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mentallystable982 · 1 month

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I don't know. I'm strugglin to keep goin n all-- I feel like stuff would just be easier if I didn't have this identity at all and I don't know if transitioning would ever be worth it. I understand how much being comfortable should help but the risk is so high and the shit I'm already getting is only going to get worse--- I'm barely even out, I just get shit for being a feminine "guy" on it's own- The people I have come out to seem to have forgotten or don't care, and the ones who do are counties or continents away.

I feel really alone. being around other trans people helps and me bein on tumblr recently is part of that-- but even then I just cant shake this feeling that the majority of everyone will never believe or understand me just existing-- I don't even know if I want this enough, I can handle feeling a bit envious or uncomfortable I guess- especially when the alternative means getting shoved outta jobs, social circles, and always just being off and weird and embarrassing I just don't know or understand what I'm doing and where I am rn in life there are just so many other things that are more important and it's all getting in the way of eachother--- I just don't know what to do. Coming out is a whole new thing too--- Especially with my parents, I have a sister who came out as trans last year and shit has just been awful with everythin to do with her and I just don't wanna lose the relationships I have with my parents and siblings like she did. The awkwardness and weirdness and the way you can see nobody else sees it in her-- I just can't deal with that. I don't wanna be a disappointment or an embarrassment and I know I will be to them. I really really love my parents and this might be character assassination but I just know how they get with all this stuff. I feel like I'm behind or an outcast or failure in like everything and people are assuring me that I'm doing well and I don't feel it at all. I'm just scared and I don't know what to do. I'm sorry I vented so much here, I really really didn't mean to.. please don't respond to this unless you really really want to- I just wanted to get this out somewhere-- thank you so much for offering this holyshit

Ok well I am responding cos I do rly rly want to and ur amazing <333

And don’t be sry at allll it’s what the blog is for girly 😊

I mean u dont have to know ur gender or anything at all now I mean there’s still lots of time, and feelings change and that’s fine but if like u’ve felt a way for like a while then it’s prob true, and u prob shouldn’t js bury it cos u could ‘deal with it’ cos then it could grow and js get worse and Yh. I rly get like pple not caring or rly believing u :( cos ‘u haven’t acted this way before’ that’s what I was told atleast. It’s horrible Ik but I mean if they act that easy they probably aren’t amazing pple anyway.

And ofc darling there is absolutely no pressure to know where u r in life like I defo don’t and maybe taking things one step at a time might help? Like starting with the things most important to u.

And I mean also in the wise words of aled last u don’t owe it to pple to come out to them, and if ur parents rly love you the worse that might happen is they don’t believe u at first but u can prove it to them if ur certain like that’s how u feel when u transition

And I mean Yh I defo know what being scared and not knowing what to do feels like hehe, js I think try and find the things that make u happy and focus on doing those things more than the things that ur a ‘failure’ in which im sure isn’t true cos ur amazing, and ik this’ll be js another reassurance u won’t believe but I do so, ur not an outcast here ur accepted and loved and like there r so many pple who would support u no matter how u feel abt urslef or gender (me included obvi :) )

Anywya sry if this didn’t rly help but um Yh I rly hope it did and rly sry if like u didn’t even want this reply at all and dww it didn’t like annoy me at all I’m glad u could get it out :)) <333

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katierosedreams2 · 10 months

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Im not a sissy…5

The school year has just flown by! It felt like just yesterday when I was dressed in my latex maid outfit, covered in cum, getting locked into my new ultra-micro chastity cage. I can hardly remember the crazy year we have had. So many parties! So many cocks! I can’t even clearly remember them all. And I’ve almost completely forgotten what it was like to not be a sissy slut. It feels more like it was a movie I had watched once rather than my own previous life.

If I really think back to when I was a child, I feel more like I was a girl dressed like a boy, rather than an actual boy. It’s weird how that works. Today I woke up excited, It was the end of the school year and Kailey and we had both finished our finals! Even though we partied and snuck into so many bars, we also studied a lot. That was one of the conditions of her parents for us to live in their apartment. We must get good grades. I always felt busy. Between getting ready for each day, studying, partying and cleaning the house, I had almost no free time anymore.

Today I got up and walked to the bathroom to pee. I slept naked last night. The weather had been perfect to keep the windows open, but not too hot to need to run the AC. I saw my reflection in the mirror as I entered and saw my thin girly body with this small metal thing. Looking down, it was perfectly flat from my view. I looked so feminine. I also looked so skinny! Kailey has had me on a very very strict diet recently. I swear it’s been mostly water, booze, and cum! What has my life become?

I started the shower and got in to shave and wash my long blond hair. It takes so long to shower, so so many products to make me pretty. But I guess it’s worth it. I do feel pretty! I got out and dyed off with our big, soft, fluffy towels. I then spent a long time drying my hair and then doing my makeup. I knew I was going to put my hair up in a pony tail and I wanted a more natural look for my makeup. Lots of mascara and natural colored eye shadow, and not too dramatic either. I put my hair in a high ponytail and went to pick out my outfit. It’s going to be an exciting day, a nice day for a party to kick off summer.

I picked out this super cute black vinyl bikini set and a matching skirt as a cover up and paired it with a pair of Pleaser 6 inch strap heels, also black in color, of course. I laid them out carefully on my perfectly made bed. I then put on one of my maid's uniforms. A short sleeveless dress maid of satin. I slipped into some black pumps and left my room to go start Kaileys coffee as I do every morning.

She was already up and sitting on the couch watching tv and shopping on her phone. Her make-up and hair were already done to perfection but she was still in her pjs. Pink satin short shorts and a small white tank top. “Good morning girl! How are you doing today!” I called to her from the kitchen as I made us both a cup of coffee. “Hey sissy girl! Wow, you look so cute! Are you excited for today?” She replied as she turned to see me.

“I’m very excited! Although I have no idea who you have invited!” I spoke as I worked, knowing my time to finish my chores and get ready was very short. “Oh don’t worry, I think you’ll really enjoy our guest!” As Kailey spoke I could hear her smile in her voice.

