Tw: rape, s/a, kinda in detail, people lying abt rape

goddamnit, i know he didnt do it, he's getting a restraining order against him, I've saw him have panic attacks due to everyone lying about him, the liar literally groped, smacked my ass and kissed me without consent and literally assulted me and then accuses someone who DOESNT EVEN LIKED TO BE FUCKING TOUCHED of rape? I call fucking bullshit. I know he didnt. he asks for consent before even hugging, he literally made sure I wanted a hug and he 'raped; them?

angry vent/a rant

tw : toxic behavior (both sides), cussing, murder/intrusive thoughts, sadism on my part, anger, favorite person, mention of breakdowns, toxic dating, manipulation

I'm not accepting your stupid fucking apologies

All you do is tear me down. And then you hurt my only fucking favorite person to the point where they can barely handle it? I'll kill you. They are to good for you. They deserve happiness and the best things in the world and I can't wait to see you tear yourself down. I am going to be so happy to see you sad. I wanna see you sob. I wanna hear how much you hate life. It's so nice to hear how you're hurting. I am not going to help you. I am going to advise you to stay in the relationship just so I can see you in more pain. 

I had an anon on this before it was a full vent acc and I lost them *cries*

is it a crush or is it the fact that I can't stand being single because then I'll have to focus on myself and go through the pain of learning to help myself instead of obsessing over someone so I can ignore my feelings and problems that I cause?

guess we'll never know

the bpd urge to cut everyone off

Fuck you.

We were supposed to be friends and you fucking betray me? What the fuck? They were right about you. Even my fucking mom was right about you. You seriously suck. I hate you. Never speak to me again.

The phrase “Tip: I am so fucking mad” will not leave my brain

we never even did anything. this bitch just made our host s/h. lying about us. we cant take it anymore.

someone just help

tw: weight, talk about body horror

god i hate my own body, it's so fucking disappointing, so many people call themselves fat? then what am i? i feel so gross. i wanna throw up everything i ate, i wanna rip out my stomach and throw it away, i am going to stop eating, this body will no longer be this monstrosity, it will be skinny, it will be perfect. people will see my bones, be disgusted by how it looks, but to me, it'll be perfect

you ever wake up and two seconds into consciousness your brain is already like “i want to kill myself” like damn bro can i at least have coffee first 😭😭

I cut myself and now they think I posted it on main so they could see it damnit, god if they follow this acc, I'm going to sob, I want to be a good operson so bad

vent

AnywYs here’s a vent, posted this but on main- 

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AnywYs here's a vent, posted this but on main- 

I'm a shitty person, I fucked up. I want to make it better but I literally can't, nothing can fix what I did. I can't fix it, i cant fix myself. I want to be a good person, I really do

okay s0

traumacore is not an aesthetic, its an art to release feelings.

for example, i make edits to help my cope with my childhood trauma (which is no one business)

its just literally annoying seeing people telling me im romanticizing trauma 

if traumacore, dreamcore, etc is in ur dni, i understand, it can be triggering, i have a friend who has that, and i understand

i just like to clairfy things!!

why doesnt anyone care about it?

i cant even talk to them about it.

they all think i am a liar.

i have to carry it all.

it hurts.

what does a little kid have to do to earn their mothers love?