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Recent Read Manga Recommendation Round Up (plus anime!) - Part 3

Manga/anime I’ve been enjoying recently! Links to part 1 and part 2.

Twitter link to this post here.

~Links to my other manga posts~ My personal favs/ones I super enjoyed will have a ✨ on them :)

PLEASE LOOK UP ANY TRIGGER WARNINGS!

CRIME, ACTION, DRAMA

✨GANGSTA. by Kohske

(8 volumes + chapters released past vol.8, hiatus)

Available in English

Please check out my dedicated post I linked for this series. I worked super hard on it!

If you take one recommendation from this list, let it be GANGSTA. I’m begging… This series is going in my all-time favs. I have a whole “Why You Should Check GANGSTA. Out” section in my dedicated post, so definitely take a look at that! But in short: Do you enjoy great character writing? A diverse, adult cast featuring different races and disability rep (deaf MC)? A gritty setting? A FOUND FAMILY OF DORKS?

I'm obsessed and I'm making it my mission to take as many of you down with me as possible...

TIME TRAVEL, SUPERNATURAL

Link Click directed by Li Haoling

(24 Episodes - Season 2 Coming Soon)

Link Click is a donghua from Studio LAN and streamed on Bilibili — the Chinese streaming service that I do some subs for, if you're unfamiliar with them — as well as Funimation. I enjoyed the art, animation, and atmosphere. The premise is that two guys working at a print shop time travel through photos to help their clients. And who doesn't love a trio of kids with a big-hearted jokester, the quiet, mature one, and a feisty girl who reins them in? I think this is my first donghua and I enjoyed it!

Plus, the opening and ending themes are pretty slick ->

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Season 1 Opening Theme - Adding it to the playlist.

MECH, POLITICAL, SCHOOL

Mobile Suit Gundam: The Witch from Mercury by Yatate Hajime

(12 Episodes + Prologue - Season 2 currently airing)

Let me tell you about me and Gundam.

I used to work at a translation company in Tokyo where I translated some Gundam figure commercials/interviews (which are currently privated on Youtube, unfortunately) amongst other things. I'm telling you guys, every time I walked into the office and saw an email from Bandai/TAMASHII NATIONS with a new Gundam translation request in my inbox, I would cry a lot little inside. I had never watched anything Gundam and didn't know what the heck was going on in the stuff I had to translate. There was this one interview with a figure designer where I was like, "Oh, you have to be a Gundam fan to understand what the heck he's talking about..." I remember me, another translator, and our editor staring at our screens exasperated. We managed, though. Big shoutout to the Gundam Wiki — not that I understood anything from it LOL.

If you told me back then that I would enjoy a Gundam thing, I would've laughed — but here I am, enjoying a Gundam thing. I'm not into mechs, even though I think robots/robot-adjacent stuff + space are cool. Still, I could never get into mechs for some reason. So if you're like me, try The Witch from Mercury. Our MCs are these two girls who end up engaged to each other in a rather hilarious way imo, with a colorful cast of supporting characters. The political themes I hear Gundam is known for really hooked me, and I LOVE how the kids handle a situation they end up in. I won't say more so as not to spoil it, but I think this is a great entry point for Gundam newbies!

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Season 1 Opening Theme - Am I turning into a Gundam fan? Wild. Who would've thought the day would come? What if I start getting into Gunpla? A slippery slope, really.

SLICE OF LIFE, SCHOOL

✨Skip and Loafer by Takamatsu Misaki

(8 volumes, ongoing) + Season 1 Anime

Available in English

I remember seeing volume one of this series at the bookstore I frequented in Ikebukuro Station when it had just come out. Sooooo many times, I almost picked it up over the years. But I always passed because I was swamped with work, school, and current reads.

Now, I have a little more time on my hands, and the new anime adaptation has so much love put into it! A great coming-of-age story following young Mitsumi as she moves to the big city for school. This series is so wholesome, it's cavity-inducing.

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This opening is the most delightful thing~

SLICE OF LIFE

Hotel Metsäpeuraan e Youkoso by Fukuta Seira

(2 volumes, ongoing)

JP only

In the mountains of Finland is a hotel run by two men. One day they see a young man outside in a snowstorm, and bring him inside. The men can tell that teenager Jun seems to have a heavy past and offer him a job and place to stay at the hotel.

Super cute, wholesome, and has great found family vibes!

SLICE OF LIFE, FOOD

Samenai Machi no Kisaten by Hasha

(2 volumes, complete)

JP only

A chill read with a touch of melancholy. At the end of each chapter is a recipe! The art is very cute and pleasing.

DYSTOPIAN, SCI-FI

✨Fool Night by Yasuda Kasumi

(6 volumes, ongoing)

JP only

In the future, the sky is blacked out, not allowing any sun through. To survive, technology has been developed to turn people into plants. I'm in love with the art and atmosphere of this series. I can't wait to read more!

ROMANCE

Gakusou by Tsurimaki Nodoka

(oneshot)

JP only

This is a super short one-chapter oneshot. Cute little read with lovely art! By the same author as 聖血の海獣/Seiketsu no Kemono, a 3-volume manga I've been meaning to read.

LGBTQ+, DRAMA, COMEDY

To Strip The Flesh by Tooda Oto

(oneshot/anthology)

Available in English

An anthology that has some funny stories, and some that made me feel too seen...

DYSTOPIAN, SCI-FI, CRIME, ACTION, POLITICAL

✨PSYCHO-PASS by Urobuchi Gen

Check anilist for all content because the seasons, movies, manga, light novels, and watch order are a little all over the place.

The Psycho-Pass: Inspector Shinya Kogami manga is available in English from publisher Dark Horse.

Set in the future, Japan has implemented a surveillance state that measures people's psyche and flags anyone with the potential to do crime, even if they have not done anything or will never have done anything.

I watched season one back when it first came out in 2012. Since then, I would see ads for new content at the train stations in Japan and thought I’d catch up. There’s a new movie, PSYCHO-PASS PROVIDENCE, releasing May 12, 2023.

I've been having a lot of dumb, edgy fun with this series and its on-the-nose political themes. It's kinda camp-y? I do wish it spent more time on character moments, though.

I love me a trio (which seems to be a theme in this round-up lol) and this series has a good trio! Akane is such a great character, and Shinya and MY BOY GINOZA NOBUCHIKA!!! have been thoroughly entertaining me.

I love him. I wanna bully him and stuff him into a locker...

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rinbowaman · 10 months

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HHP Chapter 18 - MDNI18+

READ NOTES!

Okay so i know i say this all the time...but truly, this one is my favorite chapter....you'll see why. please excuse it not being proofread, we're visiting some family and friends so that's my excuse this time lol....

Text in purple are song lyrics. IDK why but every time i highlight song lyrics sometimes the color doesn't highlight the entire verbiage, just ignore that.

Warnings: Sensual smut, descriptive, unprotected sex, angst, fighting, arguing, controlling behavior, imbalance of power in a relationship, restricting freedom (towards reader), obsessive/controlling/possessive behavior (very yandere...ofc it's heethan).

So it is a REQUIREMENT that you read the smau "Netflix and Chill" (all three parts) before reading this. It will be better if you read the entire MGR arc, but if you dont feel like reading the whole thing, at least read the smau and the last few chapters of MGR (Chapter 9-12) bc this is heavily referenced with a timeline of events that occurred in those chapters...otherwise it's going to just confuse you. I'm linking the smau and the masterlist for MGR below, i would suggest reading the chapters first and then reading the smau.

MGR MASTERLIST <- Click

“Why can’t you just see from my perspective once in a while??”

“Don’t I?...why can’t you see mine? I care and love you too much…I’m the only one that loves you, and I’m the only one that will protect and take care of you.”

“But I’ll be with the others-“

“That’s enough.”

“No!”

Back and forth, you both had bickered nonstop. An argument caused by the event of you informing Heeseung that you wanted to join the girls on a road trip, but Heeseung’s schedule was too booked for him to attend, therefore, you weren’t able to go…at least he wouldn’t allow you to.

“You do realize that this is not typical human behavior in a relationship right?” you snarked out with your arms crossed, glaring at him with slightly glossed eyes as you reached a level of frustration from feeling restricted…like a child.

“I never said it was.” He responded back calmly….to calm.

“You can’t treat me this way! Its not fair Heeseung.”

“I never said I played fair either…” standing before you, he tilts his head back just slightly to peek his eyes from the shadow of his cap, opening them wide as he glares down at you from a staggering height. His iris shrinks up the wider he opens them. You couldn’t deny it, it terrified you, especially seeing that his Ethan side wasn’t present at all, yet he was already so mad….how would it have been if his aggressive side did come through?

Shaking your head in defeat, you turn around and walk over to the window and tried to compose yourself as you took deep breaths. Placing your hands on your waist, you tilt your head back to look up at the ceiling as you count silent numbers in your head.

‘1…..2…..3……4…..’

Feeling his hands reach around your waist, cupping your ribcage, he leans into your ear to gently whisper and kiss it. But you were far from wanting to feel him let alone seeing him.

“Stop!” you snapped as you peel his hands off.

“Don’t touch me right now, I want to be left alone.”

Snarking out a smirk out of amusement and irritation, he looks at the doorway before looking at you.

“You really don’t get it, do you? after all this time you treat the love I have for you as some sort of joke…” he responds.

“I do not! I just think you go overboard. It isn’t normal!” you spoke out, and in all honestly, you spoke out of anger. Generally, you didn’t mind Heeseung’s mannerism when it came to his level of obsession and possession over you, in fact, a lot of the time, you loved it. But at this moment, you were too angry to remind yourself of how much you deeply craved his unhealthy level of possessiveness over you.

“That’s what I mean…..i never said it was normal…in fact….it’s insane…I’M….insane….i’m insanely in love with you and I never claimed to be a man who loves you in any other aspect…yet you keep comparing my love for you to other people’s definition of love….it pisses me off.” His voice remained calm, yet you could tell by the influctuation of his tone, that he was getting quite mad towards your disregard of his love for you.

“I’ve loved other women in that normal aspect…..I’ve loved them in the way that you’re comparing me to right now…..and honestly, they deserved it. Because the type of love I have for you is unlike anything I’ve felt or displayed towards anyone….and here you are wanting something different. Why can’t you be more considerate and just accept it? Why can’t you maybe fucking return it back once in a while or show some type of love that goes beyond ‘normal’?”

His words hit you deeply. Snapping your frame around to face him, you glared at him as you spoke out in high tempo, with a level of anger that you hadn’t felt in a very long time.

“What are you talking about? I love you! I’ve always loved you!” you lashed out, restricting the volume of your voice from getting too loud, yet it was indeed rising.

“Nah y/n…..you only love when I was there for you…when I was there holding your hand and comforting you because of Samuel and that stupid email he sent. I’m talking about real love…something you don’t know nothing about…you have any idea how it feels to look at something and get a feeling that they are beyond your reach? Yet you know that they are yours…that they belong to you? You have any idea what it feels like to love someone from a distance and watch them love someone else? Hmm? Do you?...I’m willing to bet you don’t…”

He spoke out with a slight side smirk….acting as if he knew the answers in regards to love. Your heart sank….you knew it wasn’t entirely his fault..yet….

“Are you kidding me? Heeseung, you obviously have no idea what you’re talking about.” You flared your hands as they dropped back down in minor defeat as you nearly began to sob in full.

“How could he say that to me?.....Does he truly not know?.....”

Smirking at you once more, all at the sight of you with the tears beginning to stream down your face, his cold and heartless words came out once more.

“You don’t…..you don’t know what it was like to watch you….dedicate yourself to someone else…being committed…loving them and cherishing them….even though they didn’t return any of it…..yet you still were so tenacious with your love for them….and I had to watch it all…..” shifting his gaze to the window behind you, then right back into your eyes, he chuckles with a closed mouth.

“Maybe you do know of the love I’m talking about….now that I just broke it down….you displayed that love towards Samuel…..didn’t you?”

Your mouth slowly gasps open in despair.

“But you never did it for me…..only until he came out with the truth and betrayed you…..and when I took the opportunity to get you for myself…that’s when you decided to return the love I have for you. I’m happy….but I’ll never forget that pain of wondering how to get you……coming up with ways and thoughts to sabatoge your relationship with him…..coming up with ways to get you for myself….i planned…I coordinated….fortunately I didn’t have to do any of that….because it all worked out….yet you’re going to sit there and just think I’m crazy and not think about the fact that it’s all because of my desire to be with you that drives me crazy….y/n…”

You shook your head slightly out of anger….you didn’t prolong the conversation any further as you felt like nothing you could say or do would make a difference.

Turning away for the last time, you leaned against the window and stared outside, by now, the girls would have already packed and left for their trip…. without you. Even h/n was joining them.

“why…just why?.....”

Seeing that you were no longer going to lash out or come up with any other response, Heeseung merely turns and heads for the door. Softly, without turning, he starts off speaking by facing the door, before turning his head to face his side profile in your direction as he finishes his words.

“I’m going to be downstairs….so we can both cool off. Think about what I said…in the meantime, stay here.”

With that, he leaves and shuts the door behind, leaving you in the room to remain as he demanded. You knew better than to try and break his command, especially with him downstairs, but more so because in the past, every single time you had tried to walk out during a heated argument, he always caught you…sometimes even before you could reach for the door.

At least he was understanding to give you some space, yet it was always in a guarded room…his room. He never let you go out…not for a walk…not for some air….not for anything. He was too controlling and restricting….all because of his ‘love’ for you.

“Fucking bullshit…”

…………………………….

Arriving downstairs and into the kitchen, Heeseung was glad that the rest of his housemates all went out for the weekend. He hated arguing, yet hated it even more if others were overhearing it.

Pouring himself a small drink of a gentleman’s liquor, he walks back over to the living room. Staring up at the open railed corridor that led to his room, he stares at the door as he takes a sip out of his glass. Licking his lips and poking the inside of his cheek with his tongue, a calm yet pissed off expression on his face, he sits the drink down on the coffee table before laying on the sofa.

