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zujime · 2 years
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Could we have nsfw headcanons for Kakyoin x fem! reader?
I got inspired by your Jotaro one :3
KAKYOIN NSFW HCS
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kakyoin x f!reader
CW → nsfw, praise kink, overstim, edging, marking, pegging, anal play, oral (f)
unedited and possible grammar errors
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→ he seems like a switch.
→ would definitely let you dominate him and milk him dry, and he’d go crazy if you praise him, telling him how good he’s making you feel and how good of a boy his is. also he isn’t crazy about breeding but he likes the idea. if you ever ask him to im bed, he’d be glad to fill you up with his seed and watch as some of it leaks out.
→ he loves edging and overstimulation, both receiving and giving but prefers being edged and overstimulated. he just love how you keep building him up in hopes of finally getting an orgasm, just to pull your hand away and watch his body tense up and shake at the denial. and the painful pleasure of you overstimulating him, he loves it so much.
→ he doesn’t really like degrading you, the most he���d call you is “my dirty slut” but he’d cringe at the sound of it and usually (which is always) never say it. he’s more of a praise guy because he loves you so much and couldn’t bear to say anything demeaning to you, plus he loves telling you how good you feel.
→ he was into pegging and anal play (on himself) in general, so for the longest time whenever you weren’t home or when he’s given privacy, he would use a butt plug or a dildo every so often. so, if you caught him or being up pegging he’s a little sheepish about it all, but he’s willing to do it with you and it becomes a common occurrence after the first time.
→ when he’s domming though, he’s such a soft pleasure dom. there’s occasions where he’ll be a little mean but that’s every once in a blue moon. other than that, he’s eating you out without a thought. he could give less of a damn about whether or not he gets to cum, he just wants to make you cum over and over again for him until you can hardly even think.
→ there are definitely times when you’d both wake up and the first thing he does is eat you out for breakfast and you’re always like “baby, i gotta go brush my teeth” but he is not letting you go until he gets three orgasms out of you.
→ marking is a half and half, he just likes when you leave hickeys and scratch marks all over him, but he isn’t crazy about leaving them on you unless you ask.
→ he’s so cute though. sex with him is always soft and passionate because he just needs to show you how much he love you.
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shanniees · 5 months
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ׄ ๓ ִ ׄ ♪ ִ Jotaro Kujo ∥ Calidez
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Tú.
Siempre fuiste la felicidad de Jotaro, la luz de su vida, el nunca espero conocerte.
Piensa que no te merece, no merece tu amor hacia el, no merece esa risa tan hermosa que ilumina su vida tan oscura.
Pero el no puede soportar estar lejos de ti.
"Hmm...se siente cálido estar cerca de ti" Murmuró Jotaro aferrándose a tu abrazo, queriendo estar cerca de tu calidez. Te sentías sorprendida nunca habías escuchado a Jotaro decir esas palabras, siempre pensabas que el era un hombre cerrado al mundo, y su corazon fuera de hielo.
"..."
La primera vez que conociste a Jotaro fue hace mucho tiempo, el y tú erais unos niños inocentes del mundo cruel que os rodeaban, ajenos a la verdad alrededor de ustedes dos.
Conociste a Jotaro cuando tenías la edad de 7 años, caminabas felizmente después de salir del colegio, ibas al mismo colegio que Jotaro, pero, al pasar cerca del parque de juegos cerca del colegio viste a un niño pelinegro con ojos azules, lo reconociste en ese momento, era Jotaro, no sabías mucho de Jotaro, pero cuando lo viste ahi el solo sentado en el columpio te sentiste preocupada por el pequeño niño de tu edad.
Era simpatía, sentiste esa sensación dentro de ti por el pequeño, no tuviste otra elección que acercarte a el y preguntarle que le pasaba.
Al final lo que te dijo el pequeño Jotaro fue solo que se sentía molesto ya que lo habían molestado, desde ese día te hiciste amiga de Jotaro, siempre ustedes dos ibais juntos después de salir del colegio, conociste a su madre, Holly, es una mujer muy amable y simpática aunque nunca supiste del padre de Jotaro, solo sabías que su padre era un hombre ocupado.
Pasaron los años, tú y Jotaro ahora teníais 17 años, descubriste el stand de Jotaro: Star platinum, era muy increíble para tí, aunque tu no tenias uno, pero después de que te enteraste de lo que le paso a la madre de Jotaro, decidiste ayudar a Jotaro y al grupo a derrotar al malvado vampiro llamado Dio.
Después de la derrota del Vampiro, que lamentablemente murieron Kakyoin, Avdol y el perrito tan tierno que amabas mucho, Iggy, terminaste casándose con Jotaro y teniendo una hija con el, Jolyne.
Eres el mundo para Jotaro, el nunca podría soportar perderte.
Eres la calidez de su vida.
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tomboyjessie13 · 1 year
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Last Train Home ~Medea's Lullaby~
(Warning: Huge spoilers to "Stardust Crusaders")
~Train to Cairo - January 1989~
Kakyoin and Medea are discharged from the Hospital in Aswan after having their injuries healed by the Speedwagon Foundation, they're catching up with the others at Cairo by Sleeper train. They're both in the train's dining car.
Kakyoin: *Checking his eye scars on a spoon* Looks like they're never going away, how am I gonna explain this to my parents?
Medea: They'll understand, you guys just have to come up with an excuse. *Turning on Kakyoin's walkman*
Kakyoin: *Looks over and sees the tape inside the walkman* "Pat Metheny Group"? I don't remember owning that tape.
Medea: I bought it, it was on sale at the Khan el-Khalili two months ago and I wanted a listen, their music's alright. *Puts on one earbud*
Kakyoin: Can I listen?
Medea: Sure, it's your walkman. *Gives him another earbud*
Both: *Listening to it's music, soon "Last Train Home" begins to play*
Medea: *Mumbling along to the melody*♩ ♪ ♫ ♬ ♭
Kakyoin: Sorry?
Medea: *Stops mumbling* Oh uh, I've uh been making up lyrics for it, don't know what'll be for though.... It's weird, I know.
Kakyoin: It's fine....
~Cairo, Hotel room - January 1989~
Everyone inside the room having dinner in the room, except for Medea and Iggy, she's sitting criss cross on a chair outside on the balcony while watching the sunset by the Pyramids over the horizon, an injured Iggy was sleeping on her lap.
Medea: *Petting Iggy*.......*Starts singing* ♬​​​​​​​This long journey's approaching its end, we have come so far, well done my friend....We're nearly there, so please don't despair...I promise you, you're not alone. I want all of you on the last train home♬
Kakyoin: *By the doorway* Nice lyrics.
Medea: *Startled, waking up Iggy* AH! OH! Oh, it's you. *Gently sets Iggy down on, he wobbles inside*
Kakyoin: So you finally found inspiration for the music?
Medea: *Looking away, blushing* Maaaaaaaybe.
Kakyoin: It's about us isn't it?
Medea: What's your point? >_>
Kakyoin: Admit it, you like us. >:-3
Medea: *Pushes his face* Screw off, Cherry boy! DX
Kakyoin: Hahahahaha! XD
Joseph: What's going on out there?
Medea: Nothing, ya old goat! Shove some food in your big fat mouth!
~Cairo, the next night - January 1989~
Half of the city is in total shambles, innocent civilians killed senselessly, lots of property damage, just all around chaos caused by the wicked Vampire, DIO.
But worst of all; Avdol and Iggy got killed prior to the madness, and Kakyoin's bleeding out after getting punched through the stomach by [The World] into a water tower, slowly dying. While DIO is busy chasing Joseph across the city, Medea hastily climbed up the building with her Stand to the shattered water tower.
Medea: *Climbing and panting* Kakyoin!...Hah...hah...Kakyoin! *Climbs up to the rooftop, seeing Kakyoin hanging helplessly from the tower.* Hah...hah...[FLOGGING MOLLY]! *They go to take his body out of the tower, carrying him to Medea bridal style, she got on her knees as they put him down on the roof in front of Medea. She cradles his head and shoulders as he lies limp* ...Oh god... *Sees the hole in his stomach and panics in horror* Avdol, Iggy, now you!? This is all my fault, all of this happened because of me!
Kakyoin: *Looks up at Medea weakly*
Medea: ???
[Hierophant Green]/Kakyoin: *Using his Stand to communicate in a hoarse voice*..... Don't... blame yourself... I knew... what I was getting into...
Medea: But...
[Hierophant Green]/Kakyoin: I don't have much time left...I'm using the last of my strength to communicate like this...
Medea: *Freaking out* Oh my god, we need to call the SPW! Maybe they can-
[Hierophant Green]/Kakyoin: *Cups her face weakly* It's a fatal wound...They won't be able to fix this...
Medea: *She grabs his hand* You can't die! You just can't die! You were supposed to return home safely! You were supposed to tell the others about [The World]! *Sobbing*
[Hierophant Green]/Kakyoin: ...I know... please... stay with me until...
Medea: *Nods*..... *Singing while crying* ♬​​​​​​​N-now's the time for us all to take a stand, as our footprints fade away into the sand... *Sniffles*
Kakyoin: *He smiles while listening* .....*His Stand slowly fades away as the light leaves his eyes, soon he closes them* ......
