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batwritings · 3 years

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I know I sent in something earlier- but I can't stop thinking about this (also if this makes you uncomfortable I apologize- you don't have to write it)

Dream and Sapnap and they're sharing the reader and theyre degrading and praising the reader, giving them commands over a video call- slowly making the reader their slut- and so it slowly becomes a regular thing where they all call and just go at it

being shared over a call by sap and dream > literally anything else

there's just something about being shared by them just seems so hot to me- is that bad?????also I apologize again for having sending in alot of asks- I just have smut brainrot (specifically sapnap)

-🦔

....hot damn! You’re on fire today!! Legit if you ever want to simp over this man, hmu my discord is in a previous ask (or you could message me on here but only if you’re comfortable!). Enjoy~!

Warning! There will be some degradation and talk of subspace in here! Please be careful when reading!!

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Your breath came in heavy pants as you followed the instructions from the two men in your ears. You’re watching the two men watching you back as your one hand was rubbing furiously over your sex. Your other was stroking along your neck, pretending it was Dream’s. You were so, so close to your orgasm you could almost taste it.

“Slow down slut,” came Dream’s voice, hard and commanding. “Not going to have you cumming this early, or without permission.”

Reluctantly, the hand that was touching your sex slowed to an agonizing pace. You knew the punishment you would get if you disobeyed, and while it was honestly so damn tempting, you knew better.

“So good for us,” sang Sapnap’s praise. “So sweet and obedient.”

“Th-thank you sirs,” you slur out, getting delirious from how much they had edged you over the course of the better part of an hour.

“As they should be,” Dream spat, watching you intently for any sign of deviation. “Whores like them only know how to beg and obey. Isn’t that right Y/N?”

You whine at his words, adoring the degradation along with the praise. “Yes Sir,” you respond weakly.

Dream smirks and nods. “Faster.”

Immediately your speed picks up, hand tightening along your throat. You could feel your orgasm tingling along your spine. It was taking all your mental capacity for you to even find the words, but you eventually sputter out, “Gonna cum. Please. Can I?”

Dream hums in fake contemplation. “That’s all that’s on your mind isn’t it?” he says with a disgusted tone. “Pathetic. But I suppose it can’t be helped. What do you think Sapnap?”

“I think we should let them,” he says, slowly stroking his own member. “They’re so pretty when they cum. And they have been pretty good.”

You’re barely holding on at this point, forcing your climax back by sheer will.

Finally, Dream clicks his tongue and looks you dead in the eyes over the computer screen. “Fine, fine,” he sighs. “Cum for us you stupid whore.”

Your end hits you like a freight train, nearly knocking the wind out of you as you cry out in pleasure. Your whole body tightens in on itself in your computer chair as you ride out your orgasm, barely having the mind to follow Dream’s instruction of tightening your hold on your neck. The praise from Sapnap is a mere fuzz in your ear as you collapse back, panting heavily.

“I hope you don’t think you’re done,” Dream’s harsh words cut through the fog in your brain and you lift your eyes to look at him properly. “That was round one. Go get the present I so kindly got you.”

You nod, shakily standing from your chair to retrieve the box that had come earlier that day. Inside was a lovely little vibe, but no remote. You pulled the tag keeping it from being tested and brought it back to your desk.

“Put it inside for us sugar,” Sapnap asks kindly and you do so.

Before you can begin to question them you feel the toy turn on, at what had to have been the highest setting. All the air feels like it’s pulled from your lungs, a bit of pain mixing with the pleasure. You tear your bleary eyes open to see both boys fiddling with their phones on your screen. Oh. There’s the remote...er, remotes.

“Surprised?” Dream asks with a knowing smirk. “We figured you’d deserve some form of reward, for a lowly slut that is.”

You moan loudly at his words, babbling out a string of curses mixed with “thank you sirs”.

“Aw,” Sapnap coos, breathing a little quicker now. He lowers the setting from his end to watch you squirm as he strokes himself. “You’re so cute Y/N. Love it when you get to feel good because of us.”

You whine from the lack of friction only to nearly screech when Dream turns the toy back up again. They keep you like this for a while, letting you ride the waves of overstimulation and pleasure as they turn the levels up and down. Finally your second climax starts to creep up on you and you beg in a mess of words for your release.

“Cum for us babe,” Sapnap says this time, breathless. “You can cum with me, yeah?” Sure enough the two of you hit your orgasms nearly simultaneously, you nearly bending over with how much pleasure was drilled into you as Dream cranked the level on your vibe.