“Fucking Hell….I’ll fix her after we cool down for a bit….”

Laying down and shifting his frame to sink into the cushions, he pulls down his cap slightly and forces himself to nap.

Upstairs, you decided to do the same, seeing as there was absolutely nothing for you to really do, since your phone and his laptop were both downstairs. Taking advantage of everyone being gone since yesterday, you and Heeseung had the entire frat home to yourselves. Earlier when he was studying, you had made breakfast for you both. It was shortly after breakfast ended that the argument began, where you started to feel fed up and, mistakenly leaving your phone on the kitchen island, you walked upstairs out of haste. A moment later, he came up and found you sulking in the room as you sat on the edge of the bed with your arms crossed, your head turned away, and trying to avoid speaking to him at all costs since you were already reaching an anger pitch that was bringing the worst out of you. It all went downhill from that point on.

Laying on his bed, you shift over to your side as pieces of your hair drapes over your shoulder and cheek, while the rest grazes over the pillow in a waterfall effect. With the tear streams dried, yet still evident as they left their mark on your face, you drift off, subtly sobbing once more out of frustration, feeling hopeless and defeated.

The evening shadows of night arrived as the sky turned pitch dark. Waking up in the dark atmosphere of the living room, Heeseung gets up and stretches. Taking his glass over to the kitchen to wash it out, he sees the screen of your phone brightening up from notifications of a study group you have set for next week.

“We already spend so much time apart due to classes….how could she want to go away for the weekend….away from me? She knows better than to ask that.”

Taking your phone, he views the texts of the study group. Some of the peers were female…some were male.

“I hate that…”

Still feeling a bit distasteful from the heated argument earlier, and noticing how familiar the boys in the group text were addressing and directing their messages to you, Heeseung proceeds to go into your contacts and begins to erase all the male contacts off your phone….again.

It took you nearly two days to place all those numbers back in, thank God you have a recall roster saved in your notepad, otherwise it would have been painful to go up to everyone in class asking for their numbers. Last time, he even erased the female contacts, including H/N and the girls, all due to getting mad over the April Fools prank that they encouraged you to do.

Setting your phone back down on the countertop, he was about to walk away when another notification came in. It was from h/n sending a picture of her and the girls all arriving at the hotel.

“Wish you were here with us! Miss you!” the text read.

Scoffing, he slightly rolls his eyes.

“What the fuck-ever.”

He doesn’t deny that your friends care for you, but no one truly loves or misses you like he does. He knows that…if only you knew…if only you knew what it was like to yearn for someone so much.

Pouring himself another drink in a clean glass, he takes a sip as he browses through your phone, particularly the message between you and him. He needed to get into a better mood before confronting you again, so why not look at all the loving messages that transpired between you two?

It started to work, yet each time when he thought he was feeling better, the words he issued to you echoed in his brain. It made him think back to the moments where you weren’t his…back when you were in love with Samuel and Heesueng was continuing on his relationship with Vicky, all for the sake of using her as a means in getting closer to you.

“If only she knew…”

Perhaps it was a good idea just to leave you alone for the rest of the night, he was nowhere near a good or decent mood to talk with you. He was still so angry, and now that he was recalling his emotions before he had you, he was feeling a little emotionally frustrated. Exiting out of the chat between you and him, reaching up to click the phone screen off, something caught his eye. It was a recent text message that you had sent to yourself.

“Y/N ###”

“Huh….interesting.”

He scoffs internally as he clicked on the chat.

“Probably sent some mental notes or reminders to herself.”

He was right. All the recent and collection of texts to yourself were of reminders, notes, and scheduled group study dates that you had sent to yourself. Days, weeks, and months’ worth of them. He continues to scroll all the way up, until he reached the timeline before you two started dating, where he saw messages you sent reminding yourself to send Samuel some gifts or a text message wishing him luck on a scheduled football game at his college.

Regardless that these messages were sent way before you and he became an official pair, a couple and now, engaged, seeing the messages you sent yourself in regard to Samuel didn’t sit right with him. One by one, he begins to erase the reminders….when a particular series of messages caught his eye….noting the date and the time of each message, he pulls his own phone out and scrolls through the messages he had with you, back to the timeline that matched your self texts….. and there it was, with the date and time matching exactly with the texts you sent yourself, he finds out that the messages, were all submitted right after the discussion he had with you.

Viewing the messages all in order, he begins reading the conversation from start to finish.

It was all coming back to him...how Vicky was expressing her pity for you....because at the time, not that you weren't aware, but everyone had assumed that you were blind....they all felt sorry for you...thinking that you were in denial...that you were blindly loving a man that didn't love you back.

Not wanting you to be left alone, Vicky asked for Heeseung to check in on you. Reading the contents of her requesting message, he stumbled across a moment in time, where he had saw something within you that he has now completely forgotten, all since he had you in his life permanently....

………………….

"She did...she always had....somehow back then...I knew she was alot like me....she yearned for love...."

Continuing on, he reads the contents of the messages you and he both shared the next night...

His chest heaves, his breathing deepens when he lowers his phone and raises yours in his other hand, reading what you wrote….

“Sweet pea…tell me….what’s on your mind? “

“Hmm?”

“I know my girl, something is on our mind. Even though your mother and I just drove down here yesterday to see you for the weekend, I know when something is bothering my girl, come here, tell papa what you’re thinking about….is it about Samuel?”

“…..no…actually….Samuel and I…..I don’t know….I’ve reached out and have done all I can…but I think I lost him…..”

“And you still love him? Are you saddened by losing him?”

“No…..no not really….even though I’m still trying…I’m not in denial…I just….”

“What’s wrong? Why are you crying? What’s wrong y/n?”

“……I don’t even care if I lose Samuel…I just …I don’t know why I keep trying with him….i think it’s because…..there is a man…who I really…..i think….”

“……..do you love this man?...the one you’re talking about?”

“……………….yes………but I can’t have him….”

“why is that?”

“Because he’s my roommates boyfriend……and he’s a good man…..so he loves her dearly….although I’m not sure if she loves him back…..”

“…So you keep trying with Samuel to fill the emptiness of not having the love of the one you truly want?”

“………yes….”

“…..I see…….it’s alright y/n……everything happens for a reason…..”

“But…..does it have to hurt this bad?.....”

“It does……because it’s true love….”

“so just this once….would it be bad….would it be considered weak if I cried?......I don’t like it but…..would it be okay….to cry this one time……that wouldn’t change the fact that I’m trying to be strong?”

“no….it’s okay to cry….it’s always okay to cry……come here, come hug good ol’ pappy.”

“……I don’t want to hurt anymore…how do I make it stop?”

“You can’t…..when you truly love and yearn for someone….sometimes the only way we can relay or show them that we love them….sometimes the only way to truly love them….is from afar and through our tears……”

The weekend ended, and your parents made the 5 hour drive back to their home, leaving you to prepare for class the next morning. Doing your homework inside your room, Vicky walks in and catches your attention.

“Oh! Y/N! hey, in three weeks from now, don’t make any plans! We’re going to go to a party!”

“What party?”

“There is a newly formed frat that is throwing their welcoming party in three weeks, we’re all going, so make sure you don’t make any plans.” She smiles as she plops herself on your bed.

Chuckling, you nod.

“Okay…I’ll go.”

“Oh my gosh Y/n! You look so chic!”

“maaaaaan you are going to get some looks at this party.”

Walking with your arms looped with a fellow classmate, you and the girls all arrive at the party.

Settling in towards the back of the kitchen where the open bar was stationed, you stood off to the side as you engaged subtly in minor conversation with the girls. Vicky disappeared, and you’re certain she was with him.

Yet for a moment, you could have sworn your eyes deceived you when you saw him walking into the kitchen area, dressed casually yet somewhat fancier than his usual choice, however, his black cap remains as usual. Spotting you, he walks up and greets you as you wave and smile at him.

“Hi Ethan.”

“Y/n…..how have you been?”

“I’ve been good, how have you been doing? It’s been a while.”

Admiring you, you couldn’t see his eyes, yet he was grateful for he didn’t want you to notice how deeply he was studying your features. Reaching up with his hand, he makes a delicate closed fist and softly rests it against your cheek, using the extension of his thumb, he strokes a piece of hair that was subtly connected to the corner of your mouth. Tucking it behind another strand, he makes sure it stays in place so that he could keep admiring that face of yours….

The events of the night transpired and escalated the moment that Gabe and his friend displayed an assortment of verbal harassment towards you. Yet he was there to protect you…to save you…..to stand in between you and those terrible men…like always. The feeling rose back up again.

“……he does this…he always does this….but I can’t have him….i don’t belong to him…..”

Feeling a sense of hopelessness and the sadness of an unrequited love, you rush out. He takes notice, though him and everyone else assumed it was all due to being flushed from what you had just experienced with Gabe and his friend.

Walking back to your dorm, you received the notification that, for a moment in time, left a dent in your heart……Samuel’s email.

Making it back to your dorm, you held your sobs in until you reached your bed. Leaving your phone screen on, you fell into a symbolic state as you matched the room to reflect your emotions….all dark…with only just that little bit of light remaining…though it was barely there…..normally it was the other way around….yet….now you found yourself enveloped in the darkness that was eating you inside.

“……I want what she has so badly….but I can’t have him…..so I was willing to make it work with Samuel….i’ve tried….I’ve tried all this time…and I’ve tried so hard…..yet it was all for nothing…should I be surprised? When was the last time he contacted me? Aside from tonight with that email?.....God…I’m so desperate for the love and affection of him…that I put myself through pain and wasted affection for a man that had been lying and unfair to me for the last six months…….so now what?.....If I can’t even keep the love of someone who is unworthy……and I can’t have the love of someone who I’m more than willing to love in her place…….then who is there for me to love?.....”

Slowly, you hear the door open. Closing your eyes, you knew it was Vicky, yet you didn’t want to be approached, so you pretended to sleep. You hear her footsteps coming in closer to your bed.

“Please…Vicky…not now…..I can’t talk….just let me be alone for now….please.”

The footsteps stop right at the side of your bed. You hear her reach and grab your phone….

“Oh God…the email…..she’s going to read it….”

Seconds later, you hear the phone being placed back on your nightstand. Sitting on the edge of your bed, right beside you, you felt her hand……you smelled her scent…….you heard her breathing……

But it wasn’t her……

Opening your eyes upon recognizing the scent, the feel of his touch, and the steady faint tone in his breath, you look up and saw him…..looking at you compassionately. With a soft tone in his voice, he speaks…starting off the conversation in the night that led to the events that forever changed your life…..

“Who made you cry?”………

Placing the phones down, he leaves them in place as he starts to walk towards the stairway….

I fell by the way The reason you haven't heard from me

Just didn't want to tell you Or see me this way

Having fun with someone

With a soft hand on the rail, he trails up each step, calmly.

Circumstance, who would've guessed

Force my hand when I was homeless He just, he wouldn't understand

If you saw me Holding his hand

Breaching the door, he pauses as he stands on the other side.

I fell from your grace The reason you haven't seen me here

I just, I didn't want to tell you to your face But I left clues you couldn't refuse

Knob in his hand, he freezes for a second, before gently and quietly entering, noting the lack of sound and lighting.

Obvious, you're friends would see I knew you'd get the word eventually

There you were, soundly asleep on his bed…..and as always, you looked so damn beautiful….

I'd rather have them tell you It's just as well

The picture's gone

Walking over….stealth with soundless motion, he approaches the edge of the bed. Extending his hand out, he softly grazes his fingertips over the soft skin of your cheek. Coiling your hair around his fingers, he sits by your lying side, taking a moment to admire the face of the woman he loves….the one who unknowingly stole his heart…without even trying…

Hovering atop of you, he places his forearms on the bed, off to each side of your shifted face as he admires your side profile directly above. Resting a bit of his weight on your body, he feels you move from the sudden density that was placed on your body. Raising his hand, he moves the hair away from your cheek to full expose your profile, admiring it, he smiles softly.

Leaning in, he places a gentle and tender kiss against your cheek, trailing off to the side towards your ear before he softly breathes over your canal.

Reaching over to your breast, he pulls down the spaghetti straps of your form fitted summer dress. Placing a hand over one of your busty mounds, he caresses it while stroking his thumb over your nipple, all the while he softly licks and kisses your helix.

You moan out as you start to wake up from the slight pressure of his weight on your body, and the application of his affection on your skin.

“…hmm?...heeseung?” you softly speak out in a tiring voice.

“Shhh…come here….come here my pretty baby….”

His voice was just as soft, despite him being awake for a while now. Gently stroking his nose up and down your cheek, you shift your head to face forward towards his. You were tired and groggy, yet you were still slightly upset over the argument....until….

Propping up on his knees, he was still wearing his punk-rock attire, a zip up black hoodie that remained partially opened, paired with sporting wristbands, a pair of straight blue jeans, worn and slightly torn, a black tee displaying a rock band logo, with his black cap.

Grouping your legs together, he reaches under the hem of your mini dress and hooks his fingers under your panties, slowly and delicately sliding them off. The room was terribly dimmed with the lights being off and being nighttime, yet the glimpse of the glaring street light from across the street provided a delicate hue of illumination through the window, allowing you both to subtly make out the features of each other’s bodies and faces.

Looking up from your lying state, you watch as he gleams his eyesight from above, not at all smirking, yet he didn’t at all look angry either. He looked bewildered….as if it was the first time he saw you. With a look of extreme love and admiration, he makes direct eye contact with you with slightly wide eyes, his mouth just faintly parted open as he gulps a breath.

“Why is he looking at me that way?....Why is he doing this? Is he not mad anymore?.....”

I fell while you were away You leave a woman at home Anyone will tell you

She's gonna stray

Unsure of what was happening or why he was displaying himself as such, you gently placed your hands on his forearms, gently pushing them aside…or you tried to. He wouldn’t remove them, despite you trying to move them away. It wasn’t that you were still angry, but you weren’t in the mood to do what he was aiming to accomplish, considering that you felt he needed to….

