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breeloveschris · 3 months

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You’ll Never Understand Pt 7

Pt 6 Pt 8

Pairing: Chris sturniolo x Reader

summary: Y/n always been best friends with the triplets.. until one random day in sophomore year Chris despised Y/n, and till this day Y/n still don’t know why. Nick and Matt will never understand why Y/n has never stopped being sweet and caring to Chris as if nothing ever happened.

Warnings: cussing

*Chris’s pov*

I don’t understand why she’s so mad. Why couldn’t she just tell me what I did wrong rather than beating around the bush. As I make my way to the elevator, I go to order an Uber but the wait time is an hour long. Should I call Matt? Or should I just stand around looking goofy for an hour? While I’m debating on what to do, my phone starts ringing. I pull my phone out seeing Matt’s name on my screen. I sigh as I answer the phone, I guess I’m calling Matt.

“Yo where are you? You didn’t tell anyone that you was leaving.” Matt said questioning. I sigh before answering “I’m at Y/n’s apartment.” Matt goes quiet. “Why the fuck are at Y/n’s place?” Matt said shocked. “Don’t ask questions, just come get me the Uber wait is so long.” Matt sighs before saying a quick “I’m on my way” hanging up. I sit on the curb waiting for Matt to get here. Almost 10 minutes go by before I see our car roll up. I get up and walk over to the car.

As soon as I get in the car Matt’s asking me questions. “Why were you here” Matt asks pulling out of the parking lot. “I needed to talk to Y/n about something, no big deal” I said with a sigh turning on my seat heater. “Did you tell her you like her” he said keeping his eyes on the road. Yes Matt knew, I tell him everything. The only reason why I didn’t tell Nick was because he’s so close with Y/n, he’d probably tell her.

“No Matt, it wasn’t like that.” I said rolling my eyes and looking out the window. “She yelled at me, I’ve never seen her so mad at me.” I continue but before he can say anything I keep going. “I don’t even know what I did dude and it’s killing me” I finished with a sigh rubbing my hands on my face. Matt’s silence scares me, was he mad at me too? “Do you not remember calling her a slut? Like cmon dude you can’t be that fucking stupid” Matt said gripping the stirring wheel.

Holy shit. I wasn’t trying to hurt her feelings, I thought she knew I wasn’t being serious. She can’t be that mad about it, I mean I’ve never said anything that mean but still. “I didnt mean for that to hurt her feelings” I said looking at Matt who had his jaw clenched. “So you are that fucking stupid huh. She was crying Chris! Her eyes were puffy, you moron .” He said with an eye roll. “I don’t know why you’re getting so fucking mad about it, do you like her or something.” I said getting pissed that everyone around me was also mad.

“Did your little princess get hurt matty?” I said with a pout before rolling my eyes. “I don’t like her like that and you know it. You on the other hand do, and you’re throwing all your chances with her away and for what? Because your too pussy shit to open up? Let it go Chris, you can’t hide from that shit forever.” Matt said in annoyance. I only roll my eyes turning up the music to tune him out. But Matt quickly turned the music off. “No Chris, you’re not just gonna shut me out. You’ve gotta tell her or simply move on.” Matt finished and turned up the music.

We make it back to the house. I make a beeline inside leaving Matt behind. I open the fridge looking for a cold Pepsi, when I heard Nick walking down the stairs. I lightly groan seeing no Pepsis left. This night couldn’t get worse. “Where have you been dude, we needed to film a car video but now we gotta use an old filmed video.” Nick said complaining. Before I could even get something out Matt speaks. “He was at Y/n’s” Nick just looks between me and Matt confused.

“The fuck were you doing at Y/n’s apartment?” Nick said with disgust written all over his face. “And what the fuck is that on your neck” Nick finished. Holy shit. The hickeys. Fuck. “I thought you said nothing happened” Matt said with a smirk on his face while he crossed his arms. Nick gasps and looks at me with a shock look on his face. “Wipe that smirk off your face Matt, nothing happened. It’s from a different girl that I’ve been seeing” I said making up a quick lie.

“Oh good, you scared me.” Nick said with a hand over his chest and a laugh. “Oh by the way Madi’s here and she drank the last Pepsi” Nick said running back up the stairs. “Bruh this night is the worst” I said groaning and walking down to my room but before I could make it far Matt speaks up. “Did Y/n give you those”. Should I tell him? Before I can even make up my mind, my mouth speaks before my head. “Did you not hear me? It was from someone else.” I said annoyed.

“Yea okay, like I believe you” Matt said smirking and walking to his room. “Wipe that smirk off your face!!” I said walking to my room. I should probably text Y/n. Or maybe I shouldn’t and just leave it as it is. I take a shower debating my thoughts and I walk out of my bathroom in a pair of sweats walking over to my chair. I’m gonna text her.

Chris 😓

I’m sorry Y/n.

I leave it at that and hop on a game of Fortnite but every game I kept losing. I couldn’t focus at all. My mind kept going back to the way Y/n looked at me with so much pain in her face. I FaceTimed Matt and Justin told them to hop on to see if that would help. I did for an hour or so but after that my mind kept running. “Dude what the fuck is up with you, you ain’t playing right” Justin said in my headset. “Bros probably thinking about Y/n” Matt said with a laugh.

“Bro no I’m not, I’m just tired” I replied back. “How is she anyways, I haven’t talked to her in so long” Justin asked. “I wouldn’t ask him that, he’s still a dick to her” Matt replied. “When the fuck are you gonna man up and realize being a dick to her isn’t gonna make shit easier for you” Justin said. I could practically hear his eyes rolling. “It’s made it pretty damn easy for me” i said with a shrug. “Well Matt, how is she doing?” Justin said ignoring me. “She’s doing good, she gets to meet Sam and Colby tomorrow” Matt said.

“It’s about time, that girls been crushing on Colby since 2019 I swear” Justin said laughing. “It’s not like they’re gonna fall in love” i said with a nasty look on my face. “Oou someone’s jealous” Matt said with an obvious smirk on his face. “Dude shut up, I’m just saying, she’s like years younger than the dude” I said with a scoff. “Who knows, maybe she will sweep off him off his feet” Justin said laughing. “Okay dude, whatever. I’m getting off, I’m tired and we got a party tomorrow” I said before saying bye and hanging up.

I laid in bed for like an hour just thinking about Y/n. I don’t want her to be mad at me. I still feel like I didn’t do nothing wrong. I mean I get that it was rude but she should just get over it. It’s not that big of a deal. I just hope tomorrow she won’t be mad at me. Or at least hopefully she’ll be nice to me. She’s never held a grudge on me, so she’ll probably be over it by tomorrow. I continued to lay there for another hour before I slowly fell asleep.

Yikes 😋

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bigteefsmallbrain · 3 years

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SOULMATE AU HEADCANONS

So, Soulmate AU where when you talk out loud to yourself, your soulmate can hear you and vice versa, but actively trying to have a conversation with them doesn't work. I'm here, it's 8:43 in the afternoon as opposed to 3:29 AM when I first came up with this.

SOULMATE AU HEADCANONS FOR: Shoto Todoroki, Rin Okumura, and Sakura Haruno

Shoto Todoroki

Aha, good luck finding out you have a soulmate in the first place with this one

He literally does not speak out loud to himself

Not at first that is

He also is clueless about soulmates, like, as soon as he hears your voice he’s google searching “Why is there a voice in my head talking about how their family is disrespecting Ramen?”

When he does realize that it’s his soulmate, he won’t actively pursue speaking to himself or finding you

Actively being the key word here

He wants to believe he doesn’t care and that his soulmate, whoever they are, will just get in his way

But that doesn’t stop him from focusing solely on you when you talk

Or trying to reply to you sometimes

And it certainly doesn’t stop him from subconsciously starting to speak to himself

Which, by the way, scared the piss out of you the first time

You didn’t even know you had a soulmate till that point

so hearing a male voice in your head go “I can’t believe they only serve hot soba here”

Would understandably frighten you

He doesn’t even realize it at first until his father gets pissed at him for mumbling

And he’s just like “oh” and immediately stops, as soon as he realizes from then on

Like you’ll be going about your day, hear him start to speak, then cut himself off

Which is disappointing

His sudden radio silence changes drastically after his fight with Midoriya

Like after getting knocked out by Bakugo and being put into the infirmary, he decides to check over himself while mumbling or if Recovery Girl lists his injuries for him, he’ll repeat them under his breath

Which, scares you obviously, but you’re also glad he’s not dead or something

He starts rating cold soba that he has or has had in the past

Reviewing his day

Talking about Midoriya

Which worries you, does he have a crush? Are they just good friends? Is this ‘Midoriya’ going to steal your soulmate

I stg, Midoriya has become a love rival and the poor boy has no idea

You’re stalking him on the internet trying to find anything you can on him to make sure you can outdo anything he does

He can knit? Oh look, professional lessons and equipment

He does Yoga? Aha, you have never been more flexible in your life

Anything he’s done? You are now doing it better than he ever could

Todoroki doesn’t have this same fear, his parents weren’t soulmates, and he fully trusts you, you’re made for each other, literally

When you finally meet, it’s so unexpected, and he blue screens

Here? Now? Who? What’s yesterday?

He’s not functioning

Todoroki.exe has crashed

Person too pretty

You’re not any better though

Honestly, have you seen this man? He’s model material

Worth millions

You both stare at each other for a good while before Midoriya comes and breaks the silence

And Todoroki makes the mistake of going “Oh, hey Midoriya” and paying attention to him

The fire has been lit, RIP Midoriya Izuku, an innocent man

Rin Okumura

You have a collection of recipes

He talks A LOT when cooking, like, he’s a walking cookbook, going through each step and ingredient

Even for recipes of his own creation

Which he never writes down and frequently forgets

So when you meet, he’s convinced he died and went to heaven

All his beautifully crafted recipes and instructions, he may cry when you show them to him

He also reads out loud to himself, so prepare for that

All the Manga, any book he may read, some new recipe he found on the internet

He reads it out, and sometimes does different voices for other characters

Which is great and all, but since he’s a dropout, it’s literally at all the worst times

Doing a math quiz? He’s crying while reading a romance manga

Trying to study? Good luck with that, he’s dramatically reenacting a action manga panel

He watches Hell's Kitchen and other cooking shows

And RAMBLES

He’s talking about how this technique would be better

Or how he should try recreating that dish later

Critiquing how something turned out

Making a dish along with the show

Now, for him, every time he hears your voice, he freezes

Like, physically freezes

No thoughts, head empty, only soulmate

He will not respond until you’re done talking to yourself

And he commits whatever you say to memory

If you talk about a certain food, he is IMMEDIATELY in the kitchen either A) Learning the recipe for it, or B) Making sure he can still cook it

I can, nearly guarantee, that this man will invite you to his home for breakfast/lunch/dinner when you meet, and cook literally everything you’ve ever mentioned

And continue to cook for you after that

Like, he goes from “I wish to eliminate my birth father” to “The way of the house husband, Okumura style”

When you both meet, he pounces on you

No, I mean literally

He leaps on top of you

No hesitation

As soon as he hears your voice

It’s a immediate cuddle session on the floor

Or if you manage to stay upright, he’s clinging to you like a koala

No, you can’t escape or avoid

And if you DO stay upright, he will continue to lunge at you every time he is within jumping distance

Sakura Haruno

Yes, she may be seen as annoying or useless, but I like her, so I’m going to self indulge, and you can’t stop me

That doesn’t mean I'm gonna sugar coat this though

THIS GIRL GOES THROUGH ALL FIVE STAGES OF GRIEF IN THREE HOURS, AND MOST OF IT IS CRYING

She has spent who knows how long pursuing a toxic, probably Naruto-sexual, duck lookin emo DISASTER only to find out he’s NOT her soulmate?

“I went on this diet, and for what? Nothing”

“I bet it’s wrong, it has to be, right? Sasuke can’t NOT be my soulmate, RIGHT!?”

Yeah, she’s in a sad/denial state for about a week after that

And even after, she’s still salty

It’s not until Sasuke leaves, telling Sakura to go pursue HER soulmate instead of some stupid skin deep crush that she really begins to get OVER him and get INTO you

Except you’ve had enough of her Sasuke BS, so she not only needs to let go of her long time crush, but also make it up to her soulmate

The first time she says something about getting over Sasuke and wanting to be with her soulmate, you laugh, and she hears because you DON’T want to talk to her

“Does she really think one sentence is going to fix years of heartbreak?”

Now, when you put it like that, she cringes, and realizes that there's a lot of damage she caused

Honestly, when you two meet, you don’t recognize each other immediately, due to the fact that you don’t speak to her often or care to remember her voice

You probably found her with her head in her hands, probably eating away her woes at Ichirakus

You slide in, very smoothly, might I add, and ask what’s wrong while ordering yourself a bowl

She tells you the surface, that a friend ran from the village, which is true, but not what she’s sad about

You give her advice, chit chat a bit longer, getting to know each other, before paying for both her and your bowl and heading off

Never gave any names, just friendly conversation

You run into each other more frequently, growing closer with each talk, finally knowing each others names

Never mentioning meeting each other when talking to yourselves though

Eventually, using your advice when Sakura mentioned her soulmate was mad at her, you grew to forgive your soulmate

The two of you got such Deja Vu because of it too, since you were talking to each other and listening to the other ramble to themselves

Till one day, one of you mention the others name

And the other is like, “Oh my gosh [Y/N or Sakura] is my soulmate”

And then you both know

And the next time you see each other it’s a bit awkward, until Sakura says “So uh, I used your advice”

And you burst out laughing, conversation flowing as it would from there

You do hold a vendetta against Sasuke though, and after getting to know Sakura, it just gets 10 times worse

Like you’re ready to knock his teeth in if you ever see him

The pure, unadulterated rage you hold for him grows with every hate crime against Sakura he makes

Like, she tries to help him, now platonically, and he tries to kill her

There is no end to your rage

Everyone knows not to mention his name around you now

White boy better run and run fast if y’all ever meet

Yes, I do simp for pink haired characters, what are you gonna do about it?

If you’d like to see more headcanons, be that for this AU, or something else, feel free to submit an ask or comment! I hope you enjoyed these little headcanons!

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ciggylungz · 4 years

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She’s such an actress

Bestfriend!harry grinding on yn while spooning. / bestfriend!harry you guys casually hookup and can’t get enough of each other (smut, smut and more smut)

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“stop being a fuckin’ blanket hog!”

Y/n gave Harry a glare as she tugged the fluffy fabric farther up her body. The two best friends were on a month-long holiday with their group of friends in Italy. They’d been there six days already and Y/n was already becoming a bit snippy with Harry because the extra people in the house kept her from being able to fuck her best friend whenever she wanted to. They had a bit of an unconventional friendship, they’ve been friends since they were teens and they’re as close as two friends can be- yet one thing that separates their relationship from the relationships they have with their other friends is well, they like to fuck like rabbits. They had been doing that frequent banging since they were in secondary school, anytime Harry would be back from tour for a while from his one direction days they’d usually spend that time getting absurdly drunk and pleasuring each other.

Not having been able to really touch Harry like she’s used to for the last week, she’s starting to get needy which makes her act moody and on edge. Harry gave the girl a sideways glance, raising his eyebrows as a sort of ‘quit it’ reaction to her behavior only getting a huff from her in return. Harry had been met with this huffy puffy version of his best friend many times, whenever he’d annoy her or she didn’t get her way she’d turn on her snarky side. It didn’t phase him anymore. He of course knew why she was acting like this, but he was a little limited in how he can fix it seeing as they’re in a house with 8 of their closest friends- who would never let them hear the end of it if they got caught and he didn’t want to deal with their prying- so he was aware he’d have to deal with this attitude till he could take care of her properly.

y/n laid herself down on the couch, putting her feet in Harry’s lap under the blanket, prompting him to softly massage them for her to get on her good side at least while they watched a movie with their friends and all had a few beers after a day at the beach. The man absentmindedly ran his thumbs on the arch of her right foot, eyes on the screen as he gave her soothing touches smiling soft when he felt her twitch a little. He knew she was ticklish yet she liked when he’d give her massages, so it was an odd combination of her twitching and giggling while letting out relaxed sighs. He didn’t mind though; she had soft skin and always kept her toes manicured so he had no problem with it. He once tried to get her to do the same for him and she pretended to gag before smacking his feet off her lap which he laughed at.

His gaze averted from the screen down to his own blanket covered lap when he felt her left foot starting to nudge at his sweatpants covered crotch. Harry let out a sigh through his nose, while of course he wanted to fuck her brains out he also didn’t want to get a stiffy while sitting with their friends. Plus, knowing he got the girl so needy even her mood was affected gave him a bit of cocky pride- no pun intended. The man pinched her foot giving her a warming glance whilst shaking his head and pushing her feet from his lap, opting to go grab another beer from the fridge knowing he was driving her up the fucking wall.

Y/n was anything but pleased with his antics, so with a scowl she threw the blanket off herself and declared she was going to go shower and go to bed making sure she gave Harry a good side eye and middle finger as she pasted him in the kitchen which made the man chuckle before doing the same just to piss her off further.

Y/n changed into some sleep shorts and one of Harrys old sweatshirts he gave her years ago, she had been left to make herself cum in the shower since Harry was being a little shit and now she was even more annoyed because even after 2 shower head on clit fueled orgasms she still was dying to touch him, smell him, kiss him anything! She needed to feel his big callused hands on her skin, smell his natural musk and hint of cologne and the mint gum he chewed with a lingering bitterness of beer on the corners of his mouth. She needed her bitch of a best friend to stop starving her of the touches she’s used to getting before she threatens to put out applications for a new best friend. (she never claimed to not be dramatic afterall), even if they couldn’t get away with banging regularly here, she needed something or her head was going to explode.

Laying back on her bed she started thinking about how good he looked at the beach earlier that day. Tanned skin complimenting his tattoos, his thick thighs she loves to kiss, mark with hickeys and hump looking extra inviting covered in a sheen of sea water drying onto him under the hot sun. His back muscles imprinted through his exterior whenever he’d lift one of their friends up to toss into the water or punt a volleyball, she almost drooled at the sight of him playing the sport. And god, she could easily make out the lump of his meat through the pale pink swim shorts he was wearing. Even his soft cock could make her knees weak, she’s proved that many times when she’d ask him if she could kiss his soft length, or proposed cock warming. She had no idea how Harry could control himself enough to stay soft when he let her kiss his cock or cuddle with it inside her, but it made it undoubtably sexier to her. she had a love for his manhood, soft, hard, she didn’t care she loved it in every state. It made her feel like a two-dollar hooker, yet she didn’t care because it was her Harry. Best friends over everything.

She let out a pitiful huff, opting to scroll through her phone as she lounged in bed. In the midst of her falling down the Instagram black hole of soap cutting videos she got a text from the man that’s been driving her insane the last six days.

‘you gonna come finish the movie with us or are you gonna pout like a child?’

The young woman felt her attitude flare back up, sending him a snotty text just to get a reaction out of him, wanting to make him mad like she was- which she knew was proving his point that she was being childish.

‘I’m on tinder finding someone to fuck, finish the movie without me’

When the man read the text he knew what she was doing, and yet it still gave him a little tingle of possessiveness and irritation. Of course, he wanted her just as bad as she wanted him, but he also didn’t feed into her bratty behavior. He knew he was making it worse, and she’d give him a wack to the dick if he kept up his antics yet he took his chances wanting to see how worked up he could actually get the girl.

‘have fun, be safe call someone if you need a ride home’

To say Y/n was shocked to see him respond with that, was accurate. Her mouth went slack slightly and her chest shook a little. She was pissed, needy, and sad that he was acting like he really didn’t care about how she felt. She was sensitive, she knew her period was coming next week so her hormones were causing her sex drive and emotions to skyrocket. In her pissed off state she decided she’d really do it, just to piss him off as much as he did to her. two can play at this game.

