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yanderedreamer · 2 years

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I just saw your post and for some reason my request wasn’t fully sent.

And yes I would like yandere general headcanon!

Yandere Rezef Hill / gender-neutral reader.

Synopsis: General yandere headcanons.

Warnings: Forced marriage, kidnapping.

You're Cayena's close confidante, and Rezef initially saw you as a hindrance to his relationship with Cayena that is slowly being mended. But when he got closer to you in an attempt to uncover your weaknesses, he found himself being charmed by you, which marked the beginning of his obsession with you.

There would not be a single day where Rezef is not thinking about you. He's constantly thinking of ways to have you in his tight grasp and in the end, he decides that kidnapping is the most efficient method. He's practically fearless with his power as the crown prince and would not hesitate to whisk you away in broad daylight.

Surprise! You're in the palace. No need to be afraid, it's just the two of you in his room. But if you anger him, he might just give you something to be afraid of, so be an obedient darling now, would you?

He always makes sure that he gets what he wants, and in this case, he wants you; he'll even use a more mercenary approach if it means that he can secure your love... in his terms of course. Don't get him wrong, he still loves you, but his top priority is eliminating all of his potential love rivals so that nobody can take his place. He'll also ensure that you know who really owns you. Your happiness and mutual feelings are secondary in comparison.

If you insist on being defiant, Rezef won't hesitate to lift his blade to the necks of those who are dear to you. He can and he will pick off your loved ones one by one. To make him lower his sword, you must agree to marrying him. He'd be delighted to hear you say that you'll become his spouse, and rest assured, he's not interested in taking in any concubines.

Your family can't even protest against your sudden marriage. The risk is far too great, and surely you wouldn't want them to throw away their lives just to free you from your golden shackles? Rezef will make sure that the wedding ceremony is as grand as he can make it, and you'll get the honour of having Cayena dress you up. With a relieved smile, she thanks you for capturing the heart of her twisted younger brother.

Rezef is merciless. There is no room for forgiveness for those who have upset or wronged you in any way. It can be a mistake as small as a maid spilling hot tea on you, and he'll immediately order the guards to throw her in the dungeon. Despite his initial behaviour towards you, he truly has a soft spot for you so the lives of the people around you are literally in your hands. Choose your words wisely, and you may just save a life.

He's a stranger to affection and would want to try the different forms of skinship with you in the privacy of your shared bedroom. He'd hold your waist in a possessive grip as he presses fleeting kisses on your nape, before turning your head so that he can capture your lips with his. He can't get enough of them, so don't expect him to stop kissing you until he has been satiated.

The easiest way to get him to soften up is by giving him something that you've made yourself, whether it'd be your specially brewed tea, baked goods or handmade gifts. He'll savour the tea and desserts you've prepared just for him, and he'll store all of your gifts in an ornate box which he then hides in a secret place.

Rezef would be against you taking up any form of work in the royal palace, even though you do have your own responsibilities as his spouse. He'll enforce the idea of you living a comfortable life where your every need is tended to by the servants he had chosen for you, and will go as far as making it a rule that you are not allowed to work. Just sit in your room and wait for him like the marionette you are.

#✍️ : alice writes #yandere manhwa #yandere manhwa x reader #the villainess is a marionette #rezef hill #rezef hill x reader #yandere imagines #yandere headcanons #yandere x reader #gender neutral reader #tw: yandere

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simplexyetbeautiful · 14 days

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Tumblrinas!

With The Tortured Poets Department almost arriving I have been perfecting my literature/poetry list of Taylor.

Works that she has referenced or has been inspired by. I did this because I have a feeling I will be able to add a lot after the release on friday! So without further ado:

Books 📚

- Charlotte Brontë: Jane Eyre (invisible string, mad woman)

- Daphne du Maurier: Rebecca (tolerate it)

- Shakespeare: Romeo & Juliet (Love Story)

- F. Scott Fitzgerald: The Great Gatsby (happiness, This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things)

- Nathaniel Hawthorne: The Scarlet Letter (New Romantics, Love Story)

- Hemmingway: The Sun Also Rises (invisible string)

- J.M. Barrie: Peter Pan (cardigan)

- Lewis Carrol: Alice in Wonderland (Wonderland)

- Nora Ephron: Heartburn (TIFF interview)

- Joan Didion - Slouching Towards Bethlehem (Midnights)

Poetry ✍️

- William Wordsworth, Samuel Taylor Coleridge and Robert Southey (the lakes)

- Pablo Neruda: Tonight I Can Write (OG RED prologue)

- Sylvia Plath: Mad Girl's Love Song (ATW10)

- Robert Frost: The Road Not Taken (illicit affairs, tis the damn season, The Outside)

#feel free to add if I have forgotten anything #taylor swift #literature #taylor literature #taylor swift literature #reference list #tay #xeleonora #ttpd #the tortured poets department #ttpd prep #taylor swift library

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not-so-bored · 7 months

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2 October 2023, Monday

29/50 days of productivity

Today, I am grateful that things in which I did not expect any success have worked out.

Things I have done:

🦉 Duolingo: German

🏫 Classes

💬 Some Beneficial Conversations with Teachers

🏢 Library

🔢 Maths

📧 E-Mails (Do they ever end?)

📕 Language and Literature

📕 Physics

🗒 Physics Revision

✍️ Poem

🇬🇧 Speaking

🇬🇧 Writing

🇬🇧 Vocabulary

🧠 Meditation (5 minutes)

📓 Journal

📚 Loveless by Alice Oseman

Tranquil's Studyblr Challenge

Daily Question: What do you own that gives off “cozy autumn vibes”? Do you decorate for autumn or spooky season at all?

I have a stuffed bat that I brought from vacation. I hung it from the ceiling in early September, but I wouldn't consider it an intentional autumn decoration. Just a cute little guy. 🦇

#studyblr #studying #study motivation #50 days of productivity #50dop #tranquilfallbuddies #october #2023

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finniestoncrane · 1 year

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✍️🎁💡🤔

✍️ What’s your ideal writing setup?

i just want my laptop and a comfortable sofa WHICH I BOUGHT BY THE WAY it'll be here in a month, and i need liquids and some snacky snacks and either complete silence or instrumental music, fast stuff works, like the cuphead sountrack, because it makes me type faster and i work better to deadlines because i hate myself kjhhasdi don't thrive under pressure but it is the best way to get me to do something lmao

🎁 Have a piece of a WIP you want to share?

lemme go see if i have anything worth sharing *doot doot doot* ok i have a little bit of a jervis thing in the works that i thought of while writing another request, i'll add it to a read more below!! 💚

💡How many WIPs do you currently have?

ok so... if we take into account requests that are waiting, as well as chapters for nemesis, and also my list of ideas it's over 600 things BUT if you're asking things that i have actively started writing... like more than a base idea and a few sentences...? probably about 50

🤔 Would you ever want to write something canon if you got the opportunity?

i answered this for ri but in the time between then and now i changed my mind, i want to be in charge of writing a spin off series for young justice eddie and i want to give him 30 episodes of just him being cute and successful >:c

Jervis WIP

On the upper floor of the building, what appeared to be an apartment above the Hat Shop, you sat patiently, and unfazed, on the chair you were tied to. Two men stood either side of the door, faces obscured by the masks they wore, white rabbits. Piles of books, spare stock of hats, papers and debris scattered all over the floor. And on a table in front of you, a tea pot and two china cups.

