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tbgkaru-woh · 3 months

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hi! i was just wondering what it is specifically that you dislike about wangxian? i'm kind of intrigued, because while i get how someone could find them boring, i've never really considered anything about their dynamic (and as you mentioned in response to a previous anon, their confession scene) particularly off putting. no pressure to answer this, and this is in no way hate towards you i'm just genuinely curious <3 (i love your art by the way it's gorgeous)

Thank you for the compliment! ♥ This is gonna get ranty so I will hide it below read more as not everyone has to deal with reading this, so proceed with caution :'D

Wangxian is the weakest WWX dynamic. On god, even if I'm not fond of Yanli, they have very loving relationship where they are protective of each other and gentle with each other in a harsh world. I don't ship WWX/JC but their story and complicated love of someone you grow up with and care for deeply but clash constantly with is more interesting than anything wangxian ever had. Nie Huaisang and Wei Wuxian clicked together so naturally, they are chaotic and are similiarly not too interested in being up to rules. Jin Zixuan and WWX had a potential of going from enemies to partners in crime, to become family and have each other's backs but JZX was cut short and WWX never really cared afterwards either. WWX with the wens took time to build up but his YLLZ farmer era was one of the best WWX's in the story. Damn, even Lan Xichen who's always amused with WWX's temperament and secretly has a drink with wwx and is altogether looser with the rules while still being lawful matches with him way more than LWJ where there's... nothing. They were smashed together for convenience and we were suppossed to just go with it cause they are the two main characters. LWJ feels like he was just made so WWX has a "hot stoic top" to fuck him and the rest of the characters are actually build with the story and therefore feel more natural

Wangxian don't feel like they are in love, not in the way the fans make them out to be into some romantic picture perfect angsty deserved lovestory. LWJ's personal space is constantly disrespected, he's punished constantly for WWX's mistakes, he constantly needs to be the one to adjust to how WWX is instead of the other way around and after all that, LWJ doesn't really /know/ WWX so his attraction feels very idealized. WWX is the bad boy that goes against the rules and LWJ wishes he could be that (or with that) but it's almost a childish infatuation from their Gusu days that never evolved into something more mature. And WWX? I can't see how he'd like LWJ as anything more than in a physical sense. Even their obnoxious "Back then I wanted to sleep with you" confession scene is purely physical. He doesn't really know LWJ or respects him, LWJ is just a familiar face in a world that is against WWX and he's a hot body that likes him. LWJ is an easy score in a way, he's a safe option. And it'd be SO interesting if they went into that, but instead it's played like the only true love (dont forget, they are meant to be as the ONLY gay pairing in MDZS which I find insane when everyone else has more chemistry and in the end gets shat on so wangxian can fuck in a bush. I mean, LWJ leaves LXC to be depressed and alone after everything LXC stands for and did? Fucking ridiculous.)

It tries to "subvert" tropes but ends up being more stereotypical than anything. WWX was almost meant as this jock-y rebellious hotshot but instead we got a quirky twink, early 2000s shonen protagonist and every yaoi's Uke I've been seeing since like 2008. Are they suppossed to be different because the "stoic white-coded" one is not the bottom? Is the bar this low? If anything, this ornament top is the most usual top, let's be real, LWJ barely has personality or growth or focus, he's there to fuck WWX.

This is a petty reason but MXTX's "wangxian is the only gay couple" everyone else being implied straight as if to highlight just how real their love is that they are gay in time period where it's frowned upon, even though Yi City and 3zun combinations had more chemistry than anyone is. Annoying. And so is the "Don't ship them with anyone else and don't switch their dynamics" that fuels some of the most obnoxious people in the fandom to go after fanwork creators that do/like things differently.

All in all Wangxian is THE face of danmei, they are the most known even outside of danmei circles and they are extremely mediocry written for that. I mean, fuck, you put straight couple in their place and I guarantee no one would like it, it has the depth of a high school hormone-riddled couple who have different classes and "only" get to see each other during breaks and make out during lunch with others at the table, idk it's so fucking annoying to me when I know there were better options, when WWX had so many interesting dynamics that got shat on in favor of bland ass ship and I'm tired of having to like it/tolerate it just because it's gay.

Thank you for coming to my ted talk, this was extremely healing 🤣

#hcs #hc #this is of course my subjective perception of it #i just can't believe this is the most popular couple #if it was less so or not the main one i wouldnt even mind them #also i'm fine with them as standalone characters #just not together.#i will still make them together as a scenery to MY ships cause it makes it feel more canon #but i definitely dont go out of my way to interact with that ship #which is fine #there's more than enough of it y'all dont need me

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crushedsweets · 8 months

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Who are the people that Toby likes the most?

Natalie, Jack, and Ben!

