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ponzien · 5 months
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- REMEMBER ME
Summary: When you get stuck in the amazing digital circus the last thing Jax expects is to see and somehow remember the woman he loves…but why? Why only you? Why not anything else and how?
Pairing: Jax x fem!reader
Category: angst + fluff
Disclaimer: My interpretation of the lore is not rock solid and should not be taken as fact. I am not involved in the creation of the show and have limited information on subjects required to write this fan fiction. Thus I will be using what works best for the plot and information blatantly avaaible in the pilot episode of ‘The Amazing Digital Circus’. Enjoy!
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READER PERSPECTIVE
The halls were dark and absent of light or color, at least to me. My co workers stared at me in pity and concern. As if I were a victim of a terrible accident. Then again what happened could hardly be an accident, I mean they all knew what happened to my boyfriend of 7 years yet they idly stood by and allowed it to happen. I hated them.
What sent me over the edge? A ring. We could’ve gotten married had it not been for them and their negligence. Stumbling towards the glass window where my friends were on display put tears in my eyes. The characters they’d created being their new bodies. My sorrow quickly transformed into something else when I saw the blood leaking from one of their mouths.
Kade had died. Apparently his body couldn’t handle abstraction like some of the others. While the mental damage was permanent there was a way out, you’d just have to be strong enough. Kade wasn’t, but it was okay because this was my one opportunity.
“Can I be next?!” I asked in anticipation. My boss stared at me intensely. “Why should I, I just sent in Poppy for this exact reason, to replace Kaufmo.” He rolled his eyes. “Well you didn’t know he was dead and you sent her anyways please let me replace Kaufmo instead!” I begged, I had to, anything was better than this. “Fine… boys set her up, she’s going in” I smiled, for the first time in a long time I was happy.
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I sat down calmly as the headset was placed on me, a bunny, just like his, we’d designed them together for fun when we were 17, when the project had first released. People complained about lack of humanity in the characters, perhaps the company took it personally seeing as I am where I am right now. I felt my conscious slip as the IV was injected into me so I couldn’t feel the piercing pain I normally would’ve.
Was I an idiot? Maybe so. I wouldn’t remember any of this soon and want to return so why leave. Why not face it. Truth be told, a life without the boy id been with since 15 was no life at all. People do the craziest things when they’re in love…
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Joyful music played as I entered the circus. I could hear someone speaking and then the singing began.
“As gangle, and Kinger and Pomni too, Ragatha, and Jax (Ah!) and then there’s Zooble! (Woo-Hoo) Many wonders can be found, send ya spinning round and round until you fly, to the moon and then the sun and we don’t know why! You won’t believe your eyes, prepare for a surprise, don’t touch that door there’s so much more you don’t know what’s in store watch out for the-“
Cheery music oddly theme song sounding stopped immediately…
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that’s the end folks! Let me know if this is actually decent or worth reading it was just a fun little Drabble
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ponzien · 5 months
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IM BACKKK
Anyways I’ll be writing for the following shows in the near future 🥰
I’ll also be using this account to post my own series that I have loved for years but never shared :(
Criminal Minds
The Amazing Digital Circus
Suits
Modern Family
A2K
Dream Academy
And I’ll be doing requests as far as personal OCS or self inserts go for free! 😊
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ponzien · 7 months
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Can I request a Spencer Reid fic where reader is a total naive sweetheart who goes to Pilates and is always in pink and Spencer introduces her to the Bau and she just thinks the smallest details of a case are TERRIFYING and the entire team is like “how does this work” but Spencer is doting on her the whole time and they’re like “ahhh I see, savior complex”
Sorry it’s long! Feel free to change anything!!<333
Hi lovely, ty for the request! Hopefully, this is okay🥰warnings: fluff, use of pet names and y/n, mentions of going for a drink (0.6k)
It is by a pure chance, that you and Spencer meet his team. He bailed on going out to get drinks with them and instead went to pick you up from your pilates class with intent to take you out for a date night.
You walk (you are almost skipping as you go, too happy to see your Spence) hand in hand towards your apartment for you to change. Because it wouldn't be really appropriate for you to go to the restaurant in a pink working out set and especially with the pink yoga mat.