“The tea will get cold.”

You weren’t sure why you cared, but the silence was uncomfortable and needed to be filled, by anything.

“Shut up.”

“We’re waiting for the boss to get here.”

At the mention of a further threat, you could feel the stress rising, but you tried to remain calm. As footsteps approached the guarded door, though, there wasn’t much you could do about the rising thump of your heart in your chest and in your throat. You watched the handle turn in slow motion, the two hulking figures stepping to the side as the door opened between them.

“Oh.”

The figure, short in stature, cocked his head to the side.

“Oh?”

You pressed your lips together, trying to conceal your surprise at the man who seemed to have control over the two goons that towered over him.

“Nothing.”

“Hm…”

He looked unamused, ignoring you as he set about his business.

“Jervis Tetch, by the way.”

“Pleasure.”

Your reply was dry, and you felt that you should perhaps be slightly less brazen, but it was difficult to care too much when you had been kidnapped and tied up already this evening.

“Alice?”

“Uh… sure. I mean…”

You looked down at the costume you wore, chosen last minute before your friend’s party, which you were very unpleased was a dress-up affair. Looking up at him, there was a faint glimmer in his eyes, recognition or… hope. You nodded, deciding it might be easier to play along than to argue too much.

#ask meme #friends being friends

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icarusignite · 1 year

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Hey author ✍️, can you please make a Daeron Targaryen x Reader Velaryon?

Uncle x reader

The reader is the only daughter of Rhaenyra and Leanor. But the reader's real father is actually Daemon Targaryen. (the reader knows that daemon is her father)

Rhaenyra loves her daughter more than anything And that's what King viserys and daemon also do. Viserys loves his granddaughter so much, she always reminds him of his late wife Aemma and his daughter Rhaenyra.They have a very strong bond.

The reader is younger than Jace but older than Luce. The reader is like a role model for Luce He admires his big sister!

Maybe the reader and Daeron could see each other again at a festival that is given for the return for Daeron (who was sent to serve as a cupbearer and squire to Lord Ormund Hightower, his mother Alicent's cousin, in Oldtown) . The reader and their family were invited to this festival and that's why they travel from Dragonstone to King’s landing.

But the festival is also there to find possible wives for daeron, because he is at the right age to get married. The families with the possible wives for dearon are presented in the hall, where all people are

Every woman hopes that he chooses her because… you know….. it means he is very good-looking and the most popular of his brothers. (I know he wasn't in the series yet so we could just imagine what he looks like.... I would just like to read something with him)

Just then when another woman is introduced, the one man who announces the people speaks up and then Rhaenyra, Daemon, the reader and the siblings of the reader comes in. so a cool appearance you know 😉( like the Velaryons in the series)!!!

And daeron, of course, turned his eyes directly to his dear niece.

The reader and Daeron got along well in their childhood, but this has worsened since the incident with Aemond.

So Enemy's to lovers would just be cool.

(I know they are younger in history but maybe they could be older.

Jace and Daeron = 18

reader= 17

Lucerys= 16)

(The reader is very beautiful and maybe she could be the only Targaryen/Velaryon who still has purple eyes, so the people always looking at her and her eyes. She is special ;)

I hope you like the idea and it inspired you to write something. Sorry for my English, if there are any mistakes, I'm sorry.

Maybe you could say if you write it or not because I'm so excited (like always😅)

Finally finished writing.

Your reader 🫶

Oooh slayyy I love this idea. It means I can pretend the dance of dragons never happened and all my babies get to live happily ever after. Long live Vizzy T.

I'll write this sometime in May cuz I have exams till the end of April. Thank u for your requests, they're always awesome 🫶🫶 I'll tag you when it's done.

#icarus ignite asks #house of the dragon #hotd daeron #daeron targaryen #aemond targaryen #rhaenyra targaryen #daemon targaryen

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honeysuckleharringtons · 2 years

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Navigation ☆ About Me

About Me:

→ name: emmy/emily/mills

→ age: nineteen

→ religion: Christian

→ pronouns: she/her

→ zodiac: leo ☼ libra ☽ aquarius ↑

→ personality: enfp ☆ 2w3 ☆ gryffindor

→ other stuff: chronically ill ☆ suspected neuro divergent ☆ currently studying creative writing

My Favorites:

→ shows/movies: criminal minds, stranger things, supernatural, dharma & greg, alexa & katie, monsters inc, the princess bride, hot air, peanuts, twilight, harry potter, christopher robin

→ characters: spencer reid, penelope garcia, steve harrington, robin buckley, max mayfield, sam winchester, dharma montgomery, greg montgomery, alexa mendoza, sulley, westley, buttercup, lesley smith juniment, woodstock, snoopy, alice cullen, seth clearwater, winnie the pooh

→ music: one direction, niall horan, harry styles, noah kahan, blake rose, taylor swift, hozier, sabrina carpenter, five seconds of summer, bts, lewis capaldi, julia michaels, phoebe bridgers

→ romantic ships: spencelle/reidaway, hotchniss, demily, garvez, dharma x greg, spenlexa, buttercup x westley, lesley x summer, jalice

→ platonic ships: garceid, moreid, morcia, stobin, elmax, stustin, kalexa (?), bellice

→ interests: novel writing, screenwriting, acting, fashion, baking, listening to music, watching new shows + movies

About This Blog:

→ who i will write for: steve harrington, eddie munson, billy hargrove, jonathan byers (i may branch out in the future, these are just the ones i feel comfortable and confident writing right now!)

→ things i will write: fluff, angst, somewhat suggestive content (never full smut), hurt/comfort, pretty much any genre you can think of

→ things i won't write: character x character (just because i don't really have anything i ship enough to want to write fics for it), kids x reader, full on smut (you can redirect these requests to my nsfw blog @hornyhornyhimbos), self harm, anything non-consentual

Links and Such:

→ main blog: @ofwilliamandwalter

→ fanfiction recs blog: @paperbackprettyboy

→ icons blog (inactive): @scrapbookspence

-> nsfw blog: @hornyhornyhimbos

→ beta reader signups: linked here!

