I’m going to cry, this is so sweet. BELIEVE IT BECAUSE IT WILL HAPPEN! YOU WILL BE HAPPY AGAIN

you’re going to be so happy someday

Fuck it, I’m dying from Jealousy

First thing you see after you zoom in is how you die

How you dying 👀

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König x Male Mutant Reader

Woah! Sirius is writing again instead of posting art? Yeah, I have COD brain rot so have more König and male reader.

NSFW WARNING (NSFW UNDER CUT)

Warnings: 18+ mdni, THIS IS FOR MALE READERS so ass/dick anatomy, handjob, Handler/Mutant, German words (I used google translate, please don't come after me

It had been a long day. You were totally done with everything. You had been training new handlers on how to use signals with your handler König, and every single person couldn’t understand basic nonverbal signals. You were getting more and more fed up with each wrong signal and König knew it. He sent you back to your barracks with your tail between your legs.

Once inside your room, you sat down on your bed and flopped onto your back. You couldn’t believe the nerve of some of the trainees, treating you like a dog and not like a human. I mean, yeah, you were a dog hybrid, but you were still human! You thought back on how König reacted whenever one of the trainees disrespected you. The thought of him yelling in the trainee’s face was causing your cock to stir in your pants. You groan and shove your face into your pillow and sigh. You should take a cold shower to stop this. You have a meeting soon and you want to be able to focus on the meeting 100%. You thought to yourself for a bit and groaned as you got up. You hate taking showers, at least the dog part of you does, but you don’t mind it.

As you walk down the hall with your shower supplies heading to the bathroom, your mind continues to wander back to your handler. You had always liked him, hell, the whole reason he was your handler was that you picked him. The first time you made it to KorTac you clung to his side. His smell was the most calming you had ever come across. Because you refused to leave his side for the first month he was trained to be your handler. As you got used to KorTac and all the members you were finally able to sleep in your own room and not in König’s.

In the showers, you were happy to see that it was completely evacuated. I mean, it should be. Everyone was training, being trained, or working out. You place your shower items in the shower and turn on the water. Although you were coming here to take a cold shower you absolutely hated the idea of cold water so you were just going to take a hot shower and hope the problem went away on its own.

You step into the warm water and let out a sigh as all the tension leaves your body. You take some shampoo in your palm and rub it into your scalp. You couldn’t help but remember when König had showered you when you were too scared to be alone on base. His hands in your hair, his smell so close to you. Your cock twitches and you groan. You decide to take this matter into your own hands, literally and figuratively. As you place your hands on your throbbing cock you let out a small whimper. You bite your lip to try and be quiet as you thrust into your hands. You try to imagine that your hands were König’s calloused hands, that he was talking you through it.

“Just like that Meine Liebe. You’re doing so well Welpe.” You could practically hear him mumble into your ear. Your knees tremble and you let out a small whine mumbling his name as you felt yourself getting close.

“(Y/N)? Are you in here? Are you okay?” You hear the man you were just fantasizing about say. You jump and immediately put your back to the shower curtain just in case

“Yes Colonel, I’m alright.” Your face was hot and you could feel yourself trembling.

“Are you hurt Meine Welpe?” You could hear him walk outside of your shower and sit down on the bench next to your shower caddy “I could hear you whimpering from outside.”

You take a deep breath “Y-Yes Colonel, I’m fine, I promise.” your words dripping with embarrassment

“I heard you call out my name, are you sure?” König said. You could practically hear the smirk on his face. He knew. He knew and he wanted you to say what you were doing.

You let out a shaky breath “C-Colonel…”

König laughs “kleiner Welpe, Would you like my help?.”

You feel yourself shiver “H-Huh?!” shock courses through your body but your cock jumps. You can hear the sound of clothes being removed

“Would you like me to join you kleiner Welpe? Like good old times?” He says referring to the times you had taken showers together as handler and mutant. You can hear something in his voice, you don’t know what it is just yet.

You let out a small whimper “Please?” as the shower curtain opens your tail tucks between your legs in embarrassment. You could hear König chuckle and wrap his arms around your waist

“mein kleiner Welpe.” He mumbles as he kisses your neck “I have been dreaming of you. Not as a handler and mutant, but as more.” You can feel your face flush a deep red.

“C-Colonel” You start but König covers your mouth

“It’s König from here on out Schatz.” He says as he continues kissing your neck. You whimper and feel one of his hands trail down to your cock.

“Look how hard you are, alles für mich.” he kisses behind your ears “alles für mich.” He keeps your mouth covered as he starts pumping your cock licking and sucking on the area where you usually had your collar. Your moans and whimpers get caught in his hands and your eyes roll to the back of your head as you feel his calloused fingers stroke your sensitive skin.

“Feels good Meine Liebe?” He asks between kissing your neck. You nod your head whimpering. You can feel his smirk on your skin “Gut, so gut für mich.” You squeeze your eyes shut as you buck into his hands feeling yourself close. Your whimpers start to get louder and he bites your shoulder

“Shhhh mein guter Welpe. Don’t want anyone else finding us, do you?” He whispers into your ear. You bite your tongue and can feel yourself on the edge. A few more strokes from König and you fall over the edge. Your legs tremble and König lets go of your mouth.

“How do your feel mein Welpe?” You look up at him and look into his eyes taking in his maskless face for the first time. Your eyes take in all his features, the stubble you felt against your skin, his hazel eyes, the eyeblack running down his porcelain skin, and his long brown hair.

“Why did you help me C-König?” you ask confusion written on your face

König smiles and kisses your cheek “Because I’ve fallen for mein Welpe. I know a bad way to confess, but when I heard my name pathetically falling from your lips, I just had to come and help.”

You smile and your tail starts wagging, thumping against the shower walls.

König laughs “Lets hurry up meine Welpe. Don’t want to miss the meeting now, do we?”

You nod and stand up grabbing your conditioner. König grabs your Shampoo “I hope you don’t mind if I use your products. I didn’t plan on taking a shower now.”

You smile and laugh “Go right ahead König, I don’t mind.”