I’ve come to learn exactly what she meant. This was going to be a sex party. And with all of this studying we have been doing the last few weeks, I haven’t even had time to even think about sucking a real cock, let alone have one actually rammed down my throat. I could feel the thought making my little clitty leak in its cage. I can’t believe I’m actually excited about this. Excited to suck and gage on a superior dick! To get fucked by men with big thick massive cocks! And get filled and covered in cum! I can’t believe I’ve just become so incredibly horny and desperate that being used to please a real man gives me enough pleasure alone to make me cum!

I’ve only came twice since Kailey locked me in my new chastity. Although the last time nothing really came out at all. I just leaked some clear fluid. I think between the tightness of my chastity cutting off almost all cerculation to my tiny testicals and the hormones I’ve been taking have ruined me for good. I truly just get wet now, and I cum just like the sissy girl I have been forced to become.

I swayed my hips seductively as my heels clicked against the floor to hand Kailey her coffee. I don't really walk any other way these days. The thought of sucking cock still on my mind. “Thanks Rose! You’re a wonderful sissy girl! Oh and when you make my bed, can you please change the sheets first. I finally had time to use my favorite dildo last night and I can’t believe it but I ended up squirting all over my bed! I pasted out shortly afterward from the incredible orgasm, so I wasn’t able to do it myself!”

“Lucky you! I still haven’t cum since that club we went to downtown and those four guys took us into that back room.” I said without thinking much about it as I walked away. We both know she’s cum almost every single day I’ve been in chastity. “Oh well I’m sorry to hear that sweetie. You just need more dick I guess!” I could tell she wasn’t actually sorry for me. I know she loves my horny misery. It really seems to turn her on when I’m desperate and denied.

I’ve gotten so used to this, and have found myself truly giving in, all of my will power crushed, excepting my life as it is. I couldn’t help but agree with her. “I know right!” I spoke almost absent-minded as I walked off to her room to change her sheets. I stripped the dirty sheets off of her bed and I thought back as to how I got here. With Trent forcing me to become a sissy and now Kailey keeping me this way. I can’t even remember what it was like to wear boy's clothes or even leave the house without makeup. The thought frightened me. Leave the house without makeup! Oh god, I don’t think I could ever do that!

These girly thoughts didn’t scare me. I actually felt comforted by them. As I worked, my mind wondered, and by the time I finished changing the sheets and had the old ones in the wash, my mind was on boys. How many guys were coming over today? How big would their cocks be? How much would they cum? My mind was fixated on them. I’ve come to learn that pleasing a real man's dick is the only way I can get any pleaser myself.

“You’re thinking about sucking cock aren’t you?!” Kailey shouted from behind. I didn’t know she was there and I literally jumped from surprise! Also, how did she know?? “What?! No.” I hardly got out, not even convincing myself.

“Ha! You are! I knew it!” Kailey was overjoyed with this fact. “How did you know?” I didn’t even try to fight it. It didn’t even seem worth it. “You start moving extra seductively and you have this cute little smile and this sparkle in your eyes.” She said with this big pretty smile on her face. “It’s super cute! I love seeing just how much you have grown!”

I could only blush. I felt complimented and proud by what she was saying. I knew I should fight this, but too much of me wanted this. And my wet panties were just another sign of this fact.

I worked quickly on my chores with the time the party was to start rapidly approaching. We were going to have the party on our very large patio. I worked my butt off making sure everything was perfect, clean, and that there were plenty of snacks and drinks. I was changing out of my maid uniform and into my outfit for the party as I heard a knock at the door, shortly followed by the clicking of Kailys heels to answer it. I could hear her greet the guests and welcome them in. The deep voices of a large group of men filled the halls and I couldn’t help but feel aroused. I have been so horny and I truly have been opening up to accept myself as the slut I have become.

I checked my outfit and hair in the mirror, quickly applied more lipgloss and then rushed out of my room to see our guests! As I turned the corner, I saw 5 guys all standing around Kailey. The shortest of them probably being 6 feet, but most well above that. Even in her heels Kailey was dwarfed by the strong, tall, masculine men.

There was just enough time for the men to notice me when another knock on the door came. Since I was closest, I’d answer the door. “Hey guys! Thanks for coming! I’ll be right back, I’ll just go get the door!” I said, not even trying to hide my excitement and arousal. I walked as seductively as I could, hoping I was sexy enough to keep all of them staring at my very perky ass.

I opened the door to a very large group of very tall strong men mixed in with them were some of our girl friends dressed just as sexy and slutty as Kailey and I. “Hey every one! Come in, let’s party!” A wave of cheers was yelled back as a response from the group. The mixture of the men's deep voices talking and the clicking of the girls high heels filled our house instantly. Most men weren’t wearing much, short board shorts an a tank top at most. I could tell none of them were wearing underwear and I couldn’t help but stare at every guy and just be amazed and aroused by how big each one’s dick was! They were completely massive!

Kailey and I somehow got the large group of people to head outside on to our patio. The weather was warm, but not hot. Our very large hot tube was on a cool setting, so it would be refreshing. The music was good, and the booze was flowing. Before long, all of us girls were grinding and dancing with several guys each.

I was grinding my ass against a guy's huge cock. He grabbed my hips, forcing me against him, guiding my movements as my vinyl skirt slipped smoothly over his shorts, making his dick throb with every movement. The guy in front of me held my head as he stuck his tongue down my throat, keeping me from escaping his kisses. My hands couldn’t push them away either, as they were both busy rubbing the cocks over top the shorts of the men on either sides of me. I was trapped by these real men, already being used as their plaything, and my little clitty trapped in its cage leaked more than it had in some time. If erections were even possible for me, which they aren’t, I’d be as hard as a rock.

I was in heaven. I lost track of everything else going on around me other than these four horny men making me feel so small and girly. I haven’t done a single thing to a girl that anyone of these real men are doing to me. I never will. I am a failure as a man. I am a weak sissy girl. A slutty sissy faggot, and the thought couldn’t have turned me on more. I let out a loud moan as I made out with the giant of a man. And as my ass rubbed against the cock desperately trying to turn it on so much that he finally disregards my consent and fuck me so hard. I can’t stand it, my hands frantically finding the waistbands of the shorts of both the guys on my sides. My pretty manicured finger tips gently and seductively pulling down their shorts and wrapping around their huge dicks. They gently rubbed up and down the large hard shafts. The guy behind me saw this and finally got the message.