“I’m sorry…..pretty baby……I’m sorry my girl…”

Shocked, you raised a brow and slightly widened your eyes as he softly spoke out his words. With your underwear completely off, the skirt of your dress rolled up while the neckline and straps are pulled down. The flimsy material grouped around your waist, he remains on propped knees as he unzips and feeds out his length. He felt too overwhelmed to even worry about undressing himself.

Tightening his grip on your waist, he takes his other hand and strokes his lengthy muscle, before pressing the tip up against the subtle slit in between your folds.

“Wh-Heeseung wait…” your chest raises as you were experiencing further shock from the sudden contact of him beginning to enter inside you, all the while you were still trying to process the surprising avenue of him apologizing.

He never apologizes…not for something so serious. Usually if it was something minor he would, or if it was something he sincerely felt at fault for, but when it came to his hold and possession over you, he never felt wrong for the way he displayed his love for you…unless he was apologizing for something else. The thought of him finding out your messages never crossed your mind, how would it?

With him slowly pressing in, you began to feel the pressure of the sting and the pain that transitioned beautifully into that pleasurable tingle, that knot that build’s up in your lower gut as it drives you to crave more.

Uncontrollably, your hands drop their grip on his forearms, yet remained resting on top of them.

“Ah! Oh my God….” You gasped out. The way he moved as he slid in, it was so passionate and deep. Rotating his hips, twisting, and turning with a harsh yet slow gyrating motion, he buries himself deeper as he bellows out inside you.

Once he felt that he broke through your walls perfectly, he begins to thrust…starting off slow….working his way up to a pace that caused you to, despite being in a lying state, bounce up and down against the mattress.

“I’m sorry baby…..i’m sorry…please forgive me….” He breathes out deeply in between each word, as they all came dragging out of his pursed lips in a slight moaning tone as he felt the intense pleasure of thrusting in and out of you.

“Oh! Oh God! He-Heeseung!” your body starts to shift as the pleasure was too much for you to take in at a standstill, yet he held your steady with one hand on your waist, the other looped around your thigh.

“I shouldn’t have said those things to you….”

He speeds up the pace of his thrusts.

“Please ignore everything I said to you earlier….”

With the tip hitting that spot, your eyes roll to the back of your head as your body begins to tremble.

“Ugh!......uuuuuuugh! He-Heeseung pl-please!”

“Forgive me for everything I said….I should have known better than to say those things to you.”

“Heeseung!”

“I’m so sorry……tell me you’ll forgive me.”

Increasing the pace once more, his movements become jolting as he breaches his own orgasm, all the while he keeps gasping out his words of apology while you suffer the intense pleasure of being fucked with such deep and wounding passion.

Your body vibrates as you feel the knot tightening to the point where it was going to snap itself undone.

“Hee-Heeseung! Ugh!” you gasp as you arch your back, choking out gasping moans as your hands fling and slap on the sides of the bed, you lost all control of yourself as your body reacts and does whatever it wants to on its own accord.

“Yeah baby….I’m sorry…..” with the last bit of his words, he tucks his chin in as he leans down, nearly falling on top of you, yet he catches himself so as to not place all of his weight on you so suddenly while you vibrate violently from the intense orgasm that he just gave you. He too, felt the intensity of pleasure as he cums inside you.

You scream out as you fling your hands around, your body twitching uncontrollably. Taking both your hands, he pins them above your head and keeps them there as he leans in and kisses you. You weren’t able to kiss him back as your body was issuing gasping moans from the effects of the sexual high, yet it didn’t’ matter, he continued massaging your mouth as you gasped out your screams, his grip on our wrists tightens as he maintains them to be pinned above your head.

At that moment, you didn’t care about the argument nor your feelings on the matter. He softly tells you that while he wasn’t sorry about restricting you from going, you weren’t surprised. You knew that he was never going to be sorry or change his perspective over having a hold on you. You knew the very moment he said he was sorry, that it wasn’t for not allowing you to leave….but then what was it for?

“You loved me….even before we came together….didn’t you?” he softly speaks into your mouth as each word comes in during his passionate kiss.

“What?....”

Propping his head up as he rests against his forearms, still pinning our wrists down, he looks down at you with a wide eye look of amusement and love…it was almost terrifying. Never have you seen anyone look at you the way he does….even without his Ethan side, when Heeseung felt the passion of your love and consideration returned, he developed a wide stare that displayed a hungry look of desire, lust, and love that made you question how anyone could look so…..

“Insane….”

Leaning in after he gives a soft closed smile, he whispers in our ear….

“Those messages you sent to yourself….nine months ago…” reaching up with his hand, he keeps his face still and remains in place next to your ear, while his fingers strokes your opposite cheek.

“When you were still with him….and I was still with her…..”

Your eyes widened as you immediately recall the messages he spoke of. Your breath released a deep and slow gasp.

“…..How?......How did you see those?”

“On your phone…..while I was downstairs…..”

With the tears building up in your eyes, you recall the pain you felt back then…back when you thought that you would never have the chance to belong to him...that his heart would forever be out of your reach....and you felt lost....the pain he spoke of earlier, that he experienced while loving you from afar.... yet had no idea.... that you were feeling it as well….

Yet....as fate would have it.....he came to you....

I confessed You know the rest Promises you never kept Where were you baby You overslept When you hear that prison bell, think of me You're not the only one

Your life forever changed.....and it all started with.....

"Who made you cry?"

Authors note: This song was playing when i drafted the scene where you got the email. The lyrics pretty much represent your heart and feelings towards Samuel. The beat of it and the melody fit well with the love scene, it's melodic and sensual, so i thought it was perfect for you and Heethan. <3

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ivymarquis · 11 months

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💕 self-love time! talk about which ones of YOUR creations (edits, artworks, fanfics) you like the most then send to other creators to do the same 💕

Weeeeee lets gooooo (links going to my ao3). Also this has been sitting here since may lmao my bad I am incredibly slow. This might be too many examples but OH WELLLLLLLL~

Late Bloomer is one of my faves that I've written. More or less all of my kinks eventually lead back to the Rome that is breeding kink with me, and this one basically incorporates all of those. I'm a sucker for some good a/b/o, breeding, etc.,

Happy isn't really one of my better known fics (that I'm aware of, anyway), and if I was the type of person who was able to consistently work on long fics I could have made a good one with this concept but like..... lowkey the overarching summary vibe kinda works for me

All Good Things Same thing- not one of my more popular fics, but I love this one. It explores the dynamics of the cult vs hope county locals a bit, is soft with Jacob and Shiloh hedging around each other. I know most people are for the raunchy porn and I gladly deliver but sometimes I want my soft shit

Better Late Than Never Same as above, but Jacob deserves a nap and the family he always wanted. This man absolutely had aspirations of breaking the cycle and the way he continues to perpetuate it via the trials is something that I just cannot shake.

Quality Over Quantity This one was just unfettered filth. My thought process was "Jacob would probably have some weird breeding shit going on with the Chosen right???? He treats people like cattle there's no way this is where he draws the line." Low key could gone either way because I don't actually recall any female chosen in game so like..... either few female chosen being hunted by a gaggle of dudes or like....a hoard of women hand picked and sequestered away solely for- ANYWAY I'M A GODLESS WHORE

What You Want** This is a lesson in why I don't write multi-parters other than one shots and the occasional sequel (See: Late Bloomer). It took 3 (!!!!) years to write this shit lmfao Scratches the same itches as Late Bloomer but also has Jacob-esque mind fuckery directed @ the Deputy CC coded tbh, and just all around a darker vibe which I love.

Apex Predator** Re-reading back on the first chapter, I did a way better job on this than I felt when I initially published it. I still wanna work on this but alas 1) COD brainrot has me in a chokehold right now 2) Please refer back to how it took me 3 years to write a 3 part fic, and this is gonna be a big ol multichapter piece. Imma be working on this shit when they drop FC 10 LMAO. But God just all the ideas I've got for Jacob and CC? They're gonna drive each other insane.

** What You Want and Apex Predator are dark fics for those of you not already familiar with them, click with caution and read the fing tags lol

I like how there is one overwatch fic and I'm not even really that big of a Genji girl myself and then the rest of this is just my deranged obsession with a 40-something cannible.

#far cry 5 #overwatch #genji x reader #jacob seed x deputy #dark!fic #thank you for letting me ramble <3 #ivy answers #my writing

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jetixlag · 10 months

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Welcome to my disasterpiece of a blog

Hi Tumblr, i am a refugee from Twitter who had no choice to escape cuz of the amount of trolling Daddy Elon has caused, so yeah unless Twitter gets back in two feet this is gonna be my new home

About Myself

I am a guy from Argentina, very gay and may or may not be having Gender Dysphoria so probably trans in a couple years lol, I am 100% SFW so no weird stuff, i do swear like a sailor tho lmao

I make art or something

My style is very inconsistent across the board and some of the examples are from last year, but don't worry they are all mine. For most of my drawings i used Medibang paint but now i switched to Ibis Paint cuz Medibang now sucks pure ASS

Music that i like and shit

I like to have an open palate, so i don't exactly have a type of music i like, however lately i'm listening to a lot to Dance, Electronic and Nu-metal music. here's one from an artist called Renard (aka LapFoxTrax/Halley Labs/Heckscaper) i recently found out about them and i have been obsessed (also they made a ton of songs i recognize from years ago so yeah lmao)

(psstt, if you want to listen to more of their music, check out this link)

VIDYA!!!111!!11!11🎮🎮🎮🎮🎮

I love old games, specially early to mid 2000s games. Like i said, i like to have an open palate so i have many amounts of time poured into other games, mostly games that have addicting mechanics, tons of customization or cute animals lmao. But when i'm not playing any of those i'm scouring thru Abandonware websites to download old games for free. Right now i'm playing a lot of Super Animal Royale and i have recently reached level 100, after countless hours of playing on console and PC. Here's a pic of my current character

You are required to view her and appreciate and love and care about her

U2 (as like the website, not the band)

To be honest, YouTube basically swapped Television and streaming services for me, since both of them are getting worse over time, although this is true for YouTube, at least i get to watch nostalgic videos i watched when i was younger. I like Vinesauce a lot, i watch both Vinny and Joel and listen to Red Vox a lot, when i'm not watching Vinesauce i'm probably watching some video essay about something i don't care about to kill time, Richard Overtime, Vsauce (Vsauce, Vinesauce, is that a coincidence?), RebelTaxi, etc

RARITIESSS!!!11!!

RARE VOXGASM VERSION OF HAZY

Before the release of "What Could Go Wrong", Red Vox released There She Goes, Back To School and Hazy as singles, but in the YouTube release, these songs had a little gasm MP3 file snucked into the songs, they are all normal except for that little sound, these videos used to be unlisted but nowadays are unavailable cuz YouTube made all unlisted videos private, but thanks to the people from Voxcord, links of all three songs i had saved and the Wayback Machine, we were able to recover all three songs (i'm only posting one for Tumblr, can DM me for more although i will probably upload these rarities to YouTube or Archive.org)

Some drafts of Why Can't This Be Easy by also Red Vox, i barely have knowledge of these but as i heard, these were shown on stream, and there were three different demos, i could only find two however there's a SoundCloud that has a version that is different from these two, i have no idea if this demo is real since it's unofficial but just in case i'll leave the link here

This is a cool website i found while browsing the Interwebz, it's a gif of the cat from Sapari doing a little dance to a link of random electronic music, and it even changes it's little dance moves when you click on it too!, truly odd but top tier websiting

I have nothing to add ERRR BOOKS

I have many books and mangas in my collection and a lot of 'em are pending, however my collection makes no sense cuz i have 1984 next to Beastars volume 2. or Chainsaw Man next to a Warrior Cats book, but i like it that way, represents very well the way i don't make any sense. Every year i take a trip to a book fair that is kinda far away but it's gigantic, kilometers and kilometers of pure book stands filled with interesting (you guessed it) books

I have a cool meowth plushie

I like pistachio ice cream :3

I have literally nothing else to add, might end it right here

So yeah, that's it for my introduction, hope you guys enjoy the stuff i make and that i can make new friends or at least meet cool people on the way on this website

Au Revoir!

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Different person than that anon from earlier but also recently questioning singlet status and

What do you mean singlets don't typically understand headspace/switching/etc intrinsically. I literally randomly found out about systems being a real thing from youtube and the explanation of how all of this works just clicked like yeah that makes sense

Between that and the weirdness I experience where a significant of the dreams I remember involve me not being *me* (usually still retaining knowledge of who i am, just like. Playing the role of someone else, because also most of my dreams are lucid in that I'm aware I'm asleep but I have very limited control over what happens) when thats apparently not as common of a thing as I thought....

Man I thought this was bc I grew up being a designated player 2 as the younger of a pair of video game obsessed siblings. You're telling me even more stuff I've brushed off could be signs of hidden plurality?

im sure theres a lot of singlets who understand those plural concepts easily, and who experience the same things u do, so its up to u to look into it and decide if u think ur experiences are related to plurality or not!

but for more context, part of why i brought that up in my response was because i remember back when i was actively kinning and so deeply linked to characters and expressing myself through them, i felt like i was often more closely kinning some guys at certain points than others, and it tended to change up. i dont remember what kinning communities called it, but looking back on it, i think my moments of "i feel like this kin most prominently right now and ive "switched" out from another one" were likely just yknow... headmate switches

so when i came to learn more about headmates switching out, the way i understood them so deeply and could personally relate my own experiences to was not just me being like "ohh yeah that makes sense in general", it was more of like "oh this is something i have no trouble imagining for myself, i can imagine what it feels like and the reasons for switching out all make sense to me personally"

part of why i brought it up is also because when i came out as plural, half my plural friends were like "i fucking KNEW u were too normal about systems to be a singlet" lol

on what u mentioned about ur dreams, i used to have more dreams where i was someone else or occasionally a character, but ironically ive never had any dreams where im a headmate of mine. that aspect of ur experience is up to u to determine the meaning of, and if u feel like its related to ur plurality then go for it!