When the girl was slipping a skimpy dress over her figure, Harry finally decided to make an appearance. He’d heard an awful lot of thumping and shuffling from her room and decided to investigate yet he was surprised to see her now in a dress that left very little to the imagination. He raised an eyebrow as he loomed in the doorway, his shoulder pressed into it while he casually leaned against the wood using his finger to motion to her body. “What are yeh doin’?”, his question made her meet his glance in the mirror a rather unamused glare coming from her eyes. “I’m going out, told y’ that didn’t i? gon’ go find someone to fuck me.”

Harry met tsked the girl slightly, walking further into the room. “No yer’ not, take that dress off and put your pj’s back on.” The man pointed a finger to her disregarded prior clothing, Y/n of course challenged this with a hand on her hip. “Yes, I am. You’re not in charge of me, I’m an adult.” Harry shrugged, not giving into the temptation to argue. “Never said you weren’t grown, I said yer not goin’ out and you’re gonna put your clothes back on. Now, get to it.” His stare seemed to have some sort of power over her, seeing as Y/n found herself quickly caving and shimmying out of the dress.

Harry took a step into the room, closing the door behind him to give her a bit more privacy incase one of their friends walked by and caught a glimpse of her in the process of changing. The girl gave him a pouty face when she stepped out of the material that now was pooled around her ankles, her tits spilling out of her bra as she stood before him in only her undergarments. He watched her carefully as she switched back into her former outfit and slowly stalked towards him, standing about a foot away from his body before tilting her head up to look at him.

Harry noticed how frustrated she was in a simple glance, a small frown forming on his own face when her waterline became a darker shade of red and tears glossed over her pretty eyes. Damp eyelashes sticking together slightly as she blew out a breath, “You’re being mean t’ me Haz, I don’t like it..” she knew she sounded pathetic but she didn’t care. She was touch and attention starved by her best friend and favorite boy and her period was on it’s way so she had a right to get emotional if she wanted to. Harry pouted at her, opening his arms for her to press herself into him which she did gladly, face smooshed into his chest while her fists bunched up his shirt. “Don’t need to cry, it’s alright bug. Everything is okay, here can cuddle yea? Will that work?” and because Y/n was so desperate at this point, she was willing to compromise for a cuddle.

The pair laid together, Y/n in her little spoon position and Harry behind her as they stared at the television that was playing on the wall. She held his large hand in hers, rings being toyed with by her fingers while she let herself be soothed by the beating of his heart against her back.

Even though Harry was plagued by thoughts of their friends catching them in a compromising position, he couldn’t help but notice his cock plumping up with Y/ns bum pressed into him. He knew it wasn’t like she was being intentionally teasing now, she’d settled for a cuddle because she just needed any touch from him but now- he was becoming the needy one. He decided to keep it subtle, acting as if he was repositioning himself yet angling his hips so his now semi hard cock could grind against the flesh of her ass. Grinding was something they did often, it was one of their favorite sexual acts. Her grinding on his thigh, cock, hips, or tummy. Harry grinding himself on her ass, clothed cunt or sometimes fucking himself with her thighs. Grinding was something they were very much into, and only after a few moments of him jutting his hips into her flesh she turned her head to see him.

“What are you doin’?” the man let out a long sigh, pulling her to roll over to face him by her hip nudging his nose with her being rewarded with a trembling breath blowing out of her lips to fan over his own. “I know you’ve been missin’ me huh? Had to keep m’ hands off yeh, ‘m sorry doll. Never meant to have my girl in tears, look I miss yeh too.” He gently grabbed her hand to migrate towards his swelling crotch letting her cup him through the material her eyes moving to look down at her moving hand, “no no, doll look at me. eyes on mine, gonna play with yeh okay? Gotta be quiet, think you can be quiet for me?”

Her nodding was so frantic she could hear the ticking noise of her brain moving inside her skull, making herself slightly dizzy for a second before Harry grabbed her attention again. “What do yeh wanna do sweetheart? Can you stay quiet if I fuck yeh or do we gotta settle for something else?” a quiet pleading whimper passed through her vocal cords almost in physical pain from the anticipation, Harry hadn’t given in yet he hadn’t let her press their lips together, pulling away to only brush noses every time she tried. “Need an answer then yeh can have a kiss.”

Y/n swallowed thickly, labored breaths coming from her body. “I can be quiet H, promise please I n-need you” her voice cracked with the weight of need, a whimper clawing its way out of her when he stood up to lock her door before shuffling back to the bed. Harry knew Y/n like the back of his hand, he could tell by the small dots of acne starting to present on her chin and the way she’s acting that her period was coming and that let him know she’d cum fast due to sensitivity, which was perfect for this risky scenario. The girl took it upon herself to start stripping herself down, bra coming off as fast as her sweatshirt did showing her slightly swollen tits and nipples a shade darker than usual confirming his previous realization.

She slipped her underwear off herself harry worked to push his sweats off as his free arm held up the duvet as an emergency shield incase the lock didn’t work watching the girl scramble to get under the blanket as she waited anxiously for Harry to join her.

His body was heavy on top of hers, chests pressed together while he guided his tip into her. Y/n instinctively wrapped around his waist, his other hand covering her mouth while he sunk himself inside the girl. Her wet warmth never failed to make his breath hitch, she felt so goddamn good every fucking time. the vibrations of her noises of pleasure tickled his palm, her drool wetting his palm whilst she struggled to keep herself together. She was always a sensitive little thing, but after a week without being touched she could hardly contain herself. Harry moved his hips in quick succession refusing to move his hand because he didn’t trust her to be quiet and honestly, he was struggling to stay quiet himself.

Harry used his free hand to anchor her thighs apart so he can get a good swivel into her, his pubic hair tickling her clit every time he circled his hips flush into her, both her cunt lips and the insides of her thighs getting stimulated with every thrust he gave her. He was well aware of how obsessed Y/n was with his lower half, including his happy trail, collection of curls sat above his cock and of course his previously fawned over thighs and every time he’d let her give him kisses down there she’d nuzzle her nose and lips into the hair. Often licking up the stripe of hair on his stomach, she really had a thing for his junk and she loved when he’d let his lower region tickle at her clit and lips while he fucked her. Y/n was on the verge of passing out, attempting to be quiet while he did everything to her poor cunt that he knew made her twitch and scream under normal circumstance. It felt almost cruel, wishing she could just scream out everything she needed to but she knew better and could focus on nothing else accept her orgasm approaching like a freight train.

Harry could feel how close she was, her g-spot has swelled a considerable amount from the way the crown of his cock massaged it with vigor during every rough thrust inside of her. she was soaking wet, almost so much so he was struggling to not slip out of her and her walls were fluttering. The clenching of her intimate muscles came in 10 second intervals warning him about her approaching climax, her eyes begging him not to stop because his palm was still firmly secured onto her mouth now completely soaked with her drool, her tongue desperately lapping at his hand to taste any part of him periodically as he drove himself deeper into her.

“Fuckin’ Christ, you gonna cum?” Y/n nodded frantically whimpering into his palm while digging her fingers into his arm trying to feel any sense of control while her body spiraled into ecstasy. With a buck of her restrained hips and trembling of her entire body she started to cum, hard .

“Oh fuck, cumming hard huh? God y/n baby fuck..where do you want it? ‘m gonna cum baby where do you want it?” his speed started to falter as he felt the pressure in his balls reach it’s breaking point, y/n responded by pointing a trembling hand to her mouth which made the mans eyes roll back and his hand quickly uncover her opening just in time for him to crawl up her body, knees on either side of her head as he spilled his seed into her drooly panting mouth. The sight was filthy, but god he swears she still looks beautiful with a mouth full of his cum and tear stained cheeks.

She swallowed it quickly, sticking her tongue out to swipe at his tip making sure she got the last drop before he rolled off her and dropped beside her. they were coated in sweat, cum and drenched in lust but god there truly was no place they’d rather be.

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Amphiba: True Colors Review or FINALLY THE FINALE

We’re finally here all you happy people! Ten Months, 36 episodes, 20 half hours, a lot of gay subtext, a lot of bloodshed, and a lot of build up have lead us all here! One absolutely STUFFED finale: A trust is betrayed, a rebllion is had, a conquerer rises and NOTHING will ever be the same.. and yes htat’s thrown around a lot but this is one of those times where NOTHING WILL BE THE SAME. This is that kind of finale folks.

But before I can get into all the juicy stuff you’ve been waiting for there’s a few things to discuss.. and the first is obviously the fact we had to wait three goddamn extra weeks to get here after spending all season leading up to this.

You all know the story by now. Hell I even angirly ranted about it when it happened and rightfully so. But frankly the colossal delay is going to be such an integral and permeant part of this episode and this show’s history that not talking about it in this review would do it a diservice: So to recap: The finale was posted to air May 1st, a weak after “The Dinner/Battle of the Bands”. I had it set in my schedule, it showed up in that month’s press release of Disney Channel Episodes, We were all ready to go with all the tight and intense build up leading up to this.

Then the worst happened and Disney aburbtly, and with a funny face image trying to play it off as a joke annoucned via it’s animation twitter the episode would be delayed. Now in fairness to the twitter person there, they were PROBABLY trying to help massage a blow... but seriously dude, read the room next time. Thankfully creator Matt Braly stepped in and explained it was technical delays. After what happened the next day I ASSUMED he was just trying to cover for them as it would turn out the episode was finished.. turns out, and I had to edit the review to reflect this the truth was somewhere in the middle. Edits were more discussed, likely due to the episodes very violent nature, and the episode was given a content warning. Given what happens.. I can’t blame Disney for wanting one or for thinking of editing it.. but canblamehtem for the “Things that could’ve been brought to my attention YESTERDAY’ nature of the edist and the insuing delay.

I can also blame them for leaking the episode on ITUNES. Yeah if they were REALLY concenred abotu content then they would’ve held off longer and not brought this up five minutes before it aired, delaying the episode for many. Hell I DEFENEDED them in the original version of this, but they had MONTHS of this episode being in production to fucking say something. WHy do this five mintues before it’s finished?

It just smacks of laziness and overly panicy stuff. A content warning would’ve been FINE. You ahve it for racisim on Disney Plus, just put one here and call it a day. You haven’t objected to the horrifying content in the series up to this point why start NOW. And they STILL never apologized. For any of this. For the leak, for the delay, never properly explaining the delay (Matt didn’t either.. but given how twitchy comapnies can be about what their creators say, I can’t blame him for not wanting to clarify it was a post credit’s thing till closer to airtime), just in general not giving a shit abotu the kids or adults watching this. Just because kids watch thiis dosen’t me older kids don’t have social media, and it dosen’t mean teens don’t. If you want to pretend us adults watching this don’t exist.. fine. It sucks but I can’t do anything. But do not do this shit to kids and then not go to them. And again Matt could’ve.. but it’s not his fucking job. His job is to make a show, help make sure it gets to air and be a sweeheart. YOURS is to make sure things run smoothly and when their is a hickup,get your house in order.

Matt shoudln’t of HAD to beg people not to watch it. Various va’s for the show shoudln’t of HAD to record funny messages.. it was appricated but it’s not thier job to prevent this from spreading. It’s yours. It’s yours to open your damn eyes and see adults and older teens watch this stuff too and to head that shit off. This incident is going to stick in my craw for god knows how long and ALMOST convinced me not to cover Owl House weekly (I still woud’ve likely done a review on each half of the season). I ended up renegeing on that and will be starting regular coverage of that in June and continuing coverage of this show whenever it returns.. but it was close.

And it’s ultimately YOU GUYS that kept me hanging in there. It was thanks to a Disney show this blog exists in the first place, and contiunes to get the bulk of it’s viewers. It’s how I got my patreon, biggest fan and bfinacial backer Kev. I’ts why I can do what I love, talking about and analyzing stuff I enjoy and ocasionally loathe. You guys came back week after week for my ducktales reviews and stayed for Amphibia. I”m sure i’ll get even more for Owl House. It’s thanks to all of you I can keep going despite the hardships, the lack of patreons, the long nights, the weird sleep schedules. I wouldn’t of made it through 20 weeks of awesome tv without you. So for you, and for myself, i’ll hang in there but I expect better Disney. And i’m damn well gonna get it. So join me under the cut as the world turns upside down.. and there are a LOT of spoilers. Seriously if you want to wait for the tv airing do not go under the cut

So we open with a flashback to 8 months ago, the day all this began: Marcy was working in the library on her cram classes, getting texts from both Sasha, who was excited about Anne’s birthday, and her own father who wants her to come home right away as there’s something important they need to discuss.

But before she can a book about the strange and what not naturally slips out and Mar-Mar can’t help but thumb through it.. and as you were no doubt dreading.. finds the box which is said in a large tv friendly caption to lead to other worlds.

Naturally Marcie is intrigued and snaps a pick and heads home... and we cut to the END of that conversation as she tearfully runs out of the house , refusing to accept what they’ve told her and her dad coming off hella unsympathetic with his overly harsh tone, especially since we DO find out what he told her... and it’s a lot to put on her and a lot to just say “accept because I helped make you for all of two unsatisfying minutes. “

So while running away she passes the box.. and sets the events from both the show’s opening and the flashback from the last finale in motion. Marcy sent them here on purpose.

Yeah needless to say I DIDN’T see this coming. And it seems obvious in hindsight: Marcy being the one most desperate to keep thier friendship together, as we’ll see at it’s worst through this episode, her barely mentioning going home, and most tellingly the only things she talks about from earth were Anne, Sasha and her dorky intrests. All the things closest to the heart and that she’s most likely to make out with.. but while Anne brings up earth stuff every so often even after getting more screen time in Season 2b... Marcy NEVER talks about that kind of stuff. She has her girlfriends and a real life fantasy novel right here... but she DOSEN’T miss her parents or earth itself. And given her life was already shown to be as an outcast with only two people carring about her, three with her mom now we know, who never REALLY fit in and whose on friends very clearly didn’t share her intrests.. it probably made it all the more tempting: a real adventure, an escape from her problems, and a way to start over: become who she always PLAYED and not who she was. Everything just.. snaps into place with this revelation and makes Marcy an all the more heartbreaking character... even more so soon enough when we find out what her overall plan was.

But that’s half an episode away: for now our party returns on Joe to Newtopia.. though clumsly. Marcy admits that they probably can’t fit more people on him. But with this our heroes are ready to finish this story and with a plan since obviously they can’t just walk into town with two wanted crminals: Marcy will present the box and THEN sasha and grime, who will cloak themselves to avoid attracting attentions, with literal cloaks Marcy hasn’t made a cloaking device yet, so hopefully they’ll get a pardon.

Inside Sprig and Anne talk, with Sprig admitnig he’s sad this is the last adventure.. but Anne has hope. After all they have a way home now and that portal goes both ways. She can hop back any time and vice versa. This sin’t goodbye.. it’s just goodbye for now. And i’ts something I genuinely didn’t think of.. and not just because Andrias’ shady actions and Sasha and Grime’s machinations meant this was NEVER going to end well.

Speaking of Sasha and Grime’s machinations those come to a head: As our heroes enter the castle, greeted by Lady Olivia, and we get our typical end of the RPG speech from the “Good” king.... Sasha swipes the box and Grime uses the hammer to knock everyone off ballance. The coup the two have been cooking up has come to pass.

Anne and Marcy’s reactions.. are telling: Anne is utterly pissed at the betryal and done with Sasha and Marcy is begging both sides to stop as this was not how it was supposed to end. Sasha tries to use a box as a baranging chip, and plans to destroy it if Andrias dosen’t surrender despite destroying her way home. Given it’s implied her home life isn’t great either and she gets to rule an empire instead of a school, it’s easy to see why.

Grime stops him from calling her bluff though by wacking him in the shins and then hodling him at hammer point to get the military of Newtopia to stand down while his covert Toad agents reveal themselves and runamuck. Grime has won.

Anne meanwhile is livid, with Sasha not quite getting why MAYBE Anne would once again feel betrayed that once again Sasha is trying to do everything her way and once again lied to her and harmed innocent people. Anne breaks off their friendship which deeply uspets Marcy.. who weirldy. ISN’T trying to talk Sasha out of this. After all she gets what she wanted anyway. She IS upset when Sasha tries to send them home for defiance.. but the box dosen’t work for her and she simply has the guards escort our heroes and Olivia out till she can figure this out.

Naturally though Anne, being pissed, heartbroken and pissed, and yes that was indeed intentional, HEADBUTTS the nearest guard and breaks them out, with the planatrs starting to fight back. Their still outnumbered.. but help arrives

Or rather the Amphibia equilvent as both wolverines are busy with prep for the Hellfire Gala. Yes it’s General Yunan, who Lady Olivia cuts off probably not for the first time. Your lucky that’s one of her turn on’s lady.

So our heroes sneak out and head to Sals, while the Toads wreck up the town. Marcy... is of course desperate to fix things, but figures it’s easy. All they have to do is free the king, stop the rest of the army from arriving, their an hour away, and cementing grime’s foothold, get her girlfriends to reconcile and fix the inherent power imbalance so a rebellion doesn’t’ happen again.

But Anne rouses them: They may be a goofus, a quick witted kid, an out of touch old man, a literal baby, am etaphorical baby, and a nerd.. but their a BADASS Goofus, kid, old man, babies and nerd... and two other ladies the toads actually know and respect. They’ve fought worse: Canibals, princess bride references, theater bandits, chicken elder gods, Poly’s addiction to angry mobs and paste pot pete and come back stronger each time. They can do this. They might only be 8 strangers, but together they can fuck up this shit. or to have a previously mentioned buddy of mine sum it up

So with that it’s time to split up gang: Marcy, Hop Pop and Olivia will go free the king using Hop Pop’s acting skills...which actually works despite Olvia’s doubts. Polly, Yunan and Frobo will put the hammer down and give them hell, taking out the toads in the city and drawing all of them away from the gate where Spriganne will trigger it thus saving the day.

Meanwhile Sasha is feeling discontent. She got everything she wanted.. but she didn’t think about what to DO with all that power. At home she could do all sorts of things ruling a school but now she’s lost one of the loves of her life. Without Anne and Marcy i’ts just empty. Even Grime’s utterly heartfelt gift of an emerald sword, he knew she always wanted to duel wield that has a heron on it, a sign of how they met and a truly sweet gesture can’t cheer her up. So Grime suggests redecorating and the first thing to go is a sappy mural of Andrias and his subjects. What they find UNDER it though is horrifying.. and i’ts surprisingly not a bunch of spiders like you’d expect.. but a mural of Andrius as some sort of horrible king with an army of robot frogs like Frobo, with a LOT of frog, toad and newt skeletons piled up. Sasha and Grime are glad they dodged that bullet.. only to find Anne scaling the tower with Sprig, the two naturally going to stop them.

The two try and turn the wheel, but can’t as there’s a doorstop... one they DEFINTELY saw earlier when looking out the window of Sal’s.

Regardless they send Polly for that.. and the rematch begins. Sasha TRIES talking to Anne.. but given she stabbed her in the back AGAIN for incredbly petty reasons, that’s not going to work and the two get one hell of a fight. Beautifully animated and rife with emotion as the two clash with Sasha DESPERATLY trying to get Anne to stop for a second and listen and Anne rightly refusing, while we watching know our hero winning will spell DOOM for this world despite her trying to do the right thing. Anna and Brenda’s acting here is just TOP notch. In any other episode this would be the best part of it.. but we’re only getting warmed up.

While they fight, we get a surprising and awesome bout I did not see coming: Sprig Vs Grime. And it gives me Spider-Man vs Kingpin vibes really: A rotund but still far more powerful opponent versus a smaller but quicker one. And that’s how even more shockingly, Sprig comes out the WINNER. While Grime has the hammer and more strength and skill... Sprig has speed and thus gets Grime to whack himself with it. Granted he can’t use the thing and comically spins around afterword.. but it proves Grime’s racist thoughts about frogs wrong and leaves Anne free to turn the wheel once she beats Sasha. The invasion is thwarted.

But naturally given the ooky spooky mural and the other hints of ominous shit like the watcher with a thousand eyes, this isn’t the end. Back at the throne room, with Sasha and Grime as prisoners Anne gives Andrias the box despite sasha begging her not to. But rather than send her home right away.. he has a history lesson for her first. And nothing good ever starts with someone delaying helping you to give a sinister history lesson let me tell you.

