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hi i came across some of your project sekai art the other day and it finally got me to download the game and get into it. then i also saw some of your love live art but im staying strong! i cant take on love live at the same time...
sorry for the late reply, i'm just seeing this now orz. it's a honor that you've downloaded proseka thanks to my art, i'm so happy to hear that!! and if it makes you reconsider it, love live can be enjoyed just as an anime (i only played the game for like two weeks in 2015), but it's completely understandable that your brain can't accomodate so many idols at the moment jsdkfsdf
i hope you have a nice day anon, thank you for taking the time to tell me this <3
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yeah, exactly!!! + they sometimes have cool rewards, like a guaranteed shiny ponyta.
i very nearly went with rowlet, tbh! but apparently its possible to catch the other starters out in the wild (also the dp era ones! ive got 2/3, just missing piplup) & the professor actually gives them to you upon completing the game. i do agree that samurott's hisuian form looks the most similar to the original, but i kinda like the typhlosion design. something about purple fire ig ahaha
that said, i have way too many fire types i want to add to my team 😅 I'm limiting myself to one at a time for now
shiny hunting is a lotta math based stuff but in sv it basically boils down to fight a lotta the same pokemon in an outbreak & refresh/respawn them til the shiny spawns. there's also the breeding method, which is useful for competitive & raids if you want a specific nature or ivs.
& yes, yes it is arven. i thought he was sus as hell & kind of a punk for a while 💀 im kinda indifferent about nemona - she's a little annoying, maybe but she's just a kid so she gets a pass ヽ(´ー｀)┌
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ps sorry for late late reply, i had this 90% typed out & then forgot to finish & send 😭
shiny ponyta is SO good AGH I caught a shiny togetic the other day and it was like here is togetic.... during golden hour 😐 go girl give us nothing like how did they do so well with some shinies and then not even try with others orz
oh hmm that's interesting. why only diamond pearl though 😭 what if I want mudkip 🥺
yes don't get me wrong typhlosion does look really cool!! his little laid back ears may be my favourite part so cute
NAY why limit yourself from what you want!!! I say if it's the fire types you want then it's the fire types you should get!!! 🗣🗣🗣🗣
I can't believe it.... first it was braille and now they want us doing math 😭 ah wasn't breeding like the super old school method of doing it like shiny hunting didn't exist with the old games? 🤔
you thought he was SUS? 🤔🤔🤔 trying to match that with what I know about him being some guy who likes to cook
#reply#flower anon#hiiii idk when you sent this#a poll of mine went viral so my notes have been crazy lately 😭
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All the hate in wincest tag is making me ☹️ I used enjoy checking out wincest tag and see you guys enjoying the show peacefully but now the tag is filled with hate posts and its just ☹️☹️
have a virtual hug nonnie!! *hugs* and i completely understand what you're talking about -- destielies have always been shitty when it comes to staying in their lane and abusing tags, and ever since the finale they've been extra horrible. but since they clearly won't change, maybe u can try and curate your blogging experience to make your time in the fandom more fun and enjoyable? as for me, i don't go into any general or ship tags, but i follow blogs that post the kind of content i like! i know most spn blogs aren't wank free (i mean, just look at mine 😅), so maybe u can ask the blogs that you do follow to tag the posts so that you can filter the hate :) i know it seems like every day wincest shippers and adjacents are just fighting one battle after another in this hellsite, but i promise there are people who are having fun loving sam and dean and their codependency despite all that!
#asks#i'm sorry all the hate in the wincest tag is upsetting you nonnie!#just remember that they're bitter bc they lost and their unseasoned chicken of a ship didn't become canon :D#ALSO IM SO SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY orz#i hope you're feeling better now!! ❤❤#anti destiehellers#anti destihellers
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GENUINELY you are the only person ive seen talk abt the jjk art reposting .. im assuming its bc the artist side of the fandom/part of fandom that would care isnt active enough here?? Thats my only guess
ah that sucks!! :/ esp since i’m not even that active in the jjk fandom. it just really annoys me how a lot of ppl do it and no one seems to care abt it!!
#and on tik tok too!! unless u got permission for it i guess#im thinking its bc a lot of jjk fans on here are also tiktok users and yknow how tiktok users are lmao#either that or they’re young?? so they dont care too much shdjd ifk#idk*#answered#anon#oops sorry for the late reply btw orz
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Thank god for you and your beautiful and magnificent art. It brings me so much comfort to see you on my dash.
this..is..so...kind😭😭💞💞💞💞 thank you so much for supporting me!!!😭💞💞💞
#im so happy you feel that way???#about MY art???#aaaah im gonna cry#reply#and also very sorry for replying so late..this is probably weeks old too ahahha orz
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hello! do you know any masterpost with bap most videos? i just got into them and i really need a helpful guide
HELLO MY DEAR!! ♡♡♡ WELCOME WELCOME TO BABY & STANNING THE BEST GROUP EVER ♡♡♡ IM SOO GLAD YOU GOT INTO THEM ♡but anyway, if you want a true archive of bap’s videos, I recommend our lord & savior, Memory Lane !!! Look under the Data tab! :D Unfortunately, YouTube was a huge ass and deleted all her videos recently >:[ but she’s working on reuploading things!! She has several YouTube channels and is on Twitter! There’s also a blog dedicated to bap videos! And itsbap (also our lord & savior) also has masterposts for performances! You should also check out the fancam tag on itsbap If you want an intro to bap, ( here ) is a good one! :D ( here ) is a good meme-y introductory video hahaha! Although it may be a little slow at times, their heyoTV eps are great and full of golden moments! Just search up “bap heyotv eng sub” on YouTube bc there’s various subbers for diff episodes :D
I really recommend watching their charades video on Nimdle, Killing Camp , them wilding out in their waiting room, if you wanna smile a lot (their other videos are frckn great too) ! Their vapps are great too!!
#b.a.p#replies#sorry for the late response OTL#should i make a post for iconic bap videos lmao#also im so sad that iiamy left tumblr :((( or did they remake hmmm#but yeah if you wanna know the video where i giffed from i prob still know? haha#i only put funny videos in the recs orz#but anyway im really happy that you got into bap!!!#feel free to ask me anything~~#<3#im happy when people come to me for bap questions -wipes tear-#Anonymous
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Any iwadai yakuza au hcs?
well i have a mafia au that I haven’t developed much yet... does that count? :v i’ve talked about it somewhere before but i’ll reiterate what i said + added info:
background info: So in this au, there’s four gangs in control of the Miyagi district and each head of the gangs meet up any time there is a disturbance in peace. From strongest to least its: Shiratorizawa, Seijou, Datekou, and Karasuno. Karasuno has been the weakest for two generations, so they’re kind of seen as pushovers by the other gangs. But Daichi becomes the new head of the Karasuno and things start to change. The current heads of the other gangs are: Ushiwaka, Oikawa, Moniwa. They decide to invite Daichi to their meetings and get to know him (to see if he can be trusted to not disrupt the balance in Miyagi). He’s friendly different than the previous head, but they could tell Daichi was smart and cunning and if they weren’t careful they’d get the rugs swept off under them. In each of these meetings, the heads of each gang are allowed to bring one bodyguard (generally the strongest/right hand man) and this is how Iwa and Daichi meet.
Oikawa is interested in making an alliance with Karasuno after meeting Daichi (different than the 4 gang alliance). They don’t fully trust each other but because they’re both pretty straight forward about what they want, they have trust in that. So they visit each other’s houses frequently. Since Iwa is always accompanying Oiks, he gets close with Daichi (because who could resist his amicable personality and bright smile ;v;).
When they start dating, its a secret from everybody so they have a lot of late night rendezvous =u=
There will come a time where Iwa will feel insecure because of the difference in status. There are also times where Iwa feels like he’s more in love with Daichi than the latter because Daichi never looks bothered or nervous when they’re in the same room together with other people. He looks too composed and he wonders if maybe Daichi might just be using him or just playing with him. But Daichi is just very good at hiding his feelings.
Much much later, Iwa will have to decide who to save: his leader and childhood friend, Oiks, or his lover and rival, Daichi. (still not sure if i want to do this scene because its so angsty ;;o;;)
Iwadai also have matching tattoos. Iwa has his somewhere generally hidden like on his lower back near his hip (?). Daichi has his over his heart. Oiks sees in tattoo when Iwa is gravely injured and is being treated by their underground doctor. He realizes its familiar and connects it to Daichi. Oiks probably confronts Iwa about it. He’s not mad, he just warns Iwa to be cautious and aware of the possibility that Daichi could stab him in the back.
