Daffodil's Profile Pic (Without Background)

Happy easter fools! Yesterday was easter and today is april fools! =D Here's Daffodil the april fool + easter dragon to celebrate ^w^ I drew this on my livestream, feel free to follow and help me reach affiliate :3 if you follow then you get to play as a customisable chibi fox where you can do fun commands and take part in minigames! =D so join the fluffy gang today ^w^ https://www.twitch.tv/hazelthevixen I was gonna add a version with a background though I guess I kinda said the same thing with this drawing here, but I've been so busy.. XwX; someday I will! someday I'll give backgrounds to both pics.. <X3 Daffodil is a fluffagon and fluffagons aka maned dragons are a closed species. Please do not make your own! However if you wish to own one, I am however selling an adopt :3 https://www.weasyl.com/~hazel3/submissions/2361875/adopt-caramel-fluffagon-available-for-10 if you're interested, feel free to purchase! Your support will help me aim for a better future so thank you ^-^

Please do not steal my character(s)! They belong to me, not you. Don't add offensive tags cos ya know, it's just unnecessary.. ­ ╮(╯-╰)╭ And please do not criticise! I refuse to be criticised so please accept that. Oh and don't steal any of my artwork in any sort of way. ‾ʌ‾ Pleease be nice when commenting! Yep, fanart is welcomed as I truly appreciate gifts! ≧◡≦ Feel free to check out my other works too! I work so hard but it's always fun :3 If you can't say something nice, don't say nothing at all. Thanks for checking out my works! meep meep! ヽ(◕ヮ◕)ﾉ I'm on other places too! ^-^

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@carol-the-cat telling @hazelthevixen to stop reporting them be like XDDDD

Adopt: Caramel Fluffagon [Available for £10]

Here is a caramel fluffagon for sale! ..or coffee fluffagon if you prefer, but some people (like myself) don't like coffee, and I couldn't decide what to call it so I settled with caramel. It looks both like caramel, coffee, toffee, cinnamon, spice, and mocha so you can call it any of that or something more unique if you prefer ^w^ This is a common fluffagon that's available to adopt so please read the rules and check the species sheet before buying! I accept paypal (I'm new so please go easy on me!) and I'd like to know what you plan on doing with the character before buying because I don't want any collectors hogging all the characters, only to never be used.. X.X; Anyways, this character has actually been around for 6 years but I never quite got around to selling them yet.. ^-^; For those who care about their character's birthdays, they were created on the 9th of february 2018. I just remade that very old ref of them with a nice new one, so whoever buys the character gets the ref they can fill out to their liking along with some separate headshot and fullbody pictures, just incase UwU They were originally female but I didn't want to decide on too much for the character, since I'd prefer if their new owner gets to decide their name, personality, gender, role and whatnot. So whoever buys this character can choose whether they're boy, girl, both, neither, in between, cis, trans, etc, etc, etc. UwU Once purchased, I have a toyhouse, characterhub, and unvale if you'd like me to transfer the character over to you :3 You could always upload yourself if you prefer UwU Anyways, please include the magic word and the answer to the question before purchasing. don't know what they are? hmm maybe you should try listening and reading the description. This is a common fluffagon so they're their cheapest price at £10. Buy to use, credit when using, and no collectors!

Don't use without buying first! Once purchased, the character will be all your's, just make sure to credit me Don't add offensive tags cos ya know, it's just unnecessary.. ­ ╮(╯-╰)╭ And please do not criticise! I refuse to be criticised so please accept that. Oh and don't steal any of my artwork in any sort of way. ‾ʌ‾ Pleease be nice when commenting! Feel free to check out my other works too! I work so hard but it's always fun :3 If you can't say something nice, don't say nothing at all. Thanks for checking out my works! meep meep! ヽ(◕ヮ◕)ﾉ I'm on other places too! ^-^

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Hazey's rules for adopting ocs

Rules for when you're adopting characters from me 1. Always give credit! And I mean proper credit, not just "o credit 2 original creator" and not misspellings and shortened versions of my usernames. It needs to be one of my full usernames on one of the sites I use most (Weasyl and Linktree for example) and if possible, link back if you can! 2. Do NOT steal. The character needs to be bought before you do anything with it. No buts! You have to buy before using it. I don't want to have to put up with shoplifters thank you very much. ¬.¬ 3. Don't complain about the prices. Art is expensive. Deal with it. 4. No begging or asking stuff for free. This includes asking to lower prices, change the way of payment, giving points instead of actual money. No means no, so don't be a spoilt brat please. 5. Be nice or I'm not giving you my characters. Simple as that. 6. Chances are it might not be first come, first serve. I want my characters to go to loving homes, so if you’re buying the character, please tell me what you’re going to do with it. whoever plans to give the most development to the character will get to buy it 7. I accept payments of all currencies. Well, at least I think so.. ^w^; The prices are listed in great british pounds but don't worry! That doesn't mean you have to pay in pounds ^w^ As long as it's a real currency, you can pay! 8. No collectors allowed. Please don't buy this character just to hoard it into your oc collection.. OCs are not "rare collectables", they are not rare toy collectable action figures that you "gotta collect em all". Please don't buy them if you're only gonna use it just for display reasons only. I don't want to sell a character I worked hard on designing, only to be hoarded into your oc action figure collection. I want all my characters to go to loving homes where they have some sort of role as a character. I just want them to be loved and used, that's all.. :< 9. I have the right to refuse your purchase. If I am not comfortable giving away my characters to you, I have the right to refuse. Please don't take it by heart, I'm sure you'll find other characters out there! If you've already paid after I said no, you will be refunded. Like I said, I may need to learn how because I am still very new to paypal 10. Once bought, you may use this character how you like! Art, animation, stories, fursuits, plushies, figures, you name it! It's all yours once you buy it so do what you want! ^w^ You can make it a sona (aka self insert), hero, villain, main oc, background oc, imaginary friend, sfw, nsfw, anything you like! The only limits is these rules and how far your imagination can take you, so let your creativity run wild! :D 11. Feel free to change the name, gender, etc. If the character already has a bio filled out, you may change it to your own liking if you prefer. The bio is just a starter guide to help with starting out development for your character. You are more than welcome to keep some of the info or change it however you like! 12. You can make small adjustments. Things like scars, outfits, notched ears, missing limbs, wings, antlers, horns, slight change of markings is totally fine! However I wouldn't recommend completely redesigning a character to something completely different like a whole new species and colours, it just seems like a waste of money to buy a design then make it look nothing like the original imo but it's really up to you I guesss.. :/ 13. Please don't instantly resell once bought. Buying adopts only to sell them again is not cool. Do NOT sell them for a higher price than what I've already given, that's scamming. No more than what you paid for. 14. Refunds are a huge maybe. Once bought, there's a chance that you may or may not be able to return it. Unless it's my own species, if it has a fursuit, custom plush, and other physical items, then there's a chance that it might not be able to be returned due to complications. Feel free to sell it for the same price or cheaper however! But no higher than what you bought it for. That's unless you've given the character alot of art and media since you bought it. But if it still has the same amount of media when you got it, then you need to sell it no higher than how much you bought it for, because that isn't fair on their creator. 15. Do not give or sell my characters to blacklisted users. Blacklisted users are banished from taking part on my sites, games, livestreams, events etc, and are forbidden to receive any future works from me. By giving my works to a blacklisted user, you aswell will also be proven untrustworthy aswell as blocked and blacklisted. By purchasing a character from me, you hereby agree with all rules and promise to follow them. Breaking any of these rules will result in consequences. I work hard on all my creations and put alot of love and effort into making them. Yes that includes art for others! And I hope you enjoy them as much as I did making them :3 You will be asked the magic word which is whammy zammy. Don't forget to include it when you ask to purchase! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ I've been working really hard on saving up for my hopes and dreams cos I've been trying to make up for my rough past by trying to aim for a good future. So by purchasing from me, you are helping me, a vulnerable and disabled person, aim for a better future. Thank you for your support! ◠ω◠💛