We find out the while truth: Amphibia was once a technological empire powered by the box, and prosperity SEEMINGLY reigned, and Andrias, much like our heroines, had two close friends, a toad and a frog. But one day they betrayed him, abandoning him and seemingly stealing the box , leaving his mechanical marvels powerless and Andrias bitter and angry. Hence the whole revenge ploy.

In an unsurprising and invincible-esque twist, he reveals his ancestors were not explorers but CONQUERERS and he intends to finish their work, placing the box on a pedestal that turns his castle into a flying fortress glowing blue. It only gets worse from there: the castle’s awakening also activates factories around Amphibia similar to the one we saw back in “Fort in the Road” that gave us Frobo and it turns out their dark purpose.. is to create armies of unstoppable soldiers to secure his dominon.... and spread it to the other worlds. The reason he didn’t send the girls home is he figures correctly Anne and the others will try and stop him from TAKING it.

So yeah Anne’s reaction is very naturally...

And despite being outgunned, outmanned, outnumbered and outplanned she plans to make an all out stand. She realizes that her own fight with Sasha only allowed something FAR WORSE to take hold. She’s not WRONG for fighting her, Sasha was being a shithead taking over and did so for flimsy and selfish reasons and she had no reason to listen to her.. but had she at least thought over giving him the box and not simply given it to him to spite her none of this would be happening. So she and the plantars get ready for round 2, with Sasha having her back this time, and Grime having Sasha’s. It’s a really sweet moment, showing Sasha has realized just how much her own greedy and controlling ambitions have cost her and that she’s brought about something far worse thorugh them, and is ready to make amends and Grime as always ready to stand by the only true family he has.

But before the carnage can begin.. Marcy stops them... and then tearfully turns to Andrias “This wasn’t our deal!”. Andrias, now not having to play nice, dosen’t care and cruelly points out of course he did: He would’ve said whatever it took to get her to fill the box and she did it. He also hints at Marcy’s dark secret, with both girls wondering what the hell he’s on about.. but clearly starting to piece it together, with Andrias cruelly toying with Marcy to tell them before he does.. and barely gives her any time before going ahead with it anyway, knowing she’d be unable to. And with this we get the best line of the episode and Keith david’s best delivery.. and given he makes a fucking seven course meal of the entire second act, yeah that’s a high bar.

"Did it ever occur to you — Anne, Sasha — that one of you knew more than she was letting on? That one of you might've gotten you stranded in Amphibia... on purpose?"

The line itself hits like a sledgehammer. We knew for the full episode she did this on purpose.. but we also knew at some point it was clearly going to come out and hurt them both.. and to see someone Marcy clearly saw as a better replacement dad, someone she thought cared about her and was offering her her dreams for no gain on his end cruelly tell them clearly for his own amusment as he dosen’t remotely see them as a threat.. it’s utterly chilling as it is heartbreakiing and horrifying.

Naturally Anne and Sasha are upset, Sasha a bit baffled and Anne just utterly broken by this: She’d already been betrayed TWICE by the other love of her life.. now MARCY had betrayed her.. and WORSE?

And it only gets worse as Marcy heartbreakingly reveals her motivation and what this was really all about: Her dad announced he got a new job and they were moving a state away.. and like I said he’s a prick. Not for moving, that happens and it sucks but for having no freaking empathy about it. Maybe if he took a parenting class earth wouldn’t be on the cusp of a robot invasion. Marcy was about to loose her girls and was desperate.... so naturally Andrias claimed to simply want to take them all with him on his journeys, obviously leading out the conquest and likely genocide part, so they could go on and on FOREVER. And this whole thing gave Anne the plantars so it’s not all bad right? Right? But it’s clear she’s trying to desperatly lie to herself this was all okay as she’s been doing ever since she started this all 8 months ago and Anne pointing out she misses her family, something Marcy never considered given her own reasons for leaving and how Sasha likely dosen’t have a happy family life herself.

This.. this is Haley Tju’s finest hour. She’s done good voice work before, especially in this series but here, with Marcy’s anguish, desperation and guilt all leaking out as she tries to get her girlfriend not to turn away from her. it’s all just amazing heartbreaking stuff and I salute her and the animation does her fine acting a service and shows every bit of pain in the poor girls face.

Anne naturally does turn away a bit and Marcy cries.. but Anne quickly recovers... while she obviously isn’t entirely ready to forgive Marcy JUST yet, it’s clear she wasn’t thinking straight and did all of this out of desperation... and that the hulking dickbag who betrayed them all and is gloating about all of this manipulated her, preying on her desperation and anguish to finish his plan. Marcy fucked up big time, no question.. but ANDRIAS is the true monster here, and if he’s not stopped this world she’s grown to love and the one she left behind will BURN. Anne may be many things: impulsive, kinda weird, easy to anger.. but she is over all that a HERO. And there’s a villian to stop

Andrias, while not seeing them as remotely a threat, does admit this will probably be fun and the fight begins, with our heroes, including Marcy, easily besting the Obsdian Swarm.. as i’m calling them now. It’s a cools equence.. but ultimately futile. Andrias is FAR more powerful than he’s let on with the box. And shows it off by destroying toad tower before coming at them with a fire sowrd, easily swatting them aside like flies. They try their best to fight back but it’s not much use, and Andrias NEARLY crushes polly to death under his fist. Yes a fucking child. What a dick.

Frobo saves him... and sadly this is the end for our new friend as Andrias is mildly amused that one of his creations glitched.. then smashes him into robotic paste. Polly rightfully calls him a monster and his response is as chilling as it is wonderfully dickish: “Don’t worry, your next”.

Thankfully though she got out of the way.. because she has LEGS now. It’s also why I keep saying 8 months, though it’s likely more like 9 given it took a month to get to newtopia:

The prophecy has come true! And while she stumbles for a second Polly quickly proves she can really move, she has an attitude and she’s the fastest thing alive by grabbing the box seemingly winning.. except Andrias has sprig in his fist and is going to crush or drop him ulness she stops. And despite Sprig BEGGING his sister to let him go for the sake of everyone else, like any good hero she naturally puts the box back.

Anne begs for him to let Sprig go since he got what he wanted and he’s her best friend in this or any world... but all this does is insprie Andrias to DROP HIM OUT A WINDOW, bitter over his own past and eager to torture her some more. This really shows off who Andrias REALLY is now the mask is off; a sadistic tyrannical bully who relishes in making his victims really squirm, revels in malevolence and is just so damn gleeful about it: Not to say BIll Cipher levels more of a cold, cruel enjoyment of things.

As I said earlier Keith David makes a motherfucking Seven Course Meal out of the second half of this episode, utterly stealing the show now he can play Andrias as he truly is: not skulng in the shadows with ominus hints he’s evil or pretending to be nice, but instead as a sadistic brute who delights in suffering and wants nothing less than everything under his boothill. in short he’s an AWESOME antagonist and while Keith David has played TREMENDOUS villains before, this one will easily be his best if the writing holds. Andrias is Keith David at his fucking best and proves the Disney legend has EVEYRTHING left in the tank even as he approaches 70′s. Jesus I fucking love this man.

So this causes anne to retreat into herself, leaving us in a black void as Anne remembers all the good times.. and goes MOTHERFUCKING SUPER SAYIAN. Well more accurately super sayian god super sayian, or blueper sayian if you will, but still i’ts a n utterly striking sequence and a clear direct shout out with Anne getting her powers the same way Goku did: loosing someone to an utterly cruel bastard. Same with Gohan’s upgrade to super sayian 2. It’s just a truly striking sequence as she powers up in a FULL rage, DEMANDNIG he give him back.

Andrais is stunned, clearly knowing this was something she was capable of but thought she could no longer do as the box shoudlv’e drained her of the ablility, while Hop Pop and Grime wonder if this is a human thing.

So Anne WAILS on the fucker, easily besting a shocked andrias despite his best attempts.. but she tires out and he swats her aside, gleefully noting she dosen’t know how to control it. Sprig turns out to be okay though. Marcy went and saved him while Anne was rippig Andrias asunder.. and then activates the box. Sasha and Grime hold him off while Anne makes a run for it with the plantars while Andrias gives out your standard villian big no. Anne and Fam make it... but Marcy is taking a sec.. and that second gets her GUTTED. Not an exageration or me being a smart ass like usual.. Andrias RAN HER THROUGH WITH HIS SWORD.

His only response is “Look what you made me too and Anne and crew are warped away, unable to save her.

So we end with our heroes landing somewhere and Sprig wondering where they are... where they are is on the top of a car on a busy Los Angeles Freeway... and in front of two very weirded out humans. Anne is home.

So now for the part that wasn’t in the original release apparently: The teaser.. aka THE MOTHERFUCKING SEASON 3 OPENING.

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Hell. Yes. Just a few quick personal notes before we hit the wrap up: I love how the season will be on earth, a nice change of pace, how the Boonchuy’s have very clearly warmly welcomed the plantars, the expanded cast at the title card, and how Disney just let them go ALL out for this one. They’ve clearly stopped being cheap assholes when it comes to letting intro’s change or at the very least got this was the very end of the series and thus important enough to gussie up. But yes the end is nigh.. and probably not till late this year if this year AT ALL And I will return for it. Well return to doing this show anyway, i’m not going anywhere. They’ll have to pry this blog from my cold dead hands.

Final Thoughts:

This episode is the series best so far. My only honest complaint is the Toad Invasion comes and goes really quickly and I question why it was crammed into half the episode. Don’t get me wrong, Andrias’ rise needed the full 10 minutes, but I question why we dind’t get an episode before this settingit up and THEN have it happen over half an episode, epsecially since we spent an entire episode on getting the other toad barons involved only for ONE of them to show up for all of five minutes.

Otherwise though? Yeah no notes. The cast is at the top of their damn game, with Brenda Song, Hailey Tju and Keith Motherfucking David as the standouts, the animatoin is likewise, and it pays off a thing or two you wouldn’t expect like the acting episode. This is a truly outstanding finale, one that has now joined other all time faviorite season finales such as “You’re In Control”, “Reunited”, “The Crossroads of Destiny”, and “Moonvasion”. I will be watching this again when it comes to Disney Plus. Masterful stuff.

As for the season as a whole.. this was a great season. While it did start a bit rocky with the road trip arc, which I’m still not a huge fan of as I feel it mostly wasted an awesome idea of them going on a world spanning roadtrip with some fairly weak episodes, with the exception of standouts “Truckstop Polly” and “Wax Museum”.

But once we got to Netwopia it got better, with better spotlight episodes, the pacing picking up and Marcy joining our merry crew. And it hit it’s peak with the second half of the season: the return to wartwood effortlessly combined slice of life with the compelling temple episodes. It was also a nice break before the utter hell that arrived in the finale, but still nicely lead up to said finale. This season may of STARTED bumpy but it finished at it’s highest point and with one epic finale to go it’s only going to get better from here.

As for this blog the same holds true: Review wise next week i’ll be taking a break from normal reviews to do a week’s worth of Goofy based content in time for his birthday, from shorts, to goof troop, to hosue of mouse, to an obscure special, all leading up to the Disney Classic A Goofy Movie. So stick around.

And if that dosen’t do it for you I have an ongoing retrospective on the story arcs of ducktales season 2, i’m nearing the end of one on Scott Pilgrim and in the middle of one of The Life and Times of Scrogoe McDuck. and if you prefer weekly reviews, as I mentioned earlier offhandidly i’ll be covering the Owl House! LIke Amphibia i’m starting with Season 2, but just like with this show i’m excited as all hell and hope you’ll join me. And if you need even more I have a patreon, patreon.com/popculturebuffet, where I have exclusive reviews if you choose to back me as well as exciting stretch goals, one of which down the line is reviewing season one of this very show. So join it and if not that’s okay too, either way.. it’s been a pleasure.

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RFA+Minor Trio Celebrating New Years Eve w/MC

I hope you enjoy it! It kind of sucks but it’s my first one...so pls bear with me! (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ

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!!PROFANITY AND SLIGHT MENTION OF NSFW!!

☆Yoosung☆

☆Everyone agreed on staying more lowkey for this year’s New Years and decided to stay home instead of doing their traditional New Years Eve get together party. Especially with the pandemic... it would be safer to stay home...

☆ Yoosung and you didn’t mind as you’d get to stay home being all lovely and touchy with each other. You two planned to chill playing LOLOL till 10 PM and have a mini party with just the two of you and Lisa waiting for the big count down on TV with an enormous box of fried chicken.

☆ Yes, that was the plan until...Yoosung had to whine about wanting to play a few more rounds. You gave in to his adorable begs and played a couple more rounds.

☆ Looking up to check the time after playing what only felt like two rounds, your heart dropped. It had past 12, the countdown that had only come once every year has passed as you stayed playing games- something you could do anytime, any day. Yoosung doesn’t notice the darkened expression on your face and continues to blabber on about his new favorite equipment. Yoosung stop...

☆ He stops talking, as he takes off his headset when he notices your silence and follows your heartbroken gaze up to the clock. The longer needle directly pointing at the 12 and the smaller pointing at the 20. He gasps, unable to close his mouth before shaking his head back into reality. He carefully reaches out to your cold hands before begging for forgiveness, “Baby I’m so sorry- I had no idea...” He knew how much you had looked up to this New Years Eve- the first New Years Eve you would spend with him, the New Years Eve you had talked about for 3 days straight on how perfect you wanted it to be.

☆ You let out a helpless sigh before holding his hand, “It’s fine, really” you smile as he brightens back up standing up to lean towards you. He pecks your lips before a smug grin appears on his face, “It’s not too late to celebrate now.” You flush red as he pulls you into a deep make out session before he screams, “YAY ITS 2021!!!!” What the fuck, just ruined the moment there Yoosung... ಠ益ಠ

☕️ Jaehee ☕️

☕️ The timer on your phone rings as you and Jaehee jump up from the couch in excitement and rush over to the oven where the cookies you two have baked spread the scent of chocolate around the house. When Jaehee looks away to get plates , hallucinated by the sweet smell you reach out to the oven without second thought . “MC!” Jaehee yelps as she grabs your wrist, an inch away from the flaming hot oven.

☕️ Startled you back away, “I’m so sorry I don’t know what I was thinking.” you reply still surprised on what you were about to do. She ruffles your hair, pinching your cheeks as she laughs, “Why’re you apologizing? Let me see your hand.” she lets out a sigh of relief when your small soft hands are clean from any burns. She grabs her oven mittens and take out the fresh batch of cookies.

☕️ You follow her into the living room where you put in Zen’s special New Years musical DVD. Jaehee holds your hands together quickly placing a kiss on it before blushing and looking away. “Be careful next time, I don’t want you to get hurt...” you giggle as you laugh at her adorable bright red face before nodding in agreement.

☕️ You both sit down waiting for the plate of cookies to cool down as you both fangirl over Zen, a duvet over the both of you cuddling. You whisper a suggestive and gentle, “Happy New Years” before Jaehee places a quick peck on your cheek as she immediately looks away after, embarrassed. You giggle gently shifting her to look at you as you place a kiss on your adorable Baehee. ♥‿♥

🎤 Zen 🎤

🎤 You rub your eyes sitting up to see that you’ve been sleeping like a mess diagonally, thankfully though, the bed was a king sized and you were fairly petite so it didn’t really matter. Except, Zen was no where to be found on the bed. You brush it off as Zen was always an early riser. You head to the bathroom connected to the bedroom to freshen up. After brushing your teeth and hair, you wash your face. Looking at the mirror you blush, you’re wearing Zen shirt, only 3 buttons barely holding together from exposing your body. But you don’t remember putting it on after yesterdays interesting events with Zen so he must’ve dressed you when you were sleeping...

🎤 You get dressed in a comfy sweater dress because you know Zen will avoid you all day trying to contain the beast if you go out in his button up shirt. You close the bedroom door to be astonished when you look up to see the decorated living room. Lettered balloons writing out “Happy New Years”, confetti all over the apartments wide living room with Zen coming out of the corner with a party hat on his head. He kisses your forehead, “Jagiya good afternoon!~”

🎤 Something overwhelms you as happy tears swell in your eyes, Zen is flustered as he rushes to put down the plate of fruits in his hands and pulls you into his arms. “Thank you so much. I must’ve saved the world in my past life to deserve you...” He laughs as he brings your face closer into his lean build. You hug him for ten minutes straight and ask with a baffled expression, “But wait what time is it exactly? Good afternoon?!” He scratches the back of his neck wondering if he should really tell you, “3...PM...”

🎤 You stagger back before screeching, “THREE PM?” He lifts your chin up to see your eyes, “To be fair I did keep you up all night.” your face turns red as you refuse to answer him. He scoffs before guiding you to the couch, “It doesn’t matter that you woke up super late. It actually gave me more time to decorate. Now let’s celebrate our first New Years Eve together babe~” He was right, and you didn’t really care that you woke up at three in the afternoon, just a little guilty he had to set this up all by himself. But either way you were super thrilled and touched that he’d taken so much time and effort to make your first New Years Eve with him the best. You kiss him thank you once again as he gets flustered, stumbling away to contain the beast.

🎤 Bonus: It took Zen 30 minutes trying to dress you in his shirt. One minute trying to dress you, another minute looking away with a flustered face as he apologizes to god. Back and forth, and barely manages to dress you...✌♫♪˙‿˙♫♪✌

♛Jumin ♛

♛ Let’s pretend the covid doesn’t exist here...You explain to Jumin about how excited you were for the first New Years Eve with him and you only. He doesn’t really see the point of celebrating New Years Eve. However regardless of what he thinks, he books a private jet so he can bring you to see the big countdown in New York. He’s just thrilled to see you so excited for something and is willing to do anything to make the day as perfect as you wish it to be.

♛ You’re SO-SO- surprised when he wakes you up five in the morning, telling you to get up and dressed for the private jet waiting for them outside. You haven’t known about this AT ALL! Either way you didn’t want to waste his money so you and Jumin fly to New York City first thing in the morning, barely keeping yourself awake.

♛ After spending the entire day eating delicious food, visiting intriguing landmarks, and relaxing at the luxury hotel suite it was finally around 11 pm when the countdown was soon gonna start. He makes sure you’re in warm clothing as he wraps a scarf around your neck. He holds your waist to keep you close to him as your eyes twinkle on the big screen of the countdown. He quietly laughs as he watches you without you noticing him. The entire crowd begins to countdown when the clock is at 10 seconds. You countdown along with the crowd as Jumin just watches you as he thinks you’re adorable.

♛ “10!, 9!, 8!, 7!, 6!, 5!, 4!, 3!, 2!, 1!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!” You pull on his tie and stand on your tippy toes to peck him on the lips. You blush as you brightly smile at him and look away quickly after. He stands still startled at first before he gently pulls your arm and leans in for a warm French kiss. Before you know it you’re on live TV on a channel as a camera records the both of you.

♛ When you go back home a couple days later, the RFA can’t stop making fun of the two of you, you’re embarrassed and hides from all of them for the next couple days while Jumin is just proud he had showed you off. (n˘v˘•)¬

👓 Saeyoung 👓

👓 You’re upset to wake up, Saeyoung not next to you on the bed. He’d probably stayed up working again...even if he was piled with work he’d always make time for you except for the past 3 days. You understood as you assumed work had become incredibly overwhelming this time. Although, you’re a little upset because you were hoping to celebrate New Years with him. You put a long fluffy cardigan over your strapped night gown. You freshen up in the bathroom before heading out to the living room. It was chilly in the house, worried for Saeyoung you go down into the basement where you find to see the door is locked. You bang on the door, “Saeyoung?”