Medea: ♬We will not forget what happened here...as we head into the great unknown... I...I need all of you on... the last train... home♬
Kakyoin: ...... *His hand goes limp and his body went cold, he has died her arms.*
Medea: ....Noriaki?....Noriaki!.......... *She moves his hair to kiss his forehead, tears start to spill out onto his face, she finally breaks down sobbing as she hugs his lifeless body* ...Noriaki..... *Screaming in anger and grief* DIOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! MURDEREEER!!!!!!! MURDEREEEEEERRRRR!!!!!!!.....
~Budogaoka General Hospital, Morioh - June 1994~
Medea: *Sitting upright in bed in a fetal position, tired* ............
Doctor: Tachibana... Tachibana... TACHIBANA!
Medea: *Snaps out of it* Huh?
Doctor: Is everything alright? You kinda spaced out there.
Medea: Y-yeah, I was just thinking.
Doctor: Alright, *goes to the door* although I'm gonna have to send a nurse in to keep an eye on you until your husband arrives, y'know to make sure you don't do anything reckless here.
Medea: Understandable... *Doctor leaves the room* ........ *hears a baby crying* Hm? *Sees hospital crib in the room*..... *Slowly gets out of bed and walks to the crib* .....*looks over to see a crying baby girl in there* Shuuuuuu... it's ok, mommy's here. *Picks her up and takes her back to bed, sitting in a criss-cross postion* .... *Sings* ♬​​​​​​​This long journey's approaching its end, we have come so far, well done my friend....We're nearly there, so please don't despair...I promise you, you're not alone. I want all of you on the last train home♬
Baby: *Starts calming down in her arms*
Medea: ♬​​​​​​​Now's the time for us all to take a stand, as our footprints fade away into the sand... We will not forget what happened here, as we head into the great unknown...I need all of you on the last train home♬
Baby: *Falls asleep in her arms*
Medea: *Smiles* ...Sweet dreams, Noriko...
~End~
The Lyrics actually came from MasakoX's cover of the song under the same name, just for fun.
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dogsofardour · 10 months
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Ohohohoho! It has clearly been TOO long since I've subjected you guys to my Jotileen Agenda, but first. Allow me to fire the beams of Demi Jotaro Kujo directly into your eyeballs.
Many thanks to the peeps on the discord server who encouraged me to write this!
tw: brief mention of perverted things and general jjba violence and language.
This boy has grown up in the 70s-80s, has no concept of 'demi' as a thing, is so FUCKIN frustrated as a kid to teenager because DAMN IT is there something wrong with him?? He loves his mom! So he's capable! So, why doesn't he get crushes like his classmates do? He has Friends, he gets friendship, it's fun!
But when he overhears guys talking about the girls they like he just…
Like for instance, if we were to liken a scenario from a scene from Evangelion, where Shinji is looking at Rei, and when Toji and Kensuke notice they begin teasing him "Oh??? What?? You like her??? You like her...legs? Her....chest?"
Instead it's Jotaro in middle school overhearing the other kids saying "oh she's so cute and kissable! We nearly held hands!" and holding hands is nice... but what about that girl makes these kids Want to do this?
Then of course, as he gets to high school, shit gets more perverted with teens.
So he hears, and has been complained to about how this guy just WISHES this classmate would just, like sit closer next to him so he can look up her skirt and he's?? disgusted! That's creepy as shit.
And the guy sees Jotaro's reaction (cause if there's anything he displays openly its disgust) and goes "well you want to, too right?"
"you don't see a girl's *insert body part here* and want a date?"
Maybe that's one of the first times Jotaro actually punches someone.
Of course, add in the fact that as he's grown older, he's getting more attention from girls in his class and he's double frustrated!!
"I don't get it, why are you following me? What do you expect?" He uses his words first, before he decides it best just to tell them to LEAVE HIM ALONE and FUCK OFF.
"Well, you're really tall and dreamy... I've never seen eyes like yours before," one fangirl explains.
"That's... it?"
"I mean, what else is there?"
That shit HURTS.
When Jotaro meets Eileen... he's annoyed as shit.
He's got the weight of an entire person on his back, and the new revelation that, yes he and his family are in danger! He does not need Another Fuckin Person Bothering him, or saying "Jojooooo!♪" and clinging onto his shoulder.
So, when Eileen is actually, genuinely pissed AT Jotaro about how suspicious he's being, and 'where are you taking that boy to??? Is HE alright??'
He gets a little shock. He's still pissed, and doesn't quite trust this girl who's following home. But if she's being truthful... He might respect her.
Eileen continues to assert herself. She stays, she fusses over Kakyoin.
She overhears what the rest of the group is talking about. "This great evil? He MIND CONTROLS PEOPLE? HIS 'FLESHBUDS' FEAST ON THEIR HOST AS WELL AS CONTROL THEM?"
"I'm helping you."
They kind of forgot she was there.
"No you're not. What do you think you're going to do? Stay out of it," is the longest string of sentences Jotaro has said to her so far.
"I have a 'stand' too."
So. She stays for the evening, and says she'll be back in the morning "packed to go" and if they leave without her she is "going to tear" their behinds a new one. It isn't particularly threatening but Jotaro's endeared by her commitment.
Holly gets sick. Eileen comes to the house right after the Foundation has been called but before the doctor's arrived.
Jotaro gets to know Eileen more, it would be hard not to.
She brought cards for the plane ride, trying to keep everybody in a relatively light mood. He can see her hands shaking as she deals hands, so it has to be for her own sake too.
(she's terrified of flying)
And the adventure goes on. She asserts herself as a person to Do things with, she's interested in what Jotaro has to say.
She isn't gobsmacked or, whatever like those other girls were. She likes hearing him talk about his favourite music, the book he was reading, what he was doing while he was absent from school, "You were in JAIL??"
"Mmhmm."
"WELL, what was it like???"
"I drank beer and did research."
"ALCOHOL?!"
Her reactions are really funny too!
So now Jotaro has friends, friends his age. Kakyoin and Eileen. It feels nice, belonging.
It's during Strength, hilariously enough, that Jotaro feels something shift.
He really likes her. He really cares about what she has to say, too.
It's different then that easy snarky dynamic between him in Kakyoin. She's funny too, it's a part of their dynamic. So it can't be -- it can't be that he's more comfortable making jokes with Kakyoin.
This craving for emotional intimacy starts slow, small.
And Jotaro really wants to impress Eileen. He would.
It would also be nice, if they could have lunch together. Maybe the two of them alone?That's... New. Jotaro likes either being alone entirely, or in a group. What's the deal?
It's around The Sun, that their friendship is truly solidified (given enough material) and this want that he has, for Eileen to look at him like he's really special is...well it's hard to ignore.
I think if the circumstances were different, if SDC wasn't such a trauma bonder between the two of them (with ALL of them let's be honest) his interest in Eileen would have taken longer.
But these experiences are so intense. All of these friendships feel like they're set in concrete instantly.
It's devastating to think of anybody dying. So Jotaro does not think about it.
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ahoge-fish · 2 years
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♪ "You don't know what you deserve
And that's why you end up hurt
But you never listen
Take my advice as criticism
Then make the worst decisions
Don't bite your lip or grit your teeth
Just count to ten and try to breathe
You stupid bitch, can't you see
The perfect one for you is me?" ♪
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Speak up!
"Are you sure you don't want to come with us?" Alexandra said in a hopeful tone, near the door of her and Jotaro's shared apartment, keys in her hand. 
Jotaro remained silent, staring at the black screen of the TV while sitting on the couch. He always had a frown on his face, it was basically his normal expression, but that evening was more evident than usual.  
"...I can wait for you to get dressed." Alexandra said, leaning slightly her weight on her left leg while fidgeting with the keychain attached to her keys. 
"But can he?" Jotaro asked with so much bitterness in his voice while always staring at the black screen, already knowing the answer. 
Alexandra and her boyfriend, Elijah, organized an outing in which all of their shared friends could've joined if they wanted to. In the end, none of them could so it was just Alex and Elijah. 
He and Jotaro didn't get along at all basically from the first moment they laid eyes on each other in the University. Jotaro always tried to get Alex away from that guy, but then their small group of friends formed and it happened that Elijah was one of the girls' best friend of the group. He wasn't happy about that either. 
Jotaro saw how Elijah manipulated all the people around him with his charm and his fake friendliness, but all of the group just said that he thought of that about him just because he didn't like him. Same thing for Elijah: he thought that Jotaro was just some selfish asshole that couldn't even take a joke. 
The group simply tried to get them to go along, but failed miserably. They all didn't want them to go away though, so they had to deal with their bickering. 
Alexandra and even Kakyoin and Yanyu, who were in the same friend group but went to different Universities, were on Jotaro's side. They believed in him, for sure he wasn't coming up with all of that just for attention. All of them even learned to better analyze the people around them after the trip to Egypt, so they also agreed with Jotaro because they saw the same things.
But since Elijah was particularly interested in Alex, he always spent a lot of time with her and in the end it ended up messing with Alex's mind a bit. Because of their moments together, she wasn't fully convinced that he was the type of guy that Jotaro described. But she still had one eye open for him. 
When Alexandra explained the situation to Jotaro, Kakyoin and Yanyu, the first one was the most shocked among the three of them. 
