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starlightseraph · 3 months

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finding out that gillian anderson likes women has been the best part of my week.

#‘i could be with a woman next year’#‘their gender is irrelevant’#these are quotes from her 😭#gillian anderson #my mother is 5 months older than her #so technically she’s NOT old enough to be my mother #the x files #x files #txf #msr #dana scully #david duchovny #fox mulder #sex education #sex ed netflix #starlightseraph’s brainrot

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benjis-house-boat · 10 months

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Imagine the conversation between Nimona, Bal, and Ambro about the Director's confession after the movie end Ambro: So that was really the Director confessing? It wasn't Nimona pretending to be her? Nimona: Oh yeah, I was being YOU at the time. Ambro: Wait, what? Okay, I need to see the uncut video now Bal: No, no you don't. Just... believe me, you don't want to see it Ambro: Why?! What did you do as me Nimona!? Nimona, pulling up the uncut video: Oh come on Evil Larry! I put on an AWESOME death scene! Ambro: Evil Larry? .... Wait, DEATH?!

#nimona #nimona film #ballister x ambrosius #ballister boldheart #ambrosius goldenloin #incorrect quotes #Ambrosius realizing he believed the woman willing to kill him over the man he loves #Ambrosius thinking “I'm gonna be saying sorry for the next few years”#Dude was very brainwashed #I like to imagine when the shock wears off they watch it for fun #Ambro telling Nimona “that was a bit much” about parts of it #Nimona being all “I had fun with it” with her Grin #Ambrosius tells Bal and Nimona that he came to the office just minutes later #all realize he could have fuggin DIED if Nimona and Bal hadn't gotten there first

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goldkirk · 2 months

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I DON'T HAVE TO LIE ANYMORE!

#I DON'T HAVE TO LIE ANYMORE ABOUT ANYTHING #IT DOESN'T HAVE TO OVERRIDE ALL OTHER PROGRAMMING EVER AGAIN #HA #MY GOD THAT FEELS LIKE TWO DECADES OF RELIEF #and I found out yesterday. that this year. next winter. it IS two decades. exactly. this is the year. every day i am shown new reminders #that keep me going in my mission to relearn to fully and instinctually trust my self #ever since [redacted therapist] asked me point blank and my IMMEDIATE response was complete disbelief #a firm 'you think there's any universe where i'd feel like i could trust myself? after my nonstop history of failures and being horrible?'#tone “No!” of disbelief #and a horrible way-too-harsh laugh that bolted out before I could strangle it off and stop it.#that woman never coddled my feelings any time I spoke something alarming or bullshit and that was so helpful to me #and the tone she let exist in her voice when she responded to me with a very uncharacteristic “Oh Katie.”#was so. so much more agonizing for me. than her responding with an immediate logical slam-dunk of the truth about healthy behavior and stuf #anyway ramble over i'm so tired. i've done so much trauma work this week i am Drained emotionally #now i see what the past several months but especially especially #the baffling (to me) infuriating out-of-control-speedrun-somatic-processing + every-health-condition-flaring slog that December and January #were for me when I hadn't expected anything to be wrong #...and the extremely specific way this certain zone and particular incident kept coming up over and over and over and over and OVER was not #a bug. it was a feature. thank goodness i trust myself for little things now bc that's the only way i was able to get to this other side #and look back and suddenly realize that my subconscious and body knew what they needed and had a plan in progress the whole time. just like #i rationally say I trust them to have and do.#and that perhaps maybe. for real for real instead of just TELLING myself hard enough a lie that i trust my self and i trust my body and tha #they always know their own needs and timing if really slow down and listen to them f u l l y #anyway. yeah. bye haha i need to stop oversharing on the internet #trauma evolution #shh katie #personal #my god. i wished for this day more than i wished for anything else my whole life. all these many many many many years. what magic.#add to journal #abuse

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hadesoftheladies · 25 days

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hate going for christian weddings sometimes because i always see the prettiest women with the ugliest men, the sermon is always some shit about wives being slaves (but not like bad slavery, mutual slavery except the husband is a benevolent master which makes it okay) and making babies for their husband, the music is always lame, the mc is always weird and obnoxious, and older women keep fucking asking me when it's gonna be my turn and never take no for an answer.