Toby has known Natalie for about 5 years, and Jack for 4, and Ben for 3. ok now im gonna do long ass headcanons for their relationships bc im just soooooooo silly . .

toby and natalie knew eachother when they were at the height of like.. using murder as a relief/power trip. it was a really sick and fucked up thing to bond over, and it wasnt something either of them took lightly or as a joke. but it was something they did talk about, moreso 'let me tell you about my night' and they'd kinda just allude to the murder part of it. eventually, natalie stopped killing as much (and stuck strictly to freak weirdo men at bars/clubs who try taking advantage of ppl). toby doesn't have the luxury to stop bc he only did it when the situation/order calls for it.

they usually just lounge around together. watch trash reality tv, natalie was ashamed of her art for a while but toby loves getting her to show him her stuff. toby taught her how to axe throw and cut down trees. he helped fix up the barn she stays in so it's actually livable. he even got brian to help with shit like insulation cuz theres no heat/ac in it. sometimes he does her hair if shes having an awful night. she never had someone to brush her hair growing up, having no mother/sister/girl friends, and finds it to be insanely fucking relaxing. lulls her to sleep so quick. it reminds toby of lyra and he cried one time after she fell asleep from it. she never found out about it.

toby was the first proxy to be nice to jack. not that tim and brian were horrible to jack (only after he was . . 'tamed' i guess). but toby was the first one to like, bring him things, talk to him, actually attempt bonding. if tobys feeling lonely and natalies not in the mood to entertain, jack was almost always welcoming. ok maybe not welcoming in the like :) hiiii toby. way. but in the. 'ok yea whatever come in i guess' way.

jack used to cook a lot before he was sacrificed. now he doesnt have the same taste buds, and while he can eat human food, its all pretty bland to him. best he can enjoy is insanely spicy stuff, and thats more sensation rather than flavor. BUT TOBY. that fucking dude can EAT. he's brought like a fat steak and veggies and rice and random shit to jacks and asked him to make him dinner. and oddly enough jack was willing to do it. toby continued to do that stuff. jack didnt know about tobys CIPA for a while and was baffled when this white boy from rural colorado could actually handle the spice anytime jack made south asian food LOL.. ("how much spice do you want" "i dont care make it as spicy as you like" "toby are you sure of this" "yeah i can take it").

of the 3, toby is the least close to ben. mostly bc ben is best fucking friends w jeff and toby doesnt like jeff very much(who does?). plus toby figured ben was like a kid and wasnt exactly crazy about being besties with a 12 yr old. But then ben played some video games with him. ben doesnt really Act like an. ipad fortnite tiktok middle shcool type of kid so toby was like Oh he's cool i guess.!

they dont have much in common at all tbh, didnt have similar childhoods and toby didnt play many video games growing up. BUT toby finds so much joy in just having a fucking boyish childish fun stupid relationship where he could play video games and talk shit and eat like crap with yk. they have a very brotherly friendship and it's kinda weird for toby being on the big sibling side of something, but he's fond of it. they get into petty arguments about stupid shit, and went a while without talking bc toby punched jeff and jeff was bitching like 'uumm dont hang out with that prick' and ben was like lmfao ok. toby didnt even realize ben wasnt talking to him tho. . ("hey sorry i was avoiding u jeff was bitching" "u were avoiding me ?????")

#chatterbox #hcs #creeped #creepypasta #ticci toby #clockwork #natalie ouellette #eyeless jack #ben drowned

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writingsfor-u · 1 year

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Did you even care? ooc T.M.R x Fem!reader.

-summary - it was him who ended it with you but he cant get enough?Will he be able to mend the mess he made?Or is there no end to this?

-genre - angst

Warnings: No warnings (abit of harsh language but It'll be fine)

A/n : I had fun writing this and finally finished it after months of writers block 😮‍💨

(edited: I read this again , and I realised how corny this fic is 😭 edited some parts..maybe a whole lot , but hey atleast its not that corny..also proofread , and realised how many grammar mistakes and spelling errors there were) guys I do not know how much I edited this. I hated the way I wrote it. Changed some of the words and vibes. Proofread again because the last time was still bad. #helpme😔

proofread and edited- /Gif isn't mine/

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you were having a heated argument with Tom again for the third time this week.

All the arguments for the past days have been on petty and stupid reasons.

One was because you forgot his prefect badge that he had asked you to bring to him when it was breakfast.

you were half asleep that time, so of course you had forgotten.

The second was because of a petty argument over some book.

and now this? because you had stayed in his room to wait for him?

Your Pov :

This is getting out of hand , why was he this mad? you already told him you were gonna be up here.

"get out y/n" Tom frustratedly ran his hand through his hair.

"what? I just dont understand, I already asked you if I could stay here so why are you so ma-"

"Get out of here y/n. Before I call salazar himself to escort you out." tom raised his voice with a cold tone.. narrowing his eyes in annoyance.

"fine." you say rolling your eyes at how childish he is being. Before leaving he tugged at the side of your robe.

"and to just inform you, whatever we have going on is done."

you stopped. Turning around to face him.

"what?"

"yes. you were simply just an experiment" he looked at you with a dead expression with his voice becoming flat.

you looked at him, tilting your head to the side, slightly confused.

"Have you ever cared?" you managed to say with a confused yet anguished look spread across your face.

