trevor was much harder
you ended up finding him a job and he was like 🤨😒 when you showed him
"oh- uhm, sorry. I was just trying to be nice" and you quickly scramble away
he's just confused cause like ??? you never talked, he didn't even know how you knew he was looking for a job
he comes into your room a couple hours later like "Hey sorry I acted all weird, thanks"
and that's it
bonding with him is so hard, and Gary and Callie are like "okay go fucking do something"
you're all (spengler-groobersons + podcast bc phoebe needed a friend her age) out at an amusement park, and these mfs ditched yall at the carousel next to the bathrooms
and they weren't picking up their phones
you were basically forced to interact now, which was much less awkward in an amusement park
you guys ride some rides and get some food as you frequently call your parents
you finally find them, phew
but you two obviously made a little friendship and had fun together
took a little longer to get used to each other but you're fine now
awkward teenager shit yk?
in general, the three of you now are super close
trevor is your hype man when it comes to talking to people or doing something out of your comfort zone
phoebe is your hype man when you talk to her about maybe wanting to be a ghostbuster / study ghosts
you're the driver for the three of you, callie doesn't trust Trevor with driving, considering how he was driving the ecto1 when he first got it usable again, and obviously, phoebe can't drive
after a few years you're basically just like normal siblings
you three have a sibling group chat and it's 90% you sending memes, Trevor sending random tik tok links and phoebe begging you two to stop blowing up her phone
spenglerson siblings 🔛🔝
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ananke-xiii · 3 months
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About Sam Winchester.
[This post has been edited after my discussion with @samjgirl , @sam-winchester-admiration-league and after @adaav 's comment to my post. I really want to thank them for their time and for pointing many interesting points out. I wasn't well informed about the techniques of storytelling and I believe I lost a bit of focus after season 11. Now I'm actually happier as I've started to even more appreciate this character, so win-win for me!]
The character of Sam Winchester was my biggest surprise and my biggest disappointment while watching Supernatural (but it's not his fault). [EDIT: while I still don't particularly like (for now) s12-15, I've realized that my disappoint was more due to my ignonorance of storytelling techniques rather than by the way the character was written]
It was my biggest surprise because I had never related to a fictional character this much before. I think you just have to both be the younger sibling of a dysfunctional nuclear family and be trauma-bonded to your elder sibling to get it. I won't go into further details about it because it's a whole essay, but I have to mention it because I need to state that I feel a deep connection to Sam. We both made the same choices, the same "mistakes", the same sacrifices.
So I was astonished when I started Supernatural because of the way it felt true and real. I don't know if the writers lived similar experiences and were therefore able to tell this story truthfully, but they nevertheless did a hell of a job in describing the unique bond of two siblings trying their best to navigate their traumas.
From season 1 to 8-9ish, we see Sam morphing from being the hero of the story to one of the two main characters. [EDIT: this is incorrect, Sam has always been the hero of the story. I think I felt like he was "shifting" into a slightly less prominent role because Dean, as supporting protagonist, was given more space in order to proceed with the filler episodes]Slowly but surely, Dean also becomes the hero and I think that was fair. [EDIT: see above, technically this is incorrect, sorry lol!]You can't fully narrate the story of a bond withouth fully integrate one part of it. I loved all the parallels to Michael/Lucifer and Cain/Abel. I thought they were brilliant. The show allowed me to go deep inside and start sorting out some stuff I've lived. It really made me think a lot.
It's fair to say that the brothers' codependency was the crux of their problem. It was painful to watch and sometimed downright awkward but the writers got it all right: the otherwise unxeplicable and toxic jealousy they felt for one another, the inability to share their deepest feelings in way other than fighting, and hell yes, even Sam's decision to run away and not look for his brother after season 7. It was not OOC, it's exactly what he did when he was 18 and what John did as well 4 years after that. As a matter of fact, Sam is more similar to John than Dean could ever be.
It's definitely been a long journey but I find that the resolution of their codependency (in season ELEVEN!) was cleverly thought-out and brilliantly executed. It couldn't have happened before, the two bothers must have been either already in or close to their 30s to confront the knot, to acknwoledge the grip the trauma they've lived had on their life. Sometimes getting older does help and give you perspective. This might be why (as I've stated here) season 11 is my favourite one: it gives a sense of closure and hope.
However, here comes the biggest disappointment part. [EDIT: this is due to the fact that in part, I didn't fully get it]
After season 11 Sam morphs from one of the two main characters to a side character. [EDIT: incorrect, as per previous EDIT, Sam is always the hero and lead protagonist]The show must be about the brothers' bond and I'm okay with that. However, it looks like after season 11 the writers couldn't come up with new ideas to talk about this kind of bond. It felt like, other than co-dependency, the bond didn't have much to say. Therefore, both Sam and Dean almost go back to square one while they had all the possibilities to explore a new aspect of their relationship.
What could've been this new aspect? Easy: making them realize that the family they each wanted was, simply, different. This is just my opinion on the subject and how I've felt about season 12-15 so it's okay if you disagree. [EDIT: well, this is still my opinion, although it has nothing to do with Sam's narrative role in the story and more about my personal preference, so I think this is where I got confused]
In my opinion, from season 12 Sam is just a part of Dean's family. It's not "Sam&Dean"'s family. It's just Dean's. And I think the writers could've explored that in a more meaningful way. Let me explain: let's take Cas since he makes the perfect example for this scenario. Dean has repeatedly included Cas in the "family", he's called him not just his brother but "our brother". He includes Sam in the equation but I personally don't think Sam feels the same way. Sure, Sam cares for Cas and thinks he's family, but I think his idea of family is "Cas is my brother's husbandbest friend and therefore he's part of the family". He's extended family, kind of. [EDIT: this is still just my opinion and has nothing to do with Sam's narrative role. Although "family" is one of the themes of the show, it was not the only one]
My opinion is canonically backed because, aside from Rowena, all the members of the Winchesters Found Family are part of the family because Dean has allowed them, Dean has a deeper relatioship to them and ultimately because Dean decides who can enter the circle. This is totally in character and I love Dean for his ability to care and form deep bonds. [EDIT: this was also needed for Dean as a character because he's not the lead protagonist so he had to have something else in the story that was not necessarily connected to the mytharc]
However, this is not in Sam's character: Sam is the one who runs away, the one who wants to create his own family, the one who really needs to emancipate himself from his older brother. I truly wished the writers explored his passivity in "accepting" the status quo and made him, if not rebel, at least express his wants.
It would have been a moment in Sam's growth if he could've just, instead of running away, confronted his brother and stated that his desires were different, that he was part of Dean's family but it was not his family. Instead, we only have glimpes of what Sam really feels: he doesn't think of the bunker as his home, he doesn't ever say that he has a family (not surprisingly it's Dean that in "Lebanon" tells John "I have a family" and not Sam), he doesn't really have any other meaningful relationship aside from his brother.
Supernatural ending did him dirty, too. Not just for the awful wig and make-up but because the ending framed Sam as a two-dimensional character: "freed" from his brother and his brother's family, he finds a blurry wife, a dog, a son, a white picket fence. How sad is that? We never get to see Sam really connecting with anyone: all (and by all I really mean ALL) the women in his life, from his mother to one-night-stands while on the road passing through Ruby, end up dead (RIP Sarah Blake). Of course his wife at the end had to be a blurry figure in the backfround (she was not even besides him on his deathbed!): she was a testament to all of his past relationships. Like, seriously, apart from Dean, the ONLY lasting relationship Sam has throughout the whole series is with LUCIFER and this alone, I think, speaks volume. [EDIT: again this just relates to the fact that I'm not particularly fond of s12-15 and of the overall ending. Technically speaking, the ending makes sense. Whether I liked it or not is another issue]
In conclusion, after season 11 Sam is no longer an interesting character because the writers both downright refused to give him another substantial character to interact with and insisted once again on his codependency with Dean (which was already resolved). [EDIT, tbh it was a weak ending to begin with, LOL, I didn't like it even after I wrote it hahahhaa, but yeah, as this whole post proves Sam Winchester is far from being an uninteresting character because I just spent a frigging afternoon learning new things thanks to him so I guess he's like the gift that keeps on giving!]