Thought y’all might like this! It’s my first time drawing König and I drew him with a C.ai persona of mine. :3

Some more pages from my sketchbook

1) Yandere- Jazmin Bean

2) Let’s Kill Tonight- Panic! At the Disco

Here’s some more of my sketchbook! :))

Page one: Eat Your Young- Hozier

Page two: Always Forever- Cults

Been doing a lot of drawing recently. Lmk if you wanna see all the pages I have drawn :))

The songs in the background are

1) Stalkers Tango -Autoheart

2) Fresh -Artist vs Poet

Age Regressor Simon Headcannons

All of this is based on my own experience regressing. No hate for others who regress differently or for other reasons

Simon regresses in the safety of his bunk

Simon regresses to feel safe

Simon who can't stand people when he's regressed

Simon regressing in public after an incident

Simon goes quiet when he regresses

Johnny catches Simon crying on his bed

Johnny tries to help Simon but Simon shies away

Johnny unknowingly holds Simon's hand while he is regressed

Simon starts asking Johnny to come over every so often so he can regress and truly feel safe

König x Male Reader

So, I've recently discovered my love for masked men, but I noticed the lack of male reader in this genre. I am here to fix that. :)

NSFW WARNING (NSFW UNDER CUT)

Warnings: 18+ mdni, mask kink, predator/prey mentions, toys, THIS IS FOR MALE READERS so ass/dick anatomy, ass referred to as boypussy, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it)

You hated it. You hated how you were constantly horny with all your might. It was embarrassing beyond belief. Sometimes you wished you were a girl just so you didn’t have to constantly hide the ever-growing bulge in your pants. Even though you had a boyfriend and he was plenty able to keep up with your neediness, you were embarrassed. 

While your boyfriend, König, was deployed you were left to your own defenses. Nothing ever felt as good as your boyfriend’s calloused hands against your skin or even his large dick inside you. You tried that ‘clone a dick’ adult toy company but it didn’t feel as good. Yes, König was huge but he knew how to use his size to make you feel good. Something a lousy toy could never do. Even so, you would still try to get off using it. You would whine and buck your hips while you plunged the toy deep inside you, but it didn’t hit your prostate like König could. 

You were right in the middle of a pathetic attempt to get your rocks off when you got a text from the very man you were thinking about. All it said was ‘Just got back, will be home soon.’ It was the first text message you had gotten all month. Sure, you were worried about your boyfriend but you also knew he was a tank of a man and that he could handle practically anything. He could handle your libido so of course he could handle himself on the battlefield. You immediately started cleaning to the best of your abilities, forgetting about your aching cock in your pants.

After thirty minutes you heard the door of your shared apartment creak open. You drop your cleaning and run to your boyfriend. He was still wearing his tactical gear and sniper hood. He towered over you at 6’10” while you were an average 5’9”. All the fabric he was wearing was stained with blood and caked with mud. You didn’t care that he was muddying up the floor that you had just cleaned, instead, you hopped into his arms hugging him tight. He wrapped his strong arms around your middle pulling you closer than humanly possible. 

“I missed you Mein Hund.” (My dog) he whispered into your ear. Your ears practically burned from embarrassment. It has been months since you heard his voice, let alone his nickname for you. Sure, you wrote letters back and forth, but it was nothing like hearing it come out in his voice. 

“I missed you too König. I’ll start the bath for you, why don’t you go change into something comfortable?” You say looking up at him with your puppy dog eyes, the whole reason you got the nickname Mein Hund. He practically melted when he saw your eyes begging at him. 

He took his mask off and kissed your cheek “Sounds like a good idea.” He said softly before planting another kiss on your forehead. You smiled and walked happily to the bathroom. You had a large porcelain tub that allowed the size of your 6’10” lover with some room for water. You ran the water letting it warm up to König’s preferred temperature, he ran hot so he didn’t like the water too warm. 

“Mein Hund, can you come here?” You heard your boyfriend say from your shared bedroom. You were confused but stopped the water nonetheless. Maybe he needed help with undoing some of his tactical gear? You walked to your room in a hurry, maybe he was hurt. Your head stopped spinning with worry as soon as you entered the room, there he stood holding the clone of his cock. You stopped dead in your tracks with wide eyes. You forgot to hide the attempts to cum. König noticed you standing in the doorway and he smirked. He had taken his tactical gear off leaving him in his black shirt and tan pants. The pants left nothing to the imagination and you always practically drooled whenever he wore them. When he was hard his pants could hardly contain his bulge. You looked down to see if the pants were holding him well only to see them undone. You looked up at König with a pout, he knew how much you loved looking at his dick in his pants, especially these.

König chuckled “You missed me that much Mein Hund? Had to stuff your ass with the plastic you commissioned of me?” His stare never left your body as he walked closer to you still holding the toy. You whined and shifted your weight. Fuck, you were hard. You had been since König got home, a detail he had overlooked as he hugged you for the first time in months. He knew how needy you were, constantly horny. He also knew that you were embarrassed to even think about asking for help when it came on. You would suffer if it meant not embarrassing yourself. 

König lifted your head to look him in the eyes “Did meine Schlampe try to fuck his pretty boy pussy with a replica of me?” You could do nothing but nod your head and whine trying to look away. König just tutted when you did.

“Schau mich an, mein Hund, look at me,” he said in both German and English. Your knees practically collapsed at that. He had been trying to teach you German before he had been deployed and even now he was trying to teach you. You gave up resisting him and looked into his ice-blue eyes. Your face was heating up and you rubbed your thighs together. He looked down at your arousal seeing the little stain of pre on your grey sweatpants.

König smirked and licked his lips “Did it not work mein Hund? Do you still crave to be fucked?” you nod practically begging with your eyes 

“Scheiße, du bist perfekt” He mumbled before slamming his lips onto yours. You gasped, not expecting the roughness to come from him. He was always so gentle after he came back from deployment. You scrambled to find purchase on his broad shoulders but he pulled away too soon. You hid your face from embarrassment. You hated how you were horny constantly. But König loved it. He loved that he was the only thing that could satisfy you. It boosted his ego greatly, but he never let it show. He grabbed your face again, his large hands forcing you to stare at him. 

He smirked “Get on the bed.” he demanded. You had only heard this demanding voice when you had tried predator/prey play, you loved it and he knew it.

“But the bath.” You said trying to protest

“After,” he said tilting his head to the bed “on your stomach.” You did as he said not protesting anymore. Your cock was painfully hard and you knew he would fuck you good. You lay on your stomach on the bed looking back at König. He was grabbing his mask, and putting it on. His eyes were hardening, a look you remember fondly, but one that still scared you. You faced forward hoping he didn’t see you looking back at him. But alas, he had. He grabbed your thighs spreading them apart. 