“Get this horny little slut over there!” I heard him yell out to the other men. He then grabbed me by my hips and picked me up. The two on my side both grabbed my hands and the guy I was kissing grabbed the hair on the back of my head. They carried me like a little sex doll over to one of the small tables we had. They pinned me down on my stomach. My high heels hardly on the ground, leaving my ass sticking out in the air. As they pinned me down, the guy in front of me threw his shorts down and just as my head hung off the other side of the small table, his massive cock approached my mouth. I eagerly opened my mouth to accept one of the most perfect dicks I'd ever seen. Excited I was going to be used for his pleaser and the pleaser of all the other men. I immediately gagged by it’s huge size as he wasted no time shoving it all the way down my whole throat in one forceful motion. He wasn’t going to wait for me to warm up and I felt his balls slap against my chin from the force and depth of his first thrust. Setting the tone as to how this was going to go.

The two men on my side also wasted no time in redirecting my hands to both of their cocks, forcing me to jerk both of them off. The man behind me also didn’t wait for any consent and pulled up my skirt, pulling my biking bottoms to the side and stuck his raw cock in my tight little asshole as he pinned me down by the small of my back. I had snuck some lube up there right before the party. I had learned from way too many past experiences to come prepared to make men cum. He was so thick though, it felt like I might split in half. And I did my best to try and relax and ignore the pain, but that happening at the same time as the guy shoving his cock down my throat, it was hard to do. He didn’t care though and followed the exact same aggressive approach as the guy in front of me. Forcing it deep inside of me.

All I could do was moan and gag from the pain. I could hardly stand it! I was totally helpless, I was too weak, girly, and pathetic to stop these real men from using me like a slutty sex doll. As much as it hurt, the reality of the gang rape I was being forced to be subjected to was such a turn on. I was leaking so much in my tiny micro chastity, desperate to be used by these men and hoping I could cum as a result of being their cock slave. Maybe their cum can fill my tight little ass as it overfills my mouth and rains all over me. Maybe then I could finally cum.

I was struggling to breathe from the huge thick cock fucking my face, filling up half of my whole throat. Tears rolled down my cheeks and I desperately gasped for air when I could. He didn’t care, he wanted to skull fuck me and he was going to. It was hard to focus on the two huge cocks I was jerk off, but every time I slowed down they had no problem grabbing my small little wrist and forcing me to move at the pace they wanted. Struggling to breathe helped keep my mind off the pain from the intense ass fucking I was getting. They didn’t want to be gentle and were putting me through the roughest fucking I have ever had.

I still tried my hardest to please and worship their big strong long thick dicks. This is all about their pleaser and I wanted them to feel so good. I wanted to make these real superior men cum, cum all over me and fill me up. I’m there cum slut and I’m desperate for it!

Eventually, I was able to relax enough to get into their rhythm. I felt the guy behind me pounding my g spot over and over again, working me closer to an orgasm. But the taste and feel of the big cock fucking my mouth was what was getting me closest. I don’t know why, but since I’ve been locked in chastity, most of the orgasms I’ve had are just from sucking dick. I’ve even had one just from practicing my blowjobs on my dildo.

Then I felt it, the cock in my right hand twitch and throb, the man grunted “don’t you dare stop slut!” As I felt him cum, it squirting over my arm, and then on to my back. As he moaned a masculine moan, the man on my left also started to cum and moan. I focused all I could on keeping my rhythm the same for both of them as my small pretty feminine hands stroked the cum out of these cocks. Jerking them off, rubbing up and down, something my micro cock hasn’t experienced in years and never will again.

The guy behind me then picked up his pace, his breathing got heavier and his massive penis thrusting as deep as it could go. His balls slapping me with such force it stung. Then he throbbed so intensely and I felt his cum fill my ass. He kept thrusting over and over and I felt his cum starting to run down my legs.

As he continued to pound my ass, the perfect dick that had been distorting my throat finally started to throb. He finally pulled it all the way out of my throat but just enough to keep his head in my mouth and shot more cum into my mouth than I had ever experienced. I tried to swallow it but I couldn't swallow fast enough. It shot out of my nose and the sides of my mouth. Dribbling down my chin. He slowly pumped the head of his cock back and forth in my mouth, messaging his tip with my tongue.

The guy behind me finally pulled out and shot more cum on my ass. The large flood of cum he pumped into me spilled down my legs from my gaping hole. I was so close to cumming, so desperate, but I wasn’t able to. In my hopeless desperation I wiggled my ass, begging to be fucked more.

Finally, as the last cock left my body, freeing my mouth, I gasped for air. I have no idea how long that happened for, or what anyone else was doing during that whole time. I looked up at the tall sexy man whose incredible dick I was sucking. “Thank you so much daddy!” I said without even thinking. He looked down at my cum covered face and said “Thats right you little sissy slut, your lucky to worship my dick. Beg daddy to suck his cock more.” I blushed and smiled “May I please suck your cock more daddy?” Fluttering my long lashes.

“You have to earn it bitch. You have to go on a date with me.” His large authoritative voice

so manly compared to mine. “What if I don’t want to?” I playfully flirted back, but secretly upset that he would immediately deny me.

“That wasn’t a question, slut! It was a command sissy girl.” He said in his strong voice as he grabbed my cum coved hand and wrapped it around his still hard cock and forced me to gently stroke it.

“What do you say faggot?” He’s demanding questioning tone frightened and aroused me. I jerked him off and said, “Please daddy, I want to worship your cock. May I please go out with you?!” I tried to sound as girly and sexy as I possibly could.

“Tell me how desperate you are for it. Tell me what a slut you are and how desperate you are.” He looked so strong, tall, and sexy and his commands combined with rubbing his cock, the taste and smell of his cum still in my mouth turned me on more and more. I felt an orgasm building up.

