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firstrespondershowobsessed · 1 year

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In between pt 2

Type: One shot about Jay Halstead + Will Halstead (Chicago) Rating: Rated R | Very heavy in BDSM | Minors don’t interact Word Count: 4500+ Trigger: BDSM, Sexual Enjoy!

As the Uber pulled up to her apartment, she opened the door to get out. Her phone started to ring as she left the car. She walked into her apartment before answering the call. Of course, it was Jay, as he wanted to know where she went too. He didn't dismiss her so he was confused as to where she disappeared to. Once she answered she didn't get a chance to say anything.

"Where are you?" Jay asked. "I left," she said. "Why?" He asked. "I thought we were done for the evening or morning," she said. "Did I say we were?" he asked. "No, but I decided to end it," she said. "Did something happen? Are you ok?" he asked, concerned. "Everything is fine, I just wanted to get home," she said. "Are you sure?" he questioned. "Yes I'm sure, see you soon," she said as she hung up the phone.

She slipped off her shoes and placed her bag on the couch. She was about to head upstairs when she could hear Jess in the kitchen. She was hoping that Jess didn't hear her because she didn't want to explain. Nor did she want to lead Jess to think something was wrong. As she was sure that her face had worry written all over it.

"So spill," Jess said as she walked out of the kitchen. "Just a fairytale ball dance," Angel nodded. "Fairytale?" Jess asked. "It was a business meeting ball thing," She said. "Oh ok, well who did you go with?" Jess asked. "That's classified info and I can't tell you" Angel shrugged. "Uh huh," Jess rolled her eyes playfully. "Maybe one day I'll tell you," Angel said as she started to make her way upstairs. "Was it Will?" Jess asked. "If you have to ask then you already know your answer," she said as she disappeared into her room.

She made her way up the stairs to her room. Laying on the bed just staring at the ceiling, not knowing what to do with this information. Luckily they didn't know that they both were talking to her. There were so many questions that she wanted to know but didn't know how to get the answers to. Did WIll know what Jay does? Will Will mention her to Jay? What would Jay do if he found out she was talking to someone else, let alone his brother? She finally drifted off asleep but her dreams were filled with both brothers.

-Angels dream-

She was sitting on the bed as both Jay and Will walked toward her. Jay grabbed her by the chin demanding her attention. She looked up at him as Will started kissing her cheek, moving down to her neck. Sucking and gently nibbling at her ear, she leaned her head back allowing him more access to her.

"Are you a good girl," Jay asked as he brushed his thumb against her lip. "Yes sir" she nodded as she held back her moans. "Then why won't you allow him to hear you moan?" Jay asked. "Sorry," she said as she started to moan.

Jay grabbed her neck, gently squeezing it as he pulled her up. He held her close to him, leaning in and kissing her softly. She parted her lips allowing his tongue to slip in. Allowing him to be dominant in her mouth as Will started moving down her body. He hooked his fingers in her panty strings, pulling them off her hips. Will moved her legs apart so he was in between them. Jay kept her chin in his hands making her focus on him. Will parted her lips with his tongue, swirling it around her clit making her knees weak. Will wrapped his lips around her clit, driving her crazy. She held onto Jay to steady herself, still looking at Jay. He moved his fingers down her slit, sliding them in and curling them just right. She arched her back as she moaned, feeling herself edge closer to the edge. Jay held her sturdy as Will brought her to a climax, her knees buckled as she came against Will's face. Jay picked her up and laid her on the bed. She watched them both as they started to get undressed. Jay moved over top of her, leaning down and kissing her softly. Jay pulled her onto the edge of the bed and he nudged her legs further apart as he moved between them. Rubbing himself against her before pushing his hips towards hers, sliding fully into her.

"Fuck" she moaned as she didn't expect it. "I want to hear you lose it," Jay said as he thrust into her. "I want to feel your moans" Will said as he was on his knees in front of her.

She turned her head as she took Will into her mouth. Sucking on him as Jay drilled into her. She arched into him, moving her hips towards Jay's as they moved as one. He grabbed her ass, pulling her closer to him and allowing her to wrap her legs around him. His thrust started to pick up and go deeper, hitting her spot. She edged closer to her climax as he continued to thrust into her. He moved his hand between her legs, rubbing her nub as he thrust. Her legs were shaking as Jay continued to thrust into her, bringing her to another climax. She could feel Will starting to edge closer as well as Jay. She continued to suck on Will until he pulled away. Rubbing himself to climax against her chest as Jay did the same.

"Wow," she said as she tried to catch her breath. "Yea wow is right," Jay said as he lay beside her. "You are amazing Angel," Will said as he leaned down kissing her softly. "Think I need a few moments before I get up," She admitted. "It's ok, just rest princess," Jay said as he pulled her to his chest. "Thank you," She said as she rested her head against his chest.

Angel knew she could get used to this. Being spoiled by both, having both, and maybe even falling for both. She tried to stay in the dream but someone was trying to wake her up. She could feel Jess trying to wake her up.

-End of dream-

"Angel?" Someone said, "Wake up!" Jess said. "Do I need to call 911?" she started to panic. "Uh?" She said as she opened her eyes. "Thank god, you have been out for HOURS," Jess said. "Sorry, guess I was tired," She said as she sat up. "Normally you are awake by now, it's nearly 6 pm," Jess said. "6 pm?" Angel asked. "Yea, you've been out for hours," Jess said. "I'm fine, thanks for worrying," She said as she rushed into the bathroom.

She quickly turned on the shower and got in it. She just took a quick shower and got ready for work. She headed downstairs and grabbed a protein bar before heading out. She was greeted by police officers at her door.

"Excuse me, may I help you?" She asked. "We are here to do a welfare check," the officer said. "On who?" Angel asked. "Someone who goes by Angel," the officer said, "That's me, I'm fine," She nodded. "Guess I was super tired and just passed out, guess people were worried," she said. "Ok," the officer nodded. "Can I see your id?" he asked. "Sure," she said as she grabbed it out of her purse, showing the officer. "Thank you, I'm sure it was a misunderstanding," he nodded. "Can I ask who called?" She asked. "It came from inside so I really couldn't tell you," he said. "In-house like from the station?" she asked. "Yes, sorry for bothering you," he said. "Glad you are ok," he said before walking away. "Thank you," she said.

She made her way to her car and pulled out her phone. There were plenty of missed calls from both Jay and Will. If only they knew about the dream she just had. She smiled to herself as she thought about the dream. She shook her head and quickly texted both that she was ok. She put her phone away and drove to work. When she pulled into the parking lot she saw Will standing at the bar's door. Once he noticed her car he walked over to where she parked.

"Hey," he said. "I texted you saying I was ok," she said as she got out of the car. "I know but you aren't working tonight," he said. "I'm on the shift board so yea I am" she nodded. "I talked to your boss, and he agreed to give you the night off," he said. "Why would you do that?" she asked. "Because I wanted to do something special for our second date," he said. "We could have had dinner and a movie," she said. "I'm not a simple guy like that, trust me?" He looked at her. "I guess I will but I will keep my guard up," she said. "That's fair enough," he nodded. "Are you sure I'm cleared because I can not lose this job?" She said. "Yes you are clear," he smiled. "Ok, take me away," she said as she grabbed his hand.

He led her to his car, opening the door for her. Allowing her to get into the passenger side, closing the door behind her. He made his way over to the driver's side, getting into the car as well. He pulled off from the parking lot and started heading towards the park. He had fairy lights and a picnic already set up waiting for their arrival. He got out of the car and made his way to her side of the car. Opening the door and offering his hand for her to get out of the car. She grabbed his hand and got out of the car. He led her down the solar light path to where he set up the picnic.

"It's beautiful," she said as she looked around. "Just wanted to do something not simple" he smiled as he sat down. "Yea I notice that" she nodded as she sat next to him. "I have Chinese takeout in this basket" he laughed slightly. "Didn't have time to cook," he admitted. "It's ok doc" she smiled as she opened the basket. "I get it," she said.

They started to eat and talk, and once again it was easy for Angel to talk to WIll. Just like the first night they met, it was easy with them. They finished eating and Will cleaned up. She leaned back against the blanket, looking up at the stars in the sky. He sat back down on the blanket, laying back as well.

"It's so peaceful out here," she said. "Wish I had more time to do it," she looked at Will. 'Same" he looked at her.

He moved slightly so he could lean in against her. Placing his lips against hers softly, waiting for her response. She smiled against his lips before kissing him softly, placing her hand against his cheek. She kept the kiss as she moved closer to him, he placed his hand against her hip. He pulled away softly, resting his forehead against hers.

"It's easy with you," he said as he tucked a piece of her hair behind her ear. "Like we were meant to be," she said. "Well be right here right now," she said. "Yea" he nodded. "In this moment" he leaned in kissing her softly.

She kissed him back softly as her dream started rushing back to her. Feeling his hand against her hips, his lips against hers made her mind rush with the possibilities. Her mind wasn't the only thing that was getting turned on. She quickly pulled away from him and sat up. Trying to steady her mind as well as her body, her body was begging for his touch.

"Are you ok?" he asked as he sat up, placing his hand against her back. "Yea everything is fine" she nodded as she looked away. "Angel?" he grabbed her chin, turning her face so she was looking at him. "Everything is ok" she looked at him. "Are you sure?" he asked. "Yea" she nodded as he let her go. "Was it something I did?" he asked. "It's not you WIll, I promise" she looked at him. "Truly tonight was special," she said. "Ok" he placed his hand against her cheek, brushing his thumb against her skin. "I would love to do it again" She leaned against his hand. "I like you, Will," she admitted. "I like you," he said as he leaned in, kissing her softly.

She smiled against his lips before kissing him back. She moved closer to him but he pulled her onto his lap. He deepened the kiss, placing his hand against her hips. She rested her hand against his chest as she kept the kiss. She parted her lips allowing his tongue to slip in. She moved slightly as she could feel him starting to get hard under her. He placed his hand against her neck as he kept the kiss. His phone started going off that's when he pulled away from her. She moved from his lap and lay on the blanket, as he took the call.

"I'll be right there," he said. "Who is it?" She asked. "My brother just got shot," he said as he started cleaning up. "Oh god, I'm sorry," she said as she helped him.

They rushed back to the car and went straight to the hospital. She stayed outside of the hospital, she wanted to check in on Jay but they couldn't know that she knew both of them.

"Aren't you coming in?" Will asked. "I'll be in shortly, you go," she said. "Alright," he nodded as he rushed in. "I'm fine, I'm fine every stop hovering over me," Jay said. "You just got shot, calm down Jay," Will said. "I didn't get shot, the bullet grazed me, I'm fine," Jay said. "Let a doctor check it out first before you leave," Will said. "You look fancy, where have you been?" Jay asked. "Date night with this girl," Will said. "Sorry didn't mean to interrupt," Jay said. "Where is she?" he asked. "She's outside, should be in shortly," Will said. "I would love to meet her," Jay said. "If you are serious about her that is," he said. "I think I am" WIll smile. "Uh oh someone making Will blush and smile. I NEED to meet her" Jay said. "Oh hush and just get looked at," Will said as he went into the doctor's lounge.