👓 He seems to be awake already, his voice sounds like he is genuinely surprised as he says “I’ll be there in a bit!” He opens the door blocking your view from the room. You frown crossing your arms below your bosom before bursting into giggles when you see his worried expression. “Come on Sae, what’re you hiding? Let me see!” you try to jump up in attempt to get a glance but he’s too tall. “Just a bit later!” he laughs as he bops his finger gently on your nose. You jokingly act pissed before muttering fine. Suddenly Saeran comes from behind Saeyoung screaming, “ARGGG IM SO DONE!” he shoves his way through Saeyoung and heads upstairs. You take the chance to steal a glance, you see balloons everywhere, everything themed galaxy. But before your eyes explore more Saeyoung hugs you as he buries your face into his red shirt. You can feel his abs through the thin cloth.

👓 “Woahh!! C'mon let’s go up babe” he continues to walk up as you both struggle to waddle up the stairs still hugging. He suddenly picks you up like a princess and places you back on the bed. “Promise me you won’t come down until I’m done with...something?” you sigh before breaking into a smile, “Fine.” He pecks your cheeks thanks before heading down again.

👓 You chill watching TV with ice cream on the couch with Saeran. You flood Saeran with questions like ‘Can you pretty please give me hints?’ ‘What were you doing down there?’ ‘Did you guys stay up all night?’ When he ignores everything you say you pout and quietly watch the TV again.

👓 Later, it’s already night and Saeyoung finally runs up the stairs to hug you in his warmth. He pecks you on the lips and blushes as he says, “Sorry I made you wait long.” You pretend to wonder either to forgive him or not before saying, “Depends, let me see what you did first.” you smile as he immediately picks you up in his arms. He whispers in a seductive voice, “Don’t open your eyes until I say so.” You nod and smile nervously. Saeran follows you both into the basement.

👓 You feel your bum on something extremely soft as he whispers, “Open your eyes.” You slightly flutter your eyelashes as you peak up and around the room. In front of you is a big screening of the galaxy. Everything is magical and astonishing, you can’t take your eyes off of it all. Then you gasp, Saeyoung kneels down in front you neatly in a suit with his glasses hanging on the pocket of his shirt. He takes a quick cute little breath before saying...”Will you marry me?”

👓 You burst into tears as you can’t stop crying. You take a moment to take deep breaths so you can talk. You nod furiously, “Of course!!!” He smiles brightly, his bright pearl teeth showing as he brings you into a hug before kissing you with tongue. You hear Saeran whisper ew in the background but you also can see a slight grin on his face. New Years Eve celebration? Psshh, you didn’t need that. You were so thrilled your heart couldn’t stop pounding. You loved this man in front of your eyes so dearly. He stayed up 4 days straight to prepare such a wonderful proposal for you. You held onto him so tightly for dear life as if he would disappear if you didn’t. You wipe his tears of joy before he wipes yours. You would never forget about this day...♪ ♬ ヾ(´︶`♡)ﾉ ♬ ♪

👓BONUS: MY OWN HEADCANON MADE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH SAEYOUNG EVEN MORE...Vanderwood is dead on the floor after Saeyoung forced him to help him with no sleep for 4 days straight凸(¬‿¬)

🌚 Saeran 🌚

🌚 It was 8 pm, New Years Eve you were explaining all the fun things you and Saeran could do but Saeran rather seemed indifferent as he slumped back in his chair, drumming with his fingers on the table. You frown at his rather uninterested replies, you had even dressed in a white ruffle nightdress despite it being unbelievably uncomfortable.

🌚 You’re slightly disappointed but you also don’t want to show him you’re upset not wanting to force him into doing stuff he doesn’t want to do. You gently whisper, “It’s fine if you don’t want to do anything. I’ll be in bed.” you don’t see his surprised expression when you walk into your shared bedroom with him.

🌚 He walks into the room as you put down your phone. You were watching memes. He sits down on the side of the bed as you lean your head against his shoulder. He stutters nervous to say, “Um... so shit, how do I say this. I wasn’t trying to be indifferent I was just nervous...because I have something for you. Sorry...” Your eyes light up and you smile so brightly you can’t even hide it- you don’t even make an attempt to hide it.

🌚 You startle him when you immediately don’t hesitate to jump on his muscular back, wrapping yourself on him. “Well? Bring me to this little surprise of yours!” you giggle as he scoffs and holds your legs to secure you. He stands up to bring you up to the rooftop?

🌚 You notice to see a telescope as you gasp in amusement. “Wow...” you don’t hesitate to run over and peak your eyes through the telescope and watch the stars before you pull Saeran as you both fit your eyes through the big glass. You laugh pointing out all the interesting and astonishing stars. “Thank you” you mutter still amazed. He takes off his coat and places it over your thin nightgown as he attempts to snuggle into your chest but he’s too tall.

🌚You eventually fall asleep on the bench on the rooftop so Saeran carries you back into bed where he falls asleep next to you. ★~(◡‿⊙✿)

♧ Jihyun ♧

♧ You feel someone petting your head on the table when Jihyun takes his hand away flustered as soon as you wake up. He clears his throat and pretends to read his book attempting to keep his composure. You smile gently pulling his arm to kiss him on his lips. “Sorry I fell asleep while reading.” you blush as you fiddle with his sleeve. “Why are you apologizing? No worries.” He smiles, tucking a strand of your hair behind.

♧ You and V didn’t care for New Years Eve at all. You both just spent the day just like any other day, loving each other without missing out a single second. You then come up with an idea, “You haven’t gone out for a long time! Let’s go out to the greenhouse!” He laughs as he gently ruffles your hair, it’s almost ticklish at out lightly he’s doing it afraid to hurt you. “If that’s what you want to do.” You help him grab his cane as he opens the backdoor.

♧ You can immediately smell the scent of fresh flowers, each one you and Jihyun have planted personally together. He did most of all the work. He holds your waist and carries his cane with the other hand. He doesn’t really have to use it because he’s already so familiar with the garden. You lean your head against his strong and tall build before crouching down by a pot. “Wow look we planted this last week! It already has a sprout!” you help his finger gently touch it as he smiles. “I’m going to go get the watering can, wait here!” he nods as you search for the watering can before whimpering in pain at your finger that has slashed against a piece of broken glass. He rushes over to you so quickly he is able to immediately find you with his hands and pull you into his arms. “What happened? Are you okay darling?”

♧ “I’m okay. I almost tripped that’s all.” he can smell your blood and holds onto your hand before feeling a streak of blood. “Where are you hurt really?” You blush embarrassed from your failed attempt of hiding your pain. “I cut my finger but I’m okay.” He holds your waist as he guides you back into the house, sitting you down. He takes a quick breather before he smiles, “I’m scared because you always try to hide your pain from me.”

♧ “That’s not true! I just didn’t want you to...worry.” He bandages up your finger, pulling you into a hug “But we said we wouldn’t keep anything from each other. However, there’s something I have also kept from you...” You look up curious and kind of nervous awaiting his next words. “I’m going to get surgery for my eye.”

♧ You’re so surprised, you knew he didn’t want it at first, so why so suddenly? You caresses his cheeks, “Because I’m so damn clumsy, and you can keep your eyes on me?” he nods as you frown, crossing your arms with a small “hmph” he must’ve heard you because he didn’t hesitate to apologize, “Ah sorry, I was joking...” You’re so startled, why was this man so kind? You giggle, “I was joking as well.” he rests his head on your lap “Actually I want to get this surgery because I want to be here for you, and I know I can do more of that when I get my sight back. Are you okay with this?” He’s so damn surprised when you fall to the floor next to him and slightly sit on your knees to kiss him. “Of course! I’ll support you no matter what.” he’s touched by your words and pulls you into another kiss. ★~(◡ω◡✿)

🧸 Vanderwood 🧸

🧸 He’s a teddy bear just because “So why’re we doing this...” Vanderwood faces down in shame as you scoot him over to sit next to him and turn on the Boogle meet. “What do you mean ‘why are we doing this’ silly. This is a safe and great way to interact with other people during quarantine!” You turn on your camera and mute your mic as you enter the room. Jaehee and Jumin are the only ones on so far, Jaehee with her camera facing the roof of her kitchen and Jumin’s camera in his neat apartment as he sits with Elizabeth the 3rd like a statue. Nobody really wants to be here except for you and Seven but they all agree to because you desperately want to and they all give in to you.

🧸 “Hi Juju! Hi Jaehee!” Jumin is taking aback as he quickly says, “I have told you not to call me that-...” he sighs as if saying ‘whatever’ when you pretend to be sad. He forgets to mute his mic afterwards but his house is extremely quiet and he doesn’t talk so it doesn’t really matter. “Hello MC. I’d like to say this was rather quite an intelligent idea.”

🧸 “Aw thanks Jaehee!” Jaehee also forgets to mute her mic afterwards, these two Boogle idiots. Soon after everyone begins to join and you introduce them to your boyfriend Vanderwood. Everything is utter chaos and you can’t help but regret this. Saeyoung even hacks the meeting at one point making everyone sound like demons. When Yoosung is drunk and begins to rant about V being here, you decide to leave. You look next to you, Vanderwood has left the chat his soul looks like it’s escaped his body.

🧸 “Thanks for doing this, I know you hate interacting with other people.” you peck him on the lips as his face flushes red. “It was okay...at least it was through a screen...”

🧸 “Still...I’ll make it up to you.” You kiss him as you push him down on the sofa until you’re interrupted with “MC! NO! ALL MEN ARE WOLVES!” You realize in fact that you’ve not left the meeting, flustered you immediately click ‘End Call’ You and Vanderwood awkwardly refuse to look at each other before he leads you to continue what you were doing. (●´ω｀●)

#mysme headcanons #mysme ray #mysme v #mysme #mysme zen #mysme luciel #mysme jaehee #mysme jumin #mystic messenger headcanons #mystic messenger #mm saeyoung #mm saeran #headcanon #mm headcanons #vanderwood #yoosung #Fanfiction #mystic messenger fanfic

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needs-to-stop-looking-at-valves · 4 years

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Character review!!;(4/4)

Wild Wheel!!;

Wild Wheel was one of the more disappointing bots on this show, while also being one of the more creative ones. See, Wheels here was one of the bots that was lost as the ark crashed. Long story short, he was forced to adapt to the ways of the west, and became a cowpoke that swore revenge after Optimus Prime. He had a cool flashback type thing too, it was honestly very creative, from his story, to how his design was affected. The reason why I label him disappointing was because he was highlighted in his debut episode, then was pushed to the side as a helper to the main team. I’ll give him that, autobot turning con was pretty peak. His characterization would be rated 5/10, but I’m gonna give him 7/10 as a final total. There was potential here, but this show has its priorities in the wrong place.

Drift/Deadlock;

Now let me explain here. Drift may have an alt mode, but I don’t give a shit, these two are all that matters, fuck whatever WIP he is. Look, I, like everyone else, nearly pissed themselves upon seeing Deadlock. He’s adorable, he’s a pacifist, and he’s honest to Primus abused on both ends of the spectrum. That, was SO great to see, a decepticon turning autobot. Now you’d think, with such a change, they’d let him have some characterization. Maybe let him have one episode where he debates with his choices. But no. No, they take some a promising idea, and forget about it till like, late into season two I believe. Then they have Drift, pop out of nowhere, and end up being traitor. There was no hint, no build up, and we all felt for HOT ROD after that, not Drift. I was too busy being upset by the suddenness of it all, that I couldn’t be mad at Drift. Never before, have I seen something so useless, and so half assed, as Drift’s character and role in the series. DEADLOCK gets 8/10 because he’s so precious, DRIFT gets 1/10, suck it. I’m still pissed, to this day.

Megatron X and Tarn!!;

Now, I already know what you’re thinking. ‘Why did she include two completely different characters in the same entry? she dumb?’ to answer your second question, yes the fuck I am. HOWEVER, one statement here is wrong. These characters are NOT different, they really aren’t. See, Tarn coming in was the PERFECT ultimate opponent. Do you know how excited I was for this? I had so many ideas as to where this could turn. Maybe Tarn killed his own Megatron, planning on taking THIS Megatron as his own. Maybe he was going universe to universe taking Megatron’s, maybe killing every Optimus FOR Megatron- there were SO many routes this could have been taken. Not to mention the fact that this would be PRIME chance to give Tarn an official voice, AND bring the FUCKING DJD. This was by the far, one of the most fucking exciting moments in this series for me. Not to mention Tarn looks GOOD! big, bulky, beautiful!

Then Megatron X happened. It was total bullshit that I HATED. What was the point of bringing in someone as cool as Tarn, only to just shove a chad Megatron into the mix, and reducing Tarn to just a bunch of mindless clones? it was poor writing, it made no sense, and I’d rather sit here, and have my teeth pulled out with a rusty fork, than be THIS offended again.

In short, Tarn gets 8/10, he didn’t deserve this. Megatron X gets 1/10, fuck you.

Starscream!!;

I don’t, uhm. I don’t know why I put him here tbh. I don’t have anything much to say about him. Starscream just spent the entire series being an actual problem, and not in the usual fun way. He was a problem till the very end, and the death cult thing he had going on was just kinda weird. He was good in season one, tolerable. But aside from that, I felt myself groaning whenever he was on screen. TFP Starscream was annoying in his own right, but he had a sort of charm to him, be it how he cooed words, how he moved, and the fact that his actions were pretty much FOR Megatron. This Starscream just wanted to cause problems, and really had no other character traits. I’m not kidding when I say he’s my least favorite Starscream, 4/10, and that’s because him at the cube game was honestly funny as hell.

#reviews #starscream #drift #deadlock #tarn #Wild Wheel

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licenselesswriter · 5 years

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The One Who Stayed CH12

Maya wakes up the next morning to a note on Lucas bed.

- Left you to breakfast in the oven, please eat it, I'll call you tonight - she reads and slowly gets up.

She walks to the kitchen and checks the oven and finds a plastic bag inside. She looks inside the bag and finds a burger, she put the burger close to her nose and smell it - Let's give it a try - she says and gives it a tiny bite. It took her a few seconds and a chill on her spine - My God, I Love that man - she says and gives the cold burger a massive bite.

She walks to his living room and leaves her burger and a cup of coffee on the coffee table. She turns on the TV and starts to watch half of The Incredibles 2. around 30 minutes later, her phone starts to buzz, she looks at the screen and was surprised by a name of her past.

- Odd for you to call me - Maya says before biting her burger again.

- Come on, it's not like we hate each other - Josh says.

- True, but it's not like I'm in the best terms with you or the Matthews Clan - she replies.

- Yeah, I heard a bit about that - he says before taking a deep breath - I was wondering that maybe you will be interested in telling me your side of the story during dinner? - he asks.

- Bold of you to assume that I would go with you for dinner - she replies with a smug on her face.

- You can pick the place and I will pay for everything - he offers.

- Looks like all those years in the old empire show you how to treat a lady - Maya says.

- You talk like I'm some kind of animal - he replies - Well, in certain aspects, I am - he adds.

Maya wasn't able to suppress a laugh - Fine, I'll go to dinner with you, after all, I'm still very fond of you - she says.

- Awwwww you're gonna make me cry, is 8 ok for you? - he asks.

- Yeah, but tomorrow, I have something tonight - Maya lies.

- Oh, ok, cool, see you tomorrow then, send me your address tomorrow - he says and finishes the call.

Maya put her phone down and keep watching The Incredibles 2.

Lucas shows up with Lily by the hand knocking a door he and his daughter knew very well. Fastly the door opens to show a blonde woman who smiled when she saw his son and his granddaughter.

- How is my favorite granddaughter? - Mary Friar says while she gets on Lily's vision with her arms open.

- Hello Grandma - Lily says and hugs her tightly.

- Are you sure it's no problem for you to take care of her tonight? - Lucas asks her.

Mary just looks at Lily - How dare you - she says in a joking tone - Lily, why don't you make ourselves a favor and check what's in the fridge? - Mary asks her granddaughter who runs to the kitchen.

- Pecan pie? - Lucas asks and before his mother was able to answer, they both heard a loud "yaaaaaaaay".

Mary walks to his dinner table and picks up a blue box - This is for Maya - she says and gives the box to her son.

- She's Gonna Love you even more now - Lucas says.

Mary just laughs and caress her son's cheek - It's ok, I Love her too - she says - Now go - she adds and put a kiss on her son's cheek.

Lucas just kisses her mother in her cheek too - Thanks Mom - he says, hoping to be on time for his appointment.

Thanks to traffic, he was a bit late but no more than 5 minutes. He turns down his car and gets his jacket from the back seat before locking his car. He checks his pockets and pulls the invitation from his back pocket and jogs a little to avoid being run over by a cab.

- How can I help you? - the bouncer asks Lucas before he gives him the invitation.

- Lucas Friar - he says and he was fastly checked on the list.

Lucas walks into the museum and the first thing that he saw was the incredible big installation in the middle of the spiral of the Guggenheim. He starts to go up, looking at all the pieces in exposition and was greatly surprised to see the evolution Maya had along the years. He stops half the climb and takes a seat in front of her cubism era.

- It was obvious that I will find you here - Lucas heard at his back, making him immediately turn.

Of course, what he saw, wasn't of his liking, but nothing he can do to fix that - Joshua Matthews - Lucas says putting his hands on his pockets.

- You know, I've always known you had something for Maya, but from there to actually divorce my niece, that's some balls, Friar - he says, clearly trying to piss him off.

- Clearly, you don't have the whole story - Lucas replies with his fakest smile, refusing to deny the feelings he has for his best friend - Well, it wasn't nice to see you Josh, but I still expect you to visit your grandniece on her birthday, ask Riley for the details - he adds before try to walk away from him.

- Don't worry, I will ask them to Maya when I take her to dinner - he replies, making Lucas stop for a second, enough to make him smile - What, no comment on that? - he asks while Lucas keeps walking from him - What a waste - he says when he notices that Lucas disappear in another section of the exposition.

Being a bit slow thanks to her clothes, Maya shows up to watch the show - What exactly you're plotting? - Maya asks Josh, while she misses her shorts and tank top fiercely.

- I will tell you tomorrow, at dinner - he replies and walks from Maya in direction to the entrance.

Maya takes the stairs to save time and finally reaches to Lucas who was drinking a cup of wine.

- Should I explain? - Maya asks him.

Lucas just looks at her and softly caresses her cheek with one of his fingers - No - he simply replies - Even when as a friend I totally hate that guy - he starts, making her smile - It's up to you who shares your dinner table - he adds and takes another sip of his glass.

- Bummer - Maya says and stands next to him, grabbing his arm with hers - I was expecting you to turn into a territorial alpha male - she says before guiding Lucas through another section.

- Please, I'm not an animal - Lucas replies, feeling how his tension releases a bit to her touch.

- I've heard different - Maya flirts with him.

- Maybe one day you can tell - Lucas flirts back, making Maya blush - Oh, the tables have been turned - he says and separates from Maya to sit in front of one of her paintings.

- Like that one? - Maya asks him.

- I've always loved your work Maya - he replies - I'm happy that you're getting the exposure you deserve - he adds.

Maya sits next to him and lets her head rest on his shoulder for a few minutes - Hey, Lucas? - she calls him.

- Yeah? - he asks back, still looking at the paint in front of him.

- I know it's not one minute to midnight, but and glad you're sitting here - she says and delicately caresses his hand.

Lucas stays in silence next to her and lifts her hand to softly kiss it.

The next day, around 2 in the afternoon, a brunette woman was getting into her third consecutive hour watching a folder on her desk.

Thankfully, she was saved from boredom and starvation by her mother, who knocks on her office door with 2 McDonald's bags.

- Busy? - Topanga asks her daughter.

- Only with my own mind - Riley replies, making Topanga give her a sad smile.

- I warned you - Topanga says and sits in front of her daughter.

- Sue me for having hope - Riley defends herself.

- I'm not here to fight with you - Topanga says opening the box of her big mac.

- That Smell delicious - she says and takes one of her mother's fries, a second before she attempts to hit her hand - I'm better now - she jokes.

Topanga smiles. This kind of situations makes her forget the mess it's been happening the last 5 months - May I ask you something? - Topanga asks Riley.

- Well, you bring me lunch, so I don't have any reason to refuse - she replies opening her burger.

- In what moment everything falls apart? - she asks and Riley put her burger down.

Riley take one of her fries and slowly eat it - It was probably after Lily's born - she confesses.