Please be nice when commenting! I refuse to be criticised so please accept that. If you're gonna be mean, don't say anything at all. Thankies for checking out my post! Meep meep! ヽ(◕ヮ◕)ﾉ I'm on other places too! ^-^

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Fluffagon Species Sheet

hoo boy this is huge.. ^w^; I'm gonna have to make the rarities on a separate page. Just thought I'd post this sketch now just to get one thing out of the way for when it comes to preparing making this species. I've been working on fluffagons since high school but took breaks and procrastinated on it quite a bit, I only just started making major progress on it recently you see.. ^-^; Anyways, this is my first time making my own species, please go easy on me as I'm still new to that aswell as making adopts! and yes I'll be selling adopts of fluffagons too, they're a closed species so you can't make your own. I'll make a better looking species sheet later, this is just to quickly sketch out some important examples and whatnot. Sorry if it's all a bit "messy", you might have to work with what we got for now until we make a better looking sheet <:3 but don't worry, none of the designs will change or anything! however we will be adding more rarity levels. The fluffagons you see right now are the most common types you'll find LOL WHY DOES THE DON'TS OF THE SPECIES REMIND ME OF THIS VIDEO XDDDD https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WXl9-Z9k4ac I should actually make that dragongirl a character tho :o she's kinda cute :3 I'm still working on my fursuit aswell, I've also been spending lots of quality time with my guinea pigs. love my babies ◠ω◠💛 Meanwhile, while I make my fursuit, I'll see if I can sell a fluffagon adopt to anyone interested! It wont be first come first serve because I want to know what people will be doing with my adopts once they purchase them. I don't mind if the character will be a goodie, baddie, main oc, background oc, or even your fursona aka self insert in your story, just as long as the character is used.. UwU so no collectors ok? I want my adopts to go to actual loving homes, not sit on a shelf doing nothing but collect dust like some "collector's item". It'll be the same for when I sell fursuits, I work really hard on these so I'd really appreciate if you put at least a bit of love and thought into the creations you bought from me. Anyways, I've been working really hard on saving up for my hopes and dreams cos I've been trying to make up for my rough past by trying to aim for a good future. so by purchasing from me, you are helping me, a vulnerable and disabled person, aim for a better future. so thank you! 💛

Please do not steal my character(s)! They belong to me, not you. Don't add offensive tags cos ya know, it's just unnecessary.. ­ ╮(╯-╰)╭ And please do not criticise! I refuse to be criticised so please accept that. Oh and don't steal any of my artwork in any sort of way. ‾ʌ‾ Pleease be nice when commenting! Yep, fanart is welcomed as I truly appreciate gifts! ≧◡≦ Feel free to check out my other works too! I work so hard but it's always fun :3 If you can't say something nice, don't say nothing at all. Thanks for checking out my works! meep meep! ヽ(◕ヮ◕)ﾉ I'm on other places too! ^-^

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A relaxing time + Art update

Today I enjoyed a nice pampering and relaxation at the hairdressers.. (◡ܫ◡✿) I kept my hair nice and long, just how I like it ^w^ I just needed a trim off the fringe and split ends. But I also went for a relaxing hair wash and brush, I really like being brushed :3 I also had it straightened, though straightened or not, I still look amazing (◕ܫ◕✿) I suit both! Then I played pokemon go and went for a nice evening walk down to the playpark :3 I allowed Abby the absol to defend the gym as normal, and I was also walking with my buddy pokemon Furry the furret anyways, so she was in my party to help defeat team instinct :3 but my jolteon Comet handled them no problemo, she's one tough cookie! ÙwÚ Team mystic ftw! >w< but yeah it was all nice and peaceful when the children went home :3 hehe I had the park to myself ^w^ but I wasn't gonna stay for long, I decided I'll play on the rides some other time because I need to make dinner and it was getting dark (you gotta avoid poorly lit areas!), but I did enjoy the beautiful sunset and I liked the garden area too :3 I picked some rosemary for cooking and whatnot. On my way home I got to admire a lovely view of the sun setting, but also, a nice long boat was in the sea so I was admiring that ^-^ Boats are nice and pretty to see, especially in the evenings where they have their lights on ^w^ I live by the sea so I get to watch all the boats go by, it's pretty awesome :3 I took a photo! You'll get to see it on bluesky ^w^ alternatively, you can also see it on twitter aswell! I'm gonna use the rosemary with my breaded roast chicken, I'm also gonna have it with chow mein flavoured super noodles, banana shallots (they're a type of onion), and chips! (not crisps, chips!) oh and a bbq dip, can't go wrong with bbq sauce X3 yum! And I'm gonna have a nice cuppa irn bru soda! hehe, can't go wrong with irn bru either! it is just the best soda ever :D So I'm gonna be making that and enjoying some Spongebob episodes while I eat. it's been so nice, relaxing, and peaceful today ^-^ I love being a pampered princess ^w^ Before I do all that, I gotta remind you guys that art might come a little slower than normal, sorry! I've been hard at work resuming my progress on my fursuit Hazel V2! I gotta get it ready if I wanna wear it for halloween and scotiacon ^w^; but! fursuits are art and art is fun to make, so I'm enjoying the process of making Hazel V2 ^w^ I'll maybe get to work after some of that delicious dinner, but yeah I didn't realise that today was gonna be so good! I hope all my fluffies are having a good time too ◠ω◠ Anyways thank you for reading :3 Hope you don't mind art and livestreams being a bit slow for now <:3 But no worries, I'll see if I can share other things so yea! ^-^

Please be nice when commenting! I refuse to be criticised so please accept that. If you're gonna be mean, don't say anything at all. Thankies for checking out my post! Meep meep! ヽ(◕ヮ◕)ﾉ I'm on other places too! ^-^

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Hazel's Leap Year Post - Warnings, news, updates, and more!