And that's when it happens, you turn around the corner and suddenly the whole team is in front of you. You would almost miss them, too focused on listening to Spencer, but he stops walking, making you avert your attention towards them.
"Oh Spence, is that your team?" you ask innocently, eyes very curious. You don't realise, that Spencer is going to be teased so much for hiding your relationship.
"Yes, it is, sweetheart," he says and he can do nothing else as the team immediately starts towards you, their eyes and mouths wide open.
"Hey guys," he greets them with a sigh.
"Well hello to you too, pretty boy," Derek says with a big smirk, "I thought, you were too tired to go out." Spencer knows he shouldn't have lied to them, but he wanted to go out with you too badly, not seeing you for a week.
"I'm sorry guys," he says, cheeks flushed pink.
"You should be," Penelope quips in and then eagerly adds," but introduce us and maybe you'll be forgiven."
Spencer sighs again, meanwhile you are smiling shyly at everybody, eyes big as you look at them.
"Everybody, this is y/n, my girlfriend," there's a loud gasp and Spencer is pretty sure, that it came from Penelope.
There's a moment of silence as Spencer's words sink in. Finally, Rossi, more mature then anyone else, sticks his hand out and introduces himself to you. Soon, the others recover and follow his lead.
"It's so nice to meet you guys, Spencer's told me so much about you. It's great to finally add the faces to your names," you tell them with a big big smile.
"It's nice to meet you too, but we would love to know about you beforehand," JJ says, looking pointedly at Spencer, to which he just rolls his eyes to.
"I'm sorry, I just didn't know how to bring it up," he explains, his hand scratching his neck.
"It's okay, we understand," Hotch, the other more mature one, assures him.
"How about you join us guys? You can tell us about how you guys met?" Penelope, the sweetheart she is, invites you for drinks.
"I don't know guys, y/n doesn't really like hearing anything about the work-"
"What? You guys will talk about the case?" you scrunch your face in distaste," I don't think we can join you then, I wouldn't be able to fall asleep for weeks." You look so scared, that it has the profilers worried for a second.
But Penelope saves the day, " no no no, don't worry. They aren't allowed to talk about it around me, I get enough nightmares from work as it is. I ,too, definitely don't want to hear any more details,"
"Really?" you ask with quiet voice, Spencer squeezes your hand in reassurance. Giving you a small smile.
"Really." There's a chorus of agreements from everybody else. To which a huge smile grows on your face, replacing the sad, scared one.
"Okay, great. I just need to go change, I live close from here. So we'll be back quickly," you say with excitement and before they can respond, you are out of there, dragging Spencer with you.
Leaving the team with confused faces and even more questions, about how does your relationship work with you being terrified to even hear a single thing about Spencer work and being like complete opposite to him.
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ponzien · 7 months
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Not sure if my DMs are working but if they do please request some fics my AAP classes are taking the life out of me and I’m sad🥹
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ponzien · 7 months
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I’m so obsessed with the thought of just clinging on Spencer all the time.🥹
“Babe” you whine. “What’s up my love?” He asked, looking up from his book. “I’m sad” you respond. “Why’s that?” Spencer set down the book entirely to focus on you. “Because I just love you so much but you’re reading. And I don’t know what to do.” You complain, tossing your body onto him.
“Awww sweetheart, you can just ask me” He laughed in response as you kissed him all over his face. “Yeah but that takes the fun out of it.” You shrug wrapping your arms around his neck as you continue to kiss him.
“As much as i love this I have to go to the kitchen.” Spencer laughs. “You mean we?” You pout. “Of course how could I ever be so silly to think I can go anywhere in this house without you” He sighs, picking you up and carrying you to the kitchen.
“Seriously, since when have you ever done that.”
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ponzien · 7 months
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- It Takes Two
Summary: You’re, put simply a catch. However when you find out another woman has his baby you lose it.
Pairing: prison!spencer x sweetheart!reader
Category: Angst (Happy End eventually)
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All good things come to an end. I knew it would be my turn soon.
“And you swear it’s his..?” I asked, tears welling up in my eyes. “Yeah…I’m sorry you had to find out like this…” the short brown haired woman frowned, caressing my hand softly as she looked at me.