#iwadai#haikyuu#iwadai mafia au#headcanons#thats all i have so far#:>#its a pretty angsty and intense au#i want to write more but im just overwhelmed by so many other things orz#also sorry for the late reply!#anon#ask
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What are your OCs unique magic’s if you don’t king me asking?
hey there !! first of all, i’m so sorry for the late reply orz
i don’t have a UM for all of my ocs though, some are still in work, actually ! im not. the most creative in that regard, honestly.
roza: N/A (waiting for diasomnia’s UM + considering having her still being in the phase of figuring it out)
xiang: way of the bow — gives him the ability to create an arrow out of thin air with any kind of magical bonus effect he desires, such as setting things on fire, explosion and electrocution. it’s pretty versatile !
balgair: the name of his UM is kon kon con-man. It allows him to shift his appearance for an infinite amount of time into whatever he desires, allowing him to deceive everyone. However, each transformation will not be 100% accurate as he tends to keep his fox-like features - whether it’s his pointy, angular face or even his tail. it’s very handy but not polished!
theodor: vergiftete zinken is the name of his UM (i still cringe at it but its too late to back out now) - so, upon holding a person’s head with both of his hands, Theodor is able to bring their thoughts out of order, thus confusing them. The longer his hands are placed upon their head, the more lasting the effect will be. However, it leaves both himself and the person with a pulling-like pain in their heads.
i’m considering changing it up because, hm. not exactly satisfied with it.
chloe: N/A (figuring hers out)
madeline: N/A (also figuring his out)
briar: binds of thorns — briar’s UM allow him to restrict anything and anyone with chains made of thorns. It can be used to block paths, restraint someone and the like. It has no limited use, but the more time passes, the more mana it requires.
pretty simple in its concept but effective i’d say. just, basically what briar was inspired by!
chanyu: hawk’s eye view ! chanyu gains the ability to see through a person of their choice’s eyes, no matter how large the proximity is. he will be in direct contact with the target as a result. buuuuut, it’s limited by how effective the target’s defense magic is.
i mainly took inspiration from a deleted scene from the og mulan movie, hehe
sheng: N/A (i’d like to think he is still in the phase of figuring it out, since he wasn’t in much contact with magic during his life so far)
chunying: N/A (still figuring his one out as well qwq)
#twst oc#[my writing]#ask#rozalina von dorimé#yu xiang#balgair lane-fox#theodor peigne#chloe-ruth chester#madeline hadder#briar prickler#wang chanyu#zhu chunying#liu sheng#unique magic
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Kiss me, Mister Joestar! (fanfic)
A Victorian gay man is madly in love with the sweetest gentleman. His love for him is so overwhelming that everyone around them seems to have noticed it already, including said gentleman's wife, who our sweet gay icon has become close friends with...
Is Jonathan really /that/ painfully oblivious to it all? Or could there be something more going on...?
Whatever it might be, it's driving Robert insane, and things start getting even tougher on the matter for Speedwagon after the birthday party the Joestars threw for him.
A story written for Speedwagon's birthday, as you can tell by now.
Happy belated 156th birthday, you sweet dork!! <3
(posted it on the 16th on Ao3 but forgot to bring it here orz)
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Pairings: Jonathan/Erina /&/ Jonathan/Speedwagon
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More details and the whole fic under the cut... (if Read Mores don’t work for you and you don’t want to see this post, feel free to block the ;long post tag)
Notes: The story is set in 1889, a little less than a year after the events in PB. It’s also an AU where Jonathan lives. Everything went down the same as in canon, save for the fact that Dio died in Windknight's Lot (or at least he hasn't come back since). Jonathan's and Erina's honeymoon went as smoothly as it should have. Jonathan is also now an archaeologist, working on his many different researches on Aztec culture mainly. The rest more or less remains the same as in canon, including Speedwagon being helplessly in love with Jonathan.
In this story (and any other of my stories involving the Ogre Street gang), the Kenpo Master will be referred to as Li. That's the name I've given him: Li Jiang. I also have this headcanon that "Tattoo" is not the red-head's name, but a nickname he adopted after getting that trademark tattoo on his face (his name being Stephen O’Moore, but he's still addressed as Tattoo most of the time for his own personal reasons anyway).
Fun fact I just realized while writing this story: Just like this year's (2019) Oct 16th fell on a Wednesday, 1889's Oct 16th also fell on a Wednesday (cue a loud OH MY GOD).
Warnings: There’s a depiction of tobacco smoking. There are also a few mentions/depictions of pregnancy, and the usual cursing our dear Robert has us used to. Also “mentions” of period-typical homophobia.
Soft chuckles and giggles could be heard coming from behind the closed doors of the tea room. A bit of a feat, considering how espacious the room was. Inside, two blondes comfortably sat in the large, cushioned, armchairs around the tea table, talking about all sorts of stuff over tea and pastries, filling each other in on the other’s news and sharing a laugh every now and then and just enjoying each other's company like they would normally do on evenings like this. It was getting late, and the time to say goodbye for the night was getting closer.
"I enjoyed spendin' this evenin' with you, Miss Joestar. As always, it was a wonderful one!"
"You don't have to keep up the formalities, Robert. We have been friends for how long now?" She made a brief pause. A rhetorical question that both knew didn't need an answer. "Just call me Erina." A kind smile graced her delicate features. He nodded, still feeling a bit inadequate to address any of the Joestars by their first names, but he couldn’t simply say no to them. "And, the feeling is mutual. It is always a pleasure to have you here. I just wish Jonathan could have been able to join us today."
"He's still workin' on that thesis, isn’t he?" A soft nod of her head was given in response.
"He says he is almost done with it. It is also due next week’s Monday, so he has had to work extra hours on it these past days." There's a sense of pride in her voice despite how much she wished she could have had more time to spend with him as of late.
"I'm completely sure 'is 'ard work 's gonna pay off." It always did. Jonathan was truly a hard working man, not only on the battlefield, but also in everything he did, always giving his all. Not to mention how passionate he was about his field.
"I have no doubts about it. Now, about that week’s Wednesday..."
"Oh. Please, don't burden yourself with that!" The man was quick to reply. "It 's nothin' special at all!"
"Come on. Don't be silly, Robert." The lady offered an even warmer smile and put her hand on top of Robert's as it rested on the table, giving it a soft and friendly squeeze. "It is all the opposite to 'nothing'. And it most certainly is special, too. And I'm completely sure Jonathan thinks so, too." Well, there was no arguing to that as Speedwagon could almost hear the brunet echoing his wife's words while giving Robert a pat to his shoulder. Still…
"But, Miss Joest–" Erina gave him a look and Robert tried again. "Ahh. Sorry... Erina. Blimey. It 's just, I... I wouldn't want t' impose and be a burden t’ any of you..."
"And you won't be. Never have been such, and I assure you that will not be the case either. Besides, this will be the first time we get to celebrate your birthday together, and I know Jonathan is just as excited as if this was his own birthday." She let out a soft chuckle, and she withdrew her hand, placing it this time on top of her pregnant belly. "And I can tell this little one is excited, too." Robert couldn't help a fond smile at all that. He certainly couldn't –and wouldn’t either– let any of the three down in any possible way. Not in this life or the next one (and every other lives that could come after that).
"Alrigh', but only if you're sure this 's not a hindrance t' you or Mister Jo–.... T' Jonathan."
"You have my word on that. Please, come visit us again for the date. And bring your friends, too. The maids will make sure everything is ready for the occasion. You don't have to worry about anything at all besides gracing us with your presence and having fun." She added with such a kind tone to her voice that it made it impossible for Speedwagon to add any "buts" to the conversation.
“I swear you two are too kind t’ me sometimes…”
“You deserve it.” She added with absolute honesty. “You have always done so much for us, and for Jonathan, mainly. It is the least we can do for you.”
“It’s nothin’ grand. I’m just doin’ my part on repayin’ Jojo for all ‘is kindness and everythin’ he’s done for me since we met.”
“You always make it sound like everything you do for us is insignificant, Robert, but I assure you it is not. We truly appreciate all of your actions. And I know you are so very special to Jonathan as much as he is to you.” Robert couldn’t help the blush that was now creeping up to his face, even though Erina voicing that sort of knowledge she had was not new by now. She had long ago found out about his true feelings for Jonathan, never having any issues with it at all.
Erina was fully aware of how easy it was to love Jonathan, and she also knew some of the story between Robert and him. She had also been perceptive enough to understand that there was something more to those apparent “codes” in Robert’s general appearance, which was far different from that of most gentlemen in England. That had been something Robert gladly explained for her as their friendship grew and both became more comfortable around each other, letting her know that, indeed, there was a meaning to them all, and that he had always had a liking for men. Whatever fear or worries he could have had until then about letting her know something as delicate as that faded away almost immediately after informing her of his situation as she never made any sorts of disgusting comments, nor gave him any weird looks nor treated him poorly, like many others would have probably done. All the opposite, all he ever got from her was sympathy without any kinds of judgement, and all her support.
And it never ceased, not even after he finally caved in, some time later, and admitted to her his undying feelings for Jonathan. It didn’t take her by surprise when he did, though. Then again, Robert had always had a tendency to be quite transparent about his feelings for the gentleman even when he tried not to. It had always been crystal clear that his admiration for him went far beyond a simple friendship, and that there was so much more that was still left unsaid. Something deeper. Something vastly more meaningful and everlasting. And she fully supported it.
