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barren-heart · 1 month

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everyone’s leaving the Nandermo train, but I’m officially BACK ON

#we’re so back #I get to live in this delusion #Harvey’s covering so hard you don’t understandddddd #they’re in love your honor #what we do in the shadows #nandermo #guillermo de la cruz #WWDITS s6 #con stuff

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serialunaliver · 3 months

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another thing I hate is when people say engaging with a persons delusions is bad because it validates the illness.

i'm not sure how to tell you this, but psychosis validates itself. delusions involve a lack of awareness that you're experiencing a delusion and others referring to the delusion as a delusion can create distrust. if someone is more content having others engage in symptoms like this in a positive way there's nothing wrong with it and it may make it easier to cope.

#literally fuuuuck that group therapy program that said I can't attend when I reject antipsychotics to get rid of my world #ITS BEEN DONE BEFORE AND I FELT SO MISERABLE I HAD NO DESIRE TO LIVE #I don't even think my world is a delusion this is justwhat doctors say #but i'm glad if people engage with it..Why does this make me bad?

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mobius-m-mobius · 3 months

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OWEN WILSON as MOBIUS M. MOBIUS in LOKI (2021 - )

#owen wilson #mobius #mcuedit #lokiedit #marveledit #get in y'all it's valentine's day and we're celebrating the character of all time!! god he is so beloved to me there's no comparison #truly i feel he's everything owen has wanted to convey in a character for a very long time? maybe always #and for him to be fully responsible for mobius being the kind of person you'd save an entire multiverse for is everything 🥺💖#also yes i'm leaving the series open ended lmao let me live in my delusion of a potential s3 someday bc i'll never give that up 🙃#loki #marvel #owenwilsonedit #dianagifs

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dorianbrightmusic · 10 months

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PSA

-OCD is not a synonym for neat or preoccupied with tidiness. Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder is all about distressing intrusive thoughts and rituals (compulsions) used to combat those thoughts.

-Intrusive thoughts are not synonymous with silly things I want to do. They're deeply upsetting, often taboo mental apparitions. Letting them win is the last thing anyone wants, and nobody is immoral for having them. (See 'impulsive thoughts' if you need a term.)

-Anorexic is not a synonym for thin or emaciated. The majority of anorexic people have OSFED atypical anorexia – that is, their BMI is above 18.5. You cannot judge the severity of someone's illness by their appearance. (If you're worried about someone, look out more for rapid weight loss than thinness, even when it's occurring in someone in a larger body. 10kg in 10 weeks is never a good thing.)

-Eating disorders are not synonymous with just anorexia and bulimia. Anorexia is an ED, but it's nowhere near the most common. Bulimia is an ED, but again, not the most common. Together, they do not constitute the most common. The most common ED is binge-eating disorder, and the second most common is atypical anorexia, which is one of many, many OSFED categories. Those living with ARFID, pica, night-eating syndrome, rumination disorder, subthreshold BN, subthreshold BED, and orthorexia all deserve dignity, compassion, and acknowledgement. Remember: EDs are not necessarily thin, and never glamorous.

-Schizophrenic is not a synonym of all over the place, abnormal, unpredictable, dangerous, or crazy. Nor is schizoid or schizotypal. Folks with schizophrenia spectrum disorders live with hallucinations, delusions, disorganised thoughts/behaviour, and/or catatonia. They are far more likely to be victims of violence than perpetrators, and go to huge lengths to act okay even when distressed by symptoms.

-Schizophrenic is also not a synonym of multiple personalities/volatile. For the disorder involving having different facets of personality that are generally unaware of each other, see Dissociative Identity Disorder, and even then, don't assume it's a) dramatic as it is in the movies; b) evil; or c) trivial. DID is a trauma disorder.

-Delusional is not a synonym of wrong. Nor is it the same as this politician/friend is saying something I do not like/that is potentially dangerous. Delusions are false, fixed beliefs held despite evidence. And generally, folks with delusions don't tend to proselytise them. I know that certain politicians have beliefs that seem to persist in the face of evidence, but nevertheless, we don't need to stigmatise mental illness further to call out poor political/social behaviour. If you need a word for the pundit spewing potentially dangerous content, use 'dangerous' or 'wrong', but don't call them delusional.