#anon asks #kitty answers #ultimately though none of the experiences i brought up that i relate to my plurality are inherent signs of it #theres plenty of singlets who experienced ''kin switches'' and stuff. although if thats something u relate heavily to #i do recommend looking a little deeper into plurality #and theres plenty of singlets who express themselves more comfortably as characters or people that arent them #so if ur questioning whether ur plural or not definitely take those experiences into consideration #but i wouldnt say theyre inherent indicators of plurality #NOT trying to shoo u away from exploring it btw i just dont want people seeing what ive said and taking it at face value as like #''oh this is a plural thing???'' and run with it bc theres no harm in exploring but these are not strictly plural things

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likeabxrdinflight · 1 year

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i am so very sorry for this but i need to ask: how / where can i find your cora rp blog ?

recently ive come into the ? fifth ?? resurrection of my (long time not visited) ouat fixation and cannot emphasize enough how fond of cora ive been since the first time i managed to watch this show

(its ok if it has since come to be a private matter to you though, or if it is no longer something you are comfortable with)

No, they're not private, and I don't hide them. However, I do use Cora's name as my online alias now. I've tried to wipe all instances of my real name and other identifying information from the roleplay blogs, but if by any chance you run into it there (it's a pretty distinctive name, you'd know it if you saw it,) I ask that it not be used.

There are actually three versions of the blog, the oldest of which can be found here: @sxmethingbreakingarchive. I made this blog in spring of 2014 and kept it through spring of 2016, at which time I felt like that blog was getting very disorganized and hard to manage, so I moved to a new account, which can now be found here: @sxmethingbreaking-a. That blog lasted about a year, I think, where I moved one final time to @sxmethingbreaking, which was the final iteration before I ended up abandoning the muse when I started grad school in fall 2018.

I'm linking you all three because there were story threads and verses that spread across all three blogs. Fair warning, some of the early writing on the first blog is a bit rough, and I don't really stand by all of my earliest interpretations of the character either. Some of the things I wrote back in the day were just kinda weird, I had some bizarre ships, and a lot of my headcanons changed over the years as both the canon of the show and my own personal writing evolved. I mean for context, I think Zelena had just been introduced on the show when I made the first blog. Anything I wrote post season five though (March 2016 onwards) I pretty much stand by, though some of my headcanons and character analysis got a bit...much. I was pretty obsessed and looking back, I'm not sure it was all that healthy lol.

There are navigation pages on all three blogs, though I'm not sure I really recommend using them because I don't know how organized they really are anymore. If you're interested in reading anything specific I'm happy to direct you to some old favorite rp threads, but to start I'd honestly suggest starting with anything I wrote with @villainofthisstory. She was my primary Regina and longest standing rp partner (and still a friend to this day).

To pick out an individual thread to read from start to finish, you should look into the tags on the post, there should be some formatting along the lines of ( thread | name of thread here ). Click on that, then, if you're on a web browser, go up to the address bar and add /chrono to the end. That will take you to the earliest post in that thread and you can read them in order from start to whatever the final post was. I admit, some threads never really finished.

If you're looking for headcanons or character analysis, here's the urls you want:

sxmethingbreakingarchive.tumblr.com/tagged/%28%20headcanoning%20%29

sxmethingbreaking-a.tumblr.com/tagged/%28+how+it+feels+to+be+the+miller’s+daughter+%7C+headcanons+%29

sxmethingbreaking.tumblr.com/tagged/(%20how%20it%20feels%20to%20be%20the%20miller's%20daughter%3B%20headcanons%20)

Finally, I really do not recommend trying to navigate any of this on the mobile app, it's too difficult and cumbersome and frequently just doesn't work right. Use your browser.

#feel free to message me privately if you're looking for anything specific #I can give you specific links to threads I was especially fond of #or that feature specific characters

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magicxc · 6 months

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About Me

Description: My name is Emmy

I use she/her pronouns

Late 20's

Libra ♎︎

Black-West Indian

Fun facts: My fave color changes every few months lol, but I’m currently obsessed with pink.

I'm a movie qween; should be a movie critic lowkey. I remember I once spent the entirety of a party watching films lol. I can get down with most things but action, thrillers, and comedy hold a special place in my heart.

I listen to a little of a lot music wise, so rec me literally anything however - reggae, rap, and pop gets me GOING.

My fave season is fall, I mean she’s everything; clearly.

My fave holiday is Christmas. The vibes are unmatched, the snow creates a blanket over the earth, everyone’s nicer and cherrier. The food, the romance, the traditions….ugh I can go on forever.

How I got here: It was literally never my intention to join Tumblr. Never even thought of it tbh. I opened Wattpad on some nostalgic shit a few years back, then found this bomb ass writer with links to A03. I hated the set up so bad and it genuinely felt difficult to manage, but from there…..I found a link to ✨Tumblr ✨ and landed on what felt like a gold mine. So yeah, curiosity may have killed the cat, but satisfaction def brought it back.

When it clicked: When I was in grade six, my teacher brought in a bunch of paint color swatches; you know those thin papers with the made up names on it? Well, our assignment was to write a story using some of those colors. And I remember writing about a beach day, describing the sand and the waters using names I never even heard of lolz. I kept that paper for a year or so and while I NEVER wrote for fun lmao, I always knew that I enjoyed it.

My first piece: I had NO idea where to start. But being on Tumblr reignited that flame for me and I just HAD to write something. So one day, after a long and intense daydream, I put “pen to paper” and it’s been on and popping eva since haha. I'm not a huge fan of that piece but it keeps me humble. Find it here.

#Emmy's Fun Facts #About Me

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marcnutz · 3 years

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Hi! I'm *obsessed* with your writing, and I was wondering if you could do a c!techno x Reader (possibly nsfw) oneshot where Techno gives Reader a golden apple that's enchanted with loyalty by accident, and now they're stuck together? Bonus points if these two hate each other. (Btw you don't have to if you don't want to, I'm new to tumblr and I couldn't find the pinned post so I'm not sure if this is within my asking rights or not ^^')

Thank you so much!! Remember to stay hydrated!💜💜

-🍵

Thank you so much!!! also if you click on my name and scroll the first post titled “welcome” is my pinned, i also link it on all my works :D i chose to make this NSFW cause i think it’s fun writing it lol

18+ MINORS DNI

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Tags: C!Techno x GN!Reader, ~700 words, Hate sex

Giving gifts was hard, and so was Technoblade. He was trying to make friends with you but ended up with his dick pressed against your ass.

“This is what I get for trusting you,” you snarled.

“I was just tryna be nice,” he snapped back.

“What the fuck was in that apple anyways? Loyalty? How the hell did you even manage to enchant it with that?”

“I meant to do fire res, I musta grabbed the wrong book.”

You rolled your eyes at the man, but just as you were about to say some comment you felt something... hard... against your butt.

"Techno. What the fuck is that? Please tell me you had a knife or something in your pocket."

It would be a lie if you hadn't thought about fucking the pig-man. He was too cocky for his own good and you wanted to take him down a notch.

Techno had similar thoughts, shutting your dumb mouth that would go on and on about L'Manburg with his cock. Maybe now would be his opportunity... "Well, you're the one rubbin' their ass against my dick. What was I supposed to do?"

"That is fucking disgusting, you're so fucking desperate that you had to give me an enchanted apple to grind up against me. I almost pity you."

"You're the one I would pity. You're baiting me into fuckin' you, aren't ya?" Techno knew he was truly the one baiting you into allowing him to fuck you, but his pride was too strong to admit it.

"Not at all, you're the one with a boner."

"Then pull your pants down and show me you're not turned on either." "You first." His cock had to be big, you just knew it. Also, you were scared to show off cause you were turned on, very much so.

"Ya know what? Fine, you wanna see my dick so bad I'll show it to ya." With that Techno shimmied his pants down to the best of his abilities while stick stuck against you. Your assumptions were correct, his cock was huge as the rest of him. "Look at that, your face is all red. Like what ya see? Now it's your turn. Show me how much I turn you on."

You just nodded before pulling your pants down, exposing yourself to Techno.

"Well well, would ya look at that. You look like your all ready for me already. I bet ya want me to fuck you don't you." Techno took his dick in his hand and rubbed it against your entrance.

You let out a small gasp at the feeling before coming back to your senses. "Hah, if anything I'm going to be the one fucking you."

Techno let out a deep chuckle. "We'll see about that."

All of a sudden he entered you, bottoming out all at once. The stretch stung a bit, and he was much bigger than anything you'd ever taken before.

Wasting no time, he immediately began pounding into you at a brutal pace, long cock hitting your sweet spot with every deep thrust. It took all your power to keep your legs from collapsing, and it was even harder to keep your moans in. You didn't want to give him the pleasure of hearing how good he made you feel.

"God, such a whore takin' me so good. I bet you wanted this, didn't ya? I bet you would go home and touch yourself after every argument we had."

"And you probably thought about fucking me during every argument, which I would say is worse."

"Yup. I thought about fucking your dumb mouth to shut ya up, which I wish you would do now." "Make me."

With this act of defiance, Techno took one of the hands tightly gripping your hips and stuck his fingers in your mouth.

You hated to admit it, but the weight of his fingers in your mouth brought you closer and closer to your end. Somehow, Techno managed to thrust harder and deeper into you, one last thrust sending you over the edge.

The feeling of your walls tightening around him sent Techno into his own orgasm. He pulled out and came onto your ass and back, staining your clothes. He knew you were going to yell at him about it, and he hoped that argument would end the same way this one had.

#techno x reader smut #techno smut #technoblade smut #technoblade x reader smut #mcyt smut #dsmp smut #dream smp smut #request #h knee #my writing #this was cool #🍵

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ijswezel · 3 years

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all right, i finally shotgunned over 900 saved draft posts in like just a few days this week so that should give you plenty of stuff to keep you occupied on the long drive home. big sorry to the six of you i routinely reblog stuff from for the dire notification spam though lol

with that done, it’s time for a break. i am trying very hard to be the best person i can be every day and sure i’ve grown a lot in a lot of ways, but i realise i still have a whole bunch of toxic traits that affect other people that i need to sort out. either i unknowingly drive people away, alienate them when they’re trying to love me or i just generally fuck stuff up somehow, or people just find me very easy to put down and be done with. i am bipolar, and am often Too Much in one or an assortment of ways, too intense or too this or that or the other. sometimes it is really difficult because it makes me feel unworthy of any friends but if i keep telling myself that then i’m giving myself no room to change. i lost a lot of people very close and dear to me over the last couple of years, people i love and people i’ve known for years and ultimately i’m the reason why. it makes me as sad as fuck because life is lonely these days and while nobody ever communicates what i did wrong before leaving, it all keeps leading back to the same place and i’m determined to fix it. i don’t want to be a negative influence on other peoples’ lives and i need to reflect on what i need to do to become a better person to people to stop this happening

it’s one of those things where yeah, i deserve people in my life who are understanding and compassionate and want to know me for me even through the rough bits and the obsessions and the mood swings and the hard bits and the lows as well as when i'm doing well. and yeah, the weight of maintaining friendships and relationships isn’t entirely on me alone. that’s just not fair. but more often than not, the problem is me and i keep affecting others around me in harmful ways. i apologise whenever i can but there’s a point where apologies very quickly become meaningless if It Keeps Happening Regardless

why the break? well i actually dislike social media in general with the burning intensity of a thousand desert suns, that’s why i only have this blog, and a personal private instagram that often goes months between posts, and even they are sometimes too much. but as cursed as this website is, i hate tumblr the least as a format. it reminds me of the wild west of the old myspace days. i digress, however; this is just something i need to do away from social media in general because social media is absolutely not helping any. i was gonna delete this blog outright at first but it seems a bit of a waste to shitcan it after 11 years (not all on this blog but an accumulated total) so i’m just going to leave it dormant for a while instead and return at a later date

so if you stumble across this page in the mean time, please enjoy your stay, have a rifle around. ask a question, leave a message, submit a song, submit a thought, maybe. for those that come here for music, my #music tag is in spotify playlist form in my sidebar for easier shuffling (for some reason clicking it from posts throws up errors but the same link from the sidebar works fine). maybe when i’m back i might finally revamp my theme, who knows

but most importantly, be good to yourself

i love you. namaste

#me

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You've Met With A Terrible Fate, Haven't You? || BEN DROWNED

Pairing : Yandere! Ben Drowned X Reader

Genre : Fluff, Angst, Yandere

Summary : Appears as a normal dude, but plot twist he's really not.

Wordcount: 4k lol

WARNINGS : This is fic is labeled as Yandere, for those who don't know what it means: "Somebody who is sweet and kind at first glance. But when it comes to their love (crush)they will act obsessive and violent." - Urban dictionary, poorly (but still disgustingly) described dead people, I know Ben originally doesn't kill but in the story he does, idk? Shit written¿

Also disclaimer this is my first time I've tried doing a yandere and it's obviously not my strongest point. Hope you enjoy either way.

You glance at the abandoned game console which your friend had dumped at your place earlier this day.

According to him, something was very, very, wrong with it. The Nintendo 64 was old, of course, but your friend mentioned not being able to pass the boss battle. He mentioned something along the lines of 'it keeps glitching and Link keeps dying'. In other words ' I know you're a hacker and I suck at this game, please hack it for me so I can feel less like a loser'.

You keep writing the email you're supposed to sent to your boss for another thirty minutes, before letting your curiosity lead you.

Before you know it, you've plugged in the old console with more cables than originally planned because of how old it is, and with how modern your tv is. The first odd thing that strikes you is that there's only one account on it, and it's not labeled with your friend's name.