“I will not take any attempts of refutals, Robert, and you know it.” She promptly added, not allowing him to downplay his own acts of love towards them but, mostly, towards Jonathan once more. The blond let out a soft whine, hoping the pink dusting his face would go away soon.
“You are mean, Erina…” He simply jested this time, leaning back into his chair.
“If that is what is going to take to make you understand just how special you are to us; how special you are to Jonathan, then I will be the meanest lady you will ever meet.” She said, her tone playful, but her words sincere. And Speedwagon could see that very well in her clear blue eyes.
“I truly do not deserve a friend like you.” A soft chuckle in the shape of a huff punctuated his words. He then picked up his cup of tea, sipping the last of it’s contents so he could take his leave.
“You are a wonderful man. You just haven’t realized it yet.”
“Wish I could believe that. I mean, it ‘s not that I doubt you or anythin’!! It ‘s just...” Robert averted his gaze, unconsciously letting his head hang a little. His tone sounded defeated, and Erina could tell the reason why.
“Jojo is fully aware of how wonderful you are, too. He just...” She sighed softly, unable to find the right words for it. “He can be a bit oblivious to the signs if you are not direct or clear enough with him sometimes. Especially at moments like this, when his mind is fully absorbed by something else.” Both remained in silence for a moment. Erina’s soft hand once more offering a reassuring touch to the back of Robert’s scarred one.
“I… know. I… I just wish I ‘ad the guts t’ finally be open with ‘im and just tell ‘im ‘ow I feel.” The man didn’t do much to lift his head, slipping his eyes closed for a moment instead. Erina could feel the muscles in Robert’s hand tensing up a little under her palm, right before he lifted his head. There was pain in his eyes. “I’m scared t’ death that he might find me disgustin’ and will not want t’ see me ever again.”
“Fear of rejection is the most normal thing to feel in this type of situations. The views most people have regarding people with ‘a different taste’ than the rest does not help much on that matter, but it does not mean everyone will turn against you, and I’m almost certain you know that very well after all the experiences you’ve had, and all the people you have met around the globe.” Her tone was soft, reassuring. Even with his lack of an interest in women, it was easy for Robert to see why Jojo loved her so much. “I’m afraid I don’t have the exact answer you are looking for, but I know in my heart that, no matter what, Jojo will never think any less of you.” The pain was still visible in his gaze, but he seemed to be a bit more at ease after hearing that.
“Thank you, Erina. You are an absolute saint.” The woman then shook her head, lightly.
“I beg to differ. I just want you two to be the happiest possible.”
“And you say you’re not a saint, eh…?” Both blondes shared a soft laugh and Erina withdrew her hand once more. “Well, looks like it ‘s time for me t’ go.” Speedwagon stood up from his seat. He straightened his waist coat and adjusted his frock coat before he picked his hat and put it on his head. Erina stood up as well.
“The carriage that will take you home is waiting for you.” To which Robert could only stare at her; his eyes widening a bit and his mouth slightly agape.
“What? Blimey, that won’t be necessary. I can just–”
“I told you before: I will not be taking any negative responses for an answer.” She cut him short with that gentle tone of hers and a matching smile.
“One day, I don’t know ‘ow, but one day I will repay you two for everythin’ you’ve done for me.”
“Until then, please, be kind and accept these small displays of gratitude of ours.” Truly, there was no way they could dislike each other.
It took Robert some effort to convince Erina not to walk him to the main entrance of the mansion, but he did it. He worried too much over her and her pregnancy sometimes. It was almost comical in an endearing way just how much Jonathan and him resembled each other on that matter. However, and all that aside, the truth was that Erina was in her 8th month of pregnancy, almost the 9th, so moving around freely and without getting easily tired was not as simple as before, so she had to take it easy, mostly for the baby’s sake.
Not long after saying their farewells for the night –and Robert saying farewell to little Jojo as well–, and after greeting the coachman that was going to take him home, Robert was finally on the carriage, leaving the Joestar state. As the place began to disappear behind them, one of Speedwagon's hands went up to the chest pocket of his coat. He could feel the squared shape of the envelope Erina had given him earlier that day, shortly after he’d arrived. It was a little letter Jonathan had left for him to make up for his absence that day. He hadn't read it yet, and he was completely sure nothing out of the ordinary was written in it, and yet…
"He really took some time outta 'is day t' write this for me, huh...?" He mused under his breath, and the sole thought made his heart flutter. He was so madly in love with that man it was almost unbelievable.
With that image of Jonathan, as busy as he was, taking some time for him and writing that letter with him in mind, still lingering in his head, Robert leaned back into the cushioned seat of the carriage. He wanted to read the contents of the letter, even if there was nothing more in it than Jojo’s heartfelt apologies for missing his visit and the promise of properly making up for it and seeing him next time, but he knew any attempts of actually reading it would be futile with the lack of proper lighting inside the carriage. He let out a sigh and took his hat off, placing it on the empty seat beside him. He made himself comfortable –as comfortable as a big, 5’11” tall man like him could get in a space like that– and tried to get some sleep.
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About a week later, the same carriage was seen making it’s way back to Liverpool. This time, though, there were two more passengers travelling along. The trip, unlike last time, felt a lot shorter. Probably because this time Robert had his Ogre Street mates with him all along to kill some time. Or maybe because, this time, he knew what Jonathan had wanted to tell him in the letter.
Just as Robert had expected then, there had been nothing particularly grand in it. It had been full to the brim with sincere apologies and all as well filling him in on some of the news of his everyday and stuff about his most recent work. What had made him feel a bit too anxious in anticipation, though, had been a line that Jojo added near the end. Something about a big surprise. Of course, it was a bit too much of a stretch that that could mean… what Robert kind of thought (more like, wished) it could mean, and he knew it. But still, that didn’t make much to ease that feeling that was pooling in the pit of his stomach, and he felt kind of silly about it. Being so excited over something that was most likely not going to happen, was he even for real? He questioned himself over and over again since reading that letter the morning after he’d left the Joestar mansion days ago, and still did now as the three guests were led into the mansion by one of the butlers while another took their baggage to the designated rooms upstairs. The first butler then took them into the banquet hall, where their hosts were awaiting for them.
Even though this was not the first time Tattoo and Li visited the Joestar estate, that didn’t change much that feeling of inadequacy the three of them were always victims of whenever they visited. This place was so huge and imposing. Regardless of the kind nature of Jonathan and Erina, always making them feel welcome, it was near impossible for folks with much less fortunate backgrounds such as the three of them not to feel that way, like they were completely out of place. Never in their lives they would have imagined they would set foot into a majestic place like this unless they were raiding it...
The big double doors of the hall were pushed open by the butler guiding them through the mansion and he stepped aside, so the group could come in. The first thing Robert saw as he stepped into the room was Jonathan’s beautiful smile.
“Robert!” The younger man greeted, excited, waving his hand –manners and 100% proper and sober Victorian etiquette were still not his forte, huh– and rushed towards the newcomers. “You came! I was worried you wouldn’t!”
“There ‘s no way on Earth I’d ever let you down, Jonathan.” Robert took his hat off and offered a gentle smile of his own while secretly trying to hide the soft blush he felt was threatening to creep up to his cheeks at the sight of his favorite gentleman smiling so bright at him. The taller man then grabbed him by his shoulders in a gentle manner, showing just how excited he was to see him again after so long.
“I know, I know!! But still! I was just...worried, you know?” Jonathan rubbed his cheek a little before he loosened his grip and hugged the man instead. Something quite improper, especially between two men, but it was something that Speedwagon couldn't find any reasons to complain about. He returned the hug in a very similar manner, enjoying every second of it, unconsciously memorizing the smell of Jojo’s lotion mixed with his own flowery scent. A true delight to his sensitive nose. "I'm so happy that you're here." His voice was low as there was no need to raise it with how close they were from each other, Jonathan practically whispering those words into his ear. Robert felt his legs go a tad weak, but they didn't give in, mostly thanks to Jonathan’s strong but tender embrace. He knew Tattoo and Li were going to tease him on end about this later but, fuck it, he couldn't care less about that.
“And I am truly ‘appy t’ be ‘ere, you big sap.” He replied in a lighthearted way, adding that last bit in an attempt to play it cool and not completely give himself away, even though he was almost completely sure at this point that everyone in the room –save for the object of his affections, unfortunately– were well aware of the true nature of his feelings for Jonathan. The brunet finally pulled away from the hug and properly greeted Li and Tattoo as well, shaking hands with them and exchanging kind words and genuine smiles. Erina also came to greet them all, in a much more proper manner than her husband, but just as warm and kind as him. Those two were nothing at all like most other rich folks Speedwagon had ever met before.
“How’s little Jojo doin’ today?” Robert asked, his gaze falling down to Erina’s pregnant belly for a moment.
“Wonderfully!” She replied; her smile never fading away. “And quite excited, too. They have been kicking a lot today.”
“They are excited because they knew Uncle Speedwagon was coming today.” Jonathan added as he moved back to Erina’s side, draping an arm around her shoulders. That sweet smile of his in full display once more…
...And Robert couldn’t help the blush on his face. Not just at that beautiful sight, but at what Jonathan had just said.