But I mean, it's not like he could've imposed his way of thinking on another person. He was just kinda mad and also a little bit scared to lose her childhood friend, who had some difficulties in rejecting people's confessions. 
So when Alexandra announced to him that she and Elijah got together two weeks ago, Jotaro didn't have the best of reactions. 
"Yes, he can. And if he says something about it, I'll make sure to give him a lesson." Alexandra responded, crossing her arms. 
Jotaro scoffed and lowered his head for a moment. Then he got up and headed towards the kitchen. 
Alexandra remained in her spot for a moment, before hearing running water coming from the sink. She decided to go check what he was doing: Jotaro was just washing an apple that he took from the fruit basket. 
After washing it, he closed the tap and bit on the apple without looking behind him, knowing well that Alex was observing. 
"You'd better go. Don't make your fantastic boyfriend wait." Jotaro said sarcastically, slightly emphasizing the 'fantastic' part. 
Alexandra sighed sadly at that. She knew that he was upset about them being together, but it wasn't like she had eyes just for Elijah and forgot about Jotaro! So what was he upset about?
"So I guess you don't want to come." She muttered, moving her eyes from Jotaro to the pavement. 
"You have such a great intuition." Jotaro said again using sarcasm in his tone, biting the apple again. When he was mad or disappointed, he rarely behaved like he was doing in that moment, so that just made Alexandra more sad. 
"Look, I know you hate him, but why are you acting so coldly with me?" Alexandra said with a slight hurt tone, almost cracking her voice, while getting closer to Jotaro who was still turned around. 
He again remained silent, stopping chewing the piece of fruit in his mouth for a second before starting again and swallowing it. He looked at the sink, staring at the water drops that moments ago came out from the tap. 
His gaze drifted all around the objects in front of him, trying to ignore the stinging sensation in his chest. 
He hated hearing that tone of voice coming out of Alexandra's lips. 
He hated that situation.
He hated that someone took away Alexandra from him again.
He hated that he couldn't speak out his feelings so easily in all of these years, what was blocking him? Probably the fact that she kept getting a boyfriend, and as selfish as it might sound, it was such a relief every time they broke up. 
Was he really the selfish piece of shit like Elijah said for thinking like that? He sure hated seeing Alexandra sad, but the fact that she returned to be single always felt like a happy feeling. 
He wanted Elijah and Alexandra to break up so badly; he was her fourth boyfriend, but that was Jotaro's first time acting like he did in those two weeks because of Alex's boyfriend.
He hated Elijah terribly. 
And loved Alexandra so much.
It was when the freckled called his name again that he finally turned around, but slowly. 
That evening he didn't look at Alex so much, he was minding his own business the whole time she was getting ready, so he only noticed a thing when he was looking at her at that moment. 
"I thought you didn't like that shirt." Jotaro said, giving a quick glance to her shirt and then looking at her eyes. It was too revealing for Alex's tastes, and she was even planning to throw it away or to recycle it for something.
She covered herself with her jean jacket more, looking embarrassed at her side. She looked uncomfortable in that outfit, and that clicked something in Jotaro's mind. 
"Don't tell me you're wearing it just because he likes it." The ravenette said in all seriousness, lowering the apple from his mouth that he was about to bite. 
"What? No! I… I changed my mind. It's pretty cute." Alexandra said, trying to convince not just Jotaro but even herself. She hated that shirt, and sadly what Jotaro said was the truth… She didn't want to admit that though. 
"Stop with the bullshit, you know you're bad at lying. Go change into something you like at least." Jotaro said, grabbing Alex from the arm. The dark ginger snatched her arm from his grip, making him frown more and his eyes widen slightly. 
The ravenette looked into the girl's green eyes for a long moment. 
"What?" Alexandra asked, chuckling drily, and Jotaro started to get more worried about his dear friend. 
She learned a lot from Jotaro about confidence, both in just observing him and actually talking about it with him. But she still had to learn that she couldn't be at everyone's service. 
She was like that: she genuinely wanted to make everyone happy, that's why she almost never said anything that went against people's desires. That meant also going out of her comfort zone.
It's like she didn't care about herself. 
Jotaro sighed heavily. Not because he was disappointed in her, but because he had to somehow cool down from all the anger that was building up in that moment because of her so-called "boyfriend". 
He was the selfish piece of shit.
Didn't he notice her discomfort? It was just such an easy and obvious thing to do for Jotaro, probably because he and Alexandra could communicate so smoothly without using words. Not only thanks to the fact that they have known each other practically for a lifetime, but also because using gestures and facial expressions was their only way of communicating as children, so they were very good at it.
But then Jotaro realized that Elijah didn't know Alexandra like he did, so he probably didn't notice how she felt. But still, couldn't he ask her if she was comfortable with wearing such a revealing shirt?
Or maybe he did notice but didn't give a fuck about it?
Also, when did Elijah even have the occasion to see that shirt? Or worse, seeing her in that?
He was about to see her in that revealing piece of clothing again and Alexandra didn't like that.
And Jotaro didn't like that even.
Thoughts came in the ravenette's mind from left to right, and he didn't have any way to stop them. 
"You didn't answer my question." Alexandra said, starting to get impatient while covering herself again with her jacket crossing her arms. 
"That's not important, you're not going out like that."
"Wha- it's not important?? You've been treating me like shit ever since I told you about me and Elijah! And what does it mean that what's going on between the two of us isn't important?! It is even more important than the relationship with my boyfriend!" Alexandra exclaimed in a hurt tone, squeezing the material in her closed palms to the point of making her knuckles white. "...and I wear what I want, thank you." She hesitantly spoke at the end, almost like a whisper. 
My boyfriend. 
Hearing those two words hurted a lot.
But the thing that relieved him a bit, is that she used 'it is more' and even emphasized the last word, like it was a fact. 
So she really overpowered their friendship over her and Elijah's relationship. 
Jotaro took another bite from the apple in his hand, while staring at Alexandra with his stinging turquoise eyes. 
They didn't break eye contact for what felt like ages, but he could see that Alexandra was getting more and more uncomfortable with that. So he closed them for a second and inhaled. 
"I'm not saying that our friendship isn't important, hell if I thought like that then you were already walking in the streets towards Elijah. What I'm worried about right now is the fact that you are dressed like that against your will." 
Alexandra tried to say something to that, but Jotaro put his palm in front of her, stopping whatever she was about to say. 
When he was sure that Alexandra took his message to not say anything, he lowered his arm. 
"Do you think that I can't see the discomfort in your face? Or in the way you try to cover yourself more?" Jotaro said calmly, making Alexandra gulp. 
"Can we not talk about that for a second, but instead talk about you?" Alexandra said using his same tone of voice, but more worried. "Please?" 
Jotaro remained silent for the third time that evening, showing again that he didn't want- or couldn't talk about himself.
His feelings. 
The two best friends were both so stubborn, putting each other before themselves.
Alexandra knew that what Jotaro was saying was the truth, but she wanted to let him vent and speak about himself and what's been bothering him. Instead, Jotaro thought that what he felt in two weeks was not as important as the fact that Alexandra had to go out of her comfort zone just for a piece of shit. 
She liked trying out new things, but obviously she couldn't like all of them. And she definitely didn't like what she was about to do for Elijah. 
"I know you hate being late, so why are you still here? Go change into some-" 
"Because I care about YOU!" Alexandra exclaimed. 
Well, that was not actually a surprise, but it sure hit his heart in the right places. 
But then again, Jotaro's mind drifted into other thoughts: does not caring about being late mean that she actually didn't want to go out with Elijah? 
No, it was too thought through. But the tone she used when she asked him if he wanted to come confirmed his theory. 
"Can you stop talking about me and actually try to talk about yourself?!" Alexandra desperately said. 
"I'd say the same thing to you." Jotaro coldy responded. 
Alexandra grunted, because she knew she was being inconsistent. But Jotaro was acting like that too!
"Stop, just stop it!" Alexandra said, putting a hand on her hair while moving around the kitchen. "Can't you see that you're the one with the main problem here?! I don't know how much you can do without words in this case, but if you don't want to use them then at least try to show me what I did wrong to make you act like this with me!" The girl said, gesturing at herself. "You didn't even try to do that in these two weeks, but instead you just kept acting coldly with me like I did something horrible to you! I've been patient for all of this time, and I would've understood your behavior if I did something wrong, but I didn't and all of this is pissing me off!" 
Jotaro kept staring at her instead, while she was trying to cool herself down by taking a deep breath. 
After all Alex didn't do anything bad to him like she said, so why was he acting like that?
Was it because he was jealous? Probably, he was tired of seeing other people take Alexandra away from him. But then he had to be mad at those people, so why was he treating her like shit? 
Maybe because she couldn't see him?
While in his thoughts, he bite the apple unconsciously. From the outside he looked like he didn't give a fuck, zoning out and ignoring her best friend while eating nonchalantly an apple. 
But in his mind, there was a big brainstorming going on. 
"And stop eating that fucking apple like you don't give a fuck!" Alexandra exclaimed irritably, making the boy avert his gaze from somewhere in the room to the angry eyes in front of him.  