Instead of 'Noah', it's labeled with 'BEN DROWNED' in bold passive aggressive letters.

Simply pushing it to the back of your mind, you start playing.

The second odd thing about the game is that the game has a specific date and it mentions how far BEN, or well, Noah is in the game. Yet when you click it, you have to start all over.

You shrug that off too, simply noting it as the game being old.

Before you know it, several hours pass, and you're finally at the boss battle Noah mentioned. Deciding to see if you can beat it first, you do not plug your laptop in at the Nintendo 64, and opt to play instead.

However just like Noah mentioned, you die as soon as you're close to winning and the game starts glitching.

It takes you barely ten minutes before you're fed up with it, and soon enough you plug your laptop in. You start up some programs and open up a few sites, quickly starting to work. Your fingers glide over the keys of your laptop as you type in the codes in order to hack the game, however after a few minutes, the game starts glitching heavily, and suddenly there's a sentence in bold red letters on the screen of your tv.

' YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT'

It says before the glitching becomes way too much, and some weird kind of red circle appears. Your eyes widen before unplugging the tv and game console, forgetting that your laptop is connected to it.

You miss the small glitches on the laptop screen.

- - - ᒪᓍᗩᕲᓰᘉᘜ - - -

He gritts his teeth as the access to his portal is suddenly denied, the power cut early enough to avoid him.

His red eyes wander in the green coded space, looking for an exit, something that'll make sure he can get his hands on whoever this is. Lucky for him, there's a small white space what'll lead to the outside of it.

Once he's trough, he realizes he's still close to his victim. In fact, he's even closer now.

He smirks as he realizes.

Killing her is fair game now.

- - - ᒪᓍᗩᕲᓰᘉᘜ - - - ᖴᓰᒪᘿ ᓍᘉᘿ - - »

You tap your chin as you look as the items on the shelf.

" Should I get the red one or green one?" You mumble to yourself.

" I'd recommend the green one. Green is always better." A voice from behind you startles you.

You whip your head around to look at the stranger who's talking to you.

Behind you is a male you don't recognise from anywhere. And as you start to study him, you realize he's quite handsome. He's got blonde hair, blue eyes and a rosy skin colour. He's wearing black ripped jeans, a dark green shirt, along with a black zip up hoodie, which is left open, he's got a few black ear piercings in his right ear, and has a gold chain around his neck, which disappears beneath his shirt, weighed down by a charm hidden away from your eyes. To top it all of, he's got a matching dark green beanie on top of his messily styled bangs.

" What? Did I say something wrong?" The blonde boy suddenly sweats.

You smile and shake your head.

" No, you didn't. I just tough I was alone here." You smile at him.

ØⱧ ₴₩ɆɆ₮ⱧɆ₳Ɽ₮, ɎØɄ Ⱨ₳VɆ₦'₮ ฿ɆɆ₦ ₳ⱠØ₦Ɇ ₣ØⱤ ₳ VɆⱤɎ ⱠØ₦₲ ₮ł₥Ɇ ₦Ø₩.

" I take that you talk to yourself then?" The male spits at you.

You're not sure if that's meant offensive or not.

" Um, yeah? I tend to do that sometimes yeah." You say, looking down at your hands who're still holding the red silk scarf and green silk scarf.

Đø₦'₮ ฿ɇ ₳₣ɽ₳łđ, ł ₩ø₦'₮ ⱨʉɽ₮ ɏøʉ. Øɽ ₩łⱡⱡ ł?

The unknown male's eyes soften subconsciously, looking at you with an emotion you're not familiar with.

" My name is Ben. What's yours?"

Ben? Haven't you heard that somewhere before?

You smile at him, oblivious to the fact that you're talking to a killer.

" I'm Y/N. Nice to meet you Ben."

- - - ᒪᓍᗩᕲᓰᘉᘜ - - - ᖴᓰᒪᘿ ᓍᘉᘿ - - - » ᖽᐸᘉᓰᐺᘿS ᓍᖇ ᕼᘿᗩᖇᖶS ? ¿ »

His mind flooded with ideas.

There's so many options on what he can do to her.

Should he mess with her laptop?

Should he just kill her now?

Or should he become closer?

Maybe he should.

He looks at her trough the screen of the laptop, which is almost always open, today not being any different.

He watches her as while she watches something behind the laptop, from the sounds he can hear trough the mic, she's most likely watching tv.

Perhaps he should become closer to her.

Pull her closer only to have her blood staining his hands.

Oh yes, her blood shall soon become his.

- - - ᒪᓍᗩᕲᓰᘉᘜ - - - ᖴᓰᒪᘿ ᓍᘉᘿ - - - » ᖽᐸᘉᓰᐺᘿS ᓍᖇ ᕼᘿᗩᖇᖶS ? ¿ » - - - ₭₦łvɇ₴

She doesn't realize it when her laptop suddenly starts itself up, nor does she know that there's a figure crawling out of it.

He stared at her with deciphering eyes, silently wondering how she isn't dead yet.

If this was anyone else, he'd had them killed already. Their blood would already be staining his face and she would already be screaming in pain and dispair.

Yet here she was, laying peacefully on her bed. Asleep, obviously not dead.

He wonders exactly what he should do next. She doesn't know that he's standing right next to her. It almost makes him laugh.

She doesn't even know that he exists.

She doesn't know that he's here.

He glares at her before moving back into the world of codes and technology.

For now, she lives.

- - - ᒪᓍᗩᕲᓰᘉᘜ - - - ᖴᓰᒪᘿ ᓍᘉᘿ - - - » ᖽᐸᘉᓰᐺᘿS ᓍᖇ ᕼᘿᗩᖇᖶS ? ¿ » - - - ₭₦łvɇ₴ - - - ᖴᗩᓰᒪ

" And then it suddenly started glitching and stuff. Weird isn't it?" You finish off your story as you look at your new friend, Ben.

After meeting in the grocery store, he had suddenly texted you.

Not knowing how he got your number, you got concerned, and asked him. According to him, you had given it to him yourself. At first you didn't believe him, until he told you to check the time of his first message, which somehow was indeed around the same time you were in the grocery store. After that you just shrugged it off as that you forgot it yourself. After all, you knew yourself to be a person with the memory of a goldfish.

Today the two of you met up again, for the fourth time this week.

" Odd indeed. What did you do after that?" Ben asked, acting as if he's interested, even tough he's really not.

" I unplugged it. I think I'm gonna lay off hacking for a while." You shrugged, taking a sip of your drink.

Before he could even think of a response, there was an unknown woman at your table, also holding a cup of coffee.

" Y/N? Long time no see." The new woman greeted you with a smile, sitting down beside you on the booth.

Ben scowled at the newcomer.

Ⱨø₩ đ₳ɽɇ ₴ⱨɇ ₴ł₮ ฿ɇ₴łđɇ ₩ⱨ₳₮'₴ ₥ł₦ɇ ₩ł₮ⱨøʉ₮ ₥ɏ ₱ɇɽ₥ł₴₴łø₦

" Hey, Sara. It's indeed been too long. How are you?" You started chatting with Sara.

Meanwhile Ben's anger only grew.

" My names Ben." Ben suddenly dryly joined your conversation as he slammed his drink down onto the table aggressively, looking straight into Sara's eyes.

" Sorry. Didn't see you there. I'm Sara nice to mee-"

" Yeah, yeah, whatever. Leave. We didn't invite you to come sit with us." Ben spat at her, looking at her with an intense look in his eyes.

Both you and your friend turned to look at him in confusion.

" Is something wrong with me being here? Did I offend you?" Sara asked, genuinely concerned.

Ben was fuming now, on the inside. Who does this girl think she is? First she comes to sit at their table uninvited, then she's capturing the attention of his new favorite plaything, and now she's questioning him? She has to go.

- - - ᒪᓍᗩᕲᓰᘉᘜ - - - ᖴᓰᒪᘿ ᓍᘉᘿ - - - » ᖽᐸᘉᓰᐺᘿS ᓍᖇ ᕼᘿᗩᖇᖶS ? ¿ » - - - ₭₦ŁVɆ₴ - - - ᖴᗩᓰᒪ - - - ᖇᘿᗷᓍᓍᖶ SᖻSᖶᘿᘻ

He heard her conversation with a male he certainly doesn't know trough her phone, using the microphone without her knowing.

According to what he knows, they're on a date. And according to her contacts, his name is Jaime. He can't find where they met, nor did he know why they met up.

But now that she's checked her reflexion one too many times, and made a pic of her full outfit to send to him, probably to mock him for not having her, ɏɇ₮, he realizes that she's on a date.

After some research by surfing quite literally trough the internet. It turned out this 'Jaime' person was Mexican, and had a soft persona. On his facebook page were pictures where he's working with animals or doing volunteers' work or overall just something where he's helping others. He found the black haired male pathetic, weak even.

In all honesty, even he himself didn't really find him a threat. Not when he looked like that and was overall just kind and bambi looking.

However, all his expectations are thrown out of the window when he hears them say their goodbyes.

" You know, I had a lot of fun tonight. You're really a nice person. In fact, I'd like to go on another date with you again." This voice was definitely that of a male's, probably Jaime.

" I agree. I had a lot of fun too." She said.

₣Ʉ₦? ⱧØ₩ ₵₳₦ Ł₮ ฿Ɇ ₳₦Ɏ ₣Ʉ₦ ₩Ł₮ⱧØɄ₮ ₥Ɇ?

" Good. Do you have a ride or would you like me to drive you home?-" He blocks out the rest of their conversation.

It appears that the good guy needs to go too.

- - - ᒪᓍᗩᕲᓰᘉᘜ - - - ᖴᓰᒪᘿ ᓍᘉᘿ - - - » ᖽᐸᘉᓰᐺᘿS ᓍᖇ ᕼᘿᗩᖇᖶS ? ¿ » - - - ₭₦ŁVɆ₴ - - - ᖴᗩᓰᒪ - - - ᖇᘿᗷᓍᓍᖶ SᖻSᖶᘿᘻ - - - ᖇᘿᗷᓍᓍᖶ ᑢᓍᘻᕵᒪᘿᖶᘿ - ᓍᕵᘿᘉ ᖴᓰᒪᘿ ∆

" We should spend more time together." Ben says randomly as the two of you snuggle on the couch.

You giggle, your ears tinting red.

" We're already together all the time tough." You tell him softly.

" I know, but still. By the way, did your stupid date reply yet?" He asked, eyes focused on the tv in front of the two of you.

" No, and don't call him stupid." You pout, softly scolding him.

₲ØØĐ

He grins at you with mysterious eyes.

You shrug it off, knowing it's part of him. The two of you have been hanging out for a while now. Almost three months to be precise. And you two have gotten very close. What used to be keeping distance and keeping the line between acquaintances and friends, had turned into friends or something more. You two almost hung out every day, you were basically attached to each other's hip now.

After a few peacefull moments, you excused yourself to the bathroom.

Right as you left, your phone rang.

He turned to look at the disturbing sound his eyes widening at the name which is appearing on the screen.

SARA

He stumbled over the couch to pick it up, an unpleasant feeling of suprise rising whitin him.

" Y/N?! You have to listen to me! Ben is not who you think he is! He's this-"

" I'm this what?" Ben smirked.

Damn you were taking a long time in the bathroom, not that he minded.

The other end of the line was dead silent.

" Don't worry. You don't need to say anything. I'll come home soon. And trust me, once I am, you will never be able to speak a word again." He spoke, an eerie calm in his voice.

" Goodbye, Sara." He said before hanging up.

" Sara called?" Your voice suddenly startled him.

" What? Oh, yeah. But she was in a hurry so she said she'd call you later." He smiled innocently.

You nodded and the two of you resumed watching the movie.

" Isn't there a way, that we could spend more time together?" He suddenly wondered out loud.

You sighed and turned to face him.

" I'm sorry Ben, but I have a job and I like spending time with other people too. So I'm afraid not." You told him softly.

An idea coded itself into his mind.

JɄ₴₮ ₮ⱤɄ₴₮ ₥Ɇ, ɎØɄ'ⱠⱠ ฿Ɇ ₥Ł₦Ɇ ₴ØØ₦

- - - ᒪᓍᗩᕲᓰᘉᘜ - - - ᖴᓰᒪᘿ ᓍᘉᘿ - - - » ᖽᐸᘉᓰᐺᘿS ᓍᖇ ᕼᘿᗩᖇᖶS ? ¿ » - - - ₭₦ŁVɆ₴ - - - ᖴᗩᓰᒪ - - - ᖇᘿᗷᓍᓍᖶ SᖻSᖶᘿᘻ - - - ᖇᘿᗷᓍᓍᖶ ᑢᓍᘻᕵᒪᘿᖶᘿ - ᓍᕵᘿᘉ ᖴᓰᒪᘿ ∆ - - - ᕲᓍᘺᘉᒪᓍᗩᕲᓰᘉᘜ

You sighed in dispair in the night air as you walked home. Once again, you were rejected in a job interview.

A few days ago you were fired from the job you actually liked. You couldn't understand why either. You didn't do anything wrong, you were quite hardworking and always finished the documents in time.

Your supervisor looked afraid, terrified even when he told you to immediately pack your bags and leave, and ever since you just can't seem to get in anywhere. Not even the gas station wanted you in charge.

" Well hello there. What do we have here." A creepy voice suddenly sounded from behind you.

You turned around only to be greeted by a man with a creepy smile and even creepier, eye lid-less eyes. He was holding a knife, making his intentions obvious.

You didn't need to think twice about his intentions and whipped your phone out of your pocket with the intentions to call the cops and running.

The killer sadly isn't stupid, and has you on the ground under him whitin seconds.

Your phone's screen crack and slides to the other side, the dialed number not pressed on call yet.

" Don't cry sweetheart. It doesn't suit your pretty face. Don't fret, I'll make sure, you'll smile forever. " The killer tells you happily.

Both of you don't realize that your phone screen suddenly lights up in a green colour. Nor does either of you realize the figure crawling out of it.