-Bipolar is not a synonym of all over the place or fluctuating results. Bipolar disorder involves mood states that, even in the rapid cycling form, tend to last at least 3-4 days (mania) and weeks (depression). If you need a word for the weather, use 'British' instead.

-Psychotic is not a synonym of evil. Psychosis is losing touch with reality, whether it be through hallucinations or delusions. It doesn't make a person bad or violent. It's just a neurological phenomenon that may be distressing. It's also relatively common: 6-15% of people will hallucinate in their lifetime.

-ADHD is not a synonym of just quirky/scattered/forgetful/unfocussed/lazy/careless. ADHD is fundamentally a disorder of being able to choose where to direct attention, rather than of just I can't focus. If someone can't tune out the noise of the crowd, but can't prevent themself focussing on something trivial because their brain is wired that way, it's not laziness or just being quirky/scattered.

-Autistic meltdown is not a synonym of temper tantrum.

-Borderline is not a synonym of harridan.

-Narcissist is not a synonym of abuser.

-Mentally ill is not a synonym of volatile or bad person. This doesn't mean we have to make something artificially positive out of mental disorders. If there is good to be found in certain disorders, great; if there is nothing positive about living with certain others, that doesn't make you any less real or resilient than anyone else. It's okay to have complex feelings about your own disorders. It's okay to feel exhausted or frustrated by a disorder. But never should anyone have to face stigma.

#vent post but also important #ocd #intrusive thoughts #eating disorders #eds #schziophrenia #delusions #bipolar disorder #bipolar #psychosis #adhd #bpd #npd #cluster b #mental illness discourse #i want to make this for a couple of reasons:#a) i have intrusive thoughts (and possibly inserted thoughts) and they're awful #b) i've had OSFED and seeing the AN = thin stereotype is... frustrating #c) so so many people live with the other disorders on this list and don't get help and support because of stereotypes #d) so long as stereotype persists the medical system will not acknowledge the needs of its patients #e) while i don't have the right to speak over anyone with any of these disorders i can at least try to start a conversation #those of you with the above disorders: feel free to correct me if i stuffed up a detail #nt people you may interact with this post #everyone: feel free to add more to the list

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lunarwednesday · 8 months

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No Home has filled my heart with so much warmth and sadness at the same time -- they're a family!!! a family that lived in a creepy old house in the woods 😭

#no home #집이 없어 #no home manhwa #eunyung baek #haejoon goh #no home webtoon #no home spoilers #no home wanan #i realize that these two would never do this but let me live in my delusions #one of them would get cussed out i'm sure #no home's characters are....so perfectly flawed and have gone through so much and i love them all

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skipblebee · 7 months

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And I love you love you love you, no it's not so hard to tell And I love you love you love you, is it obvious to everyone else?

Petrigrof fluff for the soul because I NEED it before the finale

#I love that part in adventure time where Simon goes with Betty on her trip and they get married and live happily ever after #I LOVE THIS SONG 👹👹👹 ITS SO CUTE #I HAVE SOOO MANY FEELINGS RN #I NEED A FULL VERSION PLEAZEEEE PELAZE IM BEGGING YOUUU #If simon sings this song to golbetty I will actually fall on the floor and cry #When simon said that this was their song I started BAWLING bro omg #FALLS ON TO THE FLOOR DRAMATICALLY WHY CANT THEY BE HAPPY #THEY CAN MAKE IT GUYS I BELIEVE IN THEM (delusion)#GOSHHHH I DONT WANT TO WATCH THE FINALE 😭😭😭#Skipsart #adventure time #fionna and cake #simon petrikov #betty grof #petrigrof #CRIES FOREVER #That scene where they hold hands I'm GONEEEEE I'm LEAVING it's so cute it's so them I'm going to cry #Look at these lame nerds in love I care about them so so much

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j-ellyfish · 2 months

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People who engage in the Hetalia fandom while openly disliking the source material and even Himaruya himself sound kinda like hypocrites to me. Everyone's entitled to their own opinion, but please stay away from me, this kind of mindset truly annoys me and makes me uncomfortable. Am I gatekeeping? No, not really, I just believe that being a fan of something should mean, you know, being a fan and liking the source material at the very least. It should be like, the lowest the bar can get. Below that, there's not being a fan.