“kleine Maus,” A nickname he only called you when he felt like a predator “I’m going to tear your clothes,” he warned. You were opening your mouth to protest when you heard your shirt tear. At least it was your cleaning shirt. You could practically feel his gaze burn your skin. He flipped you over having changed his mind on what position he wanted to take you in. You looked up at your boyfriend knowing that he was going to fill you and you were going to take every inch happily. You looked at his eyes that were filled with lust, a predatory gaze you could never forget. You whimper and he shoves your pants and boxers off, knowing you didn’t want your favorite sweatpants to be torn, showing you a bit of mercy. He knew he didn’t have to prep you as you had literally been fucking yourself on a replica of his penis. He took his cock out of his boxers and looked into your eyes. You looked down at his throbbing member, your mouth watering. You wanted it inside of you, and you wanted it now. He could feel your want and need practically boring into his skull, and who was he to say no to you? He slammed his cock inside of you, hitting your prostate perfectly and almost reaching your stomach. He saw the telltale bulge near your stomach and if he wasn't feral before he was now.

“Scheiße, meine Beute. Only I can break you, only I can make you feel good.” He babbled while fucking you. He was always so vocal while he fucked you. He didn’t know if it was to help you with your shame of your libido, or if it was him emptying his brain. You felt pure bliss finally feeling him inside of you. He was nice and warm, sure the toy had a warming feature, and the curve of his cock was delicious, the toy had that too, but he just knew how to make you feel good and that piece of plastic didn’t. He started thrusting hard and deep inside of you. You were practically screaming with each thrust, it had been so long for the both of you and you were so sensitive from constantly being horny with obscene thoughts of your boyfriend, it felt like heaven.

“So warm in dir.” He mumbled as he leaned over you shadowing you with his huge figure. He lifted up the hood and bit your shoulder causing you to grasp the sheets. Your cock was rubbing against both of your stomachs causing a delicious form of pleasure. Your pre was sticking to both of your stomachs as he continued rocking into you. He sucked your skin leaving mark after mark all over you. He was territorial as hell and you loved it. You whined and whimpered with each mark and moaned with each thrust. You wrapped your arms around the soldier’s neck and your legs around his waist. He still had his clothes on and it just made you feel amazing. It was almost like he didn’t care, even though you knew very well that he cared an insane amount about your pleasure. 

You felt yourself getting close to the edge “K-Köni” you whined out. He heard you but acted like he didn’t. He needed to keep this predator facade up after all. He thrusted into you with all of his strength hitting your deepest spots. You were practically seeing stars when you came all over both of your stomachs. The white cum leaving your cockhead, your walls clenching down on the man inside of you.

“Scheiße” He cussed as his own orgasm flowed through him. You could feel him filling your stomach with his semen and your eyes rolled to the back of your head.

“Mein Gott, that was amazing. You okay?” You were so blissed out you almost didn’t hear him 

“U-Uh huh.” You said breathlessly. He smiled and pulled out slowly. You whined at the loss but he stuck the replica inside of you to plug you up.

“Gotta make sure it catches.” He said with a smirk. You both knew that was horse shit, with your anatomy it was impossible to even think about getting pregnant. You were a man for fucks sake. You knew he just liked seeing you stuffed with his sperm. He took off his soiled shirt and stuffed his softening cock back in his pants. He walked to the bathroom and filled up the tub so that the two of you could bathe. Sure, he wouldn’t be comfortable, but he got his relaxation in.

Starlight Fading

TW: Gore, cannibalism (Sort of), hurt no comfort

DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT LIKE ANYTHING ABOVE

The full moon. That horrid horrid full moon. 

James was out on a date with Lily and Peter was missing so Sirius was the only one remaining of the marauders. Sirius was used to the full moons, he knew the drill, he was just never alone with Remus when the time had come. He either had James or Peter, even though Peter wouldn’t exactly help much because of his small size. Now that they were out of Hogwarts the shrieking shack was no longer available to them, so they would have to be in the woods with potential humans in there. 

Sirius looked nervously over at Remus. They were sitting in Remus’ house sitting before the fireplace. Sirius was extremely nervous and bouncing his leg. He loved Remus, the two had been secretly dating for years now, but he was terrified that something would happen to his boyfriend while they were in the woods. What if he caught a whiff of an injured animal and ran after it and Sirius couldn’t keep up? Hunting was allowed where they were. Speaking of hunting, what if there was a hunter and they saw Remus? Thoughts like these ran through Sirius’ mind and he just couldn’t sit still. Once he started biting his nails while bouncing his leg Remus looked over at Sirius

“You okay pads?” Remus asked worried

“Yeah, yeah, I’m okay. Just really worried.” Sirius said putting his hand on his bouncing leg

Remus laughed “The normal thoughts love?”

Sirius nodded. He couldn’t believe that it was getting dark already. He didn’t want the full moon to come this fast. Sirius had spent the whole day with his boyfriend making sure his aching body was okay. Sirius knew how much pain Remus was in with every shift and move that he took. How could he not be in pain? His body was preparing for the worst pain he would ever be in and Sirius wanted to be there to make sure that Remus was comfortable. 

Remus looked over at his anxious boyfriend “We should head out. Grab your jacket love, I hear it’s going to be a cold night.”

Sirius looked into Remus’ eyes, the fear practically making his eyes glow. Remus put his hand on his boyfriend’s shoulder “I’ll be okay. You worry too much every full moon.”

Sirius took a deep breath “How could I not? James is a deer, you’re a wolf, we’re in a forest full of hunters. Either one of you could be shot. We don’t have the protection of Dumbledor or the Shrieking Shack anymore. We’re alone.”

Remus hugged Sirius bringing him close to his chest “It will be okay love. When have we been seen by hunters before?”

Sirius breathed in his lover's scent, it always changed before a full moon. He normally smelled like books and cigarettes, but now, he smelled like night. “Never.” Sirius answered trying to calm his nerves.

Remus smiled “See? We will be okay. Now let's go before I shift here and rip apart the house.” 

Sirius laughed and grabbed his leather jacket. It almost always had his wand inside it so he didn’t think twice about checking to see. Remus walked out the door with Sirius helping him walk. The day of the full moon was always the hardest for Remus to walk so Sirius would help him get around. James and Sirius had both suggested getting Remus a cane but he was very stubborn and refused to get any mobility aid. Sirius was planning on giving him one anyway. He had found the perfect cane and was hiding it in his shared flat with James. 

Once the beams of the moon hit Remus’ skin through the trees his bones started to crack as his muscles tore. Luckily they had made it far enough into the woods that no one would see the horrid sight of a body morphing into something it wasn’t meant to be. The sound of bones cracking practically echoed through the forest. Sirius went to grab his wand only to realize it was missing from its usual spot in the inside pocket he had sewn into his leather jacket.

Shit.