The both of you don't realize, until the killer is off you and tackled down on the ground beside you.

" I've told you before. She's fucking mine. Go bother someone else." Ben's voice sounds suddenly.

You turn your head to look at him.

This time he does not wear jeans and a sweater. No this time, he looks like he came straight out of a... Video game? He looks like Link, the main personage of the game which your friend Noah had dropped off at your place around six months ago.

Ben never told you he was into cosplaying.

Your ears suddenly tinted pink as you realized, he called you his. Suddenly you felt a little giddy, the guy you like so much might actually like you back.

The killer underneath Ben growls out something you can't hear before throwing the shorter off him and leaving.

" Are you okay?" You ask him.

He turns to you with red eyes.

Red. Fucking. Eyes.

And that's not the only thing about his eyes that changed.

Instead of the usual white eyes have, his are now black.

And even there it doesn't end.

There's blood running down his eyes onto his cheeks, as if he's crying blood.

You take a step back.

What the fuck is this?

" Don't be afraid! I know I look a little... Weird, but it's all just part of my..... Cosplay." He explains.

You ponder over it.

He's never gave you a reason to not trust you right? Or did he?

You ignore the instinct to run away from him, instead choosing to calm down and follow your heart, which is telling you to trust him.

" Come with me. You can stay at my place tonight." Ben tells you, holding his hand out to you.

You take it.

₲ØØĐ ⱠŁ₮₮ⱠɆ ₱Ʉ₱₱Ɏ

- - - ᒪᓍᗩᕲᓰᘉᘜ - - - ᖴᓰᒪᘿ ᓍᘉᘿ - - - » ᖽᐸᘉᓰᐺᘿS ᓍᖇ ᕼᘿᗩᖇᖶS ? ¿ » - - - ₭₦ŁVɆ₴ - - - ᖴᗩᓰᒪ - - - ᖇᘿᗷᓍᓍᖶ SᖻSᖶᘿᘻ - - - ᖇᘿᗷᓍᓍᖶ ᑢᓍᘻᕵᒪᘿᖶᘿ - ᓍᕵᘿᘉ ᖴᓰᒪᘿ ∆ - - - ᕲᓍᘺᘉᒪᓍᗩᕲᓰᘉᘜ - - - ᕲᓍᘺᘉᒪᓍᗩᕲ ᑢᓍᘻᕵᒪᘿᖶᘿ ›

It took longer than expected to reach his house. The whole road to his house is creepy. Ben appartly lives in this supermodern house in the woods.

Which is off already, the woods are known troughout the whole town as mystery. According to urban legends, there's creatures loving in there who shouldn't exist. Because of that, there's barely any people there. According to Ben, everything is all clear and safe, and you trust him with your heart.

You don't question him after his answer and instead follow him into the,indeed very,modern little house which is situated hidden behind the trees.

You get directly hit in the face with a copper scent as soon as you step foot into his house.

" Would you like something to drink?" He asks you as you enter his house, neither of you bothering to take your shoes off.

" Just water please." You tell him as you study the place.

The inside of the small house is more modern than the outside, with a big living space and an open kitchen. There's also three doors in the hallway.

One to the bathroom, one leading upstairs and one leading into the basement.

" Here you go." Ben returns, handing you a glass of water.

" Thanks, aren't you going to take off your make up and lenses?" You ask him.

His smile fades a bit, and for a moment you think you've accidentally offended him, but he nods with a pout before you can think about it twice.

" Yeah, that's probably a good idea. The livingroom is at the end of this hallway, feel free to make yourself comfortable." He smiles before going upstairs.

You stand still for a moment in the hallway as an eerie feeling suddenly starts crawling up your spine.

You ignore it, and instead start walking towards the livingroom.

Until the sound of something falling reaches your ears.

A sound that is directed from the basement.

Your first idea is to call for Ben, to alert him that you two probably aren't alone.

You don't do that however, because it could just be something falling off a shelf, right?

And so you decide to investigate it yourself.

As soon as you open the door to the basement, you're directly hit in the face with a very prominent copper scent. The same on you already smelled when you entered his house, except it's way too strong and there's something eerily familiar about it which you just can't pinpoint.

You silently push the door open, and turn on the lightswitch to the basement. Behind the door is a stony staircase, the rest of the basement is hidden away behind a wall. Curiosity takes over you, and you make your way downstairs before you can think about it twice.

As soon as you near the bottom, you spot blotches of red. The deep red substance is spread like a trail from he bottom stairs onto the rest of the room.

And then it clicks in your mind. It's blood. That's also the smell in the air. Was the intruder injured?

You step down the stairs while following the blood trail with you eyes.

You stumble back in fear and unpleasant suprise at the sight that greets you.

There's dead people down here. Most of which you don't recognise, but a few you do.

You gasp as you look into a pair of wide blue eyes.

Sara.

She's sitting there, eyes wide open, with cuts all over. There's big ones in her rib case and near her organs, you can even see Intestines spread over the floor.

She's obviously dead.

But how come she's here?

Ben didn't do this? Did he?

Next to her is Jaime, who's eyes are closed but his chest is rising and falling.

He's alive.

You run over to him and shake him awake, not minding the blood that's now on your hands.

" Jaime! Please! Wake up!" You say desperately, tears now escaping your eyes.

" Y/N? Y/N! You have to get out of here. Ben, he's not who you think he is!" He tells you desperately.

" I'm not leaving you! Can you walk?" You ask him trough your tears.

" I'm chipped Y/N, you have to go. Get help. Ben's insane. He's a de-"

" Demon? Mass murderer? Failure? Dead? Is one of those what you wanted to tell her? How dare you lie to her! I'm none of those!" A voice suddenly booms trough the air.

You turn around while starting to shake. Jaime tries to hold you close to him with the little strength he has left. There Ben stands, still with red pupils and black eyes, dried red streaks still on his cheeks.

" Don't fucking touch her." Ben screams angrily, ripping you all but gently away from the male, causing you to tremble against him.

" Don't be afraid my love, he won't touch you again." Ben sushes you.

Is he really thinking that you're afraid of him?

" N-no. Let me go. Do-don't touch me." You tell him, pushing away from him.

He looks confused by your behavior.

" What's wrong baby? Please don't believe whatever lies he told you.-"

" What lies?! That you've killed my friend?! That you've killed these innocent people?! That you've chipped him?!" You yelled.

" They all deserved it Y/N! They're all in the way of our love!" Ben yells back desperately, stepping towards you.

" I don't even know these people!" You say, stepping back into the wall, knocking into a shelf.

You turn around to see what you knocked into.

Wait, is that the Nintendo 64?

" They all stared at you with sick twisted ideas! They really do deserve it." He tells you.

Suddenly it clicks in your mind.

" You're Ben from the game." You state.

He nods.

" Yes bu-"

" How?.."

" You clicked my game onto your computer remember."

" It was you wasn't it? You're the reason I've lost my job. You're the reason my friends all turned their back to me." You wishper, eyes now gathering in your eyes.

You've been so incredibly fucking stupid.

He's the reason your life has turned down the drain.

" Yes. But it's good right. Now we can finally be together." He says like a crazy man in love.

Which he is.

You start sobbing as you fall onto your knees realizing, all these people here. They've all died because of you.

" Hey, don't worry my live. We can now finally be together."

ɎØɄ'VɆ ₥Ɇ₮ ₩Ł₮Ⱨ ₳ ₮ɆⱤⱤŁ฿ⱠɆ ₣₳₮Ɇ, Ⱨ₳VɆ₦'₮ ɎØɄ?

ᘜ ᗩ ᘻ ᘿ ᓍ ᐺ ᘿ ᖇ.

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onisiondrama · 3 years

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There's this gaming channel on youtube, "Let's game it out". The second I clicked on it I heard what sounded like Greg/James. I did some research, and it seems the first videos were with two guys, "Josh" and "Anthony". Even back then, people thought something was off, they sounded so alike, and people thought they were the same person. Then "Anthony" disappeared for some reason, and now it's just "Josh". Could this be Greg? He's so good at manipulation, but if it is him, I'm actually impressed.

There has been some speculation on this for a while. Long story short, no.

I’ve looked into this and there are three main reasons I don’t think they are the same person. First is over the years Josh sometimes uploads photos of his recording spaces and they never look anything like anywhere James has lived or worked at. Second is Josh consistently uploads, even when James is on a “fuck Youtube” phase or is going through something in his personal life. James isn’t really one to schedule new videos super in advanced. Lastly, I think when Youtube demonetized James, they would have included LGIO on their email if his name was connected to the account. I know they only mentioned 3 of James’ 14 known channels, but I think Youtube may have chosen what channels they mentioned and / or demonetized based on views or subscribers. If that’s true, LGIO definitely would have been included because it has way more subscribers than any of James’ channels and gets millions of views.

(You guys can stop reading here if you just wanted the answer to the question because I just ramble for the rest of the post lol)

Sometimes I think Josh sounds like James with a voice changer and sometimes I think they sound nothing alike. I think the voice connection mainly comes from the way they deliver jokes. It’s very similar tone and timing wise. They could have grown up in the same area or had the same comedic influences growing up. BUT I will say, after listening to Onision and UhOhBro videos since 2010, I think the jokes Josh comes up with are sometimes a little more intelligent/clever than what James usually comes up with. They both have a childish sense of humor, but Josh doesn’t always resort to the same obvious digs and tropes James tends to repeat. Especially when James is making gaming content. James’ comedy skill level goes significantly down when he plays games because he has to come up with jokes on the spot while the game is still moving and that’s something he never got good at. This is why when James was more popular, his audience would always complain when he would try to incorporate gaming into UhOhBro. It was really not good. You can basically hear the steam coming out of his ears as he tries to come up with commentary. It’s the even more obvious if you watch the re-uploads of his more recent gaming streams (direct link). Also, Josh doesn’t stoop as low as James does for jokes and his vocabulary seems bigger than James’.

The only think I found that was slightly interesting when digging a couple years ago is around when Josh used to work with Anthony, James was hanging out a lot with Toby Turner and they uploaded some selfies in front of recoding equipment. When I looked into that more, the dates of James and Toby’s friendship/meet ups didn’t line up well with the time period when Josh and Anthony were uploading together. I never mentioned this before because there was a person or group of people who used to campaign around the internet trying to convince people James and Josh were the same person. It got to the point where Josh had to make a public statement about it.

Even though that Toby connection was not a solid one, I thought back then people might cling onto it if I ever mentioned it because they were already obsessed with the idea of James having a successful secret channel and it would be even more juicy if another canceled high profile Youtuber was in on it as well. I would like to find out what it actually was that James and Toby recorded together, but most of the evidence of their meets ups are lost to time.

I have considered the theory that Josh and Anthony were the same person, but idk about that. To me that seems like an unnecessary and timely thing to do for a gaming video. I can see why people think that though, I have a really hard time telling them apart when I try to listen to their early videos.

Two last thoughts. One is now that I see how many views LGIO gets, I don’t think James and Kai would have had to downgrade their home if they were making that much money.

Lastly, I listened to an interview with Josh back when I was researching into the topic and the biggest thing that stuck out to me was the variety of games and childhood games he talked about. James almost exclusively talks about MGS and FFVII, especially when talking about his childhood. He even wrote about MGS in one of his books and started a MGS website as a teen.

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ocalaghan · 2 years

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your local follower here to tell you to just do all the ask meme questions please :)

idk why that smiley face feels ominous to me. but whoever u are, i love you lmao. and also thanku to the two other anons that sent me asks - i'll just put them all here.

ps. this is a lil nsfw and also fairly atl-centred since that was the fandom i read for the most soooooo ya just a warning if u don't wanna read

what is your all-time favourite fic? oh... there must be many. but i'm gonna say the devil wears prada and 69 BRO! (the walk of no shame)

what is your favourite fic right now? i'm just gonna link y'all my faves tag on atff but i do have more in other fandoms

what is the longest fic you have ever read? eek. not sure tbh. i've read jalex fics with over 100 chapters but some of the chapters were ridiculously short (as in, cutting ONE scene into four chapters short) but they were on lj so idk the word count. and then there's a beautiful disaster that has over 100k but half the chapters so... yeah, i don't know.

which fic is your guilty pleasure (trash pairing, dodgy content, etc.)? your "everything better" plan was an incest jalex fic that i straight-up would've died for back when it was being written, i loved it sm

which fic trope/genre will you never read? daddy kink

which trope/genre is your favourite? fake dating and enemies to lovers (but not like ENEMIES enemies, just like... u irritate me/shock me/not my kind of person type of way).

which trope/genre do you think is overused? love triangles where a woman is picking between two men fighting to 'win' her. don't get me wrong, sometimes it's an enjoyable part of a story but it has to be done well or... just not be the main focus? that goes for everything - fic, books, tv shows, etc.

how many fics do you read per week? LMAO baby i haven't regularly read fic in forever bc life be kicking my ass but i think i'm gonna try to start by re-reading all my old faves

when did you start reading fics? how old were you? i was 14, and i remember previously hearing about the concept of fanfiction and immediately thinking it was creepy. and then one day, i can't remember how, but i discovered livejournal and clicked on a jalex smut fic and i was like 👀

do you remember the first fic you read? what was it about? YEAH LMAO it was wet hot american summer and i nearly fucking collapsed i'd never heard anything so explicit in my entire life and then i re-read it probably 18,000 times a week for months it was problematic. one moment i'm thinking fic is creepy and one well-written masturbation scene later i was obsessed. clown.

how do you feel about second-person Y/N fics? not a fan, never have been. and i say that as someone who tried writing them on those 'imagine' blogs for a while. i cringe.

what pairing have you read the most fics for? it's gotta be jalex. i stayed LOYAL.

have you ever written a fic? did you publish it? lol yeah they be everywhere. including the ones that i should've deleted long ago.