You’re incoherent when you feel it still going, so you tap on your table twice. All at once sensation stops and even Sapnap’s heavy panting slows to a near halt. “If you can talk, can you give me a color baby?” you hear Dream ask quietly.

It takes a few beats, but you finally mutter a soft, “Red”.

All sternness and venom is gone from Dream’s voice then, him working with Sapnap to praise you on how well you did for them. They’re so quiet and gentle with their words you just might cry as they work you out of subspace slowly. You really were lucky to have them.

#bat writes #anon reqs #🦔 anon #sapnap x reader #mcyt smut #dreamwastaken smut #sapnap smut #mcyt x reader #dreamwastaken x reader

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mammons-best-boi · 3 years

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Part 1, part 2, (you're reading part 3)

You and Mammon dance the day away, ignoring the others knocking on your door and only joining the them for dinner before you head back to Mammon's room to play some games.

"Lucifer is not gonna get off scot-free, ya know." You say out of the blue.

"Whaddya mean?" Mammon pauses the game and looks at you.

"What he did was unacceptable and the exact opposite of what I asked him to do."

"Wait, you asked him to do that?"

"NO! No, no no no no no! I asked him to keep you away from the garden so I could decorate and then to keep you busy so I could make a picnic for us for dinner.What he did was unacceptable and I know that I can't undo it, but I want to make it up to you and, Mammon," you pause and cup his face in your hands, "you mean the world to me, I love you and I never want to see you get hurt ever again. And if that means I have to use my pact with Lucifer to make sure that happens, I will."

Mammon is crying by the end of your speech, tears running down his face. You pull him into a hug, your eyes misting up too, as he starts to babble incoherently between shaking breaths.

You stay with him for the rest of the night, holding him and playing games when he feels up to it.

The next morning, you walk down to breakfast, hand in hand with Mammon. The others, sans Lucifer, make some innuendos and a few jokes about what could have happened last night.

You notice that they're staying away from making jokes at Mammon's expense. 'Good,' you think, 'maybe they learned something.'

Everyone else sees that you're glaring at Lucifer, expecting you to explode or maybe catch Lucifer on fire with how heated your glare is.

You ignore Lucifer, except for the glares, and focus on Mammon instead. Making sure that you're firmly between the two of them all the time until you have to part for classes.

Unfortunately for Lucifer, you and him shared first hour.

"So." You start, cornering Lucifer in an empty classroom. "You are going to apologize."

"You left your request open to interpretation, I did nothing wrong." Lucifer replies, shrugging off your statement.

You glare at him and use your arms to trap him against the wall. "You knew what I was planning on doing that night! I figured you were smart enough to figure it out! I guess I was wrong." You sigh and bring one hand to your face. "You are going to apologize to Mammon and you are going to mean it."

Lucifer sighs, carefully pushing you away despite your resistance. "Mc," he begins, not even looking your way. "there were reasons Mammon needed to be punished and that day simply was a prime opportunity to do so."

"You know, Lucifer, punishments are not meant to be opportunistic." You sigh. "I'll deal with you later."

You go to leave, but stop as you turn the door handle. "Oh, and Lucifer. Do not touch Mammon without his explicit content." You tell him, activating the pact to make him listen. "I'll see you at the house." Your face lights up with a fake smile as you leave the room.

#i lied #Lucifer's punishment will be in the next chapter #gotta build up the tention and let him be a bit anxious for a while #maybe I'll do a 3.5 from Lucifer's perspective #im not the best with that though...#I'll do my best if yall wanna see that.#obey me #obey me shall we date #mc obey me #obey me mammon #mc x mammon

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angeltrapz · 3 years

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Thanks to my bestie Jack's writing I am now thinking abt the very first time Micah (Cawdor S/I) saw Wren cry over him and he wasn't even really... lucid enough to process it until later??

Basic rundown is that it's about a year and a half after they start dating, and to kind of mix things up a little bit for the campers, Micah proposes a nature hike! Most of the kids don't want to be outside to begin with, but in their minds, a walk sounds far more appealing than whatever tasks Chuck would normally assign them, so it's accepted fairly easily.

Once they get a good distance in, one of the campers decides it'd be pretty funny to hang at the back of the group, disappear and hide somewhere up ahead, and then pop out and startle everyone. So they do, and Micah does Not take it well because he hates being surprised like that - and in the most cliché way possible, he stumbles back and knocks his head against a low-leaning branch and lands flat on his ass.

