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If you’re annoyed or upset by how much I post about antisemitism…
Imagine how I feel!!!
#I cannot explain how deeply I hate posting about it this much#I hate it#I hate this#I’m so sad all the time#but I’m not allowed to be sad#or angry#or aggrieved#I have to be patient#and educate people#and push my own anger down#so that it’s not weaponized against me and my people#to prove we’re all monsters#you have no idea#how much pain I’m in all the time
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I don't know what has happened to me. I want to kms.
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My desire to write future chapters with hot scenes
VS
Me desperately trying to focus on the current chapter so I can get there one day :
#it's a constant and terrible battle with myself#👀👀👀💦💦💦#I have to be patient#and finish this very long chapter 1#I'm close to 20 000 words guys#and I still have several important scenes to write#asfgddgjjfyeyjdukjff#my fic#fic progress#how its going#htkynagawi#how to kill yu narukami and get away with it#doada#writing stuff#writing struggles#the pain is real#ಥ‿ಥ👍🏻💔✨
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FD and Time anon here, call me fierce anon.
Anyway, reader is si confused cause they get mixed signals from who they think is time. To the point they question whether he likes them at all. Sometimes he likes poetry. Sometimes he likes silence. Sometimes he gives thoughtful gifts. Sometimes he gives useful gifts. It's a limbo.
I don't think there's any doubt that he like them. XD
It's less hot and cold and more warm versus spicy.
Sometimes he makes their heart flutter- other times it's too much to even hold eye contact. Sometimes he soft and gentle- other times he's passionate and thrilling.
Always keeping Reader on their toes.
#pinky replies#I wanna write thiiiiiiiissss#can my own requests open sooner XD#i have to be patient#i'm still not even done with the lasts ones#but I'm getting there#I have less than 20 at least
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I wanna give up on my crush cause I don’t wanna get hurt but I don’t wanna give up cause I see potential 🙁
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I am this close 👌🏼 to walking the fuck out of my current job. I really need something to get back to me like. ASAP.
#butch speaks#i have a promising opportunity coming soon#i just dont know when#and they take forever to correspond#i have to be patient#i know that#i really do#but im just so fucking angry and miserable here all the time now#im doing more work for the same money and im an “indefinite temp” lmfao#im so furious
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It’s been fun coming up with all sorts of fanon ideas for TGAAC/DGS (head canons, AUs, theories, plot bunnies) but I have to stop and remind myself that I’m not finished with canon yet. And it would probably be good to continue with it before I get too carried away with my wild speculations.
#Lynn speaks#fanon commentary#I have so many questions#and predictions#and the answers will come within the story!#I have to be patient
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i hate that i have to wait to do my plans
#pleeeease i have ideeeeaaaasss#but i can't DO the ideas yet because we aren't THERE yet#i have to be PATIENT#but i do not WANT to be#cjrp#<- i think that technically counts#cte
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Maneki-Neko
I want to get to chapter 30 now please.
"Emma, think about it." Tikki begged, clutching the earrings to her chest tightly. "This power, anyone other than your mother who has worn both the ring and earrings has gone insane!"
"I am my mother's daughter." She spoke softly, holding her hand out for the Kwami to place the jewellery in her palm reluctantly. "I'm sure I'll be fine."
A crash resounded outside, causing Emma to become frantic as she pressed the earrings into her lobe.
"And I am my father's child." She cried, her voice ringing loudly around the cold hallway. "And that means stopping at nothing to protect those I love."
#im so impatient#but#I have to be patient#the history book on the shelf is always repeating itself#ougghggh i cant wait#Spotify#spoilers#my art#maneki neko#mlb#mlb future au#emma dupain cheng#emma agreste#emma#oh god i can't wait
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why is it that every night i just get so fucking lonely. it gets past 10 p.m. and my brain immediately jumps to "i'm gonna die alone." like woah there buddy. calm down.
#so annoying tbh#i dont even know if i could handle a relationship rn#and there are people who like me it just has never worked out before#i have to be patient#but also :(((((
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I don't know what has happened to me. I want to kms.