Sirius started running. It was not safe to be around Remus without being in his animagus form. He needed to get his wand and stat. He needed to- a howl rang out. Remus had finished transforming. Shit shit shit shit shit. This was bad, this was very bad. Sirius kept running hoping he would make it inside the house. The wolf, he was always hungry, he would take whatever he could get even if it meant it was human. The wolf only knew his friends in their animagus form. The wolf didn’t know any humans. Humans were a threat to the wolf. And the wolf was hungry

Sirius heard the sound of fallen leaves rustling behind him and he started running faster. This isn’t what he was afraid of. He never thought this would ever happen. Before he had time to process his fear he felt sharp claws drag down his back causing him to fall forward. 

“Moony! Moons, please! It’s me! Pads!” He said trying to reason with the wolf who was salivating behind him. The wolf didn’t understand and his sharp teeth tore into leather barely missing flesh. Sirius screamed out for help. He couldn’t die like this. He needed to be there for his moony.

“Please please please please.” He begged whoever was listening as hot salty tears fell down his face. The cold bit at his skin once the leather was shredded. Sirius knew what would come next, and he was right. Strong jaws with sharp teeth clamped down on his arm. The wolf thrashed his head side to side shredding the flesh of his arm. Sirius screamed in agony, a sound that only provoked the wolf more. 

It was hours. Hours of brutal pain and blood that Sirius couldn’t handle. Sirius ended up passing out as flesh tore from the bone. The wolf ate whatever was ripped away. There was no saving Sirius unless he was sent to St. Mungos. Even then, Sirius’ life would forever be changed. He too, would be a werewolf if he survived. Eventually, the moon’s power faded as the sun rose. The sound of bones cracking and flesh shaping filled the forest once more as a howl turned into a scream of agony. 

Remus looked around for his boyfriend expecting him to be in his dog form ready to pass out. Remus felt the same way, but for some reason, he felt sickeningly full. Had he eaten a rabbit again? No, no, this was different, he was far fuller. Maybe it was a family of rabbits. Remus opened his mouth to call for Sirius when he realized he still tasted blood. This was a fresh kill. Remus was about to be sick when he saw the gruesome scene in front of him. Remus gasped immediately knowing what, or who, was in front of him.

“No…” Remus mumbled to himself as tears filled his eyes. He had- He had to grab his wand. He didn’t care if Sirius wasn’t alive or breathing, that was the love of his life. He wanted Sirius to be alive but at the same time, he wished he was dead. Sirius couldn’t live with the pain of being a werewolf and Remus wouldn’t be able to live with the guilt that he had infested Sirius, the love of his life, the one he was supposed to protect from all of this. 

Remus turned towards the house and ran, well, stumbled as fast as he could. He left Sirius in the woods, he would remember where he was. Sirius’ blood was all over him. He had eaten his boyfriend’s flesh. He couldn’t believe it. Remus was about to be sick. He could hardly stand eating rabbits when he was a wolf, but now a human? And his lover to beat! His head felt fuzzy but he continued pushing on. He needed to get Sirius to St. Mungos now. Putting on some old clothes he grabbed his wand and apparated to Sirius before apparating to St. Mungos. They better save his life or proclaim him dead. Either way, Remus would deal with this guilt for the rest of his life.

Have some marauders art in the Sirius Black journal?! Woah!!!

Wrong Dimension... Who This?

It started out with a fight. A shitty fight between a rat and a dog. The rat had a plan, a plan that would damage the friendship the two had with a deer and a wolf. That rat, Peter Pettigrew, was far from loyal. He would do anything to gain attention, even if it meant sacrificing the people who deemed him a friend. He would never admit out loud how much he hated the deer, dog, and wolf. But thanks to them, he learned how to escape from his problems. The animagus form, he would just turn into a rat if he deemed it necessary to escape. But the dog, the loyal stubborn dog known only as Sirius Black overheard everything. He heard the plan, that stupid selfish plan. “Peter?” He asked, not sure if it was actually the boy he secretly despised with every fibre in his being. Peter, who turned around with a deer in the headlights stare looked at the boy who heard everything “Pads.” Sirius was furious “I told you not to call me that. And I heard everything. You’re planning on betraying James?! How could you?!” “I just-” Peter said trying to come up with an excuse “Save it. I’m going to tell James and Remus.” Sirius said turning around. Peter smirked “They wont believe you Sirius.” He said condescendingly “Are they really going to believe that meek little innocent Peter Pettigrew would betray the ‘friends’ that helped him with his regular anxiety attacks?” Sirius looked over his shoulder and glared at Peter “Were those anxiety attacks fake?” Sirius said turning around “Do your friendships mean nothing?!” Peter laughed “You should know this by now Sirius, you always knew something was up with me. And the amount of times you tried to get James and Remus to believe you? Oh, they will just think you’re being paranoid again. Little dog.” Sirius growled and lunged towards Peter who pulled out his wand and pointed it at the black haired marauder. “Don’t even think about it. Would you like to explain to your boyfriend and your best friend why their friend ended up in the hospital wing?” Sirius paused “What about you? If you can't a spell on me how will you explain how I ended up in the hospital wing?” Peter just laughed and his eyes sparkled with innocence as his mouth turned into a pout “I don’t know how it happened prongs, Lucius just popped out of nowhere and jinxed him. I tried to stop him I really did but-” Peter cut himself off and started to fake hyperventilate. Sirius sighed “Touché… fuck you’re good at that… Remus and James would never see through that. But luckily I have.” Sirius turned around and started running trying to find James and Remus. He needed to tell them their wellbeings were in danger. That everything they knew was going to fall apart. That Peter was going to-

His surroundings started to merge together. Everything looked like watercolor that was bleeding into everything.