Happy leap year! I'm not sure how else to celebrate except with my first journal post of 2024 (and first journal in a while), but who knows, maybe I'll think of somethin' ^-^ So how's 2024 so far? For me it's been alright UwU However, I am excited, I feel that 2024 could hold alot of potential for being a good year! >:3 Most days seem to be rather chill at the moment, I have enjoyed a few good outings tho :3 But I'm excited because I'm finally seeing to my big dream of mine! And that's travelling the world! ^w^ I will be going abroad to somewhere nice and hot in november, but I'm also hoping to make more friends locally aswell as seeing if any of my local pals would like to go on holidays with me before november aswell, cos it is quite a long way till november :o I'm hoping I'll get to travel alot this year, my new year's resolution is to travel and make friends after all ^w^ So as you may already know, I'm a very shy person, especially in the offline world. I'm not really confident enough to make the first move, though since I'm working on making more friends, especially offline friends, I'll have to see if I can try and come out my shell more.. ^-^; But I'll get there! I've made friends before and I can make friends again. Wish me luck! :3 Oki so..updates! First of all, I would like to say happy new year and happy chinese new year :3 I enjoyed some food and takeaways aswell as watching the cartoon movie on Disney's Mulan UwU It was great! Mushu is a funny character hehe X3 He is the dragon, which is this year's chinese zodiac. Last year's zodiac is the rabbit! and I just so happen to be the year of the rabbit ^w^ So last year I celebrated by making a new bunny oc. She is part scorpion and part lionhead rabbit, I made her on my birthday to celebrate that aswell as my zodiacs. I am a scorpio aswell as a rabbit, so it only makes sense that my bunny oc is part scorpion! I don't know what type of scorpion but I do know for sure she is a lionhead rabbit :3 I call her Scorpio Bunny, she's not really a fursona but she's still very cute ^w^ I'll post her at some point if I haven't posted her already. But if I have then you should be able to find her in my gallery! :3 I've also been branching out alot to other sites this year, to y'know.. get my works out there and try and get more noticed UwU I've been branching out to reddit, unvale, bluesky, and no mcroll this time, but seeing as it looks like the coast is clear, I returned to deviantart as for now. don't miss the community, but I do kinda miss some of the site's old features.. ÚwÙ No I'm not giving out links here, that's how the stalkers find me. If you want to follow me on those places, you'll have to message me privately. U.U And I wouldn't recommend searching for my accounts either, I somehow managed to get popular enough to end up with imposter accounts, so if you think an account could be me, ask the security questions I have provided on my weasyl and toyhouse (I plan to make security questions available on other places too). Ask several, and if they answer incorrectly or refuse to answer them, then you'll know it's an imposter and not me. The imposter accounts were created by jealous haters who have no life, as their pathetic attempt to frame me and spread more of their crappy fake rumours. But at least every smart person knows not to fall for those lies, only a stupid fool would believe such lies about me.. UwU Anyways, the imposters post disturbing content so that's also part of why I wouldn't recommend searching up my name, especially if you're a bit on the innocent and/or sensitive side. Stay safe! However, I might give out my new subscribestar just so it's easier to access, I might migrate there instead of using patreon because I hear patreon is giving out bans to artists who make content of higher ratings, so I might have to make big changes to my patreon and only make content for all ages, but I'll sort that out later, I'll be needing to make some big improvements to my tiers anyway.. ^-^; My subscribestar is still awaiting for approval, heck even I'm waiting too. I don't know how long approvals are suppose to take as it's been several months now. Until then, please feel free to check out my new subscribestar! https://www.subscribestar.com/hazel?redirect_notice=true I think you can subscribe once it's been approved, but I'm still new here and learning my way around so who knows :o Okay! so plans..what do I plan on doing? well.. in the online world, I am not only hard at work with my comic and artwork, but I have a little surprise that might come later after my comic ^-^ I wont say what because stalkers might try to copy me, but it'll definitely be something fun that you can try out if you like my characters ^w^ Subscribers and patrons will be the first to see new comic and animated episodes when they are out, as it might be a while until the series releases to the whole public, but subscribers will also be first to try out a fun feature where they can interact with my ocs ^w^ The reasons why I'm releasing it later when the comic is out is because you may not know the characters very well before you see stories and media of them, while when you actually go and see them, you develop a fondness to your favourite characters. So that's why I'm releasing the other feature later so people can interact with their favourite characters ^w^ I may however release another feature sometime soon before or during the comic, my good friend Chris aka Employee205664 suggested an idea of another way you can interact with my original characters so shoutouts to Chris aka Civil Defence Fox he's a good pal :3 maybe the other feature will be a bit of a surprise too ^w^ but I think Chris probably knows what it is X3 sshh it's a surprise lol! XD I'll tell you what it is when it's out ;3 but as for now, subscribers gain early access to cool stuff like this =D so if you're a huge fan then I hope you'll support me enough to become a subscriber ^w^ I've had a rough past so the money will go towards helping me aim for a good future to make up for past abuse. Keep in mind that I do work slowly, so as you may of noticed, I even be a while on content like artwork, but I do get things done and I do put alot of love, thought, and effort into the things I make, so it'll all be worth it UwU I've been making The Waffle Stars series since forever so I hope it'll gain alot of love when it's out ^-^ As for offline goals! I've been trying to tidy up all of my house so we can finally get some decorating done, put shelves up, and put up all my wall decorations that's hogging my drawers. I'm also seeing about being allowed a small dog, because of my invisible disabilities, I am eligible for a service dog. another shoutout to my good friend Diamond Faith for the helpful suggestion :3 But before we can be allowed a service dog, we have some obstacles to face First of all, my house does not allow me keeping a dog because the housing people said so. They don't like us keeping dogs and apparently cats aswell I've heard, so I was lucky to be allowed my guinea pigs, since animals kept in cages and tanks are less likely to cause damage to the house, and rodents like guinea pigs need to be constantly chewing on things (it's to keep their teeth healthy) so that's why I give them wood, cardboard, and hay for that reason. So we're planning on leaving the housing people that's not letting us have a dog Secondly, I'm currently proving that yes, I look after my guinea pigs well, I'm probably better at that than looking after myself, but I can still take good care of my house and self too, so I'm proving I can do all that to prove I can look after a dog aswell, because I've lived with dogs ever since when I was wee, so I have at least a bit of knowledge and experience with both dogs and guinea pigs, due to them being animals I've owned before And as I've mentioned before, we're tryna see about travelling more because travelling makes me really happy, it brings me alot of joy. So I'm aiming for a good future to have many things that could bring me joy and happiness, that's the key to having a good future, to work towards your hopes, dreams, and things future you will be able to thank you for ^-^ That aswell as always looking for things to keep you happy and entertained :3 I want to be a pampered princess! XD I'm also gonna try and make lots of local friends, I mean I have alot of online friends, I'd like to make just as many local friends because sadly I've lost touch with alot of my old school friends as I grew older and I would like to reunite with some aswell as making new ones too. Thing is, I'm very shy. So I need to try and practice coming out of my shell more, I think I need to step out my comfort zone sometimes and meet new people <:3 I'm currently hard at work on my art and trying to get some of them finished soon, but I still enjoy making my content, I make everything all for funsies :3 I've also improved my streams lots! now you can become a cute chibi fox when you subscribe to my livestreams ^w^ You get to customise the fox you play as, aswell as taking part in minigames to earn prizes! =D I also started using my mic on streams and made a pngtuber to go along with it, so join the fluffy gang today by becoming a follower on my livestreams! ^-^ https://www.twitch.tv/hazelthevixen I've got alot of offline goals aswell as online ones, they may not be new year resolutions, but they're still goals I'd like to work towards ^-^ Wish me luck! :3 And if you've read it all and made it this far, I jus wanna say..congrats! =D Have a lucky clover ^w^ *she gives you a 4 leaf clover to bring you good luck to all her friends and fans* 🍀 Thank you for checking out my post! :3 *the cute fox is wagging her floofy tail* Take care you guys ^-^

Please be nice when commenting! I refuse to be criticised so please accept that. If you're gonna be mean, don't say anything at all. Thankies for checking out my post! Meep meep! ヽ(◕ヮ◕)ﾉ I'm on other places too! ^-^

