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his best friend {christian kane fic}

▪︎summary: Christian and Lilly are best friends, but it was never like that. Lilly remembers the time in college where he finally says something to her and confesses to her why he never said anything, and how they parted after Christian graduated and went into the army and becomes best friends after he retired. She finally tells him "I know you still have feelings for me so, why don't you show me what I was missing, and why it took you another 2 years to show me what I mean to you."

▪︎requested: no

▪︎pairing: Christian Kane & best friend Lilly Rose

▪︎rating: smut, 18+ only

▪︎what to listen to: thinking of you by Christian Kane

▪︎words: 2,500+

▪︎author's note: Kaniacs, this one is for you! I wrote this in three days. This one is gonna be really long, like maybe more than 2k words. Please let me know what you think, and send feedback here. Enjoy!

Christian had invited me over tonight to cook for me, but what he nor I knew was that his buddies would show up two hours later, leaving me up here all by myself while they were in his man cave down in the basement.

Here's the thing, I've had a crush on him ever since we were in high school, but he's never once looked me in the eye or say anything to me in the halls. Until college happened.

I was a sophomore and he was a junior. I was invited to a frat party where a lot of my friends were most of the time.

I was talking with one of my friends (the one who invited me), having fun and laughing at some of the stupid things people were doing, until I heard his voice. I look up and see him walking down the steps. He talks to a few people, hug some guys on the way down and kisses a few girls on the cheek before looking around and finding my eyes in the crowd. He smiles at me. I roll my eyes and finish the drink in my hand and throw it away.

I walk as fast as I can to the kitchen until a strong grip on my wrist pulls me back and traps me against the wall. It was then when I noticed the long hair around the person's neck that I instantly knew who it was. "Christian what the hell are you doing? After 6 years of not saying a single damn word to me, let alone even noticing me, why now? Hmm?" He rolls his eyes and let's go of my wrists. "I've seen you around, just never had the balls to actually come up to you and say anything."

I scoff, "you know that's bull. So what gives, huh?" I say grabbing me and 'no-balls over here' a beer and lean against the island as I continue. "Did you lose a bet to one of your buddies? Maybe poker? Or trying to impress another lady friend Kane?" He mimes my words then chugs the rest of his beer and throws it away. "No. I just finally realized what a dumbass I was for not saying anything to you, and manned up to come talk to you. What are you doing here, anyways Lilly, huh?" "I was invited." He scoffs, "by who?" that attitude of his is gonna get him in trouble one day. "Looks to your left. Blonde hair, blue eyes, short skirt, low shirt, flirting your friend," "Kristin?" "Uh-huh." Whatever. But for real though, how you been?" "You mean since we graduated and you never said a single damn word to me?" I say, poking his chest with my finger as my voice gets louder with every word.

He takes my beer from my grasp and throws it away then grabs my wrists and pins them on either side of me then leans in to whisper in my ear, "I've had a crush on you since I first saw you in the hallway on the first day of school. I just thought you didn't like me, or that I was out if your league." "y-you, had a, crush, on me? I-I," I clear my throat and continue, "I had no idea. I j-just thought, would've thought that someone like you, would never like a person like me." He backs up and looks at me in my eyes for the first time and says, "Well your wrong, sweetheart. I've always like you. I just made it like I never noticed you, but I've always noticed you, Lil. And my feelings got in the way of that." I close my eyes and feel him run his hands down my shoulders and down my arms before putting one of his hands under my chin and bringing it up for me to look in his eyes.

"I have always feelings for you. And they will never go away. Ever. No matter what happens to us after college, I will always have feelings for you." I see him look down to my lips then back up to my eyes. All the guys I've walked by since being here has just looked at my lips and my ass, but never respected me, never ever knew me but just somehow wanted to get in my pants. Christian though, even though he didn't have the balls to say anything to me in the past 6 years, he was always kind to people, and never wanted to get into a girl's pants just to do it.

He, always had a smile on his face when I saw him walking the halls. Maybe he did get into a few fights here and there, but they for the right thing.

I'm pulled from my memory when I hear Christian and his guys getting loud. I walk down to the bottom of the stairs where I'm met with a door. I put my ear against it and listen.

I hear them talking about life and work, then I hear one of the guys ask him about me, and if we were a thing.

"We're best friends. Have been for 2 years. After I retired from the army I found her at a coffee shop with one of her friends. We reconnected and hung out, but then i found out she had a boyfriend. She seemed happy." "Okay, but what about after they broke up? Were you happy?" "In a way, yeah. I had a chance to get back with her, since the time we were in college. I missed her." Its quiet for a moment, until I hear them talking again. "Dude, just talk to her. Tell her how you're feeling. Don't lose her again." "Thanks man." I smile and walk back up to the kitchen and watch TV, when more memories flood back in my brain.

He cradles my cheek with the hand under my chin, and slowly leans in, lingering for a moment before softly brushing his lips against mine, and I just stand there kissing him back. My hands run through his hair as we continue kissing right there in the kitchen enjoying the moment. No being able to breathe, we part from the kiss and look up at each other. Not know what to do next, Christian grabs my hands and pulls me to an empty room as the buzz of the party gets quieter. He looks around for a second until his eyes lands on a couch across from us. He pulls me to it and sits in the middle then I straddle his legs and we continue making out, leaving a hickey on my neck and one of my boobs. He kisses my neck as I bite my lip to keep a moan from spilling from my lips.

We were a thing. We never hooked up, but yet could never keep our hands off each other. A year later when he was a senior and I was a junior, it was the same thing; we made out most of the time and studied the rest.