Angel decided to go inside to check on Jay, hoping Will would be busy doing something else. She sneaked into the hospital and went to where Jay was at. Closing the curtain behind her as she looked at him.

"Angel?" Jay asked. "What are you doing here?" he asked. "I was hearing things and wanted to check on you," she said. "I'm fine," he said as he pulled her closer to him. "I'm glad you're ok" she placed her hand against his chest. "Thank you for checking on me, maybe you can be my nurse later" he smirked. "Maybe" she smiled. "Good," he nodded. "Can't wait to get out of here," he said. "I know you can't wait but let the doctors do their job," she said. "I will" he looked at her. "I want you to take an uber to this place and pick up my car," he said. "Where you got shot at?" she asked. "Yes where I was shot at, can you do that princess?" He placed his hand against her cheek. "Yes I can," she nodded. "I'm glad you are ok," she said. "Are you ok?" he asked. "Just worried " she looked at him. "Can't have my dom dying on me" she smiled. "I'm not going anywhere, now go," He said. "Keys" she demanded. "Oh right," he nodded and gave her his keys. "See you soon" She leaned in and kissed him softly. "Of course," he said as he spanked her ass as she walked away.

She left the hospital without Will catching her. She took an uber to the place Jay was at, it was a bad neighborhood. She quickly found his car and left the neighborhood. She made her way to his place, parking the car in the driveway. She waited in the car which seemed like forever, just waiting for him to return home. Will was the one who drove Jay home, she ducked into the backseat so Will wouldn't see her.

"How did your car beat you home?" Will asked. "I had someone pick it up," Jay nodded. "Ok, well get some rest" Will said. "Thanks for the ride" Jay said as he unlocked the door of his house.

Will pulled out as Jay went inside his house. He sent Angel a few texts wondering where she was at. She made sure Will was gone before getting out of the truck. She walked up to the front door and knocked on the door. Jay answered, surprised at how quickly she got there.

"That was quick," he said. "I was in the truck," She said. "I didn't see you," Jay said as he invited her in. "I was in the back laying down," she said. "Oh long day?" he asked. "Something like that," she said. "nice truck," she said. "Thanks," he said.

He didn't waste any time removing the space between them. He gripped her hips, kissing her intensely pushing his tongue against her lips. She kissed him back with the same passion, gripping his shirt as she kept him close to her. He pushed her against the wall, gripping her neck as he kept the kiss. She pulled away slightly so she could catch her breath.

"I want you so bad right now," he said. "Take me," she said. "I'm yours" she looked at him. "Go upstairs and strip," he said. "Yes sir," she said as she walked upstairs.

She made her way upstairs and into his bedroom. She stripped for him sitting on the bed waiting for him to come upstairs. He finally made his way upstairs, smiling as he walked into the bedroom. He closed the door behind him before moving closer to her. He laid her back against the bed, moving over the top of her. He leaned down and kissed her softly before moving down her body. Biting down against her neck, making her yelp in pain. He made sure he left a mark before softly kissing over the spot. He leaned over her and grabbed a condom from the nightstand.

"Are you ok?" he asked as he looked at her. "Yea I'm fine" she nodded as she took the condom from him. "Let me help you," she said as she opened it. "Of course" he smiled as he slipped off his pants and boxers.

She wrapped her hands around him, slowly stroking him. He was already hard and ready for her, but she would expect anything less. She placed the condom in her mouth and placed it against his tip. She looked up at him as she placed the condom on him with her mouth.

"Good girl" he moaned as he placed his hand on the back of her head.

She slowly pulled away allowing his tip to be against her lips. He pulled her up pushing her against the wall and grabbing her leg. She placed it against his hip as he pushed himself into her. He kept his hand against her hips to keep her steady, he placed his lips against her neck. She wrapped her arms around him as she started to moan. He pushed his hips towards her, giving her all of himself.

"Oh yes," she moaned. "Good girl," he moaned into her ear.

He reached around and gripped her ass picking her up. She wrapped her legs around his waist as he moved them to the bed. He laid back allowing her to be on top. She moved her hips against his. He leaned up, placing his arms around her as she moved against him. He started sucking against her collarbone. Both his and her moans filled the room. He thrust his hips forward moving her back against the bed. He pinned her hand above her head as he thrust harder into her. She arched her back pushing her hips towards his.

"You don't cum until I tell you to," he said. "Ok sir" she nodded as she moaned.

He moved his hand between her legs rubbing her nub as he continued to thrust. He edged her closer to her climax, always pulling away when she was about to cum. She was left breathless and frustrated each time he pulled away.

"Please Sir," she said trying to catch her breath. "Please what?" He looked at her. "What do you need?" he asked. "I need you to allow me to cum" she said. "I'll think about it," he said as he pushed himself back into her. "Fuck" she moaned.

She wrapped her arms around him, digging her nails into his back. He started picking up the pace, thrusting fully into her. He pushed her legs further apart, angling her hips allowing him to hit a spot. She gripped the bed sheets as she could feel herself edging closer, not sure if she could go over the edge yet.

"I want to hear you" he leaned down kissing her. "Yes please," she moaned against his lips.

He kept his pace as he placed his hand between her legs again. It didn't take long before she climaxed against him. He didn't expect it to be as intense. He jerked forward and climaxed as well, slowing his thrust so they both could enjoy it fully. He pulled out and went to throw the condom away. He came back and lay beside her as she tried to catch her breath.

"Wow," she said as she looked at him. "Yea wow" he nodded. "Wasn't expecting that," he said. "Expecting what?" She asked. "You climaxed that intensely," he said. "Well you did it" she smiled. "Yea I did" he looked at her. "Can I take a shower here?" she asked. "Go ahead," he said. "Thanks," She said as she made her way to the bathroom.

She turned the water on allowing it to warm up before getting into the shower. By the time she got out of the shower, there were fresh clothes on the sink for her. She got dressed in clean clothes and made her way back to the bedroom. There was water and snacks on the bed for her.

"That's if you want to spend the night," he said as he leaned against the door frame. "I would love to," she said as she turned to face him. "I only have one bed so you take it," he said. "Come on we can share, clearly we know each other" she smiled. "True," he said. "But I normally don't with our relationship because I don't want the lines to get messy," he said. "It's ok for one night," she said. "Yea I guess it is," he nodded.

They both got into the bed, she lay on her side facing him. She knew that this relationship was just a sub and dom but she wondered what else it could be. He brushed the hair from her face, tucking it behind her ear. He leaned over and kissed her softly before kissing her forehead. He turned off the lights and they started to fall asleep. Sometime during the night, she cuddled up to him because in the morning she was laying against his chest. She woke up in the morning realizing what happened and sat up in bed.

"Sorry," she said. "It's ok," he said. "I know this is just sexual, I should go," she said. "It's ok," he said as he grabbed her arm. "You said you didn't want the lines getting messy," she said. "We are just enjoying each other," he said. "Yea" she nodded as she laid back down against him.

They stayed in bed for a few more hours just talking. She got up to go to the bathroom when her phone started going off. He reached over and grabbed it to see who it was. To his surprise it was his brother, he opened the conversation. He started going through messages, realizing that Angel was the girl Will was so happy about. He put the phone down as he got out of bed. He started getting dressed as she walked back in.

"Off to work?" she asked. "Can I ask you something?" he said. "Sure," she said. "Are you seeing anyone else?" he asked. "What do you mean?" she looked at him. "Are you seeing anyone besides me?" he said. "No," she said. "Why are you lying to me?" he started to get angry. "I'm not" she claimed. "I saw the FUCKING text messages," he said. "Why are you going through my phone?" she crossed her arms. "It was going off when you walked away," he said. "So what if I am?" she asked. "That's against our contract," he said. "Wait what?" she asked. "The contract says just us two having sex because we don't like to mix partners," he said. "I didn't know that," she said. "READ IT!" He said. "I'm sorry," she said. "I haven't been with this person yet," she said. "MY BROTHER?" he crossed his arms. "MY FUCKING BROTHER," he said.

She didn't know what to say as she looked at him. He pulled his shirt over his head and put his thigh harness on. Slipping his gun in the holder before grabbing his jacket. He walked past her, brushing against her slightly.

"I figure you can find your way home," he said. "Yea," she said. "Well get the hell out of my house," he said as he went downstairs. "Yes sir," she said as she gathered her things.

She jumped when he left slamming the door. She hurried and gathered her things and left the house. She took an uber back to her apartment, where Will was waiting for her.

"How do you know where I live?" she asked. "Where have you been? You just disappeared last night" he said. "I'm not in the mood to have this discussion with you right now," she said. "Well we are," he said as he followed her inside. "Will stop, please," she said. "And you come home with a damn hickey?" he said. "Hickey?" she asked as she remembered what Jay did to her last night. She rubbed her thumb over the spot. "What game are you playing here?" he crossed his arms. "I'm not playing any games!" she said. "YOU are stalking me and you want to claim I'm the one playing games," she said. "Excuse me?" he asked. "You know where I work and now you know where I live?" she said. "I know you're roommate," he said, "Of course you do, can you just go," she said.

He didn't respond to her, he just left slamming the door behind him. Jess came out of the kitchen but Angel wasn't in any mood to deal with her. Angel went upstairs to her room, closing the door behind her. She lay on her bed staring at the ceiling wondering what her life was becoming.

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mydemonsdrivealimo · 3 months

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@ literally anyone who wants to i so want to make more crossover worlds so if you have mcs/pairings you think would get along w jensen and bryce PLS lmk

#ethan haters preferred thanks <3 #also your characters do not have to be oh characters #and like.. if you have an mc or li from chicago then it could be an earlier thing where they were friends w jensen in med school or smthn #idc

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no-morning-glories · 9 months

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wanna change my blog theme pls send in ideas baes (asks or dms)

#it can be the color or pfp or title irdc #just stick with a theme yk #wanda/nat is preferable but other fandoms like les mis or Lockwood and co are acceptable #ooh or my Chicago med ladies (April Nat Maggie or Sarah)#I won't be changing my url #but if u send an ask add pics if you want

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deanstead · 1 year

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Coming Home

Pairing: Will Halstead x HalsteadSister!Reader x Jay Halstead

Requested: yes, by anon

Summary: Y/N returns to Chicago to surprise her brothers but she’s not telling them everything. Meanwhile, a series of mysterious calls and texts seem to hint at something else brewing in the background.

Word Count: 4.6K+

Square Filled: Kidnap/Hostage for #resa.3kfiestabingo

Warnings: canon typical mentions of kidnapping, stalking

A/N: Hi guys! I’m still on vacation but I managed to get this out while I was recharging. Might have some mistakes but overall I still hope yall like it!

HALSTEAD!SISTER MASTERLIST

“Y/N?”

An incredulous look crossed Jay’s face, like he couldn’t believe what he was seeing - you, standing right in front of his door.

Before you knew it, Jay was right in front of you, pulling you into his arms and lifting you off the ground as if you were a small child once again yet you couldn’t help the laugh that burst out of you. A genuine laugh that you felt hadn’t left your lips in months.