Jotaro lowered the apple from his mouth and put it on the counter behind him. Alexandra usually didn't care when Jotaro did other things during their discussions, because she knew that he was always thinking about her same subject. 
This time she did, probably out of frustration, because she was sick of the situation they were in. 
She simply wanted to know what she did wrong. 
"Were you doing it out of spite? Did you really get down to such low levels?" The angry girl asked, putting her hands on her hips.
"Why would I do it out of spite-"
"Ooooh so there's another reason for that?! Like, you weren't treating me like shit just because I made a decision that made me be the asshole's girlfriend, and that was 'a way to make you understand' that my decision was fucking stupid?!" Alexandra exclaimed, trying to mimic a deep voice in between the quotation marks. She started to build up more anger as the time passed, making her speak loudly. 
But even Jotaro didn't know why he acted so coldly towards her in those two weeks. 
Well, maybe because he wanted her attention? He wanted her to finally notice him? 
Jotaro thought that those reasons were too pathetic, so he slightly shook his head to send them away for then looking at Alex. 
"So you finally understood that yours was a dumb decision." Jotaro said, ever so slightly raising his voice to make her understand that he didn't like her yelling. 
But with that phrase he also did want to try something.
"You- oh my fucking god, so in the end that was out of spite?! Well thank you, I already knew that the time I acted like a fucking weakling when he asked me to be his girlfriend!" Alexandra finally admitted out loud, making her exhale sharply and shaky breaths. 
Bingo. 
Jotaro shifted position a bit, now having both of his hands in his pockets. He looked down with his eyes closed while he was laying himself against the counter. 
He at least managed to make her admit the situation to herself. 
He then looked up to Alex, who was staring somewhere in front of her. He could see her eyes getting glossier and reddish, while blinking to focus her vision. Her lower lip instead twitched now and then. 
God he hated so much seeing her like that. 
At that moment he wanted to hug her, while caressing her head and playing with her long wavy hair and her rebel big tuft that popped out from it. 
But he knew that if he acted like that in that moment, she would've shooed him away.
"No, no no no no…" Alexandra whispered to herself with her hands covering her face, while walking around the room a bit; Jotaro's eyes always focused on her movements. 
She remained still in front of the window, until she looked up at the ceiling for a second before turning again towards the tall ravenette. 
Alexandra stared at him for a couple of seconds, before walking slowly towards him with her index finger up. 
"Don't you dare make this discussion about me. Because if you didn't act like an asshole for these two weeks, everything would've been fine between us and this discussion wouldn't exist. But you've created the problem and so we talk about YOU, not ME." Alexandra said slowly and firmly, raising her tone of voice when emphasizing some words. 
"Well, this is also about you if you think about it." Jotaro said calmly, making Alexandra lower her index finger and clenching the same hand into a fist.
"Just stop trying to make this all about me!" Alexandra said irritated, lowering her fist with such force that she unintentionally punched her thigh, making her hiss slightly. 
"Okay smartass. Since my decision is my own fucking business, you'd better start talking about the problem you've created that involves the BOTH-" Alex said making an imaginary circle in the air with both her hands "-of us!!" 
"Do you understand that you're the real source of all of this?" Jotaro said firmly, frowning slightly more. 
"ME?! Oh yes, so now I'M the reason for putting myself in a bad situation. And that's true! That's totally true, but I am NOT the reason for YOUR problem that YOU'VE created! And yet here we are!!" Alexandra furiously gesticulated to match her words. 
"Yes, you're the fucking reason for my problem!" Jotaro exclaimed, getting out his hands from his gray sweatpants out of frustration. He was slowly getting enough of this situation too.
"Well I'm sorry, but how the fuck could've I know that if you don't fucking tell me why?!" 
"Because I-" Jotaro exclaimed, only to stop in the middle of his sentence. 
That was a close one. 
"Because what? You're jealous?" Alexandra said slowly, emphasizing each word. 
"No." Jotaro said, trying to keep his cool. 
"Then why?!" Alexandra said exasperated.
But Jotaro remained silent, putting his hands in his pockets again, looking away from the girl. 
Alexandra chuckled sarcastically at that. "Oh so you don't even know? That day you just went 'yeah okay I'll start to treat her like shit because why not'!!" She said, making her arms go limp out of annoyance after that. 
Jotaro sighed in frustration, running his hand in his hair and staying like that for a moment. 
"Okay, no I understand. Well, yeah maybe you get tired of me after like- about 17 years that we've known each other!" 
Jotaro closed his eyes and frowned more, trying to contain his instincts. He wanted to tell her that was not true, but it would've come out in an angry tone that didn't want to use with Alex. 
But Alex noted that he was being silent after her statement, so she began to brainstorm in the worst way.
"...then probably all of the story that you're 'worried' about me is bullshit! Who knows what I did to you for making you feel like that towards me!"
Why would've Jotaro use an angry tone if he talked to her at that moment? Because he was mad at himself, for what he did in these two weeks and for what he was doing now.
But he kept remaining in silence, because he didn't want to make Alex think that his tone was because of her. He was just very angry at himself.
"Am I annoying? Am I too loud? Too emotional? Too much for you?" 
'No, you're perfect.' Jotaro thought. He at least could've said that!
"Why didn't you tell me that earlier? We could've avoided buying an apartment together!" 
'But I want to be with you.' She can't read minds, Jotaro!
"Because you didn't want me to 'whine' about it? Well, yeah I would've been sad but I would've respected your decision!" Her eyes started to become glossy again from the tears forming in her eyes.
'What are you talking about?' Come on, just tell her those three words that you always wanted to say to her! 
"It was sooo much better that way instead of doing what you did this time!"
If you won't say something now she'll keep thinking that what she's saying is the truth!
"It would've been calmer, we could've talked about it like we usually do!" 
You know that what she's coming up with it's not true! So why are you letting her say all of those things?
"It would've been better if you told me that way that you were sick of me instead of creating this situation!" Alexandra's voice cracked and she let tears fall from her sad eyes.
You fucked up real bad.
"But probably you were so sick of me that- I don't you, wanted to see me in tears?! Well, congratulations!" Alexandra said, shakingly gasping for some air. The girl then started sobbing, after seeing that Jotaro didn't even flinch at her words.
He just frowned slightly more, because he really didn't want to make her cry. 
But then why wasn't he saying something? Anything!
Was it because he was…
Scared?
Scared of losing her if he said to her those three words?
Alexandra sniffed and turned around, walking fastly away from the kitchen. 
When hearing her footsteps, he opened his eyes and snapped his head towards her walking figure.
And then finally, the fear that was blocking him from saying anything was immediately replaced with adrenaline. 
He would've totally lost her if he didn't say anything now. 
He took long steps and rushed to his best friend that was heading towards the door. He then quickly grabbed her wrist, unintentionally using too much force. 
And because of that, she made a hurted moan escape her lips. But Jotaro ignored that.
He was too scared of letting her go. 
"What the hell do you want now?!" Alexandra yelled angrily, trying to get off Jotaro's strong grip.
Say something!!
Jotaro pulled her close to him, making her trip. But she fortunately grabbed the material of his black tank top with her other hand, avoiding her from falling on the ground. 
Then, at the speed of light, he put his free hand on the side of Alex's face, pulling it closer to his and, from what it seemed like forever, finally did the thing that wanted to do for a very long time. 
He kissed her. 
Or do something, I guess. 
It was a very firm kiss, just lips touching. Alexandra's eyes were wide, and they kept moving around Jotaro's face, which instead had his eyes shutted tight.
The girl felt her face growing hotter within the seconds, and Jotaro could've felt that under his hand. At that, he let his face grow hotter too, and now the two of them looked like two tomatoes smashed on each other. 
He finally let go with a loud smack, a sound that made the two best friends more embarrassed. 
Jotaro and Alex stared at each other speechless, creating for what was practically the first time in their life, an uncomfortable silence between them. 
Jotaro's eyes were wide, and the color of his irids made a nice contrast with the red color of his chiseled face that grew hotter and hotter. Alexandra's eyes were wide too, but she also had her lips pressed together. Same thing goes on with her soft, freckled cheeks. 
But another common but also significant thing that was going on between the two of them, was that their pupils were so dilated that they almost made their eyes go black.
They took notice of each other's body language, and luckily from there the silence slowly became a comfortable one. 
Alexandra and Jotaro were slightly breathing heavily, because there was a tempest of emotions and realization inside their bodies. 
Jotaro's grip on Alex's wrist became loose, but he kept contact with her, never letting her go. 
Alexandra relaxed her lips and made her eyes drift lower, to the point of where his hand meets her wrist. She gently pulled it away, making Jotaro's eyebrow slightly twitch in worry. But then, she grabbed his hand and squeezed it slightly, making the boy relax. 
The dark ginger smiled softly, always looking down at their hands. She shyly took a step closer to the ravenette, making their bodies almost touch. 
Alex let go of Jotaro's hand and tank top and suddenly hugged him, hiding her face in his chest. Jotaro shyly and hesitantly put his slightly shaking and scarred arms around her, hugging her back. 
They stayed like that for a couple of minutes, just enjoying each other's warmth, relaxing a bit their emotions.
"You're an idiot." Alexandra said out of the blue, her voice muffled by Jotaro's tank top. 