“Uncle…?” He echoed, and the couple’s smiles grew wider and even warmer.
“That’s correct!” They both said almost in unison.
To think Erina and Jojo considered him good enough for such an important role in their child’s life… Lord, he felt so undeserving.
“I honestly don’t think I’m the most fit for the role, but I’ll ‘appily do my best t’ not disappoint any of you!” The smile gracing his features mirrored those on the couple’s faces in every possible way, showing just how touched he genuinely was. Having known Robert long before Jojo had come into his life, Li and Tattoo found it truly sweet to finally see him being this happy, and surrounded with so much love, even if not everything about it had been going the exact way their mate wished. They knew the kind of man he was underneath that tough and rough exterior he was very well known for in all of the slums, and knew how deserving he truly was of every single ounce of it. Both of them placed a hand on each of Speedwagon’s shoulders as a sign of that, smiling at him and at the Joestars as well, and the man returned the gesture with that genuine smile of his as well.
“We are so happy to hear you say that. Now, please, don’t stand there and come take a seat!” Erina added and walked over to the huge dining table. Jojo led them to it as well. Some of the maids had already come in and were already getting everything ready for the meal, bringing in the dishes for them all to enjoy.
“Hope you have a good appetite today!” Jojo exclaimed as he pulled the chairs out for their guests. “The staff worked hard on all this, so I hope the food is to your taste.” And he finally sat down as well once everyone was in their seats; the maids and butlers putting the many plates of hot food on the table before each one of them and getting everything ready for everyone to enjoy their meals. Once they all had finished their food, they all went outside and took a walk around the majestic gardens surrounding the mansion, enjoying the beautiful views and the still gentle breeze of the first month of Fall.
The reunion went down as smooth as expected so far: A shared high spirit, lots of fun and interesting stories about many different subjects shared by everyone, genuine laughter and smiles, incredibly tasty food (and many different dishes to sink their teeth into, too). A pleasant time they all deserved and had been looking forward to as well.
Low tea time then came, and they were all greeted in the tea room by a different part of the staff working at the mansion. Hot beverages, all sorts of delicious pastries, the perfect lighting. Everything was ready by the time they got there. Everyone took a seat and soon after, the tea was served.
“This ‘as been such a lovely day,” Robert finally said sometime later, visibly touched by the heartwarming gesture of the Joestar couple towards him and his old friends. It was hard to believe that, this exact day, one year ago, he had been spending the day in the streets, just wandering around aimlessly, killing time and causing trouble... “and I wanna thank you both for everythin’. I still don’t know what on Earth did I do so right t’ deserve you both in my life.”
“Just being yourself. That’s what you did.” Jonathan replied with that gentle smile of his aimed at the blond, who was sitting right beside him. Erina nodded. “I don’t think I’ve had the opportunity to say this before, but I think you already know it: You are one of the persons I admire the most. You are so very special, Robert. And I hope you haven't forgotten about the surprise I mentioned in the letter." Jonathan's words, as usual, didn't fail to paint the blond’s cheeks a sweet tone of pink that, hopefully, was not easy to notice. And, the reminder of the letter only served to make that blush last a little longer.
Jojo stood up and walked over to one of the cabinets in the room. From one of the drawers, he pulled something out, something he had previously put in there himself for this moment, and asked Robert to come over, which he did. Everyone's eyes followed them, curious as to what Jonathan had gotten him. Not even Erina knew, as Jonathan had insisted all the time that it was a surprise. Meanwhile, Robert was inwardly pleading for his heart to stop pounding so hard in his chest. Once he was before Jonathan, he was presented with a light-gray small box –though it could very well just be that anything looked small in Jonathan's hands–. It was a bit flat and there was a lavender ribbon on top of it. He nodded, encouraging Robert to open his present right away.
"I hope you like it." The nobleman added, expectant for the other's reaction, watching him open the box, revealing an elegant sterling silver pocket watch –a hunter-case one–, attached to a silver chain. The thing looked so expensive it felt so alien in Robert's hand.
"Jojo, you didn't–"
"I know I didn't have to, but I wanted to." He finished his sentence with a kind smile. "You deserve so much more than this, but I hope you like it nevertheless!"
"Are you kiddin' me? I love it!" He beamed. And he wasn’t lying. He did love it, but not because of how fancy and nice it looked. It was because it was a present from the man he loved so dearly. He could have gotten some cheap trinket from him and his reaction would have been entirely the same.
"I'm so happy to hear that! And there's one more thing. Take a look inside." His index finger pointing at the watch. Robert did as requested and carefully opened it. On the back of the lid there was a set of numbers engraved, written in beautiful cursive. It was… a date?
"Jonathan. This ‘s...?" Jonathan nodded.
"The date of the day we met for the first time." And Robert froze on the spot. Of course, there was the ‘embarrassing’ part attached to the memory –that of Tattoo, Li and him trying to gut Jonathan alive while the young man had been doing nothing but seeking for an antidote to save his Father’s life, something that the three ruffians still felt terrible about–, but there was also a unique feeling to it, as that had also been the day that this man had come into his life, ready to change everything in it for good: His views, his wrecked and reckless ways, his life style and the way he perceived life and the world around him, the way he perceived himself, showing him that he was worth something, showing him that there was so much more to life than what that little underworld in the slums had to offer. The day he had so fiercely fallen for this ‘rich boy’ that was nothing like the rest, the one who was a true gentleman in every possible way. The one that had captivated his heart like no other had and that Robert was absolutely convinced was the one and only love of his life.
The blond couldn’t find any words to say. He was genuinely speechless, with his gaze fixed on the engraving for a little longer as the memories and the swirl of emotions engulfed him whole. It was such a ‘small’ detail, but one that meant the world to him, as it showed and left no doubts about Robert’s importance in Jonathan’s life. The moment he raised his gaze, meeting Jojo’s, his eyes were visibly glassy, and that was something that didn’t escape Jonathan. He didn’t make any comments on it, though, figuring it would make Speedwagon feel uncomfortable and exposed so, instead, he pulled him into a tight hug.
“Happy Birthday, Robert.” He said in a soft voice. Speedwagon leaned into the hug, wrapping his arms around Jojo’s larger frame.
“Thank you… Jojo…” He replied in a similar manner, trying his best to choke down his tears, and doing a fairly decent job at it. When the hug ended, they both went back to the table and enjoyed the rest of the evening along with the rest of their friends and family. Outside, the night had fallen over the vast Liverpool skies.
Ever since this celebration had been planned, it had been agreed by all of them that Robert, Li and Tattoo were staying over for a few days after that. There were plenty of guest rooms in the mansion, so having them over would definitely be no issue at all. Since they weren’t going back to London tonight, there was also no need to rush anything, and so conversations and all sorts of activities went on for a while longer than they usually would on a regular visit. Time went fast by, and it was getting really late. They were all tired after such a long and fun day, so everyone went to their respective bedrooms, ready to call it a day.
“Erina, dear.” Jojo called once they were alone in their room. Something seemed to be bothering him.
“Yes?”
“…It might just be me but, did you notice anything different in Robert later today?”
“What do you mean?”
“I don’t know how to describe it, but it felt like…”
“Like something was off?” She looked at him; her soft hands rested on her belly as she remained sitting on the edge of their bed.
“Yes. Yes, something like that.” He said after a moment of pondering about it. “Do you know what it could possibly be? I don’t recall him mentioning any issues before or anything that could be bothering him.” He inquired, hoping she would know something he didn’t and could tell him about. Maybe the two of them had talked about something that could be troubling him during his previous visit?
Erina let out a soft sigh and lightly shook her head.
“Oh, Jojo.” She looked into her husband’s eyes. Even through the dim light from the oil lamp on the nightstand he could see that look she would always give him whenever he was missing something important that was a bit obvious. It wasn’t a condescending look at all. All the opposite, really. “You have not noticed it yet, have you?”
And her words threw him off. Completely.
“Notice...what?”
“I could tell you, but I think it would be best for you, and for Robert, that you find that answer out for yourself, dear.”
Jonathan continued staring at her; his thick brows knitted together. He was infinitely puzzled still. She stood up and walked towards him. She cupped his face in her hands and gently pulled him closer, pressing a soft kiss to his cheek.
“Look. I won’t mind if you want to go and talk with him. Knowing him, I’m sure he is going to be up for a while longer, and I’m convinced he will appreciate your company through the night.” Which was something both knew for sure. It was no secret that Speedwagon was a night owl, and him staying over at someone’s place probably wouldn’t change that the slightest. Jonathan nodded. He then kissed Erina in return before he left.