"not one bit" he smugly smirked, his indifferent and apathetic behaviour did nothing but disappoint you further.

"i was seeing how people would react to what some call 'affection' and seeing how easy you get manipulated and how you obeyed me so much has made me realise love makes people weak and i dont have the time to feel weak"

you stared at him with a disgusted look, more disappointed than heartbroken. It felt like an insult that he managed to make you feel this way.

"Oh? really?..Well I hope you find peace in this.. honestly, Im not even surprised..just disappointed.. "

you said, clenching your jaw slightly..leaving the room.

Why have I trusted him? Knowing how he was, how he always has been. Have I been that naive to think that he could ever feel any other emotions other than hatred and anger?

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Tom riddle's Pov:

I have now gotten rid of the pesky girl and now my life shall be at peace, finally. She can't even do simple tasks without messing up. What have I got to lose. She's nothing but a toy, a pawn.

She was useful then. I didn't need her to be a pest over my projects now.

______________________________☕

He hadn't even realized he fell asleep..he was just getting up from bed and had started getting ready for the day.

"hey y/n have you seen my tie?"

Silence

"y/n?"

his head suddenly rings and reminds him that he had been done with you..

a small o escaped his lips before he brushed it off.

How stupid of him to not remember such simple things..It was crazy to even think about it..really

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He sat at his usual spot with his so-called friends. but he felt a bit off..is that what to call it? perhaps not..

His eyebrows furrowed but brushed it off again, as usual.

"hmm..Riddle?"

Abraxas started, the look on his face completely spitting confusion..

"Where's your girlfriend?, is she sick? or unwell?"

What? why was Malfoy out of all people be worried about you? he has no right to be worried about you.

"for your information Malfoy, we are not together and never was"

Lestrange looked at him with an amused gaze, surprised that his friend would even have said that. He was clearly skeptical of his friends words.

"What do you mean by 'not together' Tom?"

He rolled his eyes, annoyed at how reluctant they were being in this foolish situation.

"She was just an experiment and was just a distraction to me, so i ended it. She was a good investment. And now I believe she has no use for me anymore."

"She? you mean..." Lestrange started, with a raised concerned eyebrow. "Y/n Y/l/n.. was nothing but an experiment?.."

"Yes. how many times do I have to repeat myself to you imbeciles?"

The two shared a look and their eyes turned to the lad once again.

"Riddle. Are you sure?" Avery said in a confused yet assertive tone.

"This may sound a bit.." He paused, letting the silence take over.

"Mushy and Lovey is what he meant. That's not the point here..We've seen the way you talk to her...moreover talk about her with us.."

Abraxas continued, now an apple in his hand..

"It's the way she has turned you soft , Riddle..no offense in any way shape or form."

He glared at them, not wanting to hear any of their nonsense that they were spitting out of their mouths. They knew nothing about you two.

"I'm not soft."

He started, his voice cracking making him cough.

"Sure.. believe what you want to believe mate."

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He was walking in the field after class to get his mind clear. When he saw a dandelion, he remembered how much you loved the flower. It was her favorite, he knew. Without even thinking, he plucked it out..planning to give it to her later in the day.

Some time later..He was heading back to his dorm, passing the common room. The flower still in his hand between his fingers.

"Did you get another girlfriend?" Avery asked, with a raised eyebrow.. teasing him?

"No? I was planning on giving it to-" He stopped himself. Pausing for a moment. Abraxad snorted, trying to keep in his laugh.

"See? smitten "

"Shove off Malfoy."

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a few weeks later

Wasn't this what he wanted?

peace and quiet? No one to worry about. No one to think about. No burden he had to keep.

he jumped on his bed and searched for warmth but there wasnt any..

he was confused..more irritated, his temper shortened..even if that was possible. And he didnt know why. He hasn't felt this way for months now, and it has now turned up again..somehow.

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It has been quite awhile since he had let go of her..

and now he's seeing her with someone else..does he really have the right to feel like this? no. Does he care? definitely.

Whenever he sees her with that boy..he couldn't help but feel a longing and pining emotion..he doesn't even know where he learnt to feel like this.

He somehow wonders how she's feeling..does she think about me alot? has she taken care of herself lately? Does she also feel this way?..

At some days..he sees y/n walking around the castle..smiling and laughing with her friends..oh how I missed her laugh , her voice..

"Tom are you sure you're okay? your studies have dropped and you seem to be declining"

His daze was interrupted by the voice of his friend. He met their gazes with a flat expression.

"What do you want?"

"We're just asking about you."

He furrowed his brows, confusion laid in his eyes.

"If it's about her. You should see and talk to her."

Avery said in an almost stern way before sighing.

They stayed silent for a minute.

"Why?"

"Why what? Riddle? look at yourself..god, what has happened to you?"

Abraxas said almost laughing at his friend's obliviousness.

"Go talk to her. Maybe not now but there has to be closure to this.. whatever crisis you're in."

