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malimaywrite · 3 months

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i said 'female rage pls but make it women of color thx' and netflix said 'here, sweaty :)'

#and i love that for me #blue eye samurai #I JUST FINISHED AND I'M LOSING MY MIND #MY GOD I LOVE IT SO MUCH SEND HELP #i checked immediately to make sure it was renewed #and i s2g netflix better actually let this show tell its complete story i s2G

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1004knightingale · 4 months

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she's obsessed.

#kissu #lae'zel just got back from adventuring and she's already bothering shadowheart #let a girl read lae #also finish undressing maybe #new pc new csp install new brushes lol #also artists with aphantasia #i need advice bc i'm losing my mind #how do you cope with accepting what you draw versus what you think you want to draw?#and also liking your art #i don't hate this at least #shadowzel #practise sketches

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anewp0tat0 · 11 months

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Happy Fathers Day, I'm finally on time for something!!! I don't have that much flavor this time though folks. just sweetness. that's it. hope that's cool, never too bad.

if you think this is anything but platonic then no, plz. away

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missingbk-dkhours · 1 year

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Waiting for him to wake up

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sibylsleaves · 1 year

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from the love to the lightning

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But when Buck tried to ask him if everything was okay with him, Eddie just said, “Me? Of course. Why wouldn’t it be?"

And Buck really didn’t have an answer for that so he let it go.

Because Eddie doesn’t hide that stuff from him, anymore. Not since the day Buck broke down his bedroom door and found him sobbing in a heap on the floor.

So when Eddie says everything’s okay, Buck believes him.

or, after the lightning strike, Buck recovers. Eddie doesn’t.

Healing is slow. Buck knows this. He’s done this before. Last time, he was too eager, probably, to get back to work.

This time, he’s learned how to be patient.

The first week, his parents hover around the loft, offering to do anything and everything for him, even though Buck is definitely capable of microwaving his own soup and fetching his own pillows. But he can’t deny it’s nice to have their attention. Their care. Although he can’t help but be afraid that the minute they get on the plane back to Pennsylvania, it will evaporate again.

The rest of the 118 gets back to work, and Buck surprises himself by only feeling a little jealous that they get to be out there while he’s stuck on his (brand new) couch. After their parents depart, Maddie takes a few extra days off from dispatch to make sure Buck’s taken care of, although he suspects it’s more to keep him company than anything.

But actually, Buck’s days are far from lonely. Because most of them—the weekends and the afternoons, anyway—he spends with Chris. Sometimes Chris and Carla. Sometimes Chris and Eddie, when he’s not on shift. And sometimes just the two of them.

It’s strangely like the time they spent together after the tsunami. Chris is older now, of course, almost a full-blown teenager instead of a round-cheeked eight-year-old, but he’s just as attached to Buck now as he was then. Maybe even more so.

When Buck heard about the ICU caper that Chris, Eddie, and Carla managed to pull off during Buck’s time in coma dream purgatory, he almost started crying on the spot. When he asked Chris about it, Chris just said, “I had to talk to you.” Like that was that.

“I’m really glad you came to see me,” Buck told him. “Even if it was against the rules. I heard you, you know. Your voice, telling me I had to come back. I heard it.”

“I knew you would,” Chris said, and Eddie, who was standing by the kitchen door watching them, looked away.

It’s nice, that Chris wants him around so much. Buck really doesn’t have much else to occupy his time while he recuperates, and it’s pretty hard to feel sorry for yourself when you’re hanging out with the coolest kid in L.A. They even go to PT appointments together, because Buck got a referral for Chris’s clinic, since they specialize in neurologic physical therapy.

“Hey, hope you two are hungry!” Eddie greets as Buck and Chris tromp through the door after a particularly rough session.

“Starving!” Chris exclaims.

Buck looks at the takeout boxes on the dining table. “Is that Tito’s? Did you get—”

“Chili con carne?” Eddie asks, reaching into one of the bags and pulling out a foil-wrapped burrito.

Buck loves him so much in this moment he wants to cry. Instead, he takes the proffered burrito, but he must be staring a little too much because Eddie drops his gaze and starts digging in another bag for chips.

“What’d you two get up to today?” Eddie asks as Buck and Chris both sit down.

Christopher launches into a blow-by-blow of their day. Eddie laughs and smiles and makes jokes in all the right places, but Buck can’t shake the feeling that something is off.

It’s a feeling he’s been having ever since he got out of the hospital.