Meanwhile, a few doors down the hall, in his room, Robert was leaning against the door frame that led to the balcony. He had already taken his coat and waistcoat off, both of which he had left on the footboard of the four poster bed. The turmoil inside his head (and heart) had gotten considerably worse as hours had ticked away, so he had opted for making himself comfortable –as comfortable as one could in that condition– and take a breath of fresh air while, a bit ironically, having a smoke, hoping that would soothe him enough so he could get some sleep later that night. He lit a cigarette and stared outside, softly humming to a tune he had heard some time ago, when he visited the Caribbean. His room had quite a nice view of the gardens their whole group had walked through earlier. They looked so different under the moonlight, but still as beautiful as before. It was a really nice change from the urban landscapes he was so used to back in London. He remained like that for a moment, enjoying the chilly but gentle wind of Fall. His tie was undone, and his shirt was open, allowing that chilly wind to gently brush against the exposed skin of his scarred chest. He put the cigarette between his lips and slipped a hand into the pocket of his trousers, producing the silver pocket watch Jonathan had given him earlier, idly fiddling with it and running his fingers over the smooth surface as he took a drag of his cigarette. His gaze was fixed on the timepiece now and he could see the way the moonlight shone so beautiful on it’s surface. His mind, suddenly, decided to go back to earlier that day, to that moment when Jonathan had hugged him for the second time, and he felt that rush of emotions strike him all over again.
“You’re such a bloody fool, Robert…” He whispered to himself. Being so madly in love with a nobleman. And not just that, but a married gentleman. His friend’s husband at that. And, while said friend was absolutely okay with those tender feelings he had for him, and even encouraged him to take the next step whenever he felt ready for it, if he ever did, he still felt so silly about it all. He had no leads that Jonathan was… well, like that. No leads or hints that he had somewhat of a taste for men, like an invert man such as Robert did. And not just that, but he was also scared to death of not only being rejected by the man he loved, but he was also scared of being seen by him as nothing but a disgusting pervert as well. The sole idea of Jonathan telling him that he didn’t want anything to do with him anymore was frightening and painful enough to make the former thug want to keep his mouth and heart shut as much as he could, as much as it hurt. He’d rather remain a close friend and be by his side always, until the very end, than risk losing him forever…
A soft knock on his room’s door echoed through the room, dragging him back to the present time.
“C’mon in.” Speedwagon raised his voice enough for the visitor to hear and slipped the watch back into his pocket. He looked over his shoulder when he heard the door open and then click shut a second later. Even in the darkness that was engulfing the room now that the oil lamps were off, he could still make out the huge silhouette of the Joestar heir walking towards him. The blond turned on his heels, failing to realize just how ‘improper’ he must have been looking at the time (etiquette wasn’t always his forte, especially with an upbringing like his and the fact that he was still a man from the worst part of the slums). “Oi, Jojo.” He greeted, raising his hand a little.
“H-Hey.” He said once he got to Speedwagon’s side, mirroring that gesture.
“I thought you were with Erina. ‘s somethin’ the matter?” He asked, genuinely curious, and even a tad worried.
“No, no. Everything is fine! I mean, not everything, but yes. Just...”
“Are you sure? ‘cause this ‘s definitely not like you.” His concern growing deeper. “Do you need t’ talk, perhaps?”
“Yeah, I guess...” His voice trailed off. He looked, and sounded, so lost for a moment. Robert had no clue what this was all about, but he was going to try his best to be of aid. “It’s about earlier…”
Oh…
“Yeah…? What ‘bout it?”
“I couldn’t help but notice that something was kind of, well, off with you…”
“...”
“Erina noticed it, too. I tried to ask her about it. She seems to know something, but she wouldn’t tell me anything. She said it would be best for us to talk.”
Robert couldn’t help a soft chuckle, exhaling a bit of smoke in the process.
“Don’t get me wrong for what I’m ‘bout t’ say, please, but that woman ‘s an absolute angel. I can truly see why you love ‘er so much.” He admitted as he looked away into the horizon once more. Jonathan smiled in response, finding no fails or lies in that whole statement about his sweet Erina. His gaze followed Robert’s and, after a moment of silence and even a little of hesitation, he tried again.
“So…? Something’s been bothering you…?” He asked cautiously, not wishing to upset Speedwagon in any possible way. The blond hesitated to respond, taking a couple seconds to think, and re-think, his answer. He suddenly felt cold, as if his blood had been drained from his body, and a chill ran down his spine as realization fell down on him. There was no turning back now, was it?
“...It ‘s not like there’s somethin’ botherin’ me per se… It s just… somethin’ else. Somethin’ that’s been goin’ on for quite a long time now and that I, shamefully, ‘aven’t had the ballocks t’ be frank ‘bout it.” He admitted, unconsciously taking another drag of his cigarette before putting it off on the ashtray that was sitting on top of the bureau by the door. Jonathan’s face was colored in concern after hearing those words. It had to be something quite undesirable if it had lasted for so long while also making Speedwagon want to keep his mouth shut on the matter all this time, he figured.
“Why didn’t you tell me sooner about it?” His voice reflecting that same concern that was plastered all over his face. “I would have helped you out as soon as you told me!” There was a tinge of pain in Robert’s features, and the moonlight made sure Jonathan didn’t miss that as the shorter man turned to look at him.
“Haven’t you noticed it yet, Jojo...?” The brunet remained silent, trying to piece it all together.
“I…” He stammered. Robert gulped hard and locked eyes with him. It was now or never, right? Right.
“I love you.”
“What…?”
“You ‘eard me right!” He nearly shouted. “I love you, Jonathan…! I love you so damn much! And I always ‘ave ever since you came into my life all that time ago...” He said, trying to keep himself collected as much as he could. His fists were clenched into tight balls at his sides while hot tears threatened him, stinging his eyes. Jojo stared at him, wide eyed, and at a complete loss for words. “I’d been keepin’ that t' myself all this time ‘cause… ‘cause I was scared t’ death of losin’ you. I still am!” He took a deep breathe. It was still hard for Robert to conceive that a ruthless gang leader such as himself could be this vulnerable before someone else, but here he was, exposing himself once more, though in a completely open manner this time for a change, confessing all those feelings he had tried so hard to keep to himself. “I don’t expect you t’ return my feelings. Bloody ‘ell, I will even understand if you don’t wanna see my disgustin’ arse ever again, and I promise I will never show m’self ‘round ‘ere anymore! I just… I just… really ‘ad t’ let all this out somehow before it ate me alive whole...” The pain was almost tangible in his voice as he uttered all those words.
And, suddenly, all those signs Jonathan had seen countless times coming from him before made so much sense. So much more that he couldn’t help but feel so inept, and like the biggest fool around for being so painfully oblivious to it all while even Erina had noticed it so long ago but, also, for having forced himself to keep his own feelings towards this man before him locked away…
“I’m...sorry for disappointin’ you and not bein’ who you thought I was, Mister Joestar…” He spoke again, even shaking a little, and he lowered his eyes, bringing back the formalities now that his chances of being on the list of undesirable people in this household had increased exponentially...
...Or so he thought.
“What on Earth are you talking about!?” The younger male grabbed him by the shoulders, making him raise his head and look back into Jojo’s face. There was a glint of something in his eyes. Something that Speedwagon could not quite read at first but that seemed like… pain? He had no time to ponder too much about it as Jonathan immediately pulled him into yet another tight hug, though, this time he was holding on to him like his very life depended on it, yet careful not to crush him in the process. “There is no way you could ever disappoint me!!” He sounded hurt, and he legitimately was. “The only one I am disappointed with is myself for being so blind and not being able to return your feelings sooner…” He paused, trying to find the right words to voice what was going on through his mind. “...I think I’d known about it all for a bit. I just… didn’t say anything for that same reason: I was afraid of being wrong in my assumptions and losing you forever! And, also, Erina… I… I didn’t know how she would react to the news that I had a special fondness for you, a special fondness as intense as that I have for her, and I didn’t want to make her feel like I didn’t love her anymore, much less now that she is carrying our baby.” The brunet tightened the hug a little; his fingers gently digging into the fabric of Robert’s shirt as he finally opened up, his hot tears rolling down and soaking Robert’s shirt. There was nothing but absolute honesty in his every word, and Robert could easily notice that. “I was so confused because I love her so much, and never have stopped loving her either. At first I was not aware that it was possible to love two different persons in the same manner, and so fiercely, at the same time. It… It took me a while to figure that out on my own and, still, I decided to keep quiet about it because I didn’t know how to bring it up to her, and how to bring it up to you as well. I tried to convince myself that… all of this, all those signs you gave off… as well as everything I was feeling… that it was all in my head. Guess I only made a fool out of myself in the end, didn’t I?”
Robert pulled Jojo away just enough so they could make eye contact once more. It broke his heart to see his gentleman break down like this.
“Jojo... dear. Lord…” He struggled to find the right words to say and could feel his own tears finally rolling down his face. There was so much in what Jonathan had just said that he could relate to in his own way... “You ‘aven’t done anythin’ wrong! Besides… It 's also my fault that you didn’t know for sure just ‘ow much I’ve always loved you until now! And I’m really sorry ‘bout that… I really wish I ‘ad the guts t’ be open with you ‘bout that sooner instead of tryin’ t’ hide it all and pretend nothin’ else was goin’ on...” Both men, remained in silence for a moment, still close to each other. It was then that Jonathan spoke once more.