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personal observations made by a new cane user:
you do not need to be in constant pain to own a cane.
folding canes have a clasp or band to keep them folded. losing the band is a pain in the ass.
you will get dirty looks
it does not matter what age you are. you will get dirty looks.
you have to hold it in the opposite hand as the disabled leg. this is fortunate, as I am right handed, so i hold it in my left hand to support my right leg.
people will try to steal your cane from you.
when standing still, I hold it in my right hand unless i need to do something right handedly. this does not work as well as i thought it would.
being visibly physically disabled is difficult. having a mobility aid will help with pain and movement, but some people don't get them because visible disability is treated with disgust.
if someone meets you for the first time, and you don't have your cane, then they will like you more, but they will not believe you are actually disabled.
if someone meets you for the first time, and you have your cane, they will not treat you the same.
the majority of other cane and mobility aid users I have met are homeless. I live close to a big city.
People do not want to see you being disabled.
you will not hear of the benefits of using a cane from anyone who does not use a cane.
no one will prepare you for the world of being visibly physically disabled. however bad you think we have it is usually not from the disability at all. I can deal with pain and I can deal with an indisposed left hand.
the hardest part of being disabled is the fact that no one will care until you make them care.
the disabled seats on trains are a suggestion
the disabled seats on buses are a suggestion.
you will have a different experience with using a cane than I have had.
your hand will become tired. you are using it as a leg.
your cane is legally a part of your body. this will not stop some people.
you are not your disability. but it will affect you.
i love you
theres always an invisible someone who has it worse. that person will not be affected or offended by your use of a cane. take the damn ibuprofen. put the folded cane in your bag. ask your friends for help. gd knows they need help sometimes too.
you will have to learn that things will be impossible to you. you may not run as fast anymore. you may not become a skater, like you always wanted to be. you may be left behind when everyone else runs ahead.
you deserve better.
your cane handle gets dirty. wash it.
some days pain is worse. some days you will feel it the moment you wake up.
no one deserves pain. the human condition is not to suffer. we deserve better. we deserve to be loved and not tolerated. we deserve to be seen better than from the corners of eyes. we deserve to be heard better than an afterthought at a meeting.
be quick to care for yourself. I love you.
#disability#if you clown on this i will kill you with my teeth.#personal#disabled#cane user#mobility aid#physical disability#this is about physical disability do not derail. i understand that mental disability is treated badly as well. this post isnt about that.#this post is also not about invisible disabilities because i have a very visible disability.#please be patient with me. i am young and new to the use of canes. most of these revelations are shockingly new.
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I feel as if this is her general attitude for practically the whole first act
#possibly the most insufferable group of strangers to get stuck with when you have a parasite in your head#she is allowed to be stressed out and frustrated about it#honestly given the high stakes of the situation she is remarkably patient#have I said how much I adore lae’zel#baldur's gate 3#bg3#baldur's gate iii#lae'zel#lae’zel#my posts
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okay let me share my vision
when u grab the nicest guy on the planet, give him a rude best friend, traumatize him, hurt him and finally make him snap, he fucking snaps
#i wait patiently for the day they will finally let jon just flat out lose it#LET JON SWEAR#jon kent#superboy#superman#damian wayne#robin#supersons#batman#dc comics#my art#ladies. gentlemen. you have eaten well.
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I love you lifelong vaginal atrophy
i love you topical estrogen that treats atrophy and doesn’t interfere with testosterone at all. i love you modern medicine that makes safe and harmless transitions possible. i love you health professionals who explained the risks of taking testosterone to me calmly and told me exactly how we would respond to each one if they ever became an issue because they’re not scary or unmanageable if you have good, competent people on your side.
i hate you terf rhetoric that completely ignores the actual reality of testosterone hrt in favor of portraying it as poison. i hate you transphobes who try to make me scared of the medication that gave me my life back.
#these people have no fucking clue what they’re talking about#and anyway. you think atrophy would be the worst of my lifelong health conditions?#these people will be like ‘you’ll be a lifelong medical patient!!!’ okay??? im a fucking cripple i already am#anon hate#examples of transandrophobia#transandrophobia#transandromisia#transmisandry#virilphobia#virilmisia#anti transmasculinity#transmascphobia#trans men#transmascs
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Maru on her day off, working in the lab and part time at the clinic.
#doodle#stardew valley#stardew valley maru#sdv maru#she’s a busy gal#how des she do it????#on the top left in her jumpsuit I like to think she’s be lending Sebastian a hand restoring his motorcycle#let me have sibling bonding time!!!#also i didnt want her to draw her wearing a lab coat just because I already drew Harvey wearing one lmao#also i based her nurse uniform on filipino nurse uniform#but also i’d like to think harvey isnt that strict with hair style unless Maru has to directly help with a patient#JUST LET ME DRAW HER WITH CURLY HAIR OK
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