- Please tell me you're not putting this on your daughter - Topanga warns Riley with a menacing tone.

- What? No! - she fastly exclaims - It's just... - she takes a pause and takes a sip of her sprite - I felt overshadowed for him, Lily wanted to be with him all the way, he's an excellent vet and an excellent husband, he was there when I needed him - she tries to explain - Remember what happened with Uncle Josh and Maya? - she asks her mother.

- Yeah, big mess - Topanga answers.

- Did you know that Maya went to Lucas before Me to try to solve that? - she asks this time.

Topanga just keeps a deep silence.

- He grows to excel and I grow bitter - Riley continues - And it wasn't only Maya, Farkle too, and I was supposed to be his best friend - she adds.

- So, you did it because you wanted attention? - Topanga asks, losing her appetite.

- Worse - Riley replied, feeling a solitary tear fall through her cheek - I did it because I knew he would never do the same - she adds, Topanga looked at her like she was a monster - I know, I know, it's something awful, and trust me, I really regret it - she says feeling more tears fall through her cheeks.

They both stay silent after Riley's confession, the food it's gonna be throw in the trash since both women lost their appetite

- What about the Gardner kid? - Topanga asks Riley.

- What about the Gardner kid? - Riley asks to herself - He knew since the beginning that what we had was sex, and nothing else - she says and takes another of her drink - I do feel bad for him, if that's what you're asking, I've done a lot of wrong things in the last 2 years, I've lied, manipulate, abuse, cheat and hurt everyone close to me, and tried to blame everyone except me - she says breaking down in front of her mother.

Topanga felt horrible to see her daughter cry, but above all, she knew she drags herself into that position. She looked around till she finds her purse, she looks inside and grabs a pen - Then you know what you have to do - she says and offers her pen to her daughter.

Riley denies - Don't worry, I have my own pen - she replies and starts signing the papers on the folder.

It surprised her when she looks at herself in the mirror, he still has a certain effect on her, and for much she wanted to deny it, she was excited about that.

She takes one final look at herself in the mirror before picking up her phone and gets herself an Uber.

40 minutes later she arrived at one of her favorite places on the whole earth. She walks a few minutes when she finally saw him, tight black jeans, a white long t-shirt and a jean jacket, dreamy as ever.

- Honestly, I didn't expect Coney Island - Josh says while takes a bite of his muffin.

- This is a place nobody can ruin for me - Maya says with a grin on her face.

- How did you assume that I'm bad news? - Josh asks her, offering a bit of his muffin.

- How was the last time we saw each other? - she asks back.

- Touché - Josh replies with a confident smile - So, we're we going? - he asks getting up from a bench - And if you say McDonald's, I'm gonna kill myself - she adds, making her laugh.

- Don't tempt me, Joshua Matthews - Maya says before starting to walk south from Starbucks.

A few minutes later, they both were sitting on Totonno's.

- Ok, pizza, not bad - Josh says while he looks around.

Maya looked at him, really tempted to walk to a McDonald's - What exactly you want to know? How did I turn into the whore who steals Lucas from Riley? - she asks while a waiter walks to them.

- That's a start - Josh answers and then look at the waiter - Bottle of red, and meat lover’s pizza, medium, please - he says.

- Pepperoni onion's and a Coke, medium too, thanks - Maya says to the waiter who fastly returns to the back with their orders.

- Yummy, pepperoni onion - Josh says with a sarcastic tone.

- Just in case you try something funny - she replies with a grin.

- Fair enough - he says and looks at her - Now, please tell me, how you end up breaking up with my niece? - he asks.

Even when Maya felt a bit weird in the beginning, it took Josh a few minutes to take her back to the times where they incredibly comfortable with each other.

A good 40 minutes later, Maya finished recapitulating her side of the story - So, that's it, at least my side of the story - Maya finishes after sucking the sauce off her fingers.

Josh smiled at her - It's a good story, a really good one - he says and then gets dangerously close to her, making her get a bit away from him - But I have some spoilers about that story, care to listen to them? - he asks, piquing her curiosity.

- If that's the chip you want to play, do it - she dares him.

- Your ex-fiancé will come back, and you will travel with him to London, for 3 months, and then you will have doubts about coming back to the States - he says with a confident smile on his face.

- Are you high? - Maya asks him - Why in the world would I want to travel with you to London? - she asks. When she notices the smile on his face, she knew he had something under his sleeve.

- Because the people of the Tate Modern are very impressed with your work, and they would Love to have you there - he reveals.

Almost an hour later, Maya walks into her apartment, surprised, she finds her kitchen clean as a whistle and someone inside - Trust me, Lucas, nothing happened with Josh - she says before she enters into her kitchen to find her other best friend, eating half of a pecan pie with a fork and a cup of coffee - That's mine - she says.

- Well, I ate half of it - Farkle replies with a superior smile on his face.

- You're lucky I Love you - she says and take the fork from his hand and start to eat half of her pie.

- Really, not even a hug? - he asks her.

- You ate half my pie, so I can offer you a handshake - she says with a smug on her face.

- Come here you idiot - Farkle says and hugs the blonde beauty.

Maya laughs with joy and hugs him back - Welcome home Farklestein - she greets him.

- Thank you, I'm glad to be back - he says before walks to Maya's coffee maker and pours himself another cup.

- You're not gonna ask? - Maya asks him.

- About? - Farkle asks back.

- The mess we all are? - she asks.

Farkle just laughs with superiority - Bold of you to assume I don't know everything - he answers.

- Do you know everything? - she asks.

- No, but I get the big picture - he replies and takes a sip of his cup.

- Not gonna judge me? - Maya asks him, playing with the pecan pie.

- You're one of my best friends, my job is to Love you unconditionally, not to judge you - Farkle answers.

- I'm really glad you're back Farkle - she says and takes a bite of the pie.

- I know - he replies.

#GMW #Lucaya #Lucaya Fanfic #Broken Lucas #OoC Riley #Lucas x Maya #The One Who Stayed #I'm not even a bit sorry for this

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teddydriveshome · 5 years

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5 AM my alarms blares and I jerk awake. I drag my tired body to the bathroom, take off all my clothes, and weigh myself. My skin looks like a bottle of milk save for the freckles dotting my arms. The scale reads the same number I recorded on my “thinspo” blog when I was 12, except now I’m 18. When I was 12 I thought I was going to be the next Coco Chanel of Gianni Versace and my mind was bright and hopeful.

I spend another five minutes staring at myself in the bathroom mirror, twisting and contorting my body to see how small I can look or how far my ribs can stick out. 12 year old me would scream in delight but I feel like screaming in horror. Pulling on my clothes I see my finger nails are faintly blue, a warning that doubles as built in nail polish. I don’t walk into the kitchen, I float because nothing ever really feels real anymore.

The kettle screeches as I boil water and the coffee maker putters away while I look at the clock. It’s 5:10 now and I have to leave at 7. School doesn’t start till 8 and it’s not far away but I know I need time to get everything right. After carefully pouring almond milk into a ¼ cup scoop I take my bevridges and set to getting dressed.

Standing in front of my closet I knock my knees together to make sure they’re still there between sips of warm water. At 13 I learned that warm water keeps you full on zero calories, or maybe just the idea that you’re full. I remember copying the tip from the computer into my sparkly pink notebook. Jeans and a dark top are my uniform of choice these days and I traded my sparkly pink notebooks for black and blue to settle in.

I pull on a tight black v neck and stare at a pile of t shirt for a second. A pile of psychedelic tie dyes swirled together, unworn, probably still faintly smelling of pot and sugary vanilla perfume. I don’t like them anymore they remind me of the girl I killed, the loud and giggly pothead. Last summer I sat at my desk in one of the shirts working over a watercolor painting and my hair reached my waist. Three months ago I hacked off half my hair with kitchen scissors, a girl at school said it was cute and I wanted to set myself on fire.

My skin is ghostly and the cheap black hair die isn’t helping. Somehow a face of makeup makes me look worse so I dab on chapstick and squeeze my cheeks for color. It’s time to leave so I put on a jacket, then my winter coat because without the extra layer I know I would shake until hypothermia set in. Locking the front door behind me I twist the knob, let go, then twist it again four times to make sure it’s locked and I can leave. I make it halfway across my porch before I have to repeat the process so I know it’s really locked. In my car I only listen to Jim Morrision.

I park the car but here is the hardest part of my day. I switch the headlight on and off again and again to make sure I didn’t forget so my battery doesn’t die. On off on off on off on off. The anxiety subsides a bit and I rush out of the car before it comes back. I stand in from and stare at my headlights for five minutes, squinting at the to make sure it’s not an illusion and the lights are off.

I feel like I’m trying to talk myself off the ledge, trying so hard to tell myself that everything is okay and assure myself they’re off. I finally start walking to the school entrance and get halfway there before the fear takes over again and I have to see if I left the lights on. I didn’t.

I float through the hallways up to the third floor like I don’t exist. Someone is sitting in front of my locker and my heart rate skyrockets with nervous energy, the interaction happens without a hitch but the adrenaline drains me and I can’t even look the person in the eyes, all I know is that my hands are shaking too much and I put the wrong locker combination in twice.

Someone stops me in the hallway on the way to class and I barely register their words. It ends with an invitation to something I know I won’t go to because I’m sure nobody wants me there.

First period I jot down notes but have to stop often because my hands shake too much. Second period is spent shivering in my English classroom. There’s a quiz on novel pages I didn’t read so I leave smiley faces for answers I can’t even guess at. I knock my ribs against my desk to distract myself from thinking about how I know my car headlights are still on.

1, 2, 3, 4

The bell rings and my heavy legs carry me to the library for study hall. I try doing homework but after five minutes I slump onto the table top with my face in my hands and sleep. I feel like a junkie. I wish I was addicted to heroin, so I could lull my brain asleep with the drug, not have to work so hard to see the daylight between my legs and ribs through my skin. I’d wear tank tops, so everybody could the track marks and know how in trouble I am. I’m a terrible person for thinking that. I should be oh so grateful that I’ve been struck with the most attractive illness, how accepted and praised I am for my “self-control” while drug addicts are shunned by society. The funny thing is I have no self-control or self-respect for that matter.

The bell wakes me up and the librarian glares at me. How dare I sleep among all this great literature that could’ve enlightened me and increased my knowledge. I know I’m a waste of space and she knows it too.

The rest of the day blurs minutes into hours. Eat lunch, squeeze the grains of rice to get the fat out, stay awake while my teachers drone on about nothing I’ll remember, smile a nod when my peers talk to me even though I’m sure I’m their charity case. My brain always feels foggy, I wish I could saw off my skull cap and wipe the dust off my brain with a Clorox wipe, or maybe I’d just smear the matter of the walls instead.

Last period is dance class and I’m trapped in a room with three walls of mirrors. As a child I wanted to be a graceful, thin, beautiful ballerina. Now I’m the thinnest I’ve ever been and not even halfway to looking like a ballerina. I get marked off on my technique because I don’t have the strength to hold my leg in position anymore. Waste of space.

School ends and I sprint to my car because I am positive I left my lights on, the doors unlocked, and someone ransacked my borrowed car all while I was wasting tax dollars away in my public school.

In my room I stare at the stack of college acceptance letters. Weeks ago I found myself wandering the aisles of a craft store with no recollection of how I got there or what I was looking for. I don’t know how I’ll have the brain capacity to study business or anything else for that matter. Maybe I should just drop out of high school now and cut my losses.

I drink my fourth cup of coffee of the day and then drag myself to the gym to bike for an hour but reach nowhere. It’s Friday and everyone’s trying to get a pump before going out. It must be nice to go out but I rejected every invitation I got until they just stopped. Home now I eat a bag of spinach and a sweet potato. Some vegan girl preached to me over the internet that potatoes are the most filling carbs. Her hip bones and cheek jutted out. “You can look like me” she said, twirling around her lithe body. I’d be dead before I be as thin as her so why not try. In a burst of anxiety I eat a spoonful of peanut butter because I’m afraid my hair is gonna fall out, I’m afraid I won’t be here in a year, and I’m afraid of the disappointment from everyone that knew me as a giggly pothead. Thin vegan woman would be mad, “the fat you eat is the fat you wear” is one of her slogans. I hate and love her so much. I know I do this to myself but I wish she would rot, the older sister I never had, yelling at my through a computer screen.

My phone screen stays blank and I’m thankful I won’t have to make any piss poor excuses tonight.

I drink more water to make my insides pink and shiny. I wish I could scrub my intestines with a brillo pad to make sure everything’s gone. Then I would be 100% me, no foreign matter. But I don’t even know who she is anymore.

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disposedserenity · 5 years

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BTS in Singapore #LoveYourselfSG

I don’t know who would even wanna read about a concert that happened A MONTH AGO. But if you are still keen, hey ho.

*I’m gonna recount the entire day in great detail, so please feel free to skip any details if you don’t care about it.*

disclaimer: all pics & videos are not mine unless stated, credit goes to bts/bighit/fansites/fans

For reference, I was at yellow 1 (left side of the extended stage)

On the night before the concert, it still felt unreal. I was surprisingly calm and I was even watching 聲林之王 with glenn (who stayed over) 😂 I thought I wouldn’t be able to sleep but I ended up falling asleep at around 3 am.

19 January, 6.00am: My eyes opened and I was sooooo effing tired LOL. I swear I was in a daze all the way till the actual concert. We got ready and proceeded to leave the house at 8 am. Once I arrived at the stadium, there were fans everywhere. The group of us (carol, mingyou, glenn and I) decided to grab a cup of tea/coffee to wake ourselves up and I don’t know how, but it was already past 9 am by the time we bought our drinks. Glenn and I went to collect the various fansupport items (a cool thing about kpop concerts is the amount of free stuff given out by fans) and we went to find glenn’s roommate who had been queuing for merch since 6am.

At 10.30 am, glenn and I went to register for soundcheck. The place we were at (outdoor area outside astons) had various dance cover groups, which was actually a pretty good form of entertainment to pass the time. After we were done with registration, glenn had to pick up an item she had ordered from a fansite, which we had a hell of a difficult time trying to find because the stadium is so freaking big. We had to speed walk to queue for soundcheck right after, as we were already late (queueing started at 12.30pm and it was almost 1pm)

SOUNDCHECK:

That was basically my reaction when BTS walked out.

Even though they were in casual clothes and had no makeup on, (Jhope even tweeted about it!!!), in my mind they looked like this as they were walking over to us HAHAHA:

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They performed three songs in total: mic drop, dna and run. I went in assuming they would each be rehearsing their solos, so I wasn’t expecting those three songs to be chosen. But, it makes total sense because these are the more hype songs. My memory is slowly fading so I’ll let drake illustrate how I felt during the soundcheck.

When they all stood in one line right in front of me:

When I heard the opening note of mic drop:

KIM NAMJOON, KIM SEOKJIN, MIN YOONGI, JUNG HOSEOK, PARK JIMIN, KIM TAEHYUNG, JEON JUNGKOOK, BTS!!!!!!!

**when I heard the whistling in DNA**

*run plays* me: YAAAAAAAAS BICTH

me realising midway that bts is real and I’m actually seeing them like wtaf-

armys after the soundcheck:

I don’t know how I ever got so lucky winning soundcheck passes, but I wanna thank all the lords and the universe for awarding BOTH glenn and I this opportunity. Soundcheck is truly such an intimate experience because you get to experience bts in all their natural glory. Even though this was just a rehearsal, it felt like a mini concert and I even told glenn that I’d be fine if I didn’t go for their concert and I can die happy lmaoooo.

Brief soundcheck tidbits (you can read the rest here):

1) Jin looks THE best without makeup, he has such good skin and I swear this man is really really handsome in person. I’ll admit I never bought into the worldwide handsome hype before, but I’m a convert now.

2) Jin kept looking at glenn and I several times and he was FULL ON staring. It wasn’t even a brief glance, it was as if I owed him money and he was waiting for me to return it to him (yes jin i owe u my money and life). I kept wondering if I was delusional (aren’t we all, tbh). To be fair, I think jin was also looking at the barricades behind us and/or staring into space, but this man definitely looked me straight in the eye. How did I survive? I didn’t, I’m typing from my grave

3) hobi glows in person, and he’s really not called the sun for nothing. He was the first one to walk out on stage and he had the biggest smile plastered on his face the entire time. Sunshine radiates from this man with every move he makes. Alongside joon, he was the one speaking the most and leading the members.

Ok, so storytime. There were supposed to be 1000 soundcheck winners but when we entered, there was NO way that there were 1000 of us. Our area had probably around 100 - 150 people max and the same goes for the other side. During the concert ment time, jungkook mentioned that there were only 200++ fans at soundcheck. The moment he said that, glenn and I turned to each other and went “HUH?” and we clowned him because we thought he couldn’t math... (sorry jk bro for doubting you oops). As it turns out, about 800 soundcheck passes were cancelled because they were obtained through special means and connections. AND, the reason they looked really tired/sad at soundcheck was because they were expecting 1000 fans and they probably thought they couldn’t even fill up that amount. :( fuck you scalpers, fuck you snakes staff, but I’m glad bighit decided to cancel all those tickets because those fools dont deserve it and also more space for us soundcheck winners muahahaha.

Before I delve into the concert experience, I need to vent about my stupidity and anger at myself. **CAUTION: RANT AHEAD** So, the standing ticket holders were let in to the venue from 4 pm onwards, and we happily found a spot to settle in and chill. (it was definitely NOT chill in our pit, but that’s another story) At around 6.30pm, everyone decided to stand up officially. Fast forward 15 minutes, I went into full panic mode because I needed to pee. Usually, I’ll just hold it in but my stomach was feeling quite queasy (I’ve been having a lot of stomach issues since november). I also didn’t wanna watch the entire concert with the constant urge to pee because that’s so fun, right? It just SO happened that mingyou and carol were talking about going to the back to watch the concert so I said fuck it, I’ll just go to the toilet and stand at the back too. Went to the toilet to pee and ta-da, ONLY TWO FREAKING DROPS OF PEE CAME OUT. I was so pissed at myself (my body really) because it made me leave my front spot for nothing. But, what’s done was done. I told myself that hey, at least you can finally breathe now (while internally cursing). **RANT OVER**

CONCERT:

Even though I’ve watched so many fancams from their concert, NOTHING will ever beat the experience of watching it in person. I got GOOSEBUMPS when the first note of idol played and they all rose from the platform. Till this day, I STILL get goosebumps rewatching any idol fancams because of that exact moment.

me watching the IDOL opening stage for the 94919994th time:

I was watching IDOL from the back with carol and mingyou, and I was truly thankful that I had the space to dance and go wild. But, that feeling lasted briefly because I realised I was so damn far from the stage. BTS was performing most of their choreographed songs at the purple main stage so even if I was at my original spot, I still wouldn’t be able to see them. The huge led screens existed for that very reason, but my stubborn ass was adamant on watching them on the stage instead of seeing them through a screen.

me deciding to squeeze my way back in again:

After IDOL, it was time for their intro ment (introducing themselves, saying a few comments the usual stuff). Immediately after, they performed save me/I’m fine. I don’t know why my idiotic ass thought this was a good time to squeeze my way in when I should have been FOCUSED on my boys. I was basically half watching them, half saying sorry excuse me to strangers. *bows head deeply and slaps self*

Ok moving on.... I really freaking love how they created the transition from save me to I’m fine. The part where tae gets up into a bridge position was b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l. For some reason, he looked particularly breathtaking doing this move at this very concert. The beauty of live performances, indeed.

Personally, tae stood out in save me/I’m fine the most.

Magic Shop was next, which surprised me because I forgot that it was so early in the setlist. Hence, I was NOT ready for the incoming wave of emotions.

“so show me, I’ll show you” will forever remain one of the most iconic lines in the fandom 😭😭😭 I think I would have cried if this song was played towards the end of the concert.

As per tradition, a subunit vcr is played before each members solos. So the order goes hopekook, minjoon, tae and yoonjin (yoonjin was too!! much!! to handle because it was 2 separate screens and I didn’t know where to look at???)