“I guess… that makes both of us a pair of fools…”
“The biggest of ‘em all, I’m afraid…” Both of them shared a soft laugh despite those tears still wetting their faces; their foreheads pressed together as they did. One of Jojo’s hands went up to tenderly cup Speedwagon’s chin with his thumb and index finger.
“Robert… May I…?”
“Goddamnit, Jojo…” Robert let out a soft huff and cupped Jonathan’s face in his hands; his little smile not fading away the slightest. “Just fuckin’ kiss me…!”
Jonathan tilted Robert’s face slightly to the side, allowing himself a better access. His other hand went to rest on the small of the blond’s back, and he finally pressed their lips together in a long awaited kiss that Robert gladly returned in the same loving manner, both of them pouring into it all those feelings they had been holding back for so long.
They remained in each other’s arms for a little longer after the kiss ended, refusing to let go just like that.
“Would you… stay with me tonight? I mean, only if you think Erina will be alrigh’ with that. I wouldn’t wanna get on ‘er bad side ever.” Robert whispered as he rested his head on Jonathan’s chest. He could hear the soft rumble that was his chuckle. They both knew very well that Erina could be quite scary when she wished to.
“That will be completely alright.” He said with a full smile on his face. “We should go inside, though. It’s getting colder, and I don’t want you to catch a cold or worse!”
“This is nothin’ compared t’ what Ogre Street ‘as me used to, darlin’.”
“Yeah, I suppose so, but... About that, I know that you along with Tattoo and Li have turned down the offer of moving in with us countless times already, but I must insist once more.”
“I told you, dear, we don’t wanna be a nuisance t’ either of you.”
“But you wouldn’t be! Besides… I want. No, I need Erina and you, my two loves, by my side.” Speedwagon let out yet another soft chuckle.
“Blimey... You’re really the biggest daisy I’ve ever met, Jonathan.” He said fondly, “But I will gladly take you up on that this time. Little Jojo might need their Uncle ‘round when they arrive, and I’m sure Erina might appreciate some friendly company as well. And, much like yourself...” He stood on his tiptoes, gently bringing Jojo’s face down by his chin a little. “...I also need my one true love by my side.” His voice soft, sealing those words with yet another kiss under the pale moonlight.
Final notes: This story took so long for me to get it done from start to end, but it's finally here!
This is, I think, the first time I actually write something for the lovely jonaeri/jonawagon ot3~ :'D I also loved writing those bits with Robert and Erina together. They were super fun, and I also loved the idea of Robert happily telling her about the gay codes from that time and just kind of getting her into that little secret world, not only because Erina is the ultimate ally, but also, because, given the taboos in Victorian England, it's pretty much a given that Robert usually had to keep a lot of things from most people, sometimes friends included, so he really appreciates those time whenever he's allowed to be himself and is able to share some of that with others. Needless to say how much I love writing jonawagon and putting them in sweet and cozy scenes~
I can honestly say I'm pleased with how this story turned out, but I would definitely love to hear your thoughts on it!
Feedback, likes, reblogs and everything else (shares outside of Tumblr and Ao3, too) are always encouraged and highly appreciated!!
Thanks for reading!
#jjba#speedwagon#jonathan joestar#erina pendleton#jonawagon#jonaeri#OK to reblog#jojo's bizarre adventure#fanfiction#fanfic#jjba fanfic#;long post#robert e o speedwagon#robert eo speedwagon#phantom blood#jonaspeed#speedjona#speedstar#erina joestar#speedguapo#spw#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jojo#basurito#jonaeriwagon#idk if it counts as such since erina and robert are just friends so...??#tagging it anyway just in case(?
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Ok how about Muriel hcs of MC that's nearly always cold to the touch but doesn't actually worry about it themselves cuz welp they've always been scrawny (but for some reason their feet get hot in bed)
this is so oddly specific my buddy, but also a big mood bc im cold pale and anemic lmaoalso i reply to this 100 yrs late per usual im sorry orz-Muriel isn’t really fond of touches if he doesn’t know the other person extremely well so it does take him a while to find this out about you-he is constantly fussing over you though, urging you to eat more and grumbling excuses that generally do a poor job of hiding his worry-the first time he touches you is a graze of his knuckles on your cheek. He shivers at the contact, his eyebrows rising in surprise.
-”You’re freezing” he whispers, and you want to argue that no, you’re actually really damn comfortable, but well, he brings you closer to him and wraps you up in an engulfing hug and his arms are rubbing your sides to warm you up so who are you to complain right?-On a sweltring summer night, after he gets used to the fact that your skin’s as cold as ice, you’re sleeping snuggled up to him in his hut, Inanna by your side, when you hear him grumble, half-asleep-”Inanna, hnn, get off the bed, it’s way too warm” he mumbles as he shuffles away from you-You frown-It’s not Inanna’s worm fur that’s warming his feet up-It’s your gosh darn furnace feet that are-You snort a laugh but move your feet away-the tol boy deserves his beauty sleep undisturbed after all-ngl he absoloutely loves clinging to you in the summer-in the winter he covers you up in cloaks and blankets like a snug coat burrito
#asks#prompts#hc#the arcana#muriel#muriel arcana#inanna#the arcana mc#arcana hc#the arcana hc#the arcana fic#muriel x mc#thanks for this!! ill slowly answer more prompts sorry for the delay orz#toastmgoats
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abo anon. i did not?? anticipate positive feedback?? i am actually fairly recent in the abo scene too (also i'm sorry/honoured to be the person who introduced the term 'cockwarming' to you)
!!! same! but im glad bc abo au is,,, *chef kiss*
(i think it’s more of a honour don’t worry) ahhh it’s ok everyone has their things to do! hope you’re well today too! thank yoU!!!! im crying every day hope these fuckers are worth my tears of desperation! also sorry for the late reply, wanted to answer yesterday but just wrote half n it was already too late orzlet’s start
HONESTLY connor would prob be the one most into it, i mean, 60 & RK900 have their fair share too but man, connor loves being mouth knotted, pinned, bitten, SCENT MARKED, dirty talked, scratched, whatever!60 secretly likes to be spanked(!!!) and he likes to scratch but he’s not really doing it on purpose most of the time.RK900′s not super crazy about it but it depends on his mood tho scent marking absolutely (his guilty pleasure is to be pinned by the hips with his chest on the bed)mhh aftercare? (my mind read aftercafé for 5 times & was confused sm)connor would like to be hold a lot, cuddles in general, PRAISES and cute soft blankets with both of your scents on. 60′d love cuddles, jokes, just relaxing, maybe watching something while he kisses your temples a lot. RK900 well, CUDDLES?? of course, CUDDLES AGAIN, kisses, everything mushy really.while being alpha mhh connor would prob be very gentle: biting and spanking.60 is a dirty talker it’s in his nature but apart from that & perhaps spaking, maybe holding his omega’s neck but not actually applying pressure? also scent mark? yep.RK900 is a biter!!!! otherwise mhh,,,, he could? spank?? MAY BE?? he would feel guilty as heck, he’s not one to hurt his omega. he scents mark like crazy.aftercare is uhh whatever you want!!!!! they’ve gotchu. connor is a mom we know, so it might be something to ease the pain, water, lots of cuddling bc yes, also staying in the nest since he’s lazy.60 something for the pain too, FOOD, cuddles, a bath? do you want a bath? gives bath. yeah but try not to have sex there too,,,RK900 uhh cuddles? you guessed right. something for pain! they all do this! caresses lots of ‘em. kisses. just really long endless hugs. LOVE. okay his aftercare is love!!!!!WELLconnor is a bit hesitant in knotting because what if it hurts?? too tight?? GOSH what if you don’t like it? please reassure him that it’s totally ok! if it’s your thing i mean! but he sure likes it because of the comfort it brings, it’s nice, it’s a close act of bonding, can’t complain at all! he cuddles his omega to death, really, he’s clingy af!! while knotted he loves to have some cute pillow talk, probably making sure his omega is alright, bathing in their scents too is nice! his fav position is by hugging his omega’s back (big spoon) but even hugging & facing them is okay! mhh how long you say? how much is needed! he doesn’t indulge too much on being inside his omega unless they explicitly ask him to! not that he doesn’t like it or anything, it’s just how he does things! they can cuddle even after thatfor 60 knotting is nothing special, it’s sure nice because he gets to be so close to his omega and cuddle but it’s a normal thing! he cuddles so much,,,, he tickles sometimes since he’s a evil baby. while knotted uhh whatever pleases you! might be a massage, might be some cute words, might even be telling you what you have to buy while doing grocery next day! position is def him with his back against the nest and his omega with onto it with their back against his chest (does this wording make sense?? do people understand?)! while he doesn’t treat knotting as something ‘woah’ he sure loves to be lazy and stay inside his omega!RK900 okay my baby boy love him he ADORES knotting did you guess! he loves everything about it! he can be one with his partner that’s just fantastic!!! esp if they have a breeding/cum kink? i think. dirty! honestly what do he does while knotted & how he cuddles are the same thing for him because all he can do is be a tender alpha, caring to every need his omega might have! and he’s super clingy, more than connor so?? kisses, caresses, love declarations, he’s the whole package! fav position while doing so is him on top of his omega while they’re on the nest being all sweet & soft. how long does he stay? too fucking much. to the point he asks you for another round. he’s a bitchy baby what can i say would you tell him no? i wouldn’t. (let’s use the new term you teached me! cockwarming!!!!)!!!!!! IM CrYINg!!!! you’re right it can be both because?? hHHH?? that’s so fucking funky i love it so much either way they’d be super surprised AND excited to the max so gotta give them what they want or they’ll give it to you,,,