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Laura The Chicken (Somewhat Old Art)

This is my bird oc Laura :3 She is a light sussex hen and an old character I've had since 2017. We don't see enough chicken ocs so at the time I created her, I thought why not ^w^ It's nice to have characters of not so common species sometimes :3 I use to own chickens back when I lived in the countryside. I really like chickens, the bird, the eggs, and the meat. But I would never eat my friends ofcourse, just the eggs but that's about it really. I think one of our birds was also a light sussex like Laura is Recently my offline friend treated me to a surprise :D We went out to big town to check out some of the cool shops before going to the surprise, when we arrived, that's when I found out what the surprise was! ^-^ We went to see Wish at the cinema and I had lots of popcorn and irn bru ^w^ We both had popcorn :D My friend likes toffee popcorn while I like sweet and salty, yum! The movie was good too! I really like Star, he is actually alot funnier than Valentino who was suppose to be the funny one, but both are adorable ofcourse ^w^ I love the meaning of the movie, make sure to follow your dreams and make all your wishes come true! :D I also met an adorable tuxedo kitten on the way home, it had the cutest mews and I gave it some cuddles :3 It reminded me of Zack's cat form, who also looks alike ^w^ Anywho, please enjoy this really old art of Laura :3 This character and artwork was made all the way back in 2017, I'll maybe see about drawing her again when I have the time ^w^ For now I am hard at work on other artwork I am trying to get ready before the year ends, I've also been trying out different toy slimes and enjoying playing with them, aswell as enjoying other hobbies too like cooking, watching cartoons and anime, roleplaying with friends, and even playing Pokemon Scarlet and Violet with my good friend Wolfypoof :D We find it's easier to talk on voice call when we play games, it's fun ^w^ lol have a cute bird sneeze X3 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sTH1Sn23rIo

Please do not steal my character(s)! They belong to me, not you. Don't add offensive tags cos ya know, it's just unnecessary.. ­ ╮(╯-╰)╭ And please do not criticise! I refuse to be criticised so please accept that. Oh and don't steal any of my artwork in any sort of way. ‾ʌ‾ Pleease be nice when commenting! Yep, fanart is welcomed as I truly appreciate gifts! ≧◡≦ Feel free to check out my other works too! I work so hard but it's always fun :3 If you can't say something nice, don't say nothing at all. Thanks for checking out my works! meep meep! ヽ(◕ヮ◕)ﾉ I'm on other places too! ^-^

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The magician's fireworks

Witch Hazel: heey look! :D Zack: huh? :o Lavender: *turns to look at Hazel* ..? Witch Hazel: ready? ready? okay.. ready..? Cody: *ears perked up* yas? =D *also turns to look* i has no idea what i is ready for, but i is ready! ÒvÓ Zack: w-w-w-wait a minute! ready for what? 0-0; Witch Hazel: ohh, you'll see ^-^ check this out! >:3 *uses her shooting star wand to create loveheart and star shaped fireworks in the night sky* Zack: oooh..! (◕△◕✿) *is admiring all the pretty colours in the sky* Lavender: *is impressed by the firework display, is applauding* ^w^ Cody: OOH!! DO A BUNNY!! 8D Witch Hazel: okie! :D *she uses her magic powers to create fireworks that look like cute bunnies in the sky* Cody: WOOHOO!! ≧ヮ≦ Max: *comes outside* >:c hey keep it down i'm tryna rea-whuh..? *sees the firework display* now that's impressive! UwU alright reading can wait, i'm seeing the fireworks first! >:3 Everyone: *is enjoying the fireworks at night*

Fireworks are awesome :3 + Pokemon Go and other goodies 'n' stufff

Here in the UK the fireworks have come to town! :D And it is bonfire night so happy firework night ^-^ I saw some really cool fireworks right outside my door tonight while I was playing pokemon go :D Team Mystic ftw! X3 I had my roserade, braixen, and meowscarada left at gyms to defend and it seems that my fellow teammates have joined yaay ^w^ well, I joined one of them X3 that was the one where my meowscarada came along :D We brits don't get 4th of july celebrations like the americans do, but we do get bonfire night and that's still cool ^-^ This year's firework night sadly doesn't really have a big firework display, but at least the fireworks were coming up here and there all around town, which was still pretty cool :3 Who knew playing Pokemon Go on the night of the fireworks was gonna be so fun? :D Don't worry tho, my eyes aren't glued to screens so when I talk to offline people or see to offline things, I always put my phone down and pay attention to whatever's happening offline. Sadly not many people do this, but I think they should do it more y'know? I am so proud of my guinea pigs, they don't mind the fireworks one single bit and have been carrying on enjoying life :3 They were being adorable today, I gave em lots of cuddles and attention >w< I love my babies 💛 Anywho, now I'm back home and preparing a nice hot choccy and my caterpillar birthday cake since it was my birthday recently, and I've been enjoying watching the One Piece anime lately so I'm gonna go watch some moar of dat X3 Oh and lately I've been standing up for myself because I have this stalker who has been copying, plagiarising, stalking, lying, and harassing me for half a decade now, and even though alot of the time I was just peacefully walking away from it all, the stalker and harasser was still poking the bear (or fox to be exact) and is still doing so, despite the fact I never even did anything wrong. So I actually found that standing up for myself seems to be alot better than avoiding and keeping quiet like I was told. I will not keep quiet and run away no more. I will stand up and protect myself. Self defense! >:3 Aaanyway! After I post this, I'm gonna watch One Piece while I have some caterpillar chocolate birthday cake and orange flavoured hot chocolate with marshmallows :3 Peace! ☮

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It was my birthday :D + Happy halloweeeen!