“What are you doing here?”

You gave him a look. “Seriously? We’re doing this out here? With my luggage?”

Jay smiled. “Give it here.” He took your carrier before he opened his door, pushing it open with his foot so you could step into his apartment.

Jay’s apartment was almost like how you remembered it, as if almost no time had passed since you’d gone off to study and decided to stay in Europe for some experience. You knew your brothers would have preferred for you to at least return to America but they also agreed that you needed to do what you felt was right.

But it really was nice to be home.

“Does Will know you’re back?” Jay asked, handing you a glass of water. When you didn’t answer immediately, he narrowed his eyes. “You went to his place first, didn’t you?”

You let out a small guilty laugh at his accusatory tone and shrugged. “I figured he was the one with more regulated hours. But I couldn’t find a Halstead there. He moved?”

Jay nodded. “Yeah, you know things happen.”

You nodded absentmindedly. “At least you didn’t.”

“That’s kind of the reason I didn’t.” Jay said with a smile.

You looked up. “What if our baby sister couldn’t find either of us?”

“I’m not a baby.” You shot back.

Jay let out a chortle. “You will always be a baby.” He teased gently.

You didn’t let on the exact reason why you were back and although Jay knew something was a little off, he didn’t push. Instead, he called Will, with a vague phone call so that you could surprise your oldest brother as well.

“Jay, I’m coming in!” Will said, his strained voice from the other side of the door telling you that he was a little worried.

The door opened, Will freezing in the door frame for a second before a look of surprise with a happy smile. “Y/N!”

You allowed the oldest Halstead to give you a tight hug, enveloping you in his arms and you felt another wave of security as well as ease wash over you, reaffirming your decision to come home.

Jay ordered in, so the three of you could spend some quiet time together, Jay’s apartment resounding with laughter like it usually did when the three of you were together.

“How long are you back for?” Will asked, taking a sip of beer.

You shrugged. “I might be staying.”

You didn’t miss the sparkle of hope in both their eyes as they glanced at each other.

“I mean if I can crash here.” You said, a slightly cheeky tone slipping into your voice.

Jay rolled his eyes. “You can have the whole freaking apartment if you want.”

You laughed. “Yeah, I just… well I missed you and I thought it was time. But I came here with no plan so you’ll have to feed me until I find a job.”

Will smiled. “I think the ED has a spot.”

You raised an eyebrow. “As long as you promise to not breathe down my neck.”

You’d taken the job.

There’d been a bit of a turnover lately and Maggie needed an experienced nurse, which was just as well. You were sure being a Halstead also helped.

“Remember what you promised me.” You said through gritted teeth on your first day.

But working at Med had turned out much better than you’d expected. Other than the fact that Will had kept his promise and tried his best to keep out of your way, the people you worked with were really great. Even the paramedics and firefighters that came in were a hoot, and you’d quickly become friendly with almost everyone.

So things seemed really good.

Until it started up again.

It had seemed mostly innocent enough, getting a few missed calls from unknown numbers while you were on shift. You’d barely put any thought into it, letting the phone ring as you moved quickly through the ED, from room to room, just another day in the ED.

The mistake you made was picking up one day after your shift.

“Hello?”

When you were met with silence, you paused and repeated the greeting. “Hello?”

Now, there was a slight crackling. You frowned, pulling your phone away from your ear to make sure the call was still connected, before you took a quick screenshot and tried one more time. When there was no response still, you disconnected the call, slipping your phone back into your pocket.

You didn’t give the call much thought, especially since there were plenty of scam calls going around and you figured this was just one of those calls.

But the calls didn’t stop and you’d even asked Jay if there was anything that could be done but the numbers kept changing and based on what Jay could do at this point of time, considering there was no apparent threat, it didn’t lead to anything much.

Of course, you’d kept the frequency of the calls from Jay, which was why he wasn’t as worried as he probably should have been. You’d even kept the weird “I see you” texts from Jay since you figured it was probably some prank or a wrong number.

It only hit you one day when you were heading out of Med, alongside Will, when you thought you saw a familiar figure standing a distance away.

Your head whipped around and you felt that familiar feeling of dread, a feeling you hadn’t felt for months since you’d been back in Chicago, surrounded by friends and your brothers.

“Y/N?”

Will looked slightly concerned as he glanced over your head from where he towered over you, trying to see what had caused your reaction.

You looked back at him, before glancing over your shoulder again, where there was no one.

Maybe you were just imagining things. Maybe it was just one of those empty deja vu feelings.

You shook your head at Will with a smile. “I just thought I saw…”

Will looked like he was waiting for you to finish your sentence but you shook your head with a smile. “Come on, let’s go. Jay’s gonna complain if we’re late again.”

Will looked slightly unconvinced but smiled. “I bet he’s not even there yet.”

You didn’t respond, pulling your brother to his car, once again unaware of the pair of eyes that were watching you from afar.

Jay glanced up at the clock with a sigh. The bullpen was already empty and he’d wanted to be home slightly earlier today so he could have a meal with you. But looking at the time, you’d probably be at least half asleep by the time he got home.

His phone buzzed just as he pushed his chair back, stretching as he did. With a small smile, he leaned over to answer the call on speaker, sure you were just going to whine over the phone about him being late and probably asking for some late night snack.

“I’m leaving, I swear. What can I get you?” Jay spoke with an amused smile, grabbing his jacket.

But the words that bounced back at him made him freeze in his tracks.

“What are you doing here?”

Your voice shook slightly with an emotion that sounded a lot like fear.

Jay frowned, quickly shrugging on his jacket, grabbing his phone and rushing down the steps. He couldn’t hear much of what the other person was saying, so he just pushed himself faster, speeding past the front desk his phone still pressed against his ear, barely hearing Trudy’s “Where’s the fire, Halstead?” comment before he was out the doors.

What was at most a 15 minute drive felt like forever, as Jay sped through the streets, finally pulling up outside his apartment building, not even bothering to wait for the elevator.

The door to his apartment wasn’t even shut properly, the door merely resting on the frame. Jay pulled his gun out as he’d done so many times at other places, except that he could feel the bad feeling turn his stomach over.

Jay nudged the door open with his foot, pulling his focus forward and using trained eyes to glance around his apartment.

Stuff was strewn all over the floor, pieces of broken glass from a shattered cup, leaflets spread across the floor. He knew what he was seeing - a struggle. Most definitely.

“Y/N?” He called, even though he knew it was useless. This wasn’t a random robbery or attack. You’d known the person who’d come in. You had been the target.

Even so, Jay cleared each and every corner and room, before he called Will to get him to come over before he called Voight.

It was only after he’d finished calling everyone he needed to call that the information he’d already known finally clicked into place, settling into a dark place in his chest.

Someone had taken you.

Jay could hear people talking but he wasn’t processing anything, his mind trying to sift through the few months since you’d been back, trying to figure out what it was that he’d missed or what you hadn’t told them.

“Jay.”

Kim touched his elbow gently and he glanced up now, realizing he was supposed to provide some sort of response.

“What?”

Kim exhaled gently before she repeated herself. “Adam’s taking Will’s statement. I’ll try to make this quick, alright?”

“I’m working this.” Jay responded, looking Kim straight in the eye.

Kim nodded. “I don’t think Voight’s taking you off. Just talk to me, so we can work this together. That’s the fastest way we’ve got to find her. Because we will.”

Jay exhaled before he nodded, letting Kim ask the questions, swallowing down the annoyance of feeling like a victim’s family.

“She didn’t tell us anything. But she was jumpy, everytime her phone rang. She stuck a little close to us when we were out, even at Molly’s, as if she was five all over again. Damn it, I should have wrangled it out of her.”

Kim glanced up at her friend. “Jay, let’s focus, alright?” She paused and he nodded. “So she didn’t say anything?”

Jay shook his head. “She didn’t even really tell us why she was back. I bought the whole ‘new environment’ excuse for a bit, but things were a little different.”

Kim nodded. “Okay, tell me about the phone call.”

Jay exhaled slowly. “She knew this guy, I’m sure of it. But I couldn’t make out what he was saying…”

Jay looked back almost helplessly at his friend and Kim nodded. “Listen, we’ll find her.”

Jay nodded again, glancing back at the bullpen now where Will had just emerged from Voight’s office. He turned to glance at Kim again. “Let’s do this.”

You glanced up now, feeling the defiance in you rise to almost the same level as your fear, the figure pacing in front of you now a familiar one. Your hands were fastened securely behind your back, the cable ties so tight they were cutting into your skin.

This was the reason you felt the need to return home standing right in front of you.

“You followed me here?” You asked, doing your best to keep your voice steady, not to betray even a sliver of the actual fear that you felt.

You were pretty sure that your frantic call to Jay had gone through, even though your phone was now probably still stuffed in the corner of the couch, where you hoped Jay or someone would find it. Which gave you a sliver of hope that was only present because of the fact that you’d returned home. At least you were in Chicago. Jay and Will would find you. You just needed to hang on until then.

“You wanted me to find you.”

You exhaled slowly, not really succeeding in blocking out his voice, the memory of the first time you’d met Tobias Mills still clear in your mind.

He’d come in after an accident in a lot of pain, so you’d done what you did best. As you assisted the doctor on call in the ED, you connected with the patient. Except that this time, it had backfired. Mills had become totally obsessed with you, so much so that you’d been forced to get a restraining order. But even that hadn’t stopped him. He’d watch you from across the street, or send you messages. To this day, you still had no idea how he’d even gotten your number. So as a last resort, before you lost your last shred of sanity, you’d left, packing your bags almost overnight and taking the first available flight straight to Chicago.

But now he was here.

What was worse was that he’d somehow managed to follow you all the way to Jay’s apartment, picked a night Jay was late and practically taken you by force.

“I should have known.” He muttered as he paced in front of you, as if he’d forgotten you were there. “This was why you turned me down. But two of them?”

His voice raised at the last question and he looked furiously at you.

“Two?!”

You flinched, even though you were trying hard not to. Even so, your brain was already putting all the pieces together. He’d stalked you, seen you with your brothers and put everything together into his own narrative. Again.

Jay put down the phone a little harder than he’d meant to, but the rest of the bullpen barely flinched, like they hadn’t heard it, the sound of furious typing and vague telephone conversations not pausing.

Jay could feel his anxiety mounting as each second ticked past but he glanced towards the pantry where Will was sitting, looking down at his hands and reminded himself that at least he was able to do something and that the both of you were counting on him.

He closed his eyes for just a second, even though he knew Kim had looked up and was watching him now.

There was something missing and he knew it. There was something he was not seeing and he just needed one piece to put it all together. At least that’s how he felt.

With not much to go on, seeing as they weren’t able to find much prints, the team had tried to backtrace your steps but even finding your phone was futile because the burner phones were practically untraceable. After exhausting all possibilities in Chicago, Jay was pretty sure it was something that had followed you home from Europe. Or someone. So Intelligence had put in more efforts to try to connect with the contacts you had had there.