#mine #personal #brief storytime in the tags #one of my family friends got married and i was happy she was happy #her parents are like an aunt and uncle to me #i was happy to share that moment with them #we cried and laughed together #and my friends #their other daughters were on the line and looked gorgeous #it was just beautiful watching us all grow up in a way and move on to “the next” together #BUT #im a pastor's kid #and my dad loves weddings #he drinks them in whenever he can now especially because they make him happy and he's had to attend a lot more funerals this year #he's been burdened a lot by how many people he's had to bury and how many hospital visits he's had to do #so i was happy to see him happy too #it just all felt so bittersweet to me #because i know how badly my parents want this for me and for themselves #there was a daddy-daughters dance at some point and i could feel my dad beaming beside me watching that #and i was a little sad about it because i was like im never gonna give you that #this could be the best thing i could ever give you and i will never give you this #i can never kneel at an altar in front of a pastor and swallow that sermon #i would never marry a man in my generation #if i married a woman you and almost the entire tent filled with people that watched me grow up would not attend #my happiest day would be another funeral for you #it was worse because im kind of a small celebrity in this community because of my parents and their siblings who are politicians #so people i barely knew kept coming up and asking me when it would be my turn and how they so looked forward to the day #and i was like i love that we're a community here and i missed the pestering of aunts since i left church #but at the same time i was glad to remember why i left #there is no freedom to be myself at all with them because all they do is project their beliefs and ideas on me because that's what children

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questioning-culture-is · 10 months

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Questioning culture is wondering why you feel uncomfortable being called woman, but girl feels nice. You really don't believe in gender and find it pointless, but you like you're fem identity. I'm wondering is it because I don't feel matured enough so woman feels like something a title/label I'll grow into at a certain age?

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#questioning #questioning culture #questioning gender #gender #i don't know your age so i can't tell you whether you will just grow to feel like a woman within the next few years #i don't think people really associate man or woman with themselves until like their mid twenties but that's just my guess as an enby #and i think that girl has become basically equivalent to guy as well as boy so it describes more stages of development #and could also be viewed as a more general term including all ages of that gender #on top of that i think guy feels less restrictively gendered so someone might identify as “just some guy”#because it's more vaguely masculine than boy or man #and that might be the case for you as well #maybe girl just feels like a little bigger of a box

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johnny1note · 6 months

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In observing my sister's life of planning a wedding and also being a young woman whose friends are also getting married, it's dawned on me that there has to be a non-zero number of young ladies who have refused to be a bridesmaid because the dress that they would have been made to wear was immodest.

I have to wonder how that sort of thing goes down. Does it ruin the friendship? Do brides ever acquiesce and let them wear something different or change everyone's dress?

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ventiswampwater · 1 year

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thesis statement: threshold (2005) is a good show that should have gotten 73298493 more seasons purely bc of that blonde guy in it (sources: invalid/404/page not found)

#he v much plays a yes boss right away boss himbo in this.................#he's also v much the shows eye candy and spends a good chunk of it in various states of undress #truly incredible how he gets captured by the chick w/alien cooties w/his shirt on #suddenly cuts to him shirtless fjhjdsfhjdfsh #she was really Me 4 that ur honor #this is only scratching the surface of StupidDumb but I could NOT have this video buffering for 37473294839 years #his character in this show is Woman Right and Smart and I Walk Next To Her and Shoot Big Gun #imagine me channeling meg's icon energy and writin a fic for this guy from a show -3298932 ppl remember or know of its existence. imagine #he's v bf coded in this show. v dumbass coded as well #brian van holt #mine