It looked like he was in the Gryffindor common room. He looked around confused. How did he get here so fast? That didn’t matter, not right now. He needed to warn Remus and James. He ran up to the dorms and saw Remus and James talking to each other on James’ bed. “Guys, guys, you need to get out of Hogwarts. NOW.” Sirius warned breathing heavily. Instead of seeing the friendly smiles and looks that he normally got from his friends they looked scared. That was a normal reaction to hearing that they needed to leave. “Who… are you?” Remus said with furrowed brows as he backed aways from the black haired marauder. “Hah hah, very funny Moons, but I’m serious! You two gotta get out of here! Peter is going to-” “How do you know Peter?” James asked starting to get angry “And who the hell are you?” Remus put his hands on James’ shoulders “Calm down James, it might be one of Peter’s friends pulling a prank on us.” Sirius scoffed “One, ew. I hate Peter and you two know this. Two, this isn’t funny Prongs.” James and Remus were both confused by this “You must be mistaking us for someone else. We don’t know you.” James commented Now that Sirius had a better look around the place his eyes widened. Where was his bed? There were only three beds now and the things he had brought to Hogwarts all had disappeared. Sirius turned to Remus “Remus… do you remember me?” Remus looked taken aback once Sirius had said his name “How do you know my name?” He asked wearily Sirius then turned to James “James, come on man, you remember me, right?” Sirius asked as he started to tear up. James shook his head no “I would have remembered someone like you.” Sirius was going to kill Peter the next time he saw him. He must have cast a spell that made James and Remus forget him. Peter walked into the room. He seemed a lot more confident and he stood tall instead of hunched over and staring at the ground. Sirius snarled and lunged at Peter “YOU!!” He yelled and felt someone tugging him back. It was Remus “What are you doing?! Why are you totally freaking out?” Remus asked and sirius whipped his head towards someone who was supposed to be his boyfriend. Sirius’ eyes were filled with tears of both anger and sadness. “He’s the one who did this! He’s the reason why you don’t remember me! He’s the reason!!” He said as he started to break down James looked over at Peter “Is this true Peter? Did you do this?” He asked with full sincerity Peter scoffed “Hell no! I don’t even know him.” “You liar!!” Sirius screamed still crying Remus noticed the tie dangling around Sirius’ neck “He’s one of us.” Remus said “He must be an underclassman.” Remus said rubbing Sirius’ back Sirius grabbed his own hair “No no no no! You don’t get it! I’m a marauder! Just like you!” Remus, James, and Peter all looked very confused “A marauder? Whats that?” Remus asked, not a hint of sarcasm laced his tone. “You… You don’t know? You really don't know?” Sirius asked letting go of his hair. Stray strands of his black hair stuck to his hands.

After he calmed down and Peter left the room, he had a date with his girlfriend (very not like his Peter) Sirius explained everything. “It sounds like you were aperated here by your Peter. Something must have gone wrong and now you’re here.” Remus said rubbing Sirius’ back “But just to be sure we should ask Regulus.” Hope flared in Sirius’ eyes “Yes, please take me to my little brother.” James laughed “Little brother? No wonder you two look so similar. I’ll go get my boyfriend for you.” James said standing up. Sirius was floored by this “Boyfriend?! You’re dating my little brother?!” Remus sighed “He’s not your little brother, remember? This isn’t where you belong.” Sirius just nodded and James left the room leaving Sirius alone with Remus “Does your friends know about…” Remus started Sirius nodded “We know you’re a werewolf.” Remus’ shoulders dropped “I should tell James and Peter shouldn’t I?” he asked his voice wavering “You should.” Sirius said “Your wolf lashes out on you when you’re alone, right?” Remus nods “Where I come from we all learn how to turn into animagi to make sure you’re never alone during a full moon again.” Sirius said with a smile. Remus offered a soft smile back. Remus then took a deep breath “You said something about you and I dating.” Sirius smiled and his eyes softened while his shoulders dropped. Every single piece that Sirius fell in love with was still there staring him in the face. But he wasnt his. Sirius just nodded, not knowing what to say. Remus’ face flushed a soft pink “So I’m not straight?” Sirius shrugged “Where I come from you’re bisexual, but you’re not my Remus. Whatever you experience is different than what you experience where I come from.”

James walked back in with Regulus behind him. Regulus crossed his arms. Everything about him was different. He had shaggy hair and his arms were crossed, what was the most different was his tie. He was a Gryffindor. “Reggie…” Sirius started before looking away “He’s not my younger brother…” Regulus looked angry “This is what you brought me here for Jamie? Some stranger claiming to be my older brother?” Regulus looked back at Sirius “But he does look like me.” He said kneeling in front of Sirius and grabbing his face. Sirius’ eyes were puffy from his tears and his eyeshadow and eyeliner were smudged “What’s your name kid?” Sirius didn’t expect Regulus’ tone to be so kind “I’m Sirius, Sirius Black.” Regulus dug his nails into Sirius’ cheeks before letting go and standing up tall looking down at Sirius “I don’t know him.” He said coldly James looked at Regulus worriedly “Reggie…” Regulus looked at James “Don't call me that. That imposter has my deceased brother’s name!” Both Sirius and James were shocked by this. Remus was focusing on Sirius so he didn’t notice what Regulus had just said. “And he looks so much like him too.” Regulus said as he started to cry “I… died?” He asked looking up at Regulus Regulus looked down at Sirius and his walls broke as he started to sob Sirius stood up “Would… You like a hug?” Regulus nodded and hugged Sirius tight “I missed you.” he sobbed “I missed you so much. But you’re not mine.” Regulus said “How did I die?” Sirius asked in a comforting tone. Regulus was still his baby brother, two years his junior. “Suicide. Mom and Dad pushed you too far and you hung yourself. I was the first one to find you…” He said squeezing Sirius “Why did you leave me alone?” He asked meekly “I don’t know…” he said still hugging Regulus “Did mom snuff me off the tapestry yet?” Regulus nodded “And there’s no portrait of you I can ask…” Sirius closed his eyes “I’m sorry Reggie… but if its any comfort, I don’t leave my little brother. You’re the bravest Slytherin where I come from. You give James a run for his money with how brave you are, but most importantly, I protect you from Mother and Father.” Sirius said breaking the hug and unbuttoning his shirt to reveal the scars that littered his torso Regulus started crying again and covered his mouth “You look just like him…” James looked angry “Your parents did that to you?” Sirius and Regulus turned to James and both nodded. Regulus looked back at Sirius “We need to figure out how to get you back. You need to protect your younger brother.” “And my friends.” Sirius added in. “My Peter plans on outing Remus, James, and I revealing our deepest secret.” Remus stood up angrily “We can't let that happen. My- I mean, His secret needs to stay his.” Sirius nodded “If we’re going to roam school grounds I should probably change forms.” James and Regulus were both confused by this and Remus nodded “We don’t want anything else changing. You weren’t supposed to be here at all. We don’t even know if time is still flowing where you come from.” Sirius turned into his Animagus form which shocked both James and Regulus Remus, unfazed because he had just learned about this, looked at Regulus “I want you to pretend he’s your dog that your parents dropped off for a bit because they’re going out on a date.” Regulus nodded and looked down at the now dog Sirius “Let's get you home.”

Star Crossed Lovers

They met on the train Well, it wasn’t just them. James and Peter were the ones to introduce the two to each other. James had just met Remus as they were getting on the train together and Peter’s family knew Sirius’ so of course they already knew each other. Although, saying they got along together was far from the truth. When they met there was this spark, it was like electricity. They automatically clicked and became great friends.