"Please daddy! Please, I’m a pathetic little sissy slut. I’m desperate to worship your cock and get your cum! Please let me please your dick! I'll be your perfect little cock slave! I want your dick!..” I was so desperate I was almost crying now. As I rubbed his dick, and verbally degraded myself, it finally happened, I came. It was so obvious because I stopped mid sentence, all I could do was moan and buck my ass like I was getting fucked while it happened. Still jerking off his cock as though each strok was making me cum more.

As soon as I finished, he grabbed me by my hair, forcing my face to look at him through my blurred vision. He said, “Now you may go on a date with me to worship my cock sissy. Now lick that cum off of you!” He then let go of my hair and walked away. I was left there all alone, covered in cum, and in a cloud of uforia. My heart and mind raced. I haven’t been on a date since I was with Trent! Oh my god, do I like this guy?! I didn’t want to think about that now.

Finally, after I regained my strength, I got up and started to do as I was told. I started licking my whole body clean of cum. This is when I noticed that everyone else also fucked each other and were all just about finished as well. Kailey snapped a photo of me as I licked my fingers clean.

She then walked over to me, she too was covered in cum. “Hey slut! I heard you had fun, so much fun that you’re going on a date with Mason!” I just blushed “He told me you begged to worship his dick so badly it finally made you came just from that!! How pathetic! You really are a cock slave sissy girl!” She laughed in her cute little laugh. “Here post this super cute pic of you licking his cum! You look so sexy but there’s defiantly something missing, right about here.” She then grabbed my bikini top. “We need to get this little girl some boobs!”

-Katierosedreams Og Cap

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bbygirl-aemond · 1 year

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Rhaena still feels left out because she doesn’t have a dragon. It’s so insensitive to laugh at the pig joke after Rhaena was so hurt when Aemond said it and Daemon took her to live with them.

Rhaenyra disrespecting Laena, Aegon harassing Baela, Daemon utterly ignoring them and playing favorites, and Aemond threatening to feed Baela to Vhagar my daughters haven’t had a good experience with the green or black sides of their family so I’m rooting for the girlies to run far away they deserve better

yeah i really think the girls deserve apologies from both sides tbh. so here's a list of everything i think they deserve to hear, based on the show. also, this isn't to say that the girls have zero apologies to make themselves, but frankly compared to most of the other characters they're practically saints:

aemond needs to apologize to both girls for shoving laena's death in their face the day of her funeral, to rhaena for the pig comment, and to baela for the dragon comment.

luke, jace, and aegon should all apologize to rhaena for the way they've looked down on/teased dragonless targaryens in the past (luke in particular as rhaena's fiance and as the one who was still doing this years later).

aegon needs to apologize for the disgusting way he propositioned baela at the family dinner.

daemon needs to have a long conversation with rhaena about favoritism and having dragons. he should apologize for failing as a father by making rhaena question whether he truly respects or cares for her, and should reassure her that he does.

corlys needs to apologize to them for neglecting them for so long. he needs to admit that his greed for power and legacy got in the way of him being a good grandfather, and that it wasn't fair to them.

daemon and rhaenyra need to sit baela and rhaena down and explain how they ended up together to help the girls process why both of them seemed to move on so quickly. they need to apologize for not doing this sooner and for not giving the girls more room to grieve when laena died. they also need to accept that the girls will likely always (rightfully) carry some hurt about how quickly they remarried after laena's death.

it would also be great for daemyra (as the adults in this situation) to make sure to acknowledge and speak of laena and her memory going forward so it doesn't feel like she's been forgotten. the burden of remembrance shouldn't fall to grieving children alone.

rhaenys has done nothing wrong with regards to her granddaughters in particular, 10/10 no complaints there

#ask #asks #answered #baela targaryen #rhaena targaryen #baela #rhaena #laena velaryon #daemon targaryen #rhaenyra targaryen #daemyra #hotd #house of the dragon

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disco-cola · 2 months

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i recently recharged my ipod that used to be the holiest of my possessions before the laptop i had my entire music library it was connected with on broke before i could save it and also after 15 years the battery runs out very quickly so i can’t use it for long anymore sadly but i sometimes recharge it to look for songs i still love and haven’t added to my spotify yet or have completely forgotten about and i came across all the 60s garage songs i had on there from when i used to spend sooo many hours scouring youtube still and many of them are so forgotten they‘ve never made it to spotify and it honestly makes me dizzy to think that these gems could slip into oblivion so i want to share some of them in hopes they’re still out there for all my fellow 60s garage fangirlies (yes girlies includes boys don’t come for me i love that word) to discover and enjoy and keep alive:

taste of the same - bad seeds (1966) // rari - the standells (1966) // can’t tame me - benders (1966) // why you smile - the answer (1965) // cuttin out - the pirates (1966) // i’ve paid my dues - the creations (1965) // i know a girl - the vanguards (1966) // she’s so satisfying - the apparitions (1966) // east river lovers - culver street playground (1967) // she was so bad - the embers (1966) // walk in the sun - the angry (1966) // do like me - the uncalled for (1967) // elaina - the chants (1966) // without you darling - the hi notes (1965) // the best thing you ever had - the savages (1966) // baby no more - the playgue (1965) // let the wind blow - chips and co (1965) // tears in my eyes - one way street (1967) // when you were mine - the revolvers (1967) // so the prophets say - the centurys (1965) // joanne - the grim reepers (1966) // through my eyes - the creation (1967)

#i looked it up SOME are on spotify but roughly half of them are not but they are still on youtube i think #like dont let this become lost media #ah yes the mid 60s when every band would start with THE #60s garage rock

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firedragon1321 · 2 years

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I remember once I found an article that said Justin from Grandia was a girl. Like, in canon, not as a headcanon. You can have your headcanons. Those are fine. They are sacred to you, as long as you remember that they are yours and yours alone. But when this is your only rationale-

“The original Grandia was a great RPG on Saturn and PSone. And its lead character is called Justin. Note the lack of an 'e' on the end. So why does he look so girly? Again, there's long hair and the sort of grin that anime girls sport all the time. No facial hair (although he's possibly too young for that). And look at his taste in clothes. Hmmm…“

-then you’ve either never played/seen any JRPGs other than Grandia or you’re just stupid.