"And you're too creative." Jotaro responded, making Alexandra chuckle. He smiled at that, squeezing his arms around her more, action she returned.
He missed hearing her laugh.
After a while, she raised her face and laid her chin on his broad chest, making him look down. He could finally see, after two weeks, her sweet and beautiful smile on her lips again. 
Lips that minutes ago kissed. 
That thought made him blush again and he looked away, making the girl in his arms giggle. He looked back at her and let a small smile grow on his lips. 
"I'm… I'm sorry for yelling at you like that. And for saying all of that none-sense…" Alexandra said, now laying her cheek on his chest. She then felt a big hand patting her head gently, caressing it and twirling its finger between her soft hair. 
"Don't. I'm the one that has to say sorry for treating you like shit for two weeks." Jotaro said in a low voice, starting to caress her small back too with his other hand. "I don't even exactly know why…"
In reality he kinda did, but he didn't want to say that to her. At least not yet. It just seemed like a stupid reason to him.
Yeah he loved her and he's happy that it finally happened, but it wasn't like he craved her attention after seven years of crushing on her.
...right?
"I mean, it happens when you see your crush getting with someone else. You were jelly-jealous this time." Alexandra said, chuckling at the end. That made Jotaro blush again and he grunted lightly, frowning more. Alexandra smirked at that, and Jotaro could feel her cheek rising through the fabric that was separating their skin.
Even with her exes Jotaro was obviously jealous, but he didn't show it. Or at least that was what he thought… and evidently it wasn't like that. 
Sure, it made him happy seeing her happy, but there was always that bitter taste in his mouth that made him also jealous. 
"Well, but I deserved that for not listening to you. It ended up putting me in a bad situation." Alexandra said softly with regret in her voice, playing with the fabric of his tank top.
"It's not like you didn't listen to me, you said earlier that in reality you wanted to reject his confession. But yet you didn't do it to avoid making him sad..." Jotaro said, bringing his hands on the side of Alexandra's face and gently raising it up to look at him. Her face looked a lot smaller in his big and bulky hands. 
"You're too good for this world." Jotaro said, making it almost sound like a whisper. He caressed her cheeks with his thumbs, wiping away the remains of Alexandra's tears on her blushing face. 
"That means you're gonna kill me now?" Alexandra said jokingly, making Jotaro snort. She laughed too, placing her tiny hands on top of his. 
"Well, it depends on how you're going to react…" Jotaro said, moving some hair from Alexandra's face and putting them behind her ear. "...to this." 
Jotaro brought both of their faces close to each other, and he caressed Alexandra's lower lip with his thumb, before leaning in and locking their lips together. The girl slowly closed her eyes, before starting to kiss him back. 
Theirs was a long overdue kiss; it was as if Alexandra's lips were a piece of a puzzle that after trying other incompatible ones, finally found the piece that matched hers.
Although Jotaro was apparently a very brusque and rough person, at that moment he was handling Alexandra as if she was a porcelain doll. His plump lips gently lay on those of the girl which were slightly thinner, breaking away from time to time in order to continue giving her many little kisses.
The kisses continued, and every time the lips touched a little sparkle was created, all so quietly and shyly. But a thousand emotions were exploding in their minds and hearts that affected their bodies, making them start to act more eagerly.
Alexandra moved her hands to rest them on Jotaro's muscular forearms, and then slowly crawled up to the nape of his neck, where they rested and with her fingers began to play with his short hair. By doing this she narrowed the distance between the two, making the kiss more intense.
Jotaro moved his hand behind the girl's head, while he let the other wander around her back. He tilted his head slightly to one side, and Alexandra did the same to the other side.
This angle intensified their kiss, turning the little sparks into bigger ones and the two finally let go of their shyness.
Alexandra was the more experienced of the two, so when she bit Jotaro's lower lip it took him a few seconds too long to understand the girl's intentions. But Jotaro did not get them, but it certainly made him snap something in his mind, so he continued to kiss her as he was doing before only more passionately. The girl giggled in the kiss, deciding to lick the boy's lips to give him some more clues.
Jotaro freezed on the spot, flustered by the intimate and sensual action that Alexandra had performed. He began to feel shy, plus the wave of emotions made his mind fog a little and they didn't let him think too clearly. 
Alexandra then decided to break away from the kiss, giggling. Jotaro looked at her flustered, repeating in his mind over and over again the feeling of her tongue on his lips. 
He wanted to feel it again. 
"What? Are you embarrassed?" Alexandra said, chuckling, making Jotaro blush more. She thought that his reaction was really cute, after all that was his first time kissing someone. 
But then Alexandra realized: she was his first kiss! This thought made her feel butterflies in her stomach, and she smiled sweetly at him. 
"You have a lot to learn about kissing…" Alexandra muttered, while twirling his short curls between her fingers, pulling them just enough to make Jotaro lightly growl. He pulled her against his chest, laying his chin on her head as a way to 'shut her up'. 
"Looks like I was the one killing you~" The freckled girl said, making the ravenette's heart beat faster and making heat build up in his cheeks. Again.
He was so embarrassed…
Jotaro initially was so confident in thinking that he could've made her blush and act shy for him, but it turned out to be the other way around. 
Instead, Alexandra thought that he was so cute!! 
She giggled at his manners, hugging him tightly. Now it was Jotaro who played with her hair, something that she gladly made him do. She then started drawing circles on the nape of his neck, making goosebumps rise on the boy's skin. They again remained like that for a couple of minutes, but this time Jotaro's mind drifted into some thoughts that made him worry. 
"What's up, big boy?" Alexandra said curiously, making Jotaro snap out of his thoughts. He noticed that while he was thinking, he was also slightly pulling the girl's hair; probably the reason why she asked him that question.
He let go of her hair, sighing. The boy put his hands on the girl's shoulder, making her break away from the hug. She looked up at him questionably, raising an eyebrow at him. He looked nervous. 
"Do you… accept this? Honestly." Jotaro said in a serious tone. He didn't want to put Alexandra in the same situation that she was with Elijah; who knows if the same happened with her other exes too! But either way, he was ready to take no as an answer. 
He just wanted to make her feel happy, even if that meant seeing with her another man that truly loved.
...maybe he wasn't so ready to take 'no' as an answer.
But he didn't know that Alexandra developed feelings for him too for a long time, she was just as confused as him. There were moments when they tried to open up to each other in this field, but both of them were just too scared to even start...
But after that deadly fight in Egypt with Anubis, Alexandra started to understand more about her thoughts towards Jotaro.
And this moment just confirmed them.
Alexandra smiled softly at him, raising her hand to place it on top of Jotaro's cheek. He was standing still the whole time, while his heart melted at the sight in front of him. 
"Jojo… do I look like I don't agree to this?" The girl said sweetly, making Jotaro let go of the breath he was holding. He made his face lean into Alex's palm, and so she caressed his scarred cheek with her thumb; both of them smiling.
Alexandra went on her tiptoes to place a quick and soft kiss on Jotaro's lips, a kiss that he wished that lasted longer. So he leaned his face closer to hers, continuing it. 
Her lips and kisses were so addictive, he really wanted to kiss her 24/7. He placed both of his hands on her hips, noticing the fact that he could've almost made his hands touch from how small she was compared to him. That made him feel kinda giddy, and so he smiled in the kiss.
Alexandra placed her other hand on Jotaro's other cheek, continuing to kiss him sweetly. She then soon after broke the kiss again, making Jotaro groan. She smirked at him for that, making Jotaro look away from embarrassment. 
"Your lips taste like apples, needy boy~" Alexandra commented with a teasing tone, earning a pinch on her side from the 'needy boy'. She squealed and laughed at that, squishing Jotaro's cheeks and then planting a big peck on his plump lips. 
"Yoush like peaches." He said through squished lips. Alexandra chuckled at that and relaxed his cheeks, now only resting her hands on them.
"I have to teach you how to kiss. Not that you're bad at it! You're actually pretty good for doing it for the first time. But there's a next level to what you can do. You're a fast learner tho, so it won't take too long." Alexandra said, letting go of his cheeks to place her hands on his big shoulders. 
"What's a kiss?" Jotaro said bluntly, making Alex's mouth open in disbelief. He smirked at her, making her wheeze at his bold attempt of flirting. 
"Oh, I didn't expect that! Good one, good one." Alexandra said, shaking her head. "But you're lucky you have a patient teacher for that. You'd better take notes!" Alexandra said, winking and making finger guns at him.
Jotaro laughed lightly at that, ruffling her hair afterwards. 
That evening took such an awesome turn.
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♪ The past is gone, but something might be found To take its place
Hey jealousy ♪
"Keep an eye on Polnareff" is a difficult task when you won't admit that you're jealous
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It went without saying that I wasn't thrilled when a woman threw herself in the way of Polnareff enacting revenge.
Went without saying, because I never said it in the first place. And if all went well, I'd never say it. I had learned from past encounters that I didn't have much luck expressing my feelings to the people I liked. Any time I developed a crush, it usually ended with a rejection, or I would suffer in silence as the person of my affection went on with their life, getting a partner and never knowing of my feelings.
The same was true for Polnareff, and it seemed the second option was about to happen before my eyes.
I was mad she got in the way, yes, but I was more mad with the way she was laying across him, her arms wrapped around his torso. Damn. She did in one tackle what I've wanted to do for over a week. Granted, not for the same reason, but still.