“But how?” My voice cracked. “Well it was before he got arrested, in Mexico, I’d known him for quite a while before that.” Cat said with a frown. “I understand… thank you.” I began to sob into my hands.
“Seriously, you seem like a lovely girl, how long have you been dating?” She raised a brow. I wiped my tears and almost shrugged. “About 7 months… if I’d known he had a girlfriend who was pregnant nonetheless I wouldn’t have ever…”
“It’s finee, I know how it is, I just want him to be around for his kid even if it means co parenting.” Cat said. I looked up a bit confused. “You’re staying with him?” I questioned. “Well yeah but only for the baby, you wouldn’t want them to grow up without their daddy right?” She frowned and placed two hands on her belly. “Of course not! I’m sorry” I panicked.
“You’re all good, im really sorry this happened to you though” Cat shook her head. “I’m sorry too, i have to go to work but I’ll be grabbing the last of my things soon. I havent seen him in a while so I’ll probably not see you either, I wish you a healthy pregnancy” I bowed politely and left.
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The feeling of vomit in my throat burned. I hurled over the toilet wondering what was wrong with me. Then the idea hit me. It couldn’t be. Positive. I was shocked. I curled up into a ball crying for hours until I decided to confront him.
I’d have to go to his work, with a positive test in hand and a heavy heart I walked to my car and drove off to the BAU. The entire ride was silent as I thought about what to say before ultimately deciding that I’d let it unfold when I got there.
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“Hello, I need to speak with Doctor Spencer Reid.” I said to a group of his co workers. “Uhm who are you?” The blonde said almost defensively. “His…well his now ex girlfriend but I really need to speak with him.” I tried to look past them. “Hold on girlfriend? When did you guys start dating?” An older man asked.
“About 7 months ago…why?” I raised a brow. “He never told us he had a girlfriend…” The one I knew as Penelope stated. “Fucking fantastic, I’m glad he’s good at lying to you guys too.” I said defeated, almost crying. “What do you mean?” An older woman asked, young I suppose but a few greys sticking out.
“I’ll tell you what I mean first he doesn’t tell you guys about me or anyone for that matter and now not only am I pregnant but another bitch out there has his baby too!” I sobbed, leaning against the blonde who immediately comforted me.
“What do you mean? Who else is pregnant?!” The older woman asked. “Cat…that’s what she said her name was, she’s in prison but everything matches up and…” I sniffled. “Me and Spencer took a break almost 3 months ago and now…I’m pregnant and..” I sobbed harder into the blonde’s chest.
“Ma’am I need you to listen to me, Cat is a convicted hit woman who’s after Spencer, this could be the connection we need to get him out so I need you to tell me everything.” The blonde said.
“What do you mean get him out?! Where is he?!” I panicked. “He’s in prison because he was framed.” The older man said. “Oh my…I’m so stupid I should’ve checked on him and…oh my god I’m gonna be sick!” I clutched my stomach and vomited a bit in my mouth.
“It’s okay, breathe, thanks to you we can get him out and you’ll work things out, I’m Jennifer alright?” Jennifer hummed as she got on her knees in front of me as I sat down. “But what about Cat…” I asked.
“No matter what happens I need you to know…that it wasn’t his choice.” Her voice cracked as I hurled on the floor. “They…did she..?” I whispered. Jennifer nodded. “No matter how it happened Spencer wasn’t..conscious or mentally aware of it.”
“And I was judging him and wanting to…oh god am I a bad person…I’m a bad mother too! I can never-“ I cried harder as Jennifer interrupted. “No, listen, you’re an amazing person and you’ll be a great mom, she’s good at getting into people’s heads. Just hang in there.” She assured me.
“I can try..”
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“Hey, Y/N…look” Emily whispered to me with a large smile as Spencer walked out of the elevator. “Spence!” I gasped as I ran over to hug him. He hugged me tightly as if trying to make sure I was real. “It’s okay…why didn’t you have someone tell me…” I cried into his shoulder. “I’m sorry I didn’t want you know until my name was cleared… it’s selfish I know and-“ I cut him off. “Never mind it’s irrelevant.”
“Can we show him?!” Penelope squealed. I nodded as she brought out a glittery sign we made together to pass the time. “Open the little door” I smiled, hands over my mouth as I waited. “What’s this…” He asked skeptically as he opened it and began to slowly smile.