But there was still nothing. Jay had no idea why someone had taken you, what they wanted. He couldn’t think of anyone who wanted to hurt you, but if it was someone who wanted to hurt him, there would have been a ransom call, a message, something. The silence, the lack of knowledge, it was killing him.

Jay heard the door click open, Will motioning towards him with a flick of his head. Sighing, he pushed back his chair, knowing that nothing good would come out of going to his brother with little to no answers.

“Jay, you have to tell me something.” Will said, before the door was even fully closed. “I’m climbing the walls here.”

Jay exhaled, before he looked up at his brother. “We don’t have a lot to go on.”

There was a pause before Will spoke again. “You’re telling me you have nothing.”

Jay didn’t answer.

“Jay, you have nothing? Nothing that could help us find her? She’s out there, somewhere, scared out of her mind and there’s nothing?”

Jay couldn’t even blame Will for raising his voice. Frustration, that was all the emotion behind Will’s voice, frustration that Jay himself couldn’t even express since he was in no position to at this moment. He couldn’t, he had to focus.

Jay exhaled gently. “We’re working on it, Will.”

Will knew that, he’d just let his frustration get the better of him. He hadn’t meant to make Jay feel worse but just as he opened his mouth to tell his younger brother so, the door opened.

“Jay. I think you need to take this call.”

Without another word, Jay gave his brother a look before he headed back for the bullpen and Kim led the conversation. “Hey, Stacie. It’s Kim. Can you repeat what you just told me?”

Jay listened with quiet building anger as the girl on the line talked, explaining that she had been your roommate and had also worked alongside you at the hospital. Then she talked about the patient who’d come in and formed an unhealthy attachment to you, how he waited in front of the apartment building, how he came to the hospital, but she didn’t have a conclusion for the team.

“I don’t know what happened after that. I tried to convince her to continue staying with me so that I could look out for her but she said she didn’t want to create trouble for me. She was worried that he’d do something to me too, so…”

Kim’s eyes flicked to where Jay was gripping the edge of the table so hard, his knuckles were turning white. That sounded just like you, and that really tore at Jay. He didn’t know why you didn’t tell him, or Will. Why didn’t you call to say you were having a tough time, or tell them when you’d come home?

But Jay spoke anyway, keeping his voice so steady, a stranger wouldn’t have realized they were talking about his sister. “Do you have a name?”

Tobias Mills.

Jay was now staring at the records that they’d barely managed to wrangle out of the European authorities.

Stalking. Threatening behavior. But nothing that could get him convicted.

“I got him.” Adam broke the silence, finally looking up from where he had been studying the airport footage for almost an hour.

“Facial recognition missed him because of what he’s wearing but I’m pretty sure that’s him. Right?” Adam asked, playing the footage again.

Jay gave a grunt of acknowledgement before he studied the footage playing. Tobias had reached Chicago slightly two weeks after you had and someone had met him at the airport.

“I’m on it.” Kim said, before anyone else could say anything, already running facial recognition on Mills’ acquaintance as the rest of the video played out.

Ben Mason.

Facial recognition popped quickly with a record that didn’t make Jay feel any better. Multiple counts of assault, misconduct, illegal firearm possession, the list went on.

“The money trail. Mills must have paid him for his help.” Kevin said quietly, glancing at Jay.

Jay growled, the worry blooming in his chest. What exactly had Mills paid for?

But thankfully he didn’t have much longer to blindly worry. “Mason’s uncle owned a factory that’s now out of business. As far as we can tell, it’s been abandoned for at least a year. It’s under his mother’s maiden name so…”

Kevin didn’t finish his sentence before Voight nodded. “Gear up.”

You could feel your heart pumping in your chest, feel the adrenaline working through your veins as you now lay on your side, unsure where the pain was coming from, other than the cable ties cutting into your skin. Maybe the roots of your hair were still smarting from when he’d pulled your head back roughly to look at him, or maybe it was when he’d raised his leg to kick you in the chest in his frustration, making your entire body topple backwards. Or maybe it was just the ache from having your arms pulled backwards for such a prolonged time.

“If I can’t have you, no one can.”

The words echoed in the empty area, bouncing off the walls as if to intimidate you further, even though he’d left a while ago.

Mills had been prepared. That, you knew. Maybe he’d hidden you somewhere no one else would find you. Maybe that’s why Jay hadn’t come for you yet, because you had no doubt that Jay would be here if he knew where you were.

There was a slam, which signalled his return and you felt your breath pick up. You were sure that if Jay didn’t come soon, things were going to get ugly soon. He was either going to do whatever he wanted with you or kill you in a fit of rage - you didn’t know which was worse.

You tried to breathe slower, reminding yourself you weren’t going to show him fear no matter what. You didn’t raise your head as the footsteps got closer, and you wondered what he was up to. If you didn’t know any better, the footsteps sounded… tentative.

“Y/N!”

The voice you’d been waiting for, the sound of safety you’d known your entire life and you raised your head now, slightly worried that you were imagining things.

His name felt like it was stuck in your throat, the energy suddenly sucked out of you as you felt the adrenaline drop all of a sudden.

“Oh my god.” His voice swept past you, landing on you gently, just as he reached you. You heard his knees hit the ground as he bent over you. “Are you hurt?”

You still didn’t answer him, the fog in your brain worried that it wasn’t true, that when you looked up it would be Mills again.

But the pressure on your wrists lifted as Jay sliced through the cable ties. “Are you hurt?” He asked again, pulling you up against him, his eyes scanning you up and down.

“Jay?”

Jay nodded now, a small frown forming on his face. “Yeah, it’s me. You’re okay. We’re here. Will’s right outside.”

You didn’t answer but your body now slumped against your brother’s.

Jay turned and nodded at Kevin so that he could bring Will in. Jay knew it would be better to take you outside but he was a little worried about any injuries you might have and if moving you would make things worse. You couldn’t even seem to articulate if you had any injuries.

“Jay? Y/N!” Will’s voice reached you now, as he got to his knees next to Jay, his fingers going straight to feel your pulse, peering at your pupils now.

“Y/N, does anything hurt? Look at me, Y/N.”

You raised your eyes now to meet Will’s before you shook your head, the fog finally pushing back down again. “Will.”

Will let out a breath that sounded like relief, before he nodded. “Okay, if you’re not hurt we should get you out of here first. Come on.”

Jay nodded, as Will put an arm around you as well, helping you up. Jay let Will take over as he repositioned his hold on the gun in his hand, getting to his feet as well.

But what threw a wrench in their plans was the back door opening.

Both you and Will looked up at the sound of a door opening and you saw the look on Mills’ face change, the absolute wrath that crossed his face as he saw you pressed against Will’s side. Will felt your hand close around the shirt he had on, the material crumpling in your hand. Jay pressed down his confusion that Mills had gotten past the patrol cars that were supposed to be stationed out there, raising his gun.

“I told you. You’re mine.”

His sentence was cut off by a simultaneous growl from both Jay and Will as you coiled backwards.

Will’s eyes caught the flash of metal first as Mills raised the gun in his hand.

Instinctively, Will pulled you against him and turned, as if he’d done this a thousand times. You let out a sharp inhale, confused for a moment if it was really Will who was now standing between you and Mills, before the gunshot rang out.

You could feel the fear that gripped at you so hard that it felt like it was hard to breathe. You were afraid to even turn, afraid to know if Will was hurt because of you.

“Y/N, you okay?” Will’s voice in your ear.

“Will, you…”

You felt Will shake his head. “I’m okay, are you…”

That’s when you felt the energy leave your legs, your body only supported by your oldest brother’s arms around you.

You turned but Jay stepped behind Will now to block your vision. “It’s over, let’s get you out of here.”

Your brothers took you to the hospital to get checked out. But other than some bruises, pain that would last a few days and some dehydration, you weren’t badly hurt.

No one had told you much details, but you were sure that the gunshot you thought was Mills shooting Will was from Jay. And if it was between Mills and Will, you were glad Jay had shot the bastard, even if it made you feel dirty inside for even thinking it when someone had died.

You could hear Jay’s voice behind the closed door, raised as he questioned someone on the line.

“What the hell do you mean? My brother and sister could have died! Any one of my team members could have been shot!”

Will turned to look at you now, giving you a small smile. He looked like he was about to say something when the door slid open, Jay stepping in and closing the door behind him.

Your brothers exchanged a look like they’d already had a discussion among themselves without you.

So you knew they wanted to talk, wanted to ask you something. It didn’t take a genius to figure that out.

“Why didn’t you tell us?” Jay broke the silence first, unable to keep the sadness out of his voice.

You glanced up, surprised. You thought he’d be pissed, like really pissed. Maybe just slightly less than the anger he’d shown while he was on the phone outside.

When both of them didn’t say anything, you let out a short breath. “The whole point of a new environment was for me to grow up. I was supposed to grow outside the shelter the both of you had created for me since I was a baby.” You paused glancing up at them. “I didn’t want to worry you. I thought I could handle it, I didn’t think he would…”

Will moved first, heading towards your side and pulling you tightly against him before he sat on the side of your bed facing you.

“You’re our younger sister. Worrying us is part of your make up. Jay worries me all the freaking time.” Will said gently, earning him an annoyed puff from the younger Halstead.

“Yeah, says Dr Halstead who got beaten up within a day since he returned to Chicago.” Jay slightly mocked, moving closer as well.

You laughed, the chuckle bursting forth and making your side ache a little.

Jay smiled at you. “Promise me something.”

You glanced up at your older brother.

“Don’t keep such serious things from us. Once it starts feeling funky, you tell one of us. Tell Kim. Tell Sylvie. I don’t care who, just tell someone.”

You were quiet for a second, before you nodded. “I promise.”

They both leaned in at the same time, Will putting a hand on the back of our head gently as they squashed you between them, the three of you emanating the same feelings, glad that you were all here together.

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WITSEC Part 3: Truth be Told - Will Halstead x Reader

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PREQUEL - MOMENTS (NSFW) - Why did you and Will break up?

Part 1: Got You - Will and you come face to face after a traumatic event.

Part 2: Phoenix - Will contemplates the events that led him to this moment.

You’ve been back six weeks when a suspect takes you over the edge of the fire escape with him. The two of you had been grappling and before you knew it, the rusted guardrail gave way, and you were tumbling towards the concrete below. It wasn’t high enough to kill you, but the perp had broken his leg and you thought from the agony that lanced through your left shoulder that you may have dislocated it. Which was why you were now sitting in one of the trauma rooms in the Chicago Med waiting for the pain killers to kick in so Doctor Choi could pop it back into the socket.

You would have preferred to be anywhere else right now, but protocol dictated that both you and the perp were taken to the nearest hospital. Being back here without Will was strange, you swore you could feel his ghost haunting the trauma bays as you lay on the bed staring at the ceiling. You wondered what people thought of you, of this situation. Will leaving just as you came back from your tenure in the FBI. Did they think you had a part to play in his disappearance?

You heard the curtain draw back and tipped your head expecting to see Ethan, instead you were confronted with the stoic expression of Natalie Manning.

“I thought the two of us should have a chat.” She said as she drew the curtain shut behind her.