→ masterlist: linked here!

→ current pfp: these icons by @ilovegilmoregirls

→ header image: pinterest

→ navigation images: pinterest

→ navigation dividers: these dividers by @firefly-graphics

-> masterlist icon: these icons by @peachy-ash

-> masterlist images: pinterest

-> masterlist dividers: these dividers by @anlian-aishang

Tags:

-> steve reblogs - #steve 🫶🏻

-> eddie reblogs - #eddie 🎸

-> robin reblogs - #robin 🍦

-> chrissy reblogs - #chrissy 📣

-> nancy reblogs - #nancy 👒

-> jonathan reblogs - #jonathan 📸

-> argyle reblogs - #argyle 🍕

-> dustin reblogs - #dustin 🤖

-> mike reblogs - #mike 🕹

-> lucas reblogs - #lucas 🏀

-> max reblogs - #max 🛹

-> el reblogs - #el 🧇

-> hopper reblogs - #hopper 🚓

-> vecna reblogs - #vecnussy 🥀 (why do i have this tag)

-> stobin reblogs - #boobin and steeb 🍦

-> hellcheer reblogs -> #hellcheer ❤️‍🩹

-> steddie reblogs - #steddie my loves

-> jancy reblogs - #jancy 📰

-> cheerscoops reblogs - #cheerscoops 💚

-> byler reblogs - #byler boos 🖌

-> fruity four reblogs - #🍓🍒🍉🍎

-> show reblogs - #that's just life in hawkins

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-> charlie heaton reblogs - #charlie not brown

-> natalia dyer reblogs - #natty ice ice baby

-> writing rambles - #my paddles ✍️🏻

-> random rambles - #not my paddles

-> fic reblogs - #hawkins public library 📚

-> inbox replies - #anons are schmackin'

-> queued things - #queue rule queue suck

#about me #all about me #get to know me #get to know the blogger #get to know the writer #get to know the author #get to know the creator #about the blogger #about the writer #about the author #about the creator #navigation #blog navigation #navigation page #navigation post #honeysuckleharringtons #honeysuckleharringtons navigation

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murkyhazed · 8 months

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✍️ + polly cooper AND/OR toni topaz ?

Send me ✍️ + a muse, and I’ll try my hand at writing as them

this house, this family? polly can’t take it anymore. sure, maybe her parents are trying but it isn’t enough after what they had done to her. at a time when she needed them the most, when she was vulnerable, they cast her away to that horrible place. the sisters of quiet mercy was no sanctuary, but more like a prison. a prison where they drugged you and kept you quiet. the thing is polly doesn’t know what’s worse, the sisters or her own parents. she can’t forget how her father tried to force what he considered a solution onto her, and she certainly doesn’t forget all the things her mother has done and continues to do. she’ll apologize, but at this point polly is convinced that alice never means the words. like they say, actions speak louder than words and the cooper matriarch? her actions spoke poison.

❝ i have to do right by my babies, betty. and this house? everything that mom and dad do? it’s not worth it. it’s not worth the stress or the risk to my babies health. ❞ the words hurt to say, but it’s the truth. surely betty knows by now just how awful their parents are. all they care about is their image, nothing more. ❝ i don’t want to leave you… you’re the only saving grace in my life and this town. but i need to think about my future, and the way things are going i’m not sure i want mom and dad to be a part of that future. ❞

judgmental gaze, hushed voices, it’s nothing toni hasn’t experience before. being from the southside of riverdale usually elicited that reaction, and it was only made worse being involved with the serpents. the thing is? she didn’t give a shit. she was proud of where she came from, proud of who she was and no amount of northside prejudice would change that fact. she loved being a part of the southside serpents, it was a family. to toni, that family was everything. she could turn to them when she needed supported, and in turn she would support them any way she could.

so head is held high as she walks through the hallways of riverdale highschool. she even goes as far as to wink at a couple who stared her down. they may think they can bring down the spirits of the newly transferred southsiders, but they couldn’t be more wrong. in fact, going to school here gave them so many opportunities to better their education. it gave them access to learning tools they just didn’t have in southside. the ability to learn far outweighed any negativity given by the northside students. so as far as toni was concerned, they could give it all they have to try and deter the serpents, but they were here to stay.

#behttys #these are idk af;ak;flskf not the best but i tried #i also kinda stopped caring about this show so my muse for anything #related to it is pretty dang low

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outoutdamnspark · 1 year

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hello! here I a come again to ask bunch of questions! for the Fanfic Writer Ask Game! h e h e ✍️ 🚀👓 💕💘 and finally 🎨

From the fanfic prompt list here.

💕 and 👓 are answered here~

✍️ What’s your ideal writing setup?

I have a bad habit of just sort of carrying my laptop around the house with me and writing wherever I wind up (usually standing in the kitchen for some reason), but honestly my actual setup is pretty close to ideal~

(Hehehe~)

My previous setup was my favorite, though; in our last apartment I had a larger corner deck right next to a window where I could watch the sky while thinking.

🚀 Do you like to outline your fic first or create as you go?

Depends on the fic. If it’s a shorter one I generally just write it as a stream of consciousness. For longer ones I like to plan out the chapters ahead of time. I outline when I can, or just write myself a really quick summary so I don’t forget anything later.

💘 Is it easier to write angst or fluff?

Would.

Would you believe me if I said they’re both pretty equal for me?

Fluff and angst are the two things I write best, I think, so I have a decent amount of practice for both. (Maaaaaaybe angst just a bit more, though?)

They have opposite struggles for me, too, because with fluff I have to check myself and make sure it’s not reading as romantic if it isn’t supposed to be, and for angst I have to find a good balance so that A: the end result is believable/possible, and B: it’s not so damn heavy no one wants to read it.

🎨 If someone were to make fanart of your work, what fic or scene would you hope to see?

Technically already answered this one, but! I mentioned a submas au I haven’t really talked about yet, which is ‘Twas Brillig‘ - or, my “Domino Men” au~

It’s a horror au! :D A fusion of American McGee’s Alice: Madness Returns and Submas - with psychological horror, body horror, violence, death, and found family!

And if anyone ever made fanart of this scene here, I’d probably go utterly feral.

(CW: mild descriptions of bloodless body horror under the cut.)

#spark chats #ask game #bubblemilkgalaxy #ask box #domino men au #hmmmmm #gonna tag as pumpkin guts just in case #cw body horror #pumpkin guts

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genshinarchives · 2 years

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Cyno, Dehya, Al-Haitham, Nahida, Nilou, Tighnari / gender-neutral reader.

Synopsis: Of all things, you became a seelie when you got isekai’d into your favourite game, Genshin Impact. You decide to make them fall for whatever charms you have left in hopes of being taken in as a pet to survive.