Having said that, in my heart of hearts, Sam Winchester will always have a special place because I get him, I really do.
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nohoney · 9 months
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omg k sweetness! sweetness!! I have a question and a small req… how is touya’s bond with his family/siblings and could we get a drabble of it pretty please (my hc is that touya is the big cool older brother and has a relatively ok bond with his siblings while sometimes awkward, it still doesn’t deter him from bullying poor shoto)
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ty for clarifying bb! i almost thought this ask was for us series! touya and was gonna go well actualllyyyy he doesn’t\(º □ º l|l)/ and didn’t want to write a downer for a cute ask about siblings lol
i headcanon that he has a decent bond with his siblings! touya is kind of like the “i’m going to mcdonald’s ur coming with me” kind of older sibling instead of the “i’m going to mcdonalds what do u want” sibling
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Four sweet treats are packed inside a small box and a cake is packed inside a medium sized white box. Touya taps his phone to make a payment and declines needing a receipt. He grabs the smaller box and hands the bigger box to his younger brother that accompanied him to the bakery. “Here, carry that and be careful. I need to text Fuyumi that we got the cake.” Touya says as he opens the door to exit out the bakery and walk back to the car. “Shouto, do you remember what else she said we had to get?”
“She said we need to get the flowers too and that the bouquet she ordered should be ready for pick up.” His younger brother answers, “Can you get the door for me?”
Touya opens the passenger door side of his car for his younger brother, watching as he ducks his head down first and makes sure both feet are in before shutting the door. He sets the smaller box of treats into the backseat before starting up the car and putting in the location for the florist that he needed to stop by.
Shouto looks back at the separate box of baked goods and asks, “Why did you get more dessert? Is it for mom too?”
“No, it’s for (Name).” Touya answers as he sets the directions and begins to drive towards the new destination.
“Why? She’s not here. You said she couldn’t make it because she got sick.” Shouto points out, making sure to hold the box steady in his lap.
He watches his older brother look at his blind spots before using the turn signal to switch lanes. “I’m gonna give it to her when I head back home to her, duh.”
“Did she ask for them?”
“No, she just expects me to bring her something. And she’ll bitch at me if I come back with empty hands for not getting her something when she wasn’t feeling good.”
Shouto leans his head back against his seat, shaking his head a little to get his bangs out of the way of his vision. Touya’s girlfriend was always really nice whenever she came to visit, she always asked him questions about how he was doing and what he liked. He was a little disappointed that Touya announced she wasn’t able to make it for family dinner due to being unwell.
“Are you supposed to do that kind of thing? For girlfriends?” Shouto asks, his eyes looking to the GPS displayed on the screen for how close they are to the florist.
“Depends on the girl. You’ll find out whenever you start dating.” Touya takes one hand off the wheel and reaches over to ruffle his younger brother’s hair, chuckling when his hand gets swatted away and he’s told a firm ‘stop that.’ It was funnier to mess with Shouto as a teenager seeing as he could actually talk back and sass him. Back then he would just get a time out or reprimanded.
The car pulls into the lot for the florist and Touya is looking for a nearby parking spot. He lowers the volume of the music to concentrate on finding a spot and curses under his breath that the lot seems really packed.
“Touya, it’s Natsuo.” Shouto points out.
The car jerks to a stop and both brothers lurch forward, their seatbelts doing their job of keeping them strapped in. The cake is still safe.
Touya honks the horn of his car and rolls down his window to wave over Natsuo along with a sentimental call of ‘hey dipshit!’ to get his attention.
Natsuo comes up the driver side, holding the bouquet in his arms and peering in to look at both of his brothers. “What are you guys doing here?”
“We were picking up the flowers, why the fuck didn’t you text me that you were gonna get them instead?” Touya asks with a slight annoyance in his tone. If this was already gonna be taken care of by someone else then he wouldn’t have wasted his time to fetch it himself.
“I texted you but got the automatic message that you were driving so I texted Shouto instead.”
Touya turns his head and glares at his younger brother. Shouto carefully reaches into his back pocket to pull out his phone.
“Natsuo texted that he’s gonna pick up the flowers-“ Shouto reads his notification.
“Fucking thanks Shouto!”
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Phi and or hyde hcs pleazd
On it boss 🫡
This might be a long post because I’m more personally attached to the antagonists and that also includes Phi and Hyde so… yeah 👍
Phi
thinks he’s all that when he really isn’t all that
dresses up on the regular like he is going to a fancy rich people party that they set up in hotels and they discuss buissness there
Secretly wants to wear ball gowns or those really thought form fitting black leather dresses
Has a fully maxed out (not really) Royale high account where he spent like a bagillion Robux on before
Has a canopy bed. Also, has a big room. Everything is neatly organized and it’s so clean it gives a horror movie aura
Has Hyde’s contact number named as “spare parts”
Also, constantly harassed Hyde during their childhood cause he is a little b*cht
Wears heels. I mean. Cmon why wouldn’t he
Is a bigger drama queen than what he pretends he is.
Doesn’t really have any friends LMAO-
Is probably aroace. There is no love for anyone behind those eyes 👀
One time Hyde said that his eyes looked like the Nintendo switch and Phi was ready to drop everything and throw hands
Only really gets along with Evel. And even then they are just awkward aquantiances
was 15 years old by the time Turbo happened
Hyde
Spends a lot of money on clothes too make it look like he can’t afford clothes
Finds shattered glass cool. Once shattered a mirror just to glue the pieces of that mirror to another mirror
Both Him and Phi had Pokémon once in their corsponding consoles. One time Hyde’s pickachu won against Phi’s Pokémon, so Phi broke his console. Hyde gets all sad when he thinks about it.
Unironically likes Vocaloid
One time he hosted a Vocaloid fan club and the only other person that showed up was Aiger (who also likes Vocaloid) and that’s how they became friends.
Is some kind of gender outside of the binary. idk witch one but it’s one of them.
Looks up articles on how to be a better older sibling, prints them out and shoves them violently into Phi’s face.
His room is a mess but in an Aesthetic kind of way.
Is probably friends with Arthur (yes, Arthur Peregrine 😅)
One time broke into Phi’s room and broke one of his many mugs and then just left.
Hyde invites random people to stay over at dread tower. Hense why Kyle is here.
(I might have WAY more but that’s all I can remember 😌)
Time for my personal ratings
Phi
solid ✨9.9999999999999999999/10✨ Is a lil b*cht that holds no regards to the safety of others and manipulates people (Phi really be like “gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss!” Huh) but honestly, that’s the charm. I might be biased because he is one of my 5 baby girls and the only one from beyblade for that matter, But… he’s a genuenly good character ngl. Good job for the story writers for writing him well.
Hyde
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… do I really need to explain.
I do??
ok 👍
✨10/10✨ straight up one of the best characters in the series. He is my third favorite so I’m way way WAY more biased with Hyde that how I am with Phi lmao. He deserves all of the nice things in the world. It just cause, at first, you think he’s also a jerk like his brother, but he just acts out and acts that way because Phi… didn’t really care for him. It becomes more obvious as the season goes on. It just makes you sad and it makes you want to hug Hyde. Also. I like the color purple. I’m biased. Enough said
(I’ll do the rest tomorrow! For now, ask away!)