“You’re serious?” He asked. I nodded. “Like really positive?” I felt the light return to his eyes for a second as I nodded again. “This is-“ He hugged me tight and spun my around. “Thank You so much Y/N”
“Hey it’s not just me it takes two you know?”
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ponzien · 7 months
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- A very cozy Christmas
Summary: Reader surprises Spencer with the famous matching socks that hold hands!
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader
Category: FLUFFYY
For all of my impatient Christmas lovers 🥹🩷
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“Thank you!” I smiled, walking out of the store with a huge grin, displaying the entire thing on the phone with Penelope. I got the socks let’s go show him~” I laughed, dangling the bag. “He’s going to love them!” She squealed as I hopped in the car. “I sure hope so”
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“Baby!” Spencer immediately got up and ran to hug me. “Hello my love, hold on sit down I have a surprise for you!” I shook the bag and walked to the couch. “What is it?” He tilts his head in confusion. “That’s the whole point of a surprise my genius friend.”
He sighed and took the bag, slowly removing the tissue paper. “There’s so much tissue paper what are we gonna do with all of- are you recording me?” He sat the bag on his lap, a smile threatening to cross his face as he pretended to be upset.
“Yes, it’s for Penelope this was her idea!” I laughed as he slowly continued to open the bag. “It’s socks! Thank you…?” He said confused. “I lost my last pair of white socks you know how I am with colorful fun ones.” Spencer smiled. “Oh my god! Baby no!” I burst out laughing again. “I can’t breathe oh my-“
“Are You okay?!” He rushed to my side. “I’m- I’m okay!” I leaned into his chest and grabbed his shoulder trying to stabilize again. “Spence look.” I grabbed the socks and showed him the cute faces on them. “They have faces!” Spencer gasped.
He was genuinely happy with just that. “How many pairs are there?” I asked with a smirk, re focusing the camera. “2…we have matching socks!” His eyes lit up. He prepared to get up before noticing the sock’s arms stuck together. “BABE.” He gasped. “Yess?”
I answered. “We’ve got to put these on come on.” He quickly picked me up and walked to the bedroom. “Spence!” I squealed, stopping the video and holding onto him. “That was so unnecessary.” I shook my head with a smile. “But we have to get our matching pajamas otherwise what’s the point.” Spencer complained.
“Of course not”
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“Hey Penelope!” I waved on FaceTime. “Hi Garcia!” Spencer spoke from over my shoulder as we stood in the kitchen. “Hey boy and girl wonder!” Garcia squealed. “Let me see em!” “Yes!” Spencer cheered as I sighed and shook my head.
“He’s more than happy with them Garcia. Our water bill is going to skyrocket with hun washing these things all the time so he can wear them.” I said to her on the phone. “What?! No I have plenty of socks besides I can’t wash mine if you didn’t wash yours”
“You’d probably wash mine too.” I retorted as I flipped the camera to show our socks and slippers. “AHH so cute!” Penelope squealed.
“At least we know what socks to wear during Christmas time.” I laughed. “Do you really not like them?” Spence frowned. “What?” I raised a brow. “You’re acting like you don’t like them, if you don’t want to match you can say so” He basically pouted.
“What? No- Spencer! You know I’m a hater all the time it’s only for jokes I love them, I mean you’re talking to the same woman who buys you underwear a 12 year old boy would wear.” I laughed.
“That’s true…”
“Penelope Garcia signing off!.”
“I totally forgot she was there.”
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ponzien · 7 months
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I’m thinking about writing a fanfic based on The little socks that have magnets to make them hold hands, Spencer and reader get a matching pair! Also please request Spencer stuff I need more ideas 🥹
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ponzien · 8 months
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- F*c|< it up
Summary: Reader shows up to a party with Spencer and shows off her dancing skills while drunk
Pairing: Spencer Reid x GN! Reader
Category: smut implied, some light fluff
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Spencer Reid
Showing up to a party with my new partner was intimidating to say the least. I knew everyone would have questions and Y/N was a quiet person around others. I felt my hand sweating on the wheel while they napped, their head resting on the window and covered with a blanket I’d packed for them.