— ( Inspired by the manhwa Of All Things, I Became A Crow. Requests relating to this AU will be ignored. )

Headcanons: [ 1 ] / [ 2 ] / [ 3 ]

Scenarios: [ 1 ]

#CYNO

Cyno finds you buried in the sand when he went to the desert, having been drawn towards your burial spot by your frantic squeaks. When you got isekicked to Teyvat, you had the worst luck of running into a group of eremites who decided to bully you, but fortunately, Cyno happened to be nearby after you were trapped in your sandy coffin.

He isn't sure what type of creature you are and decides to bring you to the Akademiya once you were dugged out. He's surprised when you wiggle free from his hands and float up to rest on the spot between the ears of his headpiece, but he doesn't say anything since you weren't being difficult. Just as he's about to step inside the Akademiya, he's quickly stopped by Aether who then tells him that you're a rare seelie.

It doesn't take very long for Cyno to warm up to you. He thinks that you're rather cute (but would never say it out loud) and would sometimes poke your squishy body out of curiosity. There was a time when he disturbed your sleep with his incessant poking, which earned him a tiny slap on his index finger.

Seeing the General Mahamatra with a downgraded version of the Traveler's flying companion is certainly a sight in Sumeru City. You'd follow him everywhere, even when he's apprehending a scholar for plagiarism or other academic violations. You act like an extra pair of eyes for Cyno, which he is grateful for; if the scholar tries anything funny, you'd instantly alert him. You eventually became Cyno's unofficial partner, and he'd feel a little lonely if you're not around to listen to his god awful jokes.

Cyno initially didn't know that you don't need to eat and has tried to feed you dried fruits and nuts on occasion, only to get uno reversed every time. Taking the seedless date from his palm, you proceed to push the fruit against his lips to silently tell him to eat it. He hesitantly opens his mouth as you shove it in, and he couldn't stop the minuscule smile from surfacing when you rub against his cheek with an adorable squeak.

Whenever he has a meeting with an official, he lets you fly off on your own, knowing that you'll come searching for him once you've done enough exploration for the day. His only concern is you running into Al-Haitham; he's an Akademiya lunatic and Cyno doesn't trust him at all. He's not sure if you understand him, but he would always remind you to avoid Al-Haitham.

Later on, Cyno orders a mini version of his headpiece for you to wear so that the two of you could match. You don't miss his soft smile as he carefully puts it on you and calls you his seelie Mahamatra.

#DEHYA

Dehya is following Dunyarzad around Sumeru City when you suddenly collide into her face. She thinks that they've been ambushed until she hears the collective laughter of children, and peels you off to see you flailing helplessly in her strong grip as you squeak in desperation.

Her first reaction is to squint at you. What on Teyvat are you? The children that were chasing you begin to crowd around her as Dunyarzad coos at how adorable you are. Dehya then questions the children, and they all answer that you're a seelie they had found floating in the river near the city. Dunyarzad takes pity on you, thinking that you were abandoned, and requests Dehya to look after you. Dehya said no at first but ultimately lost to her persistence.

And that's how Dehya ended up with her very own seelie companion. Even Aether is surprised to see her with you, but you seem to be happy with the way you'd enthusiastically follow Dehya everywhere. It's hard to tell whether or not she likes you, but Dunyarzad knows that you've grown on Dehya; she never misses the way the corners of Dehya's lips would slightly quirk at your attempts to get her attention, the gleam of fondness in her eyes when she watches you fly around in excitement, and the breathless chuckles that leave her lips when you fall asleep on top of her head.

Your sense of danger seems to have heightened after you were reincarnated as a seelie, so whenever you feel that enemies are nearby, you'd alert Dehya by flying around her head and squeaking frantically. She initially didn't know what you were trying to tell her until her eyes caught the glint of a blade in the bushes. Since then, she has learnt to trust you to watch her back (you also provide a good distraction in fights, so that's a plus).

Dehya lets you do whatever you want as long as you don't bring trouble to her; simp for Cyno and Al-Haitham, charm Aether, fight Paimon, play with her golden claws... But she won't allow you to stray from her sight. Although she's shy about admitting it, she does get worried whenever you disappear from her side.

She can get a little jealous when you decide to seek attention from someone else. Are you sleeping on Dunyarzad's lap because she's softer? Are you nuzzling Nilou because she smells nicer? Dehya at one point did sniff herself to make sure that she doesn't smell bad.

Once Dehya has formed a close bond with you, your interactions will start to feel less awkward. She'll return your playfulness in equal and even try to distract you if you're focused on something. She'll squish you between her palms if you annoy her too much, and at one point, she pretended to eat you before introducing you as her "emergency rations" to Aether and Paimon.

#AL-HAITHAM

Al-Haitham is greeted with a rather comical sight when he dropped by the Akademiya to pick something up. It's complete and utter chaos; books and scrolls are being thrown everywhere as the scholars scramble around, trying to get rid of the flying pest that is you. You didn't even mean to startle them, you just wanted some help since you woke up in Sumeru as a seelie one day!

He decides to come back later and as he spins on his heels to leave, something bouncy rams into the back of his head before he feels a tiny grip on his hair. He quickly turns around to see what exactly hit him, only to hear your desperate squeaks. A scholar then yells at him, "Al-Haitham, you bastard! Look after your pet better!" Al-Haitham pays no heed to him however, and silently exits from the Akademiya after tugging you off him.

He doesn't really know what to do with you. He thought that you'd leave him alone and find someone else to bother if he ignores you, but you adamantly follow him everywhere, refusing to leave his side no matter what. You're not annoying like a certain Traveler's flying companion at least, so he feels no need to shoo you away. You're welcome to stay with him as long as you don't cause him unnecessary trouble.

Al-Haitham only begins to take an interest in you after Kaveh tells him that you're really fun to chat with. When Al-Haitham tries talking to you himself, you scribble your responses on a sheet of paper using the pencil that Kaveh had shortened for you, which impresses him. He starts assigning you simple tasks such as delivering coded messages and eventually spying on certain people. You've somewhat become his little assistant, and there wouldn't be a day where Al-Haitham is seen without you.

You tend to attract a lot of attention, especially in Port Ormos, since pet seelies are rare. Whenever he needs to keep a low profile, he stuffs you inside his cloak without warning and silently threatens to squeeze you if you make too much noise, before apologising to you quietly once he's in a secluded area. He would be totally unfazed if you attack him with your seelie punches as revenge.

When you're not needed for anything, Al-Haitham lets you go on your own seelie adventure. While he doesn't mind you hanging around the other scholars, he doesn't like seeing you with Cyno, especially when you're snuggled between the ears of his headpiece or blatantly pressing yourself against his bare chest. He'd pull you away from Cyno by your tail-like part immediately.