When we were at frat parties we talked and hung out with other friends for most of the time, but once it got too much, we found each other and made out in abandoned rooms.

Things took a turn after he graduated. He was joining the army, and would never see him again for the next 7 years. I'd be lying if I told myself I wouldn't miss him.

I helped him pack his huge duffle bag with clothes and his toiletries. It was silent between the two of us in his room in the frat house. I didn't like this and I know he didn't either, but he's talked about this for so long, to help better our country. I understood him and what it meant to him to want to serve and everything, but we both knew what that meant for us as well.

I grab his necklace and sit on his bed, playing with it. He looks over and sees a small tear fall from my eye. I hear him sigh, then walk over to me and bend down to where he was eye level with me, and grabbed my hands. "Look, I don't like this part either. It's the worst, I know, but if we still have feelings for each other after I get out, then we can find each other and continue where we left off, okay?" I nod my head as he wipes my tear away and cradles my cheek in his hand, rubbing his thumb on my chin. He closes the gap between us and brushes his lips against mine. After the kiss he parts and looks at his watch then sighs. "I have to go, my ride will be here soon." I nod my head, wipe my tears and stand up with him. He grabs his bag with one hand and with his other one laces his finger with my hand.

We walk down the stairs together to the front door then stop. He drops his bag, and grabs both my hands and pulls me into a hug. He lingers into the hug for what feels like forever until his phone rings. We break apart and he answers the call. "Yeah, I'll be right there, okay." He hangs up and puts his phone back into his pocket and then looks at me. "I have to go." "Is there enough time for one more kiss?" "I'm sure the guys can wait another minute." I smile as he leans in and we kiss for a few seconds, then part. "I'll miss you, Christian." He smile, "I'll miss you too, Lilly." He grabs his bag and kisses my forehead then walks out, leaving and not seeing each another for 7 years.

I guess I fell asleep on the couch, because now I awaken—somewhat but not letting him know—to being carried up the stairs and into where I'm guessing is his room. He gently lays me down and covers me with a blanket. I feel him kiss my forehead then leave the room and head back downstairs to the guys.

I wake up a few hours later in his bed (not like you think) and then I suddenly remember how I got here; Christian.

I turn to look at the clock—8:24am—and sit up. I pull the covers off me and walk to the bathroom and pee. After I pee, I wash my face and brush my teeth then put on a pair of shorts and a different shirt. I grab my phone from the nightstand and slide it in my back pocket then head downstairs.

I get to the bottom step and stop when I hear Christian singing. I smile at the sound of his voice, and recognize the song he's singing — thinking of you — his own song. So I guess he's thinking about me.

I walk into the kitchen and see him cooking breakfast. I sit on one of the barstools and clear my throat. He turns to me and smiles. "Hey, Lilly. I was just um," he clears his throat and continues, "I was making some breakfast. Would you like some?" I get off the stool and walk towards him. The closer I get, the more nervous he gets. "What's wrong, C? Why so nervous?" I walk around him setting my hand on his back and stop in front of the stove.

"It smells good, but," I sigh and turn to look at him, "I don't think that's the reason why your so nervous, Kane. I think," I walk back around and stop in front of the refrigerator and grab the orange juice and shut it then pour me some in a glass and look him in his eyes and continue my sentence. "I think you've been thinking about us in college, and maybe a few of your buddies said something to you last night about me, and you and us." I take a sip of my orange juice, and walk up close to him and finish, "I know you still have feelings for me, I know I do. So, why don't you show me how you feel, and why it took you another two damn years to show me what I actually mean to you."

In the blink of an eye, he's turned the stove completely off and comes up to me me kisses me with passion and love all while backing me up til my back hits the island counter. In one swift movement he's picked me up and set me down on the island and starts kissing my neck and shoulder and just all over.

I unbutton his shirt and pull it off him, throwing it somewhere across the room. I move my hands to his belt buckle, undo the button and unzip his pants and in one swift movement push his jeans down to his ankle and he steps out of them. We return to kissing as he pulls my shirt over my head and he throws it somewhere behind the island. I wrap my legs around his waist and he picks me up and takes me to the couch, laying me down on my back.

I shimmy out of my pants and push them down past my ankles and toss them behind me. He starts kissing my neck, down my collarbone and to my chest where he kisses and leaves a hickey behind on my left boob. I sit up just enough for him to undo my bra and pull it off me, leaving me in just my black pair of panties.

"I have waited for this," Christian says out of breath, "since that time we made out at the party in the frat house." Well then, it's about time he fessed up. To be honest, so have I but you know, when the time is right, the time is right and you can't argue with that.

"Why don't you show me just how much you wanted this, hmm?" I feel him smile in my neck and he moves his lips to mine and we kiss in sync to each other heart beats.

He pulls my panties down, and I do the same with his boxers. I look into his eyes and see the desire and passion in them; he actually cares.

He lines himself up with my entrance and pushes inside, a growly moan spilling out from his lips.

This moment right here is a long time coming for the both of us. Finding each other after 8 years of being apart, that meant so much to me even though I was with someone, and that ended after 8 months.

His voice in my ear pulls me back to reality; "I missed you so much while I was in the army. I never stopped thinking about you." My breath hitches in my throat as I reach my high, Christian coming right after me.

We pull apart from each other and laugh. "So, does this mean we're, together?" I chuckle at his question and respond, "you tell me, cowboy. Is that what you want?" He leans in and kisses my lips and pulls back, "I would like nothing more than for you to be my girlfriend." "I agree with you, Christian. You are now officially my boyfriend."

♡

Sorry the end was so, eh. I didn't know what else to write. I had to update it because it was supposed to have smut and the first post didn't have it.

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