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He was now in his bed at three in the morning. It was now a habit for him to think about the 'what ifs' about you two.

he asked himself every day,

was it worth it?

is it worth it?

what can he do to fix this?

what if he never ended things with you? Were you ever heartbroken by this? What if he had just communicated with you? What if he never lashed out on you? What if he just wasn't a child made out of fake and unrequited love?

Can he ever know?

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morning has come and he was trying, yes trying to find a good way to talk to you or just have a small interaction with you.

and he is now again with his friends in his room pacing.

"what are you doing Riddle?" abraxas asked. Clearly annoyed at how Tom had woken them up at dawn, hours before classes started.

"He's obviously going through a mental breakdown internally."

He rolled his eyes at avery's joke yet not really taking it into heart.

"It would rather be kind of you to stop saying such idiocy to me."

"Just, go talk to her"

"pardon?"

"Talk to her"

"How?"

Silence

"You're really asking me that?"

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your pov🤗:

something hit your shoulder or someone and they dropped something.

oh!

It's a journal.

"hey um you dropped this" not looking at the person who dropped it.

and when you met his eyes, annoyance grew in the pit of your stomach.

oh. it was him, as you tried telling yourself that you didn't care and just act as if nothing has happened between the two of you.

"oh, hello Riddle, fancy seeing you here." you looked at him with a small polite smile. You didn't want to come off as rude, despite what has happened in the past month.

"hello. Thank you for this book, i- uh"

"Well if that is all, I better get going now" you say trying to avoid him and his words.

"wait y/- , y/l/n could we maybe talk?"

this is what you've been avoiding but of course fate had to be like this. With reluctance and hesitation you agreed.

"Sure, be quick. I don't have all the time in my hands."

"Of course, I suggest somewhere more private?"

You nodded with pursed lips, crossing your arms as you followed him to the come and go room or the room of requirements as you liked to call it.

as soon as you get there, a door appears and he holds the door for you.

once you stepped inside the room, you were in awe, the room was beautiful but that was besides the point.

"so?"

"y/n i wanted to speak with you about this for a long time now. That night, the night-"

"tom plea-"

"no. y/n please, listen to me just this once" he says with pleading eyes. He was truly trying to communicate with you. He wanted to apologise for what he had said and done.

you gulped down your pride and nodded, keeping caution.

"my dearest, y/n I wanted to tell you how I never meant for this to happen, maybe you won't ever forgive me. Because my reasons won't ever justify my actions towards you or the things I have said to you that night or week. And I just wanted to let you know I regretted everything. and this doesn't mean you have to forgive me"

"It's funny actually, how I realized I cared about you more than I thought, more than I actually think I can , You know how my all my silly giddy or romantic memories only content of you. like the day when you asked me out to go to hogsmeade with you as a date and I was confused on why , mostly beacause you are the most beautiful girl i have ever laid eyes on. I was even more confused with myself , when I came , but that was the best decision I've ever made. Oh and do you remember last winter? you threw a snowball at me and yelled something abt how i wasnt a good enough thrower to hit you with a snowball"he chuckled at the memories flooding in

you let out a small laugh remembering too

"you remember when we had our first kiss together as boyfriend and girlfriend?" you looked at him wholeheartedly

he smiled and looked down " of course i do , my love' how could I ever forget? that night i completely melted and maybe it was just me but I felt something Ive never felt with anyone else. I missed you and still do , I missed us the most , the little notes , the karaoke nights with only you singing , you dragging me into the rain just to dance in it , the glances we sneak to each other, the peaceful warm nights , you have bewitched my heart and soul, you taught me how to love and care , and mostly how to be loved and cared for , all I am asking is that could we ever go back to what we had?" he finished with tears in his eyes

"tom riddle , I love you with my whole heart , but I cant go back there , those words you said to me that night hurt me , that night where you swore you never cared , I lost a little of myself and you know I cant do this to myself , not after that" you say with teary eyes

he smiled at you , tears falling on his cheeks

"Thank you dear , for your time just know you always and will have a place in my heart , can i have the last kiss before we part ways?"

you smiled and leaned in for the last time ever , the last kiss.

"you too tom"

maybe in another lifetime?

#tom riddle #tom marvolo riddle #tom riddle x reader #harry potter #angst #angst with no happy ending #abraxas malfoy #tom riddle angst

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ravenbloodshot · 1 year

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Lee Know- Stray Kidz....Red + Green Flags

❤

Once again, this guy likes to create chaos in his environment especially if he's bored or feels wronged

Hes not someone you want to make an enemy of, he's the type to tell all of your personal business and talk a lot of shit about his enemies/people that he feels betrayed by. He has a really childish way of reacting to betrayal, the type of guy that may leak information about a nemesis on like a private Instagram account.

He can be very petty and revengeful, the type to participate in tit for tat games with an enemy.