At night, Al-Haitham notices that you like to sleep right next to his head on his pillow. He would take this opportunity to pet you, poke you, and even nuzzle you, the things he'd never do to you when you're awake during the day. The sleepy little noises you make in response to his ministrations always elicit a small smile from him. What an endearing creature you are - keep being this cute and he might never want to let you go.

#NAHIDA

"You're a human, aren't you? What happened to you when you came here?" True to her title as the God of Wisdom, Nahida knew who you are the moment she saw your confused self floating just outside the Sanctuary of Surasthana. You wish that you could properly answer her, but you only let out a small whimper in response before squeezing yourself inside her confinement and plopping yourself in her welcoming arms.

She tries to comfort you as best as she could, hoping that her profound yet kind words are able to soothe your frazzled mind. Her touch is gentle as she pets you, and her doe-like eyes gleam with the childlike innocence that instantly puts you at ease.

Nahida could sympathise with your predicament. Suddenly being born in this world with no direction to go off of, the only thing on your mind being survival. She warms up to you immediately due to your special connection and would tell you the tales of old to keep you entertained in her solitary home.

She appreciates your company in the Sanctuary the scholars basically imprisoned her in and would always remind you what a blessing you are to her. She can't physically go outside, so you took it upon yourself to venture out on your own and return with trinkets from the outside world for her. She would accept every single of your presents with a smile, saying what a kind seelie you are.

Nahida likes to hold you. You figured that she must have never had genuine physical contact with anyone but you, and this thought compels you to immediately go to her whenever she calls you over.

Sometimes, she would accompany you outside by taking over Katheryne. She'd explore Sumeru City with you, and play around when the two of you are far away from curious and prying eyes.

Nahida actually knows a way for you to regain your human form - but by telling you, she might not be able to spend time with you like when you're still a seelie. So for now, until she has satiated her selfish desires, she'll keep it a secret from you.

#NILOU

Nilou is charmed the moment she sees you in the audience, cutely bobbing along with the music. She has been told a thing or two about seelies by Aether and is a bit jealous that he has one willing to accompany him on his journey, as she would love to have an adorable companion of her own.

The fact that you've showed up means that you're drawn towards her dance, right? Perhaps if she gives this performance her all, she might be able to convince you to stay with her! She's unaware that your intentions align with hers; you've decided that out of the entire Sumeru cast, Nilou is the most approachable and reliable, making her your best bet at survival.

Nilou is happy that you didn't simply fly away at the end of her performance, and welcomes you with open arms when you approach her. She would try to get you to be friends with Aether's seelie, and even introduces you to Dunyarzad and Dehya.

Nilou adores you; you don't even have to do much to gain her approval. All you need to do is stay by her side and provide her with your moral support as she dances her way through the prejudice she's subjected under for pursuing a career in the creative arts.

Waking up in her arms every morning will become a staple. She thinks that your small and round form makes you the perfect cuddle buddy, and would always go to sleep with you trapped in her embrace. If she wakes up before you (which is often), she'd rouse you from your deep slumber with her affectionate kisses.

She's fine with you spending time with other people, but if you're away for too long, she'll start to get worried and may go looking for you herself like a mother searching for her lost child.

Nilou would later make a small personalised headdress for you with lotus patterns sown on the cloth. A soft giggle slips past her lips as she puts it on you, and when you twirl around to show it off, she claps whilst cheering you on. You're her precious little lotus, and Nilou swears that she'll never give you up to anyone even when her own life is on the line.

#TIGHNARI

Collei is the one who found you being chased by a horde of mutated mushrooms in Avidya Forest, and manages to save you from becoming monster chow. However, she's unable to care for you properly because of her affliction and leaves you in Tighnari's care.

Tighnari immediately recognises you as a seelie because he has seen a different coloured one following Aether around before, and he's quite happy to take you in. Although his expertise lies in botany, he's interested in learning more about your kind, unaware that you're originally a human the isekai god gave the crappiest luck to. He would later put a yellow flower accessory on you - the same one that he wears - so that the other rangers will know not to chase you out if they see you.

On one particular morning, he woke up to find you all nestled up in his fluffy tail. He didn't want to rouse you from your sleep but since he has work to do, he ended up curling his tail around you and got ready as quietly as he could. Tighnari would even let you sit in between his ears if you're tired, and when he's in a playful mood, he'd pretend that you're one of his Vijnana-Phala mines and try to sniff you; though the last time he did that, he got headbutted in the nose.

You'd sometimes come home balancing a basket of nilotpala lotuses on your head which you then gift to him. He would always accept them with a smile and if he's feeling particularly affectionate, he may reciprocate your gesture with a chaste kiss. The way you'd melt into a seelie puddle after receiving a kiss from him never fails to make him laugh.

Tighnari would spend time with you whenever he can. He'd take you out with him on his patrols and tell you all about the flora and fauna of Sumeru, as if he knows that you could understand him. If the two of you happen upon an area that is abundant in Sumeru roses, he'd sit down and weave a small flower crown out of them just for you.

He likes seeing you get along with Collei and the other rangers, and would entrust you to them whenever he has to deal with a Withering zone. He'd give the ranger tasked with taking care of you a complete guide on how to care for seelies before leaving; he has to make sure that you'll be in good hands.

Tighnari would often remind you to not mess around with his Vijnana-Phala mines. The hallucinations they induce might have a great negative effect on you, so safety first! Your curiosity got the better of you however, and you accidentally caused one of his mines to explode on you while he was out surveying an area in the forest. Imagine his surprise when he returned to discover that you had become a seelie puddle on the floor of his room, with a familiar green mist surrounding you. Letting out a muted sigh, he proceeded to sober you up by flicking what he assumed is your forehead multiple times.

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yanderedreamer · 2 years

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If requests are open could you pretty please do some Merlin hcs? 😩🥺

Yandere Merlin / gender-neutral reader.

Synopsis: General yandere headcanons.

Warnings: Blood-drinking.

When Merlin realised that you're someone whose future he couldn't see, his interest is immediately piqued. His younger self had been hurt by the truth that no matter what he did, he can never alter the outcome of a predetermined future. But you were an anomaly he found, a sliver of hope that the cycle of destiny can be broken. He then decides to dedicate his time in watching over you from his tower in Avalon.

He eventually finds himself clinging to you like a child and calls you his Hope of Avalon, which he chants under breath whenever his eyes follow your form. Soon, he realises that simply watching you isn't enough; he needs to be near you, he needs to feel you.

Since his illusions can affect the human psyche, he can easily invade your dreams and interact with you there. You were surprised when you first met him in the middle of a spring flower field under the winter stars. The fact that a beautiful and charming man like him knew you made you flustered, and that sight of you made Merlin unable to resist covering your mouth as he kisses the back of his hand.

