Bit of a rant here we go!!!!

PSA to any Redacted fans that follow me:

I do not keep up with anything in the fandom anymore for this reason, so just know that I will not be listening to a single complaint about any future redacted fanart of mine unless it’s a genuine design critique

I literally do not care that you get upset over a non-visual character being portrayed as a certain race, ethnicity, gender, or body type. Each of us have our own interpretations and that it the beauty of being an artist in the ASMR/Audio drama community space. So, if someone drawing a gendered listener genuinely triggers a trauma response in you? That’s on you, not the artist.

If you genuinely believe that artists making their own versions of these characters is actively harming you, and you find yourself having meltdowns over it? You have an incredibly unhealthy attachment to this media. Either you’re a lonely middle/high schooler who’s anxious about your future, or you’re an adult who uses these audios to unhealthily cope with your own stress.

Audio dramas are made for the sole purpose of inviting one’s imagination into the story taking place. And while they can be used as a quick-fix to relax, if you can’t fathom that other people have their own versions of the story, it is not their job to fall to their knees and ask for your forgiveness when you start projecting your discomforts/insecurities onto their personal work.

I’m calling out RedactedASMR fans specifically here because I genuinely cannot believe so many of you are as miserable as you are in this fandom. Leave artists alone. Leave writers alone. And especially? Leave Erik alone

I stg he literally makes these audios because they’re *his* passion project, and yet EVERY episode there’s like 50 of you complaining about how you had a panic attack because of a hyper-specific trigger that genuinely would not happen if you learned to properly cope with your own personal issues. He slaps so many content warnings on his work so you guys won’t be distressed, and yet you listen to it anyways and get butt-hurt when it actually bothers you.

Listen y’all can be absolutely amazing, but there’s a reason why Erik doesn’t interact with any of you anymore. I’m sorry that you went through however tough of a life you’ve had, but that is not any of our faults. Leave the artists and writers alone dude. Block them if you seriously need a clean FYP, but don’t make your personal struggles our collective problem

Some motherfucker from the suburbs of a big city had the audacity to tell me, a person whose entire family is from a notorious Rust Belt city and who’s uncle still works the night shift at the glass factory, that factory jobs weren’t important in America, and that unions didn’t matter…

Be so serious right now, the bread factory and meat packing factory next to my hometown shut down and the 30,000 people that lived in surrounding towns and worked there, lost their jobs and their livelihoods because the state I live in decided to Union bust like it no tomorrow

The only thing that has protected workers in the Rust Belt is unions, not the government and the state government has been determined to shut down any, and all unions which results in all of the people in places like my hometown losing their jobs.

So your ass, coming from the fucking suburbs of Chicago doesn’t get to tell me that unions and factory workers arent important just because you live in a town where the high school teachers have fucking PhD’s and get paid more than an entire family of generational factory workers. Your lived experience does not hold up to the blue collar towns in states you look down on.

Unions are, and will always be the best and most effect way to protect workers from exploitation and the government and every single human being that has a job benefits from the work of unions in the decades past.

y’all being so childish and practically going on a fucking MAN HUNT to find josh’s partner and his intimate things that he shares with his partner like a playlist is EXACTLY why they never tell us anything and honestly, i don’t blame them.

it’s in the same vain as why jake and jita keep things under wraps.

you could’ve just been happy that josh felt comfortable enough to come out and share that he loves his ANONYMOUS partner, but y’all are so fucked in the mind with this weird ass para-social relationship that they can’t even share the basic joy of love they constantly speak on and write about.

news flash, you’re not going to be a fan-turned-best friend because you’re leaking this information. they’re not going to pick you out from the crowd and take you backstage to crown you as the best greta fan. they’re not going to fucking fall in love with you because you never even stood a chance, ESPECIALLY since you’re overstepping boundaries.

i’m so tired of this bullshit, some of y’all are delusional fr and shit on everything good that comes from this band. if you see shit about josh’s partner that’s not coming directly from either like his identity, report that shit.

rant over.

Girls girl shit is so shallow y’all hate misogyny until people are misogynistic towards a group of women you don’t like (e.g transwomen, sex workers, polyamorous women, etc)

Star Wars has become ship wars again, I see.

If anyone needs me, I’ll be on Tatooine under a semi-new name

why is the lucas sinclair tag full of byler and eddie x reader🤨

i’m back yall:3

haven’t been active in a minute, but i brought you all a gift ehehehe

The most unrealistic part of this show is that TRAVIS managed to pull BOTH of these insanely hot closeted bitches. And now he has the NERVE to come for LOTTIE next???

𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠| 𝐍𝐞𝐮𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞. ➭ 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧 𝐈𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐜𝐭.

𝐓𝐢𝐭𝐥𝐞| 𝐅𝐢𝐥𝐭𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐞.

𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫| 𝐚𝐟𝐚𝐛, 𝐧𝐨 𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐜 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐧.