“You know what Nat? I’m really not in the mood.” You informed her, gesturing at your arm.

“You’ve been dodging my calls.” She said, coming to stand alongside the bed so the two of you were eye to eye. “And if this is the only way the two of us get to talk so, be it.”

“I forgot how much you enjoy a captive audience.” You snarked, meeting her ferocious gaze with one of your own. “And we both know why I haven’t been picking up the phone.”

“Things have changed.” Jay told you back in a hospital room in Virginia. “He’s getting married.”

It had been a blow, you had to admit that, but you swallowed down that anguish because Will deserved to be happy. You were glad that he’d found someone to love him, to care for him, someone who could put him first.

“I’m pleased he found someone.” You told Jay. “Someone to look after him.”

Jay shook his head, before his hand came to rest on yours, squeezing lightly.

“No, you don’t understand.” He said quietly. “It’s Natalie, he’s marrying Natalie Manning.”

It had been like someone had stabbed you right through the heart and twisted the knife because Natalie had been a friend, a close one. It was Natalie you had first told about the job you’d been offered, Natalie who had encouraged you to take it because this was a once in a life time opportunity, Natalie who had told you not to worry, she would keep an eye on Will.

“You can’t be mad at me for falling in love with him.” Natalie said softly.

You knew how empathetic Will was, how understanding, how compassionate. He dived into everything with his heart and his soul, and it was invigorating to be around someone who lived like that, who wasn’t scared to be honest about who they were and what they wanted. He was easy to love.

“But I can be mad at you for pursuing him.” You retaliated. “Tell me, were you in love with him the whole time we were together or was it just after I left?”

Natalie’s lips clamped together, her gaze lowering. And you knew, you fucking knew.

“The whole fucking time?” You whispered. “Was our friendship even really about me and you?”

“I liked you.” she shrugged. “I cared about you.”

“You just cared about him more.”

Natalie said nothing, you sat there reeling at the information. You had suspected of course but suspecting and knowing were two different things and it felt you had been doused with ice water, your brain couldn’t function as you backtracked over your entire friendship with Natalie.

“Why did you come back?” she asked you. “Why now?”

You clenched your jaw, you could feel that pain and that anguish building up inside of you, you’d lost everything. Your lover, your friend and almost your life and Sarah, you had lost Sarah. It was acute and violent the grief, it washed over you like a wave.

“I didn’t come back for Will.” You fold her.

Her shoulders seem to relax at the statement, her fingers twisting the engagement ring on her finger. The one you’d found in his jacket pocket, the night you had told him about the job.

“Did you know about the investigation?”

“No.” You said honestly. “I got back a couple of weeks before it went down. It wasn’t even on my radar until that night.”

You didn’t tell her you had been on medical leave until the day it happened. Your first day back in Intelligence was when you realised something was going on with Jay. You’d been the only one left in the Squad Room when he had gotten that phone call, you’d heard Will’s name and you knew, you just knew something was horribly wrong.

Tell me, you had begged him. Jay could never lie to you, he knew you were the only one that was as invested in saving Will’s life as he was, that wasn’t focused on taking down a target. He filled you in on the way over to Med, you watched as he persuaded Connor to bring his informant out of sedation and you thought of the toll it must have taken on Will. How much pressure he had been under, how sick he must have been to be involved in something like this to have to hide it from the people around him, to balance so precariously on a knife edge of two lives.

When you’d seen him standing there, covered in blood you thought he’d been hit, and the air had rushed out of your chest. When he moved towards you, his hands running through your hair with that wrecked expression you couldn’t help but fall for him all over again. Those feelings you had buried, they never really went away. All you could feel was relief. Relief that he was alive and standing there before you and for the first time in two years you felt like you could breathe again.

“He’s moved on.” Natalie’s voice penetrated your thoughts drawing your attention back to her. She fixed you with a hard gaze as she walked back towards the curtain, one hand gripping it. “You should too.”

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nsfw alphabet [connor rhodes]

Chicago Med / One Chicago

Connor Rhodes x GN!Reader

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a - aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

after sex, Connor turns into a stage 5 clinger. once you’re finished you’re basically attached at the hip for the rest of the night. all he wants to do is make sure you feel okay and that you enjoyed it. he basically waits on you hand and foot.

b - body part (their favorite body part of theirs and of yours)

theirs - hands. his favorite part of his own body is definitely his hands. he’s a surgeon, he’s obviously good with his hands. he knows exactly how to touch you to get you going and he’s clearly proud of it.

yours - your arms. he loves when you wrap your arms around his waist, or wrap them around his neck when he’s on top of you.

c - cum (anything to do with cum basically… i’m a disgusting person)

Connor loves to pull out and cum on your stomach. he loves that he has an unobscured view of your entire body. he’s not much into cumming on your face, he feels it’s degrading and he is all about worshipping you.

d - dirty secret (self explanatory)

submission and exhibitionism. he’s thought about getting on his knees for you in an on-call room countless times. someone walking in on you with your hands in his hair, fucking his face. word getting around the hospital that the Connor Rhodes is such a good boy for you.

e - experience

Connor has been with his fair share of partners. Not too many, but he’s definitely learned how to be good in bed. All of them have been pretty vanilla, so you’re the first who has let him explore his kinkier side and he could not be more thrilled.

f - favorite position

missionary - he loves to see your face when he’s fucking you. being able to kiss you is pretty much his main requirement for whether or not he enjoys a position.

riding - he absolutely loves when you’re on top. he can keep his hands on your waist, and he is all about you being in control of him.

g - goofy (are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous)

he knows it’s impolite to talk with his mouth full, no matter what’s in it.

h - hair (are they well groomed? does the carpet match the drapes?)

he keeps it trimmed downstairs. not clean shaven but he definitely doesn’t have a bush. the carpet definitely matches the drapes.

i - intimacy

Connor absolutely worships you. he is the most romantic man you have ever met, and it definitely carries over into the bedroom. all he ever wants to do is make you feel good and make you feel like you’re beautiful.

j- jack off (masturbation)

Connor gets his fair share of solo time whenever you work different shifts, but he always has a picture or video of you to keep him company.

k - kink

Connor most definitely has several kinks.

he is 1000% a service sub. he wants nothing more than to make you cum, and he can only get off if he’s already made you at least once. connor absolutely loves when you sit on his face, he’s ecstatic when you’re in control of the pleasure he’s giving you. praise is a must. whether it’s directed at him or at you (usually both), praise is something absolutely necessary in your sex life. tell him he’s being a good boy and he will rail you into the mattress.

l - location

connor is willing to take you anywhere he can. he prefers when it’s somewhere that he can hear you moan, but if you’re on call he’s perfectly fine with kissing you to shut you up. if you’re at home he’ll draw it out for as long as he can. at work, he doesn’t care if he cums. it’s all about you if he has to go fast.

m - motivation (what turns him on)

sharing clothes. if he sees you in one of his shirts, you might as well kiss the rest of your day goodbye.

hickeys/marks. connor absolutely loves when you leave marks on him. when he catches a glimpse of them in the shower or while he’s changing he always accidentally lets a whine slip from his mouth.

hair pulling. he’s a bit of a masochist, he loves when you run your fingers through his hair and unexpectedly pull his head backwards so he’ll look you in the eye. how you tangle your fingers in it when he’s on his knees for you.

n - no (something they wouldn’t do)

he would never do anything that could hurt you in any way. he’d hate to be the reason you felt any kind of pain at all.

o - oral

connor most definitely prefer giving rather than receiving. he won’t turn you down if you offer, but he’d much rather be on his knees or have you on his face. he could give you head all day long. he doesn’t care if he’s on call or if his jaw is sore. he absolutely loves having his face fucked. he wants you to use him for your pleasure.

p - pace

connor will give it to you however you want it. if you just got off a long shift and you’re both tired, he’ll take it slow and gently rut into you until you finish. if you’ve had a particularly bad day then he’ll fuck you into the mattress and make sure you remember how good he was for you when you can barely walk the next day.

q - quickie

he’s always down for a quickie. whether you’re riding him in an on-call room during your shift, or he’s fucking you against the wall in the bathroom of a charity event. he’ll always make time to make you feel good.

r - risk

connor is definitely an exhibitionist. he’s a little too willing to risk getting caught by one of your coworkers or neighbors. you’ve been walked in on many times in pretty much every supply closet or on-call room of the hospital. all he does is keep going. half the hospital knows that he’ll do anything to please you.

s - stamina

he can go for quite a while before he gets tired. you usually get at least two rounds in before he’s spent. even then, if you’re still in the mood, he’ll let you use him to get off as much as you want.

t - toys

connor doesn’t personally own any toys, but he will happily let you use them on him if that’s what you want. he’s quite fond of when you make him wear a plug for most of his shift, secretly hoping someone notices him rocking back on his chair when he sits down for lunch with you.

u - unfair

connor isn’t much of a brat, he’d much rather be pleasing you than being punished. he does very much enjoy it when you tease him in public. tracing your finger along the outline of his dick when you’re at dinner. hands ghosting over his throat when you end up alone in the doctors lounge. he loves when you make him so needy for you.

v - volume

he is definitely not quiet in the bedroom. he loves making noises for you, showing how good you’re making him feel. he loves giving you an ego boost by whining in your ear when you’re riding him.

w - wildcard (random headcannon)

connor absolutely loves being manhandled. he’s a pretty large guy, so when you make him feel small he’ll immediately do anything you want. he loves when you pin him against a wall, or grab him by the throat. hold his hair while you fuck his mouth and he’ll melt.

x - x-ray

above average, probably about 6.5 - 7 inches.

y - yearning

his sex drive is pretty high, mostly because if you’re in the mood then he’s most definitely in the mood. he’s down to take you (or let you take him) pretty much any time of day or night.

z - zzz

connor won’t fall asleep until he’s made sure you’re okay. he may be the sub in the bedroom, but once sex is over he does everything he can to take care of you. once he’s made sure you’re okay, he wraps you in his arms and absolutely passes out.

#n*fw alphabet #chicago med #chicago fire #chicago pd #connor rhodes #connorrhodes #connor rhodes x reader #dr connor rhodes #sub!connor rhodes #will halstead #crockett marcel #onechicago #one chicago #smut #one chicago smut #connor rhodes smut #k!nk talk #k!nk #headcanon

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hold-him-down · 9 months

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What is your favorite whump movies or tv shows?