#if you live in your own delusion and your friends' fanon that's cool but I just can't bring myself to consider you a fan and #respect any of your opinions on the characters and anything else related to that #because really how can you have opinions on something you barely touch because 'ew canon am I right guys'???#idk I just don't understand this behavior and it makes me uncomfortable #I've been seeing this '''trend''' for quite a few years and it irks me so much #I too have some criticism of some parts of canon but spitting in the plate where I'm eating?? Nah that'd be so stupid and hypocritical #if you hate it so much then don't leech off hetalia tags #idk #you guys do you but still I will never understand nor support it #ary spoke #ofc I'm not talking about people who are new to it and are testing the waters with fanon content before actually watching/reading the sourc #material - I'm talking about the people who actively refuse to consume the source and openly hate on it and have done so for years while #still somehow engaging in the fandom and even getting mad when the most common portrayal of characters is you know CANON LEANING and #not mirroring their valid but understandably niche opinions that most often come from an interpretation of fanon #hence at least twice as far away from canon #I don't seek drama or anything please do not pick fights I just needed to get this off my chest

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drakaripykiros130ac · 28 days

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Green stans finding their way into the Team Black tag trying to convince people that both Teams end up losing the war - Never not funny.

Please, read the book and try to understand that even though the Blacks didn’t win the way they expected to, they still won. They’re still standing. They actually exist.

The Dance ends with the Seven Kingdoms under the control of the Blacks (since the final battle of the war was won by them):

Aegon III Targaryen

Viserys II Targaryen

Baela Targaryen

Rhaena Targaryen

Alyn Velaryon

Cregan Stark

Jeyne Arryn

Kermit Tully

Corwyn Corbray

Black Aly

Benjicot Blackwood etc.

Where are the Greens in this whole scenario? Dead? Extinct? Cool. Justice. House Targaryen’s biggest mistake, corrected.

So, you TG stans finally get the picture? The Greens are history (not even that, since history doesn’t bother remembering them).

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royalarchivist · 3 months

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Guys, I really hate to be a killjoy but Fit did not call Pac "babe" in today's live.

#mod talk #TBD #?#Maybe #I wanted to post an edit with that earlier but I missed the ''good posting time'' window #And now I wish I posted it anyways because I keep seeing incorrect transcripts circulating (both here and on twt)#it makes me wince a bit because I hate seeing misinformation spread #Like if it's a matter of ''let me be delirious'' go ham but I'm seeing lots of folks who didn't watch the live taking people's word for it #Delusions can be fun but on Royal Archivist I'm always going to present the facts as-is.#Translations; transcripts; whatever it is - I'll always do my best to represent things accurately #which is why I always try to ask for clarification if I'm not sure about something #This is such a non-issue but I just saw a few people get bummed out when they found out the ''babe'' thing wasn't true and it made me sad #Anyhoo. Got a couple edits to share tomorrow so keep an eye out for that

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cleo-serotonin · 6 months

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h2o so perfectly encapsulates teenage girlhood and all the good and bad that comes with it. like building the greatest friendships of your life but also losing friends you once thought were close. your parents divorcing but gaining a new parent. growing up to see the best in your parents and becoming closer to your family. getting boyfriends but knowing they come second to your girlfriends. drinking juices and shit talking and knowing you would swim to the ends of the earth for these people, because they get you in a way no one else ever will.

#and the soundtrack does as well!#oh h2o my beloved #(for the getting boyfriends part lets just put aside the fact they are gay for a moment to suspend our disbelief and allow for me to make #this connection. i speak in a canonical way. which is rare as i love to live in delusion as taylor swift once said. thank you)#h2o just add water #h20 just add water #2000s nostalgia #2000s tv #nostalgia #re: losing friends you thought were close - emma was friends with basically the whole swim team and we see them in a grand total of one #episode #yes part of it was her pulling away but also they clearly never put in effort other than coming to a party SHE organized #like;; it mustve hurt #what emma lost is definitely the saddest out of them all

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memento--moray · 21 days

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Thunder Junction Urabrask when? (Aka my continued experience painting people with furnaces for hearts always finding a way to circle around to ghost rider.)