Ps. I keep referring to people he dislikes as intense things like enemy and nemesis, so Lee Know may hold onto strong feelings of disdain for ppl. He doesnt get over his hate for certain ppl and may go out of his way to show how much he despises his opposition

He has lazy tendencies, like not wanting to clean up after himself and he may be one of the members on the group that has to be constantly told to clean up better or to help contribute to the cleaning of the dorms(You guys know how easy it is to get into arguments about cleanliness and he may get into a lot of vocal fights about this issue)

He's quite an emotionally unstable person, he can randomly start crying about the smallest things or even have a cold, impassive emotional approach to things he maybe should feel more for

He also can be emotionally manipulative with ppl, using sadness and depression to make ppl pity him and want to help him

He can be a selfish and self centered guy, very possessive of his things as well and doesn't like to share. (Reminds me of a kid at a play date that makes a little girl cry because he snatched his toy out of her hand, like "this is mine, go get your own")

He has unresolved mommy issues that creates problems for him now and in the future

He can be a temperamental drunk, hes the type to get shit faced and start fights with ppl or be antagonistic

He doesnt care much about politics or world issues, not very up to date on things happening even in his own country

He can play mind games with lovers, making them think that hes looking to get married to them and settle down, but hes really is just looking for fun, temporary paradise. He may indulge in sex with many different ppl, I see foreigners as well, but once hes done then he moves on

💚

He's a guy that's very intune with his dark side, dark thoughts so hes not afraid to face the deep, depressive side of life. Like, you can tell him about the most traumatic thing that's ever happened to you and he wouldn't be surprised, or like the type to walk on egg shells around you, he would be mature and deep with talking about these types of dark things. Won't shy away or feel burdened

Hes a really authentic guy, what you guys see on camera is the real Lee know, he may even be the type to lowkey tell fans when hes in a relationship. Like, if fans would ask him to marry them he would reply "that opportunity is taken" and say something sly of that sort "jokingly". And fans might use that as a shipping tool with another member, "of course he's talking about his husband Han" but in reality hes LITERALLY telling you guys hes taken.

I also see that, fans or just ppl in general try to take a lot of what lee know says as jokes (especially if it's too dark and doesn't fit the idol image they have for him) but he really means what he says. Let's just say, rarely anything said by him is just a joke so pay more attention to what he says bc theres truth in his words (That's probably why he rarely does solo vlives or they just dont last too long, company rather he doesnt speak too much truth)

Hes a very goal oriented guy, he knows where he wants to go/be in life and isnt letting anyone get in between him and his bag. He probably has plans for success whether or not hes in Stray kids

He may be a great cook or baker, he started like baking from a therapeutic sense, and now he may have a good relationship with food and a kitchen. I sense hes a better baker than anything, makes really good pastries

As a lover, hes spontaneous and wild. Hes definitely a good time and can feel compelled to get up to all kinds of crazy adventures with his lover. In committed relationships, he can provide stability and doesnt run away when things get hard. Also, hes a charming, chivalrous guy and gives his partner his full attention, may stare at them a lot but it's not too creepy, it generally makes his partners feel like hes into them.

#kpop readings #kpop #kpop tarot #scorpio sun #stray kids lee know #stray kids lee minho #lee know #lee minho #stray kids

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shitpostsfromtheinvisiblelibrary · 2 months

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From red: Getting a little teary when you're about to scream

Catherine can have a menty B. As a treat.

Her eyes burnt with tears that threatened to roll down her cheeks.

Catherine swallowed, her throat burning.

'Just tell me to get out then,' She struggled with the words. 'Go on. You dont need to pretend that you want me around either. You dont have to lie anymore.'

'Catherine,' Kai had been furious with her moments before but now he was looking at her with something akin to... Pity?

Did he pity her?

That made the tears fall.

'Come here,' He said. She recoiled as he reached his hand out to her. 'Catherine.'

'No, you dont get to be nice to be nice to me when you hate having me around,' She tried to wipe the tears away but they kept coming. 'You hate me. Dont pretend you dont now.'

'I dont hate you,' Kai shook his head. 'I have never hated you. You are... Infuriating? You seem intent on pissing me off whenever possible, but your work ethic is enviable. You are petty and childish and so bloody annoying. And you are family and you driving me up the wall will not change that fact. I dont want you to go.'

She crossed her arms and hunched her shoulders, shrinking in on herself like she was trying to make herself smaller than she already was.

'You are not something that is replaceable,' He said. 'You are important and wanted here. Take your coat off. I will... Make us tea and we can talk until Irene gets home. Where were you even planning on going? To your uncle's?' Catherine looked at the small case in hand in which she had shoved the few things that she genuinely cared about, silly sentimental things.

'No,' She almost seemed offended. 'I know when I am not wanted and he hardly tolerates me, let alone wants me.'

'We can unpack later on, let's have a drink,' When she didn't move he took a deep breath. 'Okay. If you want to go, I will not force you to stay. Irene will definitely track you down within the day though.'

'She can get an actual, useful student if I'm not here.'

'I dont think she would want anyone who could be described like that,' He said. 'She agreed to take you when she did not want another student, without even meeting you. She literally had me dropped on her and she complained nonstop for a month that I was there. A month!' She scuffed her foot on the welcome mat.

'Catherine. None of us chose to end up here. None of us had this life as our first choice, but it is what we have finished with and I would not change a single aspect of it. Including you. You are part of the family whether you like it or not.'