2 days before halloween, on the 29th october, it was my birthday! :D I am now 24 as for now ^w^ Before my birthday we went on a nice relaxing train ride to big city where I was doodling some sketches on the way there and on the way home :3 You can get to see them here! I also had alot of fun at big city, it was nice looking at all the fun things and cool toys at the shops X3 Though after we got off the train, we also went to pizza hut which was before the shops, and me and my helper had some really good hawaiian pizza with ham, cheese, and pineapple, and we had em with bbq chicken wings, onion rings, and nachos with a dip and salad of our choosing! and for dessert I went for my childhood favourite: the ice cream machine! where you get to add your own sauces and toppings to your ice cream! it was great :D so that was before my birthday :3 But on my birthday I had a mcdonalds happy meal at big town! And in the happy meal I got a triceratops squishmallow X3 in The Land Before Time, they call the triceratops the threehorn dinos! that's what Cera is :3 I also got chicken mcnuggets, chips, and an oasis drink at McDonalds :3 They always do the best chips there X3 unfortunately no mcflurries this time, Mcdonalds said the machine wasn't working :c but that's alright, the food and the happy meal toy still made me happy ^w^ It's been forever since I had a happy meal so it felt nostalgic finally getting one again just like I use to do :3 I also did some fun shopping and got all kinds of cool things while I was out, including a make your own milkshake that comes in bubblegum flavour! yum! ^-^ There was also a pink version with strawberry, but I like bubblegum best so that's why I got the blue one :D it also came with candy which you can decorate the milkshake with so that sounds really cool X3 I saw some really cute pets at the pet shop too, I was saying hello to the really cute rats, gerbils, hamsters, and guinea pigs :3 The guinea pigs reminded me how much I love my ones at home so I said hello to mine when I got home, they were happy to see me ^w^ There was two black gerbils that looked just like my Dusky 💜 I miss him, he was a black gerbil too, and a very sweet one that is <:3 there was also a dark grey gerbil and a really cute light brown one with black here and there :3 I also said hello to the pet fish at the pet store, they were so cute and colourful, fish always make the funniest of faces lol X3 derrrp! XD I love how guppies have a big colourful swishy tail as they swim :3 so prettyy ^-^ I'm actually interested in getting more pets sometime if I'm allowed :o I'll see if I'm allowed birds, like zebra finches or whatnot. if not, I'll see if I'll be allowed some pet guppies because I've always loved guppies and I hear they're super easy to care for :3 and if not, I'll still be happy with my sweetest lil guinea pigs >w< They're my family and I will treasure them forever 💛 If I ever do get anymore pets they'll be family too ofcourse! ^-^ After that we came home with a bucket of kfc to enjoy at home :D The kfc people were super kind, they even gave a free cookie when they found out it was my birthday X3 I was also wearing my new Spongebob tee on my birthday that day too and I got a unicorn snowglobe for my birthday that plays a music box :3 well it's actually an alicorn because it has wings :D I have a princess castle snowglobe already that plays a music box already and I love it, it's very fantasy like ^w^ what's great about these ones is that they not only play cute music box tunes, but they also have colourful lights, and you don't even have to shake the snowglobe as the snow or glitter goes around for you when you turn it on :3 I also got some Spongebob comics which I'll enjoy and I got a squirrel plushie that's just like my old one I use to have when I was as a kid ^-^ The old one I think I may of had on my 5th birthday before, but sadly not long after back then, I was forced to send that one away or my parents will beat me up, because my abusive family always tries to take me away from the things I love, that's why I think families are stupid and a waste of time and I don't like them. Friends are so much better and I choose friends over family any day.. ÚwÙ But it's okay if you like your family tho! But I don't like mine so I hope you can understand why I don't support mine. But I'm glad I can finally be able to get my old squirrel back without my stupid family telling me otherwise and telling me what to do all the time, cos I missed my squirrel so much QwQ But now my new squirrel will get to join me as I relive my childhood <=) and she's just like my old one too! ❤️‍🩹 I can't remember what I called my old one but I think I'll call this one Acorn :3 She's a cute red squirrel ^-^ I already have a cute grey squirrel stuffie too and he's called Peanut! :D I like him aswell X3 Oh and me and my good friend Wolfypoof were having a fun discord call aswell on my birthday and after it too :D I got to play Miitomo again thanks to an unofficial revival by Kaeru X3 You have no idea how many times I stuttered that name on the call because I wasn't sure what was the correct pronounciation was XDDDD And I still don't know how it's pronounced >=D I dare you to tell me to say the...the abonibal snowman on voice call-see I even can't spell the adomino snowman either XDDD and they get confused with the yetis alot of the time too lol XD AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS THE DIFFERENCES XDDD /lhj Also for once I did a birthday song and cake with friends instead of family and it was actually alot better! :D Heck even my friends put way more heart into birthday songs so much more than my family would ever do UwU even if some of my friends aren't confident singers, at least they're not lazy like my boring old family lol. Had alotta friends join me for last year on my birthday, but this year they were all too busy :< but I appreciate that my good friend Wolfypoof made the time to celebrate with me so shoutouts to Wolfypoof, check out her amazing works :D https://www.weasyl.com/~wolfypoof It also feels like forever since I had a birthday song and cake, so it felt so nice to have it again y'know? ^-^ I dunno why I stopped, but I'm glad I managed to do it again because it helped make birthdays more special, and it was my first time doing it with friends so it was even better this time, because I was with people who actually make me happy X3 Unlike my family who brings constant fuss, negativity and drama lol, don't like their toxic vibes. I'm glad I chose to be nothing like my family when I grew up too! cos I am my owwnn person.. UwU Feels good to be free and good to be me! :D 🎵 Cos I'm free, to do what I want! Any old time..🎵 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pPqQ-TQw9F8  So we talked alot about the birthday celebration, lemme tell you how I celebrated halloween! :D So before halloween on different days, I've been listening to my halloween playlist on Spotify https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0VzstQqoMDWT3AzzNwyus7?si=7daab703aed5487b and I've been checking out all the cool halloween displays too! At shops and at other houses too X3 I've also been watching Hotel Transylvania 1 and 2 on different days aswell as watching Funnybones before bed on some days :3 I also watched some spoopy Spongebob episodes such as Squidferatu and Slappy Daze. I also plan to watch the Scaredypants episode and The Legend Of Boo-kini Bottom :D I'm a huge fan of Spongebob hehe X3 Oh and this halloween night I actually been out trick or treating in my fursuit! :D My helper was surprisingly a really good fursuit handler for her first time, it was fun hanging out and meeting all kinds of people and their reactions hehe X3 there was nice kids too! I was about to take my head off so I can go back to the car, but I didn't in front of the kids because I didn't want to break the magic <X3 with adults it's different ofcourse, because they know I'm dressing up, while some kids would probably think I would be a real walkin' talkin' fox XDD I actually wanna go public fursuiting more often :3 I might start doing it more on the autumn and winter because I'm not fond of the cold weather during those times, but fursuiting makes it easier to handle cold weather. I hear you can overheat more during the spring and summer if it's hot <:o So while I'm more of a summer girl, I think there's something to look on the bright side when the cold weather is bad UwU I could go out public suiting more :D hey who knows, maybe I'll get to be a sports mascot one day XD Or maybe be like my good friend Aoi and help with charities! ^-^ Shoutouts to Aoi too tho, she's doing a really good thing helping the disabled and vulnerable :3 https://www.weasyl.com/~aoithedragon I came home with a bag o candy and some toffee apples X3 I gave some candies I didn't like as a thank you to my helper also :3 She likes those ones more than I do at least X3 I also noticed I had a regular apple aswell, but I kinda already had apples at home so I hope she don't mind me giving her that one too <X3 the apples at home are pink ladies, my favourite kind of apples, so I gotta eat em up first. Wait I should probably eat the toffee apples first, not just cos they're great, but also cos I dunno how long it'll last with the toffee 'n' all.. <:3 ah well, good treats! :D The people were very kind, and the one with the toffee apples said I was allowed more than one, but I didn't wanna take too many cos they might not last long enough for me to finish em fogiufogufiofuod I also didn't wanna be greedy so that's why I sticked to just the two ^-^; There was plenty tho, dw! so I'm sure everyone got some ^w^ Oh yeah I actually had a spoopy story I was working on! Sorry it's taking a while, it's quite a biiiig literature.. ^-^; So I might be late again sorryyy! But I'm almost there so I'm gonna see if I can actually share it in time for halloween this time >:3 No promises tho! I'm even still working on the cover too <=D But you'll get to see it on my weasyl when it arrives https://www.weasyl.com/~hazel3 Stay tuned! ^-^ But for now, enjoy my new zodiac oc I drew for my birthday :3 She is the Scorpio Bunny! https://www.weasyl.com/~hazel3/submissions/2319225/scorpio-bunny Anyway, I hope you guys had a really good halloween! This is the first time in ages I had a really fun halloween so I'm glad I got to go trick or treating again! I hope I get to go to halloween parties again X3 those were fun too! I actually had more fun cosplaying and meeting everyone than getting the candies X3 but the candies was a nice thing too ofcourse! One of my favourite ones I got was a chocolate rolo and I love rolos X3 It's been a while since I had rolos and I forgot about them for a while, so today also helped me remember a candy I loved so that was awesome too ^w^ Anywho, happy halloween, trick or treat, and thank you for reading! :D