And the campers just... panic. Because the One Adult they have with them is now so dazed, he's hardly making sense as he presumably tries to reassure them that he's alright, and he's BLEEDING (quite a bit bc it's a head wound). One of them legs it down the trail back to the theater and just. SHOUTS for both Chuck and Wren bc it's an emergency and Micah is hurt, which, as you can imagine after what Wren's been through, scares the absolute Hell out of him - he's not a runner, but he easily surpasses Chuck that day, taking off after the camper that came back to alert them without a second thought. He's just so scared; the last time one of his loved ones was injured here... well.

The minute Micah comes into view, head lolled back where he's resting his back against a tree trunk, blood dripping down the side of his face, already having covered one hand, Wren just sort of... crumples, for lack of a better word. He's immediately crouching in front of Micah, asking what happened, what hurts, what can he do to help, but Micah is just sort of mumbling, talking about how he's sleepy and wants to close his eyes. Wren, having dealt with concussions before (both bc of having formerly been a teacher + injuries his actors sometimes sustained on stage), knows that this is Not Good and so he's just telling Micah he can't, not right now, "please don't close your eyes, dear, not yet. It's not safe."

And he just straight up lifts Micah up bridal-style and marches his ass back to camp, Chuck + the campers following close behind, one of whom is getting quite the earful from Chuck for having startled Micah bad enough that this happened, though Micah mutters that it isn't the kid's fault that he tripped, he didn't know. Wren is just babbling to him to keep him engaged and awake, hardly making sense himself for how fast he's talking until they make it back and Micah is promptly seated in their makeshift infirmary and cleaned up.

And Wren is just... shaking, the entire time. He's terrified. He's so scared as he cleans the blood away from the (thankfully miniscule) cut on Micah's forehead, especially when his eyes keep rolling back as he attempts to pass out. After one too many of these incidents, he just... breaks down. Starts crying. And Micah is lifting a hand to wipe the tears away, brushing his thumb over Wren's cheek, asking him what's wrong and what can he do to help?

Wren just laughs a little bit, mostly incredulous, like "You're the one with the head wound and you're asking me if I'm okay??" while he's pressing a butterfly bandage over the cut, which thankfully doesn't need stitches but they're still going to bring Micah in to get looked at, just bc of the concussion possibility, and Micah's like "Yeah?? You're crying and I don't like it when you cry so I want to help??"

Anyway Micah ends up with a minor concussion and is fine, but Wren just holds him for a long time when they're in bed the night after and he murmurs, "I was so scared when I found you like that. Bleeding everywhere, nearly incoherent, falling asleep... I just - I shut down a little bit, I guess. I love you so much, and - and seeing you like that..."

"I'm okay, baby," Micah hums, knowing Exactly Why Wren was so upset about what happened. "I love you too. I'm right here. You did everything you could to help me and I'm fine, see? I'm okay. We're okay."

And they just cuddle for the rest of the night hdhdjsjs I'm so!!!

#YES wren has a huge trauma response/ptsd moment #later micah (about himself not wren's response) is like 'god that is one of the dumbest fucking things I've ever done' bc it IS #but he's always like 'thank you for taking care of me that day bc I know how scary it was for you' <33 #(chuck however never lets him live it down bbdjejwjeheh)#f/o: lawrence o'neil #s/i: micah abrahall #my writing #I guess!!!

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mytwistedhome · 4 years

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Diasomnia members when they find out you have Anorexia

Trigger warning to anyone who suffers with an eating disorder!!

It’s one of those nights again... Writing these headcanons to give myself some solace.

I hope this can maybe bring comfort to someone else, or at least provide some bit of entertainment. My intention is not to cause harm or trigger anyone. That is the last thing I want.

This time, these headcanons are for Diasomnia members. I’ve already posted ones for Pomefiore and Ignihyde (of which you can see on my blog, if you desire), and the other dorms will likely be posted the next time I need some self cheer-up.

I swear I’ll have some proper writings up tomorrow, and even more by the end of the week. And, I intend to keep my promises this time. Sorry, I’m really not much of an angel if I’m being honest. I sincerely apologize to the friends and the requesters of whom I’ve neglected. You don’t deserve to wait and wait just to see me break a promise and go back on my word. That’s entirely my fault, and with my whole heart, I am sorry.

💚

Malleus Draconia

So this is how humans hate themselves? How horrifically graceful...

Not gonna lie, he romanticizes the idea quite a bit at first

He watches with a morbid curiosity as you quickly grow thinner and thinner day after day, and how you stumble around weakly in a constant dizzy state

He finds it fascinating how a weak human can withstand such torture brought onto them by themselves

It really is odd, isn’t it?