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Given your other works and agreeing on my Genyatta salt, I'm pretty sure no matter how self indulgent or headcanon-y your works are, I'll love them (the previous anon got me more tempted RIP ME). It's not like we have identical ideas when it comes to Zen (hint: we do). And I shit you not, around 2 days before you uploaded A word of Appreciation I thought of pretty much the same scenario, just with different characters. Seriously, at this point I feel like we were siblings in another life - Spark
(sighs) I’m probably reading too deeply into things again (namely that reblog), but, if my last ask made you uncomfortable, then I apologize. Looking back I feel like I stepped over the line (again). I just got… hyped. My excitement getting the best of me is something I really need to work on. You don’t have to reply to that or this one if you don’t want to. I’ll understand. And don’t you dare feel guilty about it, this is entirely my fault and I should be the only guilty one. - Spark
SPARK ANON NO I WAS JUST PLAYING OVERWATCH CHILL
ur a good cute boo! GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE OK ITS FINE ITS FINE I WAS JUST PLAYING OVW because i honestly live on that game but i can only play in the evenings so :(
listen it takes a lot to make me uncomfy and if anything, i just keep thinking ur a v cute lil nice anon, spark anon :)
but also yOU’RE OVERTHINKING
which ok, fair because i overthink everything all the time 24/7 (just ask my friends how many times i ask them if we’re still friends orz stupid anxiety) but its
perfectly alright ur a cutie i was just playing so i didnt have time to compose an actual reply to the asks :)
*sends hugs to the cute spark anon*
EDIT: oh i just realised how it could have been taken CONSIDERING THAT REBLOG oh shit
I SWEAR IT WAS ENTIRELY JUST BAD COINCIDENCE and was actually thinking about ilke. actual texts. like. messages. not asks on tumblr. those get late replies only if im like. not online/asleep or shit. esp when they are nice
SORRY SPARK ANON I DIDNT EVEN REALISE THE TIMING
#fran talks#if anything i promise#if im ever uncomfortable or annoyed ill make it clear#im learning how to be more upfront about muh feels#nice anons#IT'S OK SPARK ANON CHILL#BREATHE#ur alright#still a cutie#Anonymous
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I know that the mitsukuri fandom is very small, but trust me we appreciate and love every single piece of art work you make for the ship. You're art is just so beautiful and lovely and funny and I could go on and on. Bottom line is I wanted to say thank you!!!!❤️❤️❤️
OMG IM SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY ANON. I read it when you send it and told myself I’ll reply AND FORGOT. (and send it before finish writing orz fail/10)
Thank you so much, I have lot of fun drawing them and it’s also my first time being so involved in a fandom ;; I really realy enjoy seeing and reading the comments on the dumb stuff I draw !!
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Eeeeeee i love ur drawings of dem bunnies/rabbits people. The design and expression on them, and OMG the way u draw their movement especially the fight scene, is like im reading from a shonen manga. Whats the story behind them and will we see them in comic form someday soon???
Hi! VERY late reply to this, so first of all sorry about that! orz
Second of all: thank you so much!! I’m so glad :’’) The story I’m playing with still, but the basics of it are about a character named Opal who was born with an eye that can glimpse the future. Their story starts when their eye is stolen from them, and they set out to recover it again.
I have no idea about a comic format or not for it. Ideally I would actually make it into some sort of game, but that’s beyond my current skill set. I WOULD also like to say it’ll turn into a comic, but as of late my health as been my main priority. (It’s been difficult to focus on big projects these last couple of years) So I can’t make any promises.
Until then it’s just something I like to poke at for fun!
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For every @, tag someone I love/look up to || always accepting! ☼
[ OMFG I COUNTED, THATS TWENTY. ILY ANON BUT ALSO NOW THIS POST WILL BE HELLA LONG SO THIS WILL BE PLACED UNDER THE CUT AFTER LIKE MAYBE THREE URLS. IF YOURE TAGGED AND YOURE HAVING DIFFICULTIES FINDING YOUR URL, REMEMBER CTRL + F!! SO ARE YOU READY???? NO?? OKAY, HERE WE GO!!!
[ @wildchildfreecs - pssh, im so so happy to know that you like gon so much bc i, too, would also die for gon freecss. and i also really really relate to shoot in that one scene like??? ME TOO MAN, I CRY. I JUST WANNA LIKE SHOW MY SON TO EVERYONE. also i love your shitposting a lot even if i dont participate in it?? and oh, did i say that i love your gon???
[ @killuaslightning - kai, you are literally so patient and nice to me im like super effing thankful like wOW. im so happy you like angst so much bc i do too?? and at this point i think we have like maybe 20 threads but i love each of them a lot, even if im… slow orz. also the fact that we have so many angst also makes it even worse when we have fluff like Bound By Words bc your reply literally killed me with like two effing sentences. anyway, ily kai and you’re super sweet and aaaaaaaa
[ @jokerhand - cerise, we don’t talk a lot but i love your hisoka a lot?? he’s so ic – the right mix of predatory and animalistic?? and and!! i also love your writing in general. it flows really well and its super easy to read and even outside of writing, you’re also a super nice person too???
[ @cookiethumpr - i can only tag this blog bc i dont remember your other urls ( omFG, dont kill me? ) we’ve barely talked and have zero interaction but i laugh a lot bc of your messages on discord, and in general i just really like julianna and your writing style too?? its uhm, i cant word but it’s kinda like soft and quiet and i just love it a lot okay ;;;
[ @viincula - aaaaa you!!!! are super nice and sweet??? i still suck at conversations so im sorry i end up replying late and all but i really like talking to you! we havent interacted at all either but your kurapika is so on point from what i see??? *blows kisses at ur portrayal tbh*
[ @memorarane - oh boi, we havent interacted on here, but like! we had a tiny thread over at my baise blog and honestly that was super great as short as it was? i love your paku. she looks so emotionless but she really cares and i wanna cry and like?? your portrayal is so good in that aspect im?? maybe one day we can interact more haha
[ @rebelliouszoldyck - we!! have not interacted before but from your replies i really like your portrayal of killua!! he’s such a little shit and i think your portrayal is so on point??? i laughed a lot seeing the responses, so ty so much for coming back to rp him!! hopefully we’ll get to rp??
[ @izuru-ru - i have already said that i dont know a thing about bleach, but like?? bruh i just really love your replies and he’s so awkward and adorable?? i can tell how much you like him and it in turn really made me want to rp with you so im glad we’re rping now, even if im extremely slow ^^”’
[ @nisenokumo - im so glad you decided to come back to rp hisoka!! i mean you’re off on a trip and such rn but the fact that you came back for a bit makes me really happy bc your hisoka is goals?? his slight burns are so great to read and you are also super nice?? we dont talk a lot but its always fun(?) when we do!!
[ @ghostlywriterneon - oh gosh, where do i start… i really love your neon??? neon is a bratty little kid but i still really like her a lot and to have a rper write her well makes me really happy bc not a lot of people like her (understandable) but i didnt expect a neon!! so im like, super glad that you’re still rping her even now!
[ @voiice-ss - oh boyy, i fkn love hiromi??? we maybe interacted for a few replies but i really really like her from what we have and also your interactions with the others?? she’s so playful and mean to gon but that really makes for super fun interactions, and i think its hard for a rp to become stale bc of hiromi’s personality, so im really happy that we are interacting!!!
[ @botanicorum - HI UM, we havent interacted ever before, but ive seen your rps and i really love how you write kite!! especially chimera ant!kite?? i laughed and got kinda emotional with kite’s r/s with colt ;;;; so uhm, im kinda a shy but anyway i love your kites shagkjaahfks
[ @paradise-x-hunter - aaaa, i know you’re maybe insecure about jordyn but i really like her??? your rps with six is also amazing??? like i really feel her emotions in the thread and like!! your writing is super good and the fact that you draw your icons yourself is also really amazing?? esp since i have zero artistic ability ;;
[ @abrupt-extinction - ashfisahgjadgk idk if you’ll see this but i love our rps together??? the fact that both of our muses start questioning the fashion choices together and i think you’re a really nice person and i also love your shitposting and salt ;;
[ @eyesofcuriosity - aaa hi, we havent interacted all that much yet but Nessa is super sweet as a character and i can already tell that they’ll be adorable together. im so sorry for my slow speed and super grateful to how understanding you are but im really looking forward to seeing how much our muses’ r/s will develop!!