(keep reading on ao3)

#CHRIST this took forever to finish #in my defense i was genuinely just very busy over the mini hiatus #but i am SO GLAD i managed to get this out before the next episode because i'm already losing my mind over the poker date situation #sibyls words #buddie fic #911 fic #911fic #Buddie

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siflshonen · 17 days

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Asexual Aromantic Senku Ishigami and his gay, common law married best friend and roommate Gen Asagiri who travels for his job

#sengen #gensen #They flirt and share a bed and finish each others sentences #but they do NOT hold hands and they do NOT kiss and they do NOT have sex #senku ishigami #gen asagiri #dcst #dr stone #Senku gives Gen little gifts all the time but in the least sentimental way possible #Meanwhile Gen gives lavish gifts to fuel his secret sugar daddy tendencies #his goal is to claim it was so he could eventually cultivate sugar daddy tendencies in Senku by way of subliminal reciprocation #Senku will tell him that's stupid before throwing a new mink coat with hidden pockets at his face #Gen would prolly pick a different beautiful woman to accompany him to every public appearance he attends just to see if Senku reacts at all #I'm sure he doesn't even notice #Hope Amaryllis Kohaku and miss journalist get a free dinner out of it though #and I hope Chrome and Taiju lose their minds whenever he takes Ruri and Yuzuriha #do you see it? My vision

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saline-coelacanth · 10 months

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Chen is indirectly linked to so many things in Ninjago happening and it's kind of crazy

#ninjago #lego ninjago #i'm gonna reblog this with an in depth explanation #like a full on essay #but i just gotta finish writing it #but yeah i've been losing my mind over this since i started thinking about it last night #so now im gonna make it everyone else's problem lol

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inigostears · 9 months

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everywhere you go, love will follow you.

happy birthday to the love of my fucking life!!!

#fire emblem #caylee's art #fire emblem awakening #fire emblem fates #fe inigo #inigo #inigo fire emblem #rui's bae #husband #this took......... like 3 days........ my wrists are dead #anything for my fucking husband though #there's no inigo birthday like a self indulgent inigo birthday LOL #i'm just so happy that i finished this in time T_______T if i didn't i was going to lose my mind #definitely one of the largest pieces i've ever done #fire emblem heroes #before i forget. i am putting this in ALL the tags dammit i worked too hard on this

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asairayn · 4 months

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....even more art of sunk cost fallacy by @thedemonsurfer!!! alternate ending again this time :) because. ow. adiohosijs. aiosldjkalsxcbuslikje. jasoihfapisjodajsdejadoidjapojscojan.

Movement; long arms wrapping around his shoulders and pulling him into a narrow chest. The flat disk of a head tucking over his own, forcing his rays to retract. It’s so unexpected that Eclipse has no idea how to react, just sitting like a wooden doll in Killcode’s arms. "You can stop." Killcode’s voice is a rumble he can feel in his shattered casing, strange but not unpleasant or painful. "You made mistakes, and it's okay to acknowledge that. You can stop." …he can? Eclipse takes a shuddering ventilation and tells himself it's because of the damage. The same damage that has stripped most of the strength from his frame, making it impossible to fight his way free of Killcode’s hold and leaving him no choice but to accept the contact. (...he’s never been hugged before. Not even by Lunar, who had been much more likely to capture his hand or bat at his rays to show physical affection.)

anyways killcode should definitely look more like moon at this point but i got a liiiittle carried away giving him a visually distinct small form and kind of forgot!

it's on lined paper because i did the lineart while at a harp concert and didn't have my actual sketchbook lmao

#my art #sunk cost fallacy #again lmao #what is this. the fourth of sunk cost fallacy? fifth? it's just really good okay i'm losing my mind #i may be working on a digital version of this :)#posting this one anyways because digital art is hard and idk if i'll finish it #thedemonsurfer #edit: there will not be a digital version. i left my drawing tablet pen in the washer.

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thatonegayship · 7 months

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I loved the cowboy comic so much that I wrote a oneshot for it. https://archiveofourown.org/works/50934235 🥺 your art is BEYOND amazing, ty for the food

INCREDIBLE!!!!!

