Shoutout to cdd systems who aren't 100% certain about their trauma

Shoutout to systems with high amnesia. Shoutout to systems who feel like they made up all their trauma. Shoutout to systems whose trauma feels "too minor" to have caused their cdd (I promise you all trauma is valid). Shoutout to systems who don't remember any trauma and have a hard time calling themselves a trauma survivor. Shoutout to systems who are still in denial about their trauma. Shoutout to systems who only remember vague flashes or incoherent fragments of traumatic memories. Shoutout to systems who feel like they're making up their trauma. Shoutout to systems who don't remember who their abusers are. Shoutout to systems who question the validity of their own memories. Shoutout to systems who's trauma mainly comes in the form of pseudo memories (you can't have a physical flashback over something you never experienced. If you're experiencing flashbacks, you probably experienced it to a degree)

You do not need a comprehensive trauma timeline or even know all or any specific trauma to have a CDD. The fact you have alters and a CDD is proof enough. You do not need to immediately understand everything that may have happened to you. Your trauma is valid, no matter how little of it you remember.

The point of CDDs is to hide trauma from you to help you cope and function. It's normal to not remember specifics or only remember vague things. It's normal to be in denial. Your trauma is valid. You having a CDD is valid

does anyone else have this thing where work makes you horribly blurry?

we switch like crazy at work, and are often completely blurry. something about the monotonous and unenjoyable work makes our brain lose all sight of who it is, i think, lol. we do have some work alters who show up if it gets particularly distressing but we tend to be satisfied with our job. it’s just a breeding ground for dissociation and blurriness.

- 💥 (they/she)

THEY'LL ANSWER TO ME.

Explosion Anon.

It/it's

an underaged muse

Will not be writing the anons down.

MAKE SURE NOT TO BE WEIRD.

This is mostly for reblogs, but lore might happen..

💥.anon

💥.lore

I find the whole "you don't have to be trans to like things of the opposite gender" shit so fucking annoying because 99% of the time the people saying that are also people who are shitty towards gnc cis people. They're the types of people who question and harass gnc cis people for not conforming to shitty gender roles and presentations like 💀

christ my whole fucking body hurts

Just saw a post by a completely endogenic "system" saying that they don't really know what a system is but still identify as one. 😀

Fucking pardon?

I won't mention who they are but seriously, this is stupid.

Ah shit. If we're making another election rp, how the fuck do we deal with the lore implications of the last ones? Are we setting it in the same universe (fishbur) but with different characters or?-

@crimmycram @your-best-emo

haha so that source update huh

Friendly reminder to all protectors that you're a person too and you're allowed to just exist. You're allowed to front when something non stressful is happening. You're allowed to have hobbies or interests that aren't tied to being a protector. You're allowed to chill and relax a little, you're not stealing time from anyone I promise. You're allowed to cry or be sad or upset, you're not weak or a "bad protector" for doing so. You're a person too. It's great that you protect them but remember, you're not a shield, you're a person. You matter as much as the rest. The world won't end if you let yourself relax and live a little, I promise. You don't have to be strong all the time and I'm sorry if that is your current circumstance though, I promise it gets better. Just let yourself live and be a person. You've already done so much for them. You deserve some breaks and affection too

actually on that note i need a fight for dominance right fucking now. i want to wrestle and bite and scratch and grind and do everything in my power to try to come on top over an equal. i dont care the outcome, i dont care who actually ends up on top or how. ill pin you down by the hips and push my mouth to your dick and i want you to wrap your legs around my shoulders and try to flip us so youre riding my face

wow i cant believe he said this

It's not a phase, Sparkles :(

NOMY HEADMATES THOUGHTH I HAD A NEW TYPING QUIRK BECAUSE I KEPT TYPING "J" INSTEAD OF "I" BUT IM JUST A FAST TYPER AND REALLY BAD AT IT

He would've been so hot if he didn't lie and betray me 🤞

Saw a post by a pro all trans labels (transabled, transage, transrace, etc.) blog where an anon said their culture is collecting labels. You can't collect disabilities like fucking candy.

What are you on?

Disabilities aren't goofy little genders or identities.

You dumbasses are saying I can just identify as a wheelchair user without having any physical disabilities.

We need to learn? Shut the fuck up. You're saying anyone can have any amount of serious disabilities, mental or physical, if they want to.

I try to empathize and learn about everyone, but you guys are simply stupid and harmful.