“Babe, we’re here.” I gently shook their thigh as they yawned and got out the car, we walked inside and greeted everyone. “Hey!” They said in unison. Alll smiles and waves coming our way. “You must be Y/N, you’re stunning oh my god!” J.J laughed and hugged us. So far so good. Next was Penelope.
“Oh wow! You look better in person!” Penelope cooed while squeezing them. “Thank you so much you’re both gorgeous!” Y/N replied with a huge smile, now shaking hands with everyone. They fit in well.
Later on after 5 drinks Y/N joined Penelope and Emily on the dance floor. “They’re having fun!” Derek snickered and nudged me. “Yeah..” i said in hyper focus. “What’s up kid?” He questioned. I shook my head dismissively. “I’m happy” I said with a smile.
“No way he has a pole!” Penelope gasped. “I should get up there!” Emily joked. “Watch my purse” Y/N said, dedication lighting up their eyes. “Alright girl show off!” J.J laughed hyping them up as they got on the pole.
“Alright let’s get cooking as you kids say” Rossi joined in, playing appropriate music Y/N removed their shirt and revealed a tank top. “Wow I didn’t know you were into people like this Spencer” Derek blinked in shock. “I had no clue either.”
Unsure of what to do except watch I sat quietly as everyone hyped them up, watching as their hips swayed and fingers gripped around the pole. It was over the second I saw their cheeky smirk and now frazzled hair as they grind against the pole. My jaw dropped as I admired their perfect figure.
Plush ass, perfect legs. Safe to say I couldn’t wait to get home.
The sweat dripping off their forehead spoke lengths and so did their v cut shirt. Taking in account the lines that almost showed abs on their stomach everything was perfect.
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ponzien · 8 months
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- Home to you
Summary: Spencer expresses his concerns about how late reader works, she reassures him the next night
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Badass!fem!reader
Category: Pure fluff
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Spencer Reid
That same exact nightmare for the 7th time in a row. They used to come and go and now they’re here. I felt myself crying, warm tears streaming down my cheek in fear of loosing her just like Maeve.
Suddenly I see her, gorgeous figure still in the doorway upon seeing my tears. “Oh..hi” I said awkwardly while wiping my tears. “Babe are you okay ?” She asked in panic, putting down the tray of food and wiping my tears.
“I’m fine” I say bluntly. I’m not fine. “But you’re not…is something the matters you can tell me anything” she cooed in an almost motherly tone. It was warm and soft. Instinctively, I leaned onto her, nuzzling into her neck. Y/N grabbed my waist, her gorgeous hair tickling my neck.
Her gentle gaze on me felt equal to the rays of sun on a spring morning. My saving grace. “Let’s eat, you’re probably hungry.” She smiled. “Can I be honest?” I asked, looking up at her through wet lashes. “Of course hun, anything” Y/N kissed my forehead. “I’m scared…” I said with a crack.
“Scared of what?” She hummed. “Scared that something will happen to you..what would I do without you..?” I began to cry again. “Oh Spencer… you have nothing to worry about.”
“But you work so late and walk the streets alone…” I insisted, watching her soft and swift movements. She’s a fragile looking woman. “I have to go to work but I promise you nothing bad will happen to me my love” She kissed my lips and walked out, leaving me with my thoughts in the empty room.
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That same night I felt a slam against the door. I rushed to open it and saw a bloody Y/N. Fearfully I took her inside and saw her panting. I checked her pulse which was normal…weird? “Thanks I couldn’t find my keys” She panted. “Are You okay?!” I cried. “Yeah, this blood isn’t mine” she shook her head.
“What?! Did you…” I raised a brow. “No I almost got mugged, but I took Karate for 7 years and Boxing for 12, that’s why I told you not to worry about me” she laughed. “Are they…alive?” I asked. “Oh yeah just knocked out I called the cops on those suckers to prevent misunderstanding”
“Are You alright?” I asked again. “Just a Little shaken but it’s fine.” Y/N kissed me. I hugged her tightly with a huge smile, not wanting to imagine what it could’ve been.
“I’d fight a bear to come home to you remember that Spencer Reid”
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ponzien · 8 months
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- My diabetic Lover
Summary: Reader’s stomach and thighs are sore so Spencer helps her register her insulin shot<3
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Female!Reader
Category: Pure fluff!!