She was confessing her love for Hol Horse, preventing Polnareff from getting vengeance on Avdol's behalf, and it seemed utterly incomprehensibly selfish of me for the only thought in my mind to be, "What does she have that I don't, to be laying across him like that?"
Even Polnareff insulting her and pushing her away didn't seem to phase me. I knew jealousy wasn't a good look. But I wasn't jealous. I'd tell myself that until it felt true.
I simply stood there, reeling, as the group made a collective decision to bring her with us. I'd hardly had enough time to process what had happened with Avdol, let alone Polnareff's great act of revenge. What I really wanted now more than anything was to give him a hug. To sit by him, put my arms around him, maybe let out all of my emotions along with him. I could feel his pain. The relief of revenge, but his heart was more broken than his cute earrings.
I walked over to him with one hand out, ready to gently place it on his shoulder, maybe to pull him aside for a moment and try dealing with a few things.
...But the thought was cut short and I was left standing there behind him as he turned and took the woman away, commenting something about getting a move on. My hand still in the air, inches from his shoulder, and I could feel myself deflate. He didn't even notice I was there. I lowered my arm back to my side, hoping nobody else noticed the awkward almost-encounter. I walked begrudgingly behind the group, Kakyoin checking back over his shoulder to make sure that I was keeping up.
I had hoped Polnareff would leave an empty seat next to him in the bus, a place for me to slide in, maybe get a chance to talk with him. I wanted to mention how proud I was that he was finally able to get revenge, and how I was happy for him. But he was already turned around in his seat, chatting away with the woman. He was berating her for being so reckless, quite a statement coming from him.
"Come here, Katie, there's a seat by me." Kakyoin assured me, and I happily took it, but it didn't make me feel better to sit there and listen to Polnareff babble on about love to her.
I must have been staring, or giving away some semblance of emotion, because Kakyoin gently nudged my arm to get my attention.
"Are you alright?"
"Yes, I'm fine... just processing." It felt like I was distracting myself from the overlying issue by busying my mind with Polnareff and his escapades.
I could overhear Polnareff asking her questions as she stared off, looking bored. What I wouldn't do for just a sliver of that attention...
"Nena, you're probably a nice woman who is trying to get back to Varanashi. You are nice looking, and you look smart..."
Nice looking? Smart? Not really, I couldn't help but think. She was apparently in love with the man who shot and killed our friend. And she looked bored and disinterested. I didn't even think we should have brought her with us in the first place. I was bristling in my seat, my fist closing around the hem of my shirt for lack of anything else better to do.
"When you're in love, it's easy to do this," Polnareff continued, speaking to her icy stare. I wanted to look away, but it was like a train wreck I couldn't tune out.. He mimed tunnel vision, his hands cupping around his face. Oh how right he was. It felt so foolish to be jealous. I wasn't jealous.
The bus slowed to a stop, and we proceeded out. Joseph needed to get some sort of infection looked at, so the rest of us were free to meander around. I was ready to bolt in the opposite direction, wanting to find food or a souvenir shop, or really anything that wasn't listening to the man of my desires flirt with somebody else, when Kakyoin gently held my arm.
"Katie, could you keep an eye on Polnareff? There's something off going on around here. Don't make it obvious or anything, but I know something isn't right. And I trust you to make sure he doesn't get into any trouble."
I felt like I'd been sucker punched in the gut. "Sure." I said, a flat tone in my voice and my eyes toward the ground as I saw the massive, muscular Frenchman gently put his arm around her to walk. My shoulders dropped. I wanted to know what he felt like. And I couldn't blame anyone except myself for not speaking up sooner. It never felt like the right time.
We split off, and I began what would be several torturous hours of my existence. I bid Joseph a farewell, wishing him luck on getting his infection taken care of. Polnareff walked off with Nena, chatting flamboyantly. It seemed that the resentment had faded and transfered into interest. Perfect.
Every word he said was met with the same disinterested stare, a blank look. She didn't like him, she didn't even acknowledge him.
"A pretty woman like yourself could do so much better than a guy like him. Take me for example, I'd never just run off to leave you in the hands of strangers. He's leading you on! Can't you see that?"
I noticed the way he'd look her over. She was beautiful, and it made me angry. But beyond that, I felt hurt. What did she have that I didn't? Polnareff was always so quick to flirt with pretty ladies. Did he just find me unattractive? Was I not his type?
I hung back so neither could see me, though there was nothing I'd have wanted to do less than follow them around just to watch him lay it on thick. I could hear the nervousness in his voice. The anticipation. The hopeful stammer where he tried his damndest to not mess up his chances.
They stopped at a pastry stand along the way, and I followed suit, buying two puff pastries and packing them away into my bag. It wasn't often I had a chance to treat myself, and people always said chocolate heals heartache.
"Compared to Hol Horse, what do you think of me?" I overheard Polnareff commenting, a bead of sweat on his brow out of nervousness as I tried to keep up through the crowd without being seen. Not that I had to worry much. There were many police officers in the crowd. All the more reason to keep an eye out. "Am I your type?"
That sinking feeling in my gut never left. I should have told Kakyoin to watch Polnareff instead, and went with Joseph. I wanted her to say no, and maybe keep Polnareff from getting his chance with her, so maybe he could finally be with me. But even then, it felt futile. He never asked me if I was his type.
Once again, Nena didn't respond, which saved my heart from breaking fully, but it was the fact that he asked. I didn't know what would hurt worse... If she responded with a "yes," or continued ignoring him. I knew how much he must hurt.
I stood there knowing what each of my responses would be. If he ever cared to ask. It felt stupid. I had every chance to tell him how I felt up until this moment and I'd wasted them. Frankly, it was no one's fault but mine.
It always seemed to circle back to one question. Do I not trust her because she was working with Hol Horse? Or do I not trust her because I'm jealous?
I hated that word, "jealous." Jealousy was what other people felt, not me. I wasn't any sort of jealous type who would stop a partner from hanging out with people, or anything ridiculous. How could I get mad at him for liking somebody else if I never indicated otherwise? Well... inevitably... I still was.
Head hung, I just kept up my promise to Kakyoin to watch him. How many more hours of torture would this be?
Polnareff had an arm around her waist. She was small, like me, coming up to about his shoulder. Damn, fuck, shit, that could be me. Should be me. I didn't give a rat's ass about this stranger, I just wanted to be tucked up beneath his shoulder, his big muscular arm draping around me.
I pulled out a dessert from my bag and began to eat it, the only thing I could think to occupy my mouth so I wouldn't start screaming. What followed was the angriest eating of a pastry known to man, before I crushed the napkin tightly into my fist and hurled it at a trash can. And missed.
I kicked a rock hard on the way to pick it back up. I wished briefly that it was her face. I guess I was open to calling it jealousy now.
Much to my dismay and concern, the time it took for me to find the napkin and put it in the trash, Polnareff and Nena had vanished into the crowd. I felt a strange mix of relief and my feet going cold. Dammit. Why did I fuck up every task I was ever asked to do? I picked up my pace, trying to weave between the people while also keeping out of sight. I nudged my way past strangers, side-stepping until I got a bit closer to the alleyways.
Polnareff was a fucking giant with a stack of hair that towered over everything. He shouldn't be this hard to find, so surely he had rounded a corner when I wasn't looking.
I could feel my heart in my throat when I saw the way Nena had suddenly backed him to a wall. Her hand was on his chest. His mouth was slightly opened, and there was a light pink blush dusting his cheeks. Even from a distance, it was so obvious. He was shocked, she was finally reciprocating. I could tell just from his body language that he wasn't expecting it, and it had been quite a long time since he'd felt the romantic touch of a woman.
It didn't stop the rock-like feeling in my stomach. The feeling of having my head pushed underwater, the feeling of being electrocuted from the feet to skull, all with no pain at all. The tremble in my hands and the constriction around my lungs as all the air inside them dropped out of the bottom, leaving me cold and sick.
Her hand lay there against his chest and I could see how it was rapidly rising and falling. He looked so happy, it almost hurt me to feel jealous. I wanted him happy. But I wanted him happy with me. My arms simply dropped to my sides like all the air and motivation to stay standing was pulled from my body. His smile. He was positively beaming.
She hugged him, throwing her arms around him and pressing her face into his chest.
"I love you, because you're so reliable and kind—"
I could overhear her. Even he seemed confused.
"Hey— Where did this come from?" He asked, a tremble in his voice as he hugged her back, a goofy grin plastered on his face. He was falling in love with her. He was in heaven. I was in Hell.
Where the fuck was Joseph? All I wanted was for Joseph or Kakyoin or Jotaro or literally anyone to walk by and collect us, leave her behind, and I could go back to admiring from afar or disintegrating on the spot to stop existing forever. Maybe they would all just leave me behind in this strange city and they'd all be better off for it.
But really— Where was Joseph?
As if things couldn't get any worse, I watched Polnareff, blushing, stammering— absolutely adorable in any other other context than this— gently hold Nena by the shoulders.
"So— uh— What do you say, Nena? Let's make our love official— with a kiss!"
He held her and began to lean in, working against his instict to smile in joy just long enough to press a soft kiss against her lips—
But something was wrong.