Thanks to his unique skill, Independent Manifestation, he was able to summon himself as your Servant while you were wishing for the male Arthur Pendragon, effectively sabotaging the summoning ritual. Merlin's unexpected appearance surprised you greatly but you were happy about it nevertheless. Merlin then invited you for a hug by spreading his arms, which Mordred who was with you at the time found odd. She later warns you to not fully trust Merlin but with how kindly he treats you, you heed her warning lightly.

Although Merlin is mostly used as a support for your Buster Servants, he'd insist that you use him as a damage dealer too. His B strength isn't just for show, and he proves himself when he effortlessly decimated the enemy Servants that attempted to take you hostage with his Excalibur during a mission. With his signature smile, he happily announced that you're safe before hugging you tightly.

When you've rayshifted to another era for an expedition, Merlin would make you sleep on his lap, claiming that it's more comfortable than the cold ground and that it'll be easier for him to watch over you this way. Unbeknownst to you, once you have fallen under sleep's spell, he would devour your dream and absorb the emotions within it. He then cups your face, his thumbs caressing your cheeks as he licks his lips. Your dream is wonderful, and he wonders if your blood will taste the same? Baring his fangs, he brings his face closer to your lips but swiftly pulls back when Bedivere shows up with a blanket for you.

The Magus of Flowers thinks that you're not appreciated enough in Chaldea. You have worked so hard to save humanity and proof of your efforts are shown in the scars you got from the countless battles you fought in. As he traces every scar, he sings you praises and tells you how proud he is to have you as his Master. You take comfort in his embrace and miss the eery glow of his violet hues.

Merlin follows you around Chaldea much like Fou does. He speaks of the king's tales and the fascinating events he observed from his tower in Avalon. You're unaware that as he chats away with you, he also uses his clairvoyance to steer you both clear of the Servants seeking your attention. How foolish of them to think that an inhuman mage like him is generous enough to share you with them.

When Merlin devoured your dream for the first time, he was overwhelmed. Your dream is so pleasant to the heart and he immediately became addicted. Your dreams are full of love that every time he absorbs the subtleties of your heart, his obsession for you only grows - to the point where he'd lose touch with his human side and give in to his carnal desires.

As he removes his intricate white robe, he crawls into bed with you in the middle of the night just to watch you sleep, his arms carefully holding your delicate body that could easily snap under his full strength. It reminds him just how weak yet strong humans are against fate. Merlin can be as lecherous as his incubus side, but he'll save that for the inevitable moment he traps you in Avalon with him.

Merlin's addiction to your dreams should not be taken lightly. He'll run around Chaldea like a starved beast if you're separated from him for even a day. Once he finds you, he'll pounce on you without warning and sink his fangs into your pulse in deep bites. He immediately laps up the blood drawn and since there's mana in your blood... you'll be in for a long night with a hungry incubus.

Sooner or later, Merlin will whisk you away to his tower once he feels that he's had enough fun in the present world. You'll spend the rest of eternity in the sealed utopia with him, where you'll be happy and protected by his magic. At least, that's what he believes.

Don't be sad, you can dream as much as you'd like in Avalon - and he'll make sure that they're pleasant dreams too! He casts a powerful illusion spell on you when he kisses your forehead, and catches your body in his arms as you fall in an unending slumber. You won't be alone in your dreams because he'll be there, spending your happily ever after with you. You can never run away from him, even in your dreams.

#✍️ : alice writes #yandere fate grand order #yandere fgo #fate grand order x reader #fgo x reader #yandere merlin #fgo merlin #fgo merlin x reader #yandere imagines #yandere headcanons #yandere x reader #gender neutral reader #master reader #tw: yandere

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krys-loves-otome · 1 year

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💥,✍️,💛?

Fanfic Writer Ask Game

💥 What is one canon thing that you wish you could change?

Oh boy, time to make the fandoms mad!

Not taking the easy route of changing both Kicho and Jean's genders as that's an easy answer, but for things that I could do myself in the form of fanfic (gender is changeable in fic, but that's an easy fix and I wanted to put a lil more thought into these)

IkeSen: Kinda wish the Kennyo we saw in Mitsunari's route was the Kennyo we saw throughout the rest of the series.

IkeRev: Blanc, Mousse, and Dean get routes and we get some answers about Alice the First, Levie, and the Looking Glass World.

IkeVamp: Vincent's ending, specifically the events leading up to him and MC getting separated by Comte's Time Door.

IkePri: Chevalier's character arc. It's petty of me, I know, but I kinda wish I'd been given more reason to like him rather than to dislike him.

✍️ What’s your ideal writing setup?

Headphones in with a song on repeat (or a playlist is playing of familiar things playing) so I can have some background noise. Water bottle nearby with cool water for when I need it.

If I'm handwriting, a nice soft grip on my pen. The date and page number are put in the top right corner.

If I'm typing, dark background with white text helps me to concentrate better. Preferably with dark grey or dark blue. Black is a little bit too much of a contrast for me.

💛What is the most impactful lesson you’ve learned about writing?

Not everyone is going to like what you post, and that's okay. Sometimes, losing readers happens, often through no fault of your own. Just post what you want.

#meme thingys #krys talks #other minor things I would change #more Azuchi fam interaction in nobu's second act bc I miss everyone #more doctors for everyone bc good god a whole town can't survive with a single doctor #specifically if that doctor is supposed to be specialized #I'm sorry but #given the context #Ieyasu and Kyle are military doctors #not general practitioners #please have general practitioners in these worlds #more female characters in general please and thank you #more sprites for minor characters would also be nice #gimme Kyubei Kojuro and Cyran sprites pls

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davishater · 5 months

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I'm glad you liked my thoughts on soft winter 😌 for my next trick I propose winter & physical touch/quality time. This thought has been living in my mind rent free! I can totally imagine winter just loving spending time with someone she likes. I also think she would like just like being close to someone. I saw u mention the idea that winter re-braided Alice's hair after she got egg on it bc it looked much neater in the first flashback and i couldn't get it out of my head since. This got me thinking that she would just casually fix someone's hair/help style it etc so imagine "sitting in winter's lap while she brushes ur hair". Like the casual intimacy of it all is sending me!!! Ooooo also also!!! Baking with her? Yes! (please expand on this thought for me bc my single braincell can't go into detail.) Also this is more of a british thing but if you know the show "great british bake off" I can just totally see myself dragging her to watch it with me. It just fits this scenario so well lol. Bonus points for watching it while cuddling, wrapped in blankets in front of the tv and eating the cookies we made! (Conclusion: I am soft AND whipped).