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twistedmadara · 7 days

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i love this story, i love the history inspiration, i loooove the artwork, right now i especially love to see these characters grow. i love seeing the different directions their character arcs are taking them and at what stages they are in their personal development and that all characters get exposition, i love to see what events are impacting which characters which way, i love the lore, i love the gore and the intensity and that so many characters die dramatically (though at some point my heart might need a break), i fucking love everything about this manga right now and i am so glad that i am barely a third of the way through

#if it doesn't get better within the next few chapters #i'll have to stop #the beginnings might have been rough sailing for me #but i feel like also the maga itself improved #like the nakedness seems more balanced now #and not as a means to solely sexualise a woman/prepubescent girl #it all seems more balanced #tbh i've been thinking this for a while #maybe i haven't read enough manga and naruto has been part of my life for 13 years now #and so i only have naruto in my head #but even though jigokuraku is a completely different story #i kind of think that this is what naruto could have been if naruto were good #i feel like certain aspects of naruto that i had loved are present in this manga but so much better #and the female characters are well-written thank god #remember that part in my post (i'll have to read through my post again) where i say ? well just then it did get better boy oh boy #though some part of me gripes a little at all the characters being insanely beautiful who look like nothing more than like 25 #but it's manga haha and really i don't mind thaat much

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k1rishiki · 1 year

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it's 2023 and i'm still bitter about how kuroshitsuji, a complex slow burn mystery manga, got absolutely massacred by its shitty semi-episodic shota/fujobait anime adaptation

#like yeah the manga could be a bit questionable in the earlier parts (cough corset scene cough comedic relief grelle + soma & agni cough)#but almost all of that got retconned once yana toboso was allowed to have more creative freedom over her work #(and her editor's interference is something we Know had a p drastic effect on the series bc it Literally Gave Us Grelle (toboso wanted to #have a female jack the ripper but her editor said that if she did then she would've had to be working w a man. so in response toboso #decided that madam red's partner in crime would be as effeminate as possible so grelle was created in the vein of buffalo bill and then #only in her next appearance a few arcs later when the book of murder arc was over and done with was she acknowledged to be a trans woman #not the best situation for girlie overall but the manga started treating her much better over time + she slayed)#but the anime was on a whole different level s1 Literally ended while teasing a kiss between a grown adult and a 12 year old #and then s2 just made up random bullshit including a brand new 14 year old to ship bait w adults #and it doesn't help that whenever the series comes up everyone in the surrounding area becomes 50x more susceptible to false info #(see: undertaker's real name being shared around on an image that's literally watermarked by a TUMBLR HEADCANONS BLOG)#so there's a p decent subset of ppl who believe it was originally meant to be a yaoi (rumor that began from the same hc blog)#or that yana toboso is a shotacon (pr.osh.ippers on twt made that one up to try and win arguments)#i want the series to get the fmab treatment w a shiny new anime made by some1 other than a-1 pictures #bc we've seen what happens when they try and adapt the arcs that came out after they committed to the random bullshit plots of s1-2 #in the form of the book of murder circus & atlantic ovas. which are excessively plain and just streamlined disconnected and heartless #renditions of the manga arcs which will make no sense to anyone who hasn't already read it. they're like ufotable's fate route ova but at #least that has higher production values and is somewhat visually interesting #romeo.txt