𝐂𝐰| 𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖 (𝐌𝐃𝐍𝐈), 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐭, 𝐝𝐨𝐦!𝐍𝐞𝐮𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞, 𝐒𝐮𝐛!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫, 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲 (𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 + 𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐥 -𝐟!𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠-), 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 (𝐦𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐚𝐬𝐦𝐬 -𝐟!𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠-), 𝐩𝐮𝐬𝐬𝐲 𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐩𝐬, 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐫 𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐮𝐧𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐱 (+ 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐤), 𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐬𝐞𝐱, 𝐜𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐬𝐞𝐦𝐢-𝐩𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐜 𝐬𝐞𝐱 (𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐥 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐦𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲).

𝐀/𝐧| 𝐈𝐭’𝐬 𝐩𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐭𝐡, 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐭 𝟑 𝐀𝐌, 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈’𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐤𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐈’𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐧 𝐮𝐬 ♡︎.

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭. 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧 𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭.

Neuvillette was a fair man in court, he respected the law and punished the sinners, he judged everyone accordingly, equally. And yet, the same man who represented the supreme court of Fontaine, was himself a sinner, but in a whole different way. This man appeared as cold, calculating, with a sharp gaze which could read through everything, as if he could see every sinner’s rotten soul.

Yet this man was the filthiest sinner you knew, a dirty, starved man hiding behind a cold, emotionless façade. It wasn’t even hard to give a proof for this statement; Neuvillette was currently licking and sucking your cunt like he didn’t drink a drop of water for weeks, and was gulping down the most delicious and expensive drink existing in Teyvat. He was messy, nasty even. He had you sitting on his desk, while he knelt on the floor between your legs, in his own office, which wasn’t locked and in which people could barge without difficulty if they wanted to. He ate you like he was worshiping you, like you were giving him an essence which would offer him immortality and even more. He didn’t care about getting dirty, he needed to taste you, to savour the sweet bitterness of your cunt on his tongue, which was buried as deep as it could go into your wet hole, his nose rubbing against your engorged nub with each shake of his head. And his eyes, intense and sharp, and never looking away from your face, drank in each lewd expressions appearing on your face just as greedily as he was swallowing your slick.

His hands held your thighs firmly, making them rest on his shoulders while he pressed his face closer to your cunt, breathing in your intoxicating scent and trying to fuck your weeping hole with his tongue. He was groaning just as much as your were moaning, unable to stop the rumbling sounds coming out of his chest as he feasted on you. His tongue then moved up, giving some attention to your clit while he pushed two of his fingers into your hole, curling them up and thrusting them in and out of you at a fast, punishing pace. He had your eyes rolling back in your head and your toes curling in pleasure. He knew exactly how to please you, the loud and lewd squelching sounds coming out of your cunt showing just how much you were reacting to his touch, to him. He sucked on your clit and groaned deeply as he felt you squeeze his fingers, trying to suck them deeper into your greedy hole. You whined when he pulled his mouth away after sucking on your clit just enough to bring you at the edge of your orgasm, your hips bucking and your fingers tugging at his hair. He chuckled slightly, and your eyes almost crossed as he slapped your clit with his fingers, just hard enough to make it burn in a delicious way, a few more thrusts of his fingers into your sloppy hole being enough to throw you over the edge.

At this point, you were already a mess, crying and babbling incoherently while pleading and begging for whatever your cloudy brain wanted, you didn’t know anymore if you wanted to stop, or keep going. You’ve been laying on his desk for about thirty minutes, and it would be underestimating him if you said it was your first orgasm. It was actually your third, or maybe your fourth. You had stopped counting at some point, your pussy puffy, sticky and hot after being sucked, licked and slapped. And yet it felt so good, everything felt so good. It was overwhelming how Neuvillette could make you feel, how he could play with your body like an instrument he mastered to perfection.

"P-Please, Neuvi’…! I-I need you…" You whimpered and bucked your hips, clearly asking for him to take you, to fill you up like you knew he could oh so, so perfectly. It was like he was made to fit inside you, or like you were made to take him. "𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨, 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬. 𝐘𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐤, 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐥." He chuckled, his voice sounding deep, like it rumbled from deep within his chest, his hands already undoing his pants enough to free his cock. It was long, and thick with a pretty vein on the underside of his length starting from the base to his pink, leaking tip. He was painfully hard at this point, precum dribbling down his cock and lubricating it just right. He pumped himself three times and then he pressed his tip against your puffy clit, rubbing against it a few times before guiding it between your folds, slowly pushing into your slit. Your eyes widened and then rolled back as he slowly filled you up, his hips stopping only when he was fully buried into your core. He was breathing heavily, just as needy as you were, but still controlling his urges and giving you time to adjust before he started moving, at first at a slow yet steady pace, which slowly increased until he was giving you hard, punishing thrusts, his tip rubbing against your sweet spot and kissing your cervix each time he buried himself back home.

One of his arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you up against him and holding you close against his chest, his hips grinding against yours and his other hand gripping your hair, yanking your head back and giving him access to your neck, which he immediately started to kiss and suck. He was growling and grunting louder now, his pace never stopping even when you were cumming around him, the grip of his hand at the back of your neck, with his fingers squeezing the sides of your throat, being enough to make you cum. He was restricting the air you could take in your lungs, and just the feeling of his strength, of the power he could have, and actually had on your life, turned you on to no end. You didn’t care about getting caught anymore, you just kept moaning his name, squealing and gasping when his thumb started to rub your oversensitive clit, making you buck your hips against his as he forced you towards another orgasm.