Pffft, yup, I am now a giggling mess!!!! 😆 "For my next trick..." Lolol, I just adore you! 😂 So I know this is the longest it's taken me to respond, BUT you had me thinking and then it started raining and I immediately went to, Winter and lover (me.... It's me.... I'm admitting it..... 😳) playing in the rain and then it turned into a café trip to get warm/dried off and then it just kept going and OH BOY DO I HAVE A STORY FOR YOU!!!!!! ✍️ Not right now though, I'm still writing it and I'm hoping for it to be pretty long (not as long as my 2,000 word story of Hutter and Chelsea but still pretty long. We'll see where it leads.).

Bruh, when do I NOT think about quality snuggle time with Winter????? For 7 weeks, when I'm not working, I'm laying in bed/on the couch with a horrid concussion! What else am I gonna do????? If someone hangs onto me for too long, then I get claustrophobic, so I'm also the kind of person who enjoys being in the presence of the person they like. I feel like Winter would also have a time limit on snuggles, cause she wouldn't want to feel tied down for too long. I've also been sleeping a lot, but head canon that Winter sleeps for a hobby, soooooo we just chillin' in dream land together, my dude! 😂😂😂😂😂😂

Oh yeah! I got the idea of Winter redoing Alice's hair, cause I picture Winter helping me style my hair, so she'd touch it a lot. I've also thought about Winter washing my hair for me (but at the same time, I accidentally imagine Winter being taller than me, but she's most likely shorter, so washing my hair for me ain't gonna actually work.... 😭 The only reason I'm hating being tall.....) And just her fingers lingering in my hair longer than normal, and just being super gentle, cause my scalp is very sensitive, and just enjoying the softness of my hair as she's washing it. Uhhhhggg!!!! Definitely thought about this many times before you said anything! 🙈 (Actually, I've written a story about Winter bathing with someone she likes, but it was before I had a grasp on her personality, so it's meh.... 🫤"

I've ALSO thought about baking and cooking with Winter. 👀 Whenever I have the strength to make something, I either imagine Winter helping me, or yelling at me to go and sit down..... 😃 See? I'm not the very best at taking care of myself...... 😬 I can expand on Winter and lover baking together, but then my mind is going to go there and I'll be less likely to finish my current story, so at some point I definitely will let my brain go there for you.

I told myself I wasn't going to get into that show, BUT GUESS I GOTTA NOW! HAHAHAHAHA!!!! Imagine Winter and lover doing their own version of the show???? Or trying to bake what they bake in the show (oh no, crap! My mind is just automatically going there! Stop! Go back! Turn around! I said rain and cafe story, not baking together!!!! Ahhhhh)???

#not the asks and replies getting more and more chaotic the more we do this back and forth thing #tempted to start a petition to get you off anon just so i can flood you with EVERYTHING #i kid i kid #i mean i kid in a serious way but also kid for realsies #how to spell 101 no one actually knows #lol please don't leave 🙏#i chose chaos on this one 🤪#i know I'm embarrassing it's a talent i have 😬

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bunnypig18 · 1 year

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🎶🎵✍️

HOHO! Hello there >:3c 🎶- what’s your favorite title track ateez song? I have to say Deja Vu. It was the first Ateez song I listened to, so it has a special place in my heart 🎵- favorite non-title track song? For sure "The King", but if we say only korean songs, then it's New World!! ✍️- write a poem about ateez (Why would you do that to me??? Lemme try to write a poem with song titles) Meeting you is a Deja Vu A Turbulence in my life No warning, no answer A new world in my heart Like Alice in Wonderland I get lost in your Wave Say my Name, let me forget yours Fever spreads through my body You're the king on my throne In your arms is Utopia My heart is your treasure Your desire my savior (It's bad, but I tried)

#ask #jenna marbles

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waitingformyfavoritesongs · 1 year

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5th fe bru ar y 2023 4:43 am pdt Sunday ☀️

I typed more on the last post but the save button grayed out, so it’s not getting up. Demon lord is making it impossible 2 write more on my aunt & cousin. Looks like I’m getting eczema again in my left hand. Have diarrhea again , difficulty breathing again. Incubus made the little bedroom 🛌 air feel toxic bcz he’s trying 2 kill me 4 trying to be less noisy so my mom can sleep without my coughing waking her up. My aunt didn’t want to give this room back to me when I asked if I should stay in the bedroom bcz my coughing is keeping up my mom even though they had been sleeping @ the same time. 4:48 am pdt

4:49 am pdt a lot of shot got screwed up. I think my aunt & cousin are incubus slaves? Or willing worshippers? Can’t tell. It’s hard. How can you worship someone who hurts you? 4:51 am pdt

5:31 am pdt difficulty breathing & heavy bleeding 🩸

5:32 am pdt I 5:34 am pdt I think incubus wants me to get shot down like a “Wendy bird” tinker bell 🔔 cannot trust her. 5:35 am pdt I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ nick carter. I liked Backstreet Boys, but when I was a kid I thought Brian was the cute one. Now, I don’t trust nick carter. 5:37 am pdt I also thought Justin Timberlake was cute. I once had a dream that he rejected me bcz I was short like an elf was it? Mini... I think they are shrinking my mom, too 😭 5:40 am pdt ≈2000 years ago they thought Jesus was perfect? Idea of perfect person existed back then? But sacrificed at ≈33 years old. 5:42 am pdt 5:43 am pdt

6:42 am pdt my ex bf b4 he was my BF asked me if I was being myself. I felt like I lied to him. I thought I lied to him. I said yes. Difficult 2 know when nothing is real? Stuck in the matrix. Red pill 💊 blues. When I transferred to university I told a school 🏫 mate I had difficulty being myself. She told me she thought she liked me anyways & that I was the nice kind of crazy. 6:46 am pdt

6:47 am pdt a step in the right direction? Still having pain nausea heavy bleeding 🩸 & the air bugs me again. Incubus released poison ☠️ into the air. Poison ☠️ control number is 222? 6:49 am pdt if written 2 like a, & mirrored 🪞 it looks 👀 like 666? 6:50 am pdt dr. Jeckyl? Spelling. 6:50 am pdt

6:53 am pdt different girls same song 🎵 serenading. In 2020 when I was trying 2 move on from incubus & was texting 💬 a man I met b4 years ago at college, my mom turns on the radio 📻 to the station Alice? & not long after m5’s nobody’s love 💕 comes on. He’s toying 🧸 w/me. It had been more than or about a year I think 🤔? Since I checked on the incubus? Stroh news 📰 comes out & vids of her playing beautiful mistakes & wearing probably a large locket necklace. 6:58 am pdt he writes his own songs??? Or pay 💰 his own Shakespeare 2 write ✍️ sonnets = poems meant 2 convince women 2 have s*x with his clients/ (back is burning 🔥 coughing difficulty breathing. Had diarrhea essentially @ 6:17 am pdt) 4got the word commission pops n2 head I think 🤔 that’s the word. 7:02 am pdt Scott did choose 2 insert himself w/o condom w/o permission from me verbally & I did not nod my head & I also yelled out immediately when he started that we shouldn’t be doing that/this. Other guys at least respect that part. I think 🤔 maybe he is too used to getting what he wants? 7:05 am pdt after that, it was easy for him to stop talking to me/calling me. 7:06 am pdt