You, a human, already bound to die after several years of life, are hurting yourself even further

You are so delicate... He's really enthralled. It's so strange how you hurt yourself in a sickly yet gracious way, and he cannot help but watch from afar

But, he knows that he cannot simply watch you forever as you kill yourself

He sees how much you are hurting and suffering, and he grows incredibly sad for you

You don't deserve to go through such pain. What ever made you decide to do this?

He can't possibly imagine what it must be like, and he becomes mournful over you

And he's now determined to bring you help, some way, somehow...

He tries to confront you about it. On those nights when the two if you run into each other outside the Ramshackle dorm, he'll make vague, elusive references to your starving yourself

The way he goes about it is oddly beautiful. He says things like "it's been several days since we've talked like this. You've grown thinner from before," and "it's often lonely and empty, the day's without you, much like how your stomach goes empty," or "you always seemed mesmerized by my abilities, particularly when I vanish from your eyes, but isn't it the same when you float through life in a dazed state of mind? From that dizziness brought on by hunger?"

And you're left with your mouth wide open, absolutely stunned. He knows. Somehow, he knows

But you still play dumb, wondering what in earth he means, knowing all too well what it is he means...

Malleus sighs sadly. The look on his face is incredibly hopeless and pitiful (and for a moment, you feel guilty for having brought him to such an emotion) before he crossed his arms and his look turns dour. He's done dancing around this topic

He's very straightforward now, telling you sternly that you need to stop this. Stop hurting yourself, stop killing yourself

He tries not to let his own feelings show, but his jaw softens and his lower lip trembles every now and then

You become overwhelmed with sadness, guilt, and self-hatred. Those are the exact emotions that Malleus was trying not to stir, but you just can't help it as he scolds you so seriously. Just how long had he known? How long had he been watching and worrying over you?

When he's done speaking, you let out a wretched gasp as you clutch your chest, your heart palpitating from the overflow of emotions, and the hunger, and the sudden movement

Malleus reaches out to you, his hands clutching your arms and steadying you on your feet as your knees buckle

He stares at you wide-eyed in shock, unable to say another word. He knows that you are weak and your health is poor, but what caused you to react in such a way just now?

Your stomach feels as if it's caving inwards, and a coldness spreads throughtout your body

Tears begin to well up in your eyes. You know that Malleus is worried for you, and you didn't mean to make him worry, but you really just wish he didn't know... That this could still just be your secret and you would get help on your own when you're ready

Oh, god... this didn't help. Somehow, this whole confrontation triggered you. Now you just want to starve yourself even more, continuing this way forever

But Malleus won't let that happen, even if it hurts you (as in, emotionally) to stop. Continuing this way would break his heart

Lilia Vanrouge

Lilia’s been around. He knows how serious eating disorders can get. I’m sure he’s seen other who have suffered or even died from it.

Actually, he was the one who suspected that you had anorexia

He noticed how you would pick apart your food before eating, how you chew so slowly, and how you are always eager to leave the meal table

Not to mention how you almost cower away in fear when certain foods are offered to you

Also not to mention how you gaze longingly at other people's plates

To him, it's obvious because he can pick up on all the subtle signs.

Confronting you is a bit tricky... He really doesn't know how to approach you about it in a way that will make you open up

When he's around you, he'll begin to ask you questions in concern

He'll often ask you if you're okay, if you're feeling alright, etc. You always lie

He knows you're lying, but he won't mention it. He'll just continue to ask if you're doing okay with sincerity every time he's around you

Eventually, you begin to realize that he is someone who might very genuinely care about you, and you are very touched by his concern. No one has ever been so worried about you before

One day, when the two of you are alone, you say something like "I'm actually not okay..."

And then you vent to him for a very long time

You even start to cry

He keeps silent through your venting, but he listens intently to every word you have to say

When you're done, he gives you a sad smile and tries his best to console you

He lets you know that you can reach out to him anytime you need

Overtime, he convinces you to seek help and receive actual treatment and recovery

Probably the most successful of all the guys in putting you on the road to recovery!

Silver

He is very taken aback

Truly, he doesn't know what to say or what to do

He immediately feels so, so bad for you... His heart mourns for all the suffering you must have been going through

He tries to be sympathetic... He really does

But at the same time, he's a bit worried about getting involved. How are you going to react to his knowing? Will you really take kindly to his concern? Or, will you push him away, as is so common a symptom of this disease?

He subtly watches you as you eat your meals. He's quite good at watching without making it seem so, and he uses this skill to keep an eye on you in concern

He sees how you cut your food into tiny pieces, how you push it around in your dish, hardly ever bringing the fork to your lips...