TV shows (non-exhaustive list):

The Fall (season 3 episodes 1-3 (heavy, heavy, perfect med whump))

The Flash (season 1 & 2)

Graceland (specifically season 3, episode 8, but also late season 2 early season 3, and also some smattering in between)

Daredevil (season 1, this has some of the best scenes, like the BEST)

Roswell (season 1, the white room if you like lab whump go on the n*tflix and watch this episode)

Buffy the Vampire Slayer (throughout, but there are a lot of specific scenes that I love)

Spartacus, Blood and Sand (entire first season)

House/ER/Greys/Chicago Med (first handful of seasons, for my med whump)

Outlander (season 1, periodically, but I don't love it generally)

Movies/Scenes from Movies (it should be noted that I much more frequently perseverate on like feel-good light movies, I find that finding truly whumpy movies is rare and my overall preference is for light movies, since whumpy movies usually only have a handful of whumpy scenes and then you have to pay attention to the rest :))

Life Like (I just recently watched this and died 100 times over, it makes zero sense but we just don't look that deep)

Hunger Games Catching Fire (Whipping Scene)

X-Men/Wolverine Movies

Mad Max Fury Road

Papillon

The Shape of Water (nonhuman)

Upgrade

Captain America Winter Soldier

Some Recent Whumpy Reads (you didn't ask for this but I'm on one now)

The Foxhole Court series (easiest whumpiest read, keep your expectations low and get through the end of book 2 before dipping, you won't regret)

A Little Life (check the TW on google before embarking)

The Billionaire Series by Alexis Hall (ok it's not super whumpy but your imagination can really get carried away here)

The Last Sun by KD Edwards (specifically the first book but peachy swears by all 3 currently released)

The Darkness Outside Us

Captive Prince

Happy Head

What else? Whumpy Theatre?

The Inheritance (Toronto, Miami, and Columbus OH coming up if you're interested)

The Book of Mormon

A Little Life

Once on this Island

Life of Pi

Smuta (this is too niche to see right now but maybe one day)

#my greatest passion in life is talking about whump in media #i have lots of niche scene recommendations #but here's the gist #whump recommendations #whump in tv #whump in movies #whump in plays #whump in books #anonymous #thanks for indulging me!#peachy-panic recommends all books to me so if you want one that isn't on this list she's your gal

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spnfanficpond · 3 months

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New Member Spotlight - January 2024

The Pond is always growing and we want to make our new members feel welcome! Here’s a list of recent additions to our fishy family, along with a little info about them!

Guppies, Jellies, and Mutuals, oh, my!

@thebejeweledwatercat -

Other SM names? - Same name on Discord and AO3

OTP? - Samwena bit it varies

Other fandoms? - Chicago Med, fire, & PD, Stranger Things, Teen Wolf

Looking for in the Pond? - Community

Pairings you read? - OC's and Poly fics

Genres you read? - Hurt/comfort

Favorite writer(s)? - winterfire22 on AO3

What do you like to write? - Hurt/comfort, Poly, What if, AU's

Masterlist!

Most underappreciated fic? - Chicago Med - Sunshine, Moonlight, and Shadow

Something you haven't written but would like to try? Why not? How can we help? - A lot actually. Mostly because I’m not good with the follow-through.

.@hello-starlingfics -

Other SM names? - HelloStarlingFics on AO3, HelloStarling on Discord, and hello-starling.bsky.social on BlueSky

OTP? - Sam/Dean. They're just too compelling!

Other fandoms? - Right now it's just SPN

Looking for in the Pond? - Connect with other writers and fans. Writing can be a lonely thing.

Pairings you read? - I mainly stick to Wincest, but will dabble in Wincestiel, Destiel, and Dean/John.

Genres you read? - I read a range of styles and tropes. Whump is probably my favourite, with the comfort optional.

What do you like to write? - I like to write a range of things! I have hurt/comfort, angst, fluff, crack where Sam and Dean are catboys, erotica, and even some gen.

Masterlist!

Most underappreciated fic? - Last Fair Deal Gone Down

Something you haven't written but would like to try? Why not? How can we help? - This year I hope to write some darker stuff including Major Character Death. Balancing making it emotionally affecting while avoiding being heavy-handed will be a challenge.

.@michaelmilligan -

Other SM names? - QuicksilverCastiel on AO3, alexanderlewis on Discord

OTP? - Midam

Other fandoms? - Star Trek and Yu-Gi-Oh! (specifically JouKai as a ship - the resurgence of an old fandom for me)

Looking for in the Pond? - I would like to connect with other writers and share insights and hopefully bounce story ideas off each other.

Pairings you read? - Midam, Midamoul (Michael/Adam/Ghoul), I'm trying to branch out with Samifer and Sam in poly relationships (preferably with Gabriel, Eileen, Rowena and/or Lucifer)

Genres you read? - Fluff and Smut mostly, though some angst is good now and then. I enjoy AUs (especially fantasy and sci-fi) and won't say not to fake dating.

Favorite writer(s)? - I go absolutely feral about most (all?) of the Midam fics by saintmichael on AO3

What do you like to write? - Smut, fluff, AUs, fix-its, and lately I've been dabbling in dark(er) fic

Masterlist!

Most underappreciated fic? - That would probably be this dark(-ish) Nickifer fic: Blind Trust

Something you haven't written but would like to try? Why not? How can we help? -I've never written a case fic, which seems criminal in the SPN fandom! So far I'm not confident I could pull off the suspense aspect of the search for what monster is involved, and resolve the whole thing competently. Some suggestions on how to structure/plan a case fic would be appreciated.

@kazsrm67 -

Other SM names? - Same name on Discord

OTP? - I would have to go with Sam x Eileen I suppose.

Other fandoms? - Not much really although I occasionally read Stargate or NCIS fics.

Looking for in the Pond? - I was invited by a friend on Tumblr to be honest I'm super introverted and I can't really answer this. But I was told its a good way to "meet" other writers and get help when stuck on an idea.

Pairings you read? - I mostly read Dean x reader or Dean x OFC (this is what I mostly write as well), I do read some Sam fics and dabble in some poly fics but only with specific characters.

Genres you read? - I'll read all of these (angst, fluff, smut, crack) but I spend a lot of time between angst and smut fics. I do love a good soulmate au.

Favorite writer(s)? - So hard to pick a favorite but @spnexploration and @jawritter on Tumblr are two of my top writers.

What do you like to write? - I write a lot of soulmate fics, but I try to write many different types.

Masterlist!

Most underappreciated fic? - My Omega

Something you haven't written but would like to try? Why not? How can we help? - I have a rockstar!Dean fic in mind, it would be very angsty and discuss domestic violence against men, I haven't tried writing it yet mostly because time. I work full time and am a mom but it's definitely something I am looking at diving into sooner rather than later. I think the help I could use is someone to edit and bounce ideas off. I have a good friend I do this with but sometimes I wonder if it would help to have someone else to bounce ideas off (I get shy and don't reach out tho).

That's all for this month, folks! (If we're missing anyone, let us know and we'll add them to next month's list!) Make sure to say hi to the newbies and make them feel welcome! Thanks to all from @manawhaat, @mrswhozeewhatsis, @mariekoukie6661, @thoughtslikeaminefield, @spencereliotwinchester and @heavenssexiestangel!

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* ◟ : 〔 KENTO YAMAZAKI , nonbinary + they / he 〕 ADACHI HIDEYOSHI , some say you’re a THIRTY YEAR OLD lost soul among the neon lights. known for being both ADAPTABLE and MERCURIAL, one can’t help but think of THE DEATH OF PEACE OF MIND by BAD OMENS when you walk by. are you still a SOLDIER / CYBERNETICS MECHANIC at THE DEAD HAND, even with your reputation as the CHESHIRE SMILE? i think we’ll be seeing more of you and YOUR OIL & FLUID - STAINED , CALLUSED HANDS , COVERED BY BLACK LATEX GLOVES : YOUR MANY - TONGUED TATTOOS LICKING ALONG YOUR ARMS , VISIBLE IN THE LOW NEON LIGHTS FLICKERING FROM THE ASPHALT ; THE CURL OF YOUR SATISFIED GRIN WHEN SOMETHING , INDEED , GOES YOUR WAY , although we can’t help but think of VEGAS THEERAPANYAKUL ( KINNPORSHE ) ; ISIDORE LATHAM ( CHICAGO MED ) ; DOCTOR DESTINY ( DC COMICS UNIVERSE ) whenever we see you down these rainy streets.

𝙱𝙰𝚂𝙸𝙲𝚂.

full name: adachi hideyoshi.

nickname: yoshi.

age: 30.

birthday: august 22nd.

zodiac sun sign: leo.

gender + pronouns: fuck around. ( nonbinary + they / he. )

orientation: find out. ( can you stand them for long enough. )

birthplace: osaka prefecture, japan.

languages: japanese, english, chinese.

accent: prominent, perhaps on purpose, a mixture of osaka & new york.

occupation: cybernetics mechanic + soldier @ the dead hand,

loyalty: the current highest bidder. ( the nishiguchi clan. )

family: the dead hand. ( parents , deceased ; sibling, missing. )

𝙳𝙴𝚃𝙰𝙸𝙻𝚂.

hair: shaggy, neck-length, coarse & black. slightly curly.

eyes: light brown, might look yellow in some lights. clearly innocent.

piercings: ( left ear ) ( right ear ) ( nose ).

tattoos: ( left side ) ( right side ) ( neck ) ( legs ).

mbti: istp, the inventor.

moral alignment: chaotic neutral.

+ adaptable, logical, solution-seeking.

- mercurial, easily irritated, arrogant.

𝙱𝙰𝙲𝙺𝙶𝚁𝙾𝚄𝙽𝙳. ( cw: mentions of death, grief, medical procedures )

you were born into this world with your eyes broken open to curiosities. you said nothing until the age of five. you spoke with your hands, prodding & picking at all different textures, emoted only when it bothered you too much. touch was one of the worst. how desperately you wished to be embraced & held by your parents only to turn away & wince when they tried to hold you. they did try their best & you know it now. it fills you with regret to realise you were already halfway to dead. but at least you found solace in the grit: under your nails, in your teeth. a bike accident set you in the hospital, gave you a permanent, elongated scar. someone, someday, will think it is beautiful, but you look in the mirror & merely see the procedure. the clinical movements. the tools that put it there. beauty is what's on the inside, but the more you withdrew into yourself & your little hobbies, the more you asked: but what if nothing is there.

you fell into the nishiguchi family when they took over osaka. you ran with the likes of people who gave scars to those who scarred them. this fascinated you. neon in tongues, a steady hand tattooing you, & you wished to have that same steady hand. you felt safe, comfortable enough to speak for the first time, your accent as rugged & back-alley as you were: look what i can do. & they liked what you can do. so much so, that they became your family. that you stayed away from home until your parents stopped calling you, until your sibling disappeared to have another life far away from how yours had spiraled. but you had never felt more alive than the moments you strapped on a pair of black gloves, taken from the tattoo shop at the time, unknowing just how it would become your marker. unrealising at how you would smile once you had finished, preferring already-dead things because of how you felt about yourself. you buried your grief in the wires of the cybernetics you uncovered, the bloodstains of your regrets in the splatter of the replicants that you pulled from the trash. sometimes — you tried to rescue them. it never worked.