have you ever cried because of a fic? bruh... i used to cry until i was nearly SICK at some of these fics as a teenager they ruined meeeee

what website do you read fics on? livejournal, mibba, ao3... rarely anything else.

which rating do you usually read (gen/teen/nature/explicit/etc.)? ig somewhere between pg-13 and nc-17 is the average?

take a guess - how many fics do you think you’ve read, total? oh wow. uhhh. including fics i have skimmed out of necessity for @alltimefanfiction? fuck. hundreds, potentially in the thousands.

fanfic reader ask meme

#thanku <3 #this was a fun one #gonna tag it #fic stuff

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punkscowardschampions · 2 years

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Edie & Liam

Edie: [Post of Lexie defending herself like it’s not true, that wasn’t me, I was hacked]

Edie: Don’t even need to pass her a shovel

Liam: can count on her not knowing when to stop in or for anything

Edie: She’s earnt it

Edie: Did think Rih would bitch fight her but still, couldn’t have happened to a nicer girl

Liam: there's still time as long as Lex keeps trying to buy herself it

Edie: Yeah but she’s SO mature now 🙄

Edie: Idc, shits been hilarious

Liam: [obvs do some stuff to make this whole Lexie thing into a meme/troll her anonymously and post it everywhere so it's even funnier and people take the piss even more, you know the vibes, gotta amuse the bae]

Edie: So when did you become an evil genius and when am I getting your villain origin story in full please 😍

Liam: I'll ask my ma how hard she went with the details in my baby book

Liam: could be clues

Edie: You know she’s just dying to show me it anyway

Edie: I bet you were the most adorable little thing in the world 🥺🥺🥺

Liam: she's gotta be holding back to have already not

Edie: She’s probably checking I’m not a girlfriend like Lexie before trying to embarrass you

Liam: I dunno what's worse, her holding out hope I'd feel it or the idea of those 2 sitting round a table together

Edie: It’s okay, you don’t deserve a wife like that and your ma doesn’t a daughter-in-law

Edie: I would hate it if you got feeling back to feel for her, it’d be a waste

Liam: that's okay, in any playthrough where me and Alexis are walking down the aisle I'm turning the gun sticking in my back on myself way before vows

Edie: I’ll break the game and break you out so you don’t have to ragequit

Liam: insert yourself in and we can both stay, nothing broken except her

Edie: [obviously do make your 8-bit counterparts again and a 💀 and bloody Lexie, soz gal]

Liam: [write her an obituary in Morse code or binary or whatever you took the piss out of crappy ARGs for using that's a play on the post Lexie just made and the YouTube apology style content lol]

Edie: [we’re just anon asking her a shit ton of leading questions so she makes herself look worse]

Edie: + on her making her own apology vid?

Liam: faking her own death to frame us would need + more IQ and mates than she can get hold of

Edie: even thinking it was you or me for a second was a total accident and just because she’s that bitch who thinks EVERYONE is obsessed with her so she’s getting no + for that one

Liam: - the 15 of fame she's using up all wrong considering how long she's been chasing it

Edie: she thought she’d be the hero of the story, can’t hack bad press

Edie: s’all we’ve known so do better bitch 🙄

Liam: press reminds me

Liam: did [whoever his best contacts are post that gig and the buzz around it] stop chasing your hype yet

Edie: nah

Edie: I feel like I’m famous 🤩

Edie: there’s loads of venues they say they’ve got the hookup for

Edie: I do have my own 💡 of what could be cool though…

Liam: whatever it is we're doing it

Edie: well, people obvs DJ and do some hypework at raves and thing but there’s usually not a performer obviously

Edie: ‘cos it’s so short notice, it could be shut down, rah rah, you’d never get someone to sign up

Edie: but I think we could do that

Edie: and do lots of shit we could never do at lots of venues

Edie: what do you think?

Liam: I think I should've thought that up 1st time I clicked the link to your tracks

Liam: loads of venues are too limiting, no shit we need to go outside of em

Edie: Eventually, it could be a whole experience, we could organize it all, video, sound, getting actors and a story

Edie: but going pirate and taking over will work for now 🏴‍☠️

Liam: [obvs show her everywhere you get your rave info and who from so she'll have access and be able to check it all too]

Edie: 😍😍 plus, we’ll get to be there and experience it all together

Edie: I wanna party with you, make it real, not fake and boring and like you can feel yourself disappearing

Liam: something'll be happening tonight somewhere, I'll come for you when I know what

Edie: you know what window is mine

Edie: I’ve replayed that moment over and over in my head it feels like a fucked VHS

Liam: long as the tab's pulled, I don't want even tonight to record over it

Edie: I’ll never forget

Edie: any of it

Liam: I'll never do anything to you you feel like you've gotta erase

Edie: How I feel when you kiss me is how I want to feel forever

Edie: and all I wanna make you feel too

Liam: the looped audio of me asking over and over how it feels isn't gonna be forever

Liam: the kiss when I find out is gonna happen before you ragequit or get the disappearing feeling

Edie: I’m not going to

Edie: pressure is bullshit

Edie: you don’t have to kiss me ever again and I’ll still remember when you did

Liam: not all kinds of pressure is a -

Liam: not the kind that'll build up inside of you if I don't kiss you again, which is a massive +

Edie: 😖 okay, so maybe it’d drive me completely insane if you never kissed me again but I’d only hurt other people when I went full villain, not you

Edie: never you

Edie: I promise

Liam: told you, you can't hurt me

Liam: and I'm not gonna hurt you by saying never again, tempted as I might be to test how insane you'd go

Edie: but it would hurt me to try

Edie: you’d have to ask me to, or I won’t

Liam: I'll never ask you to do something you're not down to

Edie: If that’s what it takes

Edie: I’m not scared

Liam: you've got nothing to be scared of, told you too that I'd protect you

Edie: what were you thinking about

Edie: when we were kissing

Liam: I wasn't

Liam: there were no thoughts crowding in from anywhere, they all stopped

Edie: That sounds right

Edie: and good

Liam: did it happen like that for you too

Edie: similar

Edie: I couldn’t think of anything else, no thoughts on thoughts on thoughts

Edie: but I felt like my head was so full of you it was going to explode

Edie: in a good way

Liam: you've been taking up mad amounts of space in and around me since we started talking

Liam: that was my chain reaction coming way before we could touch, I guess

Edie: It’s better

Edie: than whatever thoughts I were having before

Edie: I like having you around in my head

Edie: almost as much as I like you really being with me

Liam: I know you do, your 👀 can't lie to me

Edie: I felt like yours could see all my thoughts

Edie: even if I wanted to, and I don’t, there’d be no point lying to you

Liam: I don't test as well as you but there's an easy 1 to pass, I reckon

Edie: we can play

Edie: 2 truths 1 lie

Liam: what's gonna happen if I get it wrong after my front just now

Edie: 🤔

Edie: do you wanna take that risk?

Liam: do I get to look at you while we're playing

Edie: of course

Edie: we both know how easy it is to be a fake on the internet

Liam: no wrong answers and no risk involved then

Edie: [video call him gal, whilst I think of some decent truths and lies lmao]

Liam: [Lord knows how weird or intense this could get with you two, he'll have to get them right though such is his energy, I can't be having you actually not knowing her at all lol]

Edie: [lmao imagine, I’m thinking that there should be a childhood sibling one, a boy before this related one like how much it was not this energy and then one about performing that’s the lie, I’m crap at these things so I can’t be specific but that’s roughly it]

Liam: [don't worry we don't have to be, the point is just that he aces the test really, also I'm amused because where are y'all rn since you aren't together like is he at the petrol station doing this or what haha]

Liam: [ps I wanna say when he takes a turn he cheats and they are all lies but she can tell, for the feels]

Edie: [probably, maybe it’s zombie shift so no bitch is around, either way we love to see it and I agree, love that for y’all too]

Liam: [could always have her come in if that's the case cos always a mood]

Edie: [deffo, and you likely haven’t yet]

Edie: wanna know how I knew?

Liam: [We can definitely say she hasn't cos this convo clearly isn't long after the gig if Lexie is protesting her innocence and everything before that has deliberately happened in a short space of time]

Liam: yeah how

Edie: couldn’t picture any of it on 📹

Liam: maybe if I shot it to 🔥 it

Edie: maybe you just wanted to 👀 me again

Liam: no maybe about that

Edie: are you the only person there

Liam: whenever I'm on shift I am, like

Liam: perks of looking like this, it's only the women trying to play up and my boss would think it's grand having the security cam footage if they did

Edie: 😠😠😠

Edie: what a nonce

Liam: did lie I was older for more hours, he don't have any of your truth seeking abilities

Edie: suits him to look the other way anyway

Edie: I bet the CCTV would be really useful footage though

Edie: gross harassment aside

Liam: when I let it run

Liam: [show her how to hack into it from wherever she may be rn because I'm sure you could like oh hi it's me]

Edie: 😍

Edie: you’re the coolest person I’ve ever met

Edie: wave at me

Liam: [obviously do and obviously write some kind of coded message on your hand for her to have to figure out that probably says something cute]

Edie: at least you don’t have to pretend to care about any boring coworkers with boring backstories

Edie: now I can keep you company and entertained

Liam: sometimes I make them up so my ma don't worry

Liam: [give her all the many deets you've faked for co-workers who don't exist Like you're introducing them]

Edie: That’s so pure

Edie: the way she was dying for you to bring [a female one] home though 💔

Liam: nah, she knows she'd never leave [her fake bfs name] for someone like me

Edie: it’s like her own soap opera

Liam: think of 1

Liam: I'll say it was their 1st shift

Edie: Ooh

Edie: I’m seeing balding, recently divorced

Edie: needs the 2nd job for the child support

Liam: how many 👶👶👶👶

Edie: just the 👶

Edie: never spent any time with it but now he’s gutted

Liam: girl or boy

Edie: girl

Liam: I see it

Edie: was a daddy’s girl but then they drifted apart and he’s paranoid she’s gonna turn into a skank like her ma

Edie: he’s probably called Graham, or Derek

Liam: eats more of the snack stock than he moves onto the shelves or sells at the till

Liam: it's a comfort which ain't gonna make him flammable

Edie: has no idea what he’s doing but treats you like his subordinate because he’s older and reckons he’s above it

Edie: has that guy who drinks petrol ever come to you

Edie: haven’t heard of him in a while

Liam: [send her your timestamped and therefore dated footage of the petrol drinking man like that's how long it's been wow cos of course you have some for some weird thing you've made or were planning to]

Edie: how is he still alive

Edie: insane

Liam: how am I

Liam: it's not the people who should be dead who are

Edie: no

Edie: I’m glad you’re still around whilst I am

Liam: meeting you slotted the why of me still being here into place

Liam: made it make sense

Edie: we’re going to do something good with it

Edie: even if it ain’t fair

Edie: we can make something perfect

Liam: a perfect girl and a perfect boy, like we agreed, with the perfect home around em

Edie: they’ll have everything

Edie: and we’ll never leave them

Liam: we'll bring them on tour and I'll teach em how to clap for you

Edie: and they’ll have every memory in picture perfect HD so they remember forever

Liam: we can play it back as many times as we want, more than it'll have done in our heads til we have it

Edie: it’ll be burned into us

Liam: ❤️🧠☠️🔥

Edie: they’ll never believe how we met

Edie: I barely can

Liam: I don't

Edie: but you’re the one that’s out of this world unreal

Liam: lie

Liam: gimme 2 truths

Edie: it’s not! But I can’t say no to you and that’s definitely no lie so 😋

Edie: I want our future now, that’s true, even if it’s full crazy

Liam: your future starts with the 1st rave we hit

Edie: *our

Liam: yeah

Edie: [post fucked with footage from the CCTV on the ARG forum so everyone can debate if it’s real or not but really you just wanna be like miss you also claimed you]

Liam: [I wonder what you could deface to likewise show you miss her]

Edie: [just don’t get caught babe, getting everyone sacked always lmao]

Liam: [Thank god he's very sneaky cos yeah his mum would be stressed if we got him sacked]

Edie: [the vibe is very much keep your mum out the loop and know so yes]

Liam: what songs are you gonna pick for the rave

Edie: maybe I should do new ones, really go in with the 🥳☣️🍄🌈✌️💊☢️💚

Edie: I don’t know

Edie: what do you think?

