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suffering-frombrain-rot · 4 months

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Vent post? Not really, I'm just screaming into the void

I wanna be touched so bad... not sexually at all, I'm just so touch starved all the time and it's becoming almost unbearable.

I just wanna be held I want to be someone's ragdoll just mess with my hair, my hands, my arms. ANYTHING please I'm so desperate it's not even funny.

I wish I could talk about this to someone, but it's so humiliating, like it's almost all I ever think about anymore. Reading fanfics and scenarios isn't enough anymore. I'm just so sad, I guess. I don't wanna push anyone away because of it so I guess that's why I don't say anything but damn do I want to just be touched so bad. Living alone doesn't help either I'm by myself and it sucks

#touchstarved #just my thoughts #scream them into the void #hoping no one I know sees this but it's inevitable I guess

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suffering-frombrain-rot · 5 months

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I've been posting this everywhere because lowkey I'm obsessed with how this turned out, really I just wanted to learn how I wanted to draw Idia's hair but biiiittttccccchhh did the whole thing turn out so good! Like his eyes lips and nose I'm obsessed!

#twst #twisted wonderland #twst idia #idia shroud #twst fanart #twisted wonderland fanart #twst idia fanart

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suffering-frombrain-rot · 8 months

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LOOK AT HIM!!!!!!!! GENDER ENVY GEMVER ENVY GEMDER ENVY!!!! ILY IDIA!!! THIS PERSON HAS SCRUMPTIOUS ART!! 😭😭💜💜💜

@kalafinarequiem,

So sorry this took so long, I did not see your request in the reply section. Definitely my bad!

Nevertheless, I hope you enjoy the idia!

#twisted wonderland #twst #idia shroud

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suffering-frombrain-rot · 10 months

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Obey me brothers + crew watching MC do a diamond painting

I've never done a post like this before, let alone anything for this fandom, but I'm doing a diamond painting myself, and these boys decided to rotate in my brain while doing so. I hope ya'll enjoy this crack post!

Lucifer

-he thinks it's an interesting concept

-he likes checking in on your progress as you place the tiny gems on the right spaces

-far too tedious and time consuming for him to do

- if he ever had a break, then he'd maybe like to try it out with you

-he'd let you work on it in his office while he works as long as you SWEAR you wont make a mess with the gems

-if you do happen to spill some, he'll make sure you pick up every last one, double and triple check that they're all accounted for

-if you give it to him, hed definitely frame it and put it either in a hallway or in his room

Mammon

-he thinks its dumb, why would you spend so much time doing something like that when you could just get a premade one or the same image without the gems?

-he loves watching you do it, he'll say all that to your face, but we all know he'd wanna watch you the whole time

-gets exited when you send him updates, but he'll just respond with a "nice" or something

-he'd wanna try it out with you so you get him one of his own

-he spills the crystals all over the sticky part on accident

-doesn't know how the tools work, he'd also put them on upside down on accident

-he'd frame your finished one and hang it above his bed~

-he's never letting his see the light of day

Leviathan

-he'd play lots of puzzle games, so he sees the appeal in doing something like that

-it's said in a group chat, idk what it was called, but he likes to be able to be in a room with a person and do two completely different things, he doesn't need constant communication or even doing the same thing as the person really to be happy in their presence

-so I'd like to imagine he'd love having you work on your project on the floor of his room while he plays a game or watches a anime

-he'd occasionally check up on you to see your progress!

-maybe he'd order his own of Hana Ruri off Akuzan to work on with you the next time you bring it over to his room

-I don't think he'd hang it anywhere if you offered to give it to him, boy has too many posters on his wall anyways

-he'd say that you worked too hard on it to give it away to someone so quickly

Satan

-my true love <3

-anyways

-Satan is an art enthusiast and gives me a 'try anything and everything' type of vibe

-he'd want to do one with you, he'd make a date of it and everything

-get him a cat one PLEASE!!!

-he'd probably also like one of the starry night, but cats are the top priority 👌

-he'd start to get a bit impatient over time, and a little frustrated if he makes a mistake or spills the gems everywhere

-but he has you with him, so he can easily laugh it off and go back to working on it

-especially if you're enjoying doing it with him, that's the most important part!

-he'd probably want to trade with you once you both finish with them!

Asmodeous

-Also very artistic, like Satan

-he'd comment on how you're doing

"Wow! Your hands are so steady~"

"You have such a nice concentration face!"

-all the compliments might get frustrating if you're trying to focus, but it's okay because you love him

-he'd get one to do with you once you finish your first one, he'd love the closeness of working on such a long project with you

-he is very VERY good at the placement of every gem, he does nails and makeup as well as art occasionally so it is only natural

-he wants it to be perfect

-definitely posting work in progress pics on Devilgram

-takes pics of you working for himself~ he loves the candid shots

-and of course posts the final products together once ya'll finish

-he'd let you hold onto the one you did together so you can look at it and think of him~

Beelzebub

-he'd try to eat it

-it looks like little candies

-candy goes in his mouth

-simple math

-but seriously, make sure he's not gonna eat it if you do one of these around him

-he'd try his hardest to help you out if you ask, but I don't think he has the hand-eye coordination

-like Levi, I think he'd like to watch you in silence as you work on it

-maybe do some workouts while you work?