Begging more people to write diabetic reader I need to be seen😵‍💫🥹
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From the second the needle grazed my skin I felt it. With a loud groan I collapsed backwards onto the bed, my arms and legs sprawled out in a star fish position. This was my 7th attempt and I was about ready to give up and risk a hospital visit.
“No luck?” My boyfriend, Spencer hummed from the doorway. I shook my head. “You’ve tried everywhere?” He raised a brow.
“Everywhere I can reach” I scoffed. “Now I need another needle, I can’t just use this one again, can you grab the pack for me?” I pouted.
He complied and grabbed the box of pen needles, prepping my pen for me. “Can I try…please?” He asked, a smile threatening to appear on his lips.
“You know what… that’s not a bad idea!” I smiled and turned around. “Do you know how to do it?” I asked, already knowing the answer.
“Actually, I went to a 4 hour course on it to help when my friend’s son got diabetes.” He stated matter of factly. “Of course you did” I snickered.
“So you tried thighs and abdomen but not your arms right?” Spencer asked as he primed the needle. “Basically” I shook my head.
“Let me try your arm maybe?” Spencer shrugged and pinched the skin. Waiting for my approval. I nodded and he skillfully did it without warning so i didnt flinch.
“Oh thank god” I sighed in relief. “I thought I’d never be able to eat.” I smiled and ran to the kitchen as he threw away the needle and closed the pen.
“I should let you do that more often” I laughed as I threw my arms around his neck and kissed him.
“I wouldn’t mind helping out every once in a while but maybe you should go with your insulin pump if this is going to be an issue” Spencer laughed.
“Yeah…”
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Hey! Sorry if I portrayed any part of this wrong, I was recently diagnosed and I’m still learning a ton so yeah! Also sorry that it’s short, my post hospital energy levels are disgustingly low
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ponzien · 8 months
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I need need need Spencer Reid x diabetic (type 1) reader IMMEDIATELY
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ponzien · 8 months
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- BABY FEVER
SUMMARY: Reader comes home to a very sick surprise
PAIRING: Spencer Reid/Reader
CATEGORY: Fluff
For all of my Dad!Spencer lovers! 💗‼️
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“One love one house no shirt no blouse”
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Coming home from work is usually a stressful task especially when your babysitter is less than great with your toddler.
Not particularly excited to see the mess she made I walked through the door. It was quiet…too quiet. I tried not to panic as i walked through the house.
The floorboards grew louder as i walked to Madeleine’s room. When I opened the door and saw she wasn’t there is when I began to panic.
I ran upstairs to me and Spencer’s room in a frazzled state as i burst through the door.
Nothing could feel as good as the wave of relief that washed over me seeing my fiancé cuddled in bed with Maddy. I sighed and put a hand over my chest.
Spencer rubbed his eyes and yawned as he sat up. “My love?” He said quietly as he put on his glasses.
“I didn’t expect you to be home so early” I smiled and walked up to place a kid on both of their foreheads. “Me either but I was excited to take a nap with Maddy”
He gave a soft smile and turned over to his side facing me. “Are you going to join us?” Spencer asked.
“Next time, I’m gonna make dinner I’ll be done pretty quick, I’ll make your favorite since you’re home” I kissed him one more time before leaving the room.
As i was working on Dinner both of them came downstairs and sat on the couch, seeing as the kitchen was open i could see them clearly.
“What’s up guys? Sleep well?” I chuckled as they both made the same expression. Madeleine always did look like her daddy more than me.
“Yeah..” Spencer sighed as he placed a hand to his forehead. “Oh god. I know that look” I huffed as i opened the cabinet and placed a thermometer under their tongues.
Once it beeped I took them back and looked at them in disbelief. “Yep you’re both sick, turn on Disney plus I’ll get your guys dinner and Gatorade.
“Yay! Gatorade!” Madeline cheered. “Can I have tea?” Spencer asked sheepishly. “I got you” I smiled.
“Daddy I’m sick” Madeleine announced. Spencer gasped and leaned back. “no way!” He joked. She nodded and hid her face in her hands.
“It’s okay Maddy, Look” Spencer began to fake cough. “Dad is sick too” He hid his face too and earned a giggle from the little girl.