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rinwellisathing · 2 months
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Get to know my OCs: NPC relationships
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Sentry Ojeda:
- was in love with Gortash as the leader of the Bhaalist cult.
-Before he found out he was a Bhaalspawn and led the cult, he spent some of his childhood at the temple of Ilmater and considered Father Lorgan a father figure.
-Had close friendships with a lot of the workers at Sharess' Caress because they accepted him without judgement. Considered Ffion a mother figure.
-Gets along well with Dammon and enjoys talking shop with him.
-Considers Rolan one of his best friends, but mainly because it really annoys Rolan that he does.
-Understands Barcus Root and becomes a good friend of his when he realizes that the way he used to be Gortash's boyfriend now feels an awful lot like what Barcus has going on with Wulbern now that Sentry is working towards redemption.
-Raphael gives him bad vibes, he only realizes why when he remembers Gortash.
-Dame Aylin is his very best friend and coolest older sister figure ever. He basically idolizes her.
-Bothering Ketheric was his hobby when he was Bhaal's chosen.
-Looks up to Zevlor as who he wishes his father was.
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Jaina Thalassia:
-Doesn't like Ulder Ravengard and considers him a bad parent, tolerates him for Wyll's sake, rescued him for Wyll's sake when she realized how sad he was that his freedom cost his father's life after she convinced him he deserved freedom.
-Just a complete catty bitch to Mizora. This is where we see the most influence from Yennefer of Vengerberg in her characterization. She is dismissive of the cambion and things she's vain and overconfident.
-Hates Raphael and is highly wary of his behavior towards Mol. As a teacher she knows all the Red flags she's seeing.
-Close friends with Bex, Alfira, Lakrissa, and Lia. She's missed having Tiefling friends since she started working in Baldur's Gate.
-Although she's probably younger than Rolan by a couple of years, she feels protective of him because she's met Lorroakan and knows he's a prick and a terrible teacher.
-Devoted to the tiefling children. In the absence of her own students, she feels responsible for these kids.
-Strikes up a friendship with Aylin and Isobel. She usually doesn't trust female Elves or humans(Aasimar are close enough in her mind) because of her coworkers but she's pleasantly surprised to find one she gets along with outside her party.
-Awkward around Zevlor because she's realized he's the tiefling paladin her dad had a fling with when he was younger and traveling as an adventuring paladin
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Ghustil Kroger:
-Admires Kithrak Voss and will generally trust what he has to say.
-it's on sight with Auntie Ethel. Some of his companions may find her amusing, but that's medical malpractice she's committing and he takes that seriously.
-Kind of clings a bit to Isobel for guidance and information about Selune when Vlaakith abandons him.
-Still hasn't forgiven Nettie for trying to poison him, which is also medical malpractice.
-Really miffed at how Inspector Valyria doesn't seem to want to do her job.
-Finds Rolan incredibly attractive but unlike how easily he was able to approach Wyll, he can't really do the same with Rolan, so he's an arrogant dick right back to him.
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Gish Octavia:
-Thinks Auntie Ethel is her friend and their fights are a game of sorts
-Was planning to kill Lorroakan the second he was rude so she could steal half his library.
-Alfira is probably her favorite person in the world.
-Actually Lucretious might be.
-Wishes she could meet Mystra so she could stand up to her for Gale.
-Thinks of Rolan as a fun academic rival.
-Isn't so sure why her 'siblings' are so quick to trust Voss when Vlaakith herself has already betrayed them.
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Jackal:
-Actually appreciates Raphael and has him on his list of potential people to follow.
-Considers the same for Cazador if Astarion won't accept him.
-Tolerates Orin because she also hates Sentry.
-Views people like the Drow Twins as pathetic and an insult to his people. Same for Araj Oblodra.
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msommers · 5 months
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george is my new daughter but she's still in development mode so here's a bunch of unorganized, still to-be-confirmed rambles about her
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georgina "george" "georgie" "gina" quinn; she/her; personality types tossed onto the graphic set here. obligatory pinterest.
part-time baker, tutor, and superhero. inherited aerokenisis (air manipulation abilities) from her parents, both well-established and famous heroes of freedom city.
has an older brother named zachary, he wields hydrokenisis openly while working as one of the city's firefighters and supers. also has a younger sister named charity, she doesn't appear to have inherited any powers and certainly doesn't have a dozen complexes about that fact.
parents: madeline & nathaniel quinn. undecided powers, though likely of elemental variety due to zach and george's ones lmao. potentially part of a group of supers, not determined yet. typical Good Guys type of heroes, decades worth of time spent cutting off crime and dispatching supervillains. heavily influenced the moral compasses and worldviews of their two oldest kids (honor and kindness above all, violence is the last resort, peacekeeping and protection are the goal), lessons they taught are remembered and acted upon even after their deaths reasonably lead to questioning if their ways worked. charity is somewhere around ten years younger than george so she had less time with the parents = conflict with her older siblings on their noble ways which got their parents killed. had quite a few awkward sibling meals end because of those "debates".
hero identity: zephyr. outfits are shades of sky blue and white, always with a hood and matching mask to obscure (some of, comic logic lets it work) her features. isn't spotted as often as other supers, but her vibes are known nonetheless: never fatally wounds, focuses on crowd control and flight, leaves criminals to the police instead of taking justice into her own hands. she'd only do it against chunky baddies who can tank damage but the image of her chucking various objects and items with the use of her powers is pretty fun. other power uses: speed bursts, electricity immunity, manipulating weather (incredibly exhausting on a bigger scale, not done often). has minimal hand-to-hand combat training that she learned from zach, taken up only if she's forced to ground herself during a fight and even then she tries her best to find ways to avoid it.
purely for fun, she's eternally a little chilly because i decided it'd be silly for her wind powers to affect her that way. her wardrobe reflects that and results in annual comments on how she's wearing ridiculous clothing during the warmer months.
the only quinn sibling to pursue education beyond high school, though it never saw much use due to hero life. i'm stupid do not ask me to specify her studies beyond physical science please and thank you <3
in her early teen years she started working at the family bakery (quinntessential confections) on-off, then eventually as an actual job during high school and college. had the privilege of flexible scheduling bc of the whole family-owned thing, which came in handy when she started to join in the supers activity alongside schoolwork.
was 23 when her parents were killed by doc holiday—a malefic entity from another dimension that takes human hosts to inflict its will, defeated in the 60s but recently returned possessing a college student to once again spread terror and violence. the quinns couldn't bring themselves to kill the being as he was controlling a poor kid that wasn't in control and actively hated everything the entity used him to do, which resulted in their deaths as holiday was motivated only to cause as much destruction and suffering as possible.
(might?? have a fun little thing of george having known the guy who holiday decided to turn into his puppet. add even more conflicting feelings to things.)
george ended up inheriting the bakery, while also needing to help cover the family home, which led to her doubling down on citizen work rather than super. she took up tutoring on the side, putting her studies to use there instead of searching for anything in those fields as she couldn't dream of letting the bakery go.
pastels are her beloveds and it's clear from the Everything about her. the bakery decorations, her bedroom, her wardrobe and accessories, etc etc. those things can also display her obsessive and perfectionist nature, everything must be neat and clean or it nags at her.
smth smth running battle with the umbral huntress who keeps trying to sway george towards altering her moral code because the city has so much corruption and her way of doing things is too "soft" to make a real impact. i'll bang out details later, important part is shoving my hero and my vigilante/villain together is fun and sexy. george never wavered until the deaths of her parents, unfortunately some of the huntress's points started to hit after that (probably won't last or truly change her mind?? but a fun journey to go on).
lowkey sims obsession and i don't think her gaming experience would go far beyond that franchise tbh. sometimes self-care is spending hours meticulously building a new school in sims 4 because you don't like the set-up of the default one included in the expansion pack, y'know.
listens to audiobooks as she works and her book collection is probably mostly of that variety, any printed ones are from childhood/teenage years or random ones bought to match an aesthetic she wanted for decorating a shelf or two.