Eventually that group came to be known as the Marauders. James and Sirius became insanely close. So close, that it would make Remus jealous whenever the two hung out without him. He would never admit it, of course, but it still hurt. Every time he saw that the map was gone and the invisibility cloak was no longer hanging on the edge of James’ trunk there was a searing pain in his chest. It would only be best to describe it as jealousy, but he didn’t have feelings for Sirius. He would describe this feeling to Lily only for her to not understand. The same happened with Sirius. Remus and Lily have gotten closer and closer and Sirius couldn’t stand it. He would stalk their every move with the map imagining that he was Lily and that they were the ones hanging out. He knew he had feelings for Remus, he knew sense the two first met. Remus was everything to Sirius, hell, it was the only thing that Sirius would talk about to James. Being able to confide in his best friend he was okay with letting it out. He knew he would never be able to tell Remus, he had grown up extremely catholic, having been raised in an orphanage and everything where the attendees are nuns does that to you. He feared Remus’ wrath more than his parents, after all, he actually felt loved when he was around Remus.

Two years. It had been two years by this point. Sirius was still in love with Remus, but Remus started to date other people, girls, only girls, of course it was only girls. Sirius would sulk in the dorm whenever Remus went outon a date tracking him with the map. His heart just couldn’t let go of all the love that he had for the man. Everything about him, his curly reddish brown hair, his hazel eyes, even the scars that littered his face and body from his many shiftings. Sirius knew everything that happened behind Remus’ eyes. All his insecurities, all his fears, and his need and want for love. Sirius’ longing had turned to wanting, and he couldn’t contain it. Any chance he could he would take a swig of alcohol just to calm the aching in his chest. He needed that aching to go, to leave him alone. He wanted it all to leave him alone, the image of Remus in his head, his smile constantly haunting him. He tried shifting and moving away from Remus whenever he could but Remus would always take it the wrong way, especially after a full moon. Anyone would, if they were a werewolf like Remus. Remus would always find Sirius asleep holding the map after his dates. He thought it was cute. He thought it was adorable that his friend was so worried about him. But Remus always had the wrong idea. Sirius wasn’t worried, he was daydreaming about being on those dates with Remus. He was fantasizing a life where he would be in love with this man openly and freely and he wouldn’t be worried about his brother being alone in his house or Remus freaking out and never talking to him again.

It slipped Their last year at Hogwarts, it finally slipped. Sirius had too much to drink and he was crying as he watched Remus dance with the girl he was dating at the time. He would stagger to the dorms and sit on his bed crying. He knew it was wrong, the weight of everything on his back, the need to get his brother out, the weight of the load he was carrying, it was all too much and he drank too much. Sirius was no lightweight so this was new to James and Remus. Peter didn’t care much. James was the first to check on Sirius. Sirius clung to the man shaking like a leaf in the wind. “Prongs.” He sobbed “I can’t hold it in anymore, I just can’t.” James knew exactly what Sirius was talking about and sighed “C’mon mate, you’re drunk. Lets get you to bed. You need water.” James said trying to get Sirius to calm down but the man couldn’t stop. Remus eventually showed up and saw the state that Sirius was in. James’ eyes widened “Moony, you shouldn-” But he was cut off. Once Sirius saw Remus he wailed. Remus’ soulder sagged, “This… This is my fault?” Remus said looking over to James. James pursed his lips, he didn’t want to tell his best mates secret. Just as he opened his mouth Sirius called out “Why! Why are you always dating girls?!” Remus was shocked by this “But- Huh? Isn’t it natural-” only to get cut off “You’re always dating these pretty girls. Aren’t I pretty enough for you?” This shocked Remus, was this a confession? Remus sat next to Sirius “Pads… You’re very pretty, especially to me.” James left the room to give the two space. “But you have to understand pads-” “Date me.” it spilled. Remus couldn’t believe it “Pads… I…” Remus tried to find the words to break it to his best friend that he couldn’t possibly date him. I mean, it wasn’t possible, and it wasn’t allowed, not in the church. Everything about this was wrong. But he didn’t have to say anything about it. When he turned to Sirius he saw that he was fast asleep. Remus sighed and left Sirius to sleep leaving the dorm with a ton of questions in his head and some soul searching to do.

Distance. Turns out distance does make the heart grow fonder. Remus would often spend time at the hearth staring into the fire and reminiscing on all the times he had with Sirius during class. Sirius didn’t remember his confession the next day, thats how shit faced he was. Remus had sense broken up with the girl. He let her down easy, saying that he was too busy, when in reality she was someone he no longer daydreamed about. The marauders still exchanged letters to one another, but for some reason Remus always felt the need to keep Sirius’. He confided in Lily about this and she decided to let the man figure out himself. Sirius on the other hand was dealing with forced engagements until he got disowned for eventually coming out to his family. That day he looked his brother in his eyes for the last time.

His eyes. At the funeral Sirius snuck in with Remus. He didn’t want to be alone with his family, not now. He hadn’t seen Sirius cry sense the night that he confessed. Seeing that teary expression as he watched Sirius’ brother’s casket be dropped into the ground with no body in it, it broke Remus and he finally realized what Sirius was talking about. He felt that love that Sirius felt for the first time in his life. He was panicked but reminded himself that if Sirius could handle it, so could he. So he wrapped his arm around Sirius and let hims cry into his side. When Walburga and Orion saw Sirius they immediately went to try to get him to come back home before seeing who Sirius was with. Orion crinkled his nose and Walburga opened her mouth to scold him but Remus effortlessly moved him and Sirius out of the graveyard to the motorcycle they had come on. It was Sirius’ and seeing that Sirius was too distraught to drive Remus drove them home. Sirius had taught Remus and James how to ride just in case something happened to him and that was the only mode of transportation home. Remus stayed with Sirius that night. Remus was finally content and felt at ease from the craziness of his daydreams and his fantasies, to finally have it in front of him felt like a relief.

That relief. The relief that Remus felt was quickly snubbed that dreadful halloween night. Seeing James and Lily’s house engulfed in green flames with Baby Harry the sole survivor. He remembered James bringing up Sirius as the secret keeper and Remus’ world shattered. Sirius would never, denial. When he saw Sirius again he would wring his neck for selling out his best friend, anger. Maybe if Remus went inside it would all be a Halloween prank, denial. This was all Remus’ fault, maybe if he noticed Sirius feeling off he could have changed all of this, guilt. When Remus got home and saw that Sirius had been captured and taken to Azkaban he knew then, This was all real and nothing was going to change, acceptance. Sirius on the other hand was completely innocent. Peter was the secret keeper and he almost had him in his grasp before that rat transformed into his animagus form after cutting off his finger and disappearing into the night for Sirius to take the blame. Remus sat on the floor of his home holding the jacket that Sirius had left the night before. Remus cried into the leather, he couldn’t believe that Sirius would do such a thing. Sirius sat in his cell knowing the only living person who knew he was innocent was against him and hiding out somewhere. And not to mention Remus, the man he loved, didn’t even know they switched secret keepers at the last minute. He was going to believe everything because he through Peter, James, and Lily were all dead , leaving his godson behind. Sirius cried himself to sleep that night.

