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crueldesire · 5 months

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eros the bittersweet, anne carson / saltburn (2023) dir. emerald fennell

#I’ve literally been going insane over this movie for weeks #I simply will never recover #it’s about DESIRE and fuckedupedness of DESIRING #anyways #saltburn #eros the bittersweet #anne carson #jacob elordi #barry keoghan #emerald fennell #oliver quick #felix catton #web weaving #comparatives

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lavander-galaxy · 1 year

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Something something Zac’s character having a sworn duty to protect Lou’s character

something something I’ve seen this film before and I didn’t like the ending

#the ravening war #dimension 20 #d20 the ravening war #d20 spoilers #colin provolone #thane delissandro katzon #amethar rocks #lapin cadbury #d20 acoc #IM TRYING SO HARD NOT TO MANIFEST ANYTHING #cause if Colin dies I WILL NEVER RECOVER #but I simply can’t help but point out similarities #I love colin and thane dearly #they are sooooooo #nothing bad better happen to them

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astudyinfreewill · 5 months

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thing is i know ronan lynch is extremely male presenting. like mstief has made this abundantly clear. he is a guy’s guy through and through, muscle bro, gym tank top, piss in the woods, manly beard type of guy who likes guy things like fast cars and power tools. i get this. i understand it. so you have to understand that when i say he would deeply relate to the lyric i’ve got that good girl faith and a tight little skirt i do mean in a purely spiritual way. like that’s very much not him but also in a real way it IS him. do you see my vision

#the funny thing is i’m not even that big of a swiftie. but apparently i’ve made it my mission in life to make all tswift songs about trc #i think it’s because i read that ‘the boy king and the knight’ trc blog which assigned taylor swift as a boy king back in the day #and i’ve simply never recovered #(this was the same blog that had a whole ‘angels in america’ declan extravaganza. they simply don’t make content like that anymore #trc #ronan lynch #taylor swift #throwback to my 2016 (?) fic that used this song as a title lmaooo

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moeblob · 12 hours

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What Deacon thinks: what did that mean? did he want me to wear a collar too? why else would he mention my neck? i mean, if he /asked/ me i would wear one but he didn't so would wearing one be weird?

What Ymber meant: It's nice to be near someone who isn't tethered to this world to serve it with a physical reminder for all to see.

#my characters #this just in ! thats why all the deities in the plot have collars and a chain !#its because THATS THEIR DESIGNATED I AM HERE TO HELP THIS WORLD SYMBOL #they cant remove their collars and thats fine by them - its a constant reminder that they exist to serve #deacon really shouldnt get as much crap as he gets in canon for being weird cause the deities are just a different brand of weird #like its not deacons fault that apparently you can say nice neck with no underlying desire #but he cant say hi would you please possess me i want to know what its like to have someone else in my body #like thats really not something you should pin on deacon YET EVERY deity is like wow what a lil weirdo #he also just really wants to please ymber so if ymber asked he would definitely do whatever #on the flip side i need to point out that deacon very specifically doesnt ask ymber for things nor does he pray for things #and it drives ymber up a wall because this is his favorite human who wont ask for anything and he isnt a psychic #he doesnt know what deacon wants or needs and its infuriating cause he exists to serve humanity #and yet this ONE GUY wont let him do things for him #this is very important and i cant believe i mentioned it like a month ago to someone and today #i received gift art of these two and i may never recover #its so perfect and its ymber just looming over deacon telling him that he can pray about anything to him #its also worth pointing out that when i was telling the person about the whole ymber begging for a prayer #its because he realizes that after all this time hes never had a single prayer from deacon - not before nor after the hire #so hes like oh well thats odd hmm #and then begins to talk to deacon like you know people pray to me for lots of things #and deacon looks at him unsure of what this is leading to - did someone offer a weird prayer? ask a weird thing? whatst?#and no - its just ymber saying that people will pray for wealth or an item #or they will express frustration if something is lost or broken despite it not being ymbers fault so deacon just stares #he has no idea what this is going to end on really so he points out 'well you do like to think you break people'#and ymber just ASDFASDFSADF STOP OK NEXT POINT people pray to me to bless relationships with happiness #and thats fascinating so deacon is like wow can you actually do that?#and ymber is so stressed as hes like i mean kinda i can simply amplify the positive emotions in gestures #like if someone gives an item out of love then its blessed #he also admits that he cant mask insincerity or malice so those feelings are not hidden nor amplified #and deacon just is impressed bc that is actually VERY cool

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chasingfictions · 1 year

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telling people to watch yellowjackets is fun bc there's the blanket warning of Dont Watch This It Will Take Over Your Body and Make You Its Parasitic Host and there's also Btw Do You Have Any Horror Trope Absolute Nos That Will Never Leave Your Subconscious If You See Them Because If So There's Definitely At Least One Of Them In This Show Just Statistically Speaking I Can Give You Time Stamps To Skip If So. that said it's the best show in the world everyone should watch it.