in a sense, you became a replicant yourself. you became a mirror, a shard of glass sharp enough to slice before you were. you let your grin grow in akira's shadow. you blacked out your arms as he did. you were always there, lurking like a rabid wolf, foaming at the mouth to do what he bid. because he bids the highest. you grew into your twenties & unleashed the feral animal within you, ignoring the fact that it comes from touch- and love-starving. the only hand you know how to handle is the one that shoves itself between your teeth & tells you to bite down. you wouldn't know what to do with anything else, not now. not when your hands have taken on that steadiness until the lines blur. until now, you exchange merely looks with members of your family & sometimes have to say nothing. strange, how you blossomed into something black & unfurling. strange how it isn't rot. not to you. to others, you are intimidating. that silent features in the background, the man to seek when you want something done & fast, if you dare. this life might've taken one of your eyes in yubitsume but that only means the vision clears out in the one remaining. & you plan on being the one remaining, whatever that looks like. it only takes one spin on the heels to turn the knife into those who love you. everything has its limits. even you.

these days, you are only your work. finding you anywhere outside of slurping down noodles, taking a smoke, or in the dark corner of your place in the garage, which has become a mad scientist's den, is nonexistent. you treat everyone the same: a thin string of thread tied around your ankle, pulling you along. you aren't afraid of playing at being the puppeteer. you aren't ignorant to the fact that you yourself are upon gilded strings that could be snipped. but you do your job too well. this, too, you know, & perhaps it makes you a bit arrogant. it's no wonder no one wants to love you like that. ( it's no wonder it's what you secretly dream about. your sheep-dog loyalty could change if someone managed to snap a collar on your neck. )

𝙲𝙾𝙽𝙽𝙴𝙲𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝚂.

some basics: true confidante(s), inside or outside the dead hand; absolute mortal enemies / rivals because he is insufferable; fellow mechanics and / or the replicants he has worked on, for better or for worse; someone else he has sheepdog loyalty to or the potential for ( could be platonic, slow burn, quick as a fire, depends on us! ); the long-lost family member ( i'm willing to wiggle it ); ghost from the past ( whether in the form of human or replicant ); anything else we come up with! he is a mess who wants to be loved deep down & wants that to be his reason for being loyal!

#𝐘𝐎𝐒𝐇𝐈. / dossier.#lawlessintro #this is . . . smth

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firstrespondershowobsessed · 2 years

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Falling in love

Type: One-shot | Imagine about Connor Rhodes (Chicago MED) Rating: Rated R for Sexual Content Word Count: 4500+ Pairing: Connor + Lexi Enjoy!

"On my count……one two three," Lexi said as they slid the patient into the bed. "Talk to me," Connor said as he entered the room. "Lower stomach stab wound," Lexi said. "Blood pressure is tanking and heart rate is spiking," she said. "Is the bleeding under control?" Connor asked. "Yes for now but he needs surgery," Lexi said. "Alright let's get ready to transport,'' Connor said as he pulled up the bed rails.

Off they went to the OR room and Lexi went right into another room with another patient. Oh the fun of working in an ER, most nights it was never-ending.

"Another stab wound victim is coming in," Maggie said. "Send him my way," Lexi said. "Alright," Maggie said as she nodded and directed the paramedics to the trauma room where Lexi was at. "Where is the wound?" Lexi asked. "Lower stomach," The paramedic said. "Blood pressure is sinking fast, it was touch and go in the ambulance," she said. "PAGE CONNOR" Lexi yelled out. "OK on my count one two three," she said as she slid the patient onto the bed. "He's already in surgery," another nurse said. "Well someone needs to do surgery on this guy STAT or we will lose him," Lexi said as she pressed down on the wound. "What's the issue?" WIll said. "His bleeding isn't controlled and his blood pressure is sinking," Lexi said. "I got him, let's go," Will said as he pulled up the railings and they were off.

Lexi took her gloves off and went into the doctor's lounge. Just taking a breather as the ER was screaming with victims of a vicious attack at a concert. She took a deep breath in and cleared her head before heading back out to the ER. Jumping back into it not missing a beat. Around 3 am things finally calmed down and the ER was quiet.

"Finally a moment to breathe," Connor said as he sat down. "Yea I know right," Lexi said as she sat down next to him. "Was that guy ok?" she asked. "He's in the ICU, it's touch and go," Connor said. "I can't understand how someone could do this," She sighed. "I honestly have no clue," he said as he placed his hand on her leg. "Are you ok?" he asked. "Yea my feet hurt but I'm ok" she nodded.

She could feel her breath catch in her throat as he touched her. She just looked at him imagining a world where he was hers but in the real world, they were just friends. She took a deep breath in as she tried to slow her heart rate down. Will came into the doctor's lounge and sat down across from Lexi and Connor.

"Seriously, when are you two going to get together?" Will asked. "It's not like that and you know it," Connor said. "Yea" Lexi nodded, knowing she wanted more. "You already seem like you two are together with how close you two are," Will said. "Yea we are close but we are just friends," Connor said. "You want coffee?" Lexi said as she stood up, walking over to the counter. "Sure" both WIll and Connor answered.

She fixed them both coffee and placed them on the table before leaving the room. She checked with Maggie to see if anything else needed to be done before clocking out. She went to get changed and left before she could run into Connor again. Her feelings were growing stronger for him each day. Later on that night Connor stopped by her place with wine and a few games.

"What are you doing here?" she asked as she answered the door. "It is Friday night so game night?" he asked as he walked inside. "Oh sure," She nodded as she closed the door. "I have wine and twister," he said as he took his jacket off. "Think we need a few drinks before we start," she said as she grabbed glasses. "Sounds good," he said as he poured their drinks

They had a few rounds of drinks before they started to play the game. Each one took a turn spinning and trying to match the colors. Before she knew it she was under him, twisted up in his arms.

"Ok right-hand green," he said as he moved his hand behind her, his arm wrapped around her stomach. "Ok, let's see if I can spin," she said as she spun. "Left foot on the red," she said as she moved her foot, her leg pressing against his manhood. "So glad we are good friends" he chuckled slightly before spinning. "Yea" she smiled as adjusted her arm, bringing herself closer to him. Breathing his scent almost made her lose the game.

He took another turn and moved his leg so now he was resting between her legs. She tried to stay focused but she was slipping under his spell. She took a turn and ended up moving again where she was pressed against his chest. Leaning into his neck as she kept her balance as he took another turn. He took another turn but this time when he went to move he slipped making them both fall. They were on the floor laughing as he moved off of her, lying beside her.

"Yea you were right Fridays are better off as game nights," she said as she sat up. "I wouldn't want to spend my night anywhere else," he said as he stood up, reaching for her hand. She grabbed it and stood up. "Why?" she asked as she walked into the kitchen. "Because you are my closest friend since moving back here," he said. "Well I'm honored," she smiled as she looked at him. "I mean it, Lexi. I'm glad we have such an amazing friendship" he said. "I know Connor" she nodded as she handed him a bag of chips. "We need to eat or we will be hungover in the morning," she said. "True," he said as he took the bag of chips.

They sat on the couch and decided to watch a few shows. He started to nod off on the couch, she smiled to herself as she noticed it. She placed a blanket around him, running her hands through his hair.

"If only you knew," she said as she kissed his forehead. "Good night Connor" she whispered before laying on the other side of the couch.

In the morning he was woken up by the sunlight. She was opening the curtains allowing the morning sun into the room. He rubbed his eyes, realizing that he fell asleep on her couch. She walked into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water and some aspirin before returning to him.

"Take these," she said as she handed him the aspirin and the water. "Thanks," he said. "I'm sorry for spending the night, I didn't mean to," he said. "It's ok," She nodded as she sat next to him. "Let me take you out for breakfast," he said. "That sounds good," She nodded.

He used her bathroom to freshen up before they walked down to a local cafe. He held the door open for her and told her to order whatever she wanted. Once she finished ordering she went to get them a table as he ordered his food. He walked over to the table and sat down with their drinks before sitting down across from her.

"Thank you," She said as she grabbed her drink, taking a sip. "No problem" he smiled as he watched her. "So what did you get?" she asked. "My normal" he nodded as he tried not to laugh. "What?" she asked. "You have cold foam on your lip," he said as he reached over, brushing his thumb against her lips. "Thank you," she said as she looked at him, her breath catching in her throat again. "No problem," he said as his hand lingered over her lips for a second longer than it should. "Over easy eggs with toast and bacon," the waiter said as she placed the plate in front of Lexi. "And eggs benedict and bacon for you," she said as she placed the plate in front of Connor. "Thank you," Connor nodded.

The conversation fell silent as they started to eat. Once they finished eating he cleaned up the table a little before they left. They walked back to her apartment and he leaned against his car. They said their goodbyes and went on with the rest of their day. When she entered her apartment she was greeted by the smell of him. She smiled as she sat on the couch, just thinking of Connor. She grabbed her favorite book and snuggled into the couch, just losing time in a book. She took it easy over the next few days before having another shift at the hospital. She was changing into her scrubs when she could hear the ER getting busy. She rushed out and went straight to work.

"Maggie, where do you want me?" Lexi asked. "You are with Connor," Maggie said. "I know but where am I needed right now?" Lexi asked. "Trauma two" Maggie nodded. "Alright," Lexi nodded and rushed into the room. "Patient is complaining of chest pain, BP is 143 over 67, and pulse rate is over 100," The paramedic said. "OK on my count. One two three" Lexi said as she pulled the patient onto the bed. "I said I was fine, this is UNNECESSARY," the patient said. "Well let's just look to make sure," Lexi said. "I'm not staying. LET ME GO" the patient said as he stood up. "Sir please sit down," Lexi said as she tried to control the situation. "NO, LET ME GO," the patient said as he pushed Lexi making her fall back against the wall. "HEY THIS IS MY ER SO SIT DOWN," Will said as he entered the room. "IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE THEN LEAVE BUT DON'T TOUCH MY NURSES '' Will said. "Lexi are you ok?" Connor said as he kneeled in front of her. "I-I don't know," Lexi said as she closed her eyes. "Hey, stay with me," he said as he grabbed her shoulders. "Look at me," he said. "Connor," She whispered. "I'm here but I need you to look at me, Open your eyes," Connor said as he picked her up, placing her on a stretcher. "I'm ok," She said. "Look at me," Connor said.

She finally opened her eyes and looked into his eyes. He checked her over to make sure she didn't have a head injury or a concussion. Thankfully she was fine and Connor could finally breathe a sigh of relief.

"How is she?" Will asked. "She's fine," Connor nodded. "Little shaken up but ok," Connor said. "Ok good, take a few moments" Will nodded. "Thank you," Lexi said. "Take your time," Connor said as he placed his hand on her shoulder. "I'm ready to go back" She nodded as she stood up. "Are you sure?" he asked. "Yea" She nodded and walked past him.

She went back to work not missing a beat. Patient after Patient filled the ER and it was a busy day as normal. She leaned against the wall, just watching Connor work in the room in front of her. Allowing her imagination to get the better of her, she had it bad for him. The way his touch would set her on fire, the burning between her legs. Just the way his eyes would look into her soul, the way she wanted to taste him.

"LEXI I need you" Connor yelled. "Yea sorry" she shook her head as she rushed into the room with him. "Put your hand here and squeeze '' he said as he placed her hand over the patient's wound. "Don't let go," he said. "Wait what," she said as she kept her grip on whatever he just placed her hand on. "You are holding his artery in your hands, don't let go," he said as he picked her up and placed her on the bed. "Connor," she said as she looked at him. "It's ok" he looked at her. "I got it and I won't let go," she said as they started rolling towards the OR.

