I am actually quite happy rn. I feel myself beginning to feel emotions. Everything is so beautiful. I have a little thingy I do every Wednesday with my friends and it's so fun. I feel more comfortable with being me. I think that if I just be myself people will like me. Today I saw my friends and I painted, then I went on a picnic with my little brother. Life is so beautiful, while on the picnic I ate two oranges. I don't know why but those oranges were comforting to me. I felt like those oranges were my safe place. I love oranges. They are quite cool. I love my life, I have four awesome cats! There's Princess, Nimbus, Champa, and Hank. Nimbus is the only boy, yup, Hank is a girl. My stepdad thought she would be so cool if her name was Hank and tbh I do think it's cool lol. I'm also starting a garden and I honestly am so excited. I need to grow strawberries!!! It'll be like stardew valley irl. I also have 3 doggies, Nova, Stella, and Blaze. I love all of my animals with my whole heart, they make my life so amazing. Life feels less lonely when they're here. I also love taking care of them. It makes me feel important, because I am taking care of something that isn't myself and they somewhat rely on me. Lol idk though, last week or something I went on a picnic and I climbed a tree, it was pretty cool. I really like adventure time, and like, red dead. I have a hello kitty poster lol, it's pretty cool. I really like my room, it's like a reflection of myself, and that's why I should take care of it lol. I love strawberry shortcake, I actually dyed my hair red because strawberry shortcake is so coolio. My favorite sandwich is a grilled cheese with the ham, it's so good 馃槱 LMAO what's ur favorite sandwich?