Jungkook: Euphoria

(aiyooo look at them cheeks *pinch*)

I love how this has now become our official fanchant (for context). Euphoria is one of my fave intros after seesaw and my ears were in for a treat that night. (It was also at this point I decided to just stay in my current spot instead of trying to find glenn). Jungkook sounds amazing live and this made me realise that wow, he really deserves the main vocalist title.

As most fans would have known, Jungkook was so exhausted at the seoul music awards, which was a mere few days before the concert. Naturally, I was worried that kook would push himself too much in sg. I could tell he was definitely a little worn out, but he still gave it his all (bcos its jungkook) and delivered an impressive performance. I’m truly happy I’ve witnessed euphoria live 😍

J-Hope: Just Dance

JUNG HO SEOK, YOU GOOD??? J-hope showed me what the term bias wrecker really meant that night. I think EVERYONE left the stadium that night rethinking their bias list (if you didn’t, you’re lying). His stage presence and charisma is out of this world. Everyone knows he’s a good dancer, but seeing him executing those moves in person is REALLY something else.

my face during the entire performance

when he walked over to the extended stage, I was like

WHO IS HE? HE’S J-HOOOOOOOOPE! LOUDER!

I Need U + Run

I honestly don’t remember much from this except for THE vmon moment because they were kinda all over the place. They started at the main stage, then came over to the extended stage and were just dancing their hearts out freely. The members were all splashing water (Idk how they do it so nicely, I’ll probably just hit someone’s head with the bottle) and there was a water cannon. The water cannon was SOOOO strong, I and the people around me were caught off guard (rip my hair & makeup). Bighit probably knew mosh pit fans were sweaty as hell so they wanted us to take a bath. How nice of them.

I loooooveee the outfits they wore here. I’m not a fan of all white ensembles but on bts, I’ll make an exception. They look like ethereal angels who've descended down to earth for one day to grace us with their presence. I’M HERE FOR IT.

look at all da sparkles (and jimin’s messy hair uwu)

Jimin: Serendipity

Till this day, jimin remains my favourite performer in bts. Whenever I watch a bts performance, my eyes automatically go straight to jimin. As a contemp dancer trained in ballet, you can see how that has shaped his performances. Fluidity is the term I would use to describe his style, because he moves like he’s gliding through water. I often find myself rewatching his fancams the most because he has so much adaptibility, its crazy. He knows when to go hard and when to reel it back in. Jimin has such pretty dance lines as well. He stands out because he really pays attention to the little details (the turn of a foot, the hand placement, arch of a back)

Out of all the solos, serendipity is really the prettiest. The combination of jimin’s glitter shirt + pastel hair + bubbles really was a feast for the eyes 😍

See what I mean? Jimin looks so picturesque even in motion.

Trivia: Love

As glenn pointed out, Joon looks so much softer in person (he’s a real life koya 😭). In person, his features are much softer and ‘rounder’. While he may have soft features (how many times can I use the word soft), his stage presence is a huge contrast. I’ve often noticed that out of everyone, joon is the most focused member during performances. While the others will interact with fans/try to incorporate some kind of fan service, rm concentrates solely on carrying out what he’s supposed to do. I can respect that.

Ugh!!! This man!!! Honestly, I was a little worried joon wouldn’t get the hype and cheers he rightfully deserves but Singapore impressed me. Well done, my fellow countrymen (and foreign fans). There was a girl beside me who screamed super loud and kept yelling “KIM NAMJOON!!!!!” so I was like HELLLL YEAH OKAY FINALLY SOMEONE AS HYPED AS ME LEGGO. Jungkook making a heart at the end with namjoon was so cute uwu. Everyone collectively lost their shit when joon slid his jacket off over one shoulder. King of giving the people what they want, I see you.

**another thing to note is how he always looks SOOO happy performing love. You can see the genuine happiness radiating off this man. It makes me happy too 🤗

DNA

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The main talking point of this performance was that jimin fell. I actually missed it, because I could only see their side view and jimin was blocked from my pov. By the time I looked at the screen, jimin was already on the floor (still smiling bcos he’s jimin) and I was like oh nooooooo. Apparently after that, they coordinated among themselves mid song to tell each other not to do the ending choreo. A PLUS TEAMWORK, RIGHT THERE! tae even went to wipe the floor after the performance, bless his precious soul.

sidenote: I love love their dna outfits, especially the jackets!! They had different ones for the america and europe concerts, but I do love the asia tour ones just a little more.

Medley

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The other highlight of the concert happened here because I was reunited with glenn!!!!!!! I found her just when they launched into fire and we were like OOOOOMMMMGGGG YAS. I actually gave up on ever finding her, but I suddenly saw her blouse from the corner of my eye (THANK YOU GLENN FOR WEARING A PINK DAISY TOP). During the medley, everyone kept following wherever the boys went because the boys were on the moving stage. I felt like I was at a wave pool getting pushed without even moving. They were right at the back at the small diamond stage, so I couldn’t really see much. I had no choice but to watch from the screen.

funny moments: tae doing pubg dances LOOOL , rm’s legendary hip thrust (you’re welcome)

Airplane Pt. 2

I.. actually forgot that this song was on the setlist. It felt really anti climatic and I wish they would have arranged this to be after DNA or something.

*airplane pt 2 comes on me:

Jokes aside, I do love this song. It was even one of my top songs in 2018 according to spotify.

V: Singularity

For the first and only time during the concert, this made me speechless. Normally, I’d be cheering and singing along to all of the songs. BUT man oh man, I couldn’t tear my eyes away from tae. While jimin is my favourite performer to watch, I believe that tae is the most expressive performer in bts. Whenever I watch him, I realise that wow that’s really a celebrity right there. Its easy to dress up and put on a show, but not everyone can really perform. What separates a regular person from a star is the x factor, and taehyung is the perfect embodiment of that.

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Fake Love

First off, how did I not notice jhope was wearing leather gloves???? Fake love is still that bitch, no matter what anyone says. It gave us goth bangtan and that’s all I could ever ask for.

I wasn’t expecting them to perform the rock version, and I LOVE IT. I’ve probably watched all of their fake love performances, but seeing it live just solidified it as my fave title track from the love yourself series. Funny anecdote: jungkook didn’t lift his shirt up like he usually does and I swear the people around me were disappointed. They didn’t outrightly say anything, but I could feel the sadness 😂

Suga: Seesaw

ALRIGHT, SHE DROPPED THE CHEESECAKE TIME. Seesaw is my fave solo so you bet your sweet ass this bitch was excited AF!

Singapore did good for the seesaw fanchants, I’m so proud of us *wipes away tear* yoongi definitely noticed our efforts and smiled so freaking wide when he heard us (he absolutely has THE cutest gummy smile).

I remember the entire fandom (me included) got shookt to the core when yoongi first debuted the seesaw performance. We were like ‘suga dancing??’ Seesaw as a song itself was already a pretty unconventional fit for yoongi. We were all used to his hard hitting rap songs (agust d says hi) so we were really surprised. But, you can see how much fun yoongi always has whenever he’s performing seesaw and I’m thankful that he reversed our expectations with this song.

Jin: Epiphany

THIS MAN, yes I am suing. His name is Kim Seok Jin. How dare he make me feel all of the feels when I specifically told him not to? Hearing 50,000 people singing “I’m the one I should love in this world” together was truly a historical moment (just hear how it sounds from OUTSIDE the stadium). Seeing Jin channel all of his emotions into this song was heartbreaking, yet cathartic at the same itme. I would have full on ugly cried but all the screaming probably killed the mood.

the gaze of a man who knows the power he holds, ugh I stan

Epiphany is such a perfect song, 10/10. I don’t know what else to say because nothing I ever say will compare to the experience of actually watching it live. I love you, jin (no hetero)

The Truth Untold

v, jimin, jungkook, jin are the nation’s vocalists thank you for coming to my ted talk

I could barely hear tae at the start because of his mic, which was a shame :( Aside from that, everyone sounded really great. TTU is a song that can strain your voice if not done properly. There were definitely some concerts where some of them struggled to reach the high notes or the correct key. One thing’s for sure though - Jin has CONSISTENTLY been singing in perfect pitch and ALWAYS delivers a fantastic performance. Jin’s singing is so stable, it deserves more recognition. I love tae’s ad lib here and how he made everyone lose their marbles after.

Outro: Tear

HANDS DOWN, FAVE PERFORMANCE OF THE NIGHT!!!!! I walked out of the concert still thinking about tear, because it was THAT powerful. I’m glad glenn was beside me for this because she’s the only other tear enthusiast I know (TEAM SENN ✊🏼). BTS individually have amazing stage charisma, but put the three rappers together and you get AN UNDENIABLE FORCE. I’ll always stan rap line till the day I die. The three of them have such different rapping styles, yet nothing sounds out of place when they work together.

yoongi in headbands is so hot, no one fight me on this

Mic Drop

Second fave performance of the night! (okay I might be slightly biased, since it was right after tear) Even though this was nearing the end of the concert, I was actually way more energetic than I was at the start. It was like I was saving all my energy stores for this very moment. When joon mentioned it was their last song, I was like NOOOOOOOOO WAIT WHAT YOU CAN’T LEAVE YET. Then, I remembered that there was an encore segment and the world was all right again.

I see you stylists with the second white ensemble of the night, and I raise you one. Mic drop is the song that can get anyone hyped up anywhere. I feel like this is the song that you can play at clubs / festivals and it wont feel out of place. Fun story: the dj at dpr live’s show played mic drop and everyone was lowkey jamming to it (also shout out to all the armys there)

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Please watch jhope’s fancam!!! I’ve always felt that mic drop is one of the few songs that allows him to really shine as a dancer. As a hip hop dancer, he doesn’t get many opportunities to showcase it because he has to ‘tone down’ for bts choreos. If you have the time, do check out all of his hopeonthestreet videos to really see dancer hoseok in his element!

mandatory iconic yoongi mic drop

Encore Stage (So What & Anpanman)

All of the cutest and funniest interactions took place right here!!! Before the concert, I was going back and forth between getting purple or yellow tickets but I definitely do NOT regret getting yellow tickets! The extended stage is where you can see their goofy selves come out to play.

joon + jimin’s cheeks: an untold love story

p.s. joon was casually applying lip balm before this moment, lol

me whenever minjoon minjoons

this is peak joon at his final form

jimin got to start anpanman this time!!

cosmo and wanda (I mean vmin) being the absolute cutest

chaotic duo taejin back at it again

vmon was being very very cute during anpanman & so what!! There were so many vmon moments throughout the concert, THANK YOU UNIVERSE for blessing me with the most underrated ship.

noteworthy moments during the encore stage:

-sope freaking looked at glenn and I, and we almost combusted right there. Both of them came over to our side at one point, and stepped down onto this black box platform just below (no wonder they felt so close). Almost everyone else were on their phones, so naturally they noticed us because we were the only two crazy bitches cheering by ourselves. I MADE EYE CONTACT AND THAT’S ALL THAT MATTERS. suga smiled so hard when he saw us going all out, and that’s when I knew: I was yoongi’s bitch for life. jhope was looking at us with a sort of approval *stands at attention* YES SIR ARMY REPORTING FOR DUTY

-jungkook came over to our side of the stage and was just in right front of me. I took this time to really look at his face (HAHA) because I felt like I didn’t see him enough during the concert. He was doing body rolls (looked a little something like this) and everyone around me was busy trying to get his attention. Upon closer ‘inspection’ of jungkook, I have concluded that he is a 5 year old trapped in a 20 year old ripped body. His body proportions are reeeealllyy crazily good - with his tiny waist and long legs (and veiny arms). I can see why people lose their mind over him, but he’ll always remain an adorable bunny to me.

-I got blessed by yoongi’s holy water during so what. I didn’t think I was gonna be close enough to get the water but I GUESS NOT! I’ve never been happier getting splashed with water in my life. I swear, yoongi was so cute bouncing around and just smiling the whole time (I can’t stop talking about yoongi, SO SUE ME)

this is what jungkook looks like in person, can you believe? Fansite pictures are always heavily edited (especially jungkook’s for some reason) so sometimes they can come across as quite ‘fake looking’ when you look at images. Lemme tell you, they look a thousand times better in person. The melanin, the glow, the messy hair, their natural skin - can we get a hallelujah

Final Ment

Their final ment before we parted ways :((( I do enjoy hearing them speak even if its in korean, because you get to listen to their thoughts and feelings. I also really appreciate their attempt in speaking english, because it shows that they care. They might have memorised what to say, but effort goes a long way!

- tae saying we are part of his story, memory and scenery 😭😭😭 who knew it would be a teaser for his song! that sly kid. give it a listen over here, you won’t regret it.

- jungkook saying that the fans at soundcheck (*raises hands* YES IT ME) cheered crazily good. yasss thank you kook for acknowledging us and trust me, you could have just ten armys and we’ll still cheer like 10,000 people!

yoongi was being so freaking cute and for what?? that little pout before he launched into his speech.... HERE TAKE MY HEART

the best part was yoongi correcting the translator (not good night, GREAT night) man’s fluent in english but never shows it off, I approve of this slytherin move. yoongi even mentioned that he thought there was a day 2 concert. live nation, what are you doing??? I was so looking forward to a day 2 concert too. Is minstradamus predicting a 2 day concert in Singapore in the future?? 👀

jin is a sagittarius in every sense of the word. the way he waited for his close up before slowly removing his shades.....I’m honestly not surprised anymore. I’m too used to having so many sagittarius in my life LOL. he even attempted to speak singlish not once, but twice. I sincerely applaud the effort, though my greedy self wished every member tried too (I’m still waiting for jimin to say ‘ zuo mo ni jiang bad de’)

speaking of jimin, he sang promise!! for the first time!! live!! singapore was truly blessed :)))))

thank you God for spending a little more time on this fine specimen, jung hoseok. hoseok is fine, but with his forehead exposed? FINE FINE. *cue me singing I’m fine* everyone was chanting “J Hope! J Hope! J Hope!’ even before he spoke and he was like oooooh, me? while pointing at himself like pls hobi ITS ALL FOR YOU BBY.

yes, you have stolen my heart jung hoseok

I can’t believe this man even bothered to count the days and meals for his speech..... (I like how bts pretends music bank didnt exist LMAO) this man can honestly sell you a trash bag with how eloquent he is. english is his second/third language yet he can construct better sentences in english than I ever will. in Jeon Jungkook’s words “Kim Namjoon, you dangerous man”

Answer: Love Myself (aka THE END CRIES)

At last, the final song dawned upon us. This is it, the moment reality hits you. That we’re all gonna return to our sad little lives after the concert. I was expecting myself to cry, but I actually felt... at peace? Hearing them sing “I should love myself” also served as a final reminder that that is also the title of their world tour, and the key message to take away from the love yourself series. At the end of the day, bts are also 7 young men in their 20s struggling alongside the rest of us. They have their own battles to fight too, but at least we’re all in this together. BTS may be there to provide us with happiness and love, but we must never forget to look inward first. 💜

Welcome, first time experiencing singapore’s humidity?

Singapore air’s just that powerful huh

I got chills, they’re multiplying!

Ngl, Singapore really impressed me. Every member’s solo got the same deserving amount of screams and we even got seesaw’s part down! (yoongi was really happy huhu) I don’t think they nor us fans expected such an enthusiastic response, but I hope this lifted their spirits up. Touring non stop for months is no easy feat, and I hope our passion made them less weary for one night. I still feel extremely blessed that I got to see them so quickly after I became a full-fledged fan. Hope to see you boys real soon! 😁😁😁

p.s. I recommend reading glenn’s experience here, because it is MUCH more detailed and well articulated

p.p.s link to jimin fancams, link to j-hope fancams, link to rm tear fancam

To end off, here are some random/cute pics for your enjoyment ~

me shaking off all the sweat, filth and water out of my hair after the concert

grandpa over flowers

hello glenn, this is for you

LOOK at jungkook’s forearms.... he can literally kill us all

The cameraman was WHIPPED for tae that night, it kept focusing on tae for a good chunk of time (I can’t blame him/her, we were all in awe too)

Singapore is officially J-hope land now. Can he run for president next?

Thank you for giving me a night I will never forget 190119 will forever be etched in my memory 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

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miss-bunny-who · 6 years

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It’s been a shitty kind of summer

Seriously tho.

Cats:

2 out of 3 of my cats got sick. My beloved Peluche (she’s 7, she’s my favorite baby, I’m not gonna lie, but I’ve had her since she was 2 months old and for 5 years it was just the two of us. She was my only friend through a very difficult 3-year period - I was then living 1 000km away from home - and I love her to death) got hepatitis and for more than a month, I had to feed her every 2 hours thanks to a syringe because she wouldn’t eat by herself. I got scared more than once, I cried more than once, I went to the vet like every 3 days. Last week, after Peluche was definitely cured, the vet confessed she didn’t think she was going to make it and that she is very happy that I took such good care of my baby. She said most people wouldn’t have bothered. I just can’t imagine giving up on her without fighting.

Then, Mushu (3) got sick too. To be honest, I think he was sick before but I got so caught up with Peluche that I didn’t have time for him poor baby. He’s been pissing all over the place (preferably on my stuff rather than anyone else’s, of course). We’ve tested his urine a couple of times (once before the treatment, once after), then the doc did an ultrasound (yesterday) and thankfully he’s got nothing. The vets seem to think he’s just stressed out all the time and that’s what’s causing his UTIs. TBH he’s been stressed since my BF’s daughter got in the mix; he’s scared of kids and she’s very lively, so everytime she’s here, he’s just freaking out all the time. And we’ve moved, and tried to have all the cats pee in the toilet, so I guess we stressed him enough to last him a lifetime. So we had to buy new litter boxes, cover the furniture in plastic, give him some relaxing meds and hope that will be enough.

Money:

So of course, all that’s been costing money (all in all, I spent around 700 € at the vet’s this summer), which I don’t really mind because it’s just money and my cats are everything, but money has been an issue for months now. As in we don’t have any. As in we have a 3 000€ deficit. And that’s been stressful. We didn’t have money to do anything or go anywhere during the summer, everytime we do something, we feel guilty about it, we are desperate for a change, we keep dodging invitations to go out because we don’t have spare money to go even for a drink, and inviting people over also costs money so we’ve kept that to the minimum. Seriously. Money can’t buy happiness but when you don’t have it your life can turn to hell pretty quickly. We’re still lucky: we have a roof over our heads, we have each other, we have fun together, so there’s that. It’s proven more difficult when my daughter-in-law was with us.

Daughter-in-law:

My BF has an 8-y-o daughter whom he sees every 2 weeks and on half the vacations. During the summer, we have her 2x2 weeks. I won’t lie, it’s been a year and a half and I still have a hard time to adjust. I don’t want kids. I never wanted kids. I think kids are too much of a constraint. I don’t want to take care of someone 24/7. I don’t want someone to depend on me even when I’m sick or I just can’t be bothered. I like sleeping in when I don’t work, I like living on my own rhythm (which sometimes means I don’t eat till 10PM), I like spending time in front of the TV, I don’t want to spend my holidays doing kids stuff and watching cartoons and playing kids games, I don’t want something so needy in my life. I’ve practically raised my brother, and sacrificed a lot for him, I don’t want to do it again, I’ve done my part. Now I want to take care of myself. When she’s around, I have to play with her, I have to watch cartoons, but I can’t spend as much time as I want in front of the TV because we don’t want her to get too much screen time and if I watch TV, why couldn’t she? I hate that she fidgets all the time, that she’s always difficult when it comes to food, I hate that nothing I do is never good enough, I hate that I can’t get a moment alone with her father except when she’s sleeping (and even then, she will get up like 10 times because she is a needy little thing like every kid). And above all, I hate that I hate all this because she’s a kid and she’s entitled to all of this and it shouldn’t bother me so much. But it’s such an adjustment. I’m exhausted all the time. My mental health has been shaky at best for some years now, I’ve been seeing a therapist and taking meds for 2 years, and hit some rough patches last year. Just living is tiring. So when she’s in the mix, it’s even more difficult. I have to take more breaks, I have to isolate myself or I get snappy, sometimes even very mean. And I don’t want to because she didn’t ask for all of this, and when all’s said and done she’s a good kid. But man... she takes the life out of me. My BF is mostly understanding and supportive. But it is hurting him. And it hurts me that I hurt him. This summer, like last year, I had to take care of her for a whole week, because he couldn’t get paid leave and as I said, money’s been an issue. I have never been so exhausted or testy in my whole life. Taking care of a kid is hard. Taking care of a kid is work. And I’m sorry if that’s an unpopular opinion, but I don’t want to spend my time off work (where I deal with kids all day long) doing the same thing at home. When I’m home, it’s bra off, pants off, brains off and I enjoy life as a slob (sort of).