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Hazel's Sketch Dump Train Doodles [WIP]

Oki soo..first time in so many years I finally been on a train again! And I gotta say..I actually enjoy travelling on there alot more than I do on cars and busses! :D Here's some sketchy doodles I did while I was on the train. You may notice these are different from the usual sketches I do when I'm at home, this is because I was drawing on my phone :3 On the left we have Splitsune trotting along, and on the right we have Sakura loafing X3 I plan to make these into finished pieces sometime later. but for now, enjoy these travel doodles! I had fun doing them, I plan to sketch out more art ideas when I travel more, especially on the train! It was alot nicer and relaxing than travelling by bus or car :3 They had tables where you can sit at, and I hear they serve food there aswell! I was saving my appetite for Pizza Hut at the big city tho, as we were gonna have a big fun day there :3 I got to see so many cool things at the shop and managed to buy a few goodies ^-^ I like how the train moves nice and slowly tho, it's good for my motion sickness cos it means I wont feel as nauseous. It's also very relaxing, on the way home I put my arms on the table and used them like a pillow to rest on when I was sleepy going home. It was a tiring, but very fun day and I hope I get to travel more often to more fun places! :D

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Trueno La Gata Bruja / Thunder The Witch Cat

¡Esta es mi carácter nueva! Su nombre es Truena, ella es una gata bruja muy valiente :3 I will be needing to practice my spanish more as I should hopefully be travelling alot next year! 💖 We're thinking early 2024 I could go abroad so here's to hoping I can finally start my dream! :D I love going to so many cool places and I hope to actually travel outside of scotland aswell! ^-^ I'll maybe travel around here and the rest of britain more when the summer comes again :3 Anyway, here is my new oc Thunder! Isn't she amazing? ^w^ She is a very pretty witch cat, but a daring one that is! >:3 Though I think her foolishness led to her having a scar and an ear notch, but at least she survived! She is one tough cookie ÙwÚ I have scars irl too, but not on my face like Thunder's, so I thought it would be nice to have an oc that has a bit of body positivity going on ^-^ Cos you can still be beautiful when you have scars, but they just show that you can be both beautiful and strong! 💪😉 Thunder will be in the new literature I'm working hard on. She is a lightning mage who uses self magic :3 I'll be busy and hard at work with the projects I'm working on. I'm hoping I can get all these projects done before my birthday ^w^ Anywho, enjoy my new character! :D She can also be without her mage outfit which you can find here!

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Happy autism pride month! Here are some au-some facts about us! + Story time