He placed a mask over her face, making sure she would be safe. He started the surgery and she didn't let go until he told her to let go. He finished up with the surgery before picking her back up and placing her on the floor. She excused herself to go get cleaned up and take a few-minute break.

"Sorry didn't mean to drag you into that" Connor said. "It's ok," she nodded. "I'm here to help," she smiled slightly. "How is your head feeling?" he asked. "I feel fine" she looked at him. "That's good" He sat next to her. "I just needed a breather," she said. "I know," he said.

She stood up and stretched for a second before grabbing a bottle of water. She took a few sips before going back onto the floor. He followed her example and went back onto the floor. After her shift, she was collecting her things when she noticed Connor was with another female. She watched him for a few seconds before realizing that she was probably his girlfriend. She grabbed her bag and left the ER without Connor noticing. She went home and tried her best to get him out of her mind. She knew she would never be enough for Connor. She wasn't his type and even he said they were just friends. It was time to realize that and it was painful to admit that she would never be with Connor. She knew she needed to distance himself from him before she fell in love with him more. She sat on her couch, leaning her head back, and closing her eyes. Her phone started to go off, she looked down and realized tonight was the night of the Charity event. She got ready for the party and left her apartment, Connor was outside waiting for her. She smiled and got into his car, the ride was pretty silent. Once they arrived she tried to keep her distance away from Connor but that was nearly impossible.

"What do you want to drink?" Connor asked as he placed his hand over her back. "Oh just water is fine," she nodded. "Are you sure?" he asked. "Yes, I am" She looked at him. "Water it is then: he said as he walked away from her. "Girl, you have it bad for him," Maggie said as she placed her arm around Lexi's arm. "Shhh," Lexi smiled. "You do," Maggie said. "I do but it would never work," Lexi said. "Why?" Maggie asked. "Because he's Connor Rhodes and I'm just Lexi," she said. "He cares about you," Maggie said. "Yeah and he has a girlfriend," Lexi said. "Wait, that girl today was his girlfriend?" Maggie asked. "I believe so," Lexi said. "I'm sorry," Maggie said. "It will be ok," she said before walking off when Connor walked back to Lexi. "Here you are my lady," he said as he handed her the bottle of water. "Thank you, sir," Lexi said as she grabbed the bottle. "I'm going to go talk to a few people," she said. "Well save me one dance please," he said. "I will," she nodded as she walked away from him.

They both went their different ways talking to as many people as they could. She tried her best to hide from Connor and talk to everyone at the party. He finally caught up to her and reached for her hand.

"May I have this dance?" He asked. "You sure can," she nodded as she grabbed his hand. "Thank you" he smiled as he led her onto the dance floor.

He placed her arms around his neck and he wrapped his arm around her. She moved closer to him as they swayed to the music. She rested her head against his chest as they continued to dance. Will decided to cut in and take Lexi by the hand.

"May I?" Will asked. "Sure," Lexi said as she moved over to him. "Not too far," Connor said as he walked away. "Well now since he's gone, can we talk?" Will asked as he moved them to the beat of the music. "Talk?" Lexi asked as she looked at Will. "Yea, when are you going to tell him?" Will asked. "What?" Lexi asked. "You are in love with him and he needs to know," Will said. "Does everyone know?" Lexi asked. "Everyone BUT Connor," Will said. "It's nothing Will and everything is fine," Lexi said. "You can try to convince yourself that but everyone sees it," he said. "Tell him," he said. "I will," Lexi said. "Good" WIll said as he spun Lexi right into Connors's arms. "Hey," Lexi said as she looked at him. "Hey," Connor said as he wrapped his arm around her.

She rested her head against his chest once again. Just taking in the moment because she knew she needed to distance herself from him. After the event ended he took her home and dropped her off. She went up to her apartment and went straight to sleep. Over a few days, she ignored messages from Connor and just focused on herself. On her next shift the moment she entered the ER she pulled Maggie to the side. She wanted to be assigned to Will and not Connor. At first, Maggie was confused but she caught on pretty quick. Maggie made the change into the computer and Lexi went into the locker room.

"Did I do something?" Connor asked as he walked into the locker room. "What?" Lexi asked. "Did I do something wrong?" he asked. "Not that I know of, '' Lexi said as she was confused. "Then why have you been ignoring me and now you requested to change doctors," Connor said. "Oh I just wanted to learn new things from WIll" she nodded. "Did something happen?" he asked. "No, everything is fine," Lexi said as she walked past Connor. "Clearly not, why?" Connor asked as he stepped in front of her. "Nothing is wrong Connor, just wanted a change," she said as she moved from him. "I need my partner in crime," he said. "I'm sorry but I need to do this for myself," she said as she walked away.

She went on with her shift working under Will. It killed her to be away from Connor but it's what she needed to do. She would avoid him at all costs and he just couldn't understand why. It went on like this for a few weeks. Will didn't mind Lexi being with him but hated the reason for it. She would eat lunch up on the rooftop so she wouldn't run into Connor.

"Why are you up here all alone?" he asked as he walked to her table. "Just wanted fresh air," she said. "Lexi what's wrong?" he asked as he took a seat. "Nothing is wrong," she said. "I know you and this isn't you so tell me," he said. "Nothing to tell you, Connor," She said. "You won't even look at me," he said. "I've looked at you, stop being so dramatic," she said. "I'm not, nothing has been the same since the night of the Charity event," he said. "Everything is fine," she said. "Lexi please," he said. "Connor, everything is fine," she said.

As painful as it was, she kept a smile on her face. She wanted nothing more than to run back to him, make him her partner again but she knew this was for the best. She wasn't good enough for him and that killed her since she was already in love with him. She finished her lunch and had small talk with Connor. It was killing him not knowing what was wrong or what he had done wrong. She cleaned up her mess and went back down to the ER as he did the same.

"Will, can I talk to you?" Connor asked. "Sure what's up?" Will asked. "Is Lexi acting weird or am I just bugging out?" Connor asked. "She's been acting fine with me," Will said. "But she's been so distant from me, I don't understand," Connor said. "Have you talked to her?" Will asked. "Yes, and she said everything is fine but clearly it's not" Connor sighed. "I'm sorry man, I don't know what to tell you, '' Will said as he went back to work.

Connor went back to work and tried to push the thought of Lexi being mad at him away. After the end of the shift, he rushed to the locker room to talk to Lexi but he was already gone. He wandered back into the ER, looking for Lexi. He noticed Will and Maggie talking so he decided to eavesdrop.

"Has Lexi told him?" Will asked. "No she hasn't because she saw him with another girl," Maggie said. "That was his sister," Will sighed. "Why won't she tell him?" Will asked. "Because she feels like she isn't enough for him," Maggie said. "But she's in love with him," Will said. "But does he feel the same?" Maggie asked. "I don't know, he was asking about her today," Will said. "Oh," Maggie nodded. "Well I guess eventually he will figure it out," she said as they left the hospital. "Lexi is in love with me?" Connor said to himself as he watched them walk out.

He left the hospital and on the drive over to Lexi's place he realized he also had feelings for her. They might not be as strong as Lexi but he was also in love with her. It took losing her as a partner to realize his true feelings. He rushed up the stairs to her apartment, knocking on the door and waiting for her to answer.

"Hold on, I'm coming," She said as he walked to the door. "Connor," she said as she opened the door.

He didn't say anything as he looked at her. He cupped her cheeks in his hands as he leaned in kissing her softly. She was taken back by his actions but she didn't pull away. It took a second before she started to kiss him back, placing her hand on his chest. He pushed her back into the apartment, shutting the door with his foot. He moved her backward to the bedroom, as she wrapped her arms around his neck. He laid her back against the bed, moving over the top of her. Moving his lips against her neck as his hand slipped under her shirt. Gripping her hips as he continued to suck against her neck. She laid her head back and allowed her moans to escape from her lips. He gripped her shirt and pulled it over her head, throwing it onto the floor. She slipped his shirt off as well, tossing it to the side. Running her hand up and down his chest, moving down to his hips. They made quick work of each other's clothes leaving them both naked. He moved between her legs as he leaned down kissing her again. Moving slowly down her body, sucking gently as he went down. Went between both of her breasts, nibbling at her nipple. Allowing her moans to guide him to what she likes. He kissed down her stomach, moving down between her legs. Kissing up her thighs making his way to her womanhood. He parted her lips with his tongue before sucking gently against her nub. She placed her hand on the back of his head as he was between her legs. Arching her back as she was edging closer to a climax. He smirked as he started to move back up her body, making his way back to her lips.

"Don't worry it will be worth it" he whispered into her ear as he pushed himself into her. "Connor" she moaned as their bodies connected. "Yea moan my name," he said as he started to thrust into her.

She wrapped her arms around his, scratching his back as he hit the right spot with each thrust. He placed her legs around his hips, gripping her ass as they moved as one. Placing his lips back against her neck as he moaned against her. Once she was closed to the edge again he moved his hips differently bringing her to her climax. He gripped her hips, keeping her place as she rode out the climax. Screaming and grabbing the sheets as she arched into him. Once she came down he pulled out and turned her around onto all fours. Gripping her shoulders as he thrust into her. Slapping her ass as he thrust, bringing himself to a climax. He gripped her hips and thrust a few more times as he climaxed. He lay on the bed trying to catch his breath, she lay beside him trying to do the same. It was silent but blissful, she didn't know what to say. He turned so he was laying on his side, looking at her. He placed his hand against her stomach, tracing little patterns. She turned her head to look at him, looking into his eyes.

"I love you" he spoke softly. "Connor," she whispered. "No seriously, I didn't realize it right away but I love you" he brushed the hair from her face. "Who told you?" she asked. "Noone, Once you left me, you were the only thing on my mind," he said. "And when I was coming over here I realized my feelings," he said. "Connor let's not do this," she said as she sat up, grabbing a blanket. "I'm serious Lexi," he said as he grabbed her hand. "I'm in love with you," he said. "I'm not your type," she said. "I'm not enough," she said. "I don't know who told you that but you are perfect to me" he cupped her cheeks in his hand. "You are too good for me," he whispered. "You are just saying that," she said. "I'm not, I mean it," he said as he brushed his thumb against her cheek. "You have someone," she said. "That girl you saw me with was my sister," he said. "A distant sister but my sister" he looked at her. "Connor" she started to say before he leaned in and kissed her again. "I'm in love with you Lexi," He said. "I'm in love with you Connor" she whispered.

He smiled as he kissed her softly, pulling her close to him. They laid back in the bed and she rested her head against his chest. They drifted off to sleep but she really couldn't sleep. She laid there against his chest, not believing what actually just took place. He was finally hers and she couldn't believe it, but her heart was screaming. She leaned up and kissed his cheek softly before snuggling closer to him. She ended up falling asleep against his chest. On her next shift, she made sure to tell Maggie to switch her back to Connor. Everything in the ER was right again because the duo of Connor and Lexi were back together, in more ways than just one.

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