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decimatlas · 10 months
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ORIAS ; then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, 'depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire.' / art credit.
Under the 'read more' is a bio for my semi-fandomless original character, Orias. He was originally crafted for the Supernatural universe, and still meshes well with the lore – several plot points of his are extracted from or influenced by the show. However, his backstory relies heavily upon my own personal interpretation of demons and Hell, which does not necessarily follow Supernatural canon. You do not need to have watched the show to indulge in or understand Orias' lore.
BASICS
HUMAN NAME. Daniel James O'Toole DEMONIC NAME. Orias KNOWN AS. Hell's golden boy (by some) BIRTHDAY. May 14, 1841 AGE. 1000+ (time runs differently in Hell) GENDER & PRONOUNS. Cis male, he/him SEXUALITY. Grey/bisexual ETHNICITY. Was Irish SPECIES. Demon RESIDENCE. Terrena Inferni, Hell
PHYSICAL APPEARANCE / VESSEL
HEIGHT. 5'10" (178 cm) WEIGHT. 163 lbs (74 kg) HAIR. Brunet EYES. Brown BUILD. Athletic SCARS. None TATTOOS. None PIERCINGS. None FACE CLAIM. Dylan O'Brien
PERSONALITY
ZODIAC. Taurus MBTI. ESFP-T (The Entertainer) ENNEAGRAM. Type 2 (The Helper) ALIGNMENT. Neutral Good
Orias shatters many a stereotype; though his soul was twisted and mangled with centuries of torture, he never lost his kind heart. He rules his region with an air of empathy, despite all odds – perhaps even in spite of them. He's a bit awkward by nature, though he should never be underestimated. His friendly demeanor only lasts for as long as one remains in his good graces.
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PARENTS. Harold & Eliza O'Toole (Deceased) SIBLINGS. Margaret O'Toole (Deceased) LANGUAGES. Can speak all languages
ABILITIES
Biokinesis, immunity from exorcism rites, super strength and stamina, spell-casting, teleportation, pyrokinesis, telekinesis, immortality (unless killed), invulnerability to conventional methods of killing, tactile exorcism.
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BACKSTORY
Daniel James O’Toole was born on May 14, 1841 to Harold and Eliza O'Toole in Clara, County Offaly, Ireland. He was the younger sibling to Margaret O'Toole, who was born on April 3, 1838. Only a few short years after Daniel was born, Ireland suffered during the Great Famine, and left his family – among thousands of others – impoverished, starved, and sickly. Daniel was only 13 years old when his father passed away due to disease and malnutrition. His mother, who had also become frail,  tried to hold herself together for her children. Margaret took up the role as another parental figure for Daniel; even though she was only a few years older than him, Margaret cared for him the majority of the time. Eliza had to work three jobs to support the family after Harold passed away.
When Daniel was 19 years old, Margaret fell ill with influenza. Because of the impoverishment in his town, Margaret could not be treated, and all of the doctors in town said that it was only a matter of time before Margaret died from the sickness. Daniel was overwhelmed by this news, and he spent hours every night researching and finding ways to heal Margaret himself. He had begun to lose hope over time, and it wasn’t until he stumbled across a book on demons in his local library that he believed there was absolutely no hope at all of saving his sister. 
The book Daniel found was old and worn, and it had not been touched by any resident of his little town for many years. Inside, it went over the process of making a demon deal, and he had only gotten through a small portion of its history and effects before he was researching how to make a deal himself. He knew that it was against his Catholic religious beliefs and morals to do so, but he was so desperate to make a deal that he didn’t care about the consequences. 
And so, he made the deal.
He was, in fact, so desperate that he allowed the demon that he summoned to trick him into taking five years off of his time on Earth, making him only 24 years old when the hellhounds finally came to retrieve him. He didn’t even care that his time left on Earth was short; Margaret was healed almost immediately, and the doctors around town claimed that her recovery was a miracle.
Daniel kept track of the days he had left on Earth. Even then, he treated every day as if it was his last, picking up odd jobs and giving half his money to Margaret, and the other half to families around town that needed it more than he did. He was loved by everyone he knew, and his town was absolutely devastated when Daniel one day went missing five years after his sister’s recovery. The search party that was sent out to find him never even found his body; some parishioners of his local church claimed that he was taken to Heaven for being such a devout individual. 
The reality, however, was quite the contrary. 
Daniel O'Toole reached Hell and was thrown into a region and tortured for hundreds upon hundreds of years. He and the other righteous souls who had sacrificed themselves for a loved one were subject to intense burns, as a technicality to avoid the first apocalyptic seal from breaking (to release Lucifer from his captivity) was to ensure that a righteous soul did not shed blood in Hell. 
Daniel’s soul became twisted by the torture, eventually resembling that of a demon’s. He, like many other souls in Hell, was offered to torture other souls instead of being tortured. Daniel had turned this offer down for hundreds of years, but he eventually took the offer when he had finally devised a plan himself. 
The souls that were to torture others had more of a free pass to wander where they wanted in Hell, so as long as they did not leave the confines of their region. Daniel, who was given the name Orias and willingly accepted it, had heard whispers of a demon by the name of Crowley, who had just been crowned King of Hell. Orias disobeyed the rules of his region and crossed the border of the region in search of this king. He wandered long and far until he came upon him, and it took a long period of begging and reasoning with other demons before he could even reach Crowley himself. 
Unlike many demons, who approached Crowley in search for power, Orias had a rather humble request: that all pure souls who made deals with pure intentions had a place to go in Hell that was less brutal than what he and countless others had to go through. Crowley almost immediately dismissed Orias, until the clever demon pointed out that crossroads demons could use this new region as a way to get more people to make deals, in addition to ensuring no apocalyptic seals were broken. 
Crowley, being a new king and fearing the rise of Lucifer, found this idea rather intriguing and gave Orias a region and leadership over it to make it the way he felt it should be. Souls slowly made their way into this new region, and it was soon named Terrena Inferni – or Earthly Hell – due to its Earth-like feel. It was also nicknamed the Neutral Region, since whenever there was a conflict in Hell, Orias wanted nothing to do with them. Crowley allowed this to be so, as Orias had done him a favor.
TERRENA INFERNI
Terrena Inferni, or the Neutral Region, is a concept created entirely by me.
Terrena Inferni, sometimes referred to as Terrena or the Neutral Region, is a more earthly region of Hell. Souls in this region do not get tortured as they do in other regions in Hell. Instead, souls in the region are subject to conditions that they would not wish to feel on Earth: constant hunger and thirst, uncomfortableness in the environment around them, a looming feeling of sadness. Souls in the region commonly see things that haunted them in their lifetime, whether it be the reason they sold their soul or someone they could not save. Since Hell has to be somewhat of a punishment, the region’s environment had to punish the souls in it somehow, even if they did not deserve it. 
Located outside of other areas in Hell, Terrena is untouched by Crowley, even when Hell undergoes redesigns and physical changes. Souls in Terrena feel a constant feeling of uncomfortableness and hunger, as if they were homeless people on Earth. The environment itself is unpredictable and makes the souls that reside there feel perpetually uncomfortable. It is usually on the colder side, with random spikes of scorching hot weather at inconvenient times. The souls eat and sleep as humans would, but they never get enough of anything they consume, and they never get enough sleep. Even the region looks rather earthly; there are buildings in the region that resemble run down shacks and saloons from all different time periods. 
When any demons from outside of the region enter, it is common for them to feel weakened; even demons who enter the region are subject to its effects. 