-he'd probably want to hang it on the fridge since that's where he is a lot of the time, and the others can look at it when they're in the kitchen :)

Belphegor

-Belhpie probably wouldn't care all that much

-he'd think it's pretty, but watching you work on it is putting him to sleep

-he'd probably also want to help you with it, just so it doesn't take you too long

-he can just tell that working on it hurts your back from being hunched over for too long

-go lay down with him, it'd be much nicer, he could rub your back as you both fall asleep

-there's always tomorrow to work on it

-he'd wanna show your work to Beel once it's done

-hed also wanna hang it on one of the walls on his side of the room

Diavolo

-LET HIM DO ONE TOO

-PLEASE

-IT LOOKS LIKE SO MUCH FUN!

-he'd watch you do it, then try to learn the best ways to do one himself

-(may be projecting a little here) he wouldnt know that you could place more than one at a time

-gets well over a quarter or so of the way through before realizing the long thing at the end of the pen you can use to place multiple down at once

-he feels silly but that's okay because hes having fun!

-he'd get one for Barbs too so the three of you could work on it together during any free time you have

-Puts too much pressure while going to pick up the gems and spills them all over out of the tray

-you help him clean them up every time, and you frequently have to use tweezers to take the gems off of the spaces of the picture they spilled on

-even if it's a messy process, you both have lots of fun making them

-he'd put it on his desk in a frame if you gave him yours

-you probably gave it to him as compensation for his messed up one

-shows it off every chance he gets

Barbatos

-if he sees that you're struggling with your project, he'd take over for a bit to show you the best way to do it

-he's like an annoying art teacher that keeps correcting your project when you didn't ask for it

-it's fine though, just tell him you don't need help and he'll respectfully leave you to your work

-he'd make you tea and snacks while you work if you're someone like me who gets too absorbed in your work to take a break

-also would massage your shoulders while idly talking with you about whatever topics your conversation leads

-he'd organize the bags of gems for you, makes sure everything is neat and tidy weather or not you ask for it

-if you wanted to give it to him, he'd happily set it up somewhere visible in the castle

Simeon

-Ugh!

-he'd love watching you work on it!

-he thinks its so pretty how it comes together and becomes so vibrant!

-he'd go and get several to bring up to the celestial realm

-he'd love working on them outside in the light of the celestial realm because of how shiny they are!

-he'd definitely hide things from you just to mess with you

-you need a certain color? Simeon has it in his pocket

-you set your tool down to do something else? He's grabbed it

-will give it back if you kiss him~ he promises <3

-he'd cherish it forever if you gave it to him when you're done!

Solomon

-he'd use magic to mess with you

-inverting the colors, making the colors the same, placing them on the spots for you with magic

-TELL HIM TO STOP

-the fossil has no right

-anyways hes like Simeon with the prank pulling

-he'd stop once you tell him and will revert the changes, then would go back to watching you peacefully as you work

-would be so so happy if you gave it to him, he'd brag to the others that you gave him such a personal and intricate gift

-he's gonna get killed by the others some way or anthother

-but that's fine

-he loves toying with death

#obey me #obey me shall we date #omswd #omnb #obey me lucifer #obey me mammon #obey me levi #obey me satan #obey me asmo #obey me beel #obey me belphie #obey me diavolo #obey me barbatos #obey me simeon #obey me solomon #obey me mc #obey me brothers

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suffering-frombrain-rot · 10 months

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THAT AND THE TEXTS WHERE HE STARTS INFO DUMPING ABOUT THINGS HE LIKES LIKE THOSE CAT PICTURES HE SENT!!! Every time I get a text from him I get so exited because we get to watch and help him figure out the world it's so sweet!!

One of my absolute favorite things that Nightbringer brings to the table is excited, precious Satan.

I'm talking particularly over chats where we've had several instances now where he's trying things out and they don't work and so MC gives him advice and he succeeds and makes sure to text MC "I did it!"

I'm just...so proud of him. I know how Lucifer feels now.

#obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me satan #obey me nightbringer

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suffering-frombrain-rot · 1 year

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I agree! Henry 1.0 <33333

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HENRY MOTHER FUCKING 1.O

#shitpost #obey me shall we date #levi obey me #obey me leviathan #obey me #Henry 1.0 #obey me henry

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suffering-frombrain-rot · 1 year

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LOOK AT THEM OMLLLL PERFECTION

another shot at "human" azhdaha drools

#genshin impact #azhdaha #zhongli

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suffering-frombrain-rot · 1 year

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Since I named myself after Jay Ninjago, this post is about me/j

BUT LOOK AT THEM THO 😭😭😭💜💜💜

This is ancient but I deleted it because I was insecure abt the ship but I’m tired of pretending that I don’t ship them!!!!!

#ninjago #Jay walker #acronix ninjago #honestly tho i kin both of these idiots #ninjago fanart

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suffering-frombrain-rot · 1 year

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QUIT THE HITTING AND FINISH THE JOB!

Honestly, idk what brought me to draw this, it's damn near 5am and I wanted to draw at like 3 or smth... anyways Ena and the Usseewa album cover are perfect imo

#ena #joel g #dream bbq #ussewa #ena fanart #joel g fanart #ado

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suffering-frombrain-rot · 1 year

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