'I do not feel wanted.'

'You are. You really are. Im sorry that you dont feel it though.'

'Do you actually want me to stay, or do you just know that Irene needs to keep me around to keep them off your backs for being a couple?'

Kai grasped her shoulders.

'Catherine, I swear on my family's name, I want you to stay here. I do not want you to leave, because I want you to learn to be a Librarian. Because I like having you around,' She was shivering and he folded his arms around her. Catherine dropped her case on his foot but he didn't care.

She clung to him and he could feel her tears. 'It's okay. I've got you. You're safe here.'

#the invisible library #kai strongrock #catherine #Fanfiction #ask response

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saltminerising · 5 months

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Tbh as a shadowling I'll forever hold a grudge against fire dom for the past shit they've pulled against us. I dont even care if im just being petty at this point. I still remember the stuff they pulled during SvF. And its not even just SvF that made feel like this. There's been numerous instances where it just feels like Fire is trying to dog pile on us with dom. Maybe if it was just one instance I wouldn't feel like this, but its been multiple at this point over the years.

I haven't even participated in any of Fires oof dom events for years because of this grudge lmao, and I usually participate in oof events for other flights pretty regularly. I know its a childish grudge, but I've been forever scorned so to speak.

(I know its not induvial Fire players faults too of course. I dont blame yall. I guess i just dislike your dom team is the best way to put it lol)

#flight club

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getoswhore · 2 years

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cloutseeker much🤡🤡stop talking abt hanmas ur just jealous 🥰

me? jealous? 🤭

ok let me clear this up cause now y'all are getting in my nerves about this.

once upon a time tee and i were moots before, but they ended up breaking mutuals and i tbh never noticed LMFAO but they broke moots because i have a preference for not aging up minors, EVEN THO I HAVE IT STATING IN MY B4YF!!! JUST SAYING! sooo, for someone to have followed me and not like ppl who don't age up minors and try and use that as an excuse, is quite weird. and ive been said, im not even an anti, im not against ppl who do, i don't dislike ppl who do, idc for ppl who do or not. it's a personal preference, i don't agree or disagree, or even care, it's just personally not MY jam. and saying it makes you uncomfortable over someone's else opinion is quite childish IMO.

but most importantly, it’s the petty fact and lame ass excuse saying, well i broke moots so i don't see the point in credit. HM WELL IF I DID THAT ID BE BOOTED OF THIS APP. lmfao, y'all are picking and choosing, y'all are always going for the bigger blogs and always thinking they are in the right just cause they have a high following!!! and I KNOW i don't own the hc over toji being a single father, but when i spoke upon it, tee literally on that same day, wrote a hc over single dad toji, and even @ me. tee fed off of the idea, yeah tee is entitled to their own ideas, BUT THEY FED OF MY IDEA AROUND THE SAME CONCEPT. keep saying that i don’t own the idea of single father toji AND IK I DONT, but you was the same one to tag me in a post about it because i gave you the idea.

soooo, what's up now?

#i said i don't want drama but when y'all say stupid shut like im jealous over someone ON THE INTERNET?????#That's WHEN I GOTTA SAY SUM #and for tee to let their following bully others is EMBARRASSING!!!!#so pls my pretty followers stop it we are better than this and hotter #dont send any more asks to tee about this ty #ok this is all i will say #now everyone can shut up #i had my fill ty #tw discourse

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bigshot · 1 year

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flaws.

strengths.

skills & hobbies.

this has been in my drafts for over a month, i dont know where i got it and it had zero context attachted and so i release it into the wild

#meme friday #repost meme #like seriously where did i find this #queued

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corruptedsilence · 2 years

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Yes I am breaking my not-posting rule here because I need to address this

You do not get to bully my friends You do not get to be a petty asshole and hurt them Get off your fucking ass and grow up Harassing someone on tumblr and other websites for some who knows what reason is not okay, and it needs to stop.

I don’t care what the reason is, but spreading gossip like children in some stupid server is deplorable. I’ve experienced this, I know many people in the community that have spoken behind my back and spread hate to people I considered friends. None of this is okay. If you have an issue with someone move on, dont interact with them, stop bothering them and move the fuck on.

This is another reason I’ve tried to distance myself from the HH/HB community because I realize this is a normal thing, and it’s something I do not want to be a part of. I’ve seen this with my own eyes and I’ve left places, servers, over this before. It’s pathetic and childish and people who are doing this need to grow the fuck up and move on. There are going to be people you don’t like in the world, there are 3 trillion something many of us, instead of looking like a miserable, petty, disgusting stalker and child, pick yourself up and move the fuck on.

If I find out who has been spreading rumors, been doing these things, and sending hate to my friends I will be blocking you everywhere, I will not forgive you, and I do not welcome any of you participating in the server in my community or my blog, or anywhere I am.

