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la-lauren · 5 days
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la-lauren · 5 days
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we are the daughters of parents who should not have had kids
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la-lauren · 5 days
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We went to an Avril Lavigne concert last night at a venue I hadn’t been to yet.
On the way there, I got full body chills because I’d walked the neighborhood we were driving through in a dream I had before I met Dani. There was nothing remarkable about the dream, just that I was walking those streets, past those exact houses.
I was so excited to tell Dani about it, and she asked some follow up questions before telling me she used to live there before moving to her current apartment.
The full body chills washed over me stronger.
How could my soul have been so connected to her all this time? Was my soul trying to find her this whole time?
I find new confirmations that we are meant to be together day after day.
The dream links will always weird me out though.
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la-lauren · 6 days
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Sad to find out she’s a Zionist too. Andddd we block.
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la-lauren · 7 days
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The rage within me.
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la-lauren · 10 days
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Went to two strips clubs tonight. First time ever. Will not be going back. Such odd experiences.
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la-lauren · 11 days
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I’m struggling with some feelings with Dani because of things that happened with Josh.
What’s happening tonight is bringing it up. And her best friend is here so I can’t talk to her about it.
Currently sitting in the car trying to tell my stomach to stop twisting and turning.
But I have to go meet them.
I hate getting triggered.
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la-lauren · 12 days
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I just paid rent in full, started paying my host sister back, and my account still has more money in it than it’s had in years.
It all has somewhere to go, like it isn’t like it’s free to spend, but what a blessing to have it to use to pay things off.
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la-lauren · 13 days
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Dani’s bosses want her to take the bar and eventually run the department. They’re stacking work on her. She doesn’t really want to, but I think she’d be great at it.
Meanwhile, people keep singing my praises and I’ve only been here two weeks. I have no idea what I’ve done to warrant this.
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la-lauren · 14 days
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la-lauren · 16 days
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*as always I tried to avoid any names that seem rooted in other cultures but I may have made a mistake. If I did put a name that's completely normal in other cultures, it's just me being an idiot. Not trying to make fun of that culture.
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la-lauren · 16 days
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*as always I tried to avoid any names that seem rooted in other cultures but I may have made a mistake. If I did put a name that's completely normal in other cultures, it's just me being an idiot. Not trying to make fun of that culture.
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la-lauren · 20 days
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la-lauren · 20 days
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girl seize the means of production!
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la-lauren · 20 days
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taylor for the last 6 years basically:
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la-lauren · 20 days
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At some point in your life, you were taught that being slightly annoying is an unforgivable sin. Maybe it was by your parents or a teacher or a friend or a bully or an older sibling. But someone taught you that being slightly annoying is a crime punishable by death.
You must unlearn this.
You must accept that all people will be annoying at some point or another in their lives, maybe all of their lives, and that this is okay. It is okay for strangers on the bus, it is okay for children in the grocery store, it is okay for people on social media, and it is okay for you.
If you ever want to truly love your fellow humans, if you ever want to truly love yourself, you must have forgiveness for being annoying.
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la-lauren · 20 days
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Tomorrow will be a full week since I started the job.
I have also been on my period the last 4 days.
My eyes aren’t adjusting well to screens, and I get a headache every day by noon, and it lasts until I get some sleep.
I’ve been arguing with Dani all afternoon, and she brought up the d word first. I haven’t said it myself yet, but the things we are arguing about are d words for me too.
Do I think we’ll ultimately work through this? Yes. But do I think this is a fundamental difference in how we live? Also yes. So I don’t know if it can be worked through.
All I know is that I am suppressing so much anger to respond in love.
I wholeheartedly don’t believe I can hold a full time job and be the partner she wants. My body just can’t.
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