#doodeels #art #myart #fanart #mtg #magic the gathering #phyrexia #praetor #urabrask #mtg urabrask #outlaws of thunder junction #yeehaw #cowbot #(a combination of cowboy and robot)#cowboy #continuing to live in the delusion they surprise us with an Urabrask reveal right before the set drops #they're not doing it #but every time i see a fiery cowboy in that set i get excited for a moment

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carlyleandco · 7 months

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I need Artist!Lucy next season, just her venting her frustration at Lockwood by drawing and having her floor littered with paper and pencils

#Complete Fiction make it happen please!!!#it’s one thing from the books i need next season #I’m just living in a world of delusion and denial until it actually does get picked up somewhere #l&co. netflix #lockwood and co #save Lockwood and Co

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hinaliix · 10 months

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#trigun #trigun stampede #vash the stampede #nicholas d. wolfwood #meryl stryfe #milly thompson #aaaaaaaa it feels like I haven’t posted in ages…#I recently started working so I barely have any energy to draw atm…hopefully things will start getting better soon bc I #I miss drawing these guys so much augh #Vash!! my beloved!!#also yeah the crop top idea came to me in a dream and I couldn’t get it out of my head so here we are #milly!!! i wanna see her so bad!!! I’m just living in delusion at this point

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thesaintofnevergettingitright · 6 months

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Joey Batey on Taskmaster when??? Send tweet.

#joey batey #taskmaster #the amazing devil #the witcher #mine #this is the crossover only I am asking for #fully cannot decide whether that man would hate every minute of it or THRIVE #is he a comedian? No. but we’re living in my delusion here so *it doesn’t matter*#the more I think about it the more I think there’s a real chance he’d ✨hate✨ it #but I personally would enjoy it and that’s what matters #while we’re at it throw Richard Ayoade in there too #they’ve had half the IT crowd already #might as well try to get the whole set #on the other hand Richard ayoade’s energy might be too close to Alex Horn’s lmao #they might overwhelm all other energies #we’ve gotten off topic #My point is put Joey Batey on taskmaster possibly against his will #for the culture

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why-the-heck-not · 14 days

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ugh gonna have to start a new sourdough starter; this one has a bit of mold in the sides of the jar (not on the starter itself) and ik some ppl on the internet say u could just take some of it out to a new jar and keep going, I think the safest bet is to just start over. It's only a month old, and better to go back a month than to always wonder if I'm lowkey poisoning myself every time I make bread (and wouldn't feel comfortable abt sharing that bread/starter with other ppl bc one thing to poison urself, but others?? that's a big no).

#sucks but anyways it's a process #and I don't fuck with microbiology; too easy to accidentally grow something weird and bad #elvis truly is dead lmao (that's the name of the starter (and will be the new one's as well bc I will live one delusion that it's the same #one in spirit bc I got emotionally attached to this one))#also ik what I did wrong; like yesterday I kinda forgot to feed it and also the sides of the jar weren't fully clean (bc usually I switch #jars like once a week; not every time which is what I'll start doing from here on out)#but the new one I think I'll feed twice a day from the beginning bc noticed it rly helped ti get it going #so it might not take as long as the last one #2024 #april 2024

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antisocial-cheesepuff · 1 month

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it’s fluffy and cute and i am not your strongest soldier

#me searching under the fluff tag every time i’m on ao3 #i see fluffy fics i read them #i see fluffy fanart i reblog or like it #THERE IS ENOUGH ANGST IN REAL LIFE LET ME LIVE IN MY LITTLE GAY DELUSIONS #i’ve already read about these characters falling in love and getting a happy ending #and i’ll do it again!#johnlock #enjoltaire #cherik #destiel #blackbonnet #gentlebeard #nandermo #ineffable husbands #snowbaz

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