Thirteen years After thirteen years they finally met again. Remus had his wand pointed at Sirius and he could just tell by the look in his eyes that he was innocent. Sirius was breathing heavily, to die by Remus’ hand would be a godsend. He didn’t care if no one knew he was innocent, if his last view was Remus, the now rugged and even more scarred Remus, he would gladly die. Everything inside of Remus was screaming that he was innocent, every fiber in his being. And Remus put down his wand and embraced the man before him. It was so long, so long sense the two had seen each other and it was only because Sirius had escaped. Remus knew that Peter was alive, he saw him in the shack and when he saw scabbers something inside him flickered, a memory, a memory of a rat. That rat, there was no way.

That letter The letter from Sirius, the letter about the order. He joined without thinking. If it meant he would see the man he loved again he would take it. He was homeless after all and he needed a place to stay. He knew exactly where to go. Sirius’ childhood home, the one where Sirius would sneak him in at night so he could steal some of his things back, or the times where he would grab things of Regulus’ in his desperate attempt to get closer to his dead brother. The path was engraned in his mind. When he arrived with his suitcase Sirius was there to open the door and give him a big hug. Now dressed in his fathers clothes that hung off of his skinny war torn frame like drapes. Remus hugged him back just as close, not wanting to loose someone he truly believed he had lost already. He and Sirius ended up sharing a room. This made both men experience butterflies but they took deep breaths. They should be over their childhood crushes by now. But their bodies would always be woven together by the morning. This would cause both men to flush a deep crimson, but even if they wanted to sleep alone Sirius had such horrible night terrors of the dementors and Peter that Remus holding any part of Sirius would quench any and all nightmare for him to sleep peacefully.

But it wasn’t enough It wasn’t long enough for Remus to tell Sirius. It wasn’t enough time. Bellatrix knocked Sirius into the veil. Remus’ heart sank as he tried holding back the child that would jump into the veil as well to retrieve his godfather. Hot salty tears fell down his face. When he got back to Number Twelve Grimmauld Place he went to Sirius’ room in shock still crying. “I’m sorry…”

“I never got to tell you I love you.”

Sirius the Lantern Bearer pt.1

Sirius woke up early this day. He wanted to surprise his boyfriend as it was Remus' birthday. He ran over to James and shook him awake; he then did the same for Peter. He never was very fond of Peter but he knew all the marauders had to be there for his boyfriend and there would be no exceptions. James started to change into his daywear and Sirius was packing up the picnic basket he had borrowed from Lily. Remus had recently been reading books that involve picnics, he was either doing it absentmindedly or he was fantasizing about having a picnic. Either way, Sirius wanted to give his boyfriend the best breakfast. He looked out the dorm windows and onto the grass by the black lake where he had plotted out what should go for this picnic. Everyone went silent when Remus stirred, he was a very light sleeper and everyone froze hoping that no one had accidentally woken him up. When Remus' soft snores rose back up the three marauders let out the breaths they were holding and went back to cleaning up the room.

This was something Remus had been complaining about forever and Sirius yelled at James and Peter when they were alone that they were going to clean the dorm room for his birthday. Everything had to go smoothly. If there was one little slip up the whole day was going to be ruined. Sirius started pacing and biting his nails as his anxiety hung over him. He felt like he was forgetting something very important. He heard Remus stir and he immediately stopped "Padfoot?" Remus mumbled, "You ok?" Sirius froze and looked over at his lover. He smiled weakly "Happy birthday baby." Remus shot up in his bed and saw the Marauders with wide smiles and the now spotless room. Remus looked over at his boyfriend and smiled "No way! You got everyone to clean the room?!" Sirius laughed and hugged Remus "It is the most amazing boyfriend's birthday today." James gagged "Alright, we get it, you're in love. Now get changed Moony because that is not the only surprise."

Remus got up and changed quickly excited about his surprise. Sirius covered Remus' eyes while James helped Sirius guide Remus through the halls of Hogwarts. Peter was opening doors for the group and just making sure no one got hurt. Sirius guided Remus to the spot under a tree by the black lake. He slowly removed his hands from Remus’ eyes. Remus’ jaw dropped seeing the spread of a picnic around him. His eyes watered his dream coming true. He looked over at Sirius “How? How did you know?” Sirius chuckled, “Let’s call it boyfriend intuition.”

James and Peter opened the picnic basket and gave everyone their breakfast. Remus had his usual four corners of toast with Jam, Marmalade, butter, and jelly on it while Sirius ate his chocolate chip waffles. James had a croissant and Peter enjoyed his apple. They had more food in the basket in case they were still hungry and knowing that they were growing boys of course they were hungry. The boys devoured their breakfast, especially Remus. The full moon was last week and he was very hungry. The four Marauders started joking around and just tossing things back and forth. The four of them were going to skip classes and all the teachers knew. Dumbledor told all the teachers not to take points from them because of it. They were just kids and a birthday was a big thing for kids.

Sirius grabbed James’ glasses and put them on pretending to be James “Oh the lovely Lily. If only you were mine. Lily, what a name.” Sirius mocked. James’ face was bright red “Hey! That’s a low blow!” Remus was laughing his butt off and James sighed “Fine, but only because it’s your boyfriend’s birthday and he is having a good laugh at my expense.” Sirius gave James his glasses back feeling more empowered. Sirius stood up and ran around. He was laughing and smiling but the anxiety that he was forgetting something still stood over his head like an anvil. Remus could tell this wasn't normal Sirius goofing around. Remus pats the ground next to him and Sirius sits. Peter laughed “You trained him like a dog!” Sirius glared and Remus pet his head “Not today Padfoot, just today, for me?” Sirius sighed and put his head in Remus’ chest “Now tell me what is making you so upset?” Sirius looked up at Remus “It’s that noticeable, huh?” Remus nodded and Sirius took a deep breath “I feel like I’m forgetting something really important.”