A bullet-pointed list for your convenience-

Men can have long hair. It’s perfectly fine. This is the thing that set me off originally, since giving your main anime guy long hair will 100% catch my attention, as was the case with Justin.

“No facial hair means this character is female” = “I have never seen another JRPG protagonist in my life. Who is Cloud Strife? Is he an old man sitting on a cloud? What do you mean he doESN’T HAVE A BEARD?”. Yes, I know they said he could be too young for that, but this just reeks of not knowing anything about the subject matter.

Dressing like a trash can raccoon is now feminine. Guys are not allowed to dress like trash can raccoons. Only girls can. Make sure you tell this to all your friends and family, because it’s the important lesson this paragraph has to offer.

What the fUCK is an “anime girl grin”? I’ve yet to figure it out. To this day, I am mystified.

The article is a few years old and I think it’s dead, but I haven’t forgotten this slight against long-haired anime boys.

#rant #justin #grandia #what were these people on

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fruitbasketball · 9 months

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record isn’t the only thing that matter with npoy, obviously, otherwise an sc player would’ve won it this year. but there was just a MASSIVE gulf between uconn and iowa their freshman year. uconn is the most dominant school in wcbb, they’re always going to get media attention, whereas iowa wasn’t even projected to make the tournament before the year started. so obviously voters are going to be paying more attention and be more impressed by a really good player on an always dominant team vs a really good player on a team nobody really cares about. that doesn’t mean if you isolate their skill sets that paige was better, she was just playing in a better system

that’s why I say caitlin finally got to be a part of the convo when ppl started paying attention to iowa.

that’s why I think it’s tough to compare their freshman seasons, even when they met in the sweet 16 they both didn’t have great games. cc had more points, paige more assists, but honestly they both underperformed (probably bc they were feeling the pressure of espn constantly being like CAITLIN VS PAIGE CAITLIN VS PAIGE.) obviously uconn won, but it wasn’t only bc of paige, aaliyah and christyn were the dominant ones that game. and even though paige was ranked higher out of high school, that doesn’t always mean a lot after awhile. aliyah boston was ranked behind haley jones and jordan horston and look at her now

all this to say, I feel like if anyone really wants to compare them, it’ll have to happen this year. and I am SO EXCITED. in the end, caitlin is my current fave player but uconn will always be my fave team so it’s a real win/win for me personally, haha

SORRY FOR THE ESSAYS YALL LMK IF YOU HATE THEM BUT I LOVE READING EVERYONES THOUGHTS

you ate with this fr and that’s kinda what i was saying; i think there was more room in the spotlight for iowa because paige’s injury/uconn “falling off” a little. that sweet sixteen was off a little for paige numbers wise, but i think her confidence and the kind of intangible effect she has on her team is what makes her so endearing as a player. caitlin is the same way tho, and this really is the only year we’re gonna be able to really compare their games, bc covid was a fuckshit time and paige’s injuries obviously hindered analysis these past couple of years. the only reason i bring up high school rankings is because paige was just so far ahead of her class. she was playing leagues ahead of everyone in high school and leagues ahead of everyone in college as a freshman. there was no debate like there was this past recruitment season between juju and mikaylah. paige is just that good, and i feel like a lot of people have forgotten that. either way, this season is going to be one to watch like if people haven’t been paying attention yet, now is the time to start.

(and i feel you like i’m a uconn girlie at heart but caitlin makes it so damn hard not to root for her she’s gonna be amazing this year)

(also i miss watching christyn williams play holy shit)

#paige bueckers #uconn #wbb #uconn wbb #caitlin clark #iowa wbb #npoy #wcbb #ncaaw #mina should be on first take #i’m joking but really someone call stephen a smith #ask

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AHHHH ANNIE BABYYYYY😍😍IM CRYING WDYM IM TEXTING U AFTER A FKN SEMESTER😭😭😭

bby i missed u sosososososo much! in my defense i rlly haven't been using tumblr at all, i feel very disconnected. :/

anyways, HOW IS EVERYTH FOR YOU MI LADY? are u okay? how's ur health?

also yes, im not letting anyone ruin my kolej experience.. it had bothered me for a long while but i slowly got over it... im just a smol girl i wanna go hooooommeee :(

lately i've been oBSESSING over hello kitty for some rzn lmaoo its fun hasjksj anyways TAE'S LAYOVER? JUNGOO'S GOLDEN? what are ur favs on the album?

other than that, hm, what can i say, turns out i wasn't the only one who felt like this https://kimtaegis.tumblr.com/post/725188524572377088/

(us getting drunk tgt when🥺💗)

love love, i hope u remember the 🐯 anon

ahhh hey you sweetie!! I’m happy to hear from you, even though the cute and exciting tone of your message was a little funny yesterday, considering that bighit notice being uploaded just shortly before ahdjjg 😭 but nevertheless I’m glad to see you back in my inbox, it’s so sweet that you always come back for updates and haven’t forgotten about me by now (how could I not remember you btw tsk…) 🥺🤍 I hope your semester went well, both academically and socially! please enjoy this chapter of your life to the fullest, and yes please don’t let anyone ruin it for you <3

ahhh hello kitty, that’s so cute, I love it 😭 and yes we got some treats with those last two solo albums for now, my favourites of tae’s are love me again and rainy days, and for jungkook’s it’s definitely his title track!! and regarding that link to the ask…. girlie I hope you had your taehyung-induced impulses under control and didn’t do that! 💀

I’m doing okay, it could be better; I have a lot of work to do and it’s really exhausting, plus the rest of the tannies leaving us next week.. it’s all a bit meh. but I’ve gone through worse, so I’ll also make it through this 💪🏻

I’m sending you all the love back dear, stay healthy and enjoy the Christmas/ winter/ year end time as much as you can! I’m already wishing you nothing but the best for the next year 🤍

#🐯 anon #annie’s mail #anon

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autisticmuppeteer · 7 months