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freemindedspirit · 2 years
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Hyung Line: as brothers
For entertainment purposes only
So yeah, this is an idea I had this summer and I never got around posting, but that’s really the last reading left in my drafts so im gonna have to.The members energy did clear up and so did my schedule, so I do think I’ll r able to finally read again !
Kim Seokjin four of cups Rv, Ace of pentacles Rv, six of swords Rv
One word :chaotic 😅I think he’s bad at keeping regular contact, so might be the type to storm into the house the day before your exam/event, leave a gift, talk for an hour then leave right after dinner.Despite being on the phone with his mom, he might have left you on read for two weeks.He’s really doing his best here,but he wouldn’t know how to approach it with you, how to be present while not being overbearing or looking like he doesn’t care about you or only cares when he’s not busy being an idol.He also doesn’t want to be the type to throw money at you until the relationship fixes itself.If he gets over the awkwardness, however, he’s learn to give you surprises which will leave you feeling supported even when he can’t see you.
Min Yoongi: four of pentacles,king of cups, five of swords
Woah, he’s very realist 😅I think that he knows that as a brother, with his family history and his job, he wouldn’t be present much.Is the type to send gifts instead of coming to your events.It might actually weighs on his conscience a lot, especially if he was your older brother, he’d feel bad for not being able to take care of you and be there for you, he’d feel like he’s missing out on a lot and giving up on you, when he would want to be supportive.However, I think that emotionally, he’d be there for you at a distance.He wouldn’t just send gifts but also a text, he’d send you a “fighting” GIF before every competition, recital or exam.He’d encourage you to open up to him about anything, and use the knowledge of his psychology classes to help you.
Jung Hoseok:king of swords, eight of cups Rv,the Hermit Rv
I didn’t even start the reading I heard him talk in aegyo, so expect that lol.He’d want to be extremely helpful, providing advice, clarity,and wisdom.You might think that he’s acting colder with you though than the way he is with the public. I think his problem is that he’d have a really hard time going back to idol life after spending time with you, and a really hard time not bringing his work into the conversation when he’s with you.It would have also played into his decision, earlier in his trainee days when he left and went home, it would have been harder for him to pursue his dream if he had another sibling, especially a younger one.He’d feel extra guilty knowing his family’s sacrifices for his dream that’s he’s taking up so much resources from you.I’m hearing the part in Safety Zone where he mentions that his family can’t be his safe zone because he has duty towards them.I think that having a sibling would have only added pressure on his shoulder and would have left him feeling more alone .
Kim Namjoon :The Moon, The Magician Rv, Queen of Swords, Knight of Swords Rv,Five of Pentacles
SO MR.KIM IS CONFUSED AS FUCK THATS FOR SURE.I think it’s especially true if the age gaps were huge,but yeah he does.not.know how to approach the situation.Completely at loss.He thinks that good brothers kinda have a secret skill that he clearly doesn’t think he possess.He’s just doing his best man, let’s give him that.Balancing opposing personalties and age differences in a family context is quite a challenge.But yeah,brotherhood is a mystery to him, a mystery he’d want to approach by using his book smarts and learn, I think he’s approach it with parenting books even.The kind of older brother who’d read “how to parent your teenager” in his 20s for a 11 yo sibling.I’m getting the idea he might make things awkward ?Like I hear someone go:
“-Namjoon, why did you say that…
-But this parenting book said …!
-Why would you listen to a parenting book ?”
Yeah.
Despite it being a challenge, he’d still want his siblings to feel safe coming to him when theyre in need.
That’s if for te hyung line !Thank you for reading and supporting me everyone !Sincerely hope you like it !
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bluejayblueskies · 1 year
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Jay I'm BEGGING you to talk about Lilly and her wife Elena I need to know *please*
lilly and elena my beloveds 💕 whisky spoilers ahead!!!
some old stuff from the server:
elena is taller than lilly and likes to rest her elbow on lilly's shoulder even though it's not that much taller and it's a little awkward
elena knows about lilly's past in the gang and she's fine with it
they met about two years after lilly left with john, and they got married two and a half years later
elena is sex-averse ace and kiss-averse for mouth-to-mouth kisses, so her and lilly primarily do hand kisses (their current fave is kissing each fingertip)
elena is a teacher at a low-income elementary school, and she and lilly volunteer for one of the local youth programs working to provide support for kids who are at a higher risk of being recruited by gangs
elena loves spicy food (but maintains that there still has to be flavor and just 'spicy' is not a good enough flavor)
their cat was one elena had before the marriage
and some new stuff!
lilly wears contacts and cuts her own hair, as well as john's hair. she's not *good* at cutting hair, but she can buzz her own just fine, and john isn't picky about his haircuts. she also dyes her own hair.
for lilly and elena's honeymoon, they didn't have a lot of money, so they went on a two-week backpacking trip through the rocky mountains.
they're both pretty athletic people, and they met at a community rock-climbing class. elena had to drop out of the class because she slipped and sprained her ankle, but they kept in contact
lilly dislikes coffee unless it's really sweet and prefers green tea, and elena likes pretty much any kind of coffee/tea beverage
both of them hate grapes
elena is lactose intolerant, and she does indeed avoid milk-based products
lilly had her galbladder removed while she was still in the gang, and she likes to make up wild and crazy stories for what the scars are from
elena was adopted, and they visit her family every year for holidays. lilly doesn't speak to her family much anymore.
john and elena get along in much the same way siblings get along, in that they get defensive when other people say shit about the other person but they'll absolutely get into petty squabbles with the other person. they didn't get along very well at first, and elena was pretty intimidated by john, even though he wasn't particularly trying to intimidate her
the reason why lilly and john became friends in the gang was because of john's specific job outside of running the gang's business side of things. i don't think i've actually specified what john did exactly, so i'll be vague about this, but basically, john had a lot of dealings with the people killed by the gang, and lilly also had a lot of dealings with the people killed by the gang.
lilly has more blood on her hands than john does, but not by much
lilly decided to leave the gang with john because she wanted to be a support system for him, but also because she never really wanted to be in the gang in the first place--she just kind of fell into it through a series of bad situations.
lilly took elena's last name in the marriage
they don't want children, but they're considering fostering kids, especially older kids and/or those who have been in the system for a while
elena calls lilly 'flower' as a pet name, and lilly calls elena 'my love'
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ellerosen · 2 years
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I see how many questions Episode 1 of Vice Versa left so I decided to write a little about the characters. It's information from the novel. There may be misunderstandings because Thai is not my native language. And there may be mistakes in grammar because English is not my native language either. Sorry for that :)
Be careful if you avoid any kind of spoilers!
Lets start.
Our main character is Talay. His full name is Rawi Letpannya. He was born in September 1998 (I don't remember the exact date). He has parents, 2 siblings and beloved friends. And he got the job of his dreams at the biggest movie company Behind the Film Bangkok. Нe is gay. He doesn't want to start a romantic relationship because he thinks he should make a career first. He likes pink but doesn't wear pink clothes because he thinks it doesn't suit him. Talay loves his family, friends and work very much, so he wants to leave the parallel world as soon as possible. When he decides that Tun is his portkey he starts chasing him.
Our second main character is Puen. He was born in 1998, but he's younger than Talay. Mom named him as the character of the movie O-Negative. His parents are dead. He has an older sister but she has her own life (she is married and owns a restaurant). I don't remember his full name but he uses Pranon as a pseudonym. He prefers to play in movies rather than series. He is a popular actor but doesn't seem to be a superstar. He is bi and once had a boyfriend. He's a little tsundere, I think, and trying to act cool sometimes. But he's kind of cutie. Puen loves life in a parallel world. He loves Tun's work, Tun's friends, Tun's house and Tun's parents. He doesn't want to return and this is the reason for the conflict between him and Talay.