#billdip #I honestly loved this story start to finish with the ambience and quick pace #hadn't considered the possibility of Bill and Dipper actually working *together* but it's always a good time when they do ❤️#sorry it took so long to reblog 🥲#I read it like- Right when you posted. But I had to catch a plane and then drive an extra hour home and immediately get on zoom for class #and today i was just all around exhausted so i slept roughly 70% of the entire day dndsjdndnd #all that to say that I had your fic in the back of my mind and I very much wanted to set some time aside and re-read it when I got the chan #honestly with how well you set things up I would've loved to see your own rendition of their first kiss #You established their relationship really well at the start and brought them together by the end after outsmsrtong those bandits #it feels like you have a better understanding of who they are to each other than even i do 😌 very much a fan #i love when stories incorporate those sort of 'habits' that the love interests fall into #that confuses character A while character B is so clearly using it as an excuse to get close and spend more time with them #i squealed like a maniac when Bill was like oooph lemme walk you home 😏🤠#sir i am going to wrangle you up if you don't compose yourself #and Dipper's just wary of him because people as handsome as bill used to pick on him 😢#little does he know he's grown into a 10/10 cutie patootie that any cowboy would be stupid NOT to smooch #I'm a simple man. I read oblivious low-confidence cowboy being pursued by a hottie on a horse. I lose my shit #Awesome wonderful writing!!! so happy to have caught your eye and i hope to continue pumping out content for this wonderfully weird ship

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pianokantzart · 10 months

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#I'm losing my mind HOW DID THIS HAPPEN #when the comic's finished I might just need to go back and fix the little goblin skflaksjf #It hasn't even been that long it's been what... two months maybe?#Good Lord #It was my first time ever drawing Dimentio cAN yOu TeLL!?

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fictionadventurer · 5 months

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After very little research into the other writings of Laura Ingalls Wilder and Rose Wilder Lane, my hypothesis about the Little House authorship question is that the writing is mostly Rose's, but the heart is Laura's.

In Laura's newspaper columns, the parts that sound most like Little House mostly come from the extracts she shares from Rose's letters (incidentally, it's kind of adorable how proud she is of Rose: "My daughter's in France!", "My daughter's in Albania!", etc.) The prose of Old Home Town, Rose's inspired-by-my-childhood-home novel, has some of the same concise descriptive prose that I've come to associate with the Little House style (I could hear passages in the voice of the Little House audiobook narrator).

Yet the Little House soul is all over Laura's columns. She's fascinated by the simple tasks of life, believes in home and family and hard work, believes in holding onto the goodness of childhood and looking forward with hope toward the future. There's an optimism, almost a romanticism, about life. The children's series that bears her name clearly comes from the same woman.

Rose, by contrast, is much more pessimistic. When writing about childhood, she's almost cynical about the life of a small town. She highlights the dark stories underlying the wholesome exterior, is extremely sensitive to the pitfalls of the social scene around her. Part of the difference is that Rose is writing for adults, but there does seem to be an essential difference in the personality behind the pen, despite the stylistic similarities to Little House.

(At the risk of pop psychoanalyzing people long dead, Rose seems much more neurotic and introverted and sensitive than her mother. In her writings and in the books about her childhood in Missouri, she comes across as child of a fairly comfortable modern life, with all the modern anxieties, in contrast to a woman who grew up starving on the prairie and knows that there are much worse things to endure than small-town gossip).

It's not much of a thesis, but I'm just fascinated by the fact that the Little House series can share so many stylistic similarities with Rose's writings, yet feel so much more like Laura.

#little house #laura ingalls wilder #rose wilder lane #i did not finish old home town because it came uncomfortably close to deal-breaking swearing and i don't feel like dealing with that #but the book was interesting in its way #rose clearly has an agenda about women's rights #but in focusing so heavily on social justice it loses a lot of heart #if the mother is supposed to be based in any way on laura she's a bit harsh as a mother #though more open-minded than her neighbors #(always standing up for the gossiped-about women)#rose's stand-in (i'm going to assume it's a stand-in because cranford has trained me to assume #(that any first-person narrator in a book based on the author's childhood hometown is a self-insert)#kind of disappears into the background #and it's very tempting to consider how the woman who made her living as a ghostwriter disappeared behind others' stories #(also this book unfortunately seems to confirm that almanzo was a mason)#(sorry mom)#(seeing the freemason symbol on pa's grave was my most terrifying moment as a catholic little house fan)#(i'm pretty sure my mom threw holy water on it)#(took me a few years to get over that)#(now i've just accepted that american history is full of freemasons)#(and as long as she's not spouting anti-catholic propaganda her books are fair game)

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hyacinthsdiamonds · 5 months

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Seeing the same people who perpetuated or sent vicious misogynistic hate to Hannah Schmitz, as well as disgusting racist abuse towards Yuki and Alex because of FUCKING CONSPIRACY THEORIES and those who just straight up ignored it, now up in arms regarding whatever the fuck is going on between the FIA and the wolffs is beginning to piss me off. Because now that it's not someone red bull affiliated involved, it's somehow now unacceptable.

