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I cut, I over drink alcohol, I smoke marijuana. I Cut until there isn’t any more room to cut. I drink until I see black and can’t remember. I smoke marijuana until I fool myself into thinking I’m okay. Out of the three, I think marijuana is the most harmless. I’m high on weed now and I’m okay even though it’s bullshit. Even though I know it’s bullshit, I’m okay. I freak out more than people think. There are reasons why I don't say anything. What’s the point in talking about the past? It is what it is. There is nothing I can do about it. The bad things that happened were real. Meanwhile, I’m just the loser who doesn’t matter to them. I don’t matter. 

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Short Poems Vol. 1 consists of four short poems about sexuality and love.

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I struggle with addiction, and this is the story of how it all began. It tells the tale of my experience with alcohol, cutting, weed, cocaine, ecstasy, amphetamines, and opioids. I come out as a lesbian. I end up in rehab. Life after rehab is difficult, my father dies, and it devastates my life sending me reeling towards substance abuse again. I urge you to read this book if you are looking to find a greater purpose for your life or are struggling with addiction. In this book I find a way to go from hating myself and the world around me to loving every second of life.

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Blessings, love, and good vibes to you!

We are our own

—Mahmoud Darwish, from In the Presence Of Absence

I am FUCKING Insane But My Hear Is Pure and My Intentions are Good

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