He stopped as Nena began to groan and gurgle. He barely squeaked out a "Nena? What's wrong, darling?" before she exploded. Fucking exploded.
Her body contorted and Polnareff jumped back, screaming as she vomited blood onto the ground and her body burst open, revealing her true face. Her body crumpled to the ground in a pool of vomit and blood, and Polnareff panicked.
"Nena? What's going on?! What is this?" He screamed, watching the ghastly sight before him.
My hands were over my own mouth in horror, eyes wide in shock, and I felt a comforting hand on my shoulder break my trance. Joseph.
"So. She was the Empress all along." Joseph's voice cut through the horrific scene, and Polnareff looked at me for the first time since she had joined us. He was shell shocked, glancing between me and the body he had nearly kissed.
My jealousy seemed to fade when I saw the look on his face. I related to it more than he could understand. He seemed to be constantly dealt the worst hand. I couldn't imagine how he must feel. My eyes were so sad for him, but my heart was relieved.
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It had been a couple hours since the incident, and Polnareff still didn't seem to want to talk. He sat outside the car, knees tucked to his chest, heartbroken.
Joseph called to him to get his attention, but Polnareff didn't even flinch. He didn't even react when Joseph tossed the key his way, and it embedded itself in the top of his hair.
I shook my head with a sigh.
"He's been through a lot. Leave him alone." I murmured softly. As the others piled in to the car, I finally took my chance. I did what I should have done earlier.
I sat down in the grass beside him and gently put a hand on his shoulder.
"Hey."
"Bonsoir," he said in a soft voice.
"I'm sorry."
His head turned a little to face me. "Sorry? About what?"
"About Nena." I glanced at him from the corner of my eye, picking at my jeans.
He hung his head. I pushed closer, brushing arms with him.
"Just once, I'd like something to work out." I could hear the pain in his voice. This was 22 years of sadness and frustration coming out.
"Who's to say it can't?" I fiddled with the grass, looking out at the night sky.
He laughed a dark, sad laugh. "Katie. Mademoiselle. It hasn't worked out for the past 22 years." He began to pick at the grass as well.
"Maybe—"
Oh God, it's like I could hear the words I wanted to say, in my voice, I could feel them in the air. My throat bobbed as if it was preparing to say it. Shit, he's looking my way.
He looked at me, prompting me to continue. I swallowed hard.
"Maybe... Maybe that'll change soon. Sooner than you think."
I hold my breath as I place my hand down, covering his hand with my palm. He seemed to freeze up, staring at our hands.
"Katie..." He began. And I knew exactly what he meant by it. Don't do this to me, don't toy with my heart, don't get my hopes up. And I wouldn't, I could never.
All I could do was squeeze his hand. I felt like my heart was going to pop. I felt like I myself was going to throw up, and the only thing that kept me from doing so was not wanting to traumatize Polnareff a second time today.
"Jean, look, you're a very sweet man. You're kind, brave, strong... anyone would be lucky to date you. And if they can't see that, then fuck them. I see it. You deserve so much better than the hand you were dealt. I wanted to tell you im proud of you. I'm so fucking proud of you."
In the light of the moon, I could see tears welling up in his eyes. I knew everyone was waiting for us, and the feeling of being watched felt so apparent, but I decided then and there that they'd just have to wait.
He seemed to break from his trance, and his arm came up and around me. Immediately, I felt warm all over. I tucked under his shoulder and felt almost giddy and intoxicated. I'm under his arm. I'm being held. Just like I wanted.
I rested my head against him and put my arm around him too.
"Thank you." He whispered, his voice strained. "Merci."
We stayed there a beat longer, hugging in the cold night air. He rubbed my shoulder, and I sought out as much of his body heat that I could.
"I think they're waiting for us." He mused after a moment, patting my shoulder lightly. Already, he seemed in better spirits.
"They can wait another minute." I cut him off, squeezing his arm a little before he could stand. "I... I wanted to do something first."
In the light of the headlights from behind and the moon above, I could see the pinkness flushing to his face. I could practically hear his heartbeat in his throat, and I wondered if he could hear mine.
I couldn't think of anything clever to say, anything suave or cool or brave. In fact, I wanted to run away in embarrassment and shyness, but I had his full attention. I couldn't lose it now.
I simply brushed his cheek with my fingertips before cupping his face with my hand. His massive hand came up to cover mine, and he melted against my palm.
Now or never, and everyone is watching.
I pulled him close, gently kissing his lips in the light of the headlights. My pulse was off the charts, my eyes fluttering closed.
I felt his body tremble, his teeth bumping against my lips as he smiled so wide he couldn't contain it, even for a moment of the kiss. He kissed back, his other hand coming up to cup my cheek and the back of my neck.
A sharp whistle cut through the night air, and I saw Joseph leaning out of the car window.
"Alright, you two lovebirds! Let's get a move on!"
I broke away from him and blushed, glancing at the ground. He was beaming, tears still in his eyes and his face cherry red.
He helped me to my feet, and didn't let go of my hand as we walked back to the car.
"If I didn't know any better, I'd say I made you jealous earlier~"
And he was more right than he'd ever know.
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jestcoining · 2 years
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femjotakakcomfic ; femnoritarocomfic
⟿ pronounced [ FEM-JOH-TAH-KAK-CUHM-FICK ] or [ FEM-NOH-REE-TAH-ROH-CUHM-FICK ]
a gender related to one’s comfort ship being fem!jotakak / the feminine or “genderbent” versions of jotaro kujo and noriaki kakyoin from jojo’s bizarre adventure. could additionally be an orientationgender connected to one’s lesbian/sapphic identity.
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⭐️ etymology !!
♡ fem- [ from feminine ] + jotakak + -comfic [ “relating to one’s comfort” ]
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🍒 flag meaning !!
purple-tinted black, green-blue, and gold for jotaro. green-tinted black, red, and raspberry for kakyoin. lavender for queer love. double venus symbol for lesbians/sapphics. ♪
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read my pinned post before interacting ☆彡
♠️♥️ credit appreciated but not necessary !! ♣️♦️
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zujime · 2 years
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FAVORITE PARTS OF YOU
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various characters x reader
characters included → bruno, giorno, joseph, josuke, jotaro, kakyoin, mista, polnareff
CW → fluff, mentions of pda, cuddles, spooning, just a lot of fluff
unedited and possible grammar errors
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BRUNO
→ all of you, but he really likes your hands. not in a creepy way, he just thinks they’re pretty.
→ isn’t one for showing affection in public, but he loves holding your hand, especially if he’s anxious about something. having your hand in his soothes him. he’d lightly squeeze it sometimes, either to get your attention or just to make sure you’re there with him.
→ kissing the palm and the back of your hands has to be his favorite thing to do. doesn’t matter where, whether your greeting one another, about to fall asleep, or just sitting down and enjoying one another’s company, he’d always gently grab your hand and bring it up to his lips.
→ when the two of you are laying in bed on the cusp of sleep, he’d trace the lines on your palm or let you run your fingers through his hair. just the feeling of your hands touching him in some way is more than enough.
GIORNO
→ your cheeks. thinks they’re really cute.
→ he loves it when you smile and the apple of your cheeks are most prominent, the sight makes him smile. at times like these, he’d usually sneak a quick peck on your cheek because he can’t help himself, though in public that might not happen as often, just soft smiles as he gazed at you with nothing but love.
→ when you’re hugging each other or cuddling, you’d typically find him nuzzling into your cheek or leaving a few kissing there. he also likes to hood your face in his hands when you kiss so he can rub the skin of your cheek with his thumbs.
→ he won’t pull your cheek or stretch them out but he will poke them from time to time, usually when in private. and he loves it when you lay on his chest with one of your cheeks pressed against him, he just finds your face looking a little squished really cute.
JOSEPH
→ your nose. he LOVES your nose.
→ he’s annoying but he’s so cute. he’d constantly boop your nose or pull “i got your nose” tricks on you while you sit there unamused. you could be just doing something mundane, driving somewhere, or anything really and he’s already poking your nose.
→ on other occasions, he’s giving you little eskimo kisses and normal kisses on your nose and telling you how cute he thinks your nose is. if you happen to be insecure about your nose, he’s the one insulted. he’d be listing off all the things that make your nose perfect—which is everything—and how if anyone ever tried to prove him wrong, he’d kick them in their shit.
→ he tries to make you smile or laugh best he can so if your ticklish, he’s definitely using that to his advantage. he just like the way your nose crinkles when you smile and laugh. and when your both about to go to bed or you’re already fast asleep, he gives you a kiss on the nose as a good night.
JOSUKE
→ your shoulders and neck.
→ it's kind of weird but not that weird but he loves to rest his head on your shoulder when he hugs you and likes to nuzzle into your warm neck and feel the faint beating of your pulse point. neck kisses are an always, especially if you’ve been away for some time then expect more neck kisses than usual.
→ when the two of you cuddle or spoon, his head always finds its way on your shoulder or in the crook of your neck with his arms wrapped around your stomach. he tends to sleep heavy so you might as well stay in bed for the day.