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Sumner stroh’s ig October 2021 post 7:17 am pdt

7:22 am pdt pain all around rib cage bone breaking now feels tight as if rib cage is a corset around my lungs 🫁... kagome... bird cage... incubus did this to me 2019. 😵😞😖😭😤🥵😤🥵 not nice. 7:24 am pdt incubus is extremely unkind to me. 7:25 am pdt every time I think I don’t have a husband, he hurts my ribs. 7:26 am pdt incubus is the worst husband in the universe. 7:27 am pdt incubus is the monster 👹 that lives in my dreams. 7:27 am pdt 🎶🎼🎵🎸

8:58 am pdt there was a (cramps feels like period or diarrhea while having a lot of rib cage area pain more gurgle more heat 😖😭😖😭😖😭😖😖😖😖😖😭😭😭😭 8:59 am pdt) an attractive young man working at the grocery store 🏬 & I think 🤔 he was maybe interested in me too. But, I felt like I maybe would lose control around him & I think I was also mayb shy around him. Bcz I was afraid & felt I could not trust myself around him , I tried to stay away from him. Bcz I was also shy a coworker misinterpreted/assumed the way I felt about him Bcz I maybe I didn’t say much to him so she shunned me. It was hard to put up 🆙 w/ being treated that way when I was trying to keep out if trouble due to boundary? Issues when dating men I was attracted to. Also when I took accounting 🧾 class a young man showed interest in me once, he was probably too young for me but I also 9:07 am pdt toilet 🚽

6 fe bru ar y 2023 Moon 🌙 day lunes getsuyoubi

9:35 am pdt I have never 👎 cut off anyone’s legs 🦵 that I can recall ⚖️🐍🦎🐊♎️🎹 9:36 am pdt 🗽👀👁👁9:38 am pdt 🧜‍♀️🧜‍♂️🧜9:41 am pdt ☯️9:44 am pdt

10:01 am pdt b4 2006, I was a little clumsy, & my hips would collide w/door knobs & sharp corners of kitchen counter tops? I have weird memories of doing that a lot it hurt a lot. 10:03 am pdt I guess it was prepaid karma bcz I don’t remember doing that to anyone b4 that happened to me. 10:04 am pdt I didn’t hang out w/many people either b4 then. 10:05 am pdt

I 10:25 am pdt when I lived in blossom hill, & I think I felt that Nick & “Brendan” had moved on, in an attempt to be cool 😎 I jumped off a few steps above ground from the stairs a few times. Each time I did it I felt my legs 🦵 hurt a lot. I think it shortened my legs 🦵. I don’t think I ever did that to anyone either. 10:30 🕥 am pdt

6:40 pm pdt I think 🤔 the incubus is against me bcz I embarrassed Nicolatian Nick. On MySpace years after high school 🏫 graduation 👩‍🎓 I found his account & he had changed his name to “nickolai” on it. I think 🤔 I embarrassed him Bcz I told a person & then it probably spread from there. I don’t have friends anymore. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ much bcz rarely anyone tells me anything but I thought I overheard something 2 make me believe that bcz my friend that I told did not tell me anything. One of his friends afterwards did treat me in a sorta not respectful way thinking back on it. I had started to like one of his friends & we flirted senior year, but he didn’t consider dating me, he instead went for a sophomore or freshman, & I heard he slept 🛌 w/ one of my friends. 6:50 pm pdt I felt guilty flirting w/him after she told me but whatever what is there to do. We never kissed. We touched each other’s hands 🙌 & he tickled my knees & he flipped my hair on a dare it seemed. 6:54 pm pdt (7:14 pm pdt even though we didn’t go that far , it felt sexually charged to me... I don’t know if he felt that way about the way we touched each other, but it was enough to trigger feelings of guilt when I thought 💭 about my friend 7:16 pm pdt) Nick wanted me to come to his workplace, on the opposite side of town, opposite direction of school 🏫, but I guess it wasn’t that far. 6:55 pm pdt he described he wanted me in the back room & he wanted to finger me. & then he asked me if I could come the upcoming weekend. I m guessing he probably would have taken it further if I chose to meet him there. Coincidentally I had to go to my dad’s place that weekend so I told him that. & then he didn’t ask again. It was the first time probably that I mentioned my dad bcz I don’t recall him having any curiosity to ask me anything personal. I wonder 💭 if it scared him that I had a dad? I wonder if he somehow knew things about me without asking... maybe 🤔 he had access to someone? Bcz it was weird, once I stepped away from the place I usually ate lunch at school 🏫, heart ♥️ pain 7:23 pmpdt, & it was the same place as his locker, & when I came back someone said he came by to his locker. Makes me think 🤔 that maybe 🤔 he’s psychic? Or he had lackeys. 🙇🙇🙇🙇. Why would a high school 🏫 student have lackeys? He rich 🤑 & powerful & I didn’t know any better? I guess that’s why he didn’t want to date me but use me like a prostitute. 7:26 pm pdt he dated someone named Chelsea in middle school 🏫 & I heard randomly that she did a blowjob on him the summer btwn 8th & 9th grade & I didn’t even talk to him until freshman year English class. But we rarely said a word to each other; I was shy & didn’t know much to say. This Chelsea I heard is the niece of a famous band from Bay Area. 7:30 🕢 pmpdt incubus is warning me I’m going to die or get destroyed if mention his work place. So I guess I’m not allowed 🚫 to say much. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ much about nicolatian but if involves treating women like playing cards & prostitutes I’m not sure 🤔 if I’d want to be married to a guy like that. Is that what swinging is? Hoshi = star ⭐️ nihongo. There’s a Mika nakashima song 🎵 I don’t know enough Japanese to know every word in the 🎵 song 🎶. Jordi? 7:36 pm pdt

7:50 pmpdt Nick’s mom I think 🤔 probably divorced Nick’s dad, remarried a Filipino man 👨, & Nick took his last name. His father’s... autocorrect says “name death cousin” so I guess I’m being threatened by the incubus. Cousin in the hotel 🏨? The one you told to that I have bad vibes? Why would anything I write ✍️ affect her now? Does Nick have lackeys at her current hotel 🏨 in the Bay Area & they are assassins? 7:55 pmpdt

8:12 pmpdt incubus is burning 🥵 me up 🆙 again I might as well be walking 🚶🏿‍♀️ on the sun ☀️ 🎵

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