Physical health:

Ugh. My foot’s been hurting for a month and my doctor and physiotherapist don’t want me to work out. Or even walk. I had started a stepbet so I lost an additional 40 € (yay) and June and July had been so good in terms of working out (3/4 times a week + steps), I just feel restless. Plus I’ve been putting on weight (again) and I think I’m around 130kg now. I feel disgusting. Plus my doc thinks I have diabetes and I have to see a specialist about that. But even then I can’t seem to be able to stop eating. I had to buy clothes to go back to work next week because I’ve been wearing sweat pants all summer and none of my regular clothes fit anymore. I dread going back to work for many reasons, one of which being that I’ve gotten so fat I’m worried they might think I’m a slob (for real this time). Which I kinda am. Yeah self-esteem hasn’t been that good these days.

So anyway, here’s where’s my life at these days. Thank god I have an amazing boyfriend who is loving, caring, supportive. We have so much fun together, I love him so much. And he loves me. It amazes me but he does. So I guess it’s not all bad.

#diary #personal #me #if you've read all of this you're a hero #but honestly I doubt anyone will take the time

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theres-no-paradise · 6 years

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Sorry not Sorry

Chapter 9

Summary: A random number wakes you up early on a Saturday morning. But it doesn't stop there. The stranger keeps on sending messages, and you have no idea what is happening, when you start to develop feelings for the unknown person.

Pairings: Tom Holland x Reader [submit your name: How it works]

Y/N your Name

Word Count: 1415

Warnings: none

A/N: Sorry for the late update. This is more like a filler chapter, with the next one, the main part of the story will start, so we are working ourselves into the plot now! I hope you still like this little short update. :)

Chapter 1 • Chapter 2 • Chapter 3 • Chapter 4 • Chapter 5 • Chapter 6 • Chapter 7 • Chapter 8 Chapter 10

A few days have passed since Tom had left the country and you were sitting on your sofa, home alone, staring at the little rectangular device on your table. You knew, he was busy filming this new film he had mentioned before during one of your conversations. It excited you a lot, thinking about it but there was also this weird longing inside you. A little twitch in your chest, that always appeared when you thought about Montreal and how far it was away from London. How far away he was. You grabbed your phone and opened the messenger, typing in a quick message for Tom.

You: How’s Montreal?

Once you pressed the send button, you stared a little while on the screen until it automatically turned black. A frustrated groan escaped your lips as you threw yourself backwards on the sofa. It was late in London so it must've been sometime after Lunch in Canada. Maybe Tom had a little break or day off, who knew but you hoped for an answer soon.

It felt like ages and it was close to midnight when your smartphone vibrated and indicated a new message. Tired and a little groggy you got hold of the device and checked out the message, that was shown on the screen. You sighed and rubbed your eyes from the bright light that was irritating your them before you got to read the message.

The Spiderman: Really loving it so far. How have you been?

You: Glad to hear! I’m tired. And drowning in paperwork. I’d love to burn down my office at some point.

That was true. Work has been very exhausting the past few days and you had to work overtime most days. It was good on one side because it made you think less about Tom. On the other it still didn't matter because even if you had one single thought about him, you knew you missed him. A lot. It was too early to admit though, so you kept quiet about it and tried to avoid this topic at any cost.

The Spiderman: Someone needs holidays

You: not affordable lol

The Spiderman: You can have Tessa. She’s a great Stress relief and that's basically like holidays too :)

Did he really just write that? Did Thomas Stanley Holland offer you to have his dog for stress relief? You sat up in your bed as your re-read the message out loud. You weren't imagining this message but yet you still repeated what he wrote, just in case there could be a misunderstanding.

You: You'd actually allow me to have Tess? Like for real?

The Spiderman: I saw you two together. I trust you with her.

You: You're crazy!

The Spiderman: Well, I tried to help

It seemed that he really meant it but you didn't feel comfortable, having a dog in your apartment that you only met once. It was also unclear if there were dogs allowed on this property anyway, you needed to check that out for sure.

You: If my stress level rises even more, I’ll get back at your offer

The Spiderman: Sure thing! Any Plans tonight?

You laughed at his question as you made yourself comfortable on your bed once again.

You: Nah, just staying in, binge watching Stranger Things

‘And thinking about you’, you thought, but didn't write. It was awful how fast this boy had you curled around his finger even though you tried to tell yourself, that it needed to develop slowly. That was definitely the opposite of careful and slow but whenever you talked to him, you couldn't care less.

The Spiderman: Sounds fun. I’d love to join

And there it was again. The little attempt of Tom flirting with you.

You: I don't think you'd enjoy watching with me

The Spiderman: aww don't say that. I bet I would!

You: I’ll let you try it once

The Spiderman: Promise?

You: Promise.

And after that, you fell asleep peacefully in your sheets, the TV still on in the background.

The Spiderman: I’m bored. Entertain me

You were surprised when you heard your phone buzz as Toms message appeared on the Screen. You didn't expect him to message you so quick after the other night, since its only been a couple of days. Of course your exchange of messages got less than in the beginning but that was only because the two of you were busy working and the time difference didnt make it easy on you either.

You: Got nothing to do?

You messaged back, as you got into the train that’d take you back home from work.

The Spiderman: Sitting around and getting makeup done

You: lol your ugly ass needs makeup

You imagined Tom sitting still in a chair with a woman standing next to him, plastering all kinds of colour on his face to make him look suitable for his role. You giggled at the thought and reacted to the next message, that came in just before arriving at your destination.

The Spiderman: I need to look beat up lmao

You: Don't you always look like that?

There was no response until you got home. At first you thought he might be mad at you but his countermessage made you laugh out loud and you were pretty sure, that Tom was smiling as well.

The Spiderman: Well, I might look beat up but at least I'm no babyface grandma!

You: But even when I'm 50 I’ll still look like 30, So i've got that goin’ for me

The Spiderman: True though. A real keeper

You: Go away

The Spiderman: :)

Groaning, you put your phone back on the table. How was it even possible, that this guy made you laugh so easy? You shook your head in disbelief about Tom's words. Keeper. He said you’re a keeper but did he really mean it that way? ‘Stop Overthinking!’, you scolded yourself but it didn't help. You got this warm fuzzy feeling inside of you and liked it. You started to like the way Tom made you feel and the anxiety about the thought of you two dating started to fade.

It was the middle of the week and you were utterly bored when you arrived back home from work. Not knowing what to do with your time, you grabbed your laptop and started to surf the internet. You went from News sites to Facebook, checked out Twitter and at last you found yourself checking out videos on Youtube. Then something kinda hit you and you typed in Toms Name in the Search bar. ‘Okay, lets see what happens’ you thought, as you pressed the enter tab on your keyboard.

Many videos of Tom in different interviews popped up and you watched through some of them, smiling like a donkey in love. After you’ve seen a few, something else popped into your eyes and with a curious look you clicked the video. You had no idea what would come up next.

You: You have my heart and we'll never be worlds apart

The Spiderman: ??

You: Maybe in magazines, but you'll still be my star

The Spiderman: Oh no …

You: Baby, 'cause in the dark

The Spiderman: Stop

You: You can't see shiny cars

The Spiderman: I got it

You: And that's when you need me there

The Spiderman: This is hilarious

You: With you I'll always share BECAUSE

The Spiderman: I'm gonna block your number lol

You: When the sun shines, we shine together Told you I'll be here forever Said I'll always be your friend Took an oath that I'm a stick it out till the end

The Spiderman: You've seen the lip sync … I got it

You: You can stand under my umbrella, ella, ella, EH, EH, EH

The Spiderman: Are you finished?

You: I pissed myself watching it

The Spiderman: Would've loved to see your reaction :D

You: How did you do that?

The Spiderman: What do you mean?

You: The dancing!! Where did you learn to perform like that??

The Spiderman: Uhh, I went to classes and been in a musical? Lmao

You: What are you even??

The Spiderman: :D

You: No seriously. You're unreal. Some Alien or what not

The Spiderman: I can teach you some stuff if you want

You: Nah, I'm a potato. I'm not even able to stand next to you without tripping.

The Spiderman: Noo you’d do great. I'm a good teacher

You: I bet you are

The Spiderman: ;)

Taglist: @hollandorks @beardedsteveslut @ilivefortomholland @casualprincess77 @agirlwithpointlessideas @isabellamozarella03 @MENDES-HOLLAND @thiswildfire @wastedheartnat @hollandbaby @moonofmy-life @smileylaurens @random-fandom-lady @heartoftheadventure @blackazkaban @augurydemon @homecomjng @punkass-potato @unfoldingdaydreams @thefriendlyneighborhoodspidey @rivedale @tiffanypooh@claraholland

#sorry not sorry #sns #tom holland #tom holland imagines #tom holland fanfiction #tom holland x reader

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pwjins · 7 years

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just neighbor things

summary: your new apartment life starts out rather bad, but luckily, your odd friendship with your new neighbor helps keep both yours and his life just a little bit more manageable. member: seongwoo genre: fluff?? neighbor!au??? a/n: i literally have no idea what im doing i’m so sorry insp. by these au prompts!!

congrats

You just got kicked out of your parents’ house

And now you’re trying to haul 50 pounds of stuff into your new and kind of shitty apartment

But as a 3rd year college student with a questionable major

Who has no idea what the fuck they’re doing

This was a pretty good start for you

The rent for the apartment was pretty cheap considering it was small

But anything you could afford with your half assed part time job at the local supermarket was good enough for you

You finally lugged the last of your boxes into your apartment, letting out a heavy breath

Instead of throwing yourself on the floor and rewarding yourself with a nap

You figured you should be a good new neigbor in the apartment complex

So you showered and freshened up, making yourself look less sleep-deprived and somewhat presentable

You rushed out your door and knocked on the door of the apartment to the left of yours

You were hopeful to make some new friends in the complex and get along with your neighbors

Since you’d be living here for a while

However, your hopes went down the drain when you heard the sound multiple cats screeching behind the door

And angry footsteps moving forward and swinging the door open

Which probably would’ve hit you in the face if you didn’t step back

You were faced with an elderly woman, holding a chubby cat in her arms that looked as pissed as she was

Still, you decided to be confident and move on, greeting her with, “hi! my name’s Y/N! i just moved–”

Before you could even finish your introduction she glared at you with her angry old woman eyes and cut you off

“new neighbor? ANOTHER kid?”

You were unable to even respond to her as she kept annoyedly complaning about something like “noisy kids” and “don’t know what they’re doing” and “no decency”

The second she finished her thoughts, she shut the door

Without even greeting you, leaving you alone in the hallway

“nice to meet you too i guess” you mumbled

Okay, so not a great start

But hey you still had your other neighbor to greet who hopefully wasn’t an ass

With new high hopes, you knocked on the door a couple times, waited for a minute or two

But there was no response

You decided to knock a few more times aaaaaand still no response

Giving up, you figured that your neighbor was either dead, asleep, or out of the house

You really hoped it wasn’t the first one

As you were about to turn and head back to your apartment

A voice a couple feet down the hall called out to you

“hey, what’re you in front of my apartment for?” they said, sounding slightly annoyed

You stiffly turned around, not wanting to make yet another bad first impression

You were expecting another angry person to be yelling at you

Boy oh boy you were SO wrong

The second you turned around and faced the person, you swear your heart probably stopped

Oh my god he’s hot

You were faced with a tall guy, subtle dark circles underneath his eyes and a family size bag of hot cheetos in his arms like it was his firstborn son

But oh man did he rock that sleep deprived look

He was probably around the same age as you, college student you assumed

You struggled to get your words out, only managing to sputter, “uhh i’m y/n! i’m your new neighbor?”

He raised an eyebrow, looking at you up and down and completely iGNORED YOU

Before unlocking his apartment door and disappearing inside without saying another word to you

Good job, y/n, first day in and you’ve pissed off both neighbors

He might’ve been cute

But that didn’t mean anything if he was as much of an asshole as the elderly cat woman next door

You sighed and decided to wave the white flag for the day, retreating back into your apartment to rest

Your place wasn’t exactly super well furnished

So at most right now, you had a crappy mattress, some blankets, and your best friend, the coffee maker

But you just had to deal with it until you unpacked everything else so you crashed on your mattress

And scrolled through your social media until you knocked out

As if your first day/night in your new place couldn’t get worse

You heard some loud and rapid knocking at your door, waking you up from your sleep

It was dark inside your apartment and outside the window too

So you pulled out your phone to see what time it was, squinting at your bright screen in the dark

3:17AM

Literally who the fuck was bothering you at 3am

You groaned and threw your blankets off the mattress and got up to head towards the incessant knocking

When you finally got to the door, you threw it open to see the dumbass trying to bother you

“i’m tired what do you wan–” you grumbled, unable to finish your sentence when you saw once again

Your undeniably good looking neighbor from earlier who didn’t look too sober at the moment

He looked pretty disheveled at the moment, but still damn

His brown hair looked slightly messy and he wore a plain t shirt over black jeans, and the three cute little moles on his cheek caught your attention

Before you could even ask if he was okay because he clearly did not look like it

He immediately fell against the doorframe, leaning and holding onto it as to not fall over

And he began rambling endlessly without even giving you a second to comprehend what he was trying to say

“hi i know it’s like 3am i’m so soryr but i’m just really tired and really drunk right now and i dont’ know WHERE my keys are and the old lady next door scares me with her gardening shears so please hav mercy on me and let me crash for the night plus you’re pretty and i know we just met but i think i like you so hi hey how’s it going”

And with that, he fell asleep against the doorframe

what the fuck

One part of you just wanted to leave him there and go back to sleep

But then another part of you didn’t want to be sued for abandoning a helplessly sleep deprived guy

So you tugged him forward so that his body fell over your shoulders and you dragged his RIDICULOUSLY HEAVY BODY into your apartment

jesus christ i just wanted to sleep

You didn’t have any couch or chair to lie him down in

Nor did you have the strength or patience to lug him all the way to your mattress

So you decided just to leave him on the floor by the kitchen and threw a blanket over him

You mentally pat yourself on the back for being a good citizen of the world and crawled back into bed

Right as you were about to fall asleep again, loud snoring began to echo through the apartment

You sighed in regret, contemplating if bringing him in was even a good idea

But you just ignored it and pulled your pillow over your ears and finally got to sleep

The next morning, you tiptoed into the kitchen pouring out some cereal into two bowls and making yourself a mug of black coffee

As you waited for the water to boil, you walked over to the sleeping body in your living room

You squatted down in front of him and nudged his shoulders lightly

He didn’t budge at all so you started nudging him harder, basically almost shaking his shoulders till he started moving

His eyes finally cracked open and he began stretching his arms a bit before sitting up and rubbing his eyes

He looked around your apartment which was stilled filled with boxes and tons of junk lying around

Poor guy looked so confused until he saw you sitting in front of him

“well this doesn’t look like my apartment”

“no shit it isn’t” you replied

“i think you’ve got things backwards, first you wake me up at 3am drunk as hell, crash in my living room, eat my cereal, and i don’t even know your name yet” you said

He struggled to stifle a laugh as you got up to hand him a good ol bowl of Fruit loops and a fork

He accepted the bowl but held up the fork with an eyebrow raised at you

“look i just moved in and i can’t find my spoons so you’re just gonna have to eat with a fork” you shrugged, shoving fruit loops down your throat

“funny because my apartment has all spoons but i can’t find my forks,” he laughed, “the name’s seongwoo, ong seongwoo, but you can just call me ong”

You smiled at his humorous personality– he was definitely growing on you

“y/n, but maybe you would’ve know that already if you didn’t oh so gracefull ignore me yesterday,” you chuckled

“Yeah, sorry about that, running on 2 hours of sleep and hot cheetos can make a guy moody sometimes” he responded

And so began your long morning of eating cereal and talking with your new neighbor, seongwoo

You learned that he was a year older than you and went to college about 15 minutes away from yours

He used to live on the on-campus dorms but got evicted by his roommates after his 2nd year for being too noisy

And apparently the person that used to live your apartment before you came was some middle-aged man that would steal his coupons from the mailbox

So he was relieved that that DEMON was finally gone

His other neighbor was yet another old lady who was overly obsessed with her plants and would try to cut him with her shears if he got too close

The two of you bonded over complaining about old cat lady and old plant lady, laughing over your encounters with them

After demolishing your box of fruit loops and talking all morning, you asked, “hey since i basically housed and fed you for the last 8 hours, can you like please help me unpack”

He happily agreed and you both spent the rest of that afternoon unpacking the boxes and uncluttering the apartment

While you would unload the rest of the plates and bowls into your lower cabinets

seongwoo would be putting away the cups and mugs onto the higher shelves that you couldn’t reach

Finally you had some chairs and other furniture to fill the space so that you weren’t eating on the floor or with forks all the time

You finished unpacking nearly all of the boxes, leaving some in the closet for another day to handle

After you guys finished, you exchanged numbers in case you guys needed something in the future

“if you need anything or need to drunk crash at my place whenever you lose your keys, just knock really loudly,” he laughed, heading out the door and back into his own apartment

Turned out his keys were under the mat the entire time

After that incident, you guys just started depending on each other for a lot of things

Because you guys were basically each other’s only friend in a building of angry elderly women

If you ever needed something from a tall shelf and couldn’t get it, you’d just knock violently on the wall for seongwoo to hear on the other side

If the landlord was inspecting rooms to make sure they weren’t being trashed

You’d help seongwoo hide all of his junk in the closet to make his apartment at least look clean

So that he wouldn’t get evicted from ANOTHER place

Whenever you’d forget to bring one of your textbooks to class, seongwoo had your spare key and was only one text away

Would drive all the way to your school just to drop it off so you didn’t fail chemistry

And of course there were nights where you’d both go out to drink together just for fun and it didn’t matter whose apartment you both crashed in

As long as you could at least get in to one of them

Yeah both of you tend to forget your keys a lot LOL

Studying for your midterms and having a mental breakdown?

No prob, seongwoo’s got you

He’d come over with a bag of hot cheetos, a 6-pack of dr. pepper, and popsicle he bought from some ghetto vendor down the street

“i heard you slamming your head against your textbook from across the wall so i thought i’d come help”

Whenever he was sick of his job at his college’s campus cafe and wanted to go home, you’d call his phone and act like you were his dying relative

So his boss would let him go home early

And MOVIE NIGHTS

Every friday you guys have a ritual where you alternate between crashing at each other’s place and watching a movie until you both fall asleep

To cool off from the stress of being poor, tired students

But sometimes you guys argue over what movies you want to watch

Or what you guys eat as a snack

“bitch you picked the movie last week now give me the remote before i feed your house keys to the neighbor’s cat”

BUT IN THE END YOU GUYS ALWAYS HELP EACH OTHER OUT

Like you could knock on his door at 2AM just to rant

And he would let you in and feed you stale poptarts until you calmed down

Or you guys will do face masks together and do some EXTREME pore cleansing while watching reality tv shows

The only thing you guys can’t depend on each other for though is food

One time you barged into seongwoo’s place and begged, “i’m out of food please help i really can’t adult today”

And he’d laugh at you and say, “you know the funny thing about this is that you ACTUALLY think i can cook,” as he pulls out ramen cups out of his cupboard

and oh boy y’all are just really cute n friendly neighbors that help each other out

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fanficimagery · 7 years

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anonymous asked: Hi ! Can you write a Jeff x reader imagine where she lives in a latino household ( like shes Tonys sister or something) and her family’s very strict about boys sleeping over and so she sneeks him in through her window and they just watch films and cuddle together till the middle of the night ?