#i can handle ben's leg and allie's leg but some of the plane crash gore... I AM SIMPLY NOT LOOKING #yellowjackets #also i do think cabin guy just Standing There in jackie's dream broke my brain in a very particular way ill never recover from

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assigned-fullmetal-at-birth · 19 days

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i have to say i did not miss crying to a point i throw up.

"hang painting here?" HIT ME SQAURE IN THE FACE.

"only one work has been stolen" JUST SHOOT ME IN THE HEAD.

"strange old man who lived in the house with green and red shutters" PLEASE RELEASE ME FROM MY MISERY.

#art heist baby #i will simply never recover from this #why do I read major character death #i should know better #marauders #jegulus #james potter #regulus black

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utenixx · 3 months

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Me and the bad bitch I pulled by being trans inclusionist.

#jujutsu kaisen #hakari kinji #kirara hoshi #my art #fanart #i saw Hakari's official colors drop and never recovered emotionally #i simply disagree.

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verymuchablog42 · 1 year

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*stumbles out covered in blood and shaking*

so, yeah, the new parx album

#FLAGRWPAKDHANDBXNABD #THERE ARE NO WORDS #I AM SIMPLY BLOWN AWAY WOW WOW WOW #INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY #parx #waterparks #i will never emotionally recover from Closer </3 #🔴🔴 it's been a pleasure 🔴🔴

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usedtobecooler · 3 months

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heavily agree with this TikTok thing 😤

gatekeep girlboss gaslight 😌😌😌

ABSOLUTELY. honestly the wind up of it all is any djo fans who are in love with end of beginning are now gonna have joe look at them like this

#i say this as somebody who just saw the 1975 twice in a row and couldn’t cope with the tiktok girls infiltrating the crowd #they knew the tiktok viral songs and sat in silence the rest of the show #let us have this one thing #my end of beginning tattoo simply will not happen now for fear of joe seeing it and rolling his eyes at me #i would never recover #anon ask

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tenspontaneite · 8 months

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Ok so literally no pressure, but I do have a kofi and if anyone feels like showing appreciation for my writing or art or I guess my cat via its medium, now would be a good time because there's a thing I really want to buy and I don't have enough birthday money left over for it lmao

(the thing is an art oriented android tablet. So that I can still draw shit when post work exhaustion compels me to collapse in bed against my desire to,,, you know, draw things.)

Link to my Kofi 👌

#life of sponty #cannot emphasise enough that this is not a necessary expenses thing #this is an if you feel like tipping a very tired artist thing #like man i literally just have to collapse in the afternoon #probably at least partially post viral fatigue #never quite recovered from covid #i still get exhausted walking a 20min round trip to the pharmacy most days. wack #rehab do be slow #anyway i have enough birthday money for like two thirds of the thing #any amount of the last third that yall feel like contributing would be lovely #but if none of you are feeling it i will simply have to engage my patience gland and fucking wait a while #which i am theoretically capable of #the last third is about £100 btw #tablets are money. unfortunately

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cebwrites · 5 months

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Law's frustrated with a homework problem and asks if Kirin wants to take a break at a coffee shop nearby, only that he's not there They're suddenly reminded of something Kirin said a week or so ago, and now that their mind-fog is clear they can actually register what he said since they weren't paying attention in the moment

That he's leaving

In the last panel, Law struggles to process this information now that it's way too late

Tldr; the communication issues between these two and misunderstandings finally catch up to them

Also known as: One Piece Treasure Cruise has no right to have these quotes for Law and NOT expect me to do anything with them

#cebdraws #one piece #trafalgar law #lawrin #op law #one piece law #they/he trafalgar law #hurt no comfort #angst #IT'S AN AU GUYS IT'S JSUT AN AU #A SILLY THROWAWAY MODERN AU #i could never do that to my boys in cannon #i would simply pass away and never recover

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dollsome-does-tumblr · 11 months

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roman and gerri’s last interaction (funeral scene my beloved) was SOFT and got DELETED and i have to LIVE WITH THAT??????