Liam: I'm thinking what I could do to help you write new material

Liam: bc you have good instincts, you should trust em

Edie: 😍

Edie: now I’m thinking about that too…

Edie: your songs are some of my best, no lie

Liam: my 👂 can't

Edie: then I’m gonna break out and come see you

Liam: now

Edie: yes

Edie: if you want me to too

Liam: [send her some examples of cool petrol station sounds she could sample onto these tracks if she wanted to as if you won't be inspiring enough]

Liam: what do your instincts say

Edie: that I’m already leaving

Edie: and the fact you had the same idea as me only confirms everything so

Liam: [tell her a shortcut as you're basically neighbours so it's believable, hopefully it's not too sketchy though cos I'd rather she didn't get murdered]

Edie: [an encrypted link of her livestreaming her walk casually]

Liam: 👀

Liam: when you get to [a sketchy bit] I'll shut a sec and come meet you

Edie: better than timestamping when you see the killer behind me

Liam: whoever they are they're not more dangerous than me

Edie: God

Edie: good thing you want to protect me

Liam: you'll get used to it when I show you how well I can

Edie: I’ll have to believe you on that one because right now I don’t think I’ll ever get used to it

Edie: but only in the best way

Liam: if I could I'd be 😠 you ain't already been treated like you should by anyone before me

Edie: I told you you were special

Edie: I suppose that’s what Rih thinks she’s doing but it’s not the same

Liam: keeping you safe don't

mean keeping you a kid

Liam: probably wanna get her and my ma round the table together, see if they can both learn it

Edie: She’d probably take you up on that offer 🙄

Liam: keeping my mouth shut about it when she takes us out then, know what's good for me, like

Edie: She’ll chat enough for all of us, don’t worry

Edie: even though I’ve warned you it’s gonna be no joke the level of horror

Liam: can make it jokes if you want though

Edie: Debating the next move

Edie: do we ruin it or do we make her even more 😍 about us than she’s fronting she is now

Liam: ruin it when she's max invested would be my villain soundbite but I'm 😇

Edie: oh but that sounds like more fun

Edie: 🥺 tell me more tell me more

Liam: she reckons we're perfect together or so she's saying, nobody's saying the same about her and him, gotta sting, might even make her rethink some shit

Liam: that'd make you happy

Liam: and when it don't no more, we can make her have a rethink about us easy enough

Edie: Basically, the greater we are, the less shine she’ll be getting

Edie: which she absolutely can’t hack, you’re right there

Edie: but what if she thinks the answer is to steal you from me

Liam: she can hold tight to as many wrong answers as she likes

Liam: I know what we're doing is right

Edie: Let’s do it

Edie: I trust you more than I don’t trust her

Liam: however I'm gonna fuck up it won't be like that

Edie: I know

Liam: nobody shines bright as you, do you know that

Edie: I know you picked up my signal and I’m really really happy it was you

Liam: and how much I want to want you, I know you've picked up them clues

Edie: Yeah

Edie: 📍

Edie: that wasn’t a you thing, that was her infecting my 🧠🦠

Liam: yeah but helping you deal with the infection is on me

Liam: whatever you need me to do, I'm about to do it

Edie: you do do it, I can feel my 🧠 being 🧽🧼 and then everything is just us and what we can do and all the best feelings, nothing bad or corrupted

Edie: wiped and reprogrammed

Edie: your system might have higher walls but we’ll do it for you too, it’ll be so good

Liam: [obviously show up like the sneaky creeper you are with 0 warning and kiss her because what she just said was everything and I will say something too feelsy as my shamelessly weakened self rn]

Edie: [terrified but so into it is the vibe here]

Liam: [obvs gotta pick her up cos that height diffrence and kissing her for ages as if you haven't shut the garage lol I like to think there's a pair of eyes somewhere on her top too so he can be crossing them out over and over as they make out like MISSED YOU, casually touching her up there boy we see you]

Edie: [we are all weak for the height difference sis, god bless; when we realise it’s him fully, and thank the lord it is, just being SO purely excited to see him again we’re giddy and just saying his name so happily between kisses and dying from all this tension being created here on this day; oh probably still streaming also note so hope no one is lurking]

Liam: [We need to take a sec to fully appreciate how hard-core he'd be going in because he doesn't understand how or why to be soft yet so he's just always doing the most and being so intense, soz gal for how much you'd be dying rn]

Edie: [we aren’t complaining, trying not to do the opposite TOO hard in case we scare him off but you know, how successful we are with it is dubious, bless]

Liam: [Love you two, if and when you ever stop kissing then I vote he should put her on his shoulders like you do a bub because he's so tall you'd feel like you can actually touch the sky, girl]

Edie: [just describing what you can see from here like this is a new perspective for me hun and probably telling him about the constellations and planets and satellites ‘cos nerd]

Liam: [We love it and I doubt you have that far to go, even though he blatantly appeared earlier than he said he was gonna to meet her, so be a cute nerd while you can, obvs just listening intently cos he's also a nerd and asking questions or adding things when he can]

Edie: [just telling him when there’s another space thing you could watch together in person this time]

Liam: [Love that for you, all the plans please]

Edie: [for now, we can be seeing all the random things this garage has to offer like where have you popped off lads and asking him more about his fake coworkers like they’re real people]

Liam: [please steal something as well because always a mood, idk how but I feel like they should make a fake co-worker out of stuff like a scarecrow energy who's there chilling on the cctv while you two are living your best lives]

Edie: [that’s absolutely your energy as a couple, your manager like 😶 if he does ever check the CCTV lmao, I dread to think your inevitable fate mr scarecrow but for now you just propping up the counter ‘do you like working here?’ for a genuine q to Liam not this man lol]

Liam: [Soz to this fake man that they are gonna do all sorts with you and set you alight when they are done, I love it though, meanwhile Liam is genuinely just like 'I dunno' cos obvs if he hated it he wouldn't be here but are you capable of actually liking it rn boy who can say]

Edie: [you will have a starring role in whatever they put this footage in though so you’re welcome, just looking around and nodding at his answer ‘I like the place but I’m bad at repetitive tasks’ like the vibes are legit but I have ADHD so the actual job would not work for me because nothing does ‘it’s like being out but being alone’ and going over to the glass bit and looking out to the street ‘you can see everything out there but nothing’s happening in here in your domain’]

Liam: ['how'd you stop laying a track being repetitive?' Genuinely asking like show me your song writing and music making process because he obvs has not seen her do it, maybe a bit if she was doing any on the camping livestream but not properly]

Edie: [‘serotonin, basically’ and turning to grin at him ‘it’s all about input and output, most people can put shit out not getting no positive biochemical feedback, I just can’t’ shrugs ‘I’d like to say I’m mad but not really, leave that to everyone else to be disappointed in me not reaching my potential’ ‘cos I’m sure your teachers are like GET MEDICATED AND USE THAT BIG BRAIN ‘the things you still do… there’s gotta be a chemical reason for that, if it ain’t an emotion, there’s still something firing’ and does a finger gun at his brain like pow pow]

Liam: ['I must be good at repetitive tasks' like go us what a great team 'enough to keep everyone off my case' the vibe clearly is just keep his mum and teachers and everyone not worried and happy enough so]

Edie: [‘that makes sense’ because it do ‘autopilot can do a lot’ and coming over to him ‘but what happens if you turn that off’ in a, I wonder tone not a, you need to answer that one]

Liam: [just doing what he did when they first met and staring at her until he's closer and closer to her face because we obvs don't wanna answer that thinking that the answer will be nothing but also obvs on some level hoping she can see something in his 👀 that proves that wrong]

Edie: [reaching and studying every inch of his face with our fingertips like we’re blind but we’re just trying to memorize you and work you out all at once here ‘I think-’ and shaking our head like no ‘- I know you’re more alive than most people I’ve ever known, and you wanna be, so many people never even bother to reach that conclusion ‘cos life don’t force their hand ‘til they’re old and bored anyway’ holding his head in place and pressing her forehead to his so their eyes are literally as close as they can be ‘do you trust me?’]

Liam: ['yeah, I trust you' very much in the tone of you're the only person I do, himself included because that's the tea]

Edie: [‘you don’t have to believe I’m right yet, just that I will be, and I’ll make it happen, okay’ whispering ‘cos proximity even though you’re alone but also because we’re so serious ‘I’ll give you everything’]

Liam: ['you ain't given me no reason not to' very in the vibe that everyone else has because lbr they have all let him down, just putting his arms around her really tightly because them against the world honestly 'and I know you won't' lowkey threatening like don't ever let me down bae but we know what you mean boy]

Edie: [hugging him back hard ‘cos the way she casually just wanted to be like I love you! Right there, girl, stop, I mean like we don’t know but still haha ‘never ever’ and squeezing him even harder to emphasize this point ‘I can take care of you too’ and looking up at him as you would always have to, throwing back to when he said he’d protect her]

Liam: [I feel like he should give her something important to him and be like look after this cos she said she'd give him everything and he feels like this is everything he has to give her rn and would say as much but idk what the thing should be, I'll have to ponder]

Edie: [we love that, we’ll say its a thing even if you can’t think of anything yet]

Liam: [it's probably something that looks insignificant af and a 'normal' person would be like um what but we know she gets it]

Edie: [we’re on the level baby and will guard it with our life]

Liam: [gonna have him kiss her again cos she really do be the best]

Edie: [‘can you sleep over?’]

Liam: [a nod because he will clearly find a way regardless, soz to his mother lol]

Edie: [he could be doing worse soz babe, so happy though like 😁]

Liam: [I just imagined him drawing that face on the fake co-worker so of course you must, ready to freak those customers out]

Edie: [funny for y’all, so off-putting for them, especially when you fully act like he’s a real person like please respect my colleague]

Liam: [there's clearly no danger of anyone making a complaint like at the CG so pop off lads]

Edie: [just pay for your petrol and piss off, loads of people do it at the pump now anyway you basically just chillin]

Liam: [truly such a non job, you'll have to make the most of the make believe when she also pretends to work there because that might be the only other customer you'll get]

Edie: [enjoy it for the sweet job it is lads, makes sense because she probably doesn’t have one atm, in my head she gets one when she’s preggo to prove she’s serious but you don’t need to rn]

Liam: [that makes sense and I approve]

Edie: [you ain’t that old let’s be fair lmao]

Liam: [So easy to forget how young they are cos they cram so much in]

Edie: [Liam’s literally just 16 like babies]

Liam: [I always forget cos I'm so old lol, can you think of anything else they could do whilst in this petrol station cos I'm drawing a blank but I feel like it's a very them place and vibe that'll you'll probably spend a lot of time in]

Edie: [yeah 1000% she’ll come in all the time now so we don’t need to say anything else this time just that it’s the first]

Liam: [an important milestone ticked off, well done us]

Edie: [when this shift is over and y’all have had fun swapping over and putting scarecrow worker somewhere for whoever is taking over to find in a sec and die, then ‘do you wanna go have an adventure or go back to mine?’ like either if fine not a PICK ADVENTURE tone at all]

Liam: [we all know he's picking an adventure though cos you two are fated just like 'We're going on an adventure' in a tone like of course we are]

Edie: [taking his hand and skipping/running without real purpose just joy here ‘cos we can, the way he probably barely has to pick up the pace, mr gangles]

Liam: [I love to see it and he does too, gonna be so much footage of how happy she is, cos obvs he's filming this whole adventure starting when she suggested it]

Edie: [I’m thinking you should go up into the mountains by your houses ‘cos that’s not at all dangerous at night lol, it would defs be a spooky vibe for you to mess around and film in, also get some decent nature sounds too]

Liam: [That’s a good idea cos it’s v close by, just don’t twist your ankle like your mother did when she was flirting with Carly, you’ll be able to get lots of footage for your ARG you’ve started and have a lovely time]

Edie: [remember when, good times, I’m sure you’re both adept with the sneaking around in the dark by now so we won’t injure any of y’all tonight, there’s probably some doggers or other dubious people about you can scare for footage though, soz to you perverts]

Liam: [that is the upside of both having impulse control issues you can go further than anyone else does to scare those pervs and it would be such fun]

Edie: [like honestly so dangerous also quite rude but you would, I know my dad said they used to go to were the gays do their cruising when they were teens and one of you would get on the hood SeDuCTIvelY and then when they came over you’d chase ‘em away or get in the car and leg it yaself, bit rude but that kind of energy except we’re really creeping out these poor people for the footage, casually pretending to be murderers out here]

Liam: [even when they are really creeping people out they are still kinda pure about it because it’s perverts, god bless you lads]

Edie: [imagine getting in trouble with the police and you’re like it was for a game don’t worry lmao, again, not tonight but probably at some point]

Liam: [it’ll definitely happen when we need some easy drama between you and your fams]

Edie: [ah you have no idea what is to come lads]

Liam: [we’ll likewise do you the favour of letting you sleep over tonight with no drama ensuing since his mum literally busted him after his bday already]

Edie: [let him live queen sorry, we’re going to be in the music room because don’t need to be like oh hi Billie there’s a boy in your room when she wakes up in the AM, sure there’s like sofa bed energy in there or a comfy couch, so you can set that up all cute with the neon and lights and whatnot that would be in there, and you can also show him how you make a song, as he asked]

Liam: [she’s not getting pregnant tonight, it’s FINE, we’re not there yet, and yes that is all too cute to not happen, we simply must, also there is no way that tol af boy would fit in a bunk bed if that’s the set up you and Billie still have so]

Edie: [legs a dangling, poor boy, not the mood, least y’all can curl up all cute in here]

Liam: [write some new songs for the raves you’re gonna go to gal and plan your lewks]

Edie: [can’t all be about him or can they mwahahaha, thank god for all the weird and wonderful things you’ve worn over the years babe]

Liam: [what a relief you are in the music room cos you’re clearly just gonna be talking and talking, Billie would be like excuse me]

Edie: [no one is that heavy of a sleeper honey, literally talking ‘til you fall asleep energy]

Liam: [yet more childlike energy I appreciate for you, sadly he will probably have a nightmare at some point but we know you’ll deal with it gal because you’re the greatest]

Edie: [we’d be like talk about it if you want or if not I will just cuddle you, that energy]

Liam: [I feel like he would talk about it because very their vibe and also when else can or does he address his trauma in a healthy way so pop off boy, you’ve already said you trust her anyways]

Edie: [and you can actually talk about it and she’ll engage and let you say what you’re really thinking and feeling, not just be like you can and then awkwardly sit there like lowkey I can’t deal but it was just the right thing to say, so pop off lads, love y’all, also voting we go get a midnight snack of like milk and cookies energy, whatever time it is, for the childlike energy again]

Liam: [I love the contrast of that very dark and mature convo you're having with the sweet and childlike midnight snack energy so yes, the way he has absolutely nobody to talk to about this because his parents can't deal and he's not gonna bring it up with any surface level friends he has or online where people would just chat shit, you really have appeared at the right time to help him, girl]

Edie: [you can make your full Irish in the morning too]

Liam: [we love a throwback and a chance to be cute and domestic plus an easy way to keep everyone on side, not just Rio, by making it for everyone]

Edie: [you’re welcome everyone, get aboard the ship]

Liam: [you’re most welcome though Liam because we know you really just want a normal happy fam, so enjoy this one like Grace being a nosy little hun and try not to think about how weird it’d be to be around Rio at any point ever]

Edie: [thank god for your sake she is distracted by Buster a lot because awkward haha but yeah this is cute and can probably post this as this if you wanna?]

Liam: [yeah that sounds good because then we’ll have this full day ahead of them when we’re ready to write them again which is always a fun prospect]

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