Man was I lucky to have such a great future husband.
“Alright guys food is served!” I announced by putting food on the table for them.
Maddy clapped her hands happily. “Soup, look mommy it’s soup!” She giggled. I leaned down to look. “No way! Soup?” I gasped. “Yeah but mommy didn’t make it” she frowns.
“Really? Who did?” I asked. “It was just mommy.” She smiled as I giggled too. “Did mommy do a good job?”
“Uhm…yes!” Maddy threw her hands up in celebration.
My family was complete. Or so I thought
Once Maddy grew up I’d have a bad case of…
Baby fever
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ponzien · 8 months
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- BEWITCHED
SUMMARY: Reader loves Spencer but slowly realizes just how deep that loves goes…
PAIRING: Spencer Reid/GN!Reader
CATEGORY: PURE FLUFF!!
I had to write this omg this idea is too cute🥹
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“YOU BEWITCHED ME FROM THE FIRST TIME THAT YOU KISSED ME”
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Spencer Reid, the boy genius seemed to change throughout the seasons, the days came and went and it seemed that he grew more and more.
He’d gone from a shy kid who you scared bullies off for to a less socially awkward young man with a dating life, one that didn’t include me…
Yikes.
Although it hurt as long as he was happy I could be too, that’s how it’d always been well until today. When I received the phone call I rushed to the hospital without a second thought.
“Spencer!” I cried as you burst through the door to see him eating jello. The young women in the room both left as soon as they saw me but seemed confused. “Are You okay? Where did you get hurt is it just for neck?” I panicked.
Surprisingly enough he laughed, a sweet smile on his lips almost immediately. “I’m fine, this jello is really good though” He shrugged
“Oh my god what do I do with you, you always worry me someday you’re gonna-“ I was cut off by the warmth surrounding my torso. His arms fitting me so perfectly inside of them.
“Just promise I’ll always be in your heart” He whispered, his chin so snug on my shoulder. I must’ve looked bewildered when he pulled away because he seemed concerned by my expression.
I shook my head and nodded, nearly crying. “I can’t stand you” I sniffled info my sleeve with a chuckle.
He smiled at me and scoffed. The usual banter. Still…the weird desire in my stomach remained nameless from that moment.
I couldn’t be considered an expert on love but I knew…enough? Just not enough to put a name on this feeling.
Months flew by like free birds and I’d finally figured it out. He’d placed a spell on me in that moment.
Without his magic I’d be sitting at home with work and my cat not at a dinner downtown with a cup of coffee at 2AM.
“What’s this about?” I laughed as I sipped my coffee.
“I wanted to uhm ask you something? Yeah that sounds right” He questioned himself.
“Right what’s your question?” I raised a brow, suddenly smelling the alcohol in his breath.
He fiddled with his fingers and looked away before slamming his lips on to mine. My eyes widened and my breath hitched as his fingers tangled in my hair.
My eyes remained wide for a second until I kissed him back, wrapping my arms around his neck. He pulled away before I did and smiled.
“Is that a yes?” he questioned with a smile. I nodded and quickly kissed him again. “We should head home I smell the alcohol.” I rolled my eyes
“Say thanks to Morgan for that” Spencer shrugged. I’ll keep that in mind I suppose.
I walked to pay for our drinks and walked out with Spencer.
“It’s raining” he groaned as he stood under the building’s small roof outside. “Well I assume you didn’t drive here so let’s run and catch a cab”
“Are You nuts do You know how many diseases-“He panicked as I grabbed his hand and ran out in the rain, he had his sweater over his head but I wasn’t too focused on my hair.
We quickly got a cab and sighed in relief. “That was a good idea” I smirked. “That was by far the worst idea you’ve ever had” Spencer groaned as he leaned onto my shoulder.
“Yeah well you wouldn’t have much of an excuse to be where you are if I didn’t” I kissed his forehead.
He nodded with his eyes closed and smiled.
Quickly we arrived at my apartment where he stood in the cab. “goodnight Spencer” I waved with a smile. “Goodnight…wait Y/N!”
He winced a bit. “Why what happened did I step on your-“ I was cut off by another sudden kiss goodnight as he closed the door and the cab drove off.