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⚠️RANT⚠️

I go to a community college in the city I grew up in and consequently I know a ton of people who also go to this community college

one of these people is my 50-smth year old conservative Christian mother’s friend who is taking classes. Today was my mom’s birthday and I was obliged to be there and make small talk with the middle aged people and tell them the most palatable parts of my life because if I told them I spend most of my days actively engaged in social justice programming they’d be appalled and I’d be public enemy #1

anyways this specific friend of my mom asked me about what classes I was taking because she is also taking classes and when I said I was taking English (I’m taking LGBTQ literature but I always just say it’s a basic lit class in this crowd) she asked who my teacher was I said I had forgotten (I had not) but I had taken a few other in the past I really liked

I mean I’m a Humanities/English double major I have taken a lot of English classes. I told her about my favorite teacher (who is one of my personal mentors on campus and helped me land my on campus job) and mentioned I also personally know another professor although I haven’t taken him I know a lot of people who have and I know he’s a great person and cares a lot about student success

BUT THEN THIS WOMAN FUCKING PISSED ME OFF

she was like “Oh yeah I’ve taken Dr. **** he was a interesting teacher… but a nice person”

So of course I was like oh??? Like why is that???GUESS WHY SHE SAID THAT

she was all like “If You Dont Believe Like He Does He’ll Be…”

LIKE IMPLYING WHAT?? HE’LL GRADE YOU BADLY?? HE’LL MAKE YOU A PERSONAL ENEMY???

…like girlie no…. You just have alt-right beliefs and are really harmful racist and homophobic and ablest and need I go on? like trust I know what you believe to an extent- I was raised around you girlie

*monkey covering eye emoji*

really GROSS of you actually like I’m sureee she won’t let any of the critical thinking content they are required to learn sink in like I know what I a requirement for ENGL 1A and 5 in this school and they both developed critical thinking

It’s really sad to me when I hear full grown adults say “I know how to write how they want to hear” and they are just regurgitating talking points they refuse to understand or internalize it

SORRY

#rant #college #community college #english #humanities #school #classes #family #middle aged

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misquigley · 8 months

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i honest to god have too many thoughts to scream about when it comes to misty and that’s why @scatcrccio hears them 100 percent of the time and she’s a real one for putting up with me and my nonsense. but what i really wanna get off my chest is how everyone continues to stand by and watch mari lay the blame on misty for the mushrooms getting into the stew and how even after two months, she’s still holding it over misty’s head with reminding everyone. like did misty fuck up? absolutely. did she have fucked up intentions with those mushrooms? abso-fucking-lutely. but mari was the one who physically put the mushrooms in the stew and i get that she just saw mushrooms and didn’t know they were hallucinogenic mushrooms and that’s a clear mistake for someone who wasn’t around dr*gs or even had any plant knowledge.

but what really rips my nips, you may be asking yourself, is how every single one of them girls plus travis ( ben is excluded cause he really just be trying to survive, man has no say in anything anymore as he is out numbered and they’re all adults, technically, as most of them had turned 18 years old since the plane crash ) don’t stop it. no one offers up any support or even a “hey, let it go, move on.” they just stand there, which is seen by tai as misty is leaving to go get snow for water in s02 ep02 which tai, in my opinion and also kind of talked a bit with @ladyintree, doesn’t trust misty and finds her hard to read / get a gauge on what her next move / plan of attack is. but everyone just kind of seems to turn a blind eye, like it’s easier to do that.

so the fact that everyone continues to stand by and watch misty relive the blame day in and day out via mari ( and akilah as we see in s02 ep02 and how she backs up mari ) while no one seems to have forgotten or let it go with the fact that mari was the one who put the shrooms in the stew, it just…rips my nips. now…do i think misty feels guilt and remorse? absolutely. especially with the fact that javi went missing that night, they haven’t been able to find him since, travis nearly died because the other girls went absolutely feral with hunting him. would she feel this guilt and remorse without the “help” of being reminded continuously? i really do think she would. but the fact that it’s a continuous thing, i can see it getting to a point of where misty could think “whatever, drop it.” because it just wears her down and has been for the last 2 months.

i truly believe that we’ll see more of the girls begin to join in on it if they haven’t already but just not shown. yet. but okay this is the end of my 6am tedtalk on how mari should be blamed just as much as misty is / was and girly should let it go and how she’s gonna be pit girl and misty getting the last jab in.

#( barely bothered to survive | head canon )#( working behind the scenes | queued post )

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la-lauren · 9 months

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TW: eating, ED, weight, etc.

Girlie I went to see last night (and had a nice little mentie b to accompany the show) has been messaging me ever since. Legitimate conversation.

I think she may be an actual friend now.

Even though I was ready to abort the mission and fling myself into Lake Michigan and never show my face in public again.

We watched the livestream of Taylor’s concert tonight and sent commentary back and forth, and I disclosed my queerlor leaning thoughts, about which she 100% agreed with me.

She also apologized for hugging me, saying she was just so excited and realized later that she should have asked. I was like nooooo it was the highlight of my night. I generally do appreciate people asking if they can touch me, but I usually don’t care if it’s women going in for unexpected hugs. Men might get pushed away though.

So my mentie b had/has a happy ending, in that regard.

However!!!!! I am still disgusted by my body, and I think I’m about to fall down another rabbit hole. Idk which one, but I’m deep in the googling — how to suppress an appetite, how to fast when your body feels sick after even four hours of fasting, volume meals, etc etc. Anything to help me lose some damn weight. When I got home last night, all I wanted to do was binge *and* purge. I vaguely remember being triggered to the point of having that thought within the past year, but otherwise, I’d forgotten that ever used to be part of my life. A huge part of my life. Until I got sick. I swear I thought that not purging anymore would fix all the alarming symptoms I was having. It didn’t. But purging does make them much worse now. It’s the only way I was able to stop. But the eating didn’t stop.

Anyway, I haven’t been able to drop the idea of it being an option. But I have ~rituals~ around it, one being that my bathroom has to be super clean and scrubbed (at home; not as picky in public bc it’s usually an emergency if I need to do it in public). So the other part of my brain says I can’t clean my bathroom while my brain is still viewing that as an option. Honestly, the only reason I don’t want to is because my heart still feels unstable, and I think purging could throw it into an arrhythmia. If I thought I could do it without consequences other than weight loss, I’d be doing it again in a heartbeat.