#Out for a Bite // OOC #Screams from the Abyss // MT #Drama TW

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nihilara · 1 month

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𝐍𝐈𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐌; is the rejection of all religious and moral principles, in the belief that life is meaningless. / extreme skepticism maintaining that nothing in the world has a real existence or importance.

this is a slow activity, highly selective, and fairly private 𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘 & 𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆 for 𝐇𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐀𝐊𝐈 𝐊𝐔𝐑𝐎, a fandomless original character. exploring themes of immortality, religious failings & abandonment, struggles with mental health, concepts of morality & growing from the sins of one's past, and finding things to live for. due to triggering content here i need everyone- new mutuals or old, to read my rules. they can be found under the readmore.

verses: honkai.star.rail , twisted.wonderland , dis.lyte , blood.borne

𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐃 / 𝐏𝐈𝐍-𝐁𝐎𝐀𝐑𝐃 / 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

due to the darker material, and for my own comfort-- i prefer 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐒 𝐃𝐎 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖 𝐌𝐄. i also will not tolerate those who write triggering content and media including p*dophilia, or inc*st. anyone who does will be blocked on sight.

PLEASE BE WARNED!!!! kuro deals in a lot of very heavy topics, and themes. All of which include: Mentions of self harm, Depression, Anxiety, Death, Religious horror & Trauma, Nihilism, Existentialism, Potential explicit & adult content, Cosmic horror, Murder, Torture, and Starvation. i do tag everything accordingly, and of course if i do miss something specific not seen here- please tell me.

the icon borders i use are by paletterph / girlfox. <333

my name is rhys, they/them.

just for starters, my activity is extremely slow, and i am 100% selective and picky about who i write with. just due to the fact my attention is quite unpredictable, and i do work a full time job which really wears me out.

if i dont follow you right away, or at all please dont take it personally. i like to keep my dash clear and not too cluttered.

communication is extremely important to me in roleplay- as most of my interactions are pretty plot dependent. obviously real life comes first and is always first. but i don't really like being a temporary fixture tbh, and being thrown aside as soon as someone's done with me. so i will occasionally clean out my following of people who don't communicate, or make no effort to interact. no hard feelings honestly, if there isn't any desire or ability to interact then it isn't there. but im not here for a big following, i just want to write with people. and make some friends who i can share ideas and stuff with. if this sounds harsh, i'm sorry. but the rpc has grown incredibly toxic in recent years, and i've had a lot of nasty experiences with it. i'm too old, and too tired for it.

i don't care who you are. childish behavior, pettiness, bullying, and insane behavior will get you blocked.

if you write or interact with saccharot ( kae ), do not follow me or block me or whatever. likewise, if you write with kiingsroar ( dia ) or any of their other blogs, i ask you do much the same. i'd be more than happy to explain what happened and why i'm uncomfortable with these users. but please, i don't want them on my dash.

if you want to ship? tell me. i will never assume, or default to shipping with people. of course i practice the same, and like to make it very clear i want to explore a particular dynamic. if things wont work then that's fine! but i need clarity when it comes to stuff like that. i really go 0 - 100 on shipping, and LOVE development, and plotting.

please, i don't obsessively hover on dash or deep dive on people. i roleplay as a hobby, and rarely prioritize being here. if someone i interact with is GENUINELY an issue, or has done something problematic and troubling- chances are i very likely do not know. or haven't heard about it, because i really only come on tumblr to rp and post art. i am okay with being corrected, or told these things. but do not spark drama, accuse me of things im not aware of, or assume i am okay with it.

pleeeeaaaaaaaase. PLEASE... TAG REALISTIC SPIDERS.

i use YORU, from the manga GOKURAKU/DISTRICT for my oc's faceclaim. but, quite a bit of the art i do, unless otherwise stated is going to be done by myself.

#DNI.#EST. 03 / 2024 / BY RHYS #CARRD IS A WIP

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mustangmisfit · 3 months

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My happiness never chosen,

don't care about my emotions

instead of sittin around soaking,

I'm drowning in all these potions

don't want to make a commotion

our picture is out of focus

all this yellin n speaking out,but i never feel out spoken

I don't know what's the issue...

I wish you did me, how I did you

I don't know what imma do

I know I'm not suppose to miss you

but I promise I would never say fuck it and try to diss you,

if we never speak just know that every Birthday I'm going to wish you all the best,

you know I was the best...

they said I'm playin checkers while I'm really playin chess,

I would treat you like a queen

to me, you always kept me in check,

was always in the wrong but now I come correct,

I don't break I only bend

we had the Hottest love so why we have the coldest end?

I could tell you all the differences but when I talk I feel like you ain't listenin...

just talk back...

when I talk you never talk back...

No matter how you feel the world keeps spinnin

and no matter what's the deal I hope you keep winnin,

but losing me you took an L

I know they say to win you fail

always acting like we blessed but we keep sinnin,

but we older now,

we fightin tensions but dont do it loud, downing alcohol just so we could cool it out,

say you ain't horny but then I call your bluff I bet you feeling stupid

how you looking now

I know all the right stuff to when you really wanna put it down,

ain't easy all these different choices...

do I learn or do I leave to travel different courses,

my goal is to make it here so even thru all these different voices

anywhere you go you hearing mine, you cannot avoid it,

some will call it childish and petty

because there's many others

do I want a diamond or a penny

shit is sad when the one you love becomes a memory...