→ it’s not just in private either, he tends to involuntarily rest his chin on your shoulders in public whether he’s talking to you or someone else, and he usually stays there for quite a while. you could be shopping for clothes and asking if a shirt looked cute right before his chin softly meets your shoulder. he’d kiss the skin of your neck or shoulder before he moves away too.
JOTARO
→ your eyes, simply because they tell him how you’re feeling at the moment and they look cute when you’re looking up at him.
→ before actually kissing you, he’d look into your eyes—one: to check if you’re alright and two: just to admire them—before he gives you a soft kiss. he also leaves kisses in the space between your eyes right before you head off to sleep and just before he leaves for work or at random.
→ he likes cuddling or spooning with you facing him so he can make sure you’re actually sleep and if you’re not he’d try to figure something out to fix that. he also uses contact as a form of confirmation, especially if you don’t feel comfortable verbally expressing that. you could be at dinner or somewhere else and he’d often look at you to make sure you’re comfortable.
→ he doesn’t tell you he likes your eyes, like at all. even if you’re insecure about them he won’t vividly express his liking towards them but to whoever made you think of them that way, they suddenly have a fist with their name on it. he isn’t one for pet names or complements so don’t expect much, but you might hear a whispered “pretty” or “gorgeous” occasionally.
KAKYOIN
→ your stomach.
→ he thinks it’s cute. you’d often find him laying his head on it when you’re watching something together or when you’re cuddling and you might even catch him sleeping like that—his arms wrapped around your waist while he’s resting the side of his face on your stomach, fluffy hair tickling the skin.
→ it’s embarrassing sometimes, like when you start to get hungry and your stomach starts growling. he’d look up at you with raised brows before get up and walking off to find his phone, so he can get you something to eat even if you insist you’re not hungry.
→ when it comes to public affection, he could care less but if you’re uncomfortable with it then he’ll respect your boundaries. so usually when you’re out somewhere, he’d either have both arms wrapped around your stomach or just an arm wrapped around your stomach, in private too especially when you’re doing the most mundane things. if your stomach’s chubby, it’s even cuter to him.
MISTA
→ your thighs. not really in a sexual way, he just likes how soft they are.
→ he pokes them sometime when he’s thinking of things to do for the day. not harshly, if anything you barely feel it most of the time. he also love giving you piggyback rides or just having you on his shoulders so he can hold on to your thighs and rub a thumb over them.
→ he also loves picking you up so that he can feel your thighs wrap around his waist. he kisses like this at times and loves sitting with you on top of his legs face him. he tends to squeeze your thighs absentmindedly, especially when he’s driving with you in the car or when your at dinner and you’re sitting close to one another.
→ he likes to rest his head between your thigh and he goes to sleep between them sometimes. gives you thigh kisses before looking up at you with a soft smile. loves if you card your hands through his hair while he’s between your thighs.
POLNAREFF
→ your lips. he loves your lips so much.
→ he kisses you everywhere but his favorite place to kiss you are your lips. he tries to get you to laugh or smile right before giving you kisses so he can feel you smile into the kiss. he’s not super giddy, he just loves your smile but he can be.
→ he loves how expressive your lips are. he isn’t to crazy about when you’re mad or sad because he starts to feel bad, but when you’re pouting or playfully frowning, he thinks it’s the cutest thing. you’d often find him giving you quick pecks if he catches you frowning. you can’t be sad or mad for too long around him.
→ when you two are cuddling, you have to be facing him. if he doesn’t have easy access to your lips, then you’re not doing it. especially when you’re about to go to bed, you’re facing him. he want to be able to kiss you as much as he wants even after you fall asleep. he’s like “aww, you look so cute. imma kiss you”. he knows when enough is enough, so if you don’t want any kisses at the moment he’s willing to wait.
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zujime · 2 years
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Can you do a headcanon with Kakyoin having a big family with his wife? (If you’re comfortable with this topic)
HAVING A FAMILY
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kakyoin x f!reader
CW → sfw, fluff, established relationship, pregnancy, headcanons, mentions of nausea, kakyoin being a dad
unedited and possible grammar errors
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→ when you first find out that you’re pregnant, he’s excited but a bit in shock. he never expected to be a father, since he didn't think he was worthy of caring for a child, but he's happy about it all. still someone anxious though. he'd search the web or go to the local library as a source of help to prepare him for your oncoming baby.
→ he also tries to touch up on books and articles about the process before the baby is born and what you might endure, he makes sure to reread it too because he wants to be there for you during it all.
→ if you ever feel nauseous, he'd go and warm up some tea to help with the feeling and if you're throwing up (wherever that may be) he'll hold your hair back if needed and if it happened to get on the floor, he'll insist that you go rest while he cleans it up.
→ if you're having food cravings of any kind, he'll get them for you in a flash no matter how bizarre they are (get it? bizarre? anyway). you feel like eating meat for some reason? he'll do what he can to get it. a certain brand of chips? already handing them to you. pickles...and ice cream? he won't question it, but he'll get it. overall he'll get you whatever you want whether you're pregnant or not.
→ if you start feeling insecure about the weight you're gaining, he'll tell you that he thinks it's cute and has no problem with it. would always go to sleep with his hands resting on your tummy both to comfort you and to feel when the baby kicks.
→ when you try to go up or down stairs, first of all, kakyoin isn't letting you walk up those stairs by yourself while he's near, and secondly, he's always going to be near so don't even try it. he'd be damned if he ever let you walk up or down a flight of stairs alone, possibly risking you and the baby's life.
→ if and when you happen to be really tired and sleep for long periods of time during it all, he'd be willing to sleep with you or if he's already wide awake, he'll either lay there with you or go make you breakfast.
→ anyway, after that process, you and kakyoin probably have three of four kids. most of them are calm and surprisingly not destructive which they probably inherited from their father and there might be that one that just has to tear something up, but they're manageable.
→ he loves taking them to the park or arcade and he always seems to have this soft smile on his face when he's talking to them, it's so cute.
→ when tucking them in for bed, if they want him to read them a bedtime story, he's more than happy to and by the end of it when they're all asleep, he'll give them kisses on their foreheads and whisper "i love you' before heading back to bed with you.
→ he's such dad material and can easily calm his kids down if they happen to be crying. also, you guys would probably have one leash kid. they act like a little monster but they're so cute. kakyoin would probably set days of the week where you'd have a certain food that day, like waffle wednesday or snow cone sunday or something.
→ isn't a strict dad but he's not one to let things slide either. he doesn't want any of his kids to feel pressured to do things so he tries to make things seem fun to encourage them and if that doesn't work then he tries to just sit down and talk with the kid.
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zujime · 2 years
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Can you do a headcanon of Kakyoin’s s/o playing with his adorable curl?
PLAYING WITH HIS HAIR
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kakyoin x reader
CW → sfw, fluff, established relationship, headcanons
unedited and possible grammar errors
A/N → i’m sorry this took so long to come out, but it’s here now :))
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→ it’d be a chill day that day. little to no disruptions as the both of you lay in bed, you body resting on top of his larger form as you twirl and run your fingers through the little hair left hanging.
→ the feeling and sight causing a warm smile to form on his lips. just to have you here with him was soothing to him and the way you’d gently toy with his hair almost making him fall asleep.
→ his strong arms were wrapped delicately around your form and he’d occasionally leave small kisses on the skin of your wrist whenever it came into reach.
→ the would happen anywhere, really. the two of you could be watching a movie, show, or doing something else and your hand would find it’s way to his curl and play with it. sometimes you hardly even notice you’re doing it but he doesn’t mind, he finds the little habit you’ve picked up to be cute and if you ever stop he might ask why.
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zujime · 2 years
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𝐉𝐎𝐉𝐎'𝐒 𝐁𝐈𝐙𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐄 𝐀𝐃𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐌.𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓
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- series
to be announced
── ☆ ──
- oneshots
to be announced
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- drabbles
canned heat — josuke h.
when you're sad or upset — bruno„ giorno„ joseph„ josuke„ jotaro„ mista
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- headcanons
taking care of you during your period — joesph„ jotaro„ kakyoin„ polnareff
reacting to you being an angel — bruno„ fugo„ giorno„ leone„ mista„ narancia
comforting you after losing a close friend — bruno„ fugo„ giorno„ leone„ mista„ narancia
♪ when you’re easily flustered — bruno„ giorno„ leone„ mista
♪ comparing chest sizes — joesph„ jotaro„ josuke„ giorno
favorite parts of you — bruno„ giorno„ joseph„ josuke„ jotaro„ kakyoin„ mista„ polnareff
motivating you to study — noriaki k. + josuke h.
comforting you — josuke h.
when he’s jealous — josuke h.
♪ making up for lost time — josuke h.
where you’d hangout — noriyaki k.
promising to stay with him — noriyaki k.
♪ having a trans masculine partner — noriyaki k.
playing with his hair — noriyaki k.
having a family — noriyaki k.
♪ headcanons — noriyaki k.
when you crave love and affection — jotaro k.
sneaking into his lap while he’s working — jotaro k.
♪ headcanons — jotaro k.
♪ headcanons pt. 2 — jotaro k.
♪ when he’s feeling needy — jotaro k.
♪ having a partner who’s shy — jean pierre p.
♪ headcanons — giorno g.
kidnapping you while you’re pregnant — esidisi„ kars„ wamuu
reminds you of someone... — jotaro k.
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