In the novel Talay and Puen's relationship is very pleasant. They are both very sweet, soft, charming and a bit flirtatious. In their relationship there is no heteronormativity and toxic masculinity. They are really adorable together.
Next is Tess. His full name is Tatawa Jiracharoeykun. He is the youngest son of the owner of a huge movie company and he's a total asshole. He studies at the university but prefers to play truant. He constantly argues with his father and gets into fights. He seems to be a womanizer and a straight man. He is a big fashionista, likes bright clothes and luxury items. Tess's attitude is so bad that every time Talay doesn't know something and talks about it, no one is surprised and can only say: "As expected of Tess. Nothing matters to him."
Next is Tun. His full name is Pakon Uea-Angkun. He and Tess were friends in elementary school but don't talk much now. Tun is a screenwriter but he doesn't seem to be very good at it. He has various part-time jobs to find inspiration. Talay begins to pursue him when Tun is on these part-time jobs. Tess dated girl named Anna. Talay decides that Tun and Tess had a fight because of her and that's why Tun doesn't want to see him. But Anna tells him that the truth is that Tun is in love with Tess. That's the reason why Tun keeps running away. Tun is a little awkward and the scenes with him and Talay are very funny. They manage to meet once but after this Tun leaves the city and on the way back he crashes into a tree and Puen takes his place.
The relationship between Tun and Tess is very complicated. They work together in our world but that only makes things more complicated. Perhaps their story will be made into a separate novel. Not much is known about them right now.
And finally Paeng. In our world Paeng was an actress but one day she switched bodies with a girl from a parallel world named Fern. Fern went on to be an actress and became a superstar while Paeng became a yoga instructor. Paeng and Puen knew each other in our world. When Puen sees her in Fern's body he senses something and tells Talay about it. Talay decides that Puen and Paeng are portkeys for each other and starts trying to bring them together. But Paeng, like Puen, doesn't want to return. So they came up with a plan. When Talay finds out about it they get into a big fight.
If you've read this, I hope it helps you understand a little what's going on :))
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naoko-world · 2 years
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How I relate to (most of) the characters in Encanto
I often say I relate to a lot of characters in Encanto! Not everyone of them, like I'm nothing like Julieta, but a lot of them are like me in their own way. Honestly there are so many it's like this movie was made to touch me.
Starting with Bruno because...He's my favorite so...And I'm the one to decide!
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I relate to Bruno a lot! Well, I'm neurodivergeant, I have some mental health issues and honestly I'm glad they cut that scene where we see him talk to his rats. Because it would hit too close from home and could have triggered me.
Like him, sometimes I try to make people laugh and it fails because I'm bad at joking (Bruno is hilarious though) then it gets awkward and I'm hoping it didn't spoil my relationship with people. Well, because like him again I'm pretty nervous and anxious. I often fidget with my hands (or feet) like he does and seriously if I could hide in the walls of my home I totally would to just escape my worries. With some entertainments because it would quickly be a bit boring alone in there.
Also I would totally have tried a joke like "It looks like rain" to try to make a member of my family laughs and it thus lead a big event into a disaster...I mean I know I tried making jokes and it was taken seriously. And I had to apologize. Same thing when I say things a bit too bluntly because I didn't think I'd hurt someone by talking like I did.
I too have a very low esteem of myself. I think I'm not a good person, I'm someone who can feel really dark feelings, someone who can hurt others because of jealousy or because I have one person bothering me so I grow hate and anger.
I also look an awfully lot like Mirabel!
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Like physically I have glasses, she has glasses, I have a round face, she has too, short hair like her and curls in my hair. Hers are curlier though, my hair are more wavy. And her skin is darker than mine.
It's not the only part I look like her though since I have the same kind of anxiety of her and Bruno. I just want to be special, want to be skilled, to be useful to the society which I can't do because I don't have a job so some people think I'm just lazy. I'm not lazy though, I'm job hunting but recruiters feel I'm nervous so they don't want to have me in their company because I'd "be eaten" (yes, one recruiter decided to not lose more time and told me that).
Another part I have in common with Mirabel, something people I love know about, is when I love someone I'll show it a lot. If I was in a musical like Encanto I'd have one song for each of my closed friends telling them how wonderful they are!
When I was a kid I was talking really low and I sometimes talk low without noticing it, but when growing up I started talking way louder and becoming more extravert and less introvert, my shyness showing less. I'm still shy though, like I smile a lot and give excited answers to hide my nervosity and uncertainty. Well, now when I need to interact with people I take a deep breath before.
But enough with Mirabel! Time to talk about Pepa!
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Maybe it'll surprise people but I tend to be a really bad-tempered woman. Like when I can easily get angry and when I do it's hard to actually hide it.
So yeah I can relate to Pepa. I still manage to contain my anger until I can unleash it somewhere but MAN if I had Pepa's gift I would like get much more upset than the usual because I'd get upset for being upset and afraid people would hate me for getting upset.
Me with Pepa's gift, Paris would very often see hurricanes.
That's all for Pepa now is...Luisa's turn!
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Yes, after Pepa, Bruno and Mirabel I relate a lot to Luisa.
It'll be quick though: I can understand feeling I must carry the weight of everything on my shoulders.
I'm not the oldest of my siblings, I'm actually the youngest, but my older brother is autistic. I'm not talking about autistics like @hectic-hector for example who can still be independant, more an autism like can't understand how to (or the point to) use a computer, is yelling instead of talking, and if we don't watch over him he could empty the fridge or go on the road and be killed. It's like that since I was a kid and I always felt I had to be the oldest, be the one in charge to look after him, to literally carry the weight on my shoulders.
I also tend to take very seriously every task I'm given, and I gets desperate when I can't do it efficiently.
But enough with Luisa! Now is time to talk about the one I didn't imagine I'd relate to her: Isabela!
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Well, I was never said I should be perfect but I still feel I must, as if any mistake from my part is unforgivable. As if if something isn't perfect from my part it's worth nothing. As if I must always smile and be sweet, never be angry or the one in need of moral support. Like I'm not even authorized to cry because it bothers my dad.
Ah but well there is also what I said in my analysis of the Adults in Encanto on Isabela's character and how she stays feminine but by her own terms at the end of the movie. About how, again, I was the "not like other girls" girl because I like Video games, mangas, hate makeup and shopping...So I was saying I'm not feminine because I'm not a woman according to the society's view of a woman.
However I still identify as a woman and I still have feminine parts. There was the parts asked to me by the society (and especially some other women) which I didn't like and ended up being hateful toward in response to pressure, and there was the parts nobody asked me for but are still considered feminines. Like I like taking care of my hair, I like wearing some hairclips, crunchies, or hairbands. I like jewellery too like I have some in a box. I wear some earrings everyday, as well as a pendant about Bruno because I love it. I love plushies and dolls too or knitting. I'm fond of what's cute! I'm feminine!
This is why I can relate to her as the pressure to be perfect, but also the pressure to be what society says I should be as a woman.
Who else?
I think I can relate to Camilo?
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Also have to be the one to smile and reassure the others. And afraid to be a bother when I complain.
Antonio?
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Like nobody asks me for anything, especially when I was a kid, but I still could see what was happening and I wanted to help, not let the adults struggle while I was playing. I wanted to show we could count on me! Be of use!
Agustin?
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Like I can understand wanting to reassure someone and be afraid for them but still having to smile and then someone else says something and I realise it's what I should have said. Then I'd literally yell on someone else to defend them.
And...Alma.
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Yes, I can relate to HER! She's the antagonist but I also said she's an amazing character with a tragic story who doesn't deserve the hate. Today though I realise I can even relate to her in some way. Even while I'm still only in my 30's.