Just him saying that was enough for the whole day to turn to shit. Walburga stormed over to the Marauders with Regulus in tow. “How DARE you, Sirius Orion Black.” Sirius jumped and the Marauders looked up to see the woman that had caused Sirius years of torment and torture. Walburga grabbed Sirius by his hair “You forgot that we were having a meeting about your betrothal?!” Regulus tried to stop Walburga but she just shooed him off. Tears pricked in Sirius’ eyes as his hands instinctively rose to his hair. “Walburga-” Walburga only gripped his hair harder “What did I tell you to call me boy?!” Sirius’ shoulders shuttered “M-Ma’am please, It’s Remus’ birthday!” Walburga’s stare immediately landed on the birthday boy “Is it now?” Remus gulped and nodded. James and Peter were shrinking away and Remus held his grip on Lily’s picnic basket. Walburga dropped Sirius’ hair and grabbed his face, her nails digging into his porcelain skin. Walburga leaned into his face “Are you still playing family with these pathetic low lives?! When will you wake up and realize who you truly are?!” Remus looked over at Regulus who was staring at the ground. Silent tears were falling down his face. She shoved Sirius into Remus and pulled her wand out of her sleeve. “I’ll show you how pathetic they are! They won’t handle five seconds under the Crucio curse, will they? Let’s find out.” Sirius’ eyes widened. His mother cast the spell, the green lightning seemingly moving in slow motion. James, Peter, and Remus all huddled together. Sirius jumped in front of them with his wand in hand. The spell seemed to change slightly when Walburga saw her son attempt to protect the half-bloods and blood traitors. Just as quickly as she cast the spell Sirius was hit. He fell to the ground shrieking in pain. His body writhed and Walburga straightened her jacket “Regulus. Come.” Regulus stared at his brother wide-eyed. He had seen his brother under the Crucio curse before so why did it feel so different this time? He ran to his mother as Sirius’ body stopped shaking.

James laughed trying to lighten the mood. “At least now you know what you were forgetting, right Sirius?” There was no sound coming from their fellow Marauder. The silence was deafening. James laughed again “Nice prank mate, now get up. We get it, you want attention.” Sirius’ body didn’t move. Looking closer it didn’t even look like he was breathing in the first place. James got worried and Remus shook him “Sirius?” Sirius’ head rolled over, his eyes were snow-white, rolled to the back of his head. Tears formed in Remus’ eyes and James covered his mouth. Sirius’ body was still and he looked at peace. He was finally going to experience what peace felt like. Remus sobbed “No, NO! This can’t be happening!” Peter’s pudgy face went white and James looked horrified “We… We gotta take him to Madam Pomfrey.” Remus scooped the younger male into his arms, cradling him gently. The three Marauders ran. This was not happening. Sirius couldn’t be dead.

When they reached Madam Pomfrey she looked over him quickly and magically analyzed him. “I’m sorry boys, It looks like the Crucio curse but something must have changed at the last minute. This looks like the effects of the Dementors kiss but…” “But it’s not.” Remus finished for her. The blue sky outside quickly turned gray as if mourning the loss of the Marauder. The boys looked at their best friend, tears in their eyes “Is there anything we can do?” Madam Pomfrey shook her head no “I’m sorry… I’ll leave you boys alone so you can have your moments.” once Madam Pomfrey had left Remus screamed in pain and fell to the side of Sirius’ bed.

Regulus ran up to the healer knowing that his brother was up there. The sound of Remus’ scream gave him hope. When he pushed open the door, there the Marauders were, crying over his brother’s motionless body. The boys looked over at the younger Black sibling and tears formed in his eyes. He quickly wiped them away and ran to go find his mother. Once he saw her getting onto a carriage he grabbed her wrist. Walburga smiled and pet his head “Come to say goodbye little Reg?” Regulus pulled away from his mother’s grasp “You… You killed him.” The realization flashed in Walburga’s eyes and she smiled “Good. He was a nuisance. We can always make another Black sibling. He was expendable. He was nothing but a problem. Excuse me, she’s not around anymore. She.” Regulus’ eyes widened with horror. His mother had shown no remorse for what she had done. She had taken the life of her oldest son and now disrespected him that he was dead. “Oh Reg, no need to look so shocked your older sist-” “He’s not a girl!” Regulus yelled, tears in his eyes “He was my older brother! I loved him! You loved him!” Walburga laughed “No, I didn’t love her. She was nothing but a thorn in my side for years.” Regulus fell to his knees and cried. Walburga pets his head and he slaps her hand away glaring at her. Walburga stood there shocked because staring right at her was the boy she just killed. Regulus ran away sobbing. He couldn’t go to his friends, they all used him anyway. The only place he knew he could go was to the Marauders.

The Marauders all sat around Sirius’ bed playing with his hair and reminiscing. They were knocked out of their trance when the doors to the infirmary were shoved open. There Regulus stood sobbing and trying to wipe all of his tears away. Remus’ heart ached. Sirius would always tell him about how much he loved his little brother and how much pain he would go through just to protect him. Remus opened his arms “Come here Regulus.” he said softly. The young Black ran into Remus’ arms and sobbed. Remus pets his hair “It will be ok. You know, Sirius once told me that ‘The ones we love never truly leave us’.” Remus moved his hand to Regulus’ chest where his beating, aching, heart would be. Mimicking Sirius’ motions Remus closed his eyes “They’re always in here.” Regulus sobbed louder and Remus joined him. James and Peter both shed tears and joined in on the group hug.

On March 10th, 1975 the Marauders said goodbye to their best friend. Remus Lupin said goodbye to his boyfriend of 2 years, and Regulus said goodbye to his older brother. None of them expected this to happen.

Pining Aizawa (Headcannon) (An old request)

Aizawa had fallen for you as soon as he found out you absolutely love cats and need sleep due to your quirk

You were very oblivious to every single thing that Aizawa did

Aizawa attempted to flirt with you but you just took it as him being extra friendly

Aizawa continuously tries to ask you out but you mistake it as him being friendly or platonic dates

Aizawa knew you were oblivious, he had seen many people hit on you and it just flew over your head

Aizawa ends up giving up and going back to trying to just be friends with you

It doesn’t work and you notice him being distant

You start flirting with him not knowing that you are flirting and it causes him to fall deeper in love with you. Not because you're flirting but because you care about him and his feelings

Eventually, someone asks you out

Aizawa is absolutely crushed hearing that but you immediately told the person no saying you had someone special in mind

Aizawa’s heart broke but you walked over to him and smiled immediately healing his heart

One day Aizawa gets the courage from Mic to ask you out and you say yes

You tell him about how you had a crush on him since he had been getting “Nicer” aka flirting

He tells you that was him flirting and how he had been doing it for years

You realize how oblivious you are and facepalm while laughing

Aizawa tells you that he is in love with every aspect of you, including your oblivion

His students notice how much happier he has gotten