rocket sirens are less frequent lately, enough that my anxiety abt them isn't as bad. so you know what that means????? that's right I'm back in my room 😎😎😎😎😎 i missed the gay people on my walls so much. and my bed even more

so i've been having a hard time with my ✨depression✨ the last few days and i want to share something that may help someone? it helps me? and that's: go to bed earlier. don't stay up past 10 - 9:30 if you can help it. im so serious. it's the literal depression witching hour past 10 if you stay up too late and!! there's a scientific reason for it. (something about cortisol levels idk my therapist explained it to me once but point remains: you get sadder at night) drink some chamomile tea if that's your jam, take a bath, take some melatonin drops, ANYTHING you can do to try and sleep earlier. if you can't sleep that early (like me), simply lie in bed with a cozy blanket and read a book. or watch a familiar, uncomplicated sitcom. turn off the phone (read: social media). don't engage in anything that's upsetting. and i promise you the world will feel better.

why do i have all this soft skin if nobody is gonna kiss it huh!!

Okay, I don't know if this has been said before, or if it's just like a basic idea that everyone knows and I'm very late to understand it, or maybe I'm just looking in places that don't need to be looked at, so forgive me (ha) if it is, but...

"You know, the current word from upstairs is that we'll be shutting this all down again in about 6,000 years."

Is this foreshadowing? Like, not just for Armageddidn't in S1, which was obviously what Aziraphale was referring to in this scene. But maybe, just maybe, it's foreshadowing whatever is to come in S3.

Obviously, by "we", Aziraphale meant Heaven/the angels as a whole, because they were the only ones around back then.

But what if it has a double meaning? Will Aziraphale and Crowley (inadvertently, I'd presume) shut down not just Earth, but the universe? Will it be just Aziraphale? Just Crowley? I mean, surely if Crowley and Aziraphale were the ones to start up the universe, they can be the ones to end it, too...

not sure how many times i've listened to this song over the past few years but its been in at least my top 50 songs each year

the two paintings:

hello!! it's idat twt video anon back from the dead (I'm terrible at maintaining conversation)

I wanna thank you again for being a hub for our collective insanity, I've been scrolling through your blog lookin at what boyboy deep cuts I've missed and oh BOY the oil video is quite something. and I feel like I should share /my/ deepcut that I found even though it's nowhere near the same genre as the other stuff but a fellow man of culture (aleksa enjoyer) will appreciate it I think

https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x7s9nvk

so I watch idats one man band video maybe every week because one man band aleksa has such a grip on the creases of my brain folds, and one day I was lightly searching, perusing if you will, to see if he's done more music stuff and I found this gem courtesy of dailymotion user HankSydney. about half an hour of Aleksa singing what I assume is Serbian folk and honestly what a treat. none of us have ever done even close to what would be enough to deserve this. wonderful

(im gonna ask if I can give myself one of those anon ID emojis until I can figure out whether to ~unmask~ (come off anon), I propose 🌵)

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII HELP ME... you're all completely welcome i myself have been made aware of SO many deep cuts i wouldve legitimately never found out abt on my own thanks to you guys!!!! the oil video is...... lets just say that i saw the greatest minds of my generation destroyed by boy boy oil video.

ohhhhhhh my god im gonna go crazy..... yeah ive known abt his appearance at the serbian festival in sydney for a while now but for some reason ive been putting it off the entire time bc i knew itd obliterate me in a completely different way than any video of him & alex borderline touching penises ever could so thank you for finally forcing me to check it out!!! ive just done the kubrick stare at my monitor for about thirty minutes like im honestly speechless hes SO...... his singing voice is SOOOOOO much deeper than his speaking one and the way he sings is so soulful and emotional you can rly tell how truly passionate he is abt music thats so fucking crazy... plus all of the songs are sooo beautiful im definitely gonna go back with shazam in hand and try to find all of their names like its just that dire for me rn. save me serbian folk music

i need to share this clip at least bc this part fucking gagged me to PIECES... im trying my hardest to be normal but hes sooo charismatic & confident and such a great performer plus he works the crowd rly well...... also every time he looks up after pausing the looper his eyes r so like.. electrifying i need to be sedated i think. tldr hes soooooooo talented & funny & good at what he does twirling my hair hiiiiii aleksa. aleksa heeeyyyy hiii aleksa<33333 if you read this im free on thursday night we could hang out on thursday night when i am free please respond to this im free on thursday night

If decarabian was a gamer he would have the most decked out setup imaginable. 2000+ dollar custom keyboard where nearly everything but the internal components are made of solid gold. Top-of-the-line pc entirely encased in various ornately decorated gemstones. He would have at least five monitors (bonus points if they also double as surveillance monitors.) His gaming chair would in fact be a literal throne. At times he thinks that video game logic must surely apply to real life mortal human logic as well and vastly overestimates how durable most humans are.

Someone save her

Early Mornings... (they're both tired)

Dabi: What doesn’t kill you makes you adopt a lot of unhealthy coping mechanisms and a dark sense of humor.

Hawks, muttering: …stand a little taller, doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone…

9 people you want to get to know better

Tagged by some lovely people, thank you @evilbunnyking @agentnatesewell @sealriously-sealrious @agnt-sexysuavewell @nerdierholler @topaz-carbuncle <3

Last song: Not counting the songs I just listened to that all of you mentioned, it would be Giants by True Damage. Please don't judge haha, but I've listening to my League of Legends playlist because I needed a pick me up. Once upon a time, I used to actively follow the European competition

Currently watching: I just finished the Bridgerton prequel series, so nothing atm.

Currently reading: Also just finished a couple of books, including The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue by V. E. Schwab (which oww, I'm not okay, but I loved it so much!). While trying to decide what to read next, I've been catching up with some fanfics, here are two that have some great story telling:

Don't Wake the Ancients - jetaida: Rewrite of book 1, but with its own twists. Love the atmosphere!

to drink from a poisoned well - thcscus: What if Mason forgot the detective? This fic has been hurting me, but it's so good!

Current obsession: Ehm, I suppose anyone can guess that it's still Wayhaven, and N Sewell in particular.

Tagging (only if you want to, no pressure!): @cleverblackcat @sanguineverefae @straightuppotato-art @wayhavenots @not-sewell @iwanttobecomeavoid @serial-chillr @amlovelies @persephotea

assorted jamiazus

listen to the album the used by the band the used. come back to the year 2002 with me.

hell yeah i’ll do this between classes tomorrow wait i mean today because it’s almost 5 am

In these days i realized i like art and writing and creating and shopping and taking walks and talking to people and cleaning and helping and studying and doing things but i'm just. too stressed, tired and burned out to do them. How great!

Song of the Day: February 19

“C'est La Vie” by Bob Seger

recent happenings reminded me i guess of other otps involving a character played by david tennant going canon as angsty as possible and it made me rewatch rose and

I don't have words to describe what season one of dw does to me

It’s late, but

the challenge was song titles:

Daysleeper - R.E.M. Expecting To Fly - Buffalo Springfield Forever Young - Alphaville I Drove All Night - Roy Orbison Never Tear Us Apart - INXS Everybody's Gotta Learn Sometime - Beck Good Riddance - Green Day Our Love - Donna Summer Dreams - The Cranberries Lea - The Cats I Treni Di Tozeur - Alice & Franco Battiato No Surprises - Radiohead Everywhere - Fleetwood Mac Spacer Woman - Charlie Suspirium - Thom Yorke