I know a bit the feeling to want to control everything, to have everything be perfect and be frustrated when everything doesn't go according to the plan because I doesn't want errors to be repeated.
Like me not wanting to see hate on the Internet anymore after my experience on Twitter and people hating each other for nothing. But I can't control people, even those I love.
Well, honestly at this point that's all! It's a good way to reflect on myself to say who I can relate to and how! And it's again an occasion to analyse characters I love!
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✨Galaxy Anon ✨ here!
That’s why we have wonderful food * chomps on your work* delicious. At least you want to improve everyday and growing as a writer!
Oh okay that makes sense. Actually that sounds like a nightmare like horray for days off but working day and night for that long and finally you get a break and people tell you to do your job even though you’re off sucks. Sorry about that I agree I get fed up with that type of job and tell them to suck it and I’m quitting.
Yes and unfortunately I can’t tell her that because she can make my job even worse and I know what she does she’s a two faced bitch basically but if I tell her that I can get little to no money from her not giving me any work at all or too much at a time. Yes and well the person who confronted her told me yeah she maybe talking shit behind my back but she always does it in Spanish so I can’t understand well enough. Yeah even the night hosts I remember are nicer about it and actually listen to me but I don’t work night shifts so boo ahh!
Oh yeah it must be better than that because then why would it be so popular then and that now gets me intrigued. Pfft I wish my mom could handle it. She is the type you can tell little details but not more ínstense things otherwise she asks me to stop and I know she is getting disturbed. I make it a point never to tell her about children cases because she is very sensitive to that. Yeah the families have it second worst. The first are victims.
No wonder, you have to be the older responsible person sometimes and it isn’t easy since you got to be strict with them sometimes or they act out. Pfft you look at baby magazines and your like “ Wrong audience.” Ooh what cat do you have and what kind of dog are you thinking of getting? I’m now even more curious on your perspective, the public can go away if they don’t want to know!
Your welcome!
Lol I'm honestly glad for the literature classes I need to take for my career path. It's been a big help honestly. Also damn I didn't know it was that good 👀
God the six weeks was awful luckily I didn't work nights, but it felt awkward when I need to do laundry cause I had to laundry room down the hall.
Do have a Manger you can tell?? Cause that sounds like shit if you ask me. Thats not a goof work environment.
I would so be down to rewatch the movies with you 👀. Also, I and mom are mixed on those cases. We don't care about details, especially me. Another one of those things I have to walk away from.
It wasn't easy. Having to play parent made it very strenuous for our relationship. I can't tell you how many times I got told "I hate you." When they were mad. I'm not proud to admit it, but it made me constantly upset with them. I didn't hate them never could but I didn't look at them in good light like I should have. Things did get better when our family found stability with my mom's boyfriend. I'm on way better terms with my siblings. I'm just upset it took so long you know??
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Ok so the twins with a little sister, who is still 7 years old.
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Sordward
My man is actually very protective of those he cares about, especially his family. This goes to the younger ones as well. Like, he’s cold around anyone else unless he gives a shit about them.
Like, he wouldn’t let you do something that’s reckless (or even harmless because it could turn into harm, somehow). And yet, he’ll beat the shit out of anyone who insult or hurt his younger sister-
He basically treats you similarly to his Younger Brother, just maybe worse because you’re seven. The only difference is that he doesn’t have the strength to give you trouble if you did something bad-
Like, you know how siblings tend to fight? He does that with his Younger Brother sometimes. But not with you for some reason. Again, maybe because you’re seven-
Basically, he’s a shit role model and terrible at giving comfort in general (it's just not the greatest-). You’re better off with his Younger Brother for that. His job is pretty much to be the older brother that he is and be protective and give semi genuine and dumb advice-
Shielbert
Hm. I feel like I mentioned this before, but he’d do anything for his younger sibling, whether it’s sister or brother (sister in this case). And if it’s for comfort or protecting-
Like, he’d pretty much do anything for you, just to make you happy. Unless if it’s something bad, like the crimes he did- (he would even prevent you from doing what he did-)
He’s pretty much the supportive role as well. Like, you can always go to him if you ever have problems and need assurance of some kind. Like, if you had a nightmare and needed someone beside you, he’s there-
Like, he’s the kind of brother that would attempt to show a good role model for his younger sibling. And actually show them kindness and understanding. And also be pretty close to them-
He’s basically the “older” brother anyone could ask for. Despite being the middle one now and having Sordward as the technical older. But he does genuinely care about his younger sister-
Emmet
Honestly, doesn’t mind having a younger sibling in general. I mean, now he’s considered the middle child. So yeah. Take that. *Hits the Gangnam Style*
Okay, for real, he doesn’t mind having a seven-year-old sister. I mean, he’s okay around children. When keeping them entertained for a bit. And he does genuinely like you because of family-
… He’s just sort of happy for not being the younger one now. Like, he’s now the middle one. Not that he’s going to make fun or you or make your life hell just because you’re the youngest, far from it-
… If anything, he’ll give you anything you want. Like, a piggyback ride on the subway or something. He’s legit just the laid-back sibling if you think about it. Doesn’t mean he’ll do something reckless, but still-
He’s just trying to be reliable, if that’s the right way to put it. Like, he isn’t strict, but he isn’t too laid-back. He’s basically the fun one that you can talk to at any time. And he hopes that he gives off that vibe well-
Ingo
… Never expected the day to just suddenly have a very young sibling. I mean, he does have Emmet. But they're adult twins. While you’re… a seven-year-old child that so happens to be his little sister-
I mean, he still likes you. You’re family. It’s just… he may be a bit awkward around kids in general. But hey, if you somehow find him entertaining like how a lot of kids do, then good on you-
Much like any older brother, he’s pretty protective and responsible in general. Like, he can make someone’s life a living hell just for saying the most childish insult at you; you’re a poopyhead.
… This can also be applied if there’s something bothering you. Like, you can tell him anything, and he’d do anything to help. And keep it between you two if you wish for it to be a secret.
Like, he’s trying to appear as a great older brother. But he hopes that by doing this, he doesn’t seem strict and cold (much like Emmet, he could give you piggyback rides-). Since he’s been told that many times. But he’s actually a nice person-
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Too Old For This - Chapter 21 - Part 2
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*Warning Adult Content*
"Why are you so fucking smart?" 
The older man frowned a little for a bit before he realized Leroy was complimenting him before laughing.
"I studied writing... then focused on copywriting. That's my job... well, sometimes it is."
"Well, fuck, someone needs to hire you clearly since a whole department carried along with this for a month and didn't notice and you did," Leroy said, looking back at his screen.
"I guess I can structure the project proposal around the brand image and projection and how it's affecting consumer reach?"
"Go for it..." Zachary trailed, still riding the high from Leroy's compliment.
The younger man worked for the next hour before closing his laptop and sighing.
"Dinner's in ten minutes. We should probably head down," Leroy said, checking his watch before sliding his laptop under the bed.
"Remember, if you don't want it you don't have to eat it."
"I'm pretty sure I'll be fine," Zachary said as Leroy got up and straightened his sweatpants.
The two made their way downstairs and sure enough, Leroy's mum was setting the table, as Emilia typed away on her cell-phone.
"Oh, you're here. I was about to go up and get you guys," Emily said as the two men sat down.
Zachary sat beside Emily and Leroy sat on the other end of Zachary.
"I hope you guys like it," Leroy's mum said, sitting across from all three of them.
They served themselves and ate in mostly silence until Leroy's mother spoke up.
"Zachary, what do you do for work?"  
The older man blinked.
"Err..." he trailed then stopped, starting to feel the world spin as the embarrassment started to set in.
How would he explain he didn't work without coming off as a bum?
He didn't want Leroy's mother to look at him like before... the skeptical, confused look was always enough to send him into a spiral.