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neverendingford · 23 days

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#tag talk #fuck. I might just be a straight woman.#like. I like men. and the more I transition the more I vibe with binary womanhood.#sure I don't like getting shoved into restrictive femininity. but I vibe with womanhood as separate from femininity.#anyway. I might be straight. and In ten years it's very possible that being trans becomes a much less huge part of my life #because it will stop being something that I do and something that I wish for and simply something that I am #yeah yeah whatever hi my name is Reggie and I like men #I just. as much as I don't like certain restrictive gender roles I find myself slotting very comfortably into others #and I realize that my idea of gender and their roles was very much shaped by my female role models growing up #and a lot of the disconnect and distress when growing up was due to not being able to follow the path everyone else did.#all my girl friends were growing up into women and I was stuck on the man track.#and being gay was the closest I could get to being myself #but I'm closer than I've ever been before to being able to live my truth as myself #still not gonna shave my legs unless it's sometime in the future for a very specific event.#I like them fuzzy. they make me feel cool.#I like having some cultural masculinity still. I just don't want to be defined by it #talking about my binary trans experience is always a little weird because I'm aware of how binary I'm describing things #and I get that if my words were used to describe someone else's experience it might end up sounding hella transphobic #but these words are for me. they're my experience. they're my life not someone else's.#and this is how my identity works.#it's like how feminism protects the right of trad wives to be trad wives.#we just gotta recognize that just because one woman wants to be the designated dishwasher not every woman feels that way.#anyway. I might be dating a guy by this time next week. he's cool so far and we kinda got match-made by a mutual friend #we watched Redline tonight and it's hella good #he's really cool but I feel like I've got something to provide and to bring to the relationship. so we're still on peer-level I think.#which is new. usually I'm way ahead of the other person. maybe my fault for fishing in the bad fish barrel #the emotionally damaged and burdened fish barrel.

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anthromimicry · 24 days

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#I'VE GROWN INTO A DEEPLY UNLOVABLE ADULT: playlist.#I know this is kind of a weird place to start with misao BUT I swear this song is relevant to her character jsjsj #During the 400 years she spent in Japan after she left home she had actually become acquainted with Japanese Pirates.#And she had joined them on their ' travels ' ( which basically just means raids / illegal exploits JSJSJ ).#But something unexpected happened during her time spent with them. There was one other woman on the ship and of course Misao wanted to try-#to connect with them as a result. And Misao was left being in complete wonder of her as she had never seen someone be so agile with a sword #before that point since the other woman in question ( her name was reika ) was known for being a BRILLIANT swordfighter. and due to her-#bunk being right above reika's they often found themselves have late night convo's with each other. And over time Misao felt this-#overwhelming feeling of warmth within her heart whenever she was around her as they soon began spending pretty much every single waking-#moment of their time together. And because Misao had never experience romantic love before this point she had thought she just held a deep-#admiration for Reika for a while. But then Reika volunteered to show Misao how to sword-fight and that's when she knew that she loved Reika #Because every single time she would physically correct Misao's stance with her hands or show her how to do a move more properly-#Misao felt this uncontrollable desire to kiss her. She just thought that Reika was so beautiful. And she wanted to have the spirit-#of a ' warrior ' just like her. So she reallyyy wanted for Reika to be her gf and after having a nightmare one night-#(because she is unfortunately plagued with them sometimes) and Reika expressed her concern for Misao by telling her that she could sleep-#in the same bed as hers Misao could've sworn that her heart stopped for a second and she was hesitant to at first but crawled in bed next-#to her anyhow in the end and after just laying there for a bit Reika turned to face her + just look into her eyes for a moment Misao asked-#if she could kiss her and Reika laughed and said something akin to ' oh if you only knew how long i've wanted for you to say that. -#of course you can ' and from that moment on Misao + Reika were a couple. And Misao was sooo in love with her that she wanted to find a way-#to make her immortal too. But decided not to when the topic was met with Pity by Reika whenever Misao finally revealed to her what she-#really is. Though the years that Misao spent with her were perhaps the happiest she's ever had. And she still loves Reika to this day.#She is also the reason why Misao wants to perfect her sword-fighting skills. Because she wants to make Reika proud of her.#... wherever she may be.#NO SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT. NOT FOR YOU: character study.