Jeff X Reader

Tony and your dad have just finished tuning up the Mustang, which leaves you on clean-up duty, so you're in the middle of counting all the tools to make sure nothing is missing when you hear the familiar noises of Clay's bicycle coming up.

"Hey, Jensen. What are you doing on this side of town?"

"Looking for your brother as always. Know where he's at?"

"Yeah. He took the car for a quick spin. He'll be back in a bit."

"Mind if I wait?"

"Not at all. Wanna hose down the driveway for me?"

"Sure." Clay walks over to the hose and turns it on after setting his bike down, he then walking over to the driveway and spraying it down of any liquid that leaked from the car. "So what are you doing home? I figured you'd be with Jeff."

"Shh!" You hiss, whirling on him. "Do you want me to be sent to a nunery?! Jesus, Clay, my Dad's inside."

Clay chuckles. "Sorry. I forgot your parents are more strict with you."

"Mhm." You scowl. "And it's all because I had the audacity to be born with a vagina."

Snorting, Clay merely shakes his head in amusement. He keeps you company until your brother shows back up, the two of them then disappearing after stowing Clay's bike in the trunk of Tony's car. And once you're finished with picking up everything outside, you head inside your house to wash up and to help your mother prepare dinner.

Sometimes.. living in a Hispanic household really grated on your nerves.

Given the strictness of your parents, if you lived under their roof you abide by their rules. And while you reluctantly followed everything they said, the one rule you hated the most was your bedtime curfew.

You had to be in bed by 8:30 while Tony and your parents turned out their lights at 9. But as of late, while the lights went out at 8:30 in your room you never truly fell asleep until way later. Especially when all you wanted was a cuddle and a decent movie to watch with your boyfriend.

At 10:30 there's tapping at your window and you quietly scramble out of your bed. Pulling open your curtains, Jeff's smiling at you from his crouched position under your window.

"It's about time you got here," you murmur after you open the window to let him in. "I texted you an hour ago. What are we watching?"

"Well comedies and horror are out for obvious reasons," he grins. "I laugh and you squeak at anything that startles you."

"Shut up."

"So you get to decide between The Choice or Passengers." He leans down to press a chaste kiss to your lips before carefully making his way to your bed. Then setting down his backpack, he pulls out the two movies and his laptop. "What's it gonna be?"

"Passengers."

The two of you get settled on the bed and Jeff makes quick work of setting up the movie. The subtitles are put on to prevent any noises and to prevent having to use any earphones which would block out the noises you need to be on the lookout for. After all, Jeff needs a head start on getting to his hiding space less you want your parents murdering your boyfriend.

Laying down, Jeff bends his knees and sets the laptop in his lap at the perfect angle for viewing. You lay next to him, laying an arm across his stomach and your head on his chest. As his arm wraps around you, you settle in to see how the movie plays out.

Halfway through the movie, the of two of you are so relaxed and caught up in the unfolding drama on screen that you don't hear a door opening down the hall. Nor do you hear the approaching footsteps.

Your bedroom door opens and you flail so much that you end up elbowing Jeff in the face, but his muffled grunt of pain goes unheard as you have a stare-off with your gaping brother.

"T-Tony, it isn't what it looks li-"

But Tony hurriedly shuts the door, then whirling back around to glare at both you and Jeff. "What the hell, Y/N!?"

"Will you lower your voice!" You whisper-shout, anger replacing your fear of being found out. "You're going to wake mamá y papá."

"Maybe I should."

"Whoa, whoa." Jeff finally speaks, scrambling from the bed. "Come on, Tony. It's not like that. We just watch movies."

Tony scowls at Jeff. "You. You don't get to talk."

"Dammit, Tones. Will you just listen!? Nothing is going on. All we do is watch movies. That's it."

Tony's chest heaves as his gaze darts between you and Jeff, he eventually crossing his arms over his chest. "Give me one good reason why I should believe you."

"Because I'm terrified of Jeff being found in my room just as he was, so why would I risk being caught having sex? I am not getting sent to a nunery!" Jeff snorts as Tony's lips twitch. "And I don't even know why you're acting so high and mighty, Mr. Bisexual." Your eyes narrow on your brother and it's his turn to momentarily squirm. "You have everyone believing you're gay, but you're not. I know you're not, so how do you think mamá y papá would feel if they knew about all the girls you wooed into the backseat of your car?"

"Alright. Point taken." Your shoulders sag in relief, but he's not done yet. "You still could have warned me though. We've made enough commotion tonight already, so I think it's time you cut your cuddle session short. And you," Tony says, pointing at Jeff, "warn me next time you come over."

"Done."

Tony shakes his head as he quietly exits your room, he shutting the door as quiet as can be. You and Jeff breath a sigh of relief at the same time, but it's Jeff who says, "Well that wasn't so bad."

Your shoulders shake in silent laughter. "It was still pretty terrifying." As you turn towards Jeff, your arms wrap low around his waist as you hug him as his own arms wrap around your shoulders. "But Tony's right. You should head on home. I don't want to be paranoid the rest of the night."

"Don't gotta tell me twice, babe. My heart is still beating like crazy."

"Tomorrow then?"

"Uh.. lets give it a couple of days," he muses, "and then we'll see."

Author's Note: So before any of you start getting mad at me for "erasing Tony being gay", let me just say that I'm really not. In the book, Tony's straight while in the show he's gay. So technically, the dude can be written straight without everyone getting pissed off. But I chose not to write him straight and instead chose to give him the best of both worlds ;)

#imagine #jeff atkins #jeff atkins imagine #jeff x reader #th1rteen r3asons why #13RW #thirteen reasons why #tony padilla #fanficimagery

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pixie-ash · 7 years

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Voltron Season 4 thoughts *SPOILERS*

Alright so i had very mixed feelings about the season. Overall i loved it. I just loved watching it because i missed it. But as with everything there are some pros and cons i wanted to point out.

1. YALL NEED TO CHILL. Yes the season wasnt what everyone was expecting but come on if you were a fan of it dont shit on it. Thats incredibly rude. It wasnt like a OOC fanfic.

2. Yes the season was short. They told us though that it was seasons 3 other half so it makes sense. Do i wish for more. Yes. But i'm not gonna be a brat about it. They work really hard to give it to us so i can wait till season 5.

3. I STILL BELIEVE SHIRO MIGHT BE A CLONE. Heres why. Right when season 2 ended right Shiro goes missing and ends up in a Galra prison. Right. Okay before he goes missing he ends up getting his bayard back. NOW WHERE THE FUCK DID IT GO? Along with the black paladin suit. Like where the fuck did he get a new one. He left with it and didnt come back with it on so do they like....have more armor?? Also the way "Shiro" talked in episiode one was ....not okay? Like what was his fucking problem. The Shiro we know is alot more understanding than demanding. He wouldnt even give Keith a chance to speak....like hes been really off. Shiro is not this.....dark? He seemed more closed off from the others but that could be cause he wanted his postiin back deep down. IM PROBABLY GONNA MAKE A WHOLE PPST ABOUT SHIRO BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO.

4. Where was keith? He was on screen for like 2 seconds and off he went. Then everyone being pissed at him for having to choose. But when Shiro gets to be a paladin again they kinda screw keith over. They were suddenly okay with him leaving after the amount of preasure they put on him? Like that was odd to me.

5. MATT HOLT YASSSSSSS

6. Lance and Hunk did get shoved into the background more but they did tell us to be patient with their character development. They have to balance both that and plot dont you know.

7. Hunk is more than a joke guys. This show is meant for 7 year olds too. Could they do a but better with him ....yeah BUT he is badass. We saw that this season and everyone praises his ability. They rely on him too so i dont understand why you guys are blowing up over a few mistakes. Look at the bigger picture.

8. Pidge is my pride and joy loved epsiode 2 with the graveyard scene. That was for us adults to understand and relate more with her.

9. THE COMEDY WAS GOLD. Loved it. Ice skating voltron thats it.

10. I feel attacked that i didnt get to see shiro in that tight shirt lol

11. LOTOR SAVING THE DAY TF. I WONDERING where this plan might lead us if he joins voltron.

12. Speaking of lotor that bitch didnt hesitate. Hes cold

13. Klance isnt canon. Come on guys really, i like klance too but they are not a couple in the show. The writers dont have to write scenes about them (though it is nice). YOUR SHIP ISNT CANON GET OVER IT.

14. Sir.....excuse me. That was super awkward.

15. It seemed rushed. The episodes werent flowing that well they felt more episodic To me. Maybe thats because they had to fit alot in 6 epsiodes that could be it.

If i think of more things ill write a part 2. But rememeber guys please be kind to one another. We love the same thing , everyone is gonna have differnt things they like and dont like respect it. Also the creaters do so much for us already by continuing the show because if it gets bad enough reviews from you guys complaining it will get cancelled and i dont think anyone wants that. Instead have criticizem. Hope everyone has a good day!

#voltron spoilers

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gyromitra-esculenta · 7 years

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Synchronicity 10

Okay, so Tumblr managed to fuck up the draft I’ve posted before going to work. Sorry about that. Fuck.

Fear!AU. The mindfuck continues. When I say character death, I mean character death. Other than that, take your meds, and more ghosts. The Beast is THE asshole. On the other hand, we are still not out of the damn hospital.

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(…)“…lost them… think I found exit… can hear me… verge on my position…” It’s Lena. She’s alive. Alive and not that thing before him, but any answer he might want to shout at her dies in his throat as the apparition changes shape and form, its gaze and skin darken, hair grow long and black with hints of grey, the uniform loses any identification but not the stains of dried blood, and under the single eye that is not a gaping hole a tattooed symbol comes to life.(…)

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(…)

And ways of the weapon bombard

Building mountains of them body bags large

Rubbernecking while collision greet your car

And you may know your name but don’t know who or what you are

(…)

He is leaning on the desk, eyes wildly searching around to orient himself. His hand brushes against something and Jack focuses on the PDA. Its screen, smeared with blood and broken as if someone punched it, flickers irregularly. Hesitantly he reaches for it.

His own hands are covered in fresher blood, scraps of skin under his fingernails. Where did it come from? Still holding the PDA he turns around, looking for the source. There is none.

He remembers grasping the datapad, searching for something, but now the thing is wiped clean when he manages to get it to react to his touch. Seventy-six. Seventy-six is something important, something that still stays with him – the number, there is something going on with the number, something that makes his vision swim and his breath shorten when he concentrates on it. Seventy-six. Seventy-six. He feels the bile rise in his throat.

Jack glances towards the camera. It seems somehow… dead now. The oppressive paranoid sensation of being observed is gone, like an invisible weight lifted from his shoulders.

“Yeah, the blighter is away now, luv,” Lena sighs. “If he could bloody see us now, hah, I reckon you gone and pissed into his cereal real good with this bloody stunt. Don’t say we didn’t warn you, luv.”

“We did, didn’t we?” The Beast laughs, malevolent vestiges of sound floating around Jack is sure he is the only one able to hear. “But do you ever listen, Sunshine?”

“Seventy-six, what does it mean? Why is it significant?” He turns towards Lena who shrugs without a care.

“You tell me, luv,” she rolls her remaining eye, “I wouldn’t even bloody know where to begin…” Her words are cut short by the electric hum of the communicator. Jack almost screams in relief when he hears the voice, distorted by the interference, but still recognizable.

“…lost them… think I found exit… can hear me… verge on my position…” It’s Lena. She’s alive. Alive and not that thing before him, but any answer he might want to shout at her dies in his throat as the apparition changes shape and form, its gaze and skin darken, hair grow long and black with hints of grey, the uniform loses any identification but not the stains of dried blood, and under the single eye that is not a gaping hole a tattooed symbol comes to life.

“This is no moment to dwell on the past, rafeeq,” the woman – the woman he knows not – speaks, and he understands. Rafeeq. Friend. One you trust with your life. “You do not have much time left to linger here, yours is the soldier’s lot and the battles are before you.”

It’s too much, too much of everything, he feels like drowning, like the ground is slipping from under his feet, and there is no-one to catch him as he falls into the hungering darkness of his own mind that creates those phantoms for him. Crazy or not. Not a question. A denial. The fractures propagate. He cannot see himself behind the spider web they create.

“Why? Why can’t you all let me be? What… What are you, who are you?” Jack all but screams the questions at her but she steps closer and cradles his face in her palm. It emanates warmth and familiarity.

“That I cannot tell you, rafeeq, the only answers I know are the ones you know yourself, but he, he can show you the way,” she smiles and cranes her head to the side, it is not a happy smile, but a smile nonetheless. “He knows all the answers, you feel it, and you have to make him understand he needs to share them, you have to make him show it to you. Because it’s you that has to understand for whom he’s looking for and help him find that person.”

“He is dead,” Jack remembers the body in the morgue and the wraith’s words, “he can’t find someone’s who’s dead.” He feels tired, so tired, his voice comes out hushed and pained.

“And maybe, rafeeq, this is exactly what you have to show him, make him realize his search is in vain, and the only thing left is balancing the scales,” she steps back and pulls him by his wrist towards the exit. “He has chosen you, after all, given you a part to play.”

“And no choice in the matter,” he lets her lead him, somehow her presence is comforting.

“And if you had the choice, what would you do?”

“I don’t…” Jack starts to respond, but the Beast, dormant till now, purrs against his skin.

“Tell it how it is, Sunshine, don’t be coy,” it shows its fangs in a wide grin, long dark tongue licking its maw leisurely.

“I would still follow him,” he admits. He cannot deny the draw, the purpose, the drive, something lacking for so long he cannot recall when was the time he had an objective – a goal – something to look forward to. He remembers endless days spent drifting and counted only by dwindling prescriptions and sessions in-between deployments, the dull haze of waiting for a presence that was never there. “Waiting for him,” the realization staggers him as he swallows. “Why was I…?”

“The same way you know the path. You have seen those halls, rafeeq,” she lets go of his hand. “Maybe you don’t know him but you do know him because there is a formula to creating you and a recipe for making many more of you,” she points towards the turn of the corridor, at the door protected with a code lock. “The sacred sequence of life.”

Jack looks at her, at her tattoo and missing eye, at the throat punctured by bullets, at the dark stains on her stomach, and then advances towards the lock and lays his hand on it. The letters become the equations, present an elegant solution that makes his stomach lurch and tie in knots as his fingers slide over the keys with a mind of their own. Muscle memory. Muscle memory of something he had never done before. When he looks back over his shoulder, she is gone, her absence feels almost physical, and he wonders if she were someone important to him, once, or if his mind chose her shape on a whim.

“Oh, I’m not telling, Sunshine,” the Beast chortles behind him as he crosses the threshold into pristine halls far removed from the chaos and death made comfortable in other parts of the facility. Talon logos adorn the walls. “Merely the withdrawal.” At the mention, Jack feels the perspiration on his skin and his fingers stray from the proper code, the next lock beeps at him accusingly before he gets it right. The pills. The goddamn pills. His mouth runs dry and he staggers, leaning against the wall. Crazy. Crazy. Batshit crazy. No question about it.

Footsteps. Jack brings up the shotgun and hugs the wall, peering over the corner. He takes a deep breath, then calls out, tries to call out but the first time he fails.

“Genji.” The footsteps abruptly stop.

“That you, Morrison?” Jack extends his hand out, fist clenched, then shows two fingers in confirmation. “Fuck. Never have I thought I’m going to say I’m happy to see you, you old fuck.”

“Your comm, what’s up with it?”

“Man, you’re not gonna believe that, but it’s wrecked, something smashed me against a wall, still got splinters in my face,” Genji comes closer and Jack moves out of his cover to meet him. “And it fucking well didn’t look human. Or didn’t feel like one, either.”

“I know. What’s your status.”

“Fucking relieved, man,” Genji laughs shortly but his expression stays nervous, lips straining. “Nothing much. Lot of bodies, scavenged some for rifle and magazines. Fuck, there’s a lot of those PMCs strewn around, and civilians, and something fucked them up real fucking good.”

“There are no civilians,” Jack steps to the side, “this is Talon blacksite. Blackwatch’s purging it. Some of their specimens must have gotten out in the meantime.”

“Ah, shit, you weren’t joking about that Blackwatch shit,” Genji’s face scrounges up in disgust. “Fuck. Fiddlesticks. Fuck. Have you heard anything from my brother?”

Jack lets him take the point. It’s good… to talk with someone breathing. Living. Real. Corporeal. Maybe he’s not as crazy as he expects.

“I heard him,” he admits. “Some time ago. He didn’t sound well, but no-one here is well,” Jack adds. “There’s someone else in here with us. Reaper.”

“Now, sunshine, that’s a fucking stupid name, if you ask me. You come up with it?” Genji chuckles, nodding at him and gesturing towards another bend with a sway of his head. Jack moves and crouches. Clear.

“LaCroix used the designation. Team One supposedly released him out of containment.”

“So Jesse’s…”

“I don’t know. But if you start seeing, hearing strange things, he’s close,” Jack turns back to look at Genji and freezes at the shadows whirling behind him. He stands up while his visor glass crackles with interference and blinks.

“Jesus fucking Buddha, I have something on my face, what?” Genji takes a step as Jack moves back raising his hand to gesture at the person – Hanzo – emerging from the rippling gloom. Static in his ears becomes unbearable, stabbing into his brain. “Fucking shit, Morrison, talk to me!”

Hanzo stops and lifts his handgun, levels it with Genji’s head. Jack wants to call out, to warn him, lips starting to form sounds when the older Shimada pulls the trigger. Something wet sprays on his face. Jack feels strong shudder traveling along the length of his own body.

Genji falls forward.

He’s shivering, his fingers are trembling, but it’s something besides the point, besides everything, because he’s standing to the side. He feels nothing as he reaches for the cigarette and puts it between his lips. Absentmindedly, he notes his fingers are still covered in blood, there is still flesh under his fingernails. He lights the cigarette up staring at motionless Hanzo, at the horror slowly spreading on the man’s face.

Inhale. Count. Exhale.

He feels nothing.

Inhale. Count. Exhale.

“No… No, that’s not… the demon,” Hanzo is babbling, his eyes glance erratically to the sides, he’s hyperventilating, and Jack knows he should run but he is an observer standing to the side. “The demon, oni, it killed… it killed him.”

Jack is somewhere else and the Beast laughs, it laughs when it kisses his cheek slobbering on it with black tar. Inhale, count, exhale.

“No,” this isn’t his voice, can’t be his voice, he cannot speak calmly, he feels nothing as he locks eyes with glaring red points in the darkness over Hanzo’s shoulder, “he merely gave you a nudge.”

“What do you speak of?” Hanzo’s head snaps up and Jack continues.

“He gave you the conviction to make real on what you’ve always wanted to do. You’ve removed the disgrace,” Jack shakes his head. Shadows crowd the edges of his vision.

“No, no… You,” Hanzo suddenly hollers, ”you scheme with the demon. I can see that! It’s your doing! Your…!” Jack stares down the barrel of the gun and at the same time sees the image of Hanzo pulling the trigger.

The bullet hits something with a wet splotch just beside his left ear and Hanzo fires again but from the writhing gloom behind him a gnarled growth springs forward and grabs at him. It pulls him back into black miasma, his body contorts amidst howls of pain and sickening crunches of breaking bones and muscles being torn. Jack finishes his cigarette and throws the butt away.

He feels nothing staring at the oily glistening remains in the corner. His hands shake. It must be shock.

“No, Sunshine,” the Beast whispers against his skin as Reaper drifts past him, “you just don’t care.” He does not care. He cannot afford to care. His legs buckle under him and he sinks to knees, breathing sharp and deep. “I told you, didn’t I, Sunshine, that we would kill him? And we just did.”

And we just did. You don’t like him. We will kill him. And we just did. Jack tries to find purchase, lift himself, but his body seizes and he spews the bile until his throat burns and there is nothing more left to vomit.

And even then he’s still retching slimy mucus and saliva.

You don’t like him. We will kill him.

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