I felt the word freeze for a second. Everything when I was with him felt amazing and like a new adventure.
The next day I woke up to my doorbell ringing. I groggily got out of bed to see Spencer at my door with flowers. He looked me up and down multiple times until I realized.
“Oh my- I’m so sorry let me just-“ I closed the door in embarrassment as I heard Spencer wince, he’d had his foot there. “Spencer are you okay?!”
“Yes I’m okay..ow that was my fault sorry…” He winced. “I’m sorry I didn’t mean to stare it’s just you’re so…mesmerizing even when you’ve only just woken up…” He said sheepishly.
I chuckled in embarrassment and hugged him. “Thank you…what’s with the flowers?” I asked.
“You said you liked these once so I thought it was a nice gift, I got you donuts too…” He held up the bags.
I tried to think straight for a second but all rationality left me as I kissed him. He dropped the bag gently onto the floor and let his hands sneak around my waist.
When the kiss finally broke I picked up the flowers and noticed the note on it, choosing to ignore it I spoke with Spencer until he had to leave for a case.
The singular second he walked out the door I felt the sad feeling of missing him.
I walked back it the table that held the flowers and read the note…every syllable made my heart flutter
Damn…
I was bewitched
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- I WISH IT WAS ME
SUMMARY: Reader has been the perfect girlfriend for Spencer their entire relationship, what happens when she realizes it wasn’t enough to make him stay?
PAIRING: Spencer Reid/Reader Spencer Reid/Maeve
CATEGORY: ANGST (no happy ending)
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“YOU CANT LOVE ANYONE BECAUSE THAT WOULD MEAN YOU HAD A HEART.”
Y/N
I sat at home, humming the tune to my favorite song, casually cooking pasta for myself, assuming my boyfriend wouldn’t be home too soon. In the corner of my eye I spotted a book and a letter, a smile graced my face, my boyfriend had ways had a love for books. One of the many things that made me adore him.
Curiosity took over as I opened the already opened envelope and felt the blood drain from my face. A love letter, one not addressed to me.
Maeve, that was the name on it. He spoke highly of her. As nausea kicked in I shakily sat down and tried to breath with the letter in my hand.
I could smell the food burn but I wasn’t hungry anymore. I took a deep breath and began to read it. My heart getting stabbed a million times over as I read every endearing word.
How he loved her…how his heart longed for her in a way it never did for me. I read about half way through until I realized it was wrong.
Or at least until I realized I couldn’t take anymore…
On the couch, sinking deeper, almost unable to breathe and no sense of what to do. I tried not to cry, I should’ve seen it coming.
I never loved books the way he did, never understood despite me listening. Obviously this girl did.
With a heavy heart I picked up my phone and took a deep breath. I listened as it rang, the pounding in my ears growing louder until it stopped.
He had answered. “Hello?” He spoke, sounding a bit scared and anxious.
“I…I’m sorry” I sniffled, trying to navigate what to say. Should I apologize? Should I be angry? Or sad, who knows?
“What do you mean?” He questioned. I let a few tears fall. “Sorry that I wasn’t enough for you…that she had to step in and be what I wasn’t”
Part of me could hear him go white in the face as silence rang in the air. “Please don’t lie to me” I cried as I placed a hand on my forehead. “I already know just say something…”
“I’m sorry…I thought that this was what I wanted and…” He sounded distressed as the door closed behind him, he switched roomed.
“I wish I could say more but she’s missing and I’m not sure if she’s going to make it…” He quietly sobbed. “Oh…I hope she’s okay…” I said just as quietly.
“Karma…I deserve this but she doesn’t…Y/N she’s a good woman she doesn’t even know about us..” Spencer sighed.
“I figured as much, I’m packing my things now so I’ll be gone by tonight.” I hung up. Sparing myself from anymore hurt. I wasn’t in the mood.
It had hit me.
I was never enough. Everyday he said he loved me he lied. every -time I thought this was forever was fake and every time I loved him was never enough.
Why couldn’t I be Maeve? She seemed lovely, perfect for him clearly. She was a gift from above she was perfect. And I wasn’t. I guess I really know the consequences of being Spencer Reid’s “girlfriend”
Why couldn’t it be me?
I wish it was me
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