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g0dtier · 9 months

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yall i went to a medieval fantasy fair festival thing for the first time of my life and definitely had some kind of sexual awakening at 28 years old

#holy shit at linen shirts i guess. does that count as a fetish?#also i want a fucking cape #and a big hammer #and one of those alchemist glasses?#thats actually top priority #i bought a bracelet and lost it within 30 mins and was too embarrassed to tell my friends #shit was in the woods it was amazing. i saw a woman in a bird witch outfit and she was like 64 i love her #next year im definitely going all days and getting a tent there #there were soooo many people i knew too lmfao i really have been hanging with these people for years without ever going myself #and people of all ages!!#THERE WAS AN HONEST TO GOD BLACKSMITH #also i could make mad bank in that place #they were selling shit i could easily make on my own like potion holders n shit for like 25-30 euros #the entire time i was like damn i have enough shit laying around to make like 20 of these

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tkbrokkoli · 4 months

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i can start T today 🥳

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gingerwerk · 4 months

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Absolutely dosing myself with nighttime cold medicine and praying to get more than 7 hours of sleep

#when you literally could not get the child proof cap off as an almost 29 year old woman #so you took a hammer and a nail to the cap and create a Gatorade squeeze bottle situation #also currently crying because I laid down and Eddie immediately came running to lay next to me 😭

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umilily · 5 months

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the poll on hated subjects in school made me remember the single most unhinged class i ever had, which was my last politics lesson in 10th grade. everyone (first and foremost our teacher) was screaming and insulting each other. people were crying and some just deadass left out of protest in the middle of it. it was absolutely surreal.

#lily talks #it's been a while but iirc the whole thing happened bc of a discussion about israel #which in light of recent events feels incredibly ironic #i do not say this lightly but the woman teaching the class had ISSUES #certainly on a personal level #but also it was actually harrowing to witness this person using her postion (teaching politics and ethics) for no other reason than to forc #her own political believes onto as many kids as possible #and if anyone dared to disagree (which of course little me did first thing when she took over the class in 8th grade) she not only gave us #bad grades for the entire 3 years we had her class (of coruse with no good reasoning even just to pretend)#but also dubbed all of them nazis or sexist or any other wildly problematic thing you could imagine #even if and in most cases especially when it had absolutely nothing to do with the topic at hand #naturally everyone present quickly developed a rather sarcastic and grim sense of humor when dealing with this person #like 'what crime will i be accused of this week? find out after the break'#my personal highlight still was the time i was supposed to describe a very low-res black and white picture with a woman and #a lot of boxes full of fresh produce #which i phrased as such but then made the mistake of adding that i (due to the quality) could not make out where this was taken #which was my teachers cue to spend the next 5 minutes reprimanding me bc apparently 'THIS WOMAN HAS HER OWN STORE!' (good for her)#and by not mentioning that i was being misogynistic #so there. now you know it. i am a horrible person who uses the medium of overhead transparencies to spread misogyny.#anyway-#the truly entertaining thing was the guy who had to do the same with the next picture which was some dude selling kebab #for some reason the teacher liked him even though he constantly made fun of her #i don't know if she just didn't get it?#so he came up with the fanciest most over the top proper officialese for saying 'kebab guy'#naturally she sang the highest praises #moral of the story: when in doubt call the kebab vendor of your trust 'Fachkraft für Rollfleisch-Management'

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lilflowerpot · 1 year

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nintendo really dropped some TotK gameplay without warning and I’m-!!!!!!!!!!! forgive me while I scream but it’s //so beautiful// I mean BotW was already gorgeous but with the addition of all those skylands (with seemingly unique flora?) and, by the looks of it, potential for the pre-established stables to perhaps start building and expanding as settlements, it feels like it’s really shaping up to be an absolutely //stunning// sequel that pays homage to SS in the best way and i’m sososo h y p e d

#i am a simple of woman of simple wants #if you give me cute little islands in the sky with cute little robots while still retaining that overgrown fantasy vibe OFC i'm happy #their little n o i s e s 😭#though @ the translation team.. why would you change 'golem' to 'construct'?? super unnecessary and just objectively worse??#other than that i have no complaints i am full of joy and going to spend literally all my time making The Most Extravagant Boat #zelda who? sorry queen link's on his own quest now and it's giving ac:nh #nothing but love & respect for mr aonuma & whole creative team (シ_ _)シ #this is going to be my entire personality for the next year and no i won't apologise #now if the uk store could actually make the collector's edition available to preorder that would be ✨perfect✨#the author speaks #LoZ #TotK spoilers

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