And his heart breaks. How pitiful it is to see you like this

He wishes he could just reach his arms out and somehow save you, help you... But that wouldn't work, would it? This is a very real problem; he can't just save you in a fanciful way, no matter how badly he wishes

He gathers the courage to approach you about it, just to let you know that he's aware of your struggle and that he's willing to listen if ever you need to talk to someone

He sits down beside you after classes one day as you're doing a bit of studying/reading. You what's you to feel as comfortable as possible, not like he's pushing you to open up if you aren't ready

You smile when you see him come close, happy to have his company

Well, this seems like it's off to a good start!

The two of you exchange a few words of warm conversation, but then a silence falls, and you see Silver's face darken, turning into a sad expression

And, after a bit of hesitation, he tells you that he knows... He knows how you starve yourself, and how you suffer, but assures you that all he wants is to help and be there for you

You are quite stunned, only staring at him blankly, unsure of what to say

It certainly cought you off guard, having him say it just like that...

After a moment, you thank him for his offer and for his concern, and you really do appreciate it

But... You are still very alarmed

You excuse yourself and head back to your firm, trying to take this all in

How long had he known...? You knew he was trustworthy and kind, but you weren't sure if you weren't sure if you wanted to let him in to such a private and major part of your life

From then on, you begin avoiding him, not wanting to let him in. It hurts him to see you hide away from him, but he expected this to happen

But then, one day, you are having it particularly rough, and you feel so miserable... You call Silver, just to hear his voice. Just to have some company. Just to feel like you aren't alone.

And he does everything he can to comfort you, listening intently to all you have to say

He doesn't push you to eat, or urge you to get help, he is just... there. And that is all you could ever ask for

He continues to be the friend of whom you seek out for comfort, and Silver is happy to be there for you whenever you need

Sebek Zigvolt

He finds out after he catches you in his arms upon your fainting

He's used to Silver falling asleep at random, but the way that you wobbled across the room, shuffling your feet and swaying as you tried to walk in a straight line, then spinning as your eyes rolled back, trying to find your balance as you babbled out incoherent sounds before sinking to the ground...

He's certainly not used to that. It terrified him to see you in such a state, and that fear turned into overwhelming worry for your well-being

He had rushed to your side before your head clashed with the hard ground. He wrapped his arms tightly around your shoulders as your head tilted back onto his chest

He gazes at you with absolute panic, his mouth agape and eyes wide with fear

He tries to shake you awake, but your head just bobs and your arms fall limply at your side, your legs having already given out entirely

In panic, he shouts for help while also loudly urging you to get up, wake up, and stand on your own two feet

Luckily, his voice was heard by a couple others (probably just Lilia or another elder student) who come rushing into the room

They see you passed out with your sickly pale and gaunt face, and they advise Sebek to immediately take you to the school's infirmary, to which he promptly obeys and carries you there

He leaves you in the care of the nurses, and the whole time that the two of you are parted, his mind is reeling with worry

He can't bring himself to relax at all. He's all strained and stressed over you! He's unimaginably worried. He really wants you to be alright...

When you finally return to your consciousness, Sebek is one of the first to know, and he immediately rushes to wherever you are, regardless if you're still feeling dreary

He, very loudly, bombards you with questions as he tries to make sure that you are alright

He's still in a bit of a panic... Are you sure that you're okay?

You assure him that you're feeling fine now as you chew and swallow your 180 calorie granola bar

Sebek is relieved, but now he's demanding answers. How did you pass out in such a scary way? What happened then? What's going on with you?

Your head starts to spin once again at his pressing questions. You can't just tell him that you don't eat

Like with Epel, you try to make excuses. First, you try telling him that you were just overheated

Sebek doesn't buy that; he explains to you that you felt cold to the touch and had goosebumps all over your body when he caught you in his arms

You then try to say that you are anemic

That could be true, but now Sebek knows you are lying, and he presses you even further

Tears start to well up in your eyes. You don't want to come forward with this secret!

But he keeps pushing you with his loud voice... You can tell that he cares, and you feel bad for making him worry so much

Maybe you can trust him...

On the condition of him keeping his voice down, you tell him. You tell him that you fainted because you purposefully don't eat enough

He doesn't take it too well... He actually grows angry

How could you do such a thing to yourself???

You beg him to please, please calm down. You try to explain to him that this is something you can't really help...

After you briefly try to explain, his brows furrow together, as if in a glare, but his eyes are so full of sorrow

His chest tightens in pain and pity... Pity and sorrow for you. That's what he feels. And helpless, as well, to your suffering

He pushes you to get help, urging you every single day

He wants to help more. He wants you to just be okay. Why can't you just wake up and not have this problem anymore? Why do you have to be this way?

But he feels like there's nothing else he can do...

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