I need something to fix my body. I don’t want to feel shamed just walking into a room.

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holisticsoulhealer · 11 months

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Talents and Freedom - A Spiritual Story

I have had the unique honor of witnessing individuals returning to their forgotten talents, finding freedoms that were hidden, or discovering talents that hadn’t showed themselves until there was more permission for them to exist.

One of my favorite stories is one of a beautiful client, who became a sweet friend. We would do “beach days” together, which was an ideal opportunity for me to deeply relax, staying at the beach sometimes a little too long, because it was such an easy, flowing day of girlfriend-ship, that I treasured. She had committed herself to a solid spiritual pathway, and often hid away, while going deeply within. She was more profound at this step than I ever remember being, prompting me to respect her willingness to step out of the World’s hurly burly, into the layers she knew she needed to travel within.

She needed a grounding, material interest, to bring her to this earth plane ( we all need at least one of those.) I had been playing in art projects, and gemstone jewelry making as gifts and for my own bedazzled ankles and wrists. It played to my girly side of humanity, and I recommended it to her as a “must do” interest. She cast her mind back and expressed that she used to participate in making jewelry several years ago. Being a more than willing participant in what makes life richer and more fabulous ( and being a strong feminine person herself), she collected the supplies needed within days of our meeting. She made the most gorgeous bracelets, for both men and women. I received a couple of her wonderful works of art, and they felt richer, more filled with love and spiritual content than anything outside of the trinkets I made with Jeff.

I was really happy she had something material to enjoy, while she lifted her heart and suspended her spiritual path to a higher level.

You see, what I’ve discovered is that when the hands and brain are engaged in an activity, the spirit is connected, listening to guidance, and we are set free. When we are working the artistic pursuits, thoroughly enjoying what we are immersed in, the joy allows us to extend our pure, childlike joy to a whole other level.

She also stepped into herbal and food source gardening, even from an apartment building. She was able to grow and eat her own produce, at the hands of her own fruitful labors of love. I have been so happy to call her my friend. She is blessed and now she is extending her joy to help others, with profound wisdom and healing messages.

Standing in our talents, and expressing ourselves with almost total freedom is the way of the future. I celebrate and applaud this, and I am fortunate and blessed to have someone like her as a friend.

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adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy · 1 year

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I’ve never been a percy Jackson girlie bc in middle school I refused to read them bc I was living my “I’m not gonna like that I’m not like other girls” era but I’d seen so much on my fyp about it so I had to start the books and lemme tell you Drea I’ve gotten sucked into them so much like I finish a book and immediately start the next they literally got me out of my reading slump I haven’t read this much in so long and I LOVE IT SM being sucked into these worlds to escape my life is my new coping mechanism

No bc I hadn’t read a book as a hobby since I was a sophomore in high school cause junior year is when all my AP classes started and i had bought the first book of Trials of Apollo back when it came out but never got to read it and I was cleaning up my shelf before our trip and saw it and was like u know what now that the semester’s over let me read this and I got sucked right back in!! I finished all 5 books in the span of the last 3 weeks KSNDNSNDNS

I’d forgotten how much I love Rick’s writing style and his humor and just how much I adore the characters 🥹 diving back into that universe has reminded me of how those books literally shaped my personality and my own writing so much it’s crazy SKDNSNSN

Also after you finish both of the Percy Jackson series, I definitely recommend you read his other stuff, starting with The Kane Chronicles, which is based off Egyptian mythology!! SOOOO GOOD DUDE!!!!! AND ITS ALSO GETTING MADE INTO A SHOW BY DISNEY+ JUST LIKE PJO!!!

He also has one with Norse mythology that I plan on reading next cause I also started it but never finished it but I remember loving!! And all of these series occur within the same universe, so he’s actually written short crossover stories between them, which I also have to catch up on!! And tbh I’ll probably reread PJO before the Disney series drops just so i have a refresh of it all AKMDNSMS

but yeah Rick is an amazing writer and all of his books def live up to the hype!!

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seriouslysnape · 3 years

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Picture Perfect

Draco Malfoy x Fem. Reader

Warnings: Sexual implications (a lottttt of them)

A/N: I might do a part two to this...

Word Count: 1,635

“Like them? I love them.”

You watched with anticipation as Draco popped another one of the Bertie Botts Flavour Beans into his mouth. His sculpted jaw moved up and down as he chewed. His eyes suddenly shut tightly and his face contorted into disgust. You leaned forward a tad, curious to see what mystery flavor he had picked. He swallowed hard and coughed at the foul taste.

“Soap.” He sputtered, reaching for the glass of water on his bedside table.

You bursted into laughter, laughing even harder at the way he brought a hand to his chest as the taste dissipated from his tongue. He grinned at you from over the rim of his glass, taking another sip.

“Your turn.” He said.

This was a game of sorts that you and Draco liked to play whenever the two of you made a trip to Hogsmeade. Honeydukes Sweets Shop was your absolute favorite place to go and make pleasurable purchases. There were endless rows of candies and other tooth rotting snacks that were your ultimate guilty pleasure.

You were always sure to snag a new box of Bertie Botts Flavour Beans. You and Draco would sit in his private, prefect room and take turns selecting a bean and seeing which flavor you were bestowed with. You were snug in one of his Quidditch jumpers, your legs wrapped around his waist while the two of you sat on his bed.

Draco was always less fortunate than you during this game.

You took a bean into your hand, taking a breath when you put it in your mouth. Your tense shoulders relaxed when you started chewing. A delicious, fruity taste flooded your tastebuds, a cheeky grin appearing on your face. Draco threw his head back in exasperation at the sight of you getting yet another good flavor.

“Again?” He asked.

You nodded.

“Cherry.” You smiled, swallowing the small candy.

Draco’s blonde eyebrows raised, a devious look crossing over his face. His hands rested on your thighs that were secured around him, leaning forward.