[ @earthsno1champ - aaaaa idk why our rps keep dropping (is it me, did i lose the thread idkidk) but even tho i dont watch any dbz, i really love your portrayal?? your rps and everything are super fun to read/write with and you, the mun, seems like a really sweet person behind it too?? tysm for reaching out to me first bc?? if you didnt i probably wont either cos im a lot less proactive when its fandoms im not familiar with ;;
[ @etherealassassin - I MEAN WE LITERALLY FIRST INTERACTED LIKE AN HOUR AGO but i really like your portrayal of killua, aND THOSE EDITS OH MY GOD. the lenny face and taco on killua’s face, i will never forget it now shfiahgjakdgj but your killua is adorable and??? tbh i always wanted to interact with you so im really glad youre back now!!
[ @ofdaggerisms - lmao cal, idk if you’ll see this but the Time Has Come for me to talk about how much i love jack. as expected from the angst lord, the thread that i thought would be cute became angsty but that’s fine. ;;; jack is effing adorable and i really like the way you write!
[ @rosewhxp - UM HELLO, i dont think we’ve interacted and i think youre busy with things too?? but even tho i havent finish watching yyh, i really like your kurama?? and your writing is really good too?? its really pretty too just like kurama ashiadkghjakjs
[ @the-crimson-haired-princess - hello again!! ahsiajgiadkhiasjf um, i want to thank you for willing to interact with gon despite the fact that you dont know hxh (at least i dont think you do?) but you’re super open about it and i really like yona and the way you write her so the fact that you’re willing to interact makes me super thankful!
#anon#;;inbox!#;;ooc || out of energy!#[ dID YOU THINK I WAS GOING TO RUN OUT OF NAMES???]#[ HA NO WAY ]#[ i am exhausted tho so shIT??? ]
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I know someone who’s too shy to post this to their own blog (I had to log out for the first time in months for this to work - that’s what terror feels like lmao) so since it’s for you anyway I might as well submit it to you directly
it reads pretty wonky I’m afraid, sorry for that orz
maybe I should stick to sending you headcanons
<3
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When Jimin woke up that morning, he knew something was off. He couldn’t exactly pinpoint what it was but it had been irritating enough to wake him up in what felt like the middle of the night. The sun wasn’t up yet, so he definitely didn’t sleep through his alarm. There was also nobody in the room, or in the whole apartment really, making any noise either. The only sound he could hear was Taehyung’s relaxed breathing behind him.
This must’ve been the fourth night in a row that he’d managed to sneak into his bed without waking him. In the beginning, Taehyung used to poke him awake and ask for permission first but somewhere along the way he had dropped this habit and just slipped under the covers with him whenever he felt like it. Jimin didn’t mind. Being the insatiable cuddler that he was, Taehyung knew how to make sleeping in the same bed comfortable for everyone involved.
‘He’s getting way too good at this,’ Jimin thought to himself, gently leaning against Taehyung’s chest, letting the warmth of his embrace lull him back to sleep.
It was probably nothing.
Certainly something, however, was Taehyung lazily shifting behind him, pressing a few open-mouthed kisses on Jimin’s neck and thus effectively keeping him from falling asleep just a little longer. Jimin couldn’t tell whether Taehyung was awake too or just drowsily kissing the next best patch of bare skin he could reach but he wasn’t complaining.
He hummed softly when Taehyung pulled him closer, his arm wrapped tightly around Jimin’s waist.
Jimin placed his hand on Taehyung’s arm, sleepily caressing his skin with his fingertips, when it suddenly hit him.
‘Did I forget to take off my rings?’
Well this wasn’t right. He wasn’t wearing any of the other rings so why on earth was he still wearing this one?
Puzzled, and now actually wide awake, Jimin inspected his hand as best as he could given the complete darkness around him and realized that this ring didn’t even fit his finger properly. It was a little too tight. He managed to pull it off his finger without too much struggle but he was still unsure how it got there in the first place.
“Baby?” His breath felt hot against his neck, sending a shiver down his spine.
“Hm?”
Taehyung answered with a similarly unarticulated “Mhh?”, too tired to form whole sentences.
“I was just.. this ring—” Jimin stopped himself, contemplating whether there was a point in explaining this issue to Taehyung right now. They both needed as much sleep as they could get and what they certainly didn’t need was a late-night discussion on ill-fitting rings.
At about the same time that Jimin had convinced himself that he must’ve simply forgotten to take it off before bed, Taehyung jerked awake, taking in a sharp breath.
“You okay?” Jimin asked, audibly alarmed.
“I’m good,” he replied, his voice surprisingly hoarse. “All good.”
“Sure?”
While he was waiting for Taehyung’s answer — this time hopefully one that was a little more convincing than the last — Jimin found himself nervously fiddling with the ring, only to drop it almost instantly.
The sound of metal hitting the floor echoed through the whole room, causing both Jimin and Taehyung to flinch at the sudden noise. But unlike Taehyung, Jimin was up in a second to get the ring before it could roll under the bed.
“This damned thing..” He picked it up, feeling a little light-headed from his hasty movements. “I’m not even sure it’s mine.”
Jimin sat down on the edge of the bed, pulling one knee up onto the mattress so he could face Taehyung, who stayed.. curiously light-lipped over this subject. Looking up from the ring in his hand, Jimin met Taehyung’s alert gaze, a warm feeling pooling in his stomach.
“Did I take yours by accident?” Jimin offered, hoping Taehyung would finally say something. Anything.
Taehyung shook his head.
“It’s yours. ..If you want it, that is.” He looked down at his own hand before shyly pointing at his ring finger. “I got one for each of us. Yours has a sun on it, mine has a moon. They interlock. They’re couple rings.”
He trailed off towards the end, his voice barely more than a whisper.
Jimin felt a lump form in his throat.
“You— ..got us rings. ..And instead of just.. I don’t know, telling me, you put it on my finger while I was sleeping?”
It was more of an attempt to convince himself that he wasn’t dreaming rather than an actual question.
He fumbled with the ring in his hand, fingertips brushing over its smooth surface until he reached a more textured section and what felt like an inset for a gemstone. Jimin inhaled deeply, tears welling in his eyes.
“I wanted to surprise you.” Taehyung’s voice cracked.
“You're—” Jimin broke off, taking another look at the ring after sliding it back onto his finger. This wasn’t the moment to ask what exactly Taehyung wanted these things to be, no matter how badly Jimin wanted to find out. For now, he filled the gaps himself and it was enough to make it hard for him to breathe. His tired mind was reeling, way too many emotions bottling up in his chest. Twisting the ring between his fingers, Jimin finally pulled himself together.
“..God, you’re unbelievable.”
Only moments later, Jimin burst into a fit of laughter, single tears streaming down his face. Instinctively covering his mouth with his hand, he let himself fall against Taehyung’s chest, burying his face in his palms as two arms wrapped around him. Unsure how to react, Taeyhung kissed Jimin’s hair, sheepishly joining in on his overwhelmed giggles.
“Sorry.”
“Unbelievable,” Jimin repeated quietly, laughter slowly turning into silent crying.
It was only when Taehyung gently pulled Jimin’s hands away from his face and placed a kiss on his forehead that Jimin realized that he wasn’t the only one who had shed a tear. Overcome with a sudden outburst of concern, Jimin looked up and kissed Taehyung’s cheek, wet from his tears.
“We probably shouldn’t have discussed this in the middle of the night,” Jimin chuckled, leaning his head against Taehyung’s. He felt so silly for crying but at the same time completely over the moon because he was in love with this beautifully weird guy who happened to love him back. “I’m too tired to process this properly. ..And I can��t even see the ring.”
“I hope you’ll like it.”
“You could give me anything and I’d like it.”
“Ah, don’t forget what happened last time Yoongi said that to Hoseok.”
Jimin snorted involuntarily, wiping the remaining tears off his face.
“Touché.”
Taehyung hummed softly and and glanced at the pillow next to them before unceremoniously dipping to the side, pulling Jimin with him. It took some rearranging and shifting to find a comfortable position to sleep in but they managed, even finding the time to exchange way too many kisses that ended in them giggling like children, high on endorphines.
They would have to talk about this at some point but for now all they needed was each other.
“Let’s keep going for a long time, okay?” Jimin whispered.
“Is forever enough?”
Jimin chuckled, kissing the corner of Taehyung’s mouth.
“Sounds good.”
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UM WOW. IMAGINE I WASNT FUCKING DEAD RIGHT NOW HOLY SHIT THANK U ANON WHOMEVER U ARE U SWEET SWEET LITTLE BEAN THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND PURE IM CRYING
#submission#fic#vmin#HOLY SHIT IMAGINE I WASNT A DEAD BITCH#ANON U SWEET LITTLE FLOWER HOW COULD U DO THIS TO ME#HOW COULD U SEND ME THIS WITH NO WARNING WHAT THE FUCK#IM A DEAD BITCH FUCK THIS IS SO SOFT AND PURE#FUCK#IM JUST TRYIN TO EAT MY DINNER I DONT NEED THESE EMOTIONS
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