I don't want to be with someone whose heart belongs to someone else. Just once, I want to be somebody's else first choice.

In a room of people, I know who I would run to. But I’ve also come to the conclusion that nobody will run to me.

Day 6️⃣: creative day ft. Chenford inspired quote on second love ❤️ because Lucy is Tim’s second chance at love & Tim is Lucy’s first choice 🥺 and I think that’s beautiful

Be grateful 🤍 !.

_ Steve Harvey

God I wish i knew how it feels to be the first choice for once, to have someone look and choose you in a crowd of people. Only watching people get so easily what you desire is getting tiring.

First Choice

I'm not the girl you fall in love with I'm the girl you go to when you're in love "Oh but tell me will she like this?" "Do you know if girls like red?" And then I tell you to write her a letter, Cover it with love and seal it with a flower, And give it to her, With that million-dollar smile of yours The one that I fell for. I'd look at you looking at her, Your heather... I'll always be the "go to girl" and the best friend, But never the "girlfriend", I'll be cute enough to exist, But never beautiful enough to be sought for... But it's alright, I'll buy me an extra flower I'll struggle in my heels, I'll carry my bag I don't want you to be troubled, I'm independent after all, I won't get an extended hand to help me get up after I fall. I'll be the one who walks behind when there isn't space on the sidewalk, And soon you'll be distanced. When you take orders for lunch, I'll be the one you forget Cause I've always been the one who's neglected, But don't worry, I'll manage, Cause after all, I'm independent. I'm the one whose messages get ignored Cause your priority is to reply to her on our common group, It's alright, I wasn't meant to be the first choice, So, take your time… But is it too much to ask for? How does it feel to be the first choice? The kind where one waits for you with no conditions attached, The kind where you say, “I was planning to go, but I’ll stay anyway”, Would it be a little different if I do just a little extra? What if I get gifts unasked for? Could I ever be loved more? She walks by, you follow her, Midway during our conversation, I disappear, You can’t let her go home alone, it’s not safe, I know But never mind, I will walk on my own, I’m independent, in case that wasn’t already known.

By @its-ener

And I think that no matter how strong I appear, even if my skin is thick, my heart is still fragile and I will always have the doubt of being someone's first choice. It is a feeling I cannot explain.

I will never be anyone’s first choice. I haven’t been for long time and life is hard when you only get secondhand love.

not good enough

it seems like i’m never good enough. there’s always someone better. and in my case it is the people that u can worst imagine: my sisters. it is awful to live knowing that ur sisters would always be chosen first. ur always almost never a choice. it is my worst fear that someone who does like me would stop once they saw my sisters bc why wouldn’t they. they’re prettier. skinnier.

i just wanna feel good enough. i wanna be the first choice. i don’t want to be a second thought.

I want to be someone’s first choice…

I’ve never been before.

First Choice/ So Let Us Entertain You

The ocean doesn't like to be restrained 🌊!.

I can't help but feel like I'll never be someone's first choice. They may respect me. Some may even like me, but I don't see anyone picking me, choosing me, or standing up for me when I'm standing alone. I guess people don't really believe that protectors need protecting, lovers need loving, and healers need to heal; even though it's often the case that we are the ones most deprived of care and support.