It's autism acceptance month! And you know what that means.. ^-^ Happy autism pride! ^w^ Today I will be listing some cool facts about us and why being autistic is a good thing! :3 1. We have enhanced senses! Whether it be sight, hearing, touch, smell, or taste, we sense more than normies do! Ever noticed patterns and found interesting shapes on every day objects? That's like the advanced version of finding shapes in the clouds! =D Or maybe you're like me, I always get told by others that they can't hear what I'm hearing, and that I tend to hear things that other people might not hear or notice. Hey maybe that's why my fursona is part fennec, I'm all ears! XD So if you're autistic, next time someone dismisses you as being "sEnSiTiVe", correct them that it's not sensitivity, you just have enhanced sense of smell/hearing/sight/touch/taste unlike them boring normies lol 2. We're different, and that's not a bad thing! I've stopped taking weird as an "insult" and started taking it as a compliment. Because you know why? Normal is boring. Yeah you heard me, normies are boring. Weird is good, weird is unique. We autistic people are different and unique, but normies only make that out to be a so called "bAd ThInG" because they're trying to force us to be the same, to be the same boring dull normie like they are. Well I say screw that because if everyone was normal and the same, the world would be boring, that's why normal is boring and weird is unique. Normies hate different because they are jealous of us. In a world full of neurotypicals, it's like a dull, boring, depressing world full of dulls..greys..boring stuff...so that's why neurodivergent and autistic people exist, we're that fun bright neon rainbow in amongst all the boring greys of normality. So next time someone wants you to blend in and be normal aka boring like every other normie, don't listen to them, they're jealous of your cool uniqueness. Autistic people are made to stand out from the crowd, not blend in. That's why masking isn't healthy for you. If you can, be yourself! Especially around your friends, you know you've got a real friend if they love and accept you for who you are instead of judging and criticising you. 3. Everyone says we're superheroes, and well..it's true! https://autisticandunapologetic.com/2019/06/29/5-reasons-why-autistic-people-are-superheroes/ There's been a whole article explaining what makes us real life superheroes, and it's not just a common interest that my fellow autistics have, some of us really are superheroes. Like me! I like to be my own superhero all the time ^w^ I stand up to toxicity and antisocial behaviour, I stand up for what's right, that's why you see me come off as a sassy, hostile, badass vixen, because I am defending against toxicity and bullying. The haters only hate me because they went insane after I stood up to their toxicity and cut them off, so that's why the rabid haters are out for blood, they may try to lie about me and villainise me, but at least me and my real friends know who the real villain are.. ¬w¬ that's right, the haters! Also don't listen to losers who think we aren't superheroes, these sad sore losers are ableists, and ableists want to brainwash us into believing that autism is what they claim a "tragic mental illness disease ohhh the tragedy, ohhh the drama... BAWWWWWW!!1!11!11111" they can fuck off lol autism has nothing to do with any of that. Autism is an identity, it's who we are, it's not an "illness", it's not a so called "tragedy", and we don't need a cure. Studies have shown that cures kill, because autism is not an illness, illnesses can be cured, but autism can't, because it's an identity. Trying to stop autism is like trying to stop people from being cishet and lgbtqia+. You're wasting your time ableists. ;3 So autistics, ofcourse you can be superheroes and don't let some dramaqueen ableist tell you otherwise. UwU Here's a picture of me being a superhero :3 4. Each autistic is born with a special talent! Whether it be dancing, singing, acting, voice acting, story telling, drawing, music making, art in general, and more. For me, I was born an illustrator, when I was just 2 years old, I picked up the sketcher board for the first time and started doodling. I enjoyed drawing dogs because they were my most favourite animals and special interest. I may of not been a professional artist (like I am now) as I first started out, but hey, it was a start, and my drawings might of not been that good, but I was enjoying myself, I was very little, and everyone starts somewhere. So I've been drawing ever since. I started from sketcher boards to pencil and paper and now digital, and I still enjoy it to this day! I've also learnt other talents along the way such as sewing and the things I've mentioned before. What's great about autistic art is that even our own art styles are amazing and unique in our own way! I haven't seen an artstyle anything like mine before, as mine is a combination of cartoon and anime style. I like to call it, the cartoonime style. Cuteness is my specialty, please go follow if you like cute things :3 5. We're way bigger fans of things than normies will ever be UwU By the power of special interests! >:3 To ableists, they lie that we're "oBsEsSeD" because they are jealous of us ausome autistics UwU But the truth is, our interests have nothing to do with "limitations" and are no where near "rEsTrIcTeD" as the ableists claim. We just have a few favourite things in life known as special interests. This can include (but never limited to) hobbies, animals, countries, languages, places, media, objects, too many to list Like for example, I can share you some of my special interests. I really like Spongebob, I've been watching it since the very beginning as the first episode was released in 1999 the year I was born, so I grew up with Spongebob :3 I love both old and new Spongebob, I've had some Spongebob pyjamas I loved as a kid (I miss them) and I have a cute Spongebob imagination top that I wear today :3 I really enjoyed playing the Spongebob edition of Drawn To Life, that's what got me into Drawn To Life to begin with. I have some plushies and I have some chibi styled keychains of Spongebob characters that I really like :3 They're on my ita bag along with some cool badges of all the things I like :D I like lots of things ^w^ There are also some animals I really like, I don't know if they are special interests or no, but maybe they are, maybe they were at some point, who knows. Anyway, I really like dogs, foxes, and guinea pigs, I like foxes cos I feel I connect with them, and I use to own lots of dogs and guinea pigs and they were the sweetest things <:3 I miss them, but I'm glad I've now got my new guinea pigs Choco and Chip, they're the only family I've got and they're my really good friends, I hope one day I could get a dog again cos I miss all my dogs :< I also reeeally like plushies, I have lots that I love, plushies are very comforting and like friends to me :3 I love to cuddle with them, play with them, and even having one on my lap as I watch tv or do stuff makes me really happy :3 I can't wait to make plushies of all my ocs, it's gonna be a delight >w< Before I discovered ocs and furries (I never heard of them until 2017 ok. 0-o), I really liked mii characters thanks to Streetpass Mii Plaza and Tomodachi Life (bring to switch please!!). And Miitopia was good but it felt too much like an idle game which is what I don't like, so I like Tomodachi Life better cos it got me liking mii characters and was my special interest for a while. I still like them ofcourse! but now I discovered ocs as my main special interest, and I love games with character customization for that reason! Cos I get to add my ocs and sona in games ^w^ I reeeally like making my ocs and developing the universe that they live in ^-^ My ocs are my children and when someone likes them as much as I do and draws them fanart, it really does bring me so much joy 💛 I am so thankful to the point that I feature fanworks on alot of places like my carrds and twitch streams ^-^ So thank you to all my fluffies, your gifts mean a huge ton ^w^ I wonder if my ocs will ever be featured in an animation meme, fan comic, or fanfic one day, that would be so awesome! >w< But yeah that's my main special interest, my ocs :3 I love making art, comics, animations, roleplays, and even plushies and fursuits of them, they really mean alot to me and right now I am sewing a plushie of Cody's fox form, they really do bring me alot of joy and comfort :3 So that's my main special interest, I could infodump this all day if I could, but I wont right now because this post is explaining why being autistic is a good thing not a bad thing. Still, please talk to me later about oc making and please feel free to ask questions about them, I'd love to discuss! Autistics may be different and that's not a bad thing, but we are also a spectrum, so no autistic you meet it gonna be the same, we're all different and unique in our own ways, have different talents and special interests, and we all have our own unique quirks and behaviours, that's what makes us so amazing ^w^ I was diagnosed at a very young age, but please know that you're never too old or too late to have a diagnosis. Being aware of being autistic could help you find out what works best for you. There is misinformation going around where people claim that every single autistic "nEeDs RoUtInE tO sUrViVe" when that's not true. Yes, some autistics like routine, BUT NOT ALL. I hate routine, I'm sick and tired of being forced to do this at 1 o'clock, that at 2 o'clock, this thing next week, that thing next month, all these things next year. I hate it. Too much worry, stress, and anxiety for me. I'm an autistic who despises routine, I'm a random, spontaneous fun girl who likes to live spontaneously with no planning whatsoever, it makes life so much easier for me and it's much calmer that way. I can do things just whenever and it's just chill maan... UwU Please also note that just because you met one bad autistic person or few bad autistics DOESN'T MEAN WE'RE ALL LIKE THAT. There's this creepy man called Chris Chan for example, he's autistic, but everyone knows he's a bad person, but autistic people are NOT like him at all, please understand that we're all a spectrum and that every autistic is completely different, even me. So please don't go thinking we're all the "same", there are good autistics out there, like me! So never judge a book by its cover, mkay? My story (tw: abuse, manipulation, ableism, mentioning the usage of slurs): I was raised by a toxic abusive "family" who bullied and abused me for being different, they neglected me alot and never treated me like family whatsoever. They always chased me around and beat me up whether it be physically, by words, but most likely both. The first school was no better either, they treated me with the same abuse because it was an ableist school for normies, school and "family" villainised me alot because I was different, they were a bad influence, I learnt rude words (like swears and bad words beyond that) because they used those words to bully me and kept throwing horrible r slurs at me just because I was different. They villainised me for snapping and striking back after being treated like trash, when I've always believed that self defence is the right thing since day 1 whether it be by words or actions. Abusers and ignorant jerks tried to villainise self defence and tried to teach me to ignore bullies aka lie down and be a doormat for them to walk all over, when let me tell you this. how are you suppose to ignore being hurt by insults, being constantly poked, teased, followed around, and attacked physically. How are you suppose to ignore theft and vandalism. How are you suppose to ignore that hm? Here's the thing. You don't. You stand up to bullies and you show them you're no pushover. That's how some bullies became afraid of me when I stood up to them and protected myself. I sure showed them! >:3 Heh, no one messes with the vixen ^w^ And if you disagree and still think I should lie down and be a doormat aka ignoring then fuck off because you don't know me, you don't know what's best for me. I do. That's why autistic people are so misunderstood. The people that understand us the most is always gonna be us, that's unless a miracle happens and we get a close friend or carer that's like family, and they actually take the time to love, support, and fully understand us like a real family does. Anyway, all these years I was brainwashed by the "family" that my autism was a so called "mental illness tragedy" crap and that I should be ashamed of myself because they were always trying to shame me for who I am. That's why I kept quiet about it all these years. That's why I masked all these years. That's why I kept autism, my identity, a secret. Because I was ashamed of who I was, when I should of been proud of who I am. At the time in 2018, I didn't realise the so called "friends" I had at the time were nothing but backstabbing fakeys. I trusted them with my secret when I came out to them as autistic, and they broke my trust, and promises. and my heart. As soon as they stabbed me in the back and betrayed me over some crappy smear campaign ( I can never catch a break from being smeared and framed.. :/ ) the first thing they did was leak my secret of my identity of being autistic, and thus, this secret was no longer a secret. It made me feel even more ostracised..until in 2019 I looked into researching my identity, all this time I was wrong about it being something to be ashamed of, but it wasn't my fault, it was the "family's" fault, it was ableist's fault, it was their fault that they brainwashed me into believing that all these years, because all this time I never realised how this silly fictional belief they lied to me about was all a fake just to abuse me while weren't able to. Anyway I researched online about autism and why it's a good thing and why we shouldn't be afraid of our identities, so I made my first autism pride art in 2019, and that was the start of slowly starting to accept my identity of who I am... ÚwÙ I also found out that autistics have their own pride flag, this made me really happy :3 I decided to buy an autism pride flag of my own ^v^ I love it :3 I'm gonna put it up on my wall once I get my house painted. Maybe I'll wear it as a cape when I go fursuiting if there's any pride events :3 I could wear it like a cape and be an autistic superhero fox ^-^ that would be awesome ^w^ But on times I ain't wearing it, I'll pin it on my bedroom wall, but I'll do that once my house is painted and I get a loft bed. Someday! >:3 Soon I'll be seeing about a diagnosis incase I have ptsd or not. Because of all the abuse and trauma I went through, I now have trust issues thanks to betrayal. /sarc But on the bright side, trust issues has helped me dodge some bullets a few times, she keeps me safe, and she helps be avoid being heartbroken as much because I'm less attached to people who might betray me, and I take alot longer to bond than most people now. But real friends come to stay, it's only the fake losers that stab people in the back. We're gonna see about a diagnosis to find out if I have ptsd or not, and sometime we're gonna get a service dog to help me get through a world that was built for neurotypical normies. I am a little, so age regression is a really good coping mechanism and really brings me alot of comfort after times have been rough.. Ú.Ù It wasn't my fault I was abused for being neurodivergent and different, I've always related to the ugly duckling, not cos I'm ugly cos I'm actually really pretty, but cos of what he been through. The "family" was always the family of ducks and I was the ugly one. Me and the ugly duckling have some things in common like being bullied for being different, being the odd one out, tryna find a place to stay where we can belong, and tryna find our real family. I know my real family is out there somewhere, it's certainly not the "family" by blood, but I know my real family will treat me like family and will love and care for me like a real family should :3 so someday I will find my littlespace family, someday I will find my flock of swans.. ^-^ Anyway, that's my story. Each autistic person's story is different and we all have different experiences in life, so thank you for listening to me and thank you for taking the time to learn, understand, and accept us. Please avoid harmful companies like autism speaks and support good charities instead. We need to be understood and accepted, not shamed and cured. Never oppress who we are and never suppress our behaviours, there is nothing wrong with being autistic, it's important to be ourself and embrace who we are. We are not any less human than anyone else, we are autistic, unique, and we stand out, and that's perfectly valid. Thank you for listening