I'm just hoping you will remember me

when it's all over...

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unlikelyandco · 1 year

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★ hex for,,,,,mint perhaps. bc i dont think we've actually rped hex with the newer pack much. so more what dyou Think their rship would be like

Send me a ★ and I’ll bold what applies to your muse. [accepting]

Under a cut cause, I did it for all 3 of the pack + Scout! Sue me :3

Mint

I like you / I hate you / I dislike you/ I love you / You are family / I would take a bullet for you / I would shoot you / I would lie to your face / I would say something cruel to you on purpose / I would say something cruel to you accidentally / I would cheat on you / I would physically hurt you / You annoy me/ You amuse me / I’d laugh at you / I’d laugh with you / I’d manipulate you / You scare me / You confuse me / I wish I knew you better / I trust you / I don’t trust you / You inspire me / I consider you an equal / You are beneath me / You’re better than me / I would trust you with my life / I think you’re mean / I think you’re petty / I think you’re childish / I think you’re smart / I think you’re stupid / I think you’re a bad person / I think you’re a good person / I’m not sure what kind of person you are / I wish you would listen to me / I want to make you proud / I wish you would notice me / I want to impress you / I would hurt other people for you / I’m not sure how to make you happy / I’m a bad influence on you / You deserve better than me / We make a great team / I’d have a one night stand with you / I’d have a relationship with you / I would marry you / I fantasize about our life together / I would trust you with my most treasured belonging / I would tell you my darkest secrets / You disgust me / You intimidate me / I hope I intimidate you / I’d hug you / I’d let you hug me / I’m scared of losing you / I don’t think you like me / I want to be better for you / I respect you / I don’t respect you / You’re my mentor / You’re my friend / You’re my best friend / I have a crush on you / I could easily watch you die / I’d get drunk with you / I’d party with you / I’d comfort you / I’d prank you / I’d spike your drink / I’d act behind your back / I’d abandon you / I’d hurt you to get what I want / I would choose my happiness over yours / I would choose your happiness over mine / I despise how much I care for you / I need you / I’m dependent on you / I don’t know what I’d do without you / I’m scared of you leaving me / I’d give my life for you / You frustrate me / I’d call for you in a time of need / I would protect you / I’d visit you in hospital / I’d carry you if you were hurt / I’d feel guilty if I hurt you / I’d let you be near me when I am vulnerable / I’d ignore a phone call from you / I’d call you at 3am / I’d break you out of jail / I’d get angry at you / I would shout at you / You’re too loud / You’re too quiet / You’re too sensitive / You can’t take a joke / You embarrass me / I feel nothing for you / You’re reckless / You’re bossy / You bore me / I would ask your advice / I would blame you for something I did / I would cry in your arms / You have the power to hurt me more than anyone else /

Prose

Tangle

Scout

#hex | grasshopper and the ants #lxghtbound #ask

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just-a-mod · 2 years

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🍋!!

🍋 Does your OC act petty and jealous easily? What sort of things make them feel like this and do they experience guilt for getting so worked up? How do they deal with these emotions when they get them? If your OC doesn’t feel like this often, why not?

breaking this down into segments xD

does Jay act petty or jealous easily? no, not really. Jay is usually very confident in his relationships that he cares for, or is confident in the relationships he maintains for business for one reason or another. petty or jealousy comes from insecurity or childish feelings usually, and more often than not he just doesn't feel that way.

that being said, I do think some times petty comes out when some one slights him or hurts him or a loved one in some way. jealousy? not really, but petty. petty can happen when some one just gets under his skin the right way by insulting, hurting or else wise slighting his loved ones or himself in a true and genuine way.

given he doesnt usually get or feel jealous, his pettiness he tends to confine to waiting for opportunities to get back at the person. usually in an equal way to the grievance that originally caused it. this can be something as simple as a snide comment or buying the lease to their house and becoming their landlord. he doesn't usually act on these any more, but he is capable of it and he knows it.

and truthfully I dont think Jay feels jeaslouy because he's been given no real reason TO feel that way. jealously is literally the feeling that something you have, or some one you are with, can be taken away from you by something 'better'. that something they can do or are doing is some how going to change how you are or hurt you in some way. or worse, you are comparing yourself to that thing.

Jay simply does not do that, there isn't a real reason to. logical first, Jay sees that as a silly waste of energy and also it suberts the relationship you are trying to build? if they haven't given you a reason to feel insecure, to question how they feel about you, then why speculate otherwise? it will just poison what you have.

petty on the other hand...i think Jay has the capability of being a mean bastard (i've seen it first hand). and i think in recent years, he's decided he doesn't want to. he doesn't want to do what he knows he can do, so instead he tries to do differently and better. to be kinder, patient and to let things that would usually ruffle his feathers go.

and he succeeds....for the most part xD

#art #ask #anonymous #i was goign to draw for all of these #but i am tired #so i am going to answer them so i can get them answered at least

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