#i'm just being dramatic it's what i do #but also: i will never recover from this #it's simply too sad to contemplate #imagine how soothed all our souls would be if that bit had stayed in!!!!#and that's probably exactly why it got cut!!!!!!!#romangerri #roman x gerri #dollsome's deep thoughts #succession #succession spoilers #let none of us forget that she cared about him!!!!!!!

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8rujaa · 18 days

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my therapist really saved me….

#tw abuse // tw sa #i can’t sleep bc i keep thinking about this.#like i probably would’ve not been here if it weren’t for her #i started seeing her january of 2023… my life has changed entirely since then and she was definitely the one who got the ball rolling #literally so much has changed since then and it’s all because of her #i was so dissociated during our first few sessions #thanks to her i was able to get diagnosed and medicated for adhd. i was able to realize i was in an abusive situation and plan a way out #i was able to focus on myself and my healing and she’s helped me reframe so much of my negative thinking #i was able to process a lot of emotions and become a better version of myself with each session #she’s truly incredible.#i remember the first comment she made about the relationship had been ‘’so it’s like there’s an imbalance of control in the relationship’’#i had put my partners on such a high pedestal that i had no idea they could be doing anything wrong #and i asked her what she meant and she said ‘from what you’ve been describing it’s sounds like a strict parents and child type of dynamic’#she told me they didn’t need to understand why i wanted to leave and they didn’t need to make that decision. if that’s what was going to be #best for me the only thing i could do is let them know my reasoning and simply leave. i didn’t need their permission.’’#i remember being so confused at that realization bc like… i had been putting their emotions over mine the whole time i had forgotten simply #doing what’s best for me was an option… l #ever since then i’ve been putting myself first and it’s been a steady uphill from rock bottom… i’ve made an incredible amount of progress #when i first started with her getting out of bed and walking to the kitchen was incredibly difficult and took all my strength.#yesterday i conquered a mountain!!!!!!! i hiked all the way to the top!!!!! :D #me a year ago thought it was going to take me years and years to recover. as soon as i left i made leaps of progress #im incredibly proud of myself and grateful for her. and my reiki lady she’s also been a great great help.#the silver lining is i realized who really matters. and the relationships i cared about deepened.#my sweet virgo friend was the one who was always like ‘THATS A GROWN ASS MAN WHO CANT UNDERSTAND BASIC CONSENT???’#LMFAO i would be like ‘but he has trauma and bla bla bla’ she looked me dead in the eyes and said #’jess you said with your last boyfriend that you would never make excuses for a man who was hurting you again. stop defending him.’#she’s really a gem and i treasure her with my life. i hope she knows i love her. she’s family at this point #she’s also literally saved my life before (like deadass called 911 for help)#im glad i had the support system i had. that was a rough situation with so many layers and im glad i got through it #my 22nd year of life was by far the worst of my life and i don’t ever want to put myself in that situation again. im glad i learned.

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beelzeballing · 9 months

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everyday im like "well i mean, the magnus protocol can't make the TMA ending worse. right? right????" and then i remember that there is a very real possibility that we find out that jon is dead and martin ended up somewhere else alone and the fact that this outcome is possible fills me with the purest dread and horror imagineable.

listen. mr jonathan jwriter sims. mr jonnywaistcoat. jonny. my guy. you cruel, cruel man. you've done it. okay? you've stricken fear into my heart. your writing has plagued me with the thought of the horrors of loss. you have made your point. i am BEGGING you to leave it at that. i wouldn't be able to deal with martin being stranded somewhere else all on his own. you can't do that to me. listen to me you CAN'T.

#tma #the magnus archives #the magnus protocol #jon sims #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #jmart #jonmartin #the thought of this haunts me #it would crush my fucking soul #it would drain me of life #it would decimate every single shard that it'd have shattered me into #i would quite simply never recover #tma spoilers

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propertyofkylar · 7 months

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ok gang what are we thinking abt whitney’s plushie collection. leftovers from being a kid or do we think he’s still collecting them now

#think he has them neatly organized ? or all in his bed in a massive pile #imagine sneaking into whitney’s room and this mf is cuddling a teddy bear #i would simply never recover

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castieldelamancha · 8 months

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you really can tell castiel's first appearance was a pivotal moment of the history of television because it has been 15 years are here we are still talking about it, as we should

#it changed the world my world y'all's worlds #castiel #love of my liiiiiiiiife #i simply never recovered #i was never the same #that day a new vanessa was born and it was a better one because she loved cas to infinity and beyond #september 18th

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