His sounds became louder, and his thrusts messier, sloppier. He was getting close himself, the feeling of you wrapped around him, tight and warm and just so perfect, pushed him further towards his own release. Here, with you in his arms, he wasn’t the man in the supreme court, he was just Neuvillette, your lover, the man who loved you like no other did or will. His breath hitched, his grip loosening on your neck and holding your hips instead, making you meet his thrusts while he kissed you, swallowing your moans just like you did with his own. A few more slaps of his hips against yours were enough to push him over the edge, a deep groan of your name leaving his mouth, muffled by clenched teeth, as he buried himself deep within you, releasing his semen where he knew it truly belonged. His hand pressed against your lower belly, his thumb quickly rubbing your clit as he kissed you with an almost desperate way, his tongue dancing with yours as he finally made you orgasm for the last time, his circles against your clit slowly down and guiding you through your orgasm until you were done.

“𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐘/𝐧.“ He whispered against your lips, his breath heavy as he calmed down from his high. He closed his eyes briefly and kissed your forehead, holding you in his arms and sitting down on his chair, your bodies still connected as he kept himself inside you, basking into your welcoming warmth.

𝐋𝐢𝐤𝐞, 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 ;) 𝐈 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐈’𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐨 𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧, 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞’𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐭𝐡 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐍𝐞𝐮𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

𝐈 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐈’𝐦 𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦.

𝐋𝐦𝐚𝐨 𝐢𝐭’𝐬 𝟓, 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐦𝐞 𝟐 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭-

I have no idea what to draw but this is my healthiest coping mechanism :)

Call me Timmy Turner the way Cosmo and Wanda came with me to the gym this morning.

Jmart gets a silly lil smooch this week. 🫶

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Today’s Reference

if i see one more person try to claim aziraphale doesn’t love crowley as much as crowley loves aziraphale i will throw hands.

say it with me: just because they show & express their love for each other differently doesn’t mean one of them loves the other more

I can’t believe it’s been confirmed now that Zoro is Luffy’s first-mate. I use to think we’d never get the confirmation lmfao

mutant mayhem turtles save me … save me mutant mayhem turtles …,

Ya know what…

I’m so tired of this crap. I’m tired of being scared and having nightmares. I’m tired of seeing people that I thought were friends post/share antisemitic shit/ propaganda and misinformation that hamas created. I hate having to be cautious about people and their intentions. I don’t like having to make a mental list of people that would help me if something happens- I don’t want to drag them into this shit show…

I hate that most of y’all are just sharing/posting misinformation/propaganda about this war. Y’all stop fucking getting your information from social media/and Hamas run “news sites”. Fun fact Hamas is in control of Gaza and certain news media’s. They can tell the world that Israel is doing so and so and y’all would fucking eat it up (and y’all do that). And don’t get me started on the fucking trauma porn- y’all are so obsessed with seeing those photos and pictures, and here’s the thing- no one knows if they are real/“posed”/ai generated and same with the “stories”… heck y’all even twist up the stories just to make Israel the only bad guy in this war…

Most of y’all don’t even care about Palestine. If y’all did why are you not condemning Hamas and their government? Y’all claim you want this to stop- Israel has offered multiple ceasefire deals but Hamas turns them down because they don’t fucking care. They don’t care that civilians are getting k*lled. Hamas end goal is to exterminate Israelis and Jews. They even admitted it but y’all were just turned a blind eye. Hamas is taking control of the narrative of this war and y’all are fucking falling for it…

I don’t trust anyone who uses Zionist/zionism as a slur, wishes death against Israel and their citizens, calls the IDF the IOF, those who turns a blind eye to the antisemitic shit that y’all are causing/or joining in on, chatting genocidal slogans, the list goes on and on….

You claim that y’all don’t blame Jews- just those “Zionist”. I don’t know how to say it but the majority of Jews are Zionist and a lot of us don’t want this war. (Also most of y’all don’t know what Zionism is and are spreading false information about it). Also stop calling Israelis terrorist. They are not- I’ve said this multiple times, citizens are not their government…

Blaming Jews for this war does make you antisemitic. Harassing Jews/attacking Jews/wishing death upon Jews/ cheering and supporting terrorist organizations that want Jews dead/ all of this plus more doesn’t help Palestine. But it does make you a raging antisemitic asshat. This is why we Jews are fucking scared and terrified. History is starting to repeat itself and y’all are contributing to it. Y’all wanna know why Jews are wanting to leave their home countries- because we don’t feel safe because of this shit that is happening…

I could keep going but I’ll stop. This is just me venting out my frustrations. I’m so frustrated that y’all are doing this. I’m tired and scared. If y’all don’t like this- I don’t give a damn. I said what i said. Just know that if y’all start spitting out antisemitic shit on this post- I will call you out and block you…

Am yisrael chai ✡️

And to those who lost people in this war and to those who were killed just because they were Jewish- May your memory be a blessing.