"He freelances sometimes but he can't do it too much because of medical issues," Leroy said, pulling Zachary out of his panic.
"He's a writer and fucking good at it. Pretty much copy-edited my whole proposal upstairs."
"Oh, so a writer? Did you go to school for that?" Emily asked.
"Was it worth it? I want to go to art school but I'm having a hard time justifying the tuition. Leroy has a fuck ton of student debt, holy moly..." Emily trailed and Zachary rolled his eyes.
"Sorry. Some of us are talentless and need to go to college."
Leroy's mother chuckled and the whole table went silent.
It seemed that even siblings weren't used to that.. well, not anymore.
The awkward silence that followed after, settled for a bit before Zachary chipped in.
"I did go to school for writing but most of it was online and for a cheaper college. Honestly, most arts-related degrees and certificates are about your portfolio..." Emily nodded.
"Yeah, I guess that's true."
Soon the table was chatty again, with most of the conversation coming from Emily's lips.
Leroy's mother chipped in a few times, mentioning her time in the air force and asking Zachary if the chicken was okay.
The initial shock from her laughing had worn off, so the conversation carried on as normal when she did it a few more times.
When dinner was over, Leroy helped Emily with the dishes and Zachary just sat with Leroy's mother.
The two didn't say anything to each other but Zachary could swear he heard her say 'Thank you for coming' just as he got up to head upstairs with Leroy when he was done with the dishes.
He didn't dwell on it too much and instead focused on the man in front of him that seemed to be speed walking all the way upstairs.
When the two got upstairs, Leroy started the PlayStation and handed Zachary a controller when they climbed into bed.
"Err, what's going on?"
"We're going to play a game," Leroy said, getting on the bed with Zachary.
"Cuphead, not sure if you've heard of it."
"I have but I think we're kind of ignoring something," Zachary said, gesturing to himself.
"I don't know how to use a PlayStation controller. I've never had one."
Leroy stared at the older man and the older man stared at him.
"Really?"
"Yes. really."      
"I guess, change of plans, then. You're learning today," Leroy said, scooting closer to Zachary.
"I'll help you."
"Okay," Zachary's voice was low, more because most of his attention was on hyper-focusing on Zachary's hands.
After playing for what seemed like hours, the two abandoned the game, laughing at Zachary's painful attempts of at navigating the game camera while getting killed on the spot.
"It wasn't that funny," Zachary said, chuckling as Leroy brought up one of his fails for the hundredth time as they lay in bed together.
He didn't even believe his own words.  
"Sure, it wasn't," Leroy chuckled, catching the time on the clock on the wall.
He noticed it was getting late.
Zachary might start asking to leave but the younger man didn't want him to yet.
He started wondering what he could do to have Zachary stay longer.
"Should we order Vietnamese take-away?"      
Zachary chuckled, looking at Leroy from the side of his eyes.
"I had two chicken breasts."
"And now you can have 'Pho on the side'," Leroy offered.  
Zachary shook his head.
"Maybe we can have 'Pho on the side' tomorrow after the movie."  
The room was silent for a bit until the older man spoke up.
"Leroy."
"Hmm?" the younger man mumbled, unable to get over how comfortable to be tangled with Zachary on his bed.
"I think I'm going to stay over tonight," the older man whispered, brushing hair away from Leroy's eyes as he stared at him.
"I don't think I can leave now... your bed's super comfy."
Well, it was that and just being in the presence of Leroy gave him a comfort he couldn't quite express.
The thought of heading back to his bedroom, where he was alone in the darkness, didn't sit well in his chest.
He'd enjoyed today... loved today.
He wanted to sleep next to Leroy and wake up to the man's big brown eyes staring at him in the morning.    
"You sure it's just my bed?"
Zachary felt his stomach twist up with nerves at Leroy's sentence.
Just his bed?
Of course, it wasn't but Leroy wasn't going to make him say that out loud, was he?
"No. Not just that," Zachary mumbled, just high enough for Leroy to pick up.
"I don't want to leave. I'd miss you."
Leroy rolled on his stomach and reached out to pull the hem of Zachary's shirt.
"You look really good in this. Green's your color."  
Zachary swallowed back a breath.
He could feel his heart in his throat and a feeling of lightness in his head. Really?
Leroy touching his shirt was making him feral.
He was so whipped.
"Your bedhead is the cutest thing I've ever seen..." Zachary rattled off as Leroy snuck a hand under his shirt.
The younger man placed his open palm over his lover's stomach, letting his icy fingers send tingles through Zachary's body and concentrate on his groin.
"I've wanted to kiss you all day."
Leroy smiled, edging up just enough that their faces were right beside each other's Zachary could feel Leroy's breath on his cheek and when he turned the younger man quickly pressed their lips together, igniting the most toe-curling sigh from them both.
Soon, the two were tangled together, making out in the watching distance of their enthusiastic audience of figurines.
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02/05 -23
I am turning 23 tomorrow
Yay me ahaha
I just got an email asking if I still wanted to keep this blog or not, and I got to reading some of my old posts
Of course I want to keep this, it is something I gave to myself!
We have two cats now! A young little guy who’s very cute, but also a bit annoying at times, and we still haven’t fully decided on his name (it’s probably going to be Percy tho right?). The other one is a beautiful and kind (and grouchy) girl (3 years) who isn’t the cuddliest but that just makes it more worth it when she shows that she cares. Her name is Lumine. The day before we got the little guy we found out she might have heartproblems. I am going to call the specialist animal clinic tomorrow to arrange for a time to scan her. Hopefully she is or will be fine. I love her so much. I will probably love the little guy a lot more too, especially when he becomes older.
I have been diagnosed with ADD (ADHD), but not autism. I know I have autism though, because my whole life just suddenly makes sense. Of course I have always felt slightly off with the rest of the world, and with how I view gender, and how I handle, or not handle, my feelings. I do have autism, and it feels better knowing that, because of course I struggled then. It was never my fault for struggling, it has always been these two diagnoses that caused me to have so many issues. It wasn’t my fault.
I am done with school. I did great actually. I struggled so much, but I did it and the things I did were good. I have gotten test-hired(?) for a job that’s similar to what I did earlier in life, which makes me feel a lot more secured. I am still scared though haha.
I still have a lot of issues though. I am still “probably depressed”. I don’t like my hobbies as much anymore, even though I really have gotten better at what I do. I don’t have a lot of friends. I had a girlfriend for about half a year, but we broke up, and then our friendgroup split and we stopped being friends too. It’s not the worst but still kinda sad. I didn’t really love her, but I did like her plenty. And she kept my spirits up, and made me feel like I was worth something. 
I have issues with the few friends I have now too. I also have issues with my family, which I don’t think I could have imagined back when I last wrote. It’s really annoying and depressing. I have issues with social anxiety, and issues with feeling really lonely. I still have a lot of issues with not feeling like I am good enough. My brother have become a lot happier and kinder though! I still have personal issues with how I feel inferior to his other siblings, and it is still sometimes awkward between us since we don’t really know how to interact. It makes me happy that he is happier though.
So basically, life still sucks sometimes, and I am still kind of depressed, but a lot of stuff has changed. And maybe I don’t have the answers to how to fix a lot of things in my life right now, or even longer in the future. But things have changed. Some for the better, even. Not very much have changed for the worse. Maybe friends stuff and family stuff, but at least I don’t think it will keep getting much worse than now. I don’t have to fix everything right now either. I can just fix what I can right now, and the other stuff will get it’s chance too eventually. It comes as it comes. I am really excited to try working at my job, and getting money from it haha! 
If in a few years, things aren’t great yet either, things have still changed! And I have grown, and so have the people around me. I am a bit scared to tell my brother about our second cat though...
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