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The xmas funfair came to town! :D There was fireworks! + Other information

My hometown has a christmas funfair every year! I went on the teacup ride and other rides and had fun in the funhouse! I got a hotdog and an irn bru for lunch, the people were super kind and said the irn bru was free! :o They said merry christmas, it was so sweet! I was super thankful X3 I won some prizes at the hook a rubber ducky game, I got a toy katana and a bubble sword that has a cute ducky on top when you're not using it UwU I bought a toy wand, it was a cool rainbow star wand! I noticed someone dropped their's, which was a different looking wand that span around in rainbow lights, I was gonna see if I could find the owner but nobody claimed it :c So uh..guess I'll keep it for now <:3 It is very pretty tho! If they don't come back for it then I'll take good care of it. I take very good care of stuff in general, I'm a very gentle person :3 I'm proudly autistic so I like beautiful lights like this one ^w^ I was also on pokemon go when I was at the funfair :D luckily it's not too far to walk to get to the christmas fair, so pokemon go kept me entertained when I was on my way there and going home. It also kept me happy while I was waiting in line to get some candyfloss and doughnuts. The funfair here does the best doughnuts 💛 Freshly made too! so it smells lovely X3 I'd love to make doughnuts as good as that one day! I've never actually made some before, I should bring out my new doughnut maker huh :3 There was alot of team mystic gyms at the fair! :D I'm team mystic on pokemon go X3 I added Glamorous the quaquaval and Princess the sylveon to them, though it seems there was alot of battling over which teams gets the gym Glamorous joined, so he actually had to join twice. Though now that I'm home, it seems he returned to me defeated again.. ^-^; Welp, at least we tried <=D But hey Princess is defending a gym at least! She's still hanging in there :3 I actually managed to team up with someone on a raid battle for once! :D It was so cool X3 I've seen this person around on pokemon go before, they're on the same team as me and quite often we defend gyms together ^w^ We both caught the absol that was at the raid, I think it wears cool shades! :D Oh and today was raining alot, but it ain't enough to rain on my parade! >:3 And yes this is coming from someone who hates cold, wind, and rain. I'm more of a summer gal, summer is the best season for me.. UwU It was amazing because as soon as it got dark at the funfair, the fireworks lit up the sky! :D And I got to see them up close for once since it's not often I get to go up to a firework display, it was really cool! :D On firework night (some call it bonfire night) I was chilling outside, seeing fireworks here and there, I was a liiittle further away, but it was still cool ^-^ On the way home from the funfair you'll never guess what I saw..a mouse! It was cute :3 I wanted to get a picture, but it was shy <:3 This town really fascinates me because I came from the countryside, I always heard and seen bats, mice, frogs and toads where I lived, I never knew they like living in towns too :o It's really fascinating, I loved seeing the bats in the night sky in the country, it's nice seeing them in town too ^-^ I helped a frog (or toad was it?) cross the road last summer when I was on an evening walk :3 It was a quiet road, especially at night, but I wanted to make sure it was safe, and guided it back to a naturey area I'm now back home and have given my guinea pigs Choco and Chip some love and attention like I do multiple times a day, hehe X3 But boy am I hungry! I'm gonna have some leftover kfc I bought at big town the other day :D I really love kfc, it's the best thing ever ^w^ I always get a few chicken buckets to enjoy for later because they are so darn good! >w< Anyway I wanted to warn you guys about a user going by the name of emeraldia-the-kitty, they have been stalking, harassing, and copying me since 2019 and have just recently found my email address, and have tried to contact me through it. This has pushed me to the corner of self defense. Not sure how they got it, and no I don't give out my personal info online. Don't go thinking I do when I already told you so. Anyway, I've updated the beware on them, please watch out for emeraldia-the-kitty, they're pretty much everywhere. https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Amk-L8Qr2IFxCG4LnV-FTsXGbRQwfKuvE_-C7JcBDGo/edit?usp=sharing I didn't have time to update it before because I was very busy, I also focus my time and energy more on the people I care about aka my friends. I don't have time to be focusing on my haters like emeraldia all the time. And unlike my stalker, I have a life, a very busy one that is. So I've only managed to find a bit of time to update the beware on them. They've been trying to harass my friends and acquaintances aswell. Please watch out for emeraldia, they've stolen alot from me. Stay safe! Okie I'm gonna go reheat some of that delicious kfc and enjoy a meal with an anime or cartoon, could be One Piece or Family Guy, or maybe even Spongebob who knows :3 I'll be chilling with my pals tonight, maybe even get to roleplay ^w^ My friend Wolfypoof and I are in a really fun roleplay, it's funny alot of the time too lol XD My characters are comedians in general so that adds to that XDDD Might see if I can play adventure at some point ^-^ It's a make believe thing X3 I like being a kid it's fun! =D Maybe I'll have time to read some Spongebob comics before bed, I was wearing a cute Spongebob top today that has the imagination scene aswell as lots of rainbows, including a purple and rainbow seahorse that gives off unicorn vibes hehe X3 yea I'm a big fan of Spongebob :D As for art, I am hard at work on them! Stay tuned for some kawaii creations! ^w^ And uh.. that's about all I can say really ^-^; Ran outta things to talk about ^w^; I hope you liked this journalll! >w<

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