#f1 #formula 1 #formula one #who knows wtf is going on not the fia and not the teams but anyways #i will say toto needs to be investigated because of previous info breaches #but I've been saying that for years long before F1 academy was ever a thing #there's just been too many instances of him having info he shouldn't and things quietly and quickly changing for his benefit #I'm tired and stressed with trying to finish everything up for the semester hence why I've been less active #but this is just pissing me off #i never forgot or forgave the bs and abuse hannah yuki and alex got and i won't ever forget or forgive #i remember after monaco 22 i saw the anti red bull gang were claiming toto fucked up by “allowing' alex the Williams seat #apparently it was alexs fault ferrari fucked up and red bull were turning the tide smh #the bullshit ted began about hannah and yuki he will never see heaven i swear #and i know not everyone calling out the situation partook in the aforementioned but I'm seeing certain people who did #and they don't seem to notice their hypocrisy or double standards #anyway i get my one annoyed post that I'll probably delete later but at least I've got it out and can now return to watching the clown show #and ignore those with doublestandards #anyways bed now because i think I'm slowly losing my mind #it's not a good sign when you hear the imperial march in your head when thinking of college work is it

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starbuck · 2 years

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— Treasure Island, Robert Louis Stevenson

(insp)

#better call saul #breaking bad #bcs #brba #IT IS DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AT LAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#this is the Evil Gifset i've been talking about for AGES i've been going crazy over it alone for so long #not sure if it will Hit among the non-black sa.ils crowd - but i'm hopeful!!#i know Dorothy will appreciate it anyway (and Cleo too when she finishes)#istg when they actually namedropped Treasure Island in BCS i was losing my MIND...#this set was basically inevitable at that point #i just procrastinated a lot bc i didn't feel like tracking down the eps #but i DID so here we are!!!!!!!!#hope you enjoy and that it causes you great pain <33 #blood tw #injury tw #death tw #(ALMOST forgot to tag that whoops!! glad i remembered!)#lmk if y'all need it tagged with anything else #but Yeah.#it's just. about Love.#love is the point of everything forever and ever and it doesn't even matter but also it's the ONLY thing that matters #you feel me?#gus fring #lalo salamanca #nacho varga #marco salamanca #leonel salamanca #mike erhmantraut

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apoloniaspiegelgold · 4 months

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All my life I've been told by all kinds of people that they can never really tell what I'm feeling or what's going through my mind because apparently I'm always just hiding everything behind a smile so that I've become rather unreadable. And then he just. Takes one look at me and goes 'Yeah. I know that face, oh here we go again, she's about to unleash her thoughts. She's gonna bash that theory I just showed her so hard. Where's my popcorn?' I hadn't even said anything yet and he was already laughing.

And to be honest. It's quite nice to be known, actually.

#i only went to his office to ask if he wants to join me for lunch he didn't have time and yet i still somehow ended up staying for 1.5 hours #'thanks for the conversation' he said when i left. 'and thanks for keeping me from my work'#as if HE hadn't kept me from lunch when he kept our conversation going on and on with his 'wait i still wanted to show you this'#talking to him always feels like wellness for my brain somehow. like. we're different people but we think the same way.#i don't have to translate my thoughts to be understood he already gets my point before i've even finished my train of thought #every time work tires me out so much that it feels like i can't think straight anymore then i talk to him and suddenly my brain works again #and i like how he calls me out on my nonsense when i lose myself in a contradiction or don't say what i want to say or say what i don't mea #and he lets me go on extensive rants about statistics despite not knowing anything about it and doesn't even complain #he just always says 'i'll pretend i know what that means' and says i should learn it well so he can ask me for my help with it later #recently he came to me right after teaching saying 'you won't believe how much i just messed up. let me show you how i failed'#and then proceeded to recreate the entire situation and his thought process at that moment and i just #there is a very big word running around in my mind that i dare not speak of but maybe one day #i don't even know if he even sees me as much as a friend maybe i'm just some co-worker he likes talking to occasionally you know #what does it mean what does it all mean #ramblings

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akaashism · 2 years

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in this essay, i will

#so i just finished bsd #and I'm losing my mind #saw so many parallels and similarities between bsd and all the other animes i love #anyway you can't tell me oikawa dazai and gojo aren't the same person #i think they even have the same mbti type?#soukouku #iwaoi #kunikidazai #nanago #oikawa tooru #dazai osamu #gojo satoru #bungou stray dogs #haikyuu!!#jujutsu kaisen #bsd #hq!!#jjk

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