“Mmm. Do you mind sharing?” He smirked.

You hummed affirmatively, capturing his lips in a hot kiss. His tongue danced with yours, tasting your familiarity and the traces of cherry candy. His hands went to the side of your neck to bring you closer, while you gripped at the collar of his sweater. His kisses muffled your girly giggles, a chuckle vibrating out from his own chest.

You tapped his shoulder to pause your make out session, a mumble of realization sounding out from your throat. He whined when you stopped kissing him, but based on the bright look on your face, you had something in mind.

“I have something for you.” You announced in a playful way.

His gray eyes darkened a touch, his fingertips drumming on the skin of your leg.

“Is that so?” He questioned, making guesses already in his head.

You were giddy with joy as you scrambled from his array of blankets and his comforter. You reached into your backpack, pulling out a solid black book with a red bow on it. It was a rather large book, about the size of his Care of Magical Creatures textbook. Draco felt a quick surge of panic. He was the worst about remembering holidays and birthdays, and he instantly thought that maybe he had forgotten something special.

“Don’t get mad if I have, but...did I miss something?” He asked.

You let out a snicker as you rejoined him on the bed. Ever since he had forgotten your birthday a few months ago, now he was always afraid he was going to miss something else.

“You haven’t. This is just something I’ve been working on.” You bubbled up gleefully.

You set the book on his lap, watching as his eyes raked over the cover. He felt a warmth in his chest at being given a gift just because you cared. He pushed the bow off of the sides of the book, opening the cover to see a little note you had written for him, signed at the end with your name and everything. The thick pages indicated to him that it was a picture album.

He turned to the first page, an unmistakable smile of jubilation appeared on his face. The first two pages each had four Polaroid like pictures secured evenly. You were smiling happily in each of the first several photos, wearing different outfits and in different locations. Draco’s heart was beating with exuberance in his chest as he looked through the first couple of pages.

“Oh, darling. These are great,” He praised; “They’re positively stunning. They-”

His sentence was cut short when he got about halfway through the pages, his voice getting caught in his throat when the pictures immediately took on a new theme. His smile faded into a shocked, slight jaw drop. The second half of the book was filled with sultry, boudoir style photos. His fingertips trailed over one in particular where you were wearing your school robes, but the only thing you were wearing underneath was one of Draco’s Slytherin uniform ties settled between your breasts.

In other photos, you were wearing different sets of lingerie. There was one lacy, black colored set that almost made him faint right then and there.

He was knocked speechless, unable to string together a single sentence. You were beginning to feel a little self conscious, and even a bit embarrassed that maybe this wasn’t such a good idea after all. You had honestly expected him to completely attack you with feverish kisses or fuck you right then and there. The fact that he was completely silent was unsettling.

You fiddled with your hands in your lap, uncertainty in your tone as you spoke up to break the silence.

“I...do you like them?” You wondered, hoping to get a positive reaction.

Draco’s eyes never left the book. He turned to the next page, a rush of arousal flushing over him at one in particular where you were completely naked, stretched out on his bed and giving a look so seductive that it made Draco’s belly flutter. The sight of you naked on his bed...it was hot.

“Oh, baby. Darling, my love...” He breathed out, trying to complete at least one full thought; “Like them? I love them.” He almost growled.

You exhaled a breath of relief, feeling a sense of excitement as he continued to rake over them. He turned to a new set of pictures, a hot blush creeping onto his cheeks.

“You’re so stunning...so sexy.” He purred.

You laughed shyly, a bashful smile washing on your face. You rubbed his knee, your hand feeling like electricity on him. He couldn’t look away from the scandalous photos, each one becoming more dirty than the last. He was riled up and he was already looking forward to having this book at his disposal.

“Who took these?” He pondered, wondering which one of your lucky girl friends had the pleasure of seeing you actually model these outfits and strip down naked.

You just had to take advantage of this moment. You couldn’t help but mess with him just a little bit. You choked down the chuckle that would surely give you away.

“Potter.” You lied.

Draco’s head snapped up so fast and his eyes filled with an indescribable look of hot jealousy. He chest tightened, but relaxed when he realized you were kidding based off of your burst of laughter. He sighed harshly and rubbed his forehead as you laughed at his intense reaction. The thought of you asking Harry Potter to take these photos for you filled him with such a rage, but he even laughed it off when he knew you were joking.

“That’s not funny.” He said pointing a finger at you, and continuing to go through the photos.

Your giggles died off, and you answered him honestly.

“Pansy took them. That’s how I was able to sneak in here when you weren’t here.” You explained.

Draco nodded, his jaw still slightly ajar as he loomed over them. You patiently waited as he finished looking through them, his pupils dilating more and more by the minute. He closed the book once he was finished, his eyes finally flickering up to you. He had grown a very prevalent erection, and his eyes were filled with an intense amount of lust. You knew one thing for sure.

He was going to rock your world tonight.

Over the last year or so of dating you, he tried not to be so aggressive when it came to your sex life. He tried not to pounce on you every time he felt turned on. He knew that sex was supposed to be the ultimate romantic connection, and not always supposed to be rushed. After those pictures though, he wanted you BAD. You could tell he was antsy, waiting (and also praying) for you to give him the okay.

You leaned in, your lips just barely brushing over his, before you brought your lips to his ear. You purposely let out a wanton moan in his ear, a tantalizing sound to your voice.

“Touch me, Draco. I know you want me.”

In a millisecond, Draco was on you. He kissed you roughly and pushed you down onto his mattress. He kept your hands pinned above your head, leaving open mouthed kisses on your neck as he intentionally drew the most wonderful sounds out of you.

“What are the chances of you wearing one of those hot little outfits under this jumper?” He said in a steamy voice.

You squirmed against his hands, but to no avail. You rolled your hips into his, trying to create some friction. You threw him a wink, your response sending him into full fuck mode.

“Why don’t you find out?”

#draco #draco malfoy x you #draco malfoy x female reader #draco malfoy fanfiction #draco malfoy x reader #draco malfoy imagine #draco malfoy smut #harry potter draco #harry potter #seriouslysnape

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